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MEMOIRS    OF    AN    ACTRESS. 


BY 


GEORGE  W.   M.   REYNOLDS, 

AUTHOR  OP  THB  FIRST  AND  SBCOXD  SERIES  OF  "  THB  JITSTKEIE3  OF  LOKDOX,"  "  THE  MTSTERtES 
OF  THB  COURT  OF  LOXDON,"  "MART  PRICE,"  "JOSEPH  WILMOT,"  "ROSA  XAMBERT,"  "  THE 
NECROMANCER,"  "  THB  MASSACRE  OF  GLENCOE,"  "  POPE  JOAN,"  "  THB  DATS  OF  HOGARTH," 
"WAGNER  THE  WEHR-WOLF,"  "THB  SOLDIER'S  WIFE,"  "THE  ETE- HOUSE  PLOT,"  "THE  BRONZE 
STATUE,"  "the  loves  OP  THE  HARBM,"  "  OMAR :  A  TALE  OF  THE  WAR,"  "  LEILA;  OR,  THB 
STAR  OF  MINGRBLIA,"  "MAT  MIDDLETON,"  "  THB  CORAL  ISLAND,"  "  AGNBS;  OB,  BEAUTT  AND 
PLKASUBK,"   "the  SEAMSTRESS,"   "  THE  PIXT,"   "  KKSNETH,"   "ROBERT  MACAIKB,"   &3.   &8. 


WITH    FIFTY-TWO    WOOD-ENGRAVINGS. 


VOL.  I. 


LONDON: 
PUBLISHED,    FOR    THE    PROPRIETOR,    BY    JOHN    DICKS,    AT    THE    OFFICE 
(  No,  7,   WELLINGTON    STREET    NORTH,    STRAND. 

1856. 


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INDEX  TO  WOOD-ENGMvmCxS. 


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Of 

6 


1.  The  G-randfatlier'a  Death  Bed  .  • 

2.  Ellen  and  the  Lessee      .  •  •  • 

3.  St.  Clair  gazing  on  the  Ballet-dancers 

4.  Ellen  and  St.  Clair        .  '        tt  * 

5.  The  Entertainment  at  the  Parks  a  House    . 

6.  Ellen  and  Melissa  Harrison 

7.  Ellen  and  Colonel  Bellew     .  •  •  • 

8.  Ellen  and  the  Gipsies  .  •  • 

9.  Ellen  as  Juliet  in  "  Romeo  and  Juliet 

10.  The  Aunt's  Death  .  •  • 

11.  Scene  in  Lady  Lilla  Essendine's  Garden      . 

12.  The  Brute-tamer  -  •  • 

13.  Ellen  and  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  • 
14,.  Ellen  as  Queen  Catherine  in  "  Henry  \  lU 

15.  POETEAIT  OF  ElLEN  PeKCT. 

16.  Ellen  and  Mr.  Crott.  •  •  * 

17.  The  Swoon       .  •  •  *  " 

18.  Ellen  and  Juliet  Norman    .  .  •  • 

19.  Ellen  as  Lady  Macbeth 

20.  PoRTEAiT  ov  Melissa  Haebisoit. 
2l]  The  Lessee  and  the  Performers 

22.  Ellen's  Triumph  •  •  V,      „.J„tt. 

23  POETEAIT   OF  THE   MaECHIOKESS    OF   CAMPA>ELLA. 

24  Ellen  as  Mrs.  Beverley  in  "  The  Gamester      __ 
26      Ellen  as  Portia  in  "  The  Merchant  of  Venice    . 

26.  PoETEAii  OF  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 

27.  Mary  Glentworth  in  the  Arbour      . 

28.  Ellen  and  Beda  .  •  •  • 

29.  The  Dream  of  the  Dreadful  Picture 

30.  Ellen  and  Juliet's  Cuild 

31.  POETKAIT  OF  BEATEICE  DI  CaEBONI. 

32!     Ellen,  the  Marchioness,  and  Beda    . 

33.*     Zarah  and  St.  Clair      ,  -  •  • 

34.  POETEAIT   OF   JULIET   NoEMAN. 

35.  Beda  at  the  Lunatic  Asylum  .  • 

36.  A  Scene  in  the  Green  Eoom      .  •  » 

37.  St.  Clair  and  Zarah  in  the  Park     . 

38.  POETEAIT    OF   ElLEN    AS  CLEOPATEA. 

39.  The  Box  at  the  Theatre 

40.  Felicia  fainting  at  the  Theatre 

41.  POETEAIT   OF    MaET  GlESTTWOETD. 

42.  Ellen  at  her  toilet        .  •  •  • 

43.  The  Murder  on  the  Cliff      .  •  •  • 

44.  Beatrice  identifying  the  Corpse 

45.  POETEAIT  OF  THE  DUCHESS  OF  AeDLBIGH. 

46.  Death  of  Mrs.  Norman        . 

47.  POETEAIT    OF  EeLICIA   GOWEE. 

48'.     The  Arrest  of   Ellen  and  Be.la  .    , 

49*.     The  Attack  on  Black  Ned   .  .  •  < 

50.     Dame  Betty  on  her  Knees 

61.  POETEAIT  OF  LaDT  KeLVEDOX. 

62.  Ellen  and  Lady  Kelvcdon    .  .  •  ■ 


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INDEX    TO    YOL.   I. 


Cbapte 

r  I.  The  Old  House  at  Leeds             .            .            • 

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1 

II 

II.  The  Stranget            .... 

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5 

») 

HI.  Various  Changes  of  CirCiimstances       .             , 

10 

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lY.  The  Advertisemeufc              .             .             . 

13 

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v.  The  Theatre       ..... 

10 

11 

VI.  Edwin  St.  Clair      .... 

23 

II 

VII.  The  Invitation  and  the  Eesult             . 

30 

II 

■  VIII.  The  Box  at  the  Theatre  .            . 

33 

II 

IX.  The  Ball 

40 

II 

X.  Lady  Lilla  Essendine            .             .             . 

43 

I) 

XI.  Colonel  Bellew's  House            •            .            . 

51 

II 

XII.  The  Debut             .... 

5G 

II 

XIII.  Claremont  Villa         .... 

61 

II 

XIV.  The  Bouquet        .... 

66 

II 

XV.  Paisley             ..... 

74 

II 

XVLEmbledon             .... 

78 

11 

XVII.  The  Phial  in  the  Filigree  Case 

83 

11 

XVIII.  The  Brute.tamer             .             .             . 

83 

11 

XIX.  The  Duchess  and  the  Countess            •           . 

95 

11 

XX.  Theatrical  Matters  .... 

102 

11 

XXI.  The  Private  Theatricals 

108 

11 

XXIL  The  Unacknowledged  Wife 

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112 

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XXIII.  Various  Incidents    .... 

118 

11 

XXIV.  Mr.  Croft           .... 

125 

1) 

XXV.  Poor  Juliet   .            .             .             .             . 

133 

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XXVI.  Juliet's  Fate     .... 

139 

11 

XXVn.  The  Park,               .            ,             .             . 

143 

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XXVIII.  The  Masquerade 

148 

II 

XXIX.  Lady  Macbeth        .             .             ,            . 

154 

11 

XXX.  A  Strange  Visitress 

159 

11 

XXXI.  Aunt  Oldcastle        .... 

168 

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XXXIL  The  Test  of  Love 

173 

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XXXIII.  Francis  Howard 

178 

,     Chapter  XXXIV,  The  Old  Farm  House 

XXXV.  Zarah 

XXXVI.  Tho  Fearful  Picture  . 

XXXVII.  Beatrice  di  Carboni 

XXXVIII.  Bcda 

XXXIX.  Mary  Glentworth 
XL.  The  Yacht 
XLI.  Mary  and  her  Mother 
XLII.  Juliet's  Infant     .  . 
XLIII.  The  Meeting 
XLIV.  The  Railway  Train 
XLV.  The  Earl  of  Carshalton 
XLVI,  A  Strange  Scene  . 
XLVII.  William  Lardner   . 
XLVIII.  Zarah  and  St.  Clair     . 
XLIX.  The  Pardon 
L,  The  Guilty  Lawyer  .              . 
LI.  Hyde  Park 

LII.  The  Marquis  of  Tynedale. 
LIII.  More  Mysteries 
LIV.  Tho  Party  at  the  Theatre 
LV.  The  Result  of  the  Plan 
LVI.  The  Black-edged  Letter 
LVIL  Mr.  Gower  . 
LVIII.  The  Appointment 
LXIX.  The  Cheque 
LX.  The  Cliff   . 
LXr.  The  Pier-head 
LXII.  Again  at  Leeds    . 
LXIII.  Mrs.  Norman 
LXIV.  Felicia  . 
LXV.  Petersfield     . 
LXVI.  The  Cottage 
LXVII,  The  Attack 
LXVIII.  The  Struggle 
LXIX  Heroiione    . 
LXX.  The  Black  Hibbon 


ELLEN      PERCY; 
OR,    THE    MEMOIRS    OF    AN    ACTRESS, 


A' 


CHAPTER.  I. 

THR  OLD  HOUSE  AT  LEEDS. 

I  HATE  often  thought,  when  looking  back  through 
the  vista  of  jears  to  the  period  of  my  early  in^ 
fancy,  that  such  retrospect  was  like  plunging  the 
No.  1. 


regards  info  the  almost  endless  reaches  of  a  forest, 
—where,  at  the  extremity  of  long  winding 
avenues,  feeble  and  uncertain  glimpses  of  light 
are  caught  amidst  the  deep  embowering  shades. 
And  in  the  same  way  that  imagination  itself 
grows  bewildered  when  flitting  into  the  depths  of 
that  vast  wilderness  of  umbrageous  verdure, — so 
does  memory  become  confused  when  striving  U) 


2 


EIilEN  PEECX;   OB,  THE  MEM0IE8  OF  AN  ACTEB88. 


fix  its  gaze  on  the  earliest  incidents  of  life  that 
can  by  any  possibility  be  within  its  reach.  Of 
this  dim  and  shadowy  species  was  a  recollection 
which  would  at  times  haunt  me  like  the  ill-defined 
impression  of  a  troubled  dream.  In  my  childhood 
I  used  to  sit  and  wonder  whether  the  circumstance 
could  ever  have  possibly  occurred—or  whether  it 
were  a  mere  fancy  arising  from  some  unaccount- 
able freak  or  aberration  of  an  infantile  mind. 
Methought,  however,  that  this  earliest  impression 
of  mine  was  associated  with  some  dark  gloomy 
place— a  man  fondling  me  upon  hia  knee,  then 
pressing  me  to  his  heart  and  sobbing  bitterly — 
then  a  woman  taking  me  from  his  arms,  straining 
me  to  her  own  bosom,  and  sobbing  and  weeping 
with  even  more  convulsive  violence  than  the  grief 
of  the  other.  And  after  this  scene  there  appeared 
to  be  a  blank  in  my  existence — until  my  next  im- 
pressions were  associated  with  my  grandfather's 
house  at  Leeds. 

In  that  great  northern  town,  and  in  one  of 
those  low  quarters  which  almost  exclusively  swarm 
with  the  poorest  members  of  the  manufacturing 
population— in  the  midst  of  a  labyrinth  of  narrow 
filthy  streets,  interspersed  with  huge  dingy  fac- 
tories—and beneath  an  atmosphere  almost  ever- 
lastingly "blackened  by  the  smoke  vomited  forth 
from  the  giant  chimneys  that  overlooked  the  whole 
maze  of  habitations,  —  there  was  that  house 
situated.  It  was  one  of  the  largest  in  the  entire 
quarter  of  which  I  am  speaking— and  perhaps  also 
the  gloomiest.  Its  dark  red-brick  front  displayed 
many  small  windows  of  the  old-fashioned  latticed 
description;  and  there  was  a  heavy  pointed 
wooden  portico,  supported  by  two  very  meagre 
pillars.  The  house  was  large  enough  for  the 
accommodation  of  a  numerous  family;  and  yet  it 
only  contained  four  persons.  These  were  my 
grandfather,  the  housekeeper,  myself,  and  a 
wretched  drab  of  a  servant-of-all-work.  I  did  not 
know  then — but  I  have  since  learnt,  and  therefore 
I  may  as  well  at  once  inform  the  reader  — that  my 
grandfather,  Mr.  Forsyte,  had  never  pursued  any 
ostensible  profession  :  but  he  lent  money  and  dis- 
counted bills- though  alw.iys  in  small  sums;  for 
notwithstanding  the  extent  of  his  avarice  he  was 
afraid  of  anything  in  the  shape  of  a  great  risk, 
and  therefore  would  never  bo  too  speculative.  The 
house  was  his  own  property  :  be  had  bought  it 
many  years  back,  at  a  price  which  would  have 
been  cheap  for  even  one  of  the  humblest  dwell- 
ings in  the  neighbourhood.  At  the  time  that 
he  thus  purchased  it,  the  house  had  been  long 
shut  up :  some  dreadful  murder  had  been  com- 
mitted within  its  walls — its  repute  was  bad — 
superstition  invested  it  with  the  darkest  terrors — 
and  it  was  falling  into  decay,  when  Mr.  Forsyth, 
availing  himself  of  what  he  considered  to  be  an 
excellent  bargain,  became  its  purchaser.  If  by 
living  in  the  meanest  lodging  elsewhere,  and 
letting  that  house  to  any  one  else,  my  grandfather 
could  have  made  money,  he  would  have  done  it : 
but  he  knew  that  no  family  would  dwell  in  that 
house— it  would  have  moreover  required  a  con- 
siderable outlay  for  reparation  —  and  therefore 
Mr.  Forsyth  continued  to  inhabit  it  himself. 

Two-thirds  of  the  rooms  were  shut  up ;  and 
only  just  so  many  were  furnished  as  were  re- 
quired for  the  use  of  the  inmates.  And  such  fur- 
niture as  it  was!     A  few  pounds  expended  at  the 


meanest  broker's,  would  have  purchased  much 
better  articles.  A  front  parlour  on  the  ground- 
floor  served  as  the  only  sitting-room:  behind  it 
was  a  sort  of  office,  where  my  grandfather  kept  his 
books  and  papers,  and  transacted  his  business  with 
the  borrowers  who  called  upon  hita ;  and  an  inner 
door  opening  from  this  office,  communicated  with 
a  room  that  jutted  out  into  the  yard  and  which 
served  as  Mr.  Forsyth's  bed-chamber.  The  house- 
keeper occupied  an  upper  room ;  and  a  smaller 
chamber  opening  therefrom,  was  allotted  to  my 
use.  The  servant-girl's  chamber  was  higher  up 
still. 

From  all  that  I  have  just  said,  the  reader  is 
prepared  to  learn  that  Mr.  Forsyth  was  of  the 
most  penurious  habits ;  and  I  thought  at  the  time 
that  he  was  exceedingly  poor.  Indeed,  like  all 
misers,  he  was  constantly  complaining  of  poverty, 
and  vowing  that  he  should  be  ruined  if  anything 
which  he  fancied  to  border  upon  extravagance 
were  practised.  To  myself  he  was  much  attached  : 
but  it  was  after  his  own  peculiar  fashion.  He 
would  caress  and  fondle  me — and  yet  not  merely 
grudge  me  a  toy,  but  even  the  means  of  education. 
I  used  to  go  to  a  neighbouring  day-school,  fre- 
quented by  the  daughters  of  respectable  trades- 
men :  but  my  grandfather  was  constantly  grumbling 
at  the  payment  of  the  pittance  which  my  tuition 
thus  cost  him.  Fortunate  however  was  it  for  me 
that  the  dame  who  kept  the  school  was  a  worthy 
good-hearted  woman ;  and  she  conceived  a  liking 
for  me.  She  said  that  I  was  the  most  intelligent 
as  well  as  the  most  docile  of  her  pupils ;  and  she 
took  a  delight  in  teaching  me.  I  believe  she  had 
some  little  independence  of  her  own,  and  therefore 
was  not  compelled  to  look  too  closely  to  the  remu- 
neration she  received  from  the  parents  or  relatives 
of  the  girls  attending  her  school.  She  frequently 
kept  me  after  school-hours,  and  regaled  me  in  her 
parlour — which,  by  its  neatness  and  comfort,  had 
to  me  the  air  of  a  palace  in  comparison  with  the 
cheerless  ill-furnished  parlour  at  home.  Perhaps 
she  thought  I  was  half  starved;  for  she  took  a 
delight  in  making  me  eat  the  good  things  which 
she  placed  before  me.  Although  my  grandfather 
would  pay  for  no  "  extras,"  but  merely  wanted  me 
to  have  what  he  called  "  a  plain  education,"  yet 
the  worthy  lady — (her  name  was  Mrs.  Kelly,  and 
I  am  glad  to  have  an  opportunity  of  making 
honourable  mention  of  it)— put  me  into  the 
drawing-class  and  also  into  the  music-class;  and 
she  allowed  me  to  learn  dancing.  My  grandfather 
was  delighted:  he  would  gladly  have  suffered  me 
to  acquire  all  possible  accomplishments,  so  long  as 
he  was  not  called  upon  to  pay  for  them.  Every- 
thing that  he  himself  or  any  one  belonging  to  him 
could  get  for  notliing,  was  in  his  estimation  an 
immense  gain  and  a  subject  for  the  extremes!; 
self-felicitation.  Thus,  altogether,  under  the 
tuition  of  that  worthy  and  kind-hearted  Mrs. 
Kelly,  I  received  a  very  tolerable  education,  em- 
bellished with  some  few  accomplishments. 

I  did  not  know  what  to  think  of  Mrs.  Parks, 
my  grandfather's  housekeeper.  She  was  kind 
enougii  to  me :  but  I  could  not  help  fancying  that 
there  was  something  forced,  or  rather  artificial 
and  hypocritical,  in  this  display  of  tenderness, 
and  that  it  was  only  shown  in  order  to  curry  favour 
with  Mr.  Forsyth,  because  he  himself  loved  me. 
I  used  to  wonder  how  it  was  possible  lor  such  a 


ELLEN  PEllCT;    OU,   THE   MEMOIES   OP   AN   ACTEES3. 


Bour-looking  old  woman  as  Mrs.  Parks,  to  be 
sincerely  good  and  kind  towards  any  one.  Her 
countenance  had  a  sinister  expression — and  never 
more  so  than  when,  in  a  sort  of  canting  tone,  she 
was  lavishing  praises  upon  me  in  the  presence  of 
my  grandfather.  Over  him  she  evidently  wielded 
an  immense  influence,  though  he  himself  did  not 
choose  to  acknowledge  it :  on  the  contrary,  when- 
ever, with  her  wonted  hypocritical  air  of  deference, 
she  proflfered  her  advice  on  any  point,  he  vowed  he 

would  do  the  very  reverse and  yet  her  counsel 

was  always  followed  !  She  had  been  with  him  for 
a  great  number  of  years :  she  used  to  sit  with  us 
in  the  parlour,  and  was  treated  almost  as  an  equal 
—though  she  invariably  said  "sir"  when  speaking 
to  my  grandfather,  and  used  to  call  me  "  Miss 
Ellen."  The  influence  she  possessed  over  Mr.  For- 
syth had  not  been  acquired  by  tyranny  :  nor  was 
it  ever  asserted  in  a  dominating  spirit.  It  was  the 
influence  that  was  obtained  insidiously,  in  the 
thousand  and  one  ways  in  which  such  a  woman 
could  render  herself  necessary  to  such  a  man.  For 
when  I  was  alone  with  my  grandfather,  he  would 
frequently  tell  me  how  faithful  a  creature  Mrs. 
Parks  was — how  economically  she  managed  his 
little  household — how  kind  she  was  to  myself — 
and  how  irreparable  would  be  her  loss  if  anything 
should  happen  to  her.  And  yet  it  would  some- 
times occur  to  me,  notwithstanding  these  praises 
bestowed  upon  the  housekeeper— and  notwith- 
standing the  vehement  assertion  of  his  own  in- 
dependence in  opposition  to  any  advice  she  might 
at  times  proffer,  as  I  have  already  stated— that 
my  grandfather  experienced  more  or  less  fear  of 
Mrs.  Parks ;  and  when  this  idea  was  in  my  mind, 
I  fancied  it  was  because  he  was  afraid  that  she 
should  leave  him  and  procure  some  better  situa- 
tion. 

She  had  for  many  long  years  been  a  widow ; 
and  she  had  a  son,  who  was  clerk  to  a  lawyer 
living  at  York.  Thomas  Parks  was  an  individual 
of  by  no  means  prepossessing  appearance  :  he  was 
about  five-and-thirty-years  of  age  when  I  was  ten 
or  eleven :  he  had  red  hair  and  whiskers,  a  face 
covered  with  freckles,  and  eyelashes  that  were 
almost  white.  He  wore  spetacles,  and  had  a  de- 
mure look  :  indeed  methought  that  his  limp  white 
neckcloth  and  his  invariable  suit  of  seedy  black 
gave  him  that  pseudo-sanctimonious  aspect  which 
characterizes  the  hypocrite  who  would  fain  pass 
for  a  saint.  There  was  something  unpleasantly 
fawning  and  cringing  in  his  manner,  as  well  as 
whining  and  snivelling  in  his  tone.  He  had  a 
wife  and  a  perfect  swarm  of  children :  for  one  day 
Mrs.  Parks  took  me,  as  a  very  great  treat,  to  York, 
when  she  was  going  on  a  brief  holiday-visit  to  her 
son ;  and  on  that  occasion  I  formed  the  acquaint- 
ance of  the  entire  family.  Occasionally — once  per- 
haps in  every  three  months— Mr.  Parks  came  over 
to  Leeds  to  see  his  mother  :  it  was  invariably  upon 
a  Sunday— and  my  grandfather  permitted  him  to 
dine  at  his  table.  This  was  the  only  guest  I  ever 
saw  at  the  house,  with  the  exceptions  which  I 
shall  presently  have  to  name;  and  it  might  be 
considered  an  extraordinary  proof  of  Mr.  For^iyth's 
regard  for  Mrs.  Parks,  or  else  of  his  desire  to  do 
an  occasional  thing  to  conciliate  her,  that  he  should 
thus,  even  at  distant  intervals,  permit  another 
mouth  to  feed  itself  at  his  board.  And  while 
talking  of  the  table,  I  may  as  well  add  that  though 


there  was  always  a  sufficiency  of  food,  and  that 
Mrs.  Kelly's  apprehension  of  my  being  half-starved 
was  by  no  means  well-founded, — yet  the  utmost 
parsimony  was  observed  in  respect  to  the  dishes 
themselves,  and  the  viands  were  hashed  up  again 
and  again  until  the  uttermost  morsel  was  disposed 
of. 

I  am  now  about  to  specify  the  exceptions  to 
which  I  have  just  alluded.  But  I  must  previously 
explain  that  I  had  been  told  my  parents  had  died 
when  I  was  quite  an  infant ;  and  when  on  two  or 
three  occasions  I  had  mentioned  to  my  grandfather 
the  vague  and  shadowy  impression  I  experienced 
of  the  scene  alluded  to  in  the  opening  sentences  of 
my  narrative,  he  assured  me  it  was  mere  fancy, 
for  that  I  had  never  been  in  a  position  to  be  so 
caressed,  sobbed  and  wept  over,  within  the  range 
of  my  memory,  inasmuch  as  I  was  only  a  few 
months  old  when  my  father  and  mother  were  car- 
ried  off  by  the  same  malignant  disease.  The 
reader  has  of  course  understood  that  Mr.  Forsyth 
was  my  maternal  grandfather — my  own  surname 
being  Percy.  I  knew  that  I  had  an  aunt— my 
father's  only  sister,  and  who  was  a  widow.  Mr. 
Wakefield,  her  deceased  husband,  had  been  a 
manufacturer  in  a  small  way  at  Sheffield,  and  by 
the  closest  application  to  business  he  ruined  his 
health — so  that  he  sank  into  the  grave  before  he 
had  lived  long  enough  to  overcome  the  difficulties 
attendant  upon  entering  into  business  with  a  very 
limited  capital.  From  the  wrecks  of  his  property 
a  sufficiency  was  saved  to  purchase  a  small  annuity 
for  Mrs.  Wakefield :  but  she,  being  a  woman  of 
thrifty  habits  and  excellent  disposition,  contrived 
to  maintain  herself  and  her  fatherless  boy  in 
modest  respectability. 

I  was  about  ten  years  of  age  when  one  morn- 
ing, amidst  an  infinity  of  grumblings  on  the  part 
of  my  grandfather,  I  gleaned  the  intelligence  that 
he  had  invited  Mrs.  Wakefield  to  pass  a  week  with 
him.  I  was  overjoyed  at  the  idea  of  seeing  my 
aunt  and  my  cousin  Henry ;  and  I  asked  a  thou- 
sand questions  concerning  them.  It  however  ap- 
peared that  Mr.  Forsyth  himself  had  not  seen 
them  since  the  death  of  Mr.  Wakefield,  on  which 
occasion  he  went  to  Sheffield  to  attend  the  funeral 
and  to  counsel  the  widow  as  to  the  best  course  she 
could  adopt  with  reference  to  the  difficulties  in 
which  her  h'jsband's  loss  had  suddenly  plunged 
her.  All  I  could  therefore  ascertain  was,  that  my 
aunt  Wakefield  must  be  about  six-and-thirty  years 
of  age,  and  my  cousin  Harry  about  twelve.  It 
appeared  that  Mrs.  Wakefield  had  written  to  Mr. 
Forsysth  to  consult  him  as  to  the  best  means  of 
getting  her  son  into  a  respectable  free-school  where 
the  old  gentleman  had  some  little  influence :  but 
before  he  would  use  it,  he,  with  characteristic 
caution,  desired  to  be  better  acquainted  with  the 
lad  himself.  Thus— doubtless  after  much  hesita- 
tion and  with  considerable  reluctance — he  had  de- 
termined  to  stretch  a  point  and  go  to  the  expense 
of  entertaining  Mrs.  Wakefield  and  Henry  for  an 
entire  week.  Perhaps  the  old  gentleman  likewise 
deemed  it  his  duty  to  affi^rd  me  an  opportunity  of 
becoming  acquainted  with  my  relatives,  whom  I 
had  never  yet  seen  and  had  only  distantly  heard 
of. 

Furniture  was  hired— (my  grandfather  would 
have  thought  it  an  unpardonable  waste  of  money 
to  purchase  the  articles) —for  a  couple  of  the  long- 


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ELLEN   PEECT  ;    OR,   THE   MEMOIHO  OF   AS   ACTRESS. 


ehut-up  chambers;  and  on  the  appointed  day  my 
aunt  and  cousin  arrived.  A  pale,  pretty,  lady-like 
woman,  with  the  sweetest  and  most  amiable  ex- 
pression of  countenance, — and  a  tall,  genteel, 
slender  lad,  looking  two  years  older  than  he  really 
was,  with  a  profile  of  remarkable  classic  beauty 
and  large  brown  eyes  shaded  by  ebon  lashes, — 
these  were  the  relatives  to  whom  I  was  now  intro- 
duced, and  who  received  me  in  their  arms.  I  wept 
for  very  joy.  The  old  cheerless  house  seemed  irra- 
diated with  their  presence ;  and  there  was  the  ex- 
quisite charm  of  novelty  in  the  excitement  attend- 
ing their  arrival.  And  then  too,  it  was  so  sweet 
for  me,  who  had  never  known  any  other  relation 
than  my  old,  withered,  cadaverous  grandfather,  to 
be  clasped  in  the  arms  of  those  who  appeared  per- 
fectly beautiful  in  my  eyes.  My  aunt  treated  me 
as  one  whom  she  had  long  yearned  to  behold,  but 
from  whom  circumstances  had  kept  her  apart.  She 
smiled  and  wept  upon  me,  pressing  me  again  and 
again  to  her  bosom.  As  for  my  cousin, — with  the 
natural  frankness  of  his  truly  generous  heart,  he 
seemed  determined  to  become  intimate  with  me  at 
once :  there  was  no  cold  ceremony,  no  awkward 
shyness  nor  reserve  on  his  part — and  we  were  soon 
"  Cousin  Harry"  and  "  Cousin  Nelly"  to  one  an- 
other. 

How  happily  passed  that  week !  It  constituted 
one  of  those  periods  which  are  marked  with  golden 
letters  in  the  existence  of  mortals.  It  was  in  the 
middle  of  summer,  during  the  vacation  of  Mrs. 
Kelly's  school ;  and  therefore  I  was  enabled  to  de- 
vote all  my  time  to  my  aunt  Wakefield  and  my 
cousin  Harry.  I  liked  Harry  from  the  very  first 
moment :  there  was  something  so  cordial  without 
absolute  forwardness  in  his  manner — something  so 
frank  and  open-hearted  that  it  was  impossible  to 
help  being  pleased  with  him — almost  fascinated,  if 
I  may  apply  such  a  term  to  the  feelings  of  a  girl 
of  ten  years  of  age,  as  I  was  at  that  time. 

One  day  I  found  myself  alone  with  my  aunt 
"Wakefield — Mr.  Forsyth  having  gone  with  Henry 
to  visit  the  master  of  the  free-school  in  a  neigh- 
bouring town.  My  aunt  questioned  me  upon  a 
variety  of  subjects ;  and  though  I  was  too  young 
and  inexperienced  at  the  time  to  comprehend  the 
considerate  delicacy  with  which  her  queries  were 
put, — yet  at  later  periods,  when  I  have  recalled  to 
mind  the  particulars  of  that  interview,  I  have  seen 
and  appreciated  all  which  I  was  then  unable  to 
understand.  She  evidently  strove  to  glean  whether 
I  was  happy  with  my  grandfather — whether  Mrs. 
Parks  was  kind  to  me — and  whether  I  had  a  suffi- 
ciency of  necessaries  and  comforts.  I  wore  my 
best  apparel  all  the  time  my  aunt  and  Henry  were 
at  the  house  :  and  I  did  not  like  to  tell  Mrs.  Wake- 
field that  ordinarily  in  the  week-days  I  felt  that  I 
was  shabby  and  that  I  had  even  been  taunted  with 
that  shabbiness  by  my  schoolfellows.  I  endea- 
voured to  give  the  most  satisfactory  answers  to  all 
questions ;  for  indeed  I  was  naturally  of  a  con- 
tented, but  shy  and  timid  disposition.  I  spoke 
highly  of  Mrs.  Kelly;  and  my  aunt  went  with  me 
to  call  upon  this  lady,  that  she  might  personally 
thank  her  for  all  her  goodness  towards  me. 

"  I  can  assure  you,  my  dear  madam,"  said  the 
kind-hearted  dame,  "  Ellen  is  quite  a  pet  cf  mine: 
but  she  deserves  it.  She  is  very  pretty,  though  I 
ought  not  to  say  so  in  her  presence  :  but  what  i^ 
far  better,  she  is  good.     As  for  her  intelligence,  i- 


is  truly  remarkable — and  she  is  very  fond  of  learn- 
ing." 

"  Do  you  not  think  she  is  rather  delicate  P"  I 
heard  my  aunt  ask  in  a  whisper,  but  which  was 
nevertheless  just  audible  to  my  ears. 

"No— her  health  is  good,"  replied  Mrs.  Kelly. 
"  She  has  attended  my  school  for  the  last  four  years, 
and  has  never  had  a  day's  illness.  She  is  tall  for 
her  age — she  is  only  ten,  you  know — and  she  looks 
twelve.  Her  figure  is  slender — but  so  genteel !  In 
short,  my  dear  madam,  she  is  the  genteelest  looking 
as  well  as  the  prettiest  and  the  best  girl  in  my  school. 
I  am  very  much  mistaken  if  she  will  not  grow  up  to 
be  a  most  lovely  creature.  Did  you  ever  see  such 
silky  black  hair,  with  such  a  raven  gloss  upon  it- 
such  superb  dark  eyes — such  sweet  features,  espe- 
cially those  vermilion  lips  of  her's,  with  that  beau- 
tiful smile  1" 

"Yes— she  is  all  that,"  answered  Mrs.  Wake- 
field :  "  and  I  hope        ■" 

But  here  she  stopped  short,  and  heaved  a  pro- 
found sigh. 

"  You  hope  that  her  grandpapa,"  added  Mrs. 
Kelly,  '•'  will  make  such  provisions  as  shall  place 
her  under  proper  guardianship  at  his  death.  But 
you  yourself,  my  dear  madam,  will  doubtless  be- 
come her  guardian  ?" 

Mrs.  Wakefield  gave  some  response,  which  did 
not  reach  my  ears.  I  was  sitting  in  the  window- 
recess  of  the  little  parlour  where  this  discourse  took 
place;  and  I  could  not  help  overhearing  it.  But 
I  was  looking  through  the  window— or  rather  my 
face  was  turned  that  way;  and  therefore  neither 
the  schoolmistress  nor  my  aunt  had  any  reason  to 
suspect  that  I  did  overhear  them.  The  conver- 
sation made  a  deep  impression  on  my  mind ;  and 
therefore  I  have  recorded  it  here.  It  was  the  first 
time  I  ever  knew  that  I  had  the  slightest  claim  to 
good  looks.  Mrs.  Parks  had  been  wont  to  praise 
my  proficiencies  in  study — but  never  my  personal 
beauty.  It  would  be  a  miserable  affectation  to  pre- 
tend that  I  was  not  pleased  on  learning  that  I  was 
considert^d  pretty  :  but  the  knowledge  thereof  did 
not  instil  the  faintest  tincture  of  vanity  in  my 
mind.  All  the  value  which,  according  to  the  girlisti 
notions  of  my  naturally  shy  disposition,  I  attached 
to  the  beauty  of  personal  appearance,  was  centred 
in  the  hope  that  it  might  render  me  more  pleasing 
to  those  whose  good  opinion  I  esteemed. 

On  returning  with  my  aunt  to  the  house,  we 
continued  to  discourse  together  ;  and  I  at  length 
timidly  ventured  to  ask  some  question  relative  to 
my  parents.  I  say  timidly — because  I  had  noticed 
that  my  grandfather  was  invariably  either  annoyed 
or  afflicted  whenever  I  had  questioned  him  ou  the 
same  subject.  I  now  perceived  that  Mrs.  Wake- 
field averted  her  countenance  ;  and,  as  I  continued 
to  gaze  upon  her,  I  observed  that  the  tears  were 
trickling  down  her  pale  cheeks.  I  threw  myself 
into  her  arms,  beseeching  her  to  forgive  me  for 
having  touched  upon  a  topic  which  made  her 
weep. 

"  You  have  no  forgiveness  to  ask,  my  dear 
child,"  she  responded  :  "  the  question  was  natural 

equally  natural  too  is  it  that  I  should  weep 

on  account  of  your  parents.     They  are  lost  to  you, 

my  poor  child they   were  lost  to  you  in  your 

infancy  !  Would  that  it  had  been  permitted  to 
me  to  supply  the  place  of  your  mother  :  but  cir- 
cumstances prevented  it !" 


ELLEX   PBKCT;    OU,   THE   lIEilOIES   OP   AN   ACTEKS3. 


For  some  few  moments  I  was  half  suffocated 
vith  mj  ovrn  tears  and  sobs;  and  then  I  asked, 
"Hovr  old  was  I,  dear  aunt,  when  my  parents 
died  ?" 

"  Why  do  you  put  this  question,  Ellen  ?"  in- 
quired  Mrs.  Wakefield,  looking  fixedly  upon  my 
countenance  as  I  gazed  up  at  her. 

I  blushed  and  became  confused  :  but  quickly  re- 
covering my  frank  and  artless  self-possession,  I 
looked  up  into  her  face  again,  and  candidly  re- 
vealed that  idea  which  had  ever  appeared  to  haunt 
me  like  the  reminiscence  of  something  which  had 
actually  bappered  at  the  earliest  period  of  my  con- 
sciousness of  existence.  Mrs.  Wakefield  listened 
with  what  I  fancied  to  be  a  sad  and  mournful  in- 
terest ;  and  when  I  had  finished  speaking,  she  said, 
"  Banish  this  idea,  my  sweet  child,  from  your  mind. 
It  is  a  delusion  under  which  you  are  labouring— it 
has  no  foundation  in  fact:"— and  then,  after  a  few 
moments'  pause,  she  added  in  a  still  lower  tone,  at 
the  same  time  bending  her  face  down  until  it 
almost  touched  mine,  and  pressing  her  hand 
oiressingly  over  the  masses  of  my  dark  hair — 
'•  You  lost  your  parents,  Ellen,  when  you  were 
tjo  young  to  know  them." 

Almost  immediately  after  these  words  were 
spoken,  I  beheld  my  grandfather  and  Harry  pass 
tie  window;  and  I  bounded  away  to  open  the 
f;ont  door  for  them.  At  the  instant  I  opened  the 
piilour  door,  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  Mrs.  Parks 
hastening  along  the  passage  to  the  staircase ;  and 
the  suspicion  flashed  to  my  mind  that  she  had  been 
listening  to  the  discourse  between  my  aunt  and 
myself.  I  scarcely  know  why  I  should  have 
t-iought  so  ;  for  the  old  housekeeper  might  just  as 
well  have  been  coming  from  the  kitchen,  or  from 
one  of  the  back  rooms,  as  to  hare  been  passing 
away  from  the  vicinage  of  the  parlour-door. 
Nevertheless,  the  idea  did  occur  to  me ;  and  it 
excited  a  momentary  trouble  in  my  mind.  But 
I  speedily  forgot  the  incident  when  my  cousin 
Harry  came  bounding  joyously  towards  me,  ex- 
claiming that  Mr.  Forsyth  had  procured  him  the 
promise  of  admittance  to  the  Free  Grammar 
Soliool  after  the  current  vacation. 

Happiness  was  dancing  in  my  cousin's  handsome 
brown  eyes;  and  my  heart  thrilled  with  the  trans- 
fusing influence  of  the  joy  which  he  thus  ex- 
perienced. He  ran  to  embrace  his  mother,  and 
acquaint  her  with  the  good  tidings— for  which  she 
Warmly  expressed  her  gratitude  to  Mr.  Forsyth, 

On  the  following  day  Aunt  Wakefield  and 
Cousin  Harry  took  their  departure  :  tears  were 
upon  their  cheeks — and  torrents  were  raining  down 
my  onn,  as  they  bestowed  upon  me  the  farewell 
einbrnces.  And  when  they  were  gone,  how  I 
missed  them  both  !— how  I  continued  to  weep  as  I 
looked  at  the  vacant  seats,  where  I  no  longer  en- 
countered the  kind  dove-like  regards  of  my  affec- 
tionate aunt,  nor  the  ingenuous  expression  of  my 
cousin's  dark-brown  eyes.  And  how  cheerless  the 
old  bouse  appeared  again— —Ob,  how  cheerless ! 


^  CHAPTER     II. 

THE    STBAiraEB. 

About  six  months  had  elapsed  after  the  visit  of 
Mrs.  Wakefield  and  her  son ;  and  during  this  in- 
terval I  received  two  or  three  kind  letters  from 
them  both.  Harry  was  installed  at  the  seminary 
where  the  benevolence  of  some  long  deceased  phi- 
lanthropist had  provided  that  a  certain  number  of 
fatherless  boys  should  be  genteelly  educated  for  a 
sum  so  small  that  it  was  almost  nominal.  My 
cousin  was  delighted  with  the  establishment ;  and 
he  declared  that  he  should  do  his  best  to  profit  by 
the  advantages  of  instruction  which  were  thus 
afforded  him. 

It  was  one  afternoon,  a  half-holiday — I  remem- 
ber it  full  well — in  the  middle  of  December,  in  the 
year  1832 — I  was  sitting  alone  with  my  grand- 
father in  the  parlour,  Mrs.  Parks  being  temporarily 
absent  at  the  time.  It  was  about  three  o'clock; 
and  the  dusk  was  closing  in  thus  early  in  the 
depth  of  that  winter-season.  We  were  close  by 
the  window;  and  I  had  some  ten  minutes  back  laid 
aside  my  book  in  consequence  of  the  growing  ob- 
scurity. Mr.  Forsyth  bad  been  talking  to  me : 
but  there  was  at  the  moment  a  pause  in  the  con- 
versation. All  of  a  sudden  I  beheld  a  man,  who 
was  muffled  in  an  ample  cloak,  and  who  wore  a 
somewhat  battered  hat,  the  broad  brims  of  which 
slouched,  stop  in  front  of  the  house  and  look  up  at 
it.  For  a  few  moments  I  thought  nothing  parti- 
cular of  the  incident:  but  as  the  individual  re- 
mained there  in  the  middle  of  that  narrow  street 
— now  looking  up  and  down,  and  then  up  at  the 
house  again — I  directed  my  grandfather's  attention 
to  the  person.  At  the  same  instant  the  individual 
came  close  up  to  the  window,  and  deliberately  looked 
over  the  blind.  The  dusk  was  not  too  great  to 
prevent  me  from  easily  observing  all  this — nor  to 
prevent  the  man  himself  from  seeing  into  the 
room,  where  the  fire  (never  too  good  a  one  in  that 
parlour)  was  throwing  a  glimmering  light  around. 

My  grandfather  uttered  some  ejaculation- 
started — then  sank  back  into  the  seat  again— and 
appeared  to  be  smitten  with  a  sudden  trouble,  or 
else  with  illness.  I  was  alarmed,  and  besought 
him  to  tell  me  what  was  the  matter.  Then  I 
looked  again  to  the  window : — the  man  was  gone. 

Mr.  Forsyth  could  not  speak :  a  strange  terror 
appeared  to  have  come  over  him :  he  was  half 
choking — and  ho  gazed  at  me  with  a  ghastly  ex- 
pression. At  the  same  instant  I  heard  the  latch- 
key moving  in  the  front-door  lock:  I  knew  it  was 
Mrs.  Parks  who  was  entering ;  and  I  rushed  out 
of  the  room  to  summon  her  to  my  grandfather. 
The  man  in  the  cloak  pushed  rudely  and  roughly 
by  the  old  woman — pushed  by  me  also — and  made 
his  way  into  the  parlour. 

"  Ah  !  it  is  you  ?"  gasped  my  grandfather :  and 
he  rose  up  from  his  seat,  tottering  and  staggering. 

"  Oh,  you  know  me,  then  ?"  said  the  mau,  toss- 
ing off  his  battered  hat:  and  then  turning  towards 

me,  he  said,  "  Ah  !  is  this  the  girl  ?     Come 

But  pshaw  1"  and  all  in  a  moment  his  tone  and 
his  manner  appeared  to  express  some  feeling  of 
contempt  with  which  he  was  smitten  on  his  own 
account. 

"Leave  us,  Ellen — leave  us,  Ellen,"  said  my 


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ELIEN  PEBCT;   OE,   THE  MEMOIRS  OP  AN  A0TEES8. 


grandfather,  in  accents  which  were  so  tremulous 
with  emotion  that  instead  of  obeying  his  mandate, 
I  rushed  towards  him. 

Seizing  his  hand,  I  exclaimed,  "  Do  not  send  me 
from  you !  You  are  ill— you  are  frightened !  -^— 
What  does  this  man  want  ?" 

"Go,  Ellen— go!"  said  my  grandfather,  now 
speaking  with  a  sudden  sternness.  "  I  insist  upon 
your  leaving  us!  This  is  a— a— man— a— a  gentle- 
man— who  has  come  to  me  on  business." 

"To  be  sure !"  said  the  stranger :  and  he  coolly 
seated  himself. 

I  was  now  compelled  to  obey  my  grandfather : 
but  I  did  so  most  reluctantly :  and  on  quitting  the 
parlour,  I  beheld  Mrs.  Parks  standing  at  the  foot 
of  the  staircase.  She  impatiently  beckoned  me 
towards  her;  and  then  said  in  a  whisper,  "  Go  up-  ■ 
stairs  for  the  present,  ]VUss  Ellen:  you  see  that 
your  grandfather  wants  to  be  alone." 

I  obeyed ;  and  for  half-an-hour  I  sat  in  my  own  I 
chamber  up-stairs,  with  a  deeply  troubled  mind, 
and  marvelling  what  that  stranger  could  want — 
who  he  could  possibly  be— and  what  meant  his 
singular  expressions  and  conduct  in  reference  to 
myself.  The  dusk  deepened  into  darkness;  and 
there  I  remained,  in  my  chamber,  not  liking  to  go 
down  stairs  again  until  I  might  receive  permission 
to  that  effect.  Mrs.  Parks  had  not  come  up  with 
me :  she  had  remained  below  —  but  whether  to 
enter  the  parlour  or  to  attend  to  her  avocations 
elsewhere,  I  knew  not.  That  she  herself  had 
some  inkling  of  the  man's  business,  whatever  it 
were,  I  entertained  the  suspicion;  and  I  could  not 
help  thinking  that  even  if  she  had  not  penetrated 
into  the  parlour  to  join  in  the  discourse  she  was 
listening  at  the  door. 

I  strove  to  recollect  the  stranger's  appearance 
as  well  as  I  could— though  in  the  confusion  of  the 
scene  and  the  obscurity  of  the  room,  I  had  not 
been  enabled  to  observe  him  much  more  minutely 
than  when  I  had  just  before  seen  him  in  the  street. 
So  far  as  I  recollected  or  could  estimate,  he  was 
about  forty  years  of  age,  with  a  dark  weather- 
beaten  countenance,  and  a  piercing  pair  of  black 
eyes.  I  knew  that  he  was  of  tall  stature ;  and  his 
garments  indicated  poverty.  His  voice  was  rough, 
and  even  coarse  in  its  accents ;  and  there  was  a 
mingled  insolence,  confidence,  and  hardihood  in  his 
speech  and  manner,  so  that  he  almost  seemed  as  if 
he  felt  conscious  of  some  power  to  command  a  re- 
ception, even  though  it  were  not  a  welcome  one,  in 
my  grandfather's  parlour. 

I  had  been  frightened  by  the  incident ;  and  as 
darkness  was  closing  in  around,  cold  nervous  ter- 
rors crept  over  me.  Gradually  into  my  mind  came 
the  recollection  that  I  had  heard  some  vague  and 
uncertain  whispers  of  how  a  long  time  back  a 
murder  had  been  committed  within  the  walls  of 
that  house ;  and  I  trembled  from  head  to  foot  as  I 
shudderingly  swept  my  looks  around  with  the 
hideous  apprehension  that  I  should  see  some 
appalling  shape  stand  suddenly  out  of  the  dark- 
ness. But  all  in  a  moment  the  door  opened — a 
light  streamed  in  upon  me  :  it  was  Mrs.  Parks  who 
came  to  say  that  the  gentleman  was  gone  and  that 
I  might  go  down  stairs  again.  When  I  rejoined 
my  grandfather,  he  took  me  in  his  arms  and 
caressed  me  with  even  a  greater  fondness  than  he 
had  ever  yet  displayed :  but  I  saw  that  he  was 
Btill  trembling  violently— evidently  with  the  effect 


of  a  recent  strong  agitation.  I  longed  to  question 
him — but  dared  not.  He  made  no  allusion  to 
the  incident  which  I  have  been  relating;  but  fre- 
quently throughout  that  evening  did  he  caress  me 
in  the  most  affectionate  manner.  Several  days 
elapsed  before  he  completely  recovered  from  the 
excitement  into  which  he  had  evidently  been 
thrown ;  and  many  weeks  passed  away  before  the 
impression  of  that  scene  wore  partially  away  from 
my  mind. 

Two  years  went  by  without  any  incident  worthy 
of  notice ;  but  during  that  interval  I  continued  to 
receive  occisional  letters  from  Mrs.  Wakefield  and 
from  Harry,  all  full  of  kindness,  and  all  expressing 
the  hope  that  my  grandfather  would  allo'v  me  tj 
visit  them  some  day  at  Slieffield  during  one  of  the 
vacations.  Mr.  Forsyth  would  not  however  hear 
of  my  leaving  him ;  and  whenever  I  read  those 
passages  in  my  aunt's  and  cousin's  letters,  the  old 
man  appeared  to  be  seized  with  a  nervous  excite- 
ment; and  laying  his  tremulous  hand  upon  my 
shoulder,  he  would  exclaim,  "No,  no,  my  dear 
child — no  one  shall  take  you  from  me  !" 

I  was  now  some  months  past  twelve  years  old— 
the  autumn  of  1834  was  merging  into  winter — 
November  was  close  at  hand — the  settled  cold  was 
coming  on  apace.  One  day  my  grandfather  did 
not  get  up  to  breakfast ;  and  Mrs.  Parks  told  me 
that  he  was  somewhat  indisposed,  but  that  by  a 
day's  nursing  he  would  doubtless  be  restored  to  hirf 
wonted  health.  I  asked  permission  to  go  in  and 
see  him  ;  and  it  was  granted.  I  had  never  before 
— at  least  not  to  my  knowledge — been  in  his  bed- 
chamber ;  for  he  had  ever  forbidden  me  to  go 
even  into  his  office,  as  he  called  the  back  room 
from  which  that  chamber  opened.  I  was  now 
struck  with  the  wretchedness  of  the  room  in  which 
he  lay.  It  jutted  out  into  the  yard — forming  as 
it  were  a  little  building  of  itself,  which  seemed  to 
have  been  added  on  at  some  time  to  the  back  wall 
of  the  house.  Some  wretched  old  drapery  was 
nailed  up  behind  the  bedstead  and  to  a  beam  above 
it  :  the  bed  itself  was  low,  ricketty,  dirty,  and 
comfortless  :  a  fragment  of  carpet,  the  colours  of 
which  had  long  faded  out,  was  stretched  upon  the 
floor.  There  were  two  or  three  rush-bottomed 
chairs,  of  a  quaint  old-fashioned  style  ;  and  there 
was  an  antique  chest  of  drawers,  with  a  sloping  top 
which  might  be  let  down  on  pieces  of  wood  that 
puUed  out,  so  as  to  form  an  escritore.  Let  it  be 
remembered  that  I  entertained  the  impression  that 
my  grandfather  was  poor :  but  I  was  shocked  at 
the  seeming  penury  which  to  my  mind  this 
wretched  room  naturally  betokened.  My  own 
chamber  and  that  of  Mrs.  Parks — though  sordid 
enough,-  heaven  knows— were  better  furnished  than 
this.  Bursting  into  tears,  I  threw  myself  upon 
my  grandfather's  breast,  and  wept  bitterly. 

"  Don't  cry,  Ellen,"  he  said,  mistaking  the  cause 

of  my  grief:  "I  shall  be  better  soon Indeed 

I    am    already   much  improved    since  the   morn- 
ing  " 

"  For  heaven's  sake,  my  dear  grandpapa,"  I  ex- 
claimed, "  let  us  send  for  a  doctor !" 

"  A  doctor  ?"  he  almost  yelled  forth  :  "  at  your 
peril  do  it !  I  knew  that  the  instant  I  said  I  was 
at  all  unwell,  there  would  be  a  talk  of  the  doctor : 
but  no  doctor  shall  enter  my  house  !  Mrs.  Parks 
can  nurse  me  she  is  a  good  kind  woman 
and  faithful  too— I  think— I  hope." 


SUiBir  PEBCT ;   OB,   THE  MEU0IB3  07  AS  ACTBES8. 


But  the  old  man  appeared  to  speak  with  a  sort 
of  gasping  effort,  as  if  he  were  not  in  reality  so 
completely  convinced  of  his  housekeeper's  disin- 
terested fidelity  as  he  endeavoured  to  persuade 
himself  that  he  was. 

"  But  your  room,  dear  grandpapa,"  I  exclaimed, 
"  is  so  uncomfortable — the  draught  comes  in  from 
that  window — there  is  no  curtain  to  it— there  are 

no  proper  draperies  to  the  bed " 

"  Curtains  enough,  Ellen !"  interjected  Mr. 
Forsyth.  "  What  more  would  you  have  ?  Would 
—would  you  bave  me  buy  new  ones  ?  It  would 
ruin  me !  And  as  for  the  doctor,  he  would  run 
up  such  a  bill,  I  never,  never  could  pay  it — and 
you  would  see  your  poor  old  grandfather  die  in  a 
debtor's  gaol,  Ellen!" 

*'  Heaven  forbid !"  I  murmured,  amidst  the  sobs 
that  now  convulsed  me  ;  for  I  firmly  believed  he 
was  speaking  the  precise  truth,  and  that  he  bad  no 
money  to  spare. 

I  did  the  best  I  could  to  make  the  room  seem 
comfortable— or,  in  other  words,  I  put  it  into  as 
good  order  as  circumstances  would  permit ;  and  for 
that  day  I  remained  away  from  school.  For  the 
three  or  four  following  days,  however,  I  was  com- 
pelled  to  go  to  school,  though  my  grandfather  re- 
mained ill  in  bed  and  I  besought  permission  to 
attend  upon  him.  But  Mrs.  Parks  suggested,  with 
an  air  of  great  seeming  kindness,  that  a  sick 
chamber  was  not  the  place  for  a  young  girl  like 
me,  and  that  moreover  the  school-bill  must  be  paid 
whether  I  went  or  not.  This  last  hint  was  suffi- 
cient for  my  grandfather,  who  declared  it  would  be 
ruin  and  literally  picking  his  pocket  if  he  had  to 
pay  for  anything  which  I  did  not  receive  the  ad- 
vantage of.  Therefore  I  was  compelled  to  go : 
but  on  the  fifth  morning  Mrs,  Kelly,  seeing  how 
unhappy  I  was,  declared  that  she  would  give  the 
girls  a  whole  holiday ;  and  I  knew  it  was  entirely 
as  an  excuse  to  enable  me  to  return  home  and 
attend  to  my  grandfather. 

I  sped  homeward  as  if  on  the  wings  of  the  wind  : 
the  front  door  was  standing  ajar — I  opened  and 
closed  it  very  gently,  so  as  not  to  make  a  noise  in 
the  house— and  I  entered  the  parlour.  There  I 
found  Mrs.  Parks  seated  in  front  of  the  fire,  with 
her  son  the  clerk  to  the  lawyer  at  York.  Their 
heads  were  at  the  instant  very  close  together  j  and 
they  seemed  to  be  in  a  whispering  conversation 
from  the  midst  of  which  my  unexpected  entrance 
abruptly  disturbed  them.  They  started  up  :  Tom 
Parks  (as  I  had  heard  him  familiarly  called)  was 
very  much  in  confusion ;  and  his  mother  had  an 
expression  of  countenance  which  absolutely  fright- 
ened me.  But  the  next  instant  it  vanished ;  and 
resuming  her  wonted  carneying  kindness  of  manner, 
she  asked  what  had  brought  me  home  so  soon  ? 

I  explained  that  Mrs.  Kelly  had  given  the 
school  a  whole  holiday;  and  Mrs.  Parks  said, 
"Well,  Miss  Ellen,  you  shall  come  in  with  me 
and  see  your  grandpapa.  I  hope  he  is  better. 
But— but— my  dear  child — you  need  not  say  you 

saw  Mr.  Parks  here He  only  just  dropped  in 

to  ask  how  your  dear  grandpapa  is;  and  it  might 
annoy  the  old  gentleman  to  think  that  visitors 
came  while  he  is  lying  ill  in  bed  and  unable  to  re- 
ceive them." 

I  was  thinking  so  much  of  my  poor  grandfather 
at  the  time,  and  was  so  impatient  to  get  to  him, 
that  I  readily  promised  to  follow  Mrs.  Parks's  in- 


junction. For  the  rest  of  that  day  I  was  almost 
entirely  by  the  sick  couch.  The  following  day  was 
the  Sabbath :  I  went  to  church  with  my  school- 
girls in  the'  morning  as  usual ;  and  for  the  re- 
mainder  of  that  day  also  I  ministered  to  Viy  in- 
valid relative.  I  feared  that  he  was  getting  worse, 
though  he  declared  that  he  was  better,  and  that 
some  medicine  for  which  he  had  sent  from  the 
chemist's,  was  doing  him  a  world  of  good.  And 
so  indeed  it  appeared :  for  on  the  ensuing  morn- 
ing Mr.  Forsyth  declared  that  he  was  almost  well 
enough  to  get  up,  and  that  therefore  I  might  go 
to  school. 

I  did  so :  but  when  I  went  home  to  dinner  at 
one  o'clock,  as  usual,  I  found  my  grandfather  still 
in  bed ;  and  when  I  again  returned  at  five  to  tea, 
I  felt  convinced  that  he  was  worse  than  he  had 
yet  been.  Young  though  I  was,  something  told 
me  that  be  was  sinking.  I  besought  him  to  take 
a  gla?s  of  wine.  At  first  he  vowed  that  such  ex- 
travagance  would  be  his  ruin :  but  he  evidently 
felt  that  be  wanted  it ;  and  this  feeling  got  the 
better  of  bis  niggardness.  He  took  some  wine; 
and  then  he  slept  soundly  for  several  hours. 

It  was  near  ten  o'clock  that  evening  when  he 
awoke ;  and  he  declared  that  he  was  so  much 
better  that  I  might  retire  to  my  own  chamber  with 
the  conviction  of  finding  him  convalescent  in  tho 
morning.  I  withdrew  accordingly,  my  heart  full 
of  hope  :  but  on  seeking  my  room  I  did  not  expe- 
rience the  faintest  inclination  for  slumber.  I  knelt 
down  and  prayed  that  heaven  would  spare  my 
grandfather  yet  awhile,  and  that  his  words  might 
be  fulfilled  relative  to  the  improvement  of  hia 
health  within  the  lapse  of  the  next  twelve  hours. 
Then  I  sat  upon  my  pallet,  giving  way  to  thought 
— wondering  whether  Mrs.  Parks  would  sit  up  all 
night  with  my  grandfather— and  if  she  did  not, 
whether  he  might  not  require  some  ministration 
while  she  slept  ?  I  knew  that  the  servant-girl 
would  not  be  employed  for  such  a  purpose ;  and 
then  I  thought  to  myself  it  would  be  cruel  for  a 
woman  of  the  housekeeper's  age  to  be  deprived  of 
her  natural  rest  night  after  night,  as  she  had  pro- 
bably been. 

I  gently  opened  the  door  of  communication  be- 
tween our  two  chambers :  Mrs.  Parks  was  not 
there.  I  thought  that  I  would  descend— just 
see  how  my  grandfather  was  getting  on— and  beg 
Mrs.  Parks  to  awake  me  at  three  or  four  in  tho 
morning,  so  that  I  might  take  her  place  by  the 
sick  couch  and  she  might  have  an  opportunity  of 
a  few  hours'  repose.  Gently  I  crept  down  the 
staircase,  without  a  light :  noiselessly  did  I  open 
the  door  of  the  office ;  and  I  was  advancing  through 
this  room,  when  certain  words  which  came  from  the 
inner  one  transfixed  me  to  the  spot. 

"And  if  you  do  not  fulfil  the  oath  you  have 
taken — if  you  fail  in  one  single  particular — may 
the  curse  of  a  dying  man  cling  to  you  for  the  re- 
mainder of  your  existence! — may  it  poison  the 
very  springs  of  that  existence  ! — may  it  stifle  your  / 
last  prayer  in  your  throat  when  your  own  time 
shall  also  come !— and  may  it  hurry  your  soul  into 
everlasting  perdition !" 

These  were  the  terrific,  the  fearful,  the  appalling 
words  which  came  upon  my  ears,  smiting  my  very 
brain  as  it  were  with  blow  upon  blow — making  my 
hair  stand  on  end — curdling  my  young  blood  in  my 
veins. 


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ELIEW  PEBCT;    OE,   the   MEMOIES    op    an  ACTEES8. 


And  in  what  an  altered  voice  too  were  those 
syllables  spoken  !— as  if  that  voice  were  contending 
difiScultlj  and  painfully  with  a  hoarse  impeding 
rattling  in  the  throat ;  and  as  if  the  strongest 
efforts  were  required  to  enable  it  to  dominate  over 
the  gaspings  which  would  otherwise  have  convulsed 
and  strangled. 

"  I  have  sworn,"  replied  Mrs.  Parks.  "  What 
deeper  oath  can  I  take  P  and  why,  sir,  do  you  seem 
to  doubt  me  ?" 

"  I  don't  say  that  I  doubt  you,"  answered  my 
grandfather,  as  if  testily  and  irritably :  "  but  I 
know  the  world  so  well  that  even  the  spectacles  of 
death-beds  do  not  always  Ah !"  and  he  gasped 
"  make  survivors  do  their  duty.  My  death- 
bed is  mean,  wretched,  and  desolate  enough  !  I 
feel  it  now — I  know  it  now  !  I  might  have  had 
friends  around  me— relatives  also But  no  !" 

There  was  another  painful  gasp;  and  then  my 
grandfather  added,  "  Here  I  am  friendless— forlorn 
— B  wretched  old  man  !" 

"  Cease  these  lamentations,  dear  sir,"  said  the 
housekeeper.  "  Shall  I  give  you  water  ?  you  have 
more  to  tell  me " 

"  Yes— and  I  must  make  haste,"  continued  my 
grandfather ;  "  for  my  strength  is  failing  me. — Ah ! 
this  change  which  took  place  so  suddenly " 

Here  he  gasped  again :  his  voice  seemed  choking : 
methought  he  must  be  dying.  I  glided  through 
the  office  : — the  reader  will  have  understood  that 
the  door  of  his  chamber  stood  partially  open ;  and 
I  had  reached  the  threshold  above  the  half.dozen 
steps  which  led  up  into  it,  when  again  was  I  trans- 
fixed— petrified — with  the  blood  congealed  in  my 
veins,  bj  the  next  words  which  came  from  my 
grandfather's  lips. 

"  Yes — may  my  withering,  blighting  curse  cling 
to  you  if  you  violate  your  oath  !  May  it  wrap  it- 
self around  you  like  a  poisoned  garment— eating 
into  your  flesh— devouring  the  tendons— scorching 
the  fibres— searing,  burning,  and  rotting  your  very 
nerves!  On  the  other  hand  my  blessing  — the 
blessing  of  heaven,  and  of  all  the  angels  in  it,  will 
be  yours  if  you  act  faithfully  to  your  solemn,  sacred 
vow !" 

"I  will,  sir— I  will !"  said  Mrs.  Parks.  "(Jo  on, 
sir  ! — I  beseech  you  to  finish !" 

"There— in  that  bureau,"  resumed  my  grand- 
father,  speaking  with  increasing  difficulty,  "  there 
is  a  secret  recess— —it  is  behind  the  middle  drawer 

you  press  upon  what  seems  to  be  the  head 

of  a  screw— it  touches  a  spring— the  receptacle  be- 
comes  revealed.  The  document  is  there !  Take 
it— act  as  I  have  told  you— act  as  you  yourself 
have  sworn— and  may  heaven  bless  you !" 

I  was  standing,  as  I  have  said,  upon  the  thresh- 
old ;  and  from  that  point,  by  leaning  slightly  for- 
ward, I  could  look  into  the  interior  of  the  cham- 
ber. The  light  of  a  solitary  candle  played  with 
flickering  sickliness  upon  the  ghastly  countenance 
of  the  old  man, — that  countenance  which,  habi- 
tually cadaverous,  was  now  yellow  and  corpse- 
like as  he  sat  up  in  the  miserable  bed,  pointing 
with  his  lank  lean  hand  towards  the  escritoire. 
The  housekeeper  had  her  back  towards  me:  she 
was  standing  by  the  side  of  the  couch ;  and  I  could 
not  catch  a  glimpse  of  her  face.  I  felt  an  inclina- 
tion to  precipitate  myself  into  my  grandfather's 
arms ;  but  the  spell  of  mingled  awe  and  terror  was 
upon  me— my  feet  seemed  rooted  to  the  spot.  The 


candle  was  upon  a  table  close  under  the  window 
the  night  was  beautifully  clear— the  moon  was 
shining— and  there  was  a  hard  frost.  Just  at  the 
very  instant  that  my  grandfather  had  given  utter- 
ance to  those  last  words,  while  still  pointing  to  the 
escritoire— and  with  the  feeble  rays  of  the  candle 
playing  upon  his  ghastly  countenance  —  another 
countenance  appeared ! 

It  was  at  the  window:  some  one  looked  in  unto 
the  room.  I  knew  the  face  in  a  moment: — it  was 
that  of  the  stranger  whose  visit  two  years  back 
had  so  much  troubled  me ! 

"There!  there!— 'tis  he!"  exclaimed  tho  dying 
man :  and  almost  at  the  same  instant  a  scream 
thrilled  from  my  own  lips. 

The  countenance  disappeared  from  the  window : 
the  housekeeper  started  as  if  galvanized  :  my 
grandfather  lay  gasping  in  the  last  agonies  of  exist- 
ence. I  flew  towards  him — I  knelt  by  the  side  of 
the  bed ;  and  taking  his  hand,  strained  it  to  my 
lips.  He  knew  me:  he  made  an  effort  to  say 
something — but  he  could  not.  He  pressed  my 
hand :  more  audibly  sounded  the  deadly  rattle  in 
his  throat — and  in  a  few  moments  all  was  silent, 
save  the  expression  of  my  agony  ! 

Oh  !  deep  was  the  anguish  which  I  experienced 
for  a  few  minutes :  and  then  there  came  the  awfu', 
the  solemn,  the  almost  stupifying  conviction  that 
I  was  looking  upon  death  for  the  first  time.  This 
sensation  was  gradually  absorbed  in  a  certain  in- 
describable numbness  of  feeling ;  and  how  long  I 
remained  in  that  state  I  can  scarcely  tell.  I  recol- 
lect that  Mrs.  Parks,  speaking  to  me  with  every 
appearance  of  the  utmost  kindness  and  sjmpatby, 
induced  me  to  leave  the  chamber  of  death :  and 
she  led  me  to  my  own  room.  There  she  assured 
me  that  I  should  always  fiud  a  friend  in  her,  and 
that  she  would  never  desert  me.  Oh !  how  neces- 
sary consolation  was  to  me  then !  I  forgot  her 
ugliness — I  forgot  the  sinister  expression  of  her 
looks  —  I  forgot  the  suspicions  of  her  sincerity 
which  had  so  often  floated  in  my  mind.  Tears 
came  to  my  relief:  I  wept  in  her  arms— I  thanked 
her  for  all  she  was  saying  to  me. 

Crently  did  she  continue  to  speak.  She  asked 
me  how  long  I  had  been  upon  the  threshold  of 
the  chamber :  I  frankly  told  her  wherefore  I  had 
descended  from  my  room— how  long  I  had  been 
listening — everything  I  had  heard— and  what  I 
bad  seen  at  the  window. 

She  listened  with  the  deepest  attention ;  and 
when  I  had  finished,  she  said,  "  Yes,  my  sweet 
child — your  poor  dear  grandfather  made  me  swear 
that  I  would  never  desert  you ;  and  I  will  not !  I 
dare  say  the  paper  in  the  escritoire  contains  an  ac- 
count of  whatsoever  little  money  he  may  possess 

1  know  it  cannot  be  much ;   for,  as  you  have 

seen,  he  was  very  poor.  Eut  whatever  the  amount, 
it  is  all  for  your  benefit.      As  for  that  stranger 

who  dared  to  look  in  at  the  window " 

"  Is  he  indeed  a  stranger  to  you  ?"  I  asked. 
"Assuredly  !"  responded  Mrs.  Parks.     "  I  never 

saw  him  before  that  time,   you  know But  I 

daresay  he  is  some  evil-intentioned  man ;  and  we 
must  guard  against  him.  Now  get  to  bed,  my 
dear  child— and  sleep,  if  possible." 

"One  word  more!"  I  said,  almost  suffocated 
with  the  anguish  that  oppressed  me.  "  Must  I 
Dot  write  to  my  aunt  and  cousin  to-morrow,  to  tell 
theoa  of  the  dreadful  thing  that  has  happened  P" 


Mrs.  Parks  appeared  to  reflect  deeply  for  a  few 
minutes ;  and  then  she  said  with  a  quickness  as  if 
there  had  really  been  no  necessity  for  such  delibe- 
ration, "  Oh  !  certainly,  my  dear  child  !  By  all 
means  write  to  your  relations  to-morrow  !" 

Oq  the  following  day  I  wrote  accordingly.  In 
the  evening,  when  I  was  seated  with  the  house- 
keeper in  the  little  parlour,  and  tearfully  and 
mournfully  I  was  speaking  of  my  grandfather's 
death,  she  renewed  all  her  protestations  of  un- 
utterable kindness. 

"  But  there  is  one  thing,  my  dear  child,  I  wish 
to  impress  upon  you,"  continued  Mrs.  Parks.  "  It 
would  not  be  well  to  mention  to  3Irs.  Wakefield — 
nor  indeed  to  any  living  soul — the  circumstances 
attending  the  poor  dear  gentleman's  death.  Every 
one  would  be  horrified  to  think  that  instead  of 
spending  his  last  moments  in  prayer,  he  should 
have  given  himself  up  altogether  to  worldly  con- 
yo.  2.— EiLEX  Peect. 


siderations.  The  clergyman,  you  know,  would  not 
afford  him  Christian  burial  if  he  knew  it !" 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  ejaculated,  shocked  at  the 
idea.  "  I  would  not  for  the  world  give  utterance 
to  a  syllable  that  should  produce  so  frightful  a  re- 
suit!" 

"  And  therefore,  my  dear  child,"  continued  Mrs. 
Parks,  "you  need  only  say  that  you  were  present 
at  your  grandfather's  death,  and  that  you  heard 
him  confide  yourself  to  my  charge,  according  to 
the  provisions  of  a  document  which  he  placed  at 
my  disposal.  And  as  there  should  be  nothing  of 
a  horrid  or  shocking  character  told  about  a  death- 
bed,  you  need  not  speak  of  the  appearance  of 
that  impudent  evil-disposed  stranger  at  the  win- 
dow." 

Conceiving  Mrs.  Parks's  arguments  and  recom- 
mendations to  be  strictly  reasonable — and  indeed 
admiring  her  for  what  I  fancied  to  be  her  regard 


10 


BLLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES  OP   AN  ACTEEBS. 


for   the   reputation   of    her    deceased   master  —  I 
readily  promised  to  follow  her  counsel. 

In  the  evening  of  the  ensuing  day  my  aunt  and 
cousin  arrived  at  the  house ;  and  with  tears  again 
streaming  from  my  eyes,  was  I  received  in  their 
embrace.  Few  were  the  questions  put  to  me  in 
reference  to  my  grandfather's  death.  I  answered 
them  in  accordance  with  the  recommendations  of 
the  housekeeper ;  and  not  being  pressed  on  any 
particular  point,  there  was  not  the  slightest  neces- 
sity for  evasion,  much  less  untruthfulness  on  my 
part. 


CHAPTEE  ni. 

VAEIODS  CHAHGES   OS   CIECtTMSTANCBS. 

The  funeral  took  place  in  a  very  quiet  and  priyat© 
manner ;  for  the  deceased  had  no  friends  to  follow 
his  remains  to  the  grave,  and  no  relatifes  por 
family-connexions  besides  myself,  Mrs.  "Wakefield, 
and  Harry.  Mrs.  Parks  however  begged  of  my 
aunt  as  a  favour  that  her  son  Thomas  might  be 
allowed  to  attend  the  interment, — the  old  womap 
alleging  that  he  had  always  been  very  much  at- 
tached to  the  deceased.  As  for  myself,  I  was  over- 
whelmed with  aiBiction  when  I  beheld  the  cofEu 
borne  out  of  the  house  ;  and  it  was  long  ere  Mrs. 
Wakefield  could  succeed  in  consoling  me.  Even 
then  I  begged  that  I  might  be  permitted  to  shut 
myself  up  alone  in  my  chamber  for  a  few  hours ; 
— and  this  I  did. 

It  was  evening  when  I  descended  again  to  the 
parlour ;  and  there  I  found  Mrs.  Parks  seated  with 
her  son,  Mrs.  Wakefield,  and  H»rry.  My  aunt 
wept  as  she  strained  me  in  her  arms ;  and  I  could 
not  help  thinking  that  there  was  in  her  caresses 
the  evidence  of  a  commiseration  and  compassion 
for  some  reason  apart  from  the  actual  loss  which 
I  had  sustained  in  the  death  of  my  grandfather. 
My  cousin  Henry  too  looked  profoundly  mournful ; 
atffl  t  ars  were  glistening  in  his  brown  eyes  as  they 
were  bent  in  sadness  upon  me.  Then  Mfs.  Parks 
declared  over  and  over  again  that  she  would  do 
everything  to  promote  my  happiness;  and  I 
thanked  her  with  all  the  sincerity  of  my  young, 
trustful,  inexperienced  heart. 

On  the  following  day,  shortly  after  breakfast,  I 
found  myself  alone  with  my  aunt  and  cousin;  and 
the  former  said  to  me,  "  We  are  going  to  bid  jou 
farewell,  dear  Ellen,  in  the  course  of  an  hour  or 
two." 

"  Bid  me  farewell  P"  I  exclaimed,  bursting  into 
tears ;  for  all  in  a  moment  a  subject  on  which  I 
had  hitherto  scarcely  thought  was  excited  in  my 
mind :  namely,  where  and  with  whom  I  was 
thenceforth  to  live  ? 

"Yes,  my  dear  child,"  answered  Mrs.  Wake- 
field, who  was  evidently  much  affected,  though  she 
endeavoured  to  conceal  her  emotions  as  well  as 
she  could ;  "  your  deceased  grandfather  made  cer- 
tain arrangements  which  must  be  carried  out.  Al- 
though I  have  not  been  selected  as  the  guardian  of 
your  welfare,  it  is  not  the  less  dear  to  me  on  that 
account.  Mrs.  Parks  has  consulted  me— we  have 
discoursed  together — and  she  has  sketched  out  a 
plan  of  which  I  completely  approve.  You  will 
h^re  opportunities  for  instruction  such  as  have 


hitherto  been  unknown  to  you;  and  I  am  con- 
vinced  that  you  will  avail  yourself  of  them.  Do 
not  weep,  dearest  Ellen !     I  know  that  you  love 

me — and   your   cousin   Harry   likewise It   is 

hard  for  you  to  separate  from  us rbut  circum- 
stances are  imperative — and  this  is  a  trial  which  • 
your  heart  has  to  bear !" 

I  was  weeping  bitterly,  and  my  voice  waa 
choked  with  convulsing  sobs.  My  aunt  and 
Harry  wept  also ;  and  the  latter  vehemently  ex- 
claimed, "  Why,  dear  mother,  cannot  Ellen  come 
and  live  with  us  altogether  P" 

"  You  are  both  too  young  to  have  all  these 
things  explained  to  you,"  answered  Mrs.  Wake- 
field: "but  rest  assured  that  if  everything  be  not 
as  I  could  have  wished,  it  is  at  least  according  to 
an  authority  which  I  cannot  dispute.     You  will 

write  to  us  frequently,  Ellen -And  remember, 

my  dear  child — remember,"  added  Mrs.  Wakefield 
impressively,  "  if  you  should  ever  have  any  cause 
for  unhappiness,  you  must  not  hesitftlte  to  open 
your  heart  to  me." 

But  I  will  not  linger  upon  this  scene.  Suffice 
it  to  say  that  in  another  hour  or  two  I  was  com- 
pelled to  bid  adieu  to  imy  ai^at  and  cousin :  many, 
m*ny  tears  on  both  sides  were  shed ;  and  when 
the  door  closed  behind  them,  I  felt  as  if  my  young 
heart  must  burst  in  twain. 

Thomas  Parks  still  remained  at  the  house;  and 
for  the  ensuing  ten  days  did  he  sojourn  there. 
Then  he  took  his  departure;  and  on  leaving,  I 
beard  him  say  to  his  mother  that  they  should 
shortly  meet  in  London.  When  he  was  gone  Mrs. 
Parks  asked  me  if  I  should  like  to  visit  the  metro- 
polis P — and  I  believe  I  answered  in  the  atfirma- 
tive ;  though  it  was  a  matter  of  complete  indif- 
ference to  me  whither  I  went  or  where  I  lived,  so 
unhappy  was  I.  At  the  expiration  of  a  week  Mrs. 
Parks  told  me  to  go  and  bid  farewell  to  Mrs. 
Kelly,  as  we  were  about  to  depart  from  Leeds  and 
repair  to  Loudon.  The  worthy  old  schoolmistress 
embraped  me  affectionately,  and  gave  me  some 
good  advice — though  she  wound  up  by  observing 
that  she  scarcely  thought  it  was  needful,  as  I  was 
so  good  a  girl.  I  thanked  her  for  all  the  kindness 
she  had  shown  me ;  and  the  farewell  scene  waa 
another  trial  for  my  young  heart. 

On  the  following  day  I  set  out  with  Mrs.  Parks 
for  London.  We  travelled  inside  the  stage-coach  ; 
for  there  were  then  no  lines  of  railway  connecting 
the  great  manufacturing  towns  with  the  metro- 
polis ; — and  a  tedious  journey  it  was,  for  I  had  no 
heart  to  derive  any  charm  from  its  novelty.  On 
arriving  in  London,  we  proceeded  at  once  to  lodg- 
ings which  Thomas  Parks  had  engaged  for  our  re- 
ception, and  where  indeed  he  himself  was  already 
located.  They  were  handsome  and  commodious 
apartments ;  and  I  wondered  how  Mrs.  Parks 
cou.d  afford  to  occupy  such  fine  lodgings  :  for  I 
believed  that  my  grandfather  had  died  poor,  and  I 
could  not  therefore  comprehend  how  his  house- 
keeper could  be  well  off.  But  I  asked  no  questions 
— and  no  explanations  were  volunteered.  A  fort- 
night was  spent  in  visiting  the  various  public 
buildings;  and  the  interest  afforded  thereby,  tended 
to  mitigate  the  affliction  which  from  various  cir- 
cumstances I  experienced. 

At  the  expiration  of  that  interval  Mrs.  Parka 
took  me  to  a  very  large  establishment  for  young 
ladies  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Chelsea ;  and  I  waa 


ELLEN  PBBCT;    OB,   THE   MEM0IE8  OP   AN  ACTEESS! 


11 


introduced  to  the  sclioolmisi:  ess  as  her  future  pupil. 
Jrom  the  discourse  which  took  place  between  that 
lady  and  Mrs.  Parks,  it  was  evident  that  a  negotia- 
tion for  my  admission  to  the  seminary  had  already 
been  entered  into.  I  liked  the  schoolmistress— I 
liked  the  whole  appearance  of  the  place ;  and  more- 
over I  longed  for  the  settled  employment  which 
the  renewal  of  my  studies  would  afford  me,  in 
order  that  the  occupation  of  my  mind  should  wean 
me  from  mournful  retrospections.  It  was  agreed 
that  I  should  enter  as  a  boarder  on  the  following 
day  ;  and  I  returned  with  Mrs.  Parks  to  the  lodg- 
ings. I  should  observe  that  a  quantity  of  new 
apparel — but  all  of  a  mourning  character  — had 
been  purchased  for  me  since  our  arrival  in 
London;  and  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  in 
every  respect  the  conduct  of  Mrs.  Parks  towards 
me  was  infinitely  more  liberal  than  my  grand- 
father's treatment  had  ever  been — while  her  man- 
ner lost  none  of  the  kindness  she  had  so  studiously 
shown  me  since  the  old  man's  death. 

On  going  to  bed  that  night,  after  the  visit  to 
the  school,  I  could  not  immediately  get  to  sleep.  I 
lay  awake  thinking  of  the  change  which  was  again 
taking  place  in  my  position,  and  of  the  new  home 
which  I  was  to  enter  on  the  morrow.  I  thought 
likewise  of  all  Mrs.  Parks  was  doing  for  me  : 
I  was  angry  with  myself  for  ever  having  fan- 
cied her  to  be  at  all  deceitful :  I  reflected 
that  she  was  most  faithfully  fulfilling  the  pro- 
mises she  made  to  my  grandfather  i  in  his  last 
moments  ;  and  I  wondered  why  he  himself  should 
have  been  so  far  dubious  of  her  sincerity  and  good 
faith  as  he  evidently  was,  if  I  might  judge  of  the 
terrific  language  in  which  he  addressed  her  at  the 
time.  And  then  too  I  thought  of  my  kind  affec- 
tionate aunt ;  and  I  remembered  with  deepest 
emotion  the  last  sad  looks  which  had  been  shed 
upon  me  at  parting  by  my  cousin's  beautiful  eyes. 

It  was  between  eight  and  nine  o'clock  when  I 
had  thus  retired  to  rest  on  the  particular  evening 
of  which  I  am  speaking  ;  and  at  length  a  drowsi- 
ness was  coming  over  me, — when  I  was  startled  by 
the  neighbouring  church  bell  proclaiming  the  hour 
of  ten.  Immediately  afterwards  I  heard  the  door 
of  the  sitting-room  open  on  the  floor  beneath  that 
where  my  bed-chamber  was  situated  ;  and  a  voice 
said,  "  Good  bye,  then,  for  the  last  time." 

That  voice  completely  galvanized  me;  and  I 
started  up  in  my  bed.  I  recognised  it  in  a  mo- 
ment! — it  was  the  voice  of  that  stranger  whose 
visit  to  the  house  at  Leeds  upwards  of  two 
years  back  had  produced  such  an  effect  upon  my 
grandfather, — the  stranger  whose  countenance  I 
had  seen  at  the  window  of  his  chamber  on  the 
night  of  his  death !  An  unknown  terror  seized 
on  me  as  I  thus  started  up  in  my  couch :  my 
soul  seemed  smitten  with  an  unaccountable  trouble 
— for  an  ominous  mystery  appeared  to  invest  that 
stranger. 

"  G-ood  bye,  for  the  last  time !"  were  the  words 
he  had  spoken. 

"  Hush !"  I  immediately  keard  botli  Mrs.  Parks 
and  her  son  say,  as  if  speaking  in  the  same  breath : 
and  then  Parks  himself  added,  '-'Yes— and  take 
care  that  it  is  for  the  last  time :  or  else " 

But  I  heard  no  more :  the  voice  appeared  sud- 
denly to  cease ; — and  if  more  were  said,  it  must 
have  been  in  the  lowest  possible  whisper.  Almost 
immediately  afterwards  I  heard  the  front  door  of 


the  house  close ;  and  then  getting  out  of  bed,  I 
shut  my  own  chamber  door,  which  by  an  accident 
I  had  left  open.  Yes— I  shut  it,  because  I  did 
not  choose  that  Mrs.  Parks,  when  ascending  to 
her  own  bed-room,  should  have  reason  to  think 
that  I  had  been  listening ;  for  she  might  fancy  I 
had  done  so  on  purpose.  But  it  was  still  a  long 
time  before  sleep  visited  my  eyes.  I  lay  awake, 
asking  myself  over  and  over  again  who  that 
stranger  could  be,  and  what  he  could  possibly  want 
with  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son?  Indeed,  I  was 
astounded  that  they  should  have  received  him  at 
all,  after  the  way  in  which  she  had  spoken  to  me 
of  his  unpardonable  insolence  in  looking  in  at  the 
window  on  the  night  of  my  grandfather's  death— 
and  still  more  especially  after  the  opinion  she  had 
expressed  that  he  was  an  evil-disposed  person. 
But,  as  a  matter  of  course,  conjecture  helped  ma 
not  to  any  solution  of  the  mystery;  and  in  the 
midst  of  my  bewildering  ruminations  I  sank  into 
slumber. 

On  the  following  day  I  entered  as  a  boarder  at 
the  school  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Chelsea.  It  is 
not  my  intention  to  dwell  at  unnecessary  length 
upon  this  period  of  my  existence  ;  but  still  some 
few  brief  observations  are  necessary.  I  was  well 
treated  at  the  school,  and  was  as  liberally  supplied 
with  pocket-money  as  the  rest  of  the  young  ladies. 
Amongst  them  was  one  named  Juliet  iJIorman ; 
and  with  her  I  became  most  intimate.  This 
friendship  which  sprang  up  between  us,  was  all 
the  more  remarkable  inasmuch  as  her  disposition 
was  80  different  from  mine :  for  whereas  I  was 
timid,  bashful,  reserved,  and  pensive,  as  well  as 
exceedingly  studious,  she  on  the  other  hand  was 
forward,  gay,  volatile,  giddy,  and  idle.  There  was 
however  nothing  bad  about  her;  and  she  was 
thoroughly  good-natured.  She  was  very  hand- 
some, and  about  two  years  older  than  myself. 
What  her  parents  were,  I  never  knew  while  at 
school :  for  she  rarely  spoke  of  them — and  I  noticed 
that  on  three  or  four  occasions  some  allusion  was 
made  to  her  father  and  mother  in  the  spirit  of 
a  spiteful  taunt  by  some  of  our  school  companions. 
The  subject  was  evidently  a  sore  one  with  Juliet 
Iforman — but  I  could  not  conceive  why  :  for  that 
her  parents  were  wealthy,  was  apparent  from  the 
fact  that  she  herself  was  the  best  dressed  young 
lady  in  the  school,  and  she  had  more  presents  from 
home  than  any  one  else.  Her  father  and  mother 
moreover  occasionally  visited  her  in  their  car-^ 
riage ;  and  therefore  I  was  naturally  at  a  loss  to 
conceive  why  Juliet  should  have  any  reason  to  be 
ashamed  of  her  parentage.  I  never  touched  upon 
the  subject  in  her  presence;  and  I  had  not  the 
curiosity  to  put  a  question  thereon  to  any  of  the 
other  girls. 

As  for  the  friendship  which  Sprang  up  between 
Juliet  and  myself— I  suppose  it  was  from  the  cir- 
cumstance that  she  attached  herself  to  me  almost 
from  the  very  first  day  of  my  entering  the  school  ; 
and  being  a  senior  girl,  she  had  opportunities  of 
showing  me  kindnesses,  for  which  I  was  grateful. 
Though  indolent  herself,  she  did  not  seek  to  draw 
me  away  from  my  own  studies  :  on  the  contrary, 
she  commended  my  diligence — and  with  a  sigh  that 
was  stifled  in  a  laugh,  expressed  the  wish  that  she 
herself  resembled  me.  She  remained  two  years  at 
the  school  after  I  entered  it;  and  then  she  re- 
turned no  more — nor  did   I  hear  of  her  again 


IS 


ELLEN   PERCY;    OE,    THE   MEMOIES   OF    AN   ACTEES3. 


until  we  met  in  the  great  world,  as  I  shall  pre- 
aently  have  to  explain. 

When  the  first  vacation  arrived,  Mrs.  Parks 
came  to  fetch  me  home  ;  and  instead  of  taking  me 
to  a  lodging,  it  was  to  a  handsome  well-furnished 
house  in  a  genteel  part  of  the  town.  She  kept  a 
footman  and  three  female-servants:  and  as  the 
reader  may  suppose,  I  was  astonished.  But  still  I 
dared  ask  no  questions ;  and  still  no  explanations 
were  given.  An  elegant  chamber  was  assigned  to 
my  use  ;  and  the  treatment  I  experienced  was  that 
of  unchanging  kindness.  I  had  already  written  to 
my  aunt  and  cousin  from  school,  to  tell  them  how 
happily  I  was  situated  :  I  now  wrote  again  to 
acquaint  them  with  Mrs.  Parks's  prosperity,  and 
the  luxurious  manner  in  which  she  lived.  The  re- 
plies forwarded  by  Mrs.  Wakefield  and  Harry, 
expressed  their  joy  to  observe  that  I  wrote  so 
cheerfully ;  and  my  aunt's  letter  was  worded  in  a 
style  which  indicated  not  the  least  surprise  at  the 
account  I  had  given  of  Mrs.  Parks's  opulence.  I 
should  add  that  her  son  Thomas  was  now  settled  in 
London  :  he  was  no  longer  an  attorney's  clerk — 
he  lived  with  his  wife  and  family  in  a  house  as 
handsome  as  that  of  his  mother  ;  and  a  brass  plate 
on  the  door  indicated  that  he  himself  was  a  soli- 
citor. 

Upwards  of  three  years  passed  during  which  I 
remained  at  the  school,  but  regularly  spending  the 
holidays  with  Mrs.  Parks.  I  frequently  corre- 
sponded with  my  aunt  and  cousin — but  did  not 
Bee  them  the  whole  time.  Mrs.  Wakefield  invited 
me  to  visit  them  at  Sheffield ;  but  Mrs.  Parks  de- 
clared that  her  attachment  for  me  was  too  great  to 
permit  her  to  lose  me  for  even  a  few  days  during 
the  vacation.  I  was  now  sixteen  ;  and  I  under- 
stood that  I  was  only  to  remain  another  year  at 
the  seminary  :  but  an  incident  suddenly  occurred 
which  caused  my  prompt  removal  thence,  and  in- 
troduced another  important  change  into  my  cir- 
cumstances. 

One  afternoon  I  was  sent  for  into  the  parlour, 
and  was  informed  by  the  schoolmistress  that  my 
kind  guardian — as  she  denominated  Mrs.  Parks — 
had  been  seized  with  a  most  dangerous  illness, 
and  that  I  was  to  go  home  to  her  immediately. 
Her  son's  carriage — (for  the  thriving  solicitor  kept 
his  equipage  now) — had  been  sent  to  fetch  me. 
On  my  arrival  at  the  house  I  saw  that  all  the 
blinds  were  drawn  down :  the  spectacle  gave  me 
a  cruel  shock — and  the  tale  which  it  told  was 
true :  Mrs.  Parks  had  ceased  to  exist.  It  was  a 
malady  of  some  choleraic  species  which  had  thus 
suddenly  carried  her  oif ;  and  though  there  was 
not  the  slightest  relationship  between  herself  and 
me,  yet  did  I  weep  bitterly  for  her  loss,  as  I  con- 
ceived that  she  had  proved  herself  so  excellent  a 
friend  towards  me,  and  that  she  had  with  so  much 
fidelity  fulfilled  all  the  pledges  made  to  my  grand- 
father on  his  death-bed. 

Her  son  Mr.  Parks  gave  me  to  understand  that 
my  guardianship  would  thenceforth  devolve  upon 
my  aunt  Mrs.  Wakefield;  and  this  intelligence 
considerably  mitigated  the  grief  I  felt  for  the  loss 
of  his  mother.  I  accordingly  delayed  not  a  moment 
in  writing  to  my  aunt  and  telling  her  what  had 
taken  place.  The  return  of  post  brought  me  a 
letter  to  the  efiect  that  she  should  be  with  me  on 
the  same  day  that  I  received  it. 

She  came — but  unaccompanied  by  Harry ;  for  he 


was  just  finishing  his  education  at  the  Free  School 
to  which  the  interest  of  my  deceased  grandfather 
had  procured  him  admission.  Mr.  Parks  received 
Mrs.  Wakefield  with  the  most  perfect  civility,  and 
introduced  her  to  his  wife  and  family.  When  I 
had  an  opportunity  of  speaking  to  my  aunt  alone, 
I  mentioned  to  her  the  observation  which  the  soli- 
citor had  made,  to  the  effect  that  she  had  now  be- 
come my  guardian.  She  embraced  me,  at  the 
same  time  giving  the  tenderest  assurances  of  love 
and  affection,  "  whatsoever  might  be  the  circum- 
stances in  which  I  might  find  myself  placed." 

This  reminded  me  that  Mrs.  Wakefield  herself 
was  very  poor;  and  I  said,  "Not  for  the  world, 
my  dear  aunt,  will  I  become  a  burden  upon  you ! 
I  have  received  an  excellent  education " 

"  It  is  as  yet  premature,  my  dear  child,"  inter- 
rupted Mrs.  Wakefield,  "  to  discuss  plans  for  the 
future.  We  know  not  whether  Mrs.  Parks  has 
done  the  fullest  act  of  justice  towards  you,  or 
not " 

"  Oh  !  she  has  behaved  most  kind  !"  I  exclaimed. 
"  In  my  childhood  I  never  could  have  expected 
that  she  would  prove  thus  to  me  in  my  girl- 
hood !" 

"  You  do  not  understand  me,  Ellen,"  said  my 
aunt :  "  but  I  will  explain  myself.  You  are  now 
old  enough-  to  comprehend  certain  things  which 
you  were  too  young  to  discuss  or  to  have  men- 
tioned to  you  at  the  time  of  Mr.  Forsyth's  death ; 
and  I  can  gather  from  your  conversation,  as  I  have 
indeed  already  seen  from  your  letters,  that  Mrs. 
Parks  has  never  been  explicit  with  you  on  the 
subject." 

I  listened  with  attention ;  and  Mrs.  Wakefield 
continued  as  follows: — 

"You  always  considered  your  grandfather  a 
poor  man  :  but  on  the  contrary  he  was  exceedingly 
rich.     He  died  worth  upwards  of  thirty  thousand 

pounds and,  Oh,   my  dear  Ellen !    instead  of 

doing  his  duty  towards  you alas,  that  I  should 

be  compelled  to  speak  harshly  of  the  dead!— he 
left  you  to  the  mercy  of  her  who  had  been  his 
housekeeper  and  whom  by  his  will  he  enriched. 
Yes — it  was  so !      Everything  was   left  to  Mrs. 

Parks:    she  was  his  sole  executrix she  took 

everything — and  if  she  reared  you  well  and  ten- 
derly, it  was  only  in  fulfilment  of  the  wishes  and 
the  injunctions  of  the  deceased." 

"Yes — I  know  it,  aunt,"  I  said  in  a  low  voice 
and  with  a  visible  shudder,  as  the  circumstances 
of  my  grandfather's  death-bed  were  vividly  con- 
jured up  in  my  memory. 

"  You  knew  it  P  How,  Ellen  ?"  asked  Mrs. 
Wakefield. 

A  few  moments'  reflection  convinced  me  that 
there  could  now  no  longer  be  any  harm  in  making 
those  revelations  which  I  had  hitherto  kept  back ; 
and  I  told  my  aunt  everything,  as  I  have  already 
given  the  details  to  the  reader.  I  likewise  men- 
tioned all  that  had  occurred  in  respect  to  the 
stranger, — how  he  had  first  visited  my  grandfather 
— how  on  the  second  occasion  he  had  looked 
through  the  window  of  the  death-chamber — and 
how,  after  we  had  come  up  to  London,  he  called  on 
Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  at  the  lodgings.  •  My  aunt 
listened  with  so  strange  an  expression  of  counte- 
nance that  I  could  scarcely  comprehend  what  it 
meant :  astonishment,  dismay,  anguish,  consterna- 
tion,  all   appeared   to   be   blended  and  depicted 


ELLBir  PEECT;   OK,  THE   MEMOIES  OF  AN  ACTBESS. 


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there.  She  asked  me  numerous  questions :  she  [  brown  eyes.  His  forehead  was  high  and  smooth, 
bade  me  describe  the  man  according  to  the  i  and  shining  with  the  light  of  intelligence.  lu 
minutest  details  that  were  in  ray  recollection— his  '  figure  ho  was  slender,  upright  as  a  dart,  and  with 


features,  his  height,  his  age,  the  tone  of  his  voice, 
everything  that  I  could  possibly  remember  con- 
cerning him.  Then  Mrs.  Wakefield  fell  into  a 
profound  reverie;  and  for  some  minutes  was  she 
absorbed  in  this  meditation,  which  was  evidently 


a  lithe  elasticity  of  form  that  was  perfectly  con- 
sistent with  manly  elegance  and  grace.  No  wonder 
that  his  loving  mother  should  have  been  proud  of 
such  a  son  ! 

There  was,  as  I  have  said,  a  sudden  bashfulness 


of  a  painful  character.  At  length,  when  I  hoped  1  on  the  part  of  both  Henry  and  myself  as  we  thus 
and  expected  that  she  would  volunteer  some  expla-  !  met  after  a  separation  of  nearly  five  years :  but  ho 
nation  as  to  what  she  might  happen  to  know  or  as  ;  was  the  first  to  conquer  that  awkwardness  ;  and 
to  what  she  thought  or  surmised,  she  abruptly  ;  embracing  me,  the  words  "  Cousin  Nelly  "  again 
aaid,    "  Let  us  speak  no  more  upon  the  subject  ;  issued  from  his  lips.     Then  he   began  telling   me 


now,  dear  Ellen !  We  must  wait  till  after  the 
funeral  of  the  deceased  Mrs.  Parks,  and  see  what 
she  has  done  for  you — if  anything — in  her  will." 

Three  days  afterwards  the  obsequies  took  place ; 
and    then   came   the   reading   of  the    will.      Mr. 


how  tall  I  had  grown,  and  how  surprised  he  at  the 
first  instant  was  at  the  change  and  improvement 
which  had  taken  place  in  me— though,  as  he  added 
with  a  smile,  he  ought  to  have  anticipated  both.  I 
did  not  tell  him  that  precisely  the  same  thoughts 


Parks,  his  wife,  three  or  four  of  his  grown-up  sons,  !  had  been  revolving  in  my  own  mind  in  respect  to 


my  aunt,  and  myself,  were  present  in  the  drawing- 
room,  besides  a  solicitor  who  had  made  the  will ; 
for  Parks  himself  had  not,  as  it  appeared,  drawn 
up  the  document,  though  he  was  no  doubt  per- 
fectly well  aware  of  its  contents.  It  bequeathed 
everything  to  him,  my  name  being  only  mentioned 
in  connexion  with  some  few  trinkets  belonging  to 
the  deceased,  and  which  were  to  be  given  me  "  as 
memorials  of  the  regard  she  had  entertained  for 
me." 

The  ceremony  was  over  :  Mrs.  Wakefield  and  I 
were  again  alone  together. 

"It  is  as  I  feared,  my  dear  child,"  said  my  aunt : 
"my  worst  anticipations  have  been  realized.  But 
it  is  useless  to  reflect  upon  the  past — equally  use- 
less to  make  any  comments  upon  the  conduct  of  the 
dead.  You  shall  now  find  a  home  with  me  ;  and 
though  a  humble  one,  you  are  nevertheless  of  a 
disposition  that  can  content  itself  with  these 
altered  circumstances." 

Many  other  kind  things  did  Mrs.  Wakefield  say 
to  me ;  and  having  taken  leave  of  the  Parks  family 
fls  well  as  of  my  schoolmistress  in  the  neighbour- 
hood of  Chelsea,  I  accompanied  my  aunt  to  Shef- 
field. 


himself;  for  there  was  still  a  certain  timidity  and 
bashfulness  of  feeling  which  I  could  not  so  readily 
overcome. 

Weeks  passed  by — they  grew  into  months — and 
the  more  I  saw  of  my  cousin,  the  better  I  liked 
him.  His  affection  towards  his  mother— his  bro- 
therly kindness  towards  myself,  were  never  for  au 
instant  checked  or  ruffled  by  the  slightest  change 
of  humour.  He  was  cheerful  without  levity,  and 
gay  without  thoughtlessness.  His  disposition  was 
sanguine  and  enthusiastic :  he  lonjed  to  have  an 
opportunity  of  entering  upon  some  career  in  the 
great  world,  that  he  might  exert  all  his  energies 
and  prove  to  his  affectionate  mother  how  anxious 
he  was  to  get  on.  But  it  was  not  so  easy  to 
aiford  him  this  opening  ;  for  Mrs.  Wakefield  knew 
not  precisely  in  what  profession  to  embark  him, 
and  he  himself  had  no  choice.  He  was  in  the 
habit  of  deferring  to  the  opinion  of  his  mother ; 
and  she  in  this  respect  had  none  to  give.  She  had 
no  relatives  to  assist  her  with  their  counsel ;  and 
the  retired  manner  in  which  her  circumstances  had 
compelled  her  to  live,  had  prevented  her  from 
maintaining  an  intimacy  with  the  few  friends  she 
possessed  at  the  time  of  her  husband's  death.  In 
a  word,  she  had  a  son  whose  education  fitted  him 
for  anything,  but  for  whom  she  could  no  nothing. 

I  saw  that  all  this  was  beginning  to  prey  upon 
my  aunt's  mind ;  and  one  day,  when  alone  with 
her,  I  took  an  opportunity  of  alluding  to  certain 
plans  which  had  been  for  weeks  in  my  thoughts. 

"  It  is  time,  my  dear  aunt,"  I  said,  "  that  I 
should  think  of  doing  something  for  myself.  I 
have  received  a  good  education — and — and— I  have 

entertained  an  idea 1  believe,  in  short,  that  I 

am  fitted  for  a  governess.  I  could  begin  as  a  nur- 
sery-governess, you  know — with  young  children— 
and  then,  as  I  get  on——" 

"  How  can  1  suffer  you  to  go  out  alone  in  the 
world,  dear  Ellen  f"  interrupted  my  aunt,  caressing 
me  affectionately. 

"  And  how   can   I  continue  a  burden  to  your 

slender  resources?"    I   exclaimed,    with    tears    in 

"  No,    no  —  I  cannot !       My    cousin 


CHAPTER     IV. 

THE      ADVEKTISEMEBTT. 

A  PEW  months  afterwards  Henry  Wakefield  left 
the  Free  School,  and  came  home  for  good.  I  was 
prepared,  as  he  entered  the  house,  to  rush  into 
his  arms,  as  I  had  dune  at  Leeds  :  but  when  he 
made  his  appearance  before  me,  I  was  suddenly 
seized  with  timidity  and  confusion.  I  had  for- 
gotten that  it  was  no  longer  the  boy  whom  I  was 
to  meet,  but  that  it  was  a  young  man  of  nearly 
nineteen.  And  he  himself  seemed  to  be  smitten 
with  a  similar  feeling  of  bashfulness  as  his  eyes 
settled  upon  me.  How  tall  and  handsome  had  he 
grown  ! — and  how  admirably  did  his  personal  ap-  '  my  eyes, 
pearance  fulfil  all  the  promises  of  an  earlier  period  !  Harry——" 
There  was  still  a  certain  softness  in  his  masculine  :  "  Ah  1"  said  my  aunt,  with  a  deep  sigh;  "if  ho 
beauty  :  the  classic  features  had  lost  none  of  their  ,  were  only  provided  for — if  he  could  obtain  some 
delicate  outlines  :  the  dark  hair  curled  naturally  situation But  you  see,  Ellen,  there  is  no  open- 
about  the  well-shaped  head,  as  when  in  his  boy-  ing,  unless  it  be  as  a  junior  clerk  in  some  establish- 
hood  I  had  admired  it ;  and  there  was  a  world  of  ment — and  then  the  salary  is  bo  Biaall  aod  the  work 
inteiligeneo  and  thought  in  the  handsome   dark  I  is  so  laborious ——" 


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BIIEN   PERCY  ;    OK,    THE    MEMOIES    OP    AN   ACTEESS. 


"  Dear  aunt,"  I  said,  "  my  own  mind  is  made 
rap  !  Let  me  endeavour  to  earn  my  livelihood.  I 
tntist  do  so  sooner  or  later — and  why  not  commence 
now  ?  Oh,  I  should  be  so  happy  if  eating  the 
bread  of  my  own  industry ;  and  then  you  would 
have  leisure  to  look  out  for  something  suitable  for 

Harry At  all  events  you  would  not  have  me  to 

maintain  in  idleness." 

A  great  deal  more  conversation  toot  place,  which 
I  need  not  however  describe :  suflSce  it  to  say  that 
I  at  length  succeeded  in  wringing  a  coQsent, 
though  a  reluctant  one,,  from  Mrs.  Wakefield,  that 
I  should  carry  my  design  into  execution.  I  did 
not  however  mention  it  to  Henry ;  and  I  found 
that  my  aunt  herself  kept  silent  upon  the  point. 
There  seemed  to  be  a  sort  of  tacit  understanding 
between  us  that  we  would  not  broach  until  the 
last  minute  a  topic  which  we  knew  would  sadden 
him. 

I  wrote  up  to  Mr.  Parks  in  London,  explaining 
to  him  my  wishes  and  intentions,  and  begging  that 
he  would  interest  himself  amongst  his  numerous 
friends  and  connexions  to  procure  me  some  such 
situation  as  I  desired.  He  wrote  a  somewhat  cold 
and  distant  reply,  to  the  effect  that  my  app4ication 
arrived  at  an  unfortunate  moment,  as  he  was  just 
on  the  point  of  starting  with  his  wife  and  some  of 
his  family  on  a  Continental  trip ;  but  that  he  had 
done  for  me  all  that  lay  in  his  power,  by  inserting 
half  a  dozen  advertisements  in  the  London  papers 
"  at  his  own  expense."  When  I  showed  this  letter 
to  my  aunt,  she  sighed,  shook  her  head  slightly, 
and  said,  "  He  who  became  enriched  through  the 
medium  of  your  grandfather  and  to  the  prejudice 
of  yourself,  should  have  done  more  for  you!" 

This  observation  gave  rise  to  a  discourse  upon 
past  topics ;  and  with  some  little  hesitation,  I  said, 
"  You  remember,  my  dear  aunt,  that  when  in  Lon- 
don you  led  me  to  understand  that  after  the  fune- 
ral of  Mrs.  Parks  you  might  give  me  some  ex- 
planations  " 

"  JSTo,  my  dear  child,  you  are  mistaken,"  inter- 
rupted Mrs.  Wakefield.  "  I  had  already  explained 
everything  that  was  necessary  ;  and  if  I  said  that 
we  could  wait  ere  we  discussed  any  plans  for  the 
future,  it  was  only  because  I  wished  to  see  whether 
Mrs.  Parks  would  remember  you  in  her  will." 

"  But,  my  dear  aunt,  relative  to  that  stranger — 
that  man  of  whom  I  spoke  to  you " 

"  Of  him  I  have  nothing  to  say,  Ellen." 

The  discourse  was  thus  cut  short — not  with 
petulance  by  my  aunt,  because  an  angry  impa- 
tience was  incompatible  with  the  sweetness  of  her 
disposition  —  but  with  &  certain  serious  firmness 
which  forbade  me  from  returning  to  the  topic. 

In  the  course  of  about  ten  days  I  received  a 
letter,  written  in  an  elegant  female  hand,  and  which 
was  in  answer  to  the  advertisements  inserted  in  the 
London  papers.  It  set  forth  that  the  writer  was 
the  wife  of  Colonel  Lennie — that  they  had  two 
little  girls  of  the  respective  ages  of  six  and  eight, 
who  were  too  delicate  to  be  sent  to  school,  and  for 
whom  a  genteel  governess  was  required.  It  fur- 
ther appeared  that  the  terms  in  which  my  adver- 
tisements had  been  worded — or  rather  those  which 
Mr.  Parks  had  inserted  on  my  behalf— precisely 
depicted  the  qualifications  which  Colonel  and  Mrs. 
Lennie  required  :  the  conditions  they  themselves 
offered  were  liberal ;  and  the  note  concluded  with 
the  assurance  that  I  should  find  a  comfortable 


home  and  kind  treatment  under  their  roof,  I 
should  observe  that  if  I  accepted  the  situation  I 
was  to  set  off  with  the  least  possible  delay,  and  my 
travelling-expenses  would  be  paid. 

In  one  sense  I  was  rejoiced  on  the  receipt  of 
this  letter  :  I  experienced  the  pride  and  satisfac- 
tion of  feeling  that  I  need  no  longer  be  a  burden 
on  my  aunt's  humble  means,  and  that  I  should 
eat  the  bread  of  my  own  industry.  On  the  other 
hand,  I  was  grieved  at  the  prospect  of  separating 
from  my  beloved  relatives  :  but  still  my  resolution 
wavered  not.  Mrs.  Wakefield  experienced  kindred 
feelings  :  she  was  glad  that  my  laudable  views 
were  to  receive  a  fulfilment  under  auspices  which 
seemed  so  favourable  ;  while  on  the  other  hand 
she  was  afilicted  at  the  idea  of  parting  from  one 
whom  she  loved  as  if  it  were  a  very  dear  daughter. 

And  now  it  became  necessary  to  break  the  intel- 
ligence to  Henry.  For  the  first  few  moments  he 
appeared  smitten  with  a  consternation  :  then  the 
tears  started  into  his  eyes  ;  and  he  vowed  that  he 
would  rather  address  himself  to  the  meanest  and 
humblest  avocation  than  permit  me  to  leave  that 
house  which  he  looked  upon  as  my  home.  But 
without  lingering  unnecessarily  upon  this  scene, 
suffice  it  to  say  that  Harry  was  overruled  bv  ray 
representations,  though  he  was  profoundly  afflicted 
at  the  idea  of  this  separation.  And  when  the 
parting  moment  arrived,  what  pangs  did  my  heart 
experience !  what  tears  were  shed  !  what  evidences 
of  grief  were  manifested  by  all  three !  My  aunt 
reproached  herself  for  having  permitted  the  matter 
to  go  so  far  :  Harry,  almost  on  his  knees,  besought 
me  to  remain :  but  it  was  too  late  to  retract, — 
though  there  was  an  instant  when  my  cousin's 
looks  and  words  and  tears  made  all  my  resolution 
dissolve  into  weakness.  I  however  regained  my 
fortitude  :  I  tore  myself  from  their  arms ;  and  as 
the  vehicle  drove  away  from  the  door,  I  caught 
through  the  dimness  of  my  own  tears  the  last 
tender  look  which  was  flung  upon  me  by  my 
cousin's  eloquent  eyes. 

On  arriving  in  the  metropolis,  at  about  five 
o'clock  in  the  afternoon  of  a  cold  cheerless  wintry 
day,  I  at  once  entered  a  hackney-coach  and  pro- 
ceeded to  the  direction  indicated  in  the  letter  I 
had  received.  The  house  was  situated  in  Hunter 
Street,  Brunswick  Square:  but  the  moment  the 
hackney-coach  stopped  at  the  front  door,  a  police- 
constable  who  happened  to  be  passing,  came  and 
looked  into  the  vehicle.  I  was  half  frightened, 
half  indignant  at  what  I  considered  to  be  an  act 
of  unpardonable  rudeness :  but  the  conotable,  im- 
mediately touching  his  hat,  said  in  a  very  respectful 
manner,  "  I  beg  your  pardon.  Miss — but  have  you 
come  in  the  hope  of  taking  a  situation  as  governess 
at  this  house  ?" 

"  Certainly,"  I  answered,  surprised  as  well  as 
rendered  uneasy  by  the  question.  "  Do  not  Colonel 
and  Mrs,  Lennie  live  here  ?" 

"  A  man  calling  himself  Colonel  Lennie  did 
live  here,  Miss,"  responded  the  constable :  "  but 
he  is  a  villain  and  an  impostor — and  he  was  taken 
into  custody  this  morning  for  his  conduct  towards 

a  young  lady But  I  need  say  no  more  j  and  I 

am  sorry  if  you  have  been  deceived  by  him." 

Good  heavens,  what  a  blow  !  I  was  dismayed 
and  stupefied :  I  sank  back  in  the  coach  like  one 
annihilated  :  my  despair  was  too  great  for  tears. 
It  was  dusk:    the  lamps  were  lighted;  and  th« 


ELIiEir  PEECT;   OE,   THE  MEM0IE8  OP  Alf  ACTEBB8. 


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rays  of  one  streaming  into  the  vehicle,  showed  the 
policeman  the  effect  which  his  words  had  produced 
upon  me.  He  was  exceedingly  civil,  and  humanely 
inquired  whether  he  could  possibly  do  anything  for 
me.  The  questions  which  ho  thus  put  aroused  me 
to  a  sense  of  the  necessity  of  immediate  action. 
My  first  thought  was  to  return  with  the  least  pos- 
sible delay  to  Sheffield :  but  then  the  idea  struck 
me  that  although  I  had  been  so  cruelly  deceived 
in  this  first  endeavour  to  procure  a  situation,  my 
nest  might  be  more  successful,  and  that  there 
must  be  plenty  of  really  honest  and  good  families 
who  required  a  governess.  My  resolve  was  there- 
fore  taken;  and  having  hastily  explained  to  the 
constable  how  I  had  come  up  from  Sheffield  for 
the  purpose  of  taking  this  situation,  I  begged  him 
to  direct  me  to  a  hotel  or  some  respectable  lodg- 
ing where  I  might  find  temporary  quarters. 

At  the  very  moment  the  policeman  was  reflect- 
ing with  his  finger  upon  his  lip,  he  had  to  stand 
aside  to  make  way  for  two  ladies  who  were  passing. 
One  was  an  elderly  dame — the  other  was  young ; 
and  both  were  very  handsomely  dressed.  The 
light  of  the  lamp  streamed  full  upon  the  counte- 
nance of  the  younger  lady :  a  cry  of  joy  burst 
from  my  lips— and  I  called  her  by  name.  It  was 
my  former  schoolfellow  Juliet  Norman. 

The  ladies  at  once  stopped :  Juliet  came  up  to  the 
coach  window — she  recognised  me — and  in  a  few 
hasty  words  I  explained  the  villany  of  the  fraud 
to  which  I  had  been  made  a  victim,  and  the  con- 
sequent embarrassment  in  which  I  found  myself, 
without  a  friend  in  London. 

"No,  not  without  a  friend,  my  dear  Ellen!" 
quickly  responded  Juliet,  again  pressing  my  hand 
with  affectionate  warmth.  "  This  is  my  mother :" 
and  then  she  spoke  aside  for  a  few  instants  to 
Mrs.  Norman. 

This  lady  in  her  turn  addressed  me  in  the 
kindest  manner,  and  begged  me  to  make  her  house 
my  home.  It  was  situated  close  by,  only  half-a- 
dozen  doors  off;  and  thither  the  hackney-coach 
proceeded — Mrs.  Norman  herself  insisting  upon 
rewarding  the  policeman  when  I  mentioned  the 
civility  with  which  he  had  treated  me. 

I  soon  found  myself  in  a  comfortable  well- 
furnished  drawing-room,  seated  by  the  side  of  a 
cheerful  fire,  in  the  company  of  Juliet  and  her 
parents.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were  about  of  the 
same  age— namely,  fifty.  The  lady  possessed  the 
remains  of  great  beauty  :  indeed  she  might 
still  be  considered  a  handsome  woman.  She  how- 
ever had  no  small  quantity  of  rouge  upon  her 
cheeks ;  and  she  was  dressed  in  a  youthful  style  of 
mingled  finery  and  coquetry.  Mr.  Normau  was 
likewise  inclined  to  corpulence:  his  grey  hair  was 
very  thick,  and  must  have  been  luxuriant  at  a  more 
youthful  period ;  but  he  wore  neither  whiskers  nor 
beard.  He  was  very  fashionably  dressed,  and  dis- 
played a  profusion  of  jewellery. 

As  for  my  old  friend  Juliet, — she  looked  most 
superbly  handsome ;  and  she  was  not  only  apparelled 
with  richness,  but  likewise  in  a  manner  calculated 
to  display  her  charms  to  the  utmost  advantage.  She 
was  now  nearly  nineteen  years  of  age  :  she  was  tall 
and  admirably  formed.  Her  hair  was  dark,  though 
not  of  such  raven  blackness  as  my  own ;  and  her 
eyes  were  of  a  blue  as  deep  as  that  of  the  violet.  I 
used  the  proper  expression  when  I  termed  her 
handsome  rather  than  beautiful ;    for  her  features, 


though  perfectly  regular,  were  somewhat  largely- 
chiselled.  She  had  a  fine  aquiline  profile— rich  full 
lips — and  a  chin  which  being  slightly  prominent, 
and  rounded  so  as  to  complete  the  oval  of  her  coun- 
tenance, gave  to  that  countenance  a  somewhati 
voluptuous  expression.  She  possessed  a  splendid 
set  of  teeth :  her  neck  was  long  and  arching — her 
bust  had  the  development  of  a  Hebe,  with  an  ad- 
mirable slope  of  the  shoulders :  but  her  waist  was 
of  a  wasp-like  thinness,  and  her  figure  had  all  the 
lightness  of  a  sylph,  with  its  tall  graceful  stature 
and  with  its  sweeping  length  of  limb.  I  had 
known  her  at  school  as  giddy,  gay,  and  volatile,  but 
with  nothing  mischievous  in  her  disposition,  and 
ever  obliging  and  good-natured :  I  had  not  now 
been  half-an-hour  in  her  society  before  I  discovered 
that  these  characteristics  of  my  friend  Juliet  had 
continued  unchanged — while  they  had  acquired  the 
addition  of  a  certain  little  coquetry,  as  if  she  knew 
that  she  was  handsome  and  courted  admiration. 

The  tale  of  the  villanous  trick  which  I  had  been 
played,  was  narrated  over  again  to  Mr.  Norman  j 
and  he  expressed  his  sympathy  in  the  kindest 
terms.  He  bade  me  make  his  house  my  home  as 
long  as  ever  I  thought  fit ;  and  Mrs.  Norman  lite- 
rally overwhelmed  me  with  her  caresses  and  her 
attentions.  At  half-past  six  o'clock  we  descended 
to  the  dining-room,  where  an  elegant  repast  was 
served  up ;  and  a  variety  of  wines  appeared  upon 
the  board.  I  could  not  help  observing  that  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  drank  a  great  deal  of  champagne, 
and  that  even  Juliet  herself  partook  of  three  or  four 
glasses  without  the  slightest  pressing,  and  with  the 
air  of  one  who  was  merely  following  an  ordinary 
custom.  A  footman  and  page,  both  in  elegant 
liveries,  waited  at  table ;  indeed  the  handsome  styk 
in  which  the  house  was  furnished,  and  the  way  iri 
which  the  Normans  lived,  indicated  that  they  were 
very  well  off. 

At  about  ten  o'clock  Juliet  considerately  observed 
to  me  that  she  felt  convinced  I  must  be  very  much 
fatigued  after  travelling  all  the  way  from  Sheffield ; 
and  she  offered  to  conduct  me  to  my  chamber.  I 
thankfally  accepted  the  proposal :  and  she  led  me 
to  an  exquisitely  furnished  apartment,  with  a  dress- 
ing-room adjoining.  There  she  left  me,  with  an 
intimation  that  I  must  not  think  of  getting  up  in 
the  morning  until  I  felt  quite  disposed,  as  they 
were  very  late  people. 

I  slept  soundly  enough  that  night,  for  I  was  in- 
deed very  mueh  fatigued  :  but  I  awoke  at  my  usual 
hour  in  the  morning — namely,  at  about  seven 
o'clock.  The  house  was  perfectly  silent :  there  did 
dot  even  appear  to  be  a  servant  moving  about.  I 
therefore  lay  another  hour;  and  then  I  got  up,  a 
was  just  finishing  my  toilet,  when  Juliet,  with  no- 
thing on  but  a  morning  wrapper,  and  her  naked 
feet  thrust  into  slippers — her  beautiful  hair  floating 
in  luxuriant  negligence  over  her  half-naked 
shoulders— came  gliding  into  the  room.  She  was 
surprised  to  find  that  I  was  not  only  up,  but  so 
nearly  dressed :  and  flinging  herself  with  an  air  of 
languor  into  a  large  easy  chair,  she  said,  "  I  should 
have  lain  in  bed  for  at  least  another  hour :  but  I 
came  to  assure  myself  that  you  had  everything  you 
required.  Dear  me  !  you  are  dressing  without  a 
fire — and  it  is  bitterly  cold  !  No  hoc  water  either ! 
My  dear  Ellen,  why  did  you  not  ring  the  bell  for 
one  of  the  maids  i" 

I  assured  Miss  Normau  that  I-  did  nut  find  the 


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KLLEJr  PEKCT;    OB,   THE   HEM0IE3  OP  AIT  ACTKES3, 


chamber  so  cold  ao  she  represented  it,  and  that  I  i  how  they  are  earned.  In  a  word,  my  dear  Ellen," 
had  not  needed  anything  at  the  hands  of  the  ser- ; — and  now  she  grew  serious  once  more— "my 
vants.  father  is  an  actor,  my  mother  an  actress,  and  I  am 

"  Well,  now  that  you  are  dressed,"  she  ex-  '  a  ballet-dancer." 
claimed,  starting  up  from  her  chair  and  performing  '  For  a  few  moments  I  was  so  surprised  by  these 
what  appeared  to  mo  a  sort  of  pirouette,  "  come  [  announcements  as  to  be  rendered  perfectly  speech- 
to  my  room  and  let  us  chat  while  I  drag  myself  less;  and  I  have  no  doubt  that  I  surveyed  Juliet 
through  the  details  of  my  own  toilet.  Breakfast  ,  in  a  manner  which  naturally  led  to  the  inference 
will  not  be  ready  for  the  next  hour— and  besides,  that  her  next  observations  implied, 
we  have  plenty  of  things  to  talk  about."  "  I  hope,  my  dear  Ellen,"  she  said,  "you  do  not 

I  accompanied  Miss  Iv'orman  to  her  chamber,  think  the  worse  of  us  on  this  account  ?  I  remem- 
which  was  fitted  up  in  the  most  elegant  and  luxu-  her  that  when  at  school  the  girls  used  sometimes  to 
rious  manner.  The  draperies  of  the  windows  and  taunt  me  with  the  fact  that  my  father  was  what 
of  t:.e  French  bedstead  were  crimson,  with  a  rich  they  used  to  call  a  phy-actor  and  my  mother  a 
yellow  border :  a  cheerful  fire  was  blazing  in  the  play-actress :  but  I  likewise  recollect  that  you 
grate ;  and  near  it  a  sofa  was  placed  in  the  best  never  displayed  any  curiosity  to  know  what  their 
position  for  any  one  sitting  or  reclining  upon  it  to  allusions  meant.  I  was  then  ashamed  of  my 
receive  the  full  benefit  of  the  heat  thrown  out.  parents'  profession — I  do  not  know  why — unless  it 
A  superb  looking-glass  surmounted  a  mantel  were  because  the  girls  themselves  seemed  to  think 
covered  with  costly  ornaments  and  nick-nacks,  it  was  something  to  be  derided.  But  now  I  am 
The  toilet-table  was  arranged  with  an  elegance  not  ashamed  of  it.  And  you,  my  dear  Ellen——" 
amounting  to  the  most  refined  fastidiousness ;  and  "  Oh !  never,  never,"  I  exclaimed,  with  the 
near  it  was  a  full-length  mirror  or  psyche.  A  half-  gushing  enthusiasm  of  my  grateful  heart,  "can  I 
opened  door  afforded  a  glimpse  of  a  bath-room  be  ashamed  of  those  good  friends  whom  heavea 
furnished  with  every  luxurious  appliance  for  such  sent  me  in  the  moment  of  my  need,  and  who  are 
a  place.  The  feet  trod  upon  a  carpet  of  uncommon  treating  me  with  such  kindness !" 
thickness :  the  atmosphere  of  the  chamber  was  Thus  speaking,  I  threw  my  arms  about  Juliet's 
warm  and  perfumed ;  and  it  altogether  seemed  neck,  and  embraced  her  affectionately, 
adapted  for  a  lady  of  rank  and  quality.  "  I  know  very  well,"  continued  Miss  2forman, 

"  In  order  that  we  may  converse  without  re-  "  that  it  is  the  fashion  to  run  down  actors,  actresses, 
straint,"  said  Juliet,  seating  herself  at  the  toilet-  and  ballet-dancers,  in  respect  to  their  private  cha- 
table,  "  I  will  dispense  with  the  attendance  of  my  racters ;  and  I  likewise  know,  alas !  that  there  are 
maid ;  and  I  can  assure  you,  dear  Ellen,"  she  too  many  on  the  stage  whose  conduct  has  been 
added,  with  one  of  her  merry  laughs,  "  it  is  a  great  only  too  well  calculated  to  give  rise  to  this  sweep- 
sacrifice  I  am  making  on  your  account."  ing  reflection  upon  the  whole  of  us.  But  in  all 
"Then  wherefore  do  it  ?"  I  asked.  ""We  have  professions  there  are  the  respectable  as  well  as  the 
'nothing  of  such  very  great  importance  to  say  to    disreputable ;  and  I  flatter  myself,  dear  Ellen,  that 

each  other  for  the  present unless  indeed  you    the  name  of  Iformaa  has  been  honourably  borne 

mean  to  advise  me  how  I  ought  to  act  in  the  cir-  '  by  my  parents,  and  will  not  be  disgraced  by  their 
cumstances  in  which  I  am  placed ;  and  that  would    daughter." 

be  most  kind  of  you."  ,      Juliet   spoke  these  words  with   a   slight  flush 

"  I  think,  my  dear  Ellen,"  proceeded  Juliet,  now  '  upon  the  cheeks,  and  yet  with  a  calm  dignity 
beginning  to  comb  out  the  rich  masses  of  her  hair,  which  rendered  her  language  alike  impressive  and 
"  that  you  have  some  little  secret  to  learn :  for  it  touching.  There  was  nothing  giddy  nor  volatile 
strikes  me,  from  two  or  three  things  you  said  last  about  her  at  that  moment :  her  speech  and  her 
evening,  that  you  are  really  unacquainted  with  the  demeanour  indicated  that  if  she  had  her  gay  and 
profession,  avocation,  employment — or  whatever  thoughtless  intervals,  she  could  likewise  have  her 
you  may  choose  to  call  it — which  my  parents  and  serious  and  thoughtful  ones.  I  felt  at  the  instant 
I  pursue."  more  irresistibly  attracted  towards  her  than  ever  : 

"  I  should  conceive  Mr.  Norman  to  be  a  gentle-  — I  was  inspired  with  the  same  love,  and  pride, 
man  of  independent  property,"  I  observed :  and  and  confidence  on  her  behalf  as  if  she  were  a  very 
then  I  recollected  how,  when  at  school,  Juliet  had    dear  sister. 

so  seldom  alluded  to  her  parents,  and  how  when  "  You  see,"  she  continued,  "  as  my  parents  bo- 
she  happened  to  provoke  any  other  girl,  some  long  to  the  theatrical  profession,  they  could  do  no- 
mysteriously  significant  taunt  was  thrown  out  in  thing  else  with  me ;  for  these  avocations  are  in 
reference  to  her  parentage.  nine  cases  out  of  ten  hereditary.     They  educated 

"Independent  means  indeed !"  cried  Juliet,  with    me  well,  as  you  know or  rather  they  gave  mo 

a  laugh :  but  almost  immediately  becoming  serious,  the  opportunities  for  a  good  education,  although  I 
she  added,  "  I  do  not  really  think  that  my  father  am  afraid  I  did  not  benefit  by  them  so  much  as  I 
is  independent  of  the  world  to  the  amount  of  fifty  ought  to  have  done.  But  if  I  had  turned  out  the 
guineas.  But  he  has  an  excellent  salary — my  cleverest  girl  in  existence,  what  else  could  they 
mother  likewise — and  I  also  am  very  well  paid."  have  done  with  me  except  making  me  an  actress 
At  this  moment  Juliet,  shaking  back  her  glossy  or  a  dancer  ?  For  who  would  receive  into  his 
tresses  over  her  superb  shoulders  of  milky  white-  family  as  a  governess  the  daughter  of  an  actor  and 
cess,  happened  to  look  round  towards  the  place  an  actress  ?  And  then,  too,  my  parents  naturally 
where  I  was  seated ;  and  she  perceived  that  I  was  j  have  their  pride ;  and  they  could  not  think  of 
surveying  her  with  astonishment.  i  putting  me  into  a  shop  to  make  a  tradeswoman  of 

"  Ah!"  she  exclaimed,  bursting  out  into  another  ;  me.  Thus  you  see,  my  dear  Ellen,  persons  in  our 
gay  light  laugh ;  "  I  forgot  that  I  was  talking  too  '  profession  are  under  the  influence  of  circumstances 
fast,   and  speaking  of  salaries  without  telling  you    which  rule  them  imperiously.— However,"  added 


ELLEX    PEECT;    OK,    IIIi;    MEMOISS    OF    A^■   ACTf-EJo. 


^^Y\    '   ZC\    ^^^i   ,  1   1.1:!N§=^^^ 


Juliet  Norman,  suddenly  recovering  all  her  wonted 
gaiety — escaping  as  it  were  from  her  seriousness, 
and  smiling  with  the  peculiar  witchery  which  be. 
longed  to  her,  and  which  best  became  that  rich 
red  mouth  and  those  brilliant  teeth; — "  I  have  in- 
flicted upon  you  a  very  long  tirade  ;  and  you  may 
perhaps  think  it  a  laboured  apology  to  account 
for  the  one  fact,  that  I  am  a  dancer  !" 

"And  do  you  like  the  stage?"  I  inquired. 

"Yes — it  suits  me  well  enough,"  responded 
Juliet.  "  I  am  only  employed  for  a  portion  of 
the  year — and  even  then  my  labours  are  not  very 
arduous.  So  you  see  I  have  plenty  of  holidays ; 
and  this  suits  my  somewhat  indolent  disposition. 
I  have  been  very  successful  as  a  dancer;  and  I 
may  say  without  vanity  that  I  have  made  a  little 
noise  in  the  theatrical  world — I  have  been  well 
spoken  of  and  well  written  of." 

"  How  singular,"  I  exclaimed,  "  that  I  never 
should  have  heard  your  name  mentioned  in  con- 
No.  3.— Ellen  1'erct. 


nexion  with  these  successes.  I  should  have  been 
so  pleased !" 

'•'  Ibank  you,  my  dear  Ellen— I  am  sure  you 
would.  It  is  not  however  at  all  surprising  that 
you  should  have  remained  in  the  dark  upon  the 

subject But  tell  me,  did  you  never  hear  of  a 

certain  Mademoiselle  Delessert  ?" 

"To  be  sure!"  I  ejaculated.  "I  remember, 
during  the  very  last  vacation  that  I  spent  with 
the  deceased  Mrs.  Parks,  I  heard  her  speaking 
with  some  friends  relative  to  that  danseuse.  Tbey 
had  all  been  to  see  her ;  and  they  were  in  raptures. 
I  was  to  have  gone  on  another  occasion  :  but  some- 
thing occurred  to  prevent  it.  Of  course  you  know 
this  Mademoiselle  Delessert  of  whom  you  ara 
speaking  ?" 

"  I  know  her  as  well  as  I  know  my  ownself," 
exclaimed  Juliet,  with  the  merriest  peal  of  silver 
laughter  ringing  harmoniously  from  her  lips;  "for 
I  am  Mademoiselle  Delessert." 


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EMiEW  PEECT;    oh,  the  MEMOIES  OE   as  ACTEES9. 


"  Indeed !"  I  exclaimed  in  astonishment.  "  But 
wherefore  that  assumed  dbme  ?" 

"  Because  nothing  English  goes  down  with  the 
English*'  replied  Juliet.  "Tou  see,  my  dear 
Ellen,  the  English  are  constantly  boasting  of 
everything  that  is  English:  and  yet  they  patro- 
nise everything  that  is  foreign.  In  the  fashion- 
able world  a  gentleman  must  have  his  French 
valet  and  a  lady  her  French  maid ;  the  cook  must 
be  French,  and  the  dishes  served  upon  the  table 
must  be  French  likewise.  The  hairdresser  must 
be  French  ;  watches,  lace,  silks,  perfumes,  gloves, 
fashions,  everything  must  be  foreign.  The  gen- 
tleman will  patronise  a  German  tailor,  and  the 
lady  a  French  milliner.  Music  must  be  foreign  — 
singers  and  dancers  must  be  foreign  likewise. 
And  then,  don't  you  see,  my  dear  Ellen,"  added 
Juliet,  with  another  merry  laugh,  '"'I  am  not  a 
dancer,  nor  an  actress,  nor  anything  at  all  with 

an  English  name 1  am  a  Jigurante  or  an 

artiste." 

"  And  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  ?"  I  said  inquir- 
ingly. 

"  Oh !  they  keep  their  right  names,"  exclaimed 
Juliet,  "  and  are  not  compelled  upon  the  stage  to 
repudiate  their  own  country  and  puss  as  the  natives 

of  another.     They  perform  in  English  pieces • 

though,  by  the  bye,  they  are  only  called  English 
pieces  because  they  are  rendered  into  the  English 
language;  for  the  fact  is  that  they  are  in  reality 
French.  In  a  word,  everything  must  bo  foreign, 
or  have  a  foreign  source,  or  be  in  some  way  con- 
nected with  something  that  is  foreign,  to  please 
the  English  fashionable  world.  But  I  was  going 
to  observe  that  my  father  and  mother  are  really 
eminent  in  their  profession,  and  can  always  com- 
mand good  engagements — I  mean  when  anything 
is  doing  in  the  theatrical  world ;  because  there  is 
sometimes  a  lull,  or  a  check,  or  a  stagnation  there 
as  well  as  in  other  things.  For  instance,  the  week 
before  last  the  manager  to  whose  company  my 
father  and  mother  belonged,  suddenly  closed  his 
doors — put  up  a  placard  with  something  about 
'unavoidable  circumstances'  in  it— and  then  took 
a  walk  to  Basinghall  Street." 

"And  what  did  he  do  there?"  I  asked,  quite 
innocently. 

"Went  into  the  Bankruptcy  Court,"  replied 
Juliet,  laughing  at  my  ingenuous  simplicity.  "  But 
a»y  father  and  mother  will  enter  upon  a  new  en- 
gagement elsewhere  next  Monday;  and  I  have 
likewise  an  engagement  at  the  same  place.  Our 
united  salaries  will  amount  to  twenty-five  guineas 
a  week;  and  thus  you  see  that  we  may  always 
reckon  upon  earning  sufScient  to  live  in  com- 
fort  " 

"  In  luxury,  I  should  say,"  was  my  interjected 
observation. 

"  Well,  in  luxury,  if  you  like  to  call  it  so,"  re- 
plied Juliet.  "  We  keep  a  carriage — you  have 
seen  a  little  how  we  live — we  give  gay  parties — 
and  we  visit  a  great  deal.  And  then  too  wo  have 
acquaintances  amongst  the  highest  aristocracy — I 
mean  of  course  the  male  portion  of  it :  but  my 
father  and  mother  are  always  very  particular 
whom  they  suffer  to  approach  me  ;  and  if  they 
were  not,  it  would  be  just  the  same — for  I  should 
be  particular  myself. — But  really,  my  dear  Ellen, 
I  have  been  speaking  so  much  of  my  own  affairs 
that  I  have  quite  forgotten  your's.  You  last  night 


told  us  exactly  how  you  were  situated;  and  after 
you  had  gone  to  bed,  I  sat  up  with  my  father  and 
mother  for  two  hours  talking  about  you." 

"  It  was  indeed  very  kind,"  I  observed  ;  "  and  I 
am  most  grateful  for  all  the  interest  your  parents 
and  yourself  are  taking  in  me." 

"  My  father  said,"  continued  Juliet,  "  that  it 
was  a  very  great  pity  you  should  think  of  going 
out  into  the  world  as  a  governess — to  occupy  a 
false  position,  a  little  above  that  of  the  servants  of 
the  house,  and  infinitely  below  that  of  the  master 
and  mistress — to  be  incessantly  at  the  mercy  of  the 
lady's  caprices,  and  perhaps  exposed  to  the  gentle- 
man's impudence — to  have  to  deal  with  a  parcel  of 
children  whose  faults  you  have  not  sufficient 
authority  to  curb,  whose  love  you  cannot  win,  and 
whose  ignorance  perhaps  you  cannot  overcome — to 
be  miserably  paid  and  worse  treated " 

"  Good  heavens,  Juliet  !"  I  exclaimed  in  con- 
sternation ;  "  what  picture  is  this  which  you  are 
drawing  ?" 

"  The  picture  of  the  life  of  a  governess,"  an- 
swered Miss  Norman,  with  a  mournful  seriousness. 
"  I  am  not  speaking  thus,  my  dear  Ellen,  to  dis- 
hearten and  render  you  wretched  on  the  threshold 
of  a  profession  which  you  have  thought  of  adopt- 
ing ;  but  in  the  most  friendly  spirit  I  am  preparing 
you  for  all  you  will  have  to  encounter  if  you  per- 
sist in  entering  it.  Nay,  more— I  will  candidly 
confess  that  I  am  endeavouring  to  dissuade  you 
from  it.  A  young  lady  with  your  sensitive  feel- 
ings— with  your  kind  and  excellent  disposition — 
would  discover  the  life  of  a  governess  to  be  intol- 
erable !" 

"  But  what  am  I  to  do  P"  I  exclaimed,  bursting 
into  tears.  "  Nothing  shall  induce  me  to  return 
to  my  aunt,  in  order  to  be  a  burden  upon  her  re- 
sources. No !"  I  added  vehemently,  at  the  same 
time  brushing  away  those  tears ;  "  I  will  sooner 
endure  anything  —  encounter  any  wretched- 
ness  " 

"  Cheer  up,  my  sweet  friend,"  interrupted 
Juliet,  doing  her  best  to  console  me.  "  Do  you 
imagine  that  the  profession  of  a  governess  is  the 
only  one  in  the  world  ?" 

"  No,"  I  responded :  and  then,  as  I  in  my  art- 
less inexperience  surveyed  Juliet  almost  enviously, 
I  added,  "  No — for  I  see  that  you  yourself  are 
pursuing  one  which  is  far  more  happy,  lucrative, 
and  agreeable." 

"  Come,"  said  Miss  Norman,  "  we  have  talked 
sufficiently  upon  the  subject  this  morning.  My 
father's  house  is  your  home  for  as  long  as  you  like 
to  render  it  so ;  and  we  shall  therefore  find  plenty 
of  leisure  to  discuss  plans  for  your  future  advan- 
tage." 

"  But  I  ought  to  do  something  speedily,"  I  said ; 
"because  I  must  write  to  my  aunt,  who  will  be 
anxious  concerning  me " 

"Write  by  all  means,"  interrupted  Juliet :  "  tell 
her  how  you  have  been  treated  in  respect  to  the 

advertisement but   tell  her  likewise  that  you 

have  fallen  in  with  friends  who  are  proud  and  de- 
lighted to  have  you  with  them.  Perhaps,  how- 
ever, it  would  be  just  as  well  if  you  were  not  to 
mention  what  profession  we  follow." 

"  No — I  will  not  mention  it,  my  dear  Juliet,"  I 
answered  :  for  methought  that  it  was  a  request 
that  was  thus  made  rather  than  a  recommendation 
which  was  given. 


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CHAPTER      V. 


THE    inEATEB. 


Theee  or  four  days  elapsed,  during  wliich  I  re- 
mained perfectly  undecided  aa  to  the  course  which 
I  should  adopt.  Mrs.  ]!v'orman  was  a  good-hearted 
woman,  and  well-meaning,  though  somewhat  fri- 
volous ;  and  when  I  consulted  her  she  said  all  sorts 
of  things  against  the  life  of  *  governess.  Mr. 
Norman  likewise  spoke  to  me  on  the  subject :  he 
reasoned  more  lucidly  and  collectedly — and  he  cer- 
tainly advanced  a  variety  of  arguments  to  support 
all  that  had  been  previously  told  me  by  his  daugh- 
ter. Neither  Mr.  nor  Mrs.  Norman  hinted  at  a 
recommendation  that  I  should  seek  the  stage  as  a 
profession  :  but  Juliet  dropped  several  intimations 
to  the  eflfect  that  I  should  do  well  to  turn  my 
thoughts  in  that  direction. 

It  was  on  a  Wednesday  evening  that  I  had  ar- 
rived at  the  Normans'  house ;  and  it  was  on  the 
following  Monday  that  these  worthy  people  were 
to  enter  upon  their  new  engagement.  They  had 
to  attend  the  theatre  in  the  middle  of  the  day  for 
the  rehearsal :  and  they  proposed  that  I  should 
accompany  them.  I  must  confess  that  I  was  long- 
ing for  this  invitation;  and  I  therefore  gladly 
accepted  it.  I  was  anxious  to  see  something  more 
of  a  theatrical  life— to  look  at  it  closely — to  ascer- 
tain all  that  was  required  of  its  votaries— and  to 
obtain  an  insight  into  its  details.  I  had  seen  how 
•well  the  Normans  lived :  I  found  them  perfectly 
contented  with  their  lot : — and  deeply  solicitous  of 
earning  my  own  livelihood,  I  was  already  more 
than  half  willing  to  embrace  a  profession  which 
methought  would  realize  my  hopes.  Youth  is  san- 
guine; and  I  flattered  myself  that  if  I  did  once 
adopt  the  stage  I  should  succeed.  I  did  not  how- 
ever like  the  idea  of  becoming  a  dancer  so  much  as 
taking  the  part  of  a  dramatic  actress.  As  for  the 
opinions  which  the  world  entertained  of  the  votaries 
of  the  art,  I  had  never  heard  more  on  the  subject 
than  Miss  Norman  herself  had  mentioned  to  me 
on  the  occasion  already  described ;  and  the  last  im- 
pression left  upon  my  mind  was  that  persons  who 
conducted  themselves  properly  and  respectably 
might  surmount  the  general  prejudice,  and  stand 
out  in  admirable  contrast  with  the  disreputable  and 
bad.  I  had  no  idea  of  contaminating  influences ; 
and  in  the  innocent  confidence  of  my  own  pure 
heart,  I  believed  it  to  be  perfectly  possible  for  a 
young  female  to  enter  the  theatrical  sphere  with- 
out having  her  own  fair  fame  undeservedly  sul- 
lied. 

I  proceeded  with  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and 
their  daughter  to  the  theatre  which  was  to  be  the 
scene  of  their  new  engagement ;  and  on  arriving 
there  I  accompanied  Juliet  to  her  own  dressing- 
room.  She  was  to  be  the  principal  danseuse  in  the 
ballet ;  and  therefore  she  was  treated  with  the  ut- 
most consideration  and  had  a  dressing-room  appro- 
priated to  her  sole  use.  Her  maid  was  already 
there,  making  such  arrangements  as  were  suitable 
to  the  young  lady's  ideas  of  comfort ;  a  cheerful 
fire  was  blazing  in  the  grate;  and  as  some  time 
would  elapse  before  her  presence  was  required  by 
the  ballet-master,  we  sat  down  on  a  sofa  to  con- 
verse. I  turned  the  discourse  entirely  upon  thea- 
tricals and  a  theatrical  existence ;  and  as  Juliet  now 


entered  into  minuter  details  than  she  had  previously 
done,  I  grew  more  and  more  seriously  inclined  to 
embrace  the  profession,  if  in  process  of  time  it 
should  be  found  that  I  possessed  the  suitable  quali- 
fications. 

Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  went  through  their  parts 
in  the  rehearsal ;  and  then  they  joined  us  in  the 
dressing-room,  where  luncheon  was  served  up.  This 
refreshment  being  partaken  of,  Mr.  Norman  retired, 
and  Juliet  began  dressing  to  practise  in  the  ballet 
in  which  she  was  to  appear  in  the  evening.  I  had 
never  been  in  a  theatre  before,  and  therefore  was 
until  now  utterly  unacquainted  with  the  costumes 
that  were  used  upon  the  stage.  I  must  confess 
that  I  was  at  first  shocked  when  I  beheld  Juliet 
arrayed  in  th:\t  gauzy  drapery,  which  according  to 
my  ideas  was  scant  even  to  immodesty  :  but  I  could 
not  help  admiring  the  beauty  of  her  personal  ap- 
pearance. I  went  forth  with  Mrs.  Norman  on  the 
stage  to  witness  the  rehearsal  of  the  ballet ;  and 
when  I  beheld  a  swarm  of  young  females  all  appa- 
ralled  in  a  similar  airy  costume,  I  speedily  grew 
accustomed  to  it,  and  the  first  impression  it  created 
wore  off.  The  ballet-master  made  his  appearance 
with  his  violin :  the  dancing  commenced — and  I 
soon  found  myself  yielding  to  a  sensation  of  in- 
creasing delight  at  the  spectacle  which  I  thus  con- 
templated. 

With  Juliet's  performance  I  was  perfectly 
ravished  :  the  mingled  elegance  and  grace  which 
characterized  all  her  movements,  the  fairy  light- 
ness of  her  evolutions,  the  harmonious  accom- 
paniment of  the  looks  with  the  gestures,  attitudes, 
and  steps  themselves— all  seemed  in  my  estima- 
tion to  constitute  a  real  talent — a  veritable  genius. 
I  had  hitherto  looked  upon  dancing  as  a  mere 
recreation,  too  frivolous  to  deserve  the  serious 
denomination  of  an  accomplishment :  but  now  it 
appeared  in  my  eyes  to  be  not  merely  an  accom- 
plishment— for  Juliet  Norman  elevated  it  into  the 
very  poetry  of  art  itself.  There  was  one  portion 
in  the  ballet  where  she  had  to  dance  alone  for 
several  minutes,  her  companions  beiig  arrayed  in 
a  semicircle  and  remaining  stationary  for  the 
time.  In  this  part  of  the  performance  Juliet 
transcended  her  previous  achievements;  and  even 
in  that  rehearsal  so  great  was  her  triumph  over 
the  greatest  difficulties  of  the  art,  that  when  she 
ceased  she  '  Js  greeted  by  the  applause  of  all  pre- 
sent. Her  lather  and  mother  surveyed  her  with 
looks  of  radiant  admiration;  and  when  she  re- 
joined us  I  congratulated  her  enthusiastically  on 
her  performance. 

Every  day  during  that  week  did  I  accompany 
my  friends  to  the  rehearsal  in  the  forenoon ;  and 
every  evening  did  I  visit  the  theatre  with  them. 
An  elderly  lady — the  widow  of  an  actor  of  some 
eminence  in  his  time — gave  me  a  seat  in  her  box, 
Mrs.  Norman  having  especially  recommended  me 
to  her  care.  The  more  I  saw  of  theatrical  life,  the 
more  I  liked  it :  but  my  inclination  still  pointed 
towards  the  drama  in  preference  to  the  ballet. 
Though  the  greater  portion  of  my  repugnance  to 
the  gauzy,  scant,  and  semi-transparent  vesture  of 
the  ballet-dancers  had  passed  away,  yet  did  I  feel 
a  blush  mantling  upon  my  cheeks  whenever  I 
thought  to  myself  that  if  I  happened  to  decide 
upon  the  ballet  I  should  have  to  appear  in  such 
an  apparel  before  that  densely  packed  crowd  of 
spectators.     On  the  other  hand,  when  I  beheld 


Mrs.  >'orman  and  the  other  acticBaM  in  the  drama, 
spearing  in  coetumes  vhidi  no  one  need  blush  to 
vear,  I  vas  led  to  ri^et  raj  deeuioa  on  that 
branch ;  and  I  eren  felt  that  thento  I  coaU  de- 
Tote  osTself  vith  a  zeal  and  an  enthusiasm  vhich 
would  enable  me  compktelj  to  sormoant  mj  na- 
tural diffidence,  shjness,  and  timidity.  Aeeord- 
inglj,  at  the  end  of  the  week  I  frankly  intimated 
to  Juliet  the  desire  which  I  entertained. 

I  obeerred  that  her  large  violet  eyes  gleamed 
vith  satis&ction  at  this  annooncement ;  and  she 
■aid  to  me,  "  I  am  rejoiced,  Ellen,  at  the  resolTC 
you  have  adopted,  because  from  the  very  first  I 
felt  convinced  that  the  profession  of  the  stage 
would  suit  yoo.  Besides,  the  friendship  I  had 
formed  for  you  at  school  revived  the  moment  we 
met  in  London;  and  I  was  deeply  solicitous  that 
we  should  cootinne  together.  I  am  confident  yoa 
wiU  experience  saceess — you  will  make  money — 
you  will  grow  rich — you  will  perhaps  form  some 
brilHant  matrimonial  connexion " 

*"  Juliet  I"  I  exclaimed  deprecatingly,  as  my 
riieeks  grew  crimson ;  and  then  a  sudden  sadness 
smote  me,  for  it  seemed  as  if  my  cousin  Harry  were 
gazing  upon  me  through  the  vista  of  distance  with 
the  mo-omfullest  expression  in  those  handsome 
brown  eyes  of  his. 

"  And  why  not,  my  dear  Ellen  f"  asked  JuUet, 
not  comprehending  wherefore  I  had  thus  checked 
her,  or  what  dreamy  idea  was  uppermost  in  my 
mind  at  the  time.  ''  Have  not  many  actresses 
eapoused  peers  of  the  realm " 

"Yes,  yes,  perhaps  !"  I  hastily  interjected  : 
•  but  I  am  now  thinkicg  of  other  things " 

"Let  me  tell  you,  my  dear  Ellen,"  proceeded 
Miss  Xorman,  as  if  giving  audible  expression  to 
her  own  musings,  rather  than  deliberately  address- 
ing herself  to  me — '•  I  am  a  little  mere  worldly- 
minded  than  you  are  ;  and  as  my  father  and 
mother  have  said,  why  should  not  their  daughter 
lurm  an  alliance  of  which  they  may  be  proud  ?  I 
know  that  I  am  not  very  bad-looking:'" — here  she 
gbneed  at  her  psyche,  for  this  discourse  took  place 
IB  ber  bed-chamber  one  morning  after  breakfast  : 
"  I  amaa  timroughly  respectable  as  a  ballet-dancer 
can  be — I  know  that  not  even  the  malignity  of 
■eandal  has  dared  breathe  upon  my  name " 

"No  doubt,  my  dear  Juliet,"  1  said,  "  yoa  hare 
■any  qualifications " 

"  And  you  too,  Ellen,'*'  rej  ;ined  iliss  Jforman : 
den,  as  she  attentively  surveyed  ms,  the  friendly 
good-hearted  girl  went  on  to  observe  with  a  kind- 
ling admiration  in  her  looks,  "  And  yoa  too  have 
every  winning  and  captivating  qualification.  Tou 
are  exquisitely  beautiful,  Ellen.  If  ever  was  female 
head  adorned  with  such  a  wealth  of  glossy  raven 
hair ! — never  did  finer  nor  brighter  dark  eyes 
beam  with  all  the  goodness  and  the  intelligence  of 
the  best  disposition  and  the  most  accomplished 
mind!  Tou  have  delicate  features,  faultlessly 
formed :  your  nose  is  perfectly  siraight :  your 
mouth  is  Uke  that  of  a  Grecian  statue — yet  Oh  1 
how  different  vrith  the  vivid  vermilion  upon  those 
Kps  and  the  two  rows  of  pearls  shining  between 
them  I" 

"  Juliet  !  mj  dear  Juliet !"  I  exclaimed,  crimaon 
with  confusion :  "  pray  do  not  continue  in  this 
manner!" 

"  And  why  not  P'  said  my  firiend  :  and  then  she 
added  with  an  arch  smile,  "  K  Miss  Percy  does 


not  know  that  she  is  beautiful,  it  is  high  time  she 
should  be  made  aware  of  the  fact.  If  the  mirror 
be  not  tell-tale  enough,  yoa  shall  at  least  hear  the 
truth  firom  the  lips  of  a  firiend  who  loves  and  ad- 
mires you." 

"  But  I  think  nothing  of  personal  attractions, 
Juliet  :• 

'•Don't  be  foolish,  Ellen  !  Every  young  woman 
likes  to  know  that  she  U  beautiful.  You  must  net 
lead  me  to  think  that  you  are  a  prude — and  I 
shall  think  so  unless  yoa  permit  me  to  continue 
my  description.     TVell,  then,  you  have  a  chin  that 

is   softly  and  delicately  rounded Mine  is  too 

large — and  I  know  it Bjt  your's  is  perfection 

itself.  And  then,  my  dear  Ellen,  while  yoa  are 
standing  there  with  averted  countenance,  yoa 
know  not  how  gracefully  your  head  is  placed  apon 
that  snowy  neck  of  your's.  It  is  like  the  flower 
upon  its  stalk! — Ah!  yoa  may  take  another  atti- 
tude: but  it  h  only  to  develop  fresh  graces— fresh 
beauties  1" 

"  JuUet,  Juliet ! — I  will  run  behind  the  curtains 
— I  will  leave  the  room !  Do,  my  dear  friend,"  I 
continued,  pleading  earnestly,  '*  desist  from  this 

strain !     I  really  do  not  like  flattery " 

"It   is  no   flattery,  Ellen,"  interrupted  Juliet; 
"and   I   am   resolved   to   finish   my   portraiture. 
"Well,  then,  I  have  before  me  a  figure  more  ex- 
quisitely beautiful  than  that  of  any  Grecian  statue 
would  be  if  similarly  arrayed  in  modem  drapery. 
:  You  have  the  most  perfect  faU  of  the  shoulders— 
I  nothing  abrupt — t'ae  lines  flowing  as  it  were  with 
I  soft  continujusness  into  the  arms.     Your  figure  is 
I  sylphid,  with  a  sofBdeney  of  Hebe-like  fulness  and 
1  roundness  of  porpwtioBS  to   redeem   it  from  too 
great  a  slendemess,  considering  that  you  are  talL 
I  A  few  years  hence  you  will  be  a  superb  woman : 
'  now  you  are  a  graceful  and  elegant  girl." 
I       "  And  now,  Juliet,"  I  exclaimed,  half-laaghing 
I  at  what  I  considered  to  be  her  foolishness,  and  half 
in  confusion  at  the  praises  she  had  been  lavishing 
I  upon  me — though  I  will  not  attempt  to  deny  that 
I  I  knew  full  well  they  were  not  altogether  unde- 
served, —  ''I   shall   close   your    mouth   with   my 
I  hand:" — and  playfully  I  executed  my  threat. 

"  I  have  not  half  dene,  my  dear  Eilea,"'  s'aa 
said,  as  in  a  similarly  playful  mood  she  caught 
hold  of  my  wrist  and  removed  my  hand ;  then  re- 
taining that  hand  in  her  own,  she  went  on  to  ob- 
serve, ■■  Here  is  beautiful  modelling  I — no  sculp- 
ture was  ever  m:re  exqubite  t"nan  these  finjers! 
Look  at  these  almond-shaped  nails !  Ob,  Eien, 
yoa  must  knoiv  that  yoa  do  possess  a  very  beau- 
tiful hajLi.  And  as  for  your  feet  and  ancles,  I 
was  adaiiring  them  the  other  day;  and  I  thoiig'at 
to  mvsel^  iJf  you  would  only  take  to  the  bal- 
let-^" 

"  Jfo,  my  dear  Juliet,"  I  exclaimed :  "  bat  I 
mean  to  go  upon  the  stage  in  the  drama.  And  if 
yoa  do  not  make  haste  and  dress,  so  that  you  may 
go  and  speak  on  my  behalf  to  the  Manager,  I  shall 
beg  Mrs.  Xorman  to  escort  me.  T&ere  !  it  is  mid- 
day !  and  the  carriage  will  be  at  the  door  in  a  few 
minutes." 

The  elejant  French  time-piece  on  Jaliet's  mantel 
was  proclaiming  t'ae  hour  of  noon.  I  hastened  oS 
to  my  own  chamber  to  put  on  my  bonnet  and 
shawl ;  and  in  about  half-an-hour,  Juliet,  who  had 
been  wasting  her  time  iu  singing  my  praises,  was 
ready  to  set  oS  for  the  theatre.     Her  parents  ae- 


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companied  her,  as  usual ;  for  even  if  they  had  no 
rehearsal  to  attend,  they  invariably — or  at  least 
one  of  them — attended  their  daughter  to  that 
sphere  whither  they  would  not  have  her  penetrate 
alone.  A  new  hallet  was  to  be  rehearsed  on  this 
occasion :  the  period  for  practice  was  prolonged ; 
and  when  it  was  over,  Mrs.  Norman  herself  volun- 
teered to  introduce  me  to  the  manager.  I  had 
taken  ofif  my  bonnet  and  shawl  in  Juliet's  dress- 
ing-room when  luncheon  was  served  up  there  as 
usual :  I  was  about  to  fetch  them,  when  Mrs. 
Norman,  who  had  laid  aside  the  same  articles  of 
her  own  apparel,  said  that  it  was  not  necessary. 

With  a  palpitating  heart  I  followed  her  to  a 
room  where  the  lessee  was  seated  at  &  table  on 
which  were  decanters  of  wine.  The  walls  were 
covered  with  pictures  of  eminent  actors  and 
actresses,  dancers,  and  managers ;  and  all  the 
morning  newspapers  lay  scattered  about  on  the 
floor  around  the  great  man.  For  a  great  man  he 
assuredly  was  in  that  place ;  and  by  numbers  was 
he  looked  up  to  as  the  very  arbiter  cf  their  desti- 
nies. He  was  quite  a  young  man,  considering 
the  position  which  he  held;  for  he  was  not  above 
two-and-thirty ;  and  though  I  had  seen  him  before 
upon  the  stage  during  rehearsals,  this  was  the  first 
time  I  had  found  myself  so  near  him.  This  closer 
view  did  not  make  a  very  favourable  impression 
upon  my  mind  :  methought  that  I  now  perceived 
a  certain  self-sufficient  and  supercilious  air  which 
I  had  not  before  noticed  about  Mr.  !Eichards — for 
this  was  the  manager's  name.  He  was  clad  in  a 
French  flowered  silk  dressing-gown,  and  wore  a 
velvet  cap  with  a  gold  tassel — which  costume  gave 
him  perhaps  an  additional  tinge  of  rakishness.  He 
was  lounging  with  a  sort  of  fashionable  indolence 
in  a  large  easy  chair,  and  was  giving  some  instruc- 
tions to  his  stage-manager,  who  had  the  proof  of 
ft  new  play-bill  in  his  hand. 

"  You  know,  sir,"  the  stage-manager  was  say- 
ing at  the  moment,  "  we  shall  want  a  crowd  for 
the  arrest-scene  in  the  new  piece." 

"  Well,  we  have  already  arranged  for  it,  Mr. 
Green,"  responded  Mr.  Eichards :  and,  then  as  he 
consulted  a  slip  of  paper  containing  memoranda, 
he  added,  "  You  have  five  supernumeraries,  and 
that's  sufficient.  Tell  them  to  make  the  most  of 
themselves— I  mean  to  spread  themselves  well  out 
and  look  like  a  mob.  Nothing  like  producing 
good  effects,  Mrs.  Norman !"  and  the  lessee  turned 
towards  Juliet's  mother  with  the  half  courteous, 
half  familiar  air  which  he  was  wont  to  adopt  to- 
vrards  the  principal  members  of  his  company. 

'•  I  beg  your  pardon  for  this  intrusion,  Mr. 
Eichards,"  said  Mrs.  Norman :  "but  I  really  thought 
you  were  disengaged " 

"  Always  disengaged  to  you,  my  dear  madam," 
answered  the  lessee  ;  "  and  particularly  when  you 
make  your  appearance  in  such  pleasing  com- 
pany." 

His  glance  was  flung  towards  me  as  he  thus 
spoke ;  and  the  colour  mounted  to  my  cheeks, — not 
because  I  fancied  at  the  time  that  the  implied  com- 
pliment savoured  too  much  of  flippant  flattery — 
but  because  my  naturally  shy  disposition  rendered 
me  confused  and  embarrassed  at  this  special  notice 
on  the  part  of  the  great  man. 

"  Now,  my  dear  Mr.  Richards,"  said  Mrs.  Nor- 
man, cajolingly,  "pray  be  so  obliging  as  to  give 
your  attention  to  Miss  Percy  for  a  few  minutes. 


She  is  an  old  school-companion  of  my  daughter's, 
and  therefore  a  friend  of  mine— a  young  lady  in- 
deed  in  whom  I  am  much  interested " 

"  These  assurances,  my  dear  madam,"  inter- 
rupted Mr.  Richards,  "  are  quite  sufficient  to  in- 
duce me  to  give  all  my  attention  to  Miss  Percy  for 
a  whole  half- hour  if  it  be  necessary.  I  presume 
that  I  already  understand  her  object " 

"  Precisely  so,"  responded  Mrs.  Norman.  "  My 
young  friend  has  decided  upon  the  stage  as  her 

profession but  not  the  ballet,  Mr.  Richards — 

the  drama  is  her  choice.  She  wished  to  defer  to 
your  opinion  as  to  her  probable  success  ;  and  if 
you  report  favourably  I  shall  feel  truly  delighted 
to  give  her  the  requisite  lessons." 

"  I  feel  highly  flattered,"  remarked  the  lessee, 
"  that  Miss  Percy  should  wish  to  take  my  opinion 
on  the  point :  but  really,  my  dear  Mrs.  Norman, 

you  yourself  might  have  formed  a  judgment • 

Or  perhaps  you  have  done  so  already " 

"  No,"  interrupted  Juliet's  mother.  "  I  was 
afraid  of  being  too  partial.  Ah !  there  is  Juliet 
herself.  I  shall  leave  you,  my  dear,  with  your 
young  friend  for  the  present. — Mr.  Green,"  added 
Mrs.  Norman,  turning  towards  the  stage-manager, 
"  you  will  permit  me  to  have  a  word  or  two  with 
you,  if  you  please." 

Juliet  had  entered  at  the  moment,  accompanied 
by  another  ballet-dancer:  Mrs.  Norman  retired 
with  Mr.  Green  the  stage-manager.  Juliet  and 
her  friend  had  not  put  off  their  dancing  apparel ; 
and  I  noticed  that  the  former  now  carried  in  her 
hand  a  beautiful  bouquet  of  flowers,  which  at  that 
season  of  the  year  must  have  been  reared  in  a  hot- 
house and  purchased  at  no  inconsiderable  price  ia 
Covent  Garden  Market.  Her  companion  was 
named  Melissa  Harrison  ;  and  as  I  shall  have  to 
speak  of  her  hereafter,  I  may  as  well  take  this 
opportunity  of  observing  that  she  was  a  tall 
elegantly  shaped  girl,  with  a  figure  of  sylphid 
airiness— a  beautiful  countenance — but  a  very  deli- 
cate appearance,  as  if  her  health  were  not  good, 
and  as  if  the  exertions  of  the  ballet  were  too  much 
for  a  constitution  not  naturally  strong. 

Juliet  and  Melissa  remained  in  the  lessee's  room, 
while  he  proceeded  to  question  me.  There  was  a 
kind  of  patronising  courtesy  in  his  manner,  as  if 
he  meant  me  to  understand  that  while  devoting 
this  attention  to  my  business  on  Mrs.  Norman's 
account,  it  was  a  very  great  favour  that  he  was 
showing  me,  and  one  which  I  must  appreciate.  I 
did  not  think  it  necessary  to  enter  into  any  details 
relative  to  my  past  history :  I  simply  stated  that 
circumstances  compelled  me  to  adopt  the  means  of 
earmug  my  own  livelihood,  and  that  I  had  con- 
ceived a  fancy  for  the  stage.  Mr.  Richards  took 
down  a  volume  of  plays  from  a  shelf — selected  a 
passage — and  requested  me  to  read  it  to  him.  For 
a  few  moments  1  was  overwhelmed  with  bashful- 
ness :  but  Juliet  whispered  encouraging  words  ia 
my  ears ;  and  Melissa  Harrison,  likewise  accosting 
me,  spoke  in  the  kindest  tone,  though  this  was 
the  first  time  that  we  had  exchanged  a  syllable  to- 
gether. I  could  not  help  noticing  that  there  was 
something  softly  sympathizing  and  gently  compas- 
sionating in  Melissa's  looks  as  her  large  hazel  eyes 
were  fixed  upon  me :  but  I  thought  at  the  time 
that  she  was  generously  pitying  me  on  account  of 
my  confusion  and  embarrassment.  Summoning  all 
my  courage  to  my  aid  I  commenced  reading  the 


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ELLEN  PEECT;   OB,  THE    MEM0IE3  OP  AS  ACTBESa. 


passage  indicated  by  Mr.  Eichards :  and  as  I  pro- 
ceeded I  felt  my  heart  warming  with  tho  subject. 
I  caught  its  spirit — the  circumstances  in  which  I 
was  placed  appeared  to  fade  away  from  my  con- 
sciousness— and  I  rapidly  identified  myself  with 
all  the  feelings  and  emotions  of  the  character  who 
was  supposed  to  be  speaking  in  the  drama.  It  was 
not  until  I  had  concluded  that  I  suddenly  awoke 
as  it  were  from  the  delusion  in  which  I  had  been 
temporarily  cradled — or  to  which,  more  properly 
speaking  perhaps,  I  had  wrought  myself  up ;  and 
then  I  was  overwhelmed  with  a  still  greater  con- 
fusion than  before  on  receiving  the  compliments 
of  Mr.  Eichards  and  the  praises  of  Juliet  and 
Melissa. 

Mrs.  Norman  re-entered  the  room  at  the  mo- 
ment;  and  casting  a  glance  around  upon  all  our 
countenances,  her  own  became  animated  with  joy, 
as  she  exclaimed,  "Ah!  I  see  how  it  is!  My 
presage  was  not  incorrect !  My  young  friend  has 
proved  that  she  has  got  the  genius — the  talent — 
although  perhaps  until  this  hour  it  may  have  lain 
dormant." 

"Yes,  my  dear  Mrs.  Norman,"  answered  Mr. 
Eichards,  "  Miss  Percy  has  acquitted  herself  better 
than  any  of  us  could  possibly  have  anticipated.  I 
never  saw  so  good  a  first  attempt.  It  is  really  no 
flattery  !  My  dear  madam,  the  girl  has  the  genius 
—cultivate  it,  I  beg  of  you— she  cannot  bo  in  bet- 
ter hands  than  your  own  !" 

The  lessee  spoke  these  last  words  in  a  lowered 
tone  to  Mrs.  Norman  as  he  drew  her  aside ;  and 
though  I  veritably  believe  they  were  not  intended 
for  my  ears,  yet  did  I  catch  them;  for  I  was 
keenly  sensitive  to  every  sign,  evidence,  or  demon- 
stration that  in  any  way  regarded  the  result  of  the 
test  to  which  I  had  been  put.  I  must  confess  that 
I  felt  as  if  I  had 'achieved  a  triumph;  new  ideas 
were  rapidly  germinating  in  my  mind ;  the  ambi- 
tion to  shine  and  achieve  a  reputation  as  a  great 
actress,  had  already  begun  to  inspire  me.  And 
yet,  mingled  with  all  these  feelings,  was  no  incon- 
siderable remnant  of  that  habitual  shyness  and  ex- 
cessive  diffidence  which  could  not  be  shaken  off  all 
in  a  moment. 

"  Let  me  congratulate  you,  my  sweet  friend," 
said  Mrs.  Norman :  and  she  bestowed  upon  me 
a  true  theatrical  embrace,  which  afforded  Mr. 
Eichards  an  opportunity  of  paying  another  com- 
pliment, to  the  effect  that  there  was  no  doubt  he 
should  shortly  have  the  pleasure  of  seeing  us,  as 
two  "  stars,"  enacting  the  same  scene  before  the 
curtain. 

Presently  I  was  alone  with  Juliet  in  her  dress- 
ing-room; and  when  she  had  said  several  kind 
things  to  me  on  the  success  of  the  trial  to  which  I 
had  been  put,  and  likewise  prophetic  of  future 
greatness  ou  my  part, — she  appeared  to  sink  into  a 
pensive  reverie.  Lounging  back  on  the  sofa,  she 
contemplated  with  a  profound  attention  that  bou- 
quet of  choice  flowers  to  which  I  have  already 
alluded.  For  some  minutes  I  watched  her,  won- 
dering what  was  passing  in  her  mind,  and  whether 
it  were  any  source  of  sadness  which  rendered  her 
thus  pensive.  But  gradually  I  observed  a  smile 
■wreathing  her  rich  red  lips,  and  th§n  expanding 
over  her  countenance,  until  that  handsome  face 
became  radiant  with  animation,  and  a  kindred 
lustre  lighted  up  the  depths  of  her  superb  blue 
eyes.     All  of  a  sudden  she  met  my  wondering 


gaze;  and  then  a  deep  blush  crimsoned  her  cheeks, 
descended  to  her  neck,  and  suffused  itself  even  over 
her  shoulders.  She  looked  as  if  her  heart  cherished 
some  secret  which  she  fancied  the  expression  of  her 
countenance  must  have  just  betrayed  to  my  know- 
ledge. 

"  You  understand  what  is  passing  in  my  mind, 
dear  Ellen  ?"  she  said,  glancing  at  me  for  an  in- 
stant, and  then  bending  her  blushing  looks  over  the 
bouquet  which  she  held  in  her  hand.  '•'  Perhaps 
you  will  think  I  am  very  foolish  ?     And  I  may  be 

so " 

"  Foolish  for  what,  Julie  ?"  I  asked,  with  some 
degree  of  surprise. 

"  Foolish  that  I  should  attach  the  value  which  I 
do  to  t  is  bouquet,"  she  continued,  still  keeping 
her  eyes  upon  it  —  "  or  at  least  that  I  should 
attribute  a  certain  significancy  to  it.  Ah !  I  see 
that  you  do  not  understand  me !"  she  exclaimed, 
now  raising  her  fine  blue  eyes  towards  my  coun- 
tenance, but  still  with  a  blush  glowing  upon  her 
cheeks. 

"  No ;  I  do  not  understand  you,  Julie,"  I  an- 
swered— "  unless  indeed  it  be  that  this  beautiful 
nosegay  is  a  tribute  of  admiration  paid  by  some 

one " 

"Did  you  just  now  observe  that  tall  slender 
young  man,"  asked  Miss  Norman,  slowly  and  hesi- 
tatingly, "  who  was  in  the  lessee's  box  during 
rehearsal  ?" 

"  I  noticed  several  gentlemen  in  the  boxes " 

"  Well,  the  particular  one  to  whom  I  allude  is 
Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe.  He  is  the  son  of  the 
Earl  of  Carshalton — he  is  only  just   come  of  age 

It  is  he,  Ellen,  who  sent  me  this  beautiful 

bouquet.  It  was  placed  in  my  hands  a  few  mi- 
nutes before  I  entered  the  lessee's  room  to  look 
after  you." 

"  And  therefore  you  think,"  I  said,  with  the  ut- 
most ingenuousness,  "  that  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe is  in  love  with  you  ?" 

Juliet  Norman  gave  no  immediate  answer :  but 
she  again  bent  her  blushing  countenance  over  the 
bouquet.  I  now  remembered  that  while  standing 
on  one  side  of  the  stage  to  witness  the  rehearsal  of 
the  ballet,  I  had  noticed  in  a  box  on  the  opposite 
side  a  young  gentleman  whose  personal  appearance 
corresponded  with  the  description  Miss  Norman 
had  just  given.  I  recollected  likewise  the  conver- 
sation that  took  place  between  herself  and  me  the 
morning  after  my  introduction  to  her  parents* 
abode;  and  I  said,  "You  know,  Julie,  it  has  been 
your  ambition  to  form  a  good  matrimonial  alliance 
some  day  or  another.  Who  can  tell  but  that  your 
wish  may  be  realized  even  more  speedily  than  you 
had  anticipated  ?  I  did  remark  that  young  noble- 
man  " 

"  And  is  he  not  very  handsome  ?"  asked  Miss 
Norman  in  an  under-tone,  as  if  afraid  that  the  very 
walls  might  have  ears  to  catch  the  words  from  her 
lips  :  then,  without  waiting  for  my  reply,  she  went 
on  to  say,  "  I  have  seen  him  on  each  occasion  at 
rehearsals — and  always  of  an  evening  likewise.  I 
don't  know  how  it  was,  but  my  heart  whispered 

something  to  me yes,  something  to  the  effect 

that  it  was  on  me  principally — on  Mo  only  his  looks 
were  fixed ;  and  now  I  have  received  a  proof  of  it :" 
— and  again  her  eyes  were  fixed  upon  the  bouquet. 
Her  maid  at  this  moment  entered  to  announce 
that  the  carriage  was  in  waiting :  the  conversation 


EtlEir   PEKCT  ;    OE,    THE    MEM0IE8   OE    AS   ACTEES8. 


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Was  thus  cut  sbort — we  rejoined  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman — and  all  returned  home  together. 

I  had  written  to  my  aunt  Mrs.  Wakefield  to 
inform  her  that  the  pretended  letter  of  ilrs.  Len- 
nie  wes  a  cruel  deception,  but  that  I  had  fortu- 
nately found  an  asylum  with  very  kind  friends.  I 
now  sat  down  for  the  purpose  of  penning  another 
letter,  to  explain  my  intention  of  embracing  the 
stage  as  a  profession  :  but  scarcely  had  I  made  a 
beginning,  wlien  it  struck  me  that  I  had  been  too 
precipitate  and  that  I  ought  not  to  resolve  upon 
anything  until  I  had  consulted  Mrs.  Wakefield 
and  received  her  counsel  and  assent.  I  know  not 
therefore  how  to  word  the  letter  which  I  desired 
to  write.  1  thought  that  I  would  postpone  the 
task  until  the  morrow,  during  which  interval  I 
might  have  leisure  for  reflection. 

In  the  evening  I  went  to  the  theatre  as  usual ; 
and  when  I  beheld  the  applause  which  greeted  the 
principal  actresses — when  I  repeated  over  and  over 
again  to  myself  the  encouraging  words  which  Mr. 
Eichards  had  spoken  aside  to  Mrs.  Norman  in  the 
forenoon,  and  which  my  ear  had  caught — a  thrill 
of  unknown  pleasure  passed  through  me :  I  felt  as 
if  I  had  already  achieved  greatness  and  created 
renown  for  myself.  I  was  enraptured  with  the 
profession ;  and  I  found  myself  inwardly  resolving 
that  nothing  should  deter  me  from  adopting  it.  I 
beheld  Juliet's  brilliant  triumph  in  the  ballet ;  and 
when  flowers  were  showered  down  upon  her  from 
the  nearest  boxes,  I  noticed  that  the  finest  bouquet 
was  thrown  by  the  hand  of  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe.  Again  my  heart  thrilled  with  the  ideas  that 
swept  through  my  brain ;  for  I  fancied  to  myself 
that  if  the  day  shoul  1  come  when  I  might  be  stand- 
ing on  that  same  stage,  invested  with  all  the  glo- 
ries of  triumph,  the  hand  of  one  of  whom  I  often 
thought  might  possibly  bestow  a  choice  bouquet 
upon  me,  and  the  handsome  brown  eyes  of  my 
cousin  might  shed  upon  me  the  light  of  joyous 
congratulations. 

On  the  following  morning  I  received  a  letter 
from  my  aunt,  conveying  a  piece  of  intelligence  or 
no  small  importance  with  regard  to  her  son.  By 
some  means,  which  I  need  not  pause  to  describe, 
lie  had  attracted  the  notice  of  a  manufacturer  re- 
siding at  Paisley  but  who  had  been  staying  for  a 
few  days  at  Sheffield ;  and  this  gentleman  had 
offered  Henry  a  situation  as  a  clerk  in  his  estab- 
lishment, with  an  immediate  salary  of  sixty  pounds 
a  year,  and  the  promise  of  a  speedy  augmentation 
if  he  conducted  himself  well.  He  was  to  enter 
without  delay  upon  his  duties;  and  Mrs.  Wake- 
field intended  to  remove  to  Paisley  in  order  that 
her  son  might  still  have  the  advantage  of  the 
maternal  home.  In  reference  to  myself  the  letter 
contained  the  following  paragraphs :  — "  I  admire 
your  spirit,  my  dear  Ellen,  and  I  love  you  for  that 
good  feeling  towards  myself  which  prompted  you 
to  seek  the  bread  of  independence.  I  rejoice  that 
you  have  found  kind  friends  who  are  so  generously 
giring  you  a  home  until  you  can  launch  yourself 
in  the  world.  Having  the  fullest  confidence  in 
your  excellent  principles,  and  also  in  the  counsel 
which  those  friends  are  enabled  to  give  you,  I  do 
not  needlessly  profiler  advice.  But  remember,  my 
dear  girl,  that  there  is  always  a  home  for  you  be- 
neath my  roof,  wherever  my  own  habitation  may 
He." 
'the  letter  contained  one  from  my  cousin  Harry, 


who  wrote  in  the  hijliest  spirits  on  account  of 
having  at  last  procured  a  situation  which  would 
prevent  him  from  continuing  a  burden  on  his 
mother's  slender  resources  He  expressed  many 
hopes  on  behalf  of  my  welfare  and  happiness,  and 
declared  that  the  only  drawback  to  his  own  com- 
plete contentment  was  that  we  were  separated. 
"You  know,  my  dear  Ellen,"  he  said,  in  this 
kind  letter,  "  that  I  would  cheerfully  toil  for  you 
as  well  as  for  myself:  but  my  mother  insists  that 
it  is  better  for  you  to  follow  the  present  bent  of 
your  own  persevering  spirit  and  industrious  incli- 
nations; and  therefore  I  urged  nothing  further 
upon  that  point.  As  for  myself,  I  mean  to  try  to' 
get  on  so  well  that  you  shall  some  day  have  reason 
to  be  proud  of  your  cousin  Harry." 

This  last  sentence  gave  a  particular  impulse  to 
my  thoughts;  and  turned  them  into  a  somewhat 
new  channel. 

"And  I  also  will  endeavour,"  I  said  within  my- 
self,  "  to  win  that  position  which  shall  some  day 
render  ^ou,  Henry,  proud  of  your  cousin  Ellen  ! 
What,"  I  went  on  musing  in  the  enthusiasm  of 
my  feelings, — "  what  if  I  were  to  prepare  a  great 
surprise  for  those  relatives  who  are  interested  in 
me  ?  what  if  I  were  to  keep  my  secret  relative  to 
the  profession  in  which  I  am  about  to  embark? 
Through  the  kindness  of  tliese  excellent  friends  I 
have  a  home  assured  me :  and  I  may  accept  it, 
because  I  feel — I  know— I  have  that  within  my 
heart  which  tells  me  that  the  day  will  come  when 
I  shall  be  enabled  to  repay  them  for  all  their  good- 
ness. Oh,  what  joy,  what  happiness  if  at  no  very 
distant  time  I  shall  find  myself  in  a  position  tu 
write  to  my  aunt  and  cousin  and  tell  them  that  I 
have  achieved  success  and  that  gold  is  pouring  in 
upon  me !" 

My  enthusiasm  was  as  exalted  in  the  exact  pro- 
portion as  my  inexperience  of  the  world  was  great : 
my  hopes  were  as  ardent  as  my  soul  itself  was  in- 
genuous. My  resolve  was  taken  accordingly.  I 
wrote  to  my  aunt  and  cousin  congratulating  them 
upon  the  good  intelligence  their  own  letters  had 
conveyed  to  me,  and  informing  them  that  my 
friends  the  Normans  had  made  up  their  minds  not 
to  part  with  me  for  the  present,  and  that  they 
kindly  opened  to  my  view  certain  means  and  pros- 
pects which  would  relieve  me  from  the  idea  of 
being  an  useless  and  dependent  burden  upon  their 
bounty.  In  this  letter  I  did  not  study  any  hypo- 
critical evasion  nor  culpable  dissimulation :  my 
objects  were  well-meant — my  aim  was  straight- 
forward and  honourable  ;  and  I  did  not  for  a  mo- 
ment imagine  that  I  was  guilty  of  any  real  impro- 
priety in  veiling  my  ultimate  intentions  from  the 
knowledge  of  those  relatives  who  were  deeply  in- 
terested in  my  welfare. 


CHAPTEE      VL 

EDWIJT  SI.  CLAIS. 

I  coxTiiftrED  to  attend  regularly  the  rehearsals 
at  the  theatre; — not  that  I  mjself  as  yet  practised 
iu  them,  but  in  order  to  obtain  as  much  in- 
sight as  possible  into  the  Jotaih  of  the  profession 
which  I  was  about  to  enter.  When  at  home, — as 
I  may  denominate  the  house  of  my  kind  friends,— 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  gave  me  lessons,  tn.kiag  it 


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ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEM0IE8    OF    AN  ACTEES3. 


by  turns,  and  experiencing  a  pleasure  in  thus  in- 
structing me. 

Thus  several  weeks  went  by ;  and  during  this 
period  I  formed  many  new  acquaintances  ;  for  the 
Normans  saw  as  much  company  as  their  avocations 
would  permit.  There  were  frequent  supper-parties 
when  the  evening  engagements  at  the  theatre  were 
over :  they  likewise  received  friends  to  breakfast 
and  to  luncheon.  I  was  thus  introduced  to  some 
of  the  most  eminent  artistes  of  the  day  :  but 
beyond  the  dramatic  sphere  the  Normans  had  also 
numerous  friends.  As  Juliet  had  given  me  to  un- 
derstand, there  were  amongst  these  visitors  several 
male  scions  of  the  aristocracy ;  and  as  my  expe- 
riences became  enlarged,  I  perceived  that  I  was 
the  object  of  much  attention  on  the  part  of  the 
noblemen  and  gentlemen  frequenting  the  house  as 
well  as  those  who  had  permission  to  attend  the 
rehearsals  at  the  theatre.  Mrs.  Norman  how- 
ever kept  her  eye  as  much  upon  me  as  upon  her 
own  daughter ;  and  I  myself  maintained  a  demea- 
nour that  was  becomingly  courteous  to  those  flat- 
terers ;  but  I  never  gave  them  the  slightest  en- 
couragement. Indeed,  in  this  respect  I  was  much 
more  shy  and  reserved  than  Juliet :  for  she  would 
laugh  and  joke,  and  even  slightly  flirt  sometimes, 
■with  some  of  these  fashionable  hangers-on :  whereas 
I  never  put  myself  forward — I  was  glad  when  I 
could  shrink  timidly  into  the  back-ground, — though 
when  compelled  to  join  in  conversation,  I  assuredly 
did  not  study  to  render  myself  disagreeable. 

Meanwhile  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  had  pro- 
cured an  introduction  to  the  Normans;  and  he 
received  invitations  to  their  house.  He  became 
marked  in  bis  attentions  towards  Juliet ;  and  she 
confessed  to  me  that  she  was  considerably  ena- 
moured of  him.  He  sent  handsome  presents  of 
game,  venison,  turtle,  and  fish  to  Mr.  Norman — 
boxes  of  eau  de  Cologne  and  French  gloves  to  Mrs. 
Norman — but  to  Juliet  naught  beyond  the  choicest 
bouquets  from  Covent  Garden  Market. 

One  evening,  when  invited  to  supper.  Lord 
Frederick  RavensclLffe  brought  with  him  a  gentle- 
man named  St.  Clair.  He  was  about  four-and- 
twenty  years  of  age  and  remarkably  handsome. 
His  hair  was  of  a  light  brown,  with  perhaps  a 
tinge  of  auburn  in  it,  shining  with  a  rich  gloss 
and  curling  naturally.  It  was  parted  above  a  high 
and  noble  forehead,  where  the  grandest  intellect 
seemed  to  sit  enthroned ;  and  the  fine  large  blue 
eyes  were  equally  faithful  in  their  reflection  of 
the  mind's  light.  Nothing  could  be  more  perfect 
than  the  Grecian  profile  of  Edwin  St.  Clair.  He  Jiad 
been  for  two  or  three  years  in  the  Horse  Guards, 
until  an  uncle's  death — which  happened  suddenly — 
put  him  in  possession  of  a  princely  fortune ;  and  then 
he  had  retired  from  the  army.  But  he  still  bore  the 
title  of  Captain — by  courtesy,  I  presume ;  and  he 
had  not  discarded  the  moustache  which  he  had 
worn  when  in  the  service.  This  moustache  shaded 
without  concealing  the  short  upper  lip,  which  had 
a  somewhat  haughty  expression :  his  teeth  were 
pure,  even,  and  faultless  as  those  of  the  most 
lovely  woman.  A  litlie  above  the  middle  height, 
his  figure  was  the  perfection  of  masculine  sym- 
metry ;  and  when  the  terms  "  elegance"  and 
"  grace"  are  applied  to  the  appearance,  the  bear- 
ing, and  the  gait  of  persons  of  the  male  sex,  they 
never  could  be  more  justly  used  than  in  reference 
to  Edwin  St.  Clair. 


A  few  weeks  before  he  was  thus  introduced  to 
the  Norman  family  he  had  entered  Parliament ; 
and  he  had  already  made  three  or  four  speeches 
which  had  perfectly  electrified  the  House.  His 
voice  was  rich-toned — full  of  that  masculine  har- 
mony which  when  low  seems  to  sink  dream-like 
into  the  souls  of  the  listeners— but  which,  when 
swelling  with  the  enthusiasm  of  the  feelings  and 
with  the  passion  of  eloquence,  has  the  effect  of  a 
grand  and  sublime  choral  music.  His  countenance 
was  pale :  there  were  times  when  it  was  pensive, 
but  not  saddened :  it  seemed  the  mere  habit  of 
thought  inseparable  from  a  high  order  of  the  in- 
tellect. There  were  other  times  when  that  coun- 
tenance, though  seldom  flushing  with  the  warm 
blood's  glow,  was  nevertheless  animated  even  to 
radiance, — as  a  strong  sunlight  pours  upon  the  face 
of  statuary  marble  the  effulgence  which  is  only  just 
perceptibly  tinged  with  the  hue  of  the  embowering 
roses  amidst  which  the  light  has  passed.  But  there 
were  times  likewise  when  a  strange  smile  would  for 
a  few  instants  waver  upon  St.  Clair's  lips,  and  when 
the  eyes  would  have  a  kindred  peculiarity  of  look. 
The  first  time  I  ever  caught  this  expression  of  his 
countenance,  I  fancied  there  was  something  sinister 
in  it— something  which  ought  not  to  appear  upon 
a  face  which  in  its  sublime  masculine  beauty 
should  only  reflect  the  loftiest  and  most  ennobling 
thoughts.  I  could  not  understand  what  that  ex- 
pression of  the  countenance  meant ;  and  yet  it  was 
so  transient,  and  was  so  instantaneously  succeeded 
by  the  more  natural  and  agreeable  look,  that  when 
it  had  passed  away,  it  left  me  in  a  sort  of  dreamy 
bewilderment  as  to  whether  it  had  ever  for  that 
brief  space  existed  at  all.  Was  it  a  contempt  for 
the  surrounding  gaieties  and  frivolities  of  society  ? 
— was  it  a  cynical  distaste  for  those  pleasures  which 
other  people  prized  ? — or  was  it  the  involuntary 
expression  of  proud  scorn  on  the  part  of  a  lofty 
mind  for  all  the  inferior  intellects  with  which  it 
came  in  contact  ?  I  knew  not :  I  could  form  no 
conjecture  upon  the  subject ;  and  yet  it  was  an  ex- 
pression of  countenance  which  left  an  uneasy  im- 
pression on  the  beholder  at  the  time,  and  haunted 
the  memory  afterwards. 

I  have  already  said  that  Lord  Frederick  Havens- 
clifTe  introduced  Captain  St.  Clair  to  the  house  in 
Hunter  Street,  Brunswick  Square.  He  then  be- 
came a  frequent  visitor  for  the  next  few  weeks ; 
and  I  could  not  blind  myself  to  the  fact  that  while 
St.  Clair  treated  every  one  else  with  the  courteous 
attention  which  his  exquisitely  polished  manners 
could  so  well  display,  towards  me  he  was  reserved 
and  distant.  He  never  addressed  a  single  syllable 
of  his  conversation  to  me,  unless  he  was  compelled 
by  the  intercourses  of  the  table ;  and  even  then  his 
look  was  half  averted  as  if  in  disdain  at  the  bare 
idea  of  having  to  notice  so  humble  an  individual. 
Occasionally — if  any  warm  arguments  were  in  pro- 
gress upon  a  particular  subject,  and  when  St.  Clair 
had  listened  with  the  most  urbane  attention  to  the 
remarks  of  others — the  moment  my  opinion  was 
referred  to  by  the  friendship  or  the  courtesy  of  any 
one  present,  the  topic  appeared  all  in  an  instant 
to  lose  its  interest  for  St.  Clair :  he  became  cold 
and  reserved — yet  not  in  respect  to  the  whole  com- 
pany around  him, — but  all  this  coldness  and  all  this 
reserve  seemed  suddenly  to  be  concentrated  and 
directed  towards  myself. 

Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  Juliet,  and  Melissa  Har- 


risen  (wl)o  was  r  fr?quent  guest  at  the  housj) 
began  to  notii-'c  EUwin  Si.  Cii.ir's  coijdiii;t  in  le- 
Bjiect  to  mjeelf ;  and  they  questioned  rue  on  tlio 
point.  Tliey  asked  me  if  I  had  ever  known  hioi 
before— whether  I  had  given  him  cause  for  a  de- 
xneanour  which  aoiouuted  at  times  to  absolute 
rudeness — whether  he  had  made  some  overture 
which  I  had  resented,  and  for  the  resenting  of 
which  he  was  thus  treating  me  with  a  spiteful 
▼indicliveness  ?  To  all  these  queries  I  answere  I 
in  the  negative — and  truly  answered.  My  pride 
was  however  piqued ;  and  I  professed  to  have  been 
inobservant  of  that  behaviour  which  was  the  sub- 
ject of  these  interrogatories  ?  Inwardly  I  felt 
annoyed  at  St.  Clair's  conduct.  Totally  uncon. 
ccious  of  having  given  him  offence,  I  did  not  like 
to  be  marked  out  for  such  undeserved  punishment. 
Instead  of  being  any  longer  pleased  to  be  thus 
thrown  into  the  background,  my  soul  was  gettiujj 
chafed  at  what  I  could  not  but  regard  as  a  sort  of 
No.  4.— Elle»  Peect. 


cold-bloode.^,  cowardly,  and  tacit  persecution.  I 
sa-.v  tljiit  St.  Ciair  was  popular  witli  M  who  belonged 
to  the  sphere  of  his  acquaintance: — without  either 
assumption,  self-sufficiency,  or  obtrusiveness,  ho 
became  the  star  of  every  circle.  The  brilliancy  of 
Lis  intellect,  the  exquisite  polish  of  his  manners, 
the  fascination  of  his  discourse,  as  well  as  a 
certain  tact  which  he  had  of  rendering  himself 
agreeable  to  whomsoever  he  thought  it  worth  whilQ 
to  please,— all  these  qualifications  were  the  source 
of  the  power  that  he  wielded.  To  be  absolutely  ig- 
nored, therefore — to  be  scorned  or  to  be  "  cut  "  by 
such  a  man  as  this,  was  something  only  too  well 
calculated  to  gall  the  feelings  of  even  so  patient, 
bashful,  and  retiring  a  creature  as  myself. 

One  day  I  was  attending  the  rehearsal  as  usual, 
and  was  standing  with  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
quito  at  the  back  of  the  stdge,  witnessing  the 
Torpsichoreau  displays  of  Juliet  and  four  other 
dancers  who  were  practising  a  portion  of  a  new 


ballet.     Mr.   and    Mrs.   Norraan   had   tlieir  eyes  i  ward    as   if  contemplating     his   polished    boot — 
riveted  with  the  most  justifiable  admiration  upon  \  though  there  was  really  no  tinge  of  foppery  in  his 


their  tall,  handsome,  exquisitely  made  daughter, 
as  she  was  most  rapturously  poetising,  so  to  speak, 
that  art  in  which  she  excelled.  She  was,  as  usual, 
putting  forth  all  her  efforts,  though  without  any 
visible  strain,  to  that  effect, — because  Lord  Frede- 
rick RavensclifiFe  was  in  a  stage-box,  contemplating 
her  with  looks  full  of  lovo  and  admiration.  As  t 
happened  to  glance  around,  I  perceived  Edwin  St. 
Clair  seated  at  the  side  of  the  stage,  and  appa- 
rently gazing  with  fixed  looks  on  the  dancers.  I 
had  not  seen  him  enter — 1  knew  not  how  long  he 
had  been  there ;  and  the  moment  my  eyes  fell 
upon  him,  I  averted  my  countenance,  for  fear  he 


composition— he  said,  "It  is  not  always  those  with 
whom  one  laughs  the  loudest  and  to  whom  one 
assumes  the  gayest  demeanour,  that  one  feels  the 
most  interest  in.  Doubtless,  Miss  Percy,  you 
have  thought  my  conduct  towards  you  exceed- 
ingly strange  ?" 

He  looked  up  suddenly  in  my  face  as  he  thus 
spoke;  and  as  the  effect  of  the  first  surprise  had 
not  worn  off,  it  now  received  another  impulse.  It 
was  astonishment  succeeding  astonishment. 

"Perhaps  you  have  ccemed  my  behaviour  more 
than  extraordicary,"  continued  Edwin  St.  Clair : 
you  may  have  regarded  it  as  rude,  unwarrantable 


should   notice   that  I  glanced    towards   him   and  I  —even  cruel  and  cowardly especially.    Miss 


should  think  that  I  was  anything  more  than  ut 
terly  indifferent  as  to  his  presence.  That  portion 
of  the  rehearsing  ballet  was  speedily  finished: 
there  was  a  pause  on  the  part  of  the  dancers: 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  advanced  towards  their 
daughter  to  say  something  to  her.  I  remained 
alone  on  the  spot  where  they  had  left  me,  when  a 
well-known  voice  came  stealing  as  it  were  upon 
my  ear  in  the  soft  richness  of  its  harmony;  and  I 
gave  an  involuntary  start. 

"Your  friend  Miss  Norman  is  a  most  accom- 
plished danseuse,  Miss  Percy,"  said  St.  Clair,  who, 
totally  unperceived  by  me,  had  passed  round  from 
his  seat  in  such  a  way  that  he  came  upon  me  from 
behind. 

"Yes,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  answered  coldly; 
"my  friend  Miss  Norman  has  achieved  perfec- 
tion." 

I  was  then  about  to  move  away,  when  it  in- 
stantaneously struck  me  that  if  I  did  so  my  con- 
duct would  have  the  air  of  a  studied  resentment 
ou  account  of  his  own  behaviour  towards  me; 
and,  my  pride  coming  to  my  relief — or  rather  to 
my  guidance — would  not  permit  me  to  afford  this 
indication  that  he  had  ever  succeeded  in  annoying 
me. 

"  Yes,  Miss  Norman  is  an  accomplished  artiste," 
continued  St.  Clair,  lounging  with  an  elegant  air 
of  fashionable  indolence  against  a  piece  of  scenery. 
"You,  Miss  Percy,  are  intended  for  the  stage,  I 
believe  ?  When  do  you  think  of  making  your 
debut?" 

"  Nothing  is  as  yet  positively  settled  on  that 
point,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  answered,  with  what 
I  may  flatter  myself  was  a  lady-like  coldness  and 
reserve. 

"  I  am  sorry  that  you  are  so  uncertain  in  that 
respect,"  he  remarked. 

I  gave  no  reply:  and  there  was  a  silence  of 
nearly  a  minute. 


Percy,"  ho  added  in  the  softest  tones  of  his  har- 
monious voice,  "  as  I  have  beea  told  that  you  are 
an  orphan— that  you  have  no  other  friends  in  the 
world  than  those  whom  your  own  goodness  has  made 
for  you — that  you  are  amiable,  kind,  and  of  an  ex- 
cellent dispositioYi." 

St.  Clair  had  the  art  of  throwing  the  most  melt- 
ing pathos  into  his  language  when  he  chose;  and 
he  was  doing  it  now.  There  vyas  something  so  irre- 
sistibly touching  in  the  manner  in  which  he  had 
lowered  his  voice  so  that  its  cadence  might  suit 
the  words  "  you  are  an  orphan,"  that  my  suddenly 
excited  emotions  swelled  up  into  my  very  throat 
and  tears  gushed  from  my  eyes. 

"A  thousand  pardons.  Miss  Percy,"  said  St. 
Clair,  with  earnestness  in  his  tono  and  his  look,— ^ 
"  a  thousand  pardons,"  he  repeated,  "  that  I  should 
have  made  you  weep  !  I  would  not  have  done  it 
for  worlds  !  Eor  heaven's  sake  dry  these  tears ! 
Those  who  have  already  seen  with  what  marked 
and  studied  coldness  I  h  ive  treated  you,  will  think 
that  I  am  now  bringing  my*  cowardly  conduct  to  a 
crisis,  and  that  I  am  heaping  the  last  crowning'in- 
Bult  upon  you." 

I  did  wipe  away  my  tears ;  and  I  made  a  move- 
ment to  leave  the  spot  where  this  singular  discourse 
was  taking  plaee  quite  at  the  back  of  the  stage  and 
in  the  shade  of  some  scenery.  But  Captain  St 
Clair,  without  absolutely  retaining  me,  just  touched 
my  arm  gently  with  his  gloved  hand  for  an  instant 
— and  said,  "Eemain,  Miss  Percy.  You  have 
borne  all  my  seeming  cold  cruelty  towards  you : 
you  must  now  listen  to  the  explanation  and  the 
cause." 

I  felt  as  if  under  some  spell-like  influence,  and  I 
became  riveted  to  the  spot.  There  was  a  kind  of 
fascinating  power  investing  this  man  :  the  simplest 
assertion  of  his  will,  however  delicately  conveyed, 
appeared  to  be  sufficient  to  ensure  obedience  on  the 
part  of  all  who  came  in  contact  with  him.  I  longed 


'Yes — I  am  sorry,"   continued  St.  Clair— and  i  to  go— and  yet  I  could  not.      Perhaps  he  felt  his 


methought  that  there  was  a  slight  tincture  of  vexa- 
tion in  his  tone,  as  if  ho  had  expected  that  his 
previous  observation  would  lead  to  a  question  on 
my  part,  and  that  he  was  annoyed  that  it  had  not : — 
"  yes,  I  am  sorry,  because  my  own  engagements 
will  compel  me  to  leave  London  shortly  for  a  few 
weeks ;  and  I  had  promised  myself  the  pleasure  of 
being  present  at  your  debut." 

1  was  amazed  at  this  speech :  indeed  it  so  took 
me  by  surprise  that  I  had  not  sufficient  control 
over  myself  to  prevent  the  betrayal  of  that  won- 
derment in  my  looks.  St.  Clair  glanced  at  me  for 
an  instant;    and   then  bending  his  eyes  down- 


own  power,  and  at  that  instant  triumphed  in  it; 
for  I  caught  that  peculiar  sinister  expression  flitting 
over  his  countenance.  The  next  instant  it  was 
gone;  and  in  the  most  harmonious  tones  of  his 
penetrating  voice,  he  proceeded  to  address  me  in 
the  following  manner  : — 

"  You  must  bear  with  me.  Miss  Percy,  some- 
what— because  I  am  a  being  different  from  the  rest 
of  the  world.  I  am  to  be  judged  by  the  rule  of 
contraries.  When  I  seem  gayest,  I  am  really 
saddest;  and  when  I  appear  pensive,  my  imagina- 
tion may  in  reality  bo  revelling  in  the  paradise 
which  its  own  power  conjures  up.     In  the  same 


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way,  when  my  attention  may  Beem  to  be  most 
closely  fixed  upon  a  subject,  my  thoughts  are  as  far 
away  thence  as  the  Poles  are  asunder:  and  when  I 
appear  not  to  be  listening,  I  am  in  reality  all  atten- 
tion. Those  whom  I  hate,  scorn,  or  despise,  I  in- 
variably overwhelm  with  my  affabilities  : — even  to 
those  towards  whom  I  am  supremely  indifferent,  I 
am  full  of  blandishments.  But  where  I  conceive 
a  friendship— where  I  take  a  liking— it  is  there 
that  the  perversities,  the  contradictions,  and  the 
inconsistencies  of  my  character  most  display  them- 
selves :  for  there  it  is  that  I  seem  coldest  when  my 
heart  is  warmest— Mere  it  is  that  my  demeanour  is 
of  ice  while  my  soul  inwardly  is  in  a  glow — there 
it  is  that  I  can  offer  insult  or  outrage,  though  all 
the  while  I  would  go  to  the  ends  of  the  earth  to 
render  a  service  !  Do  you  comprehend  such  a  dis- 
position as  this.  Miss  Percy  ?" 

"It  is  replete  with  dissimulations,"  I  answered; 
"  and  he  who  can  give  such  a  character  of  himself, 
would  be  equally  capable  of  inventing  a  whole 
tissue  of  such  inconsistencies  for  the  mere  pur- 
pose of  gaining  a  reputation  for  singularity 
—  eccentricity — I  scarcely  know  what  to  term 
it." 

"  Your  language  is  severe,"  replied  Edwin  St. 
Clair :  "  but  by  heaven !  there  is  no  studied  dis- 
simulation with  me.  You  may  perhaps  say  it  is  a 
dissimulation  to  have  the  appearance  of  hating 
where  one  really  likes;  but  if  this  be  a  portion  of 
my  character — an  evidence  of  its  weakness  or  its 
strength,  whichever  you  please— it  assuredly  is  not 
an  hypocrisy  :  for  it  is  natural.  Though  peculiar 
in  its  nature,  it  is  not  assumed.  And  now,  will 
you  permit  me  to  add  one  word  more  ?"  continued 
St.  Clair,  bending  his  looks  most  earnestly  upon 
my  countenance.  "You,  Miss  Percy,  have  been 
rendered  the  victim  of  those  peculiarities  on  my 
part : — and  would  you  know  the  cause  ?  It  is  that 
the  more  cold-bloodedly  ferocious  my  conduct  may 
have  appeared  towards  you,  so  has  my  real  feeling 
boen  proportionately  the  stronger; — it  is.  Miss 
Percy,  that  I  love  you !" 

The  reader  may  perhaps  deem  it  strange  when  I 
assert  that  this  declaration  came  quite  unexpect- 
edly  upon  me :  for  although  St.  Clair's  language 
had  for  the  last  few  minutes  been  flowing  in  that 
direction,  yet  did  it  appear  so  full  of  sophistry,  or 
at  least  mystic  inconsistency,  as  to  leave  me  unable 
to  conjecture  what  aim  it  might  reach.  Besides,  I 
was  too  innocent  and  inexperienced  to  anticipate 
avowals  of  love ;  and  if  perhaps  any  idea  at  all  had 
been  floating  in  my  mind  as  to  the  end  towards 
which  St.  Clair  was  aiming,  it  was  that  a  proffer  cf 
his  friendship  might  perhaps  be  made.  Therefore 
I  was  confounded  when  that  declaration  was 
breathed  from  his  lips  ;  and  then  I  must  candidly 
confess  there  was  a  glow  of  pride  in  my  heart  at 
the  thought  that  the  man  whose  coldness  had 
chafed  me,  and  who  had  made  me  as  it  were  the 
victim  of  his  contemptuous  reserve  in  the  presence 
of  others,  was  all  along  the  slave  of  a  passion  with 
which  I  had  inspired  him.  Yet  it  was  not  altoge- 
ther possible  to  analyze  my  thoughts  and  feelings 
at  the  time,  inasmuch  as  for  some  minutes  they 
were  bewildered  and  confused, — so  much  so  that  hs 
had  taken  my  hand,  he  retained  it  in  his  own,  and 
I  the  while  unconscious  thereof. 

"Yes,  Miss  Percy,  it  is  true,"  he  continued, 
with    1  the  melodious  persuasiveness  of  that  ma- 


gically musical  voice  of  his, — "it  is  true  that  I  lova 
you " 

I  now  hastily  withdrew  my  hand:  indeed  I 
snatched  it  abruptly  away  the  very  moment  I 
was  wakened  to  the  sense  that  it  was  beinor 
pressed  in  his  own. 

"  Do  not  think  that  I  mean  to  insult  you," 
proceeded  St.  Clair,  whose  countenance  for  an 
instant  had  expressed  a  haughty  anger,  and  had 
then,  almost  in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye,  reas- 
sumed  the  tender  eloquence  of  its  look.  "  I  am 
not  addressing  you  in  that  language  wherein 
young  men  so  often  speak  to  young  ladies  within 
these  walls— and  which,  if  breathed  behind  the 
scenes,  is  as  false  and  insincere  as  if  spoken  by 
those  who  are  playing  a  part  before  the  curtain. 
No,  it  is  the  language  of  truthfulness  that  I  am 
speaking  !  You  have  inspired  me  with  a  feeling 
which  never,  never  have  I  known  before  ;— and  I 
who  have  been  so  proud  in  my  very  cynicism,  have 
become  your  slave !  Will  you  take  my  name  and 
share  my  fortune  ?  I  vow  to  heaven  that  I  am 
sincere  in  the  proposal*  " 

I  have  already  said  that  here  was  something 
almost  irresistibly  fascinating  about  Edwin  St. 
Clair :  I  knew  likewise  that  he  was  immensely 
rich;  and  ho  was  remarkably  handsome.  Can  it 
be  wondered  if  I  listened  without  interrupting 
him?  will  the  reader  marvel  if  I  confess  that  I 
was  dazzled  by  the  brilliancy  of  this  offer  ?  There 
was  moreover  in  the  entire  proceeding  a  tincture 
of  romance  full  well  calculated  to  have  its  weight 
and  influence  with  the  mind  of  an  artless  inex- 
perienced girl.  There  was  the  man  whose  cold- 
ness had  hitherto  chafed  me,  now  offering  to  make 
me  his  bride  !  — there  was  the  "observed  of  all 
observers,"  the  centre  of  every  circle,  the  promising 
young  statesman,  the  brilliant  St.  Clair,— there 
was  he  ready  to  sink  at  my  feet !  I  felt  the  colour 
coming  and  going  rapidly  upon  my  cheeks :  my 
heart  was  palpitating  violently— and  I  could  give 
no  response. 

"  With  sincerity  has  the  proposal  been  made," 
continued  St.  Clair :  "  and  with  honour  shall  it  be 
carried  out.  But  your  decision  must  be  given  at 
once;  and  if  it  be  in  the  affirmative,  the  present 
moment  is  the  last  time  you  must  be  seen  in  this 
part  of  the  theatre.  I  will  deal  frankly  with  you, 
Ellen.  If  you  had  ever  appeared  publicly  upon  the 
stage  I  would  not  offer  to  make  you  my  bride :  I 

could  not  marry  an  actress.     But  as  it  is No 

matter ! It  is  different !     And  now  your  deci- 
sion ?" 

My  brain  was  as  confused  as  if  an  illuminated 
mist  was  surrounding  me — a  mist  which  alike  daz- 
zled and  bewildered.  But  gradually  through  that 
golden  fog — through  that  dense  illuminated  mist— 
the  eyes  of  awoWter  appeared  to  be  looking  in  upon 
me.  They  were  not  those  of  St.  Clair— they  were 
not  the  eyes  that  sometimes  flashed  with  a  sinister 
light :  but  they  were  the  dark  brown  eyes  which 
had  never  shed  a  beam  to  startle  my  soul  nor  to 
leave  a  disagreeable  impression  on  it.  The  revul- 
sion which  took  place  in  my  feelings  was  prompt 
and  signal :  my  brain  recovered  its  clearness — my 
thoughts  grew  collected :  I  was  the  complete  mis- 
tress of  my  actions :— the  spell  was  lifted  from  off 
my  mind. 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  mildly  but  firmly, 
"I  thank  you  for  the  honour  which  you  have  done 


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Die  aud  for  tho  favour  with  which  you  have  regarded 
me.  But  I  beg  most  respectfully  to  decline  your 
proposal." 

Jji^ever  shall  I  forget  the  expression  which  sud- 
denly swept  over  St.  Clair's  counteuanee.  I  have 
read  la  old  romances  how  the  Enemy  of  Mankind 
Las  put  on  the  human  shape  in  all  its  most  beau- 
teous aspect— and  how  the  sudden  utterance  of 
some  holy  name  has  in  a  moment  called  up  the 
withering  look  of  tho  fallen  angel.  So  was  it  with 
St.  Clair.  A  hidden  fiend  appeared  for  the  instant 
to  look  out  of  his  eyes :  the  very  beauty  of  his 
countenance  was  for  that  brief  moment  fearful  to 
contemplate.  I  was  startled— I  was  shocked— I 
was  terriliod.  The  conviction  seemed  to  flash  in 
unto  my  mind  that  I  had  suddenly  made  a  mortal 
enemy  of  one  who  was  mighty  to  do  much  either 
of  good  or  of  evil,  but  all  whose  power  of  mischief 
would  henceforth  be  brought  to  bear  upon  myself. 
Yet  quick  as  lightning  that  terrible  — that  ominous 
look  had  swept  away  from  his  countenance;  and  I 
was  transfixoi  with  surprise  on  beholding  how 
calmly  sad,  how  reproachfully  mournful  it  now  ap- 
peared. Could  that  former  expression— so  tran- 
sient, so  fleeting,— could  it  have  been  naught  but 
imagination  on  my  part?  was  it  nothing  but  a 
moment's  dream  ? 

"  Miss  Percy,"  said  Edwin  St.  Clair,  wi  h  a  soft 
melancholy  intonation,  "  your  decision  has  been 
given— aud  perhaps  it  is  irrevocable.  I  do  not 
complain  :  you  have  a  right  to  study  your  own 
happiness,  although  it  may  be  to  the  destruction  of 
mine.  At  least  you  will  regard  me  as  a  man  of 
honour ;  and  henceforth  we  shall  be  friends.     One 

thing  I  would  beseech which  is  that  the  seal  of 

inviolable  silence  may  remain  upon  your  lips  in 
respect  to  all  that  has  now  taken  place  between 
us." 

With  the  same  mild  firmness  as  before,  I  gave 
Captain  St.  Clair  the  assurance  which  he  desired ; 
and  I  hastened  away  to  rejoin  my  friends.  All  the 
persons  gathered  upon  the  stage  were  conversing  in 
groups;  and  thus  the  episode  which  I  have  been 
relating  in  respect  to  myself,  had  passed  without 
any  very  particular  notice.  At  all  events  its 
nature  remained  unsuspected. 

About  ten  days  elapsed  after  this  occurrence  ; 
and  not  for  a  single  instant  did  I  regret  the  de- 
cision at  which  I  had  arrived.  St.  Clair  called 
every  day  in  Hunter  Street, — either  in  the  after- 
noon when  the  rehearsals  were  over,  or  else  in 
the  evening  at  supper-time;  and  his  bearing  to- 
wards myself  was  that  of  tho  most  friendly  cour- 
tesy. Tho  Normans  and  Melissa  Harrison  noticed 
this  change  in  his  demeanour;  and  in  a  good- 
Luiuoured  manner  they  remarked  to  me  that  the 
amiability  of  my  own  disposition  had  thawed  the 
cold  reserve  which  through  caprice  (as  they  fancied 
it  to  be)  he  had  originally  maintained  towards  me. 
Not  another  syllable  on  the  one  subject  did  St. 
Clair  breathe  in  my  cars  :  nor  even  by  a  look  did 
he  appear  to  intimate  that  his  thoughts  still  dwelt 
thereon. 

As  the  time  was  now  approaching  when  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman  fancied  I  might  make  my  debut, — 
they  having  purposely  delayed  it  iu  order  that  I 
should  prove  us  proficient  us  possible,— I  selected 
the  part  iu  which  I  desired  to  appear.  I  no 
longer  attended  tho  theatre  in  the  day-time — but 
remained  at  tho  house  to  study  that  part.     One 


day  Melissa  Harrison  called,  and  found  mo  alone. 
She  herself  had  obtained  a  few  days'  leave  of  ab- 
sence through  indisposition:  for,  as  I  have  already 
said,  she  was  of  a  sickly  constitution.  I  told  her 
that  I  was  studying  my  part ;  and  I  spoke  with  an 
enthusiasm  which  made  her  contemplate  me  with 
the  deepest  attention.  Gradually  methought  an 
expression  of  sadness  infused  itself  into  her  looks, 
— a  sadness  which  had  likewise  something  compas- 
sionating in  it :  and  then  I  recollected  that  she 
had  gazed  on  me  in  a  similar  manner  when  Mr. 
Richards,  the  lessee,  spoke  so  favourably  of  my 
dramatic  genius.  I  had  taken  a  liking  to  Miss 
Harrison ;  and  we  had  grown  intimate  toge- 
ther. 

"Tell  me,  Melissa,"  I  said,  —  "why  do  you 
look  at  mo  thus  ?     It  is  not  the  first  time " 

"Oh,  it  is  nothing!"  she  excliimed :  and  then 
with  a  laugh  of  forced  gaiety,  she  strove  to  turn 
the  discourse  into  another  channel. 

"  There  is  something  in  your  mind,  Melissa,"  I 
said.  "  I  beseech  you  to  tell  mo  what  it  is.  Uoea 
it  concern  yourself  ?  If  so— and  if  it  bo  anything 
to  annoy  you— you  will  have  my  sincerest  sym- 
pathy. But  if  it  regard  me— as  I  am  almost 
inclined  to  fancy  that  it  must,  from  the  way  in 
which  you  have  gazed  upon  me " 

"  Would  you  have  me  speak  out  ?"  exclaimed 
Miss  Harrison  suddenly.  "  Ob,  do  not  force  me, 
Ellen! — or  perhaps  I  shall  destroy  some  of  those 
golden  dreams  iu  which  jou  have  been  cradling 
yourself." 

"  Good  heavens,  what  mean  you  ?"  I  asked, 
suddenly  frightened  by  the  words  as  well  as  by  tho 
look  which  accompanied  them.  "  Leave  me  not  in 
suspense !  I  appeal  to  your  friendship — if  there  bo 
anything  that  I  ought  to  know,  for  heaven's  sake 
tell  it  to  me !" 

"  My  dear  Ellen,"  she  continued,  "  I  should  have 
spoken  to  you  at  first  upon  this  very  subject,  had  I 
not  reflected  that  I  had  no  right  to  take  upon  my- 
self that  duty  which  the  Normans  had  failed  to 
perform.  You  have  been  led  to  look  on  the  bright 
side  of  the  theatrical  world  :  and  no  one  has  as  yet 
undertaken  to  show  you  the  dark  side.  Conceive 
yourself  seated  iu  the  boxes,  and  contemplating  tho 
stage  when  it  is  bathed  in  the  effulgence  of  the  gas- 
lights. What  is  more  beautiful  than  the  scenery? 
what  more  superb  or  more  dazzling  than  the  ves- 
ture of  the  performers  ?  what  more  lovely  than  tho 
countenances  of  the  fairy-like  girls  who  are  flitting 
hither  and  thither  upon  those  boards?  But  when 
viewed  close,  and  when  the  eyes  escape  from  the 
delusion  with  which  glare  and  distance  invest  all 
these,— how  difl'erent  are  they  !  The  scenery  is  a 
vile  daub — the  dresses  are  the  veriest  tinsel — care- 
worn and  haggard  looks  are  concealed  by  paint  and 
cosmetics." 

"  All  this  I  know  full  well,  Melissa,"  I  said. 
"But  there  is  no  harm  in  those  delusions  of  glare 
and  distance  which  produce  the  effects  without 
which  tho  theatre  would  lose  all  its  charms." 

"  Oh,  Ellen  !  is  it  possible,"  exclaimed  M  lissa, 
"  that  you  do  not  comprehend  the  moral  which  my 
words  would  convey  ?  I  tell  you  that  you  have 
looked  upon  tho  bright  side,  and  not  upon  the 
other !  You  know  not  the  miseries,  the  anxieties, 
which  help  to  make  up  the  sum  of  a  theatrical  ex- 
isteooe.  Those  who  are  successful  are  devoured  by 
a  thousand  petty  jealousies.     Even  Mr.  and  Mrs. 


Normaa— pr^of'  ^*^y  pP'^p'e  though  they  be,  au(i 
too  fond  of  tbe  pleasures  of  this  liCo  to  moot  annoy- 
ances half-way,  much  less  to  create  vexations  for 
themselves, — even  thei/  have  their  troubles  of  this 
description.  It  Las  not  happened  so  since  you 
have  known  them:  but  perhaps  it  is  the  only 
period  in  their  lives  that  they  have  been  thus  con- 
tented. As  for  those  who  are  wisuccessfal  ~goo^ 
heavens  !  what  a  life  !  When  engaged,  they  feel 
that  they  are  only  tolerated— and  they  are  made  to 
drink  deep  of  the  bitter  cup  of  humiliations.  But 
when  without  engagements— tte/t  what  misery, 
what  privation,  what  distress  become  their  por- 
tion !     I  have  seen  it,  Ellen aye,  and  I  have 

felt  it  too !"  added  Melissu,  a  strong  shudder 
sweeping  through  her  form  at  the  bare  recollec- 
tion, 

"  Good  heavens,  you  have  felt  it  ?"  I  exclaimed, 
tbe  tears  starting  into  my  eyes.  "  But  you  are 
successful — you  are  well  paid " 

"Yes— success  came,"  she  responded,  with  a 
singularly  wild  bitterness  in  her  look  and  tone, — 
"  success  came  when  it  was  too  late  in  one  sense — 
almost  too  late  in  another " 

"  How  too  late,  Melissa  ?"  I  asked  wonderingly . 
"  Thai  first  sense  of  which  you  spoke " 

"No  matter!"  she  interjected  with  an  almost 
startling  abruptness.  "I  was  crushed  down  by 
the  weight  of  penury  then—B.n  orphan  -friendless 
—on   the   very  point   of  being  houseless— I   was 

starving But  no  matter!     In  that  o<7ie>*  sense 

to  which  I  alluded,  I  say  that  success  came  almost 
too  late ;  because  the  heart  was  too  sick  to  enjoy 
it— and  because  the  soul  had  sunk  down  so  wing- 
weary  upon  the  earth  that  though  it  might  be  par- 
tially lifted  up,  it  would  never  soar  again  in  those 
lofty  flights  to  which  in  the  fervour  of  youthful 
hope  and  in  buoyant  imagination  it  bad  once 
risen !" 

There  was  a  strange  bitterness  in  the  first 
portion  of  Melissa's  speech,  and  a  deep  mourn- 
fulness  in  the  latter,  which  both  alike  did  me 
harm  to  observe;  and  as  I  could  only  partially 
fathom  the  meaning,  I  gazed  upon  her  in  mingled 
surprise,  curiosity,  and  compassion. 

"No,"  she  continued,  "you  have  comprehended 
nothing  of  the  dark  side  of  this  existence  upon 
which  you  are  about  to  enter.  You  have  not 
thought  of  all  the  temptations  which  environ  the 
young  female  embarking  in  this  career.  Oh,  my 
dear  Ellen,  when  I  saw  you  in  the  purity  of  your 
soul  and  the  innocence  of  your  heart,  abandoning 
yourself  to  the  enthusiasm  of  hope— when  on  the 
day  of  your  first  test  in  the  lessee's  room,  I  beheld 
your  countenance  flushing  with  joy  as  your  ears 

caught  the  presages  of  success — 1  pitied  you 

yes,  I  pitied  you ! — for  methought  that  one  so 
beautiful,  so  artless,  and  so  confiding  should  have 
been  destined  for  better  things!" 

"  Good  heavens,  Melissa  !"  I  exclaimed  in 
affright — and  I  felt  that  I  grew  deadly  pale, — 
"  what  is  all  this  that  you  are  telling  me?  Do 
you  mean  that  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  have  de- 
ceived me— that  Juliet  also  has  deceived  me " 

"No,  no— my  dear  friend! — they  have  not  de- 
ceived you  !  They  have  told  you  nothing  that  is 
untrue— though  they  have  abstained  from  telling 
you  all  the  truth.  But  blame  thorn  not!  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  will  say  nothing  against  the 
profession  by  which  they  live,  and  which  they  can- 


not possibly  renounce.  It  is  the  business  of  tboir 
lives  to  persuade  themselves  that  they  are  happy 
in  their  profession :  they  would  not  even  to  one 
another,  in  the  intimacy  of  man  and  wife,  admit 
that  they  sometimes  secretly  wish  their  lot  had 
been  cast  in  a  different  sphere.  As  for  Juliet,  she 
has  been  successful — she  has  been  praised — the 
incense  of  adulation  surrounds  her ;  and  every- 
thing is  as  yet  of  a  roseate  hue  to  her  contempla- 
tion.    She  dreams  of  a  brilliant  alliance " 

"  And  with  some  reason  too,"  I  observed,  glad 
of  the  opportunity  to  catch  any  argument  which 
would  serve  as  a  refutation  of  Melissa's  gloomy 
reasoning :  "  for  is  not  Lord  Frederick  liavenscliffe 
paying  his  court  to  her  ?" 

"  Ellen,  it  is  incredible,"  exclaimed  Melissa, 
with  a  fierce  and  bitter  scorn  in  her  looks,  "  how 
every  girl  upon  the  stage  with  any  pretensions 
to  beauty — and  even  with  none— fancies  that  she 
will  marry  a  nobleman  !     Because  there  have  beeu 

a  few  isolated  instances  of  such  espousals " 

"But  do  you  not  think,"  I  interrupted  Miss 
Harrison,  "  that  Lord  Frederick  will  marry 
Juliet  ?" 

"  I  hope  so  !"  answered  Melissa  drily ;  "  be- 
cause Juliet  expects  it,  and  she  is  deeply  ena- 
moured of  him.  But  for  weeks  and  weeks  he  has 
been  hanging  about  her ;  and  yet  the  word  is  not 
spoken — the  matrimonial  offer  is  not  yet  made ! 
Heaven  grant  that  Juliet's  passion  has  not  been 
fanned  to  an  extent  that  may  lead  her  reason 
astray  :  for  I  am  fond  of  her— she  has  many  noble 
traits— and  it  would  grieve  mo  sadly  if  she  came 
to  harm." 

"Do  you  think  it  possible,"  I  asked,  almost  in- 
dignantly, "  that  Juliet  Norman  would  forget  what 
is  due  to  herself— what  is  due  to  her  parents— 

her  sense  of  propriety " 

"  Not  willingly— not  deliberately,  Ellen,"  re- 
sponded Melissa.     "  But  infatuation  is  dangerous 

— there  are  moments  of  weakness " 

Here  Miss  Harrison  suddenly  averted  her  coun- 
tenance as  she  stopped  short;  and  for  a  few  mo- 
ments I  felt  so  pained  by  her  language— so  hurt  oa 
Juliet's  account— that  I  made  no  attempts  to  con- 
tinue the  conversation.  I  sat  perfectly  still,  with 
my  eyes  bent  down:  it  was  almost  a  feeling  of 
anger  which  I  experienced  against  Melissa.  All 
of  a  sudden  a  sound  like  that  of  a  sob  came  upon 
my  car.  I  started— I  bout  forward — I  looked 
round  in  Melissa's  countenance  :  she  was  weeping 
bitterly.  Forgotten  in  an  instant  was  the  little 
resentment  with  which  she  had  inspired  me ;  and 
throwing  my  arms  about  her  neck,  I  exclaimed 
"  Good  heavens !  I  have  appeared  unkind  towards 
you— I  looked   or   spoke   angrily— you  meant  no 

liarm Forgive  me,  dear  Melissa  !     Or  perhaps 

there  is  some  other  cause — perhaps  these  tears  have 

another  source " 

"Let  us  say  no  more  upon  the  subject,  Ellen," 
interrupted  Miss  Harrison.  "Perhaps  there  has 
been  too  much  said  already.  Yet  I  hope  you  knoiV 
mo  too  well  to  think  that  I  could  either  seek  un- 
kindly  to  damp  your  enthusiasm,  on  the  one  hand, 
in  respect  to  the  career  on  which  you  are  about  to 
enter— or  on  the  other  hand  to  disparage  the  good 
principles  of  cur  mutual  friend  Juliet.  In  refer- 
ence to  yourself,  I  thought  it  would  only  be  per- 
forming a  friend's  p^rt  to  warn  you  of  the  snares 
and  perils  which  beset  a  young  girl  when  entering 


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the    theatrical    sphere.     Aud   jou,   Ellen,   are    so 

Bweetlj  beautiful— so  good — so   kind-hearted 

Oh  !  for  heaven's  sake  look  well  at  every  step  you 
take  ia  this  tangled  maze  wherein  you  are  plung- 
ing  !  And  now  not  another  word  on  the  subject — 
at  least  not  for  to-day  !  And  you  will  not  tell  the 
Normans  that  I  have  dealt  thus  candidly  with  you  ? 
They  look  upon  you  as  a  star  whom  they  are  in- 
troducing into  the  dramatic  heaven,  and  whose 
light  will  therefore  to  a  certain  extent  be  reflected 
on  themselves.  They  would  not  thank  me  if  they 
knew  I  had  breathed  a  single  syllable  which  might 
have  the  effect  of  abating  your  enthusiasm.  And 
now,  my  sweet  friend,  farewell !" 

With  these  words  Melissa  Harrison  grasped  my 
band  and  hurried  from  the  room.  Her  discourse 
had  left  a  painful  impression  on  my  mind  :  indeed 
the  entire  scene  was  such  that  I  could  not  possibly 
put  it  away  from  my  thoughts,  nor  avoid  dwelling 
on  it  with  a  certain  mingling  of  positive  uneasi- 
ness aud  vague  apprehension. 


CHAPTER  Vir. 

THE  INVITATION  AND   THE  EESITLT. 

On  the  day  after  the  preceding  conversation,  I  bad 
occasion  to  make  some  purchasps  ;  and  I  walked 
forth  alone  for  the  purpose.  It  was  a  little  be- 
fore the  hour  of  noon  ;  and  I  had  to  go  in  the 
direction  of  the  West  End  to  procure  the  articles 
which  I  required.  As  I  was  turning  the  corner  of 
a  street  leading  into  one  of  the  fashionable  Squares, 
I  had  to  stop  suddenly  short  on  account  of  a  splen- 
did equipage  that  was  dashing  along  from  the 
opposite  direction.  It  was  an  open  phaeton  drawn 
by  two  superb  horses,  whose  harness  was  literally 
covered  with  silver:  the  coachman  and  footman  were 
clad  in  gorgeous  liveries — light  blue  coats  covered 
with  silver  lace,  broad  bands  and  cords  to  their 
hats,  red  plush  breeches,  and  shoes  with  buckles. 
The  body  of  the  phaeton  had  but  one  occupant— a 
gentleman,  who  was  lounging  back  with  the  air  of 
one  who  superciliously  despised  all  the  foot-passen- 
gers by  whom  his  equipage  dashed.  A  glance  at 
that  individual's  countenance  showed  me  that  it 
was  Mr.  Parks  the  lawyer. 

The  recognition  was  mutual :  he  ordered  the 
oquipage  to  stop :  and  taking  me  by  the  hand, 
exclaimed,  "  Well  really,  Ellen,  this  is  most  ex- 
traordinary !  I  was  on  my  way  to  call  upon  you. 
1  only  came  back  from  the  Continent  a  few  days 

ago But  why  did  you  not  leave  your  address 

at  my  house,  so  that  when  I  did  come  back  I 
might  see  you?" 

"  In  the  first  place,  Mr.  Parks,"  I  answered,  "  I 
did  not  think  that  I  had  sufficient  claims  upon 
your  interest;  and  in  the  second  place,  I  have 
been  staying  with  friends — I  am  not  in  a  situa- 
tion as   a   governess,  as  perhaps  you  might  have 

fancied " 

"  Why  should  you  suppose  that  you  are  not  an 
object  of  interest  to  me  ?"  he  cried.  "  Have  I  not 
known  you  from  your  childhood  ?  But  I  suppose 
it  was  because  I  wrote  that  letter  of  mine  in  such 
a  dreadful  hurry,  you  might  have  fancied  it  a  euol 
one — I  mean  when  you  applied  to  me  a  few  months 


ago  about  your  idea  of  going  into  the  world  as  a 
governess " 

"  Well,  Mr.  Parks,"  I  answered,  "  I  certainly 
thought  there  was  an  absence  of  friendliness  in 
your  letter  :  but  since  you  assure  me  it  was  merely 
the  effect  of  haste,  I  am  sorry  I  should  have  put 
so  uncharitable  a  construction  on  it.  And  now 
therefore,  permit  me  to  express  my  thanks  for  the 
advertisements  which  you  inserted " 

"No  thanks  are  needful,  my  dear  Ellen,"  ra- 
plied  the  lawyer.     "  I  am  prepared  to  do  anything 

for  you and   perhaps    I    have   neglected  you 

somewhat.  However,  now  that  we  have  met,  you 
must  permit  me  to  show  you  some  little  attention. 
I  have  a  great  many  things  to  talk  to  you  about. 
You  will  come  and  dine  with  me   to-day :  Mrs. 

Parks   will  be  delighted  to  see  you we  have 

often  thought  and  spoken  of  you  since  my  poor 
mother's  death.  Ah,  she  was  u  saint,  Ellen! — and 
she  is  now  an  angel  in  heaven !" 

Mr.  Parks— as  I  had  known  him  in  my  girlhood 
— used  to  be  a  sanctimonious  individual,  with  a 
demure  look,  slow  and  drawling  speech,  large 
spectacles,  a  limp  white  neckcloth,  and  a  suit  of 
seedy  black.  Now  he  had  a  gay  dashing  sort  of 
appearance,  as  much  as  such  an  ill-favoured  person 
— with  his  red  hair  and  whiskers,  and  freckled 
face — could  have.  He  was  most  fashionably  ap- 
parelled ;  his  look  was  anything  but  sanctimonious ; 
the  spectacles  on  the  nose  were  eschewed  for  gold 
eye-glasses  hanging  over  the  waistcoat ;  and  in- 
stead of  his  speech  being  drawling,  it  was  rapid 
and  off-hand,  until  it  suddenly  sank  into  lugu- 
brious lowness  of  tone  at  the  point  when  he 
thought  fit  to  go  into  the  dismals  on  account  of 
his  deceased  mother.  I  certainly  never  had  seen 
anything  very  saint-like  in  respect  to  the  late  Mrs. 
Parks;  and  there  was  really  something  blasphem 
ously  ludicrous  in  the  manner  in  which  he  had  al- 
luded to  her  as  an  angel  in  heaven. 

"  You  will  come  and  dine  with  us  at  five,  Ellen," 
repeated  Mr.  Parks.  "I  will  send  my  carriage  for 
you pray  b^  in  readiness." 

I  should  have  refused  the  invitation,  were  it  not 
for  the  assurance  which  he  had  given  me  to  the 
effect  that  he  had  a  great  many  things  to  tell 
me ;  and  my  curiosity  was  naturally  excited  as  I 
thought  that  these  things  must  be  certain  to  con- 
cern me  somewhat,  and  that  they  would  perhaps 
elucidate  the  mystery  of  that  strange  man's  con- 
nexion with  my  deceased  grandfather  as  well  as 
with  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son.  I  therefore  ac- 
cepted  the  invitation,  and  promised  to  be  in  readi- 
ness by  the  time  the  carriage  should  arrive  for  me. 
We  then  parted, — the  brilliant  equipage  dashing 
along  in  one  direction,  and  I  pursuing  my  way  iu 
another. 

Punctually  at  a  quarter  to  five  o'clock  I  was 
dressed  in  evening  costume ;  and  Mr.  Parks's  car- 
riage arrived  to  take  me  to  his  house.  It  was  a 
close  carriage  that  he  had  sent,  and  of  a  magnifi- 
cence to  be  in  perfect  keeping  wit'a  the  equipage  I 
had  seen  in  the  morning.  On  arriving  at  the  law- 
I  yer's  mansion — which  was  in  a  fashionable  West 
End  Square— I  was  conducted  up  to  the  drawing- 
room,  where  Mrs.  Parks  received  me.  She  was  a 
little  moan-looking  woman,  with  a  very  vixenish 
expression  of  countenance— though  she  now  en- 
deavoured to  render  herself  as  amiable  as  possible. 
'  I  found  her  alone ;  and  as  she  invited  me  to  take  a 


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Beat,  she  gave  me  to  understand  that  her  husband 
would  make  his  appearance  in  a  few  minutes.  She 
then  proceeded  to  chatter  away  about  her  children, 
who,  she  informed  me,  were  all  absent  from  home 
at  the  time,  at  the  different  schools  which  they  fre- 
quented, according  to  their  ages  and  sexes.  I 
should  observe  that  the  house  was  large  and  sump- 
taouslj  furnished, — every  thing  denoting  the  pos- 
session of  great  wealth  on  the  pait  of  its  proprie- 
tor. But  there  was  an  utter  absence  of  good  taste 
in  all  the  appointments ;  so  that  its  very  splendour 
had  an  air  of  tawdriness— and  its  rooms,  crowded 
with  furniture  and  costliest  nick-nacks,  seemed 
more  intended  for  ostentatious  display  than  for  do- 
mestic comfort. 

Presently  the  door  opened  somewhat  abruptly ; 
and  Mr.  Parks  made  his  appearance,  at  the  same 
time  ushering  in  another  gentleman.  This  latter 
individual  had  a  military  appearance.  He  was  in 
reality,  as  I  afterwards  learnt,  not  more  than  five- 
and-thirty  years  of  age— but  he  looked  at  least 
forty,  on  account  of  a  certain  dissipated  appear- 
ance and  the  ravages  which  debauchery  had  made 
upon  him.  Thus,  beneath  the  eyes  the  flesh  looked 
somewhat  blue  and  swollen :  there  were  hard  lines 
across  his  brow,  and  wrinkles  at  the  corners  of  the 
eyes.  He  had  light  sandy  hair,  and  large  mous- 
tachios,  scarcely  a  shade  deeper  in  hue.  Handsome 
he  had  decidedly  been;  and  his  profile  was  still 
good.  He  was  tall  and  well  made:  his  appear- 
ance was  not  only  military,  but  likewise  aristocrati- 
cally distinguished.  His  manners  were  those  of  a 
polished  gentleman,  when  he  thought  fit  to  render 
them  so  :  but  in  the  course  of  the  evening  I  fan- 
cied that  he  surveyed  me  with  a  boldness  which  at 
times  amounted  to  a  mingled  insolence  and  famili- 
arity which  brought  the  colour  to  my  cheeks.  ^ 
"  My  dear  Ellen,"  said  Mr.  Parks,  as  he  made 
his  appearance  in  company  with  the  gentleman 
whom  I  have  just  described,  "  I  am  delighted  to 
see  you.  I  had  intended  that  we  should  dine 
alone,  as  I  have  a  great  deal  to  say  to  you :  but  I 
met  Colonel  Bellew  at  the  door — he  is  an  intimate 
friend  of  mine— he  has  the  run  of  the  house— so 
he  was  just  dropping  in  to  take  pot  luck  with  us 
—and  I  could  not  refuse  him.— Colonel  Bellew, 
allow  me  the  honour  of  presenting  you  to  Miss 
Percy." 

The  Colonel  bowed,  and  said  with  a  polite  smile, 
"  I  should  have  been  very  sorry  indeed,  Parks,  if 
you  had  refused  me  the  pleasure  of  dining  at  your 
table  on  such  an  occasion." 

It  will  have  been  seen  from  the  lawyer's  obser- 
vations that  though  he  lived  in  the  midst  of  so 
much  splendour  and  aflfected  so  much  state,  he 
nevertheless  had  not  contrived  to  discard  certain 
vulgarities  from  his  discourse  ;  and  I  could  not 
help  wondering  that  the  polished  and  distinguished 
Colonel  Bellew  should  entertain  such  a  bosom  friend- 
ship for  the  somewhat  coarse-minded  Mr.  Parks. 

Dinner  was  shortly  afterwards  announced  :  the 
Colonel  offered  me  his  arm ;  and  we  descended  to 
the  dining-room.  It  was  not  a  mere  dinner— it 
was  a  banquet  of  the  most  sumptuous  description, 
— a  very  pleasant  sort  of  "  pot-luck"  for  the  Colo- 
nel to  be  enabled  to  drop  in  upon  whenever  he 
might  think  fit.  Yet  with  the  wretched  false  taste 
and  that  inverse  system  of  boasting  into  which  up- 
starts and  parvenus  are  sure  to  fall,  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Parks  apologized  for  the   meal,  —  declaring    "  it 


was  a  mere  family  dinner— they  had  only  intended 
to  treat  me  as  one  of  themselves— and  that  they 
could  not  possibly  liave  foreseen  the  Colonel  meant 
to  join  them  that  day." 

There  were  wines  in  profusion  :  Colonel  Bellew 
did  justice  to  the  champagne ;  and  it  was  when 
getting  heated  therewith  that  he  began  to  regard 
me  across  the  table  in  a  way  that  I  did  not  like. 
Methought  that  on  two  or  three  occasions  Parks 
shook  his  head  deprecatingly  at  his  friend,  as  much 
as  to  give  him  to  understand  that  the  bold  earnest- 
ness of  his  regards  was  annoying  me.  I  was  glad 
when  the  dessert  was  pliced  upon  the  table,  and 
Mrs.  Parks  shortly  afterwards  rose  and  conducted 
me  up  to  the  drawing-room.  I  should  observe 
that  not  the  slightest  relerence  had  been  made  the 
whole  time  to  my  own  personal  circumstances  :  the 
name  of  the  Normans  was  not  mentioned.  I  did 
not  even  know  whether  Mr  and  Mrs.  Parks  were 
aware  that  I  was  preparing  for  the  stage.  Nor 
could  I  even  conjecture  how  Mr.  Parks  ascertained 
my  address  when  he  was  purposing  to  call  on  me 
in  the  morning.  Now  that  I  was  alone  with  his 
wife  in  the  drawing  room,  I  natm-ally  thought 
that  she  would  discourse  with  me  on  thoso 
topics  : — but  nothing  of  the  sort.  She  expatiated 
on  the  pleasures  of  London  life — the  large  circle 
of  fashionable  friend3  which  she  and  her  husband 
possessed — the  number  of  her  servants — the  ele- 
gance of  her  parties— and  the  prices  of  the  costly 
ornaments  which  were  everywhere  so  heaped  about 
that  it  was  impossible  to  move  through  the  draw- 
ing-room without  running  the  risk  of  doing  some 
damage  with  the  sleeves  or  skirts  of  one's  dress. 
Thinking  that  possibly  Mr.  or  Mrs.  Parks  might 
have  communicated  with  my  aunt  at  Paisley,  I 
questioned  the  lady  on  the  subject  :  but  she  replied 
in  the  negative,  and  instantaneously  flew  off  at 
a  tangent  to  tell  me  how  much  she  bad  given  for 
a  particular  china  monster  which  stood  upon  a 
console,  and  how  old  Lady  Mullii^atawney,  the 
nabob's  wife,  had  gone  into  fits  at  finding  herself 
outbidden  at  the  sale  of  curiosities  where  the  afore- 
said china  monster  was  purchased  for  the  express 
behoof  of  Mrs.  Parks,  who  had  seen  and  fallen  in 
love  with  it  the  day  before. 

It  was  not  till  past  ten  o'clock  that  the  two 
gentlemen  joined  us  in  the  drawing-room;  and 
then  I  perceived  that  both  were  much  the  worse 
for  the  wine  of  which  they  had  partaken.  Mr. 
Parks  leant  against  the  wall  to  sip  his  cofiee ;  and 
there  he  swayed  to  and  fro  in  a  manner  which 
seemed  every  instant  to  threaten  his  equilibrium 
with  discomfiture.  The  Colonel  walked  perfectly 
steady — but  had  a  very  flushed  countenance.  Dis- 
gusted with  the  scene — wearied  of  Mrs.  Parks's 
tirades  relative  to  the  prices  of  her  furniture  and 
uicknacks  —  and  perceiving  that  there  was  no 
chance  of  my  obtaining  on  this  occasion  any  in- 
formation in  respect  to  the  many  things  that  Mr. 
Parks  had  expressed  himself  desirous  to  talk  about 
— I  whispered  to  the  lady  that  I  should  like  to 
return  home. 

"  I  am  very  sorry,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  she 
answered,  also  in  a  whisper,  "that  we  cannot  send 
the  carriage  with  you,  as  the  coachman  begged 
leave  to  go  out  this  evening,  his  father  being  dead 
or  something  of  the  sort.     But  if  you  do  not  mind 

a  hackney-coach unless  indeed  you  will  accept 

a  bed  here  for  the  night——" 


"  Thank  you  for  your  kindness,"  I  responded : 
"  but  I  must  return  to  my  friends,  or  they  would 
bo  uneasy — and  it  is  perfectly  the  same  to  me 
whether  I  ride  in  a  carriage  or  a  hackney-coach." 

Mrs.  Parks  rang  the  bell — the  order  was  given 
to  the  footman  to  fetch  a  hackney-coach, — and  I 
rose  to  take  my  leave.  Mr.  Parks  and  Colonel 
Bellew insisted  on  seeing  me  down  to  the  vehicle; 
and  I  was  dreadfully  afraid  lest  the  Colonel  should 
effer  to  accompany  me  as  far  as  Hunter  Street. 
The  proposal  however,  which  I  was  fully  deter- 
mined to  resist,  was  not  made ;  and  the  hackney- 
coach  rolled  away  from  the  front  of  the  lawyer's 
dwelling. 

I  reclined  back  in  the  vehicle,  thinking -of  all 
that  had  taken  place,— wondering  how  the  Parkses 
could  have  become  so  rich,  and  whether  all  their 
fortune  were  based  upon  the  money  originally 
bequeathed  by  my  grandfather  to  his  housekeeper, 
—  wondering  likewise  whether  he  had  foreseen 
that  his  mouey  would  for  ever  be  alienated  from 
me,  or  whether  he  had  intended  it  to  become  mine 
at  that  old  woman's  death — and  more  than  half 
suspecting  that  Lis  dying  instructions  could  not 
Lave  been  fulfilled  to  the  very  letter.  1  was  so 
absorbed  in  these  reflections  that  I  took  no  notice 
of  the  course  the  haekuey-coach  was  pursuing — 
until  the  idea  gradually  dawned  in  unto  my  mind 
that  the  journey  back  to  Hunter  Street  was  much 
longer  than  that  from  Hunter  Street  to  the 
lawyer's  house.  I  rose  from  my  haU'-rcclining 
posture,  and  looked  from  the  window  :  the  hack- 
ney-coach was  passing  rapidly  by  some  iron  rail- 
ing, behind  which  there  were  trees.  The  niglit 
was  excessively  dark  —  a  misty  rain  was  fall- 
ing— both  the  windows  were  closed  ;  and  as  I 
only  observed  objects  dimly,  mothought  we  were 
passing  through  one  of  the  Squares.  I  reclined 
back  again  :  another  ten  minutes  must  have 
elapsed — still  the  equipage  was  rolling  along,  and 
with  increased  rapidity.  I  felt  assured  that  the 
driver  had  made  some  mistake  as  to  the  address 
that  had  been  given  to  him,  though  it  was  I 
myself  who  bad  mentioned  that  address  at  start- 
ing. I  pulled  the  check-string :  but  it  drew  in  all 
the  way — the  coachman  was  not  holding  it  in  his 
hand.  I  put  down  one  of  the  windows,  and  called 
out  to  him. 

"  All  right.  Miss,"  he  said,  "  it's  a  little  mistake 
on  my  part — I  missed  the  way — but  in  five  mi- 
nutes you  will  be  there." 

Perfectly  satiafied  with  the  explanation — though 
Bomewhat  annoyed  by  the  delay — I  reclined  back 
again  j  and  for  some  few  minutes  longer  gave  way 
to  my  reflections.  From  these  I  was  startled  by 
the  sudden  stopping  of  the  hackney-coach.  It 
was  quite  dark,  and  now  raining  in  torrents.  The 
door  was  hastily  opened — an  umbrella,  ready  ex- 
panded, was  held  over  my  head  by  a  man-servant 
—while  a  female  threw  a  cloak  upon  my  shoulders, 
the  hood  falling  over  my  head.  I  had  not  the 
slightest  doubt  that  these  were  Mr.  Norman's 
domestics.  I  hurried  up  the  steps — hastily  en- 
tered the  hall— and  then  the  conviction  flashed  to 
my  mind  that  I  was  in  a  strange  place.  The  front 
door  was  closed : — in  mingled  consternation  and 
afl'right  I  glanced  at  the  servants  who  had  in- 
troduced me  thither:  their  faces  were  unknown 
to  me  as  the  aspect  of  the  hall  itself ! 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  said,  "  there  is  some  mis- 


take !     I  beg  a  thousand  pardons  for  the  intrusion 
and  for  the  trouble  I  have  given !     Pray  stop  tho 

hackney-coach But  I  recollect!     I    have  not 

paid  the  man  his  fare !" 

"  This  way,  Miss,  if  you  please  —it  is  all  right," 
said  the  female  servant,  who  was  a  woman  of 
about  forty  years  of  age,  and  with  not  a  very  pro- 
possessing  countenance ;  for  though  her  tone  was 
respectful,  yet  there  was  a  lurking  cunning  in  her 
eyes  which  filled  me  with  alarm. 

"I  tell  you  that  I  do  not  live  here — and  you 
must  know  it!"  I  exclaimed,  as  I  turned  towards 
the  front  door. 

"  You  cannot  leave  the  house,  Miss,"  said  the 
man-servant — a  tall,  pompous-looking,  half-inso- 
lent fellow,  with  a  leer  upon  his  lips.  ''  As  Kate 
says,  it's  all  right.  The  coach  is  gone — and  the 
man's  faro  is  paid." 

I  sank  down  upon  one  of  the  hall-chairs,  gasp- 
ing  in  breathless  terror.  That  I  was  the  victim 
of  some  treachery,  1  now  felt  convinced.  But  sud- 
denly starting  up,  I  summoned  all  my  courage  to 
my  aid,  saying,  "  Suifor  me  to  depart  immediately  ! 
At  your  peril  retain  me  here!" 

"  Tho  plain  fact  is,  Miss,"  replied  the  footman, 
"  you  are  a  prisoner — and  it's  of  no  use  to  show 
any  airs,  because  they  won't  be  attended  to.  Our 
orders  are  to  treat  you  with  respect ;  and  this  we 
are  prepared  to  do.  There  are  roams  ready  for 
your  reception  ;  and  you  had  better  retire  to  th?m 
at  once.  To-morrow  perhaps  you  will  see  some 
one  who  can  tell  you  more  about  it." 

"Whose  house  is  this?"  1  demanded,  in  ft  hoarse 
voice — for  I  was  terribly  agitated  :  indeed  I  could 
scarcely  prevent  myself  from  shriekiag  out  in  the 
wildness  of  despair. 

"  That  question  you  must  reserve  for  to-morrow, 
if  you  please,  Miss,"  replied  the  footman.  "  Our 
orders  are  to  say  as  little  as  possible,  and  to  do 
your  bidding  in  all  things  so  long  as  we  see  that 
you  don't  escape." 

Again  I  sat  down,  overwhelmed  with  a  sense 
of  consternation  and  alarm-  Who  could  possibly 
have  done  this?  Whose  house  was  it  ?  All  in  a 
moment  a  suspicion  flashed  to  my  mind.  That 
Colonel  Bellew  who  had  appeared  to  drop  in  acci- 
dentally to  dine — who  had  regarded  me  with  such 
bold  libertine  familiarity — and  who  had  all  along 
seemed  to  have  some  particularly  intimate  under- 
standing with  Mv.  Parks, — then  the  excuse  for 
not  sending  me  home  in  the  carriage— and  the 
substitution  of  tho  hackney-coach, — yes,  every- 
thing combined  to  strengthen  my  suspicion  that 
the  whole  proceeding  was  a  treacherous  plot  in 
which  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks  were  the  vile  accom- 
plices and  Colonel  Bellew  was  the  principal !  Bat 
I  saw  that  it  was  useless  to  remonstrate  with 
these  domestics,  and  that  perhaps  if  I  appeared 
to  submit  patiently,  some  avenue  of  escape  might 
present  itself.  I  accordingly  did  my  best  to  com- 
pose my  feelings,  and  intimated  to  the  female  ser- 
vant that  I  would  retire  to  the  chamber  provided 
for  me. 

It  was  a  magnificent  house  to  which  I  had  been 
brought.  The  hall  was  spacious,  and  adorned  with 
statues.  A  marble  staircase  led  up  to  a  landing 
decorated  with  more  statues  and  with  immense 
porcelain  vases.  To  the  next  landing  we  ascended; 
and  there  the  female  servant — who  answered  to 
name  of  Catherine— opened  a  door  and  conducted 


LLLsx  rzECT ;  oil,  inn  mejioies  oi'  an  actress. 


me  into  an  anteroom  exquisitely  fitted  up  as  a  I 
boudoir.  Nothing  could  exceed  the  refinement  of 
taste  which  here  mingled  with  the  evidences  of 
wealth.  There  was  a  large  chamber  adjoining; 
and  the  appointments  of  this  room  almost  tran- 
scend description.  Splendid  alabaster  statues 
holding  lamps  in  their  hands — the  costliest  hang- 
ings to  the  windows  and  the  most  splendid  dra- 
peries to  the  bed  —  a  carpet  so  thick  that  the 
feet  sank  deep  into  it— a  toilet-table  covered  with 
all  necessaries,  as  well  as  with  an  infinite  variety 
of  elegances  in  the  form  of  perfumes,  oils,  poma- 
tums, scented  soaps— in  a  word,  this  chamber  ap- 
peared to  have  been  fitted  up  for  the  reception  of 
some  princess  who  from  her  cradle  was  accus- 
tomed to  be  surrounded  by  everything  that  wealth 
could  purchase. 

It  must  not  however  be  supposed  that  I  was  in 
a  mood  to  be  either  dazzled  or  pleased  by  what- 
loever  thus  met  the  eye  :  I  was  so  profoundly  the 
IJo.  5. — EiLES  Peect. 


prey  to  mingled  anguish  and  alarm  that  I  could 
scarcely  restrain  my  feelings  in  the  presence  of 
the  domestic;  and  when  she  had  retired,  I  flung 
myself  upon  my  knees  at  the  foot  of  the  couch, 
weeping  bitterly. 

How  I  passed  that  wretched  night,  I  can  now 
scarcely  tell.  I  did  not  disapparel  myself :  I  did 
not  even  lie  down  upon  the  bed,  for  fear  lest 
slumber  should  overtake  me.  Sometimes  I  walked 
about  in  an  almost  frenzied  sta'e  :  at  others  I  sat 
down  and  sank  into  the  deepest  despondency — or 
else  gave  way  to  my  anguish  in  tears.  What  mis- 
chief was  in  store  for  me  ?  This  was  the  question 
that  afflicted  me  far  more  than  even  the  idea  of 
what  the  Normans  might  think  had  become  of 
me;  inasmuch  as  they  might  tranquillize  them- 
selves with  the  belief  that  I  had  remained  to  sleep 
at  the  Parks's  house  :  but,  on  the  other  hand,  my 
harrowing  misgivings  pointed  towards  frightful 
calamities. 


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ELIEN  PEECT;    OK,   THE   MEilOIES   OF   AN   ACTKESS. 


I  must;  have  fallen  asleep  through  sheer  ex- 
haustion :  for  on  gradually  awaking  as  daylight 
was  stealing  in  at  the  window,  I  found  myself 
seated — or  rather  half  reclining  upon  the  sofa, 
from  the  cushion  of  which  I  was  lifting  my  aching 
bead.  My  brows  throbbed  with  the  most  painful 
sensation;  and  there  was  a  strange  feverish  feeling- 
all  over  me.  Still  there  was  some  consolation  in 
the  knowledge  that  the  night  had  passed  undis- 
turbed—that the  morning  had  come — and  that  the 
presence  of  the  daylight  would  perhaps  offer  some 
opportunity  of  escape.  Drawing  aside  the  window- 
draperies,  I  looked  forth,  and  beheld  a  garden  with 
green  houses  and  conservatories.  There  were  seve- 
ral other  dwellings  near,  all  with  gardens  likewise  ; 
and  I  could  not  at  first  conjecture  in  what  quarter 
of  the  metropolis  I  thus  found  myself— until  my 
looks,  wandering  about,  settled  upon  a  dome 
which  I  recognised  to  be  that  of  the  Colosseum  in 
the  Eegent's  Park.  It  was  about  three-quarters 
of  a  mila  distant :  and  therefore  I  was  enabled  to 
form  a  tolerably  accurate  idea  of  the  situation  of 
the  house  to  which  I  had  been  brought. 

A  glance  at  the  mirror  upon  the  toilet-table 
shocked  me  with  the  pale,  careworn,  and  almost 
haggard  aspect  of  my  countenance.  My  head  was 
still  aching  fearfully ;  and  I  began  to  perform  my 
ablutions.  For  the  purposes  of  the  toilet  there 
was,  as  I  have  already  siid,  every  requisite;  and 
when  I  had  copiously  bathed  my  throbbing  brows, 
the  pain  diminished.  I  however  looked  amongst 
the  articles  on  the  toilet-table  for  some  volatile 
salts  or  pungent  essence,  which  might  refresh  me 
still  more.  I  could  find  nothing  that  suited.  A 
drawer  which  stood  partially  open,  contained 
fragrant  cakes  of  soap  ;  and  therefore  methought 
that  the  other  drawers  might  perhaps  bo  stored 
with  additional  toilet  accessories.  I  opened  a 
second  drawer  :  it  was  filled  with  various  nick- 
nacks— but  contained  not  the  article  which  I 
sought.  I  opened  a  third  drawer;  and  this  was 
empty,  save  in  respect  to  some  few  papers  which 
appeared  to  have  been  hastily  crushed  up  in  the 
hand  and  thrust  in  there.  I  took  them  forth.  I 
will  confess  that  I  seized  upon  them  greedily  :  the 
idea  struck  me  that  they  might  possibly  afford 
some  clue  as  to  the  ownership  of  the  house,  and 
thus  set  at  rest  any  uncertainty  which  I  might 
still  entertain  upon  the  point.  Feeling  myself  to 
be  the  victim  of  a  foul  treachery,  I  had  not  the 
slightest  hesitation  nor  punctilious  delicacy  in 
examining  these  papers. 

They  proved  however  to  be  mere  scraps,  or  frag, 
ments  in  an  incomplete  slate.  One  was  a  portion 
of  a  bill  from  a  perfumer's  and  was  duly  receipted, 
but  with  a  name  which  I  could  not  read :  the 
head  of  the  bill  was  missing — and  therefore  I  could 
not  ascertain  who  was  the  purchaser  nor  who  the 
tradesman.  Another  was  a  bill — or  rather  the 
fragment  of  one — for  hay,  corn,  and  other  pro- 
vender supplied  for  horses ;  and  a  third  was  a  por- 
tion  of  an  undertaker's  bill  for  a  funeral  that  had 
evidently  been  conducted  on  a  very  expensive  scale. 
But  still  I  could  glean  no  names.  One  fragment 
alone  remained  ;  and  this  was  a  portion  of  a  letter 
written  in  a  beautiful  feminine  hand,  though  with 
a  certain  degree  of  tremulousness  as  if  the  writer 
had  been  labouring  under  the  greatest  excitement 
at  the  time.  This  impression  too  was  all  the  more 
powerfully  conveyed  by  the  fact  that  many  of  the 


words  were  underlined  with  three  or  four  dashes, 
as  if  to  give  the  most  vigorous  emphasis  possible 
to  the  terms  which  expressed  the  strong  feelings 
of  the  writer.  Leaving  out  a  few  words  which 
were  upon  tlio  uneven  parts  of  the  upper  and 
lower  edges  of  the  fragment,  the  intelligible  and 
consecutive  portion  would  run  as  follows:^ 

"Therefore  do  I  bid  you  an  eternal  farewell! 
Yes— it  is  eternal!  !N'ever,  never  again  will  you 
behold  the  wretched  being  around  whose  heart  you 
wove  your  spells !  Never,  never  a^ain  shall  you 
hear  of  her  whom  a  stupendous  infatuation  mide 
your  victim!  Oh,  tears — tears  for  the  remainder 
of  my  life  ! — naught,  naught  but  tears!  Ah,  will 
they  wipe  away  the  stain  ?  May  God  have  mercy 
upon  me  !  I  feel  distracted.  I  am  like  a  maniac 
imprisoned  and  chained  in  a  cell,  wanting  to  do 
something,  but  yet  not  rightly  understanding  what 
it  is  that  the  soul  yearns  to  do.  Oh  I  is  it  suicide 
which  is  thus  sitting  like  a  black  shape  of  vague- 
ness, yet  awful  and  terrible,  amidst  the  darkness  of 
my  thoughts?  My  soul  is  harrowed:  vulture- 
claws  are  tearing  at  my  brain :  serpents  are  pierc- 
ing my  heart  with  their  stings.  The  talons  of  the 
former  strike  deeper  and  deeper  into  that  brain : 
the  fiery  snakes  tighten  their  coils  around  that 
heart.  My  tongue  is  parched,  as  if  ashes  were  in 
my  throat.  Oh,  for  water  !  No  !  —tears,  tears, 
tears  must  be  my  portion  for  evermore  !  But  again 
I  say,  will  they  wipe  away  this  sense  of  crime  ? 
Oh,  the  power  of  love,  that  it  should  have  made  me 
what  I  am  !  Was  there  ever  such  a  love  as  mine  ? 
Thou  wast  mine  idol :  I  deemed  thee  an  angel  until 
thou  didst  reveal  thyself  as  a  fiend !  Good 
heavens !  that  when  methought  I  was  listening  in 
the  soft  ecstasy  of  ineffable  tenderness,  to  the 
beatific  language  of  passion  which  you  were  breath- 
ing in  mine  ear,  your  words  should  gradually  take 
a  d  fferent  meaning— so  that  I  (unconsciously  at 
first)  found  myself  listening  to  such  an  insidious 
tale  as  none  but  Satan's  breath  could  waft  in  unto 
the  brain.  And  yet  it  was  so  !— and  I  yielded — 
God  help  me  !  I  yielded !  I  who  was  first  the  vic- 
tim of  love,  became  the  victim  of  crime !  But 
thou,  0  man !  what  art  thou  now  doing  in  the 
world  ?  Art  thou  happy  for  all  this  ?  No,  no ! 
Even  if  thou  art  racked  with  one  millionth  portion 
of  the  horrible  thoughts,  feelings,  and  sensations 
which  are  preying  upon  me — tearing  my  brain, 
stinging  my  heart,  poisoning  my  very  life-blood  at 
its  source, — my  God !  if  thou  dost  experience  as 
much  only  of  all  these  horrors  as  a  drop  is  to  the 

illimitable  ocean,  thou  wilt " 

Here  the  contents  of  the  fragment,  as  appalling 
as  they  were  strange,  abruptly  broke  off;  and  the 
paper  fell  from  my  hand.  I  had  read  those  lines 
with  feelings  of  the  intensest  horror;  but  all  of  a 
sudden  the  idea  smote  me  that  they  must  be  the 
ravings  of  a  maniac;  and  then  a  sense  of  immeasur- 
able compassion  took  possession  of  my  heart. 
With  that  beautiful  handwriting,  bespeaking  the 
highest  refinement  of  education  and  of  taste,  natu- 
rally became  associated  an  idea  of  transcending 
beauty  on  the  part  of  the  authoress.  But,  Ah  1 
again  did  a  feeling  of  horror  spring  up  in  my  mind, 
as  I  thought  to  myself  that  she  might  have  beea 
the  victim  of  some  treachery  ere  her  intellects  were 
turned.  And  was  not  the  author  of  her  laiseriej 
the  same  who  had  rendered  me  a  captive  within 
the  walls  of  that  dwelling  ?      The  place  suddenly 


ELLEN  PEECT  ;  OB,  THE  MEMOIES  OB  AH  ACTEESS 


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assumed  another  aspect :  it  was  no  longer  exquisite 
in  its  appointments  nor  splendid  in  its  draperies, 
its  gilding',  its  sculptures,  and  its  furniture :  it 
struck  cold  and  awful  upon  my  soul,  as  if  it  were 
the  gloomiest  of  dungeons,  fraught  with  all  the 
most  terrible  traditions  of  deeds  of  crime,  trea- 
chery, and  murder.  Had  I  found  myself  sud- 
denly transported  into  a  cell  whence  a  howling 
maniac  had  just  been  conveyed  away — and  had  my 
eyes  fallen  upon  chains  attached  to  the  walls, 
rotting  straw  upon  the  damp  pavement-floor,  and 
massive  bars  at  the  windows,  the  revulsion  of  my 
feelings  could  not  have  been  more  powerful  nor 
more  fearful. 

From  this  dread  state  was  I  suddenly  aroused 
by  a  knocking  at  the  door  of  the  chamber  ;  and 
the  voice  of  the  female-servant  inquired  whether  I 
wanted  anything  P  I  proceeded  to  open  the  door ; 
for  I  bad  fast  locked  it  on  the  preceding  evening. 
Catharine  looked  at  me,  evidently  with  some  de- 
gree of  surprise,  as  if  she  saw  by  my  appearance 
that  I  had  not  been  to  bed  all  night,  and  as  if  she 
marvelled  that  my  position  should  have  so  great 
an  effect  upon  my  mind.  I  said  nothing,  but  issued 
forth  from  the  chamber  :  I  was  determined  at  once 
to  ascertain  to  what  extent  I  was  a  prisoner  in 
the  house  ;  for  if  I  were  permitted  to  penetrate  into 
the  garden,  I  was  resolved  either  to  scale  the  walls, 
or  else  by  my  cries  to  bring  the  neighbours  to  my 
aid.  Catherine  followed  me  down  the  stairs ;  and 
throwing  open  the  door  of  a  back-parlour,  she  re- 
quested me  to  walk  in.  The  room  was  elegantly 
furnished;  and  a  table  was  spread  for  breakfast. 
A  glance  however  showed  me  that  it  was  only  laid 
for  one  person. 

"  Who  is  your  master  ?  and  when  will  he  be 
here  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  The  first  question  I  cannot  answer,"  said  the 
servant-woman  :  "  to  the  second  I  can  only  reply 
that  he  will  be  here  in  the  course  of  the  day." 

"  I  need  no  refreshment.  Let  me  walk  out  in 
the  garden,^  I  am  suffocating  for  the  want  of 
fresh  air." 

"You  compel  me  to  speak  plainly,  Miss,"  re- 
joined Catherine.  "You  cannot  go  into  the  gar- 
den. Pray  be  tractable^-or  you  will  compel  us  to 
use  means " 

"  Enough !"  I  said,  literally  shivering  with  des- 
peration.    "  Spare  your  threats " 

"  I  must  add  one  word,"  said  the  woman,— 
"  which  is,  that  the  slightest  attempt  to  raise  any 
cries  from  the  windows " 

"  Enough !  enough  !"  I  ejaculated,  stamping 
my  foot  vehemently.  "  I  see  that  you  are  capable 
of  anything!" 

I  flung  myself  upon  a  sofa  ;  and  Catherine 
quitted  the  room.  There  was  something  so  reso- 
lute in  her  countenance  while  she  spoke,  that  I 
was  frightened  :  I  felt  myself  to  be  completely  in 
the  power  of  the  inmates  of  that  dwelling.  Vague 
ideas  of  a  terrible  coercion  bad  floated  through  my 
brain  ;  and  I  had  no  more  power  nor  courage  for 
any  active  measures  than  if  I  were  under  the  in- 
fluence of  a  horrible  nightmare  dream  from  which, 
with  the  fantastic  fearfulness  of  such  visions,  I 
vainly  strove  to  free  myself.  I  touched  nothing 
that  was  upon  the  breakfast- table  :  I  fell  into  a 
State  of  torpor  ; — all  my  energies  were  completely 
nuiiibed,  as  if  my  \  ery  spirit  itself  was  broken. 

Thus  several  hours  passed  away  ;  and  I  made  no 


attempt  to  quit  that  room.  At  length  I  gradually 
woke  up  as  it  were  from  the  stupor  of  utter  de- 
spondency ;  and  now  an  idea  struck  me  Fool 
that  I  was,  when  alone  in  my  chamber,  not  to 
raise  the  window  and  shriek  out  for  assistance  1 
But  it  might  not  even  now  be  too  late  ? — and  in- 
spired  by  this  wild  hope,  I  issued  from  the 
breakfast-parlour.  A  porter  was  seated  in  the 
hall :  he  seemed  to  be  dozing  in  his  great  chair, 
and  apparently  took  no  notice  of  me.  I  ascended 
the  stairs :  I  reached  the  second  floor  ;  and  Cathe- 
rine came  out  of  a  room  adjoining  my  own.  I 
entered  the  latter :  she  followed  me  ;  and  as  if 
divining  my  intention,  she  said,  "Eeuiember  my 
injunctions.  Miss  !  Your  cries  would  be  useless  ; 
we  should  find  some  pretext  to  account  for  them ; 
and  rest  assured  that  you  would  not  improve  your 
condition." 

She  then  walked  away  with  an  air  of  so  much 
confidence  in  her  power  over  me,  that  all  my  hopes 
vanished,  and  I  again  sank  into  utter  despon- 
dency. I  threw  myself  upon  the  sofa,  and  gave 
vent  to  my  tears.  As  I  presently  wiped  them 
away,  my  looks  settled  on  the  paper  which  had 
fallen  on  the  carpet, — that  fragment  the  contents 
of  which  were  so  awful,  so  harrowing !  The  ideas 
which  that  scrap  of  paper  conjured  up  in  my 
mind,  were  intolerable  :  for  in  the  morbid  state  of 
my  feelings,  I  could  not  help  identifying  myself 
with  the  maniac  condition  in  which  I  believed 
thit  the  wriier  of  that  letter  must  have  been 
plunged.  I  started  up,  and  thrust  it  along  with 
the  other  papers  into  the  drawer  whence  I  had 
taken  it.  Scarcely  had  I  done  this,  when  my 
ear  caught  the  sounds  of  footsteps  in  the  ante- 
room. I  turned  round  suddenly :  the  chamber 
door,  which  I  had  left  ajar,  opened ;  and  Colonel 
Bellew  made  his  appearance. 

A  scream  was  about  to  burst  from  my  lips, 
when  a  quick  revulsion  of  feeling  seized  upon  me. 
I  was  in  a  moment  nerved  with  a  strength  of 
mind  that  astonished  myself. 

"  Begone,  sir  !"  I  said  :  "  dare  not  thus  to  in- 
trude upon  my  presence !  There  is  law  in  Eng- 
land to  punish  this  outrage  of  which  you  have 
been  guilty !" 

It  seemed  as  if  the  Colonel  were  astounded  at 
the  manner  in  which  I  addressed  him;  and  my 
courage  rose  in  proportion^ 

"  Your  myrmidons,"  I  continued,  "  have  obeyed 
your  orders  only  too  effectually,  and  have  kept  me 
a  prisoner  here.  But  i/ou  will  not  dare  bar  my 
way  !" 

While  thus  speaking,  I  hastily  put  on  my 
bonnet  and  shawl ;  and  still  nerved  with  all  the 
fortitude  which  the  very  desperation  ot  my  cir- 
cumstances had  conjured  up,  I  moved  towards  the 
threshold  on  which  he  stood. 

"No,  by  heaven!"  he  suddenly  exclaimed, 
closing  the  door  and  placing  his  back  against  it ; 
"you  shall  not  leave  me  thus!— you  shall  hear 
me yea,  by  heaven  !  you  shall  hear  me! 

I  was  now  overwhelmed  with  terror  again :  my 
mind  underwent  a  quick  transition — my  courage 
vanished. 

"  Beautiful  girl  —  adorable  Ellen !"  continued 
the  Colonel,  "  I  beseech  you  to  listen  to  me ! 
Drive  me  not  to  madness !  goad  me  not  to  des- 
peration I" 

A  piercing  scream  pealed  from  my  lips ;  and  at 


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that  very  instant  a  loud  double  knock  at  the  front 
door  thundered  through  the  house. 

"For  heaven's  sake  be  silent!"  exclaimed  the 
Colonel;  "be  silent?  Betray  me  not!  and  you 
shall  presently  be  free  !" 

"  No — this  instant !"  I  exclaimed :  "  this  instant 
must  I  depart !     Stand  aside,  I  command  you !" 

"  Never,  never  will  I  thus  abandon  you !"  cried 
Bellew :  "  never  will  I  thus  surrender  up  my  con- 
quest !" 

His  countenance  suddenly  grew  inflamed,  as 
with  extended  arms  he  rushed  towards  me. 

Another  loud,  long,  rending  scream  pealed  from 
my  lips :  Bellew's  arms  encircled  me — I  struggled 
desperately — shriek  after  shriek  did  I  send  ringing 
forth.  There  was  the  hasty  rush  of  footsteps  on 
the  stairs  —  the  door  burst  open  —  and  as  the 
Colonel  suddenly  quitted  his  hold  upon  me,  I  sank 
exhausted  and  half  senseless  upon  the  sofa.  Diz- 
ziness and  bewilderment  was  in  my  brain :  I  was 
only  vaguely  and  dimly  aware  of  some  brief  pass- 
ing altercation  which  ensued.  Then  the  door 
slammed  violently— I  started  up : — EdwiQ  St. Clair 
sank  upon  bia  knees  at  my  feet. 


CHAPTER    VIII. 

THE  BOX  AT   THE    THEATRE. 

Mt  joy  at  this  sudden  deliverance  was  so  great 
and  bewildering,  that  I  could  not  immediately  find 
terms  wherein  to  express  my  gratitude.  Forgotten 
too  was  the  scene  of  the  present  incidents:  I  re- 
membered not  that  it  was  in  the  sanctity  of  the 
chamber  where  my  deliverer  thus  remained. 

"  Ellen,"  he  cried,  "  behold  me  at  your  feet ! 
Hear  me  beseech  you  to  bestow  one  smile — one 
kind  look  upon  him  who  has  had  the  happiness  of 
succouring  you  at  a  moment " 

"  My  heartfelt  gratitude  is  your's.  Captain  St. 
Clair,"  I  interrupted  him :  then  suddenly  recol- 
lecting where  this  appeal  on  his  own  behalf  was 
made,  the  flush  of  wounded  pride,  not  altogether 
unmingled  with  indignation,  appreared  upon  my 
cheeks ;  and  I  said,  "  You  will  have  the  goodness 
—the  generosity— at  once  to  retire." 

He  sprang  up  to  his  feet,  as  if  he  himself  were 
only  at  the  instant  rendered  sensible  of  the  fact 
that  he  was  lingering  in  a  place  where  he  ought 
not  to  be ;  and  my  indignation  vanishing,  I  said, 
"  Await  me  on  the  stairs :  I  will  be  with  you  in  a 
moment." 

He  bowed ;  and  the  door  closed  behind  him. 
I  drauk  a  draught  of  cold  water ;  for  my  throat 
was  parched  with  the  efiect  of  all  the  excitement 
which  within  the  last  few  minutes  I  had  endured ; 
and  I  hastily  readjusted  my  toilet.  My  heart  was 
still  all  in  a  flutter;  and  there  was  still  a  species  of 
bewildering  sensation  in  my  brain.  In  a  few  mo- 
ments I  left  the  room,  and  found  St.  Clair  waiting 
for  me  on  the  first  landing. 

"  That  villain  has  gone.  Miss  Percy,"  were  the 
words  in  which  he  hastened  to  address  me — thus 
alluding  to  Colonel  Bellew.  "  Enter  here  for  a 
few  minutes,  to  tranquillize  and  compose  your- 
self." 

He  indicated  a   door   which   stood   open,  and 


which  revealed  a  splendidly  furnished  drawing- 
room.  I  was  scarcely  the  mistress  of  my  own 
actions,  so  much  did  I  indeed  feel  the  necessity  of 
a  few  minutes'  leisure  to  regain  my  self-possession 
and  composure.  I  entered  the  drawing-room,  and 
sat  down.  St.  Clair  took  a  seat  at  a  little  distance: 
and  he  said  in  the  softest  tones  of  his  harmonious 
voice,  and  with  an  expression  of  the  tenderest  con- 
cern, in  his  countenance,  "  How  did  all  this  happen, 
Miss  Percy  ?" 

I  told  the  tale  which  is  already  known  to  the 
reader  :  but  I  said  nothing  relative  to  the  strange 
and  terrible  fragmentary  document  which  had  so 
much  harrowed  my  feelings  in  the  bed-chamber. 
In  the  first  place  it  bore  no  immediate  reference  to 
the  explanations  which  I  had  to  give,  and  which  I 
was  desirous  to  cut  short  as  much  as  possible ;  and 
in  the  second  place  I  did  not  choose  to  suS'er  it  lo 
be  thought  that  I  had  with  any  sentiment  of 
curiosity  peered  into  the  mysteries  or  details  of 
my  prison-house.  St.  Clair  listened  with  an  air 
of  mingled  interest,  surprise,  and  indignation ; 
and  when  I  had  finished,  he  exclaimed,  "  The  vil- 
lain !  the  heartless  villain  !  I  will  yet  chastise  him 
most  terribly  for  this  outrage." 

"Oh,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  as  the  idea  of  a 
duel  instantaneously  flashed  to  my  mind ;  "  I  be- 
seech that  you  will  not  on  my  account  bring  your- 
self into  any  further  collision  with  that  bad  man. 
My  gratitude " 

"Oh,  Ellen!"  he  exclaimed,  "little,  little  did  1 
think  that  Bellew  was  capable  of  such  wickedness 
as  this  I  Fortunate  indeed  was  it  that  in  paying  a 
mere  visit  of  friendship,  I  should  have  been  led  to 
his  house  at  the  very  instant  when  my  presence 
was  so  needful !  Conceive  my  astonishment  when 
on  the  front  door  being  opened,  my  ears  caught 
those  rending  shrieks ! — conceive  the  excitement 
with  which  I  burst  through  the  midst  of  the  do- 
mestics who  strove  to  detain  me!— and  then  con- 
ceive, if  you  can,  the  boundless  surprise,  the  rage, 
the  indignation,  with  which  I  made  the  startling 
discovery  that  it  was  you,  Ellen— yow  whose  image 
has  never  been  absent  from  my  thoughts " 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  —  and  I  felt  my 
cheeks  crimsoning  as  I  was  suddenly  reminded  of 
the  impassioned  words  in  which  he  had  addressed 
me  while  kneeling  at  my  feet  in  the  bed-chamber,— 
"  you  will  see  the  propriety  of  my  immediate  de- 
parture hence." 

"  Oh !  forgive  me.  Miss  Percy  —  forgive  me, 
Ellen,"  he  exclaimed,  "  if  in  the  excitement  of  my 
feelings  certain  words  should  have  escaped  my  lips 

But  no  language  can  convey  an  idea  of  all  I 

felt  when  recognising  in  you  the  object  of  that 
villain's  outrage  !       Yes— you  shall  depart  hence 

Yet  stay,  Ellen  !     One  word — only  one  word! 

Nay,  look  not  thus! — it  is  not  of  myself   I  am 

about  to  speak it  is  for  your  good  thut  I  am 

thinking  I  You  know  not  the  world  as  well  as  I ; 
you  know  not  its  wickedness!  Deeply,  deeply  does 
it  pain  me  to  have  to  speak  thus  on  so  delicate  a 
subject;  but  at  least,  Ellen,  you  can  take  counsel 
from  me  as  if  I  were  a  friend— as  if  I  were  a 
brother !" 

"  Ah  !  now  you  speak,"  I  said,  "  in  a  way  to 
which  I  can  listen.  Proceed,  Captain  St.  Clair; 
and  rest  assured  that  whatsoever  good  advice  you 
may  give  me  under  existing  circumstances,  will  ex- 
perience all  my  gratitude." 


"The  world,  Miss  Percj,  is  scandalous,"  he  con- 
tinued; "and  though  every  one  who  knows  you, 
cannot  fail  to  comprehend  and  appreciate  the 
purity  of  your  mind  and  character, — yet  those  who 
know  you  not,  may  think  within  themselres,  and 
whisper  to  each  other,  that  a  young  and  beautiful 
lady — carried  off  by  treachery  as  you  were — could 

not  have  passed  so  many  long,  long  hours a 

whole  night in  the  house  of  a  notorious  liber- 
tine  " 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  murmured,  overwhelmed 
with  sharae  and  confusion  :  "  is  it  possible  that  the 
effects  of  that  unprincipled  man's  conduct " 

"  Alas,  yes,  Miss  Percy  !"  continued  St.  Clair  : 
"  they  will  be  fatally  experienced  by  you,  if  you 
suffer  publicity  to  be  given  to  this  adventure.  It 
is  one  which  for  your  own  sake  must  be  hushed  in 
silence.  Leave  me  to  the  chastisement  of  !Bel> 
lew " 

"  No,  no,"  I  exclaimed :  "  it  is  now  for  me. 
Captain  St.  Clair,  to  offer  my  advice!  Promise 
that  you  will  not  provoke  that  man  to  a  hostile 
encounter— he  is  indeed  so  utterly  unworthy  of 
your  resentment " 

"  I  promise  anything — everything,  Miss  Percy  !" 
ejaculated  St.  Clair,  "  provided  that  you  yourself 
will  follow  my  counsel.  Not  even  to  the  Normans 
ought  you  to  explain  what  has  happened— unless 
indeed  they  should  by  any  accident  have  discovered 
that  you  did  not  remain  during  the  past  night  be- 
neath the  roof  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks " 

"  The  accomplices  in  Colonel  Bellew's  treachery !" 
I  exclaimed,  with  a  feeling  of  the  bitterest  indig- 
nation against  the  persons  thus  alluded  to. 

St.  Clair  gazed  upon  me  with  a  look  of  astonish- 
ment; and  he  exclaimed,  "Impossible!" 

"  Impossible  P"  I  echoed,  also  in  surprise :  "  how 
can  I  entertain  any  other  opinion  ?  Have  I  not 
told  you  all  the  circumstances " 

"  True !  But  did  not  you  hear  what  Bellew 
himself  said  during  the  few  instants'  altercation 
which  took  place  between  him  and  me?  His 
words  were,  '  St.  Clair,  if  you  feel  yourself  ag- 
grieved in  respect  to  this  young  lady,  you  may 
have  satisfaction.  But  implicate  not  others  by 
your  unjust  suspicions  :  the  deed  was  all  mine  own !' 
—Thus  you  see.  Miss  Percy,"  continued  St.  Clair, 
"  Mr.  Parks  and  his  wife  were  utterly  ignorant, 
and  therefore  innocent " 

"  But  all  those  little  circumstances  ?"  I  inter- 
jected, my  mind  still  full  of  suspicion  in  reference 
to  Parks  and  bis  wife, — '•'  the  presence  of  Colonel 
Bellew — the  excuse  in  respect  to  the  carriage — the 
summoning  of  a  hackney-coach " 

"  Mere  coincidences  !"  interrupted  St.  Clair  ; 
"  and  they  would  not  have  surprised  you  if  no- 
thing serious  had  been  the  result.  But  tell  me — 
did  BcUcw  accompany  you  down  stairs  to  the 
backney-coach  !" 

"  Yes,"  I  answered.  "  Ah  !  now  I  recollect  !  — 
be  looked  at  the  horses— he  said  something  to  the 
coachman——" 

"  The  mystery  is  cleared  up  !"  ejaculated  St. 
Clair.  "  A  piece  of  gold  dropped  into  that  coach- 
man's bands — a  few  hurriedly  whispered  words — 
and  the  man  had  his  cue  I  Perhaps  he  took  you 
by  a  circuitous  route,  so  as  to  allow  Bellew  full 
time  in  the  interval  to  speed  hither  and  give  the 
requisite  orders  to  his  servants.  Assuredly,  Miss 
Percy,"     added  St.  Clair,   with    emphasis,    "  you 


have  no  just  grounds  to  charge  your  friends  wuh 
whom  you  dined " 

"  Oh,  Captain  St.  Clair !"  I  exclaimed  ;  "  in- 
finitely would  I  prefer  the  belief  that  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Parks  are  really  innocent — they  who  have  known 
me  since  my  infancy  !  Yes,  it  must  be  so  !  and 
heaven  forgive  me  if  I  have  hitherto  been  unjust 
enough  to  fling  upon  them  the  weight  ot  my  sus- 
picions !" 

'•'  I  know  nothing  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks,"  con- 
tinued St.  Clair:  "but  still,  as  a  matter  of  justice, 
I  should  be  sorry  that  innocent  people  were  unde- 
servedly charged.  You  have  now  displayed  the 
true  generosity  of  your  character  in  its  wonted 
and  most  natural  light.  Of  course,  Miss  Percy,  I 
mean  that  you  should  inform  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks 
of  the  villanous  deed  perpetrated  by  their  friend 
Colonel  Bellew — so  that  they  may  be  put  upon  their 
guard  against  him.  But  to  all  the  rest  of  the 
world  secrecy  and  silence  !  Pardon  me  for  adding 
that  your  fair  fame  must  not  stand  even  the 
slightest  risk  of  being  tarnished  by  the  breath  of 
scandal.  As  for  Bellew  himself,  he  will  only  be 
too  glad  to  hush  up  an  exploit  which  has  termi- 
nated to  his  discomflture." 

"  Again,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  "  do  I  ex- 
press my  heartfelt  gratitude  towards  you:" — then 
as  I  gave  him  my  hand,  I  added,  "  You  have  in- 
timated that  we  may  be  friends  :  pray  let  us  bo 
always  so  !" 

Although  I  bent  down  my  countenance  in  con- 
fusion as  I  spoke,  yet  I  gave  to  the  concluding 
words  a  certain  emphasis,  which  was  as  much  as  to 
imply  that  be  was  to  consider  it  impossible  he 
could  ever  be  more  to  me  than  a  mere  friend.  As 
he  retained  my  hand  for  a  few  seconds  in  his  own, 
his  countenance — which,  as  the  reader  knows,  was 
most  remarkably  handsome — assumed  an  expres- 
sion of  such  ineffable  sadness,  mingled  with  so. 
much  appealing  tenderness,  that  I  experienced  a 
boundless  compassion  for  him  who  loved  me  so 
well  yet  loved  me  so  vainly, 

"  You  shall  now  depart.  Miss  Percy,"  be  said  : 
"  my  carriage  is  at  the  door — use  it — I  will  go  in 
another  direction.  You  ought  to  drive  at  once  to 
the  house  of  Mr.  Parks  ;  and  there  you  can  dis- 
miss my  equipage.  His  own  carriage  can  take 
you  home  ;  and  thus  the  Normans  need  not  sus- 
pect that  you  have  been  elsewhere unless  in- 
deed they  should  have  already  discovered  it — which 
I  think  is  however  by  no  means  probable ;  for 
when  they  found  that  you  did  not  return  home 
last  night,  they  would  naturally  conclude  that  you 
had  remained  with  the  friends  with  whom  you  were 
so  intimate,  and  beneath  whose  roof  you  might  so 
well  sojourn,  inasmuch  as  they  had  known  you  from 
your  childhood." 

Captain  St.  Clair  handed  me  down  the  stairs ; 
and  1  was  pleased  at  not  encountering  any  of  the 
servants  of  the  house,  as  their  presence  would 
only  have  excited  my  indignant  blood  after  the 
coercive  treatment  I  had  experienced.  St.  Clair 
assisted  me  into  his  carriage — ordered  me  to  bo 
driven  to  the  house  cf  Mr.  Parks — and  raising  his 
hat,  sped  away  in  another  direction.  During  my 
ride  to  the  lawyer's  abode,  I  reviewed  all  the  ad- 
ventures through  which  I  had  passed ;  and  I  cama 
to  the  conclusion  that  St.  Clair  was  perfectly  right 
in  the  counsel  he  had  given  me  with  regard  to 
maintaiuing  silence  on  the  subject.     Inexperienced 


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as  I  comparatively  was  in  the  wickednesses  of  tho 
world,  yet  I  could  not  help  comprehending  that  a 
construction  most  prejudicial  to  myself  might  be 
put  upon  the  incident  by  ill-natured  imaginations 
and  scandalous  tongues. 

On  arriving  at  Mr.  Parks's  house,  I  dismissed 
Captain  St.  Clair'a  carriage:  and  on  ascending  to 
the  drawing-room,  found  Mr,  Parks  and  his  wife 
seated  there  alone  together.  They  appeared  to  be 
surprised  on  beholding  me  :  but  when  I  extended 
my  hand  towards  them,  they  gave  me  the  most 
cordial  welcome.  Without  many  preparatory 
words  I  began  to  explain  all  the  adventures  which 
I  had  experienced  :  but  my  narrative  was  fre- 
quently interrupted  by  the  vehement  ejaculations 
which  burst  from  the  lips  of  both. 

"  Oh,  Mr.  Parks !"  exclaimed  the  lady,  when 
I  had  finished ;  "  what  a  villain  is  this  whom 
we  have  been  receiving  at  the  house! — what  a 
serpent  have  you  been  cherishing  in  your  breast  !" 
"  I  tell  you  what  it  is,  Mrs.  Parks,"  said  the 
lawyer  j  "  Ellen  shall  be  avenged  for  this  !  I  will 
immediately  go  and  issue  process  against  the 
scoundrel  Bellesv  ;  and  he  shall  smart  for  it.  It  is 
a  glorious  action ! — forcible  abduction — the  liberty 
of  the  subject  violated — detention  vi  et  armis  for 
an  entire  night  and  a  good  part  of  a  day — menaces 
—intimidation— coercion — and  it  almost  amounts 
to  assault  and  battery !  By  heaven,  we  will  lay 
the  damages  at  five  thousand  pounds." 

"  I  am  very  much  obliged  to  you,  Mr.  Parks,  for 
your  zeal  in  my  cause,"  I  said  :  "  but  under  exist- 
ing circumstances  it  will  be  better  to  hush  the 
matter  up  completely.    That  is  Captain  St.  Clair's 

advice " 

"  I  don't  care  about  anybody's  advice !"  ejacu- 
lated the  lawyer,  dashing  his  clenched  fist  upon  the 
table  in  such  a  state  of  excitement  that  I  had  never 
before  seen  him  display. 

"  Really,  Mr.  Parks,"  said  his  wife,  "  all  things 
considered  —  and    chiefly  for  Ellen's  sake,   you 

know " 

"Ah,  I  forgot !"  said  the  lawyer,  becoming  ap- 
peased, and  therewith  thoughtful :  "  publicity  has 
its  inconveniences.  Well,  well,  perhaps  it  will  be 
better  to  hush  the  matter  up.  But  understand  me 
well,  Mrs.  Parks ! — that  scoundrel  Bellew  shall  never 
again  set  his  foot  within  the  walls  of  this  house  ! 
I  cut  him  henceforth  and  for  ever  !  As  for  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair,  I  long  to  make  his  acquaintance, 
and  to  express  my  gratitude  for  his  admirable  con- 
duct. Do  you  know  where  he  lives,  Ellen  ?" 
"  No,"    I  responded.     "  I  have  heard  that  he 

has  a  country-seat  in  Hertfordshire Ah!  by 

tho  bye,  I  recollect !  Mr.  Norman  has  written  a 
note  or  two  thanking  him  for  presents  of  game ; 
and  he  has  dii-ected  his  letters  to  some  club  at  the 
West  End." 

"Perhaps  the  Junior  United  Service P"  sug- 
gested Mr.  Parks,  "  as  Captain  St.  Clair  has  been 
in  the  army." 

"  That  is  the  club !"  I  rejoined.  "  I  remember 
hearing  the  name  mentioned." 

"  Very  well !  Then  I  shall  write  to  Captain  St. 
Clair,"  said  the  lawyer.  "  Mrs.  Parks,"  he  added, 
turning  to  his  spouse,  "when  do  you  give  that 
grand  ball  of  your's  ?" 

"  Next  Monday  evening,"  replied  the  lady. 
"Very  good!"    ejaculated    Parks.       "We    will 
send  the   carriage   to  fetch  you,   Ellen,   at  nine 


o'clock;  and  ou  that  occasion  we  will  take  care  it 
shall  be  in  readiness  to  convey  you  home  again. 
Mrs.  Parks,  have  the  goodness  to  sit  down  and 
write  an  invitation  to  Captain  St.  Clair.  I  will 
enclose  it  in  a  letter  of  my  own." 

"  Mr.  Parks,"  I  said,  "  I  thank  you  for  your  in- 
vitation ;  but  I  am  not  accustomed  to  fashionable 
society — I  mean,"  I  added  with  a  slight  blush, 
"  not  that  of  ladies " 

"  Oh,  nonsense,  Ellen !  We  shall  be  proud  to 
introduce  you.  But  here  is  the  carriage  at  the 
door ;  and  it  shall  take  you  home.  I  agree  with 
you— it  will  be  better  to  hush  up  tho  i  ^'^jurrences 
of  last  night,  and  therefore  you  need  say  nothing 
to  your  friends  the  Normans.  It  is  fortunate  they 
did  not  send  to  inquire  after  you." 

I  took  leave  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks ;  and  during 
the  drive  back  to  Hunter  Street,  I  more  than  once 
reproached  myself  with  the  idea  of  my  injustice 
in  having  thrown  suspicion  upon  persons  who  had 
just  displayed  themselves  so  eager  to  espouse  my 
cause — so  anxious  to  punish  the  author  of  the  out- 
rage, and  so  zealous  to  express  their  gratitude 
towards  my  deliverer.  On  reaching  Hunter  Street 
— which  was  at  about  four  o'clock  in  the  afternoon 
— I  found  the  Normans  awaiting  in  the  drawiug- 
room  the  announcement  of  dinner;  and  as  there 
were  three  or  four  guests  present,  I  escaped  much 
questioning,  and  was  thus  spared  the  necessity  of 
giving  any  evasive  replies,  or  of  condescending  to 
falsehood.  I  found  that  the  Normans  fancied  I 
had  been  all  the  time  at  the  Parks's  house,  and 
that  they  considered  it  natural  enough.  When 
they  went  to  the  theatre,  I  excused  myself  from 
accompanying  them :  for  being  wearied  and  ex- 
hausted, I  was  anxious  to  have  a  good  night's 
rest. 

On  the  following  day,  when  I  again  reviewed 
all  that  had  passed,  I  had  still  some  little  uneasi- 
ness in  my  mind  as  to  whether  Captain  St.  Clair 
would  fulftl  the  half- pledge  he  had  given  me  and 
abstain  from  provoking  Colonel  Bellew  to  a  duel. 
1  hoped  that  he  would  call  on  some  pretext,  in 
order  that  I  might  be  convinced  that  he  had  ful- 
filled my  wishes  in  that  respect :  but  the  forenoon 
wore  away — and  he  came  not.  There  were  no 
rehearsals  at  the  theatre  that  day  ;  and  therefore 
the  Normans  lunched  at  home.  Lord  Frederick 
RavensclilTe  dropped  in;  and  Mr.  Norman,  in  the 
course  of  conversation,  inquired  if  he  had  recently 
seen  his  friend  St.  Clair  ? 

"  Not  for  the  last  two  days,"  responded  his 
lordship :  and  then  he  again  turned  to  whisper  in 
the  ear  of  Juliet,  who  listened  to  him  with  a  flush 
upon  the  cheeks  and  a  smile  upon  the  lips. 

The  afternoon  passed :  dinner  was  announced : 
— still  St.  Clair  came  not.  The  trouble  of  my 
mind  was  increasing.  It  was  not  that  I  loved 
him  :  let  not  the  reader  suppose  it  for  an  instant. 
Had  it  been  any  one  else  who  succoured  me  under 
similar  circumstances,  I  should  have  felt  an  equal 
dread  at  the  horrors  of  a  duel  on  my  account.  I 
went  to  the  theatre  in  the  hope  that  I  might  see 
him  there :  but  as  I  sat  in  the  box  with  the 
elderly  widow- lady,  who,  as  I  have  before  said,  so 
kindly  acted  as  my  chaperone  on  these  occasions, 
I  for  some  time  vainly  looked  around  in  the 
anxious  expectation  of  beholding  the  object  of  my 
thoughts.  At  length  the  door  of  the  box  in  which 
I  and  the  elderly  lady  were  seated  alone  together. 


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opened ;  and  Captain  St.  Clair  made  his  appear- 
ance. It  was  the  first  time  he  had  ever  sought 
me  in  that  box  or  in  the  society  of  the  elderly  lady 
who  had  been  an  actress  in  her  time :  and  the  idea 
flashed  to  my  mind  that  something  had  happened. 
A  second  glance,  confirming  that  suspicion,  turned 
the  blood  into  ice  in  my  veins :  St.  Clair's  left  arm 
was  in  a  sling  ! 

" Good  evening,  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  ^\ith  his 
wonted  air  of  easy  politeness,  as  he  proffered  me 
his  hand :  but  at  the  same  time  he  darted  upon 
me  a  look  which  was  as  much  as  to  bid  me  com- 
mand any  emotion  that  the  spectacle  of  the  sling 
might  have  conjured  up.  "  Will  you  present  me 
to  your  friend  that  I  may  offer  my  apologies  for 
intruding  into  her  box  ?" 

I  know  not  how  I  murmured  forth  the  neces- 
sary words  of  introduction  between  Captain  St. 
Clair  and  my  elderly  friend :  but  the  latter  was 
infinitely  pleased  at  having  so  fashionable  a  gentle- 
man in  her  box ;  and  there  was  consequently  no 
need  for  apologies.  The  worthy  lady,  however, 
suspected  no  doubt  that  it  was  not  she  herself  who 
was  the  object  of  St.  Clair's  attraction  to  that 
box;  and  after  a  few  ordinary  civilities  had  been 
interchanged  between  herself  and  her  new  ac- 
quaintance, she  turned  to  devote  herself  with 
redoubled  attention  to  the  proceedings  of  the 
stage. 

Meanwhile  I  had  been  sitting  in  the  cold  torpid 
state  of  semi-stupefaction  at  the  idea  that  a  duel 
had  after  all  taken  place  on  my  account,  and  that 
St.  Clair  had  been  wounded.  Methought,  too, 
that  while  he  was  making  a  few  courteous  obser- 
vations to  my  elderly  friend — and  assuring  her  in 
answer  to  an  inquiry  which  she  put,  that  he  had 
merely  experienced  a  contusion  on  the  left 
shoulder  by  a  fall  from  his  horse, — methought,  I 
say,  that  he  was  in  reality  suffering  great  pain, 
which  with  a  stoical  fortitude  he  was  striving  to 
conceal.  The  story  of  a  fall  from  a  horse  I  did 
not  for  a  single  instant  believe ;  and  all  the  time 
I  sat  in  that  cold  torpor  of  the  senses,  my  looks 
were  fixed  with  a  deep,  deep  compassion  upon  St. 
Clair's  countenance.  At  length  the  elderly  lady 
turned  towards  the  stage :  St.  Clair  placed  himself 
next  to  me ;  and  I  said  in  a  low  deep  whisper, 
"Tell  me — for  God's  sake  tell  me,  what  has  taken 
place  P" 

"  My  dear  Miss  Percy,"  he  answered,  likewise 
in  a  whijper,  "  do  not  give  yourself  any  uneasi- 
ness.    It  is  nothing 1  shall  be  well  in  a  few 

days :" — but  at  that  same  instant  over  his  coun- 
tenance there  passed  an  expression  which  pained 
and  afilicted  me  to  behold. 

"You  are  suffering  at  this  instant,"  I  said,  with 
the  tears  ready  to  gush  out  of  my  eyes;  "you  are 
suffering— and  I  cannot  bear  to  see  it  !" 

A  glow  of  pleasure  succeeded  that  of  pain 
upon  his  countenance — while  I  felt  the  blood 
mantling  in  crimson  upon  my  own,  as  the  thought 
struck  me  that  I  had  been  betrayed  by  my  feelings 
of  regret,  compassion,  and  distress,  into  saying 
something  that  might  be  interpreted  in  a  warmer 
and  more  tender  sense. 

"Miss  Percy,"  continued  St.  Clair,  "  I  knew  all 
the  time — yesterday — that  there  must  be  a  duel  to- 
day ;  for  I  and  Bollew  had  placid  ourselves  in  a 
position  towards  each  other  which  rendered  a  hos- 
tile  encounter  absolutely   necessary.      You  must 


not  think  that  because  Bellew  proved  himself  to  h3 
a  villain  towards  yourself,  he  was  either  debarred 
from  seeking  satisfaction  from  me — or  that  I  was 
deprived  of  any  right  or  pretext  for  demanding 
such  satisfaction  from  him.     The  code  of  honour  " 

and  here  St.  Clair  gave  a  peculiar  smile  for 

an  instant — "  is  very  different !  I  knew  therefore 
that  this  duel  must  take  place " 

"  And  yet  you  pledged  yourself,"  I  said,  more 
than  half  reproachfully,  "  that  you  would  ab- 
stain  " 

"  My  dear  Ellen,"  interrupted  St.  Clair,  "  I  am 
sure  you  would  not  have  me  stand  the  chance  of 
being  branded  as  a  coward.  No — never  !" — and 
here  his  countenance  again  grew  flushed  with  an 
animation  that  rendered  him  strikingly  handsome 
— handsome  though  he  at  all  times  was,  even  in 
his  most  ordinary  moments.  "  But  knowing  that 
the  encounter  must  ensue,  there  was  nevertheless 
no  need  to  distress  your  miud  with  the  assurance 
that  such  was  the  case.  Oh  1  had  you  not  already 
suffered  enough  to  render  me  anxious  to  save  you 
every  additional  pang  ?  Ah  !  and  believe  me, 
Ellen,  that  even  when  I  stood  face  to  face  with 
my  enemy,  it  was  sweet — Oh !  it  was  sweet  to 
know  that  I  was  daring  death  on  your  account ! 
And  as  for  this  wound,  I  esteem  it  light— trivial — 
absolute  nothingness,  in  comparison  with  all  that 
I  would  so  gladly  and  cheerfully  endure  for  your 
sake  !" 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  in  accents  that 
were  scarcely  audible,  so  strong  were  the  emotions 
of  distress,  sympathy,  and  affliction  that  were 
agitating  within  mo;  "you  know  not  how  I  am 
grieved  to  think  that  this  should  have  occurred  ! 
Upon  my  gratitude — upon  my  friendship — you 
have  everlasting  claims  :  but  humble  as  I  am,  how 
can  I  hope  to  be  enabled  to  testify  either  ?  And 
now,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  hurriedly  added,  "  I 
presume  that  the  whole  circumstances  will  become 
known " 

"  Not  so !"  interrupted  St.  Clair ;  "  think  you 
that  I  was  not  all  along  careful  of  that  reputation 
of  yours,  Ellen,  which  as— as— your — your  friend 

your — your — brother for  you  have   told 

me  I  may  consider    myself    so 1  value    infi. 

nitely  more  than  my  own  ? — and  that  is  speaking 
with  an  immensity  of  emphasis;  for  as  a  rule,  what 
can  be  dearer  to  a  man  than  his  own  repute  ? 
However,  I  repeat,  I  took  care  of  everything  that 
concerned  yourself.  In  a  private  note  I  appealed 
to  Bellew's  honour  to  be  silent  on  the  subject ;  and 
to  our  seconds  we  pretexted  a  different  cause  of 
quarrel — or  at  least  we  so  altered  the  main  facts 
that  even  if  the  duel  itself  should  become  known, 
public  attention  cannot  be  turned  towards  your- 
self?" 

"I  feel  all  the  embarrassment,  Captain  St, 
Clair,"  I  said,  "  of  being  compelled  to  repeat  over 
and  over  again  the  expression  of  my  heartfelt  gra- 
titude." 

"Gratitude,  Ellen?"  said  Edwin  St.  Clair,  in 
the  most  melting  tones  of  his  voice  of  manly  har- 
mony :  "  wherelore  use  that  word  ?  Oh,  if  you 
knew  how  cheerfully  I  would  have  died  for  you;— 
and,  Oh !  if  you  could  only  conjecture  how  sin- 
cerely  I  shall  wish  myself  dead  if  your  words  and 
looks  continue  to  deny  me  all  hope -" 

'•  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  interrupted  him,  looking 
p  into  his  countenance  with  an  expression  of  the 


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most  earnest  and  ingenuous  appeal  on  my  own  fea- 
tures,— "  you  possess  my  gratitude— you  possess  my 
friendship — and  all  that  you  have  done  and  suf- 
fered on  my  behalf,  necessarily  gives  you  certain 
claims  upon  me.  Thus  I  feel— Oh  I  feel  that  be 
who  has  such  claims,  exercises  as  it  were  a  power ; 
and  I  entreat  that  you  will  wield  your  power  gene- 
rously— you  will  use  it  magnanimously  !  And  now," 
I  added,  anxious  to  give  a  turn  to  the  conversation, 
"  tell  me  how  fared  it  with  Colonel  Bellew  ?" 

"  He  escaped  totally  unhurt,"  responded  St. 
Clair. 

"  Ah  !"  I  ejaculated,  with  a  deep  sense  of  vexa- 
tion :  "  it  is  not  a  wickedness  on  my  part  to  express 
a  wish  that  he  whose  crime  was  the  origin  of  the 
duel,  should  have  borne  all  the  punishment — and 
that  the  consequences  had  smitten  him  severely, 
rather  than  yourself  slightly." 

"You  know  not,  Ellen,"  whispered  St.  Clair, 
with  a  depth  of  tenderest  pathos  in  his  tone,  "  how 
sweet,  how  sweet  it  is  to  feel  myself  the  object  of 
your  sympathy." 

I  gave  no  reply ;  but  looked  towards  the  stage. 
It  was  difScult — nay,  it  was  impossible  to  continue 
a  discourse  on  such  a  topic,  without  finding  myself 
every  moment  compelled  to  say  something  whereon 
St.  Clair  might  put  a  different  interpretation  from 
that  which  it  ought  to  bear — something  to  which 
Lis  own  glowing  mind  might  attribute  a  deeper 
meaning  than  was  intended— something,  in  short, 
which  afforded  him  incessant  opportunities  to  ap- 
proach the  theme  that  I  was  most  anxious  to 
avoid.  As  for  checking  him  curtly  or  severely — 
as  for  telling  him  in  plain  terms  that  because  he 
had  rendered  me  services  he  must  not  take  ad- 
vantage of  them, — all  this  was  out  of  the  question. 
Such  representations  on  my  part  would  have  dis- 
played an  infusion  of  ingratitude  and  worn  the 
aspect  of  heartlessness.  The  reader  may  therefore 
suppose  that  the  position  was  a  very  awkward  and 
embarrassing  as  well  as  a  painful  one  for  me. 

I  looked  towards  the  stage ;  and  for  some  mi- 
nutes silence  prevailed  in  our  box.  At  length  the 
idea  stole  in  unto  my  mind  that  I  was  now  exhibit- 
ing a  coldness  and  an  indifference  towards  St.  Clair 
which  he  was  very  far  from  deserving,  and  that  I 
ought  not  to  appear  more  engrossed  with  the  pro- 
ceedings of  the  drama  than  with  the  society  of  one 
who  had  perilled  his  life  and  was  wounded  in  my 
cause.  I  therefore  turned  towards  him  with  the 
intention  of  making  some  remark  which  should 
break  the  awkward  silence,  when  I  perceived  that 
he  was  standing  up  close  by  the  door,  with  his 
right  hand  upon  the  latch,  as  if  about  to  leave  the 
box. 

"  I  was  only  waiting,  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  with 
an  air  of  almost  reproachful  sadness— yet  without 
the  slightest  tincture  of  coldness  or  reserve, — "  to 
take  my  leave  of  you :  for  I  perceive  that  you  are 
80  engrossed  in  the  performances  that  my  presence 
has  become  an  intrusion." 

The  colour  mounted  to  my  cheeks,  and  the  tears 
almost  gushed  forth  from  my  eyes,  as  my  heart 
smote  me  with  the  idea  that  this  reproach  was 
only  too  well  founded. 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  scarcely  able  to 
recover  my  voice,  as  it  were,  from  the  choking 
power  of  my  feelings,— "you  wrong  me— indeed 
you  wrong  me !  Your  words  would  tax  me  with 
ingratitude.     God  knows  I  am  incapable " 


I  I  stopped  short,— my  speech  now  entirely  suf- 
focated by  the  emotions  that  rose  up  into  my 
very  throat;  and  at  the  same  time  the  tears 
which  hitherto  by  a  strong  effort  I  had  kept  back, 
forced  themselves  a  vent. 

"  Grood  heaven.  Miss  Percy !  —  Ellen  —  dear 
Ellen !"  whispered  St.  Clair,  hastily  and  excitedly, 
"  I  would  not  for  worlds  have  done  this !  I  was 
wrong !  —  I  imagined  a  coldness  where  none 
existed !  Oh,  I  see,  I  see  that  I  am  not  alto- 
gether indifferent  to  you  ! — and  I  rejoice  at  this 
wound  which,  severe  though  it  be,  has  at  length 
given  an  impulse  to  your  feelings  and  has  pleaded 
on  my  behalf  more  effectually  than  the  most 
eloquent  of  my  own  words  ever  could  have 
done." 

I  knew  not  how  to  answer:  I  was  plunged 
into  a  perfect  maze  of  bewilderment,  perplexity, 
and  confusion.  To  attempt  matter-of-fact  ex- 
planations and  methodically  to  define  that  I 
experienced  feelings  of  gratitude  and  friendship 
to  the  very  uttermost,  but  love  not  in  the  least,— 
was  impossible !  It  would  have  been  to  give  an 
immediate  justification  to  the  charge  of  coldness 
already  brought  against  me.  Besides,  had  not 
the  avowal  slipped  from  St.  Clair's  tongue  that 
his  wound  was  a  serious  one  ?  What  did  he 
mean  ?  Though  it  was  not  mortal,  yet  still  it 
might  prove  fatal  ?  Oh,  I  shuddered  at  the  idea ! 
There  was  a  man  surrounded  by  all  the  accessories 
which  render  life  valuable,  incurring  the  risk  of 
losing  that  life  on  my  account !  It  was  impos- 
sible to  meet  him  with  harshness  or  cruelty— im- 
possible to  cast  a  damp  upon  his  feelings, — impos- 
sible to  do  aught  that  should  savour  in  the  slightest 
degree  of  ingratitude  on  my  part. 

I  remained  silent :  but  I  know  that  my  looks 
must  have  been  full  of  confusion  and  sympathy, 
bewilderment  and  compassion,  strangely,  inde- 
scribably blended.  And  St.  Clair  went  on  whis- 
pering in  my  ear.  As  I  have  a  soul  to  be  saved, 
I  declare  that  I  comprehended  not  at  the  time  the 
full  meaning  of  the  words  he  was  thus  addressing 
to  me, — in  such  a  mist  was  my  soul  enveloped. 
But  that  their  general  sense  was  in  respect  to  the 
feelings  which  he  entertained  towards  me,  I  had  a 
sort  of  intuitive  knowledge,  though  vague  and 
dim;  and  when  the  performances  were  over  and 
he  handed  me  into  the  Normans'  carriage,  it  ap- 
peared to  me  as  if  I  were  only  now  for  the  first 
time  awakening  from  a  hazy  dream  which  for 
the  last  half-hour  bad  enthralled  my  senses. 


CHAPTER     IX. 


It  was  Monday  night— the  night  of  the  grand 
ball  to  be  given  by  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks.  I  had 
decided  upon  being  present,  in  consequence  of  a 
pressing  note  received  from  Mrs.  Parks,  and  ia 
consequence  likewise  of  the  well-meant  representa- 
tions of  the  Normans  that  I  ought  to  cultivate 
the  friendship  of  those  wealthy  persons  who  had 
known  me  from  my  childhood,  and  who  appeared 
so  ready  and  anxious  to  show  me  every  attcutioa. 
Juliet— who  had  nut  to  attend  the  theatre  on  this 


ELLEX  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES  OF   AK   ACIEESS, 


particular  evening— was  most  kirrlly  zealous  in 
superintending  the  arrangements  of  my  toilet, 

"This  white  dress  becomes  you.  admirably,  my 
dear  Ellen,"  she  said,  as  she  surveyed  me,  when 
my  toilet  was  complete,  with  as  much  admiration 
as  if  she  were  a  fond  sister.  "  Your  figure  is  per- 
fect ! — what  beautiful  flovfing  outlines !  Ob,  you 
will  make  a  sensation  to-night  at  this  ball— as  you 
are  shortly  destined  to  do  upon  the  stage  !  That 
mode  of  dressing  your  hair  in  bands,  with  braids 
at  the  sides,  becomes  you  marvellously.  And  this 
camelia  in  your  hair — how  exquisitely  in  its  white- 
ness does  it  throw  out  into  contrast  the  raven 
darkness  of  that  hair  !  You  have  not  looked  very 
well  for  the  last  three  or  four  days— you  have  been 
pale ;  but  now  there  is  a  colour  upon  your  cheeks. 
Ah !  it  is  easy  to  foretell  that  you  will  be  the  star 
of  the  evening — you  will  make  a  hundred  con- 
quests to-night,  Ellen  ! — many  a  heart  will  go 
liome  filled  with  your  image — many  a  breast  will 
No.  6.— EI1J.EK  Pkecy. 


sigh  to-morrow  when  thinking  of  you  !  Oh  !  ynu 
are  exquisitely  beautiful,  with  that  smile  upon 
your  lips  and  the  pearly  teeth  peeping  between  !" 

Vainly  did  I  endeavour  to  stop  Julia  Iformaa 
in  the  midst  of  her  tirade  :  it  was  utterly  impos- 
sible to  arrest  her  volubly  uttered  but  well- meant 
compliments  when  once  she  launched  out  into  such 
a  strain.  The  Parks's  carriage  was  announced  :  I 
entered  it — and  was  driven  to  their  house 

Some  fifty  or  sixty  guests  were  already  assem- 
bled  in  the  superbly  furnished  drawing-rooms 
when  I  was  announced ;  and  Mrs.  Parks,  who  sped 
forward  to  receive  me,  gave  me  to  understand  in  a 
hasty  whisper,  and  with  a  triumphant  look,  that 
she  expected  as  many  more. 

The  saloons  certainly  looked  magnificent,  flooded 
as  they  were  with  the  lustre  shed  by  the  immense 
crystal  chandeliers, —  and  that  lustre  taking  a 
roseate  tint  from  the  crimson  paper  of  the  walls, 
the  draperies,  and  the  furniture-fittings,  all  of  a 


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corresponding  hue.  Whatsoever  was  gaudy  and 
inconsistent  with  good  taste  in  the  arrangements 
of  those  rooms,  as  seen  by  daylight,  was  now 
merged  in  the  one  absorbing;  air  of  brilliant  mag- 
nificence which  made  its  due  impression  on  the 
mind.  I  bad  expected  to  behold  amongst  the 
guests  a  number  of  that  same  upstart  or  parvenu 
class  to  which  the  Parkses  themselves  belonged; 
but  I  was  agreeably  disappointed.  Elegantly 
dressed  ladies  and  fashionable  gentlemen,  belong- 
ing to  the  higher  sphere,  were  present  A  first 
glance  however  showed  me  that  there  was  a  consi- 
derable number  of  foreigners  amongst  the  male 
guests :  but  I  learnt  in  the  course  of  the  evening 
that  these  were  attaches  and  secretaries  belonging 
to  the  diflferent  Embassies  to  the  British  Court. 
I  was  surprised  therefore  to  find  that  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Parks  possessed  so  fashionable  a  range  of 
acquaintances.  I  had  yet  to  learn  that  money  is 
in  itself  an  immense  power,— a  talisman— a  load- 
stone—a magnet  of  irresistible  attraction, — that 
many  a  parvenu  is  visited  for  the  sake  of  his 
splendid  suppers  and  choice  wines,  while  he 
egotistically  fancies  that  the  motive  is  friend- 
ship towards  himself — or,  again,  that  those  whose 
necessities  and  extravagancies  place  them  at  the 
mercy  of  the  money-lender,  are  compelled  to  show 
the  same  deference  to  his  invitations  as  they 
would  display  to  the  "royal  commands"  of  the 
sovereign. 

The  rooms  speedily  filled  ;  and  Mrs.  Parks  had 
whispered  in  my  ear  no  idle  boast  when  she  gave 
me  to  understand  that  she  expected  at  least  a  hun- 
dred and  twenty  or  thirty  guests.  She  retained 
me  near  her  all  the  earlier  part  of  the  evening ; 
and  I  was  grateful,  because  I  had  no  lady  com- 
panion to  be  my  chaperon.  I  knew  that  St.  Clair 
was  to  be  present :  I  had  seen  him  every  day 
since  the  adventures  recorded  in  the  preceding 
chapter  :  he  had  told  me  that  Mr.  Parks  called 
upon  him  at  bis  club,  and  that  Mrs.  Parks  had 
sent  him  an  invitation.  He  had  said  nothing  more 
to  me  on  the  one  subject  which  I  was  so  anxious  to 
avoid :  it  was  only  in  the  presence  of  the  Nor- 
mans he  had  seen  me— and  his  demeanour  had 
been  that  of  courteous  and  friendly  respect. 

I  was  sitting  with  Mrs.  Parks  at  the  extremity 
of  the  principal  saloon,  near  the  door — and  she  was 
just  observing  that  it  was  time  for  the  dancing 
to  commence — when  the  footman  announced  in 
the  usual  loud  tone,  "  Lady  Lilla  Essendine." 

I  was  immediately  struck  by  a  name— or  rather 
a  combination  of  names,  which  seemed  to  me  as 
pretty  as  they  were  singular— when  I  was  still 
more  deeply  impressed  by  the  appearance  of  the 
lady  herself.  She  was  not  more  than  one  or  two 
and  twenty,  and  surpassingly  beautiful.  She  was 
a  blonde  of  the  most  perfect  description.  Her 
light  hair  can  only  be  depicted  as  flaxen  mingled 
with  pale  amber,  but  with  that  rich  gloss  upon  it 
which  generally  belongs  only  to  the  auburn  hue. 
It  was  of  remarkable  luxuriance  :  but  never  upon 
a  whiter  neck  or  shoulders  did  clustering  curls  or 
rolling  tresses  fall.  Her  complexion  was  abso- 
lutely dazzling.  Hypei  criticism  might  have  pro- 
nounced her  to  be  too  fair,  because  not  even  on  her 
cheeks  was  there  the  delicate  relief  of  a  roseate 
tinge.  And  yet  she  was  not  of  a  sickly  nor  insipid 
whiteness :  the  skin  had  an  animation  and  a  polish 
which  almost  supplied  the  place,  so  to  speak,  of  the 


blushing  glow  of  health.  Her  eyes  were  large  and 
of  a  beautiful  blue, — the  lashes  being  of  a  rich 
brown — which,  as  well  as  the  brows,  were  conse* 
quently  many,  many  shades  darker  than  the  hair. 
Her  lips  were  of  a  vivid  vermilion :  the  teeth 
were  like  pearls.  Her  profile  was  slightly  aquiline, 
but  yet  not  prominently  chiselled. 

Tbere  was  no  arching  of  the  neck:  it  was  a 
straight  alabaster  column,  on  which  the  head  sat 
with  dignity,  rather  than  with  a  graceful  bending 
of  its  snowy  pillar.  Still  there  was  no  deficiency 
of  elegance  in  the  general  efi'ect:  it  was  a 
statuesque  carriage  of  the  head,  neck,  and  bust, 
which  had  something  queenly  in  it.  The  bust 
itself  was  superb, — its  grand  contours  being  re- 
vealed by  the  low  ball-dress  of  richest  Honiton 
lace.  She  was  tall  j  and  her  entire  symmetry  was 
adjusted  to  a  blending  of  the  proportions  of  the 
Hebe  and  the  Sylph. 

Such,  at  the  first  glance,  was  the  appearance  of 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  Methought  she  was  proud, 
— proud  of  her  rank  and  beauty,  and  perhaps  her 
wealth, — until  she  spoke  to  Mrs.  Parks,  who  has- 
tened forward  to  receive  her.  Then  nothing  could 
exceed  the  gracious  aflfability  with  which  her  lady- 
ship addressed  the  lawyer's  wite :  so  that  my  first 
impression  being  suddenly  dispelled,  I  felt  the 
next  moment  that  I  already  liked  her.  Mrs. 
Parks  introduced  me ;  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine 
was  as  cordial  and  amiable  to  myself  as  she  had 
shown  herself  towards  her  hostess.  Mr.  Parks 
now  came  forward,  and  gave  his  arm  to  her  lady- 
ship to  conduct  her  to  a  seat. 

The  danc'ug  immediately  afterwards  commenced; 

and  Mrs.  Parks  introduced  Count  Delia  Monti,  the 

!  Sardinian  Secretary  of  Legation,  to  me  as  a  part- 

I  ner.     Just  before    the    quadrille    was  finished,  I 

1  perceived  Captain  St.  Clair  enter  the  room.     His 

I  left  arm   was  still  in  a  sling: — indeed,  I  should 

!  observe  that  the  impression  remained  upon  my 

I  mind  that    he   had    been    much    more    seriously 

I  wounded   than   be    was    willing    to   admit.      He 

I  was,  as  usual,  elegantly  dressed ;  and  on  his  en- 

I  trance  he  was  immediately  surrounded  by  half-a- 

'  dozen  noblemen  and  gentlemen  who  did  not  happen 

to  be  dancing,  and  who  evidently  regarded  St.  Clair 

as  the  male  star  of  the  evening. 

Lady  Lilla  Essendine  was  dancing  opposite  to 
I  me,  her  partner  being  a  young  English  Baronet, 
I  whose  name  I  have  forgotten.  The  moment  after 
I  had  seen  St.  Clair  enter,  I  averted  my  eyes ;  and 
my  looks  happened  to  fall  upon  Lady  Lilla.  I  was 
I  suddenly  startled :  indeed,  for  an  instant  I  was  so 
I  struck  that  if  I  had  cried  out  it  would  have  been 
no  wonder ;  for  the  expression  of  her  countenance 
actually  affrighted  me.  Pale  though  she  naturally 
was,  as  I  have  already  said,  she  was  now  ghastly. 
And  yet  the  very  next  instant  methought  it  was  a 
mere  delusion  on  my  part :  for  when,  after  having 
shudderingly  withdrawn  my  regards,  I  looked 
towards  her  again,  she  was  smilingly  making 
some  observation  to  her  partner.  I  could 
scarcely  believe  the  evidence  of  my  own  senses; 
for  I  thought  to  myself  that  if  I  had  really 
beheld  upon  her  countenance  that  expression 
— so  painfully,  so  fearfully  indicative  of  some 
awful  inward  torture,  either  mental  or  physical  — 
wondrous  must  be  the  power  which  she  ex- 
ercised over  her  own  feelings  to  be  enabled  so 
speedily  to  regain  her  self-possession.     But  there 


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she  was,  her  features  all  happiness  and  animatioa 
again:  so  that  I  could  not  help  sayin^  to  myself 
"  I  was  mistaken :  it  was  the  light  which  deceived 
me !" 

The  dance  was  almost  immediately  finished ; 
and  after  the  usual  promenade  round  the  saloon, 
Count  Delia  Monti  conducted  me  to  a  seat.  When, 
be  left  me.  Captain  St.  Clair  approached ;  and 
having  shaken  me  by  the  hand,  he  sank  into  the 
chair  which  was  next  to  the  one  in  which  I  was 
seated. 

"  I  told  you  that  I  should  be  here,  Miss  Percy," 
eaid  Captain  St.  Clair ;  "  and  although  feeling 
very  far  from  well,  I  would  not  for  the  world  have 
missed  this  opportunity  of  being  in  your  com- 
pany." 

I  could  not  help  pfazing  fixedly  upon  his  coun- 
tenance as  he  thus  spoke ;  and  I  perceived  that  he 
was  excessively  pale— that  he  had  what  might  be 
called  a  delicate  look,  as  if  he  had  only  just  left  a 
sick  chamber  J  and  then  that  arm  in  the  sling — Oh! 
as  I  caught  si^ht  of  it,  a  pang  shot  through  my  heart 
ftt  the  idea  that  a  valuable  human  life  had  been 
risked  and  might  have  been  lost  on  my  account.  I 
have  no  doubt  that  my  features  must  have  ex- 
pressed sympathy,  uneasiness,  interest,  and  grati- 
tude, all  blended  at  the  time  ;  and  then  I  observed 
that  the  animatioa  of  pleasure  imparted  a  slight 
glow  to  the  previously  pale  cheeks  of  St.  Clair. 

"  But  what  care  I  for  illn^s— or  what  care  I  for 
the  pain  resulting  from  a  wound — what  care  I  in- 
deed for  the  perils  that  I  have  encountered,  since 
it  was  all  for  your  sake  ?" — and  the  tone  in  which 
St.  Clair  spoke,  was  full  of  that  deep  melodious 
pathos  which  he  knew  so  well  how  to  infuse  into 
his  language. 

With  the  scene  at  the  theatre  in  my  memory — 
and  recollecting  how  confused,  bewildered,  and 
overpowered  by  my  feelings  I  had  been  on  that 
occasion — I  was  resolved  to  do  all  I  possibly  could 
to  prevent  St.  Clair  from  addressing  me  in  a  similar 
strain  on  the  present  occasion.  I  felt  that  I  had 
sufficiently  sacrificed  my  own  feelings  on  that  other 
occasion  to  avoid  the  imputation  of  ingratitude — 
and  that  I  could  no  longer,  even  to  persevere  in 
avoiding  that  imputation,  permit  him  to  recur  to 
a  topic  that  I  could  not  and  dared  not  seriously  en- 
tertain. Therefore,  for  the  purpose  of  giving  the 
discourse  an  immediate  turn,  I  said,  "  What  a  re- 
markably beautiful  woman  is  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine  !" 

"Yea,"  observed  St.  Clair,  with  such  a  careless- 
ness of  tone  and  listlessness  of  manner  that  I  was 
startled  as  much  with  astonishment  thereat  as  at 
the  announcement  which  his  words  themselves  con- 
veyed ;  "  my  aunt  has  always  been  considered  a 
great  beauty." 

"  Your  aunt  ?"  and  I  gaaed  upon  him  in  wonder- 
tnent. 

"  Oh,  yes— she  is  my  aunt,"  replied  St.  Clair. 
•'  I  thought  perhaps  the  Parkses  might  have  told 
you  so." 

"  I  never  saw  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  before  this 
evening,"  I  responded :  "  nor  did  I  ever  before  hear 
her  name  mentioned.     But  is  it  possible " 

"  It  is  quite  possible  for  L:\dy  Lilla  Essendine 
to  be  my  aunt  hy  marriage,"  rejoined  St.  Clair, 
with  a  peculiar  smile  upon  his  lips,  and  with  that 
singular  expression  to  which  1  have  bofore  alluded, 
transiently  sweeping  over  his  countouance.     "  My 


uncle  Sir  George  Essendine  was  my  mother's 
brother.  He  was  a  General  in  the  army,  and  a 
Knight  of  the  Cross  and  Bath.  He  was  immensely 
rich— eccentric  in  his  manners,  and  peculiar  in  his 
habits.  After  having  been  a  widower  for  many 
long  years,  he  suddenly  took  it  into  his  head  to 
marry  again.  Lady  Lilla  captivated  his  fancy; 
and  as  she  was  the  portionless  daughter  of  a  high- 
born but  poor  family — having  a  title  too,  you  per- 
ceive, in  her  own  right — it  was  considered  that  her 
patrician  rank  was  a  fair  set-oif  against  my  uncle's 
wealth.  As  to  the  discrepancies  of  age,  I  shall  say 
little  or  nothing :  they  speak  for  themselves,  when 
I  tell  jou  that  Lady  Lilla  was  eighteen  and  Sir 
George  was  sixty." 

"  Was  it  possible  that  she  loved  him  P"  I  inge- 
nuously asked. 

"  I  believe  she  made  him  an  excellent  wife — or 
at  least  the  world  said  so  :" — but  there  seemed  to 
be  something  supercilious,  if  not  absolutely  flip- 
pant in  St.  Clair's  accents.  "  He  paid  the  debt  of 
nature  about  a  couple  of  years  back :  Lady  Lilla 
went  abroad — she  has  only  just  returned  from  the 
Continent — and  indeed  only  just  emerged  from  her 
widow's  weeds." 

"  But  I  have  not  seen  you  speak  to  her,"  I  said : 
and  then  I  recollected  that  strange  expression  which 
her  ladyship's  countenance  had  struck  me  as  wear- 
ing for  an  instant  when  St.  Clair  entered  tha 
room. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  he  answered,  "  there  can  be  no 
harm  in  telling  you  that  Lady  Lilla  detests  me. 
Alt  the  world  knows  that  we  have  been  at  variance 
ever  since  my  uncle's  death ;  and  the  reason  is  of 
course  palpable  enough.  Sir  George  died  intes- 
tate ;  and  I,  as  his  legal  heir,  took  possession  of 
everything." 

"  Then  he  had  made  no  provision  for  his  wife  ?" 
I  observed. 

"None  whatsoever,"  answered  St.  Clair:  "for 
as  I  have  just  told  you,  he  died  without  a  will. 
Her  ladyship  expected  to  inherit  everything:  but 
she  found  herself  the  heiress  to  nothing.  Now, 
in  the  first  place  you  may  suppose  that  I  was  never 
very  well  pleased  with  a  match  that  might  pos- 
sibly have  cut  me  out  of  all  my  uncle's  wealth ; 
and  I  had  all  the  more  reason  to  complain  of  it, 
because  he  had  promised  to  make  me  his  heir- 
he  had  adopted  me  at  my  parents'  death — he  had 
put  me  into  the  Guards — he  had  brought  me  up 
with  the  idea  that  I  should  be  wealthy— and  thus 
he  had  encouraged  me  in  expensive  tastes  and 
habits.  All  those  who  knew  us  can  testify  whether 
I  was  a  dutiful  nephew  or  not.  I  gave  him  no 
cause  for  taking  a  step  which  might  have  had  the 
effect  of  disinheritiog  me ;  and  therefore,  as  a 
young  man  thus  situated,  I  natursrily  felt  some- 
what chagrined  at  the  idea  of  being  sacrificed  to 
an  o!d  man's  suddenly  formed  caprice  for  a  pretty 
girl.  Not  that  I  ever  betrayed  this  displeasure, 
nor  gave  vent  to  my  wounded  feelings.  Oa  the 
contrary,  I  continued  dutiful,  respectful,  and 
obedient  to  my  uncle  until  the  very  last.  But 
still  Lady  Lilla  was  aware  of  my  aversion  to  the 
match.  It  did  not  even  require  much  exercise  of 
woman's  naturally  sharp  instinct  to  penetrate  that 
fact:  all  cifcumstances  were  calculated  to  striko 
her  with  the  conviction  that  it  must  be  so.  And 
therefore  she  detested  me." 

"  This  was  by  no  means  a  good  trait  in  her  cha- 


racter,"  I  observed  :  and  at  the  same  time  I  could 
not  help  admiring  the  conduct  of  Edwin  St.  Clair 
in  baTing  studied  to  conceal  from  his  late  uncle 
the  aversion  which  he  so  very  naturally  entertained 
for  such  a  match. 

"  I  do  not  wish  to  speak  ill  against  my  aunt," 
continued  St.  Clair,  whose  tone  and  manner  had 
gradually  subsided  from  superciliousness  and  flip- 
pancy into  seriousness  :  "  indeed  I  hate  saying  an 
unkiud  word  of  any  one.  Much  less,  Ellen,  would 
I  seek  to  prejudice  you  against  a  lady  with  whom 
you  may  possibly  become  acquainted " 

"  I  have  already  been  introduced  by  Mrs.  Parks 
to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine,"  I  observed;  "and  I  do 
not  hesitate  to  admit  that  she  impressed  me  with 
everything  in  her  favour.  She  was  not  exactly 
condescending — for  that  would  imply  that  she 
stooped  and  unbent  in  a  patronising  manner; 
whereas  she  was  most  graciously  affable  and  kindly 
courteous." 

"  Yes — she  is  polished  and  well-bred,"  remarked 
St.  Clair.  "  But  I  have  not  quite  made  an  end 
of  my  story.  My  uncle's  death — which  occurred 
suddenly,  by  the  lightning-stroke  of  apoplexy- 
raised  me  all  in  a  moment  to  the  possession  of 
some  five-and-twenty  thousand  a  year.  Now  tell 
me  candidly — was  it  probable  that  I  should  aban- 
don all  my  rights  to  the  young  wife  he  had  chosen 
and  whom  he  had  left  a  widow  behind  him  ?  The 
page  of  the  wildest  romance  never  presented  such 
an  illustration  of  self-sacrifice  and  self-abnegation. 
It  would  not  have  been  magnanimous :  it  would 
have  been  simply  preposterous.  But  still  I  was 
not  altogether  selfish ;  and  whatever  the  world 
may  think  —  whatever  you  likewise  may  think, 
Ellen — I  give  myself  credit  for  some  little  degree 
of  generosity  in  the  course  that  I  pursued.  I 
offered  to  make  a  settlement  of  three  thousand  a 
year  on  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  Would  you  be- 
lieve it  ?  she  scorned  the  proposal!  And  now  can 
you  wonder  that  I  have  not  accosted  her  in  order 
to  pay  my  respects  ?  or  can  you  suppose  that  I 
entertain  any  respect  at  all  for  one  who  has  given 
such  unmistakable  evidences  of  bo  rancorous  a 
hatred  against  me  ?" 

"  I  am  sorry  to  hear  all  this,"  I  observed :  "  for 
when  one  has  formed  a  favourable  opinion  of  an- 
other, one  does  not  like  to  have  that  opinion 
diminished  and  depreciated.  I  presume  you  did 
not  expect  to  meet  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  here  to- 
night ?" 

"  To  tell  you  the  truth,"  answered  St.  Clair,  «  I 
was  not  altogether  very  much  astonished :  for  Mr. 
Parks  is  her  solicitor " 

"Indeed!"  I  exclaimed:  and  now  I  compre- 
prehended  wherefore  her  ladyship  should  have 
been  so  familiar  and  intimate  with  Mrs.  Parks. 

"I  ought  to  tell  you,"  continued  St.  Clair,  "  that 
although  Lady  Lilla  was  portionless  when  she 
espoused  my  uncle,  yet  that  a  little  while  after  the 
marriage  her  godfather  died— some  wealthy  old 
gentleman  whose  name  I  forget — and  who  left  her 
fifteen  hundred  a  year  in  his  will.  Mr.  Parks  was 
one  of  the  executors ;  and  hence  his  acquaintance 
with  her  ladyship.  Of  course  that  money  was 
settled  at  the  time  upon  herself;  and  it  constitutes 
the  income  upon  which  she  lives." 

While  Captain  St.  Clair  was  giving  me  these  ex- 
planations, I  frequently  glanced  furtively  across  the 
room,  in  order  to  observe  where  Lady  Lilla  was 


seated,  and  whether  she  were  paying  any  attention 
to  us.  Not  once,  however,  did  I  notice  that  she 
was  looking  in  our  direction:  she  was  surrounded 
by  several  ladies  and  gentlemen,  with  whom  she 
appeared  to  be  conversing  most  gaily. 

"  You  see,  Ellen,"  continued  St.  Clair,  after  a 
brief  pause,  "  that  I  have  entered  confidentially  and 
frankly  into  all  these  details  with  you;  and  there- 
fore, should  your  acquaintance  with  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  grow  more  intimate— I  mean  should  you 
meet  her  beneath  this  roof  and  hear  her  speak  to 
my  disparagement — you  will  not  give  heed  to  her 
vindictive  misrepresentations :  you  will  know  of 
what  value  to  estimate  them." 

"  It  is  not  probable  that  I  shall  often  meet  her 
ladyship,"  I  responded :  "  for  when  once  a  certain 
event  shall  have  taken  place,  it  is  not  likely  that 
one  of  her  ladyship's  rank  and  position  will  conde- 
scend to  make  a  friend  or  companion  of  me.  I 
begin  to  understand.  Captain  St.  Clair,  what  the 
world  thinks  of " 

"Ellen,  to  what  do  you  allude?"  he  ejaculated} 
and  it  was  with  an  air  of  the  most  unfeigned  as- 
tonishment  that  he  gazed  upon  me. 

"Do  you  not  know,"  I  answered,  "that  this  day 
fortnight  I  am— to— to — "  and  I  scarcely  knew  why 
I  hesitated— "to  make  my  debut?" 

"  Ellen,  what  change  has  come  over  you  ?  what 
does  this  mean?"  asked  St.  Clair,  with  a  look  of  the 
deepest  distress.  "Tell  me — for  God's  sake  tell 
me,  what  am  I  to  understand  ?" 

It  was  now  my  turn  to  contemplate  him  with 
amazement ;  but  gradually  vague  suspicions  began 
to  flutter  in  my  mind ;  and  I  had  a  comprehension 
— though  a  dim  one — of  what  he  meant  and  of  the 
special  subjects  to  which  he  was  alluding.  I  grew 
frightened — and  all  the  more  so  because  his  own 
manner  betrayed  the  evidences  of  a  profound  ex* 
citement. 

"We  cannot  talk  here!"  be  suddenly  said  in  a 
voice  so  altered  from  its  usual  tone  that  it  en- 
hanced my  terror.  "  Come !"  and  with  this  curtly 
added  invitation,  he  abruptly  rose  from  his  seat 
and  proffered  me  his  arm. 

I  should  observe  that  we  had  sat  somewhat  re- 
tired from  the  rest  of  the  company  -.  our  discourse 
had  been  carried  on  in  a  sufficiently  low  tone  to 
be  only  audible  to  ourselves ;  and  I  had  no  reason 
for  supposing  that  any  one  had  perceived  the  ex- 
citement which  both  of  us  had  been  betraying  for 
the  last  few  instants.  I  felt  the  necessity  of 
coming  to  an  immediate  explanation  with  Captain 
St.  Clair ;  those  vague  suspicions  to  which  I  have 
already  alluded,  made  me  half  comprehend  how 
and  when  I  had  committed  myself — or  rather,  I 
should  say,  by  what  circumstance  my  own  conduct 
had  been  rendered  such  as  to  lead  St.  Clair  hiin- 
self  into  error  as  to  my  sentiments  with  regard  to 
him.  Anxiou3,  therefore,  to  explain  away  those 
impressions,  I  accepted  his  arm ;  and  he  led  me 
into  the  refreshment-room.  This  was  a  spacious 
apartment,  with  a  large  table  at  one  extremity, 
where  several  neatly  attired  servant-maids  were 
dispensing  lemonade,  negus,  ices,  and  other  refresh- 
ments to  those  guests  who  required  them.  St. 
Clair  led  me  to  a  seat  at  the  opposite  extremity,  and 
as  the  band  in  the  grand  saloon  struck  up  at  the 
moment  for  another  dance,  the  loungers  in  the  re- 
freshment-room quickly  sped  away  thither.  St. 
Clair  and  I  therefore  remained  alone  aa  it  were : 


EllEX  PEKCT  ;    OE,    THE   MEMOIES  OV   AN   ACTEESa. 


for  the  servant-girls  at  the  other  end  of  the  spacious 
apartment  were  now  busj  in  the  arrangements  of 
the  table. 

"Ellen,"  he  said  in  a  low  voice,  but  which  was 
tremulously  clear,  "  is  it  possible  that  I  could  have 
misunderstood  jou,  or  that  jou  could  have  misun- 
derstood me  at  the  theatre  the  other  night  ?  for  I 
know  you  too  well  to  believe  for  an  instant  that 
you  would  be  guilty  of  a  heartless  coquetry.  In- 
deed, I  would  not  insult  you  by  such  a  suspicion!" 

"  Yes — there  must  have  been  some  serious  mis- 
understanding," I  answered,  quivering  with  ner- 
vous agitation :  "  and.  Oh  !  Captain  St.  Clair,  I  shall 
be  very,  very  unhappy  if  through  any  folly  or  in- 
advertence on  my  part But  no !"  I  suddenly  in- 
terrupted myself,  as  I  regained  my  presence  of 
mind :  "  I  merit  not  the  reproach  of  either  folly  or 
inadvertence ;  and  as  for  coquetry,  I  am  incapable 
of  it.  Eut  I  was  so  shocked  with  the  idea  of  that 
duel the  spectacle  of  your  injured  arm  pro- 
duced such  an  effect  upon  me and  there  were 

other  reasons— other  fi  elings  indeed in  a  word, 

Captain  St.  Clair,  my  brain  was  in  a  whirl — I  was 
not  the  mistress  of  myself — and  as  heaven  is  my 
witness,  I  scarcely  comprehended  all  that  you  said 
to  me  at  last !" 

"  Is  this  possible,  Ellon  ?"  and  St.  Clair  looked 
at  me  with  au  earnestness  as  if  to  penetrate  into 
all  the  purposes  of  my  soul  and  fathom  its  very 
depths. 

"  It  is  true.  Captain  St.  Clair !"  I  responded, 
steadily  meeting  that  gaze  for  a  sufficient  time 
to  prove  my  sincerity — though  at  length  my  looks 
sank  beneath  it,  as  the  blush  of  confusion  rose  up 
to  my  cheeks. 

"But  one  word,  Ellen!— one  word!"  said  St. 
Clair,  in  a  feverish  state  of  the  most  anxious  sus- 
pense.    "  Am  I  an  object  of  indifference  to  you  ?" 

"An  object  of  indifference  Captain  St.  Clair  can 
never  be,"  I  replied ;  "  for  he  has  laid  me  under 
too  many  obligations.  Gratitude  has  engendered 
friendship " 

"Friendship?  O  Ellen,  that  is  a  cold  word!"  he 
interrupted  me  ;  "and  after  all  that  I  had  hoped— 
all  that  I  had  fancied— all  that  I  had  believed — it 
falls  like  ice  upon  my  heart !  Good  heavens,  under 
what  a  delusion  have  I  been  labouring!  The  other 
night  1  spoke  as  delicately  and  considerately  as  I 
could ;  for  I  did  not  choose  to  have  the  appearance 
of  ungenerously  availing  myself  of  the  little  ser- 
vices I  had  rendered  you,  in  order  to  urge  my  own 
suit.  But  you  gave  me  to  understand  that  you 
would  be  mine— that  you  would  renounce  all  idea 
of  going  upon  the  stage — that  our  engagement 
for  the  present  was  to  be  kept  a  secret  until  the 
requisite  arrangements " 

"Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  interrupted  him,  "  you 
know  not  how  ineffable  is  the  pain  which  your 
words  occasion  me  !  Alas,  I  feel  that  they  are  in- 
deed only  to  true  !  I  now  comprehend  it  all !— that 
which  was  before  dim,  hazy,  and  obscure,  has  be- 
come light  and  transparent.  I  am  shocked  at 
the  error  which  has  occurred;  and  though  inno- 
cent  Oh !    God  knows,  that  I  am  innocent  of 

any  wilful  deception  or  dissimulation ! — yet  do  I 
blame  myself — I  could  weep  in  very  anger,  vexa- 
tion, and  despair  at  my  own  weakness  and  absence 
of  self-command !" 

"  But  it  is  impossible,  Ellen,  that  you  can  plunge 
me  into  such  misery!"  said  St.  Clair  vehemently; 


— "impossible  that  you  can  dash  down  and  break 
the  golden  bawl  of  hope  which  you  yourself  placed 
in  my  hands! — or  that  you  can  all  in  a  momout 
distinguish  the  lustre  of  that  ineffable  star  on  whicli 
my  adoring  gaze  has  been  fixed  !  Say  not  that  you 
will  do  it,  Ellen  I — admit  that  things  have  gone  too 
far !  Some  days  have  elapsed  since  that  conversa- 
tion at  the  theatre 1  have  seen  you  daily — aud 

if  in  consequence  of  the  Normans'  presence  I 
touched  not  upon  the  subject,  it  was  because  of  that 
agreement  of  secresy " 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,  listen  to  me !"  I  interrupted 
him :  and  again  I  was  armed  with  all  my  self-pos- 
session. "  Deeply,  deeply  do  I  deplore  the  misunder- 
standing which  has  occurred,  and  which  must  even 
tend  to  place  my  conduct  in  a  peculiar— aye,  al- 
most indelicate  light — unless  you  in  your  gene- 
rosity give  me  credit  for  the  sincerity  of  my  pre- 
sent explanations.  And  pray  remember  that  a 
sense  of  gratitude  in  the  first  instance  induced  me 
to  listen  the  other  night  to  language  which  other- 
wise I  should  have  suffered  you  to  perceive  was 
disagreeable.  Now  at  length  let  every  thing  bo 
intelligible !  Pray  suffer  me  to  regard  you  as  a 
friend!— pray  continue  to  honour  me  with  your 
friendship!— but  on  the  one  subject  let  nothing 
more  be  said !" 

St.  Clair  listened  with  every  appearance  of  the 
deepest  distress,  and  infinitely  was  I  pained  by  the 
expression  which  his  countenance  wore.  Then  all 
of  a  sudden  I  observed  that  strange — that  peculiar 
— that  almost  affrighting  look  take  possession  of 
his  features — that  look  to  which  I  have  before 
alluded,  and  which  it  did  one  harm  to  behold  ! 

"Ellen,"  he  said,  clutching  me  by  the  wrist  so 
forcibly  that  for  an  instant  I  could  have  shrieked 
out  with  the  pain,  "  tell  me,  once  and  for  all,  is  it 
impossible  that  you  can  become  mine  ?" 

The  service  he  had  rendered  me  in  the  adventure 
of  Colonel  Bellew — the  duel  he  had  fought — the 
wound  which  he  had  received — the  indisposition 
which  had  followed — the  sincerity  of  that  love 
which  was  proved  by  the  offer  of  his  hand  to  one 
so  humble,  so  obscure,  so  poor  as  I — and  the  delu- 
sion of  hope  in  which  my  own  conduct,  though  so 
involuntary  and  so  innocent,  had  cradled  him— all 
these  considerations  swept  like  a  whirlwind  through 
my  mind;  and  for  an  instant  the  purposes  of  my 
soul  were  utterly  giving  way — my  fortitude  was 
melting  into  thinnest  vapour — my  self-possessioa 
was  sinking  like  a  thaw  when  the  sua  is  up.  But 
the  next  instant  I  was  again  the  mistress  of  myself  j 
my  sense  of  duty  became  paramount ;  and  along 
the  vista  of  distance  the  countenance  of  my  cousiu 
Harry  appeared  to  be  looking  with  the  saddest 
expression  of  reproach  upon  me,  until  all  in  a  mo- 
ment the  handsome  brown  eyes  appeared  to  light 
up  with  joy  as  the  resolve  grew  strong  in  my  own 
heart.  And  thus  was  it  that  even  with  emphasis 
did  I  find  myself  nerved  to  breathe  the  response  to 
St,  Clair's  question — and  that  response  was  con- 
veyed  in  the  word,  "  Impossible  !  " 

St.  Clair  gazed  upon  me  for  a  few  instants  with 
a  look  the  indesribable  reproachfulness  and  anguish 
of  which  struck  like  the  sense  of  a  calamity  or  a 
crime  upon  my  heart.  Then  he  slowly  rose  from 
his  seat,  and  said  in  a  deep,  coarcely  audible  tone, 
"Farewell,  Ellen!  farewell  for  ever  !" 

I  was  petrified  with  the  idea  of  having  perpe- 
trated some  enormous  i^-'ratitudo  towards  one  who 


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ELLEN  PEECT;    OB,   THE     MEMOIES   OP   AN   ACTEESS. 


had  perilled  his  life  fur  me ;  and  I  could  not  have 
given  utterance  to  a  word  even  if  I  had  wished  to 
speak.  St.  Clair  moved  slowly  avay ;  and  as  he 
reached  the  door  of  the  apartment  he  stopped  and 
turned  for  an  instant  :  then  the  next  moment  he 
disappeared  from  my  view — leaving  me  still  stupe- 
fied beneath  the  influence  of  that  last  sad  and  re- 
proachful look. 


CHAPTEE     X. 

LADY    LILLA    ESSEIfDINB. 

Foe  several  minutes  I  sat  as  if  in  the  midst  of  a 
dream — in  a  sort  of  consternation  and  bewilderment 
which  I  cannot  possibly  explain.  But  slowly  into 
my  mind  came  the  reflection  that  I  had  done  my 
duty — that  there  really  was  no  ingratitude  in  re- 
fusing to  bestow  my  hand  where  I  could  not  give 
my  heart — but  that  it  would  be  most  dishonourable 
and  improper  on  mv  part  to  wed  where  I  could  not 
love.  And  again — Oh  !  again  did  imagination  de- 
pict my  cousin's  handsome  brown  eyes  looking 
upon  me  with  joyous  approval  along  the  vista  of 
distance ! 

Composing  my  feelings  and  my  countenance  as 
well  as  I  was  able,  I  pissed  into  the  grand  saloon 
for  the  purpose  of  seeking  tbe  companionship  of 
Mrs.  Parks.  I  could  not  however  find  her  ;  and  I 
sat  down  on  a  low  velvet-covered  ottoman,  which 
was  ia  a  sort  of  nook,  inasmuch  as  the  spot  was 
concealed  from  the  general  view  by  the  high  back 
of  a  magnificent  chair.  There  I  fell  into  a  profound 
reverie— thinking  of  all  that  had  occurred,  but 
more  and  more  satisfied  with  the  course  which  I 
had  adopted,  notwithstanding  that  I  was  still 
deeply  pained  at  the  misconception  into  which  St. 
Clair  had  fallen— the  false  hopes  it  had  given  him 
—and  the  distress  occasioned  by  the  destruction  of 
the  vision  he  had  built  up, 

I  had  been  sitting  for  several  minutes  in  that 
spot,  which  was  at  first  so  retired, — when  I  gra- 
dually became  aware  that  voices  were  now  speaking 
near  me ;  and  my  ear  caught  that  of  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine. 

"  Count  Delia  Monti  is  evidently  enamoured  of 
that  beautiful  girl  with  whom  he  was  just  now 
dancing.  And  no  wonder  !  for  she  is  certainly  the 
helle  of  the  assemblage." 

These  were  the  words  which  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine was  uttering  at  the  moment;  and  immediately 
afterwards  Count  Delia  ilonti  saiJ,  in  a  tone  which 
showed  that  he  was  smiling,  "Your  ladyship 
fors;et3  that  I  am  married  :  or  else  indeed " 

"But  where  is  this  charming  creature?"  in- 
quired another  masculino  voice,  speaking  with  a 
strong  foreign  accent.  "  I  shall  request  Mrs.  Parks 
to  introduce  me,  that  I  may  have  the  pleasure  of 
dancing  the  next  quadrille " 

"I  saw  her  just  now  in  company  with  Captain 
St.  Clair,"  replied  Lady  Lilla.  "  And  between  our- 
selves," she  continued,  adopting  a  tone  of  mys- 
terious confidenc?,  "  I  am  very  sorry  for  it.  It 
strikes  me  that  Captain  St.  Clair  is  paying  his  ad- 
dresses in  that  quarter :  but  Miss  Percy  has  yet  to 
learn  his  true  character ;  and  as  I  have  conceived 
a  great  affection  for  her,  although  we  have  not  as 
yet  exchanged  more  than  half-a-dozen  words,  I 
shall  feel  it  my  duty " 


"  Indeed  !"  interrupted  a  voice  which  I  recoif. 
nised  to  bo  Delia  Monti's;  "I  never  yet  heard 
anything  prejudicial  to  St.  Clair.  I  have  been 
some  years  in  England,  and  know  him  well " 

"  Are  you  ignorant  of  the  fact  that  there  is  a 
relationship  between  himself  and  me,"  asked  Lady 
Lilla  ;  "  and  that  therefore  I  may  perhaps  know 
something  more  of  him — I  mean  in  his  private 
character  ?" 

I  can  scarcely  explain  what  sentiment  it  was 
which  inspired  me  at  the  moment, — whether  it  were 
that  I  did  not  choose  any  longer  to  be  an  unseen 
listener  to  a  discourse  which  regarded  myself — or 
whether  it  were  that  after  all  St.  Clair  had  told  me, 
I  felt  indignant  at  hearing  his  character  thus  run 
down  by  one  who  I  fancied  ought  in  justice  to  speak 
far  otherwise  of  him  :  but  certain  it  is  that  I  sud- 
denly rose  up  from  my  seat.  I  thus  emerged  as  it 
were  from  behind  the  back  of  tbe  very  chair  in 
which  Lady  Lilla  had  seated  herself,  and  whence 
she  was  addressing  some  three  or  four  foreign 
attaches  who  had  grouped  themselves  about  her. 
My  presence  was  not  instantaneously  perceived; 
and  I  was  beginning  to  move  away  from  the  spot 
in  order  to  seek  another  part  of  the  room,  when 
Lady  Lilla,  catching  sight  of  me,  started  up 
and  said,  "  Miss.  Percy,  where  have  you  been  ? 
You  were  just  now  the  object  of  our  conversa- 
tion  " 

'•  I  know  it,  my  lady,"  I  answered  :  "  but  I  was 
an  unintentional  listener  :" — and  then,  full  of  con- 
fusion, I  was  hastening  away,  when  Lady  Lilla 
caught  me  by  the  arm. 

"  If  you  listened  —if  you  overheard  what  we 
said,"  she  whispered  with  rapidity,  "  I  owe  you 
some  explanations,  and  I  must  give  them." 

Having  thus  spoken,  she  turned  for  an  instant 
and  gracefully  inclined  her  head  towards  the 
foreigners,  as  much  as  to  request  that  they  would 
excuse  her  for  so  abruptly  leaving  them. 

"  Come  with  me.  Miss  Percy,"  she  said  :  "  there 
is  a  room  set  apart  for  the  display  of  some  very 
beautiful  prints — we  shall  perhaps  find  it  unoccupied 
as  the  dancing  is  about  to  recommence." 

I  suffered  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  to  lead  me  to 
that  room  to  which  she  had  alluded ;  and,  as  she 
had  predicted,  we  found  it  unoccupied.  She  closed 
the  door,  and  was  about  to  address  me — when  I 
immediately  said,  "  No  explanations  are  requisite, 
Lady  Lilla  ;  for  I  can  assure  you  that  there  is 
nothing  between  myself  and  Captain  St.  Clair 
which  renders  it  needful  for  me  to  seek  informa- 
tion concerning  him." 

Por  a  moment  her  ladyship  looked  astonished  : 
then  a  smile  of  incredulity  wavered  upon  her  lips; 
and  as  it  passed  away,  she  said,  '•  Perhaps  you 
may  not  think  that  I  observed  you  just  now: — 
but  I  did.  You  were  listening  with  a  more 
than  ordinary  attention  to  what  St  Clair  was 
saying  :  you  retired  with  him  to  the  refreshment- 
room — a  glance  which  I  flung  in  through  the  door- 
way, showed  me  that  you  were  seated  there  alone 
with  him — alone,  with  the  exception  of  the  ser- 
vants ;  and  by  the  looks  and  manner  of  both  of 
you,  it  was  plain  to  me  that  your  conversation 
was  not  that  of  mere  acquaintances.  Miss  Percy, 
think  not  that  I  am  imbued  with  any  unbecoming 
curiosity  :  but  when  I  beheld  a  beautiful  and 
amiable  young  lady  such  as  you,  listening  to  the 
insidious  language  of  that  man—" 


BLIiEN  PEECT  ;  OE,   THE   MEMOIE3  OF   AN  ACTRESS. 


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"Lady  Lilla,"  I  interrupted  her,  somewhat 
haughtily,  or  at  least  coldly,  "it. is  neither  con- 
sistent with  my  ideas  of  propriety  nor  with  the 
actual  state  of  circumstances,  to  listen  to  a  dis- 
course upon  Captain  St.  Clair's  character " 

"I  understand  !"  ejaculated  her  ladyship:  and 
an  expression  of  mingled  scorn  and  hate  for  an 
instant  appeared  upon  her  countenance— curling 
her  lips  or  vivid  vermilion,  and  flashing  in  her  eyes 
of  beautiful  blue  :  but  as  that  expression  almost 
immediately  passed  away,  she  took  my  hand,  and 
with  the  sweetest,  most  captivating,  most  winning 
smile,  said,  "Permit  me,  Miss  Percy,  to  be  your 
friend !— permit  me  to  act  as  such  !  I  have  no  j 
difficulty  in  comprehending  that  Captain  St.  Clair 
has  spoken  to  you  prejudicially  of  me.  Yes— I 
see  by  your  countenance  that  it  is  so  !  But  he  j 
dares  not — no,  he  dares  not "  I 

Lady  Lilla  suddenly  stopped  short ;  and  I  can  ^ 
scarcely  describe  the  expression  which  for  a  mo-  | 
ment  swept  over  her  features.     It  was  an  expres-  i 
sion  of  mingled  hate  and  defiance— but  with  some  | 
other  feeling  blended,  which  I  could  not  then  un- 
derstand—a feeling  which  however  seemed  to  me 
to  be  of  a   deeper   and   darker  quality.      I    was 
almost  frightened  :  for  again  did  I  remember  the  ; 
expression  of  her  countenance  when  St.  Clair  first 
made  his  appearance ;  and  it  did  me  harm  to  think 
that  one  so  exquisitely  beautiful  could  have   her  1 
features  actually  distorted  by   the  strong  passions 
that  surged  up  within— and  that  one,  who  in  her 
ordinary  moments  had  the  face  of  an  angel,  could  I 
with  those  eyes  and    lips,  and  those  perfect  con-  ! 
tours  of  profile,  take  the  aspect  of  a  fiend.  | 

"Miss   Percy,"  she   continued,     "pardon  this! 

emotion:  but  if  you  knew  all  that   I  know j 

And  you  must  know  it !  for  I  see  that  St  Clair  is  | 
weaving  his  spells  around  you  j  and  though  you  ; 
may  as  yet  have  escaped  their  influence — though  I 
you  may  be  even  to  a  certain  extent  unconscious 
that  these  fascinations  are  at  work  to  enmesh  you  ^ 
—yet  be  not  tco  confident  ! — and  at  all  events  i 
suffer  yourself  to  be  placed  upon  your  guard  !  I  I 
declare  unto  you  that  my  only  object  is  to  serve 
you  as  a  friend !" 

There  was  something  so  apparently  sincere — 
something  which  I  believed  to  be  so  candidly 
earnest  in  Lady  Lilla's  look  and  language,  that  I 
lost  sight  of  the  injunction  of  St.  Clair  not  to 
heed  what  fell  from  her  lips.  Besides,  1  must 
confess  that  though  I  considered  everything  be- 
tween myself  and  St.  Clair  to  be  utterly  at  an  end, 
as  indeed  I  wished  it  to  be, — yet  the  conversation 
was  now  assuming  a  sort  of  fearful  interest.  I 
therefore  listened,  and  lingered  in  the  room. 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  continued  Lady  Lilla, 
"  conceals  beneath  that  exquisite  polish  of  manner 
a  heart  capable  of  every  atrocity.  Believe  me  that 
it  is  so !  Perhaps  he  has  told  you  that  I  hate  him  ; 
perhaps  he  has  said  this  in  order  to  account  for  the 
fact  that  we  spoke  not  to  each  other  when  we  acci- 
dentally met  here  to-night.  But  if  I  detest  him  it 
is  on  account  of  that  wickedness  of  which  he  has 
been  guilty,  and  which  has  come  to  my  knowledge. 
Listen,  Miss  Percy — listen  my  dear  Ellen  !  for  we 
must  be  friends ;  and  when  you  come  to  know  mo 
better  you  will  wonder  that  even  for  an  instant 
you  could  have  mistrusted  my  motives — as  I  see 
that  you  have  done." 

"  But  I  assure  your  ladyship,"  I  interrupted  her 


— for  it  struck  me  I  had  no  right  to  give  way  to  the 
curiosity  which  had  seized  upon  me—"  there  is 
nothing  between  myself  and  Captaia  St.  Clair." 

"Nothing?"  she  said,  again  looking  at  me  in- 
credulously." Oh,  then !  there  has  been  P  Per- 
haps  you  have  rejected  him!  Ah!  that  tell-tale 
blush  confirms  the  idea !  My  dear  Ellen,  even 
though  St.  Clair  should  affect  to  bid  you  farewell 
forever,  yet  rest  assured  that  he  will  return!— you 
are  too  beautiful  and  too  innocent  for  him  to  de- 
sist from  the  hope  of  conquest !  Tou  must  be  put 
upon  your  guard,  for  fear  lest pardon  the  ex- 
pression!  for  fear  lest,  I   say,  you  should  be* 

come  his  victim !" 

I  shuddered  as  these  words  were  uttered  with 
the  strongest  emphasis  that  the  naturally  musical 
voice  of  Lady  Lilla  could  impart  to  her  language; 
and  that  fearful  feeling  of  curiosity  which  had  al- 
ready seized  upon  me,  now  deepened. 

"Yes,  his  victim!    I  repeat!"  continued  Lady 

Lilla;  "  his  victim  !  1  could  tell  you  a  tale But 

I  will  not  now !     No 1   would  not  shock  you 

to  such  an  extent !  But  still  I  must  tell  you 
enough  to  convince  you  of  my  sincerity,  and  to 
prove  to  you  his  consciousness  of  darkest,  deepest 
villany.  Should  he  seek  you  again — should  ho 
breathe  the  language  of  love  in  your  ear — make  use 
of  a  talisman  which  will  send  him  in  affright  and 
in  horror  from  you.  There  is  that  camelia  in  your 
hair — — " 

"The  camelia?"  I  ejaculated,  astonished  at 
what  appeared  to  be  the  sudden  flying  off  at  a 
tangent  from  a  subject  fearfully  serious  to  one 
ludicrously  frivolous  in  comparison. 

"  Attend  to  me!"  continued  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine,  still  with  a  most  impressive  earnestness. 
"  If  St.  Clair  should  again  accost  you  with  the 
language  of  love  this  evening,  take  that  camelia 
from  your  hair— present  it  to  him  suddenly— and 
demand  of  him,  '  Do  you  recognise  the  si/mhol  V 
— Or  if  at  any  other  time  or  place  he  should 
henceforth  accost  you,  snatch  up  a  flower  from  the 
nearest  vase  if  it  be  in  a  room — or  pluck  one,  if  it 
be  in  the  garden  or  the  field— and  while  presenting 
it  put  the  same  question!  Oh!  you  will  judge 
by  the  effect  whether  there  be  not  some  ghastly 
meaning  attached  to  it! — a  meaning  which  would 
shock  your  soul  with  the  idea  of  espousing  one 
whom  such  a  sinister  mystery  enshrouds  !" 

I  listened  with  a  sort  of  consternation  to  this 
singular  language, — a  language  which  appeared  to 
be  filled  with  the  wildest  horror  of  a  romance.  I 
longed  to  ask  questions— but  dared  not :  there  was 
something  in  the  whole  scene  which  filled  the  mind 
with  the  stupor  of  awe. 

"No  more  at  present,  my  dear  Ellf n  !"  said 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  "  And  remember— it  is 
under  the  seal  of  inviolable  secresy  that  I  havo 
been  speaking  !  Not  a  syllable  of  all  this  to  any 
of  your  friends !  You  have  now  the  power  to 
put  St.  Clair  to  the  test ;  and  if  he  should  perse- 
cute you  with  his  addresses,  you  have  a  talisman 
to  make  him  flee  from  your  presence.  Compose 
your  looks— compose  your  feelings  likewise— and 
let  us  return  to  the  ball-room." 

Lady  Lilla  ceased  speaking :  but  she^  lingered 
in  the  apartment  for  a  few  minutes,  in  order,  no 
doubt,  to  afford  me  leisure  to  tranquillize  myself. 
I  felt  the  necessity  to  do  so  to  the  utmost  of  my 
power :  for  at  any  instant  other  guests  might  enter 


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the  room  where  the  scene  was  occurring.  I  issued 
forth  with  her  ladyship ;  and  on  returning  to  the 
saloon,  swept  my  glances  around  to  ascertain 
whether  Edwin  St.  Clair  was  still  present.  But 
he  was  nowhere  to  be  seen ;  and  I  felt  relieved, — 
for  Lady  Lilla's  strange,  wild,  and  I  may  even  say 
terribly  mysterious  language  had  filled  me  with  the 
deepest  misgivings  as  to  her  nephew's  character. 
Mrs.  Parks  accosted  her  ladyship  and  mvself,  and 
requested  us  both  to  dance,  partners  being  at  hand 
for  the  purpose.  Lilla  flung  upon  me  a  look  to 
enjoin  compliance;  and  I  complied — for  I  felt  as  if 
I  were  an  automaton  under  the  influence  of  some 
strange  spell  which  she  was  enabled  to  wield  over 
me.  The  evening  passed  away  without  any  other 
incident  worthy  of  mention ;  and  Mr.  Parks's  car- 
riage conveyed  mo  in  safety  back  to  Hunter 
Street. 

"When,  on  the  following  day,  I  reflected  on  every- 
thing that  had  occurred,  I  was  bewildered  what  to 
think.  It  was  true  that  St.  Clair  was  no  object  of 
the  heart's  interest  to  me :  but  still  I  could  not 
possibly  help  thinking  of  him  in  connexion  with 
the  events  that  had  taken  place  and  the  strange 
mysterious  language  I  had  heard.  Could  I  believe 
that  he  was  so  wicked  as  he  had  been  represented  ? 
— or,  on  the  other  hand,  was  I  to  come  to  the  con- 
clusion that  Lady  Lilla's  statements  emanated  from 
a  diabolic  malignity  ?  I  knew  not  how  to  shape 
my  conjectures :  but  most  sincerely  did  I  hope  that 
1  should  see  no  more  of  St.  Clair — while  I  was 
equally  resolved  to  avoid  the  society  of  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine. 

In  the  afternoon  of  that  same  day  which  suc- 
ceeded the  ball,  Juliet  Norman,  on  returning  from 
rehearsal,  said  to  me,  "  Have  you  heard  about  our 
poor  friend  Melissa  ?    She  is  exceedingly  ill " 

"111?"  I  ejaculated,  much  pained  by  the  intel- 
ligence. "  How  long  has  she  been  ill— that  poor 
creature  !" 

"  I  only  just  heard  it  at  the  theatre ;  and  if  I  had 
time,"  continued  Juliet,  "I  would  go  at  once  to 
Bee  her  :  but  the  dinner-hour  is  at  hand " 

"  I  will  go  !"  I  said ;  "  my  time  is  at  present  my 
own.     Where  does  she  live  ?" 

Juliet  wrote  down  the  address;  and  she  bade  me 
say  everything  kind  to  Melissa  on  her  account,  as 
■well  as  to  convey  a  promise  that  she  would  call 
upon  the  invalid  on  the  morrow.  I  hastened  to 
put  on  my  bonnet  and  mantle ;  and  a  hackney- 
coach  being  summoned,  I  proceeded  to  the  address 
indicated  on  the  slip  of  paper  which  Juliet  had 
given  me.  It  was  rather  a  poor  street,  at  no  very 
great  distance  from  the  Normans'  dwelling :  and  on 
alighting  from  the  hackney-coach,  my  summons  at 
the  front  door  of  the  house  was  answered  by  a  dirty 
drab  of  a  servant-of-all-work. 

"  Miss  Harrison,"  I  said,  "  iires  here— does  she 
not  ?" 

"Yes,  miss:  but  she  be  ill  abed,"  replied  the 
domestic.  "  Second-floor— front,"  she  added,  thus 
curtly  indicating  the  room  to  which  I  was  to 
ascend. 

I  mounted  a  narrow  staircase,  covered  with  oil- 
cloth instead  of  carpet :  and  on  reaching  the  door 
of  the  front  room  on  the  second  floor,  I  knocked 
gently.  Melissa's  voice,  speaking  feebly,  bade  me 
enter:  and  I  passed  in.  The  chamber  in  which  I 
row  found  myself,  was  indifferently  if  not  poorly 
furnished ;  and  it  had  a  somewhat  slovenlj  appear 


ance.  Garments  were  scattered  upon  the  floor; 
and  there  was  a  total  absence  of  that  neatness  which 
I  should  have  expected  to  be  associated  with  the 
dwelling  of  Melissa  Harrison.  A  number  of  thea. 
trical  portraits  were  hung  to  the  walls ;  and  one  or 
two  drawers  being  half  open,  afforded  glimpses  of 
muslin  dresses  covered  with  tinsel. 

Melissa  herself  lay  in  bed :  her  countenance  was 
wan  and  sickly,  with  blueish  circles  round  the 
eyes — so  that  it  seemed  as  if  death's  finger  had 
already  touched  her  face.  A  smile  of  grateful 
satisfaction  appeared  upon  her  lips  as  I  entered 
the  room  ;  and  the  tears  starting  from  her  eyes, 
she  exclaimed,  "  Oh,  this  is  indeed  most  kind  of 
you  !" 

"  How  long  have  you  been  ill,  my  dear  Me- 
lissa P"  Tasked,  as  I  pressed  her  hand  and  sat 
down  by  the  side  of  the  couch. 

"  Por  several  days,  Ellen,"  she  responded— 
"  ever  since  that  conversation  which  you  and  I 
had  together.  It  affected  me  more  thau  it  did 
you  at  the  time— because  you  could  not  enter  feel- 
ingly into  its  spirit — whereas  1  had  all  the  ex- 
periences  " 

"  Ob,  I  cau  assure  you  it  made  its  impression 
upon  me  !"  I  interrupted  her.  "But  why  did  you 
not  send  to  tell  the  Normans  and  myself  that  you 
were  ill  ?  I)id  you  not  know,"  I  asked,  in  a  voice 
of  gentle  reproach,  "  that  we  should  hasten  to  sco 
you  ?  Here  are  flowers  which  I  have  brought  to 
give  the  room  a  cheerful  appearance  ;  and  Juliet 
will  come  early  to-morrow  morning,  to  bring  you 
jellies  and  other  delicacies '' 

"  I  should  have  sent  to  you,  Ellen,"  answered 
Melissa,  with  a  slight  flush  now  rising  upon  her 
previously  wan  cheeks  ;  "  but — but — my  abode  is 
not  such  as  I  have  any  reason  to  be  proud  of. 
The  Normans  believe  I  am  better  lodged  ;  and  I 
gave  you  also  to  understand  in  the  discourse  which 
we  had  the  other  day,  that  pecuniary  circumstances 
had  ceased  to  be  the  source  of  any  unhappiness  on 
my  part " 

"  I  should  have  flown  to  see  you,  Melissa,"  I 
responded,  "  even  if  you  had  lived  in  a  garret ! 
But  now  that  I  am  here,  pray  tell  me  what  I  can 
do  for  you.     Have  you  a  doctor  ?" 

"  Yes,"  replied  Melissa  :  and  then,  as  the  tears 
trickled  down  her  pale  cheeks,  she  added,  "  And 
he  says  that  I  am  very  far  from  well  :  he  tells  me 
that  I  shall  never  be  able  to  go  upon  the  stage 
again— it  would  be  death  to  me!  O  Ellen,  I 
know — I  feel  that  I  am  in  a  decline :  consumption 
has  seized  upon  its  victim  !  I  shall  perish  soon — 
the  grave  is  yawning  to  receive  me — and  I  who 
have  so  much  to  live  for  !" 

The  unhappy  young  woman  now  burst  into  a 
perfect  agony  of  weeping  ;  and  bending  over  the 
pillow,  I  said  all  I  could  to  console  her. 

"  Do  not  give  way  to  these  apprehensions,"  I 
whispered  :  "  you  are  young — and  the  strength  of 
your  constitution  may  assert  itself.  Ob,  yes !  it 
will— believe  me,  it  will !  You  are  too  much  alone 
— and  dark  thoughts  get  possession  of  you.  You 
ought  to  have  sent  for  your  friends.  But  now 
that  Juliet  and  I  know  you  are  ill,  we  will  come  to 
you  often — we  will  watch  by  the  side  of  your  couch 
— we  will  take  our  turns  in  being  your  companions 
— we  will  do  all  we  can  to  comfort  and  make  you 
well." 

Melissa  took  tnj  band,  and  pressed  it  to  her  lips. 


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Her  tears  continuerl  to  flow  forth  freely :  her  bosom 
heaved  with  emotions  which  appeared  to  be  suffo- 
cating^ her. 

"  Tell  me,  my  dear  friend,"  I  said,  deeply  af- 
fected, "  is  there  anything  I  can  do  for  your  com- 
fort or  solace  ?  Methinks  there  is  something  upon 
your  mind " 

"  Ellen,"  said  Melissa,  "  sit  down  by  my  side 
again— and  I  will  give  you  my  confidence.  But 
to  you  alone  must  this  tale  be  told — and  to  no 
one  else ;  for  you  will  afford  me  your  sympathy — 
a  sympathy  which  I  am  not  sure  of  receiving  from 
others !" 

"  Oh  !  from  me,  Melissa,  you  shall  receive  sym- 
pathy !"  I  exclaimed  ;  "  and  if  having  told  me 
your  tale,  whatsoever  it  may  be,  you  require  any 
service  done— if  in  any  way  my  poor  assistance 
may  avail  you— rest  assured  that  it  shall  be  ren- 
dered !" 

Again  did  Miss  Ilarrison  press  my  hand  to  her 
Ho,  7.— Ellen  Feboy. 


lips  with  the  most  fervent  gratitude ;  and  she 
moistened  it  with  her  tears.  I  saw  that  though 
in  one  sense  anxious  to  make  me  her  confidant^ 
yet  in  another  she  was  struggling  against  somfc 
different  and  deeper  feeling,  as  if  with  the  reluot* 
ance  arising  from  shame. 

"  Ellen,"  she  began,  as  a  blush  again  tinged  her 
cheeks,  and  heightening  into  hectic  spots,  re* 
mained  impressed  there  like  fever's  or  consump* 
tion's  emblems ;  "  I  spoke  to  you  the  other  day. 
of  the  miseries  to  which  many  of  my  profession 
are  exposed  ;  and  I  hinted  how  these  miseries  en< 
hanced  the  power  of  temptations.  Left  an  orphan 
at  an  age  when  the  care  of  parents  was  so  neces- 
sary— Oh,  so  necessary  !  I  experienced  all  those 
miseries,  and  became  surrounded  with  all  those 
temptations.  Long,  long  did  I  endure  the  former 
and  combat  against  the  latter:  bat  the  first  be- 
came too  poignant  and  the  latter  too  irresistible* 
i  For  when  poverty,  like  a  gaunt  spectre,  staret  you 


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ELLEN  PEECT;    OK,  THE   MEMOIES   OP   AN  ACTSESS. 


in  tne  face — when  whichever  way  you  turn,  it 
meets  your  eyes — when  you  behold  it  on  the  right 
nana  and  feel  it  touching  you  on  the  left — when 
it  circles  about  you,  hems  you  in  as  it  were, 
Dreathes  its  icy  breath  upon  you  by  day,  and  lays 
its  glacial  hand  on  you  by  night  to  freeze  the  very 
marrow  in  your  bones, — Ob,  theti  it  is  that  crime 
itself  becomes  gilded  and  resplendent  if  it  only 
constitute  the  means  of  procuring  bread!  And 
then  too,  Ellen,"  continued  Melissa,  in  a  voice 
that  grew  ominously  low,  and  with  the  hectic 
spots  deepening  upon  her  cheeks, — "  and  tlien  too, 
as  the  poor  girl,  driven  to  desperation,  descends 
from  her  ice-cold  attic  into  the  street,  starvatioi;! 
having  wrought  up  her  brain  to  frenzy — when,  I 
say,  she  stretches  forth  her  hand  in  the  hope  that 
God  may  put  alms  into  it,  the  tempter  comes  and 

drops  gold  upon  that  palm and  then  Sll  is  over ! 

The  poor  child  of  poverty  has  become  the  lost  one 
of  crime !"  i  ■ 

"  O  Melissa  !"  t  murmured,  Bhuddering  with 
an  intense  horror  ;  "  what  dreadful  things  are 
these  which  yoti  are  telling  me !" 

"  Ah !  my  dear,  dea^  friend,"  said  tlie  unfortu- 
nate young  woman,  "  I  am  shocked  at  the  neces- 
sity which  cotnpels  me  to  reveal  all  this.  But 
still  more  am  I  shocked  that  to  you — so  pure,  so 
good,  so  innocent  —  such  revelations  should  be 
made  !  Yet  bear  with  me— listen,  dearest  Ellen  ! 
Sfy  tale,  though  sorrowful,  is  not  long.  It  is  the 
common  history  of  a  woman's  fall :  the  incidents 
are  the  same  with  thousands  and  thousands  and 
tens  of  thousands.  Yes — I  fell :  I  became  the 
victim,  not  of  my  own  willing  levity — not  of  my 

own  unbridled  passions for  as  there  is  a  heaven 

above  us,  Ellen,  I  had  the  same  love  of  rectitude 
which  renders  you  brighter  even  in  your  virtue 
than  you  are  in  your  beauty  !  But  to  die  morally, 
or  to  die  suicidally, — these  were  the  alternativies : 
and.  Oh,  my  God !  1  could  not  lay  violent  hands  upon 
mysel'i — I  could  not  plunge  into  the  dark  stream 
in  search  of  that  pearl.  Oblivion,  which  is  said  to 
lie  in  the  ptofundities  ot  the  Lethean  waters ! 
Therefore  I  die^  the  moral  death  :  I  severed  the 
golden  cord  which  held  me  bound  to  the  portals  of 
virtue's  temple.  Thus  I  fell,  Ellen :  I  became  the 
mistress  of  one  who  vowed  that  he  loved  me,  and 
that  he  would  ever  treat  me  with  kindness  !" 

Melissa's  voice  sank  tremulously  until  it  became 
absorbed  in  the  sufifocatiou  of  sobs  and  tears  ;  and 
tor  awhile  she  wept  anew.  I  continued  to  be  pro- 
foundly affected  :  my  own  voice  was  choked  :  but 
in  order  to  express  my  sympathy,  I  pressed  her 
hand  warmly  in  my  own. 

"  Pew  were  acquainted  with  my  shame,"  pro- 
ceeded Melissa  j  "  for  it  was  veritable  shame  to 
me,  and  not  a  willingly  accepted  infamy  to  be 
paraded  with  recklessness  or  with  hardihood. 
Therefore  I  did  my  best  to  conceal  my  actual 
position  from  those  who  knew  me  ;  and  at  the 
theatre  it  was  never  suspected.  The  Normans 
knew  it  not :  or  else  I  should  not  have  subse- 
quently been  received  into  their  circle.  You  may 
perhaps  say,  Ellen,  that  I  was  wrong,  while  know- 
ing myself  infamous,  to  intrude  where  propriety 
was  maintained.  But,  Oh  !  who  in  this  world  will 
proclaim  their  own  guilt  ?  who  will  voluntarily 
tear  oiF  the  mask  and  expose  the  hideousness 
which  lies  beneath  ?  No,  no  !  it  is  not  consistent 
With  human  nature !     And  if  not  even  to  Juliet 


1  Norman  would  I  now  confess  all  that  I  am  reveai- 
ing  unto  you,  it  is  because  she  might  feel  indig- 
nant that  I,  the  polluted,  have  luingled  in  the 
sphere  of  her  parents'  household.  But  let  me  con- 
tinue my  narrative.  A  child  was  the  issue  of  that 
frailty  of  mine, — a  sweet  infant  girl  on  whooi  I 
bestowed  my  own  name.  My  connexion  with 
her  father  has  for  some  time  ceased.  The  instant 
I  attained  a  sufficient  degree  of  success  to  be  en- 
abled to  command  permanent  engagements,  with 
a  salary  furnishing  a  competence,  I  severed  neces- 
sity's iron  bond  which  had  hitherto  bound  me  to 
a  career  of  shame :  I  severed  it — Oh  !  far  more 
readily  than  I  had  snapped  the  golden  one  which 
at  the  first  bound  me  to  the  portals  of  virtue's 
temple  !" 

Melissa  again  paused ;  and  as  I  bent  over  her, 
I  kissed  her  cheek,  saying,  "  Great  was  the  atone- 
ment jou  thus  made  for  the  past!" 

"Heaven  bless  you,  Ellen,  for  that  soothing 
assurance !"  exclaimed  Melissa,  in  a  tone  of  in- 
describable fervour.  "  My  child  has  been  well 
cared  for,"  she  continued ;  "  and  if  I  live  thus 
poorly  in  comparison  with  the  salary  which  I  re- 
ceive, it  is  because  I  have  done  all  this  for  my 
little  Melissa.  She  is  in  the  care  of  a  worthy 
couple  in  the  northern  suburbs  of  London,  and 
who  have  had  charge  of  her  from  her  birth.  Oh ! 
did  T  not  proclaim  just  now  that  I  had  so  much  to 
live  for  ?— and  my  God  !  I  am  to  die  !  Wiia  all 
my  strivings — with  all  my  economics,  t  have  been 
unable  to  save  aught  beyond  a  feiv  pounds;  and 
tbese,  God  help  me !  are  likely  to  slip  away  during 
my  illness,  if  it  be  prolonged.  Ellen,  it  is  the 
thought  of  my  child  that  fills  mo  with  anguish, 
and  -that  will  prevent  me  from  getting  well,  even 
if  otherwise  I  could!  I  have  written  a  letter  to 
the  father  of  that  child :  I  have  implored  him  to 
do  something  that  by  making  a  certain  provision 
for  her  will  lighten  my  heart  of  more  than  half  its 
cares.  I  was  perplexing  myself  with  the  thought 
of  how  to  ensure  the  safe  conveyance  of  this  letter, 
and  how  it  might  be  backed  by  the  personal  appeal 
of  some  kind  and  generous  friend, — when  you, 
Ellen,  made  your  appearance.  It  was  God  who 
sent  you :  for  I  know  that  you  will  undertake  this 
task  for  me !" 

"  I  will,  Melissa— Oh,  I  will  with  cheerfulness  !" 
I  exclaimed  :  "  and  God  grant  that  I  may  succeed 
for  your  sake,  and  for  that  of  the  poor  cbild  in 
whom  I  myself  now  feel  so  deeply,  deeply  in- 
terested !" 

"Alas,  Ellen,"  proceeded  Miss  Harrison,  "it 
pains— it  grieves  me  to  be  compelled  to  confess 
that  he — the  father  of  my  child — is  indeed  one 
who  may  require  to  be  entreated.  Much  deceived 
was  I  in  his  character " 

"  Speak  no  more  upon  that  point,"  I  inter- 
rupted Melissa ;  for  I  saw  that  the  subject  caused 
the  acutest  anguish.  "Eest  assured  I  will  do  all 
that  woman  can  in  the  fulfilment  of  so  sacred  a 
mission !  And  let  me  depart  at  once,  so  that  if  I 
should  be  fortunate  enough  to  return  with  good 
tidings,  you  may  be  all  the  more  speedily  relieved 
from  a  state  of  suspense." 

Miss  Harrison  drew  from  beneath  her  pillow 
the  letter  which  she  had  written ;  and  as  she  placed 
it  in  my  hand,  she  reiterated  her  fervid  thanks  for 
the  part  that  I  was  performing  towards  her.  I 
bade  her  be  of  good  cheer,  and  issued  forth  from 


the  house.  On  gaining  the  street,  I  looked  at  the 
direction  of  tbe  letter,  and  found  that  it  was  ad- 
dressed to  Alfred  Peters,  Esq.,  Duke  Street,  Man- 
Chester  Square.  This  being  at  some  considerable 
distance  from  Melissa's  abode,  I  took  a  hackney- 
coach  to  proceed  to  my  destination.  On  alighting 
at  the  house— which  was  in  a  very  good  street,  and 
in  a  fashionable  quarter  of  the  town — my  sum- 
mons at  the  front  door  was  answered  by  a  female- 
servant,  who  had  a  somewhat  brazen  look,  and 
who  surveyed  me  in  no  very  respectful  manner. 
I  inquired  if  Mr.  Peters  were  at  home :  she  an- 
swered in  the  aflSrmative, — adding  "  I  suppose  you 
have  an  invitation  or  appointment  ?" 

Methought  there  was  something  flippant,  if  not 
altogether  insolent,  in  the  servant's  speech :  and 
now  for  the  first  time  it  struck  me  that  there 
might  be  some  impropriety  in  the  mission  which 
I  had  undertaken  on  Miss  Harrison's  behalf.  Until 
this  instant  such  an  idea  had  not  occurred  to  me ; 
for  during  the  ride  my  thoughts  had  been  totally 
absorbed  in  the  tale  I  had  heard,  and  in  the  hope 
of  being  enabled  to  benefit  one  who  had  sufiFered  so 
deeply.  However,  I  had  now  gone  too  far  to  re- 
treat, even  if  such  were  my  wish  after  the  pro- 
mises I  had  made  Melissa  to  conduct  the  matter 
to  the  best  of  my  ability. 

"I  have  neither  invitation  nor  appointment," 
was  the  reply  I  gave  to  the  female-servant's  ques- 
tion ;  and  summoning  all  my  fortitude  to  my  aid, 
1  spoke  with  a  calm  dignity.  "  I  wish  to  see  Mr. 
Peters  upon  a  subject  of  some  importance.  I  have 
a  letter  for  him,  which  I  should  prefer  delivering 
into  his  own  hand." 

"  What  name  shall  I  announce  P"  inquired  the 
woman,  now  contemplating  me  with  a  little  more 
respect,  but  still  in  a  manner  as  if  she  were  at  a 
loss  to  make  up  her  mind  what  to  think  of  me. 

"  It  is  no  use  to  give  any  name,"  I  answered, 
"as  I  am  a  total  stranger  to  Mr.  Peters;  and  I 
come  solely  on  behalf  of  another." 

"  Have  the  kindness  to  remain  here  for  a  mo- 
ment," said  the  servant:  then  after  a  few  instants' 
hesitation  and  reflection,  she  added,  "  No  !  Per- 
haps, all  things  considered,  it  will  be  better  for  you 
to  walk  up  and  see  the  I  mean  Mr.  Peters  at 
once." 

She  led  the  way  up  a  staircase  to  the  first-floor 
landing — on  reaching  which  the  sounds  of  female 
voices  laughing  merrily,  met  my  ears.  I  con- 
cluded that  Mr.  Peters  must  be  a  married  man ; 
and  now  I  was  again  stricken  by  an  unpleasant 
reflection  :  for  how  could  I  possibly  acquit  myself 
of  so  delicate  a  mission  in  the  presence  of  a  wife 
who  must  no  doubt  be  utterly  ignorant  of  his  irre- 
gular proceedings  ?  Accordingly,  stopping  short, 
I  hastily  whispered  to  the  servant,  "  It  is  not  in 
the  presence  of  bis  family  that  I  wish  to  see  Mr. 
Peters." 

The  woman  gave  a  strange  subdued  laugh,  be- 
tween a  chuckle  and  a  giggle — a  laugh  which  I 
by  no  means  liked;  and  a  species  of  terror  took 
possession  of  me.  I  would  have  questioned  her 
farther — I  would  have  even  made  my  retreat :  but 
it  was  too  late.  She  flung  open  the  door  of  a 
back  room,  saying,  "  Here  is  a  young  lady,  sir, 
who  wishes  to  see  you." 

I  advanced  mechanically;  and  just  as  I  crossed 
the  thresliuld,  the  first  object  that  struck  me  was 
the  form  of  a  gentleman  disappearing  by   means 


of  a  door  on  the  other  sid*  of  the  apartment.  It 
was  with  a  sort  of  rush  that  he  had  thus  beaten  a 
precipitate  retreat ;  and  the  impression  instan- 
taneously  conveyed  to  my  mind  was  that  I  had 
thus  caught  a  glimpse  of  Edwin  St.  Clair.  At  the 
same  moment  I  perceived  that  there  were  two 
females  in  the  room  ;  and  the  coarse  unlady-like 
laughter  which  burst  from  their  lips,  completed 
my  utter  bewilderment  and  confusion.  A  dizzi- 
ness seized  upon  my  brain — a  sudden  film  came 
over  my  sight :  it  appeared  as  if  I  were  all  in  a 
moment  enveloped  in  a  mist ; — and  I  mechanically 
handed  Melissa's  letter  to  a  gentleman  who  at 
first  had  his  back  turned  towards  me,  but  who  now 
rose  from  the  table  and  suddenly  accosted  me. 
An  ejaculation  burst  from  his  lips :  a  half-stifled 
shriek  pealed  forth  from  mine : — for  I  now  recog- 
nised Colonel  Bellew ! 


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That  shriek  was  produced  by  a  sense  of  danger  s 
but  it  was  the  next  moment  succeeded  by  one  of 
mingled  disgust,  shame,  and  indignation,  at  the 
thought  that  1  had  been  introduced  to  a  scene 
which  it  was  not  fitting  for  a  young  maiden  to 
gaze  upon.  The  room  was  well  furnished  :  there 
were  shelves  containing  handsomely  bound  books 
— there  were  pictures  in  splendid  frames :  and  I 
recollect  also  that  I  caught  sight  of  a  uniform,  aa 
well  as  of  a  sword  and  pistols.  The  table  was 
spread  for  breakfast ;  and  there  were  champagne 
bottles  upon  it.  The  two  young  women  who  were 
present,  were  negligently  apparelled ;  and  their 
looks  were  immodest  and  brazen.  The  Colonel 
himself  was  in  a  morning  negligee— &  flowerei  silk 
dressing  gown  confined  at  tue  waist  by  means  of  a 
rich  cord  with  heavy  tassels.  At  the  side  of  the 
table  nearest  to  the  inner  door,  was  a  vacant  chair: 
a  half-emptied  champagne  glass  was  also  at  the 
place  which  a  minute  back  had  been  occupied  by 
the  individual  who  took  to  so  precipitous  a  flight, 
and  who  had  struck  me  as  being  St.  Clair. 

"  What  ?  Miss  Percy  I"  exclaimed  Colonel  Bel- 
lew.     "  Is  it  possible " 

"  Sir,"  I  iuterrupted  him,  now  feeling  myself 
nerved  by  all  my  courage  and  sustained  by  all  my 
feminine  dignity,  "if  tbat  letter  be  intended  for 
yourself,  read  it :  but  if  I  have  made  a  mistake,  I 
beg  you  to  return  it  to  me." 

Having  thus  spoken,  I  stepped  out  upon  the 
landing,  from  which  the  female-servant  had  dis- 
appeared ;  and  I  placed  myself  in  such  a  manner 
as  to  be  hidden  from  the  view  of  the  two  brazen 
girls  that  were  seated  at  the  table.  Colonel  Bel- 
lew  glanced  at  the  superscription  of  the  letter ; 
and  immediately  came  forth  upon  the  landing, 
closing  the  door  after  him.  He  was  in  no  way 
confused  nor  embarrassed  in  my  presence  :  but  on 
the  other  hand  there  was  nothing  ibsolent  nor 
disrespectful  in  his  looks. 

"  Yes,  Miss  Percy,"  he  said  !  "  this  letter  is  for 
me— and  I  know  the  handwriting.  Will  you  havo 
the  kindness  to  walk  in  here  ?" 

Thus  speaking,  he  threw  open  the  door  of  a 
front  drawing-room :  a  glance  showed  me  that  the 


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windows  looked  upon  the  street,  and  that  one  of 
them  was  open.  There  was  consequently  no 
danger  to  be  anticipated :  for  at  the  slightest  offer 
of  insult,  a  scream  from  my  lips  would  at  once 
bring  succour.  As  to  remaining  in  the  house  at 
all,  and  in  the  presence  of  one  from  whom  I  had 
received  such  outrageous  treatment,  on  a  former 
occasion,  at  another  place — I  must  beg  the  reader 
to  bear  ia  mind  that  I  considered  I  had  a  sacred 
mission  to  perform  on  behalf  of  one  who  might  be 
perhaps  stretched  upon  her  death-bed — on  behalf 
too  of  a  young  child  who  might  speedily  be  mother* 
less:  and  these  were  paramount  considerations 
with  me. 

I  therefore  entered  that  room,— Colonel  Bellew 
following  me.  He  politely  indicated  a  chair :  but 
this  I  declined  to  accept;  and  he  proceeded  to 
peruse  the  letter.  I  glanced  at  his  countenance 
to  ascertain  if  there  were  any  hope  for  poor  Me- 
lissa :  but  I  must  confess  that  in  my  own  mind  I 
had  little  faith  in  the  success  of  the  very  unplea- 
sant mission  I  had  undertaken.  It  was  with  a 
cold  calmness— indeed  I  might  almost  say  with 
indifference — that  the  Colonel  read  the  missive ; 
and  then  looking  at  me,  he  said,  "  Is  she — Melissa 
I  mean— is  she  so  very,  very  ill  ?" 

"  She  believes  herself  to  be  in  a  decline,"  I  an- 
swered ;  "  and  the  surgeon  has  prohibited  her  from 
ever  returning  to  the  stage,  even  if  she  should  rise 
from  this  sick  couch  on  which  she  is  stretched." 

"  I  will  call  upon  her,"  said  Colonel  Bellew : 
"but  in  the  meantime.  Miss  Percy,  I  must  of 
course  do  something  in  the  matter— —Perhaps 
vou  will  suggest " 

"You  can  well  understand,  sir,"  I  responded^ 
"  that  it  must  be  indeed  painful  for  me  to  linger 
here  one  instant  more  than  is  necessary :  but  if  I 
do  so,  it  is  only  in  the  performance  of  a  solemnly 
undertaken  duty.  Melissa  Harrison  is  in  that 
feverish  and  perturbed  state  of  mind  to  which 
every  moment  of  suspense  brings  additional  tor- 
ture, and  for  which  the  realization  of  her  last  hope 
would  prove  the  most  soothing  balm.  I  beseech 
you,  sir,  to  allow  me  to  become  the  bearer  of  con- 
solatory intelligence.  It  is  for  the  mother  of  your 
child  on  whose  behalf  I  am  pleading!" 

"Miss  Percy,"  said  Colonel  Bellew,  now  speak- 
ing with  a  deep  seriousness,  "you  shall  find  that 
I  am  prepared  to  do  all  that  is  needful  and  proper 
in  this  distressing  case.  Indeed,  it  is  sufficient 
that  you  have  come  to  plead  on  Melissa's  be- 
half  " 

"  No,  sir !"  I  ejaculated,  as  a  sense  of  former 
circumstances  vividly  inspired  me :  "  I  beg  you 
will  not  put  it  upon  tJiat  foundation.  You  may 
easily  suppose  that  had  I  known  whom  I  was  des- 
tined to  encounter  here,  and  that  the  letter  ad- 
dressed to  Mr.  Peters  would  bring  me  into  the 
presence  of  Colonel  Bellew,  I  should  have  hesi- 
tated  " 

'•'  Well,  Miss  Percy,  let  us  not  refer  to  the  past," 
interrupted  the  Colonel.  "  I  can  assure  you  of  my 
readiness  to  act  becomingly  in  the  present  instance. 
You  shall  return  as  the  bearer  of  a  substantial  proof 
of  my  sincerity;  and  in  the  course  of  the  day  I 
will  consult  my  solicitor,  so  that  we  may  best  de- 
vise the  means  of  making  a  provision  for  the  child 
in  case  anything  should  happen  to  Melissa.  Have 
the  goodness  to  await  me  here  a  few  instants, 
while  I  fetch  my  cheque-book." 


Having  thus  spoken,  the  Colonel  issued  from 
the  room,  closing  the  door  after  him.  Despite  my 
previous  misgivings,  I  had  now  no  longer  any 
\  doubt  in  his  sincerity ;  and  I  could  not  help  think- 
ing that  whatsoever  he  might  be  about  to  do,  was 
not  so  much  on  Melissa's  account  as  it  was  a  sort 
of  atonement  for  his  conduct  towards  myself. 

The  room  in  which  I  now  remained  alone  was 
handsomely  furnished :  it  was  even  characterized 
by  taste  and  elegance,  though  nothing  indicated 
that  a  female  genius  presided  over  its  appoint- 
ments. There  were  vases  of  flowers  upon  the 
tables — but  no  work-box, — none  of  those  little 
nick-nacks  which  indicate  the  presence  of  ladies 
in  a  house.  Nor  indeed  was  this  to  be  wondered 
at,  considering  the  equivocal  company  which  I  had 
found  Colonel  Bellew  entertaining.  Again  recurred 
to  my  mind  the  sudden  impression  made  upon  it, 
that  it  was  St.  Clair  whom  I  had  seen  disappearing 
so  abruptly  from  the  other  room,  as  if  startled  by 
my  presence :  but  still  I  could  scarcely  think  that 
my  surmise  was  correct :  for  would  he  now  be  so 
intimate  with  the  man  with  whom  he  had  fought 
a  duel? — would  he  with  all  his  avowed  love  for 
me,  court  the  society  of  the  individual  from  whose 
outrageous  insolence  he  had  proved  my  deliverer  ? 
And  then,  too,  St.  Clair — that  man  of  elegant 
taste  and  polished  refinement — in  the  company  of 
those  brazen  creatures !— was  the  idea  credible  ?  If 
so,  then  truly  everything  Lady  Lilla  Essendine 
had  told  me  concerning  him,  must  be  correct;  and 
happy,  happy  indeed  was  I  to  have  escaped  the 
beguilement  of  the  language  which  flowed  from 
his  lips ! 

I  was  in  the  midst  of  these  reflections,  when 
the  door  opened.  I  looked  round — I  started  as 
if  suddenly  galvanized  :  for  it  was  not  Colonel 
Bellew,  but  St.  Clair  himself  who  now  made  his 
appearance ! 

The  conviction  that  everything  I  had  heard  to 
St.  Clair's  prejudice  was  only  too  true,  all  in  a  mo- 
ment became  stamped  upon  my  mind  ;  and  my 
cheeks  glowed  with  indignation  at  the  thought 
that  he  dared  obtrude  himself  upon  my  presence, 
bringing  with  him,  as  it  were,  the  atmosphere  of 
pollution  which  he  had  been  breathing  in  the 
neighbouring  apartment.  A  sense  too  of  some 
meditated  treachery  smote  me :  but  my  indigna- 
tion rose  above  my  fears ;  and  I  said,  "  I  perceive, 
sir,  that  this  is  no  place  for  me  to  linger  another 
moment  in !" 

That  expression,  so  peculiar  and  so  sinistar,  to 
which  I  have  already  alluded,  rose  to  Edwin  St. 
Clair's  countenance,  and  assumed  an  aspect  more 
visibly  wicked  than  ever  it  had  taken  before.  It 
appeared  as  if  the  fiend  which  lurked  within,  was 
now  completely  throwing  off  the  mass  from  be- 
hind which  it  had  hitherto  only  partially  peeped 
forth.  1  was  affrighted  :  my  courage  was  rapidly 
ebbing  away— and  I  sprang  towards  the  door. 

"You  may  go,  Miss  Percy,"  said  St.  Clair,  in  a 
tone  so  scornfully  withering  and  so  full  of  satanic 
defiance  that  it  instantaneously  arrested  my  steps : 
"  but  remember  that  it  will  be  with  a  ruined  cha- 
racter and  a  reputation  irreparably  destroyed!" 

A  shriek  went  forth  from  my  lips.  I  felt  as  if 
I  were  in  the  power  of  some  demon  terribly 
potent  to  work  every  species  of  evil;  and  I  invo- 
luntarily  clasped  my  hands  in  an  appealing  manner 
as  I  turned  towards  him. 


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"Do  not  doubt  what  I  tell  you,"  he  continued. 
"You  know  the  man  whom  jou  have  met — you 

have  seen  the  company  which  he  keeps " 

"  And,  Oh !  how  ia  it  possible,"  I  exclaimed, 
"  that  I  find  Captain  St.  Clair  ia  such  com- 
pany ?" 

"A  man  goes  everywhere,"  was  his  coldly  given 
answer;  "  and  his  reputation  suffers  not.  But  a 
woman — Ah  !  with  her  it  is  very  different !" 

The  truth  of  this  declaration  at  once  struck  me 
most  forcibly  ;  and.  Oh  !  how  bitterly,  bitterly  did 
I  repent  the  zealous  haste  with  which  I  had  un- 
dertaken Melissa  Harrison's  errand. 

"  Oh,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  exclaimed ;  "  1  have 
hitheito  given  you  credit  for  the  most  generous 
feelings — for  the  loftiest  magnanimity  !  Do  not, 
do  not  misjudge  me !  Ob,  in  your  own  heart  you 
know  that  I  am  incapable — ■ — But  Ah  !  you  can 
satisfy  yourself— you  may  learn  what  has  brought 
me  hither,  even  if  you  be  not  already  aware  of  it !" 
Melissa  Harrison's  letter  was  open  on  the  table, 
where  Colonel  Bellow  had  tossed  it  down :  I 
snatched  it  up  and  handed  it  to  St.  Clair. 

"  It  is  unnecessary,"  he  said  :  "  I  know  full  well, 
Ellen,  that  you  came  hither  with  no  evil  pur- 
pose  " 

"Oh J"  I  ejaculated :  and  I  was  about  to  give  a 
wildly  fervent  expression  to  my  gratitude— when 
I  stopped  short :  I  was  transfixed  with  dismay — 
the  blood  was  turned  to  ice  in  my  veins,  as  I  en- 
countered  the  deep  fiendish  wickedness  of  the  look 
which  sprang  up  to  St.  Clair's  features. 

"  Yes,"  he  continued,  "  I  know  the  purity  of 
your  motives :  but  the  world  will  judge  far  other- 
wise! Now  listen  to  me.  As  there's  a  heaven 
above  us,  I  have  loved  you — I  still  love  you  as 
never  did  man  love  before !  I  hesitate  not  to 
avow  that  though  young  in  years,  I  am  old  in  the 
world's  pleasures.  To  all  the  fascinations  and 
charms  of  your  sex  I  am  no  stranger :  but  never 
have  I  encountered  one  who  has  made  upon  my 
heart  the  same  impression  as  yourself.  Marriage ! 
I  scorned  the  idea  until  I  learnt  to  love  you.  But 
to  you,,  Ellen,  I  offered  my  hand ;  and  I  swear,  as 
I  have  a  soul  to  be  saved,  that  I  was  ready  to 
fulfil  my  pledge  !  But  you  refused  me.  I  bowed 
my  pride  so  low  as  to  entreat  and  implore :  and 
Btill  you  refused  me.  Oh!  you  are  the  first 
woman,"  he  exclaimed,  with  scornful  bitterness, 
"  who  ever  had  the  power  of  reducing  my  heart  to 
despair!  Yes— but  it  was  natural;  for  you  were 
the  first  of  your  sex  who  taught  me  no  longer  to 
deride  the  romancist's  page  and  the  poet's  verse  in 
which  love  is  depicted  as  a  deity  having  sway  over 
every  heart.  Yes— and  you  were  the  first  whose 
beauty  cast  veritable  spells  around  me,  and  plunged 
ma  into  that  roseate  dream  in  which  one  walks  as 
it  were  with  the  senses  enthralled  but  with  the 
eyes  open!  For  you,  Ellen,  I  was  prepared  to 
make  every  sacrifice.  I  myself  already  worshipped 
you ;  and  as  my  bride  would  I  have  held  you  up 
to  the  worship  of  the  world  also  !  Ah,  and  there 
were  moments  when  I  said  to  myself  that  the 
triumphs  of  oratory  which  I  had  as  yet  achieved 
when  seeking  only  to  gratify  a  comparatively  idle 
and  cold  ambition,  were  as  nothing  to  those  which 
I  could  accomplish  if  the  meed  were  to  be  the  ap- 
proval of  your  looks  and  your  smiles !  But  all 
these  dreams  did  you  ruthlessly  destroy — all  these 
hopes  and  visions  did  you  dash  to  the  ground !" 


St.  Clair  had  gone  ou  addressing  me  with  im- 
passioned vehemence;  and  w'uen  he  suddenly 
ceased,  he  begaa  pacing  to  and  fro  in  an  agitated 
manner.  I  would  fain  have  checked  him :  I  would 
have  implored  his  mercy  and  his  forbearance :  but 
I  could  not !  I  was  stupefied  with  affright,  as  well 
as  enthralled  with  the  indescribably  absorbing 
interest  which  belonged  to  his  powerful  eloquence. 
There  could  be  no  doubt  as  to  his  sincarity.  It 
was  the  heart  that  was  speaking — no  matter  how 
bad  the  heart  itself  might  be — through  the  medium 
of  that  wildly  poetic  language. 

"Oh,  you  rejected  me!"  continued  St.  Clair: 
"and  you  ought  not  to  be  astonished  if  with  such 
a  being  as  I  am,  love  should  have  turned  to  hatred. 

But  it  has  not  as  yet no,  as  yet  it  has  not! 

Accident  has  this  day  given  me  the  present  chance  : 
it  has  furnished  me  with  one  last  opportunity. 
Oh!  compel  me  not  to  speak  of  coercion— force 
me  not  to  use  the  power  which  your  own  zealous 
indiscretion — I  mean  on  Melissa  Harrison's  behalf 
— has  now  given  me !" 

"Coercion  —  power — indiscretion?"  I  raguely 
murmured,  affrighted  at  the  sense  which  might  be 
attached  to  those  words. 

"Oh!  do  you  not  comprehend  my  meaning?" 
exclaimed  St.  Clair,  literally  stamping  his  foot 
with  the  vehemence  of  passion.  "  I  love  you  so 
deeply — so  desperately,  Ellen,  that  I  am  prepared 
to  resort  to  any  means  to  make  you  mine.  Yes — 
if  the  Enemy  of  Mankind  were  to  rise  up  before 
me  at  this  instant,  and  to  demand  the  sacrifice  of 
my  own  soul  as  the  price  which  I  must  pay  for  the 
possession  of  your  hand,  Ellen,  I  would  pay  that 
price  !" 

"  Ob,  this  is  dreadful  !"  I  exclaimed,  smitten 
with  an  awful  sense  of  terror ;  and  my  limbs  ap- 
peared to  be  giving  way  under  me. 

"Dreadful  it  may  be — but  it  is  not  the  less 
true  !"  replied  St.  Clair  quickly :  then  advancing 
to  the  window,  he  shut  it  down. 

"  Let  me  depart !"  I  exclaimed,  affrighted  at  a 
scene  which  appeared  to  forbode  some  terrible 
calamity  :  for  I  saw  that  St.  Clair  was  desperate. 

"  Yes — go  if  you  will !"  he  ejaculated.  "  By 
heaven  !  not  a  door  shall  be  closed  against  you  ! 
But  I  warn  you,  Ellen,  that  if  you  treat  me  thus 
I  will  have  a  signal  revenge.  Have  I  not  just 
told  you  that  I  would  sacrifice  my  very  soul  for 
your  sake — that  I  would  abandon  all  my  hopes  of 
hereafter  for  the  bliss  of  the  present  in  making 
you  mine  own  ?  And  think  yo'u  therefore  that 
such  a  love  as  this  will  stand  upon  mere  nice 
scruples  ?  Oh,  my  love  is  madness — it  is  frenzy  ! 
— and  this  hour  which  is  passing  is  to  decide 
whether  it  is  to  prove  for  my  soul  a  pandemonium 
or  a  paradise  !  Go  :f  you  will :  but  my  love  shall 
turn  to  hatred  ;  and  bitter  shall  be  the  vengeance 
it  will  wreak  !  Go,  Ellen— refuse  to  become  my 
bride— and  ere  the  sunset  of  this  day  all  the  town 
shall  know  that  Ellen  Percy  came  to  Colonel  Bel- 
lew's  house  at  a  time  when  he  was  entertaining 
two  females  whose  very  touch  is  pollution  !" 

"  O  God,  to  what  have  I  exposed  myself !"  and 
I  wrung  my  hands  in  despair. 

"  Think  you  not,  Ellen,"  continued  my  tor- 
mentor, "  that  it  rends  also  my  heart  with  agony 
to  behold  you  thus  afflicted  ?  But  what  compas- 
sion have  you  upon  me  ?  None  !  none !  If  you 
are  selfish  in  your  indifference,  how  much  more 


•elfish  must  not  I  be  in  my  love  !  Oh,  and  I  am 
•tilfitiU— and  by  heaven,  I  will  compel  you  to  be- 
•umit  my  bride  !  Through  the  fear  of  rery  shame 
wll  I  force  you  to  the  altar! — through  the  dread 
(A  a  ruined  reputation  will  I  drag  forth  an  assent 
from  your  lips !" 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  now  recovering 
Homewhat  of  my  hitherto  lost  presence  of  mind, 
•  is  this  the  language  of  one  who  the  other  day 
displayed  so  noble  a  chivalry  and  who  perilled  his 
life  in  my  behalf  ?— Ah  !" 

This  ejaculation  was  wrung  from  my  lips  by  the 
circumstance  of  suddenly  perceiving  that  St.  Clair 
no  longer  wore  a  sling;  whereas  on  the  night  of 
the  ball,  the  day  but  one  previous,  he  had  still 
worn  it,  and  appeared  to  be  still  suffering  deeply. 
He  was  now  gesticulating  with  that  arm  as  well 
as  with  the  other ;  and  I  was  smitten  with  asto> 
nishment  at  the  fact. 

"  I  see  that  you  are  surprised— and  I  compre- 
hend wherefore,"  he  said :  and  tben  he  added  has- 
tily, "  But  my  arm  is  now  well— the  wound  has 
healed.  Let  that  matter  pass !  It  is  of  the  pre- 
sent we  have  to  speak.  If  I  were  an  obscure,  an 
humble,  and  a  fortuneless  individual — having  to 
battle  my  way  with  the  world— you  might  hesitate 
to  accept  me.  But  I  possess  a  brilliant  position ; 
and  I  offer  to  make  you  the  sharer  of  it,  I  have 
wealth:— it  is  your's.  I  shall  create  for  myself  a 
proud  and  lofty  name : — its  reflection  will  shine 
upon  you.  To  descend  to  the  meanest  vanity— a 
vanity  which  I  however  despise — I  may  affirm  that 
my  personal  appearance  is  not  disagreeable.  As 
for  my  intelligence— Oh!  if  you  only  knew  with 
what  contempt  and  scorn  I  look  around  me  upon 
the  average  intellect  of  the  world,  you  would  admit 
that  there  must  be  some  consciousness  of  superior 
power  on  my  part !  Tell  me  therefore,  Ellen 
Percy,  am  I  unworthy  of  you  ?" 

I  could  not  help  listening  to  this  long  speech, 
as  well  as  to  the  preceding  ones.  It  was  a  tor- 
rent of  eloquence  which  overwhelmed  me, — elo- 
quence so  impassioned,  so  vivid,  so  irresistible, 
that  it  enthralled  the  senses.  It  had  no  fascina- 
tion of  pleasure— but  that  of  its  own  grand  and 
terrific  power.  Thus  was  it  painful  as  the  effect 
of  a  frightful  thunder-storm.  The  strongest  feel- 
ings were  embodying  themselves  in  the  strongest 
lano'uage.  It  was  something  impossible  to  cut 
short  by  precipitate  flight.  I  felt  as  if  the  ocean 
itself  were  rolling  in  around  me — fraught  with 
danger— full  of  menace— but  grand,  sublime,  and 
terribly  awe-inspiring ;  so  that  the  feet  were 
riveted  to  the  spot  and  there  was  no  help  but  to 
wait  involuntarily  to  be  overwhelmed. 

"  Now  you  understand  me,  Ellen,"  continued  St, 
Clair  after  only  a  few  instants'  pause,  during  which 
he  was  enabled  to  comprehend  and  measure  the 
effect  his  words  hA=\ produced.  "Mine  you  shall 
be  ! — and  though  _  'ifin  you  by  coercion,  yet  wiU  I 
surround  you  with  affections  such  as  man  never 
before  bestowed  upon  woman.  And,  Oh !  you 
know  not  how  much  it  is  that  I  am  now  promising : 
you  cannot  estimate  the  full  meaning  of  my  words  ! 
Though  no  title  decorates  my  name,  yet  no  king 
upon  his  throne  possesses  a  prouder  spirit  than 
Edwin  St.  Clair!  Yes— and  this  hauteur  of  mine 
— not  a  mere  vulgar  pride,  but  the  loftiest  sublima- 
tion of  which  the  sentiment  is  susceptible — all 
•hall  be  bowed— *«  bowed — at  your  feet !     Now, 


Ellen,  I  have  said  more  to  you  than  to  any  living 
being  did  I  ever  breathe  before.  But  a  few  wcjks 
back,  if  any  one  had  told  me — me  so  coldly  cynical 
in  my  ideas  of  the  world — me  so  utterly  despising 
everything  that  is  called  sentiment — me  who  was 
the  veriest  infidel  in  respect  to  the  deity  of  love, 
and  the  estremest  sceptic  on  the  score  of  his  wor- 
ship,— if  any  one  had  told  me  that  the  day  would 
ever  come  when  I  was  to  address  a  woman  in  this 
strain,  I  should  have  deemed  the  prophecy  an  in- 
sult, and  should  have  resented  it  as  such.  But  that 
day  has  come — it  is  now  present — and  I,  the  infidel, 
am  grown  the  most  infatuated  believer  in  the  divine 
worship  of  love !" 

If  in  one  sense  St.  Clair's  eloquence  was  a  tor- 
rent to  overwhelm,  in  another  sense  it  was  a  subtle 
web  wherewith  to  enmesh  all  the  senses.  My  brain 
was  bewildered— my  head  was  losing  itself  in  the 
confusion  of  my  ideas ;  and  I  had  a  vague  numb- 
ing sense  of  terror  lest  by  obstinacy  or  refusal  on 
my  own  part  I  should  draw  down  some  terrific  ven- 
geance on  my  head.  My  powers  of  speech  were 
paralyzed :  I  was  under  the  influence  of  a  spell 
which  I  could  not  possibly  shake  off.  But,  Oh! 
rest  assured,  reader,  it  was  not  the  spell  of  love  ! 

"Now,  Ellen,  your  decision?"  resumed  St. 
Clair  :  "  for  I  can  endure  this  suspense  no  longer. 
Oh  !  need  I  say  more  ?  Be  my  bride,  dearest — 
and  you  shall  become  the  idol  of  my  worship ! 
The  proudest  heart  in  Christendom,  though  beat- 
ing in  the  breast  of  a  civilian,  shall  be  humbled 
in  devotion  unto  you !  I  will  not  insult  your  in- 
telligence, nor  imply  a  miserable  feminine  vanity 
on  your  part,  by  expatiating  on  the  splendours,  the 
luxuries,  and  the  elegances  of  life  with'*  which  I 
shall  surround  you :  but  this  I  may  say — that  all 
the  happiness  which  wealth  can  give  shall  be  en- 
joyed by  you!  And  if  you  love  me  not  now,  let 
this  be  no  scruple  in  your  way :  for  as  the  perfume 
of  one  flower  blends  with  that  of  another,  so  shall 
the  feelings  of  our  hearts  speedily  mingle  in  warm 
transfusion.  Love  begets  love;  and  when  inchoate 
in  one  heart,  it  fertilises  the  soil  in  which  the  feel- 
ings are  germinating  in  another.  Oh,  you  will 
learn  to  love  me,  Ellen " 

"  Never !"  I  exclaimed,  an  extraordinary  im- 
pulse being  given  to  my  soul  as  I  became 
thoroughly  myself  again  ;  for  goaded  to  very 
desperation,  I  beheld  the  necessity  of  bursting  by 
one  bold  effort  the  bonds  which  terrorism,  in- 
timidation, and  the  power  of  eloquence  had  for  a 
period  riveted  around  me. 

"  Never  P"  repeated  St,  Clair,  staggering  be- 
neath \his  sudden  rebuff  at  an  instant  when  he 
had  evidently  thought  his  triumph  was  assured. 

"  No,  never  1"  I  ejaculated.  "  And,  oh  !  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair,  can  you  not  be  chivalrous— can  you 
not  be  magnanimous  ?  TVill  you  not  promise  to 
forbear  from  taking  any  advantage  of  a  power 
which  my  visit  hither  may  seem  to  have  given  you 
over  me  ?" 

"  You  appeal  for  mercy  to  me,  Ellen,"  cried  St. 
Clair  bitterly, — "you  who  will  show  me  not  the 
slightest  particle !  Oh,  this  is  intolerable !  it  is 
more  than  enough  to  ma1>:e  even  such  a  love  as 
mine  turn  into  hatred !" — and  never  shall  I  forget 
how  immense  was  the  concentrated  wickedness 
that  became  expressed  in  his  look  at  that  moment. 

"  For  God's  sake  spare  me  1"  I  said,  appealing 
unto  him  in  very  agony,     "  I  cannot  become  your 


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wife,  because  I  love  you  not !  Oh !  my  reputation 
ia  the  only  fortune  I  possess.  Take  it  not  away 
from  me  !  ruin  not  my  good  name !  It  would  be 
an  act  that  sooner  or  later  you  must  bitterly,  bit- 
terly repent !"  , 

"  Ellen,  I  am  merciless !"  responded  St.  Clair, 
who  was  fearfully  excited  :  for  bis  lips  were  ashy 
white,  and  his  whole  frame  was  trembling  ner- 
vously.    "Swear  to  become  my  bride.?" 

"  Never !"  I  gasped.     "  Any  sacrifice  sooner  !" 

"  Then  that  sacrifice  shall  you  make  !"  he  ex- 
claimed:  and  Oh!  it  was  with  such  vindictive 
fierceness  that  he  spoke,  I  even  trembled  for  my 
life.  "Go,  Ellen— with  the  taint  of  dishonour 
upon  your  name— the  blight  of  degradation  upon 
your  repute  !  Go — and  your  exit  is  to  be  made 
from  a  house  belonging  to  the  veriest  debauchee 
whose  notorious  profligacies  ever  made  a  private 
dwelling  more  infamous  than  the  lowest  den  of 
crime  !  Go  forth,  I  say — dishonoured,  though  in- 
nocent — polluted,  though  stainless  !  Even  on  the 
virgin  rosebud  rests  the  slime  of  the  snail ;  and 
80  it  shall  be  now  with  the  freshness  of  thy  virgin 
name  !" 

"  Oh  !  you  are  a  fiend  !"  I  ejaculated,  clasping 
my  bands  in  the  anguish  of  despair. 

"A  fiend?  Yes— to  you!"  he  cried:  and  as 
his  eyes  appeared  to  shoot  forth  fire,  while  his 
ashy  lips  were  quivering  over  his  set  teeth,  he 
advanced  towards  me,  exclaiming,  "  By  heaven,  I 
have  a  mind  to  render  you  the  victim  of  that 
very  dishonour  which  my  tongue  shall  proclaim 
against  you !" 

"  Wretch !"  I  cried :  and  I  was  on  the  very 
point  of  sending  a  shriek  pealing  forth  from  my 
lips,  when  a  sudden  idea  struck  me. 

An  idea  P  Oh,  it  was  a  recollection !  Strangely 
absorbing  must  hitherto  have  been  the  whole 
scene,  in  its  effects  of  blending  terror  and  elo- 
quence, enthralling  language  and  frightful  menace 
— language  of  love  and  language  of  hate— Oh  ! 
absorbing  must  it  have  been  that  this  recollection 
did  not  strike  me  before.  Yet  so  it  was.  It  was 
only  now  in  this  which  appeared  to  be  the  moment 
of  my  utter  emergency,  that  the  remembrance 
flashed  in  unto  my  brain ! 

My  eyes  fell  upon  a  vase  of  flowers  standing  in 
the  centre  of  a  superb  table;  and  as  St.  Clair  came 
advancing  toward  me,  with  looks  that  too  well 
indicated  his  readiness  for  any  villany,  I  snatched 
forth  a  large  and  beautiful  white  rose — and  ex- 
tending  it  towards  him,  exclaimed, "  Do  you  recog- 
nise the  symbol  ?" 

Oh !  bad  some  unseen  lightning  suddenly 
pierced  through  roof  and  ceiling,  or  window,  or 
wall,  to  smite  him  with  its  withering  influence  P — 
had  a  spectre  from  the  dead,  invisible  to  my  eyes, 
suddenly  sprung  up  through  earth  and  floor  to 
scare  him  with  its  hideous  presence  P  Never, 
never  shall  I  forget  the  terrible,  the  appalling,  the 
stupendous  efi'ect  which  that  flower  and  those 
words  produced  upon  Edwin  St.  Clair !  White 
as  a  sheet  became  his  countenance  :  rigid  in  their 
strong  expression  of  agony  grew  his  features; 
and  all  the  suddenly  excited  emotions  of  his  soul 
congealed  into  horror's  most  terriCc  impress  upon 
his  face.  He  staggered  back,  and  sank  like  one 
annihilated  upon  a  chair. 

Like  Aladdin  in  the  Eastern  Tale,  I  was  at 
fii-et  horrified  and  astounded  at  the  efl'ect  produced 


by  the  talisman  placed  in  my  hands :  but  my  feel- 
ings quickly  experienced  a  revulsion,  turning  them 
into  a  consummate  joy  at  this  proof  that  my  enemy 
was  in  every  way  defeated  and  that  I  myself  was 
in  every  sense  victorious. 

I  issued  from  the  room  :  methoughfc  I  heard 
Edwin  St.  Clair  gasp  forth  my  name,  as  if  to  bid 
me  stay :  but  if  it  were  so,  his  appeal  passed  un- 
heeded. No  one  was  on  the  landing :  my  ears 
caught  the  sounds  of  the  giggling  laughter  of  the 
girls  in  the  back  room  :  I  hurried  down  the  stair- 
case, and  emerged  from  the  house. 

Entering  the  hackney-coach,  I  ordered  the 
driver  to  take  me  back  to  the  street  where  Me- 
lissa dwelt;  and  during  the  route  thither  it  may 
be  easily  supposed  that  I  reflected  on  all  that  had 
occurred  at  the  house  which  I  had  just  left  Po- 
tent indeed  had  proved  the  effect  of  the  talisman 
with  which  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  had  provided 
me  :  but  of  its  meaning  I  remained  utterly 
ignorant.  Whatsoever  the  flower  symbolised,  was 
still  a  perfect  mystery  to  me.  I  had  however  no 
fear  that  St.  Clair  would  carry  into  operation  his 
horrible  threats:  there  was  no  doubt  as  to  the 
fact  that  I  had  by  some  unknown  means  reduced 
him  to  the  most  abject  position  of  horror  and 
mental  wretchedness.  And  as  I  thus  reflected, 
how  grateful — how  deeply,  deeply  grateful  did  I 
feel  towards  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  ! 

But  now  I  began  to  ask  myself  what  course  I 
should  pursue  in  reference  to  Melissa  Harrison  ? 
She  had  evidently  nothing  to  hope  for  either  her- 
self or  her  babe  at  the  hands  of  the  unprincipled 
Colonel  Bellew.  This  communication  must  at 
least  be  made  to  her :  but  still  I  did  not  choose 
to  enhance  her  affliction  by  giving  her  any  addi- 
tional proofs  of  the  villany  and  profligacy  of  that 
man ;  there  was  no  necessity  to  make  her  ac- 
quainted with  my  previous  knowledge  of  him,  nor 
to  describe  the  manner  in  which  I  had  found  him 
passing  his  forenoon.  I  therefore  made  up  my 
mind  to  deal  as  succinctly  with  the  afi'air  as  pos- 
sible. That  she  knew  him  under  a  feigned  name, 
was  evident  enough:  for  if  she  had  been  acquainted 
with  his  real  one,  she  would  no  doubt  have  men- 
tioned it  to  me. 

In  the  midst  of  my  meditations,  there  were  two 
circumstances  which  claimed  a  portion  of  my 
attention.  In  the  first  place,  the  house  which  I 
had  just  visited  was  not  the  same  to  which  I  had 
been  conveyed  on  the  evening  of  the  dinner  at  Mr. 
Parks's ;  and  therefore  methought  that  Colonel 
Bellew  must  have  two  distinct  establishments,  so 
that  he  might  all  the  more  conveniently  and  exten- 
sively carry  on  his  profligate  career.  The  other 
circumstance  to  which  I  have  alluded,  was  the  re- 
newed intimacy  evidently  subsisting  between  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair  and  the  profligate  Colonel.  I  must 
confess  that  I  began  to  have  suspicions  as  to 
whether  that  intimacy  had  ever  been  interrupted, 
and  whether  everything  I  had  heard  in  respect  to 
the  duel  were  a  reality  or  not.  On  these  points, 
however,  I  need  not  now  dwell.  Suffice  it  to  add 
that  in  respect  to  Captain  St.  Clair,  1  had  seen  him 
with  his  mask  thrown  off— I  had  beheld  him  in 
the  true  fiendishness  of  his  character — I  had  been 
compelled  to  shudder  at  the  revelation  of  a  monster 
of  wickedness  hitherto  concealed  beneath  one  of 
the  most  perfect  human  shapes.  Ah  !  no  longer 
did  I  doubt  that  all  I  had  learnt  from  the  lips  of 


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EttES'  PEECT;   OB,  THE  MEMOIBS  05  AH  ACTEE8S. 


Lady  Lilla  Essendine  ia  respect  to  St.  Clair's  cha- 
racter was  only  too  true  5  and  therefore  in  propor- 
tion as  he  had  sunk  down  to  the  lowest  abyss  in 
my  estimation,  did  her  ladyship  ascend  to  the 
highest  pinnacle  of  my  good  opinion. 

After  80  terribly  exciting  a  scene,  it  was  no 
wonder  that  I  looked  pale  and  ill  on  arriving  at 
Melissa's  lodgings.  The  unfortunate  young  woman, 
■who  had  been  awaiting  my  return  with  the  most 
anxious  suspense,  was  at  once  smitten  with  the 
conviction  of  the  failure  of  my  errand  as  I  returned 
into  her  presence. 

"  God  help  me  !"  she  murmured,  clasping  her 
hands.  '•  I  comprehend  it  all,  Ellen !— your  looks 
proclaim  the  truth  !  You  have  accomplished  no 
good  ?" 

"Melissa,"  I  answered,  seating  myself  by  the 
bedside,  "  deeply,  deeply  do  I  regret  that  I  am  un- 
able to  afford  you  any  hope  in  that  quarter — no, 
not  even  the  slightest !  Ask  me  not  to  give  you 
particulars :  it  were  of  no  avail  to  recapitulate 
what  has  just  passed." 

"  No,  dear  Ellen,"  murmured  Melissa,  her  voice 
almost  choked  with  her  profound  sobs ;  "  I  will  not 
ask  you  to  recapitulate  that  which  must  have  been 
at  least  painful— and  perhaps  insulting  to  yourself. 
Oh  !  never,  never  shall  I  forget  this  kindness  which 
you  have  shown  me !  But  my  Grod !  my  poor 
child " 

"  Listen,  dear  Melissa,"  I  said,  with  difficulty 
keeping  back  my  tears.  "  I  shall  shortly  go  upon 
the  stage ;  and  I  know  not  why — but  believe  me, 
it  is  not  mere  idle  vanity  when  I  declare  that 
something  tells  me  that  I  shall  succeed " 

"Oh,  it  is  natural,"  exclaimed  Melissa,  "that 
you  should  entertain  this  conviction.  How  can 
conscious  genius  do  otherwise  than  predicate  of 
its  own  success  ?  And  you  will  be  successful,  my 
Bweet  friend! — I  am  convinced  of  it!  Did  I  not 
behold  you  give  your  first  recitation  in  the  pre- 
sence of  Mr.  Richards  ? — have  I  not  since  heard 
you  frequently,  when  practising  under  the  tutelage 
of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman " 

"  And  if  I  be  successful,  Melissa,"  I  interrupted 
her,  my  cheeks  now  crimson  with  the  praises 
she  was  bestowing  upon  me — or  rather  which  her 
language  inferred,  "  it  will  be  a  source  of  still 
greater  happiness  for  me,  inasmuch  as  I  shall  be 
enabled  to  succour  those  in  whom  I  feel  interested 
and  whom  I  love.  Now,  do  you  not  understand 
me,  Melissa  ?— and  will  you  not  believe  me  when 
I  promise " 

"  Ah,  Ellen,  I  know  what  you  mean !"  exclaimed 
Miss  Harrison,  throwing  her  arms  around  mg 
neck:  "you  are  an  angel— and  success  must  be 
jour's  r* 


CHAPTEB,     XH. 

THE  DEBUT. 

The  day— the  memorable  day— arrived,  on  which 
I  was  to  make  my  first  appearance  upon  a  stage 
before  the  public.  Thanks  to  the  kind  and  zealous 
instructions  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  I  had  been 
well  schooled  in  the  elementary  details  of  the  pro- 
fession in  which  I  was  about  to  embark ;  and 
having  again  given  a  specimen  of   my   acquire- 


ments in  the  presence  of  Mr  Richards,  I  re  ceivo 
from  that  gentleman  the  promise  of  an  engage- 
ment, provided  my  debut  should  prove  successful. 
My  utterance  and  deportment  were  admired  ;  and 
though  I  had  not  as  yet  altogether  conquered  that 
shyness  and  reserve  which  were  the  natural  conse- 
quences of  the  seclusion  in  which  all  the  earlier 
part  of  my  life  had  been  spent, — yet  did  I  feel 
sufficient  confidence  in  my  own  courage  to  pass 
through  the  ordeal.  Indeed,  I  had  every  incen- 
tive, I  longed  to  eat  the  bread  of  independence  : 
I  longed  to  justify  the  predictions  of  the  excellent 
family  to  whom  I  was  so  deeply  indebted :  I  longed 
to  win  a  fame  that  should  render  my  aunt  and 
my  cousin  proud  of  me  :  I  longed  to  have  the 
command  of  money,  that  I  might  quietly  and  un- 
ostentatiously succour  such  cases  as  that  of  Me- 
lissa Harrison  ;  and  lastly,  diffident  and  retiring 
as  I  was  in  all  other  respects,  I  had  a  certain  little 
ambition  of  my  own — an  ambition  to  shine  in  a 
particular  sphere.  Thus  was  it  that  when  the 
memorable  day  dawned,  I  hailed  it  rather  with  a 
calm  confidence  than  with  any  inward  misgiving. 
At  the  same  time,  be  it  understood,  I  was  not 
vain-glorious,  presumptuous,  nor  conceited  :  I  had 
a  certain  consciousness  of  ability  in  that  which  I 
had  undertaken ;  and  I  felt  persuaded  that  if  my 
success  should  not  prove  very  brilliant,  my  failure 
on  the  other  hand  would  not  be  very  signal. 

I  had  practised  several  characters  under  the 
tuition  of  the  Normans: — that  of  Portia  in  the 
"  Merchant  of  Venice" — that  of  Lady  Ana  in 
"Richard  the  Third"  —  that  of  the  heroine  in 
"  Romeo  and  Juliet " — that  of  Queen  Catherine  in 
"  Henry  the  Eighth  "—that  of  Isabella  in  "  Mea- 
sure for  Measure  " — that  of  Zara  in  Congreve's 
"  Mourning  Bride  " — and  several  others  :  but  after 
a  long  discussion,  it  had  been  determined  that  the 
character  of  Portia  should  be  the  one  in  which  I  was 
to  appear.  I  did  not  choose  to  come  forth  under  my 
own  name.  I  had  hitherto  managed  most  success- 
fully to  conceal  my  pursuits  from  the  knowledge 
of  my  aunt  and  cousin  :  if  I  were  to  fail  they  need 
never  know  that  I  had  attempted  a  theatrical 
career ;  and  if  I  were  to  succeed,  I  resolved  that 
the  truth  should  only  be  communicated  to  them 
when  my  fame  was  established.  Thus  it  was 
under  a  pseudonym  that  I  was  to  present  myself 
to  the  public;  and  the  play -bills  announced  the 
first  appearance  of  Miss  Trafford. 

It  was  in  the  middle  of  the  month  of  May,  1840 
— when  I  was  within  a  couple  of  months  of  the 
attainment  of  my  eighteenth  year  —  that  this 
memorable  event  in  my  life  took  place.  The 
theatre  was  crowded  to  excess :  for  the  aristocratic 
visitors  at  the  Normans'  house  had  made  it  their 
business  to  spread  the  most  favourable  predictions 
relative  to  myself  as  the  protegee  of  those  worthy 
people.  As  a  matter  of  course,  my  real  name 
was  known  to  a  limited  circle  :  but  at  the  earnest 
entreaty  of  the  Normans  so  much  discretion  had 
been  observed  that  this  knowledge  was  not  more 
widely  propagated,  Mr.  Norman  was  to  appear 
in  the  same  piece :  he  was  to  personate  the  Duke 
of  Venice :  but  Mrs.  Norman  was  not  included  ia 
the  cast  of  characters.  She  therefore,  together 
with  Juliet,  remained  with  me  in  my  dressing- 
room,  to  encourage  me  before  I  went  upon  the 
stage — to  receive  and  welcome  me  during  tha 
intervals  of  my  perfomancej  and  nothing  could 


ELLEN  PBECT;    OE,   THE   ilEMOIES  OB   AN  ACXEE8S. 


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excee'l  tho  kindness  I  experienced  at  the  hands  of 
tb/jse  excellent  friends. 

As  the  moment  approached  when,  at  the  com- 
mencement of  the  second  scene,  I  was  to  emerge 
into  the  full  glare  of  light  and  become  the  focus 
for  nearly  three  thousand  pair  of  ejes,  I  felt  my 
heart  sink  within  me :  my  confidence  was  rapidly 
evaporating.  But  exercising  as  it  were  all  the 
moral  energy  which  I  possessed— nerving  myself 
with  all  the  courage  I  could  muster  up — I  entered 
upon  the  grand  ordeal.  I  remember  that  I  tot- 
tered rather  than  walked  upon  the  stage:  and 
then,  as  rapturous  shouts  pealed  forth  my  welcome, 
and  white  kerchiefs  were  waved  by  fair  hands 
from  the  boxes,  such  a  dizziness  seized  upon  me 
that  I  wonder  I  did  not  fall.  I  was  blinded  by 
the  glare  of  light:  I  could  not  distinguish  the 
audience  individually:  I  had  a  confused  idea  that 
the  whole  space  upon  which  I  looked  was  paved 
with  human  faces.  The  thought  struck  me  that 
So.  8.— EUiBV  FSBOZ. 


my  failure  was  already  doomed,  and  that  I  should 
not  be  enabled  to  give  utterance  to  a  single  word. 
My  part  seemed  to  be  as  completely  forgotten  as  if 
my  memory  had  never  taken  cognizance  of  it  at  alL 
At  length  all  was  silence ;  and  I  had  to  com- 
mence. The  prompter  from  his  place  gave  me  the 
key  —  "  By  my  troth,  Nerissa :"  —  and  like  a 
lightning-flash  my  part  came  back  to  my  memory. 
I  remember  that  I  ejaculated  within  myself, 
"Now  I  am  safe!" — and  I  began  speaking.  Still 
it  was  in  the  midst  of  a  species  of  confusion— 
with  a  continued  dizziness  of  the  brain,  and  with 
an  oppressive  sense  of  having  as  a  pigmy  under- 
taken the  task  of  a  giantess — that  I  went  on. 
Although  I  felt  that  I  was  safe  so  far  as  my 
memory  was  concerned,  I  experienced  no  satisfac- 
tion at  the  manner  I  was  enacting  my  part.  There 
was  in  my  brain  a  continuous  sense  of  sins  of 
commission  and  sins  of  omission, — doing  some- 
thing against  whioh  the  ITormaat  in  their  lenooa 


6S 


EiiEur  peect;  oe,  the  memoies  oe  aw  acteess. 


had  warned  me,  and  forgetting  other  things  which 
I  had  been  entreated  to  bear  in  mind.  Thus, 
when  the  scene  was  ended,  and  loud  applause 
followed  me  as  I  went  off,  I  attributed  it  merely 
to  the  kindness  of  the  audience;  and  I  expected 
to  behold  sadness  depicted  on  the  countenances  of 
the  Normans,  who  were  at  the  "  wings"  to  receive 
me.  I  hurried  to  my  dressing-room  ;  and  sinking 
upon  a  seat,  was  ready  to  weep  with  vexation  at 
what  I  believed  to  be  the  folly— the  madness,  which 
had  urged  me  on  to  the  catastrophe  of  such  a 
failure! 

"You  will  bo  more  collected  presently,  my  dear 
girl,"  said  Mrs.  Norman,  bending  down  and  kissing 
my  forehead. 

"  Now  that  the  first  step  is  taken,"  said 
Juliet,  in  her  most  gentle  tone,  "  you  will  be  less 
diffident  in  the  next  scene." 

I  said  nothing  :  but  I  thanked  my  frieuds  with 
my  looks.  I  thought  to  myself  that  they  were 
fully  aware  it  was  a  failure  on  my  part,  and  they 
wished  to  spare  my  feelings  as  much  as  possible. 
Again  I  went  upon  the  stage ;  and  now  I  became 
painfully  conscious  how  tremulous  were  my  tones 
and  how  diffident  was  my  demeanour.  Ae  the 
piec-e  progressed,  however,  I  grew  more  collected : 
I  overcame  much  of  that  Weakness  and  tremulous- 
ness  of  utterance  that  I  was  previously  unable  to 
couquer;  and  at  the  conclusion  of  the  ninth  Scene 
of  the  second  Act — after  the  interview  with  the 
Prince  of  Arragon— Mrs.  Norman  and  Juliet 
assured  me  that  I  had  acquitted  myself  quite  as 
Tvell  as  could  be  expected. 

The  Trial  Scene  was  toon  at  hand ;  and  for  this 
I  was  apparelled  in  the  usual  advocate's  garb. 
Juliet  whispered  the  most  flattering  compliments 
in  my  ears;  Mrs.  Norman  besought  me  to  re- 
member the  various  suggestions  she  had  given  me 
relative  to  the  great  speech  which  I  should  have 
to  address  to  Shylock.  As  I  thought  of  the  com- 
mencement of  that  speech— "The  quality  of  mercy 
is  not  strained " — I  experienced  a  suddea  thrill 
which  as  yet  I  had  not  known— a  glow  of  the 
heart  as  if  I  were  at  length  to  identify  myself 
with  the  true  spirit  and  feeling  of  the  part  which 
I  had  to  perform.  A  sensation  of  unspeakable 
happiness  diffused  itself  throughout  my  frame; 
and  when  the  instant  arrived  for  me  to  pass  upon 
the  stage,  I  no  longer  felt  timid.  On  commenc- 
ing that  great  speech,  my  voice  acquired  a  sudden 
strength — I  forgot  the  audience — 1  was  undaazled 
by  the  blaze  of  light— I  beheld  only  the  tribunal 
—I  fancied  myself  to  be  Portia !  Tet  I  was 
aware  of  the  profound  silence  which  filled  the  vast 
theatre,  all  save  in  respect  to  my  own  voice ;  and 
there  was  a  thrill  of  pride  in  my  soul  at  the  con- 
viction that  this  breathless  attention  was  for  the 
language  that  was  flowing  from  my  lips.  The 
scene  progressed ;  my  spirits  rose  with  it :  some- 
thing within  me  seemed  to  say  that  I  was  now 
indeed  in  the  right  vein ;  and  on  my  exit  the  vast 
building  rang  with  applause. 

"  My  dear  Ellen,  you  have  triumphed !"  ex- 
claimed Mrs.  Norman,  folding  me  in  her  arms 
the  instsnt  I  had  gained  my  dressing-room. 

"  I  knew  it  all  along,"  said  Juliet :  "  I  saw  it 
from  the  very  first.  Your  opening  scene  was  ad- 
mirable  " 

*0h,  this  is  flattery,  my  dear  friend !"  I  said : 
*•  for  nothing  could  have  been  worse !" 


"  Good  heavens  !"  cried  Juliet,  "  how  you  mis- 
understand yourself !  You  were  true  to  nature ! 
Mr.  Richards  himself  said  so." 

"  Then  nature's  self  assisted  me,"  I  murmured 
in  astonishment,  and  indeed  with  more  or  less  in- 
credulity— for  methought  that  my  failure  had  at 
first  been  complete. 

Mrs.  Norman  and  her  daughter  continued  to 
assure  me  again  and  again  that  all  my  misgivings 
were  unfounded,  and  that  I  had  surpassed  their 
expectations.  I  said  but  little.  In  my  own 
mind  I  fancied  that  they  were  greatly  exaggerat- 
ing, but  for  the  kindest  of  purposes,  whatsoever 
little  merit  I  had  displayed ;  and  I  still  thought 
that,  except  in  the  Trial  Scene,  my  debut  was 
more  than  half  a  failure. 

Tae  piece  progressed;  and  when  it  concluded 
there  was  one  general  and  rapturous  call  for 
"Miss  Trafford  !"  Mr.  Richards  led  me  on  : 
bouquets  were  showered  upon  me ;  and  the  plaudits 
were  deafening.  I  was  overwhelmed  with  a  sense 
of  shame,  rather  than  with  pride  and  gratifica- 
tion ;  because  I  conscientiously  felt  that  I  did  not 
deserve  all  this.  On  regaining  my  dressing-room 
I  fainted  in  the  arms  of  Mrs.  Norman. 

As  I  slowly  came  back  to  consciousness,  I  heard 
a  voice  whispering,  "  It  was  admirable  for  a  first 
appearance :  but  believe  me,  it  is  nothing  to  what 
she  is  capable  of!" 

"  Hush !  she  is  recovering !" 

The  first  speaker  was  the  actress  who  had  per- 
formed the  part  of  Jessica — a  very  clever,  shrewd, 
and  intelligent  young  lady :  the  other,  who  had 
bidden  her  be  silent,  was  the  actress  who  had 
played  Nerissa.  On  being  completely  restored  to 
consciousnesss,  I  received  the  congratulations  of 
these  ladies ;  and  when  I  had  resumed  my  own 
apparel,  I  hastened  with  Mrs.  Norman  to  the  car- 
riage— for  I  was  anxious  to  get  home.  Mr. 
Bichards  however  intercepted  me  on  the  way,  to 
address  me  in  a  similar  strain ;  and  thus  I  began 
to  think  that  I  had  perhaps  after  all  acquitted 
myself  better  than  my  own  diffidence  and  appre- 
hensions had  allowed  me  to  imagine.  Thoroughly 
exhausted,  I  sought  my  couch  and  slept  soundly. 

I  was  awakened  in  the  morning  by  the  entrance 
of  Juliet,  who  came  into  my  room,  her  counte- 
nance beaming  with  animation,  and  with  several 
newspapers  in  her  hand. 

"Now  perhaps  you  will  believe  us,  my  dear 
Ellen !"  she  said, — "  which  I  saw  that  you  would 
not  do  last  night.     Read— read  for  yourself  !" 

"  Do  they — do  they  indeed  speak  well  of  me  ?" 
I  falteringly  asked,  with  feelings  of  mingled  sus- 
pense and  joy. 

"  Nay,  read,  Ellen !"  exclaimed  Juliet ;  "  and  if 
you  have  at  times  blamed  me  for  any  little  com- 
pliments which  in  the  truthful  spirit  of  friendship 
I  have  bestowed  upon  you,  you  will  now  blush  for 
the  next  hour  to  come.  There !  I  will  leave  the 
papers  with  you." 

The  good-hearted  Juliet  flung  the  journals  upon 
the  bed  with  looks  as  full  of  exultation  as  if  the 
favourable  notices  they  contained  had  regarded 
herself;  and  she  then  hurried  from  the  room.  It 
was  in  one  sense  with  avidity,  but  in  another 
with  trembling  hands  and  fluttering  heart,  that  I 
caught  up  the  newspapers,  and  commenced  hastily 
scanning  the  critiques  upon  my  performance.  They 
all  spoke  highly  of  me,  declaring  that  my  success 


ELLEN  PEECY  ;  OE,   THE  MEMOIES  Of  AN  ACTEES9. 


69 


was  complete,  and  to  my  astonishment  mistaking 
the  verj  diffidence  and  shyness  which  in  certain 
parts  I  had  displayed,  as  a  deliberate  and  purposed 
adherence  to  the  truthfulness  of  nature.  The  re- 
vievrers  were  unanimous  in  the  opinion  that  I  had 
made  the  part  my  own — that  I  had  discarded  the 
mannerisms  of  precedents— and  that  I  had  formed 
an  appreciation  of  Portia's  feelings  and  demeanour 
different  in  several  instances  from  that  entertained 
by  other  actresses.  Although  I  was  alone  in  that 
chamber,  yet  did  I  feel  my  cheeks  glowing  as  I 
read  such  sentences  as  these  :  — "  To  a  most  ravish- 
ing personal  beauty  Miss  Traflford  joins  an  elegant 
deportment  and  most  ladylike  manners." — "  No- 
thing can  excel  the  loveliness  of  this  new  candi- 
date for  dramatic  fame :  her  face  and  figure  are 
perfect ;  her  voice,  rich-toned  and  melodious,  is 
capable  of  considerable  power,  and  has  all  the  in- 
flections of  the  most  graceful  eloquence." — "  The 
debdt  of  Miss  Trafford  is  quite  an  event  in  the 
dramatic  world;  and  all  who  beheld  her  last  night, 
must  admit  that  a  star  has  at  length  revealed 
itself  in  that  sphere  where  for  a  long  time  such 
brilliant  luminaries  have  been  singularly  deficient." 
— "  This  young  lady  has  all  the  advantages  of  great 
personal  beauty,  a  voice  of  surpassing  melody,  and 
high  mental  accomplishments.  Her  success  last 
night,  if  not  actually  brilliant,  was  at  least  positive 
and  unquestionable  ;  and  we  predict  that  she  is 
destined  to  acquire  the  highest  fame  in  the  profes- 
sion which  she  has  chosen." 

The  reader  must  not  imagine  that  I  have  been 
impelled  by  vanity  to  place  these  quotations  on 
record :  my  purpose  in  thus  transferring  them  to 
this  page,  is  simply  to  show  how  little  I  under- 
stood the  eflfect  of  my  own  performance  on  the 
preceding  night.  And  it  would  be  a  miserable 
affectation  to  deny  that  I  was  flattered — I  was 
gratified — I  was  even  rendered  exultant  by  the 
critical  opinions  which  I  thus  perused.  Need  I 
add  that  they  confirmed  me  in  the  resolve  to  adopt 
the  stage  as  a  profession  ? — or  need  I  inform  the 
reader  that  fervid  was  the  gratitude  I  expressed 
to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  for  the  zeal  with  which 
they  had  instructed  me  in  the  dramatic  art  P 

I  may  now  pause  to  observe  that  I  bad  not 
once  seen  Edwin  St.  Clair  during  the  ten  days 
which  had  elapsed  since  the  memorable  occurrence 
at  Colonel  Bellew's  house.  That  occurrence  I  had 
not  mentioned  to  a  soul :  I  considered  it  to  be 
something  which  ought  to  be  kept  secret  in  obe- 
dience to  the  injunctions  given  me  by  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine,  when  at  Mr.  Parks's  house  she  made 
me  aware  of  the  talisman  which  would  serve  me 
in  any  emergency  in  which  St.  Clair's  conduct 
might  chance  to  place  me.  As  for  Melissa  Har- 
rison, she  continued  chained  by  sickness  to  her 
couch.  I  had  regularly  visited  her  every  day — 
frequently  accompanied  by  Juliet ;  and  on  repair- 
ing to  her  lodgings  on  this  day  which  succeeded 
the  evening  of  my  debut,  I  received  from  the  un- 
fortunate invalid  the  most  fervid  congratulations 
for  my  success. 

A  week  passed — during  which  I  performed  three 
times :  namely,  on  alternate  nights.  My  first  ap- 
pearance was,  as  the  reader  is  aware,  as  Portia :  on 
the  second  occasion  I  enacted  the  same  character : 
but  on  the  third  I  personated  the  heroine  in 
"  Bomeo  and  Juliet."  My  success  was  complete^ 
Crowded  houses — rapturous   applause  —  couutlesg 


bouquets— the  congratulations  of  my  friends— the 
most  courteous  deference  on  the  part  of  Mr. 
Richards — and  complimentary  reviews  in  the  pub- 
lic journals,  —  these  were  the  evidences  of  my 
triumphs  ;  and  I  could  no  longer  doubt  that  I  had 
underrated  my  own  merits  on  the  first  night  of 
my  appearance.  Oh !  the  threshold  of  Fame's 
temple  was  crossed !  —the  ivory  portals  had  ex- 
panded to  admit  me  into  that  fane  !  It  seemed 
as  if  all  the  wildest  hopes  to  which  I  had  ever 
abandoned  myself,  were  to  be  realized,  and  that  I 
was  veritably  to  become  a  great  actress  !  But  not 
yet — no,  not  yet  would  I  communicate  the  intelli- 
gence to  my  aunt  and  cousin.  Still  would  I  per- 
mit them  to  repose  in  the  belief  that  I  continued 
a  humble  sojourner  with  kind  friends,  utilising 
my  little  accomplishments  to  an  extent  sufficient 
to  avoid  being  a  burden  to  them — but  nothing 
beyond.  It  should  only  be  when  my  fame  was 
fully  established — when  there  could  be  no  doubt 
as  to  the  general  appreciation  of  my  genius— 
when,  by  a  continuous  series  of  trials,  I  should 
have  proved  that  this  was  no  evanesc  ^nt  flashing 
of  a  spirit,  but  a  lasting  and  durable  lustre— Oh ! 
it  should  not  be  until  all  this  was  done,  that  I 
would  reveal  my  secret  to  those  whom  I  knew  to 
be  so  deeply  interested  in  my  welfare.  Such  was 
my  resolve. 

And  here  I  may  mention  how  sweet — Oh  !  how 
sweet  it  was  to  receive  at  the  end  of  the  week 
the  first  remuneration  which  my  talents  had  ever 
earned.  With  what  a  mingled  glow  of  pride  and 
satisfaction  did  I  contemplate  the  gold  which  was 
placed  in  my  hand! — and  with  what  fervid  feelings 
of  gratitude  did  I  endeavour  to  force  that  sum 
upon  Mrs.  Norman  T  But  she  absolutely  refused 
to  receive  it ;  and  it  was  only  when  I  positively 
assured  her  that  I  could  not  continue  to  eat  the 
bread  of  her  unrecompensed  bounty  that  the  kind- 
hearted  creature  consented  to  accept  a  part. 

For  the  next  two  or  three  weeks  I  played  with 
continued  success  ;  and  then  there  was  to  be  a 
month's  suspension  of  the  performances,  for  the 
purpose  of  decorating  and  repairing  the  theatre 
and  making  arrangements  for  a  new  theatrical 
campaign.  It  was  now  the  end  of  June  ;  and  Mr. 
Norman  proposed  that  we  should  pass  the  month's 
holiday  at  a  watering-place.  But  a  circumstance 
occurred  to  separate  me  temporarily  from  my 
friends,  and  afford  me  a  different  change  of  scene 
from  that  which  they  enjoyed. 

One  afternoon  a  handsome  carriage  drove  up  to 
the  door  of  the  Normans'  house  in  Hunter  Street ; 
and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  sent  up  her  card,  with 
an  intimation  that  she  had  come  to  call  upon  me. 
She  was  at  once  shown  up  into  the  drawing-room 
— whither  I  hastened  to  join  her ;  and  we  were 
there  alone  together. 

"  In  the  first  place,  my  dear  Ellen,"  she  said, 
treating  me  with  as  much  familiarity  and  kindness 
as  if  we  were  old  fiiends, — "in  the  first  place  I 
must  offer  my  congratulations  upon  the  triumph 
you  have  achieved ;  and  in  the  second  place  I 
must  beg  you  to  give  me  the  favour  of  your  society 
at  my  little  suburban  residence,  during  the  month 
which,  as  I  see  by  the  newspapers,  you  are  now  to 
have  at  your  own  disposal." 

Be  it  recollected,  reader,  that  Lady  Lilla  had 
risen  as  high  in  my  estimation  as  St.  Clair  had 
sunk  low  down  j  and  therefore  I  was  charmed  and 


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EliEN  PEHCT;    OE,   THE   JIEM0IE8   OF  AW  ACTKE3S. 


flattered  by  her  visit,  as  well  as  astonished  at  what 
appeared  to  me  her  graceful  condescension  in  seek- 
ing the  society  of  an  actress.  Besides,  there  was 
a  sweat  amiability  in  her  manner — such  an  un- 
affected cordiality,  as  it  seemed  to  me — that  I  was 
quite  disposed  to  accept  the  friendship  of  Lady 
LiUa  Essendine.  Nevertheless,  there  was  one  cause 
for  hesitation  ;  and  this  I  failed  not  to  express  when 
I  had  pro£fered  suitable  acknowledgments  for  her 
kindness  towards  me. 

"  I  have  not  forgotten,  my  lady,"  I  said,  as  I 
felt  a  slight  colour  rising  to  my  cheeks,  "  that  I 
have  adopted  a  career  on  which  some  portion  of 
society  is  wont  to  look  superciliouslv,  if  not  scorn- 
fully  " 

"  Hush,  Ellen !"  interposed  her  ladyship,  placing 
her  finger  upon  my  lip  :  "such  language  as  this 
must  not  flow  from  your  tongue.  Every  one  who 
speaks  of  the  talents  of  Miss  Trafford,"  she  con- 
tinued, with  a  playfully  arch  smile  as  she  thus 
mentioned  my  pseudonym,  "  fails  not  to  eulogize 
her  exemplary  character  also.  It  is  soon  known  in 
the  theatrical  world  whether  a  fair  candidate  for 
fame  be  right-principled  or  otherwise ;  and  the  re- 
port spreads  accordingly  throughout  society.  You 
hare  nothing  to  be  ashamed  of :  and  rest  assured 
that  the  highest  in  the  land  will  not  hesitate  to 
caress  and  court  you.  Have  we  not  all  read  how 
Mrs.  Siddons,  the  instant  she  grew  renowned,  be- 
came the  favourite  of  the  aristocracy — and  how  at 
the  comparatively  humble  lodging  which,  through 
economical  motives  for  her  children's  sake,  she 
occupied  in  some  street  leading  out  of  the  Stra/id, 
carriages  with  coronets  upon  their  panels  ca'.led 
daily,  and  titled  ladies  as  well  as  men  of  the  lof  ;iest 
rank  left  their  cards  in  compliment  to  the  actrees?" 

I  felt  pleased  at  the  manner  in  which  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  thus  addressed  me,  and  at  the  delicacy 
of  the  language  in  which  she  urged  me  to  accept 
her  invitation. 

"  You  must  not  fancy,"  she  continued,  "  that  I 
keep  much  society.  You  will  meet  but  very  few 
visitors  at  my  house  ;  and  my  only  fear  is  that  you 
may  possibly  find  the  time  hang  heavily  upon  your 
hands.  Besides,  I  am  not  rich  :  my  mode  of  living 
is  comparatively  humble ;  and  my  life  has  not  been 
Buch  a  happy  one  as  to  leave  the  first  gaiety  of 
youth  unimpaired  and  render  me  enamoured  of 
the  bustle  and  brilliancy  of  the  fashionable  world." 

Lady  Lilla  Essendine  said  so  many  kind  things, 
that  I  could  not  possibly  refuse  her  invitation  :  but 
still  I  would  not  give  her  an  immediate  response 
without  consulting  Mr.  and  Mrs,  Norman,  towards 
whom  I  experienced  a  species  of  filial  affection — 
nor  without  speaking  to  Juliet,  whom  I  loved  as 
well  as  if  she  were  a  sister.  Lady  Lilla  bade  me 
hasten  to  them  at  once  :  and  I  accordingly  pro- 
ceeded to  the  parlour  where  they  were  seated.  I 
explained  the  object  of  her  ladyship's  visit ;  and 
they  bade  me  by  all  means  cultivate  an  acquaint- 
ance which  might  possibly  be  useful  to  me.  There 
was  however  one  thing  which  struck  me  as  some- 
what peculiar,  and  which  even  for  a  moment  pained 
me.  It  was  that  her  ladyship  had  not  asked  to  be 
introduced  to  the  Normans ;  and  though  they  said 
nothing  upon  the  subject,  they  had  the  good  taste 
^and  perhaps  the  pride  also — not  to  repair  to  the 
drawing-room  where  she  was  awaiting  my  return. 

My  preparations  for  departure  were  speedily 
made;  but  before  I  left,  I  wrote  a  note  to  Melissa 


Harrison,  explaining  the  reason  wherefore  I  should 
not  be  enabled  to  visit  her  as  regularly  as  hereto- 
fore, and  enclosing  a  sum  of  money.  I  besought 
her  in  most  delicate  terms  to  make  use  of  it,  and 
accept  it  as  if  from  the  hands  of  a  sister.  My 
trunk  was  then  conveyed  down  to  Lady  Lilla'a 
carriage  :  I  took  an  afi'ectionate  leave  of  the  Nor- 
mans— and  thus  departed  with  her  ladyship. 

"You  may  possibly  think  it  strange,  my  dear 
Ellen,"  she  said  as  the  equipage  bore  us  along 
through  the  streets  of  London,  "  that  I  did  not 
request  you  to  present  me  to  your  friends:  but 
though  all  circumstances  combine  to  render  m» 
desirous  of  having  j/our  society,  it  would  not  be 
exactly  suitable  for  one  in  my  position  to  form  an 
extensive  acquaintance  in  a  particular  sphere. 
And  now  tell  me— has  anything  particular  occurred 
since  first  we  met  at  the  house  of  our  mutual 
friends  the  Parkses  ?" 

I  reflected  for  a  few  moments;  and  I  thought 
that  inasmuch  as  it  was  Lady  Lilla  herself  who 
had  furnished  me  the  means  of  meeting  any 
emergency  in  which  the  conduct  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair  might  happen  to  place  me,  there  was  no 
necessity  for  maintaining  any  reserve  towards  her 
— but  on  the  other  hand,  that  she  had  a  sort  of 
right  to  be  made  acquainted  with  everything  that 
had  happened.  Being  once  disposed  to  give  her 
my  confidence,  I  did  not  choose  to  do  it  by  halves ; 
and  I  therefore  explained  first  of  all  how  St.  Clair 
had  offered  me  his  hand,  and  how  I  had  refused 
him — how  I  had  been  carried  off  in  the  hackney- 
coach  on  the  night  of  Mr.  Parks's  dinner-party— 
and  how  St.  Clair  had  rescued  me  from  the  power 
of  Colonel  Bellew.  But  I  did  not  mention  a  syl- 
lable in  respect  to  the  strange  fragment  of  a  letter 
which  I  had  found  in  the  drawer  of  the  toilet- 
table  on  that  memorable  occasion  :  for  I  was  afraid 
lest  it  might  be  thought  that  I  was  of  an  unseem- 
ingly  curious  and  prying  disposition.  I  went  on 
to  explain  how  St.  Clair  had  fought  a  duel  on  my 
behalf:  and  then  I  came  to  the  narrative  of  Me- 
lissa Harrison's  illness  (suppressing  her  name 
however)— the  mission  I  had  undertaken  for  her — 
and  everything  which  had  occurred  at  Colonel 
Bellew's  house, — especially  the  closing  scene  in 
which  the  presentation  of  a  flower  had  produced 
such  an  awfully  talismanic  effect  on  Captain 
St.  Clair. 

Her  ladyship  listened  to  me  with  an  attention 
which  was  alike  eager  and  deep :  she  spoke  not  a 
syllable  throughout  the  narration  of  my  tale :  but 
her  countenance,  by  its  varying  expression,  showed 
that  there  were  feelings  in  her  own  bosom  which 
were  profoundly  stirred. 

"  I  am  glad  that  you  have  told  me  all  this !" 
she  said,  when  I  had  finished.  "  Did  I  not  assure 
you  that  Edwin  St.  Clair  was  not  the  man  to 
leave  you  unmolested  ?  But  I  can  throw  consi- 
derable light  upon  some  portions  of  your  narra- 
live,  into  the  full  meaning  of  which  you  have  not 
as  yet  penetrated.  Ellen,"  she  added,  fixing  her 
blue  eyes  significantly  upon  me,  "  you  were  the 
dupe  of  one  of  the  basest  stratagems  of  which 
St.  Clair,  with  all  his  refined  instinct  for  mischief, 
was  capable  !     But  you  shall  see." 

Her  ladyship  pulled  the  check-string;  and  the 
carriage  stopped.  The  footman  descended,  and 
came  to  the  window  for  orders.  Lady  Lilla  de- 
sired that  the  carriage  might  be  driven  along  a 


particular  thoroughfare ;  and  I  now  observed  that 
we  were  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  Eegent's 
Park.  The  equipage  pursued  its  way  ;  and  Lilla 
said  to  me,  "  Now  keep  watch,  Ellen !  I  am 
about  to  point  out  to  jou  a  particular  house  " 
"But  perhaps  I  shall  not  recognise  it  ?"  I  ex- 
claimed, as  the  thought  immediatelj  struck  me 
that  she  was  alluding  to  the  scene  of  that  outrage 
which  I  had  experienced  on  the  night  of  the 
dinner  at  Mr.  Parks's. 

"  Look  well ! — we  are  approaching  it !"  she  sud- 
denly cried.     "  Surely  you  can  recollect " 

"Yes,  yes — I  do!"  I  ejaculated,  as  she  pointed 
out  a  particular  villa-residencfl  which  the  equipage 
was  just  approaching.     "  It  is  the  same  !" 

"  And  that  house,"  continued  Lady  Lilla  Es- 
scndine,  again  fixing  her  large  and  beautiful  blue 
eyes  significantly  upon  me, — "  that  house  belongs 
not  to  Colonel  Bellew — but  it  is  a  suburban  retreat 
in  the  possession  of  Captain  St.  Clair." 

"Good  heavens!"  I  exclaimed,  suddenly  bewil- 
dered what  to  think.     "  Is  this  possible  ?" 

"  Oh,  my  dear  Ellen!"  exclaimed  Lady  Lilla, 
"  if  you  cannot  read  the  whole  truth  of  that  ad- 
Tenture,  I  can  read  it  for  you  !  Yes — that  is  St. 
Clair's  house!— and  rest  assured  that  Bellew  was 
but  the  instrument  of  St.  Clair'a  deep-laid  stra- 
tagem !" 

"  But  this  is  monstrous  !"  I  cried,  terribly 
ahocked.  "He  had  offered  me  his  hand  in  mar- 
riage  " 

"  Yes — no  doubt  he  was  infatuated  with  you ; 
and  by  that  stratagem  he  hoped  to  win  you  as  his 
wife.  Do  you  not  now  comprehend  it  ?  It  was 
Bellew  who  was  to  have  the  appearance  of  carry- 
ing you  off— and  St.  Clair  was  to  rescue  you.  The 
duel  was  equally  a  sham  :  it  was  to  win  your  sym- 
pathy. No  such  hostile  encounter  ever  took 
place  :  nor  was  St.  Clair  wounded.  Gratitude  and 
sympathy— these  were  the  debts  you  owed  him  : 
and  he  conceived  that  in  such  circumstances  you 
could  not  fail  to  accept  his  hand." 

It  would  be  impossible  to  describe  the  indigna- 
tion which  seized  upon  me  as  I  comprehended 
the  truth  of  all  that  Lady  Lilla  was  saying. 
Every  circumstance  confirmed  it.  St.  Clair  had 
fallen  on  bis  knees  to  plead  his  pission  at  my  feet 
immediately  after  the  pretence  of  rescuing  me 
from  Colonel  Bellew  :  I  had  subsequently  found 
him 'a  visitor  at  the  Colonel's  own  house;  and  on 
that  very  occasion  suspicions  had  been  excited  in 
my  mind  in  respect  to  the  complete  truth  of  the 
story  of  the  duel.  But  now  even  amidst  my  very 
indignation  did  my  soul  experience  a  sudden 
shock,  as  it  struck  me  that  the  letter  of  which  I 
had  read  a  fragment,  was  not  after  all  addressed  to 
Colonel  Bellew,  but  to  St.  Clair  himself !  Good 
heavens,  in  what  a  frightful  shape  of  wickedness 
was  the  whole  character  of  Edwin  St.  Clair  now 
revealed  to  my  view, — and  I  who  had  at  one  time 
profferred  him  my  friendship — although  I  thanked 
God  that  I  had  been  saved  the  deplorable  catas- 
trophe of  giving  him  my  love  ! 

"  And  does  your  ladyship  think,"  I  tremulously 
inquired,  "  that  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks  could  have 
been  in  any  way  accessory  to  Colonel  Belief's 
stratagem  on  behalf  of  Captain  St.  Clair  that 
night  ?" 

Lilla  reflected  for  some  moments ;  and  thee  she 
said  impressively,  "  No  ! — it  is  impossible  '." 


There  was  now  a  long  interval  of  silence— dur- 
ing which  I  meditated  profoundly  and  painfully, 
yet  thankfully,  on  all  the  incidents  of  the  recent 
past  upon  which  so  strong  a  light  had  just  been 
shed.  Yes— painfully  did  I  meditate,  as  I  thought 
of  the  diabolic  stratagems  of  which  I  had  been- 
rendered  the  object,  and  of  the  perils  which  the 
fiendish  villany  of  St.  Clair  had  raised  up  around 
me  like  a  woven  mesh  :  but  I  was  thankful  like- 
wise at  the  manner  in  which  I  had  escaped  from 
that  tangled  skein  of  dangerous  intricacies. 

"  Ah,  my  dear  Lady  Lilla,"  I  suddenly  ex- 
claimed, "  how  deeply,  deeply  grateful  am  I  to 
you  for  having  afforded  me  the  means  of  triumph- 
ing at  last  over  that  wicked  and  designing  man, 
and  reducing  him  to  abject  powerlessuess.  But 
if  it  be  not  indiscreet,  tell  me  in  what  constituted 
the  charm  which  produced  such  an  awful  effect  ?" 

"The  effect,  then,  was  very  awful?"  said  Lady 
Lilla  inquiringly:  "and  St.  Clair  was  appalled?" 

"  Never  before  did  I  witness  such  a  scene,"  I 
responded,  shuddering  at  the  bare  recollection 
"  and  heaven  grant  that  I  may  never  again  behold 
such  a  spectacle  of  ghastly  horror  as  that  which 
Captain  St.  Clair  presented  to  my  view  when  I 
took  the  flower  from  the  vase  !" 

Lady  Lilla  averted  her  countenance,  and  looked 
for  some  minutes  from  the  carriage-window. 
During  that  interval  there  was  again  a  profound 
silence;  and  when  she  once  more  turned  towards 
me,  she  said,  "  You  must  not  question  me,  Ellen, 
relative  to  the  meaning  of  that  charm  which 
wrought  such  power.  Suffice  it  for  you  that  it 
served  your  purpose  on  the  occasion.  But  I  be- 
seech you  to  keep  the  seal  of  secrecy  inviolably 
upon  your  lips — as  you  ere  now  assured  me  that 
you  have  hitherto  done.  I  told  you  the  other 
night  that  during  the  lifetime  of  my  late  husband, 
St.  Clair's  uncle,  circumstances  came  to  my  know- 
ledge—-But  here  we  are  at  my  humble  resi- 
dence !" 


CHAPTER  XIIL 

CLAEEMONT     VILLA. 

Ladt  Lilla  Essendinb  occupied  a  beautiful  villa 
in  the  neighbourhood  of  St.  John's  Wood,  Re- 
gent's  Park.  It  was  not  a  spacious  dwelling— 
but  it  was  commodious,  and  elegantly  furnished. 
Standing  back  about  thirty  yards  from  the  road, 
it  had  a  screen  of  shrubs  along  the  palings  in 
front,  and  which  shut  in  a  small  but  well-kept 
lawn.  It  had  a  garden  of  tolerable  dimensions 
attached;  and  this  was  closed  in  the  rear  by  a 
small  shrubbery.  In  the  summer-time  it  was  a 
truly  charming  retreat ;  though  I  fancied  that  in 
the  winter  it  must  be  somewhat  lonely  and  dull. 
Its  situation  was  completely  isolated;  and  the 
nearest  habitation— also  a  charming  villa — was 
about  two  hundred  yards  distant.  Three  female 
and  two  male  servaifts  comprised  her  ladyship's 
domestic  establishment ;  and  though  not  possessed 
of  afHuence  for  a  lady  of  her  rank  and  position, 
she  evidently  enjoyed  a  handsome  competency. 
Indeed,  St.  Clair  had  told  me  that  she  had  an  in- 
come of  fifteen  hundred  a  year— which  seemed  to 
be  true  enough,  judging  of  the  style  in  which  she 


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ELIEN  PEBCY;    OE,  THE  MEM0IE8  OF  Alf  ACTEE88. 


lived ;  although  I  now  looked  with  suspicion  upon 
every  statement  that  I  had  at  any  time  heard 
from  St.  Clair's  lips. 

Several  days  passed  agreeably  enough :  for  the 
villa  was  conveniently  situated  for  the  beautiful 
walks  and  drives  in  the  neighbourhood.  Her 
ladyship  was  visited  by  a  few  friends,  belonging 
to  the  patrician  grade ;  and  by  them  was  I  treated 
with  the  utmost  kindness  and  distinction. 

One  day— when  I  had  been  about  a  week  at 
Claremont  Villa,  as  the  house  was  called— an  in- 
cident occurred  which  troubled  me  greatly.  It 
was  in  the  forenoon  :  I  had  been  rambling  alone 
in  the  garden  :  but  the  sultry  heat  of  the  sun  at 
length  drove  me  indoors.  Lady  Lilla  was  writing 
at  her  desk  in  the  parlour  which  we  habitually 
used.  Almost  immediately  after  I  thus  entered 
that  parlour,  she  was  summoned  from  the  room  ; 
and  I  approached  the  table  to  take  thence  a  book 
which  I  was  in  the  course  of  reading.  Two  or 
three  notes,  which  Lady  Lilla  had  written,  lay 
upon  the  very  book  that  I  required ;  and  as  I  re- 
moved these  billets,  I  was  struck  by  the  writing  of 
the  addresses.  It  was  the  first  time  I  had  seen 
her  ladyship's  handwriting;  and  I  experienced  a 
shock  more  powerful  than  I  can  possibly  describe  : 
for  it  struck  me  all  in  a  moment  that  it  was  the 
very  same  handwriting  as  that  which  I  had  seen 
in  the  fragment  of  the  letter  at  St.  Clair's  house. 
A  dizziness  came  over  my  sight,  as  all  the  contents 
of  that  fragment  rushed  back  to  my  recollection. 
Good  heavens !  was  it  possible  that  Lady  Lilla 
herself  could  have  been  the  victim  who  had  ad- 
dressed the  author  of  her  ruin  in  language  so  har- 
rowing, so  horrible,  eo  anguished,  so  despairing, 
as  that  vhich  I  had  read  in  the  fragment  alluded 
to? 

Passing  my  hand  across  my  eyes  to  dispel  the 
film  which  had  settled  upon  them,  I  looked  again 
at  the  superscriptions  of  these  notes.  Yes — it 
seemed  to  me  the  same  beautiful  handwriting ; 
though  that  of  the  fragment  I  remembered  to  have 
been  tremulous,  and  that  of  these  billets  was  firm 
in  its  feminine  delicacy  and  perfect  fluency.  I 
heard  footsteps  approaching  the  door ;  and  rapidly 
retreating  to  the  sofa,  I  sat  down  as  if  I  had  been 
all  along  occupying  it  since  my  entrance  into  the 
parlour.  It  was  however  with  the  utmost  difficulty 
that  I  could  compose  my  looks;  while,  as  to  my 
feelings,  they  were  cruelly  harrowed  and  tortured. 
Lady  Lilla  began  to  converse  with  me ;  and  as  I 
listened  to  the  soft  music  of  her  voice,  so  calm  and 
so  collected — as  I  contemplated  her  countenance, 
so  surpassingly  beautiful— as  I  thought  of  her  age, 
which  could  not  exceed  two-and-twenty —  I  said 
within  myself,  "  Is  it  possible  that  this  being  of 
transcending  loveliness  could  ever  have  known 
such  stupendous  anguish— such  ineffable  remorse 
as  the  fragment  of  the  letter  seemed  to  indicate  ? 
Could  she  who  has  the  countenance  and  shape  of 
an  angel,  have  ever  penned  language  denoting  the 
consciousness  of  crime  ?" 

It  appeared  to  me  as  if  I  were  in  the  midst  of 
a  horrible  dream ;  and  availing  myself  of  a  pause  in 
the  conversation,  I  rose  and  issued  from  the  room. 
Flinging  on  my  large  garden-hat,  which  I  had 
left  upon  the  hall-table,  I  went  forth  again  into 
the  grounds.  It  seemed  as  if  I  must  absolutely 
court  solitude  in  order  to  commune  with  myself  : 
it  seemed  likewise  as  if  there  were  something  which 


I  ought  to  do,  but  which  I  know  not  rightly  how 
to  accomplish.  Should  I  speak  to  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  ? — should  I  tell  her  of  the  circumstance 
of  having  read  the  fragment  at  St.  Clair's  house, 
and  beseech  her,  in  the  name  of  the  friendship  she 
professed  for  me,  to  clear  up  the  horrible  mystery 
which  now  appeared  to  hang  round  herself?  Or 
should  I  devise  some  pretext  for  leaving  her  abode 
and  rejoining  my  friends,  the  Normans  ?  I  was 
bewildered  how  to  act.  I  did  not  like  to  address 
her  ladyship  on  the  subject,  for  fear  lest  there 
should  be  some  terrible  mistake  on  my  part :  and 
yet,  on  the  other  hand,  I  felt  shocked  at  the  notion 
of  continuing  to  be  the  guest  and  friend  of  o^. 
who,  if  my  suspicion  were  well  founded,  had  put 
upon  record  such  frightful  self-accusings. 

Utterly  unable  to  make  up  my  mind  how  to  act, 
I  wandered  into  the  shrubbery.  The  back  gate 
stood  open ;  for  a  gardener  was  at  work  on  the 
premises :  and  I  issued  forth.  A  lane  skirted  the 
boundary-walk :  and  along  this  I  slowly  proceeded 
— my  soul  a  prey  to  the  most  painful  feelings.  Was 
it  not  natural  for  me  to  entertain  the  suspicion 
that  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  had  been  rendered  the 
victim  of  St.  Clair's  guile,  and  that  the  letter  of 
which  I  had  seen  a  fragment  was  written  by  her 
under  the  influence  of  poignant  and  excruciating 
remorse  for  her  infidelity  towards  the  husband  who 
perhaps  doted  upon  her  ?  And  yet  what  if  I  were 
after  all  mistaken? — what  if  a  mere  coincidental 
resemblance  between  one  handwriting  and  another 
had  deceived  me  ?  And  amongst  ladies  of  superior 
education,  was  there  not  often  a  striking  identity 
of  styles  of  penmanship  ?  Oh !  if  I  were  labour- 
ing under  an  error,  how  cruel  and  how  unpardon- 
able an  insult  would  it  be  to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine 
to  breathe  a  syllable  which  savoured  of  a  suspicion 
or  an  aspersion ! 

While  I  was  thus  reflecting  in  bewilderment 
and  uncertainty,  a  turning  in  the  lane  suddenly 
brought  me  into  the  presence  of  two  singular- 
looking  women,  whom  I  at  once  knew  to  be  of  the 
gipsy  race.  One  was  an  old  crone,  with  wrinkled 
countenance  and  bowed  form — but  with  dark  eyes 
that  had  lost  little  of  their  youthful  fire,  and  were 
peculiarly  keen  and  piercing.  Her  look  was  not 
merely  cunning,  but  had  something  sinister  in  it, 
which  was  still  more  repelling  when  she  began 
smirking  and  smiling  as  she  caught  sight  of  me. 
Her  companion  was  a  much  younger  woman— in- 
deed apparently  not  more  than  about  four -and- 
twenty.  She  possessed  a  very  fine  person,  and 
though  her  features  were  coarse  and  large,  they 
were  by  no  means  unhandsome.  Her  feet  were 
naked;  and  her  lower  limbs — a  considerable  por- 
tion of  which  the  short  skirt  of  her  dress  left  ex- 
posed— were  singularly  symmetrical  in  their  ro- 
bustness. She  was  stout  and  upon  a  large  scale, 
but  well-proportioned.  Methought  that  she  would 
have  made  an  admirable  model  for  a  sculptor  de- 
lineating with  his  marble  the  feminine  form  in 
Amazonian  proportions.  Her  hair,  dark  as  jet, 
and  without  the  slightest  gloss  upon  it,  hung  upon 
her  shoulders:  her  eyes,  of  deepest  blackness,  were 
large  and  brilliantly  lustrous  :  her  lips,  which  were 
full  even  to  coarseness,  but  of  the  brightest  cherry 
hue,  revealed  a  set  of  teeth  that  might  be  com- 
pared to  ivory.  She  was  leaning  against  a  tree  ; 
and  her  look  was  bold  and  full  of  hardihood, 
though  by  no  means  insolent  as  she  g'-jized  upon  me. 


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I  had  come  upon  this  couple  so  suddenly,  and 
was  by  their  presence  so  abruptly  startled  from 
the  meditations  in  which  I  was  previously  plunged, 
that  I  stopped  short ;  and  the  old  crone  at  once 
accosted  me.  She  began  to  address  me  in  the 
manner  usually  adopted  by  people  of  her  race — 
complimenting  me  upon  my  beauty — talking  some 
jargon  about  a  handsome  lover — and  desiring  me 
to  cross  her  palm  with  silver  that  she  might  tell 
me  my  fortune.  Her  swarthy  countenance  was  all 
puckered  up  with  wrinkles  as  she  smiled  and 
smirked  while  giving  utterance  to  her  habitual 
cant  ;  and  great  was  the  contrast  between  that 
shrivelled  sinister  face,  and  the  round  plump 
countenance  of  the  younger  gipsy,  through  the 
duskiness  of  whose  complexion  the  warm  blood 
mantled  richly. 

"  Stay,  pretty  lady,"  said  the  old  crone,  "  while 
I  develop  the  future  to  your  view.  1  see  at  a 
glance  that  this  fair  white  hand  is  crossed  by  many 
lines.     Suffer  me  to  read  them." 

I  had  no  gloves  on ;  for  I  had  left  the  house 
hurriedly,  and  without  any  intention  of  issuing 
outside  the  garden  wall.  I  was  in 'a  morning 
desAahillde  too;  and  as  I  have  already  said,  had 
on  a  large  straw  hat.  The  old  gipsy  had  taken 
my  hand ;  and  I  scarcely  know  in  what  singular 
mood  it  was  that  I  for  a  few  moments  abandoned 
it  to  her.  But  my  feelings  were  at  the  time  ren^ 
dered  morbid  by  the  thoughts  that  had  been 
agitating  in  my  brain ;  and  when  the  mind  is  in 
this  state  it  is  apt  to  be  more  or  less  tinctured  with 
superstition,  or  a  tendency  towards  the  marvel- 
lous. ^ 

"  I  see,"  continued  the  old  gipsy,  peering  over 
my  palm,  "  that  there  is  a  tall,  handsome  youth, 
not  very  much  olSe*  than  yourself — with  dark 
hair  and  eyes— slender  and  graceful  shape — and 
the  most  winning  manners — whose  heart  is  filled 
with  your  image.  Yes !"  she  proceeded,  suddenly 
looking  up  into  my  countenance  :  "  and  upon  your 
heart,  pretty  maiden,  is  his  image  impressed  !" 

Here  I  suddenly  withdrew  my  hand,  while  I 
felt  the  blushes  glowing  upon  my  cheeks.  I  was 
about  to  hurry  onward,  when  the  crone  exclaimed, 
"You  have  forgotten  to  cross  my  hand  with 
•ilvet !" 

I  was  excessively  annoyed  with  myself  that  I 
should  have  yielded  even  for  a  few  moments  to 
the  influence  which  had  led  me  to  abandon  my 
hand  to  the  old  woman :  but  I  felt  that  having 
done  so,  I  ought  to  give  her  a  reward.  Full  of 
the  confusion  occasioned  by  my  own  vexed  feel- 
ings, I  thrust  my  hand  into  my  pocket :  my  purse 
was  not  there. 

"  Stop,"  I  said,  "  and  I  will  hasten  and  fetch 
you  something.     I  have  left  my  money  indoors." 

"  One  moment,  sweet  maiden !"  ejaculated  the 
old  crone ;  "  and  if  you  will  render  me  a  little  ser- 
vice,  you  need  not  trouble  yourself  to  confer  any 
additional  recompense  upon  me." 

"Nonsense,  grandmother!"  said  the  younger 
gipsy,  now  accosting  the  crone  and  catching  her 
somewhat  roughly  by  the  arm.  '•  How  do  you 
know  who  this  young  lady  is  ?" 

"Tell  me,  my  sweet  maiden,"  said  the  dame, 
still  addressing  herself  to  me,  apparently  heedless 
of  her  granddaughter's  interruption ;  "  did  I  not 
ere  now  behold  you  walking  in  the  garden  at- 
tached to  this  nearest  villa  P     Methought  that  as 


I  passed  the  front  gate  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  that 
beautiful  form  of  your's " 

"  Enough  of  this  idle  flattery  1"  I  interrupted 
her.  "Yes— it  is  true  I  was  walking  in  that 
garden.  But  what  can  you  possibly  mean  by  che 
intimation  that  I  may  render  you  a  service  ?" 

"You  shall  see,"  rejoined  the  crone;  "for  you 
are  an  amiable  young  lady— and  you  will  not,  as 
insolent  menials  would,  disdain  the  old  gipsy's 
supplication." 

"  Be  careful,  grandmother !"  the  younger  female 
hurriedly  whispered:  but  my  ear  caught  what  sho 
said. 

"  Be  quiet,  Zarah !"  interjected  the  crone,  as 
she  turned  impatiently  towards  her  granddaughter. 
"  I  know  what  I  am  doing  ;  and  this  pretty  maiden 
will  accomplish  the  trifling  little  service  that  I  ask 
at  her  hands.     Will  you  not,  Miss  ?" 

"  I  will  fetch  you  some  trifle,"  I  said,  anxious 
to  put  an  end  to  this  scene  in  which  I  had  in- 
volved  myself:  "  but  as  for  my  ability  to  render 
you  any  real  service,  it  is  impossible — and  you 
can  only  be  indulging  in  that  language  of  mys- 
terious  absurdity  which  forms  a  portion  of  your 
craft." 

"  It  is  not  so,  sweet  maiden,"  rejoined  the  gipsy 
crone.  "  There  is  something  in  your  countenance 
so  amiable  and  good-natured,  it  tells  me  you  will 
do  my  bidding !  And  the  boon  I  crave  is  so 
simple !  It  is  only  that  you  will  tell  the  lady  of 
the  house  that  one  who  knows  her,  seeks  a  few 
minutes'  interview  on  this  very  spot." 

"  This  is  absurd!"  I  ejaculated.  "  Her  ladyship 
would  not  come  to  you— neither  would  I  trifle  so 
insultingly  with  her  as  to  bear  such  a  message." 

"Judge  not  too  hastily,  young  maiden,"  an- 
swered  the  gipsy:  "did  I  not  ere  now  speak 
words  which  made  a  chord  vibrate  in  your  heart  ? 
— and  think  you  not,  therefore,  that  I  who  know 
so  many  things  and  so  many  persons,  may  have 
an  interest  in  obtaining  speech  of  the  lovely  lady 
of  that  house  in  which  you  reside  ?  I  tell  you  that 
the  lady  will  come  if  you  present  this  to  her  as  a 
token  of  my  sincerity  in  requiring  her  presence." 

Thus  speaking,  the  old  gipsy  plucked  a  large 
and  beautiful  blooming  white  rose  which  grew 
wild  amidst  the  odoriferous  briers  in  the  bushes 
hard  by.  I  mechanically  took  the  flower  from  her 
hand, — gazing  on  her  the  while  with  the  most  be- 
wildered astonishment.  And  well  might  I  be  thus 
surprised  ! — well  too  might  that  wonderment  be 
mingled  with  a  sort  of  dismay  ! — for  it  suddenly 
seemed  as  if  the  same  species  of  talisman  which 
had  proved  so  effectual  in  reducing  St.  Clair  to 
abject  powerlessness,  was  now  to  prove  the  means 
of  bringing  forth  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  in  obe- 
dience to  the  summons  of  this  miserable  wrinkled 
old  gipsy. 

"  Do  not  ask  me  any  questions,  sweet  maiden," 
she  continued,  observing  my  astonishment,  al- 
though doubtless  very  far  from  suspecting  the 
cause.  "  It  is  no  idle  mummery  on  my  part ;  and 
I  repeat,  it  is  so  simple  a  boon  I  crave,  that  you 
cannot  in  your  amiable  generosity  refuse  to  grant 
it.  I  might  have  just  now  addressed  myself  to 
the  old  gardener  whom  I  saw  at  work  in  the 
grounds  of  the  villa :  but  he  looked  a  churl — and 
he  would  only  have  had  threats  of  the  constable, 
the  magistrate,  and  the  House  of  Correction  for 
the  poor  gipsy." 


EILEK  PEECT;   OE,  THE  MEMOIES  OE  AK  ACTEESa, 


"  I  will  do  your  bidding,"  I  said :  and  I  hastened 
away  from  the  spot. 

I  had  given  this  answer  on  the  impulse  of  the 
moment :  but  as  I  reached  the  garden  gate,  I  re- 
pented the  haste  with  which  I  had  acceded  to  the 
old  gipsy's  demand.  My  first  thought  was  to  put 
Lady  Lilla  to  the  test,  and  see  whether  the  pre- 
sentation of  a  flower  would  have  upon  her  any 
effect  similar  to  that  which  it  produced  on  Edwin 
St.  Clair.  If  so,  I  fancied  that  it  must  lead  to  ex- 
planations :  she  could  not  leave  me  any  longer  in 
the  dark  upon  the  subject ;  and  I  should  have  an 
opportunity  of  mentioning  the  other  topic  which 
was  equally  prominent  in  my  thoughts  :  namely, 
that  which  related  to  the  fragment  of  the  letter. 
But  as  I  was  returning  for  this  purpose,  the 
thought  stole  into  my  brain  that  if  this  were  a 
mere  silly  trick  on  the  old  crone's  part,  it  would 
really  be  insulting  to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  to  de- 
liver her  such  a  message. 

I  re-entered  the  garden  slowly,  still  irresolute 
how  to  act :  but  scarcely  had  I  threaded  the  shrub- 
bery, when  I  met  her  ladyship. 

"  I  was  seeking  you,  my  dear  Ellen,"  she  said. 
"  I  have  finished  my  letters — my  time  is   now  at 

your  disposal But  you  have  a  beautiful  flower 

there  ?— and  it  is  a  wild  one  too  !" 

"Yes,"  I  answered,  hesitatingly  and  in  con- 
fusion ;  "  it  was  given  to  me  by  an  old  gipsy :" — 
and  I  scarcely  knew  what  I  was  saying. 

"  An  old  gipsy  P"  ejaculated  Lady  Lilla :  and  it 
was  with  so  sudden  a  start  that  she  spoke,  I  felt 
convinced  in  a  moment  there  was  indeed  something 
in  the  message  of  which  I  was  the  bearer. 

"  Yes,"  I  responded,  now  determined  to  deliver 
that  message,  "  she  is  in  the  lane,  just  at  the  turn- 
ing ;  and — and — she  beseeches  a  few  minutes'  in- 
terview with  your  ladyship." 

Lady  Lilla's  countenance,  naturally  pale,  grew 
all  in  an  instant  absolutely  ghastly.  That  ani- 
mation and  polish  which,  as  I  have  before  said, 
seemed  to  supply  the  place  of  the  blushing  glow 
of  health,  fled  from  her  cheeks,  which  became  of  a 
dull,  deadly  white.  Her  lips  too  turned  ashy ;  and 
for  a  moment  methought  she  staggered  as  if 
stricken  a  blow. 

"And  that  flower,  Ellen?"  she  said,  or  rather 
gasped  forth, 

"The  old  gipsy  bade  me  present  it  to  your 
ladyship,"  I  answered,  "as  a  token " 

"  Oh !  how  silly  and  foolish  this  is !"  exclaimed 
Lilla,  visibly  exerting  an  almost  preterhuman 
power  to  regain  her  self-possession  j  while  she  en- 
deavoured to  smile  away  the  whole  proceeding,  as 
if  it  were  but  a  trifle  and  a  jest — though  that  at- 
tempt at  smiling  was  of  sickly  ghastliness.  "  You 
will  begin  to  fancy,"   she  continued,   "  that  there 

is  a  subtle  magic  in  flowers But  I  will  indulge 

the  crone — I  will  see  to  what  extent  she  has  the 
impudence  to  carry  her  mirth !  Await  my  return 
in  the  garden." 

Thus  speaking,  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  hurried 
away  from  me,  and  was  at  once  lost  to  my  view  in 
the  mazes  of  the  shrubbery.  I  remained  riveted 
to  the  spot :  a  sensation  crept  over  me  as  if  I  were 
becoming  unwillingly  yet  irresistibly  involved  in 
some  dark  unhallowed  mysteries.  The  misgivings 
which  had  been  previously  agitating  in  my  mind 
in  respect  to  her  ladyship,  were  strengthened  :  and 
1  felt  as  if  I  were  afraid  of  her.      What  could  it 


all  mean  ? — what  deep  mystic  power  did  the  simplo 
presentation  of  a  rose  convey  ? — and  was  she  sub- 
ject  to  precisely  the  same  influence  as  that  which 
had  shed  its  spell  in  so  appalling  a  manner  upon 
Edwin  St.  Clair  ?  I  felt  dispirited  and  unhappy  i 
I  wished  that  I  had  never  accepted  Lady  Lilla'i 
invitation— but  that  I  had  accompanied  the  Nor- 
mans to  the  seaside,  where  I  knew  them  to  be  en- 
joying themselves;  for  I  had  received  a  letter  from 
Juliet  that  very  mojning. 

I  moved  slowly  away  from  the  spot :  I  walked 
through  the  garden— I  wondered  what  at  that 
moment  was  progressing  between  the  old  witch 
and  her  ladyship.  I  was  not  however  long  left 
alone ;  for  in  a  few  minutes  I  heard  light  footsteps 
approaching  from  behind :  I  turned  and  beheld 
Lady  Lilla  advancing  along  the  gravel-walk. 
Smiles  were  upon  her  countenance  :  she  accosted 
me  gaily,  exclaiming,  "  That  old  gipsy  wanted  to 
tell  my  fortune !  Of  course  I  disposed  of  her 
quickly. — But  how  pensive  and  sad  you  look,  my 
dear  Ellen!  Surely  the  crone  did  not  dare  pre- 
sage evil  in  respect  to  yourself?" 

"No,  my'lady— no,"  I  answered.  "  But  do  you 
not  feel — does  it  not  strike  you— that  it  must 
seem  to  me  most  remarkable-       ■" 

"  Ah,  my  dear  friend,  1  underatand  you  !"  cried 
Lilla.  "You  are  abandoning  yourself  to  the  im- 
pressions of  coincidences!  Why,  you  cannot 
seriously  imagine  that  there's  any  connexion  be- 
tween the  means  I  placed  in  your  possession  of 
overaweing  St,  Clair,  and  this  silly  freak  of  an  old 
gipsy?     Truly  you  astonish  me  !" 

Lady  Lilla's  merriment  pealed  forth  with  a  sound 
of  so  much  melodious  heartiness,  that  for  an  instant 
I  was  staggered;  and  then  I  thought  within  my- 
self that  it  must  be  a  mere  coincidence  after  all.  I 
had  never  seen  her  more  gay :  I  could  not  possibly 
believe  that  this  gaiety  was  feigned  on  her  part ; 
and  therefore  I  had  no  pretext  for  further  com- 
ment on  that  topic.  But  I  was  on  the  very  point 
of  mentioning  the  other  subject :  namely,  the  one  in 
reference  to  the  fragment  of  the  letter  and  her  own 
handwriting ;  when  some  lady-visitors  drove  up 
in  their  carriage  to  the  gate.  These  were  friends 
whom  I  had  seen  before.  A  party  was  formed  to 
visit  the  Zoological  Gardens  in  the  neighbourhood : 
those  ladies  returned  with  us  to  dinner ;  and  as 
they  did  not  take  their  leave  until  somewhat  a  late 
hour,  I  had  no  further  opportunity  of  conversing 
alone  that  day  with  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 

But  on  retiring  to  rest,  I  again  reviewed  all 
those  topics  which  had  been  troubling  me.  Could 
it  have  been  a  mere  delusion  on  my  part  when  I 
fancied  that  on  first  mentioning  the  old  gipsy. 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  had  turned  so  ghastly  white? 
and  was  I  contemplating  her  at  the  time  only 
through  the  medium  of  the  distorting  mirror  of 
my  own  morbid  sensations  ?  As  for  what  the 
gipsy  had  told  me  relative  to  the  tall,  slender, 
handsome  young  man, — I  attached  no  more  im- 
portance to  it  than  that  it  had  vividly  reminded 
me  of  my  cousin  Harry, — with  whose  description, 
in  its  slightly  outlined  sketch,  it  happened  to  cor- 
respond. But  this  I  knew  to  be  accidental :  she 
had  spoken  in  the  wonted  jargon  of  gipsies,  who 
invariably  promise  tall,  dark- haired,  slender  lovers 
to  the  silly  girls  who  are  foolish  enough  to  listen 
to  them. 

My  sleep  that  night  was  uneasy  and  feverish. 


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Wlien  I  awoke  in  the  morning,  I  found  her  lalj. 
fillip's  maid  in  my  room ;  and  on  inquiring  what 
o'clock  it  was,  I  learnt  that  it  was  half-an-hour 
later  than  my  wonted  time  for  rising.  I  had  lain 
EO  long  awake,  with  the  occupation  of  my  thoughts, 
in  the  early  part  of  the  night,  that  I  had  slum> 
bered  heavily  during  the  latter  portion. 

"If  you  please,  Miss,"  said  the  maid,  "her 
ladyship  begs  your  acceptance  of  this  present.  It 
was  ordered  for  you  two  or  three  days  ago— but 
only  arrived  last  evening;  and  her  ladyship  had 
not  then  an  opportunity  of  placing  it  in  your 
bands?" 

It  was  a  jewel-casket,  containing  an  elegant  gold 
watch  and  chain,  a  beautiful  pair  of  earrings,  two 
rings,  a  brooch,  and  a  wreath  of  pearls.  Tlie  maid 
directed  my  attention  to  an  inscription  inside  the 
watch,  and  which  described  it  as  "a  tribute  of 
friendship  to  Miss  Percy,  from  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
No.  9.— Ellev  Fsbct. 


dine."     The  value  of  the  casket's  contents  could 
not  have  been  much  under  a  hundred  guineas. 

I  was  at  first  sorry  that  her  ladyship  had  made 
me  this  present,  because  it  disarmed  me  of  my  in- 
tention of  speaking  to  her  on  the  subject  of  the  frag- 
ment of  the  letter.  How  could  I  possibly  say  any- 
thing disagreeable  to  one  who  was  overwhelming 
me  with  kindnesses  ?  But  a  little  reflection  im- 
parted a  more  satisfactory  tenour  to  my  thoughts. 
Must  not  Lady  Lilla,  I  asked  myself,  possess  an 
excellent  heart  that  where  she  formed  a  friendship 
she  delighted  to  give  so  many  proofs  of  it  ?  Could 
Buch  a  woman  possibly  possess  a  bad  heart  ?  must 
not  her  disposition  be  in  every  respect  admirable  ? 
and  might  I  not  therefore  have  been  all  the  while 
wronging  her  with  the  most  unjust  suspicions? 
Again,  was  it  generous  on  my  part  to  be  so  hasty, 
as  I  had  been,  in  leaping  at  conclusions  so  preju- 
dicial to   the  character  of  one  who  was  striving 


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ELLEN  PBECTr  OE,   THE   MEMOIllS   OV   AW  ACTRESS. 


her  best  to  aflford  me  proofs  of  love  and  friend- 
ship ?  At  all  events  I  came  to  the  conclusion  that 
I  must  remain  silent  for  the  present  in  respect  to 
the  one  topic  on  which  I  had  been  so  anxious  to 
speak  to  Lady  Lilla  ;  and  I  must  thenceforth  be 
guided  by  circumstances. 

On  joining  her  at  the  breakfast-table,  I  prof- 
fered my  warmest  thanks  for  her  kindness  towards 
me ;  and  she  said  so  many  aflfectionate  things,  with 
an  air  of  so  much  sincerity,  that  I  was  confirmed 
in  my  resolve  of  avoiding  even  the  remotest  chance 
of  giving  her  pain  by  hinting  at  a  suspicion  which 
might  prove  to  be  utterly  unfounded. 

A  fortnight  passed  from  the  date  of  the  inci- 
dents which  I  have  just  been  describing.  I  had 
now  been  three  weeks  at  Claremont  Villa,  and 
another  week's  sojourn  was  to  complete  my  visit. 
The  Normans  would  then  return— I  was  to  rejoin 
them — the  theatre  would  reopen — and  I  was  to 
make  my  next  appearance  before  the  public  in  the 
character  of  the  heroine  in  Eomeo  and  Juliet. 
During  these  three  weeks  which  had  thus  already 
elapsed,  I  had  called  twice  upon  Melissa  Harrison, 
and  had  found  that  her  health  was  improving.  I 
now  proposed  to  pay  her  a  third  visit ;  and  I 
availed  myself  of  an  opportunity  when  Lady  Lilla 
Essendiue  had  to  make  a  call  at  no  great  distance 
from  the  neighbourhood  where  my  invalid  friend 
dwelt. 

Having  passed  nearly  an  hour  with  Melissa  on 
the  occasion  to  which  I  refer,  I  was  returning  to 
the  house  where  I  bad  parted  from  her  ladyship, 
and  where  I  was  to  rejoin  her,— when  I  encoun- 
tered Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe.  The  young 
nobleman  made  ue  a  most  courteous  salutation, 
and  stopped  to  converse.  The  reader  is  already 
aware  that  he  k^i  formed  an  attachment  for  my 
friend  Juliet  Norman;  and  the  sort  of  courtship 
he  was  paying  her,  had  been  progressing  for  about 
six  or  seven  months— though  up  to  the  time  when 
the  vacation  commenced  he  had  not  made  any 
direct  proposal :  for  Juliet  had  told  me  previous  to 
her  departure  fur  Ramagate,  that  she  was  both 
perplexed  and  distresseii  on  that  account.  He  was 
an  exceedingly  handsome  young  man,  with  dark 
hair  and  eyes,  and  a  fine  profile :  he  was  not  as  yet 
two-and-twenty  years  of  age;  and  as  I  have 
already  stated,  was  the  son  of  the  Earl  of  Car- 
Bhaltou. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  as  I  encountered  him  on 
taking  my  departure  from  Melissa's  lodgings,  "  I 
am  rejoiced  that  I  have  met  you !  You  can  do 
me  a  favour." 

"  I,  my  lord  ?"  I  exclaimed,  for  a  moment  taken 
by  surprise :  but  then  it  immediately  struck  me 
that  the  service  he  required  might  be  something 
in  reference  to  Juliet. 

"Yes,  Miss  Percy,"  he  responded, — "a  very 
great  favour,  I  can  assure  you !  But  have  you 
not  heard  from  Miss  Norman  lately  ?" — and  me- 
thought  he  looked  both  confused  and  anxious  as  he 
hurriedly  put  the  question. 

"  I  have  received  three  or  four  letters  from  her," 
I  rejijined,  "  during  the  time  we  have  been  sepa- 
rated ;  and  the  last  reached  me  yesterday  morn- 
ing." 

"  And  did  she  say  nothing But  I  see  she  did 

not !"  exclaimed  Lord  Frederick.  "  It  was  as  well ; 
— and  I  am  grateful !  But  would  you.  Miss  Percy, 
kindly  undertake  to  enclose  to  your  friend  Juliet 


a.  note  from  me  in  the  next  letter  which  you  may 
be  sending  her  ? — and  if  it  were  by  to-day's  post  I 
should  be  all  the  better  pleased." 

I  was  instantaneously  struck  by  the  conviction 
that  something  unpleasant  must  have  occurred  ia 
respect  to  Lord  Frederick's  courtship :  but  I  was 
at  a  loss  to  conjecture  what  it  could  possibly  be. 
I  therefore  said  in  a  guarded  manner,  "  Your 
lordship  must  best  know  whether  you  have  Miss 
Norman's  consent  to  correspond  with  her,  and 
whether  her  parents  have  sanctioned  such  corre- 
spondence :  for  I  think  I  know  Juliet  well  enough 
to  be  assured  that  she  would  do  nothing  without 
the  concurrence  of  her  father  and  mother." 

"  Do  not  force  me  into  explanations.  Miss 
Percy !"  exclaiujed  Eaveuscliffe,  who  seemed  very 
much  troubled  and  excited  :  "but  pray  render  me 
the  service  which  I  entreat  at  your  hands.  It  is  a 
simple  one  for  you  to  perform " 

"  My  lord,"  I  interrupted  him,  "  there  is  some- 
thing so  singular  in  the  demand  that  I  cannot 
comply  with  it.  I  owe  so  much  to  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  that  not  for  worlds  would  I  do  anything 
that  might  in  any  way  vex  or  displease  them.  It 
is  evident  that  you  seek  to  initiate  a  clandestine 
correspondence;  and  in  tbis  endeavour  I  cannot 
possibly  become  an  accomplice." 

Lord  Eavenscliffe  looked  distressed;  and  he  was 
evidently  hesitating  in  what  manner  he  could  con- 
tinue to  urge  his  entreaty — when  I,  thinking  that 
the  interview  ought  not  to  be  prolonged,  bowed  and 
passed  on.  He  did  not  follow;  and  as  I  hastened 
to  rejoin  Lilla  Esseodine,  I  was  lost  in  conjecture 
as  to  the  cause  of  the  young  nobleman's  request. 

I  should  observe  that  Juliet  in  her  first  letter 
from  Eamsgato  had  stated  that  Lord  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe  had  gone  down  to  that  watering-place 
likewise :  but  in  her  subsequent  communications 
she  had  not  mentioned  his  name.  This  had  not 
struck  me  as  singular  at  the  time :  but  now  I 
could  not  help  thinking  that  a  rupture  must  have 
taken  place  between  the  young  nobleman  and  her- 
self. At  all  events  I  was  satisfied  with  the  part  I 
had  just  performed ;  for  I  knew  that  if  Lord 
Frederick  Eavensdiffe's  correspondence  witb  Juliet 
were  agreeable  to  herself  and  her  parents,  the 
medium  of  the  post  was  as  open  to  him  as  to  my- 
self. 

The  remaining  week  which  I  had  to  spend 
at  Claremont  Viila,  passed  without  any  incident 
worthy  of  mention;  and  when  the  day  came  for 
my  departure,  I  warmly  expressed  my  gratitude 
for  all  Lilla's  kindnesses  towards  me. 


CHAPTER    XIV. 

THE  BOUQUET. 

OiT  returning  to  Hunter  Street,  I  was  cordially 
received  by  my  friends  the  Normans,  who  had 
arrived  on  the  previous  evening  from  Eamsgate. 
It  immediately  struck  me  however  that  Juliet  had 
not  benefited  by  the  month's  change  of  air;  for 
she  looked  pale — she  was  out  of  spirits — and  there 
was  about  her  a  languor  which  alternated  with 
restlessness,  both  being  very  far  from  affected.  I 
saw  likewise  that  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  occa- 
sionally looked  furtively  at  their  daughtel :   but 


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these  glances  were  replete  vfith  a  certain  degree 
of  anxiety ;  and  thej  then  exchanged  regards  with 
each  other,  in  a  manner  that  was  significant  of 
some  cause  for  sorrow.  Being  convinced  that 
Lord  Frederick  was  in  some  way  connected  with 
all  this,  I  did  i>ot  mention  his  name :  nor  was  he 
once  alluded  to  by  the  Normans  in  my  presence- 
It  was  in  the  afternoon  when  I  returned  to 
Hunter  Street :  we  sat  conversing  in  the  drawing- 
room  until  dinner-time ;  and  it  was  not  before  we 
retired  for  the  night  that  I  found  an  opportunity 
of  being  alone  with  Juliet.  She  then  accompanied 
me  to  my  chamber ;  and  throwing  herself  with  an 
air  of  mingled  languor  and  distress  into  an  easy- 
chair,  she  said,  "  O  Ellen !  I  have  so  longed  for 
this  moment  to  come  that  I  might  talk  to  you  in 
confidence !" 

"  I  see,  dear  Julie,"  I  replied,  "  that  there  is 
something  hanging  upon  your  mind." 

"  Yes — I  am  indeed  very,  very  unhappy  !"  cried 
poor  Juliet :  and  then  the  tears  began  trickling 
down  her  cheeks. 

I  embraced  her,  saying  everything  I  could  think 
of  to  impart  consolation,  without  seeming  to  con- 
jecture the  cause  of  her  distress;  for  I  preferred 
that  she  should  take  the  initiative  in  the  discourse 
which  I  saw  must  ensue. 

"  Tou  know  not  how  my  feelings  have  been  out- 
raged," she  continued,  suddenly  wiping  away  her 
tears,  and  now  speaking  with  a  certain  bitterness 
of  tone  and  indignant  pride  of  look.  "  I  will  tell 
you  everything,  Ellen !  I  am  about  to  speak  of 
Bavenscliffe.  You  know  how  for  months  past  he 
has  paid  his  attentions  to  me ;  and  I  need  not 
remind  you  that  his  assiduities  were  conducted  in 

so  delicate  a  manner  I  had  a  right  to  expect 

you  know  what  I  mean that   his   intentions 

were  honourable." 

"  Good  heavens,  Juliet  I"  I  exclaimed,  as  a  con- 
jecture flashed  in  unto  my  brain :  "  you  would  not 
have  me  understand  that  he  dared  address  you  in 
any  other  strain  than  that  which  was  consistent 
with  his  own  behaviour  as  a  gentleman  and  with 
the  prudence  of  your  conduct?" 

"  Alas,  Ellen !  I  mean  that  he  has  done  so ! 
But  listen  to  me,"  continued  Juliet.  "  It  was 
with  the  consent  of  my  parents  that  he  visited  at 
the  house ;  and  it  would  be  a  ridiculous  affectation 
to  deny  that  they  were  pleased  when  they  per- 
ceived that  I  was  the  object  of  his  attentions. 
Though  only  a  second  son,  he  has  an  independent 
property  of  his  own,  left  him  by  a  deceased  rela- 
tive ;  and  being  of  age,  he  is  the  master  of  his 
actions.  Heaven  knows,"  proceeded  Juliet,  again 
weeping,  "  I  have  not  loved  him  from  selfish  mo- 
tives !     Had  he  possessed  nothing,  it  would  have 

been  all  the  same though  I  do  not  deny   that 

even  while  I  gave  him  my  heart,  my  ambition  was 
flattered  by  the  idea  of  becoming  the  wife  of  a 
titled  patrician.  Before  we  went  to  Bamsgate  ho 
said  that  he  should  have  the  pleasure  of  meeting 
us  there ;  and  accordingly,  on  our  arrival,  the  first 
visit  we  received  was  from  Lord  Frederick.  I  told 
you  in  a  letter  that  he  was  there.  He  was  stay- 
ing at  an  hotel :  he  had  his  horses  and  servants 
with  him:  but  he  appeared  to  take  no  pleasure  in 
anything  when  away  from  us — or  may  I  not  more 
I  correctly  say,  when  away  from  me  1  One  day — 
we  had  not  been  a  fortnight  at  Eamsgate— when 
on  calling  at  our  lodgings  as  usual,  he  happened 


to  find  me  alone.  Then  for  the  first  time  did  his 
lips  avow  that  love  which  his  attentions  had  long 
displayed ;  and  Oh,  Ellen  !  you  will  not  think  me 
foolish  when  I  tell  you  that  it  was  the  happiest 
moment  of  my  life.  He  continued  to  address  me 
in  the  most  impassioned  strain :  he  declared  that 

he  could  not  live  without  me But,  Oh !  I  dare 

not  dwell  upon  this  portion  of  the  dream  in  which 
I  had  cradled  myself!" 

Juliet  again  spoke  with  bitterness :  but  the  tears 
were  trickling  down  her  cheeks ;  and  I  was  pro- 
foundly affected. 

"  I  abandoned  myself,  as  it  were,"  she  presently 
continued,  "  to  the  ecstatic  pleasure  of  listening 
to  language  which  flowed  like  the  most  delicious 
music  upon  my  ear,  and  the  effect  of  which  was  to 
bathe  my  soul  in  a  fount  of  elysiaa  bli  s.  But 
gradually  methought  this  language  of  his  began  to 
flow  in  a  channel  which  aroused  my  misgivings ; 
and  because  I  listened  in  the  most  painful  doubt 
and  bewilderment,  he  no  doubt  fancied  that  I  was 
yielding  to  his  persuasion.  lie  spoke  out  more 
plainly  :  his  words  became  bolder,  yet  still  remain- 
ing full  of  tem'.erness.  He  told  me  that  his 
parents  would  never  consent  to  his  union  with  one 
who  liad  figured  upon  the  stage — and  that  he  dared 
not  offend  them,  for  that  in  a  pecuniary  sense  he 
was  more  under  their  power  than  the  world  gene- 
rally imagined.  He  then  spoke  lightly  of  the 
marriage  ceremony.  —  In  short,  Ellen,"  added 
Juliet  with  an  almost  suffocating  sob  of  anguish, 
"  he  besought  me  to  leave  my  home — and— and — 
live  with  him  as  a  mistress." 

I  was  not  altogether  unprepared  for  such  a  reve- 
lation ;  and  yet  I  felt  shocked  when  it  was  made. 
I  threw  myself  into  Juliet's  arms,  and  again  said 
everything  I  could  think  of  to  console  her.  Then 
disengaging  myself  from  her  embrace,  I  contem- 
plated her ;  and  as  I  looked  at  her  superbly  modelled 
form — her  handsome  countenance — her  dark  hair 
— her  magnificent  eyes,  of  deep  violet  blue — her 
splendid  teeth— and  her  long  and  arching  neck — 
when  I  thought  too  of  her  polished  manners  and 
her  lady-like  deportment,  and  remembered  that 
•he  was  in  the  glory  of  that  youthful  beauty,  being 
not  yet  twenty  years  of  age — I  could  not  help  ex- 
claiming, "Oh,  the  wretched  pride  of  these 
haughty  aristocratic  families!— a  pride  which  in- 
terferes with  the  best  feelings  of  the  heart ! — for  I 
feel  convinced  that  if  it  were  not  for  this  deplorable 
influence,  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  would  be 
rejoiced  to  make  you  his  bride  !" 

"  Ab,  my  dear  Ellen,"  responded  Juliet,  with 
deepest  mournfulness,  "  that  dream  is  now  over. 
Is  it  necessary  for  me  to  tell  you  how  I  acted  when 
the  frightful  conviction  could  no  longer  be  kept 
away  from  my  mind  and  I  knew  that  I  was  listen- 
ing to  the  insidious  language  of  a  selfish  and 
unprincipled  young  man  ?  I  ordered  him  from  ray 
presence :  he  threw  himself  at  my  feet,  imploring 
my  pardon— he  gave  vent  to  the  most  impassioned 
ejaculations  of  despair— but  I  told  him  it  was  too 
late!  He  caught  my  hand  — he  pressed  it  to  his 
lips:  I  tore  it  away  from  him — I  burst  from  the 
room  I  Oh  !  when  in  the  solitude  of  my  chamber, 
I  thought  that  my  heart  would  break !  He  quitted 
the  house ;  and. when  my  parents  returned  from 
their  walk,  I  told  them  everything.  Nothing 
could  exceed  my  mother's  grief — my  father's  in- 
dignation ;  and  they  bitterly  reproached  themselres 


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ELtEN  PERCY;    OK,   THE   MEMOISS  OF  Alt  ACTRESS. 


for  having  encouraged  the  risits  of  Lord  Frederick. 
My  father  sent  him  a  letter,  desiring  that  he  would 
come  to  the  bouse  no  more ;  and  the  next  day  we 
heard  that  he  had  left  Hamsgate.  In  my  corre- 
spondence with  you,  dear  Ellen,  I  did  not  mention 
these  things— because  I  knew  that  you  would  be 
distressed,  and  I  did  not  choose  that  my  sorrows 
should  interfere  with  your  enjoyments.  And  then 
too  it  was  a  subject  on  which  I  could  not  bring 
myself  to  write  calmly :  I  preferred  waiting  till  we 
met,  when  I  might  give  you  my  confidence — as  I 
have  now  given  it.  Lord  Frederick  wrote  to  me 
from  London.  I  knew  his  handwriting ;  and  I 
gave  the  letter,  unopened,  to  my  father,  —  who 
returned  it  by  the  next  post.  Then  came  a  letter 
to  my  mother :  that  likewise  was  sent  back  un> 
opened.     And  now,  Ellen,  I  have  told  you  all !" 

"  But  I,  dear  Juliet,  have  something  to  commu- 
nicate :" — and  I  proceeded  to  describe  the  inter- 
view which  had  taken  place  between  myself  and 
Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  a  week  back. 

Juliet  listened  with  the  most  anxious  atten- 
tion; and  when  I  had  finished,  she  exclaimed, 
"  You  acted  well,  Ellen— no  doubt  you  acted  well ! 
But  who  knows — who  knows,"  she  continued,  with 
feverish  excitement,  "  but  that  he  is  sincerely  peni- 
tent—that it  was  in  a  moment  of  aberration  he 
addressed  me  in  such  a  strain— and  that  he  would 
now  willingly  by  his  conduct  make  every  possible 
atonement  ?" 

"  You  love  him  then,  Juliet  ?"  I  said  in  a  gentle 
voice,  as  I  bent  over  her :  "  you  still  love  him — 
very,  very  dearly  ?" 

Her  handsome  countenance  drooped  down  al- 
most to  her  very  bosom,  as  she  murmured  in  a 
tone  that  was  scarcely  audible,  "  Yes— I  love  him 
very,  very  dearly  !" 

The  sympathy  that  I  experienced  for  my  un- 
happy friend,  was  expressed  by  a  profound  sigh. 

"  Oh  !  I  have  endeavoured,"  exclaimed  Miss 
Norman,  suddenly  lifting  up  her  countenance  to- 
wards me,  "  to  triumph  over  this  love  of  mine, 
and  to  shut  out  from  my  heart  an  image  which  I 
feel  to  be  unworthy  of  that  sanctuary.  But  my 
attempt  has  been  in  vain.  Oh,  yes— I  love  him! 
Would  that  I  could  take  refuge  in  my  pride— 
my  dignity  ! — but  I  cannot.  My  mind  is  not 
powerful  enough  for  that  efibrt.  No  child  ever 
wept  more  bitterly  for  the  loss  or  destruction  of 
some  favourite  toy,  than  I  have  wept,  Ellen,  for 
the  loss  of  that  hope  which  was  so  bright,  and  the 
destruction  of  that  dream  which  was  so  beautiful ! 
I  feel  as  if  all  my  happiness  were  gone — as  if  the 
very  taste  for  existence  itself  were  dead  within  me. 
Ah  !  do  not  deem  me  foolish !  I  would  be  wise  if 
I  could  :  but  to  be  wise  in  such  a  case,  one  must 

be  strong and  I  confess  that  I  have  not  this 

strength !     No,  no— I  am  very,  very  unhappy  !" 

Juliet  was  now  weeping  piteously ;  and  I  had 
no  longer  any  words  wherewith  to  console  her. 
But  she  herself  again  caught  at  that  source  of 
consolation  at  which  she  had  previously  clutched  ; 
aud  she  exclaimed  passionately,  "  My  father  and 
mother  did  wrong  to  return  those  letters  !  The 
iusult  was  immense  :  but  there  was  an  atonement 
which,  if  offered,  need  not  have  been  refused. 
Perhaps  he  may  have  reflected  to  himself  that 
be  could  value  and  esteem  me  all  the  more  as  a 
wife,  since  my  virtue  had  prevented  me  from  be- 
eoming  his  mistre'is  !" 


"  My  dear  friend,"  I  answered,  "  if  Lord  Frede- 
rick Eavenscliffe  be  sincere  in  offering  that  atone- 
ment to  which  you  have  alluded,  rest  assured  that 
he  will  discover  the  means.  Though  by  letter  he 
has  failed  in  communicating  with  your  parents, 
yet  may  he  charge  some  mutual  friend  to  become 
the  bearer  of  a  message  to  which  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  will  not  at  least  turn  a  deaf  ear." 

"  Oh,  a  thousand  thanks,  Ellen,  for  that  sug- 
gestion— that  hope  !"  exclaimed  Juliet,  now  em- 
bracing me  with  fervour.  "  Yes — yes !  rest  as- 
sured Frederick  will  prove  himself  worthy  of  my 
love !  And  that  one  fault — that  transient  aberra- 
tion— Oh,  I  can  forgive  it !" 

I  considered  it  would  be  cruel  to  destroy  the 
hope  in  which  Juliet  was  thus  cradling  herself — 
though  I  must  confess  that  I  had  little  faith  in  it. 
She  now  bade  me  "  Good  night ;"  and  it  was  in  a 
far  better  frame  of  mind,  if  not  with  positive  joy- 
ousness,  that  she  issued  from  my  chamber. 

On  the  following  evening  I  reappeared  at  the 
theatre,  in  the  character  of  Juliet.  This  beautiful 
drama  of  Shakspere  had  always  been  a  favourite 
one  of  mine,  even  when  at  my  aunt's  I  had  been 
wont  to  study  a  select  edition  of  the  great  author's 
works,  and  when  I  had  little  dreamt  that  I  myself 
should  ever  appear  upon  the  stage.  I  had  already 
once  enacted  the  part  of  Juliet :  it  was  my  third 
performance—and  the  dramatic  critics  had  spoken 
well  of  it.  But  while  at  Lady  Lilla  Essendine's, 
I  had  reflected  far  more  maturely  on  the  niceties, 
the  peculiarities,  and  the  intricacies,  so  to  speak, 
of  that  part:  I  had  identified  myself  with  the 
feelings  of  the  heroine  throughout  her  brief  but 
romantic  and  deeply  interesting  career ;  and  I  was 
now  confident  that  I  could  develop  all  the  power 
of  the  pathos,  so  to  speak,  which  belonged  to  the 
character,  more  efi'ectively  than  Thad  previously 
done.  The  house  was  crowded  to  sufi'ocation  ;  and 
I  recognised  Lady  Lilla  Essendine,  with  a  group 
of  friends,  in  one  box — the  Parkses  and  some  of 
their  acquaintances  in  another — Lord  Frederick 
E.avensclifi'e,  with  several  young  gentlemen,  in  a 
third.  Methought  for  an  instant  that  St.  Clair 
might  likewise  be  present :  I  assuredly  had  no  in- 
clination to  see  him  there  ;  nor  did  my  looks,  as  I 
swept  them  round  the  vast  semicircle,  encounter 
him. 

I  was  full  of  confidence :  I  experienced  not  the 
slightest  tremor  on  this  occasion.  My  memory  was 
clear  as  the  most  crystal  water  is  transparent:  I 
moved,  and  felt,  and  thought  only  as  Juliet  Capulet. 
My  success  was  immense ;  and  as  each  disappearance 
from  the  scene  elicited  fresh  and  heightened  out- 
bursts of  applause,  I  had  the  conviction  that  I  had 
succeeded  in  touching  the  feelings  of  the  audience 
as  I  had  intended  to  move  them.  All  this  is  not 
vanity,  gentle  reader :  it  is  an  indispensable  por- 
tion of  my  narrative ;  and  I  confess  that  I  was 
elated — I  was  exultant:  I  feel  convinced  that 
wine  never  produced  upon  the  heart  of  man  such 
an  exhilaration  of  the  senses  as  that  which  I  en. 
joyed  in  the  hour  of  my  brilliant  triumph.  But 
it  was  chiefly  in  that  deeply  pathetic  scene  where 
I  had  to  appear  with  the  drugged  phial  and  the 
pointed  dagger,  that  the  result  was  most  effective : 
the  sobs  of  many  of  the  ladies  were  audible  from 
the  boxes;  and  they  were  natural  tears  which 
flowed  down  my  own  cheeks.  I  was  as  completely 
Juliet  Capulet  th«n,  as  if  thff  great  bard's  tragedy 


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wero  a  true  one,  and  my  spirit,  disembodied  from 
the  form  that  bore  the  name  of  Ellen  Percy  or 
Miss  Trafford,  bad  been  transfused  into  that  of 
the  heroine  of  the  drama.  When  the  curtain  fell 
at  the  conclusion  of  the  piece,  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Nor- 
man both  with  sincerest  enthusiasm  hailed  me  as 
"a  great  actress;"  and  their  daughter  with  no 
less  fervour  echoed  the  welcome.  Mr.  Eichards, 
the  lessee  of  the  theatre,  was  all  bows,  congratula- 
tions, and  politeness;  and  I  could  not  help  men- 
tally contrasting  his  present  demeanour  with  his 
patronising  and  somewhat  supercilious  bearing  to- 
wards me  on  the  occasion  when  I  appeared  humbly 
before  him  to  give  a  specimen  of  my  abilities.  I 
was  loudly  called  for  on  the  part  of  the  audience; 
and  when  I  was  led  on  the  stage  before  the  cur- 
tain, much  of  my  native  timidity  and  bashfulness 
returned :  I  was  no  longer  Juliet  in  the  drama — 
but  was  reduced  to  a  consciousness  of  my  own 
identity ;  and  not  even  the  flush  of  success  and 
the  glow  of  triumph  could  lift  me  completely 
above  that  feeling  of  embarrassment  and  con- 
fusion. The  applause  was  immense ;  and  bouquets 
were  showered  upon  me,  numerous  voices  inti- 
mating that  I  must  look  inside  these  nosegays  of 
flowers. 

I  did  not  comprehend  what  these  words  meant 
until  after  I  had  retired  to  my  dressing-room, 
where  all  the  bouquets  were  brought  to  me  in  a 
large  tray  as  they  had  been  gathered  up  from  the 
stage  by  some  of  the  theatrical  underlings.  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  had  to  appear  in  the  next 
piece ;  and  they  had  therefore  left  me  to  make 
suitable  changes  in  their  own  toilets ;  for  they  had 
borne  parts  in  "Borneo  and  Juliet."  I  was  now 
nlone  with  Miss  Norman  and  her  maid,  who  at- 
tended upon  us  both.  Thinking  however  that 
Mrs.  Norman  Tnight  need  the  assistance  of  the 
maid,  I  bade  her  proceed  to  that  lady's  dressing- 
room  ;  and  thus  I  was  now  entirely  alone  with 
Juliet,  who  was  not -to  appear  until  the  ballet. 

"Let  us  look  at  the  bouquets!"  exclaimed  Miss 
Norman,  when  the  tray  had  been  deposited  on  the 
table.  "  You  will  find  some  handsome  presents 
here,  Ellen  ?" 

"  Presents  ?"  I  repeated,  struck  by  the  conjec- 
ture that  her  words  had  a  meaning  beyond  a  bare 
allusion  to  the  flowers  themselves. 

"  Yes,"  she  replied.  "  Did  you  not  hear  several 
voices  bid  you  look  inside  the  nosegays .''" 

"  I  remember  !     But  is  it  possible " 

"  So  possible,"  cried  Juliet,  as  she  opened  the 
first  bouquet  she  took  up,  "  that  here  is  a  beautiful 
diamond  ring  carefully  attached  by  a  ribbon  to  the 
stem  of  this  rose.  That  came  from  some  fair 
finger ;  but  it  shall  adorn  a  fairer  one.  And  here, 
in  this  bouquet,  is  a  bracelet — a  magnificent  one, 
and  massive  too !  The  gift  is  generous— though 
it  might  have  come  in  inconvenient  concussion 
against  your  flesh.  What  have  we  here,  envelopeu 
so  carefully  in  this  piece  of  satin,  and  fastened 
with  a  pink  ribbon  to  the  spray  of  the  moss-rose  ? 
Another  diamond  ring! — with  the  inscription  on 
the  satin,  '  To  the  great  tragedian' — Ellen,  my 
dear  Ellen,  you  are  already  famous  !" 

"  But  what  is  this  ?"  I  said,  now  taking  up  a 
bouquet  as  an  excuse  to  bend  over  it  to  conceal  the 
blushes  of  mingled  triumph  and  confusion,  pride 
and  modesty,  that  were  upon  my  cheeks.  "A 
noto  ?     And  it  is  addressed  to  you,  Juliet  ?" 


"  Ah !"  she  ejaculated :  and  then,  as  she  took 
the  note  from  my  hand,  she  added,  "  it  is  from 
Eavensclifi"e !" 

"  You  will  not  open  it  ?"  I  said,  somewhat 
offended  at  the  manner  in  which  he  thus  sought 
to  render  me  the  instrument  as  it  were  of  convey- 
ing a  billet  to  the  young  lady  whose  feelings  he 
bad  so  outraged. 

But  the  next  instant  I  was  almost  sorry  for  the 
words  I  had  spoken — because,  as  I  lonked  up  at 
Juliet,  I  saw  that  her  handsome  countenance  had 
become  perfectly  radiant  with  joy,  and  then  a 
sudden  mournfulness  seized  upon  it — a  mournful- 
ness  which  my  speech  had  shed  like  a  blight  upon 
the  rose. 

"  Or  at  least,"  I  immediately  added,  "  you  will 
only  open  it  in  Mrs.  Norman's  presence  ?" 

I  noticed  that  a  powerful  struggle  was  taking 
place  in  Juliet's  bosom :  the  colour  went  and  came 
in  rapid  transitions  upon  her  cheeks,  and  after 
some  hesitation,  she  said  reproachfully,  "  Oh, 
Ellen  !  if  it  were  you,  I  would  not  be  so  hpjsh!" 

"Dearest  Juliet,"  I  cried,  acutely  pained  by  that 
species  of  reproach  which  had  just  issued  from  her 
lips,  "  believe  me — Oh !  believe  me,  that  in  a  mo- 
ment when  I  have  every  reason  to  be  overwhelmed 
with  joy,  I  would  more  than  ever  give  much  to  be 
enabled  to  infuse  happiness  into  your  heart.  If 
you  think  therefore " 

"  At  all  events,"  said  Miss  Norman,  "  I  shall  be 
reading  it  in  your  presence  ;  and  I  pledge  myself 
that  whatever  it  may  contain,  I  will  place  this 
billet  in  the  hands  of  my  parents." 

"  Then  open  it,  Juliet,"  I  said. 

Her  superb  violet  eyes  flashed  upon  me  a  glance 
of  unspeakable  gratitude;  and  the  next  instant 
the  billet  was  open  in  her  hand.  It  evidently  con. 
tained  but  a  few  words — for  at  a  glance  she  read 
them ;  and  with  a  cry  of  joy  she  sank  upon  a 
seat. 

"Eead  it,  dear  Ellen— read  it !"  she  exclaimed ; 
and  she  handed  me  the  note,  the  contents  of  which 
were  as  follow:  — 

"Pardon  me,  dearest  Juliet,  for  an  ofi'ence 
which  I  have  bitterly  deplored  ever  since  it  was 
committed.  Be  mine!— become  my  wife — accept 
my  hand  ! 

"  Yours  ever  faithfully  and  devotedly, 

"  FREDERICK  RAVENSCLIFFE." 

"  I  congratulate  you,  Juliet,"  I  said,  embracing 
her  with  fervour. 

"  Oh  !  I  knew  that  he  would  make  every  atone- 
ment," she  said,  trembling  with  joy :  and  perhaps 
never  did  she  look  more  truly  handsome  than  at 
that  moment.  "  Ah !  cannot  I  now  forgive  him 
for  that  one  offence  ?  Oh,  yes  ! — and  my  parents 
will  likewise  accord  him  their  forgiveness  !" 

For  some  time  we  conversed  together  upon  this 
change  in  Juliet's  prospects — so  that  the  bouquets 
were  awhile  forgotten.  I  no  longer  felt  hurt  at 
RavenscliSe's  conduct  with  respect  to  the  mode  he 
had  adopted  in  conveying  the  billet  to  my  friends 
I  was  exceedingly  happy  on  her  account ;  and  I 
had  no  difliculty  in  agreeing  with  her  that  the 
young  nobleman's  past  ofi'eDce  was  atoned  for.  I 
was  all  the  more  rejoiced  too,  inasmuch  as  I  had 
been  agreeably  disappointed  in  this  result  of  Lord 
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ELLrif  r-EECT;    OB,   THE  MEMOISS  OP   AW  ACTEB88. 


•i>  Miss  Norman.  But  these  reflections  wero  at 
llie  instant  onlj  hastily  made. 

We  now  resumed  our  examination  of  the  bou- 
quets ;  and  out  of  some  fifty  or  sixty  which  had 
been  thrown  upon  the  stage,  ten  or  a  dozen  con- 
tained presents  of  more  or  less  value — some  few  be- 
ing even  costly.  When  I  returned  home  that  night, 
I  insisted  upon  making  my  friends,  the  Normans, 
the  sharers  of  my  presents:  but  nothing  could 
induce  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Iforman  to  accept  anything 
from  me.  It  was  even  with  difficulty  I  persuaded 
them  to  allow  me  to  place  a  ring  on  Juliet's  finger, 
or  that  she  would  take  it.  Then,  in  my  presence, 
did  she  present  to  her  parents  the  billet  she  had 
received  from  Lord  Ravenscliffe — requesting  me  to 
explain  the  circumstances  in  which  it  had  been 
conveyed  to  her.  This  narrative  I  at  once  gave— 
omitting  however  the  remonstrance  I  had  in  the 
first  instance  breathed  against  Juliet's  opening  the 
missive.  This  deficiency  she  generously  hastened 
to  make  good ;  so  that  I  received  the  approving 
and  grateful  looks  of  her  parents, 

"  I  cannot  reproach  you,  my  dear  child,"  said 
Mr.  Norman,  affectionately  addressing  his 
daughter,  "  for  having  opened  the  billet  in  the 
presence  of  your  excellent  friend,  Ellen.  Nor 
need  I  ask,"  he  added  slyly,  at  the  same  time 
tenderly  caressing  Juliet's  dark  hair,  "  what  reply 
is  to  be  sent  to  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe." 

"  By  his  present  honourable  conduct,"  said  Mrs. 
Norman,  "  he  makes  every  possible  reparation  for 
his  temporary  misbehaviour." 

I  could  not  help  refiecting,  now  that  I  had  leisure 
for  such  meditation,  that  there  must  have  been  a 
sad  want  of  principle  on  the  part  of  the  young 
nobleman  to  seek  to  seduce  Juliet  from  the  paternal 
care,  and  that  he  could  not  be  altogether  unprac- 
tised in  the  insidious  language  of  which  he  had 
made  use— especially  when  he  had  spoken  so  lightly 
of  the  marriage  tie.  I  could  not  therefore  alto- 
gether reconcile  myself  to  the  belief  that  he  was 
certain  to  make  a  good  husband.  But  it  was  not 
for  me  to  throw  a  damp  upon  the  spirits  of  those 
kind  friends  who  were  happy,  nor  to  constitute  my- 
self  a  prophetess  of  evil.  Before  we  retired  to 
rest  that  night,  Mr.  Norman  intimated  his  inten- 
tion of  communicating  with  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe  in  the  morning. 

This  he  accordingly  did  immediately  after  break- 
fast on  the  ensuing  day;  and  as  there  were  no 
rehearsals  to  be  attended,  the  time  was  at  the 
Normans'  disposal  for  the  expected  interview  with 
his  lordship.  Precisely  at  one  o'clock  the  young 
nobleman's  handsome  phaeton  drove  up  to  the 
door  J  and  from  behind  the  curtain  of  the  drawing- 
room  window  Juliet  beheld  him  alight.  I  was 
alone  with  her  in  that  apartment ;  for  her  parents 
were  waiting  to  receive  him  in  the  first  instance  in 
a  parlour  down  stairs.  Their  interview  with  him 
lasted  for  upwards  of  half-an-hour,  during  which 
time  poor  Juliet  was  a  prey  to  the  most  anxious 
suspense.  Could  anything  be  wrong  ?  was  he  fail- 
ing to  satisfy  her  parents  of  his  honourable  inten- 
tions—  of  his  contrition  for  the  past  —  or  of  his 
ability  to  maintain  a  wife  ?  I  assured  her  over 
and  over  again  that  I  felt  convinced  she  had 
nothing-  to  apprehend  on  these  points;  or  else 
Lord  Frederick  would  neither  have  written  the 
billet,  nor  have  come  in  answer  to  Mr.  Norman's 
summons :  but  I  suggested  that  her  parents  were 


doubtless  proceeding  with  suitable  caution.  At 
length  hasty  8t«p«  wen  heard  ascending,  or  rather 
rushing  up  the  staira:  the  door  burst  open;  and 
the  young  nobleman  flung  himself  at  Juliet's 
feet. 

I  retreated  from  the  apartment;  for  I  knevr 
that  the  lovers  would  prefer  being  alone  together, 
and  that  they  had  much  to  say.  There  was  for- 
giveness to  be  solicited  and  the  assurance  thereof 
to  be  returned :  there  were  doubtless  plans  to  be 
discussed  and  settled  for  the  future.  1  went  down 
stairs,  and  joined  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  who  had 
remained  in  the  parlour.  Methought  'U  my  en- 
trance  they  were  in  serious  deliberation  together ; 
and  I  was  on  the  point  of  withdrawing  from  that 
room  also,  when  Mrs.  Norman  bade  me  remain, 

"We  have  no  secrets  from  you,  Ellen,"  she 
said;  "  and  moreover  you  must  assist  as  bridemaid 
at  the  ceremony  which  is  soon  to  take  place — 
though  under  circumstances  sufficiently  private 
and  indeed  secret  as  to  divest  the  event  itself  of 
half  the  joy  and  satisfaction  which  as  Juliet's 
parents  we  should  otherwise  experience." 

I  was  both  surprised  and  pained  at  the  lan- 
guage which  I  thus  heard  :  for  it  struck  me  as  an 
evil  omen,  in  addition  to  my  previous  gloomy  pre- 
sages,  with  regard  to  the  wedded  Life  on  which  my 
beloved  friend  Juliet  was,  as  it  appeared,  speedily 
to  enter. 

"But  after  all,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  with  the 
visible  effort  of  one  straining  and  striving  to  re- 
concile himself  to  something  which  was  neverthe- 
less not  quite  so  agreeable  as  it  might  be — "  but 
after  all,  Ravenscliffe  explained  himself  very 
frankly.  You  know,  Ellen,  that  he  is  the  second 
son  of  the  Earl  and  Countess  of  Carshalton  : 
there  is  no  name  in  the  peerage  more  ancient 
than  this  title— there  is  no  family  in  the  whole 
range  of  aristocracy  more  proud  than  that  which 
bears  it.  Now,  we  must  not  blind  ourselves  to 
the  fact  that  there  is  in  certain  quarters  a  preju- 
dice  " 

"  But  look  at  our  Juliet !"  exclaimed  Mrs. 
Norman,  with  all  a  mother's  pride :  "  is  she  not 
superbly  handsome  ?  where  will  you  see  a  finer 
grown  young  woman?" 

"  And  she  is  amiable,  and  good,  and  well- 
mannered,"  I  interjected;  "and  in  every  respect 
worthy  to  become  a  nobleman's  wife,  if  the  ridi- 
culous prejudices  of  society  were  set  aside." 

"  However,"  said  Mrs.  Norman,  "  of  course 
poor  Lord  Frederick  cannot  help  those  prejudices, 
as  they  are  entertained  by  his  father  and  mother ; 
and  he  has  explained  himself,  as  Mr.  Norman  has 
just  stated,  so  frankly — he  spoke  with  so  much 
sincerity — that  it  was  impossible  to  avoid  yielding 
to  his  arguments,  his  entreaties,  and  his  represen- 
tations." 

"  But  while  we  are  thus  commenting  upon  the 
matter,"  sai  1  Mr.  Norman,  "  Ellen  continues  in 
ignorance  of  the  arrangements  that  have  been 
made,  as  well  as  of  the  motives  for  making  them. 
You  must  know,  Ellen,  the  world  has  hitherto 
been  mistaken  relative  to  Lord  Frederick's  pecu- 
niary position.  A  deceased  relation  left  him  a 
sum  of  money  in  the  funds,  producing  about  three 
thousand  a  year — but  on  condition  that  he  was 
not  to  marry  before  the  age  of  twenty-three  with- 
out his  parents'  consent — it  being  doubtless  sup- 
posed that  by  the  time  he  should  have  attained 


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that  period  of  life,  his  mind  would  be  sufficiently 
formed  and  his  experiences  enlarged  enough  to 
allow  him  to  cater  for  his  own  happiness." 

"  And  if,"  interjected  Mrs.  Norraan,  "  he  should 
contract  a  marriage  contrary  to  his  parents' 
wishes  before  the  age  of  twenty-three,  the  money 
80  bequeathed  by  his  deceased  relative  is  to  pass 
into  other  hands.     Is  it  not  so,  my  dear  ?" 

"  The  matter  stands  as  you  have  described  it," 
rejoined  Mr.  Norman.  "  Now,  it  is  quite  certain 
my  dear  Ellen,"  he  continued,  "  that  the  Earl  and 
Countess  of  Carshalton  will  not  give  their  consent 
in  the  present  instance " 

"  Then  why  not  wait,"  I  exclaimed,  "  until  Lord 
Frederick  shall  be  three-and-twenty  and  his  own 
master  ?" 

"  Ah !"  said  Mr.  Norman,  with  a  sigh,  "  because 
Lord  Frederick  is  madly  enamoured  of  our  Juliet; 
and  the  period  of  eighteen  months  which  he  would 
have  to  wait,  appears  a  perfect  age  to  him.  I 
can  well  understand  his  feelings.  And  then  too, 
there  is  no  denying  the  fact,  Ellen,  that  so  pro- 
longed a  courtship  would  have  its  inconveniences 
and  its  risks.  Juliet  could  not  continue  on  the 
stage  when  once  formally  plighted  to  Lord  Fre- 
derick ;  and  our  means  would  be  seriously  cur- 
tailed by  the  loss  of  her  salary.  Not  but  that 
we  would  make  any   sacrifice    for  our  dear  girl 

There  is  however  another  consideration ;  and 

this  is  that  the  ardour  of  love  may  cool  in  a  pro- 
longed courtship ;  and  it  would  be  a  terrible  blow 
to  Juliet's  happiness,  if,  after  all.  Lord  Frederick 
should  change  his  mind  and  break  off  the  match." 

"  Uesides,"  added  Mrs.  Norman,  "it  would  be 
useless  to  seek  to  disguise  from  you,  Ellen,  that 
situated  as  we  are — wanting  to  give  our  dear 
daughter  a  position — this  match  is  a  very  eligible 
one — I  may  even  say  brilliant.  She  acquires  a 
title— and  though  for  eighteen  mouths  she  may 
not  bear  it " 

"In  a  word,"  ejaculated  Mr.  Norman,  "we 
Lave  yielded  to  Lord  Frederick's  entreaty  that  the 
marriage  shall  take  place  with  the  utmost  privacy. 
When  once  his  twenty-third  year  is  attained,  and 
the  money  in  the  funds  is  finally  and  irrevocably 
made  over  to  him  by  the  trustees,  he  may  boldly 
proclaim  his  marriage  without  the  necessity  of 
concealing  the  date  of  it ;  and  thus  our  dear 
child's  reputation  cannot  possibly  suffer  in  the 
long  run,  whatsoever  temporary  little  incon- 
venience may  arise  from  this  secret — and  I  may 
say  clandestine  union.  Everything,  therefore,  is 
settled  according  to  Lord  Frederick's  desire  ;  and 
though  one  could  have  wished  that  it  were  other- 
wise in  a  certain  sense,  yet  we  cannot  in  this 
world  expect  everything  to  run  precisely  with  our 
inclinations." 

"  The  marriage  will  take  place  in  about  a  fort- 
night," resumed  Mrs.  Norman  :  "  it  will  of  course 
be  solemnized  by  special  license— and  none  but  our- 
selves  will  be  present." 

"  But  the  clergyman  ?"  I  suggested  :  "  how  will 
yoa  ensure  his  secresy  ?  He  might  possibly  be- 
tray the  affair  to  the  Earl  of  Carshalton  before  it 
is  too  late  to  recede " 

"  Lord  Frederick  has  undertaken  to  provide 
against  that  casualty,"  said  Mr.  Norman.  "  He 
is  acquainted  with  a  clergyman — a  poor  curate  in 
some  distant  county — on  whom  he  can  rely ;  and 
by  this  reverend  gentleman  will  the  nuptial  bless- 


ing be  pronounced.  In  short,  my  dear  Juliet, 
every  arrangement  is  finally  settled  ;  and  Ellen's 
mother  and  myself  have  done  our  best  to  ensure 
our  dear  child's  happiness.  Ah !  by  the  bye,  I 
forgot  to  mention  that  Lord  Frederick  has  a  beau- 
tiful little  place — a  mere  cottage,  but  singularly 
picturesque  in  its  situation  amidst  the  few  acres  of 

pleasure-grounds  belonging  to  it it  is  only  a 

few  miles  distant  from  London and  it  is  there 

that  the  ceremony  is  to  be  performed.  The  happy 
pair  will  immediately  go  upon  the  Continent,  un- 
der cir<!umstances  of  the  strictest  privacy,  to  pass 
the  honeymoon  :  we  shall  pretext  a  visit  that  Juliet 
is  paying  to  a  relation  in  the  country ;  and  on  her 
return  she  will  come  back  to  us,  until  the  time 
when  Lord  Frederick  may  no  longer  be  necessi- 
tated to  conceal  their  marriage." 

"  You  forget  to  add,  my  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Nor. 
man,  who  had  sighed  more  than  once  during  her 
husband's  last  speech,  "  that  Lord  Frederick  just 
now  showed  us  all  the  papers  connected  with  the 
manner  in  which  his  fortune  was  left  him.  And 
therefore  you  see,  my  dear  Ellen,"  she  remarked, 
turning  to  me,  "that  the  young  nobleman  has 
behaved  most  straightforward  and  frankly  in  the 
matter,  and  that  he  is  doing  all  he  can  under  ex< 
isting  circumstances." 

The  footman  now  entered  to  announce  that  lun- 
cheon was  served;  and  we  proceeded  to  the  dining- 
room,  where  we  were  almost  immediately  joined 
by  Juliet  and  her  noble  suitor.  I  saw  at  a  glance 
that  Miss  Norman  was  completely  happy ;  and  it 
was  no  wonder— for  being  deeply  enamoured  of  Lord 
Frederick,  as  well  as  having  her  ambition  gratified 
by  the  prospect  of  sharing  his  patrician  rank,  she 
could  easily  reconcile  herself  to  the  temporary  in- 
convenience of  secresy  and  privacy  in  reference  to 
the  contemplated  marriage.  Besides,  one  who  loves 
thinks  only  of  possessing  the  object  of  the  heart's 
adoration ;  and  to  ensure  this  aim  even  the  opinion 
of  the  world  itself  will  be  defied  so  long  as  there 
is  the  consciousness  that  the  time  will  come  when 
everything  will  be  cleared  up. 

After  luncheon  I  retired  to  my  own  chamber, 
to  rjfiect  upon  all  that  I  had  heard, — leaving  the 
Normans  and  Lord  Frederick  together.  I  by  no 
means  approved  of  the  plans  that  were  to  be 
adopted ;  nor  did  I  conceive  that  they  augured 
satisfactorily  for  my  friend  Juliet's  eventual  happi- 
ness. I  considered  that  in  existing  circumstances 
it  would  have  been  much  more  prudent  to  wait 
until  Lord  Frederick  was  released  from  all  shackles 
and  became  his  own  master.  Methought  that  if 
his  love  were  of  a  nature  calculated  to  ensure 
Juliet's  felicity,  it  could  not  possibly  be  impaired 
by  the  ordeal  of  an  additional  eighteen  months' 
courtship ;  but  that  if,  on  the  other  hand,  it  were 
of  a  character  to  cool  down  during  that  interval, 
it  were  better  that  Juliet  should  altogether  re- 
nounce the  idea  of  marriage  with  such  an  indi- 
vidual. It  was  not  however  for  me  to  suggest 
my  advice,  much  less  to  proclaim  my  misgivings 
to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  who  were  the  best  judges 
— or  at  least  the  most  rightful  and  natural  ones — 
of  the  means  most  calculated  to  ensure  their  daugh- 
ter's welfare;  and  as  for  starting  a  presentiment, 
a  presage,  or  an  objection  to  throw  a  damp  on 
Juliet's  happiness,  I  could  not  do  such  a  thing  1 
One  fact  was  clear  enough, — that  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman,  with  all  their  good  qualities  in  other  re- 


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EILEN  PEECT;  OB,  THE    UEU0IB8  OV  kH  ACTEES3. 


Bpects,  were  bringing  themselves  to  strain  every 
point  in  order  to  secure  a  brilliant  alliance  for  their 
daughter;  and  as  I  knew  that  they  loved  her  de- 
votedly, I  could  not  for  a  moment  suspect  other- 
wise than  that  they  were  doing  everything  for  the 
best.  Indeed,  it  was  natural  enough  that  they 
should  be  inclined  to  make  some  sacrifices  for  the 
purpose  of  giving  Juliet  a  position,  which,  when 
the  time  for  secresy  should  have  passed,  would  be 
for  her  a  brilliant  one. 

Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  now  became  a  daily 
visitor  at  the  house :  and  Juliet  gave  up  her  en- 
gagement at  the  theatre.  The  Kormans  began  to 
speak  of  an  elderly  female  relative  who  resided  at 
Dover;  and  it  was  a  fact  that  they  did  possess 
such  a  relation  in  the  person  of  a  Mrs.  Oldcastle. 
This  lady  was  very  well  oflf:  she  had  long  been  a 
,  widow :  but  as  she  detested  the  stage  and  every- 
body connected  with  it,  she  had  for  years  forborne 
from  holding  any  intercourse  with  the  Normans. 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  however,  now  began  to  in- 
timate to  their  friends  and  visitors  that  Mrs.  Old- 
castle had  relented — that  she  had  written  to  them 
—and  that  it  was  in  deference  to  her  wishes  that 
Juliet  had  resigned  her  engagement  as  a  ballet 
dancer.  The  falsehood  was  venial  enough  under 
the  circumstances :  but  it  was  a  falsehood  never- 
theless. It  however  prepared  the  way  to  aflford  a 
pretext  for  Juliet's  absence  from  home,  and  to 
prevent  the  slightest  suspicion  or  whispering  of 
scandal. 

During  the  interval  of  a  fortnight  which  now 
passed,  Juliet  was  so  completely  happy  that  I  never 
could  find  it  in  my  heart  to  breathe  a  single  syl- 
lable which  was  calculated  to  throw  a  damp  upon 
ber  spirits ;  and  I  was  moreover  so  much  occupied 
with  my  own  dramatic  engagements— while  she 
on  the  other  hand  was  engaged  with  the  prepara- 
tions for  the  nuptials — that  we  had  less  oppor- 
tunities for  being  together  than  heretofore.  It 
was  stated  in  due  course  that  a  letter  had  been 
received  from  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  inviting  Juliet  to 
pass  a  few  weeks  with  her ;  and  thus  those  pre- 
parations which  she  was  making  were  accounted 
for  to  the  servants  of  the  bouse  as  well  as  to  the 
visitors. 

In  the  morning  of  the  day  fixed  for  the  nuptials, 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  Juliet,  and  myself  pro- 
ceeded in  the  carriage  to  London  Bridge,  as  if  we 
were  about  to  embark  on  board  a  steamer  to  have 
a  trip  to  Gravesend,  whence,  as  Mr.  Norman 
hinted,  we  were  to  see  Juliet  off  on  the  alleged 
visit  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle  at  Dover.  Thus  everything 
was  avoided  that  could  excite  the  suspicion  of  the 
servants ;  and  when  the  carriage  had  departed,  we 
repaired  to  the  spot  where,  according  to  previous 
arrangement.  Lord  Frederick  Bavenscliffe  had  bis 
own  equipage  in  readiness  to  receive  us.  We 
proceeded  to  his  little  villa,  which  was  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Blackheatb;  and  I  found  it 
quite  as  picturesque  as  Mr.  Norman  had  described 
it.  It  was  small,  but  elegantly  fitted  up,  and  might 
be  denominated  a  pretty  bachelor-retreat  for  a 
young  nobleman  who  was  far  from  deficient  in 
mental  resources.  An  elderly  housekeeper,  a  valet, 
and  a  maid-servant  constituted  the  domestic  estab- 
lishment :  Lord  Frederick  considered  them  all  three 
to  be  completely  trustworthy ;  and  moreover  the 
two  latter  were  to  accompany  himself  and  his  bride 
on  their  Continental  visit.    Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 


were  evidently  struggling  against  feelings  of  dis- 
tress at  the  prospect  of  separating  from  their 
daughter :  and  perhaps  they  could  not  altogether 
shut  out  from  their  minds  the  conviction  that  the 
bridal  might,  under  other  circumstances,  have  been 
taking  place  with  less  gloomy  auspices.  Juliet 
herself  was  in  one  sense  depressed  at  the  idea  of 
parting  from  her  parents  and  me ;  but  in  another 
sense  she  was  happy — for  she  fondly  loved  Fre- 
derick Eavenscliffe,  and  she  had  now  the  fullest 
confidence  in  him.  The  young  nobleman  appeared 
radiant  with  joy  :  but  as  for  myself,  I  experienced 
a  sadness  which  I  made  every  effort  to  conceal. 

It  was  about  noon  when  we  reached  the  Cottage, 
as  it  was  called  ;  and  we  rambled  about  the  grounds 
for  some  hours.  At  five  o'clock  dinner  was  served 
up :  the  ceremony  was  to  take  place  a  little  later  ; 
and  immediately  afterwards  a  post-chaise  was  to 
arrive  to  bear  away  the  happy  couple :  for  Lord 
Frederick  had  sent  back  his  own  equipage  to  town, 
so  that  the  domestics  belonging  thereto  might 
know  nothing  of  what  was  in  progress.  The 
clergyman  bad  not  as  yet  made  his  appearance ; 
though  Bavenscliffe  had  expected  him  to  dinner. 
He  however  knew  that  he  had  already  arrived  in 
London — for  he  had  seen  him  on  the  previous  day ; 
and  he  felt  no  apprehension  that  there  would  be 
any  disappointment.  At  about  seven  o'clock  a 
cab  drove  up  to  the  gate  of  the  fence  which 
bounded  the  garden  in  front  of  the  cottage ;  and 
Bavenscliffe,  catching  a  glimpse  of  its  occupant, 
joyously  announced  the  arrival  of  his  reverend 
friend,  Mr.  Croft. 

Mrs.  Norman,  Juliet,  and  myself  now  hastily 
rose  from  table,  and  ascended  to  a  chamber  which 
had  been  prepared  for  our  reception..  The  moment 
had  come  when  the  bride  was  to  apparel  herself 
for  the  departure  that  was  to  take  place  imme- 
diately after  the  solemnization  of  the  ceremony. 
Her  mother  could  not  keep  back  her  tears ;  and 
Juliet,  thro?ving  herself  into  her  arms,  for  some 
minutes  wept  bitterly.  I  also  wept;  and  thus  the 
progress  of  the  toilet  was  suspended.  Those  tears 
were  however  a  relief  to  our  surcharged  hearts; 
and  Mrs.  Norman  now  exerted  every  effort  to  re- 
gain her  composure.  Juliet  attired  herself  in 
travelling,  costume ;  and  the  rich  lace  veil  thrown 
over  her  bonnet— but  which  was  presently  to  bo 
removed— was  the  only  indication  of  the  bride. 
She  was  pale,  but  eminently  handsome;  and  ere 
we  descended  from  the  chamber,  both  her  mother 
and  myself  embraced  her  fervently,  wishing  her  all 
possible  happiness. 

It  was  now  half-past  seven  o'clock  in  the  even* 
ing ;  and  as  it  was  past  the  middle  of  August  the 
dusk  was  already  beginning  to  close  in  around. 
On  entering  the  drawing-room,  which  was  on  the 
ground-floor,  we  found  the  curtains  closed,  and 
wax-lights  were  burning  upon  the  table.  Lord 
Frederick  and  Mr.  Norman  were  conversing  with 
Mr.  Croft,  who  was  now  attired  in  canonicals. 
The  special  license  and  the  little  box  containing 
the  wedding-ring  were  upon  the  table  near  a 
cushion  which  supported  the  prayer-book.  My 
eyes  were  filled  with  tears;  and  therefore  the  first 
glimpse  which  I  obtained  of  the  scene,  was  as  if  I 
beheld  it  through  a  mist.  I  did  not  immediately 
catch  sight  of  Mr.  Croft's  countenance :  but  when 
Lord  Frederick  and  Mr.  Norman  hastened  towards 
us,  I  passed  a  kerchief  across  my  eyes  and  looked 


ELLEN   PEECT;    OE,    THE   MEMOIES   OF   AX   ACTRESS, 


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at  the  minisfcr.  No  language  can  describe  the 
sensation  which  took  possession  of  me  as  my  first 
glance  was  flung  upon  that  countenance!  —  words 
li.ive  no  faculty  to  depict  the  mingled  astonishment 
and  dismay  with  which  I  was  smitten  as  an  idea 
struck  me  !  Could  it  be  possible  that  the  face  of 
this  clergyman  was  far  from  unfamiliar  to  me  ? — 
had  I  indeed  seen  it  before — and  in  such  circum- 
stances too,  the  remembrance  of  which  almost 
made  me  shriek  out  ?  Or  was  it  a  delusion  on  my  j 
part  ?  A  dimness  came  over  my  vision — the  lights 
appeared  to  pale  into  a  mist— my  thoughts  fell  into 
confusion — and  in  respect  to  those  present  I  could 
scarcely  distinguish  them  from  each  other,  with 
the  exception  of  one— that  individual  in  the  white 
surplice,  with  the  scarf  (lowing  in  front  and  the 
black  and  red  hood  at  his  back  !  j 

1   remember   that   Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe 
introduced  ilrs.  Norman,  Juliet,  and  myself  in  i 
No.  10.— Ellen  Pekcy. 


our  turns  to  Mr.  Croft;  and  then  the  ceremony 
commenced.  I  advanced  mechanically  behind 
Juliet  towards  the  table  :  I  was  Iftbouring  under  a 
species  of  stupefaction  which  to  me  was  like  the 
paralyzition  of  every  sense — but  which  to  those 
about  me  might  only  have  seemed  a  natural  agi  a- 
tion,  consistent  with  the  circumstances,  and  chiefly 
arising  from  the  prospect  of  separation  from  a 
friend  whom  I  loved  as  a  sister. 

The  ceremony  was  already  progressing  before 
the  dimness  passed  sufficiently  away  from  my 
vision,  and  before  ray  thoughts  settled  so  far  down 
into  coUectedness  as  to  enable  me  take  another 
look  at  the  surpliced  minister.  I  now  gazed  upon 
him  intently  ;  and  the  conviction  grew  gradually 
stronger  in  my  mind  that  1  knew  his  countenance 
full  well.  It  was  changed  since  I  had  first  seen  it 
nearly  eight  years  back:  the  hair  that  was  i'lcii 
dark,   bad   become  grizzled— the  bi.vjk  e^es  that 


7i 


ELLEN  PEECY;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES    OF    AK  ACTHE88. 


were  then  piercing,  had  lost  their  fire ;  and  there 
was  no-.v  an  incipient  stoop  in  the  tall  stature.  All 
this  was  the  difl'erence  between  the  age  of  about 
forty  and  that  of  nearly  fifty  :  but  still  the  ex- 
pression of  that  countenance — Ob !  it  was  the 
Bame  ! — the  same  as  I  had  first  seen  it  in  my 
grandfather's  parlour  at  Leeds  — the  same  as  I  had 
afterwards  caught  a  glimpse  of  it  when  looking 
tiu'ough  the  window  of  the  chamber  of  deatli ! 
Yes— it  was  unmistakably  the  same!  But  the 
Toice— Oh  !  I  had  not  yet  thought  of  that  !  And 
no  wonder :  for  not  merely  had  my  senses  been 
hitherto  looked  as  it  were  in  stupefaction,  but 
there  was  nothing  now  to  startle  me  with  the  re- 
collection of  that  voice.  For  when  I  had  heard  it 
in  my  grandfather's  parlour  nearly  eight  years 
back— and  then  again  at  Mrs.  Parks's  residence  in 
London  about  six  years  back — it  was  rough  and 
coarse ;  whereas  now  it  flowed  with  a  soft  so- 
lemnity. 

"Oil!"  I  exclaimed  within  myself,  "it  is  a  de- 
lusion on  my  part !  Heaven  be  thanked  that  it  is 
bo!" 

My  heart  bounded  with  joy :  for  infinite  was 
the  relief  it  thus  for  an  instant  experienced ; — and 
at  that  very  moment  the  ring  was  placed  by  the 
bridegroom  on  the  finger  of  the  bride.  Yet  only 
for  an  instant  was  this  relief  on  my  part :  because, 
i'.s  I  sgain  looked  towards  Mr.  Croft's  countenance, 
a  hurricane  of  misgivings  swept  back  into  my 
mind.  Once  more  I  felt  as  if  I  must  shriek  out ; 
and  then  all  in  an  instant  the  thought  flashed  to 
me  that  even  if  my  suspicion  were  correct,  and 
that  the  Mr.  Croft  whom  I  beheld  before  Ime  was 
identical  with  the  stranger  of  other  times,  he 
might  be  a  clergyman  after  all.  Still  there  was  a 
hideous  mystery  enveloping  all  this;  and  omen 
appeared  to  accumulate  upon  omen  most  inaus- 
piciously  for  this  bridal  that  was  being  celebrated. 
Scarcely  had  this  reflection  passed  through  my 
mind,  when  a  particular  intonation  of  the  clergy- 
man's voice  caused  't  to  relapse  as  it  were  into  a 
roughness  from  which  its  hitherto  softened  flow 
had  only  been  redeemed  by  an  artificial  efibrt ;  and 
it  seemed  to  touch  a  chord  that  vibrated  most 
painfully  through  my  heart.  Again  did  that 
dimness  come  over  my  vision  —  again  did  my 
thoughts  quickly  fall  into  confusion  :  my  strength 
was  ebbing  away — consciousness  was  as  it  were 
slipping  out  of  me — and  I  sank  down  in  a 
swoon. 

When  I  came  back  to  consciousness,  I  was 
lying  upon  the  bed  in  the  chamber  where  Juliet's 
toilet  Lad  been  performed;  and  Mrs.  Norman 
was  bending  over  me.  There  was  an  odour  of 
vinegar  in  the  room  :  I  now  remembered  that  I 
had  fainted ;  and  Mrs.  Norman  said  in  a  gentle 
voice,  "The  scene  was  too  much  for  you,  my 
sweet  Ellen!  Ofi,  1  had  such  dilHculty  to  recover 
you!" 

"  Have  I  been  unconscious  very  long  ?"  I  in- 
quired, raising  myself  with  an  effort  to  a  sitting 
posture  on  the  bed. 

"Yes  — for  some  time,"  replied  Mrs.  Norman. 
"Juliet  has  gone"— here  the  poor  lady  vainly  en- 
deavoured to  stifle  a  sob — "but  she  kisse  1  you  fer- 
fently,  Ellen — she  bade  me  say   everything  kind  ! 

She  was  loath  to  leave  you  thus Oh!  and  she 

wept  too— she  wept  when  the  last  moment  came  — 
bitterly  did  she  weep !" 


"  And  it  is  all  over  ?"  I  said,  with  a  sudden  ex- 
clamation as  though  I  would  have  prevented  it  if 
the  power  to  do  so  still  remained. 

•'Ah!  no  wonder,  my  dear  girl,  that  you  were 
so  painfully  affected !"  continued  Mrs.  Norman, 
who  was  now  herself  weeping  bitterly.  "  You 
have  felt  how  hard  it  was  to  tear  yourself  away 
from  one  whom  you  loved  as  a  sister :  but  I,  my 
dear  child,  have  been  compelled  to  part  from  a 
daughter  !" 

"  Yes,  yes — it  is  hard !"  I  murmured,  almost 
suffocated  with  my  own  sobs :  and  then  I  abruptly 
asked,  "But  the  clergyman,  Mr.  Croft?" 

"  He  too  is  gone,  my  dear  Ellen,"  rejoined  Mrs. 
Norman.  "  He  is  compelled  to  return  by  a  night- 
coach,  it  appears,  to  the  country  village  of  which 
he  has  the  curacy." 

"Do  you  remember  the  name  of  it?"  I  in- 
quired. 

"Oh,  yes!— Embledon,"  answered  Mrs.  Nor- 
man ;  "  and  it  is  situated  in  Warwickshire.  But 
what  made  you  ask,  my  dear  child  ?" 

I  had  a  very  great  mind  at  that  moment  to  re- 
veal to  Mrs.  Norman  everything  that  had  been 
oppressing  me — the  cause  of  my  swoon — and  the 
uneasy  misgiving  which  was  still  floating  in  my 
mind :  but  a  second  thought  determined  me  to  re- 
main silent.  Whether  Mr.  Croft  and  the  stranger 
were  identical,  was  one  thing :  but  that  he  was 
really  a  clergyman  was  another;  and  as  this  latter 
fact  seemed  to  ba  established  beyond  doubt,  what- 
soever I  might  know  of  the  man  (if  indeed  any- 
thing at  all)  could  not  aff'ect  the  legality  of  the 
marriage.  I  consequently  made  some  evasive 
reply  to  Mrs.  Norman's  question ;  and  declaring 
that  I  was  now  better,  I  descended  to  the  parlour, 
where  her  husband  was  awaiting  us. 

Mr.  Norman  had  himself  evidently  been  weep- 
ing— for  he  was  devotedly  attached  to  his  daugh- 
ter; and  I  knew  ho.w  severe  a.  pang  it  must  have 
cost  him  to  separate  from  her.  We  entered  a 
vehicle  which  was  in  readiness  to  receive  us ;  and 
returned  to  London,  But  little  was  said  during 
the  ride ;  and  the  house,  on  our  arrival,  seemed 
dreary  enough  without  Juliet. 


CHAPTER  XV. 


Ow  the  following  morning  I  received  a  letter  from 
my  cousin  Harry.  It  was  brief  and  hurriedly 
written,  and  conveyed  to  me  a  distressing  piece  of 
intelligence.  My  aunt  Mrs.  Wakefield  had  been 
seized  with  a  sudden  illness,  which  evidently  ex- 
cited the  greatest  apprehensions  in  the  mind  of  her 
afiectionate  son  ;  and  he  requested  that  I  would 
hasten  to  Paisley  with  all  possible  despatch — for 
that  such  was  the  earnest  prayer  of  his  mother. 
While  my  cheeks  were  still  wet  with  the  tears 
which  this  letter  elicited,  I  proceeded  to  show  it 
to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman;  and  the  counsel  they 
gave  me  was  in  complete  accordance  with  my  own 
inclination  and  the  tenour  of  the  request  contained 
in  that  letter.  I  was  to  set  off  for  Paisley  at 
once ;  and  my  preparations  for  the  journey  were 
quickly  made. 

I  am  not  about  to  dwell  upon  the  details  of  that 


journey  of  some  hundreds  of  iiiiies  to  the  grent 
Scotch  tnanufacturing  town  which  is  situated  a 
short  distauce  from  Glasgow.  Suffice  it  to  say 
that  I  proceeded  with  all  possible  despatch,  aud 
that  I  reached  my  destination  without  any  incident 
worthy  of  mention.  On  my  arrival  in  Paisley, 
I  immediately  obtained  a  guide  to  carry  my 
box  and  conduct  me  to  my  aunt's  address.  He 
led  me  to  the  outskirt  of  the  town ;  and  indicat- 
ingf  a  small  but  neat  cottage-residence,  which  stood 
isolated  in  a  little  garden,  informed  me  that  this 
was  my  aunt's  abode.  As  we  appro:iched  the 
door,  a  young  woman — evidently  a  servant-maid 
— was  issuing  forth;  and  on  perceiving  me,  ac- 
companied by  a  man  carrying  a  box,  she  at  once 
accosted  me.  I  announced  my  name,  and  found 
that  I  was  expected.  Then,  in  suspenseful 
anxiety,  I  inquired  after  my  aunt.  The  domestic 
shook  her  head,  and  tlie  tears  started  from  her 
eyes,  as  she  faltered  fortli  a  few  words,  which  gave 
me  to  understand  that  Mrs.  Wakefield  was  still 
living,  but  that  there  was  little  chance  of  her  re- 
covering. The  doctor  had  just  been  ;  and  the  ser- 
vant-girl was  hurrying  to  his  surgery  to  fetch 
some  medicine  which  he  was  desirous  that  his 
patient  should  at  once  take. 

I  bade  the  girl  speed  on  her  errand,  and  not 
uselessly  waste  time  bj  tarrying  to  announce  me. 
The  front  door  stood  open :  the  porter  deposited 
my  bus  in  tlie  passage;  and  I  began  to  ascend 
the  stairs  softly.  But  I  was  now  almost  completely 
overwhelmed  by  affliction.  I  pictured  to  myself 
bow  great  would  be  the  anguish  of  poor  Henry  at 
losing  that  pfTectionate  mother  of  whom  he  was  so 
fond  ;  while  I  myself  -felt  that  a  dear  relative  and 
a  valuable  friend  might  be  about  to  pass  away 
from  me.  I  leant  against  the  wall  for  support :  — 
alrea«iy  exhausted  by  my  long  journey,  I  was  now 
well  nigh  crushed  completely  by  mental  excru- 
ciation. 

After  thus  pausing  on  the  stairs  for  a  few  mo- 
ments, I  continued  the  ascent,  and  on  reaching 
the  little  landing  on  the  first  floor,  my  ear  caught 
the  sound  of  voices.  The  door  of  the  invalid's 
cliambor  stood  partially  open  ;  and  it  was  from  the 
interior  of  this  room  that  the  voices  emanated, 

"  Oh,  mother  !  dearest  mother  1"  I  heard 
Henry  exclaim,  with  a  burst  of  anguish,  "  do  not 
tell  mc  this—  do  not  tell  me  that  death  is  to  se- 
parate us  so  soon  !  Oh,  no  !  such  a  calamity  is  too 
frightful,  my  deat  mother! — it  is  something  too 
dreadful  for  me  to  contemplate  I" 

"  My  poor  boy,"  replied  Mrs.  Wakefield,  iu 
feeble  accents,  and  with  an  indescribable  mournful- 
nes8  in  her  tone;  "it  is  better  that  you  should 
know  the  worst  at  once,  so  that  you  may  prepare 
yourself  for  that  which  is  inevitable.  Listen  to 
me,  my  dear  Henry  I  If  your  cousin  comes  not 
ere  the  last  breath  wavers  upon  my  lips,  tell  poor 
Ellen  that  I  bequeathed  her  my  blessing — which 
was  all  that  I  had  to  leave  ber  !  Tell  her  like- 
wise, Henry,  that  in  my  last  moments  she  was  not 
forgotten  ;  and  that  amongst  my  last  words  her 
name  was  mentioned.  I  know  that  she  is  a  steady 
and  good  girl;  and  I  feel  convinced  that  in  her 
capacity  of  companion  to  Misj  Norman,  she  is 
eating  the  bread  of  honest  industry.  But  she 
dwells  in  a  great  city,  Henry,  which  is  full  of 
vices  and  temptations  ;  and  were  she  no-.v  present, 
I  should  bosto.v   upon  her  my  last  advice.     Tell 


her,  dear  Henry,  that  I  should  have  enjoined  hei 
to  cling  to  the  simplicity  of  those  habits  which  she 
cherished  when  with  us— to  avoid  costly  apparel, 
no  matter  how  competent  her  means  may  be  —to 
attend  regularly  at  a  place  of  worship — and  espe- 
cially to  avoid  theatres  aud  all  those  places  of 
public  resort But,  Ah  !  what  is  that  ?" 

So  strong  was  the  burst  of  anguish  with  which 
my  cousin  Harry  had  first  spoken  -and  so  plain- 
tively mournful  was  the  voice  in  which  his  mother 
had  answered  him— that  I  v;as  transfixed  to  the 
spot  with  the  overwhelming  agony  of  mv  own 
feelings.  Then,  as  my  aunt  had  begun  to  speak 
of  myself  in  terms  so  tender  and  so  loving,  I  was 
affected  to  a  degree  that  I  again  leant  against  the 
wall  for  support.  The  tears  were  raining  down 
my  cheeks ;  and  though  my  sobs  were  at  first  in- 
audible to  those  within  the  chamber,  they  wore 
not  the  less  powerfully  convulsing  me  within  my 
own  bosom.  I  listened  to  every  syllable  that  fell 
from  the  lips  of  my  dying  aunt:  I  was  treasuring 
up  the  precious  counsel  thus  wafted  to  my  car, 
but  of  which  she  little  thought  that  I  was  an 
auditress; — and  then  all  in  a  momept  came  that 
one  injunction  which  fell  upon  me  like  a  blight  ! 
Searing,  scathing,  withering  as  a  lightning- flash, 
were  those  words  which  thus  all  in  au  instan';  car- 
ried to  my  mind  the  horrible  conviction  that  so 
far  from  having  a  secret  to  tell  which  would  give 
satisfaction,  the  revelation  thereof  would  fill  with 
anguish  the  heart  of  the  perishing  woman  !  Au.l 
then  it  was,  too,  that  my  convulsing  sobs  becatBe 
suddenly  audible  to  the  inmates  of  tlie  chamber, 
and  that  my  aunt's  speech  was  br>)k.-:i  off  by  an 
ejaculation  elicited  by  the  sounds  which  from  the 
threshold  of  the  half-open  door  abruptly  smote 
her  ear. 

I  advanced  into  the  room  with  tottering  steps, 
and  with  vision  nearly  blinded  by  the  scorching 
tears  that  were  profusely  pouring  forth  from  my 
eyes ;  aud  the  next  instant  I  was  clasped  in  my 
cousin  Henry's  arms.  Then,  in  a  few  moments,  I 
was  folded  iu  the  embrace  of  my  dying  aunt;  and 
she  wept  over  me. 

I  knelt  by  the  couch:  my  cousin  Henry  knelt 
by  my  side — Mrs.  Wakefield  bestowed  her  bless- 
ings upon  us.  But  her  speech  was  feeble  — her 
utterance  was  painful— her  words  soon  grew  inar- 
ticulate ;  and.  Oh  !  they  mingled  with  that  unmis- 
takable sound  which  once  beard  by  any  one  pre- 
sent at  the  departure  of  a  fellow-creature  to  the 
other  world,  never  cau  be  forgotten  !  It  was  the 
death-rattle  !  I  had  heard  it  before — I  had  hoard 
it  on  that  memorable  night  when  my  grandfather 
died  ;  and  I  knew  that  no  earthly  power  could 
now  refard  the  flight  of  my  perishiug  aunt's  spirit 
to  the  unknown  mansions  that  lie  beyond  the  gr.ive. 

Full  of  indescribable  anguish  were  my  sobs  as  I 
pressed  her  hand  to  my  lips  :  but  poor  Henry — 
he  knew  not  that  his  mother  was  already  dying! 
Nevertheless  he  gave  vent  to  passionate  lamenta- 
tions ;  for  he  fancied  she  was  very  ill ;  and  rccoU 
lecting  that  the  girl  had  gone  for  the  medicine,  ho 
suddenly  started  up,  declaring  that  he  himself 
would  speed  for  it,  as  he  knew  that  it  would  do  his 
dear  motlier  good !  But  at  that  very  instant  all 
was  over;  and  when  witli  a  solemn  and  awful 
feeling  which  now  predominated  over  my  intense 
grief,  I  whispered  to  him  that  she  was  no  more, 
he  seemed  smitten  with  a  terrific  consternation. 


ELlEir  PEECX;    OB,   THE    MEIIOIES  OF  AN  ACiaESS. 


But  I  will  not  dwell  upon  this  scene  :  it  is  one  i 
which  I  must  leave  to  my  readers  to  imagine,  and 
which  I  myself  can  never  forget.  Suffice  it  to  say 
that  it  was  some  time  before  Henry  would  believe 
that  his  mother's  vital  breath  had  passed  away  be- 
yond all  human  power  of  recall,  and  that  he  was 
now  utterly  an  orphan  !  At  length,  when  he  could 
no  longer  blind  himself  to  the  stupendous  fact — 
when  he  found  that  the  last  wild  hope  was  indeed 
gone — he  gave  not  vent  to  lamentations ;  but  he 
sank  into  a  profound  and  silent  grief. 

The  funeral  took  place :  and  during  the  five  or 
six  days  which  intervened  betwixt  the  death  and 
the  sepulture,  but  little  conversation  took  place  on 
the  part  of  Henry  and  myself,  though  we  were 
almost  constantly  together.  There  was  only  one 
topic  which  we  could  have  touched  upon :  and  on 
this  he  would  rather  reflect  than  discourse.  Oh ! 
how  deeply,  deeply  was  my  heart  touched  when  at 
times  I  beheld  his  gaze  fixed  in  a  sort  of  dream* 
like  stupor  upon  me,  as  if  bis  lips  were  about  to 
frame  the  question—"  Is  it  all  a  dream  ?  or  is  this 
thought  which  haunts  me  without  ceasing  and 
hangs  upon  my  mind  with  a  leaden  weight, — is  it 
a  reality  ?" 

The  funeral  took  place,  I  say;  and  when  my 
cousin  had  seen  the  remains  of  his  beloved  mother 
consigned  to  the  grave,  he  appeared  to  arouse  him- 
self to  the  consciousness  of  existence,  and  that  his 
existence  had  its  duties.  I  had  superintended  all 
the  arrangements  for  the  funeral ;  for  my  cousin 
had  hitherto  appeared  incapable  of  anything  that 
was  calculated  to  force  upon  his  mind  the  conriction 
of  the  loss  he  had  sustained.  And  now  he  com- 
prehended all  that  I  had  done;  and  he  thanked 
me  fervently,  while  the  tears  rained  down  bis 
cheeks. 

On  the  day  of  the  funeral,  Mr.  Macdonald,  the 
manufacturer  in  whose  service  Henry  was  em- 
ployed, called  at  the  cottage.  He  was  a  kind- 
hearted  man ;  and  he  came  not  merely  to  condole 
with  Henry  Wakefield  on  the  loss  he  had  sustained, 
but  likewise  to  inquire  into  his  present  prospects 
and  oEfer  any  assistance  which  he  might  be  enabled 
to  afford.  Mrs.  Wakefield  had  lived  upon  an 
annuity  purchased  by  what  little  was  saved  from 
the  wrecks  of  her  deceased  husband's  property; 
and  this  annuity  had  consequently  died  with  her. 
It  however  transpired  that  she  had  managed  by 
dint  of  a  rigid  economy  to  save  between  two  and 
three  hundred  pounds;  and  this  was  all  Harry's 
heritage.  Mr.  Macdonald,  though  good-hearted, 
was  worldly-minded :  he  speedily  entered  upon 
business-matters;  and  it  was  natural  enough  that 
Henry  should  thankfully  accept  the  counsel  of  one 
who  stepped  forward  as  a  friend.  I  was  not  pre- 
sent at  the  interview:  but  my  cousin  afterwards 
repeated  to  me  everything  that  took  place. 

"  I  know,"  said  Mr.  Macdonald,  "  that  change 
of  scene  is  indispensable  for  the  mind  after  such  a 
bereavement  as  this,  and  that  your  feelings  would 
not  recover  their  equilibrium  so  long  as  you  remain 
in  a  dwelling  where  everything  recalls  the  memory 
of  the  lost  one.  You  are  a  good  young  man;  and 
though  you  have  not  been  many  months  in  ray 
employment  I  have  taken  an  interest  in  you.  I 
have  affairs  in  New  York  which  require  the  atten- 
tion of  a  trustworthy  person ;  and  I  propose  that 
j-cu  should  proceed  thither  on  my  behalf.  You 
cau  place  your  little  capital  in  my  hands ;  and  I 


will  lay  it  out  for  you  to  the  very  best  alvuntaje. 
I  do  not  mean  to  hurry  you  asvay  from  Paisley, 
nor  to  dictate  to  you.  I  merely  proffer  my  counsel, 
and  to  do  that  which  I  conceive  best  for  you  under 
existing  circumstances.  Your  cousin  is  staying 
with  you;  but  I  believe,  from  what  you  have  be- 
fore told  me,  that  she  is  in  a  situation  enabliug 
her  to  earn  her  own  livelihood  ?" 

Henry  replied  in  the  affirmative ;  and  having 
expressed  his  most  grateful  acknowledgments  to 
Mr.  Macdonald,  he  said,  "  You  wiU  permit  me  to 
consult  my  cousin  before  I  give  a  decisive  answer 
in  respect  to  the  plan  which  you  have  so  kindly 
proposed  for  my  benefit.  Slie  has  been  to  me  as 
a  sister  throughout  this  trying  period;  and  I 
would  do  nothing  without  her  complete  concur- 
rence." 

Mr.  Macdonald  applauded  Henry's  suggestion  ; 
and  he  took  his  leave.  My  cousin  then  sought 
mo,  and  recapitulated  everything  that  had  taken 
place. 

I  must  here  for  a  few  minutes  interrupt  the 
thread  of  my  narrative,  to  explain  some  of  the 
reflections  that  I  had  made  since  my  aunt's  death. 
At  first  I  was  frightfully  shocked  at  the  bare  idea 
of  having  embraced  a  profession  of  which  I  now 
saw  that  she  could  not  have  approved ;  and  I  even 
resolved  to  abandon  it.  But  gradually  my  senti- 
ments changed  on  this  point.  Though  my  heart 
was  full  of  affliction  for  the  loss  of  that  beloved 
relative,  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  she  had 
imbibed  unfounded  and  unwarrantable  prejudices 
against  that  profession.  I  did  not  consider  myself 
imperiously  called  upon  to  surrender  on  that  ac- 
count a  career  which  was  already  giving  me  fame 
and  a  competency,  and  which  would  in  time  yield 
me  wealth ;  and  I  likewise  felt  persuaded  that  if 
my  aunt  had  lived  I  could  have  succeeded  in  con- 
vincing  her  that  she  entertained  erroneous  impres- 
sions with  regard  to  the  life  I  had  embraced. 
Having  passed  all  her  years  in  provincial  towns  — 
having  been  herself  very  carefully  brought  up  by 
her  own  parents— and  entertaining  strong  notions 
in  respect  to  religion  and  religious  duties — it  was 
not  to  be  wondered  at  that  she  had  conceived  an 
antipathy  to  the  stage,  —  though  during  all  the 
time  I  had  dwelt  with  her  at  Sheffield  she  had 
never  once  suffered  it  to  transpire.  This  was 
doubtless  the  result  of  accident,  inasmuch  as  the 
secluded  existence  we  led  when  I  was  there  had 
furnished  no  opportunity  for  the  enunciation  of 
any  opinion  on  the  point.  Therefore,  as  I  have 
just  said,  I  conceived  that  it  was  a  mere  prejudice 
on  the  part  of  my  deceased  aunt,  and  which  could 
easily  have  been  overruled  by  the  representations 
I  might  have  made. 

The  result  of  all  this  reasoning  on  my  part  was 
a  determination  not  to  abandon  a  profession  which 
for  me  had  become  a  sure  and  certain  source  of 
subsistence,  in  order  to  plunge  into  the  un- 
certainties of  other  avocations.  But  now  arose 
the  question— Should  I  reveal  the  whole  truth  to 
my  cousin  ?  On  this  point  I  knew  not  how  to 
act.  I  dislikea  dissimulation;  but  it  was  equally 
repugnant  to  my  feelings  to  make  a  confession 
that  would  shock  his  mind — perhaps  add  to  the 
bitterness  of  the  affliction  he  was  already  ex- 
periencing —  and  likewise  render  necessary  an 
argument  for  which  his  present  mood  was  by  no 
means  adapted.  Hitherto  I  had  breathed  cot  a  syU 


lable  on  the  subject;  nor  had  the  circumstances  at 
the  death-bed  been  made  the  topic  of  discourse 
between  us.  I  was  therefore  undecided  how  to 
act  at  the  time  when  Mr.  Macdonald  called  and 
made  the  proposals  which  I  have  described.  I 
should  here  perhaps  add  that  although  Henry  and 
his  deceased  mother  were  acquainted  with  the  fact 
that  I  was  living  with  a  family  named  Norman,  it 
had  evidently  never  struck  them  that  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman  were  the  well-known  actors :  and  as 
for  Juliet,  to  whom  they  believed  I  was  a  sort  of 
companion,  she  had  been  publicly  known  only  as 
Mademoiselle  Delessert.  Besides,  they  seldom  saw 
the  London  papers ;  and  even  when  they  did  catch 
a  glimpse  of  them,  they  had  been  by  no  means 
likely  to  study  the  theatrical  intelligence. 

I  now  return  to  the  thread  of  my  narrative. 
Henry  sought  me  immediately  after  his  interview 
with  Mr.  Macdonald ;  and  he  told  me  all  that  had 
taken  place.  I  listened  with  the  deepest  atten- 
tion ;  and  in  conclusion  he  said,  "  Now  tell  me, 
my  dear  Ellen, — how  shall  I  act  ?" 

I  deliberated  without  immediately  responding 
to  his  query ;  and  he  proceeded  to  add  with 
mingled  kindness  and  diflSdence,  "  But  unless  you 
yourself,  Ellen,  are  happy  in  your  home  in  the 
metropolis,  I  will  not  think  of  leaving  this  country. 
No,  not  for  worlds!  This  home  shall  be  your's— 
and  it  would  be  a  pleasure  for  me  to  toil  for  us 
both  !" 

"  Believe  me,  dear  Henry — believe  me,"  I  said, 
with  much  emotion,  "my  home  is  a  happy  one  1 
Let  no  thoughts  on  my  account  militate  against 
your  interests  !" 

"  Then  I  will  go,  Ellen !"  answered  Henry, 
'•'  because  I  have  found  a  friend  in  Mr.  Macdonald 
— and  the  advice  of  such  a  friend  must  be  followed. 
And  now  forgive  me,  dear  cousin,  for  what  I  am 

about  to  say but  that  money  which  my  poor 

mother  has  left— it  is  your's,  Ellen 1  do  not 

require  it — it  may  be  of  service  to  you         " 

"  Nor  do  I  need  it,"  I  answered.  "  No,  my 
dear  Henry— I  have  no  use  for  such  a  sum.  Yet 
your  kindness  will  never  be  forgotten !" 

"Kindness,  Ellen?"  he  exclaimed.  "Are  you 
Bot  to  me  as  a  sister  ?" 

Scarcely  had  he  given  utterance  to  these  words 
when  an  idea  seemed  to  flash  across  him ;  and  he 
was  full  of  confusion.  Doubtless  he  recollected 
that  we  were  but  cousins,  and  that  the  feeling 
which  he  entertained  towards  me  was  different 
from  that  which  a  brother  would  cherish  for  a 
Bister, — a  feeling  too  of  which  he  was  now  abruptly 
made  aware  for  the  first  time.  And  I  also  was 
filled  with  confusion ;  and  I  felt  the  blushes  glow 
upon  my  cheeks. 

"There  is  something  I  would  say  to  you,  Ellen," 
resumed  Henry,  in  a  faltering  voice,  ;is  he  took 
my  hand  and  pressed  it ;  "  but  after  what  has  so 
recently  occurred  in  this  house,  it  would  be  a  de- 
secration 1" 

The  tears  rolled  down  his  cheeks :  but  through 
their  dimness  his  handsome  brown  eyes  looked 
tenderly  upon  me ;  and  all  his  heart  was  revealed 
as  completely  as  if  in  the  eloquence  of  language. 
Again  did  the  blushes  glow  upon  my  cheeks:  I 
was  full  of  agitation  and  confusion ;  and  my  hand 
trembled  in  his  own  as  he  retained  it  in  his  clasp. 
There  was  an  instant  when  I  was  on  the  point  of 
proclaiming  everything — the  profession  I  had  em- 


braced, the  fame  I  had  already  won,  the  brillianf; 
prospects  which  were  before  me  :  but  then  a  sud- 
den revulsion  of  feelings  took  place— and  I  could 
not  give  utterance  to  a  syllable  of  such  confession ! 
I  flung  upon  him  a  glance— a  single  glance — which 
doubtless  was  as  eloquent  as  his  own  looks  had 
been  to  me;  and  wo  understood  each  other — wo 
comprehended  that  there  was  a  mutual  love— our 
hearts  were  completely  revealed — yet  not  another 
syllable  on  the  tender  topic  came  from  his  lips, 
and  no  word  descriptive  of  my  sentiments  had 
fallen  from  my  own  tongue  ! 

When  I  retired  to  my  chamber  after  this 
scene,  I  again  and  again  reasoned  within  myself 
whether  I  had  acted  well  in  veiling  the  truth  of 
my  profession  from  Henry  Wakefield?  But  ngaiu 
I  asked  myself  wherefore  I  should  distress  hiia 
with  a  revelation  that  would  be  premature  ?  Ho 
was  going  forth  into  the  world ;  the  range  of  his 
experiences  would  become  enlarged;  as  his  grief 
mellowed  down  into  Christian  resignation  he  would 
gradually  glide  into  the  innocent  recreations  of 
youth;  and  thus  he  would  be  brought  to  view  the 
worli  in  a  new  light.  We  should  correspond  with 
each  other;  and  I  could  gradually  break  to  him 
that  which  I  dreaded  to  impart  on  a  sudden.  And, 
Oh !  when  he  should  come  to  learn  that  the 
chaplet  of  fame  encircled  my  brows,  and  that  I 
had  achieved  for  myself  a  glorious  repute  and  an 
honourable  renown  amidst  the  great  intellects  of 
the  age, — and  when  at  the  same  time  he  should 
have  the  full  conviction  of  my  unblemished  purity 
and  stainless  character, — Oh !  would  he  not  banish 
all  prejudice  from  his  soul  and  feel  exultant  at  the 
success  of  her  to  whom  his  heart's  fond  love  was 
given?  Yes:  the  secret  must  still  be  kept! — and 
all  the  more  so  because  that  love  of  his  was  now 
my  choicest  happiness :  it  should  be  to  me  as  a 
guide  and  a  guardian— the  angel  of  hope,  soaring 
in  the  atmosphere  of  my  existence,  and  scattering 
flowers  from  his  brow  and  diamonds  from  his 
wings  upon  the  pathway  of  my  life ! 

Henry  communicated  to  Mr.  Macdonald  the  de- 
cision  at  which  he  had  arrived ;  and  he  proposed 
in  another  week  to  set  out  upon  his  Atlantic 
voyage.  During  this  week  my  cousin's  afilictioa 
took  the  soft  melancholy  aspect  of  resignation ; 
and  it  was  evident  that  the  love  he  experienced 
for  me,  and  the  consciousness  of  being  loved  in 
return,  had  infused  the  precious  balm  of  solace 
into  his  soul.  We  walked  out  together  daily; 
and  though  our  conversation  settled  not  even  for 
an  instant  upon  the  one  topic  which  moved  our 
inward  hearts, — yet  did  we  both  seem  to  have  tho 
intuitive,  the  simultaneous,  and  tho  transfusing 
consciousness  that  we  were  both  thinking  on  tho 
same  subject.  If  we  wandered  into  the  fields, 
Nature  itself  soemed  full  of  love, — love  that  was 
wafted  in  the  sweet  melody  of  birds,  infusing  into 
the  heart  a  mild  subdued  joy  as  sweetly  pure  aa 
the  harmony  itself,  and  etherealising  every  thouglit 
and  feeling, — love  that  was  borne  on  the  winged 
fragrance  of  every  flower  which  gave  its  perfumo 
to  the  breeze, — love  in  that  very  breeze  itself,  as 
it  kissed  the  leaves  of  shrubs  and  trees,— and  lovo 
in  the  murmurings  of  tlie  crystal  streamlet  as  it 
reflected  the  beams  of  day  and  glided  betwixt  its 
flower-gemmed  banks. 

But  at  length  the  day— the  hour— for  separa- 
tiou  came.     We  Lad  agreed  to  quit    that  cottaga 


ELLEN  TEECT  ;   OR,   THE   MEM01E8  OF   AIT  ACTEE88. 


at  the  saDje  moment, — I  to  enter  upon  my  jour- 
aey  back  to  the  metropolis — Henry  to  repair  to 
his  employer's  establishment  to  receive  the  part- 
ing instructions  before  he  set  out  on  his  Atlantic 
voyage.  Yes — the  moment  of  separation  arrived  ; 
and  as  we  looked  at  each  other,  we  both  compre- 
hended that  our  hearts  were  making  the  strongest 
efforts  to  keep  back  an  outburst  of  the  feelings  and 
avoid  the  aggravation  of  our  mutual  pangs.  Then 
over  the  quivering  lips  of  the  noble-hearted  Henry 
a  soft  smile  broke ;  and  in  the  deep  earnest  eyes 
— those  handsome  brown  eyes  which  in  my  ima- 
ginaUoa  had  elsewhere  often  looked  upon  me— a 
high  and  holy  lustre  appeared  to  shine ;  and  never 
upon  female  ear  came  a  sweeter  music  of  the  mas- 
culine voice  than  when  he  said,  in  a  tone  that  was 
nevertheless  half-hushed  and  low,  "Were  it  not, 
Ellen,  for  the  one  hope  that  cheers  me,  I  could 
not  eudure  this  separation !" 

The  tears  started  from  my  eyes ;  and  my  hand, 
which  he  had  taken  in  his,  was  as  tremulous  as  the 
heart  which  was  palpitating  in  my  bosom.  My 
checks  were  blushing:  but  I  did  not  cast  down  my 
looks— fori  had  no  false  shame  nor  prudery  in 
acknowledging  by  those  looks  that  I  loved  him, 
and  that  his  love  was  as  much  a  sustaining  hope 
to  me  as  it  was  to  himself. 

"  Were  it  not,  Ellon,  that  we  are  about  to  part," 
he  continued,  "  I  would  not  so  soon  after  my  ter- 
rible bei-eavoment  address  you  in  such  a  strain. 
But,  Oh  !  I  feel  that  my  sainted  mother  is  looking 
down  and  smiling  upon  us  now  !  For  of  an  even- 
ing, when  my  work  of  a  day  was  over,  and  we  sat 
together  in  this  little  parlour,  she  would  often 
say  what  happiness  it  would  bo  for  her  if  she 
could  have  both  of  us  with  her,  and  that  you, 
Ellen,  should  have  no  need  to  earn  your  own  live- 
lihood elsewhere,  I  did  not  then  comprehend  the 
full  meaning  of  my  mother's  words  ;  but  now  I 
understand  it  all !  And  thus,  Ellen,  in  plighting 
our  faith  to  each  other  we  are  fulfilling  a  wish  that 
my  deceased  parent  cherished;  and  there  is  no 
harm  in  the  language  in  which  I  am  addressing 
you." 

"There  is  no  harm,  Henry,"  I  murmuringly  re- 
sponded ;  "  and  rest  assured  that  your  image  shall 
alone  occupy  my  heart— and  when  you  return  to 
England " 

"  Oh,  Ellen  !"  he  exclaimed,  "  the  separation 
though  but  for  a  few  months,  appears  to  be  an 
age  !" —  and  it  was  like  a  broken  outcry  that  his 
voice  thus  sounded  upon  my  ears,  tremulous  and 
wild,  and  full  of  the  mournfuUest  music. 

I  endeavoured  to  give  some  consolatory  re- 
sponse :  but  my  own  voice  was  lost  in  the  sobs 
that  were  convulsing  my  bosom. 

"  May  all  possible  happiness  attend  you,  dearest 
Ellen,  while  I  am  away !"  he  continued,  in  a  softer 
and  more  collected  tone;  "and  when  we  meet 
again,  it  may  perchance  be  with  a  prospect  of  soon 
being  united,  no  more  to  separate.  And  then — 
Oh !  then,  Ellen,  I  shall  become  the  guardian  of 
your  happiness;  and  rest  assured  that  it  will  be  in 
good  keeping  !  So  far  as  that  happiness  depends 
upon  me,  believe  me— Oh!  believe  me  that  the 
•corroding  lines  of  sorrow  shall  never  mar  the 
smoothness  of  that  pupe  brow  of  thine  ;  nor  from 
those  sweet  eyes  shall  word  or  deed  on  my  part 
ever  call  forth  a  tear.  I  feel,  Ellen,  as  if  my  lips 
had  so  many  things  to  express  that  a  new  lan- 


guage would  be  necessary  to  give  them  utterance. 
The  words  which  I  can  command  are  poor  and 
incomplete  to  form  the  blessings  which  my  soul 
yearns  to  invoke  upon  your  head  !" 

"  And  I,  Henry,  send  up  my  prayers  to  heaven 
to  invoke  all  its  mercies  on  your  behalf!  Success 
will  attend  you  in  your  career,"  I  continued,  in 
tremulous  and  broken  accents ;  "  for  one  so  good 
and  noble-minded  as  yourself  cannot  fail  to  pros- 
per." 

We  were  both  weeping :  I  sank  upon  his  breast 
—  and  he  bestowed  the  parting  kisses  upon  mo. 
We  separated: — and  it  seemed  as  if  a  veil — a  veil 
of  stupendous  darkness—had  suddenly  fallen  upon 
my  eyes  and  shut  out  the  sunlight  from  my 
vision. 


CHAPTER      XVI. 

EMBLEDON. 

Amidst  the  thoughts  which  occupied  me  during 
the  first  part  of  my  journey  homeward,  were  the 
recollections  of  the  scenes  which  had  taken  place 
just  before  I  left  Londan.  I  allude  to  the  mar- 
riage' of  Juliet  with  Lord  Frederick  Rivenselifife, 
and  all  the  misgivings  that  had  filled  my  mind  ia 
respect  to  Mr.  Croft.  Mrs.  Norman  had  informed 
me  that  he  held  the  curacy  of  Embledon— a  village 
in  Warwickshire;  and  I  was  to  pass  through  that 
county  on  my  way  back  to  London.  I  had  in  the 
first  instance  resolved,  when  questioning  Mrs. 
Norman  relative,  to  Mr.  Croft,  to  make  some 
secret  inquiries  with  regard  to  him ;  and  my 
original  idea  was  to  take  the  earliest  opportunity 
of  procuring  some  Clerical  Directory  or  Q-uide  and 
searching  for  his  name.  But  now  that  I  was 
about  to  enter  the  very  county  in  which  he  was 
represented  as  residing,  I  deemed  it  more  expe- 
dient to  institute  personal  inquiries  on  the  point. 
My  time  was  ray  own — I  had  an  ample  supply  of 
funds ;  and  a  waste  of  a  few  hours  or  the  expen- 
diture of  a  few  extra  pounds  were  matters  of  no 
consequence  to  me.  Besides,  being  in  mourning 
for  my  deceased  aunt,  I  could  not  immediately 
resume  my  theatrical  engagement ;  and  thus  I 
was  in  no  immediate  hurry  to  get  back  to  the 
metropolis. 

It  was  in  the  evening  when  I  reached  Birming- 
ham; and  having  ascertained  that  Embledon  was 
about  twenty  miles  distant  from  that  great  manu- 
facturing town,  I  took  up  my  quarters  at  a  hotel' 
for  the  night.  On  the  following  morning  I  entered 
a  chaise  and  set  out  for  Embledon;  for  I  should 
observe  that  at  the  hotel  I  was  unable  to  obtain 
any  information  relative  to  the  name  of  the  minis- 
ter holding  the  curacy  of  the  village  to  which  I 
was  now  repairing.  At  the  next  town  to  that 
village  I  renewed  my  inquiry — but  still  without 
receiving  an  answer  which  might  have  the  efftict 
of  preventing  me  from  continuing  my  journey  any 
further  in  that  direction.  Embledon,  it  appeared, 
was  a  small,  isolated,  out-of-the-way  place;  and  all 
that  was  known  at  the  town  to  which  I  have  just 
alluded  was  that  a  new  curate  had  been  recently 
appointed  at  the  village,  but  his  name  I  could 
not  learn. 

I  therefore  continued  my  way  to  Embledon; 
and  in   due  time  I  obtained  from  the  brow  of  a 


hill  a  glimpse  of  the  little  village,  which  was  situ- 
ated in  the  depth  of  a  valley.  It  was  embowered 
in  verdure :  it  did  not  seem  to  consist  of  more 
than  some  twenty  houses ;  and  above  the  wide- 
spreading  yew-trees  the  spire  of  the  little  church 
peeped  up.  A  rivulet  meandered  through  the 
viilafjo,  and  was  crossed  by  a  small  bridge  at  its 
entrance.  Altogether  the  scene  was  picturesque, 
as  I  thus  caught  the  first  view  of  it  from  the 
chaise-window  on  the  brow  of  the  hill  that  the 
vehicle  was  beginning  to  descend. 

The  road  wound  down  into  the  valley,  where  it 
crossed  the  rivulet  by  means  of  the  bridge  to  which 
I  have  just  alluded.  As  the  chaise  approached 
that  bridge,  I  beheld  an  individual  leaning  listlessly 
against  the  brick-parapet.  Ho  was  dressed  in 
black  — he  was  of  tall  stature  :  a  thought  flashed 
to  ray  mind  that  he  was  the  object  of  my  visit; 
and  as  he  now  slowly  turned  to  look  at  the  ap- 
proaching equipage,  I  unmistakably  recognised  the 
countenance  of  Mr.  Croft. 

I  saw  at  the  same  time  too  that  he  recognised 
me :  and  I  was  suddenly  filled  with  contusion. 
What  explanation  could  I  possibly  give  for  my 
visit  to  Embledon  ?  On  this  point  I  had  not 
reflected  before ;  nor  had  I  many  moments  for  re- 
flection now,  inasmuch  as  immediately  on  recog- 
nising my  face,  Mr.  Croft  made  a  sign  for  the 
postilion  to  stop ;  and  ho  came  up  to  the  chaise- 
window. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  in  a  voice  which  struck 
me  to  be  of  constrained  softness,  while  the  affa- 
bility of  his  rnanner  likewise  appeared  to  be  forced, 
—  "I  presume  you  have  come  to  see  me:  for  no 
other  object  could  possibly  bring  you  to  this  out- 
of-the-way  place  ?" 

Thus  speaking,  he  at  once  opened  the  door  of 
the  chaise,  let  down  the  steps,  and  proffered  his 
hand  to  assist  me  to  alight. 

"  You  can  go  on  to  the  public-house,"  he  said 
to  the  postilion, — thus  taking  upon  himself  a  sort 
of  authority  in  the  proceedings.  "  This  young 
lady  has  come  to  see  me  on  particular  business :  I 
will  show  her  the  way  to  the  tavern  when  she 
chooses  to  take  her  departure  again." 

All  this  was  done  so  suddenly,  and  yet  in  such 
a  collected,  business-like,  off-hand  manner,  that  I 
was  taken  as  it  were  by  surprise ;  and  I  yielded 
mechauically  to  Mr.  Croft's  guidance.  I  therefore 
descended  from  the  vehicle,  whi<;h  immediately 
drove  awaj" ;  and  I  remained  alone  with  him  upon 
that  bridge.  He  was  dressed  in  black,  as  I  have 
already  said  ;  and  he  wore  a  white  cravat, — thus 
far  having  the  appearance  of  a  clergyman:  but 
there  was  something  slovenly  in  his  toilet,  and  his 
linen  was  not  remarkably  clean.  Still  I  had  no 
doubt  that  he  was  really  what  he  represented  him- 
self to  be ;  and  now  that  I  began  somewhat  to 
recover  from  the  confusion  and  bewilderment  in 
which  the  encounter  had  at  first  thrown  me,  my 
next  feeling  was  one  of  joy  on  Juliet's  account. 

"And  now,  tell  me,  Mies  Percy,"  said  Mr.  Croft, 
"what  has  brought  you  here?  1  hope  no  mis- 
fortune nor  accident  has  occurred  to  eitlier  of 
those  whom  I  met  the  other  day  when  you  were 
present.      But  this  mourning  that  you  wear " 

"  It  is  not  for  either  of  them,"  I  answered  :  "  it 
is  for  a  relative  of  my  own :" — and  the  tears 
trickled  down  my  cheeks  as  the  memory  of  my 
deceased  aunt  was  thus  vividly  conjured  up. 


"  And  might  I  inquire  who  this  relative  was  ?" 
asked  Atr.  Croft,  as  ho  gazed  intently  upon  ma 
— yet  not  in  a  disrespectful  luauuer ;  but  it  was 
rather  with  a  mournful  earnestness. 

"  My  aunt — Mrs.  WakeQeld,"  I  responded. 
"She  recently  died  at  Paisley— whence  I  have  just 
come." 

Methought  that  Mr.  Croft  murmured  some- 
thing— but  I  co^lld  not  catch  what  it  was  ;  and  as 
I  contemplated  his  countenance,  tho  conviction 
was  once  more  strong  in  my  mind  that  he  <J.'as  in 
reality  the  stranger  whom  I  had  twice  seen  iit  my 
grandfather's  house  at  Leeds,  and  of  whose  visit  to 
the  late  Mrs.  Parks  in  Loudon  I  had  subeequontly 
become  aware. 

"  And  now  tell  me.  Miss  Percy,"  he  continued, 
"  what  has  brought  you  to  Embledon  ?" 

"  "Will  you  tlrsb  of  all  tell  me,  Mr.  Croft,"  I  in- 
quired, looking  him  very  hard  in  the  face,  "  who- 
tlier  you  ever  saw  me  before  you  met  ine  the  other 
day  at  Lord  Frederick  Kavenseliffe's  cottage  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Blackheuth  ?" 

"  Yes,  Miss  Percy,"  he  at  once  answered.  "I 
was  in  London  some  few  weeks  previous  to  that 
occasion;  and  I  beheld  you  make  your  debut  in 
the  character  of  Portia.  I  know  you  therefore  to 
be  that  same  Miss  Traffurd  who  is  already  so 
favourably  known  to  the  world." 

This  reply  was  given  with  an  ingenuousness 
wliich  seemed  so  off-hand  and  so  natural,  that  a 
sudden  change  took  place  within  me ;  and  I  felt 
convinced  that  I  must  be  mistaken  in  supposing' 
that  Mr.  Croft  was  identical  with  the  stranger 
whose  presence  had  so  excited  my  deceased  grand- 
fatlicr  at  Leeds,  and  concerning  whom  Mrs.  Parks 
had  spoken  to  me  in  such  disparaging  terms. 

"  But  why  did  you  ask  me  that  question  i" 
coiitiTiued  Mr.  Croft.  "  Surely,"  he  added  with  a 
smile,  "  you  have  not  come  all  the  way  to  Em- 
bledon to  put  such  a  query  ?" 

"  I  feel  the  necessity  of  dealing  frankly  with 
you,"  I  now  said,  collecting  all  my  thoughts  for 
an  explanation  which  to  a  certain  extent  1  saw 
myself  bound  to  give.  "  On  the  occasion  when 
we  met  the  other  day  at  the  bridal  ceremony,  it 
at  once  struck  me  that  I  had  seen  you  before.  In 
my  earlier  years  I  lived  at  Leeds  with  my  grand- 
father, Mr.  Forsyth  ;  and  it  was  at  his  house  that 
I  fancied  I  had  thus  seen  you." 

"  1  never  wus  a.t  Leeds  in  my  life,"  answered 
Mr.  Croft,  with  a  countenance  so  unchanging,  an 
air  so  composed,  and  a  manner  so  completely  un« 
ruffled,  that  I  could  not  possibly  disbelieve  him. 

'•It  is  therisfore  evidently  a.  mistake  on  my 
part,"  I  said ;  "  and  I  hope  you  will  pardon '-" 

"There  is  nothing  to  pardon,  Miss  P.vcy,"  re- 
joined Ml".  Croft.  "  But  on  the  other  hand,  you 
may  ?  aturally  suppose  that  my  curiosity  is  now 
somewhat  excited " 

"Then  once  more  must  I  deal  candidly  with, 
you,  sir,"  I  exclaimed,  determined  to  tell  the 
truth :  for  indeed  I  saw  no  way  of  evading  it. 
"  I  beheld  at  Leeds  that  person  to  whom  I  have 
alluded,  and  whom  I  mistook  for  you,  under  cir- 
cumstances which  led  me  to  contemplate  with 
astonishment  and  mistrust  the  idea  that  he  could 
now  possibly  be  exercising  the  duties  of  a  minister 
of  religion." 

"  And  therefore,  Miss  Percy,"  added  Mr.  Croft, 
"  you  have  come  to  Embledon  to  satisfy  yourself 


jn  the  point.  And  you  now  find  me  here;  and 
that  is  the  church  where  my  duties  are  performed ; 
and  that  little  cottage  of  which  you  catch  a 
glimpse  amongst  yonder  trees,  is  my  humble  habi- 
tation. If  I  have  not  asked  you  to  enter  it,  it 
was  through  no  want  of  courtesy,  but  simply  from 
a  feeling  of  delicacy  inasmuch  as  there  is  no  lady 
within  those  walls  to  receive  you." 

All  this  was  said  in  a  tone  which  conveyed  a 
sense  of  so  much  propriety  as  well  as  truthfulness, 
that  Mr.  Croft  rose  higher  than  before  in  my  esti- 
mation, and  I  felt  that  I  had  outraged  him  by  a 
Euspicious  identification  with  the  individual  whom 
Mrs.  Parks  had  represented  at  the  time  as  an  evil- 
intentioned  man. 

"  Your  own  good  sense,"  continued  Mr.  Croft, 
"  will  tell  you  that  the  mistrust  you  have  enter- 
tained with  regard  to  myself,  might  act  materially 
to  my  prejudice  if  you  have  elsewhere  mentioned 
the  suspicions  that  have  so  evidently  brought  you 
to  Einbledon.  Observe  !  I  am  not  blaming  you — 
I  can  understand  full  well  that  a  feeling  of  friend- 
ship on  behalf  of  the  Normans-has  induced  you  to 
take  this  step " 

"  Oh  !  believe  me,  sir,"  I  exclaimed,  "  I  have 
been  guarded  on  the  point !  1  am  incapable  of 
wilfully  inflicting  an  injury;  and  though  I  have 
acted  upon  a  suspicion,  yet  I  have  not  imparted 
it." 

"  I  thank  you  for  this  assurance,  Miss  Percy," 
replied  Mr.  Croft :  "  it  is  only  what  I  should  have 
expected  from  one  of  your  evidently  generous  dis- 
position.— Ah  !  and  now  I  recollect,  I  left  you  in  a 
Bwoon  at  Lord  Frederick's  cottage.  I  was  com- 
pelled to  depart  hurriedly — immediately  after  the 
ceremony ;  and  on  the  present  occasion  my  Jlrst 
question,  instead  of  the  last,  ought  to  have  been 
in  reference  to  the  state  into  which  your  over- 
wrought feelings  had  plunged  you  the  other  even- 
ing ?" 

I  did  not  cbooae  to  inform  Mr.  Croft  that  the 
Tery  suspicion  which  now  brought  me  to  Emble- 
don,  was  the  one  that  had  deprived  me  of  con- 
sciousness on  the  occasion  of  the  bridal;  and  I 
therefore  briefly  assured  him  that  the  indisposition 
to  which  he  had  alluded  was  only  transient. 

"  And  now,  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  "  I  will  con- 
duct you  to  the  place  where  the  post-chaise  has 
put  up.  But  it  is  only  a  poor  public-house,  af- 
fording no  accommodation  for  a  young  lady,  and 
therefore  my  regret  is  all  the  greater  that  I  cannot 
invite  you  to  partake  of  such  hospitality  as  my 
own  humble  habitation  might  afibrd." 

I  thanked  Mr.  Croft  for  his  kindness — but  as- 
sured him  that  I  neither  needed  rest  nor  refresh- 
ment, and  that  I  should  at  once  set  off  on  my  re- 
turn to  Birmingham.  He  accompanied  me  to  the 
public-house,  which  was  indeed  as  miserable  a 
place  as  he  had  described  it,  and  which  was  situated 
at  the  very  entrance  of  the  village,  about  a  quarter 
of  a  mile  from  the  bridge.  The  only  persons  I 
saw  were  a  couple  of  dirty  children  at  the  door  of 
a  cottage  opposite — an  old  blear-eyed  woman 
throwing  sand  upon  the  floor  of  the  diminutive 
parlour  in  the  public-house  itself— and  a  still  older 
man  (her  husband)  talking  to  the  postilion,  who 
was  partaking  of  some  refreshment  on  a  bench  in 
front  of  the  miserable  place.  The  old  woman 
however  curtsied  respectfully  to  Mr.  Croft— the 
old  man  rose  and  touched  his  hat ;  and  then  the 


ancient  couple  indulged  in  a  good  long  stare  a% 
me.  Mr.  Croft  took  it  upon  himself  to  order  the 
postilion  to  harness  the  horses  with  the  least  pos- 
sible delay ;  and  ho  then  conducted  me  into  the 
little  parlour  which  the  crone  of  a  landlady  had 
been  sweeping  out.  He  conversed  on  general 
topics;  and  all  the  while  his  voice  flowed  with 
such  softness  that  I  never  once  caught  a  single  in- 
tonation to  remind  me  of  that  rougher  and  harsher 
voice  which  had  belonged  to  the  stranger  for  whom 
I  had  taken  this  reverend  gentleman. 

In  tea  minutes  the  post-chaise  was  in  readi- 
ness :  Mr.  Croft  handed  me  into  it,  and  made  a 
courteous  bow  as  it  drove  away.  Perfectly  satis- 
fied with  the  result  of  my  visit  to  Embledon,  and 
glad  that  I  had  paid  it,  I  returned  to  Birmingham. 
Thence  I  proceeded  to  London ;  and  on  arriving 
in  Hunter  Street,  was  most  kindly  welcomed  by 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman.  I  had  written  to  them 
from  Paisley  to  inform  them  of  my  aunt's  death  : 
they  were  not  therefore  surprised  to  behold  me 
return  in  mourning ;  and  they  proffered  their  con- 
dolences  for  the  loss  which  I  had  sustained.  I  did 
not  acquaint  them  with  my  deviation  from  the 
direct  route  in  order  to  visit  Embledoa:  there  was 
no  need  to  mention  the  suspicions  which  had  taken 
me  thither.  I  found  them  in  better  spirits  rela- 
tive to  Juliet  than  when  I  had  left  London ;  for 
they  had  received  letters  from  her,  and  these  an- 
nounced that  her  happiness  was  complete. 

It  had  been  given  out  at  the  theatre,  in  the  first 
instance,  that  my  sudden  absence  was  caused  by 
the  serious  illness  of  a  relation  ;  and  subsequently 
it  was  stated  that  the  death  of  this  relative  would 
prevent  my  immediate  return  to  the  boards.  I 
learnt  from  the  Normans  that  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine  had  called  twice  to  ascertain  if  intelligence 
had  been  received  concerning  me;  and  two  or 
three  days  after  my  return,  her  ladyship's  carriage 
drove  up  to  the  door.  Lilla,  on  being  shown  to 
the  drawing-room  where  I  received  her,  embraced 
me  with  every  testimony  of  affection,  and  condoled 
with  me  on  my  loss.  She  then  proposed  that  as  I 
could  not  immediately  return  to  the  stage,  I  should 
go  and  pass  a  few  days  with  her.  The  invitation 
was  not  altogether  unacceptable :  the  Normans,  as 
I  have  already  said,  received  a  great  deal  of  com- 
pany and  had  many  visitors ;  I  was  as  yet  in  no 
frame  of  mind  to  mingle  with  society ;  and  at  the 
same  time  I  did  not  wish  to  be  a  check  upon  the 
usual  pursuits  of  my  friends.  I  therefore  agreed 
to  Lady  Lilla's  proposal ;  but  I  would  not  accom- 
pany her  in  her  carriage  on  that  occasion :  I  pro- 
mised to  be  with  her  on  the  following  day  or  at 
latest  the  day  after. 

My  only  reason  for  this  delay  was  the  necessity 
of  paying  a  visit  to  my  milliner,  and  likewise  of 
making  other  purchases  which  the  fact  of  my 
being  in  mourning  necessitated.  These  little  mat- 
ters were  however  settled  more  speedily  than  I 
had  expected ;  and  immediately  after  breakfast  on 
the  following  day  I  set  out  in  the  Normans'  car- 
riage for  Claremont  Villa.  It  was  about  eleven 
o'clock  when  I  reached  my  destination;  and  I 
learnt  that  her  ladyship,  not  expecting  me  thus 
early,  had  gone  out  for  a  ramble.  I  was  shown  to 
the  chamber  which  I  had  occupied  on  the  occasion 
of  my  previous  visit;  and  having  put  off  my  bonnet 
and  shawl,  I  descended  to  the  parlour.  Her  lady- 
ship had  not  as  yet  returned  from  her  walk ;  and 


ELLEN   PEKCTJ    OE,   THE    MEM0IE8    OF    AS  ACTRESS. 


I  went  forth  into  the  garden  to  meet  her  when 
she  should  re-enter.  In  case  the  reader  should  be 
at  all  surprised  at  the  circumstance  of  my  revisit- 
ing Claremont  Villa  after  the  incidents  which  had 
taken  place  there  on  the  previous  occasion,  let  it 
be  remembered  that  all  the  disagreeable  suspicions 
which  in  the  first  instance  were  engendered  hy 
the  supposed  identity  of  the  handwriting,  and  by 
the  incidents  connected  with  the  gipsies,  had  been 
ultimately  set  at  rest  by  a  larger  experience  of 
Lady  Lilla's  kindness  and  by  a  closer  study  of  her 
character. 

I  walked  forth,  I  say,  into  the  garden ;  and  not 
perceiving  Lady  Lilla,  I  bent  my  steps  in  the 
direction  of  the  shrubbery — thinking  that  she 
might  return  by  way  of  the  back  gate  leading  into 
the  lane ;  for  the  servant  had  told  me  that  her 
mistress  had  gone  out  in  her  summer  hat  and  in  a 
morning  deshabilUe.  I  therefore  knew  that  she 
could  not  have  proceeded  far ;  and  I  concluded 
"So.  11.— Ellvk  Fbsct. 


also  that  her  stepe  would  be  directed  along  tho 
seclusion  of  the  shady  lane.  Scarcely,  however, 
had  I  entered  the  shrubbery,  when  my  ear  caught 
the  sound  of  voices  at  a  little  distance  ;  and  the 
next  moment  a  break  amongst  the  trees  revealed 
to  me  the  two  persons  who  were  thus  discoursing 
together.  Let  the  reader  conceive  my  astonish- 
ment when  I  beheld  Edwin  St.  Clair  walking  with 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  ! 

I  myself  was  unperceivcd ;  and  I  remained 
rivetted  to  the  spot  whence  I  thus  caught  sight  of 
them.  Her  ladyship  wore  a  large  straw  hat,  as  I 
had  been  informed ;  and  her  elegant  morning 
dress  set  off  the  exquisite  symmetry  of  her  shape, 
although  it  fitted  loosely  to  her  form.  Her  coun- 
tenance was  towards  me  :  I  perceived  that  it  was 
flushed  ;  and  that  her  cheeks,  usually  of  alabaster 
palenefls,  had  the  vivid  glow  of  excitement  upon 
them.  Methought  too  that  her  large  and  beauti- 
ful blue  eyes  were  flashing  fire  from  beneath  the 


82 


ELIEN  PEECY;   OB,   THB     MEM0IE3  OF   AS  ACTEE83. 


rich  brown  iashes;  and  the  pearly  teeth  were 
gleaming  between  the  lips  that  were  wreathing  with 
Bcorn  or  indignation,  or  some  other  feeling  power- 
fully stirred.  I  could  not  immediately  catch  a 
glimpse  of  St.  Clair's  countenance  :  but  I  heard 
him  say  in  a  cold  voice,  which  also  had  a  tincture 
of  contemptuous  iudiflference  in  its  accents,  '•  Let 
it  be  war  then,  Lilla,  if  you  will : — and  perhaps  it 
was  absurd  of  me  to  think  of  offering  you  peace." 
They  passed  on ;  and  the  nearest  group  of  trees 
concealed  them  from  my  view.  I  was  about  to 
retreat  towards  the  villa,  when  they  immediately 
re-appeared ;  and  as  they  had  turned  to  pursue  the 
contrary  direction,  it  was  now  Edwin  St.  Clair's 
countenance  that  was  towards  me,  while  that  of 
Lilla  was  averted.  He  was  speaking  in  a  low  tone, 
but  vehemently.  There  was  an  animation  likewise 
upon  his  countenance ;  and  then  all  in  a  moment 
it  gave  place  to  that  expression  of  sardonic  wicked- 
ness which  I  had  on  former  occasions  seen  sweep 
over  it.  He  gesticulated— he  appeared  to  be 
threatening.  Lady  Lilla  stopped  short :  she  drew 
her  tall  form  up  to  its  full  height ;  and  at  that 
moment  nothing  could  exceed  the  imposing  ma- 
jesty of  her  appearance.  The  carriage  of  the  well- 
shaped  head  on  its  straight  alabaster  column,  the 
upheaving  of  the  superb  bust,  and  the  entire  atti- 
tude  of  that  shape  with  its  sweeping  length  of 
limbs,  had  something  statuesque  which  reminded 
one  of  the  effigy  of  an  ancient  goddess. 

"■you  speak  to  me  of  peace  or  war,"  I  heard 
her  say  in  the  silver  clearness  of  her  half-scornful, 
half-indignant  voice;  "and  you  think  perhaps  that 
I  am  to  express  gratitude  for  the  patronising  lan- 
gui^ge  in   which  you  have  addressed  me  P      No, 

Edwin  St.  Clair !     The  day  has  gone  by " 

Here  they  reached  a  distance  which  prevented 
me  from  catching  the  remainder  of  the  sentence : 
they  were  pacing  to  and  fro  in  that  little  open 
space  in  the  midst  of  the  shrubbery ;  and  as  they 
again  returned,  another  fragment  of  Lady  Lilla'e 
speech  was  wafted  to  my  ear. 

"  Peace  or  war  ?"  she  was  exclaiming,  in  evident 
reiteration  of  those  words  which  from  his  lips  had 
rendered  her  so  scornful  and  so  indignant :  "  it 
were  well  indeed  to  propose  to  me  peace  if  I  were 
a  coward,  and  if  I  trembled  at  any  consequences  ! 
As  for  war,  if  you  know  aught  of  the  character  of 
woman— if  that  bright  intelligence  of  your's  of 
which,  with  all  your  affected  disdain  for  the  opinion 
of  the  world,  you  are  so  proud— if,  I  say,  by  means 
of  that  bright  intelligence  you  have  been  enabled 
to  fathom  the  mysterious  depths  of  the  human 
heart— surely,  Edwin  St.  Clair,  you  must  have 
known  that  such  an  one  as  Lilla  Essendine     ■    " 

Here  again  the  speech  was  broken  off  so  far  as 
my  power  of  hearing  was  concerned ;  and  when 
the  two  retraced  their  way,  it  was  Captain  St. 
Clair  who  was  addressing  her  ladyship. 

"  Nay,  be  it  as  you  say,  Lilla  !"  were  the  words 
which  my  ear  now  caught.  "Pursue  this  path 
which  you  have  sketched  out  for  yourself!  Frus- 
trate me  in  all  my  designs " 

"In  your  iniquities,  Edwin!"  ejaculated  her 
ladyship  vehemently:  and  stopping  short,  she 
looked  him  full  in  the  face. 

A  scornful  laugh  rang  forth  from  St.  Clair's 
lips :  it  was  a  laugh  which  resembled  what  ima- 
gination might  suppose  to  be  the  sardonic  malice- 
mirth  of  a  fiend ;    and  though  in  itself  vibrating 


with  the  natural  harmony  of  Edwin's  voice,  it 
made  me  shudder  and  quiver  all  over.  It  was  a 
laugh  which  shocked  and  terrified  my  soul !  All 
the  human  capabilities  of  mischief — all  the  evil 
feelings  and  passions  which  could  possibly  concrete 
in  the  heart  of  man — appeared  to  find  expression 
in  that  dread  laugh.  It  was  a  horrible  music,  so 
to  speak — horrible  as  that  which  in  Pandemonium 
itself  might  ring  forth  a  paean  in  praise  of  the 
Prince  of  the  fallen  angels ! 

Shocked,  dismayed,  and  horrified,  I  retreated 
from  my  hiding-place  and  re-entered  the  villa.  At 
once  ascending  to  my  own  chamber,  I  sat  down  and 
gave  way  to  my  reflections.  Bitterly  did  I  regret 
my  revisit  to  a  dwelling  where  it  seemed  as  if  I 
was  ever  to  be  perplexed  and  tortured  by  mysteries 
that  inspired  me  with  a  poignant  curiosity  as  well 
as  with  the  most  painful  sensations.  Again  did 
the  suspicion — strong  and  almost  irresistible — come 
back  to  my  mind  that  Lilla  herself  must  really 
have  been  the  authoress  of  that  fragment  of  a  letter 
which  I  had  seen  at  St.  Clair's  house;  for  that 
there  was  some  stupendous  and  portentous  secret 
subsisting  between  those  two,  I  could  scarcely 
have  any  doubt.  And  yet,  on  the  other  hand,  the 
scorn  and  indignation  with  which  she  had  treated 
him — the  power  which  she  seemed  conscious  of 
wielding  over  hitn — the  authority  and  the  virtuous 
hauteur  with  which  she  had  corrected  him  in  his 
speech  when  she  seemed  to  declare  that  it  was  only 
his  iniquities  which  she  sought  to  frustrate, — there 
were  these  circumstances,  I  say,  which  compelled 
me  to  hesitate  ere  I  came  to  the  conclusion  that 
Lilla  herself  was  a  guilty  being,  the  victim  of  St. 
Clair,  and  only  for  tbis  reason  his  enemy. 

I  was  in  the  midst  of  my  reflections,  when 
I  heard  light  footsteps  on  the  gravel-walk  just 
underneath  the  window,  which  was  open;  and 
glancing  forth,  I  beheld  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 
She  caught  a  glimpse  of  my  countenance;  and 
her  own  becoming  animated  with  joy  (I  had  not 
been  able  to  observe  what  its  immediately  previous 
expression  was)  she  exclaimed,  "  Ah,  Ellen !  I  am  so 
rejoiced  that  you  have  come  !" 

I  hastened  down  stairs, — making  up  my  mind 
to  veil  as  much  as  possible  whatsoever  unpleasant 
thoughts  or  feelings  were  agitating  within  me ; 
and  the  next  moment  I  was  strained  in  her  arms. 
There  was  something  so  warm  in  her  embrace — 
something  so  cordial  in  the  tone  with  which  she 
greeted  me— something  so  ingenuous,  sincere,  and 
frank-hearted  in  the  joy  which  my  presence  ap- 
peared to  occasion  her,  that  I  was  again  prepos- 
sessed in  her  favour ;  and  when  once  more  alone 
with  my  own  reflections,  they  assumed  a  different 
aspect  from  that  which  they  had  so  recently  worn. 
"  How  can  I  believe  this  amiable  and  beautiful 
creature  to  be  stained  with  crime?  It  were  a 
terrible  libel  upon  the  whole  sex  to  conceive  that 
such  fearful  guile  could  be  harboured  in  so  angelic 
a  form  !  She  could  not  have  been  the  authoress 
of  that  fragment  of  a  letter.  But  I  understand  it 
all !  Inasmuch  as  St.  Clair  is  the  nephew  of  her 
deceased  husband,  she  respects  the  memory  of  that 
husband  too  much  to  make  an  open  exposure  of 
her  knowledge  of  the  misdeeds,  whatsoever  they 
may  be,  that  have  been  perpetrated  by  Lis  sur- 
viving relative.  Yet,  on  the  other  hand,  she  is 
resolved  to  frustrate,  to  the  best  of  her  power,  any 
fresh  iniquities  on  his  part.     And  it  was  for  thit 


ELIEN  PEECT;   OE,  THE  MEM0IE3  05  AN  ACTRESS. 


83 


resson  that  she  warned  me  against  him  !  Believ- 
ing at  the  time  my  affections  to  be  wavering 
under  the  influence  of  his  insidious  power,  she  put 
me  on  my  guard  against  his  unprincipled  cha- 
racter !  Nay,  more !— well  aware  that  he  was 
capable  of  any  atrocity,  she  furnished  me  the 
means  of  reducing  him  to  abject  submission  ! 
But,  Ah  !  those  means !" 

And  then  I  thought  of  the  mystery  of  the 
flower  ;  and  it  vividly  brought  back  to  my  recol- 
lection the  incident  of  the  gipsies :  so  that  my 
thoughts  were  again  becoming  bewildered  and 
painful  to  a  degree  that  was  almost  intolerable ; 
and  in  order  to  escape  from  them  I  hastened  to 
rejoin  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  and  the  visitors  who 
were  at  the  moment  in  the  drawing-room. 


CHAPTER  XVII. 

THE  PHIAL  IK  THE  PIIiiaSEE  CABB. 

Theee  was  company  at  dinner  that  evening. 
Some  of  the  guests  were  of  very  lively  and  cheer- 
ful dispositions  :  but  out  of  respect  for  my  mourn- 
ing garb,  there  was  no  music  nor  singing.  The 
evening  however  passed  away  pleasantly  enough ; 
and  my  mind  felt  relieved  of  the  weight  which  had 
been  left  upon  it  by  the  incidents  of  the  morning 

"  My  dear  Ellen,"  said  Lady  Lilla,  in  the  most 
affectionate  manner,  as  we  were  about  to  separate 
for  the  night,  the  guests  having  taken  their  de- 
parture, "  I  am  sorry  that  these  friends  of  mine 
should  have  come  this  evening :  for  I  meant  you 
to  experience  at  the  villa  that  quietude  and  tran- 
quillity which  the  house  of  your  friends  the  Nor- 
mans could  not  afford.  But  they  dropped  in 
casually,  as  you  perceived — uninvited — availing 
themselves  of  the  license  of  intimacy " 

"  Pray  offer  no  apology,  my  dear  Lilla,"  I  an- 
swered :  for  her  ladyship  had  insisted  that  we 
should  call  each  other  by  our  Christian  names. 
"  I  do  not  consider  that  there  is  any  harm  in  a 
little  innocent  recreation ;  and  I  confess  that  the 
society  I  have  met  this  evening  has  improved  my 
spirits." 

"  I  am  rejoiced  to  hear  it,"  answered  her  lady- 
ship ;  and  having  embraced  me,  she  wished  me  a 
good  night's  rest. 

I  ascended  to  my  chamber,  and  began  to  disap- 
parel  myself.  Lady  Lilla  had  offered  to  place  a 
maid  entirely  at  my  disposal :  but  I  was  enabled 
to  dispense  with  any  such  services  at  my  night- 
toilet.  I  was  therefore  alone  in  my  room  ;  and  I 
undressed  slowly — for  the  thoughts  of  the  morn- 
ing came  gradually  stealing  back  into  my  mind. 
At  length  I  lay  down  to  rest ;  and  sleep  visited 
my  eyes. 

How  long  I  had  slumbered,  I  knew  not:  but 
as  1  gradually  awoke,  methougbt  that  sounds  of 
moaning  or  lamentation  were  being  wafted  to  my 
ears  through  the  otherwise  deep  silence  of  the 
night.  This  idea  was  at  first  vague  and  dreamy, 
and  seemed  like  the  end  of  a  vision  that  was  slip- 
ping out  of  my  mind :  but  as  I  became  more  com- 
pletely awake,  the  impression  grew  stronger.  I 
listened  with  suspended  breath :  there  could  now 
be  no  farther  uncertainty  as  to  the  reality  of  those 


sounds.  They  were  assuredly  the  meanings  and 
lamentations  of  one  who  seemed  to  be  in  deep 
mental  distress;  and  yet  they  were  so  faintly 
audible  that  they  would  have  been  lost  amidst  the 
various  sounds  which  prevail  in  the  day-time.  It 
was  only  now,  in  the  profound  stillness  of  tho 
night,  that  they  were  thus  perceptible  to  the  ear. 

I  rose  up  to  a  sitting  posture,  and  listened  in  a 
sort  of  affright.  The  sounds  ceased  :  I  was  reco- 
vering my  presence  of  mind— and  was  just  saying 
to  myself  that  they  must  be  the  result  of  a  dream 
which,  though  forgotten,  had  left  a  certain  im- 
pression on  my  mind — when  they  recommenced. 
What  could  be  their  cause  ?  from  what  quarter 
could  they  come  ?  Lady  Lilla's  chamber  was 
situated  on  the  opposite  side  of  the  landing,  and 
therefore  exactly  facing  mine.  The  chamber 
which  intervened,  in  the  front  part  of  the  house, 
was  a  spare  bed-room,  and  untenanted.  There 
was  a  back  chamber  on  the  same  floor ;  and  this 
was  occupied  by  Lilla's  lady's-maid.  The  other 
servants  slept  upon  the  storey  above.  It  certainly 
might  have  been  one  of  these  domestics  up-stairs 
who  was  moaning  and  lamenting  either  in  illness 
or  in  a  troubled  dream :  but  still  I  was  inclined  to 
fancy  that  it  must  be  either  Lady  Lilla  herself  or 
else  her  maid.  At  all  events,  I  was  determined 
to  ascertain;  for  these  sounds  continued. 

Rising  from  my  bed,  I  gently  opened  the  door 
and  listened.  The  sounds  were  now  somewhat 
more  audible;  but  still  I  could  not  distinguish 
their  source.  I  stole  forth  upon  the  landing,  into 
which  the  moonbeams  dimly  penetrated  from  the 
staircase  window ;  and  I  listened  at  the  door  of  the 
maid-servant's  chamber.  I  felt  tolerably  well 
assured  that  the  sounds  came  not  from  within 
that  room  ;  and  I  passed  on  with  my  naked  noise- 
less feet  to  the  door  of  Lady  Lilla's  chamber. 
Now  the  sounds  were  more  audible ;  and  they  de- 
noted so  much  mental  distress  that  I  unhesita- 
tingly opened  the  door.  The  wax-lights  were 
burning  upon  the  toilet-table;  the  bed  was  unoc- 
cupied ;  the  bedclothes  were  not  disturbed  :  it  was 
evident  that  as  yet  her  ladyship  had  not  sought 
her  couch.  Nor  was  she  in  the  room.  All  this  I 
beheld  at  a  glance.  The  next  moment,  however, 
a  side-door  opened ;  and  Lady  Lilla  suddenly  made 
her  appearance, — thus  emanating  from  a  place 
which  I  believed  to  be  her  dressing-room,  though 
I  had  never  been  in  it.  I  scarcely  remembered 
afterwards  what  was  the  expression  of  countenance 
which  she  wore  on  thus  abruptly  coming  into  my 
presence :  but  I  fancied  that  it  was  a  look  of  either 
anger  or  affright,  as  if  annoyed  or  terrified  at 
hearing  her  chamber-door  open.  But  hastily 
closing  the  door  by  which  she  had  just  emerged, 
she  exclaimed,  "  Good  heavens,  Ellen !  what  is  the 
matter.  Has  anything  disturbed  yon?  — have 
I " 

"Pardon  this  intrusion,"  I  quickly  responded; 
"  but  I  feared  that  you  were  ill.  I  heard  sounds 
of  distress " 

"Yes— I  have  been  indisposed — indeed  for  a 
short  time  I  felt  very  very  ill,  and  had  a  great 
mind  to  call  up  the  servants.  But  I  am  now 
better;  and  I  am  truly  sorry,  my  dear  Ellen," 
added  Lilla  afi"ectionately,  "  that  I  should  have 
disturbed  you.  I  was  in  hopes  that  though  I 
myself  was  suffering,  you  were  enjoying  the  sweeU 
of  slumber." 


81 


:iXE5   PEiCT;  OB,   TffB  KEMOrES   OP   AS   ACTBESI. 


"  Ofa,  whj  did  70a  not  ■ammon  me,  LflU  7"  I 
peproariifially  exdaimed.  '^  It  is  kng  paat  mid- 
nigfat,"  I  eonUnned,  glancing  at  the  timqiieee 
vhich  VIS  i^oQ  tlie  mantel  of  the  degantly  Cor- 
vahed  room;  ''and  joa  haTe  not  jet  been  in 
bed !"— for  her  ladjahip  vas  eompletdy  d.caMid, 
jost  as  die  was  when  I  had  parted  £rom  her  at 
about  half-past  ten  o'dodc 

"  I  most  hare  eaten  something  that  disagreed 
with  me^"  die  said :  "  bat  I  asnue  joa  that  the 
indiaposition  is  nov  past.     I  fed  mndi  better." 

■  T  ■ ;  :k  Terj  pale,  XiUa " 

iA,  EUen,  I  assure  joa  that  I  am 

r  -    ^  1!      Betom  to  joor  chamber,  my 

I  can  sa£el  J  prumise  not  to  distnb 


I 
bei. 


and  retntning  to  n^ 

Inimediatelj  npon 

I   :r     T   £;d  to  LilU's 

;    i.It.    Ifoan* 
■    :rf.  wb«nme- 


-.zAti 


part 


d-: 


bat  I  hare  erer  lored  ingenioaB  pieces  of  meefaaiw 
ism  of  the  deacriptum  to  vhieh  I  am  alloding. 

!nie  dancing  of  the  antomaton  peasants  waa 
wont  to  eontiniie  for  some  fisw  minates  after  the 
dock  had  finidird  striking:  and  diece  I  stood  ie> 
garding  them.  While  thus  oeo^ied,  my  eyes 
settled  open  a  enrioas  litde  bottle  which  stood 
dose  by  the  do^  and  which  I  did  not  remember 
to  have  ever  notieed  before.  It  vas  of  the  porest 
crystal,  exqnisitdy  cot,  and  endoeed  in  alittle web- 
like  framework  or  filigree,  of  silrer  beantifally 
chased;  and  dssre  was  a  cover  of  the  same  metal 
orer  the  glass  stopper.  The  phial,  whidi  was  bardy 
three  inches  in  height  was  half  fiiU  ofa  fliiid,dear 
and  eoloorles^  and  looking  indeed  like  the  porest 
water,  althoagh  I  had  no  doobt  that  it  was  in  re- 
afi^  some  dioiee  perfome.  In  a  wtxd,  the  ornament 
was  altogedier  so  beantifal  that  I  coold  not  hdp 
taking  it  19  to  inject  it  doaely — antil  sodden- 
ly  reeolleeting  tiiat  I  was  intmding  in  a  way  that 
m^fat  now  saroor  of  indiseretiaa,  I  replaced  the 
ornament  opon  the  mantd,  and  glaaeed  towards 
die  bed  to  see  if  LOla  was  stin  dec^ng.  Yes— she 
:  slnmbered  on  as  sweetiy  and  seroidy  as  before: 
'  the  doming  of  the  timepiece  had  not  distorbedhcr. 

I  ^'.Ided  forth  noisdesdy  from  the  room— doaed  the 
i   :  r  with  all  possible  gentlenem— and  retomed  to 

II  -  :  ^Tt!  chamber,  well  pleased  at  having  mtisfifd 
1^7  :  lat  Lady  Lilla  had  evidently  recovered 
;     -       7    indijp jsition   experimeed   daring  the 


■eatf4st.table,l  did  not 

: }  her  room  that 

iisry.      She  now 

1-:  'fiilad  not  to 

:-■  --;     5  the  night; 

-t;_i. ;-:,_-"    :_;    i..^ii    .:  r3:>aning  and 

rsss  iiad  caiied  me  from  mycooch  and  my 

iz:ber. 

'^■.■.''-.  breakfast  we  wsDced  together  in  the  gar- 
fir  an  hoar  or  two :  we  then  entered  the  par- 
::^i  :t  work  until  londieoD  tame.     After 
r rfreshmen^  we  ascended  to  our  le- 
ers to  dress  for  an  airing  in  the 
:oilei^  being  simile— as  I  was  in 
^:  soon  performed;  and  I  was  shoot 
die  room,  when  I  heard  hasty  fbot- 
u^b  of    steps  approaching  the  door,  at  which  some  one 

-;;  ;  j  ^  ImnAflii  in  >  qoigk  ami  eri-itpJ  m«nni»r-      I  imme- 

,  diatdy  answered  the  sommona ;  and  Lilla's  lady's- 
.    r^aid,   who  hxAed  Teiy  pale  and  agitated,  ex- 
>:::ed,  "For  heaven's  sake  come  qui^  Miss 
--.:-•'.     My  lady  is  in  a  dead  swoon!" 

:  f     :  to  IdlU's  chamber,  and  found  her  lying 

;    1    -^  r  bed,  slietched  oat  like  a  eorpee,  and  as 

It  subseqoently  appeared  that 

.2  the  midst  tX.  ha  t<Mlet^  she  had 

-^^■z^\  with  this  fit;  and  on  being 

:3  the  bed,  she  had  become 


L-c 


L.ir    L. 


.itile  salts  —  hartdion 

exdaimed  to  the  maid, 

'.i'.  in  bewilderment. 

-  .1:5  ran  for  the  siir« 


,  Swiss  loreiiead,— bar; 
7  part  pillows.  Then 
_;    -  .  i  eddasmarfofe; 


orders.     I 

::55  LilU's 

-  with 


SLL£K  PBRCr;    OB,  THE  MEMOIES   05    A»  ACTEBS3. 


85 


panied  by  another  female  domeBtic,  bringing  the 
restoratives  that  I  had  asked  for.  In  a  few  mi- 
nutes Lady  Lilla  began  to  show  signs  of  life ;  and 
she  gasped  painfully  as  the  lungs  resumed  their 
play, 

"  We  require  a  more  powerful  restorative !"  I 
exclaimed.  "This  vinegar  is  poor! — these  salts 
have  lost  their  pungency  !  Surely  there  must  be 
something  here  ?" 

I  sped  to  the  toilet-table ;  but  found  nothing 
that  I  thought  of  any  use. 

"  In  the  dressing-room  perhaps  ?"  I  cried,  now 
hastening  to  that  door  whence  I  had  seen  Lady 
Lilla  emerge  during  the  previous  night. 

"Dressing-room,  Miss?"  said  the  maid.  "That 
is  not  a  dressing-room." 

"  Then  what  is  it  ?"  1  asked,  in  astonishment ; 
and  my  fingers  grasped  the  handle. 

"  I  don't  know.  Miss,"  replied  the  maid.  "  I 
have  never  been  in  it." 

The  handle  had  already  turned  in  my  grasp : 
but  the  door  itself  was  locked— and  the  key  was 
not  in  it.  For  a  moment  I  was  smitten  with  pro- 
found surprise  at  the  singularity  of  the  young 
woman's  observation:  but  Lilla's  condition  was 
such  as  speedily  to  absorb  all  other  considerations. 
She  was  recovering,  it  is  true  :  but  I  saw  the  ne- 
cessity of  applying  strong  restoratives  in  order  to 
prevent  a  relapse  before  the  surgeon  should  arrive. 
I  should  here  observe  that  a  beautiful  little 
spaniel  of  the  King  Charles  breed,  and  which  was 
a  great  pet  with  her  ladyship,  had  found  its  way 
into  the  room;  and  with  that  peculiar  instinct 
with  which  dogs  are  inspired,  it  was  moaning  near 
the  foot  of  the  bed,  as  if  it  were  conscious  of  an 
approaching  death.  The  circumstance  alarmed 
me ;  and  I  saw  the  two  maids  exchange  ominous 
looks  as  if  they  thought  that  it  was  all  over  with 
their  mistress. 

"Oh,  for  some  powerful  restorative!"!  exclaim- 
ed; "some  strong  perfume — some  essence " 

"There's  lavender-water  and  there's  eau-de- 
Cologne  on  the  toilet- table,"  said  the  lady's-maid. 

"  Something  stronger  !"  I  ejaculated ;  and  my 
eyes  swept  around  the  chamber.  "  Ah !  I  wonder 
what  this  is  P" — and  I  snatched  up  the  bottle  in 
the  filigree  case  from  the  mantel. 

"  I  do  not  know  what  it  is,  Miss,"  responded 
the  maid.  "  I  do  not  remember  ever  to  have  seen 
it  there  before  to-day." 

"  It  is  some  strong  perfume,  I  have  no  doubt," 
I  said.  "  It  is  hermetically  fastened :  it  cannot 
possibly  have  lost  its  power  !" 

While  thus  speaking,  I  was  unscrewing  the 
silver  top  ;  but  this  was  by  no  means  an  easy  task 
•—for  it  fitted  very  tight,  and  did  not  appear  to 
have  been  recently  removed.  But  in  less  than  a 
minute  it  was  off;  and  then  I  endeavoured  to  take 
out  the  glass  stopper.  This  proceeding  was  equally 
difficult;  and  for  more  than  another  minute  I 
despaired  of  effecting  my  purpose.  Fortunately 
however  Lady  Lilla  was  now  rapidly  recovering. 
She  opened  her  eyes,  and  gazed  vacantly  around 
her.  At  that  instant  I  succeeded  in  extracting 
the  glass  stopper ;  and  I  was  on  the  very  point  of 
applying  the  bottle  to  Lady  Lilla's  nostrils,  when 
Bhe  seemed  to  give  a  sudden  and  violent  convulsive 
■tart,  so  that  by  the  quick  movement  of  her  arm 
•he  dashed  the  phial  from  my  hand. 

The  glass  was  shattered  to  pieces;  and  Lady 


Lilla    Essendine    fell    back    into   a  deep    swoon 
again. 

"  The  excitement  of  recovery  was  too  much  for 
her.  Miss !"  said  the  lady's-maid :  "  how  convul- 
sively she  tosses  her  arms  about !" 

I  now  hastened  to  apply  the  lavender-water 
and  the  eau-de-Cologne  which  I  had  previously  re- 
jected ;  and  in  a  few  minutes  Lilla  again  displayed 
signs  of  life.  Her  recovery  was  slow,  but  gradually 
sure ;  and  on  regaining  her  consciousness,  she  en- 
deavoured to  say  something  to  mo— for  her  lips 
moved  and  she  was  visibly  struggling  for  the  power 
of  utterance.  I  implored  her  to  be  tranquil :  me- 
thought  there  was  a  strange  wildness  now  succeed- 
ing the  vacancy  of  her  look  on  first  opening  her 
eyes  this  second  time — but  if  so,  it  quickly  passed 
away, 

"  A  thousand  thanks,  dear  Ellen,"  she  at  length 
feebly  murmured,  "for  your  kindness!  But  did 
I  dream  ?  or  was  there  something  broken  ?" 

"  I  deeply  regret,"  I  answered,  "  that  tho 
pretty  little  glass  ornament  should  have  been 
destroyed.     I  thought  it  contained   some  strong 

perfume But  the  silver  case  is  safe  !" 

"Yes,  yes — it  did  contain  perfume  !"  interjected 
Lilla.  "Never  mind  the  accident,  Ellen.  I  feel 
much  better  now:" — and  she  made  an  effort  to 
rise  from  her  couch. 

"  Bemain  here  a  little  longer,"  I  said :  then 
turning  to  the  domestic  who  had  accompanied  the 
lady's-maid  to  the  room,  I  bade  her  sweep  up  tho 
broken  glass;  for  I  had  just  accidentally  trodden 
upon  it,  while  picking  up  the  filigree  case :  and  I 
was  fearful  lest  it  might  cut  Lilla's  flesh  when  she 
should  descend  from  the  bed,  as  she  had  no  shoes 
on — only  the  white  silk  stockings  upon  her  exqui- 
sitely shaped  feet. 

The  command  was  immediately  obeyed  ;  and  the 
glass  was  swept  carefully  up.  Lilla  now  bade  the 
two  maids  retire,  as  she  wished  to  remain  alone 
with  me.  In  a  few  minutes  she  rose  and  sat  upon 
the  sofa.  I  gently  inquired  if  she  were  subject  to 
such  fits :  hut  she  assured  me  that  she  had  never 
experienced  one  before;  and  then  I  recollected 
that  the  maid  had  appeared  too  much  bewildered 
to  be  accustomed  to  scenes  of  this  kind.  I  again 
apologized  for  the  accident  in  respect  to  the  bottle : 
but  I  pointed  to  the  filigree  case  which  I  myself 
had  placed  upon  the  mantel,  and  assured  her  that 
it  was  uninjured.  She  begged  me  not  to  think 
any  more  of  the  occurrence,  for  that  it  was  a  trifle 
not  worth  an  apology.  In  a  few  minutes  tho 
lady's-maid  ascended  to  say  that  the  surgeon  had 
arrived :  but  Lady  Lilla  declined  to  see  him,  de- 
claring that  she  was  now  well  enough  to  dispense 
with  his  services.  She  thought  that  an  airing 
would  do  her  good ;  and  we  accordingly  descended 
to  the  carriage,  which  was  in  waiting. 

Her  ladyship  was  accustomed  to  take  the  pet 
dog  with  her  when  riding  out  into  the  country : 
but  on  reaching  the  hall,  we  observed  that  tho 
animal  was  not  following  as  usual.  I  now  remem- 
bered that  it  was  in  the  bed-chamber  during  her 
ladyship's  swoon ;  and  I  fancied  that  it  must  havo 
been  shut  in  there.  I  accordingly  volunteered  to 
run  up  and  fetch  the  little  spaniel  while  Lilla  en- 
tered the  carriage.  On  ascending  to  her  chamber, 
I  called  the  dog  ;  but  it  did  not  make  its  appear- 
ance. I  was  about  to  leave  tho  room,  when  my 
eye  caught  sight  of  sonvrtJiing  which  was  half  con- 


86 


ELXEN   PKRCT;    OB,   THE   MEMOIRS   OF   AN   ACTEESg. 


waJed  by  the  drapery  which  hung  around  th« 
hlitir  paurt  of  the  bed.  I  thruit  it  aside — and  b«- 
hM  the  poop  dog  lying  dead. 

A  snatched  it  up  to  satisfy  myself  that  life  WM 
indeed  esticct ;  and  on  finding  that  it  was  so,  I 
was  greatly  distressed ;  for  I  knew  what  a  fa- 
vourite the  little  animal  was  with  Latly  Lilla  Essen- 
dine.  Taking  it  with  me,  I  descended  the  stairs, 
and  showed  the  dead  animal  to  her  ladyship.  Al- 
though I  had  expected  that  she  would  be  much 
afflicted,  yet  I  certainly  was  not  prepared  for  so 
great  an  effect  as  that  which  the  incident  produced 
upon  her.  Her  naturally  pale  countenance  became 
60  deadly  white  that  methought  she  was  about  to 
swoon  again ;  and  for  several  moments  she  gasped 
as  if  battling  co-vnlsively  against  the  sensation  of 
returning  faintnt,■^.3.  I  quickly  gave  her  a  bottle 
of  volatile  salts,  which  I  had  brought  with  me  as  a 
precaution;  and  it  suddenly  seemed  to  revive  her. 
She  however  insisted  on  seeing  the  poor  dog  buried 
under  a  rose-tree  in  the  garden  before  we  set  out 
for  our  drive ;  and  this  was  speedily  accomplished 
by  the  footman. 

Tor  the  remainder  of  that  day  Lady  Lilla  con- 
tinued dull  and  languid ;  and  when  night  came  I 
begged  that  she  would  permit  me  to  sleep  with  her, 
or  that  she  would  allow  her  maid  to  occupy  the 
sofa  in  the  room.  But  she  would  not  accede  to 
cither  of  these  requests,  and  all  I  could  elicit  from 
her  was  a  promise  that  she  would  not  hesitate  to 
call  me  if  she  felt  the  least  indisposed  during  the 
night. 

When  alone  in  my  own  chamber,  I  remembered 
for  the  first  time  since  the  occurrencfe  of  the  inci- 
dents, that  strange  answer  which  the  lady's-maid 
had  given  me  in  respect  to  the  place  adjoining  her 
mistress's  chamber,  and  which  I  had  until  then 
fancied  to  be  a  dressing-room.  As  I  have  already 
said,  I  had  on  a  few  previous  occasions  been  in 
Lady  Lilla's  chamber,  but  never  in  that  little  inner 
room :  nor  did  I  recollect  that  I  had  ever  once 
seen  the  door  open  except  during  the  preceding 
night  when  LiUa  emerged  thence.  But  then  I  had 
not  so  much  as  caught  a  glimpse  of  the  interior  of 
that  room,  for  she  had  immediately  closed  the  door 
behind  her.  Without  being  at  all  prone  to  attach 
undue  importance  to  events  that  might  be  trivial, 
nor  to  envelope  them  in  a  mystery  suitable  only 
for  the  pages  of  a  romance, — I  nevertheless  could 
not  help  thinking  that  there  was  something  strange 
in  the  fact  that  Lilla's  own  maid  should  not  have 
access  to  a  place  that  would  at  least  want  occa- 
sional sweeping  and  cleansing,  even  though  it  was 
without  an  article  of  furniture.  I  have  spoken  of 
it  as  a  little  room,  because  by  the  configuration  of 
the  house  and  the  position  of  the  adjacent  chambers 
(Lilla's  and  the  spare  bed-room)  I  could  form  a 
tolerably  accurate  idea  of  its  dimensions.  It  was  on 
the  side  of  the  house,  and  had  a  window  at  which 
I  remembered  to  have  observed  from  the  outside 
that  there  were  red  curtains  with  broad  yellow 
binding.  With  such  handsome  draperies  it  was 
scarcely  to  be  supposed  that  the  little  room  was 
otherwise  unfurnished ;  and  therefore  if  it  were 
furnished,  did  it  not  require  the  occasional  care  of 
a  domestic  P 

These  questions  I  asked  myself;  and  trivial 
though  they  may  seem,  they  nevertheless  bewil- 
dered me.  I  liked  Lady  Lilla — I  may  say  that  I 
loved  her ;  for  she  was  a  sister  in  her  kindness  to- 


wards me.  How  I  hated,  therefore,  all  these  myi- 
teries,  great  or  insignifioant,  which  at  crery  point 
appeared  to  invest  the  circamstanoes  attending 
her!  But  still  I  thought  to  myself  I  was  foolish 
to  attach  such  importance  to  this  new  mystery  of 
the  room  which  always  remained  locked  :  for  who 
could  tell  but  that  the  solution  thereof,  if  known 
to  me,  would  be  as  simple  as  that  of  the  riddle 
which  puzzles  one  for  a  moment,  but  which  when 
solved,  makes  one  almost  angry  with  one's-self  for 
not  having  guessed  itP  Perhaps  that  room  was  a 
sort  of  sanctum  where  Lilla  kept  valuable  jewels  or 
family  relics,  which  she  did  not  choose  to  be  inter- 
fered with  or  inspected  by  her  servants  P  Still  my 
curiosity  was  piqued;  and  while  again  wishing 
that  no  mystery  of  any  kind  attached  itself  to  a 
being  in  whom  I  felt  so  deep  an  interest,  I  sank 
into  slumber. 

A  week  passed  without  any  incident  worthy  of 
the  slightest  note ;  and  during  this  interval  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine  recovered  her  wonted  health  and 
spirits.  But  before  I  continue  the  thread  of  my 
narrative,  I  should  remark  that  we  had  discoursed 
together  on  the  death  of  the  favourite  little  dog; 
and  Lilla  expressed  her  belief  that  the  instinct  of 
the  faithful  animal  had  made  it  aware  that  she  was 
in  a  very  dangerous  state  at  the  time,  and  that  it 
had  died  of  sheer  grief.  She  opened  a  volume  of 
natural  history  to  illustrate  her  argument  by  seve- 
ral extraordinary  instances  of  canine  fidelity ;  and 
I  therefore  arrived  at  the  same  conclusion  as  that 
which  she  had  already  formed. 

I  have  said  that  a  week  passed  since  her  lady- 
ship's illness;  and  during  this  period  I  called  upon 
the  Normans,  who  had  received  fresh  letters  from 
Juliet.  .  There  was  likewise  one  for  me;  and  the 
tenour  of  all  of  them  argued  most  favourably  for  a 
belief  in  her  perfect  happiness.  I  called  likewise 
upon  Melissa  Harrison,  whose  health  was  by  this 
time  somewhat  improved, — though  she  despaired 
of  complete  recovery ;  and  she  was  forbidden  the 
hope  of  returning  to  the  stage.  I  compelled  her 
to  accept  pecuniary  succour  from  me ;  and  nothing 
could  exceed  the  gratitude  of  the  unfortunate 
young  woman. 

The  incident  which  I  am  about  to  relate,  oc 
curred  during  the  night  of  the  day  following  my 
visit  to  Miss  Harrison.  Lilla  and  I  had  dined 
alone  together;  and  a  little  before  eleven  o'clock 
we  retired  to  our  respective  chambers.  I  soon  fell 
■asleep  ;  and  my  slumber,  as  it  subsequently  trans- 
pired, had  lasted  about  two  hours  when  I  was 
startled  up  by  that  alarm  which  next  to  the  cry  of 
"  Murder !"  is  the  most  terrible  ot  all  cries : 
namely,  that  of  "  Fire  !"  For  a  moment  I  thought 
it  must  be  merely  a  v«-ild  dream :  but  the  next  in- 
stant that  hope  was  banished ;  for  there  was  the 
quick  rush  of  footsteps  overhead— and  the  voice  of 
the  lady's-maid  was  shrieking  forth  the  dire  alarm 
upon  the  landing.  I  rushed  from  my  chamber ; 
and  at  the  same  moment  Lady  Lilla  Essendine 
made  her  appearance  on  the  other  side.  The  ter- 
rible truth  was  quickly  ascertained ;  the  draperies 
of  the  lady's-maid's  bed  were  in  a  blaze :  the  foolish 
young  woman  had  been  reading  by  candle-light— 
and  had  fallen  asleep,  only  to  awake  to  find  her 
room  in  a  conflagration  ! 

The  men-servants,  having  huddled  on  a  few 
clothes,  rushed  to  the  burning  chamber  in  the 
hope  of  extinguishing  the  fire :  but  they  quickly 


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announced  that  the  attempt  would  be  vain — for 
that  the  flames  had  caught  the  ceiling.  It  there- 
fore became  necessary  for  every  one  to  think  of 
safety  ;  and  never  perhaps  in  all  my  life  were  my 
own  garments  more  expeditiously  put  on.  The 
same  was  the  case  with  Lady  Lilla  Essendine,  as 
well  as  with  the  other  inmates  of  the  house;  and 
then  began  a  scene  of  indescribable  bustle,  not  un- 
mingled  with  confusion.  I  rushed  down  into 
the  garden,  with  my  writing  desk  containing  my 
jewels :  Lady  Lilla  had  also  possessed  herself  of 
her  own  valuables  of  the  same  description.  One 
of  the  men-servants  had  rushed  off  to  fetch  the 
nearest  fire-engine  :  the  other  was  busily  employed 
in  getting  the  horses  and  carriages  out  of  the 
stables.  The  female  servants  were  bringing  forth 
all  portable  articles  of  furniture,  ornaments, 
nick-naeks,  and  plate,  from  the  ground-floor  apart- 
ments. Two  or  three  policemen  were  speedily 
upon  the  spot ;  and  they  rendered  most  efBcient 
assistancfe  in  carrying  out  the  furniture  upon  the 
lawn. 

The  upper  part  of  the  house  was  speedily  in  a 
blaze ;  and  it  was  a  considerable  time  before  the 
fire-engines  arrived.  Many  gentlemen  from  the 
villas  in  the  neighbourhood  came  to  the  spot ;  and 
we  received  the  kindest  offers  of  hospitality.  As 
for  the  maid  who  was  the  cause  of  the  accident, 
she  was  a  prey  to  so  wild  a  grief  that  she  could 
scarcely  assist  in  bringing  out  such  articles  as  it 
was  possible  to  save. 

When  the  engines  came  they  began  playing 
vigorously  upon  the  conflagration;  for  as  there 
was  a  well  in  the  coach-house  an  ample  supply  of 
water  was  afforded.  The  wind  was  in  such  a 
direction  that  the  flames  were  carried  chiefly  to- 
wards the  point  where  my  chamber  had  been 
situated, — though  Lady  Lilla's  was  also  on  fire. 
But  still  it  was  the  first-mentioned  part  of  the 
dwelling  which  suffered  first,  and  likewise  most 
— as  will  presently  be  made  apparent.  Her  lady- 
ship, I  should  observe,  displayed  the  utmost  pre- 
sence of  mind ;  and  we  both  of  us  helped  in  re- 
moving the  articles  in  the  ground-floor  rooms, 
until  the  fire  spreading  thither  rendered  it  im- 
possible to  return  into  the  devoted  edifice. 

Several  of  those  neighbours— who,  as  I  have 
already  said,  made  their  appearance  upon  the  spot 
—pressed  her  ladyship  and  me  to  retire  from  the 
scene  and  seek  refuge  in  one  of  their  houses.  But 
the  autumnal  night  was  not  cold  enough  to  compel 
us  to  follow  this  counsel ;  and  as  Lady  Lilla  per- 
sisted in  remaining  in  the  garden  to  see  the  issue 
of  the  calamity,  I  of  course  kept  her  company. 
Three  engines  had  arrived:  but  they  came  too  late 
to  save  the  villa  from  an  almost  complete  destruc- 
tion. For  two  hours  did  the  conflagration  last — 
the  flames  during  the  second  hour  battling  as  it 
were  against  the  jets  of  water  for  the  mastery. 
The  fire  spread  to  all  the  outhouses ;  and  at  one 
time  the  heat  was  so  intense  that  the  lookers-on 
were  compelled  to  retire  to  a  considerable  distance. 
At  length  the  devouring  element  was  subdued  in 
every  point  except  in  Lilla's  own  chamber  and  the 
room  above  it,  from  the  windows  of  which  the 
lambent  fire  was  still  gushing  forth.  All  of  a 
sudden  there  was  a  tremendous  crash :  a  dense 
volume  of  black  smoke  rolled  upward:  the  roof 
had  fallen  in — the  fire  was  crushed.  The  engines 
however  continued  to  play  for  some  little  while 


longer  upon  the  ruined  building,  until  the  firemen 
were  satisfied  that  their  labours  were  no  longer 
necessary. 

It  was  too  dark  for  us  to  discern  the  full  extent 
of  the  damage  wrought ;  and  now  Lady  Lilla  no 
longer  refused  the  proposal  that  we  should  take 
refuge  elsewhere.  Several  offers  of  hospitality 
were  made  us,  as  I  have  already  stated :  but  her 
ladyship  selected  that  of  the  gentleman  to  whom 
the  nearest  villa  belonged;— and  thither  we  re- 
paired. Without  entering  into  any  unnecessary 
particulars,  suffice  it  to  say  that  by  this  gentleman 
and  his  wife  (an  elderly  couple  without  any  family) 
we  were  treated  with  the  utmost  kindness;  and 
accommodation  was  likewise  afforded  to  her  lady- 
ship's three  female  domestics, — the  men-servants 
proceeding  with  the  horses  to  the  York  and  Albany 
Tavern  at  Camden  Town, 

Although  I  retired  to  rest,  I  could  not  close  my 
eyes  in  slumber,  so  great  was  the  excitement  which 
I  experienced.  Therefore,  having  for  some  three 
or  four  hours  tossed  sleeplossly  upon  my  pillow,  I 
rose  and  dressed  myself.  The  house  where  we  had 
found  such  hospitable  refuge,  was  only  about  two 
hundred  yards  from  Claremont  Villa ;  and  I  issued 
forth  to  visit  the  ruins.  Thinking  that  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  had  nut  as  yet  left  the  chamber  which 
had  been  assigned  to  her,  I  did  not  inquire  for  her 
—but  proceeded  alone  to  our  recent  habitation, 
A  police- officer  was  there  in  charge  of  the  nume- 
rous articles  of  furniture  which  had  remained 
upon  the  lawn  ;  and  the  gardener  was  contemplat- 
ing the  spectacle  of  the  ruins  with  a  rueful  coun- 
tenance, I  beheld  no  other  persons :  but  the  gar- 
dener hastened  to  inform  me  that  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  had  just  passed  in  amidst  the  scene  of 
devastation. 

I  sped  to  join  her — and  quickly  crossed  the 
threshold  of  the  doorway,  from  which  the  door 
itself  had  been  burnt  down.  The  outer  walls 
were  standing — some  of  the  partition  walls  like- 
wise :  but  the  greater  portion  of  the  floors  and 
roof  were  consumed  or  had  fallen  in.  Nearly 
every  window  was  burnt  out :  and  I  could  not  help 
shedding  tears  at  this  first  glance  at  the  wreck 
and  skeleton  of  a  dwelling  which  a  few  hours  back 
was  so  elegant  and  perfect  in  all  its  appointments. 
I  may  here  observe  that  Lady  Lilla's  furniture 
was  insured  to  its  full  value :  the  house  was  a  hired 
one,  and  likewise  insured;  so  that  in  a  pecuniary 
sense  her  ladyship  had  no  reason  to  apprehend 
any  loss. 

I  entered  amongst  the  ruins,  and  speedily  dis- 
covered Lilla.  She  was  standing  in  the  midst  of 
a  ground-floor  apartment  which  had  served  as  the 
dining-room,  and  precisely  above  which  her  own 
chamber  had  been  situated.  She  was  motionless 
as  a  statue,  gazing  upward  through  a  vast  aper- 
ture in  what  had  been  the  ceiling  of  the  diniug- 
room  and  consequently  the  floor  of  the  bed- 
chamber. She  did  not  immediately  become  aware 
of  my  presence  ;  and  I  mechanically  looked  up  in 
the  same  direction  towards  which  her  own  eyes 
were  raised,  I  could  scarcely  repress  an  ejacula- 
tion when  all  in  a  moment  the  mystery  of  that 
little  room  which  had  joined  her  own  chamber 
was  revealed.  For  the  door  had  been  burnt  out 
of  its  setting;  the-floor  in  the  immediate  vicinage 
existed  no  longer  ;  and  a  large  portion  of  the  wall 
of  the  inner  room  itself  bad  fallen.      Everything 


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ElLEir  PEECT  ;   OB,  THE   MEMOIKS  OP   AH   ACT*a9«. 


ia  that  room  could  be  distinctly  discerned ;  the 
devouring  element  had  exposed  that  which  my 
own  conjectures  never  could  have  fathomed  if  I 
had  lived  for  a  thousand  years ! 

That  little  room  concerning  which  I  had  so  be- 
wildered myself  with  surmises,  had  been  elegantly 
fitted  up  as  an  oratory,  or  private  chapel,  with  all 
the  appurtenances  suitable  to  the  Boman  Catholic 
faith.  There  was  an  altar,  surmounted  by  a 
crucifix  :  there  were  tall  silver  candlesticks— but 
the  candles  that  were  in  them  (if  any  at  the  time) 
had  as  a  matter  of  course  melted  away  by  the 
heat  of  the  fire.  In  front  of  the  altar  there  was  a 
footstool  of  crimson  velvet ;  and  a  rosary  was  sus- 
pended against  the  wall.  There  had  evidently 
been  several  small  pictures  in  that  room :  for  the 
frames  were  still  hanging  there,  though  the  canvass 
was  scorched  out  of  them.  The  flames  themselves 
had  however  scarcely  touched  the  interior  of  the 
little  chapel — as  was  evident  from  the  state  of  pre- 
servation in  which  were  the  appointments  that  I 
have  enumerated. 

My  surprise  was  great ;  though  the  solution  of 
the  mystery  relative  to  that  little  room  was,  after 
all,  simple  enough.  I  knew  that  Lilla  was  a 
Eoman  Catholic  :  but  I  could  not  possibly  have 
suspected  her  to  be  such  a  devotee  to  her  creed  as 
to  h  ive  a  private  oratory  in  her  dwelling  for  her 
own  special  devotions.  At  the  same  time  it  was  a 
circumstance  which  made  me  think  all  the  better 
of  her  :  for  though  myself  a  Protestant,  yet  I 
could  not  do  otherwise  than  respect  the  strong 
religious  feeling  conscientiously  experienced  by 
another. 

For  some  minutes  did  I  gaze  up  at  that  oratory 
which  the  conflagration  had  laid  bare  rather  than 
destroyed,  and  which  indeed  the  flames  had  spared 
more  than  any  other  portion  of  the  building.  Her 
ladyship  at  length  became  aware  of  my  presence ; 
and  she  started  on  perceiving  ine.  But  the  next 
instant  she  took  my  hand  with  her  usual  kindness, 
— saying,  "  You  have  come,  like  me,  my  dear  Ellen, 
to  gaze  upon  the  ruins  of  that  which  was  so  re- 
cently a  pleasurable  dwelling !" 

"  I  did  not  know  that  you  were  here,"  I  an- 
Bwered  somewhat  confusedly;  "or  else  I  should 
not  have  intruded " 

"It  is  no  intrusion,  my  dear  friend,"  she  re- 
sponded :  and  then  with  a  look  of  solemn  awe, 
and  even  methought  with  a  species  of  vague  terror, 
she  added,  "  Look !  the  fire  has  spared  that  place 
of  private  worship.  Is  it  not  miraculous?  is  it 
not  a  sign——" 

But  she  stopped  short;  and  I  gave  no  answer. 
I  did  not  choose  to  ofiend  her  prejudices  or  wound 
her  religious  feelings  by  explaining  that  what  she 
regarded  as  a  preternatural  marvel  was  nothing 
more  than  the  result  of  accident — the  wind  havinj 
blown  in  a  particular  direction,  and  thus  spared 
that  end  of  the  building  until  it  was  not  too  late 
for  the  fire-engines  to  rescue  the  interior  of  the 
oratory  from  complete  destruction. 

"  You  must  not  think,  Ellen,"  continued  Lady 
Lilla,  who  during  a  brief  interval  of  pensiveness 
did  not  seem  to  notice  that  I  had  given  no  answer 
to  her  previous  observation—"  you  must  not  think, 
Ellen,  that  I  am  ashamed  of  the  creed  in  which 
I  have  been  brought  up  and  to  which  I  cling:  but 
even  in  this  most  enlightened  country  there  are 
prejudices— and  if  it  were  known  that  contiguous 


to  my  own  sleeping-chamber  I  had  a  place  of 
worship  thus  fitted  up  "—and  she  glanced  towards 
the  oratory — "  the  servants  would  make  it  a  sub- 
ject for  their  idle  gossip— the  neighbours  would 
talk  ■■  In  a  word,  Ellen,"  added  Lilla,  hastily, 
"  you  must  agree  with  me  that  it  waa  better  to 
have  maintained  all  that  privacy  1" 

I  was  spared  the  necessity  of  giving  any  an- 
swer, as  well  as  the  embarrassment  of  remaining 
silent,  by  the  appearance  of  the  gardener  amongsc 
the  ruins :  but  upon  observing  us  both  together, 
and  fancying  that  we  were  in  earnest  discourse, 
the  man  was  about  to  retire.  Lady  Lilla  however 
bade  him  remain ;  and  she  ftt  once  proceeded  to 
issue  certain  orders. 

"  Procure  a  ladder  and  a  trunk  without  delay," 
she  said :  "  place  in  the  trunk  whatsoever  articles 
you  consider  to  be  worth  saving  :" — and  she 
pointed  towards  the  oratory.  "  The  table  which 
is  covered  by  the  cloth" — thus  alluding  to  the 
little  altar—"  you  can  likewise  bring  down.  Do 
all  this  immediately ;  and — and — it  is  by  no  means 
necessary  to  gossip  amongst  your  companions  con- 
cerning these  things." 

Thus  speaking.  Lady  Lilla  placed  a  sovereign 
in  the  gardener's  hand ;  and  we  quitted  the  ruins 
of  Clare  mont  Villa. 

It  happened  that  in  the  very  same  neighbour- 
hood a  newly-built,  commodious,  and  pleasantly 
situated  house  was  to  let;  and  in  the  course  of 
that  day  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  took  the  lease  of  it. 
Instructions  were  at  once  given  to  her  upholsterer ; 
and  in  the  evening  of  the  third  day  after  the  con- 
flagration  of  one  dwelling  we  partook  of  our  first 
dinner  in  another.  I  had  at  the  outset  offered  to 
return  to  Hunter  Street,  for  fear  lest  my  presence 
should  be  embarrassing  to  her  ladyship  in  making 
her  new  arrangements:  but  she  had  begged  me  to 
remain  with  her  ;  and  the  worthy  couple  who  had 
aflbrded  us  an  asylum,  overwhelmed  us  with  as- 
surances that  they  were  only  too  glad  of  our  com- 
pany to  be  anxious  to  part  from  us.  I  had  there- 
fore remained,  as  I  have  said,  in  her  ladyship's 
company ;  and  on  removing  with  her  to  the  new 
home,  I  rendered  all  possible  assistance  in  placing 
the  house  in  proper  order. 


CHAPTEE     XVIII. 

THB  BBUIB-TAKBB. 

A  POETSIGHX  passed  after  Lilla's  installation  in 
her  new  residence ;  and  I  was  now  to  bid  her  fare- 
well. Juliet  had  returned  to  Hunter  Street,  the 
Continental  trip  with  her  husband  being  over; 
and  according  to  previous  arrangement,  as  I  have 
already  informed  the  reader,  she  still  passed  as 
Miss  Norman  instead  of  adopting  her  title  of  Lady 
Frederick  Bavenscliffe. 

I  took  an  affectionate  leave  of  Lilla,  promising 
to  visit  her  again  shortly ;  and  on  reaching  my 
home— as  I  considered  the  Iformans'  house  to  be— 
I  was  delighted  to  find  Juliet  in  the  best  possible 
spirits,  and  also  looking  most  superbly  handsome, 
with  the  glow  of  health  and  happiness  on  her 
cheeks.  The  separation  from  Lord  Frederick  wat 
compensated  for  by  the  pleasing  novelty  of  finding 
herself  once  again  beneath  the  paternal  roof;  and 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OB,   THE  MEMOIRS  OF   AN  ACTEESS, 


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besidcB,  it  was  agreed  that  the  young  nobleman 
should  visit  her  as  often  as  prudence  would  permit. 
"When  we  were  alone  together,  she  assured  me  that 
nothing  could  exceed  the  affectionate  tenderness 
and  devoted  love  with  which  Lord  Frederick  had 
treated  her  ;  she  had  every  proof  of  his  amiable 
disposition  and  goodness  of  heart;  and  with  all  the 
gushing  enthusiasm  of  her  soul's  most  impassioned 
feelings,  she  sketched  forth  plans  for  the  future, 
and  spoke  in  rapturous  prophecy  of  the  unalloyed 
bliss  that  would  be  her's  when  the  time  should 
come  that  the  marriage  might  be  proclaimed  to  the 
world. 

Another  week  was  yet  to  elapse  before  the  date 
at  which  I  had  undertaken  to  make  my  reappear- 
ance upon  the  boards;  and  in  the  meanwhile  Mr. 
Eichards,  with  the  true  enterprising  spirit  of  a 
manager,  had  purveyed  other  attractions  for  the 
public.  Amongst  these — or  indeed,  I  ought  to 
baj,  the  principal  one  consisted  of  an  exhibition 
Jfo.  12.— Ellex  Peect. 


of  wild  beasts  in  the  care  of  a  brute-tamer.  The 
brute-tamer  called  himself  Captain  Chalmers  of 
the  Bengal  Native  Cavalry ;  and  he  had  published 
a  book  crowded  with  the  most  wonderful  exploits 
and  adventures  in  respect  to  wild  beasts,  enormous 
serpents,  alligators,  and  crocodiles.  Of  all  theso 
startling  narratives  he  himself  was  the  hero;  and, 
according  to  bis  own  account,  no  human  life  bad 
ever  passed  scathless  through  so  many  hideous 
perils  and  horrible  dangers  as  his  own.  How 
often  had  he  escaped  from  the  fangs  of  ravenous 
tigers  or  from  the  coils  of  monstrous  snakes  in  the 
jungles  of  Hindostan !  To  how  slender  a  thread 
had  his  existence  frequently  hung  when  menaced 
by  huge  anacondas  amidst  the  luxuriant  foliage  of 
Ceylon! — what  frightful  nocturnal  adventures  had 
he  experienced  with  black  panthers  in  Java  1  — 
and  how  desperate  were  the  combats  which  he  had 
waged  with  lions  at  the  Cape  of  Good  Hope !  Oa 
the  banks   of  the  Nile  his  agility  in  circuitous 


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BIXEK  PEECT  ;  OB,   XHE  MEMOIES  OF  JlN  ACXEE8S. 


running,  or  else  his  wondrous  skill  in  aiming  with 
the  rifle  at  so  small  an  object  as  a  crocodile's  eje, 
had  saved  him  over  and  over  again  from  affording 
a  meal  to  the  rapacious  reptiles  of  that  species; 
and  in  the  backwoods  of  America  he  had  led  huge 
shaggy  bears  such  a  dance  up  and  down  trees  that 
he  had  well  wearied  them  out  before  he  ended  the 
sport  by  means  of  the  trusty  rifle  which  had  so 
often  stood  him  in  good  stead.  In  a  word,  the 
volume  which  he  had  published,  and  of  which  his 
bookseller  had  sold  many  thousands,  was  well  cal- 
culated to  throw  the  startling  adventures  of  that 
veracious  nobleman,  Baron  Munchausen,  completely 
into  the  shade. 

All  this  did  very  well  for  the  public ;  and  Mr. 
Eichards,  the  lessee,  was  rewarded  by  crowded 
houses  for  the  enterprising  spirit  which  had  in- 
duced him  to  engage  the  services  of  Captain  Chal- 
mers. Beneath  the  surface,  however,  there  were 
some  little  secrets  which  were  known  to  Mr. 
Eichards— and  which  Mr.  Eichards  whispered  over 
a  confidential  glass  of  port  to  Mr.  Norman— and 
which  Mr.  Norman  mentioned  in  an  equally  con- 
fidential way  within  the  range  of  his  own  family 
circle.  Truth  therefore  compels  me  to  add  that 
Captain  Chalmers  was  no  captain  at  all,  and  that 
in  former  times  he  had  passed  under  other  names, 
so  that  it  was  not  a  very  easy  matter  to  determine 
which  was  his  proper  one.  As  for  his  marvellous 
adventures,  they  had  existed  only  in  the  imagina- 
tion of  some  poor  author  who  for  the  sum  of  fif- 
teen pounds  sterling  had  compiled  the  book  in  the 
reading-room  of  the  British  Museum.  That  Cap- 
tain Chalmers — as  I  must  continue  to  call  him — 
was  however  a  famous  brute-tamer  was  an  un- 
doubted fact ;  and  that  he  ventured  into  the  cage 
containing  ten  or  a  dozen  beasts  of  the  savage 
kind,  was  a  feat  witnessed  nightly  by  crowded 
houses. 

On  the  last  evening  of  the  Captain's  engagement 
at  the  theatre,  I  agreed  to  accompany  Juliet  —who, 
as  the  reader  will  recollect,  had  retired  from  the 
stage  previous  to  her  union  with  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were  engaged 
to  appear  in  the  piece  that  was  expressly  written 
for  the  introduction  of  the  famous  brute-tamer ; 
and  they  therefore  could  not  join  us  in  the  stage 
box  which  Mr.  Eichards  had  placed  at  our  dis- 
posal. Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  however  ac- 
companied us;  and  on  taking  our  seats  in  the 
box,  we  found  that  the  house  was  as  well  filled  as 
on  the  nights  of  my  own  performance.  But  my 
pride  was  not  at  all  wounded  by  this  circumstance : 
for  my  own  good  sense  told  me  that  the  theatrioal- 
going  public,  as  well  as  the  individual,  must  have 
a  variety  of  pleasures,  and  that  it  is  in  this  very 
variety  the  chief  enjoyment  of  them  consists. 
Nevertheless,  I  have  seen  actors  and  actresses— 
the  most  eminent  of  their  profession — who  have 
felt  themselves  bitterly  galled  and  even  been  ready 
to  weep  like  children,  at  finding  that  wild  beasts, 
or  horsemanship,  or  exhibitions  of  dwarfs  or 
giants,  have  drawn  houses  as  good  as  their  own 
performance.  But  on  these  and  other  theatrical 
subjects  I  may  perhaps  have  more  to  say  in  the 
progress  of  my  narrative. 

In  due  course  the  scene  arrived  in  which  Cap- 
tain  Chalmers  was  to  appear  with  his  tamed 
beasts.  "When  the  curtain  drew  up,  it  disclosed  a 
cage  of  considerable  dimensions,  standing  upon  the 


stage.  It  had  stout  iron  bars,  and  appeared  strong 
enough  to  serve  as  the  prison-house  for  the  ani- 
mals it  contained.  These  consisted  of  a  tiger,  a 
bear,  a  hyena,  a  lion,  and  six  or  seven  other 
beasts  the  names  of  which  I  have  forgotten.  The 
Captain  himself  was  a  singular-looking  man,  and 
far  from  prepossessing.  He  had  a  bullet-shaped 
head,  with  a  stock  of  black  hair  which  gave  him 
the  effect  of  wearing  a  wig.  His  form  was  mus- 
cular and  well-knit ;  and  his  countenance  ap- 
peared to  have  an  expression  of  the  most  reso- 
lute firmness.  His  principal  garment  was  a  close- 
fitting  doublet,  or  jerkin:  his  arms  were  bare; 
and  by  their  size  seemed  to  be  very  powerful.  I 
should  add  that  he  wore  a  short  dagger  in  his 
belt. 

I  need  not  enter  into  any  particular  details  to 
describe  by  what  dramatic  fiction  the  brute-tamer 
was  introduced  upon  the  scene.  Sufiioe  it  to  say 
that  it  was  an  oriental  piece,  the  imagination 
being  led  to  suppose  that  the  adventures  passed  in 
India,  where  an  English  ofiicer,  represented  by 
Captain  Chalmers,  was  audacious  enough  to  aspire 
to  the  hand  of  a  great  Eajah's  daughter.  This 
Eajah  swore  that  the  daring  suitor  should  become 
food  for  his  wild  beasts ;  but  he  was  also  led  to 
vow  that  if  by  any  happy  chance  the  hero  passed 
unscathed  through  the  dread  ordeal,  his  hopes 
should  be  crowned  with  bliss.  Such  was  tLe 
leading  incident  of  the  drama  which  was  to  intro- 
duce Captain  Chalmers  into  the  cage  in  the  pre- 
sence of  the  spectators.  Although  I  knew  that 
the  exhibitor  had  over  and  over  again  entered 
that  cage,  yet  I  confess  that  when  I  beheld 
the  beasts  protruding  their  terrific  claws  through 
the  bars,  or  yawning  and  displaying  their 
tremendous  teeth,  a  cold  sense  of  apprehension 
crept  over  me.  There  was  a  somewhat  lengthy 
dialogue  between  the  hero  and  the  Eajah 
previous  to  the  introduction  into  the  cage ;  and 
during  this  interval  some  of  the  animals  either 
frolicked  or  quarrelled  with  each  other— I  could 
not  precisely  comprehend  which ;  but  if  it  were 
merely  play,  it  was  certainly  a  very  rough  game. 
For  they  not  merely  indulged  in  mutual  snarls  and 
bowls — but  they  clawed  and  snapped  at  each  othir 
— they  flew  round  and  round  the  cage — then  one 
sprang  upon  another,  threw  him  down,  and  strode 
over  him,  while  their  mouths  were  brought  into 
what  appeared  to  be  a  very  savage  contact.  Juliet 
was  frightened  as  well  as  myself:  but  Lord  Fre- 
derick Eavenscliffe  assured  us  that  it  was  only  the 
play  of  those  animals. 

At  length  the  moment  came  when  Captain 
Chalmers  was  to  enter  the  cage ;  and  it  was  with 
lightning  rapidity  that  he  suddenly  opened  the  iron 
gate  at  the  back,  which  was  instantaneously  closed 
behind  him  with  a  clashing  din.  Folding  his  arms 
across  his  chest,  he  immediately  assumed  the  atti- 
tude of  triumph  and  domination  :  his  features  were 
fixed  in  rigid  sternness :  his  dark  piercing  eyes 
glanced  quickly  at  each  animal  in  rapid  succession, 
as  if  to  overawe  them  all.  The  lion  lay  down 
heavily,  and  gave  a  tremendous  gape,  which  showed 
a  mouth  large  enough  to  take  in  the  head  of  his 
master :  the  bear  stood  up  on  his  hind  legs,  grasp- 
ing the  bars  with  his  fore-paws,  and  looking  at  the 
crowds  in  front  of  the  footlights:  the  hyena 
walked  rapidly  to  and  fro,  rubbing  himself  against 
the  bars,  but  with  his  head  slightly  inclined  more 


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than  its  natural  carriage  was,  as  if  partially  cowed 
by  the  presence  of  the  brute-tamer.  The  animals 
which  I  have  omitted  to  name,  crouched  down  in 
the  corners  of  the  cage :  but  the  tiger  circled  about 
the  captain,  with  methought  a  mingled  cat-like 
stealthiness  and  subdued  malignity. 

This  tiger  was  a  splendid  animal  from  the 
jungles  of  Bengal:  ho  was  larger  than  any  I  had 
seen  in  the  Zoological  Gardens  or  in  travelling 
menageries.  He  was  beautifully  striped ;  and 
every  time  his  eyes  caught  the  glare  of  the  foot- 
lights, I  beheld  them  gleam  with  their  bright 
yellow  pupils  in  a  half  reptile-like,  half  cat-like 
manner.  As  he  paced  round  and  round,  the  velvet 
balls  of  his  paws  scarcely  made  any  sound  upon 
the  plank-floor  of  the  cage :  the  lower  part  of  the 
feet  bent  as  if  beneath  the  weight  of  the  body 
which  they  had  to  sustain;  and  the  movement  of 
the  animal  was  undulatory,  so  to  speak,  in  every 
pai-t  of  body  and  limbs.  There  was  something 
horrible  in  the  very  elasticity  and  suppleness  of 
that  brute:  for  it  seemed  as  if  with  only  the 
slightest  effort  it  could  suddenly  dart  at  that  ad- 
venturous man  who  was  standing  there,  in  the 
middle  of  the  cage,  just  as  a  serpent  flings  itself 
forth  from  its  coils. 

Por  two  or  three  minutes  did  the  brute-tamer 
thus  remain  stationary,  but  having  eyes  as  it  were 
for  each  of  the  other  occupants  of  that  cage.  The 
noble  lion  appeared  to  be  calmly  indifferent  to  his 
presence  :  indeed  he  yawned,  and  gaped,  and 
blinked — now  putting  his  head  between  his  paws 
— then  slowly  raising  it  to  gape  again,  as  if  even 
unconscious  that  his  master  was  there.  The  bear 
seemed  equally  ignorant  of  the  fact — but  more 
stolidly  so :  the  hyena,  on  the  contrary,  evidently 
liked  it  but  little  :  the  minor  animals  were  still 
more  cowed :  but  it  was  not  so  easy  to  esti- 
mate what  the  tiger  thought  of  it.  There  was 
however  a  growing  sense  of  uneasiness  in  my 
mind ;  and  I  wished  myself  fairly  out  of  the  place 
—or  rather  perhaps  that  I  had  not  entered  it  on 
the  present  occasion.  I  saw  too  that  Juliet  was 
sharing  my  vague  apprehensions :  but  Lord  Frede- 
rick laughed  and  jested  with  us  for  what  he  termed 
our  folly. 

Presently  Captain  Chalmers  commanded  the 
tigpr  in  an  authoritative  voice  to  lie  down.  The 
animal  obeyed  him,  but  with  a  subdued  growl ;  and 
even  when  crouching  at  his  feet,  it  looked  up  in 
his  face  as  if  ready  to  spring  at  the  slightest  pro- 
vocation on  the  part  of  its  master.  Chalmers  put 
his  right  foot  upon  the  tiger's  body :  the  brute 
rolled  over  on  its  back;  but  it  seemed  to  clutch  its 
master's  legs  in  a  querulous  angry  manner  with 
its  four  claws.  Chalmers  gave  vent  to  a  passionate 
ejaculation  and  tore  away  his  leg  suddenly.  The 
tiger  sprang  up  with  a  louder  growl  than  before ; 
and  more  angrily  too  than  before  did  the  Captain 
bid  it  lie  down.  It  made  a  slight  retrograde 
movement,  which  brought  it  upon  its  haunches ; 
and  I  could  scarcely  keep  back  a  scream  as  the 
horrible  idea  struck  me  that  it  was  about  to 
spring. 

"  Down  !  down  !"  ejaculated  Chalmers,  in  a  voice 
of  the  most  angry  command :  but  the  tiger,  instead 
of  obeying,  resumed  its  walk  around  the  cage, — 
thus  circling,  with  its  noiseless  feet  and  its  supple 
undulating  form,  about  its  master. 

"  I  really  do  begin  to  think,"  said  Lord  Frede- 


rick Raveuscliffe,   "  that  he  has  not  complete  con- 
trol over  that  brute." 

I  now  observed  one  of  the  underlings  of  the 
theatre  coming  as  far  forward  as  the  side-scenes 
would  permit  without  his  being  actually  seen  by 
the  audience;  and  he  gesticulated  vehemently  to 
the  actor  who  was  nearest.  This  latter  indiviHuRl 
hastened  towards  the  underling,  from  whose  hand 
he  received  a  whip  or  stick,  which  he  passed 
through  the  bars  at  the  back  of  the  cage.  It 
was  instantaneously  clutched  by  Chalmers — who, 
brandishing  it  before  the  tiger's  eyes,  bade  the 
animal  lie  down.  The  brute  gave  a  growl  of  un- 
mistakable savageness ;  and  sprang  back  as  if 
frightened  at  its  own  audacity.  Chalmers  hit  it  a 
smart  blow  with  the  whip  ;  and  the  next  instant 
it  flew  at  him  with  a  howl  that  elicited  shrieks 
from  female  lips  in  every  part  of  the  house. 

"Tell  the  audience  it  is  nothing!"  I  heard 
Chalmers  exclaim  to  the  actors  who  stood  near  the 
cage;  and  at  the  same  moment  dropping  the 
whip,  he  drew  the  dagger  from  its  sheath. 

The  weapon  gleamed  in  the  light  which  flooded 
the  theatre,  and  though  Mr.  Norman,  who  per- 
formed the  part  of  the  Rajah,  stood  forward  to 
give  the  audience  the  assurance  which  Captain 
Chalmers  had  desired  to  be  conveyed,  there  was 
now  an  almost  general  consternation.  Tlie  tiger  was 
howling  horribly,  and  appeared  by  its  attitudes  to 
be  every  moment  about  to  spring  at  the  brute- 
tamer.  Panic  seized  upon  the  crowds  of  specta- 
tors; and  there  was  one  simultaneous  rush  from 
the  boxes — though  the  persons  in  the  pit  and  gal- 
leries, more  courageous  or  more  curious,  remained 
in  their  places.  The  stage-box — where  I  was 
seated  with  Juliet  and  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe 
— was,  as  the  reader  will  understand,  almost 
close  by  the  cage  ;  and  the  terrible  apprehension 
smote  me  that  the  beasts  might  effect  their  escape. 
Scarcely  had  this  idea  flashed  through  my  brain — 
and  just  at  the  beginning  of  the  rush  from  the 
boxes — there  was  a  terrific  din  produced  by  the 
bars  of  the  cage ;  and  the  wild  cry  arose,  "  The 
tiger  is  loose !" 

Dreadful  screams  from  female  lips  rang  through 
the  theatre;  and  Juliet  burst  forth  from  our  box. 
Whether  she  merely  fell  or  actually  fainted  in  the 
corridor  immediately  outside,  I  was  not  sure  at 
the  time ;  for  I  myself  was  almost  wild  with 
affright.  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  hastened  to 
pick  her  up:  I,  who  was  the  last  to  issue  from 
the  box,  closed  the  door  violently  behind  me  ;  and 
then  the  next  moment  some  object  dashed  itself 
with  such  tremendous  force  against  that  door  on 
the  inner  side,  that  in  my  frenzied  alarm  I  was 
smitten  with  the  conviction  it  was  the  tiger 
springing  after  us.  Overpowered  by  the  horrible 
nature  of  my  thoughts,  I  fell  down  in  a  swoon. 

When  I  came  back  to  consciousness,  I  found 
myself  inside  a  close  carriage,  or  equipage  of  some 
kind ;  and  a  gentleman  was  seated  by  my  side. 
My  first  thought  was  that  it  was  Lord  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe:  but  where  was  Juliet  ?— for  I  and 
this  gentleman  were  alone  together.  Scarcely  had 
I  asked  myself  that  question,  when  a  blazing  gas- 
lamp  over  the  door  of  a  public-house  sent  its  light 
inside  the  vehicle ;  and  a  scream  rose  to  my  lips 
as  I  recognised  Edwin  St.  Clair.  He  at  once 
thrust  something  white  (I  have  since  learnt  it  to 
be  a  handkerchief)  up  into  my  face  ;  a  powerful 


odour  smote  iny  nostrils  ;  and  I  relapsed  into  in- 
sensibility as  suddenly  and  as  abruptly  as  I  had 
fallen  down  into  a  swoon  in  the  theatre ! 

When  for  the  second  time  on  this  memorable 
evening  I  regained  my  senses,  I  found  myself  in 
that  very  same  bed-chamber  which  I  had  before 
occupied  at  St.  Clair's  house  at  the  time  I  believed 
it  to  belong  to  Colonel  Bellew.  I  was  lying  upon 
a  sofa  which  stood  against  the  foot  of  the  bed: 
lights  were  burning  in  the  room ;  and  Catherine, 
the  female-servant  whom  I  had  before  seen  at  that 
house,  was  bending  over  me.  My  forehead  and 
hair  were  all  wet :  a  powerful  odour  of  vinegar 
floated  around  me;  and  I  knew  therefore  that  re- 
storatives had  been  administered.  For  nearly  a 
minute  after  opening  my  eyes,  I  felt  so  weak  and 
enfeebled  as  to  be  unable  to  move  or  to  give  utter- 
ance to  a  word— although  I  recognised  both  the 
woman  and  the  apartment.  At  length  my  energies 
seemed  to  come  back  with  suddenness.  I  started 
up,  and  flung  my  looks  rapidly  around, — expect- 
ing to  encounter  St.  Clair.  But  I  was  alone  in 
the  chamber  with  Catherine. 

"  You  are  better  now,  Miss  ?"  she  said. 

"  Yes,"  I  answered.  "  Am  I  again  a  prisoner 
here  ?" 

"Captain  St.  Clair,"  responded  the  woman, 
"  hopes  you  will  not  think  of  leaving  until  he  has 
had  the  honour  of  an  interview  in  the  morning." 

"  Very  well,"  I  rejoined.  "  You  can  now  leave 
me." 

Catherine  inquired  if  I  wished  for  any  refresh- 
ments, or  if  there  were  anything  else  she  could  do 
for  me  P— but  I  replied  in  the  negative.  She  then 
quitted  the  room ;  and  I  hastened  to  lock  the  door. 
I  knew  very  well  from  antecedent  circumstances 
that  it  would  have  been  utterly  useless  to  remon- 
strate with  her,  to  implore  or  to  menace;  for  that 
she  would  not  assist  in  giving  me  my  liberty,  even  if 
she  possessed  the  power.  I  had  therefore  dealt 
curtly  with  her,  as  the  reader  has  seen :  but  though 
I  maintained  an  air  of  fortitude  in  her  presence,  I 
was  not  the  less  afflicted  and  frightened  inwardly 
at  finding  myself  once  more  in  the  power  of  such 
an  unprincipled  character  as  St.  Clair. 

Still  I  did  not  lose  my  self-possession.  The 
reader  will  recollect  that  the  chamber  was  entered 
by  means  of  an  ante-room,  exquisitely  fitted  up  as 
a  boudoir.  I  had  locked  the  door  of  communi- 
cation between  the  two;  and  I  now  began  to  in- 
spect the  chamber  itself,  so  as  to  guard  against  any 
latent  treachery  of  which  I  knew  St.  Clair  to  be 
fully  capable.  I  looked  under  the  bed  and  under 
the  sofa  :  the  curtains  were  closely  drawn  over  the 
window-recess  ;  I  looked  behind  them.  There  was 
a  large  cupboard  in  the  room  :  this  I  opened,  and 
tound  the  shelves  to  be  crowded  with  china  and 
linen.  Against  the  wall  facing  the  window,  there 
stood  a  large,  massive,  and  handsome  piece  of  lur- 
niture,  about  eight  feet  high  and  about  four  in 
width,  looking  like  a  wardrobe  or  clothes-press.  It 
had  large  folding-doors  reaching  from  the  top  to 
the  bottom,  with  glass  half-way  down,  and  pink 
silk  curtains  inside  these  windows,  I  tried  those 
doors  also :  but  they  were  fastened ;  and  having 
now  completed  the  examination  of  the  room,  I  felt 
convinced  that  I  was  safe  from  any  treachery  of 
the  kind  which  I  had  apprehended. 

I  eat  down  to  reflect  on  the  course  which  I 
should  pursue  in  my  present  difficulty ;    for  as  to 


undressing  myself  or  lying  down  to  seek  reposo, 
it  was  out  of  the  question,  though  I  experienced  a 
severe  headach  from  the  effects  of  the  subtle  nar- 
cotic which  the  villanous  St.  Clair  had  applied  to 
my  nostrils  in  the  vehicle  in  order  to  reduce  me  to 
insensibility  and  prevent  me  from  screaming  out  for 
succour  while  in  the  streets  of  London.  I  knew  the 
chamber  to  be  too  high  from  the  ground  to  admit 
the  possibility  of  escape  :  I  was  also  aware  of  the  in- 
utility of  crying  out  from  the  casement  in  the  hope 
of  arousing  any  occupants  of  the  neighbouring 
villas ;  for  on  the  former  occasion  threats  and 
warnings  had  been  held  out  to  me  on  that  very 
point.  How,  then,  should  I  effect  my  freedom  ? 
how  should  I  deal  with  St.  Clair  when  meeting  him 
in  the  morning  ?  and  would  the  presentation  of  a 
flower  (for  I  had  one  in  my  hair,  having  gone  in 
full  dress  to  the  theatre)  produce  that  same  talia- 
manic  effect  which  it  had  done  on  a  former  occa- 
sion? 

Common  sense  at  once  answered  this  last  query ; 
and  that  response  was  of  course  in  the  negative : 
for  if  St.  Clair  were  to  be  a  second  time  overawed, 
dismayed,  and  vanquished  by  such  a  proceeding, 
he  would  not  have  carried  me  off  at  all,  when  he 
must  have  known  that  it  would  be  merely  to  en> 
counter  such  a  defeat  at  my  hands.  I  felt  there- 
fore that  the  talisman  had  lost  its  power,  and  that 
my  safety  and  my  freedom  must  be  ensured  by 
other  means.  Suddenly  a  thought  struck  me; 
and  prompted  as  much  by  curiosity  as  by  the  idea 
that  the  document  might  possibly  help  me  in  my 
serious  embarrassment,  I  rose  and  proceeded  to  the 
toilet-table.  It  was  a  superb  piece  of  furniture,— 
a  framework  of  beautifully  carved  rosewood  sus- 
taining a  massive  marble  slab ;  and  to  the  back  of 
the  table  a  looking-glass  in  a  gilt  frame  was  at- 
tached by  means  of  splendid  supporters.  As  I 
have  noticed  in  a  preceding  chapter,  the  table  itself 
was  covered  with  all  the  necessaries  and  elegancies 
suitable  for  the  toilet  of  the  most  refined  lady ; 
and  these  seemed  to  have  been  so  little  disturbed 
since  I  was  previously  in  that  room  some  months 
back,  that  I  felt  almost  convinced  the  chamber 
never  could  have  been  used  during  the  interval. 
I  was  about  to  open  the  drawer  to  which  I  had  re- 
stored the  fragment  of  the  mysterious  letter,— 
when  happening  to  glance  into  tbe  mirror,  I  be- 
held something  that  suddenly  petrified  me  with 
terror. 

The  toilet-table  was  almost  exactly  facing  that 
large  wardrobe  of  which  I  have  before  spoken; 
and  as  distinctly  as  possible  I  saw  by  the  reflection 
in  the  glass,  the  pink  curtain  of  that  wardrobe 
drawn  partially  aside  for  an  instant,  and  an  eye 
looked  forth  at  me.  The  next  moment  the  curtain 
was  closed  again ;  and  there  I  stood  transfixed, — 
terror  having  arrested  the  shriek  which  had  risen 
up  to  my  very  lips.  But  my  presence  of  mind 
was  almost  as  promptly  regained  as  it  was  lost; 
and  not  choosing  immediately  to  open  the  drawer 
and  search  for  the  Iragraent  of  the  letter,  I  took 
up  one  of  the  brushes  from  the  toilet-table  and 
began  to  smooth  down  my  hair.  I  composed  my 
features  as  much  as  possible,  and  studied  so  to 
model  my  demeanour  as  to  produce  the  impression 
that  I  was  utterly  unsuspicious  of  the  pending 
treachery,  and  still  deemed  myself  completely  alone 
in  that  chamber. 

I  remained  for  two  or  three  minutes  in  front  of 


tlie  looking-glass,  arranging  my  hair  as  well  as  my 
dress,  which  had  got  somewhat  disordered  by  the 
swoons  through  which  I  had  passed,  as  well  as  by 
having  been  carried  in  and  out  of  the  vehicle. 
But  while  thus  seeming  to  occupy  myself  in  so 
natural  and  unsuspicious  a  manner,  my  thoughts 
were  keenly  alive ;  and  I  was  deliberating  upon 
the  course  which  I  should  pursue.  The  looking- 
glass  reflected  the  wardrobe  opposite,  as  well  in- 
deed as  the  greater  portion  of  the  whole  room.  I 
noticed  the  position  of  ail  the  articles  of  furni- 
ture; and  with  my  eye  I  measured  the  distance 
between  that  wardrobe  and  the  wall  facing  it. 
It  was  in  this  wall  that  the  window  was,  against 
the  draperies  of  which  the  toilet-table  stood.  My 
plans  were  carefully  digested;  and  my  mind  was 
made  up  how  to  act. 

Against  the  wall  of  which  I  have  just  spoken, 
there  was  a  long  ottoman,  or  sofa  without  back  or 
sides,  covered  with  a  rich  crimson  velvet,  and  fur- 
nished with  luxurious  cushions.  I  first  proceeded 
to  move  this  ottoman  away  from  the  wall,  and  to 
turn  it  out  in  such  a  manner  that  one  of  its  ex- 
tremities rested  against  the  massive  marble  pe- 
destal which  supported  one  of  the  statues  that  em- 
bellished the  chamber.  I  did  this  with  every 
appearance  of  calmness  and  tranquillity,  and  not  as 
if  I  were  in  the  faintest  degree  excited.  I  threw 
myself  upon  the  ottoman  which  I  had  thus  dis- 
placed ;  and  I  said  in  an  audible  voice,  but  yet  as 
if  speaking  only  to  myself,  "  Here  I  can  repose, 
and  at  the  same  time  watch  the  door !" 

While  reclining  there  for  a  few  minutes,  I  ac- 
curately measured  with  my  eye  the  distance  be- 
tween the  end  of  the  ottoman  and  the  doors  of  the 
wardrobe.  The  result  was  satisfactory :  but  when 
about  to  execute  the  remainder  of  my  plan  I 
dreaded  lest  St.  Clair  should  fathom  my  purpose 
and  suddenly  burst  forth  upon  me  to  prevent  its 
accomplishment:  for  that  he  was  the  concealed 
tenant  of  the  wardrobe,  I  could  have  no  possible 
doubt.  Summoning  all  my  courage  and  self- 
possession  to  my  aid,  I  rose  from  the  ottoman — 
again  affected  to  occupy  myself  for  a  few  moments 
in  front  of  the  looking-glass — and  then  I  ap- 
proached the  sofa  which,  as  before  described,  was 
at  the  foot  of  the  bed.  All  in  an  instant  I  seized  j 
upou  that  sofa  :  it  moved  easily  upon  its  castors;  \ 
and  I  rolled  it  rapidly  on  towards  the  wardrobe,  ' 
against  the  doors  of  which  it  came  in  strong  con-  \ 
cussion  ;  and  quick  as  lightning  I  tossed  down  a 
chair  in  the  interval  which  remained  to  be  filled 
up  between  the  other  extremity  of  the  sofa  and 
the  nearest  end  of  the  ottoman.  Thus,  as  the 
reader  will  understand,  a  line  was  formed  by  these 
three  articles  of  furniture  between  the  doors  of 
the  wardrobe  and  the  pedestal  standing  against 
the  wall  on  the  opposite  side.  It  was  a  barricade 
that  effectually  prevented  the  opening  of  those 
doors ;  and  St.  Clair  was  a  prisoner.  An  ejacula- 
tion of  triumph  burst  from  my  lips;  for  1  knew 
that  for  him  to  push  the  doors  open  was  impos- 
sible ;  and  the  construction  of  the  upper  portion  in 
which  the  glass  panes  were  set,  was  too  massive 
and  solid  for  him  to  break  through  it,  especially  as 
he  was,  "  cribb'd,  cabin'd,  and  confin'd  "  in  so  nar- 
row a  space. 

I  immediately  hastened  to  the  toilet-table.     I 
opened  the  drawer ;    and  there,  sure    enough,    I  1 
found  the  fragment  of  the  mysterious  letter   of  { 


which  I  had  resolved  to  possess  myself;  for  I  na- 
turally felt  that  whatsoever  clue  I  might  obtain  to 
the  reading  of  the  dark  secrets  which  wero  evi- 
dently  associated  with  St.  Clair,  would  give  me 
an  additional  hold  over  him  and  serve  as  defence- 
works  in  future  against  the  villanous  projects 
which  ha  was  so  perseveringly  directing  against 
myself.  I  secured  the  fragment  of  the  letter  about 
my  person ;  and  scarcely  had  I  done  this,  when 
the  crashing  of  a  pane  of  glass  in  the  door  of  tho 
wardrobe  smote  my  ears. 

"Ellen,  you  have  vanquished  me!"  said  the 
voice  of  St.  Clair,  in  a  tone  expressive  of  the  ut- 
most  mortification.  "For  heaven's  sake  release 
me  from  this  dreadful  position  !" 

"  I  will  not  waste  time,"  I  answered  with  cold 
disdain,  "by  reproaching  you  for  this  renewed  vil- 
lany  towards  me ;  because  every  phase  of  your 
conduct  proves  that  mere  upbraidings  are  lost 
upon  you.  But  my  mind  is  made  up  how  to  act. 
Towards  me  you  harboured  the  most  infamous  of 
purposes:  and  you  can  expect  no  mercy  at  my 
hands.  For  me  to  liberate  you,  would  be  an  act 
of  as  complete  madness  as  if  I  had  ere  now  opened 
the  door  of  that  cage  at  the  theatre,  and  with  my 
own  hand  suffered  the  wild  beasts  to  escape !" 

"I  swear  to  you,"  answered  St.  Clair,  on  whose 
countenance  the  light  fell  as  he  drew  aside  the 
pink  curtain  of  the  wardrobe,  "  that  you  suspect 
me  of  a  crime  of  which  I  am  not  capable !  You 
were  safe  from  actual  outrage  on  my  part.  As 
there  is  a  heaven  above  us,  I  love  you  too  well, 
Ellen — too  madly — too  devotedly  to  consummate 
such  an  iniquity !  But  I  had  resolved  that  you 
should  be  mine ;  and  methought  that  after  it  were 
known  to  all  the  domestics  of  my  household  that 
we  had  passed  hours  together  in  the  same  cham- 
ber, you  would  no  longer  refuse  to  give  me  your 
hand.  Believe  me  that  this  is  the  truth  !  It  is 
your  unkindness  towards  me  that  has  rendered  my 
imagination  so  fertile  in  expedients  to  possess  you !" 

"  A  man  who  is  capable  of  such  deep  dark  vil- 
lany  as  you  have  practised  towards  me,"  I  an- 
swered, "  is  capable  of  any  other  atrocity ;  and 
you  cannot  be  surprised  that  I  put  not  the  slight- 
est faith  in  the  assurances  you  are  now  giving  me. 
Tbink  you  for  a  moment  that  I  could  ever  accept 
as  a  husband  a  man  who  would  have  won  me  by 
such  means?  Not  won  me! — for  it  would  have 
been  by  the  vilest  coercion  and  the  most  dastard 
intimidation  that  you  would  have  compelled  me  to 
give  you  my  hand!  Wide  enough.  Captain  St. 
Clair,  was  the  gulf  already  between  us :  but  wider 
than  ever,  if  possible,  has  it  to-night  been  ren- 
dered by  this  crowning  infamy  of  your's.  Now 
listen  to  me !  I  am  about  to  seek  my  freedom. 
That  I  shall  find  the  outer  door  locked,  I  have  not 
a  doubt :  but  for  this  emergency  I  was  prepared. 
You  will  see  how  desperate  and  how  invincible  is 
my  courage !  Unless  you  yourself  can  by  soma 
means  tell  me  how  to  ensure  a  safe  egress  from 
this  house,  I  will  at  once  set  fire  to  the  draperies 
of  the  bed  and  the  windows — the  terrific  alarm 
will  ring  through  the  house— the  door  of  the  ante- 
room will  be  opened  to  me — and  I  shall  escape ! 
But  whether  any  of  your  domestics  will  have  tha 
courage  to  penetrate  into  this  chamber  when 
blazing  in  conflagration — whether,  in  a  word,  they 
will  thus  come  to  search  for  yoit— is  a  point  which 
I  dare  not  pause  to  take  into  consideration." 


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ELLEN  PEECT;  OE,  the    MEMOIES  OF  AN  ACTEES3. 


"  But  all  this  is  horrible,  Ellen  !"  exclaimed  St, 
Clair :  and  the  feeling  which,  prompted  the  words 
was  expressed  upon  his  convulsing  features  as  the 
light  fell  upon  his  countenance. 

"I  know  it  is  horrible,"  I  responded:  "but  it 
is  the  only  alternative " 

"  Good  God !"  he  cried,  in  mingled  terror  and 
anguish,  "my  servants  know  not  that  I  am 
here !" 

"  They  know  not  that  you  are  here  ?"  I  ejacu- 
lated :  and  then  thinking  that  the  outer  door 
might  be  unlocked  after  all,  I  flew  to  ascertain. 

St.  Clair  called  after  me  in  accents  of  the  most 
imploring  entreaty  :  but  I  heeded  him  not.  I 
opened  the  door  of  the  bed-chamber  :  I  sped  into 
the  ante-room — I  tried  the  outer  door  which  opened 
upon  the  landing  ;  but  I  found  it  fastened.  What 
did  St.  Clair  mean  P  His  servants  knew  not  that 
he  was  in  the  chamber ;  and  yet  he  had  intended 
to  remain  the  whole  night  there,  in  order  that  this 
fact  might  be  known  to  them  in  the  morning,  and 
that  it  might  serve  as  a  means  of  compelling  mo 
to  give  him  my  hand  ?  I  could  not  understand  it ; 
and  I  therefore  felt  persuaded — as  I  indeed  all 
along  suspected — that  he  had  been  deceiving  me 
by  those  representations.  I  returned  into  the  bed- 
chamber ;  and  I  said  coldly,  "  The  outer  door  is 
locked." 

"  For  Leaven's  sake  grant  me  your  patience  for 
a  few  minutes  1"  he  exclaimed;  "and  I  will  con- 
vince you  that  I  have  spoken  nothing  but  the 
truth.  My  object  was  to  reduce  you  to  that  posi- 
tion in  which,  to  save  your  own  reputation,  you 
would  be  compelled  to  accept  me  as  your  husband. 
On  arriving  at  the  house  I  ordered  you  to  be 
transported  to  this  chamber.  I  bade  Catherine 
lock  the  door  of  the  ante-room,  take  out  the  key, 
and  thrust  it  underneath  the  door  of  my  own  bed- 
room— alleging  as  a  reason  for  this  command  that 
I  might  be  assured  none  of  the  other  servants 
would  either  through  motives  of  compassion  or 
apprehension  grant  you  your  freedom.  But  in- 
stead of  repairing  to  my  own  room,  I  came  and 
secreted  myself  in  this,  while  you  were  being  con- 
veyed up-stairs.  My  object  may  easily  be  under- 
stood — — " 

"And  tbat  object?"  I  said,  inquiringly:  for 
there  seemed  to  be  so  much  sophistry  and  so  many 
inconsistencies  in  St.  Clair's  explanations  that  I 
could  not  put  faith  in  them. 

"  I  see  that  you  doubt  me,"  he  continued ; 
"  but  by  facts  will  I  convince  you.  Were  you  not 
brought  in  a  state  of  insensibility  to  this  house  ? 
were  you  not  tlierefore  in  my  power  ?  and  might 
I  not  have  rendered  you  my  victim  ?  But  no  1  I 
suffered  Catherine  to  adopt  the  means  of  recover- 
ing you,  so  that  when  the  morning  should  come, 
and  she  on  entering  the  chamber  should  find  me 
with  you,  it  would  have  the  appearance  as  if  you 
had  of  your  own  accord  succumbed  to  my  entrea- 
ties, my  vows,  and  my  protestations." 

"  Ob,  this  refined  villany !"  I  exclaimed,  my 
cheeks  crimson  with  indignation  and  with  the 
glowing  shame  of  offended  modesty.  "  Enough  of 
these  details ! — enough,  I  command  you  ! — and  tell 
me  at  once  to  what  is  all  this  to  lead  ?" 

"  You  must  listen  to  me,  Ellen  !"  proceeded  St. 
Clair  vehemently.  "  Call  me  villain  if  you  will  : 
but  at  least  let  me  convince  you  that  my  villany 
has  not  been  altogether  so  great  as  you  imagine 


it.  Catherine  has  no  doubt  placed  the  key,  ac- 
cording to  my  instructions,  beneath  my  bedroom 
door " 

"  How  then,"  I  demanded, "  could  she  possibly 
suppose  in  the  morning — if  your  villanous  plans 
had  been  carried  out— that  you  had  availed  your- 
self of  that  key  to  obtain  admission  here  ?  How 
could  she  even  obtain  admission  for  herself  in  the 
morning  ?" 

"  Because  I  have  a  duplicate  key,"  answered  St. 
Clair  ;  "  and  it  is  here  in  my  hand.  Liberate  mo 
from  this  place— carry  not  into  effect  your  dreadful 
menaces  —do  not  expose  my  life  to  so  hideous  a 
peril  ! — and  I  swear  to  you,  Ellen,  that  you  shall 
go  forth  from  this  house  without  a  hair  of  your 
head  being  harmed.  Nay,  more  ! — as  this  plot  of 
mine  has  failed,  it  must  be  the  last  which  in  the 
madness  of  my  love  I  dare  practise  against  you. 
For  I  know  that  to-morrow  you  will  invoke  the 
protection  of  the  law,  and  I  shall  flee  away  to  the 
Continent — there  to  remain  until  your  anger  be 
appeased,  or  some  individual  more  fortunate  than 
myself  may  have  won  that  hand  which  I  would 
give  worlds  td  possess.  Thus  you  perceive,  Ellen, 
you  will  henceforth  incur  no  fresh  peril  from  me  !" 

"  Enough !"  I  ejaculated ;  "  there  is  no  reliance 
to  be  placed  upon  your  word.  Give  me  that  key 
— or  my  threats  shall  be  carried  out — the  flames 
shall  be  applied  to  the  curtains  and  the  draperies ! 
Oh,  you  little  suspected,  Captain  St.  Clair,  with 
whom  you  had  to  deal !  For  such  persecutions  as 
your's — such  devices — such  crimes' — are  sufficient 
to  arouse  the  desperate  and  vindictive  spirit  of 
an  angel !" 

"But  if  I  give  you  the  key,"  cried  Edwin,  in 
accents  of  mingled  rage  and  despair,  "you  will 
emancipate  yourself  — and  you  will  leave  me 
here  ?" 

"Doubtless!"  I  exclaimed.  "Quick!  quick! 
You  know  the  alternatives!" — and  speeding  to- 
wards the  toilet-table,  I  stretched  forth  my  hand 
as  if  to  grasp  one  of  the  tapers  that  were  burning 
there. 

"  For  heavenHi  sake  pause !"  cried  the  wretched 
St.  Clair.  "  This  is  madness  on  your  part  I  I 
swear  to  fulfil  my  word — you  shall  leave  this  house 
unharmed " 

"  Not  one  tittle  of  the  advantages  that  I  have 
gained,"  I  cried,  "  will  I  surrender  up !  No !— on 
the  contrary  1" — and  I  placed  another  chair,  laid 
down  lengthways,  between  the  ottoman  and  the 
sofa,  in  order  to  strengthen  the  barricade  which 
kept  my  prisoner  fast. 

"But  if  you  leave  me  here,  Ellen,"  said  St. 
Clair,  in  a  tone  of  the  most  abject  piteousness, 
"  you  will  render  me  an  object  of  ridicule  to  my 
domestics— they  will  whisper  the  tale  abroad— it 
will  become  known — I  should  be  laughed  at — at 
the  Club  I  should  be  jeered " 

"All  these  misfortunes  you  will  have  drawn 
down  upon  your  own  head,"  I  interrupted  him : 
and  then  I  added  in  a  taunting  tone,  "  But  if  you 
proceed  to  the  Continent  you  will  escape  the  un- 
pleasant things  you  have  enumerated.  Ah,  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair  I  your  words  are  full  of  contradic- 
tions and  inconsistencies!" 

"  For  heaven's  sake  release  me.  Miss  Percy  !— 
release  me,  Ellen  !  I  conjure  you  !"  he  cried.  "To 
leave  me  here — to  be  discovered  thus  by  my  do* 
mestics— were  intolerable!" 


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93 


"  And  you  who  care  not  to  perpetrate  the 
blackest  atrocities  within  the  knowledge  of  your 
servants,"  I  retorted,  "tremble  like  a  frightened 
child  at  the  slightest  idea  of  encountering  ridicule  ! 
But  enough  of  all  these  bandying  words " 

"For  the  last  time,"  interjected  St.  Clair,  "I 
entreat  you  to  have  mercy  upon  me !  Yes,  it  is 
true — I  do  tremble  at  the  idea  of  ridicule !  Save 
me  from  it !" 

"And  I  have  my  reputation  to  maintain,"  I 
immediately  rejoined.  "When  your  domestics  dis- 
cover how  you  have  been  treated  by  me,  they  will 
have  the  most  convincing  proof  that  there  has 
been  no  weakness  nor  yielding  on  my  part.  And 
now  enough!— decide  quickly  !  Give  me  the  key 
—or  in  another  moment  I  fire  the  chamber  !" 

A  sound,  which  seemed  to  be  composed  of  a 
half-subdued  cry  of  rage  and  a  moan  of  despair, 
came  from  the  lips  of  the  prisoner  as  his  arm  was 
thrust  through  the  broken  pane  of  glass,  and  his 
hand  presented  me  the  key.  I  clutched  it  with 
avidity  and  in  triumph.  St.  Clair  besought  me 
to  remain  a  few  moments  while  he  addressed  me 
in  some  parting  words :  but  I  gave  him  no  reply. 
I  sped  to  the  outer  door  of  the  ante-room :  the 
key  turned  in  the  lock, — I  opened  that  door.  A 
lamp  was  burning  on  the  landing ;  I  listened — 
the  whole  house  was  silent.  I  descended  the 
stairs,  and  reached  the  hall.  It  was  dark :  the 
gas-light  had  been  extinguished.  I  felt  rejoiced 
at  the  conviction  that  all  the  servants  had  retired 
to  rest.  I  opened  the  front  door :  I  now  breathed 
the  fresh  air  of  freedom. 

But  scarcely  had  my  heart  thrilled  with  a  sense 
of  ineffable  triumph,  as  well  as  with  thankfulness 
for  my  escape  from  a  great  peril,  when  I  was 
smitten  with  a  new  sense  of  embarrassment.  Yet 
it  was  a  difficulty  ridiculously  insignificant  in 
comparison  with  the  one  from  which  I  had  just 
emancipated  myself.  I  was  in  an  evening  dress, 
without  a  bonnet,  and  with  only  a  light  scarf 
thrown  over  my  shoulders.  The  neighbouring 
church- clocks  were  proclaiming  the  hour  of  mid- 
night: it  was  a  somewhat  lonely  part  of  the 
suburbs;  and  I  was  standing  in  that  costume  on 
the  steps  of  a  house  inhabited  by  a  single  gentle- 
man. In  another  moment  I  might  find  myself 
exposed  to  the  insults  of  passers-by.  This  was 
the  source  of  my  bewilderment :  for  it  may  easily 
be  imagined  that  I  did  not  like,  dressed  as  I  was, 
to  run  m  search  of  a  vehicle  to  take  me  home — 
while  on  the  other  hand  I  might  wait  long  enough 
there  in  expectation  of  an  unoccupied  cab  to 
pass. 

Scarcely  a  minute  however  had  elapsed  since 
the  front  door  of  St.  Clair's  house  had  closed  be- 
hind me — and  scarcely  had  those  rapid  perplexing 
thoughts  swept  through  my  mind — when  I  beheld 
an  equipage  approaching ;  and  by  the  light  of 
its  brilliant  lamps  I  recognised  it  to  be  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine's.  With  a  cry  of  joy  I  sprang 
forward,  and  called  to  the  coachman  to  stop.  He, 
at  once  recognising  me,  complied.  Lady  Lilla, 
who  was  inside  the  carriage,  also  recognising  me, 
gave  vent  to  an  ejaculation  of  astonishment.  The 
footman  leapt  down  to  open  the  door ;  and  as  I 
entered  the  vehicle,  I  begged  Lady  Lilla  to  convey 
me  home  to  the  Iformans'  house  in  Hunter  Street. 
That  the  domestics  might  not  think  it  strange  at 
finding  me  iu  such  a  position  at  such  a  time  of 


night,  I  hastily  said  a  few  words  to  the  eflEect  tbat 
I  had  experienced  most  treacherous  treatment, 
from  the  scene  of  which  I  had  fortunately  es- 
caped. 

"I  can  conjecture  full  well,  my  dear  Ellen," 
answered  Lady  Lilla  in  a  low  tone,  "  who  has  been 
the  author  of  this  treachery.  But  will  you  not 
come  straight  on  to  my  house  ?" 

"  No — it  is  impossible !"  I  responaed.  "  The 
Normans  will  be  overwhelmed  with  anxiety  con- 
cerning me.  At  least  convey  me  to  the  nearest 
stand  of  public  vehicles " 

"  Good  heavens,  my  dear  Ellen !"  ejaculated 
Lilla  in  a  tone  of  reproach;  "  it  was  not  of  trouble 
nor  of  inconvenience  that  I  was  thinking." 

Her  ladyship  at  once  ordered  the  carriage  to 
turn  and  drive  to  Hunter  Street;  and  while  we 
were  proceeding  thither,  I  narrated  everything 
that  had  occurred,  suppressing  only  the  circum- 
stance of  having  possessed  myself  of  the  fragment 
of  the  mysterious  letter.  Lady  Lilla  listened  with 
the  deepest  attention  until  I  reached  that  stage  of 
my  story  in  which  I  had  to  describe  how  I  had 
kept  St.  Clair  a  prisoner  in  the  wardrobe.  Then 
she  laughed  with  the  wildest  exultation :  there 
was  something  more  than  mere  mirth  in  the  effect 
thus  produced; — it  was  a  malignant  satisfaction 
as  if  her  own  vindictive  spirit  were  indescribably 
rejoiced  at  the  bitter  chastisement  which  had  over- 
taken St.  Clair. 

"  And  yet,"  I  said,  "  all  things  considered,  I 
would  not  have  publicity  given  to  this  adventure 
of  mine.  I  do  not  like  to  be  talked  about  in  such 
a  sense.  I  shall  not  even  mention  the  occurrence 
to  the  Normans,  as  it  would  only  compel  me  to 
give  explanations  in  respect  to  antecedent  circum- 
stances between  myself  and  St.   Clair.     Mr.  and 

Mrs.  Norman  have  only  one  fault they  cannot 

keep  a  secret;  and  were  I  to  tell  them  all  these 
things,  they  would  whisper  them  to  one  and  to 
another  until  the  whole  town  would  ring  with 
them." 

"  You  have  but  to  signify  your  slightest  wish  to 
me,"  rejoined  Lady  Lilla,  "in  order  to  have  it 
gratified.    But  here  we  are  in  Hunter  Street." 


CHAPTER  XIX. 

THE   DUCHESS  AND   THE   COUNTESS. 

The  Normans  were  at  the  supper-table;  and  Lord 
Frederick  RavenscliflFe  was  likewise  there.  I  found 
them  surprised  at  my  protracted  disappearance  : 
but  they  were  not  labouring  under  any  apprehen- 
sion, for  they  had  reason  to  believe  that  I  had  been 
taken  care  of  by  friends.  As  they  knew  that  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine's  carriage  brought  me  home,  they 
conceived  that  I  had  been  all  the  time  with  her ; 
and  there  was  consequently  no  need  for  me  to  give 
evasive  replies,  nor  to  tell  a  tale  in  which  the 
whole  truth  should  be  suppressed.  I  gathered 
indeed  from  the  hasty  remarks,  comments,  and  ex- 
planations which  now  assailed  me  as  it  were  iu  a 
volley,  an  idea  of  what  had  occurred  when  I  fell 
down  in  a  fit  in  the  corridor  of  the  theatre. 

It  appeared  that  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe's 
attentions  were  wholly  required  by  Juliet,  who  was 
the  first  to  swoon.     Crowds  rushed  forth  from  the 


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EILEN  PEECT;    OE,  THE  MEM0IE3  OF   AN  ACTEES8. 


other  boxes  into  the  corridor ;  and  Lord  Frederick 
entreated  that  some  regard  should  be  paid  to  me. 
A  gentleman  and  lady  at  once  complied  with  his 
request ;  and  the  ejaculations  which  burst  from 
their  lips,  showed  that  they  immediately  recognised 
me.  They  bore  me  away  in  a  state  of  unconscious- 
ness ;  and  in  the  meanwhile  Juliet  recovered.  Her 
father  was  almost  immediately  on  the  spot ;  and 
he  assured  the  young  nobleman  and  his  daughter 
that  there  was  nothing  to  apprehend  in  respect  to 
the  wild  beasts.  It  further  appeared  that  Captain 
Chalmers— having  by  brandishing  the  dagger  suc- 
ceeded in  overawing  the  tiger — had  instantaneously 
availed  himself  of  the  opportunity  to  quit  the  cage. 
The  violent  closing  of  the  grating  as  he  thus 
skipped  from  the  den,  caused  the  panic  alarm  that 
the  tiger  had  escaped.  Mr.  Norman — who  was 
representing  the  character  of  the  Eajah — perceiv- 
ing that  our  box  was  so  abruptly  vacated,  sprang 
down  into  it  from  the  stage,  to  tranquillize  us  with 
the  assurance  that  there  was  no  danger  :  and  trip- 
ping over  a  seat,  he  had  fallen  with  that  violence 
against  the  door  which  filled  me  with  the  horrible 
idea  that  the  tiger  had  sprung  after  us.  In  the 
course  of  a  few  minutes  the  greater  portion  of  the 
panic-stricken  audience  returned  to  their  places ; 
and  the  drama  proceeded  :  but  Captain  Chalmers 
did  not  again  venture  into  the  den.  Lord  Frede- 
rick and  Juliet  were  surprised  that  I  did  not  re- 
turn— but  still  they  were  not  uneasy  :  they  natu- 
rally felt  assured  that  I  had  either  fallen  into  the 
hands  of  friends,  or  else  of  persons  who  would 
treat  me  in  a  friendly  manner.  Lord  Frederick 
was  too  much  excited  and  bewildered  at  the  time 
on  Juliet's  account,  to  take  very  much  notice  of 
the  lady  and  gentleman  who  had  carried  me  off ; 
and  he  was  utterly  unacquainted  with  them  per- 
sonally. 

Such  were  the  explanations  which  I  received ; 
and  I  made  a  remark  which  had  the  effect,  as  I 
intended  it  should,  of  making  my  friends  suppose 
that  I  bad  remained  unconscious  of  whatsoever 
passed  until  I  found  myself  with  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine. 

"  Then  you  do  not  know,"  exclaimed  Lord 
Frederick,  "  who  the  gentleman  and  lady  were  to 
whom  you  are  so  much  indebted,  and  who  must 
doubtless  have  consigned  you  into  Lady  Lilla's 
care  ?" 

"I  cannot  even  conjecture,"  I  responded;  "for 
they  themselves  gave  no  intimation  which  could 
possibly  be  repeated  to  me :"— and  this  was  true 
enough,  as  the  reader  is  aware.  "  But  I  should 
like  to  know  who  they  were." 

"  Naturally  so,"  said  Mrs.  Norman  ingenuously, 
—"in  order  to  take  the  first  opportunity  of  ex- 
pressing your  gratitude.  Perhaps  you  can  describe 
them.  Lord  Frederick  ?" 

"  I  do  not  think  I  can,"  he  answered ;  "  and  yet 
I  should  possibly  know  them  again  if  I  were  to 
see  them.  I  was  so  distressed  and  bewildered  on 
Juliet's  account — likewise  on  your's.  Miss  Percy 
for  it  was  no  trivial  thing  to  have  upon  my 
hands  two  ladies  who  had  fainted— although  we 
can  now  afford  to  smile  at  my  embarrassment——" 

"And  yet,"  I  said,  "if  your  lordship  could  but 
give  me  the  faintest  sketch  of  this  gentleman  and 
lady " 

"  Their  images  are  only  retained  so  confusedly 
and  dimly  ia  my  miad,"  interrupted  the  young 


nobleman,  "  that  I  really  know  not  how  to  enter 
on  such  a  description.  I  dare  say  we  shall  see 
them  again,  as  they  most  likely  frequent  the 
theatres;  and  then,  as  it  often  happens  in  similar 
cases,  the  recognition  will  flash  in  unto  my 
memory." 

On  retiring  to  my  chamber,  I  reflected  on 
everything  I  had  just  heard.  There  was  a  gap  to 
be  filled  up.  Who  could  this  gentleman  and  lady 
be?  Perhaps  strangers;  and  St.  Clair,  having 
seen  everything  that  passed,  had  stepped  in  to 
assert  some  superior  claim  to  have  the  care  of  me  ? 
Or,  on  the  other  hand,  they  might  have  been 
accomplices  of  St.  Clair?— though  I  was  certain 
that  Colonel  Bellew  had  not  figured  in  this  in- 
stance,  inasmuch  as  I  had  once  heard  Lord  Frede- 
rick Eavenscliffe  on  some  occasion  incidentally 
mention  that  he  was  acquainted  with  him.  Unable 
to  arrive  at  any  satisfactory  conjecture  on  the 
point,  I  proceeded  to  examine  once  more  that 
mysterious  fragment  which  I  had  brought  with  mo 
from  St.  Clair's  house.  I  perused  its  contents 
with  almost  as  harrowing  an  interest  as  when  my 
eyes  first  scanned  them.  Oh !  what  wild  pas- 
sionate words  were  those  which  had  found  record 
upon  that  paper ! — how  ineffable  must  have  been 
the  anguish  of  mind  in  which  they  were  penned ! 
What  horror — what  excruciations— what  worlds  of 
mental  suffering  did  they  bespeak  1  They  seeraed 
to  conjure  up  ghastly  shapes  around  me,  and  to 
make  my  heart  writhe  as  if  with  the  infection  of 
their  own  crucifying  tortures.  But  composing  my 
feelings  as  well  as  I  could,  I  endeavoured  to  shut 
out  from  my  mind  the  sense  of  that  impassioned 
language  itself,  and  to  study  only  the  handwriting 
in  which  it  was  recorded  At  the  same  time  I 
strove  to  recollect  Lady  Lilla's  writing ;  and  again 
was  I  struck  by  the  resemblance — again  were  all 
my  fearfuUest  suspicions  aroused— and  I  could  not 
help  thinking  that  which  I  would  have  given  the 
world  tiot  to  think  in  respect  to  one  who  had  dis- 
played so  much  kindness  towards  me.  At  length, 
having  locked  up  the  mysterious  fragment  in  my 
desk,  I  retired  to  bed. 

Two  or  three  days  afterwards  I  saw  in  that  por- 
tion of  a  morning  paper  which  was  devoted  to 
fashionable  movements,  an  announcement  to  the 
effect  that  Captain  Edwin  St.  Clair,  M.P,,  had  left 
England  on  a  Continental  tour,  and  was  not  ex- 
pected to  return  until  the  opening  of  Parliament 
should  call  him  to  the  resumption  of  his  senatorial 
duties.  I  was  pleased  at  this  piece  of  intelligence ; 
for  having  been  unfortunate  enough  to  win  the 
maddened  love  of  such  an  unprincipled  character, 
I  could  at  no  time  consider  myself  safe  while  he 
remained  in  the  British  metropolis. 

Buriug  the  week  which  followed  the  adventures 
that  I  have  been  relating,  I  reappeared  upon  the 
stage,  to  achieve  fresh  triumphs.  I  must  candidly 
confess  that  on  the  first  evening  when  I  thus  once 
more  trod  the  boards  of  the  theatre,  I  experienced 
a  certain  tightening  at  the  heart,  as  the  dying 
words  of  my  deceased  aunt  came  vividly  back  to 
my  memory.  Yet  they  were  not  qualms  of  con- 
science which  I  thus  felt :  for  if  for  a  moment  I 
had  fancied  I  was  doing  wrong,  I  should  have  at 
once  abandoned  the  stage.  But  I  regretted  that  | 
the  profession  which  I  had  adopted  should  be  re-  j 
pugnant  to  the  prejudices  entertained  by  oas 
whom  I  had  so  much  loved  and  respected. 


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EILEN   PBKCT;    OR,    THE    MEZiIOIES    OP    AN  ACTEESS. 


97 


One  morning  I  received  a  note  fro;u  a  bdj  bo- 
longing  to  tlie  highest  sphere  of  aristocracy,  re. 
questing  me  to  call  upon  her  at  her  mansion  at 
the  West  End,  as  she  was  desirous  to  speak  to  me 
relative  to  a  dramatic  entertainment  she  purposed 
to  give  shortly.  This  lady  was  the  Duchess  of 
Ardleigh ;  and  her  husband  was  one  of  the  wealth- 
iest noblemca  in  England.  The  note  was  ad- 
dressed to  me  as  Miss  Trafford  ;  and  I  showed  it 
to  the  Normans.  They  recommended  me  by  all 
means  to  comply  with  the  wishes  of  her  Grace, — 
observing  that  I  was  sure  to  receive  a  very  hand- 
some remuneration  for  whatsoever  engagement  1 
might  thus  enter  into.  I  accordingly  wroto  a 
reply,  to  the  effect  that  I  would  wait  upon  the 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh  at  three  o'clock  in  the  after- 
noon of  the  following  day,  if  that  hour  should 
prove  convenient  to  her  Grace. 

Punctual  to  the  appointment,  I  alighted  from 
No.  13.— EiLE^f  Feucy. 


t!ie  Normans'  carriage  at  the  front  entrance  to  the 
palatial  maasiou,  which  bore  the  name  of  ArdleigU 
House.  1  was  evidently  expected ;  for  imme< 
diately  on  giving  my  name,  a  powdered  lacquey  ia 
gorgeous  livery  requested  me  to  follow  him.  Ho 
led  me  through  a  magnificent  hall,  in  which  nume- 
rous domestics  were  lounging  about ;  and  we  bogaa 
to  ascend  a  marble  staircase  embellished  with  nu- 
merous  statues  on  oue  side,  and  with  balustrades 
which  shone  like  burnished  gold  on  the  other. 
When  half-way  up  this  flight,  1  perceived  a  young, 
handsome,  and  elegantly-dressed  gentleman  de- 
scending :  ha  bowed  with  great  politeness— but 
looked  fixedly  at  me,  though  not  with  rudeness: 
indeed,  without  iadulging  in  foolish  vanity,  but  to 
be  consistent  with  truth,  I  must  add  that  those 
were  admiring  regards  which  he  thus  bent  upoa 
me.  I  slightly  acknowledged  his  salutation ;  and 
I  could  tell  by  the  ceasing  of  the  sounds  of  his 


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EtlEN  PEROT  ;  OB,  THE  MEMOIRS  OV  AN  ACTRESS. 


footsteps  a  short  distance  below,  that  he  turned  to 
look  at  me  again.  I  followed  the  footman:  we 
reached  a  landing  superbly  decorated  with  yellow 
marble  pillars,  with  beautiful  specimens  of  sculp- 
ture, with  fine  pictures,  and  with  immense  vases ; 
and  throwing  open  a  door,  the  lacquey  announced 
«  Miss  Trafford." 

Immediately  upon  beholding  the  Duchess,  I  re- 
cognised her  as  a  lady  whom  1  had  frequently  seen 
at  the  theatre,  but  with  whose  name  and  rank  I 
had  been  until  now  unacquainted.  She  was  seated 
with  another  lady  in  that  splendid  apartment  to 
•which  I  was  thus  shown ;  and  she  rose  with  a  dig- 
nified courtesy  to  receive  me :  but  her  companion, 
who  was  much  older  than  herseU',  remained  seated 
— tossed  her  head  with  a  superciliousness  which 
she  did  not  attempt  to  conceal— and  commenced 
fanning  herselfj  as  if  this  were  a  relief  to  the  feel- 
ings of  disgust  which  my  presence  excited.  I  felt 
the  blood  crimsoning  my  cheeks ;  and  I  should 
have  at  once  retired,  if  the  Duchess  herself  had 
not  come  forward  to  address  me  with  a  degree  of 
kindness  which  she  evidently  intended  to  efface  or 
mitigate  the  impression  so  disagreeably  made  upon 
me  by  her  friend's  insolent  demeanoup. 

The  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  was  about  forty  years 
of  age ;  and  her  tall  commanding  figui^e  had  that 
fulness  which,  while  denoting  that  the  period  of  a 
more  youthful  symmetry  was  past,  nevertheless 
coqaponsated  for  that  loss  by  its  own  richness  of 
contour  and  luxuriance  of  beauty.  It  is  true  that 
the  plumpness  of  the  shoulders  and  the  splendour 
of  the  bust  were  such  as  to  give  the  neck  an  air  of 
shortness:  but  this  slight  defect  was  lost  sight  of 
when  the  eye  of  the  observer  rested  upon  the 
faultlessly  shaped  head  and  the  handsome  counte- 
nance of  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh. 

Her  companion — who,  as  I  presently  learnt  in 
the  course  of  conversation,  bore  the  title  of  lady 
Mangold — was  an  elderly  female,  decked  out  with 
all  the  accessories  of  the  toilet  and  other  succeda- 
neous  aids  to  give  herself  as  youthful  an  appear- 
ance as  possible.  In  fashionable  life  it  often  occurs 
that  false  teeth  assist  in  the  articulation  of  lan- 
guage as  false — that  artificial  hair  rests  above  a 
brow  within  which  is  a  brain  constantly  occupied 
by  frivolous  artificialities— and  that  false  bosoms 
are  placed  upon  even  falser  hearts.  How  true  all 
this  may  be  in  respect  to  Lady  Mangold,  will  here- 
after transpire.  The  first  survey  that  I  took  of 
her  was  anything  but  prepossessing.  She  seemed 
to  be  an  old  coquette;  but  the  artificialities  of  her 
toilet  were  so  overdone  as  to  be  palpable  to  a  most 
glaring  degree ;  while  in  her  dress  there  was  a 
singular  admixture  of  taste  and  frumpishness. 
Her  aflfectation  was  immense — excruciating  for 
herself,  sickening  for  those  who  beheld  it.  It 
ruled  her  actions— it  was  depicted  in  all  her  move- 
ments—it pervaded  her  language — it  gave  its  tone 
and  accent  to  her  speech ;  and  in  all  its  silliest  arts 
it  was  aided  by  the  fan  or  the  eye-glass.  Lady 
Mangold  had  never  been  a  beauty  :  she  now  re- 
sembled an  old  scarecrow  dressed  up  in  a  fashion 
to  conceal  or  mitigate  as  much  as  possible  the 
ravages  of  time  and  the  presence  of  actual  ugli- 
ness. There  was  something  loathsome  about  that 
woman:  for  the  very  strength  of  the  perfumes 
which  exhaled  from  her  dress,  excited  the  irre- 
sistible suspicion  that  there  was  a  bad  breath  to 
be  absorbed  in  that  artificial  fragrance, — as  deep 


wrinkles  and  furrows  and  sallowness  were  to  be 
concealed  by  the  enamel  and  the  rouge  which  plas- 
tered her  countenance. 

I  may  here  state  that  which  presently  transpired 
in  the  course  of  conversation, — that  Lady  Mangold 
was  aunt  to  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh ;  and  I  could 
not  help  fancying  that  it  must  be  this  circum- 
stance which  could  alone  induce  her  Grace  to  tole- 
rate the  society  of  that  wretched  frivolous  old 
woman.  For  though  the  Duchess  herself  was  by 
no  means  a  lady  of  enlightened  it\tellect,  but  had 
all  the  hauteur  of  the  highest  aristocracy,  mingled 
with  much  of  its  frivolity  and  narrow-minded  pre- 
judices,— she  nevertheless  had  that  amount  of  good 
taste  which  enabled  her  to  adapt  herself  to  circum- 
stances, and  if  not  actually  to  put  oif  hor  pride 
like  a  garment,  at  least  to  adjust  it  so  that  it 
ceased  to  be  offensive.  Such  was  her  bearing  to- 
wards me  the  instant  she  perceived  how  Lady 
Mangold  began  fanning  herself,  and  the  evidences 
of  disgust  which  she  displayed  when  an  actress 
was  introduced  within  the  range  of  her  own  aristo- 
cratic atmosphere ! 

The  Duchess  desired  me  to  be  seated — an  invi- 
tation  whereat  Lady  Mangold  gave  a  sudden  start 
of  mingled  astonishment  and  indignation;  and  an 
audible,  ""Vfell,  I  never!"  was  muttered  behind 
the  fan.  The  Duchess  threw  upon  her  aunt  a  look 
of  mingled  deprecation  and  entreaty,  and  then 
proceeded  to  explain  to  me  her  project  of  private 
theatricals.  Her  Grace  was  anxious  that  I  should 
have  the  entire  superintendence  of  them— that  I 
should  select  the  performers  who  were  to  appear  in 
company  with  myself — and  that  I  should  attend 
rehearsals  for  the  sake  of  four  or  five  amateurs  who, 
with  her  Grace's  permission,  were  anxious  to  assist. 

"And  I  hope,  my  dear,"  interjected  Lady  Man- 
gold, with  a  disdainful  toss  of  her  head,  "  that 
this  young  person  will  be  careful  to  select  such 
females  as  may  with  decency  figure  in  the  presence 
of  those  whom  you  mean  to  invite  to  Ardleigh 
House  ?" 

"If  her  ladyship  thinks,"  I  exclaimed,  my 
cheeks  flushing  with  indignation,  "  that  I  have 
any  acquaintance  with  females  who  are  unfit  to  be 
thus  introduced " 

"Prfty  do  not  be  offended.  Miss  Trafiford!"  in- 
terposed the  Duchess.  "  My  aunt  is  ignorant  on 
these  subjects " 

"Ignorant  indeed!"  exclaimed  Lady  Mangold, 
again  tossing  her  head.  "  I  have  read  and  heard 
too  much  of  theatrical  matters  not  to  know  what 
I  am  saying.  And  if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold 
was  alive " 

"Madam,"  I  said,  rising  from  my  seat,  and  ad- 
dressing myself  to  the  Duchess,  "  I  thauk  your 
Grace  for  the  honour  you  have  shown  me  by  this 
preference,  and  likewise  for  the  courtesy  witli 
which  ^ou  have  treated  me:  but  I  must  bog  to 
decline  any  interference  in  a  matter  where  it  is 
only  too  evident  my  arrangements  would  fail  to 
give  complete  satisfaction:" — and  I  glanced  to- 
wards Lady  Mangold. 

"Miss  Trafford,"  said  the  Duchess  quickly,  "it 
is  impossible  to  dispense  with  your  services!  I  en- 
treat you  to  withdraw  this  refusal!  Every  ono  is 
acquainted  with  your  character ;  and  every  one 
whom  I  may  choose  to  invite  to  Ardleigh  House, 
will  have  the  fullest  faith  in  the  propriety  of  all 
your  arrangements." 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OB,   THE   MEMOIES    OP    AN  AOTEESS. 


-  Having  thus  spoken,  the  Duchess  rose  from  her 
seat;  and  advancing  towards  Lady  Mangold,  she 
said,  "  I  must  insist,  aunt,  that  you  do  not  inter- 
fere any  more  in  this  matter." 

"  Oh,  very  well !  do  as  you  like,  my  dear !"  ex- 
claimed Lady  Mangold,  with  concentrated  rage. 
"  You  may  repent  your  obstinacy  in  rejecting  my 
advice  when  it  is  too  late.  If  poor  dear  Lord 
Mangold  were  alive " 

The  Duchess  evidently  did  not  wish  to  hear 
what  his  lordship  would  have  said  or  done  were  he 
still  in  the  land  of  the  living ;  and  again  address- 
ing herself  to  me,  she  besought  that  I  would  un- 
dertake the  duties  suggested.  I  had  overheard 
the  words  she  so  firmly  and  even  peremptorily  ad- 
dressed to  her  aunt;  and  I  reflected  that  it  would 
not  be  either  generous  or  just  on  my  part  to  visit 
upon  her  Grace  the  indignation  with  which  the 
insulting  conduct  of  her  frivolous  old  relative  had 
inspired  me.  I  therefore  resolved  to  treat  Lady 
Mangold  with  the  contempt  she  deserved;  audi 
acceded  to  the  propositions  of  the  Duchess. 

"  My  son,  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple,"  con- 
tinued her  Grace,  "  is  very  anxious  to  take  a  part 
in  these  projected  theatricals.     I  am  sorry  he  is 

not  here he  left  us  only  a  few  moments  before 

your  arrival " 

At  this  instant  the  door  opened ;  and  that  same 
young  gentleman  entered  whom  I  had  previously 
met  upon  the  stairs.  I  have  already  said  that 
he  was  exceedingly  handsome.  His  figure  was 
tall  and  slender:  his  hair  was  of  a  rich  brown: 
his  eyes  were  of  a  fine  sparkling  hazel.  There  was 
an  expression  of  candour  and  frankness  in  his 
countenance,  which  subdued  or  softened  the  some- 
what haughty  style  of  his  masculine  beauty  :  for 
he  had  a  short  upper  lip,  curving  as  it  were  with 
a  natural  pride — and  his  entire  profile  might  be 
termed  aristocratic.  His  voice  was  musical — his 
manners  w^e  urbane  and  prepossessing.  He  had 
a  happy  laugh,  and  was  evidently  as  yet  unspoilt 
by  those  parasitical  adulations  which  invariably 
surround  the  youthful  scions  of  high  titled  fami- 
lies. 

"This  is  Miss  Trafi"ord,  Herbert,"  said  the 
Duchess  as  he  entered  the  room ;  "  and  this.  Miss 
TrafFord,  is  my  son  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple,  of 
whom  I  was  just  speaking  to  you." 

I  rose  from  my  seat :  the  young  Marquis  ad- 
dressed me  with  as  much  courtesy  as  he  could  pos- 
sibly have  shown  towards  any  lady  belonging  to 
his  own  sphere ;  and  there  was  moreover  a  certain 
respectful  diffidence,  almost  amounting  to  bashful- 
ness,  in  his  bearing  towards  me.  We  sat  dis- 
cussing the  contemplated  theatricals,  while  Lady 
Mangold  went  on  fanning  herself  to  such  a  degree 
that  it  seemed  as  if  it  were  only  by  this  process 
she  avoided  falling  back  in  a  fit.  I  noticed  that 
from  time  to  time  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  flung 
upon  her  a  look  of  ineffable  disgust :  but  the 
Duchess  no  longer  seemed  to  be  conscious  of  her 
presence. 

While  deliberating  upon  the  pieces  that  were 
to  bo  performed,  and  arranging  certain  casts  of 
characters,  it  became  necessary  to  refer  to  one 
of  Shakspere's  plays;  and  the  young  Marquis 
hastened  from  the  room  to  fetch  the  required 
volume  from  the  library.  Scarcely  had  the  door 
closed  behind  him,  when  a  domestic  entered  to 
announce  to  the  Duchess  that  some  lady  of  rank 


had  just  called  and  would  not  detain  her  Grace 
more  than  a  few  minutes.  The  Duchess  desired 
me  to  excuse  her;  and  she  issued  from  the  room. 
Lady  Mangold  did  not  seem  immediately  to  per- 
ceive that  she  was  thus  left  alone  with  me :  she 
was  rocking  herself  to  and  fro,  and  using  her  fan 
as  vigorously  as  ever.  But  all  of  a  sudden  she 
started  up,  exclaiming  with  a  sort  of  shriek, 
"  Gracious !  to  think  that  they  should  have  left 
me  here  with  this  person!  If  poor  dear  Lord 
Mangold  were  alive " 

She  however  stopped  short;  for  it  would  seem 
that  she  never  got  further  than  the  few  first  words 
of  that  ejaculatory  sentence  relative  to  her  defunct 
spouse.  I  spoke  not  a  syllable ;  for  I  had  made 
up  my  mind  to  treat  her  with  the  contempt  she 
deserved.  She  was  making  her  way  towards  the 
door,  when  a  thought  evidently  struck  her.  She 
halted — she  reflected  for  a  moment — and  then  she 
retraced  her  steps  towards  me,  a  complete  change 
having  taken  place  in  her  demeanour.  She  was 
now  endeavouring  to  wreathe  her  wrinkled  coun- 
tenance into  smiles ;  and  she  said,  "  Well,  after  all, 
Miss  TrafFord,  I  do  think  I  have  been  a  little  too 
severe  with  you — and  I  hope  you  will  forgive  me," 

"  I  can  assure  your  ladyship,"  I  answered, 
gravely  and  somewhat  coldly,  "  that  your  conduct 
was  not  calculated  to  inspire  so  strong  a  feeling  as 
a  lasting  resentment." 

"Well,  that  is  kind  of  you!"  she  cried,  not 
fathoming  the  tincture  of  irony  that  pervaded  my 
response.  "  Let  me  see  ? — there  is  to  be  an  after- 
piece, in  which  a  goddess  is  to  appear Did  I 

not  hear  you  say  so  P" 

"  Such  is  the  arranjjement,  my  lady,"  I  rejoined. 
"It  is  a  piece  founded  on  the  heathen  mytho- 
logy  " 

"  To  be  sure !"  she  exclaimed ;  "  and  Venus  is  to 
appear.  But  you  have  not  as  yet  arranged  who  is 
to  personate  Venus ;  and  I  was  thinking  In- 
deed,  if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive 
But  however,  I  was  thinking,  I  say,  that  as  there 
must  be  a  Venus — and  as   neither  her  Grace  nor 

Herbert 1  mean  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple— 

have  decided  who  should  personate  the  character- 
but  as  it  seemed  to  be  understood  that  it  is  to  be  a 
lady " 

"  And  not  an  actress,"  I  interjected,  with  a  cer- 
tain degree  of  scornful  irony. 

"  Well,  you  know,  my  dear  Miss  Traflford,  it  is 
an  arrangement  made  by  her  Grace ;  and  you  your- 
self agreed  to  it." 

"  Because  there  are  no  artistic  qualifications  re- 
quired in  reference  to  that  character,"  I  observed. 
"  The  Goddess  of  Beauty  will  merely  make  her  ap- 
pearance at  the  back  of  the  stage " 

"Exactly  so  !  Amidst  clouds,  and  attended  by 
a  host  of  little  Cupids  !"  exclaimed  Lady  Mangold. 
"  Now,  as  you,  Miss  Trafford,  are  the  superinton- 
dent— directress — manageress — or  whatever  the 
title  be — your  word  is  law ;  and  of  course  what- 
ever you  suggest  must  be  done.  I  should  not  like 
to  hint  it  myself  to  the  Duchess— but  you  can  pro- 
pose it  as  if  it  were  quite  an  inspiration  of  your 

^wn you  understand   what  I  mean and  if 

poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive " 

"  Indeed  I  do  not  understand  your  ladyship," 
I  said,  though  not  without  a  suspicion  of  the  asto- 
nishing extent  to  which  her  silly  conceit  and  vanity 
were  on  the  point  of  reaching. 


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EI.LEX   PEECT  ;    OE,   THE    MEilOIES   OF   XT!   ACTBESS. 


"  Oh,  dear  me,  Miss  Traflford  !  how  provoking !" 
cried  Ladj  Mangold,  now  playing  with  her  fan  as 
if  she  were  a  bashful  young  creature  of  seventeen 
or  eighteen.  "  I  thought  you  would  have  taken 
the  hint  at  once  ;  and  if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold 
were  alive But,  after  all,  you  are  a  very  re- 
spectable young  per lady,  I  mean ;  and  I  am 

really  sorry — but  I  must  atone  for  my  rudeness. 
"Well,  the  truth  is,  I  mean  to  countenance  you  as 
much  as  possible :  you  may  command  my  co- 
operation— and  therefore,  my  dear  Miss  TraiFord, 
all  things  considered,  I  shall  have  no  objection  to 
play  the  Venus  for  you." 

I  gazed  upon  her  ladyship  in  astonishment ;  and 
I  could  scarcely  prevent  a  laugh  bursting  forth 
from  my  lips.  There  was  something  indescriba- 
bly ludicrous  in  the  idea  of  that  wrinkled  hag  per- 
forming tho  part  of  the  Goddess  of  Beauty  ;  and  I 
could  hardly  believe  the  evidence  of  my  own  ears 
that  such  an  astounding  proposition  had  been 
yeritably  and  actually  made. 

"Don't  say  that  the  hint  came  from  me,"  her 
ladyship  hastened  to  add;  "but  make  the  pro- 
posal  as  if  quite  of  your  own  accord.  Good  bye, 
my  dear  Miss  Trafford.  I  dare  say  we  shall  be 
excellent  friends ;  and  if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold 
■were  alive •" 

She  stopped  short,  and  turned  abruptly  from 
lEC.  Again  was  she  making  her  way  towards 
the  door  when  she  paused  at  a  table  covered  with 
all  kinds  of  elegant  nick-nacks;  and  there  she 
halted  for  a  few  moments.  I  turned  aside,  not 
condescending  to  fling  another  look  upon  an  old 
creature  whom  for  so  many  reasons  I  utterly  con- 
temned. After  her  brief  pause  at  the  table,  she 
tripped  towards  the  door,  and  issued  from  the 
room, — a  mirror  revealing  to  my  eyes  her  retreat- 
ing form,  and  showing  that  she  affected  all  the 
airy  lightness  of  youth  while  thus  making  her 
exit. 

Almost  immediately  afterwards  the  Marquis  of 
Dalrymple  reappeared,  with  a  volume  of  Shak- 
Bpere  in  his  hand.  Methought  that  on  perceiv- 
ing his  mother  and  aunt  were  no  longer  present, 
he  looked  confused  and  embarrassed  for  a  mo- 
ment; but  still  there  was  pleasure  mingling  with 
that  confusion.  His  regards  were  bent  admiringly 
upon  me  :  but  when,  with  an  air  of  calm  politeness 
and  perfect  self-possession  I  took  the  volume  from 
his  hand,  he  seemed  suddenly  recalled  to  a  sense 
of  that  propriety  of  demeanour  which  he  was 
bound  to  observe  towards  me.  JTot  however  that 
there  was  the  slightest  rudeness  nor  insolence  in 
those  regards  of  his;— and  now  he  was  once  more 
all  respectful  affability  and  courteous  attention. 
The  Duchess  soon  afterwards  reappeared  ;  and  our 
deliberations  were  continued  :  but  I  need  scarcely 
add  that  I  dropped  not  a  single  hint  relative  to 
the  outrageous  proposition  made  by  Lady  Man- 
gold, 

In  as  delicUe  a  manner  as  possible  did  the 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh  intimate  to  me  that  my  ser- 
vices should  be  most  liberally  remunerated ;  and 
as  I  was  to  take  the  character  of  Queen  Catharine 
in  "Henry  the  Eighth,"  her  Grace  suggested  that 
I  should  have  a  new  costume  for  the  occasion. 

"You  will  permit  me.  Miss  Trafford,"  she 
added,  "  to  place  in  your  hands  a  sum  for  your 
immediate  expenses." 

Thus  speaking,  she  rose  from  her  seat,  and  ad- 


vanced towards  a  table.  She  evidently  Eoujfht  for 
something;  and  I  fancied  it  was  bor  purse,  I 
begged  her  Grace  nut  to  trouble  herself  about 
1  pecuniary  matters  until  a  future  occasion:  but 
she  insisted  on  carrying  out  her  purpose, — adding, 
"  This  is  very  extraordinary  !  I  certainly  left  my 
purse  here  !  I  remember  it  well— and  it  contained 
a  considerable  sum." 

I  experienced  all  the  uneasiness  which  every 
one  would  feel  under  such  circumstances ;  and  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple  evidently  noticed  the  flush 
which  rose  to  my  cheeks.  He  hastened  to  the 
table,  and  rapidly  whispered  something  to  his 
mother. 

"Ah!"  said  the  Duchess  aloud;  "Lady  Man- 
gold must  have  taken  it  by  mistake.  She  is  in 
the  habit  of  leaving  her  own  purse  tossing  about; 
and — I  recollect — it  exactly  resembles  mine." 

"I  remember,"  I  said,  "that  before  Lady  Man- 
gold left  tho  room,  she  stopped  for  a  few  moments 
at  this  table." 

"Ah,  then,  that  accounts  for  it!"  exclaimed 
the  Duchess :  but  at  the  same  moment  I  perceived 
she  exchanged  a  rapid  and  peculiar  glance  with 
her  son, — a  glance  which  I  by  no  means  liked; 
for  it  struck  me  as  being  full  of  suspicion. 

I  felt  exceedingly  awkward :  the  colour  was 
coming  and  going  in  rapid  transitions  upon  my 
cheeks :  I  was  at  a  loss  whether  to  say  any  more, 
or  let  the  matter  rest  where  it  was.  "Was  it  pos- 
sible  that  the  Duchess  and  the  Marquis  really 
suspected  me,  and  that  with  extraordinary  gene- 
rosity she  had  devised  the  excuse  in  respect  to 
Lady  Mangold  ?  I  never  felt  so  uncomfortable  in 
my  life  as  at  the  bare  thought  of  being  deemed 
capable  of  an  action  than  to  commit  which  I 
would  rather  have  died. 

"Here  is  my  purse,"  the  Marquis  hastened  to 
observe  in  a  low  tone  to  his  mother:  and  then  he 
glanced  towards  me  with  so  indescribable  an  ex- 
pression of  pain  in  his  looks  that  I  feit  convinced 
I  was  really  the  object  of  this  most  dreadful  sus- 
picion. 

The  Duchess  took  forth  from  that  purse  a  con- 
siderable sum  in  bank. notes ;  and  as  she  placed 
them  in  my  hand,  she  said,  with  the  most  friendly 
affability,  "A  thousand  thanks.  Miss  Trafford,  for 
the  patience  with  which  you  have  entered  into  all 
our  deliberations.  We  shall  expect  to  see  you 
soon  again  at  Ardleigh  House;  and  I  hope  that  on 
the  next  occasion  you  will  be  enabled  to  furnish 
me  with  a  list  of  those  artistes  whom  you  have 
selected  to  appear  on  our  miniature  stage." 

The  Duchess  shook  me  by  the  hand ;  and  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple  accompanied  me  down 
stairs  to  the  carriage.  I  was  slUl  suffering  under 
a  painful  impression — though  less  painful  than  be- 
fore ;  for  methought  there  was  something  in  tho 
manner  of  both  the  Duchess  and  her  son  which 
was  intended  to  convince  me  that  they  did  not 
entertain  the  dreadful  suspicion  under  which  I 
feared  that  I  was  labouring.  Nevertheless,  the 
incident  was  a  most  unpleasant  one ;  and  I  would 
have  given  worlds  that  it  had  never  occurred. 

As  no  time  was  to  be  lost  in  making  the  prepa< 
rations  for  the  private  theatricals  at  Ardleigh 
House,  I  ordered  the  carriage  to  drive  direct  to  a 
shop  in  Eegent  Street,  where  I  had  to  purchase 
the  materials  for  my  new  costume.  There  were 
several  private  carriages  drawn  up  in  front  of  the 


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establishmcut,  which  I  found  to  be  crowded  with 
lady-cuslomcra,  it  being  one  of  the  best  and  most 
fashionable  in  Eegent  Street.  I  was  known  there, 
and  alwajs  experienced  the  utmost  civility.  Ou 
entering,  a  chair  was  at  onco  placed  by  some  un- 
derling for  my  accommodation,  at  the  only  unoc- 
cupied part  in  front  of  the  counter  to  which  I  re- 
paired; and  the  shopman  who  came  forward  to 
serve  me,  addressed  me  by  the  pseudonym  of  Miss 
Trafford.  I  stated  what  I  required  ;  and  when 
my  orders  were  given,  I  noticed  that  accident  had 
again  brought  me  ia  contact  with  Lady  Mangold. 
She  was  seated  on  my  right  hand,  and  appeared  to 
be  80  busily  engaged  in  the  inspection  of  silks  and 
laces  that  she  affected  not  to  perceive  me.  I  could 
well  understand  the  silly  pride  of  the  old  lady, 
who  would  not  for  all  the  world  have  bestowed  so 
much  as  a  sign  of  recognition  upon  me  in  a  shop 
where  I  was  evidently  known.  The  same  shop- 
man who  was  attending  to  her  ladyship,  was  like- 
wise now  serving  me;  and  I  on  my  part  pretended 
to  be  as  completely  unacquainted  with  her  as  she 
obose  tu  seem  in  respect  to  myself. 

As  I  had  numerous  purchases  to  make,  I  re- 
mained for  some  time  in  the  shop,  while  Lady 
Mangold  appeared  to  be  equally  occupied  with  the 
piles  of  goods  that  were  scattered  before  her.  She 
turned  over  everything — but  seemed  to  be  buying 
very  little.  I  had  already  made  a  selection  of  the 
greater  portion  of  the  things  which  I  required  ; 
and  the  shopman  had  turned  aside  to  procure 
some  other  articles,  when  an  incident  occurred 
which  struck  me  with  amazement  and  stupefaction. 
Though  not  appearing  to  be  taking  the  slightest 
notice  of  her  ladyship,  I  was  really  regarding  her 
at  the  moment;  for  the  recollection  of  her  ludi- 
crous whim  to  personate  the  G-oddess  of  Beauty 
was  floating  in  my  mind.  All  of  a  sudden  I  per- 
ceived her  place  her  white  cambric  pocket  hand- 
kerchief over  three  pieces  of  costly  lace,  and  then 
consign  that  kerchief  with  the  articles  to  her 
reticule. 

I  say  that  I  was  smitten  with  amazement  and 
Btupefactioa,  Could  I  possibly  believe  tlie  evi- 
dence of  my  own  vision?  had  I  seen  aright?  I 
sat  gazing  upon  her  in  blank  astonishment,  while 
she  continued  more  assiduously  than  ever  to  turn 
over  the  goods  that  were  piled  before  her.  At 
that  moment  a  shopman,  who  did  not  servo  behind 
the  counter,  but  whose  duty  it  was  to  place  the 
chairs  for  the  accommodation  of  the  lady-customers, 
dropped  his  handerchief  close  by  my  seat ;  and  as 
he  stooped  to  pick  it  up,  ho  hastily  whispered, 
"  Be  so  kind,  Miss  Trafford,  as  not  to  mention 
what  you  have  just  seen." 

I  started  as  my  ear  caught  these  words :  the 
Bhcpman  bent  upon  me  a  respectful  look,  which 
was  alike  significant  and  full  of  entreaty;  and  he 
lounged  away  to  the  opposite  side  of  the  establish- 
ment. The  shopman  who  was  serving  me,  now 
returned  with  the  fresh  articles  that  I  had  inquired 
for;  ana  Lady  Mangold  said  with  the  most  perfect 
Belf-possession,  "  There !  I  have  chosen  these 
things.     Be  so  good  as  to  make  out  the  bill." 

Her  request  was  immediately  accede  1  to ;  and 
she  took  forth  her  purse  to  pay  the  amount.  I 
glanced  at  that  purse,  to  ascertain  if  it  contained 
much  money;  so  that  I  might  form  an  idea 
whether  it  was  the  one  lost  by  the  Duchess  :  but 
it  ouly  had  four  or  five  sovereigns  iu  one  end,  and 


a  few  shillings  in  the  other.  I  had  however  little 
doubt  that  the  reticule  contained  the  purse  lost  at 
Ardleigh  House,  iu  addition  to  the  three  pieces  of 
lace  just  self-appropriated  by  Lady  Mangold  at  the 
counter  of  the  fashionable  establishment.  She 
paid  the  bill,  and  proceeded  to  her  carriage,  with- 
out having  bestowed  the  slightest  sign  of  recog- 
nition upon  me. 

By  this  time  the  shop  had  become  comparatively 
empty;  and  I  was  now  the  only  customer  left  at 
the  counter  on  that  side  where  I  was  seated.  Iu 
the  meanwhile  the  shopman  who  had  witnessed  the 
theft,  and  who  had  whispered  the  entreaty  that  I 
would  not  expose  it,  had  made  some  hurried  com- 
munication to  the  shopman  who  was  serving  me. 
This  latter,  now  finding  the  coast  sufficiently  clear, 
said  in  an  under-tone,  "  I  understand.  Miss  Traf- 
ford, you  saw  something  that  Lady  Mangold  just 
did  ?" 

"  I  saw  her  secrete  three  pieces  of  lace,"  I  re- 
plied;  "and  I  was  shocked — I  was  dismayed— I 
could  scarcely  believe  my  own  eyes  !" 

"No  wonder,  Miss,"  continued  the  shopman: 
"that  old  lady  is  the  greatest  tiiief  that  comes  to 
our  establishment.  She  will  lay  out  a  pound  and 
steal  the  worth  of  five." 

"  But  how  is  it  possible,"  I  asked,  in  astonish- 
ment, "  that  you  put  up  with  it  ?" 

"A7e  are  compelled  to  do  so,"  answered  tho 
shopman.  "We  keep  as  keen  a  watch  over  her  as 
possible  :  but  one  caanofc  always  have  one's  eyes 
fixed  upon  her;  for  she  will  sit  here  an  hour  till 
she  gets  something,  if  it  is  only  a  pair  of  gloves. 
The  worst  is  that  in  her  case  it  is  all  sheer  loss; 
for  if  we  were  to  send  in  a  bill  for  that  lace,  for 
instance,  she  would  vow  and  protest  she  never  'aad 
it— there  would  be  an  exposure,  aud  the  establish- 
ment would  be  ruined." 

"You  mean  Lady  Mangold  would  be  ruined ?" 
I  observed. 

"No— I  mean  the  establishment.  Miss.  You 
would  be  astonished,"  ho  continued,  still  speaking 
in  an  under-tone,  "at  the  number  of  lady-thieves 
there  are ;  and  they  are  some  of  the  richest  too. 
It  is  a  mania,  I  suppose— but  it  prevails  to  a 
frightful  extent.  In  some  cases  we  send  in  the 
bill  half-yearly  for  the  things  that  are  thus  pilfered  ; 
and  the  accounts  are  paid  without  a  murmur.  In 
other  cases  the  husbands  themselves  call  every  now 
and  then,  and  inquire  what  is  owing  by  their 
wives.  We  know  what  is  meant ;  and  the  money 
is  at  once  paid.  There  are  other  cases,  again,  in 
which  the  lady's-maids  or  the  '  companions'  of  our 
thievish  customers  come  in  the  course  of  the  day, 
and  bring  back  to  us  the  articles  that  have  bueu 
pilfered.  But  still  there  are  many  cases,  like  that 
of  Lady  Mangold,  where  the  g'joda  are  neither 
paid  for  nor  returned;  and  we  Lave  to  put  up  with 
all  the  loss." 

"  You  have  astounded  me,"  I  said  :  and  I  really 
felt  as  I  spoke.  "But  still  I  cannot  conceive  why 
you  should  tamely  put  up  with  these  losses,  as  ia 
the  case  of  Lady  Mangold " 

"Suppose,  Miss,"  rejoined  the  shopman,  "  that 
Lady  Mangold  had  just  now  been  given  into  cus- 
tody— the  magistrate  must  have  committed  her  for 
trial,  or  else  held  her  to  bail  till  the  case  waa 
hushed  up.  But  the  consequences  to  us  would  be 
fearful.  At  least  two-thirds  of  our  best  customers 
would  leave  off  dealing    with   us.     I  don't  mean 


102 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE    MEMOIES  OV  AH  ACTEES3. 


the  lady-thieves  alone — because,  as  you  may  easily 
suppose,  it  would  be  a  blessing  to  get  rid  of  them  : 
but  I  mean  the  honest,  upright,  fair-dealing  ladies 
as  well.  TLie  aristocracy  all  stick  by  each  other; 
and  the  exposure  of  any  one  belonging  to  their 
sphere  is  felt  as  a  disgrace  by  the  whole  body. 
Therefore,  if  an  exposure  were  once  made,  they 
would  wreak  the  most  terrible  vengeance  on  the 
proprietors  of  the  establishment." 

"  But  is  it  possible,"  I  asked,  in  amazement, 
"that  this  can  be  the  morality  of  the  higher 
orders  ?" 

"  I  am  telling  you  nothing  but  the  truth,  Miss," 
answered  the  shopman.  "  Before  I  came  to  this 
establishment,  I  cci'ved  in  another,  higher  up  the 
street;  and  a  1  'v  who  had  long  carried  on  a 
systematic  course  of  depredations,  was  at  length 
given  into  custody.  I  cannot  tell  you  the  excite- 
ment that  prevailed.  The  lady-customers  sent 
the  most  insolent  messages  by  their  lacqueys  to 
my  employer,  to  the  effect  that  as  he  dared  give  a 
lady  in  charge,  they  would  never  deal  with  him 
again.  Showers  of  anonymous  notes  poured  in, 
full  of  threats  as  well  as  abuse, — some  of  which 
latter  was  penned  in  the  very  coarsest  style.  My 
employer  was  resolved  to  go  on  with  the  case;  and 
the  Jady  was  brought  up  several  times  before  the 
magistrate.  An  immense  amount  of  what  was 
called  sympathy/  prevailed  amongst  the  upper 
class ;  and  I  daresay  there  was  a  great  deal  of 
fellow-feeling  with  the  whole  tribe  of  lady-thieves 
especially.  Would  you  believe  it.  Miss  ?— a  thou- 
sand guineas  were  subscribed  to  bribe  the  editor 
of  a  powerful  daily  newspaper  to  insert  a  leading 
article  in  the  lady's  favour ;  and  he  did  it.  In 
short,  everything  was  done  to  create  sympathy — 
to  prove  that  the  poor  lady  was  the  victim  of  an 
unconquerable  mania  for  which  she  was  altogether 
irresponsible — and  that  my  employer  was  a  cruel, 
unfeeling,  hard-hearted  monster.  Well,  the  case 
went  for  trial — the  evidence  was  clear— the  lady 
herself  had  admitted  the  theft — it  was  notorious 
that  she  had  plundered  and  pilfered  at  other  shops 
in  the  same  way " 

"  And  therefore  the  jury  condemned  her,  as  a 
matter  of  course  ?" 

"  I  beg  your  pardon,  Miss,"  replied  the  shop- 
man; "the  jury  acquitted  her!  She  went  home 
in  triumph  with  her  friends ;  and  my  employer 
was  ruined.  She  now  rolls  by  in  her  carriage 
every  day " 

"  There  is  something  dreadful  in  all  this !"  I  re- 
marked. "  I  could  scarcely  have  believed  it  pos- 
sible." 

"  There  is  not  a  shopkeeper  of  any  standing  or 
eminence  at  the  West  End,  who  is  not  rendered 
the  victim  of  these  fashionable  pilferers.  Our 
loss  in  this  establishment  is  annually  immense. 
We  have  to  keep  two  *  walking  shopmen,'  as  they 
are  called,  entirely  for  the  purpose  of  looking  after 
these  lady-thieves.  It  was  one  of  those  shopmen 
who  just  now  whispered  to  you,  Miss,  to  take  no 
notice  of  Lady  Mangold's  achievement;  and  if 
you  had  not  witnessed  it,  I  should  not  have  given 
you  all  these  explanations.  But  I  hope  that  you 
will  keep  them  secret." 

I  promised  that  I  would ;  and  still  under  the 
influence  of  indescribable  astonishment,  I  issued 
from  the  establishment. 

Lady  Mangold  was  a  confirmed  thief;  and  that 


she  had  purloined  her  niece's  purse  was  a  matter 
beyond  a  doubt.  Connected  with  the  incident  that 
had  just  occurred  at  the  shop,  there  was  a  reflec- 
tion which  was  fraught  with  infiaite  relief  to  my 
own  mind.  I  saw  that  after  all  I  had  not  really 
been  suspected  by  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  and 
the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  :  Lady  Mangold's  pro- 
pensity, mania,  or  whatever  it  might  be  called, 
was  evidently  well  known  to  them  ;  and  they  thus 
at  once  comprehended  by  what  means  the  purse 
was  missing.  Hence  the  rapid  and  significant 
glances  which  they  had  exchanged ;  and  hence  too 
the  manner  in  which  the  Duchess  had  endea- 
voured to  turn  the  affair  ofi"  by  attributing  it  to  a 
mistake,  and  hinting  at  the  similitude  of  her  own 
purse  to  that  of  Lady  Mangold. 


CHAPTEE  XX. 

THEATBICAIi      UATTEBB. 

On  the  following  day,  at  about  two  o'clock  in  the 
afternoon,  I  repaired  to  the  theatre,  in  company 
with  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  for  the  purpose  of 
obtaining  the  assent  of  Mr.  Richards,  the  lessee, 
that  certain  members  of  his  company  should,  if 
willing,  assist  at  the  private  theatricals  at  Ardleigh 
House.  Mr.  Hichards  received  us  in  his  own 
room ;  and  he  cheerfully  agreed  to  whatsoever  I 
proposed  :  for  since  the  achievement  of  my  suc- 
cesses, he  had  been  aU  politeness,  civility,  and 
attention  towards  me. 

In  the  midst  of  our  deliberations  some  one 
tapped  at  the  door:  Mr.  Eichards  bade  the  in- 
dividual enter;  and  it  proved  to  be  an  underling, 
delighting  in  the  euphonious  name  of  Tubbs. 

"Now,  Tubbs,  what  is  it?"  asked  the  lessee, 
impatiently.     "You  see  that  I  am  engaged " 

"  It  is  Mr.  Wright,  sir,"  answered  Tubbs,  with 
the  most  submissive  demeanour. 

"  Wright  ?  Wright  ?"  said  Mr.  Eichards.  "  Who 
the  deuce  is  Mr.  Wright  ?" 

"If  you  please,  sir,"  responded  Tubbs,  "he  is 
the  gentleman — the  author,  I  mean — of  that  play 
which  you  gave  to  Mr.  Green  to  read." 

"Ah,  to  be  sure  !  I  recollect  now  !"  ejaculated 
the  lessee.      "Green    has  reported    admirably  of 

"He  was  telling  me  yesterday,"  interjected 
Mr.  Norman,  "  that  it  is  a  most  excellent  piece." 

"  Oh,  well !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Eichards,  "  tell 
Mr.  Wrigkt  I  am  very  busy  now — I  cannot  pos- 
sibly see  him — let  him  come  to-morrow,  Tubbs  — 
or  next  day." 

"  If  you  please,  sir,"  said  Tubbs  deferentially, 
"  he  has  already  called  thirty  or  forty  times " 

"Then  he  must  call  again.  These  dramatic 
authors,"  continued  Mr.  Eichards,  throwing  him- 
self back  in  liis  chair,  and  sipping  a  glass  of 
claret,  when  Tubbs  had  retired,  "  are  the  greatest 
pests  we  managers  have  to  endure.  They  call  at 
all  hours !  No  matter  whether  I  am  taking  my 
lunch — or  my  nap— or  my  glass  of  wine  — or 
smoking  my  cigar  in  the  evening — in  short,  how- 
ever busily  I  may  be  engaged,  it  is  always  sure  to 
be  the  author  of  a  piece  sent  in  for  approval, that 
must  want  to  disturb  me.  Those  fellows  have  no 
conscience,  Mr.  Norman." 


"Eeally,  I  think,"  anawcred  Mr.  Normau,  with 
a  smile,  "  tbat  lessees  are  sometimes  deficient  in 
consciences  towards  authors " 

Tbe  remainder  of  the  sentence  was  however  in- 
terrupted by  tbe  reappearance  of  Tubbs,  who  came 
to  announca  that  Mr.  Grimshaw  had  just  called. 

"  Ob,  show  him  in  at  once !"  exclaimed  Mr. 
Richards :  and  Tubbs  disappeared  accordingly, 
"  Grimshaw,"  continued  the  lessee,  "  will  prove 
to  be  the  cleverest  Clown  that  has  ever  stood  upon 
the  boards  since  Griraaldi.  He  has  done  wonders 
in  the  provinces  :  and  now  I  mean  to  engage  with 
him  for  the  Christmas  pantomime.  It  is  some 
time  till  then :  but  I  mustn't  let  him  be  snapped 
up  by  any  rival  manager." 

Mr.  Grimshaw  was  accordingly  introduced.  Mr. 
S.ichards  rose  to  receive  him — made  him  sit  down 
—filled  him  a  glass  of  claret — and  treated  him 
with  the  utmost  cordiality.  I  could  not  help  think- 
ing tbat  in  one  sense  it  was  better  to  be  a  clown 
than  a  dramatic  author :  for  while  the  former  was 
received  in  the  lessee's  private  room  the  instant  he 
called,  the  latter  was  compelled  to  repeat  his  un- 
availing visits  half  a  hundred  times— the  former 
was  regaled  with  claret,  the  latter  was  made  to 
kick  bis  heels  in  the  lobby  or  at  the  stage-door — 
the  former  was  eulogized  behind  his  back,  the  latter 
was  spoken  of  as  a  pest  and  a  nuisance. 

Scarcely  had  Mr.  Grimshaw  got  through  his 
first  glass  of  claret,  and  made  three  or  four 
grimaces  to  put  Mr.  Eichards  into  all  the  better 
humour  to  close  with  him  on  liberal  terms, — when 
an  altercation  outside  the  door  reached  our  ears. 
Voices,  male  and  female,  were  engaged  in  most 
angry  parlance,  until  at  length  the  door  was  flung 
open,  just  as  Mr.  Eichards  was  about  to  start  up 
wrathfully  from  his  seat  and  ascertain  what  the 
disturbance  was  about.  In  stalked  Mr.  Mellicent, 
an  actor  of  third-rate  abilities  and  first-rate 
conceit.  His  countenance  was  crimson  with  rage. 
He  had  once  performed  the  part  of  a  king ;  and 
he  now  seemed  to  have  clothed  himself  with  all  the 
theatrical  majesty  he  bad  assumed  upon  the  occa- 
sion :  but  there  was  something  exceedingly  ludi- 
crous in  the  expression  which  his  offended  pride  or 
wounded  feelings  now  took.  He  was  gesticulating 
with  his  left  arm ;  and  his  right  hand  carried 
Boraething  which  he  concealed  behind  his  back.  He 
was  followed  by  five  or  six  other  performers,  male 
and  female,  as  well  as  by  Mr.  Sutterby,  the  "pro- 
perty-man." 

"Mr.  Eichards  !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Mellicent,  bow- 
ing in  a  grandiose  style ;  "  I  would  fain  know,  sir, 
whether  I  am  to  be  treated  with  the  courtesy  of  a 
gentleman  within  the  walls  of  your  theatre — or 
whether  I  am  to  put  up  with  the  humbugging 
nonsense  of  that  wretched  vulgarian,  your  pro- 
perty-man Sutterby.  That's  what  I  want  to  know, 
Mr.  Eichards— and  I  should  like  you  to  pronounce 
your  decision  at  once." 

"  And  pray,  what's  the  matter  now  ?"  de- 
manded the  lessee. 

"  I  am  cast,  Mr.  Eichards,  for  the  General  in 
,  the  new  after-piece  to-night,"  continued  Melli- 
cent; "  and  first  of  all,  sir,  I  might  complain  that 
according  to  the  arrangements  of  Mr.  Green,  your 
stage-manager,  I  am  to  have  three  men  as  an 
army.  But  I  will  let  that  pass,  sir ;  although  it 
will  be  impossible  for  those  three  men  to  look  like 
an  army— much  less   to  manoeuvre  as  one.     But 


my  great  complaiut,  sir,  is  against  Mr.  Sutterby. 
There,  sir  !  did  you  ever  see  such  a  cocked  hat  :,s 
that  ?  What  General  ever  wore  such  a  thing  ? 
Shall  I  look  like  a  general,  sir  ?  Shall  I  even  look 
like  a  corporal,  sir  ?  Shall  I  have  an  appearance 
as  good  as  a  fifer  to  a  militia  regiment  ?" 

These  last  words  hissed  fiercely  out  of  Mr.  Mel- 
licent's  lips,  and  his  eyes  glared  round  with  a 
malignant  rage  at  Mr.  Sutterby,  as  ho  produced 
the  cocked  hat  from  behind  his  back  and  placed  it 
upon  the  lessee's  table. 

"  There !"  he  vociferated,  scornfully  and  spite- 
fully :  "  you  call  that  a  property !  I  never  saw 
such  a  property  ! — and  the  property-man  ought  to 
be  ashamed  of  himself  to  produce  it  as  a  pro- 
perty. What  General  ever  wore  such  a  hat  ? 
Why,  sir,  take  off  those  bits  of  red  and  white 
paper  from  the  top,  which  don't  look  like  a  plume, 
sir— and  it  becomes  a  parish-beadle's  hat !  Look 
at  the  lace all  tarnished  !  And  look  at  the  in- 
side !  One  mass  of  dirt  and  grease,  that  no  re- 
spectable man  would  put  his  head  into  I  And  tJds, 
sir,  is  a  property-hat  for  a  General !" 

"  It's  shametul !"  ejaculated  Mr.  Mellicent's 
companions,  male  and  female,  who  had  evidently 
been  taking  his  part  against  the  unfortunate 
property-man. 

"  I  maintain,  Mr.  Eichards,"  said  Mr.  Sutterby, 
DOW  standing  forward,  and  displaying  a  face  that 
looked  very  dirty  and  very  angry,  "that  the  pro- 
perty is  a  good  property.  It  was  bought  for  two- 
and-nine  at  the  fancy  dress  shop  in  Tavistock 
Street  the  other  day.  But  Mr.  Mellicent  is 
always  finding  fault— you  can't  please  him  no 
how  :  he  is  constantly  grumbling  at  the  proper- 
ties^  " 

"And  I  say  that  Mr.  Mellicent  has  justice  oa 
his  side !"  exclaimed  a  brother  performer,  now 
pressing  forward.  "  Mr.  Sutterby  is  no  good  pro- 
perty-man. He  wants  me  to  play  the  Duke  in  an 
old  yellow  bed-curtain  which  he  calls  a  robe.  I 
never  saw  such  a  property  !" 

The  other  actors  and  actresses  now  likewise  stood 
forward,  vociferating  their  complaints  and  over- 
whelming the  property-man  with  their  accusa- 
tions. Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and  myself,  having 
already  transacted  our  business  with  Mr.  Richards, 
left  him  to  fight  out  his  battle  according  to  his  own 
discretion ;  and  we  returned  home  to  dinner. 

On  the  following  day  I  paid  a  second  visit  to 
Ardleigh  House,  to  make  farth*  arrangements  in 
respect  to  the  private  theatricals.  Lady  Mangold 
was  not  present  when  I  arrived;  and  t  was  con- 
ducted to  an  apartment  where  I  found  the  Duchess 
and  the  young  Marquis  waiting  to  receive  me. 
They  treated  me  with  as  much  courtesy  as  on  the 
former  occasion ;  and  it  was  necessary  that  I 
should  pass  nearly  a  couple  of  hours  with  them  in 
settling  the  various  preliminaries.  On  taking  my 
leave,  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  was  on  the  point 
of  accompanying  me  down  to  the  carriage,  as  he 
had  done  on  the  former  occasion, — when  I  ob- 
served that  the  Duchess  checked  him  by  a  sign; 
and  he  remained  in  the  room  with  her,  I  was 
by  no  means  offended  at  this  little  display  of  pride 
on  her  part:  I  had  been  already  somewhat  an- 
noyed to  observe  that  the  young  nobleman  had 
more  than  once  fixed  his  eyes  admiringly  upon 
me;  and  I  by  no  means  sought  to  become  the  ob- 
ject of  his  attentions. 


Just  as  I  was  issuing  from  the  mansion,  Lady 
Mangold's  equipage  drove  up ;  and  on  perceiving 
me,  she  beckoned  me  to  approach  the  window  of 
her  carriage.  I  however  affected  not  to  notice 
her  :  whereupon  she  immediately  alighted  and  ac- 
costed me  with  a  smirking  countenance. 

"  You  did  not  see  me,  Miss  Traflford,"  she  said, 
with  a  lisp  that  was  half  affected  and  half  pro- 
duced by  the  false  teeth.  "I  suppose  you  have 
settled  that  little  affair  for  me  ?" 

"  Indeed,  my  lady,"  I  answered,  very  distantly 
and  very  coldly,  "  I  have  not  spoken  a  word  upon 
the  subject." 

"  Ob,  I  understand !"  she  ejaculated,  with  an 
angry  toss  of  the  head,  which  made  the  immense 
plumes  of  her  bonnet  wave  like  those  on  the  head  of 
a  horse  attached  to  a  mourning  coach.  "  You  are 
olTended  because  I  did  not  speak  to  you  the  day 
before  yesterday  at  the  shop  in  Eegcnt  Street. 
But  you  know  it  was  impossible  ;  and  if  poor  dear 
Lord  Mangold  had  been  alive " 

"  So  fsr  from  ofTonded,  madam,"  I  interrupted 
her,  "  I  had  erery  reason  to  rejoice  that  you  did 
not  condescend  to  recognise  me  as  an  act^uaint- 
ance." 

"  "Well,  I  am  sure.  Miss  Trafford  !  You  forget 
yourself!"  exclaimed  the  old  lady  :  but  instanta- 
neously relapsing  into  her  smirking  mood,  she 
said,  "  Come,  you  and  I  must  not  be  bad  friends. 
For  if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive 
But  however,  this  little  affair  must  be  managed 
for  me.  I  have  ordered  my  costume — it  is  all  but 
finished,  —  beautiful  flowing  robes  of  white  and 
azure,  so  as  to  have  a  celestial  appearance  !  And 
I  have  got  the  zone  too — the  zone  of  the  Goddess 
of  Beauty  !  I  have  been  studying  the  dresses  in 
the   Pantheon  of    Heathen  Mythology.      I  shall 

have  a  silver  crescent  on  my  brow By  the  bye, 

my  robes  will  all  be  edged  with  the  most  beautiful 
lace,  although  that  part  of  it  is  not  exactly  in  the 
Pantheon :  but  it  will  be  modernizing  the  dress 
as  it  were.  I  already  feel  myself  the  Goddess ; 
and  my  French  maid  assures  me  I  shall  look 
divine.  If  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive 
But  why  are  you  hurrying  off  ?" 

"  Because  I  have  no  more  time  to  bestow  upon 
your  ladyship,"  I  answered,  as  I  stepped  into  the 
Normans'  carriage  that  was  waiting  for  me. 

"  But  you  must  positively  go  back  to  the 
Duchess,"  exclaimed  Lady  Mangold,  "and  com- 
plete this  arrangement.  You  can  say  you  had 
forgotten  it.  I  will  take  a  drive  round  the  Park 
in  the  meantime " 

"I  beg  to  decline  any  interference  on  your 
ladyship's  behalf,"  I  said. 

"This  is  abominable.  Miss  Trafford!"  she  cried, 
in  a  perfect  fury  of  vexation.  "  If ow  that  I  have 
gone  to  all  the  expense  for  the  silver  crescent — the 
zone  studded  with  paarls— the  beautiful  robes  of 
azure  and  white  satin— the  costly  lace " 

"  The  lace,  madam,"  I  answered,  in  a  very  low 
tone,  so  that  the  servants  might  not  overhear  me 
—and  I  looked  her  fixedly  in  the  countenance, — 
"  the  lace,  madam,  cost  you  nothing— and  you 
know  it  I  Beware  how  you  again  insult  me  with 
your  supercilious  pride  and  affected  disgust." 

No  language  can  depict  the  hideousness  of 
aspect  which  Lady  Mangold's  countenance  assumed 
as  I  thus  addressed  her.  Her  small  reptile-like 
eyes  gleamed  with  the  most  malignant  rage:  she 


)  gasped  for  a  moment — and  then  said,  "  Insolent 
1  minx !    I  will  be  bitterly  revenged  against  you ! 

If  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive " 

I      But  I  made  an  impatient  sign  for  the  footman 

I  to  close  the  door  of  the  carriage ;  and  the  next 

I  moment  the  equipage  rolled  away  from  the  front 

!  of  Ardleigh  House.     It  had  not  proceeded  very 

1  far    before   I   caught    sight   of    Lord    Frederick 

Eavenscliffe,   who  was  walking  along  Piccadilly. 

j  He  immediately  made  a  sign  for  the  coachman  to 

I  pull  up ;  and  approaching  the  carriage-window,  he 

said,  "  I  have  just  seen  that  gentleman  and  lady 

'  who  took  charge  of  you  the  other  night  at  the 

theatre.     I  did  not  think  I  should  recognise  them 

so  easily— but  I  did.     The  recollectii»a  flashed  to 

j  my  mind  in  a  moment." 

j      "  Where  are  they  ?"  I  asked. 

I      "There — in   that   shop,"    he    replied.     "They 

'  alighted  only  a  few  moments  back  from  that  dash< 

ing  phaeton." 

j  I  could  scarcely  repress  an  ejaculation  of 
mingled  anger  and  astonishment,  when  on  looking 
out  of  the  carriage-window  I  at  once  recognised 
the  equipage  belonging  to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks. 
'  "  Will  you  come  and  speak  to  them  r"  asked 
Lord  Frederick,      "I  shall   be   happy   to   escort 

j  you " 

"'No  —  I  think    the    occasion   inconvenient,"  I 

answered.     "That   gentleman  and  lady  are  evi- 

,  dently  shopping— it  will  look  strange  to  introduce 

;  myself  in  such  circumstances " 

"  Well,  if  you  think  so,  Miss  Percy,"  rejoined 
Lord  Frederick,  "  you  must  wait  a  better  oppor- 
,  tunity.     Shall  I  inquire  who  they  are  ?" 
i      "  No,"  I  responded.     "  All  things  considered,  it 
is  not  worth  while." 

<      He  raised  his  hat,  and  passed  on :  and  as  the 

'  carriage  continued  its  way,  I  reflected  most  pain- 

fully  on  the  discovery  I  had  just  made.     That  Mr. 

,  and  Mrs.  Parks  had  wilfully  abandoned  me  into 

the  power  of  Edwin  St.  Clair,  I  had  not  a  doubt : 

!  while    their  complicity    in    the   former   outrage, 

which  was  directed  by  Colonel  Bellew,  was  equally 

apparent. 

"  They  are  infamous  people,"  I  said  to  myself; 
"  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  is  deceived  in  them. 
She  fancied  that  they  were  innocent  of  that  com- 
plicity :  but  I  have  now  the  fullest  conviction  of 
their  guilty  connivance.  Oh!  they  would  have 
ruined  me,  whom  they  had  known  as  a  child!  — 
and  how  narrowly  have  I  escaped  the  toils  which 
they  helped  to  set  for  the  purpose  of  enmeshing 
me!" 

I  should  here  observe  that  I  had  only  seen  the 
Parkses  three  or  four  times  since  the  night  of  the 
grand  entertainment;  and  I  had  accepted  no  sub- 
sequent invitations  to  their  house.  This  refusal 
on  my  part  had  not  arisen  from  any  suspicion 
that  I  had  entertained— but  simply  because  I  did 
not  like  them ;  and  mine  was  never  a  nature  to 
affect  a  friendship  where  it  was  not  really  expe- 
rienced. I  resolved  to  avail  myself  of  the  first 
opportunity  to  let  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Parks  know  that 
I  had  accidentally  fathomed  the  treacherous  con- 
duct which  they  believed  to  be  concealed:  but  I 
did  not  choose  to  travel  out  of  my  way  to  seek 
such  an  occasion. 

I  had  to  appear  at  the  theatre  in  the  evening; 
and  I  returned  to  Hunter  Sireet  very  much 
fatigued.     Instead  of  joioing  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Nor- 


ELLES   Pr:r.CT;    or,    the   MEMOIES  of   an  ACTESS3, 


105 


man  and  Juliet  at  the  supper-table,  I  retired  at 
once  to  my  cbamber ;  and  on  seeking  my  couch, 
soon  fell  asleep.  Painful  visions  began  to  troop 
into  my  mind,  and  throng  as  it  were  with  ghastly 
ehapes  and  awful  forms  around  my  soul.  Anon 
from  amidst  a  crowd  of  black  shapes,  horrible  in 
their  fantastic  ugliness,  the  countenance  of  Edwin 
St.  Clair  seemed  to  be  looking  out  upon  me  ;  and 
methought  that  the  wicked  expression  which  I  had 
BO  often  noticed  in  his  face,  was  now  enhanced  into 
a  more  fearful  sardonism  than  ever  I  had  actually 
known  it  to  wear.  It  appeared  to  me  that  I  was 
gazing  upon  it  in  cold  horror, — when  with  one  of 
those  rapid  and  singular  changes  that  occur  in  the 
kaleidoscope  of  dreams,  that  face  disappeared; 
and  instead  of  it  I  was  now  contemplating  that  of 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  Her  countenance  seemed 
marble  pale,  like  that  of  a  corpse  :  the  eyes  were 
fixed  and  stony  in  their  gaze  :  the  dishevelled  hair 
hung  straight  down  upon  her  shoulders  and  her 
No.  14. — Ellen  Pekcx. 


back,  as  if  it  were  all  damp  with  the  clammy  doTS 
of  the  grave.  I  endeavoured  to  speak — to  cry  out 
— to  ask  what  she  wanted  with  me — and  why  she 
looked  upon  me  thus.  But  I  had  not  the  power: 
I  was  spell-bound  by  the  rigid  bonds  of  night- 
mare;  and  a  cold  horror  sat  upon  me.  All  the 
hideous  shapes  which  had  previously  gathered 
round  my  bed,  and  in  the  midst  of  which  Lady 
Lilla's  form  had  succeeded  to  the  place  previously 
occupied  by  St.  Clair,  had  now  merged  into  their 
congenial  surrounding  darkness ;  and  I  fancied 
that  I  was  left  alone  with  her  ladyship.  There  she 
stood,  in  the  middle  of  the  chamber, — clothed  in 
white,  motionless  as  a  corpse  that  stood  upright 
by  some  unknown  means, — and  the  eyes  fixing 
upon  me  their  stony  glare. 

But  once  more  did  a  change  take  place  in  what 
seemed  to  be  passing  before  me.  The  form  of 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  was  yielding  up  its  position 
to  some  other  that  waa  absorbing  it,  or  expanding 


106 


JlLLESr   PEECT;    OE,  THE  MEMOIES  OE   AN  ACTEES8. 


from  it,  as  one  object  in  a  dissolving  view  gives 
way  to  another,  or  rather  seems  to  change  into  it. 
And  now  I  all  of  a  sudden  became  awars  that 
there  was  a  light  burning  in  the  room.  I  could 
distinguish  the  taper  upon  the  toilet-table:  I 
seemed  likewise  to  have  the  recollection  that  I 
had  not  extinguished  it  ere  retiring  to  my  couch. 
And  the  form  that  I  at  present  beheld  in  the 
chamber,  was  clothed  in  white,  as  Lady  Lilla's  had 
been  :  but  beyond  this  I  had  no  power  of  distin- 
guishing  the  countenance  or  the  contours  of  the 
shape  that  was  there.  Slowly  into  my  fancy  stole 
the  idea  that  a  low  moaning  sound  was  being 
wafted  to  my  ear.  I  made  a  mighty  effort  to  cast 
off  the  spell  which  retained  me  voiceless  and 
motionless  j  and  then  it  all  in  an  instant  appeared 
as  if  the  shape  on  which  I  was  looking  glided 
away. 

I  awoke — or  else  became  completely  awake  from 
that  which  was  previously  a  mere  half-slumber  ; 
and  I  was  quivering  with  terror.  My  heart  was 
beating  so  loudly  that  I  could  hear  it  as  plain  as 
if  I  were  thumping  myself  on  the  chest;  and  so 
violent  was  this  palpitation  that  it  was  accom- 
panied by  a  painful  feeling  as  if  the  heart  itself 
must  burst.  My  forehead  was  bathed  in  a  cold 
perspiration :  I  had  experienced  a  prolonged  and 
terrific  fright.  The  taper  was  burning  on  the 
toilet-table ;  and  though,  as  a  matter  of  course,  I 
knew  that  the  greater  portion  of  what  I  had  seen, 
or  fancied  I  had  seen,  was  merely  a  vision,  yet 
was  there  a  strong  impression  upon  my  mind  that 
I  had  actually  beheld  something  at  the  end. 

I  sat  up  in  bed,  and  strove  to  reason  with  my- 
self. It  was  about  half-past  eleven  when  I  had  re- 
tired to  my  chamber :  my  watch  told  me  that  it  was 
now  past  two  in  the  morning.  Could  Mrs.  Nor- 
man, or  Juliet,  or  one  of  the  female-servants  have 
entered  my  room  for  any  reason  ?  This  was 
scarcely  to  be  supposed  :  for  if  so,  the  person  thus 
entering  would  not  have  fled  precipitately  the  in- 
stant I  gave  signs  of  awakening.  I  was  not  in  the 
habit  of  locking  the  door  :  nor  had  I  done  so  on 
this  particular  night.  I  had  a  strong  inclination 
to  rise  and  inquire  whether  any  one  was  up  :  but 
I  had  always  entertained  an  aversion  to  the  expo- 
sure of  any  idle  fears,  or  to  be  deemed  weak- 
minded.  I  therefore  remained  in  bed ;  and  after  a 
while  sleep  revisited  my  eyes. 

I  awoke  at  my  usual  hour  in  the  morning  ;  and 
when  the  sunlight  was  shining  through  the  win- 
dow, I  could  afford  to  smile  at  the  fears  which  my 
dream  had  left  behind  during  the  night.  Still  there 
was  a  lingering  fancy,  though  now  slight  to  a 
degree,  that  I  had  really  seen  some  shape  ;  and  I 
recurred  to  the  theory  that  if  this  were  true,  some 
inmate  of  the  house  must  have  entered  my  cham- 
ber. In  that  case,  I  thought  to  myself  I  should 
hear  of  it  at  the  breakfast-table:  but  the  meal 
passed  over,  and  nothing  was  said  by  either  Mrs. 
Norman  or  Juliet  which  had  the  slightest  reference 
to  the  subject.     I  had  a  great  mind  to  question  the 


lady's-maid  when  I  met  her  alone  in  the  course  of 
the  morning  :  but  I  did  not  like  to  do  so  ;  and  as 
she  said  nothing  to  me,  I  gladly  persuaded  myself 
that  the  end  of  ail  that  had  terrified  me  was  as 
much  a  vision  as  the  preceding  facts. 

According  to  an  appointment  made  on  the  pre- 
ceding day,  I  was  to  be  at  Ardleigh  House  pre- 
cisely at  noon.     On  alighting  from  the  carriage  at 


the  steps  of  that  mansion,  I  beheld  a  short,  slightly- 
made,  plain-featured,  and  somewhat  insignificant- 
looking  man,  holding  a  discussion  with  a  beggar. 

"  It  is  all  very  well  for  you  to  tell  me  that  you 
are  hungry  and  in  want,"  he  was  saying  in  a  sen- 
tentious manner ;  "  but  you  should  endeavour  to 
find  work.  You  are  evidently  strong  and  able- 
bodied,  and  have  no  business  to  he  a  vagrant.  If 
I  were  doing  my  duty  to  the  requirements  of  the 
law  and  to  society  in  general,  I  should  give  you 
into  custody ;  but  as  it  is,  I  shall  make  you  a  pre- 
sent of  a  shilling,  in  the  hope  that  the  lesson  I 
have  given  you  will  not  be  without  its  salutary 
effects." 

Such  was  the  long  speech  which  I  heard,  while 
alighting  from  the  carriage  and  waiting  on  the 
steps  for  a  few  moments  while  the  footman  got 
out  some  books  that  I  had  brought,  and  which 
contained  descriptions  of  theatrical  costumes.  The 
insignificant-looking  little  gentleman — who  was 
about  fifty  years  of  age  and  was  dressed  with  great 
plainness — gave  the  beggar  the  shilling ;  and  then 
he  walked  away  with  an  air  of  immense  satisfac- 
tion at  the  course  he  had  adopted,  the  eloquence 
he  had  displayed,  and  the  circumstance  that  he 
had  thus  shown  off  in  my  presence. 

I  was  conducted  up-stairs  to  the  drawing-room, 
where  the  footman  requested  me  to  wait  for  a 
few  minutes  and  her  Grace  would  soon  join  me. 
A  door  leading  to  an  inner  room  stood  partially 
open:  but  I  was  not  immediately  aware  that  any 
persons  were  in  that  room :— neither  did  the  foot- 
man seem  to  be  conscious  of  the  fact,  for  he  im- 
mediately retired  without  proceeding  to  announce 
to  the  Duchess  (who  was  actually  there)  that  I  had 
arrived.  There  was  nearly  a  minute  of  profound 
silence;  and  I  was  looking  at  some  beautiful  prints 
which  lay  upon  the  table,  when  I  was  suddenly 
startled  by  hearing  the  voice  of  the  Duchess  speak- 
ing in  the  adjoining  room. 

"  Tell  me,  Herbert,  what  is  your  decision  ?" 
were  the  words  that  thus  met  my  ears. 

"  My  decision,  mother,"  replied  the  young  Mar- 
quis of  Dabymple,  "  is  that  which  I  have  already 
given.  I  will  not  consent  to  marry  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban !" 

"  Undutiful  boy !"  ejaculated  the  Duchess  :  "  is 

this  the  reward  for  all  the  kindness But  tell 

me  Herbert,"  she  said,  abruptly  checking  herself, 
and  thus  relapsing  into  a  milder  tone,  "  what  has 
produced  this  change  in  your  sentiments  ?" 

"No  change  has  taken  place,  mother,"  rejoined 
the  Marquis.  "  I  never  loved  Lady  Cecilia  Ur- 
ban——" 

"  Hush!  some  one  is  in  the  next  room  !"  inter- 
rupted the  Duchess. 

I  had  purposely  thrown  down  a  book  somewhat 
heavily  upon  the  table  in  order  to  give  an  intima- 
tion of  my  presence,  as  I  did  not  choose  to  play 
the  part  of  an  eavesdropper,  nor  to  continue  a 
listener  to  affairs  of  family  privacy.  The  Duchess 
of  Ardleigh  almost  immediately  made  her  appear- 
ance, followed  by  her  son ;  and  a  glance  showed 
me  that  they  were  both  embarrassed.  But  the 
Duchess,  with  the  ready  tact  of  good-breeding, 
quickly  recovered  her  self-possession ;  and  she  said 
with  an  affable  smile,  "  I  hope  you  have  not  been 
kept  waiting  long.  Miss  Trafford  ?" 

I  saw  that  the  remark,  though  put  with  apolo- 
getic courtesy,  was  in  reality  intended  as  a  ques- 


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tion  to  elicit  how  long  I  had  been  waiting  there, 
and  how  much  I  might  have  heard  of  the  discourse 
that  had  taken  place  in  the  next  room ;  and  there- 
fore, to  put  the  Duchess  and  the  Marquis  com- 
pletely at  their  ease,  I  said,  "I  have  only  just  ar- 
rived, my  lady." 

I  now  proceeded  to  exhibit  the  books  of  cos- 
tumes which  I  had  brought ;  and  I  could  not  help 
noticing  that  the  young  Marquis,  while  apparently 
entering  into  the  spirit  of  the  discussion  which  was 
taking  place,  was  nevertheless  in  reality  thought- 
ful and  preoccupied.  Two  or  three  times  I  ciught 
him  gazing  intently  upon  my  countenance  ;  and  I 
found  a  vague  suspicion  of  something  which  I  did 
not  like  floating  through  my  mind.  The  thought 
for  an  instant  struck  me  that  I  would  put  on  an 
air  of  cold  reserve  towards  Lord  Dalrymple :  but 
the  next  moment  I  discarded  the  plan— and  I  even 
blushed  at  my  own  arrogance  in  assuming  that 
there  was  any  necessity  for  such  a  proceeding  on 
my  part. 

All  of  a  sudden  the  door  opened  with  a  certain 
degree  of  violence ;  and  in  rushed  that  very  per- 
sonage whom  I  had  seen  lecturing  the  mendicant 
on  the  steps  in  front  of  the  mansion,  and  whom  I 
had  regarded  as  so  insignificant-looking  an  indi- 
vidual. 

"  This  is  excellent !"  he  exclaimed :  "  nothing 
could  be  more  apropos  !  In  full  conclave,  I  see  ! 
— and  here  is  Mr.  Poaseblossom  who  has  come 
in  the  very  nick  of  time  to  take  part  in  the 
council !" 

"  You  know,  my  lord,"  said  a  voice  speaking  from 
behind  the  door,  "  that  I  am  as  ignorant  of  theatri- 
cal matters  as — as — a  horse  is  of  algebra." 

"  Nonsense,  Peaseblossom  !"  cried  the  insiguifi- 
cant-looking  personage,  who  I  however  began  to 
suspect  must  in  reality  be  a  more  important  one 
than  I  had  fancied.  "  Come  in,  I  say  !" — and 
dragging  his  friend  into  the  room,  he  closed  the 
door. 

The  person  whom  he  had  thus  forcibly  intro- 
duced, was  a  short,  stout,  elderly  gentleman,  with 
a  certain  sleekness  of  appearance  which  gave  him 
an  air  alike  sanctimonious  and  submissive.  He 
had  a  red  face,  but  with  anything  rather  than  a 
jolly  look :  for  the  expression  of  his  countenauce 
was  subdued  and  difndsnt.  He  wore  a  white 
cravat,  with  very  high  shirt  collars  projecting  in 
sharp  peaks  beyond  the  corners  of  his  mouth :  a 
black  surtout  coat — a  buff  waistcoat — and  grey 
trousers,  which  seemed  very  lar^e  as  far  as  the 
knees  and  very  scanty  as  they  descended  towards 
the  black  gaiters  which  covered  his  shoes,  com- 
pleted his  attire.  Nothing  could  exceed  the 
mingled  disdain  and  hauteur  with  which  the 
Duchess,  slightly  rising  from  her  chair,  inclined 
her  head  towards  this  individual;  while  the  Mar- 
quis of  Dalrymple  nodded  in  a  half-patronising, 
half-compassionating  manner,  as  if  thus  recog- 
nising one  whom  he  pitied  and  despised,  but  yet 
could  not  find  it  in  his  heart  to  be  altogether  cold 
or  unkind  to. 

"  Really,  my  lord,"  said  the  Duchess,  address- 
ing herself  to  the  insignificant-looking  personage, 
whom  I  may  as  well  at  once  announce  to  be  none 
other  than  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh,  "  this  interrup- 
tion is  most  provoking " 

"Provoking,  my  dear?"  ejaculated  the  Duke, 
with  an  air  half  astonished  and  half  deprecatory  : 


"  you  surprise  me  !  I  thought  you  would  be  do- 
lighted  to  Lave  the  advice  of  myself  and  my  friend 
Peaseblossom." 

"  I  told  your  Grace,"  said  Mr.  Peaseblossom, 
who  looked  very  uncomfortable  indeed,  "  that  we 
had  better  not  intrude;  for  I  feel  myself  as  much 
out  of  place  in  such  a  conference  as — as — a  bishop 
would  be  at  a  free-and-easy." 

"Nonsense,  Peaseblossom!"  cried  the  Duke: 
"  her  Grace  is  only  joking.  She  is  so  funny  some- 
times !" 

"  My  lord !"  exclaimed  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh, 
drawing  herself  up  with  a  queenly  hauteur :  "  tlio 
word  which  you  have  used  is  unknown  in  my  dic- 
tionary. But  since  you  persist  in  remaining,  have 
the  kindness  not  to  interrupt  the  arrangements 
which  I  am  settling  with  Miss  Trafford." 

"  Ah  !  I  am  glad  to  make  Miss  Trafford's  ac- 
quaintance," ejaculated  the  Duke,  who  seemed  a 
good-natured  man  enough,  but  excessively  frivo- 
lous, weak-minded,  and  conceited.  "  Sit  down, 
Peaseblossom.  Allow  me  to  introduce  you  to  Miss 
Trafford.  Ah!  by  the  bye,  you  just  now  heard 
me.  Miss  Traiford,  reading  a  lecture  to  a  man  upon 
the  steps.  I  rather  think  I  did  it  well.  As  an 
hereditary  legislator,  and  one  who  has  the  awful 
responsibility  of  making  laws  for  this  country,  I 
cannot  tolerate  vagrancy  on  the  part  of  the  able- 
bodied.     Can  I,  Peaseblossom  ?" 

"  Certainly  not,  my  lord,"  responded  the  hanger- 
on,  wi.10  was  now  sitting  diffidently  upon  the  edge 
of  a  chair,  looking  askance  at  the  Duchess,  of 
whom  he  was  evidently  much  in  awe.  "  To  me, 
my  lord,  a  sturdy  mendicant  is  as  great  an  eye- 
sore as — as — a  sore  eye." 

"Capital!"  ejaculated  the  Duke,  laughing  and 
rubbing  his  hands :  "  very  good,  Peaseblossom  I 
By  the  bye.  Miss  Trafford,  you  were  excellent  in 
Juliet  the  other  night.  You  died  admirably  !  Did 
you  not  hear  somebody  cry  out  'Encore  1  Tliat 
was  me.  And  I  know  that  I  only  spoke  the  uni- 
versal sentiment;  for  everybody  wished  to  see  you 
dio  over  again." 

"  My  lord,"  interposed  the  Duchess,  her  cheeks 
flushed  with  mingled  shame  and  indignation,  and 
her  haughty  lips  wreathing  with  contempt,  on  uer 
husband's  account;  "  with  your  permission  we  will 
proceed  in  the  final  arrangements  which  I  am 
making  with  Miss  Trafford." 

"  Very  good,  my  dear,"  ejaculated  the  Duke, 
who  maintained  the  most  perfect  good  humour. 
"  Her  Grace's  observations,  Peaseblossom,  are  al- 
ways well-timed.     She  is  so  very  facetious !" 

"  Facetious,  my  lord !"  said  the  Duchess,  dis- 
dainfully. "  I  never  condescend  to  jesting  or 
jokin;^." 

"  Of  course  not,"  inteijected  Mr.  Peaseblossom, 
doubtless  thinking  to  pay  her  Grace  a  compli- 
ment. "  Your  ladyship  knows  your  position  bet- 
ter. For  your  ladyship  to  be  facetious,  would 
place  you  in  as  false  a  position  as— as — an  ele- 
phant in  a  flower-garden." 

Not  the  slightest  notice  did  the  haughty  and 
dignified  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  take  of  this  singu- 
larly attempted  piece  of  flattery :  but  she  turned 
to  address  some  observation  to  me. 

"  One  word,  rav  dear,  before  you  proceed  1" 
ejaculated  the  Duke,  as  something  appeared  to 
strike  him.  "  Tlie  principal  piece,  I  believe,  is  to 
be  '  Henry  the  Eighth  ;'  and  there  are  to  be  ama- 


teurs.  Well,  then,  why  not  let  my  friond  Pease- 
blossom  play  Henry  the  Eighth  ?" 

"  My  lord  !  can  you  think  of  such  a  thiug  ?"  ex- 
claimed the  Duchess,  now  becoming  really  irri- 
tated. 

"  Well  then,"  rejoined  the  Duke,  "  as  I  know 
he  wants  to  make  himself  useful,  let  him  beat  the 
big  drum  in  the  orchestra." 

"  I,  my  lord?"  said  Mr. Peaseblossom  in  dismay. 
"I  know  no  more  of  beating  the  big  drum  than — 
than— a  rhinoceros  does  of  dancing  a  hornpipe  " 

"Ob,  nonsense,  Peaseblossom!"  ejaculated  the 
Dulje:  "there  are  to  be  amateurs  ia  the  orchestra 
as  well  as  on  the  stage;  and  I  intend  to  play  the 
first  fiddle.  I  flatter  myself  I  am  rather  good  on 
the  violin.  But  you  have  heard  me,  Pease- 
blossom ?" 

"  I  have,  my  lord,"  answered  the  sycophant ; 
"and  I  was  as  much  delighted  as— as— an  ape  with 
a  filbert." 

"  Well  then,  it's  settled,"  said  the  Duke  com- 
placently. "I  shall  be  First  Fiddle  —  and  you, 
Peaseblossom,  will  be  the  Big  Drum unless  in- 
deed you  prefer  the  trombone  ?" 

"My  lord,"  interjected  the  Duchess,  bending 
upon  her  husband  a  severe  look,  "  I  beg  that  you 
will  not  interfere  with  my  arrangements,  nor  seek 
to  drag  in  your  friends,  who  in  the  first  instance 
are  unwilling " 

"  Friends  ?"  cried  the  Duke :  "  there's  only  one 
of  them— worthy  Ned  Peaseblossom— who,  as  your 
Grace  is  aware,  is  devotedly  attached  to  our  family. 
But  come,  Peaseblossom — we  will  leave  them  to 
their  arrangements  j  you  and  I  will  retire  to  the 
library— and  I  will  play  you  half-a-dozen  tunes  on 
my  violin.  I  cracked  it  yesterday — but  that  is  of 
no  consequence — and  I've  got  another  coming 
home  to-day.  Ah  !  by  the  bye,  I  will  read  you  the 
speech  that  I  am  learning,  to  be  delivered  at  the 
next  meeting  of  my  tenantry  at  Bentham  Park. 
Tou  shall  be  there,  Peaseblossom — you  will  be  use- 
ful—I  will  give  you  the  clue  to  the  points  which  I 
waut  to  be  particularly  cheered.  Then  you  your- 
self can  make  a  speech " 

"  Indeed,  my  lord,"  replied  Mr.  Peaseblossom, 
•'I  shall  be  as  much  out  of  place  in  making  a 
speech  as — as — the  Lord  Chancellor  would  be  as 
Pantaloon  in  a  pantomime." 

"Nonsense!"  cried  the  Duke.  "Come  to  the 
library,  and  I  will  give  you  a  lesson  in  elocution." 

The  Duke  and  his  friend  now  retired  from  the 
drawing-room,  evidently  to  the  inQnite  relief  of 
the  Duchess,  whom  I  caught  glancing  furtively  at 
me  to  ascertain  what  efi'ect  this  display  of  her  hus- 
band's ridiculous  frivolity  had  produced.  Of 
course  I  assumed  an  air  as  if  nothing  extraor- 
dinary had  taken  place.  But  I  should  add  that 
during  the  half- hour  his  Grace  and  Mr.  Pease- 
blossom had  inflicted  their  presence  upon  us,  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple  had  remained  pensive  and 
pre-occupied,  taking  little  or  no  notice  of  what 
was  going  on.  Occasionally  he  looked  at  me  :  but 
the  moment  I  showed  by  ii  glauce  or  a  movement 
that  I  was  aware  of  being  thus  the  object  of  bis 
contemplation,  he  bent  his  eyes  downward. 

The  arrangements  for  the  private  theatricals 
were  finnllv  settled ;  and  I  took  my  departure  from 
Ardleigh  House. 


CHAPTER  XXr. 

THE  PEIVATE   THEATEICALS. 

The  evening  fixed  for  the  private  theatricals 
arrived;  and  the  largest  apartment  in  Ardleigh 
House  had  been  splendidly  fitted  up  for  the  pur- 
pose. At  that  extremity  where  the  stage  was 
erected,  there  was  a  side -door  in  the  corner,  opeu- 
ing  into  another  suite  of  rooms  ;  and  as  this  door 
was,  so  to  speak,  behind  the  scenes,  it  communi- 
cated with  every  convenience  for  the  proper  ar- 
rangement of  the  proceedings.  Separate  dressing 
rooms  were  allotted  to  myself  and  those  profes- 
sionals whom  I  had  engaged  for  the  occasion,  in- 
cluding Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman.  The  amateurs, 
both  gentlemen  and  ladies,  arrived  in  their  car- 
riages already  dressed  in  the  appropriate  costumes 
in  which  they  had  to  appear.  In  front  of  the 
stage  there  was  accommodation  for  seven  or  eight 
hundred  spectators  ;  and  these  consisted  of  the 
elite  of  the  fashionable  world.  The  Duchess  had 
succeeded  in  preventing  her  frivolous  husband  from 
taking  auy  part  in  the  evening's  proceedings, 
either  on  the  stage  or  in  the  orchestra ;  and  Lady 
Mangold  had  not  persevered  in  her  design  of  re- 
presenting Venus  after  the  conversation  which 
took  place  between  herself  and  me,  when  I  so  sig- 
nificantly gave  her  to  understand  that  I  was  aware 
of  her  theft  at  the  linendraper's. 

A  peep  from  behind  the  scenes,  previous  to  the 
drawing  up  of  the  curtain,  afforded  a  magnificent 
coup  d'ceil.  The  apartment  was  of  a  loftiness  pro- 
portionate with  its  spaciousness;  and  it  was  bril- 
liantly lighted.  Immediately  in  front  of  the  stage 
was  the  orchestra,  consisting  of  a  splendid  band 
accustomed  to  attend  fashionable  reunions  ;  and 
immediately  behind  the  orchestra  was  the  seat  oc- 
cupied by  the  Duke  and  Duchess,  their  family,  and 
their  most  intimate  friends.  The  Duke  and 
Duchess  had  several  other  children  besides  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple ;  and  all  except  the 
youngest,  who  was  an  infant,  were  present  with 
their  parents.  Lady  Mangold  was  likewise  there 
— her  wrinkled  face  expressing  a  vixenish  discon- 
tent— and  her  withered  arms,  which  were  bare  to 
the  shoulders  and  laden  with  bracelets,  keeping  in 
continuous  motion  with  the  exercise  of  agitating 
her  fan.  Mr.  Peaseblossom— in  a  white  waist- 
coat, a  dress  coat,  and  black  pantaloons,  and  with 
shirt- collars  higher  and  more  pointed  than  ever— 
was  seated  next  to  the  Duke. 

Near  the  Duchess  was  a  young  lady  of  a  grand 
and  remarkable  beauty.  She  was  tall ;  and  though 
not  more  than  eighteen  years  of  age,  had  an  aspect 
that  might  be  pronounced  commanding.  Her 
dark  hair  was  arranged  in  bands :  her  profile  was 
aquiline — her  countenance  a  perfect  oval.  Her 
eyes  were  large,  dark,  and  full  of  fire — eyes  that 
seemed  incapable  of  melting  with  those  tender 
emotions  that  usually  influence  the  looks— eyes 
that  bespoke  a  strong  mind  as  well  as  strong  pas- 
sions, and  in  whose  lustrous  orbs  were  condensed 
worlds  of  disdain,  hauteur,  pride,  and  scornfulness. 
The  brows  were  thickly  pencilled :  but  they  were 
well  divided  and  nobly  arched.  The  complexion 
of  this  lady  was  pale,  with  the  slightest  and  most 
delicate  tint  of  the  brunette  :  her  lips,  which  were 


BLI-EIf  PEECT;   OE,   THE  MEMOIES   OF  AN   ACTEES3 


109 


somewbat  full,  had  the  luscious  hue  of  the  cherry 
rather  than  the  vivid  redness  of  the  coral.  Her 
neck  was  long,  arching'  proudly,  and  carrying 
superbly  rather  than  gracefully  the  head  which  was 
poised  upon  it.  Her  figure  was  well  formed — 
sufficiently  slender  as  yet  for  her  youthful  age — 
but  giving  promise  of  expanding  into  ampler  pro- 
portions with  the  growth  of  womanhood.  The 
arms  were  superbly  modelled ;  and  the  dress  of 
dark  purple  velvet  which  she  wore,  seemed  admir- 
ably suited  for  her  peculiar  style  of  beauty.  No — 
it  was  not  hiauti/  that  invested  her :  for  the  term 
"  beauty  "  irresistibly  associates  itself  in  the  mind 
with  all  that  is  soft  and  charming  and  fascinating 
in  woman,  especially  when  allied  with  youthful- 
ness :  but  this  lady  was  haughtily  handsome— and 
there  was  something  in  her  which  overawed  rather 
than  attracted,  and  which  instead  of  winning 
tho  heart  of  an  observer,  repelled  and  made  it 
afraid. 

When  peeping  from  behind  the  scenes,  I  could 
not  help  suffering  my  gaze  to  linger  upon  this 
lady  whom  I  have  just  been  describing,  until  I  felt 
the  thought  stealing  in  unto  my  mind  that  if  I 
happened  to  become  acquainted  with  her  I  could 
not  possibly  like  her.  Casting  my  looks  slowly 
over  the  assembled  audience  to  the  farther  extre- 
mity of  the  room,  I  was  dazzled  by  the  brilliant 
scene.  The  ladies  were  all  dressed  with  either 
richness  or  elegance,  and  in  very  many  instances 
with  both  combined ;  for  this  is  not  always  the 
case  with  female  toilets  in  England,  even  in  the 
highest  sphere  of  society.  I  was  astonished  at  the 
splendid  galaxy  of  beauty  which  thus  greeted  my 
Tision :  for  it  cannot  be  denied  that  the  British 
aristocracy  boasts  the  most  remarkable  specimens 
of  feminine  loveliness  which  the  civilized  world  can 
produce.  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  was  not  present : 
I  have  already  said  that  she  lived  in  comparative 
seclusion,  and  mixed  but  little  in  that  society 
which,  by  her  rank  at  least,  she  was  entitled  to 
frequent. 

The  performances  commenced  j  and  in  due 
course  I  appeared  in  the  character  of  Queen  Cathe- 
rine. As  in  respect  to  other  dramatic  personifi- 
cations, I  had  made  this  character  my  own  ;  and 
though  I  had  carefully  studied  numerous  critiques 
upon  the  style  in  which  Mrs.  Siddons  had  repre- 
sented it,  yet  I  had  done  this  more  for  the  purpose 
of  instruction  by  comparison  than  for  actual  imi- 
tation. It  was  my  ambition  to  be  an  original 
actress,  if  I  may  use  the  term.  The  costume  which 
1  wore  was  however  so  far  like  that  in  which  Mrs. 
Siddons  was  wont  to  appear  that  it  most  appro- 
priately suited  the  fashion  of  the  period  in  which 
the  incidents  of  the  drama  were  cast.  There  is 
not  generally  much  applause  at  private  theatricals 
in  high  life  :  but  when  I  made  my  appearance  I 
was  received  with  an  amount  of  enthusiasm  which 
could  not  be  otherwise  than  highly  flattering.  A 
glance  however  at  the  front  seats  showed  mo  that 
Lady  Mangold  was  lolling  back  with  an  air  of  af- 
fected indifierence,  and  fanning  herself  with  an 
assumed  listlessness,  as  if  nothing  extraordinary 
nor  interesting  was  taking  place  :  while  that  proud 
dark-eyed  lady  whom  I  have  described,  seemed  to 
be  regarding  me  with  a  cold  haughty  disdain.  The 
Duchess  favoured  me  with  an  affable  smile  of  cor- 
dial approbation;  and  just  as  the  applause  was 
dying  away,  I  distinctly  heard  the  Duke  say  to  the 


toad-eating  hanger-on,  "  What  a  pity  it  is, 
Peaseblossom,  that  you  refused  to  be  Henry  the 
Eighth !" 

1  was  predetermined  to  throw  all  my  energies 
into  the  part  which  I  had  to  perform,  and  to  exer- 
cise all  my  abilities.  I  cared  nothing  for  the 
superciliousness  of  Lady  Mangold  nor  for  the  cold 
disdain  of  the  haughty  dark-eyed  lady.  As  on 
former  occasions,  I  identified  myself  with  the  cha- 
racter which  I  was  representing ;  and  I  was  sufli- 
ciently  carried  away  by  the  enthusiasm  of  my  own 
feelings  to  give  effect  to  the  various  phases  of  the 
personification,  without  violating  the  truth  of  na- 
ture.    My  success  was  therefore  complete. 

The  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  performed  as  an 
amateur  in  the  same  piece;  and  I  could  not  help 
observing  that  he  surveyed  me  with  unmistakable 
admiration.  This  was  not  however  visible  to  the 
spectators:  but  it  was  remarked  by  some  of  those 
who  performed  with  me ;  for  during  an  interval 
between  the  Acts,  Mrs.  Norman  laughingly  whis- 
pered that  I  had  evidently  won  the  young  Mar- 
quis's heart ;  and  another  professional  actress  said 
to  me,  with  a  gay  sly  look,  "  I  think,  Miss  Traf- 
ford,  there  was  even  more  admiration  in  a  certain 
quarter  upon  the  stage  than  there  was  amongst 
the  audience  —  though  even  that  was  great." 

"Indeed!"  I  observed,  choosing  to  appear  as  if 
I  did  not  understand  the  allusion. 

"  Ob,  yes !"  replied  the  actress,  who  was  a 
good-natured  young  woman,  of  a  cheerful  dispo- 
sition, and  by  no  means  mischievously  inclined: 
"  the  Marquis  never  once  took  his  eyes  off  you. 
Pray  take  care— or  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  will  be- 
come  terribly  jealous  !" 

"  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  ?"  I  said,  now  suddenly 
recollecting  that  I  had  once  before  heard  that 
name  mentioned,  on  the  occasion  when  I  was  for 
a  few  moments  an  unwilling  listener  to  the  dis- 
course of  the  Duchess  and  her  son. 

"  Yes,  to  be  sure !"  responded  the  actress. 
"  Have  you  not  heard  it  rumoured  that  the  Mnr- 
quis  of  Dalrymple  is  to  marry  Lady  Cecilia  ? 
Come  here,  and  take  a  peep.  You  see  that  dark- 
eyed  girl,  with  the  pale  complexion  and  a  cold 
proud  expression  of  countenance — but  with  the 
large  eyes  that  seem  to  burn " 

"  Yes,"  I  answered.  "  And  that  is  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban  ?" 

Here  our  colloquy  was  cut  short  by  the  ringing 
of  the  bell  for  the  drawing  up  of  the  curtain  on 
the  final  Act.  When  it  was  concluded,  and  the 
curtain  had  again  fallen,  I  heard  the  Duke's  voice 
vociferously  shouting  my  name ;  and  it  was  echoed 
by  that  of  Mr.  Peaseblossom.  The  cry  now  be- 
came almost  general ;  and  the  young  Marquis 
hastened  to  accost  me  in  tho  adjoining  apartment 
which  had  served  as  the  green-room. 

"  Will  you  permit  me  to  lead  you  forward,  Miss 
Trafford  ?"  he  said,  proffering  his  hand. 

"  I  think,  my  lord,"  I  answered,  with  a  smile, 
"  that  it  ought  to  be  Mr.  Norman,  as  he  has  per- 
formed the  part  of  the  King." 

"No— suffer  his  lordship  to  have  that  honour," 
interjected  Mr.  Norman— thus,  though  quite  in- 
nocently, throwing  me  into  the  very  situation 
that  I  was  endeavouring  to  avoid. 

"  Come,  Miss  Trafford !"  said  the  Marquis, 
seizing  my  hand,  while  his  countenance  was  glow- 
ing with  admiration  and  delight.     "Do  you  not 


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TSZT.-E-S  PE-RCT ;  OK,   TBtB  MEMOIES  OF  AIT  ACTEEgS. 


beai-  how  tlicy  clamour  P  And  there  is  my  father's 
voice  above  all !" 

I  could  not  possibly  refuse :  I  could  no  longer 
hesitate.  The  Marquis  of  Dalrympio  led  me  be- 
fore the  curtain :  all  the  gentlemen  present  rose 
up  to  give  effect  to  their  applause— while  most 
of  the  ladies  waved  their  kerchiefs  for  a  similar 
aim.  A  glance  however  showed  me  that  the 
malignant  old  creature,  Lady  Mangold,  was  fan- 
uing  herself  desperately;  and  another  glance, 
which,  instinctively  as  it  were,  I  flung  at  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban,  was  encountered  by  the  lightnings 
of  jealousy  aud  rage  which  were  visibly  flashing 
forth  from  her  burning  eyes.  I  acknowledged 
with  several  low  curtseys  the  applause  which  was 
almost  general ;  and  the  young  Marquis  led  me 
off  the  stage. 

On  passing  into  the  green-room,  we  found  it 
deserted :  for  the  other  performers  had  retired  to 
their  dressing-rooms  to  prepare  for  the  next  piece. 
I  bad  thrown  myself  half  exhausted  upon  a  chair 
before  I  bad  time  to  notice  that  I  was  alone  there 
with  the  Marquis.  He  hastened  to  present  me 
with  some  wine-and-water,  which  I  took— for  the 
thought  bad  suddenly  occurred  to  me  that  I  must 
not  by  any  indication  on  my  part  show  how  I 
suspected  that  I  was  the  object  of  the  young 
nobleman's  admiration.  As  he  received  the  glass 
from  me  again,  be  pressed  my  hand — slightly 
enough,  it  is  true— but  yet  with  a  significancy 
that  made  me  start  and  for  a  moment  look  in- 
dignant. 

"Oh,  be  not  offended,  Miss  Trafford!"  be  ex- 
claimed with  entreaty  in  bis  accents  and  enthu- 
siasm in  his  looks,  "  Not  for  worlds  would  I 
offend  you !  No  !  by  heaven,  I  would  sooner  die 
than  merit  your  displeasure  !" 

"  Enough,  my  lord,"  I  said,  somewhat  coldly 
and  distantly ;  and  with  a  slight  inclination  of  my 
bead,  I  was  about  to  leave  the  green-room. 

"  Stop  one  moment.  Miss  Trafford  !  I  beseech 
you  1"  cried  the  Marquis  imploringly  :  "  only  one 
instant !" 

"You  can  have  nothing  to  say  to  me,  my 
lord !" 

"  Then  I  will  write  to  you !"  he  at  once  ejacu- 
lated. "  And  fear  not  to  receive  my  letter'— fear 
nob  to  open  it! — for  by  everything  sacred,  I  am 
incapable  of  giving  you  offence !" 

I  was  immediately  struck  by  a  sense  of  the  in- 
convenience of  becoming  the  object  of  such  cor- 
respondence as  that  with  which  the  young  Marquis 
threatened  me :  and  I  therefore  thought  it  better 
to  come  to  an  explanation  on  the  spot.  Besides, 
be  was  evidently  generous-bearted — bis  language 
bad  given  me  to  understand  the  nature  of  the 
proposal  ho  intended  to  make  me — I  had  no  right 
to  bo  offended  with  him  for  loving  me  and  mean- 
ing honourably  towards  me — and  I  therefore 
resolved  at  once  to  relieve  him  of  all  suspense, 
and  put  an  end  to  any  vain  hope  that  he  might  be 
cherishing.  I  therefore  stopped :  but  still  it  was 
not  for  me  to  take  the  initiative  in  the  explana- 
tions that  were  to  ensue. 

The  animation  of  joy  beamed  upon  the  really 
handsome  countenance  of  the  young  Marquis  when 
be  perceived  that  I  lingered ;  and  be  went  on  to  say, 
"  Oh  !  it  is  better  that  I  should  tell  you  now  in 
words  from  my  lips  how  much  I  love  you,  rather 
than  wait  for  an  opportunity  to  communicate  in 


writing  !  I  have  not  known  you  long — our  per- 
sonal acquaintance  indeed  is  only  of  a  fovv  days' 
date — but  on  the  stage  I  had  previously  admired 
you— and  since  you  have  visited  at  Ardleigh  House 
I  have  learnt  to  love  you.  It  is  an  honourable 
proposal  which  I  make.  Away  with  all  considera- 
tions of  rank  and  social  differences " 

He  had  now  reached  a  point  at  which  I  could 
becomingly  interrupt  him  ;  for  there  was  no  longer 
the  slightest  doubt  in  respect  to  his  meaning. 

"  My  lord,"  I  said,  "  hear  me !" — and  I  spoke 
firmly,  though  perhaps  with  a  certain  compas- 
sionating expression  in  my  tone.  "I  thank  your 
lordship  for  the  honour  which  you  would  have  in- 
tended  me :  but  I  am  unable  to  accept  it.  So 
much  generous  frankness  on  your  part  demands  an 
equal  confidence  in  return.  My  heart  is  engaged 
and  my  troth  is  plighted  to  another  !" 

I  cannot  describe  the  effect  which  this  announce- 
ment produced  upon  the  young  Marquis  of  Dal- 
rymple.  He  became  pale  as  death :  be  staggered 
back,  and  seemed  as  if  he  were  about  to  fall. 

"  For  heaven's  sake  compose  your  feelings,  my 
lord !"  I  said,  smitten  with  affright.  "  Some 
one  may  come  suddenly!  For  your  sake— for 
mine " 

"  Yes,  yes — I  will  be  calm  !"  he  said :  "  but,  O 
God!  you  know  not  the  blow  that  you  have 
stricken  me  !  Tell  me — are  your  affections  irrevo- 
cably engaged  ?  are  your  vows  pledged  beyond  re- 
call ?  Do  not — do  not  think,"  be  hastily  added, 
"  that  I  would  seek  to  persuade  you  to  play  a  per- 
fidious or  ungenerous  part  towards  him  whom  I 
must  regard  as  my  rival :  but  if  there  be  any  hope 
for  me — even  the  slightest " 

"There  is  none,  my  lord!"  I  interrupted  him. 
"And  now,  for  heaven's  sake,  assume  a  calmness 
of  demeanour  as  if  nothing  of  all  this  had  taken 
place !" 

With  these  words  I  glided  from  the  green-room ; 
and  in  the  adjoining  apartment  I  met  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman,  appareUed  for  the  next  piece.  I 
had  so  far  regained  my  own  self-possession  that 
they  did  not  perceive  there  was  anything  peculiar 
with  me;  and  as  I  was  not  to  appear  in  the  after- 
pieces, I  began  to  busy  myself  in  seeing  that  all 
the  arrangements  were  progressing  favourably.  In 
a  few  minutes  I  again  beheld  the  young  Marquis,— 
who  looked  exceedingly  pensive,  though  evidently 
exerting  every  effort  to  conceal  the  sources  of  his 
trouble.  I  did  not  avoid  him :  I  spoke  kindly  to 
him — and  endeavoured  by  my  manner  to  give  him 
to  understand  that  though  I  could  not  possibly  be 
angry  at  his  conduct^  yet  that  there  was  really  no 
hope,  and  that  he  must  look  upon  me  only  as  a 
friend,  if  he  thought  fit  so  to  regard  me. 

The  after-pieces  progressed  to  the  satisfaction  of 
the  audience;  and  at  about  eleven  o'clock  the  per- 
formances were  over.  All  the  ladies  and  gentle- 
men who  bad  played  as  amateurs  descended  from 
the  stage  into  the  body  of  the  apartment,  to  join 
their  respective  friends  or  relatives ;  while  we  pro- 
fessionals (as  I  may  technically  term  ourselves)  to 
the  number  of  about  a  dozen,  were  assembled  in 
the  green-room.  The  young  Marquis  had  likewise 
left  us  ;  and  we  were  conversing  on  the  satisfactory 
mode  in  which  the  entertainments  had  been  con- 
ducted, when  the  steward  of  the  ducal  household 
made  his  appearance. 

"  I  am  commissioned.  Miss,"  he  said,   address- 


ELLEIf  PEECT  J    OE,   THE   MEMOIRS    OF   AN   ACTEE83. 


Ill 


ing  himself  aside  to  me,  '•'  to  acquaint  you,  on  the 
part  (if  lier  Grace,  that  supper  is  provided  for 
yourself  and  your  companions  in  an  adjoining 
room  :"— then  in  a  low  whisper  the  steward  added, 
"  Her  Grace  would  cheerfully  have  had  yov,, 
Miss,  with  her  in  the  grand  banqueting-room : 
but " 

He  stopped  short,  and  glanced  round  towards 
my  companions,  who  were  grouped  a  little  apart. 
His  look  and  manner  were  as  much  as  to  imply 
that  although  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  would  have 
admitted  me  into  the  sphere  of  her  own  aristocratic 
circle,— yet  that  she  could  not  possibly  extend  the 
same  favour  to  my  companions.  Had  it  not  been 
for  this  slight  which  was  thrown  upon  them,  I 
sliould  have  at  once  accepted  on  my  own  and  their 
behalf  the  separate  entertainment  which  was  pro- 
vided for  us.  Indeed,  if  I  had  previously  given 
the  matter  a  thought  at  all,  it  assuredly  was  not 
with  the  idea  that  we  were  to  be  invited  to  partake 
of  the  banquet  given  to  the  guests.  But  I  was 
suddenly  fired  with  indignation  at  the  treatment 
which  my  companions  were  receiving,  and  in  which 
I  also  was  included  ;  and  I  said  aloud  ta  the  ste- 
ward, "  We  beg  to  decline  the  supper  which  her 
Grace  offers  us  through  you." 

The  man  looked  astonished,  and  seemed  as  if  he 
could  scarcely  believe  his  own  ears.  The  Normans 
and  the  other  actors  and  actresses  instantaneously 
comprehended  that  some  indignity  had  been 
offered,  and  that  I  had  thus  vindicated  the  inde- 
pendent spirit  of  myself  and  them.  But  still  they 
gazed  upon  me  with  curiosity  to  know  what  it  all 
meant. 

"  Ladies  and  gentlemen,"  I  said,  "  her  Grace  the 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh  offers  us  a  supper  to  be  par- 
taken of  by  ourselves  in  a  separate  room  from  that 
where  her  Grace  will  entertain  her  own  guests. 
I  have  thought  fit  on  your  behalf  and  my  own  to 
decline  the  proposal." 

There  was  a  murmur  of  applause  on  the  part  of 
my  companions ;  and  the  steward,  with  a  slight 
bow,  said,  "  Very  well,  Miss :  I  will  report  your 
message  to  her  Grace." 

He  thereupon  retired.  I  did  not  choose  to 
wound  the  feelings  of  the  Normans  and  of  the 
other  professionals  by  informing  them  that  a  dif- 
ferent treatment  would  have  been  observed  to- 
wards myself  were  it  not  for  their  presence :  but  I 
has(eucd  to  represent  to  them  that  I  considered  an 
indignity  had  been  offered  to  the  whole  of  us  by  a 
proposal  which  was  to  consign  us  like  a  parcel  of 
menials  to  a  separata  and  inferior  table.  Again 
was  my  conduct  applauded  ;  and  I  said,  "  l^a\s, 
let  us  lose  no  time  in  taking  our  departure  from 
the  mansion." 

But  at  that  moment  the  door  was  thrown  open 
by  the  steward;  and  the  Duchess  made  her  ap- 
pearance, closely  followed  by  her  son  the  Marquis, 
with  the  Duke  and  Mr.  Peaaeblossom  bringing  up 
the  rear. 

"  My  dear  Miss  Trafford,"  said  the  Duchess, 
"  I  am  really  much  concerned  at  a  message  which 
the  steward  has  brought  back  to  me.  I  thought 
that  yourself  and  your  companions  would  have  ac- 
cepted the  little  banquet " 

"  Not,  my  lady,"  I  said,  "  when  it  was  prof- 
fered under  circumstances  which  were  calculated 
to  wound  the  feelings  of  those  %vho  had  done  their 
best  to  interest  and  amuse  your   Grace's  guests. 


We  were  considered  respectable  enough  to  breathe 
for  a  while  the  same  atmosphere  as  yourselves  : 
but  when  our  task  was  over,  that  respectability 
suddenly  seemed  to  cease.  Ladies -and  gentlemen 
belonging  to  your  own  circle  of  society  have,  as 
amateurs,  been  for  the  last  three  hours  in  our 
company:  but  even  tliey  seem  to  feel  that  with 
the  close  of  the  entertainments  a  barrier  has  sud- 
denly sprung  up  between  us  and  them.  I  am 
aware,  my  lady,  that  there  are  immoral  persons  in 
the  dramatic  world — but  are  there  none  in  the 
sphere  of  aristocracy  ?  and  is  the  whole  aristocracy 
deemed  characterless  because  of  the  misdeeds  of 
some  of  its  members  ?  Why,  then,  should  all  who 
belong  to  the  stage  be  put  under  a  common  ban  ? 
Your  Grace  entrusted  me  with  the  selection  of 
those  who  were  to  appear  before  you  this  evening  ; 
and  I  would  not  have  been  guilty  of  such  a  viola- 
tion of  the  trust  confided  to  me  as  to  introduce 
into  your  presence  any  with  whom  I  myself  was 
ashamed  to  associate." 

The  Duchess  listened  to  me  with  the  utmost  at- 
tention—indeed, I  will  say  with  every  appearance 
of  a  gracious  affability.  I  grew  warm  as  I  pro- 
ceeded :  but  if  I  spoke  enthusiastically,  yet  it  was 
without  vehemence  or  passion. 

"  Miss  Trafford  speaks  the  truth,  mother  !"  ex- 
claimed the  young  Marquis,  as  he  stood  forward 
with  a  flushing  countenance ;  "and  as  I  have  been 
permitted  to  join  those  ladies  and  gentlemen  as  an 
amateur,  I  shall  ask  their  leave  to  sup  with  them 
in  their  own  room  and  at  their  own  table." 

"  But  this  cannot  be  allowed !"  exclaimed  the 
Duke,  now  pushing  his  way  to  the  front.  "It 
would  be  all  very  well  if  Miss  Trafford  only  were 
concerned would  it  not  be  all  very  well,  Pease- 
blossom  ?     Come,  give  us  your  opinion,  man !" 

"  I,  my  lord  ?"  said  the  individual  thus  appealed 
to.  "  I  am  no  more  competent  to  decide  in  such 
a  case  than— than — an  ass  between  two  bundles  of 
hay." 

"  Miss  Trafford,"  said  the  Duchesa,  with  an  ap- 
pealing look— and  yet  she  did  not  the  while  throw 
off  that  proud  dignity  which  was  habitual  with 
her,— "I  am  sure  your  own  good  sense  will  con- 
vince you  that  nothing  was  farther  from  my  pur- 
pose than  to  offer  the  slightest  indignity' •" 

"  We  thank  your  Grace  for  this  assurance,"  I 
answered  :  "  but  under  existing  circumstances  we 
must  persist  in  declining  to  accept  of  your  Grace's 
entertainment." 

The  Duchess  could  really  say  no  more;  and 
bowing  with  a  somewhat  distant  air,  she  retired 
from  the  room,— the  Duko  and  Mr.  Peaseblossoui 
following  her.  The  Marquis  of  Dalrymplo  how- 
ever remained  behind;  and  he  said,  "Ob,  Miss 
Trafford  !  I  would  not  for  worlds  that  this  hud 
happened !  When  I  left  yourself  and  your  com- 
panions immediately  after  the  fall  of  the  curtain, 
it  was  to  ask  my  mother  what  arrangements  had 
been  made  for  your  entertainment.  Conceive 
therefore  my  astonishment — my  indignation — I 
will  even  add  my  disgust — when  I  learnt " 

"  I  beg  that  your  lordship  will  say  no  more 
upon  the  subject,"  I  interrupted  him :  "  but  on 
behalf  of  myself  and  my  companions,  I  express 
the  gratitude  which  is  due  for  the  courtesy,  the 
kindness,  and  the  goo  1  intentions  your  lonlship 
has  displayed  towards  us.  Wo  will  now  take  our 
departure." 


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ELIiEN   PEECY  ;    OB,,   THE   MEilOIES   OF   AN   ACTEESS. 


"Eiit  is  there  nolhiug  to  be  done?"  esclaitned 
the  young  nobleman,  deeply  concerned.  "  I  would 
not  for  the  worJd  that  you  should  go  away  im- 
pressed with  aa  idea  of  the  iuhospitality  of  Ard- 
leigh  House !" 

"  Tliere  is  nothing  further  to  be  done,  my  lord," 
I  replied,  "  than  for  us  to  take  our  departure  :— 
and  again  we  thank  you  for  your  courtesy." 

The  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  slowly  quitted  the 
room  with  an  exceeding  sorrowful  countenance  j 
and  when  he  had  retired,  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
and  the  other  actors  and  actresses  signified  their 
approval  of  the  course  which  I  bad  adopted.  We 
repaired  to  our  respective  dressing-rooms;  and  it 
happened  that  the  Normans  and  myself  were  the 
last  of  the  professionals  to  leave  the  mansion.  As 
we  passed  through  the  hall,  we  beheld  the  bril- 
liant company  proceeding  from  the  theatre  to  the 
banqueting -room;  and  as  I  glanced  towards 
them,  my  looks  encountered  those  of  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban.  She  was  leaning  on  the  arm  of  some 
middle-aged  gentleman;  and  her  large  coal-black 
eyes  flung  upon  me  a  glance  of  the  haughtiest 
disdain,  which  was  accompanied  with  a  slight 
elevation  of  the  head  as  a  further  expression  of 
her  scorn.  My  self-possession  was  at  that  mo- 
ment complete — and  all  the  more  so  inasmuch  as 
I  felt  that  I  had  just  been  doing  my  duty  in  re- 
ference to  the  rejected  supper.  I  therefore  suf- 
fered a  slight  smile  of  contempt  and  pity  to  waver 
upon  my  lips ;  and  as  I  looked  a  little  further 
along  the  brilliant  line  of  guests  passing  through 
the  hall,  I  caught  eight  of  the  wrinkled  harridan 
Lady  Mangold,  who  was  leaning  on  the  arm  of 
an  old  beau  as  artificially  made  up  as  herself.  She 
bent  upon  me  a  look  of  exceeding  spitefulness; 
and  then  tossing  her  head — which  made  the 
plumes  wave  above  an  immense  yellow  turban — 
she  fanned  herself  vehemently. 

On  descending  the  steps,  we  found  the  Marquis 
of  Dalrymple  in  readiness  to  hand  Mrs.  Norman 
and  myself  into  the  carriage,  as  the  last  delicato 
tribute  of  courtesy  which  he  had  the  opportunity 
of  paying  on  that  occasion.  On  the  following  day 
the  Duchess  sent  me  a  very  handsome  sum  of 
money  for  myself  and  those  who  had  performed 
with  me, — together  with  a  costly  and  exquisitely 
chased  bracelet  in  a  box,  addressed  "  To  Miss  Traf- 
ford,  vfith  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh's  regards." 


CHAPTEE    XXII. 

THE   UNACKNOWLEDGED  WIFE. 

A  MONTH  passed  after  the  private  theatricals  at 
Ardleigh  House  ;  and  it  was  now  the  end  of 
November,  in  the  year  of  1840  of  which  I  am 
writing.  Three  months  had  elapsed  since  the 
marriage  of  Juliet — three  months  since  the  death 
of  my  aunt.  I  received  a  letter  from  my  cousin 
Harry  Wakefield,  informing  me  that  the  business 
which  had  taken  him  to  New  York  was  progressing 
favourably  though  slowly— and  that  while  on  the 
one  hand  he  had  the  satisfaction  of  knowing  that 
he  should  be  enabled  to  manage  the  affair  well  on 
Mr.  Macdonald's  behalf,  yet  that  he  was  grieved 
oo  the  other  hand  to  think  that  several  more 
months  might  elapse  before  he  might  hope  to  re- 


turn to  his  native  land.  He  assured  me  that  his 
afHiction  for  the  loss  of  his  mother  had  mellowed 
down  into  a  pious  resignation  ;  and  in  respect  to 
myself,  his  letter  abounded  in  the  tenderest  ec- 
pressions.  He  begged  me  to  answer  him  without 
delay  ;  and  this  I  did — but  I  was  deficient  in  the 
moral  courage  that  was  required  to  commence 
breaking  to  him  the  secret  in  respect  to  the  pro- 
fession wherein  I  was  embarked. 

One  night  I  had  retired  to  bed  at  the  usual  hour 
after  having  appeared  at  the  theatre ;  and  sleep 
soon  fell  upon  my  eyes.  Again  did  it  seem  to  me 
as  if  I  were  dreaming  in  that  same  sense  which 
about  a  month  back  had  led  me  to  suppose  that 
strange  shapes  appeared  in  the  room  :  but  this  time 
my  vision  was  shorter— far  less  horrible  in  its  com- 
mencement— and  without  the  feelings  of  that 
hideous  rightmare  which  on  the  former  occasion 
had  oppressed  me.  As  I  slowly  opened  my  eyes,  I 
distinctly  beheld  a  figure  in  a  white  garment  in 
the  middle  of  the  room:— this  time  it  did  not  fly 
the  moment  I  began  to  move ;  and  by  the  light  of 
the  taper  which  I  was  accustomed  to  leave  burn- 
ing upon  the  toilet-table,  I  recognised  Juliet. 

She  was  in  her  night-dress ;  and  the  rich  masses 
of  her  hair  were  flowing  over  her  shoulders.  Her 
countenance  had  a  distressed,  indeed  an  anguished 
look;  and  the  instant  she  saw  that  I  was  awake, 
she  threw  herself  into  my  arms. 

"  Good  heavens,  Juliet !"  I  exclaimed,  smitten 
with  astonishment  and  grief  at  tiiis  occurrence  : 
"  what  is  the  matter  with  you  ?  is  there  anything 
wrons;  ?" 

"  Hush,  dearest  Ellen  !"  she  said :  "  or  my 
parents  will  hear  us  conversing  together  —  and 
they  will  bo  alarmed;  for  it  is  nearly  three  in  the 
morning!" 

"  But  what  is  the  matter,  dear  Julio  ?"  I  in- 
quired in  the  most  painful  suspense.  "  Are  you 
ill  ?  have  you  anything  to  distress  you  ?" 

"  I  scarcely  know  what  is  afilieting  me,"  sho 
replied.  "  Oh  !  I  have  done  my  best  to  conceal 
it! — but  there  is  something  which  tortures  mo — 
a  vague  misgiving  —  an  undefined  suspicion  —  a 
presentiment  of  evil,  without  the  slightest  power 
to  surmise  what  it  can  be !  At  length  I  could 
endure  it  no  longer :  my  rest  was  broken  with 
horrible  dreams— and  I  could  not  resist  the  im- 
pulse of  seeking  your  chamber,  my  dear  Ellen !" 

Having  thus  spoken,  Juliet  took  my  morning 
wrapper ;  and  enveloping  herself  in  it,  she  sat 
down  by  the  side  of  the  bed. 

"  Tell  me,  Julie,"  I  said,  much  troubled  on  her 
account,  and  with  all  kinds  of  misgivings  revived 
in  my  mind  in  respect  to  that  inauspicious  mar< 
riage  of  her's,  as  I  could  not  help  considering  it 
to  be ;  "  tell  me — this  is  not  the  first  time  that  you 
have  sought  my  chamber  in  the  middle  of  tho 
night  ?" 

"  Ah !"  she  exclaimed,  ia  visible  surprise,  "you 
know  then " 

"  I  know  only  that  the  incident  of  to-night  ac- 
counts for  something  which  occurred  upwards  of  a 
month  back,  when  methought  that  I  beheld  some 
one  in  my  room  :  but  being  more  than  half  asleep 
at  the  time,  I  attributed  it,  on  awaking,  to  a 
dream." 

"  Yes— it  was  I,  Ellen !"  rejoined  Juliet.  "  The 
same  thoughts  which  have  been  excruciating  ma 
to-night,  tortured  mo  then;   and  yielding  to  aa 


ELLEN   PEECTJ    OE,   THE    MEM0IE3    OF    AN  ACXEESS. 


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ELLEN  PERCY. 


impulse  which  was  at  first  irresistible,  I  came  to 
make  you  my  confidante— to  seek  solace  in  your 
aims.  But  ashamed  of  myself,  I  fled  precipitately 
from  your  chamber  —  and  had  hoped  that  my 
flight  was  noiseless  likewise." 

"  Now  tell  me,  dearest  Julie,"  I  said,  in  the 
most  soothing  manner,  "  what  is  it  that  afllicts 
you  P  what  is  it  that  thus  troubles  your  night's 
repose  ?" 

"  Perhaps  you  will  think  me  very  foolish,  my 
dear  Ellen,"  answered  Juliet, — "  and  indeed  now  I 
am  with  you,  those  vague  horrid  thoughts  go  out 
of  my  mind.  It  is  thus  that  in  the  daytime  I  am 
often  completely  happy — and  that  even  when  the 
No.  15. — Ellen  Peecy. 


desponding  mood  comes  over  me,  I  am  enabled  to 
conceal  it.  I  am  half  inclined  to  speed  back  to 
my  chamber,  begging  that  you  will  look  upon  this 
incident  as  if  it  had  not  occurred " 

"No,  my  dear  friend,"  I  answered,  "that  is  im- 
possible !  Now  that  you  are  here,  you  must  indeed 
make  me  your  confidante.  Ob,  Julie  !  you  know 
not  how  it  distresses  me  to  see  that  you  arc  un- 
happy  !" 

The  tears  were  trickling  down  my  cheeks ;  and 
again  did  Juliet  throw  herself  into  my  arras,  with 
her  own  flung  around  my  neck.  She  wept  and 
sobbed  bitterly  for  a  few  minutes ;  and  at  length 
resuming  her  seat,  she  wiped  away  her  tears, — 


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murmuring  amidst  the  last  convulsiveness  of  a  sob, 
"  Now  my  heart  is  relieved  !" 

"But  tell  me,  Juliet,"  I  said,  "what  is  it  that 
thus  distresses  you  ?" 

"In  the  first  place,  dear  Ellen,"  she  replied, 
bending  down  her  head,  "  I  feel  that  1  am  in  a 

way  to  become  a  mother and  Oh !  though  ;v 

wedded  wife,  yet  under  the  stern  pressure  of  cir- 
cumstances shall  I  be  compelled  to  leave  my  home 
—to  go  and  bury  myself  in  some  seclusion — and 
there  give  birth  to  my  babe,  as  if  I  were,  a  fallen, 
guilty  creature,  and  that  infant  were  the  offspring 
of  shause !" 

"Poor  Julie!"  I  said:  but  unwilling  to  wound 
her  feelings  more  deeply  than  they  were  already 
distressed  by  reminding  her  that  such  a  result  was 
to  have  been  anticipated  from  so  inauspicious  and 
secret  a  marriage,  I  hastened  to  assume  a  more 
consolatory  tone, — adding,  "  But  in  eight  or  nine 
months  more  you  will  be  proclaimed  a  wife  before 
the  world——" 

"  Yes— but  in  six  months  my  babe  will  be 
born  !"  she  mournfully  interrupted  me.  "  Oh  ! 
all  the  anticipated  pride  of  a  mother  which  I  first 
experienced  on  feeling  that  I  should  become  one, 
is  absorbed  in  the  dread  of  being  looked  upon  as  a 
dishonoured  and  degraded  woman  before  that 
secret  of  my  marriage  can  be  proclaimed  !  And 
this  is  not  all  that  distresses  me— this  is  not  all 
that  tortures  me  !     I  have  no  certificate  of  my 

marriage " 

"  None  ?"  I  exclaimed,  with  a  terrible  strength- 
ening of  those  misgivings  which  at  the  time  of 
that  marriage  I  had  entertained,  but  which  my 
visit  to  Embledon  had  subsequently  set  at  rest. 
"But  your    husband — Lord    Frederick  Eavens- 

cliflPe " 

"  He  omitted  to  obtain  a  certificate  from  Mr. 
Croft,"  responded   Juliet  with   a   profound  sigh. 

"  Everything,  you  recollect,  was  so  hurried " 

"  But  let  not  this  distress  you,"  I  said.     "  You 

Lave  but  to  write  to  Mr.  Croft  at  Embledon " 

"  Frederick  has  promised  to  do  so  on  several 
occasions,"  rejoined  Juliet :  "  but  he  continues  to 
neglect  it.  This  evening,  while  you  were  at  the 
theatre,  he  called:  I  again  spoke  to  him  on  the 
subject:  he  answered  me  petulantly— it  was  the 
first  time  that  he  had  ever  spoken  angrily— and  I 
was  cruelly  distressed  !  It  was  that  doubtless  which 
gave  me  those  hideous  dreams — it  haunted   my 

mind " 

"But  you  yourself  might  have  written  to  Mr. 
Croft  at  Embledon  ?"  I  suggested. 

"  I  asked  Frederick  this  evening,"  continued 
Juliet,  "  to  write  at  once  himself,  or  to  suffer  me 
to  write — for  the  desk  was  open  upon  the  table. 
But  while  he  enjoined  me  on  no  account  to  take 

such  a  step and  Ah!  I  cannot  conceal  from 

myself  that  the  reason  he  gave  was  a  poor  one 

he  evasively  promised  to  be  sure  and  write 

to-morrow." 

"  And  what  reason  did  he  give,"  I  asked,  "  that 
1/ou  should  not  write  ?" 

"  He  said  it  was  unbecoming  and  improper,  and 
that  Mr.  Croft  would  think  it  exceedingly  strange 
that  such  an  application  should  come  from  me. 
Ob,  Ellen  !"  continued  Juliet,  with  passionate  vehe- 
menc(*,'though  in  a  low  voice;  "  if  anything  should 
happen  to  Mr.  Croft— if  he  should  die  suddenly, 
without   this   certificate   being   procured  —  good 


heavens,  what  a  horror  !  for  who  would  believe  that 
such  a  marriage  had  ever  taken  place  ?  And  I 
should  be  disgraced — and  my  poor  babe  would  bo 
born  in  shame Oh,  Ellen!  you  can  now  under- 
stand wherefore  at  times  my  thoughts  overpower 
me  and  my  soul  is  tortured  with  the  cruellest  ap- 
prehensions !     I  cannot  fancy  that  Frederick  has 

in  any   way  deceived  me No  !  no !"  and   she 

shuddered  as  if  with  an  ice- chill  as  she  spoke. 

"You  must  to-morrow  insist,  Julie,"  I  said — 
"  but  insist  with  delicacy  and  tenderness,  and  not 
peremptorily  nor  passionately — that  Lord  Frederick 
writes  at  once  to  Mr.  Croft  for  the  certificate 
which  is  indeed  so  essential  to  your  welfare.  I 
wonder  that  your  parents  did  not  take  the  pre- 
caiXtiou  to  see  that  the  certificate  was  duly 
given  P" 

"  They  fancied  that  either  Lord  Frederick  or 
myself  received  it,"  responded  Juhet.  "  I  have 
judged  this  much  by  what  they  have  since  said ; 
and  I  have  not  dared  tell  them  that  no  certificate 
was  ever  given  at  all.  But  I  repeat,  Frederick 
could  not  possibly  have  deceived  me  in  any  way- 
there  were  no  means  for  such  deception,  even  if  he 
were  capable  of  it.  Tell  me,  dearest  EUou — what 
is  your  opinion  P— tell  me  that  there  were  really 

no  means  of  perfidy  being  committed " 

"  I  do  not  see  how  deception  could  have  been 
practised,"  I  answered.  "That  you  were  married 
by  a  special  license  and  by  a  real  clergyman  are 

facts  which  cannot  be  doubted " 

"  Oh,  yes,  Ellen  !  on  these  points  there  can  be 
no  doubt !"  cried  Juliet,  catching  at  the  assurance. 
"And,  now,  my  sweet  friend,  do  you  not  think 

that  I  am  very  foolish But  no  !  you  do  not ! — 

your  own  countenance  is  grave !     What  is  passing 
in  your  mind,  dear  Ellen  P" 

"  Can  you  wonder,  Julie,"  I  asked,  "  that  I 
should  be  distressed  at  thus  finding  that  you  are 
not  so  happy  as  I  could  have  wished  you  to  be  ? 
Take  my  advice,  dear  Julie,  and  press  Lord  Frede- 
rick to  write  to  Mr.  Croft  to-morrow ;  and  if  lie 
will  not,  you  yourself  must  write  !     It  is  not  Mr. 

Croft  only  who  might  die but  remember,  JuUc, 

we  are  all  mortal do  not,  do  not  think  that  I 

am  speaking  gloomily but  this  is  the  occasion 

for  serious   discourse and    therefore   I   would 

observe  that  if  anything  should  happen  to  Lord 

Frederick  himself " 

"  Oh  !  I  too  have  thought  of  that !"  said  Juliet, 
with  a  visible  shudder  ;  "  and,  Oh  !  what  a  dreadful 
calamity  if  I  were  left  a  widow  without  the  means 
of  proving  that  I  had  been  a  wife— a  mother,  with- 
out the  power  to  show  that  my  ofiTspring  is  honour- 
ably born  !  Yes,  yes,  Ellen — for  a  thousand  rea- 
sons I  'must  have  that  certificate !  And  now  I 
comprehend  that  the  absence  thereof  is  the  true 
source  of  all  the  fears  which  agitate  me.  I  am 
rendered  nervous — and  then  every  kind  of  appre- 
hension seizes  upon  me,  or  else  steals  insidiously 
into  my  soul.  Oh!  Ellen — though  but  a  ballet- 
dancer  whom  so  many  doubtless  contoiimed,  yet 
have  I  my  own  pride, — the  pride  of  good  principles 
— the  pride  of  conscious  rectitude — the  pride  of  one 
who  had  passed  triumphantly  through  the  ordeal 
of  temptation  !— and  it  is  dreadful  not  to  be  able 
to  look  the  world  boldly  in  the  face !  To  know 
oneself  virtuous,  and  yet  incur  the  chance  of  being 
deemed  fallen  and  guilty — to  be  a  lawfully  wedded 
wife,  and  yet  be  at  any  moment  exposed  to  the 


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most  terrible  suspicion- it  is  euough    to   kill 

me  !" 

Juliet  had  spoken  passionately  ;  and  I  now  said 
all  that  I  could  to  console  her.  After  awhile  she 
became  comforted;  and  embracing  me  affection- 
ately, she  stole  back  to  her  own  apartment. 

I  slept  but  little  for  the  remainder  of  that  night : 
my  mind  was  agitated  with  vague  doubts  and  in- 
definite misgivings,  which  however  for  compas- 
sion's sake  I  had  studiously  veiled  as  much  as  pos- 
sible from  Juliet.  Paint  as  a  tingling  in  the  ears, 
or  as  the  sound  of  far  distant  bells,  was  there  a 
suspicion  in  my  brain  that  Juliet  was  in  some  way 
or  another  the  victim  of  treachery — or  at  least 
that  everything  was  not  precisely  as  it  had  been 
represented.  Though  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe's 
conduct  was  secret,  yet  this  was  no  reason  that  it 
should  not  have  been  straightforward ;  and  I  felt 
that  it  had  not  been.  Wherefore  his  hesitation  to 
procure  ithe  certificate  ?  Was  he  already  getting 
tired  of  Juliet,  and  preparing  the  way  for  a  dis- 
avowal of  the  marriage  ? — was  the  clergyman  in 
league  with  him  for  this  purpose  ?  If  such  were  the 
case,  I  felt  that  the  Normans  as  Juliet's  parents, 
and  myself  as  her  bosom-friend,  would  be  looked 
upon  as  partial  and  one-sided  witnesses  if  the 
matter  were  eventually  brought  before  a  court  of 
justice.  But  it  is  useless  to  chronicle  here  all  the 
varied,  and  to  some  extent  conflicting  reflections 
which  passed  through  my  mind  as  the  result  of 
that  scene  with  Juliet.  Suflice  it  to  say  that  I 
was  now  determined  to  see  her  extricated  from  the 
false  and  perilous  position  in  which  she  was  placed 
by  the  want  of  the  certificate ;  and  I  even  made 
up  my  mind  to  take  another  journey  to  Embledon, 
if  it  were  necessary,  to  see  Mr.  Croft  upon  the 
subject. 

When  we  met  at  the  breakfast-table  in  the 
morning,  Juliet's  appearance  was  precisely  the 
same  as  usual,  with  the  exception  perhaps  that  she 
was  a  little  paler.  She  glanced  significantly  at  me, 
as  much  as  to  thank  me  for  the  advice  and  conso- 
lation I  had  offered  her  during  the  night,  and  also 
to  enjoin  me  to  keep  the  incident  secret  from  her 
parents.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  had  to  attend  the 
theatre  at  about  noon.  The  presence  of  Lord 
Frederick  Eavensclifie  might  soon  be  expected; 
and  as  I  had  no  rehearsal  to  attend  that  day,  I 
went  out  shopping,  in  order  that  I  might  afford 
Juliet  an  opportunity  of  being  alone  with  the 
young  nobleman. 

I  proceeded  on  foot — for  I  wished  to  take  some 
exercise ;  and  I  could  not  help  thinking  as  I  went 
along  the  streets,  that  love  is  the  source  of  almost 
as  much  misery  as  it  is  the  spring  of  happiness  in 
this  world.  It  teaches  its  votaries  the  solemn 
lesson  that  there  can  be  no  felicity  without  its 
drawback,  and  that  there  is  not  within  human  ex- 
perience a  perfect  amount  of  happiness.  In  my 
own  case  the  example  was  already  illustrated.  De- 
votedly was  I  attached  to  my  cousin  Harry ;  and 
yet,  through  the  very  fear  of  having  my  heart's 
love  blighted  by  the  loss  of  his  own,  was  I  still 
keeping  from  him  the  secret  of  that  profession 
wherein  I  had  embarked.  The  world  had  recog- 
nised me  as  a  great  actress  ;  and  yet  I  trembled  to 
avow  the  secret  of  my  fame  to  him  whom  I  felt  it 
should  most  rejoice ! 

While  thus  meditating,  I  had  reached  Bedford 
Square ;  and  as  I  was  turning  into  it,  I  beheld  the 


dashing  phaeton  of  Mr.  Parks  suddenly  draw  up. 
He  sprang  out,  exclaiming,  "  Why,  my  dear  Ellen, 
you  are  almost  a  stranger  now  !    You  never " 

But  he  stopped  short  on  finding  that  I  did 
not  take  the  hand  which  was  proffered  me.  My 
demeanour  was  coldly  indignant ;  and  I  perceived 
a  guilty  look  rapidly  expanding  upon  the  ignoble 
countenance  of  the  lawyer.  Quickly  however  re- 
gaining his  self-possession— or  I  might  rather  say 
his  effrontery— he  said  somewhat  sulkily,  "  Well, 
Miss  Percy,  what  is  the  meaning  of  this  ?" 

"If  I  proclaim  all  the  accusations  I  have  to 
make  against  you,"  was  my  answer,  "  you  would 
find  it  a  difficult  task  to  vindicate  yourself." 

"  Grood  God !"  he  exclaimed,  now  looking  ex- 
cessively frightened— and  indeed  becoming  pale  aa 
death, — "  what  on  earth  do  you  mean  ?  How 
could  I  possibly  have  offended  you?  You  must 
have  been  listening  to  some  falsehoods " 

"  Mr.  Parks,  your  looks  are  not  those  of  a  man 
who  thinks  himself  maligned— but  rather  those  of 
one  who  pleads  guilty  beforehand  to  the  charges 
that  can  be  brought  against  him.  The  captive 
will  look  forth  through  the  narrow  loop-holes  of 
his  cell;  and  your  conscience,  Mr.  Parks,  however 
strong  be  your  efforts  to  imprison  it  in  the  pro- 
fundities of  your  breast,  looks  forth  from  your 
ey«s." 

"I  can't  understand  you,"  he  said,  glancing 
towards  his  liveried  coachman  to  see  whether  the 
domestic  overheard  what  was  passing.  "  Come  a 
little  further  off,  and  explain  what  you  mean." 

As  the  reader  is  aware,  I  had  been  partially 
awaiting  the  first  opportunity,  without  actually 
seeking  it,  to  tell  Mr.  Parks  that  the  foul  treachery 
of  himself  and  his  wife  was  known  to  me.  I  there- 
fore did  not  refuse  to  avail  myself  of  the  present 
occasion :  but  at  the  same  time  I  did  not  choose 
to  make  a  scene  before  the  servant  or  in  a  public 
place.  I  therefore  walked  a  little  aside  with  Mr. 
Parks ;  and  then  stopping  short,  I  suddenly  looked 
him  full  in  the  countenance, — saying  firmly  and 
abruptly,  "  You  handed  me  over  to  the  villain  St. 
Clair!" 

So  far  from  being  overwhelmed  by  this  accusa- 
tion. Parks  appeared  as  if  he  all  in  a  moment 
experienced  some  considerable  sensation  of  relief; 
so  that  it  immediately  struck  me  he  had  expected 
to  hear  a  different  or  a  graver  charge  than  the  one 
I  had  just  brought  against  him. 

"  What  do  you  mean  ?"  he  demanded  coarsely, 
and  almost  brutally. 

"  I  mean  that  on  the  night  when  a  panic  was 
created  at  the  theatre,  at  the  exhibition  of  wild 
beasts,  you  consigned  me,  senseless  and  inanimate, 
to  the  power  of  a  villain.  But  as  he  himself 
doubtless  informed  you,  I  escaped  from  his  fiendish 
designs " 

"  Now  listen  to  me,  Ellen,"  said  Mr.  Parks,  as- 
suming a  dogged  air  of  mingled  defiauce  aud 
authority.  "  I  am  not  going  to  have  any  fending 
or  proving  with  you :  you  may  think  what  you  like 
— and  if  your  opinion  is  evil,  I  shall  not  take  tlio 
trouble  to  vindicate  myself.  You  may  either  come 
to  the  house,  or  you  may  keep  away,  as  you 
think  fit.  But  there  is  one  thing  I  would  have 
you  know — which  is  that  you  had  better  not  speak 
ill  of  me  or  Mrs.  Parks  behind  our  backs ;  and  you 
had  better  beware  how  you  make  us  your  enemies. 
Now  don't  fire  up ! — you  ain't  on  the  stage  at  thia  , 


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moment — and  you  look  quite  handsome  enough 
without  sending;  the  colour  to  mount  to  those  cheeks 
of  yours.  I  have  a  few  more  words  to  say.  Tou 
must  be  cautious  how  you  deal  with  Mrs.  Parks 
and  me.      We  know  a  secret  connected  with  your 

affairs nothing  that  you  yourself   know— no- 

thing  even  that  you  suspect— and  one  which  per- 
haps it  were  better  that  you  should  tiever  know. 
It  ia  a  secret,  Ellen,  that  if  whispered  in  your  ear, 
would  make  your  proud  head  bend — would  wring 
the  bitterest  tears  from  your  eyes,  and  harrow  your 
heart.  This  is  no  empty  threat.  As  there  is  a 
living  God  above  us,  it  is  the  truth !  Be  wise 
therefore " 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  exclaimed,  in  mingled  hor- 
ror and  consternation ;  "  what  do  you  mean,  Mr. 
Parks  ?  I  beseech  you  to  tell  me  !  There  is  no- 
thing in  the  world  that  I  have  ever  done  the  ex- 
posure of  which  could  produce  all  these  frightful 
effects !" 

"  I  tell  you  it  is  nothing  that  you  have  done," 
replied  the  lawyer :  "  but  still  it  is  something  that 
regards  you  most  closely.  It  is  something  that 
you  do  not  know  nor  even  suspect :  but  I  tell  you, 
Ellen,  that  if  it  were  proclaimed  you  would  crouch 
down  in  the  veriest  shame " 

"  Mr.  Parks,"  I  interrupted  him,  in  a  paroxysm 
of  terrific  anguish,  "  for  God's  sake  tell  me  what 
you  mean !  This  suspense  is  dreadful !  Leave  me 
not  in  it !  I  will  forgive  yourself  and  your  wife 
for  whatsoever  you  may  have  done  to  me " 

"  And  what  have  we  done  ?"  he  asked  ab- 
ruptly. 

"  I  have  already  told  you,"  was  my  response : 
"you  would  have  ruined  me — you  would  have 
blasted  my  character  —  you  surrendered  me 
up " 

"Enough  of  all  this!"  he  ejaculated:  and  even 
in  the  midst  of  the  terrific  agitation  I  experienced, 
I  again  noticed  that  he  looked  as  if  he  had  suddenly 
sustained  a  sensation  of  relief.     "  It  is  sufScieut 
for  you  to  know  that  you  are  thus  far  in  my  power ;  ' 
and  therefore  take  heed  how  you  at  any  time  utter  i 
disrespectful  things  against  Mrs.  Parks  and  my-  I 
self." 

With  these  words  the  lawyer  abruptly  quitted 
me  ;  and  leaping  into  his  phaeton,   he  was  instan- 
taneously driven  away.  I  leant  against  the  railings 
of  a  house  for  support:    I  felt  as  if  I  were  about 
to  faint,  until  two  ladies  came  up  and  kindly  asked  , 
if  I  felt  ill  ?     Then  I  regained  my  self-possession ;  I 
and  thanking  them,  I  hurried  along.     What  could  | 
Mr.  Parks  have  meant  ?     He  had  known  me  from  I 
my  infancy — he  was  acquainted  with  all  the  cir-  I 
cumstances    which   regarded    my   earliest    years.  ; 
Could  it  be  possible  that  there  was  some  stigma 
resting  upon  my  birth  ?     It  was  the  first  time  that  , 
ever  such  a  suspicion  had  been  excited  within  me. 
And  yet  if  it  were  so,  how  could  the  knowledge  ! 
thereof  produce  such  terrible  effects  as  those  with  ' 
which  he  had  menaced  me  ?     I  could  not  be  held 
responsible  for  a  mother's  frailty.      But  while  I  ] 
was  thus  reflecting,  back  to  my  memory  came  that  ] 
dim  and  shadowy  recollection  which  had  seemed  to  [ 
float  in  my  brain  like  a  scarcely  perceptible  vapour  j 
in  a  far-off  horizon, — a  recollection  that  at  times  ! 
had  haunted  me  like  the  vague  and  ill-defined  im- 
pression of  a  troubled  dream.     A  man  fondling  me 
upon  his  knee,  then  pressing  me  to  his  heart  and 
sobbing  bitterly— then  a  woman  taking  me  from 


his  arms,  straining  me  to  her  own  bosom,  and 
weepiQg  convulsively — and  all  this  associated  with 

some  dark  gloomy  place Good  heavens  !  was 

there  any  reality  in  the  scene  which,  if  it  had  ever 
occurred  at  all,  must  have  belonged  to  my  earliest 
years  ? 

Long  was  it  ere  I  could  subdue  the  agitation 
into  which  that  interview  with  Mr.  Parks  had 
thrown  me :  but  when  I  began  to  regain  a  certain 
degree  of  composure,  I  endeavoured  to  persuade 
myself  that  it  was  a  mere  idle  threat  invented  by 
the  unprincipled  attorney  for  the  purpose  of  over- 
awing me.  Yet  I  could  not  succeed  in  beating 
into  my  brain  the  conviction  that  it  was  so :  it 
was  a  surmise  wherein  I  sought  to  obtain  a  com- 
plete refuge  from  thoughts  vaguely  horrible,  but 
where  I  only  succeeded  in  obtaining  such  refuge 
partially.  Instead  of  stopping,  I  wandered  about, 
harassed  by  my  reflections,  —  until  at  length  I 
ventured  to  return  to  Hunter  Street. 

I  had  been  absent  thence  for  nearly  three 
hours;  and  on  my  return  found  Juliet  radiant 
with  happiness.  Indeed  she  was  so  completely 
absorbed  in  the  sources  of  her  own  joy,  that  she 
failed  to  notice  there  was  anything  extraordinary 
or  peculiar  with  me  ;  and  I  was  by  no  means  sorry 
to  escape  questioning  and  all  the  affectionate  im- 
portunities of  friendship. 

"Frederick  has  done  everything  that  I  asked  of 
him  !"  said  Juliet,  hastening  to  meet  me  as  I 
entered  the  room  where  she  was  previously  alone. 
"He  hesitated  not  a  moment!  Indeed  it  was 
almost  of  his  own  accord  that  he  began  writing 
the  letter  to  Mr.  Croft,  requesting  him  to  send  the 
certificate.  And  then  too,  with  the  most  genuine 
frankness,  he  showed  me  what  he  had  written 
before  he  sealed  the  letter ;  and  he  left  the  letter 
himself  for  me  to  convey  to  the  post.  Oh,  Ellen ! 
how  sorry, — how  sorry  I  am  that  I  ever  for  a  mo- 
ment mistrusted  him !" 

Juliet  showed  me  the  letter,  which  was  duly 
addressed  to  "the  Rev.  Mr.  Croft,  Embledon, 
Warwickshire;"  and  as  I  had  on  my  bonnet  and 
shawl,  I  offered  to  go  and  take  it  to  the  post. 
Juliet  thankfully  assented ;  and  on  my  way  to 
execute  the  commission,  I  said  to  myself,  "  Un- 
feignedly  rejoiced  am  I  that  her  husband  should 
have  done  this !  After  all,  he  has  been  wronged 
by  the  suspicions  of  both  of  us:  but  heaven  be 
thanked  that  those  suspicions  are  not  now  jus- 
tified !" 

The  reader  may  thus  perceive  that  a  complete 
revulsion  of  sentiment  had  taken  place  in  my 
mind  in  respect  to  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe ; 
and  I  was  truly  delighted  to  reflect  that  Juliet, 
though  still  an  unacknowledged  wife  before  the 
world,  was  nevertheless  the  acknowledged  wife  of 
him  who  some  eight  or  nine  months  thence  might 
acknowlodge  her  openly.  In  my  own  moods  of 
sadness  it  has  ever  been  a  relief  to  me  to  observe 
the  happiness  of  others  ;  and  thus,  from  this  inci- 
dent which  had  occurred  so  favourably  to  Juliet's 
views,  I  derived  consolation  for  my  own  spirit 
which  had  been  so  wounded  during  the  interview 
with  Mr.  Parks. 

On  returning  to  Hunter  Street  after  having 
posted  the  letter  addressed  to  the  Eev.  Mr.  Croft, 
I  was  informed  that  a  gentleman  had  called  to  see 
me  and  that  he  was  waiting  in  the  dining-room. 
Thither  I  repaired  j   and  I  found  that  mj  visitor 


ELLEJf   PEECX;    OE,   THE   MEilOIES   OP   AS   ACXEESS. 


11/ 


was  none  other  than  Mi,  Peaseblossom.  He  was 
dressed  in  bis  usual  style, — the  points  of  his  shirt 
collar  projecting  out  very  far :  but  metbought 
that  there  was  a  certain  knowingness  in  his  coun- 
tenance which  it  did  not  generally  wear,  and  which 
therefore  seemed  to  herald  him  as  the  bearer  of  a 
message  or  the  agent  of  an  object  of  some  im- 
portance. 

"  Tour  most  obedient  servant,  Miss  Trafford," 
he  said,  rbing  from  bis  seat  and  making  me  a  pro- 
found bow.  "  You  will  perhaps  be  as  much  sur- 
prised to  receive  a  visit  from  me  as  it — as  if — the 
crocodile  in  the  Zoological  Gardens  had  introduced 
himself  to  your  presence.  But  when  you  consider 
that  I  am  honoured  with  the  friendship  of  a  cer- 
tain family  whose  same  it  is  unnecessary  to  men- 
tion  " 

"  Proceed,  Mr.  Peaseblossom,"  I  said.  "  I  pre- 
sume that  the  Duchess " 

"Not  a  bit  oi  it,"  ejaculated  the  visitor: 
"  heaven  forbid !  If  she  were  to  know  anything 
about  it  she  would  treat  me  worse  than — than — a 
nigger  is  treated  by  a  Virginian  planter.  In  fact. 
Miss  Trafford,  I  feel  that  I  am  as  unfit  for  the 
mission  which  I  have  undertaken — as — as — a 
baboon  to  escort  the  Queen  to  the  dinner-table." 

"  Pray  explain  yourself,  sir,"  I  said,  wondering 
to  what  all  this  was  to  lead. 

"  I  am  just  going  to  make  the  endeavour  to  do 
80,  Miss  Trafford,"  rejoined  Mr.  Peaseblossom.   "  I 

need  not  tell  you  that " 

But  here  he  stopped  short— fidgeted  with  his 
broad-brimmed  hat,  which  he  held  between  his 
k^ees — and  sat  so  nervously  on  his  chair  that  I 
fancied  every  moment  he  was  about  to  fall  off. 

"Mr.  Peaseblossom,"  I  said,  "may  I  request 
that  you  will  explain  yourself  ?" 

"The  truth  is.  Miss  Trafford,"  he  stammered 
out,  "  the  weight  of  the  mission  entrusted  to  me 
is  better  fitted  for  the  back  of  an  elephant — than 
— than — for  that  of  an  ass.  However,  since  you 
are  pleased  to  listen,  I  need  not  remind  you  that 
you  are  very,  very  beautiful — because  that  would 
be  the  same  as  telling  a  rose  it  is  sweet — or  a  lily 
that  it  is  fair — or — or  " — he  pressed  his  brow  as 
if  in  search  of  another  metaphor — and  abruptly 
added,  "  or  the  devil  that  he  is  black." 

"  Keally,  Mr.  Peaseblossom " 

"I  know  I'm  tedious,  Miss  Trafford:  but  as 
Dogberry  says,  I  would  bestow  all  my  tediousness 
upon  you.     WeU,  Miss  Trafford,"  continued  Mr. 

Peaseblossom,  "  you  are  beautiful " 

"  Sir,  I  must  beg  that  you  will  desist  from  these 
absurd  compliments :"  and  I  made  a  movement  as 
if  to  rise  from  my  seat. 

"  Stop,  Miss  Trafford !"  he  exclaimed  ;  "  it  is 
not  I  that  am  speaking.  True,  it  is  my  tongue 
that  gives  utterance  to  the  words— but  it  is  only  on 
behalf  of  another.  "We  will  not  mention  names : 
but  I  daresay  you  can  understand — for  I  come  as 
secret,  you  know,  as — as— a  thief  down  an  area  to 
steal  a  leg  of  mutton.      He  who  has  sent  me  is  of 

noble  birth — you  can  understand  that  much 

and  what  is  more,  he  appreciates  beauty.  It's  a 
splendid  thing  for  you.  Miss  Trafford— a  thousand 
a-year,  to  be  settled  on  you  beyond  recall— and  an 
extra  thousand  as  long  as  the  connexion  lasts. 
There  !  that's  the  overture — as  nice  as— as — the 
overture  to  an  opera." 

Ambiguous  though  Mr.  Peaseblossom's  verbiage 


was,  yet  I  could  not  possibly  fail  to  comprehend 
the  insolent,  the  flagrantly  insulting  proposal  which 
was  thus  made  me.  I  had  never  once  seen  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple  since  the  evening  of  the 
private  theatricals  at  Ardleigh  House  ;  and  I  cer- 
tainly never  expected  to  hear  from  him  in  such  a 
form  as  this. 

"  Mr.  Peaseblossom,"  I  said,  my  cheeks  colour- 
ing with  indignation  as  I  rose  up  from  my  seat, 
"  in  the  first  place  a  man  of  your  years  ought  to 
be  ashamed  to  suffer  himself  to  become  an  emissary 
from  a  dishonourable  libertine ;  and  in  the  second 
place  I  must  inform  you  that  I  am  as  painfully 
deceived  in  the  character  of  that  individual  as  I 
am  outraged  and  indignant  at  the  proposal  it- 
self." 

"  But,  you  know.  Miss  Trafford,  that  he  could 
not  possibly  marry  you!"  said  Mr.  Peaseblossom. 

"Enough,  sir!"  I  ejaculated:  "you  have  al- 
ready said  too  much.  Begone  !  —  and  consider 
yourself  fortunate  that  I  do  not  summon  the  foot  • 
man  to  eject  you  from  the  house  !" 

"  Eeally,  Miss  Trafford,"  said  Mr.  Peaseblossom, 
looking  quite  dismayed,  astonished,  and  frightened ; 
"  this  conduct  on  your  part— bo  unexpected — so 
violent " 

"  Violent  f "  I  ejaculated.  "  No,  sir  !  I  am 
not  violent :  but  I  am  incensed  !  Go  back  to  him 
who  sent  you,  and  say  that  she  whom  you  have 
seen  scorns  his  overtures  j  and  though  an  actress, 
she  prides  herself  on  possessing  principles  as  good, 
thoughts  as  pure,  and  resolutions  as  strong  as  the 
most  immaculate  of  those  who  from  the  strong- 
holds of  their  own  chastity  or  prudery  look  down 
with  contempt  upon  the  heroine  of  the  stage  !  Go 
and  say,  sir,  that  whatsoever  degree  of  suspicion 
or  scandal,  mistrust  or  doubt,  may  attach  them- 
selves to  females  of  the  theatrical  profession,  I  at 
least  am  one  who  by  my  own  life  will  give  the  lie 
to  public  opinion,  and  by  my  conduct  put  the 
libertine  to  shame !" 

Had  I  been  in  a  mood  to  enjoy  it,  there  was 
something  indescribably  ludicrous  in  Mr.  Pease- 
blossom's  aspect  as  he  listened  to  this  speech.  He 
literally  excruciated  himself  with  his  endeavours 
to  put  off  his  confusion  and  to  keep  his  form 
steady — but  all  in  vain:  for  he  fidgeted  about  — 
he  crushed  his  hat  between  his  hands— he  pulled 
up  the  points  of  his  collar  until  they  nearly  met 
under  his  nose — and  ho  shuffled  about  with  his 
feet  like  a  schoolboy  that  was  receiving  a  severe 
reprimand  from  his  master.  Mr.  Peaseblossom 
strove  to  obtain  another  hearing :  but  I  silenced 
him  in  a  peremptory  manner ;  and  he  issued  from 
the  house. 

I  must  confess  that  I  was  infinitely  annoyed  by 
this  incident, — I  mean  in  a  sense  apart  from  the 
actual  indignity  of  the  overture  itself.  I  had 
formed  a  very  high  opinion  of  the  Marquis  of 
Dalrymple  :  it  was  in  my  disposition  to  have  the 
wish  to  think  well  of  human  nature ;  and  it  pained 
me  to  be  thus  grievously  disappointed.  I  was 
moreover  grieved  to  fancy  that  the  young  noble- 
man should  entertain  so  indifferent  an  opinion  of 
me  as  to  expect  that  I  could  be  dazzled  by  the 
pecuniary  temptation  of  his  offers— especially  after 
I  had  assured  him  that  my  affections  were  engaged 
to  another.  And  I  was  astonished  likewise  at  the 
thought  that  after  I  had  refused  the  proposal  to 
become  his  wife  which  in  a  moment  of  intatuation 


118 


ELIEN  PEKCT  ;  OE,   THE  2a:UM0IES  OF   AN  ACijtESS. 


Le  had  made  me,  he  should  for  an  instant  conceive 
it  probable  that  I  would  become  his  mistress.  I 
did  not  however  mention  the  motive  of  Mr.  Pease- 
blossom's  visit  to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and  Juliet: 
I  had  suiEciently  vindicated  my  own  cause — and 
moreover  I  had  a  dislike  to  render  myself  the 
heroine  of  an  adventure. 


CHAPTER     XXIII. 

VAEI0TJ3  IKCIDKNT8. 

Mt  meeting  with  Mr.  Parks  had  prevented  me 
from  pursuing  the  shopping  expedition  on  which 
I  had  started ;  and  as  I  required  to  make  several 
purchases,  I  went  forth  with  that  aim  on  the  fol- 
lowing day.  I  vas  again  on  foot  and  by  myself ; 
and  as  my  objeot  v.  as  to  proceed  to  Oxford  Street 
and  Regent  Street,  I  took  nearly  the  same  route 
as  that  which  on  the  previous  day  had  led  me  to 
encounter  the  solicitor.  Just  as  I  was  entering 
Bedford  Square,  it  was  singular  enough  that  I  be- 
held Mr.  Parks's  equipage  at  a  little  distance ;  and 
the  lawyer  himself  was  standing  on  the  pavement 
talking  to  some  gentleman.  They  almost  imme- 
diately separated,  —  Mr.  Parks  leaping  into  his 
vehicle,  which  drove  rapidly  away.  He  evidently 
^d  not  observed  me ;  and  I  continued  my  path. 

I  beheld  a  dark  object  lying  on  the  very  spot 
where  the  lawyer  and  Ae  gentleman  had  been 
conversing  together ;  and  it  proved  to  be  a  pocket- 
book  fastened  with  a  clasp.  I  picked  it  up  :  there 
was  no  name  upon  it ;  and  I  knew  not  therefore 
to  which  of  the  two  individuals  it  belonged.  Feel- 
ing how  necessary  it  was  that  it  should  be  imme- 
diately restored  to  its  owner,  I  opened  it  to  ascer- 
tain who  this  owner  might  be.  It  contained 
several  papers  and  a  bundle  of  bank-notes :  but 
there  was  no  card  with  any  name  upon  it,  nor 
was  there  any  letter  in  an  envelope  indicating  an 
address.  I  therefore  opened  one  of  the  papers; 
and  I  started  on  beholding  the  name  of  Charles 
Croft ! 

It  was  a  brief  note ;  and  a  glance  at  the  top 
showed  me  that  it  was  written  from  Embledon. 
Impelled  by  an  irresistible  curiosity,  I  ran  my  eyes 
over  the  billet's  contents ;  &ni  found,  as  nearly  as 
I  can  no  (7  recollect,  that  they  ran  as  follow  :— 

"Embledon,  November  28, 184(0. 
"  My  dear  Parks, 

"  I  write  to  acknowledge  the  receipt  of  the 
second  half  of  the  £10  note.     You  see  that  I  am 
following  your  advice  by  living  in  the  strictest  se- 
clusion here.     How  well  she  is  getting  on ! 
"Yours  very  truly, 

"Chables  Cbobx." 

The  perusal  of  this  note  revived  in  a  moment 
all  the  suspicions  which  I  had  ever  entertained  to 
the  efect  that  I  had  seen  Mr.  Croft  previous  to 
the  solemnization  of  the  private  nuptials  of  Lord 
Frederick  EavensclifFe  and  Juliet.  He  was  evi- 
dently connected  with  Mr.  Parks;  and  this  con- 
nexion  associated  itself  with  the  visit  paid  to  the 
late  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  in  London  by  that 
man  whom  I  had  seen  at  my  grandfather's  house 
at  Leeds.      My  idea  of  Mr.  Croft's  character  was 


therefore  now  again  a  bad  one  ;  and  again  too  did 
I  tremble  tor  Juliet.  But  what  meant  that  allu« 
sion  to  some  one  who  was  getting  on  so  well  ?  Did 
it  point  to  me  7  I  felt  a  strong  suspicion  that  it 
did  so ;  and  as  I  went  on  reflecting,  I  wondered — 
painfully  wondered — whether  the  menaces  which 
Parks  had  levelled  at  me  on  the  preceding  day 
could  have  any  connection  with  the  affairs  of  that 
same  Charles  Croft  ? 

I  was  a  prey  to  all  kinds  of  bewildering  and 
even  torturing  surmises  and  conjectures,  as  I  pur- 
sued my  way  towards  Oxford  Street.  There— on 
reaching  the  first  shop  at  which  I  had  purchases  to 
make,  and  where  I  was  well  known — I  procured  a 
sheet  of  paper,  enveloped  the  pocket-book  in  it, 
and  addressed  the  packet  in  a  feigned  hand  to  Mr. 
Parks.  I  then  requested  the  shopman  to  let  his 
boy  deliver  it  at  the  attorney's  house — but  strictly 
charging  that  the  messenger  was  not  to  say  from 
whom  the  parcel  came.  From  that  shop  I  con- 
tinued my  way  into  Regent  Street ;  and  just  as  I 
was  about  to  enter  that  same  mercery  establish- 
ment where  I  had  seen  Lady  Mangold  self-appro- 
priate the  lace,  I  beheld  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple 
passing  by  on  horseback.  The  first  glimpse  which 
I  had  of  his  countenance,  showed  me  that  it  sud- 
denly beamed  with  joy  as  he  recognised  me ;  and 
he  lifted  his  hat  with  the  most  graceful  politeness. 
I  at  once  turned  away  without  condescending  to 
take  any  farther  notice  of  him — though  with  a 
manner  which  was  intended  pointedly  to  convince 
him  how  proudly  indignant  I  was  at  his  receat 
conduct.  While  in  the  shop,  it  occurred  to  me 
that  the  young  Marquis  might  probably  seek  a 
personal  interview,  either  to  implore  my  pardon  or 
to  repeat  his  offensive  overtures ;  and  as  I  had  ob- 
served that  he  was  followed  by  his  groom,  there 
could  be  no  difficulty  for  him  to  leave  his  horse  for 
the  purpose.  The  establishment  had  two  entrances 
—one  in  Regent  Street  (or  rather  the  Quadrant, 
as  I  should  all  along  have  said),  and  the  other  in 
Piccadilly.  Therefore,  when  my  purchases  were 
completed,  I  passed  out  by  the  Hccadilly  entrance. 
Seeking  a  cab,  I  returned  to  Hunter  Street. 

In  the  evening  I  made  my  appearance  at  the 
theatre ;  and  I  beheld  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple 
seated  alone  in  a  private  box.  When  repairing  to 
my  dressing-room  at  the  close  of  one  of  the  Acts, 
I  found  a  note  lying  upon  the  toUet-table.  It  had 
a  plain  seal :  but  I  recognised  the  handwriting  of 
the  young  Marquis ;  for  I  had  become  acquainted 
with  it  at  the  lime  I  was  superintending  the  ar- 
rangements for  the  private  theatricals  at  Ardleigh 
■j  House.  No  one  besides  myself  was  in  the  dressing- 
room  at  the  time  when  I  thus  found  the  note,^ 
the  lady's-maid  being  engaged  with  Mrs.  Norman 
in  her  own  room  at  the  theatre.  I  secured  the 
note,  without  opening  it,  about  my  person ;  and 
on  the  following  day,  immediately  after  breakfast, 
I  enclosed  it  in  an  envelope  addressed  to  the  Mar- 
quis. I  then  lost  no  time  in  consigning  the  letter 
with  my  own  hands  to  the  nearest  post-office. 

It  was  on  the  ensuing  day  that  the  morning's 
delivery  of  letters  brought  me  a  note  from  the 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh,  requesting  me  to  call  upon 
her  precisely  at  the  hour  of  noon — or  if  that  ar- 
rangement did  not  suit  me,  to  let  her  Grace  know 
when  she  could  call  upon  me.  The  billet  was 
politely  though  formally  worded ;  and  it  at  once 
struck  me  that  the  Duchess  had  made  some  disco 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIRS   OP   AN   ACTHE83. 


119 


very  in  reference  to  her  son's  proceedings.  As  I 
was  unaware  to  what  extent  her  knowledge  might 
reach — and  being  afraid  that  if  it  were  merely 
Blight  and  partial,  it  might  in  some  way  compro- 
mise my  own  character  and  good  name — I  resolved 
to  keep  the  appointment,  and,  if  necessary,  to  give 
the  fullest  explanation. 

Accordingly,  punctual  to  the  hour  named  in 
her  Grace's  note,  I  alighted  from  the  Normans' 
carriage  at  the  entrance  to  Ardleigh  House,  I 
was  evidently  expected  on  the  part  of  the  servants 
lounging  in  the  hall ;  for  one  of  the  footmen  im- 
mediately requested  me  to  follow  him  up- stairs  to 
the  drawing-room.  There  I  found  the  Duchess, 
alone.  She  was  seated  with  the  air  of  one  await- 
ing an  arrival  that  was  to  lead  to  business  of  deli- 
cacy and  importance ;  and  her  manner  was 
pointedly  cold  and  distant  as  she  desired  me  to  be 
seated. 

"Perhaps,  Miss  Traffiard,"  she  began,  "you  are 
not  altogether  ignorant  of  the  motive  for  which  I 
requested  this  interview  ?" 

"  I  have  no  doubt,  my  lady,  that  I  have  rightly 
conjectured  your  motive,"  was  my  answpr  ;  "  and 
your  Grace  perceives  with  what  readiness  I  have 
obeyed  your  summons." 

"A  very  unplersant  discovery  has  been  made 
by  me.  Miss  Trafford,"  continued  the  Duchess: 
"  but  as  yet  I  have  not  spoken  a  word  on  the 
subject  to  either  my  son  or  to  the  Duke.  I  hope 
that  the  result  of  our  present  interview  will  render 
it  unnecessary  to  go  to  extremes  in  that  sense." 

"Your  Grace  may  rest  assured,"  I  rejoined, 
"that  there  has  been  nothing  in  mj  conduct 
which  I  could  desire  to  be  kept  secret  from  the 
Duke  of  Ardleigh :  while  in  respect  to  the  Marquis 

of  Dairy  mple " 

"  Oh,  Miss  Trafford  I"  exclaimed  the  Duchess, 
"there  have  been  secrets  between  my  son  and 
yourself !" 

"  Something  certainly  took  place,"  I  responded, 
"which  I  regarded  in  a  confidential  light :  but  it 
was  nothing  that  for  my  own  sake  I  could  have 
wished  to  be  concealed  from  your  Grace." 

"  My  son  has  addressed  you  in  the  language  of 
love.  Miss  Trafford ;  and  by  some  means  he  has 
offended  you.  You  returned  a  note  of  his  un- 
opened. That  note  fell  into  my  hands  :  I  recog- 
nised your  writing  on  the  envelope — I  was  asto- 
nished— you  can  easily  understand  that  I  was 
seized  with  suspicions — I  opened  the  letter— and 
read  it.  In  doing  this  I  only  exercised  a  mother's 
Rightful  authority  ;  and  it  is  also  as  a  mother  that 
I  sought  this  interview,  in  the  hope  of  appealing 
successfully  to  your  good  sense — your  good  feeling 
—your  honour — your  prudence— ^ What  terms 
can  I  use  ?" 

"  I  can  at  once  set  your  Grace's  fears  at  rest," 
I  answered,  "  by  the  assurance  that  I  have  never 
given  the  slightest  encouragement  to  the  Marquis 
of  Dalrymple.  To  a  proposal  of  marriage  I  could 
not  listen,  because  my  affections  are  engaged  to 
another : — and  to  a  dishonourable  proposal  there 
was  but  one  response  to  give — that  of  indignation 
and  scorn  !  Yet  both  those  proposals  were  made 
to  me  by  your  Grace's  son,  the  Marquis  of  Dal- 
rymple !" 

'■  lae  foolish — the  wicked  boy  !"  exclaimed  the 
Duchess:  then  starting  from  the  sofa,  she  caught 
both  my  hands  in  her  own ;  and  looking  me  very  i 


earnestly  in  the  face,  she  said,  "Yes,  I  believe  you  ! 
Such  innocence  of  aspect  never  served  as  the  mask 
of  guile  !  There  was  truth  in  your  words— tliere 
is  truth  in  your  eyes  !  Oh,  Miss  Trafford  !  how 
can  I  possibly  thank  you  enough  for  the  manner 
in  which  you  have  set  iny  mind  at  rest  ?" 

"I  am  merely  performing  a  duty  which  I  owe 
even  more  to  myself  than  to  your  Grace,"  was  my 
answer. 

The  Duchess  resumed  her  seat,  and  appeared  to 
await  farther  explanations  from  my  lips. 

"  In  the  first  instance,"  I  proceeded,  "  the  Mar- 
quis of  Dalrymple  made  me  an  honourable  pro- 
posal of  marriage — or  at  least  I  had  every  reason 
to  regard  his  sentiments  as  honourable  at  the 
time  ;  and  I  refused  it.  Believing  that  he  intended 
honourably,  and  looking  upon  him  as  well, 
meaning  and  generous-hearted,  I  considered  the 
circumstance  to  be  sacredly  confidential.  He  has 
subsequently  insulted  me  with  dishonourable  over- 
tures— which  I  rejected  with  scorn.  But  as  a 
result  of  that  latter  proceeding  on  his  part,  I  now 
hold  myself  absolved  from  the  moral  obligation  of 
secrecy  and  silence  in  respect  to  the  former  circum- 
stance. I  have  now  been  candid  with  your  Grace  ; 
and  whatever  may  have  been  the  contents  of  the 
billet  which  I  returned  unopened " 

"You  may  read  them  for  yourself,"  said  the 
Duchess;  "and  you  will  thereby  learn  how  partial 
was  the  insight  I  had  obtained  into  all  those 
proceedings  concerning  which  you  have  given  mo 
such  frank  and  honest  explanations." 

I  took  the  billet  which  the  Duchess  proffered 
me;  and  I  found  its  contents  to  be  couched  in 
some  such  sense  as  the  following:— 

"  How  is  it  that  you  treated  me  so  coldly  to- 
day ?  You  know  how  passionately  I  loved  you — 
how  devotedly  I  must  still  love  you:  and  if  love 
rendered  me  bold  as  well  as  hopeful,  it  surely 
ought  not  to  be  visited  with  so  severe  a  punish- 
ment. To  refuse  to  notice  me  —  to  scorn  the 
homage  of  my  respectful  salutation — these  were 
proceedings  on  your  part  which  I  had  not  antici- 
pated! I  should  not  have  presumed  to  write  to 
you,  were  it  not  that  your  coldness  tortured  mo ; 
for  at  least  we  might  have  been  friends.  May  I 
beseech  the  favour  of  a  single  line  to  set  my  soul 
at  rest  P 

"  Daletmple." 

"  After  the  perusal  of  this  letter,"  I  said,  "  I 
could  scarcely  be  offended  if  your  Grace  had 
treated  me  with  even  a  colder  reserve  than  that 
which  you  exhibited  when  I  first  entered  tho 
room.  I  have  now  nothing  more  to  do  than  to 
repeat  the  assurances " 

"It  is  not  necessary.  Miss  Trafford  !"  exclaimed 
the  Duchess.  "  Your  conduct  is  admirable  !  Ac- 
cept my  sincerest  thanks !  —  accept  a  mother's 
gratitude !  And  if  ever  circumstances  should 
render  my  friendship  useful,  hesitate  not  to  appeal 
to  it.  It  is  scarcely  probable  that  you  will  have 
an  opportunity  of  putting  me  to  the  test :  for  in 
your  own  sphere  your  position  is  most  brilliant. 
But  still  such  an  occasion  might  arise— and  I 
almost  hope  it  will  for  one  reason :  namely,  that 
I  may  convince  you  of  my  gratitude." 

I  thanked  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  for  her 
kindness ;  for  I  considered  that  she  had  behaved 


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admirably  throughout.     She  shook  me  warmlj  by 
the  hand  ;  and  I  departed  from  the  mansion. 

On  returning  to  Hunter  Street,  I  found  Juliet 
most  anxiously  waiting  my  arrival.  Lord  Fre- 
derick EaTeusclifife  had  been  to  the  bouse :  she  had 
intelligence  of  importance  to  communicate  to  me ; 
and  the  tidings  were  evidently  good,  if  I  might 
judge  from  her  looks. 

"  Here  is  the  certificate !"  she  cried,  presenting 
to  me  a  paper.  "  Frederick  received  it  this  morn- 
icg— and  he  brought  it  just  now." 

I  took  the  document :  but  the  instant  that  my 
eyes  fell  upon  it,  my  countenance  showed  that  I 
was  smitten  with  a  suspicion  of  something  wrong. 
"  Good  heavens,  Ellen !  what  is  the  matter  ?" 
exclaimed  Juliet,  full  of  the  most  anxious  sus- 
pense. 

"  I  must  deal  candidly  with  you,  my  dear 
friend,"  I  answered  ;  "  for  the  matter  is  becoming 
too  serious  for  any  suppression  of  the  truth." 

"  Oh !  what  mean  you,  Ellen  ?"  asked  Juliet 
with  feverish  excitement :  and  my  poor  friend 
literally  shivered  in  the  strength  of  her  mental 
agony. 

I  "  This  is  not  the  handwriting  of  Mr.  Croft !"  I 
answered:  and  it  cut  me  to  the  very  soul  to  be 
thus  compelled  to  increase  Juliet's  anguish  to  the 
intensest  poignancy. 

A  shriek,  half  stifled  and  subdued,  escaped  her 
lips ;  and  she  clasped  her  hands,  evidently  with  a 
feeling  as  if  her  case  were  that  of  desperation. 

"Oh  could  ho  have  thus  deceived  me?"  she 
cried  wildly.     "  But  tell  me,  Ellen — tell  me— how 

do  you  know " 

"  It  were  too  long  to  give  explanations,"  I 
answered;  "but  suffice  it  for  you  to  learn  that  I 
am  acquainted  with  the  handwriting  of  Mr.  Croft. 
Yes — I  know  it  well,  Juliet !  Only  very  recently 
did  I  see  it — and  I  can  assure  you  that  it  is 
utterly  different  from  that  which  appears  upon  this 
paper." 

"Ellen,"  asked  Juliet,  in  a  low  hoarao  voice, 
"  what,  in  the  name  of  Grod,  does  all  this  mean  ? 
Am  I  mad  ? — or,  O  heaven !  if  not  mad,  I  am  be- 
coming so  !  Who  is  the  deceiver  ?  Is  it  the  cler- 
gyman ?  or  is  it  Frederick  ?  God  have  mercy 
upon  me  !  what  horrible  suspicions  haunt  my  mind ! 
My  brain  is  on  fire  !  No,  it  cannot  be  the  clergy- 
man !     It  must  be it  must  be "  and  she 

convulsively  gasped  forth  the  name  —  "  Fre- 
derick !" 

She  sank  upon  a  sofa,  covering  her  face  with  her 
hands,  weeping  and  sobbing  bitterly,  and  literally 
shaking  herself  from  right  to  left  and  from  left  to 
right  in  the  anguish  of  her  despair. 
I  "  Juliet,"  I  said,  my  resolve  being  at  once  taken, 
"  be  courageous,  even  if  you  cannot  be  consoled ! 
It  is  time  that  you  should  do  something  for  your- 
self—or  rather  that  I  should  do  it  for  you.  I  will 
set  oft'  this  very  day  for  Birmingham — I  will  go  to 
Embledon— I  will  see  Mr.  Crott ;  for  I  do  know 
that  he  is  still  there — or  at  least  be  was  a  few  days 

back and  rest  assured  that  I  shall  not  leave 

him  until  the  best  or  the  worst  is  known.  I  con- 
fess that  this  affair  of  the  certificate  is  all  a  mys- 
tery to  me.  But  we  will  not  waste  time  in  useless 
conjectures^— I  will  depart  at  once  I" 

"  Oh,  a  thousand  thanks,  dearest  Ellen  !"  cried 
Juliet,  springing  from  the  sofa  and  winding  her 
arms  rouud  my  neck.     "  Yea  —  go,   my    sweet 


friend  !     For  heaven's  sake  return  soon  ! — my  sus- 
pense will  be  terrible  during  your  absence  !" 

"  But  you  must  exercise  a  command  over  your 
feelings,  Juliet,"  I  earnestly  though  hurriedly  con- 
tinned.  "  For  a  thousand  reasons— -you  com- 
prehend me,  Juliet " 

"My  parents?"  she  ejaculated:  and  she  fixed 
upon  me  a  look  half  wild,  half  despairing. 

"  Say  nothing  to  them — at  least  for  the  pre- 
sent," I  quickly  rejoined.  "If  all  be  well  they 
need  never  know  how  much  anguish  you  have  ex- 
perienced, nor  how  strange  and  mysterious  were 
these  proceedings  until  cleared  up.  But  if,  on  the 
other  hand,  I  should  sadly  and  mournfully  be- 
come the  bearer  of  evil  tidings,  it  will  be  time 
enough  to  reveal  to  your  parents  the  causes  of 
your  distress." 

"Yes— be  it  so,"  replied  Juliet.  "And  yet 
now — Oh  !  how  difficult  the  task  to  wear  a  placid 
countenance  when  all  is  agitation  and  turmoil 
within  !  But  your  sudden  absence,  Ellen,"  ejacu- 
lated Juliet  as  the  thought  struck  her:  "how  is  it 
to  be  accounted  for  ?" 

"  Say  that  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  sent  for  me 
pressingly,"  I  answered.  "  I  am  not  to  appear  at 
the  theatre  to-night — and  I  hope  to  return  to- 
morrow, hours  before  the  curtain  draws  up !" 

"And  if  you  do  not,"  suggested  Juliet,  anxiously, 
—"if  you  be  detained — if  Mr.  Croft  is  absent  from 
home " 

"  Then  I  must  leave  it  to  you,  Juliet,  to  say 
what  you  will!"  I  quickly  rejoined.  "Your  af- 
fairs now  concern  me  before  all  others.  I  will  de- 
part at  once !  I  will  go  in  a  cab,  so  that  the  ser- 
vants of  the  household  shall  not  know  what  is  my 
destination." 

I  sped  to  my  chamber,  and  hastily  made  up  a 
small  packet  of  necessaries.  I  took  leave  of  Juliet, 
and  repaired  to  the  railway  station.  There  was  a 
train  about  to  start :  I  procured  my  ticket ;  and  I 
was  making  my  way  through  the  crowd  which 
thronged  the  platform,  when  I  caught  a  glimpse 
of  a  countenance  which  was  well  known  to  me.  It 
was  that  of  Edwin  St.  Clair. 

Convinced  that  I  had  not  been  observed  by  him, 
I  plunged  into  the  carriage  that  was  nearest.  I 
took  the  only  place  that  remained  unoccupied  :  and 
the  door  was  immediately  closed  by  one  of  the 
officials.  I  had  been  startled  by  the  sudden  ap- 
pearance of  St.  Clair  ;  and  for  some  little  while  I 
felt  agitated  and  nervous.  Six  weeks  had  elapsed 
since  I  had  read  the  announcement  of  his  depar* 
ture  for  the  Continent;  and  this  was  the  first 
knowledge  I  had  of  his  return.  I  hoped  most 
sincerely  that  our  last  adventure  had  sickened  him 
of  his  base  attempts  against  my  honour  and  hap- 
piness :  but  on  the  other  hand,  I  feared  lest  pre- 
vious impunity  should  render  him  daring  and 
bold  for  the  future.  I  could  not  help  wondering 
likewise  at  the  chance  that  had  thus  thrown  us 
into  the  same  train ;  and  I  resolved  to  keep  myself 
out  of  his  sight,  if  possible. 

I  occupied  a  first  class  carriage  ;  and  the  other 
seats  accommodated  ladies  and  gentlemen  all  be- 
longing to  the  same  family.  They  conversed 
amongst  themselves ;  and  I  remained  silent  with 
my  veil  over  my  countenance.  Presently  their 
discourse  turned  upon  theatrical  matters  ;  for  they 
belonged  to  Birmingham,  and  had  been  to  pass  a 
fortnight's  holiday   in   London,  during  which  in- 


terval  they  had  visited  the  public  sights  and  exhi- 
bitions, as  a  matter  of  course,  and  as  I  gleaned 
from  what  they  said.  My  name  vpas  soon  men- 
tioned—or rather  my  assumed  name  of  Miss  Traf- 
ford ;  and  I  had  the  satisfaction  of  hearing  myself 
spoken  of  in  terms  the  most  complimentary.  They 
had  not  the  remotest  suspicion  that  the  subject  of 
their  conversation  was  present ;  and  yet  they  had 
evidently  studied  me  well  when  on  the  stage  ;  for 
they  spoke  minutely  of  my  personal  appearance. 
If  I  had  been  endowed  with  much  silly  vanity,  I 
should  have  felt  as  flattered  at  the  remarks  upon 
my  beauty  as  at  those  which  they  passed  upon  my 
performance.  Presently,  one  of  the  ladies,  appa- 
rently determined  to  wean  me  from  my  silence, 
asked  me  if  I  had  ever  seen  Miss  Traflfcrd.  There 
was  something  so  ludicrous  in  the  fact  of  in- 
quiring  whether  I  had  ever  seen  myself,  that  if  I 
had  been  in  my  wonted  spirits  I  should  have 
assuredly  laughed  :  but  being  in  no  mood  for  mirth, 
No.  16. — EiiEK  Peecx. 


I  simply  replied  in  the  afBrmative.  The  lady-— 
who  was  an  old  one — strove  hard  to  elicit  my  opi- 
nion of  Miss  Traftbrd's  dramatic  pert'oruianco  as 
well  as  of  her  personal  appearance ;  and  I  had 
some  difficulty  in  fencing  with  her  questions  and 
avoiding  an  air  of  rudeness.  She  however  at 
length  seemed  to  think  that  I  did  not  wish  for  con- 
versation ;  and  she  accordingly  desisted  from  ad- 
dressing her  remarks  to  me. 

The  journey  to  Birmingham  was  performed 
without  any  other  incident  worthy  of  nute  ;  and 
at  the  places  where  the  train  stopped  I  caught  no 
further  glimpse  of  Captain  St.  Clair.  Ou  arriving 
at  our  destination,  I  remained  for  some  lime  in  my 
seat,  so  as  to  afford  St.  Clair  an  opportunity  of 
getting  away  ere  I  emerged  from  the  carriage.  I 
had  then  some  difficulty  in  procuring  a  vehicle  to 
take  me  to  a  hotel :  but  at  length  I  obtained  one. 
I  still  saw  nothing  of  St.  Clair;  and  I  most  sin- 
cerely  hoped  that   the   accidental  circumstaaces 


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which  had  thrown  us  into  the  same  train,  would 
not  carry  us  to  the  same  inn.  Conceiving  it  to  be 
most  probable  that  St.  Clair — if  he  had  indeed 
come  all  the  way  to  Birmingham— would  go  to  the 
principal  hotel,  I  desired  to  bo  driven  to  a  second- 
rate  one.  There  I  ordered  some  refreshment,  and 
inquired  whether  I  could  have  a  vehicle  to  take  me 
that  same  evening  to  Embledon  ?  The  reply  was 
in  the  affirmative.  I  partook  slightly  of  the  dinner 
that  was  served  up ;  and  I  then  entered  the  chaise 
which  was  by  this  time  in  readiness. 

It  was  about  seven  o'clock  in  the  evening  when 
I  thus  started  in  a  one-horse  jhaise ;  and  I  regretted 
that  I  had  not  specified  an  equipage  of  two  horses, 
inasmuch  as  time  was  precious.  Embledon,  as  the 
reader  will  remember,  was  twenty  iniles  from  Bir- 
mingham ;  and  I  could  not  possibly  hope  to  achieve 
that  distance  in  less  than  two  hours  at  the  very 
least.  However,  if  I  should  arrive  at  my  desti- 
nation shortly  after  nine  o'clock,  I  might  inquire 
for  Mr.  Croft  that  same  evening,  and  leave  early  on 
the  following  morning. 

Such  were  my  reflections  during  the  commence- 
ment of  the  journey  j  and  in  addition  thereto  I 
congratulated  myself  on  having  escaped  the  notice 
of  Edwin  St.  Clair,  I  then  gradually  fell  into  a 
irain  of  meditation  in  respect  to  Juliet  and  the 
mission  on  which  I  was  bent.  Thus  passed  the 
time  until  we  reached  a  small  village,  where  the 
driver  stopped  to  bait  his  horse.  Here  was  a  delay 
of  twenty  minutes ;  and  during  that  interval  I  re- 
mained seated  in  the  chaise  :  for  the  December 
night  was  raw  and  damp,  and  the  inn  or  rather 
public-house  was  by  no  means  sufficiently  inviting 
for  me  to  enter  it.  While  thus  ensconced  in  the 
vehicle,  I  heard  the  hostler  telling  the  driver  of 
the  fly  that  a  post-chaise  and  pair  from  Birming. 
ham  had  passed  along  a  short  while  back. 

The  journey  was  resumed  at  the  expiration  of 
the  twenty  minutes  ;  and  the  darkness  grew  so  in- 
tense  that  I  wondered  the  man  could  see  his  way 
sufficiently  to  guide  the  horse ;  for  the  vehicle  had 
no  lamps.  All  of  a  sudden  there  was  a  crash, 
instantaneously  followed  by  the  fall  of  the  driver 
into  the  road,  and  the  toppling  over  of  the  chaise 
to  one  side.  A  scream  burst  from  my  lips :  but 
the  vehicle  was  not  completely  upset.  I  put  forth 
my  hand ;  and  opening  the  door,  descended. 
Tlirough  the  deep  darkness  were  my  glances 
plunged ;  and  I  speedily  became  aware  of  the 
nature  of  the  accident.  The  chaise  had  come  in 
contact  with  a  mile-stone;  and  the  springs  or  some 
portion  of  the  gear  beneath  the  box,  had  broken 
or  given  way — thus  disabling  the  vehicle.  The 
shafts  too  had  become  detached  with  the  violence 
of  the  sudden  resistance  offered  to  the  progress  of 
the  horse  :  but  the  animal  was  remaining  quietly 
at  a  little  distance.  As  for  the  driver,  he  was  lying 
perfectly  motionless  in  the  road  ;  and  the  horrible 
thought  struck  me  that  he  must  be  dead.  Such 
was  the  nature  of  the  accident,  the  details  of  which 
were  more  quickly  embraced  by  my  vision,  even 
amidst  the  darkness  of  the  evening,  than  they 
have  occupied  in  their  narration. 

I  must  confess  that  it  was  with  a  shuddering 
ecnsation  of  awe  and  horror  that  I  bent  down  over 
the  driver  to  ascertain  if  life  were  really  extinct. 
1  had  reason  to  suppose  however  that  he  still  lived. 
I  raised  him  up,  and  unfastened  his  neckcloth  :  I 
pillowed  his  head  on  the  cushions  taken  from  the  | 


vehicle :  but  still  he  did  not  recover.  I  examined 
both  sides  of  the  road  to  see  if  there  were  any  water 
— but  there  was  none.  I  flung  my  eyes  around 
me  in  a  species  of  despair  :  but  joy  sprang  up  in 
my  heart  whea  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  a  light  at  a 
distance.  I  watched  it  earnestly  for  a  few  mo- 
ments,  in  the  dread  lest  it  should  only  prove  to  be 
a  will-'o-the-wisp  and  escape  me  altogether.  But 
no! — it  burnt  steadily;  and  as  near  as  I  could 
conjecture,  it  was  about  half  a  mile  farther  along 
the  road.  Again  I  examined  the  driver  to  see 
whether  he  gave  any  signs  of  returning  animation: 
but  he  lay  torpid  as  before —though  I  still  had 
reason  to  hope  that  life  was  nob  extinct.  Now, 
therefore,  as  the  only  alternative,  I  sped  forward 
in  the  direction  of  the  light,  for  the  purpose  of 
obtaining  assistance. 

A  few  minutes  brought  me  near  enough  to  ascer- 
tain that  the  light  shone  from  a  window ;  and  on 
a  still  nearer  approach,  I  discovered  that  the  place 
was  a  small  cottage  standing  back  a  few  yards 
from  the  road,  with  a  low  paling  skirting  a  littlo 
front  garden,  or  enclosure  of  some  kind. 

I  soon  found  the  gate ;  and  opening  it,  hastened 
to  the  cottage-door.  I  knocked  with  my  hand  as 
loudly  as  I  could :  but  nearly  two  minutes  elapsed 
before  my  summons  produced  any  effect.  I  was 
on  the  point  of  repeating  it,  when  the  door  was 
opened  by  a  female  carrying  a  light  in  her  hand ; 
and  to  my  astonishment  I  at  once  recognised  that 
old  gipsy  whom  I  had  seen  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  Lady  Lilla  Essendine's  residence,  and  who  had 
summoned  her  ladyship  to  an  interview  through 
the  medium  of  a  wild  rose.  The  old  crone  recog- 
nised me  as  quickly  as  I  knew  her ;  and  she  ex- 
claimed in  astonishment,  "  What !  sweet  young 
lady,  is  it  you— alone— in  this  part  of  the  country 
—at  such  an  hour  too  ?" 

"An  accident  has  happened,"  I  hastily  cried, 
"  to  a  chaise  in  which  I  was  travelling :  the  driver 
was  thrown  off  his  box — I  fear  that  he  is  very 

seriously  hurt !     Pray  come  or  send " 

"  One  moment !  one  moment !"  said  the  old 
crone ;  "  and  you  shall  have  assistance.  Eemain 
here." 

She  opened  a  door  in  the  little  passage  where 
she  had  made  her  appearance  ;  and  she  passed  into 
the  room  with  which  it  communicated, — closing  it 
behind  her,  I  remained  on  the  threshold  of  the 
front  door ;  and  a  vague  fear  arose  in  my  mind. 
I  did  not  like  that  old  gipsy's  look ;  and  it  seemed 
strange  that  she  should  thus  return  into  the  room 
in  a  manner  as  if  to  speak  to  somebody  whom  she 
did  not  wish  me  to  see,  or  else  that  I  should  not 
overhear  her  words.  I  was  alone,  in  the  darkness 
of  the  evening :  the  place  itself  was  lonely ;  and 
thus  it  was  scarcely  to  be  wondered  at  if  I  felt 
somewhat  afraid.  In  about  a  minute  the  old 
gipsy  reappeared ;  and  coming  completely  out  of 
the  house,  she  closed  the  front  door  behind  her. 

"  One  moment,  my  sweet  young  lady !"  she 
cried:  "one  moment.  Miss  —  and  my  grand- 
daughter Zarah  shall  accompany  you  to  the  spot 
where  the  accident  has  occurred  ! — Now  you  can 
walk  in,"  she  added,  as  if  sufficient  time  had  been 
allowed  for  some  one  to  leave  the  ground-floor 
room  while  the  front  door  was  closed. 

"I  will  wait  for  your  grand-daughter  here,"  I 
answered,  not  liking  to  set  foot  within  the  cot- 
tage. 


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"  No,  no  ! — wait  not  in  the  cold  !"  rejoined  the 
crone,  flinging  open  the  front  door  again.  "  The 
air  is  bleak— and  my  grand-daughter  will  be  two 
or  three  minutes  before  she  will  be  ready  to  ac- 
company  you.  Sho  has  just  run  up-stairs  to  dress 
herself.  You  surely  are  not  too  proud  to  enter 
my  humble  dwelling  ?" 

"  No,"  I  responded,  suddenly  putting  aside  my 
fears  at  this  appeal  from  the  old  woman.  "  But 
for  heaven's  eake  let  your  grand- daughter  make 
baste  !— or  do  you  yourself  come  with  me !" 

"Zarah  will  go,"  said  the  crone.  "Pray  walk 
in  and  warm  yourself  for  a  minute  by  the  fire." 

I  entered  the  passage :  the  old  woman  threw 
open  the  door ;  and  with  every  appearance  of 
respectfulness  she  stood  aside  for  me  to  pass  before 
Ler  into  the  room.  But  the  instant  I  entered, 
she  closed  the  door  violently,  and  turned  the  key 
in  the  lock. 

A  cry  burst  from  my  lips  as  I  thus  found 
myself  a  prisoner;  and  I  turned  quickly  round  to 
try  and  force  open  the  door.  But  it  was  too  late. 
It  waa  a  ground  floor  room ;  and  I  sped  to  the 
window,  which  was  a  small  one  of  the  lattice  de- 
scription. I  opened  it :  but  the  light  of  the  candle 
which  was  burning  upon  the  table,  showed  me 
that  it  had  bars  outside. 

"  Do  not  be  afraid,  my  sweet  young  lady !"  said 
the  voice  of  the  old  crone,  as  her  countenance  ap- 
peared at  those  bars.  "  Tell  mo  where  the  accident 
occurred;  and  Zarah  shall  speed  to  the  succour  of 
the  man " 

"  Infamous  woman !"  I  ejaculated :  "  how  dare 
you  treat  me  thus  ?  If  you  require  money  I  will 
give  it  to  you :  but  I  demand  that  you  immedi- 
ately restore  me  to  freedom." 

"That  cannot  be.  Miss  Percy,"  answered  the 
old  gipsy,  now  for  the  first  time  addressing  me  by 
my  name.     "  As  for  your  money,  keep  it." 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  exclaimed,  as  wild  appre- 
hensions swept  through  my  mind;  "what  is  the 
meaning  of  this?  For  God's  sake  tell  me! — keep 
me  not  in  suspense ! — let  me  know  the  worst, 
whatever  it  be !" 

"  My  sweet  girl,  you  need  have  no  fear  for  your 
life,"  responded  the  old  gipsy.  "No  one  will  harm 
a  hair  of  your  head.  But  tell  me  in  which  direc- 
tion the  accident  has  occurred " 

"  At  a  very  short  distance  towards  Birming- 
ham," I  answered,  thinking  that  in  any  case  the 
unfortunate  driver  had  better  have  assistance  as 
Boon  as  possible.     "  But  I  beseech  you " 

I  stopped  short ;  for  the  hideous  wrinkled  coun- 
tenance of  the  old  woman  was  withdrawn  from  the 
bars  through  which  she  had  been  staring  at  me ; 
and  in  a  few  moments  I  heard  her  re-enter  the 
house.  From  the  passage  she  called  out  in  a  loud 
tone  for  her  grand-daughter;  and  then  I  heard 
hasty  footsteps  descending  a  staircase.  There  was 
some  whispering  in  the  passage ;  I  stole  to  the 
door  to  listen,  if  possible,  to  what  was  being  said  : 
but  I  could  not  catch  a  single  syllable.  I  however 
heard  one  of  the  whisperers  immediately  after- 
wards leave  the  house ;  and  I  concluded  it  must 
be  Zarah.  The  front  door  w^as  then  closed ;  and 
the  old  woman  began  ascending  the  stairs— for  I 
could  tell  that  it  was  she  by  her  footsteps. 

I  had  now  leisure  to  glance  around  me;  and  I 
found  that  I  was  in  a  small  meanly  furnished 
room.     There  was  a  rag  of  a  carpet  upon  the  floor 


— a  small  round  table  in  the  centre — three  or  four 
common  rush-bottomed  chairs — and  some  wretched 
coloured  prints,  in  black  painted  frames,  suspended 
to  the  dingy  walls.  I  sat  down,  almost  overcome 
by  this  sudden  calamity  which  had  befallen  me. 
There  was  an  image,  like  that  of  the  Genius  of 
Mischief  floating  in  my  brain ;  for  apart  from  this 
association  I  could  by  no  means  form  the  slightest 
conjecture  in  respect  to  the  motive  of  my  capti- 
vity. I  rose  from  my  seat,  and  tried  the  bars  with 
my  hands.  They  were  thin,  but  firmly  set  in  the 
brick-work  of  the  wall.  I  pulled  hard  at  one  of 
them :  but  my  attempt  to  move  it  was  vain.  I 
was  about  to  examine  the  door  to  see  if  it  were 
possible  to  wrench  off  the  lock,  when  I  heard  the 
footsteps  of  a  man  descending  the  stairs.  I  now 
felt  that  I  should  know  the  worst.  The  key  turned 
in  the  lock — the  door  opened— and  he  whose  image 
had  previously  been  floating  in  my  mind,  made  his 
appearance.  Need  I  inform  the  reader  that  this 
was  Edwin  St.  Clair  ? 

As  he  entered  the  room,  an  expression  of 
triumph,  malignant  and  mischievous,  appeared 
upon  his  countenance;  and  I  said  within  myself, 
"  N-ow  God  help  me !"  —  for  I  felt  that  I  was 
completely  in  his  power.  But  still  I  endeavoured 
to  assume  an  air  of  confidence  and  indignation, 
80  that  the  terror  which  I  really  experienced 
should  not  be  apparent. 

"  Fortune  has  favoured  me,  Ellen,"  began  St. 
Clair,  as  he  locked  the  door  and  placed  the  key  in 
his  pocket.  "  This  is  an  unexpected  pleasure.  I 
have  been  thinking  of  you — I  have  been  speaking 
of  you :  but  little  did  I  dream  a  few  minutes  back 
that  circumstances  would  so  soon  bring  us  face  to 
face  again  1" 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  answered,  "  you  seem  to 
have  marked  me  out  as  an  object  for  your  ran- 
corous persecution.  Heaven  has  hitherto  protected 
me  ;  and  heaven  will  protect  me  again  !  Towards 
myself  I  have  acted  foolishly,  in  abstaining  from 
an  invocation  of  the  law  to  punish  you  for  your 
past  misconduct :  but  this  time " 

"  This  time,  Ellen,"  interrupted  St.  Clair,  with 
a  malignant  smile— but  at  the  same  time  fixing 
his  burning  regards  upon  me  in  a  way  that  filled 
me  with  afi'right, — "this  time  I  will  not  be  lenient 
towards  you  :  I  will  make  you  mine !  The  pride 
of  Ellen  Percy  will  prevent  her  from  going  forth 
to  the  world  to  proclaim  her  own  dishonour;  and 
she  will  accept  her  destiny — namely,  that  of  St. 
Clair's  mistress," 

"Never,  villain!"  I  exclaimed.  "I  will  die 
sooner !" 

"  The  days  of  romance  are  gone  by,"  he  inter- 
jected, with  a  scoffing  tone ;  "  and  young  ladies  do 
not  die  so  readily  as  in  books  or  on  the  stage.  I 
tell  you,  Ellen,  that  you  shall  be  mine !  You  might 
have  been  my  wife  :  more  than  once  have  I  offered 
you  my  hand— and  I  swear  that  at  the  time  I  was 
serious  and  sincere !  But  you  scorned  my  love: 
you  have  covered  me  witha  thousaud  humiliations 
— the  tables  are  however  turning — and  it  is  now 
yourself  that  will  be  humiliated !  Think  you  not 
that  I  have  a  vengeance  to  wreak  as  well  as  a  pas- 
sion to  gratify  ?  You  know,  EUeu,  that  I  am  a 
strange  being  :  I  am  not  like  other  men.  I  can 
lovo  and  hate  at  the  same  time.  You  told  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine  how  you  baflled  me  on  the  last 
occasion  that  you  were  at  my  house :  you  placed  in 


ber  bands  a  terrible  weapon  to  use  against  me; 
you  enabled  ber  to  wring  my  heart  with  her  irony 
and  excruciate  my  soul  with  her  scoffing.  You  did 
not  spare  me,  Ellen " 

"  I  declare  to  you,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  an- 
swered, terrified  by  bis  tone  and  bis  looks,  "  that 
except  to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  I  never  mentioned 
that  occurrence.  She  received  me  in  ber  carriage 
that  night  when  I  escaped  from  your  bouse  :  and 
I  was  forced  to  give  ber  an  explanation.  I  have 
spared  you.  Captain  St.  Clair  !  — I  have  spared  you 
too  much !  If  there  be  in  your  disposition  one 
spark  of  generosity " 

"  I  will  tell  you,  EUen,"  interrupted  St.  Clair, 
"  to  what  extent  my  generosity  reaches.  I  will 
leave  you  here  for  one  half-hour's  reflection ;  and  I 
will  tell  you  what  you  have  to  reflect  upon.  It 
is  whether  you  will  surrender  yourself  to  my 
arms " 

"  Silence,  sir !  enough  !"  I  indignantly  exclaimed. 
"Tour  words  are  fraught  with  insult !" 

"  If  it  be  so,"  he  said,  in  a  dogged  and  resolute 
manner,  "  there  is  no  need  for  leniency  !  Ah, 
proud  beauty !  the  moment  for  your  humiliation  is 
come !" 

He  was  advancing  towards  me,  with  looks  that 
filled  me  with  the  wildest  terror, — when  it  sud- 
denly struck  me  that  it  was  a  perfect  act  of  mad- 
ness on  my  part  not  to  have  gained  the  half-hour 
which  he  proS"ered :  for  in  that  space  of  time  the 
band  of  providence,  through  the  seeming  medium 
of  the  chapter  of  accidents,  might  afford  me  the 
means  of  safety  and  escape. 

"Speak!  speak!"  I  cried.  "Oh,  what  would 
you  have  me  reflect  upon  F" 

"  Ah !  are  you  growing  reasonable  ?"  be  said, 
with  a  sort  of  sneering  satisfaction.  "  You  will  at 
least  be  wise  to  become  so  !  Now,  understand 
your  position  well,  Ellen.  You  are  completely  in 
my  power — this  house  is  lonely — all  the  wildest 
shrieks  or  most  frantic  cries  which  your  lips  might 
send  forth,  would  fail  to  bring  you  succour.  As 
for  myself,  I  am  resolute  and  determined.  My 
love  for  you  has  been,  and  still  is,  a  madness  and 
an  infatuation !  Eeflect  therefore  whether  you 
will  resignedly  accept  your  destiny — whether  you 
will  receive  with  a  willing  hand  the  wealth  that  I 
am  enabled  to  shower  upon  you — and  whether  you 
will  become  my  mistress  as  if  you  were  won  as 
other  women  may  be  won  !  Let  your  decision  be 
in  the  affirmative,  and  the  thought  of  vengeance 
instantaneously  vanishes  from  my  mind.  I  will 
not  treat  you  as  one  whom  I  have  humiliiited— but 
as  one  whom  I  am  to  cherish  and  love.  I  will  be 
to  you  all  tenderness  and  afiection.  Though  your 
master  now,  I  will  henceforth  become  your  slave. 
You  shall  be  as  happy,  Ellen,  as  it  is  in  my  power 
to  render  you  ; — and  to  make  you  independent  of 
the  world  I  will  settle  thousands  upon  you !" 

It  was  with  the  utmost  difficulty  I  could  stifle 
my  indignant  feelings,  or  keep  down  the  burning 
glow  from  my  cheeks,  as  I  listened  to  this  speech. 
But  so  desperate  was  my  position — in  the  power 
of  a  man  whose  character  was  equally  desperate — 
that  I  was  nerved  with  an  extraordinary  self- 
possession  in  order  to  carry  the  point  on  which 
alone  my  salvation  seemed  to  depend.  I  therefore 
assumed  an  air  of  reflection ;  and  when  St.  Clair 
had  finished  speakieg,  I  said,  "  Leave — leave  me  ! 
Give  me  leisure  to  resign  myself  to  my  fate  !" 


"I  knew  that  you  would  become  reasonable!" 
he  ejaculated,  with  a  look  of  triumph:  then  has- 
tily consulting  his  watch,  he  added,  "  In  balf-an- 
hour  I  shall  return." 

He  issued  from  the  room,  locking  the  door  upon 
me.  I  flew  to  the  iron  bars  once  more :  I  tore  at 
them  — Oh  !  with  what  desperate  energy  did  I  en- 
deavour  to  wrench  them  forth  :  but  all  in  vain  ! 
Thus  several  minutes  elapsed ;  and  I  threw  myself, 
exhausted  and  wretched,  upon  a  seat.  But  it  was 
only  to  start  up  again  in  a  few  moments  :  and  then 
I  examined  the  door.  The  lock  was  let  into  the 
wood  itself,  and  could  not  therefore  be  wrenched 
ofi".  There  were  fire-irons  in  the  grate ;  and  these 
might  serve  as  implements  to  break  down  the 
door  :  but  I  knew  that  at  the  very  first  sound  in- 
dicative of  an  attempt  to  escape,  my  persecutor 
would  return.  "What  could  I  do  ?  The  precious 
minutes  were  flitting  by :  for.  Oh !  time  goes  so 
quickly  when  it  is  most  valuable; — and  my  posi- 
tion seemed  hopeless.  I  wrung  my  bands  in  de- 
spair :  I  could  scarcely  prevent  myself  from  shriek- 
ing out— but  I  knew  how  useless  it  would  be  ! 

All  of  a  sudden  I  heard  a  footstep  underneath 
the  window ;  and  glancing  in  that  direction,  I  be- 
held the  countenance  of  Zarah,  the  younger  gipsy, 
close  against  the  bars.  Her  finger  was  upon  her 
lip  to  enjoin  silence;  and  hope  sprang  up  in  my 
heart.     The  next  instant  I  was  at  the  window. 

'•'  Give  me  your  kerchief,  and  one  of  the  fire 
implements,"  said  Zarah,  in  the  lowest  possible 
whisper. 

I  hastened  to  obey :  and  she  observed,  "  You 
have  doubtless  seen  him  ?  How  long  can  you 
reckon  that  it  will  be  ere  his  return  ?" 

"  He  has  given  me  half-an-hour  to  reflect " 

"  Enough  !  I  thought  it  was  something  of  that 
sort.     Be  silent !" 

Zarah  took  my  kerchief,  which  she  tied  tightly 
round  the  two  central  bars — for  they  were  four  in 
number.  Then,  by  means  of  the  poker  which  I 
had  given  ber  from  the  grate,  she  kept  twisting 
the  handkerchief  in  such  a  manner  that  the  efi'ect 
was  to  bring  the  bending  bars  nearer  and  nearer 
towards  each  other.  She  worked  with  dexterity 
and  vigour ;  and  I  watched  the  progress  with  an 
intense  anxiety.  I  comprehended  that  she  sought 
to  accomplish  my  escape  without  being  herself 
suspected  that  she  had  done  so.  In  a  few  minutes 
the  bars  came  out  of  their  sockets  at  the  lower 
extremities ;  and  it  was  then  a  comparatively  easy 
task  to  remove  them  altogether. 

"  Lay  them  down  in  the  room,  together  with 
the  kerchief,"  whispered  Zarah,  whose  handsome 
countenance  was  now  beaming  with  a  satisfaction 
that  had  a  certain  degree  of  malignity  in  it,  as  if 
she  were  rejoiced  at  baffling  the  schemes  of  Edwin 
St.  Clair:  for  I  could  not  suppose  that  it  was 
through  any  particular  love  for  me  that  the  gipsy 
was  thus  acting. 

I  laid  the  bars,  together  with  the  kerchief  and 
the  poker  which  its  twisted  coils  enfolded,  upon 
the  nearest  chair  ;  and  aided  by  Zarah,  I  passed 
through  the  window. 

"  This  way  !"  she  said,  still  speaking  in  the 
lowest  possible  whisper :  and  she  led  me  round  to 
the  back  part  of  the  premises. 

There  a  gate  opened  into  a  field,  through  which 
she  conducted  me  in  silence.  Thus,  by  a  circuitous 
route,  she  gained  the  road :  but  I  knew  that  the 


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spot  thus  reached  was  in  the  direction  exactly 
contrary  to  that  where  the  accident  to  the  vehicle 
had  occurred  :  for  the  latter  was  on  the  Birming. 
ham  side  of  the  cottage — whereas  I  was  now  on 
the  Embledon  side.  Here  the  gipsy  stopped 
short;  and  addressed  me  in  the  following  terms  :— 

"I  have  now  rendered  you  a  service,  Miss 
Percy ;  and  the  only  favour  I  need  in  return,  is 
that  you  will  never  sufier  it  to  transpire  that  you 
were  liberated  by  me.  St.  Clair  will  think  that 
you  effected  your  own  escape :— let  him  remain 
under  that  impression.  I  need  scarcely  add  that 
for  the  sake  of  my  grandmother  and  myself,  you 
will  remain  equally  silent  in  respect  to  the  treat- 
ment you  experienced  at  our  cottage.  The  driver 
of  your  chaise  has  recovered ;  but  the  vehicle  is 
too  much  damaged  for  you  to  proceed  in  it.  He 
told  me  that  you  are  bound  to  Embledon.  Hasten 
along  the  road ;  and  in  a  few  minutes  you  will 
meet  a  post-chaise  and  pair.  Hesitate  not  to  stop 
it,  and  inquire  of  the  postilion  whether  he  cannot 
return  and  take  you  to  your  destination  ?  He  will 
tell  you  that  he  was  hired  by  a  gentleman  at  Bir- 
mingham  to  bring  him  to  that  cottage;  and  in 
pursuance  of  the  orders  given,  he  is  on  his  way  to 
take  him  up  again,  having  baited  his  horses  at  the 
nearest  way-side  public-house.  Say  boldly  at  once 
that  you  know  the  gentleman — he  is  Captain  St. 
Clair — and  that  you  have  his  authority  for  using 
the  post-chaise.  If  you  manage  the  matter  well 
you  cannot  possibly  fail  of  success ;  and  you  will 
save  yourself  from  wandering  along  this  lonely 
road,  on  foot,  and  in  the  darkness.  Here  is  your 
packet  of  necessaries :  I  brought  it  with  me  from 
the  broken  chaise : — for  from  the  very  first  I  was 
resolved  in  aiding  you  to  escape  from  the  cot- 
tage." 

"  But  the  driver  of  that  vehicle  ?"  I  interjected : 
"  I  must  remunerate  the  poor  man " 

"I  have  already  done  so,"  answered  Zarah. 
"  He  is  perfectly  satisfied  ;  and  I  have  moreover 
given  him  to  understand  that  you  have  found 
another  means  of  conveyance.  And  now  fare- 
well." 

The  gipsy  did  not  wait  to  receive  the  expressions 
of  my  gratitude :  but  she  hurried  precipitately 
away,  and  was  instantaneously  lost  to  mj  view  in 
the  surrounding  darkness.  With  a  fervid  and 
exultant  joy  at  my  heart  did  I  speed  along  the 
road ;  and  in  a  few  minutes  I  beheld  two  twinkling 
lights  in  the  distance.  Almost  immediately  after- 
wards the  sounds  of  an  approaching  equipage  were 
wafted  to  my  ear ;  and  the  expected  post-chaise 
and  pair,  with  its  lamps  lighted,  came  up.  I  called 
to  the  postilion  to  stop — which  he  at  once  did; 
and  I  demanded,  "  Is  this  a  return  chaise  ?" 

"  No,"  he  replied— and  not  very  civilly ;  for  it 
was  natural  he  should  think  it  strange  to  be  thus 
accosted  by  a  female  at  such  an  hour,  it  being  now 
nine  o'clock  in  the  evening. - 

"I  am  sorry  for  that,"  I  said:  "for  I  would  re- 
munerate  you  handsomely " 

"  Beg  your  pardon,  ma'am — I  didn't  see  at  first 
it  was  a  lady  I  was  talking  to.  I've  got  to  take 
up  a  gentleman  at  a  little  cottage  about  half  a 
mile  further  along  the  road——" 

"What?"  I  exclaimed,  in  affected  astonish- 
ment ;  "  a  gentleman  whom  you  brought  from  Bir- 
mingham  " 

"  The  very  same,  ma'am,"  answered  the  postilion. 


"  Then  I  know  him  well!"  I  ejaculated  :  "he  is 
Captain  St.  Clair." 

"  To  be  sure,  ma'am !     But " 

"  Oh  !  he  does  not  want  the  chaise,"  I  at  onco 
cried :  "  he  purposes  to  remain  where  he  is.  I 
have  his  full  authority  for  using  it.  You  must 
turn  and  take  me  to  Embledon — and  I  will  give 
you  a  guinea  for  your  trouble,  besides  the  ex- 
penses." 

Tlie  postilion  was  completely  satisfied :  I  took 
my  seat  in  the  chaise  ;  and  the  equipage,  being 
turned  round,  bore  me  in  the  direction  of  Em- 
bledun. 


CHAPTEE    XXIV. 

ME  CEOFT. 

DtTErNO  the  drive  thither,  I  reflected  upon  the 
incidents  which  had  occurred  to  me,  as  well  as 
upon  other  circumstances  which  they  recalled  to 
my  memory.  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  it 
was  from  a  deeper  motive  than  mere  compassion  j 
or  friendly  feeling  that  the  younger  gipsy  had  in-  j 
terfered  on  my  behalf— thereby  baffling  the  diabo-  I 
lical  design  of  St.  Clair.  That  St.  Clair  himself  ' 
should  be  in  any  way  connected  with  those  gipsies 
— that  he  should  have  business  to  transact  with 
them— and  that  he  should  travel  all  the  way  from 
London  on  purpose  to  visit  them,  were  matters 
which  excited  my  astonishment.  Those  same 
gipsies  were  likewise  acquainted  with  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine ;  and  her  ladyship  had  been  induced  to 
obey  the  elder  crone's  summons  by  means  similar 
to  those  which,  at  Lady  Lilla's  own  suggestion,  I 
had  adopted  to  overawe  St.  Clair.  There  was  a 
combination  of  mysteries  in  all  these  things  which 
I  could  not  fathom  by  any  possible  conjecture; 
and  now  that  I  found  St.  Clair  to  be  connected 
with  those  gipsies,  I  thought  more  seriously  than 
ever  of  Lady  Lilla's  connexion  with  them.  In- 
deed, suspicions  floated  in  my  mind  which  were 
not  altogether  favourable  to  her  ladyship :  I  feared 
that,  figuratively  speaking,  she  wore  a  mask— and 
that  after  all  she  must  have  been  the  writer  of 
that  fragment  of  a  letter  which  I  had  in  my  pos- 
session— and  consequently  that  she  was  the  victim 
of  an  illicit  love  for  the  nephew  of  her  deceased 
husband. 

Though  there  was  something  to  pain  and  grieva 
me  in  these  reflections— for  I  had  liked  Lady  Lilla, 
and  had  received  so  much  kindness  at  her  hands- 
yet  was  there  a  fervid  joy  in  my  heart  at  havingf 
escaped  from  the  power  of  so  desperate  a  villain 
as  St.  Clair.  I  regretted  nevertheless  that  Zarah 'a 
injunctions  bound  me  to  the  strictest  secrecy  in 
respect  to  the  transaction  of  this  particular  even- 
ing :  for  otherwise  I  would  certainly  have  invoked 
the  aid  of  the  law  to  punish  him  for  his  infamous 
conduct,  as  well  as  to  protect  myself  in  future 
against  his  machinations.  But  I  considered  my- 
self to  be  bound  in  honour,  as  well  as  by  the  ties 
of  gratitude,  to  respect  those  injunctions  on  the 
younger  gipsy's  part ;  and  it  was  now  too  late  to 
appeal  to  the  magisterial  authority  in  reference  to 
Edwin  St.  Clair's  former  villanous  proceedings  to- 
wards me.  That  he  was  bent  upon  effecting  my 
ruin,  if  he  possessed  the  power,  was  only  to.;  evi- 


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ELLEN  Percy;  oe,  thb  memoies  of  an  ACTEEsg. 


dent  :  be  was  a  remorselesa  persecutor  ;  aud  I  felt 
how  needful  it  was  to  be  tbencefortb  completely 
upon  my  guard  against  the  operations  of  his  trea- 
chery. 

I  arrived  in  safety  at  Embledon :  but  it  was  then 
too  late  to  visit  Mr.  Croft ;  and  being  thoroughly 
wearied  by  all  I  had  gone  through,  I  longed  to  re- 
tire to  rest.  I  certainly  did  not  like  the  idea  of 
taking  up  my  quarters  in  a  miserable  public- 
house;  for  Embledon  could  boast  of  nothing 
better  :  but  there  was  no  alternative — and  to  that 
miserable  inn  did  I  accordingly  direct  the  postilion 
to  take  me.  On  alighting  at  the  place,  I  expe- 
rienced no  small  degree  of  satisfaction  on  finding 
that  the  house  was  perfectly  silent;  for  I  had 
dreaded  lest  there  might  be  a  horde  of  tippling 
villagers  or  peasants  in  the  tap-room.  I  however 
beheld  no  one  but  the  blear-eyed  old  woman  who 
was  the  mistress  of  the  place ;  and  she  received  me 
with  a  respectful  curtsey.  I  asked  if  I  could  be 
accommodated  with  a  chamber  for  the  night  ?— 
and  I  was  conducted  to  one  which,  though  ex- 
ceedingly small  and  very  poorly  furnished,  was 
nevertheless  cleanly. 

"I  believe,"  I  said,  "that  the  name  of  your 
clergyman  here  is  Mr.  Croft  f" 

"  Yes— it  be,  ma'am,"  answered  the  old  woman. 

"And  do  you  happen  to  know  whether  he  is  at 
home  ?"  I  said :  "  for  I  have  come  to  Embledon  on 
purpose  to  see  him." 

"  Ob,  yes,  ma'am !  I  know  he  be  at  home  !" 
rejoined  the  landlady;  "cos  why  him  and  Mrs. 
Croft  has  a  party  this  evening." 

"  Mrs.  Croft  ?"  I  ejaculated :  and  I  was  about 
to  put  some  more  questions,  when  thinking  it 
would  appear  strange,  I  said,  "  Thank  you :  good 
night." 

The  old  woman  retired ;  and  I  was  left  alone 
in  the  little  chamber.  One  point  of  information 
which  I  had  elicited  was  satisfactory :  namely,  that 
Mr.  Croft  was  at  home,  and  that  therefore  I  should 
be  enabled  to  see  him  in  the  morning.  But  I  was 
surprised  to  learn  that  he  was  married :  for  he  had 
distinctly  told  me  on  the  former  occasion  when  I 
was  at  Embledon,  that  there  was  no  lady  at  his 
house  who  could  receive  me — by  which  I  under- 
stood him  to  mean  that  he  was  not  a  married  man. 
I  however  reflected  that  he  might  possibly  have 
intended  to  intimate  that  his  wife  was  from  home 
at  the  time.  I  retired  to  rest,  and  slept  soundly 
until  morning. 

At  eight  o'clock  I  rose,  and  partook  of  the  break- 
fast that  was  served  up.  I  asked  no  more  ques. 
tions  relative  to  the  clergyman ;  but  at  about  nine 
o'clock  I  proceeded  towards  the  habitation  which 
Mr.  Croft  himself  had  pointed  out  to  me  on  the 
occasion  of  my  previous  visit.  It  was  then  em- 
bowered by  the  foliage  of  the  surrounding  trees : 
but  now  these  trees  were  all  stripped  of  their 
leaves,  and  the  cold  wind  of  winter  moaned  amidst 
their  skeleton  branches.  The  house  was  a  small 
one,  but  of  picturesque  and  genteel  appearance; 
and  it  stood  in  the  midst  of  a  garden,  which  was 
sopi\rated  by  a  paddock  from  the  churchyard.  I 
ad  canoed  up  to  the  front  door;  and  my  summons 
was  answered  by  a  buxom,  neatly-attired  servant- 
girl.  I  inquired  if  Mr.  Croft  were  at  homo  .!*— she 
replied  iu  the  affirmative ;  and  conducting  me  into 
a  parlour,  requested  to  know  what  name  she  should 
mention  p 


"  Have  the  kindness  to  say  that  Miss  Percy  from 
London  has  called,"  I  answered. 

I  remained  alone  in  the  parlour  for  about  five 
minutes, — at  the  expiration  of  which  interval  the 
door  opened ;  and  a  short  stout  gentleman,  about 
sixty  years  of  age,  and  with  a  very  red  face,  made 
his  appearance.  Ha  wore  a  somewhat  shabby 
morning  gown ;  and  therefore  I  concluded  that  he 
must  be  an  inmate  of  the  house — probably  some 
friend  staying  with  Mr.  Croft :  but  he  was  alto- 
gether unlike  Mr.  Croft  himself.  He  bowed  with 
sufficient  politeness— requested  me  to  be  seated— 
and  taking  a  chair  also,  looked  at  me  as  if  waiting 
to  know  mj  business. 

"  I  called  to  see  the  Eeverend  Mr.  Croft,"  I 
said. 

"  I  am  Mr.  Croft,"  was  the  reply,  which  startled 
and  bewildered  me. 

"  But  perhaps,  sir,"  I  said,  after  a  pause,  "  you 
are  not  the  minister  of  the  village  ?  You  are  the 
brother  no  doubt " 

"  I  am  the  incumbent  of  Embledon,  Miss  Percy," 
responded  the  clergyman :  and  he  himself  evidently 
began  to  think  that  there  was  something  strange 
in  the  turn  which  our  interview  was  taking. 

"  There  is  a  mistake,  sir,"  I  observed  :  "  you  are 
not  the  gentleman  whom  I  expected  to  see.  Per- 
haps there  is  another  clergyman  of  the  same 
name " 

"  Ah !  I  begin  to  comprehend,"  exclaimed  the 
reverend  gentleman.  "  There  is  another  Mr.  Croft 
living  at  Embledon :  but  I  am  not  acquainted  with 
him — neither  was  I  previously  aware  that  he  was 
a  clergyman.  It  is  he  doubtless  whom  you  seek. 
He  lodges  at  the  linendraper's,  in  the  very  centre  of 
the  village." 

I  rose,  and  expressed  my  regret  for  having  in- 
truded upon  Mr.  Croft.  He  looked  very  muci  as 
if  he  would  like  to  know  what  business  it  was  that 
had  brought  me  to  Embledon :  but  I  of  course  did 
not  choose  to  give  any  explanation.  I  thanked 
him  for  his  courtesy,  and  took  my  departure,  my 
mind  most  painfully  afflicted  on  Juliet's  account. 

I  had  no  difiiculty  in  finding  the  linendraper's, 
which  was  a  very  superior  establishment  for  so 
small  a  place.  Enocking  at  the  private  door,  I 
inquired  of  the  female  servant  who  answered  the 
summons,  if  Mr.  Croft  were  at  home  ?— but  that 
gentleman  himself  immediately  came  running  down 
the  stairs ;  and  at  the  first  glance  I  saw  that  bis 
look  was  strange  and  excited  as  he  recognised  me. 
He  was  dressed  in  precisely  the  same  style  as  when 
I  had  last  seen  him,  except  that  his  clothes  were 
new  and  his  white  cravat  was  cleaner.  Quickly 
recovering  from  the  evident  embarrassment  into 
which  my  appearance  had  thrown  him,  he  invited 
me  to  walk  up-stairs, — his  manner  being  full  of 
courtesy — his  tone  bland  and  mild.  I  followed  him 
up  into  a  well-furnished  room,  where  a  number  of 
books  were  ranged  upon  shelves :  but  there  was  an 
air  of  untidiness  about  the  apartment— and  several 
newspapers  littered  the  floor.  Mr.  Croft  invited 
me  to  be  seated ;  and  depositing  himself  in  an  easy 
chair  which  stood  near  the  table,  he  said,  "  What 
has  again  brought  you,  Miss  Percy,  to  Emble- 
don ?" 

"The  object  of  my  visit  is  soon  explained,  Mr. 
Croft,"  I  answered.  "  May  I  without  faitlicr  pre- 
face beg  to  be  informed  whether  you  have  ut  any 
time  given  a  certificate  of  that  marriage • ' 


ELLEU  PERCY  ;    OB,   THE   MEMOIES    OF   AN    ACTRESS. 


127 


"  Why  do  you  ask  ?"  he  rlemanded :  and  in  the 
eager  anxiety  with  which  he  spoke,  he  forgot  to 
assume  the  bland  and  dulcet  voice  in  which  he  had 
previously  addressed  me  :  so  that  back  to  my  mind 
came  the  suspicion,  almost  amounting  to  a  convic- 
tion that  he  was  really  the  individual  who  had 
visited  my  grandfather  at  Leeds,  and  Mrs.  Parks 
subsequently  in  London. 

lie  saw  that  I  gazed  uppn  him  in  a  peculiar 
manner,  and  that  I  had  started  when  he  spoke  in 
his  natural  lone.  He  seemed  confused;  and  re- 
suming; his  feigned  voice,  he  hastened  to  say,  "  Tell 
me.  Miss  Percy — why  do  you  question  me  relative 
to  a  certificate  ?" 

"There  is  no  necessity  to  keep  any  secrets  from 
you,"  I  replied.  "You  know  that  I  am  intimate 
with  Mr.  Norman's  daughter — for  I  scarcely  know 
whether  to  call  her  Miss  Norman  still,  or  Lady 
Frederick  Ravenscliffe — and  it  is  precisely  on  ac- 
count of  this  terrible  doubt,  that  I  have  under- 
taken the  present  journey  with  the  determination 
of  having  it  set  at  rest,  Juliet  is  a  virtuous,  a 
well-principled,  and  a  high-minded  young  lady. 
Por  the  sake  of  the  love  which  she  bears  Lord 
Frederick,  she  consented  to  a  private  marriage, 
and  will  continue  to  keep  that  marriage  secret  so 
long  as  circumstances  may  render  such  silence  ex- 
pedient for  the  young  nobleman's  interests.  But 
she  wishes  to  have  the  certitude  that  she  is  indeed 
a  wedded  wife  :  and  this  is  all  the  more  necessary, 
ijnsmuch  as  she  is  in  a  way  to  become  a  mother." 
"You  now  speak  as  if  you  had  no  doubt  that 
she  is  a  wedded  wife,"  said  Mr.  Croft j  "and  yet 
but  a  few  moments  back  you  intimated  your  un- 
certainty upon  the  subject." 

"  I  confess,  sir,"  was  my  answer,  "  that  I  have 
the  most  cruel  misgivings,  which  it  is  for  you  to 
clear  up.  I  thought  that  you  were  tbe  incumbent 
of  Embledon — whereas  I  find  that  you  are  not. 
You  yourself  told  me  that  you  lived  at  the  par- 
sonage—you yourself  gave  me  to  understand  that 
it  was  in  the  neighbouring  church  where  your 
duties  were  performed;  and  all  this,  Mr.  Croft, 
turns  out  to  be  utterly  false !" 

He  became  pale  as  death,  and  flung  upon  me  so 
peculiar  a  look  that  I  was  half- frightened :  for  it 
seemed  as  if  there  were  rage  in  that  look,  but 
blended  with  the  expression  of  some  other  feeling 
that  I  could  not  understand. 

"  Then  you  have  been  to  the  parsonage  ?"  he 
said:  "you  have  seen  my  namesake  there  ? — and 
perhaps  you  have  told  him  the  object  of  your  visit 
to  this  village  ?" 

"  No,  Mr.  Croft — I  told  him  nothing  of  my  pur- 
poses," I  answered  :  "  I  gave  him  no  explanations. 
But,  Oh !  I  perceive  that  my  worst  misgivings  are 
confirmed !  Your  looks  and  your  words  prove  it  ! 
—•and  Juliet  has  been  the  victim  of  some  trea- 
chery !  Tell  me,  Mr.  Croft — are  you  really  that 
which  you  represented  yourself  to  be  ? — are  you  a 
clergyman?  You  do  not  reply  !  Ob,  your  silence 
now  sets  every  doubt  at  rest,  and  gives  a  horrible 
confirmation  to  the  worst  fears  that  have  been  en- 
tertained! Juliet,  I  repeat,  has  been  made  the 
victim  of  a  villanous  perfidy  !  But  her  parents 
will  now  know  all ; — and  rest  assured  that  punish- 
ment will  overtake  you !" 

Mr.  Croft  rose  from  his  seat,  evidently  labouring 
under  the  most  powerful  emotions.  He  paced  to 
and  fro  in  the  room  :  then  be  stopped  and  looked 


at  me,  as  if  he  had  something  to  say  but  hesitated 
to  say  it.  He  resumed  liis  walk :  he  paused  and 
looked  at  me  again ;  and  then  he  said,  "  Tell  me 
what  has  awakened  thoso  suspicions  which  led  to 
this  present  journey  of  your's  to  Embledon?" 

"A  certificate  was  displayed  to  Juliet,  purport- 
ing to  have  been  written  by  you.  Accident  enabled 
me  to  declare  at  once  that  it  was  not  your  hand- 
writing  " 

"And  that  accident?"  ejaculated  Mr,  Croft 
quickly,  and  evidently  smitten  with  amazement. 
"  How  could  you  possibly  know  my  handwriting?" 

I  saw  no  harm  in  explaining  that  circumstance; 
and  I  moreover  felt  that  every  fresh  thing  I  said 
was  calculated  to  elicit  from  Mr.  Croft's  lips  some- 
thing that  it  behoved  me  to  know.  I  there- 
fore tol  1  him  how  I  had  picked  up  Mr.  Parks's 
pocket-book,  and  had  seen  therein  the  note 
which  he  had  written  acknowledging,  the  receipt 
of  a  pecuniary  remittance. 

"  And  let  me  add,  Mr.  Croft,"  I  said,  "  that  the 
conviction  is  again  strong  in  my  mind  that  you 
and  I  met  not  for  the  first  time  on  the  evening 
when  you  so  wickedly  assumed  a  sacred  character 
to  which  you  evidently  are  not  entitled." 

He  again  paced  the  room ;  and  though  I  felt 
that  I  ought  at  once  to  take  my  departure,  yet 
still  was  I  retained  there  by  some  strong  feeling  of 
curiosity  which  I  can  scarcely  however  describe, 
but  which  exercised  a  complete  sway  over  me. 

"And  you  will  return  to  London,"  he  said,  again 
suddenly  stopping  short,  "and  you  will  tell  your 
friend  Juliet  and  her  parents " 

"Yes,  everything!"  I  exclaimed, rising  from  my 
seat.  "Oh!  how  could  you  have  been  so  wicked 
as  to  practise  such  a  dreadful  deception  ?  And  that 

young  ncbleman Oh!  to  think  that  he  should 

have  thvis  ruined  for  ever  the  peace  of  mind  of  her 
whom  he  professed  to  love !  Mr.  Croft,  a  crime 
has  been  comniitted  which  calls  for  all  the  ven- 
geance which  the  law  can  wreak unless  indeed 

Lord  Frederick  will  now  repair  by  a  real  marriage 
the  terrific  injury  he  has  inflicted  by  a  false 
one." 

"  You  see,  Ellen,"  said  Mr.  Croft,  now  address- 
ing me  by  my  Christian  name  in  a  way  as  if  he 
were  familiarly  accustomed  so  to  do — and  I  started 
visibly  at  the  circumstance, — "you  see,  Ellen,"  ho 
continued,  not  appearing  to  notice  that  I  thus 
started,  "  I  have  not  as  yet  admitted  the  truth  of 
your  accusations  :  neither  have  I  denied  it.  I  will 
do  the  former  now.  Yes— it  is  true  that  I  con- 
sented to  become  the  agent  of  Lord  Frederick's 
villany :  I  admit  it !  But  I  was  completely  in 
his  power Ah,  if  you  knew  all  !" 

"  Tell  me— tell  me,"  I  exclaimed,  "  why  did  you 
visit  my  grandfather  at  Leeds.  You  cannot  deny 
that  it  was  you !  You  have  been  speaking  in 
your  natural  voice— and  I  have  recognised  it ! 
There  is  some  strange  mystery  hanging  around 
you,  Mr.  Croft ;  and  I  feel  that  this  mystery  is 
associated  with  myself.  Did  you  not  allude  to  me 
in  that  brief  note  which  you  sent  the  other  day  to 
Mr.  Parks  ?  How  can  you  be  interested  in  the 
success  of  my  career  ?  If  I  be  really  a  stranger  to 
you But,  no !  I  am  not !" 

"Now  listen  to  me,  Ellen,"  said  Mr.  Croft,  lean- 
ing forward  with  both  his  hands  upon  the  table, 
and  gazing  upon  me  so  fixedly  that  for  a  moment 
I  averted  my  looks:   but  when  I  again  turned 


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£LLEir  FEBCY;   OB,  THE  UE&IOIBS  OP  AIT  ACIBESS. 


them  upou  bim,  his  countenance  exhibited  much 
of  the  powerful  emotions  that  were  agitating 
within  him.  "  You  had  better  not  ask  me  for  ex- 
planations !" 

"  Ah !"  I  ejaculated,  as  a  recollection  smote  me. 

"Those  threats  which  Mr.  Parks  held  out did 

they  indeed  point  at  something  with  which  yon 
are  connected  ?" 

"Threats?"  cried  Mr,  Croft.  "What!  dared 
Parks  hold  out  threats  to  you  ?" 

"  Mr.  Parks  is  a  villain !"  I  exclaimed  vehe- 
mently ;  "  and  bis  wife,  I  am  afraid,  is  of  as  evil 
a  disposition  as  himself." 

"By  heaven!"  cried  Mr.  Croft,  with  a  sudden 
paroxysm  of  rage :  but  immediately  checking 
himself,  he  asked,  "  What  have  those  people  done 
to  you  ?" 

"They  surrendered  me  into  the  power  of  a 
wretch  who  sought  my  ruin         " 

"  But — but — you  escaped  doubtless  ? — you  es- 
caped, Ellen?— did  you  not  ?" 

"  Is  it  possible,"  I  exclaimed,  "  that  you  know 
anything  of  all  this  ?" 

"No — by  heaven  no!"  ejaculated  Mr.  Croft 
vehemently,  "  I  am  asking  you  the  question ! 
Perhaps   in  my  anxiety   it    seemed  like   putting 

words  into  your  piouth But  tell  me      ■■" 

"If  I  had  not  escaped  that  snare,  Mr.  Croft," 
I  quickly  answered,  "  I  should  not  now  be  speak- 
ing of  it.  But  explain,  I  beseech  you,  why  all 
this  interest  on  my  account  ? — why  this  anxiety  ? 
—why  these  feelings  so  powerfully  excited  now  ?" 
"Do  not  ask  me,  Ellen  !"  he  replied :  and  again 
ho  began  to  pace  the  room. 

"  You  speak  to  me  as  if  I  were  a  relation,"  I 
said,  approaching  him  in  his  troubled  walk;  "and 
every  fresh  word  that  is  uttered,  excites  me  with 
a  burning  desire  to  learn  something  more." 

"Have  you  not  just  now  proclaimed  yourself 
my  enemy  ?"  he  asked,  almost  with  fierceness : 
"  are  you  not  about  to  return  to  London  that  my 
name  may  be  handed  over  to  the  cognizance  of 
justice  ?  —  shall  I  not  be  obliged  to  flee  from 
this  seclusion  which  I  have  found — the  retreat  of 
this  peaceful  village  in  which  I  am  hiding  my 
head?     Go  and  do  it,  Ellen! — but  perhaps  the 

day  will  come No,  no,  it  shall  not!     There! 

leave  me  !     I  have  nothing  more  to  say." 

"  Oh,  but  you  must  tell  me  what  you  mean !"  I 
exclaimed,  powerfully  excited :  "  we  must  not 
separate  thus !  Show  that  you  have  some  claim 
upon  me  ;  and  great  as  your  wickedness  has  been 
towards  that  unfortunate  young  woman,   I  will 

nevertheless  intercede " 

"I  tell  you  not  to  ask  me  for  explanations!" 
he  responded  petulantly  :  then,  as  a  sudden  thought 
seemed  to  strike  him,  he  said,  "But  those  threats 
which  the  false  scoundrel  Parks  held  out  to  you 
——what  were  they  ?" 

"  He  warned  me  that  with  one  single  word  he 

could  make  my  head  bend  in  shame " 

"  He  said  that  ? — he  dared  to  say  that  ?"  ex- 
claimed Mr.  Croft :  and  paler  than  ever  grew  his 
face,  while  he  almost  gnashed  his  teeth,  and  he 
clenched  his  fists  with  rage:  then  he  resumed  his 
agitated  walk ;  and  he  muttered  fiercely  to  him- 
self—but  I  could  not  catch  the  sense  of  what  ho 
was  thus  saying. 

"But  he  told  me  more  than  that !"  I  presently 
continued ;  "  he  said  that  he  and  his  wife  were 


acquainted  with  a  secret  connected  with  my  affairs 
which  I  myself  do  not  even  suspect — a  secret  the 
knowledge  of  which  would  wring  tears  from  my 
eyes  and  harrow  all  my  feelings.  And  that  secret, 
Mr.  Croft,  I  am  convinced  that  it  is  known  to 
you !  Ob,  tell  me  what  it  is,  dreadful  though  it 
may  be! — for  even  to  know  the  worst  is  better 
than  this  intolerable  suspense.  You  see  the  diffi- 
culties in  which  I  am  placed.  I  must  tell  all  the 
truth  to  Juliet  and  her  parents:  but  if  on  the 
other  hand  you  have  the  claims  of  kinship  upon 
me— Oh,  they  should  not  be  asserted  in  vain ! 
Speak  therefore,  Mr.  Croft — speak,  I  implore  you 
— and  let  these  mjsteries  be  cleared  up !" 

A  powerful  conflict  was  evidently  taking  place 
in  the  mind  of  Mr.  Croft,  as  I  could  tell  by  the 
workings  of  his  countenance  and  the  quivering  of 
his  lips.  I  waited  in  breathless  suspense  for  his 
decision.  There  was  within  me  the  strong  pre- 
sentiment that  if  he  did  speak  out,  it  would  be  to 
make  some  revelation  of  a  truly  startling  cha- 
racter. 

"  Will  you  sit  down  again,"  he  at  length  said, 
"  and  listen  to  me  while  I  talk  of  myself." 

I  obeyed  him :  he  resumed  his  own  seat :  but 
even  then  he  appeared  irresolute  whether  to  pro- 
ceed. He  started  up— he  went  to  the  door— ha 
opened  it  and  looked  out  upon  the  landing  and  the 
stairs,  to  see  if  any  one  was  listening.  He  re- 
turned  to  his  seat ;  and  then  fixing  his  gaze  in- 
tently upon  me,  he  said,  "  Eemember,  it  is  at  your 
own  special  request  that  I  am  about  to  speak !" 

"Yes,  yes!"  I  ejaculated,  with  all  the  nervous 
suspense  of  one  who  stands  upon  the  threshold  of 
an  important  revelation. 

"Perhaps  it  may  be  as  well  to  inform  you, 
Ellen,"  he  began,  '•  that  I  was  born  a  gentleman : 
for  I  have  been  so  ko'c'sed  about  in  the  world  that 
all  the  gloss  of  gentility  has  been  rubbed  ofif  me— 
and  I  know  very  v.  ell  ibac  there  are  times  when  it 
may  even  appear  :■■  if  I  and  good  breeding  had 
never  been  acquainted.    However,  I  was  born  a 
gentleman,   and   was  educated  for  a   gentleman's 
profession :    namely,  the   Church.      I  became  a 
clergyman — Ah !    start  not  as  if   with   the  wild 
hope  that  it  may  all  yet  be  well  with  your  friend 
Juliet :  for  I  am  a  clergyman  no  longer !     When 
I  was  young  I  was  accounted  good-looking;  and 
at  least  so  thought  a  beautiful  creature  of  whom  I 
became  enamoured,  and  who  loved  me  in  return  as 
tenderly  and  as  well.     I  married  her.    I  had  a 
noble  patron  in  the  Earl  of  Carshalton^— " 
"  Lord  Frederick's  father !"  I  ejaculated. 
"  The  same,"  responded  Mr.  Croft.     "  And  you 
will  presently  learn  what  has  placed  me  so  com- 
pletely  in   the   power  of   his   villanous  son,    the 
seducer  of  your  friend  Juliet.     I  married,  I  say  : 
but  at  College  I  had  contracted  dissipated  habits, 
which  I  however  had  the  art  to  veil  to  a  con- 
siderable extent.     Marriage  did  not  altogether  re- 
form me :  for,  though  I  became  steady  in  some  re- 
spects, jet  in  others  I  continued  the  reverse.     I 
think  this  is  human  nature ;  for  as  no  one  becomes 
wicked  of  a  sudden,  so  is  it  equally  impossiblo  to 
reform  all  in  a  moment.     Towards  my  wife  I  was 
constant,  faithful,  and  affectionate  :  I  adored  her. 
The  Earl  of   Carshalton  had  given  me   a   small 
living;  it  was  in  a  northern  county,  no  matter 
which.     Amongst  the  vices  that  remained  to  me, 
was  that  of  gambling.     I  do  not  mean  gambling 


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by  cords  or  dice ;  for  these  pursuits  would  have 
taken  me  away  from  my  wife — and  I  never  neg- 
lected her.  But  I  gambled  by  betting  on  horse- 
races and  pursuits  of  that  sort,  though  I  never 
attended  them.  For  this  species  of  gaming  I  had 
a  mania  and  an  infatuation, — a  mania  for  the  thing 
itself— an  infatuation  in  the  belief  that  fortune 
must  soon  be  favourable  to  me  and  that  I  must 
inevitably  win  large  sums  of  money.  Ab,  cursed 
mania— fatal  infatuation — which  blasted  my  hap- 
piness and  made  me  what  I  am  !" 

He  paused,  smote  his  hand  against  his  brow,  and 
gasped  convulsively.  There  was  true  remorse 
there;  and  forgetting  for  the  instant  his  conduct 
towards  Juliet,  I  deeply  pitied  him.  In  a  few  mo- 
ments he  continued. 

"  Instead  of  proving  favourable  to  me,   fortune 

—which  for  some   little  while  had    been   neither 

hurting  nor  helping  me,   but  leaving  my  winnings 

and  losings  pretty  equally  balanced — took  a  sudden 

No.  17.— Ellen  Peecy. 


turn  and  set  in  dead  against  me.  I  lost  Gvd 
hundred  pounds  to  a  man  who  insisted  upon  prompt 
payment.  I  had  not  the  sum  :  the  value  of  my 
incumbency  was  but  three  hundred  a  year.  Eiiia 
was  staring  me  in  the  face  :  for  that  man  to  breathe 
the  secret  would  be  fatal  to  me  !  I  was  reduced 
to  desperation.  And  now  I  come  to  the  crime 
which  I  committed.  In  an  evil  moment — when 
Satan  put  a  pen  in  my  hand  and  paper  before  me, 
and  guided  my  arm — I  committed  a  forgery.  It 
was  the  name  of  my  patron  I  forged — the  Earl  of 
Carshalton's.  I  wrote  his  name  on  a  bill,  which  I 
drew  so  that  it  might  have  several  weeks  to  run  ; 
for  I  had  bets  upon  my  book,  which  in  my  wretched 
infatuation  I  was  convinced  could  not  fail  to  turn 
me  in  thousands.  I  borrowed  the  amount  of  a 
money-lender,  with  whom  I  deposited  the  bill, 
begging  him  to  keep  the  affair  secret  and  to  retain 
the  document  in  his  desk  until  it  should  arrive  at 
maturity :   for  as  a  pretext,  I  declared  that  my 


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friend  the  Earl,  having  just  purchased  a  new  estate, 
had  parted  with  all  his  available  funds,  and  had 
therefore  assisted  me  with  his  acceptance— but  that 
he  of  course  did  not  wish  the  bill  to  be  put  into 
circulation.  Fortune  still  continued  unfavourable : 
I  could  not  meet  the  bill  as  its  date  approached ; 
and  desperate  with  my  horrified  feelings,  I  con- 
fessed  the  truth  to  the  money-lender,  offering  to 
set  apart  half  my  annual  income  for  the  liquidation 
of  the  amount.  But  he  was  inexorable  ;  and  the 
result  was  that  I  found  myself  plunged  into  a  felon's 
gaol.  Oh,  my  God !  the  agony  of  that  moment 
when  the  massive  door  closed  behind  me  !" 

The  unhappy  man  shuddered  visibly  at  the  recol- 
lection; and  thrusting  both  his  hands  into  his  hair, 
he  seemed  as  if  he  could  tear  it  out  by  the  roots. 
A  scream  nearly  pealed  forth  from  my  lips  as  I 
fancied  that  he  was  going  mad.      He  removed  his  [ 
hands ;  and  recovering  his  self-possession,  if  not  [ 
his  composure,    he  continued  in    the    following  | 
strain:  — 

"  Yes— that  was  a  dreadful  moment :    but  there  [ 
was  a  moment  in  reserve  more  dreadful  still !       It  ' 
was  when,  after  having  been  tried  and  condemned  ' 
to  transportation  for  Ufe,  I  sat  in  my  prison-cell,  : 
with  my  fond  and  faithful  wife,  who  resolved  to 
accompany  me  to  the  land  of  my  exile.      But  why  \ 
was  that  moment  so  heartrending  ?      It  was  be-  • 
cause  our  child  was  to  be  left  behind  us  to  the  care 
of   its  grandfather;    and   we  were  weeping   and 
Bobbing  over  that  beloved  daughter  !"  , 

A  terrible  scream  burst  from  my  lips;  and  I  fell } 
down  senseless  upon  the  carpet. 

As  I  slowly  came  back  to  consciousness,  1  was 
reclining  in  tbe  chair  to  which  my  father  had  lifted 
me :  my  bonnet  and  scarf  were  on  the  floor ;  and 
water  had  moistened  my  hair  and  was  trickling 
down  my  cheeks. 

"Ah,  now  you  know  it,   Ellen  !"  exclaimed  my 
father:    "now   you   know    tho   hideous,   horrible  , 
secret ! — and  you  will  curse  me!      Yes — you  will : 

curse  the  author  of  your  being " 

"  'No,  father — no  !"  I  wildly  exclaimed :  "  never  !" 
— and  I  was  precipitating  myself  towards  him  to 
fall  into  his  arms;  but  he  peremptorily  motioned 
me  back.  ; 

"  No,  Ellen— it  must  not  be  so !"   he  said.     "  I ' 
am  a  man  whom  the  law  has  smitten — whom  jus- 
tice has  branded— a  man  with  a  fearful  stigma  upon  i 
his  name — a  convict — a  felon  !      And  you,  child, 
are  pure  and  virtuous  as  when  I  held  you  in  my  \ 
arms  within  the  walls  of  that  prison "  1 

"  Ob,    father !"    I   exclaimed,    "  the   scene   has  ; 
dimly  haunted  me  ever  since ;  and  it  was   thus 
that  the  moment  you  began  to  depict  it,  I  com- 
prehended it  all — I  knew  its  reality  !    But  tell  me 
—my  poor  mother  ?"  I 

My  father  gave  me  a  look  which  answered  the 
query  :  my  mother  was  no  more.  \ 

"  Oh  you  wept  over  me  in  my  childhood,"  I ' 
exclaimed  :  "  you  wept  over  me  in  the  anguish  of 
separation — and  therefore  you  must  have  loved 
me  !  No  matter  what  you  have  been— no  matter 
what  you  are — it  is  my  duty  to  love  you  in  return . 
for  that  love  which  you  bestowed  upon  me!"  | 

Again  I  flew  towards  my  father :  this  time  his 
iirnis  were  open  to  receive  me;  and  1  wept  long 
upon  his  breast.  I  sat  down  again :  it  all  appeared 
tu  me  a  dream  ! 

"  Let  me  tell  you  the  remainder  of  my  story,"  i 


said  my  father :  "  it  will  be  a  relief  to  my  mind 
when  it  is  finished:  for  though  bitter  and  bitter 
has  been  my  punishment  in  every  respect,  yet 
this  is  again  a  bitter  moment,  in  which  I,  as  a 
parent,  have  to  look  my  own  daughter  in  the  face 
and  tell  her  of  my  burning  shame — my  branding 
infamy !" 

"  Say  not  another  word  upon  the  subject !"  I 
passionately  cried.  "Ob,  you  must  not  afflict 
yourself  thus!" 

"  Yes — the  tale  shall  be  told !"  answered  my 
father  :  "you  already  know  nearly  the  whole.  You 
were  sickly  in  your  childhood,  Ellen;  and  it  would 
have  been  death  to  take  you  on  that  long  and  fear- 
fu,  voyage.  Besides,  to  bring  you  up  with  tho 
knov. 'edge  that  you  were  a  convict's  daughter,  was 
a  thouj'ht  that  horrified  me.  I  preferred  the  bit- 
ter alternative  of  tearing  myself  away  from  you 
altogether.  Your  grandfather  offered  to  take  care 
of  you.  I  knew  that  he  was  mean  and  a  miser  : 
but  still  I  thought  that  he  would  do  his  duty  fully 
and  completely  towards  his  poor  little  grandchild. 
Your  mother  coincided  with  all  the  reasons  which 
induced  us  to  separate  from  you — though  she  her- 
self  felt,  as  I  did,  that  it  was  almost  death  to 
abandon  our  offspring.  Nevertheless  it  was  done. 
I  went  to  the  penal  colony  :  V'  ur  mother  pro- 
ceeded thither  in  another  ship,  which  sailed  pre- 
cisely at  the  same  time.  But  she  did  not  survive 
long  after  her  arrival  at  Sidney.  To  behold  her 
husband  workins;  in  chains         ■" 

"  Ob,  enough !  enough,  father !"  I  exclaimed, 
horrified  at  the  words  which  had  just  come  from 
his  lips. 

"Well,  Ellen,  we  will  not  dwell  upon  that 
shade  of  a  picture  that  is  all  so  darkly  terrible  ! 
Your  poor  mother  died ;  and  thousands  of  miles 
across  the  seas  she  lies  in  an  obscure  and  nameless 
grave  Her  loss  at  first  maddened  me ;  fir  it  was 
my  criminality  that  had  as  good  as  murdered  her 
who  had  naturally  in  her  the  vigorous  health 
giving  promise  of  a  long  life.  When  I  recovered 
from  that  species  of  delirium  of  tho  brain,  a  great 
change  took  place  within  me.  I  grew  sullen  and 
morose  :  I  studied  even  to  embrute  myself,  so  that 
in  a  callousness  of  this  sort  I  might  lose  the  sense 
of  my  poignant  recollections.  In  process  of  time 
I  escaped " 

"You  escaped,  father?"  I  said  shudderingly. 
'•' Then— then— you  were  not  pardoned?" 

"  No— I  am  still  a  convict  and  a  felon,  Ellen — 
as  I  told  you  ere  now.  But  listen,  and  let  me 
make  an  end  of  this  narrative.  I  escaped,  I  say : 
I  made  my  way  to  England,  working  my  passage 
as  a  common  sailor;  and  you  know  in  what  state 
of  poverty  I  arrived  at  Leeds— for  you  saw  me ! 
For  an  instant  I  was  inclined  to  snatch  you  in  my 
arms,  and  cover  you  with  kisses :  but  I  dared  not; 
for  I  could  not  claim  you  as  my  own  child — I  could 
not  take  you  away  from  your  home  and  make  you 
cling  to  misery.  Therefore  at  the  very  instant 
when  my  heart's  yearnings  prompted  me  to  fold 
you  in  my  embrace,  I  called  up  to  my  aid  that 
brutality  of  feeling  which  I  had  adopted  as  it  were 
my  second  nature.  Your  grandfather  sent  you 
from  the  room  ;  and  he  gave  me  some  money  on 
condition  that  I  would  never  come  near  him 
again.  He  vowed  that  if  I  attempted  to  take 
you  away  from  him,  he  would  surrender  me  up 
to  justice;  for  that  he  would  rather  even  have  you 


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to  know  that  you  were  a  felon's  child  than  lose 
jou  from  his  care.  I  went  away.  I  did  not  seek 
my  sister  Mrs.  Wakefield  ;  for  I  learnt  by  inquiry 
that  she  was  poor;  and  moreover  I  had  shame 
sufilcient  to  make  me  dread  the  thought  of  look- 
ing her  in  the  face.  Two  years  after  my  visit  to 
Leeds,  I  was  so  pressed  by  dire  poverty  that  1 
dragged  myself  thither  again.  I  learnt  that  your 
grandfather  lay  dangerously  ill ;  and  from  a  con- 
versation which  I  overheard  at  a  public-house  in 
the  immediate  rfeighbourhood  of  Mr.  Forsyth's 
abode  I  ascertained  that  the  old  harridan  Mrs. 
Parks  exercised  the  utmost  influence  over  him.  I 
knew  that  she  was  acquainted  with  my  fearful 
secret :  I  dared  not  therefore  show  myself  at  the 
house ;  for  I  felt  assured  that  in  order  to  get  me 
out  of  the  way,  she  would  not  hesitate  to  surrender 
me  up  into  the  hands  of  justice.  But  still  I  was 
anxious  to  obtain  some  insight  into  what  was 
going  on  within  those  walls  where  a  rich  old  miser 
lay  at  the  mercy  of  an  unscrupulous  woman,  and 
where  your  fate,  Ellen,  seemed  about  to  be  decided, 
whether  you  should  become  a  wealthy  heiress,  or 
be  left  in  dependence  upon  ona  who  could  have  no 
possible  regard  for  you." 

"  Oh,  the  horrors  of  that  night !"  I  murmured, 
as  all  the  particulars  of  the  death  scene  rose  vividly 
up  into  my  memory.  "  Father,  I  was  listening — 
I  beheld  your  countenance  at  the  window " 

"  Ah  !  you  saw  me  ?"  exclaimed  Mr.  Croft— for 
by  this  name  I  must  continue  to  speak  of  my 
father.  "  And  the  poor  old  man  saw  me  likewise  ! 
He  had  just  been  pointing  to  the  escritoire— and 
he  then  pointed  towards  me.  But  tell  me,  Ellen 
—tell  me,  what  did  you  hear  on  that  memorable 
night  ?" 

"  Dreadful  words  were  those  that  I  heard,"  I 
responded:  "they  are  indelibly  fixed  upon  my 
memory  I" 

"  Yes— and  I  also  heard  dreadful  words,"  con' 
tinued  my  father.  "  I  heard  the  old  man  adjure 
Mrs.  Parks  to  fulfil  all  his  injunctions.  Inspired 
by  an  awful  energy — couched  in  terrible  terms — 
Were  the  injunctions  that  he  thus  gave.  But  tell 
me,  Ellen — how  much  did  you  hear  ?" 

With  a  shuddering  sensation  I  repeated  all 
that  I  had  overheard  at  the  time :  word  for  word, 
and  syllable  for  syllable,  did  I  detail  as  much  as 
had  reached  my  ears  of  the  discourse  between  my 
dying  grandsire  and  his  housekeeper,  —  as  the 
reader  has  already  found  that  discourse  recorded 
in  the  second  chapter  of  my  narrative. 

"  You  see,  father,"  I  added,  "  what  an  impres- 
sion those  words  made  upon  my  mind :  for  the  event 
took  place  exactly  six  years  ago,  when  I  was  only 
twelve  and  a  half." 

"  Ah  !  but  I  heard  something  more  than  you, 
my  child,"  responded  Mr.  Croft.  "  I  was  listening 
at  the  window  before  you  could  have  been  listening 
at  the  door :  I  heard  your  grandfather  speak  of 
his  will— that  document  which  he  subsequently 
pointed  out  to  Mrs.  Parks  as  being  concealed  in 
the  escritoire ;  and  though  I  could  catch  but 
broken  sentences,  yet  sufficient  reached  my  ears  to 
prove  to  me  that  he  had  left  you  his  heiress." 

"  Good  heavens  !  is  this  possible  ?"  I  exclaimed, 
appalled  at  the  stupendous  wickedness  of  which, 
as  1  now  comprehended,  Mrs.  Parks  had  been 
guilty;  while  my  thoughts  naturally  associated 
her  son  as  an  accomplice  in  the  crime. 


"Yes,  Ellen,"  continued  my  father;  "you  have 
been  thus  cruelly  defrauded  —  and  I  have  been 
powerless  to  help  you.  Know  you  that  death  is 
the  penalty  of  the  last  offence  which  I  committed  ? 
— I  mean  my  escape  from  bondage  in  the  penal 
settlement :  and  though  that  awful  extreme  might 
not  be  carried  out,  yet  the  lesser  alternative  were 
in  itself  most  horrible.     To  be   sent  to  Norfolk 

Island " 

"  For  God's  sake,  father,  dwell  not  upon  these 
things  !"  I  in  agony  and  anguish  exclaimed.  "  You 
have  told  me  enough  to  prove  that  you  could  not 

help  me " 

"  No— I  was  in  the  power  of  that  vile  woman 
and  her  infamous  son,"  answered  my  father. 
"  Shortly  after  Mr.  Forsyth's  funeral,  Mrs.  Parks 
took  you  up  to  London.  I  have  already  told  you 
that  I  was  suffering  the  direst  poverty — the  most 

utter  destitution " 

"  Alas,  poor  father  1"  I  murmured,  almost  suffo- 
cated with  grief. 

"  In  desperation  I  paid  a  visit  to  Mrs.  Parks,  At 
her  lodgings  in  London         " 

"  I  knew  it,  father.  I  heard  your  voice  as  you 
bade  them  farewell.  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  an- 
swered you " 

"  They  gave  me  money,"  continued  Mr.  Croft ; 
"and   with    mingled   insolence    and    significancy 
they  bade  me  come  near  them  no  more.     Though 
almost  completely  callous  to  everything  in  this  life 
— and  though  studying  to  embrute  myself  as  much 
as  possible — yet  I   was  not  utterly  indifferent  to 
^our  welfare.     I  did  not  on  that  occasion  speak 
out  plainly :  but  still  I  said  enough  to  convince 
MIrs.  Parks  and  her  son  that  I  knew  they  had  de- 
frauded you.      Mrs.  Parks  assured   me  that  she 
would  rear  you  well,  and  that  she  had  already 
made  arrangements  to  afford  you  an  excellent  edu- 
cation.    I  was  compelled  to  be  satisfied ;  and  I 
went  away.      Seeking    some  seclusion,    I    dwelt 
quietly  for  about  three  years  and  a  half,  when  I 
learnt  that  Mrs.  Parks  was  no  more.     I  repaired 
to  London — I  saw  her  son :  he  told  me  that  you 
had  gone  to  live  with  my  sister  Mrs.  Wakefield. 
I  myself  was  again  plunged  into  the  direst  poverty : 
and  I  was  base  enough  again  to  become  the  reci- 
pient of  pecuniary  succour  from  the  hands  of  the 
villain  who  was  perpetuating  his  mother's  fraud 
I  towards  you.     Then  another  interval  passed — an 
interval  of  about  two  years ;  and  this  brings  me 
I  down  to  a  date  of  only  a  few  months  back.    Again 
I  was  I  reduced  to  destitution :  again  was  I  com- 
j  pelled  to  seek  the  assistance  of  the  villain  Parks. 
i  I  then  learnt  to  my  astonishment  that  the  Misa 
i  Trafford  who  had  recently  appeared  with  such  tri- 
j  umphant  success  upon  the  dramatic   stage,    was 
!  none  other  than  yourself.     Ellen,  perhaps  you  can 
'  believe  me  when  I  give  you  the  assurance  that  on 
receiving   this   announcement    my    heart    melted 
within  me — my  soul  dissolved  with  indescribable 
i  emotions ;  and,  Ob,  my  God  !  I  wept  in  bitterness 
:  at  the  thought  that  I  dared  not  claim  you  as  my 
!  daughter.     But  then  more  than  ever  was  it  impe- 
I  riously  necessary  to  keep  the  stupendous  secret. 
j  You  were  earning  a  brilliant  renown  for  yourself; 
and  it  was  not  lor  me  to  cast  a  blight  upon  the 
feelings  of  your  young  heart  by  revealing  to  you 
those  hideous  secrets  which  you  have  learnt  to-day ! 
I  Parks  assured  me  that  you  were  as  good  as  you 
were  talented,  and  that  your  character  was   un- 


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blemished  as  your  fame  was  great.  I  did  not  ask  'justice:  and  if  I  fled  without  succouring  hiua  in 
where  you  lived  :  I  sought  not  to  know  :  I  dared  bis  aims,  he  would  cause  a  hue  and  cry  to  be  raised 
not  trust  myself:  I  was  afraid  lest  in  a  moment  of  ,  after  me.  These  were  his  menaces  ! — and  I  was 
madness — of  delirious  parental  pride  — I  might  compelled  to  submit.  Oh,  it  is  dreadful  for  me  as 
obey  the  promptings  of  my  heart  and  rush  to  your  a  father  to  be  forced  to  make  all  these  atowals  to 
dwelling  that  I  might  seek  your  presence.     Parks  '  you  as  my  daughter !" 

oflfered  to  allow  me  a  small  quarterly  stipend  if  I  "  Then  why  dwell  upon  the  subject  ?"  I  asked, 
would  go  into  some  seclusion  and  trouble  him  no    in  anguish  of  mind. 

more  with  my  visits.  I  readily  assented.  But!  "  Because  you  roust  know  everything,"  was  my 
before  I  left  London  on  that  occasion,  I  resolved  to  i  sire's  reply.  "  I  will  now  give  you  a  proof  of  the 
see  you  upon  the  stage.  I  fulfilled  my  desire.  At  |  devilish  aptitude  for  mischief  which  characterizes 
the  remotest  point  from  the  lustre  of  the  foot-  j  that  young  nobleman  whose  look  is  so  ingenuous, 
lights — amidst   the  crowd  at  the  entrance  of  the    whose  language  is  so  specious,   whose  voice  is  so 


pit — I  took  my  stand.     Ah !  I  cannot  describe  the 

feelings  with  which  I  beheld  you No,  no— it  is 

impossible  !" — and  now  my  father  sobbed  audibly. 

"  And  I  the  while,"  I  murmured,  deeply  affected, 
"  was  ignorant  in  the  presence  of  whom  I  was 
thus  displaying  the  little  talent  which  heaven  has 
given  me !" 

"  Let  me  hasten  to  make  an  end  of  this  narra- 
tive," said  my  sire,  abruptly.  "  On  the  following 
day,  when  I  was  about  to  leave  London,"  he  con- 
tinued, "  my  evil  star  threw  me  in  the  way  of  the 
Earl  of  Carshalton.  Long  years  had  elapsed 
since  last  we  met :  but  the  recognition  was  imme- 
diate and  mutual.  The  terror  which  seized  upon 
me  — '  my  speechless  confusion— my  trembling 
frame,  betrayed  the  truth  :  I  dared  not  deny  my 
identity.     His  lordship  was  leaning  upon  the  arm 


soft,  and  whose  manners  are  so  fascinating.  All 
the  details  of  his  project  were  arranged  and  com- 
bined with  the  utmost  carefulness ;  and  every  pos- 
sible difEculty  was  weighed,  foreseen,  and  pro- 
vided against.  His  father  possesses  an  estate  at 
no  great  distance  hence  :  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
clififo  therefore  knew  Embledon — he  knew  likewise 
that  the  minister's  name  is  Croft.  I  was  to  per- 
sonate this  Mr,  Croft,  so  that  if  Mr.  Norman 
should  perchance  refer  to  the  Clergy  List  he  would 
arrive  at  the  conclusion  that  all  was  fair  and 
straightforward  and  everything  was  being  con- 
ducted with  honour.  Such  were  the  arrangements  ; 
and  again  I  repeat  I  was  compelled  to  submit. 
Lord  Frederick  told  me  that  a  young  lady  who  was 
residing  with  the  Normans',  would  act  as  bride- 
maid  :  but  he  did  not  happen  to  mention  the  name. 


of  an  elegant  and  handsome  young  man,  whom  a  !  From  his  father's  lips  he  had  learnt  that  my  real 


certain  family  resemblance  indicated  to  be  his  son, 
The  Earl  addressed  me  coldly  and  distantly  :  but 
he  gave  me  to  understand  that  my  secret  was  safe 
wkh  him.  I  poured  forth  the  expressions  of  my 
gratitude— and  hurried  away.  That  encounter  had 
given  me  such  a  shock  that  I  felt  exceedingly  ill  : 
I  returned  to  my   humble  lodgings ;  and  for  the 


name  was  Percy:  but  it  evidently  did  not  for  a 
moment  strike  him  that  there  could  be  any 
possible  connexion  between  yourself  and  me.  Con- 
ceive, therefore,  my  surprise,  Ellen — my  conster- 
nation and  dismay — when  I  beheld  i/ou  enter  the 
room  where  the  mock  marriage  was  to  take  place ! 
Yet  all  my  feelings  I  succeeded  in  veiling.      I 


next  two  or  three  days  kept  my  bed.    When  again  i  saw    how   you   contemplated    me:    I  understotd 


able  to  leave  the  room,  I  determined  to  lose  no 
time  in  quitting  London.  Again  my  evil  star  was 
working  mischief  against  me  :  I  fell  in  with  that 
handsome  young  man  on  whose  arm  I  had  seen 
the  Earl  of  Carshalton  leaning  ;  and  he  stopped 
me.  I  saw  that  my  presence  had  inspired  him 
with  some  idea :  but  he  quickly  gave  me  to  under- 
stand that  though  he  had  learnt  from  his  father's 
lips  all  the  particulars  of  my  secret,  he  did  not  in- 
tend to  injure  me.  At  the  same  time  he  signified 
that  bis  forbearance  depended  upon  my  readiness 
to  do  him  a  service.  He  made  an  appointment  to 
meet  me  again  in  a  few  days ;  and  I  dared  notdis* 
obey  his  injunctions.  "VVo  met  on  several  occa- 
sions ;  and  he  unveiled  his  plans.  Then  I  disco- 
vered that  the  beautifully  handsome  form  of  Lord 
Frederick  Kavenscliffe  contained  the  heart  of  a 
fiend.  He  told  me  how  he  was  deeply  enamoured 
of  a  beautiful  girl  who  was  too  virtuous  to  become 
his  mistress,  but  who  was  in  a  position  of  life 
which  rendered  it  utterly  impossible  that  he  should 
honourably  espouse  her.  He  told  me  likewise 
how,  by  means  of  a  talc  as  well-contrived  as  it  was 
false,  he  had  induced  this  girl's  parents  to  agree  to 
a  marriage  between  their  daughter  and  himself,  to 
be  solemnized  under  circumstances  of  the  strictest 
privacy.  Now  you  begin  to  comprehend,  Ellen, 
how  that  young  villain  was  weaving  his  meshes 
around  myself.     I   was    completely   in  his  powei 


wherefore:  I  knew  that  the  recollection  of  my 
image  as  you  had  seen  me  at  your  grandfather's 
house,  must  be  hovering  in  your  mind.  When 
the  proceeding  was  accomplished,  I  left  the  houre 
with  the  least  possible  delay.  But  in  obedience  to 
the  previously  given  instructions  of  Lord  Frederick, 
I  came  to  Embledon  ;  and  here,  still  retaining  the 
name  of  Mr.  Croft,  I  fixed  my  abode.  The  object 
of  such  a  proceeding  may  be  easily  understood. 
No  marriage  certificate  was  given  at  the  time  of 
the  mock  ceremony ;  and  I  was  to  be  here  in 
readiness  to  answer  any  letter  that  Lord  Frederick 
himself  might  sooner  or  later  be  compelled  to  write 
to  me.  When,  after  your  poor  aunt's  death,  you 
visited  Embledon,  you  saw  how  careful  I  was  to 
prevent  you  from  prosecuting  any  inquiries  which 
might  lo9d  to  discovery  and  exposure  in  respect  to 
the  foul  fraud  that  had  been  committed ;  and  you 
saw  likewise  how  I  did  my  best  to  precipitate  your 
departure.  I  will  not  speak  of  the  feeling  which 
I  experienced  during  that  interview  with  you,  my 
own  daughter " 

"  No,  no,  father !"  I  exclaimed :  "  dwell  not 
upon  details  that  must  be  painful  to  you!  But 
tell  me— has  not  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  writ- 
ten to  you " 

"  Yes,"  answered  my  parent :  "  a  few  days  ago 
he  wrote,  acquainting  me  with  the  importunities 
01  her  whom  he  had  deceived,  and  of  her  continued 


If  I  refused  my  assent  to  the  diabolical  plan  which  I  entreaties  that  he   would  procure   the  certificate, 
he  proposed,  he  would  give  me  into  the  bands  of    But  I  did  not  answer  his  letter.     I  reflected  that 


after  all  1  bad  now  ceased  to  be  in  bis  power — or 
at  least  tbat  be  dared  not  betray  me,  for  fear  lest 
I  should  turn  round  and  accuse  bim  of  an  offence 
which  carries  the  severest  penalties.  You  say  that 
he  has  produced  a  certiCcate  P" 

"It  is  here!"  I  answered:  and  I  showed  the 
document  to  my  father. 

"  It  is  Lord  Frederick's  own  handwriting,  most 
craftily  disguised,"  he  rejoined.  "Eeceiving  no 
answer  to  my  letter,  he  may  have  fancied  that  I 
Lad  left  Embledon;  or  he  may  have  suspected  the 
truth,  and  have  seen  by  my  silence  tbat  I  was  re- 
solved  to  commit  myself  no  further  in  his  iniqui- 
tous proceedings.  Therefore  has  he  evidently 
lorged  that  certificate  to  appease  and  satisfy  the 
mind  of  Juliet  for  the  present.  As  for  the  future, 
he  doubtless  trusts  to  the  chapter  of  accidents  to 
relieve  him  from  the  entanglement  in  which  his 
villany  has  placed  bim.  Perhaps  he  thinks  that 
when  discovery  takes  place  sooner  or  later— or 
when  becoming  tired  of  his  victim,  he  means  ruth- 
lessly to  abandon  her — the  secret  will  be  hushed 
up  for  the  sake  of  her  character  and  reputation  P 
But  he  is  one  of  those  young  men  who  are  pre- 
cociously bold  in  the  perpetration  of  villany,  as 
well  as  astute  in  the  combination  of  its  details  :  he 
has  confidence  in  his  own  resources  of  iniquity ; 
and  he  cares  but  little  for  the  future,  so  long  as  he 
obtains  a  present  means  of  gratifying  his  passions. 
Now,  Ellen,  I  have  told  you  everything:  but  I 
should  not  have  revealed  all  these  things  to  you 
to-day  were  it  not  tor  the  most  urgent  reasons. 
In  the  first  place,  if  ever  the  hand  of  justice  shall 
be  again  laid  upon  me,  I  would  not  have  my 
daughter,  unconscious  of  her  own  parentage,  be 
the  one  to  surrender  me  up ;  and  in  the  second 
place,  after  all  you  had  told  me  of  the  threats  held 
out  by  the  villain  Parks,  I  made  up  my  mind  that 
it  was  better  you  should  hear  the  statement  of  by- 
gone events  from  my  lips,  than  perhaps  receive  a 
garbled  history  from  his  own." 


CHAPTER  XXV. 

POOH  JULIET. 

There  was  an  interval  of  silence — during  which 
both  my  father  and  myself  reflected  profoundly, 
and  painfully  likewise.  At  length  he  said,  "  0 
Ellen  !  this  is  a  miserable,  miserable  day  for 
you !" 

"  It  is  miserable  for  me  to  know  that  I  possess 
a  father  who  is  unhappy,"  I  replied,  inwardly  con- 
vulsed with  sobs,  and  the  tears  trickling  down  my 
cheeks.  "  What  can  I  do  for  you  ?  Can  we  not 
henceforth  live  together?" 

'•'  Ellen,  it  is  impossible  !"  he  exclaimed.  "  You 
would  blush  for  your  sire;  and  I  could  not  beai-  to 
look  you  constantly  in  the  face  and  to  know  how 
utterly  unworthy  I  am  of  your  filial  love  !  No,  no 
—my  mind  is  now  made  up  how  to  act !  If  since 
my  escape  from  the  penal  colony,  I  have  hitherto 
remained  in  England,  it  has  doubtless  been  be- 
cause my  heart  has  felt  a  yearning  to  be  upon  the 
same  soil  and  breathe  the  same  atmosphere  with 
yourself,  Ellen :  but  now  that  all  is  known,  and 
that  there  are  no  secrets  between  us,  I  will  con- 
sult my  safety — perhaps  more  for  your  sake  than 


my  own.  I  will  proceed  to  France.  Haply  I  may 
be  enabled  to  earn  my  livelihood :  but  if  not,  I 
know  that  my  daughter  from  her  own  wealth  will 
spare  her  father  a  pittance." 

"  All,  all  shall  be  your's  1"  I  vehemently  ex- 
claimed. 

"Not  so,  Ellen,"  rejoined  my  father.  "Rest 
assured  that  from  this  moment  I  am  au  altered 
man.  Not  for  worlds  would  I  deprive  you  of  that 
which,  thank  heaven  !  by  your  brilliant  talents  you 
are  (earning.  At  the  same  time,  as  I  can  never 
more  receive  one  shilling  from  the  baud  of  the  vil- 
lain Parks,  I  shall  accept  from  my  daughter  a 
sufficiency  to  give  me  bread.  Yes,  Ellen — we 
shall  presently  separate,  to  meet  no  more.  Do 
not  attempt  to  divert  me  from  my  purpose.  Re- 
member, it  is  my  safety  which  I  am  consulting, 
and  which  I  am  about  to  ensure  !  No  more, 
therefore,  upon  that  subject!— In  reference  to  the 
one  which  has  brought  you  to  Embledon,  you 
must  use  your  own  discretion.  This  will  be  taxed 
to  the  very  utmost ;  and  I  dare  not  conjecture 
what  the  issue  will  be." 

"  Trouble  not  yourself  on  that  point,  my  dear 
father,"  I  answered :  "  the  task  is  indeed  a  diiTi- 
cult  one ;  for  poor  Juliet  must  know   the    truth 

tbat  she  is  not  a   wedded  wife However,"   I 

suddenly  checked  myself,  being  anxious  to  avoid 
afflicting  my  father's  mind,  "  I  have  no  doubt  that 
everything  may  be  made  to  progress  without  ex- 
posure. When  will  you  leave  Embledon?  Oh! 
come  with  me,  dear  father " 

"  No,  Ellen,"  interrupted  Mr.  Croft  resolutely, 
but  not  harshly  :  "  the  moment  for  separation  miist 
come; — why  therefore  postpone  it?  Take  your 
departure !  Within  an  hour  I  likewise  shall 
leave.  Come,  Ellen  —  one  last  embrace  —  and 
then " 

I  threw  myself  into  my  sire's  arms;  and  for 
some  minutes  he  strained  me  to  bis  breast.  I 
wept  plenteously — I  sobbed  convulsively.  For- 
gotten  were  all  his  misdeeds  :  I  only  recollected 
that  I  had  found  a  father— that  he  was  uuhappy— 
and  that  I  was  about  to  leave  him.  I  know  not 
how  I  at  length  tore  myself  away— or  rather  how 
I  suffered  him  to  compel  me  to  depart.  But  I  at 
length  recollected  the  absolute  necessity  of  re- 
straining my  feelings,  when  the  door  of  his  room 
had  closed  behind  me  and  1  was  descending  the 
stairs.  On  issuing  from  the  house,  I  did  not  im- 
mediately return  to  the  little  inn:  I  struck  into  a 
neighbouring  field ;  and  there  I  sat  upon  the  step 
of  a  stile,  reflecting  upon  all  that  I  had  heard, 
and  again  giving  free  vent  to  my  tears.  At  length 
I  repaired  to  the  public-house,  and  ordered  tho 
post-chaise  to  be  gotten  in  readiness;  for  I  bad 
retained  the  equipage  there.  My  journey  was 
speedily  resumed;  and.  it  was  about  one  in  tha 
afternoon  when  I  thus  quitted  Embledon. 

For  some  time  I  lay  back  in  the  vehicle,  think- 
ing of  all  the  mysteries  that  within  the  few  last 
hours  had  been  cleared  up  to  my  knowledge;  and 
thinking  likewise  with  equal  painfulness  of  the  ter- 
rible blow  which  on  my  return  to  London  I  should 
be  compelled  to  deal  at  the  heart  of  my  unhappy 
friend  Juliet.  I  aroused  myself  from  these  medi- 
tations as  I  approached  the  cottage  occupied  by 
the  old  gipsy  and  her  grand-daughter;  and  I  won- 
dered how  St.  Clair  had  acted  when  on  the  pre- 
ceding night  he  discovered  my  escape.     The  equi- 


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page  rolled  past ;  and  I  could  discern  no  one  at 
the  windows.  Tlie  cottage  was  soon  out  of  sight: 
but  as  the  chaise  turned  a  bend  in  the  road,  I  be- 
held Zarah  leaning  against  a  gate  opening  into  a 
field.  She  did  not  appear  to  bo  taking  any  notice 
of  the  advancing  equipage.  I  endeavoured  to  catch 
her  eyes,  to  throw  upon  her  a  look  expressive  of 
gratitude  for  her  behaviour  of  the  previous  even- 
ing :  but  the  idea  struck  me  that  she  was  either 
absorbed  in  the  profoundest  reflection,  or  else  that 
she  was  obstinately  bent  upon  not  seeing  me.  •  All 
of  a  sudden,  just  as  the  chaise  seemed  to  be  shoot- 
ing completely  past  her,  she  advanced  rapidly  to- 
wards it — threw  something  in  at  the  window — and 
the  next  instant  was  lost  to  my  view. 

Wondering  what  this  strange  proceeding  could 
mean,  I  hastily  picked  up  the  object  she  had 
thrown  into  the  chaise  ;  and  I  found  it  to  be  a 
small  sealed  billet.  I  opened  it.  The  writing  was 
in  a  bold  masculine  hand ;  the  spoiling  was  not 
altogether  correct  :  but  I  give  the  contents  of  the 
note  without  preserving  those  orthographical 
errors  : — 

"  Remember,  Miss  Percy,  the  promise  you  made 
me  last  night,  that  you  will  not  give  publicity  to 
anything  that  directly  or  indirectly  concerns  my 
grandmother  or  myself.  Beware  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair  1  He  was  furious  when  he  found  that  you 
bad  escaped  :  but  he  did  not  suspect  my  compli- 
city. Keep  incessantly  upon  your  guard  ;  and  do 
not  think  of  attending  to  any  strange  or  suspicious 
request  to  visit  any  unknown  place,  or  keep  any 
appointment  which  under  the  most  plausible  pre- 
text may  be  given  you.  But  if  despite  of  all  your 
'<  caution,  treachery  should  prevail— if  you  should 
i  again  find  yourself  in  the  power  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair — use  these  words: — ' Se  who  smells  the 
white  rose,  sleeps  the  sleep  of  death  !' — I  con- 
jure  you.  Miss  Percy,  not  to  reveal  the  source 
from  which  you  obtained  these  cabalistic  words. 
If  I  had  not  faith  in  your  honour,  I  would  not 
entrust  you  to  this  extent. 

"  Zaeah." 

How  often  and  how  often  were  fresh  mysteries 
to  arise  in  respect  to  Edwin  St.  Clair  !  But  the 
present  one  seemed  only  to  be  an  expansion  of  that 
which  originated  with  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  The 
new  one  had  the  semblance  of  being  a  sequence 
and  a  corollary  to  the  former.  Lilla  had  bidden  me 
present  a  flower  to  Edwin  St.  Clair,  should  a  cer- 
tain emergency  arise;  and  it  was  to  be  accom- 
panied by  the  demand,  "Do  you  recognise  this 
symbol?"  What  the  flower  then  symbolized  was 
utterly  beyond  conjecture  :  but  Zarah's  note  seemed 
to  give  a  fearful  meaning  and  significance  to  that 
symbol.  Was  the  question  which,  in  obedience  to 
Lady  Lilla's  hint  I  had  put  to  St.  Clair,  now  an- 
swered by  those  sinister  words  prompted  by  Zarah, 
"He  who  smells  the  white  rose  sleeps  the  sleep 
of  death !" 

Strange  and  fearful  being,  St.  Clair!— what 
stupendous  mysteries  surrounded  him  !  I  shud- 
dered to  give  scope  to  conjecture  :  I  contemplated 
his  image  as  that  of  a  man  who  was  too  profoundly 
enshrouded  in  such  dark  mysteries  to  be  otherwise 
than  criminal  in  soma  sense  or  another.  But  on 
the  other  hand,  sincere  was  my  gratitude  towards 
Zarah  for  having  put  me  in  possession  of  a  talis- 


man of  protection  against  the  designs  of  one  who 
was  evidently  bent  upon  persecuting  me  to  the 
very  extreme. 

Ah  !  a  sudden  thought  struck  me.  Was  not 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  summoned  into  the  old 
gipsy's  presence  through  the  medium  of  a  white 
rose  ? — and  again  methought  that  the  same  sym- 
bol which  had  its  weight  with  Edwin  St.  Clair, 
bad  an  equal  influence  with  her  ladyship,  al- 
though it  was  at  her  own  suggestion  that  I  had 
used  that  symbol  towards  St.  Clair.  But  now, 
after  the  billet  I  had  received  from  Zarah,  whatso- 
ever sinister  significancy  attached  itself  to  that 
floral  symbol  in  reference  to  St.  Clair,  seemed  by 
irresistible  associations  to  be  reflected  towards 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  also ;  and  it  was  with  a 
shuddering  paroxysm  that  I  said  to  myself,  "  As- 
suredly there  is  something  wrong — something 
darkly  suspicious,  relative  to  the  one  as  well  as  to 
the  other." 

I  arrived  at  Birmingham;  and  thence  I  at  once 
took  the  train  for  London,  It  was  seven  o'clock  in 
the  evening  when  the  cab  which  conveyed  me  from 
Euston  Square  Station,  reached  the  theatre.  The 
reader  may  be  surprised  thus  to  perceive  that  I  in- 
tended  to  make  ray  appearance  on  the  stage  ou  this 
particular  evening —  particularly  after  all  the 
fatigues  I  had  gone  through,  and  all  the  anxiety  of 
mind  I  had  experienced.  But  I  felt  that  I  was 
bound  to  keep  faith,  to  the  utmost  of  my  ability, 
with  the  manager  and  the  public  :  I  felt  likewise 
that  my  unexplained  absence  might  give  encou- 
ragement to  the  surmises  and  whispers  of  scandal; 
and  I  was  resolved  to  do  naught  that  should  in  any 
way  imperil  my  good  name.  I  knew  that  Juliet 
would  make  all  requisite  arrangements  so  that  I 
should  find  whatsoever  I  required  in  my  dressing- 
room  at  the  theatre ;  for  I  had  given  her  to  un- 
derstand, previous  to  my  departure,  that  it  was 
quite  possible  I  should  not  arrive  at  the  theatre 
until  the  latest  moment. 

Juliet  did  not  come  to  me  in  my  dressing-room  ; 
for  since  her  supposed  marriage  with  Lord  Fre- 
derick Eavensclifi'e,  she  had  not  once  set  foot  be- 
hind the  scenes.  Mrs.  I^orman  came  to  me  on 
hearing  that  I  had  arrived  ;  and  I  saw  that  the 
worthy  creature  fully  believed  that  I  had  merely 
been  on  a  visit  to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  She 
was  not  however  in  good  spirits  ;  and  she  told 
me  that  Juliet  had  been  very  much  indisposed  all 
day  long — that  she  had  kept  her  own  chamber — 
that  she  could  not  even  see  Lord  Frederick  when 
he  called— but  that  by  a  strange  inconsistency  (as 
Mrs.  Norman  represented  it)  she  wanted  to  come 
to  the  theatre  in  the  evening.  Her  mother  had 
however  succegded  in  dissuading  her.  I  had  the 
greatest  difficulty  in  keeping  my  countenance  nid 
concealing  my  painful  emotions,  while  the  unsus- 
pecting Mrs.  Norman  was  giving  me  these  expla- 
nations; and.  Oh!  how  cruel  a  pang  shot  through 
my  heart,  as  mentally  apostrophizing  my  kind 
friend,  I  thought  to  myself,  "  Perhaps  to-morrow 
you  will  know  all  the  horrible  truth  in  reference  to 
your  daughter  and  the  villain  who  has  ruined 
her !" 

I  entertained  serious  fears  lest  I  should  be  un- 
able to  do  justice  to  the  part  which  I  had  to  per- 
form :  but  when  once  upon'  the  stage,  I  was  in- 
spired with  that  dramatic  spirit  which  now  seemed 
to  have  interwoven  itself  with  my  entire  being ; 


and  I  could  judge  by  the  amount  of  applause 
which  I  received,  that  I  was  ia  no  way  inferior 
to  my  antecedent  personifications  of  tho  same  cha- 
racter. 

The  performance  was  over :  I  was  seated  with 
Mr.  and  Airs.  Norman  in  tho  carriage,  returning 
to  Hunter  Street.  I  was  about  to  enter  upon  a 
task  which  I  dreaded— Oh !  dreaded  with  the 
deepest  and  direst  apprehension.  I  knevr  that 
within  a  brief  space  I  must  tell  Juliet  everything 
that  so  vitally  concerned  her :  I  knew  that  she 
would  not  seek  her  couch  before  the  terrific  sus- 
pense that  she  must  have  endured  and  that  had 
rendered  her  indisposed,  was  fully  cleared  up. 
Yet,  as  I  was  ignorant  of  the  course  she  might 
decide  upon  pursuing,  I  did  not  deem  it  expedient 
to  break  the  frightful  truth  to  her  father  and 
mother  in  the  first  instance :  I  therefore  endea- 
voured to  converse  in  my  wonted  cheerful  mood 


seemed  to  notice  how  the  tears  were  raining  down 
my  cheeks :  she  gazed  upon  me  with  that  half- 
stupified,  despairing  look  of  her's  that  seemed  to 
denote  a  veritable  palsy  of  tho  brain. 

"  For  Grod's  sake,  do  not  gaze  upon  me  thus, 
dearest  Juliet !"  I  said,  throwing  my  arms  round 
her  neck.  "  Ob,  better  far  to  behold  you  give 
way  to  the  most  passionate  lamentations,  than  to 
see  you  look  so  desolate  and  forlorn  !" 

"  Ellen,"  she  answered,  as  I  sat  down  by  her 
side— and  her  voice  was  so  low  and  plaintive  it 
well  nigh  caused  all  the  bitterness  of  my  affliction 
to  burst  forth  anew, — "  I  have  been  smitten  a 
blow  which  I  can  never  recover :  I  have  received 
a  shock  that  is  felt  in  the  innermost  confines  of 
my  being !  Happiness  and  I  have  bidden  each 
other  farewell  for  ever !  Utter,  utter  woe  is 
henceforth  my  portion !" 

I   was  on  the  point  of  suggesting  that  there 


with  them,  while  the  carriage  was  conveying  us  j  was  yet  one  hope — the  hope  that  Lord  Frederick 
homeward.  It  was  difficult  thus  to  dissemble —  Eavenscliffe  might  be  induced  to  repair  the  fearful 
diflicult  indeed  to  seem  gay  when  the  soul  was  so  '  injury  he  had  inflicted:  but  I  held  back  the  words 
profoundly  troubled,  for  a  variety  of  reasons,  as  j  — I  dared  not  aflford  utterance  to  that  hope— for 
mine  then  was  !  all  in  an  instant  to  my  mind  recurred  the  descrip- 

At  length  Hunter  Street  was  reached.  We  re-  tion  which  my  father  had  given  of  the  young 
paired  to  the  parlour  where  supper  was  laid ;  and  nobleman's  unprincipled  character.  Juliet  bowed 
Juliet  was  not  there.     A  maid-servant  entered  and    herself  forward — her  elbows  upon  her  knees — her 


said,  "  Miss  Norman  feels  too  unwell  to  come 
down-.ftairs  :  but  she  hopes  that  you,  Mis3" — ad- 
dressing herself  to  me — "  will  go  and  see  her  as 
soon  as  you  can." 

"Poor  Julie!"  said  Mrs.  Norman.  "Come, 
Ellen  :  let  us  go  to  her  fur  a  few  minutes." 

"  I  feel  too  tired  to  sit  up  to  supper,"  I  said; 
"and  I  shall  speedily  seek  my  own  chamber." 

I  bade  Mr.  Norman  good  night ;  and  I  accom- 
panied Mrs.  Norman  up  to  Juliet's  room.  Juliet 
was  seated,  in  deshahillee,  in  a  large  easy  chair  by 
the  fire  that  was  blazing  in  the  grate :  but  the 
moment  we  entered,  she  started  up  and  threw  her- 
self into  my  arms.  I  was  resolved  not  to  give 
her  the  slightest  intimation,  either  by  look,  sign, 
or  pressure  of  the  hand,  in  her  mother's  presence, 
of  the  tremendous  truth  which  I  had  to  impart. 
I  knew  very  well  that  suspense  the  most  acute 
was  even  preferable  to  the  amount  of  anguish  she 
would  presently  have  to  endure. 


hands  supporting  her  head  —  her  countenance 
buried  in  those  hands.  Thus  she  sat  for  some 
minutes— utterly  motionless— not  even  her  bosom 
palpitating.  I  would  have  given  the  world  to  be- 
hold  a  tear  trickle  between  her  fingers:  for  in 
weeping  there  would  have  been  relief  for  the  over- 
charged heart.  But  no  !— her's  was  a  woe  too 
profound  for  tears.  Not  for  her  was  it  destined 
that  Hope  should  yet  descend  from  the  celestial 
sphere,  to  roll  away  the  stone  from  the  sepulchre 
of  her  heart  and  sit  therein  as  an  angel ! 

There  was  a  long  silence;  and  at  length  Juliet 
raised  her  countenance.  It  was  of  marble  pale- 
ness :  the  hue  of  health  which  used  to  be  upon  the 
cheeks,  had  completely  vanished ;  while  the  dark- 
ness  of  her  dishevelled  hair  threw  out  that  alabas- 
ter whiteness  with  even  a  death-like  effect.  Her 
fine  eyes,  of  a  blue  as  deep  as  that  of  the  violet, 
fixed  themselves  upon  me  with  a  cold  gaze  that 
seemed  in  perfect  keeping  with  the  rigid  expres- 


Disengaging  herself  from  my  arms,  she  darted  i  sion  of  her  features.  The  colour  too  had  forsaken 
upon  me  an  inquiring  glance :  but  she  gleaned  |  licr  lips, — which  being  rich  and  full,  now  looked 
nothing  from  my  looks,  either  good  or  bad.  She  all  tbe  more  corpse-like  in  the  absence  of  their 
resumed  her  seat,   and  could  scarcely  restrain  her  i  wonted  hue. 


impatience  while  her  mother  was  tenderly  ques- 
tioning her  as  to  how  she  now  felt.  She  assured 
Mrs.  Norman  she  was  better,  and  should  be  quite 
well  in  the  morning  after  a  good  night's  rest,^ 
which  declaration  she  used  for  the  purpose  of 
satisfying  her  mother  and  getting  her  to  leave  the 
room  as  soon  as  possible.     Mrs.  Norman  at  length 


"Tell  me  all  that  has  occurred,  Jlllen,"  she  said, 
in  a  voice  that  was  glacial  and  monotonous. 

"The  history  is  brief,  dearest  Julie,"  I  answered, 
— "  but  sad,  very  sad  !  You  are  prepared  to  leara 
that — that" — and  I  hesitated  in  what  terms  to 
couch  the  intimation  I  wanted  to  convey. 

"  That  I  am  not  a  wife,"  she  said,  speaking  as  if 


retired ;  and  scarcely  had   the  door  closed  behind  !  ii  a  voiJe  of  ice.     "  Yes,  I  am  prepared  to  learn 
her,   when  Juliet  with  feverish  eagerness    ejacu-  \  ^'^'^  immense  is  my  disgrace— how  irreparable  my 


Jated,  "  Tell  me,  Ellen— what  is  my  fate  ?" 

"For  God's  sake  compose  yourself!"  I  said, 
straining  her  in  my  arms,  and  holding  her  counte- 
nance tight  against  my  bosom  to  stifle  the  cry 
which  I  feared  might  peal  forth  from  her  lips. 

But  she  only  ejaculated,  "Ah!"— and  then  she 
sank  dpwn  into  her  chair,  with  a  look  so  forlorn,  so 
desolate,  so  woe-begone,  that  I  burst  into  an  agony 
of  weeping. 

But  Juliet  herself  did  not  weep :  she  scarcely 


dishonour !— And  yet,"  she  ejaculated,  a  sudden 
change  all  in  a  moment  taking  place  in  her  entire 
being— the  marble  statue  expanding  into  life — the 
efiigy  of  ice  becoming  full  of  animation  as  if  with 
Promethean  fire,—"  he  must  love  me,  frightful 
though  his  conduct  has  been  !  And  if  not  me,  at 
least  he  will  love  his  child  ! — and  he  will  not  suffer 
it  to  come  into  the  world  branded  with  dis- 
grace !" 
This  change  fiom  glacial  despair  to  the  frenzy 


123 


rLLEX   PEKCT;    OS,  THE  ItEJIOIKS  OP  AS  ACIEESS. 


(H  exaltation,  'vras  eo  abrupt  that  it  frightened  me: 
and  I  felt  that  I  became  deadly  pale  in  my  ton;. 
I  knew  what  she  meant, — that  RayenselifTe  would 
marrv  her :  but  though  I  could  not  find  it  in  mv 
heart  to  destroy  this  hope,  I  nevertheless  dared  not 
encourage  it. 

"  Tou  do  not  ansirer  me,  Ellen !"  she  exclaimed : 
and  the  odoar  had  come  back  to  her  lips — and 
there  vaa  s  hectic  flash  upon  her  cheeks — and  her 
eyes  wcfe  vibrating  with  feverish  light.  "  Tell  me 
^t-ell  me  quickly,  for  G-od"s  sake !  do  you  know 
anvthing  that  can  prevent  Frederick  from  doing 
me  that  last — that  only  act  of  justice  ?" 

'•  I  know  nothing  to  prevent  him,"  I  guardedly 
responded,  '■'  beyond  the  deduction  which  it  is  im- 
possible to  avoid  making  from  his  antecedent  con- 
duct  towards  you." 

"TesT'  exclaimed  Juliet,  with  a  certain  wild- 
ness  :  "  bat  when  I  kneel  at  his  feet  and  implore 
him  for  the  sake  of  his  yet  unborn  child — when  I 
tell  him  that  I  forgive  all  the  past — and  that  if  he 
love  me  no  more,  he  need  never  see  me  again 
when  once  he  shall  have  given  me  that  title  of 
wife  which  may  enable  me  to  become  a  mother 
without  shame  and  to  look  the  world  in  the  face 
O  G-od,  he  cannot  poss'biy  refuse  me!" 

The  fountains  of  Juliet's  feelings  were  now 
completely  unsealed;  and  the  t.ears  gushed  out 
copiouslv.  Long  and  passionately  she  wept :  she 
was  relieved  somewhat ;  and  at  length  wiping  her 
eyes,  she  said,  "  Tell  me  everything,  Ellen  I  And, 
Oh  :  accept  my  Einoerest^  most  heartfelt  thanks  for 
the  kind,  the  generoos  interest  jou  have  displayed 
on  my  behaif !" 

"  I  repeat,  dearest  Julie,  the  history  is  brief.     I 

went  to  Embledon:  I  saw — I  saw — ilr.  Croft 

but  be  is  now  no  longer  there — he  has  gone^ie 
Las  fled." 

'•But  what  did  he  tell  you,  Ellen?"  asked 
Juliet.     "  If  I  recollect  right,  you  informed  me 

yesterday    that   you    had   seen   him  before 1 

mean  before  he  lent  himself  to  that  dreadfiU  per- 
fidy ?" 

"  Yes,  yes— I  had  once  seen  him — at  my  grand- 
father's house  at  Leeds — when  I  was  a  girl— but 
only  for  a  minute " 

"  And  yon  knew  his  handwriting  ?''  said  Juliet. 

'■Yes — I  knew  that  also,"  I  responded,  consi- 
derably agitated.  "  But  believe  me,  dearest  Julie, 
I  knew  so  little — so  very,  very  little  of  him,  that 

when  I  saw  him  on  the  evening you  know  to 

which   evening  I   refer 1    was    not   saxe    he 

was  the  same.  And,  Oh  I  if  for  an  instant  I  had 
known  that  he  was  assuming  a  sacred  character  to 
which  he  had  no  right " 

"  Good  heavens,  Ellen !"  exclaimed  Juliet ; 
"  this  self- vindication  on  your  part  is  utterly  un- 
called for.  Bat  I  see  that  you  have  nothing  more 
te  tell ;  and  Gjd  knows  you  have  told  me  enough  ! 
Oh,  my  poor  father  1  my  poor  mother  1 — what  will 
joa  both  eaj  when  this  frightful  truth  shall  be 
broken  to  joa  ? — Ellen,"  she  adde  1,  quickly,  bit- 
terly, and  almost  fiercely,  "  if  I  did  not  think  that 
he  would  yet  do  me  j  ustice,  I  should  be  driven  to 
de^tair — I  should  lay  violent  hands  upon  myself! 
Or  else — or  dse,"  she  continued  more  slowly,  while 
her  ooontenanee  became  pale  again ;  "  my  love 
would  turn  to  hatred— and  I  would  sacrifice  every 
consideration  in  order  to  wreak  a  deadly  vengeance 
npon  him  who  has  dishonoured  me  1 ' 


'•'  For  heaven's  sake  talk  not  thus,"  I  said,  shud- 
dering at  the  bare  idea  of  that  exposure  in  which 
my  own  father  would  become  involved. 

"  Xo,  no— I  could  not  do  it  I"  rejoined  Juliet, 
again  bursting  into  tears.  "I  must  live  for  the 
sake  of  my  as  yet  unborn  babe! — and  I  must 
not  brand  its  father  with  dishonour,  nor  invoke  the 
vengeance  of  the  law  to  smite  him  1  To-morrow, 
Ellen,  I  will  seek  an  interview  with  Frederick 
— an  interview  at  which  you  must  be  present.  In 
the  meantime  let  nothing  be  known  to  my  parents: 
their  hearts  need  not  be  rent  prematurely  I — Alas, 
the  hour  may  come  all  too  soon !" 

She  stopped  short;  and  again  she  found  relief 
in  tears.  Afier  a  little  while  she  assured  me  that 
she  was  more  composed;  and  she  begged  me  to 
retire  to  my  own  chamber,  for  that  I  most  stand 
in  need  of  rest  I  saw  that  she  was  in  reality 
more  tranquiUised,  though  still  labouring  under 
the  deepest  affliction;— and  I  at  last  consented  to 
withdraw.  Bat  twice  during  the  rest  of  that 
night  did  I  steal  forth  from  my  own  chamber,  to 
listen  at  the  door  of  her's.  All  was  still.  Oa  the 
second  occasion  I  peeped  in ;  and  I  found  that 
she  was  buried  in  a  deep  slumber :  for  even  the 
mightiest  aSictian,  overpowered  by  its  own  weight, 
will  sink  through  exhaustion  into  repose. 

On  leaving  my  chamber  in  the  morning,  I  re- 
paired to  Juliet's.  1  found  her  even  more  com> 
posed  than  I  could  have  anticipated  ;  for  her  mind 
was  made  up  to  envisage  her  position  resolutely; 
and  she  was  no  doubt  sustained  by  the  h-jpe  that 
L?rd  Frederick  Bavenscliffe  would  make  her  the 
only  reparation  that  it  now  lay  in  his  power  to 
afford.  As  it  was  his  lordship's  custom  to  call  at 
about  noon,  Juliet  decided  upon  keeping  her  cham- 
ber until  his  arrival;  so  that  there  might  be  the 
less  chanc3  of  betraying  her  feelings  to  her  parents. 
Mi.  and  Mrs.  Xorman  went  out  togetiier  in  the 
carriage  at  about  mid-day ;  and  Juliet  then  sought 
the  drawing-room  in  order  to  be  ready  for  the  re- 
ception of  Lord  Frederick.  Her  parents  had  not 
left  the  house  ten  minutes  when  there  was  a  loud 
double  knock  at  the  street  doer.  For  a  moment 
Juliet  started  and  became  deadly  pale,  as  if  she 
felt  that  her  entire  fate  now  hung  in  the  balance : 
but  the  next  moment  she  said,  "  It  is  not  Frede- 
rick's knock." 

The  servant  entered  and  handed  me  a  note :  the 
writing  of  the  address  was  immediately  recognised 
by  me  ;  it  was  that  of  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple. 
I  was  on  the  point  of  handing  it  back  again  and  de- 
clining to  open  it — when  it  struck  me  that  such 
a  proceeding  would  only  seem  singular  to  the  ser- 
vant, and  necessitate  an  explanation  to  Juliet.  I 
accordingly  read  Vhe  billet,  the  contents  of  which 
were  as  follow  :— 

"The  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  requests  the  honour 
I  of  an  immediate  interview  with  Miss  Percy.  Miss 
( Percy  cannot  fail  to  perceive  the  necessity  of 
j  gfranting  this  interview,  when  the  Marquis  of' 
i  Dalrymple  informs  her  that  he  seeks  an  explaaa- 
I  tion  of  the  astounding  statement  made  by  Miss 
!  Percy  to  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh,  to  the  effect 
I  that  the  Marquis  had  been  guilty  of  insulting  con- 
duct, of  which  he  is  utterly  incapable.  Indeed, 
:  the  accusation  is  so  serious  that  the  Marquis  would 
j  be  j  ustified  in  using  stronger  terms, — only  that  he 
'  feels  convinced  there  must  be  some  extraordiaarj 


mistake,  which  iliss   Percy   will   no  doubt  bo  en- 
abled to  explain." 

The  reader  may  suppose  that  I  was  inCnitely 
astonished  at  the  contents  of  this  billet;  and  I 
could  not  possibly  refuse  the  interview  that  was 
demanded.  Juliet  was  too  much  absorbed  in  her 
own  reflections  to  pay  any  attention  to  me ;  and 
therefore  without  giving  a  syllable  of  explanation 
to  my  unhappy  friend,  1  descended  to  the  parlour  to 
which  the  ilarquis  of  Da'rymplo  had  been  shown. 
He  looked  exceedingly  pale  and  agitated  ;  and 
as  I  entered,  he  bowed  with  coldness,  but  not 
with  hauteur.  I  motioned  hita  to  be  seated; 
and  taking  a  chair,  I  awaited  the  opeuing  of  the 
discourse. 

"  I  cannot   fancy.  Miss   Percy,"  he  began  by 

saying,   "that    you    wilfully    and    maliciously  in- 

Tented  a  tale  for  the  purpose   of   prrjudicing  me 

in  wj  mother's   estimation :    but  she  just    now 

Ko.  18. — Elieh  Pbect. 


sought  an  opportunity  to  havo  a  serious  conversa. 
tion  with  me " 

"My  lord,"  I  interrupted  him— and  I  spoko 
with  a  cold  reserve, — "  so  far  from  your  having  a 
right  to  level  an  accusation  against  me—" 

"  iliss  Percy  I"  he  exclaimed  vehemently,  "  there 
13  some  terrible  mistake!  When  did  I  ins  alt  you? 
how  did  I  insult  you  ?  What  possible  word  cr 
deed  of  mine  could  you  construe  into  an  insolent 
and  dishonourable  overture?'' 

'•■  ily  lord,"  I  said,  in  astonishment,  "  can  you 
deny  that  you  made  use  of  the  infamous  services 
of  ilr.  Peaseblossom " 

'•  I  ?"  ejaculated  the  Marquis,  with  an  amaze* 
ment  so  real  that  it  was  impossible  to  imagine  that 
he  was  playing  a  part.  '-'I  utterly  despise  tl.o 
man  !  He  is  ii  hanger-on  of  my  father's  — a  syc- 
pbaut— a  parasite,  as  you  have  doubtless  seem 
but  until  now  I  had  certainly  believed  that  he  was 
harmless !" 


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generous  feelings  and  upright  principles  !     I   will 
[    importune  you  no  more.  'We  will  be  friends,  Ellen 

God  bless  you ! Farewell !" 

With  these  last  words,  uttered  amidst  the  deepest 


nestly  insisted  that  I  should  be  present  at  this 
interview,  I  dii  not  deem  it  proper  to  interfere  in 
what  was  passing,  unless  absolutely  called  upon  so 
to  do.     The  young  nobleman's  back  was  towards 


emotions,  the  young  Marquis  wrung  my  hand  and  (  me ;  and  I  could  not  therefore  see  what  expression 
precipitately  left  the  room.  I  was  much  affected  his  countenance  had.  But  that  he  was  irresolute 
by  the  generosity  of  his  conduct,  as  well  as  by  his  '  bow  to  act  or  what  to  say,  I  could  full  well  judge 
grief  and  the  hopeless  passion  he  experienced  for  from  the  interval  of  silence  which  followed  that 
me.  I  remained  there  for  a  few  minutes  to  compose  |  most  touching  and  agonizing  appeal  on  Juliet's 
my  looks  and  collect  my  thoughts;  and  then  I  part.  All  of  a  sudden  my  unhappy  friend  rose  up 
ascended  to  the  drawing-room  where  I  had  left ,  from  her  kneeling  posture ;    and  as  I  caught  a 


Juliet.  I  found  her  seated  at  a  table,  with  her 
countenance  buried  in  her  hands ;  and  I  knew  that 
her  mind  must  have  undergone  some  fresh  revul- 
sion— that  all  her  grief  had  revived — that  her  for- 
titude and  her  calmness  were  lost.     I  hastened  to 


glimpse  of  her  countenance,  I  perceived  that  it  now 
wore  the  fixed  rigid  look  of  utter  despair. 

"  I  understand  you,  my  lord,"  she  said,  in  a 
deep  hollow  voice :  "  you  will  not  grant  to  me  this 
act  of  justice  !     If  your  mind  be  made  up  to  in. 


console  and  strengthen  her  :  but  in  the  words  that    flict  this  fearful  wrong  upon  me,  not  all  the  prayers 


I  used  I  was  careful  to  encourage  no  hope  :  inas 
much  as  from  the  Marquia  of  Dalrymple's  lips  I 
had  just  received  another  proof  of  the  black  perfidy 
of  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe's  heart.  Indeed, 
I  proposed  to  communicate  to  Juliet  what  I  had 
80  recently  learnt,  in  order  that  she  might  be  pre- 
pared for  the  very  worst  that  could  happen  at 
the  expected  interview, — when  the  door  of  the 
drawing-room  opened  and  Lord  Frederick  Bavens 
cliffe  made  his  appearance. 


CHAPTEE    XXVL 

JUI.IEl'9  ?ATE. 

Os  beholding  Juliet  in  that  posture  which  indi- 
cated so  much  affliction,  and  on  perceiving  that  I 
myself  w:;s  in  the  attitude  of  one  administering 
consolatiou.  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  stopped 
short  for  a  moment  upon  the  threshold ;  and  his 
countenance  betrayed  a  guilty  confusion.  He 
could  not  do  otherwise  than  suspect  that  there 
was  something  wrong— and  all  the  more  so  inas- 
much as  Juliet  had  been  denied  to  him  the  pre- 
vious day  on  the  plea  of  indisposition.  In  my 
regards,  as  I  turned  towards  him,  he  beheld  no 
encouragement — nothing  to  reassure  him — nothing 
to  enable  him  to  clutch  at  the  hope  that  there  was 
some  other  cause  than  his  own  stupendous  perfidy 
for  Juliet's  affliction.  Being  however,  as  the 
reader  must  ere  this  have  comprehended,  a  thorough 
proficient  in  the  art  of  hypocrisy  and  dissimulation, 
Lord  Frederick  quickly  regained  an  outward  air 
of  self-possession  in  one  sense ;  but  in  another 
afiecting  to  be  concerned  and  frightened  at  Juliet's 
visible  distress,  he  hastened  forward. 

"Here's  Lord  Frederick!"!  hastily  whispered 
to  my  unhappy  .|riend;  for,  she  had  not  heard  the 
door  open. 

Juliet  arose  with  a  start :  then  for  an  instant  she 
stood  as  if  undecided  how  to  act— her  countenance 
deadly  pale,  and  her  features  convulsed  with  the 
emotions  that  were  agitating  in  her  bosom.  But 
suddenly  throwing  herself  upon  her  knees,  and 
stretching  forth  her  arms  with  the'  hands  clasped 
imploringly,  towards  Lord  Frederick,  she  passion- 
ately exclaimed  "Do  mo  justice!  make  me  your 
wife.  Oh,  for  the  sake  of  your  unborn  child,  make 
me  your  wife— and  all  shall  be  forgiven  !" 

1  had  sped  to  shut  the  door  which  Lord  Frede- 
rick had  left  open ;  and  I  retired  to  the  remotest 
pf\rt  of  the  room:    for  although  Juliet  had  ear- 


to  which  my  lips  might  give  utterance  can  possibly 
move  you !" 

"  But  what  means  all  this  i"  asked  Lord  Frede- 
rick, assuming  an  air  of  bewilderment, — his  object 
being  doubtless  to  ascertain  the  precise  extent  to 
which  the  details  of  his  villany  were  known. 

"  Oh,  my  lord  !"  exclaimed  Juliet,  with  anguished 
vehemence,  "  is  it  possible  that  you  can  play  this 
hypocritical  part  ?  Would  you  make  me  think 
that  there  is  no  baseness  of  which  you  are  not  ca- 
pable ?  Why,  for  all  the  love  that  my  heart  be- 
stowed upon  you,  have  you  given  me  back  such 
utter  treachery  ?  Your  hatred,  your  scorn,  your 
contempt  would  have  been  better  thiin  this  tre- 
mendous injury  —  this  scarcely  reparable  wrong 
which  you  have  inflicted  upon  me !  Ob,  once 
more— once  more^and  for  the  last  time — do  I 
beseech  you  to  do  me  justice!" 

Again  she  fell  at  his  feet :  but  through  the  dim- 
ness of  the  tears  which  filled  my  eyes,  I  could  not 
discern  the  precise  expression  of  her  countenance  ! 
Agonized  it  must  have  been :  but  whether  there 
were  the  slightest  scintillation  of  hope  glimmering 
there,  I  knew  not. 

"Yes,  for  the  last  time,"  she  continued,  in 
accents  of  indescribable  plaintiveness  and  most 
touching  entreaty,  "  do  I  implore  you  to  give 
me  the  name  that  shall  enable  me  to  look  the 
world  in  the  face !  Oh,  let  me  not  be  doomed  to 
look  upon  him  whom  I  have  loved  so  well, — let 
me  not  be  destined  to  regard  the  father  of  my 
child  as  the  destroyer  of  my  happiness !  Is  it 
because  I  have  loved  you  that  you  can  trample 
me  in  the  dust? — is  it  because  you  ought  to  be 
my  protector  that  you  have  become  my  perse- 
cutor ?  Oh,  for  God's  sake,  Frederick- by  all 
your  hopes  of  prosperity  in  this  world  and  of 
happiness  hereafter — do  me  that  act  of  justice 
which  I  entreat  at  your  hands!" 

Though  Lord  Frederick's  back  was  still  turned 
towards  me,  yet  could  I  now  perceive  by  his  ges- 
tures and  movements  that  he  was  much  embar- 
rassed and  agitated,  even  if  not  touched  in  a  right 
sense.  Juliet  had  taken  his  hand  in  both  hei' 
own;  and  she  was  holding  it  tightly.  My  pre- 
sence  at  the  farther  extremity  of  the  room  ap- 
peared to  be  completely  forgotten  by  both. 
"  Eise,  Juliet,"  he  said  ;  "  and  listen  to  me." 
She  obeyed  him  in  silence  :  she  stood  before  him 
with  the  air  of  one  expecting  her  doom  to  be  pro- 
nounced, with  a  horrible  consciousness  of  what 
that  doom  would  be,  and  yet  not  daring  to  anticU 
pate  it  by  another  syllable  iroiu  her  own  lips. 


140 


ELLEN   PBKCT;   OE,   THS   MEMOIES   OV  AN   ACTEES3. 


"Listen  to  me,"  he  continued— and  his  voice 
was  hoarse  as  well  as  tremulous  with  agitation. 
"  I  see  that  you  know  everything — and  it  is  there- 
fore useless  for  me  to  deny  what  I  have  done,     I 

swear  to  you,  Juliet,  that  I  loved  you " 

'  "  Loved  me  ?"  she  said,  in  shuddering  accents  of 
inquiry. 

"Well  then,"  be  continued,  "I  still  love 
you " 

"  Oh,  if  you  still  love  me " 

"Pray  listen  to  me  ! — I  beseech  you  to  listen!" 

'•'  I  will,  I  will,"  said  Juliet  nervously.  "  Pro- 
ceed." 

"  I  still  love  you,"  continued  Eavenscliffe :  "  but 
my  position  is  such  that  I  cannot " 

"Enough,  my  lord!"  said  Juliet,  in  a  cold 
freezing  voice.     "  I  now  comprehend  my  doom." 

"  But  do  listen  to  me !"  exclaimed  Lord  Fre- 
derick, almost  petulantly.  '•  I  know  very  well 
that  my  safety  is  in  your  hands  and  in  those  of 
your  parents — and  that  you  can  punish  me  for 
what  I  have  done.  But  this  will  not  advance  your 
interests.  You  will  ruin  me,  and  at  the  same  time 
ruin  yourself.  I  am  willing  to  do  all  that  I  can 
or  may  to  repair  the  injury  which  in  my  madness 

and  infatuation  I  have  inflicted 1  will  settle 

upon  you  a  handsome  income     ■    I  will " 

"  Talk  not  to  me,  my  lord,"  interrupted  Juliet, 
with  a  cold  indignation  which  at  the  same  time 
had  something  dignified  as  well  as  sccrnful  in  it, — 
"  talk  not  to  me  as  if  you  were  addressing  one  of 
those  depraved  and  degraded  creatures  who  can  be 
purchased  at  a  price  or  whose  wounded  feelings 
can  be  healed  by  gold !  I  ask  you  to  render  me 
honourable  in  the  sight  of  the  world ;  and  if  you 
refuse  this  act  of  justice,  I  will  accept  nothing 
from  you  as  a  boon.  I  now  know  my  fate ;  and 
my  mind  is  made  up  what  course  to  pursue.  Even 
if  I  were  vindictive  I  should  prefer  the  safety  of 
my  reputation  to  the  wreaking  of  vengeance.  Be- 
sides, for  such  a  crime  as  that  which  you  have 
committed,  the  chastisement  it  deserves  is  too 
great  to  be  dealt  out  by  human  law :  it  must  be 
left  to  the  dispensation  of  heaven !  Go,  my  lord  ! 
—you  are  safe  from  injury  at  my  hands!  But, 
Oh !  return  not  into  the  great  world  to  boast 
that  the  too  confiding  girl  has  become  your  victim 
—or  that  the  despised  ballet-dancer  has  been  the 
transient  toy  of  your  pleasures.  Leave  me  the 
chance,  my  lord,  of  veiling  my  shame  from  the 
public  knowledge;  so  that  when  I  go  back  to  earn 
my  bread  upon  that  stage  from  which  for  a  time 
I  was  snatched  away  to  be  cradled  in  a  brilliant 
and  blissful  delusion,  I  may  not  have  to  blush 
when  looking  others  in  the  face.  And,  Oh  1  con- 
sider my  parents,  my  lord !  They  will  presently 
have  a  tremendous  weight  of  affliction  to  bear  up 
against :— aggravate  it  not  by  the  betrayal  of  the 
fearful  secret  to  the  world  !" 

It  was  with  an  indescribable  pathos,  in  the  most 
touching  tones,  and  with  the  most  feeling  accents 
that  Juliet  bad  thus  spoken.  The  tears  were 
raining  down  my  cheeks  ;  my  bosom  was  convulsed 
with  sobs ;  I  could  scarcely  restrain  myself  from 
rushing  forward,  throwing  myself  at  Bsvenscliffe's 
feet,  and  imploring  him  to  have  mercy  upon  one 
who  was  so  forbearing  towards  him  and  who  thus 
displayed  the  noblest  sentiments  and  the  loftiest 
feelings. 

"  But  why,  Juliet,"  he  said,   "  should  we  sepa- 


rate ?  Let  me  give  you  a  house  of  your  own — 
surround  you  with  every  luxury  and  comfort? 
I  would  visit  you  frequently  —  nobody  need 
know " 

'•'  Ah,  my  lord !"  she  indignantly  exclaimed, 
"you  would  have  me  become  your  pensioned  mis- 
tress ?  Dare  to  address  ma  again  in  such  terms, 
and  all  my  good  resolutions  towards  you  will 
vanish  as  if  they  had  never  been !  Add  not  insult 
the  most  intolerable  to  cruelty  the  most  horrible  ! 
Oh,  it  is  the  deepest  of  the  humiliations  into  which 
your  wickedness  has  plunged  me,  for  you  to  tes- 
tify that  because  I  am  dishonoured  you  deem  that 
I  can  become  profligate  I  Ali,  my  lord !  it  was 
doubtless  a  fine  thing  for  you,  a  brilliant  young 
nobleman,  to  ensnare  the  humble  ballet-dancer  !  — 
and  perhaps  you  think  that  when  placing  a  crown 
of  thorns  upon  her  head,  you  placed  a  diadem  of 
glorious  triumph  on  your  own  !  Oh,  be  proud  of 
this  conquest  I — it  requires  but  tluit  to  be  the  con- 
summation of  all  your  iniquity  !  xS^ow  therefore 
I  will  use  threats " 

"  Por  heaven's  sake,  speak  not  thus  passion* 
ately !"  exclaimed  the  young  nobleman,  trembling 

with  alarm.      "  You  will   be   overheard Ah  ! 

Miss  Percy  is  here  !" 

"Yes— I  am  here,  my  lord,"  I  said,  now  ad- 
vancing from  the  extremity  of  the  room;  ''and 
after  this  scene  I  shall  have  a  poorer  opinion  than 
ever  of  human  nature.  That  you  could  have  re- 
sisted the  appeals  of  her  whom  you  have  so  cruelly 
wronged " 

"Enough,  Ellen!"  interrupted  Juliet  vehe- 
mently :  "  he  is  inaccessible  to  prayers !  I  will 
use  threats.  This,  then,  my  lord,  is  my  determi- 
nation: — keep  my  secret  as  you  value  your  own 
safety!  Let  but  the  slightest  whisper  reach  my 
ears  that  you  have  betrayed  me— let  but  the 
faintest  murmur  be  wafted  to  me  that  you  have 
made  a  boast  of  the  wreck  and  ruin  you  have 
achieved — and  that  instant  the  vengeance  of  the 
law  shall  be  invoked  against  you!  These  are  the 
terms  that  I  offer;  and  it  is  for  you  to  decide 
whether  you  accept  them." 

"  Why  all  this  passion,  Juliet  ?  why  address  me 
in  this  language  ?''  asked  Ljrd  Frederick.  "  I 
tell  you  that  I  am  ready  to  do  anything  which  you 
suggest,  and  which  I  can  or  »wy  perform.  The 
secret  has  been  hitherto  kept ;  and  it  sJiaU  be 
kept !     But  let  us  part  friends " 

"Friends?"  echoed  Juliet  wildly:  and  then 
with  a  half-stifled  shriek  she  flung  herself  upon  a 
chair,  covered  her  countenance  with  her  hands, 
and  burst  into  a  paroxysm  of  uncontrollable 
anguish. 

Lord  Frederick  was  about  to  approach  her, 
when  I  laid  my  hand  upon  his  ftm,  saying  in  a 
low  voice,  "  I  insist,  my  lord,  that  you  leave  the 
room  !" 

For  an  instant  the  young  nobleman  flung  upon 
me  a  look  of  malignant  defiance :  but  the  next 
moment  assuming  a  submissive  air,  he  said,  "  Yes, 
yes,  iliss  Percy— I  will  be  guided  by  you!" 

'•■  Go  then,"  I  said :  and  while  he  retreated,  I 
threw  my  arms  around  Juliet's  neck,  pressing  her 
to  my  bosom. 

For  a  few  minutes  she  continued  to  weep  with 
a  bitterness  that  had  never  before  characterized 
weeping  in  my  presence,  and  to  sob  with  a  con- 
vulsiveness  that  seemed  to  threaten  her  with  dis- 


solution.  But  after  a  while  sbe  desisted;  and  [  ceeding;  and  therefore  it  was  my  intention  to  wait 
wiping  away  her  tears,  she  nerved  herself  with  all  [  a  few  minules  until  they  themselves  should  risa 
the  fortitude  she  could  possibly  summon  to  her  aid.  i  to  take  their  temporary  leave  of  Mr.  Eichards. 

"The  crisis  is  over,  dear  Ellen,"  she  said,  in  The  manager— in  his  French  cap  and  flowered 
accents  which  though  subdued,  were  nevertheless  silk  dressing-gown — was  seated  at  his  desk,  upon 
firm  and  collected.  "  I  feel  like  the  doomed  one  |  which,  as  usual,  there  were  decanters  and  bottlca 
who  having  bidden  a  last  farewell  to  those  from  I  of  wine.  Indeed  I  do  not  recollect  that  I  ever 
whom  it  was  anguish  to  tear  himself  away,  could  [  entered  Mr.  Eichards'  private  room,  no  matter  at 
declare  that  the  bitterness  of  death  had  then  what  hour  of  the  day,  without  seeing  wine  placed 
passed !  Yes— I  accept  my  destiny  :  I  must  live  before  him.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were  par- 
for  the  sake  of  that  unborn  child  which  asked  not  j  taking  of  some  slight  refreshment  after  the  re- 
to   bo  called   into    being  !      You   shall   now    see,  ^  hearsal ;    and  Mr.  Richards   was  giving  some   in- 


EUen,  how  firm  and  courageous  I  can  become, 
and  with  what  strength  of  mind  I  can  pass 
through  all  the  rest  of  the  ordeal  that  is  yet  to  be 
accomplished.  But  I  have  now  a  favour  to  be- 
seech at  your  bands " 

"  Anything— every  thing,  dearest,  dearest  Julie  1" 
I  exclaimed,  again  folding  her  in  my  embrace. 
"  Tell  me  what  I  can  do  for  you " 

"  Hasten  to  the  theatre,"  responded  Juliet, "  and 
see  my  father  and  mother.  Tell  them  everything. 
But,  Oh  !  break  it  gently ;  and  it  will  bo  better 
that  they  should  there  \eava  the  terrific  intelli- 
gence, than  that  the  tidings  should    await   them 

when  they  come  back  to   the  house.     By  the  step  j  and     a    Walking     Gentleman,"    continued 
I  ask   you    to    take,  the  first    ebullition   of   their    llichards 


Btruetions  to  Mr.  Grreen,  the  stage-manager. 

Having  received  me  with  his  wonted  half- 
cordial,  half-respectful  salutation,  Mr.  Richards 
continued  speaking  to  his  stage. manager. 

"Well  then,  Mr.  Green,"  he  said,  "so  far,  so 
good :  the  new  piece  will  be  a  tremendous  hit. 
But  by  the  bye,  we  shall  want  a  fresh  Heavy 
Man " 

"  Very  good,  sir,"  responded  the  stage-manager  : 
"there  is  Judkins — I  mean  Arlington,  as  he  now 
calls  himself— who  is  just  come  back  from  circuit 
in  Lancashire." 

"  We  shall  also  require  a  First  Low  Comedian 

Mr. 


anguish  will  have  passed  ere  their  return  home 
otherwise  they  would  betray  everything  by  their 
ejaculations  of  despair,  to  the  servants  of  this 
household.  Tell  them  —  tell  them  that  which 
they  know  not  yet :  tell  them  that  I  am  in  a  way 
to  become  a  mother — and  that  for  the  sake  of  my 
honour,  my  character,  my  repute,  everything  must 
be  hushed  up!     Will  you  do  this,  dear  Ellen  ?" 

"I  will,  Juliet— I  will,"  was  the  answer  given 
amidst  the  deep  affliction  which  rent  my  soul.  "  I 
will  speed  at  once  !     But  you " 

"In  the  meantime,  Ellen,"  answered  Juliet, 
"  I  shall  be  nerving  myself  yet  more  strongly  than 
I  am  even  now  fortified,  to  meet  my  sad,  sad  des- 
tiny. Tell  my  parents  that  I  conjure  them  by  all 
the  love  they  bear  me — for  their' own  sake  and  for 
mine — to  support  this  terrible  misfortune  with  a 


"  I  will  make  inquiries,  sir,  and  let  you  know 
this  evening." 

"  Very  good,"  continued  the  lessee.  "  Ah !  and 
we  shall  want  a  Singing  Chambermaid  too.  What 
about  her  ?" 

"  There  is  Miss  Tripps,  sir,"  replied  Green : 
"  she  has  been  at  the  Standard  and  Garrick— but 
I  think  if  she  came  out  here,  with  a  new  name  — 
of  course  a  good  one— Miss  Harcourt,  for  in- 
stance  " 

"  Well,  see  her.  Green — and  make  terms  with 
her,"  interjected  Mr.  Eichards.  "And  then  what 
about  a  couple  of  extra  Gentlemen  for  Utility  ?" 

"  Easy  to  be  found,  sir,"  responded  Green. 
"If  you  will  please  to  leave  it  to  me " 

"  Well,  be  it  so :  and  now  don't  let  the  grass 
grow    under   your   feet.      Take  a  glass  of  wine. 


becoming  courage ;    so  that  the  suspicions  of  the  1  Green— and  a  biscuit.     Miss  Trafford,  a  glass  of 


world  may  not  be  excited.     And  now  go,  Ellen  !" 

I  accordingly  left  my  poor  friend  ;  and  having 
hastily  put  on  my  bonnet  and  mantle,  I  entered 
the  cab  which  in  the  meanwhile  had  been  sent  for. 
Most  distressing  was  the  task  which  I  had  to  per- 
form ;  and  I  composed  my  feelings  as  well  as  I 
possibly  could  in  order  to  accomplish  that  task  in 
precise  accordance  with  Juliet's  instructions.  I 
arrived  at  the  theatre,  to  which  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Korman  had  repaired  for  the  purpose  of  rehearsal ; 
and  on  reaching  the  stage  from  the  private  en 


wine  ?  No !  It  is  really  always  no  with  you ! 
Another   glass.    Green  ?      You   had   rather   not  ? 

Well,  go    to    the 1  mean   go   and  see  about 

these  matters  we  have  been  talking  of." 

At  this  moment  one  of  the  theatrical  under- 
lings entered  the  lessee's  room,  bearing  a  letter, 
which  he  presented  to  Mr.  Eichards. 

"There!"  exclaimed  the  lessee,  with  a  look  and 
voice  of  vexation  when  he  had  perused  the  letter. 
"  This  is  from  the  Lord  Chamberlain,  to  intimate 
that  Prince  Albert  will  visit  the  theatre 'on  Mon- 


trance,   I  learnt  that  those  whom  I  had  come  to  |  day  evening  next.     Ah !  the  public  fancy  it  is  a 


see  were  with  Mr.  Richards,  in  his  own  private 
room.  I  knew  that  my  countenance  expressed  a 
profound  sadness  ;  and  I  exerted   every  eft'ort  to 

assume  a  collected  look for  a  cheerful  one  was 

impossible !     Fortunately  it  was  a  dark  December 


very  fine  thing  for  us  lessees,  when  Royalty  ho- 
nours our  houses :  but  it  is  just  the  reverse !  The 
last  time  I  received  not  a  single  farthing  from  the 
Eoyal  hands  !  Yuu  may  be  incredulous,  Mr.  Nor- 
man; but  upon  my  honour  it  is  a  fact.     However, 


day  :  it  was  now  verging  towards  three  o'clock  in  |  wo  must  submit  to  these  inflictions,"  added  the 
the  afternoon  ;  and  the  manager's  room  was  half  j  lessee.,  with  a  sigh  of  resignation ;  "  and  there's 
involved  in  obscurity.  Thus,  whatsoever  my  looks  |  an  end  of  it.— Did  you  wish  to  speak  to  me.  Miss 
would  have  otherwise  betrayed,  was  not  noticed  as  Trafl'oru  ?"  he  amiably  asked. 
I  entered.  I  had  not  chosen  to  send  and  fetch  "No,"  I  answered.  "Being  in  the  neighbour- 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  from  that  room,  for  fear  hood"— and  I  hesitated  what  excuse  to  make—"  I 
they  should  at  onje  have  suspected  there  was  thought  I  would  avail  myself  of  Mr.  Norman'a 
something  wrong  on  account  of  so  unusual  a  pro-  |  carriage  to  return  homo " 


'•  We  are  ready,  my  dear  girl,"  said  Mrs.  Nor- 
man :  aud  we  accordingly  took  our  leave  of  the 
lessee. 

But  on  issuing  forth  from  bis  room,  I  intimated 
to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  liorman  I  wished  to  speak  to 
them  in  private  before  we  took  our  seats  in  the 
carriage ;  and  we  therefore  proceeded  to  Mrs. 
Norman's  dressing-chamber.  Then  I  began  to 
break  the  fearful  intelligence  as  delicately  as  I 
could  to  Mr.  aud  Mrs.  Xorman ;  and  entreating 
them  to  control  their  feelings  as  well  as  they  were 
able,  I  divulged  the  fatal  truth  that  Juliet  was 
not  a  wife !  Mrs.  ZSTorman  fainted :  her  husband 
sat  down,  gazing  upon  me  with  a  look  of  blank 
dismay  and  vacant  consternation,  I  hastened  to 
administer  restoratives  to  the  unfortunate  mother 
of  tho  dishonoured  Juliet  ;  aud  as  she  slowly  came 
back  to  consciousness,  Mr.  Norman  sank  upon  his 
knees,  clasped  his  hands,  and  implored  heaven  to 
forgive  him  for  having  been  instrumental  in  ac- 
complishing his  daughter's  ruin  I  represented 
to  him  that  he  need  not  blame  himself,  for  that  he 
had  acted  for  the  best  in  giving  his  assent  to  what 
at  the  time  he  had  believed  to  be  a  holy  and 
legitimate  ceremony  :  but  it  was  a  long  while  be- 
fore he  would  desist  from  his  bitter  self-upbraidings. 
His  poor  wife  wrung  her  hands,  wept  passionately, 
and  seemed  to  be  beyond  the  reach  of  consolation. 
Fortunately  however  their  affliction  burst  not 
forth  in  a  manner  which  could  be  overheard  out- 
side the  door  of  tho  dressing-room :  and  thus  I 
felt  assured  that  the  secret  might  still  be  kept,  in 
accordance  with  Juliet's  wishes. 

I  will  not  linger  upon  this  painful  scene.  In- 
deed, if  I  were  to  protract  it,  it  would  only  be  to 
swell  the  present  episode  of  my  narrative  with  de- 
scriptions of  rending  grief  and  almost  heart-break- 
ing woe.  Suffice  it  to  say  that  the  Normans  now 
comprehended  the  cause  of  my  absence  for  the  two 
preceding  days,  and  that  I  had  been  to  Embledon 
instead  of  on  a  visit  to  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  For- 
tunately for  my  own  concerns,  it  was  not  necessary 
to  tell  them  any  more  relative  to  Mr.  Croft  than  I 
had  already  told  to  Juliet ;  and  they  themselves, 
when  enabled  to  reason  and  reflect  deliberately, 
gave  their  assent  to  Juliet's  policy  that  the  whole 
hideous  transaction  should  be  hushed  up  as  much 
as  possible 

When  we  returned  to  Hunter  Street,  the  meet- 
ing between  the  parents  and  their  dishonoured 
child  was  painful  and  affecting  to  a  degree ;  but 
no  loud  lamentations  betrayed  the  secret  to  the 
domestics  of  the  household.  Still  did  it  soon  be- 
come apparent  to  those  servants  that  something 
had  taken  place;  for  despite  the  efforts  of  the 
Normans'and  of  myself  to  assume  a  calm  com- 
posure outwardly,  there  was  a  damp  thrown  upon 
our  spirits  which  it  was  impossible  to  help  betray- 
ing. Indeed,  for  poor  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  the 
blow  was  well  nigh  as  terrific  as  for  Juliet  herself. 
They  had  naturally  taken  such  a  pride  in  their 
own  respectability  as  well  as  in  the  knowledge 
that  their  daughter's  reputation  was  untarnished 
— they  had  looked  forward,  with  fond  parental 
ambition,  t<o  some  eligible  and  perhaps  even  bril- 
liant alliance  that  the  handsome  Juliet  might  form 
—they  had  for  awhile  indulged  in  the  dream  that 
Buch  an  aim  was  already  accomplished,  and  that 
in  a  few  short  months  she  would  be  proclaimed  to 
tho  world  as  Lady  Frederick  Eavenscliffe.     Ter- 


rible was  therefore  tho  blow  which  they  had  sus- 
tained alike  in  their  pride  and  in  their  feelinga,  ia 
their  hopes  and  their  aspirations ;  and  the  bitter- 
ness of  the  calamity  was  experienced  keenly, 
keenly  by  them. 

As  Lord  Frederick's  visits  to  the  house  now 
suddenly  ceased,  and  as  it  had  been  all  along  be- 
lieved by  the  servants  that  he  was  paying  his  ad- 
dresses to  Miss  Norman,  and  hence  her  retirement 
from  the  stage, — the  conclusion  to  which  they 
came  was  that  the  contemplated  match  was  broken 
off.  Thus  they  could  not  be  a  stonished  to  ob- 
serve that  a  damp  had  fallen  upon  the  spirits  of 
the  family,  and  that  a  certain  gloom  prevailed 
where  gaiety  and  cheerfulness  had  reigned  before. 

A  couple  of  months  passed ;  and  during  this  in- 
terval I  received  two  letters  from  my  father,  who 
had  settled  himself  at  the  town  of  St.  Omer  in  the 
north  of  France— a  place  but  little  frequented  by 
English  visitors,  and  where  he  consequently  hoped 
to  dwell  unrecognised,  as  he  was  certain  to  be  un- 
molested. I  likewise  received  letters  from  my 
cousin  Harry,  giving  the  most  favourable  account 
of  the  progress  of  the  business  for  which  he  had 
been  sent  to  New  York  :  but  still  he  was  unable 
to  fix  the  time  of  his  return.  In  answering  him, 
I  began  to  take  the  first  step  towards  the  avowal 
of  the  profession  I  had  embraced :  I  intimated  that 
I  had  been  on  a  few  occasions  to  the  theatre,  and 
that  from  all  I  had  seen  and  learnt  I  could  not 
help  thinking  that  the  prejudice  which  existed 
against  actors  and  actresses  generally  was  a  most 
iinjust  one. 

During  these  two  mo-aths  I  saw  nothing  at  all 
of  St.  Clair — nothing  more  of  the  Marquis  of  DaU 
rymple  than  occasionally  in  his  box  at  the  theatre 
— and  very  little  of  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  She 
called  three  or  four  times  to  invite  me  to  renew 
my  visits  to  her :  but  though  I  treated  her  in  a 
manner  as  if  no  suspicion  to  her  disparagement 
lurked  in  my  mind,  yet  I  invariably  pleaded  tho 
pressure  of  my  theatrical  engagements  as  a  reason 
for  declining  her' invitations. 

It  was  now  the  beginning  of  February,  1841  j 
and  five  months  had  elapsed  since  the  mock  mar- 
riage  which  had  proved  so  fatal  to  Juliet's  happi-^ 
ness.  The  first  fulness  of  grief  on  the  part  of  her 
parents  had  mellowed  down  into  resignation  ;  and 
her  osvn  mind  had  fortified  itself  with  all  the 
energy  that  naturally  belonged  to  it.  It  was  about 
this  time  that  a  fashionable  morning  paper  an- 
nounced in  a  paragraph,  "  the  approaching  mar- 
riage of  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  with  the 
beautiful  and  accomplished  Lady  Cecilia  Urban, 
the  rich  heiress  to  the  splendid  estates  left  by  her 
deceased  father  Lord  Eythorne."  I  may  hero 
observe  that  Lady  Cecilia  was  an  orphan, — her 
mother  having  died  in  her  infancy,  and  her  father 
a  few  years  previous  to  the  date  of  which  I  am 
writing. 

When  this  paragraph  was  read  one  morning  at 
the  breakfast. table— (and  Juliet,  I  should  state, 
was  the  first  to  notice  it) — Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
at  once  showed  by  their  looks  that  they  would  like 
to  prevent  the  match.  Juliet  remained  for  some 
time  silent,  after  having  directed  our  attention  to 
the  paragraph ;  and  I  saw  by  the  rigidity  of  her 
features  that  her  thoughts  were  powerfully  at 
work. 

"This  must  not  be!"  she  suddenly  exclaimed 


ELLEN   PEECT;    OE,  THE   MBMMES   OF   AN  ACTEES3. 


143 


fltavtin^  up  fiora  lier  seat.  "  Though  perhaps  the  | 
law  would  not  recognise  me,  jet  morally  and  in  I 
the  sight  of  heaven  am  I  his  wife  !"  ! 

'•'  If  o— it  shall  not  take  place  ?"  said  Mr.  Nor-  ; 
man,  resolutely.  "  God  knows  I  am  not  vindic- 
tive, but  it  is  impossible  to  remain  silent  and 
suffer  a  young,  wealthy,  beautiful,  and  perhaps 
confiding  creature  to  be  sacrificed  to  a  man  of 
whom  I  might  speak  in  the  harshest  terms !" 

"Lady  Cecilia  Urban  is,  I  hare  heard,  an 
orphan,"  said  Mrs.  Norman ;  "  and  it  would  be 
cruel  on  our  part  to  suffer  her  to  be  thus  sacri- 
ficed." 

"  But  remember,"  I  said,  thinking  it  was  now 
my  turn  to  speak,  "  that  the  terms  which  you, 
Juliet,  dictated  to  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe, 
were  complete  forbearance  on  both  sides.  If  you 
proclaim  war  against  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe, 
he  will  no  longer  respect  the  secret  which  we  have 
all  been  so  anxious  to  maintain." 

Juliet  sat  down,  and  hung  her  head  in  despon- 
dency. Mrs.  Norman  passed  her  kerchief  across 
her  eyes  :  Mr.  Norman  reflected  sadly  and  deeply. 
At  length  he  said,  "  It  is  true  that  our  first  consi- 
deration is  the  maintenance  of  a  secret  which  so 
closely  regards  our  own  feelings  :  but  the  next 
consideration  is  to  save  a  confiding  young  lady 
from  sacrificing  herself  to  one  who  assuredly  will 
not  render  her  happiness  his  study.  It  is  a  sub- 
ject that  requires  the  most  delicate  and  serious  re- 
flection." 

Nothing  more  was  said  on  the  topic  for  that  or 
the  following  day :  but  the  morning  of  the  day 
next  ensuing  brought  me  a  letter  from  my  father. 
He  therein  stated  that  he  had  just  learnt  the  in- 
telligence that  Lord  Frederick  KavenscliiTe  was  to 
marry  Lady  Cecilia  Urban,  but  that  he  was  re- 
solved to  prevent  the  alliance.  For  this  reason  he 
had  made  up  his  mind  at  all  risks  to  return  to 
London  ;  and  he  bade  me  meet  him  in  St.  James's 
Park,  at  four  o'clock  on  the  day  following  the  one 
on  which  the  letter  thus  reached  me. 

I  was  still  in  my  own  chamber  when  the  epistle 
was  brought  to  me  by  the  lady's-maid  ;  and  it  was 
fortunate  that  it  reached  me  there — for  if  it  had 
been  at  the  breakfast-table  my  emotions  would 
have  betrayed  themselves.  I  was  frightened  and 
afllicted  at  this  resolve  which  my  father  had  taken ; 
although  on  the  other  hand  there  was  a  reason  for 
the  entertainment  of  satisfaction,  inasmuch  as  it 
proved  that  he  himself  was  sincerely  contrite,  and 
that  he  deemed  it  his  duty  to  punish  the  indivi- 
dual in  whose  perfidious  schemes  he  had  become 
perforce  inveigled.  I  determined  to  remain  pro- 
foundly secret  in  respect  to  the  contents  of  his 
letter  ;  and  I  composed  my  features  before  joining 
the  family  at  the  breakfast-table.  The  subject  of 
the  intended  marriage  of  Lord  Frederick  and  Lady 
Cecilia  was  not  again  alluHed  to  ;  and  an  equal 
silence  was  maintained  on  the  following  day  with 
regard  to  it.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  as  well  as 
Juliet,  evidently  thought  that  the  secret  which 
they  so  much  desired  to  preserve,  could  not  pos- 
sibly remain  safe  if  they  were  to  proclaim  warfare 
against  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe. 


CHAPTER  XXVII. 


THE   PAEK. 


It  was  close  upon  four  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  of 
the  appointe  I  day,  when  I  entered  St.  James's 
Park.  It  being  the  early  part  of  the  month  of 
February,  the  dusk  was  already  beginning  to  close 
in— the  weather  was  raw  and  misty — and  though 
well  wrapped  up  in  a  thick  shawl  and  with  good 
furs,  I  nevertheless  shuddered  with  the  chill. 

Just  as  I  entered  the  iron  gate  of  the  enclosure, 
a  gentleman  who  was  passing  me  rapidly,  seemed 
to  start  and  even  to  stop  short  for  a  moment,  as 
if  he  recognised  mo  despite  the  dark  veil  which  I 
wore.  But  who  he  was  I  knew  not :  for  the  collar 
of  his  paletot  was  put  up,  so  that  it  completely 
concealed  all  the  lower  part  of  his  countenance, 
while  his  hat  shaded  the  upper  part.  Indeed  he 
passed  so  rapidly  on  again  that  I  fancied  I  must 
have  been  mistaken  in  supposing  he  had  recog- 
nised me. 

I  soon  thought  no  more  of  the  circumstance,  as 
I  sped  towards  the  spot  where  I  was  to  meet  my 
father.  This  was  at  the  back  of  the  ornamental 
water,  on  the  side  of  the  Park  which  is  bounded 
by  the  Birdcage  Walk.  I  only  met  two  or  threo 
stragglers  during  my  walk  from  the  gate  to  tho 
place  of  appointment;  and  thus  I  was  relieved  of 
much  apprehension  on  finding  how  deserted  was 
the  scene  where  the  interview  was  to  take  place. 

My  father  was  there  in  readiness,  waiting  to  re- 
ceive me.  He  wore  a  thick  over-coat,  and  had  a 
shawl  kerchief  concealing  all  the  lower  part  of  his 
face :  so  that  recognition  of  him  was  by  no  means 
easy.  He  folded  me  in  his  arms,  and  hastened  to 
say,  "  Chide  me  not,  dear  Ellen,  for  thus  daring 
danger  by  coming  to  England  :  but  ^  I  felt  that  I 
had  a  duty  to  perform." 

"And  yet  you  know,  my  dear  father,"  I  an- 
swered, "  from  all  I  have  told  you  in  my  letters 
that  the  Normans  are  most  anxious  to  keep  the 
secret " 

"And  naturally  so,"  interrupted  Mr.  Croft. 
"  Bat  what  if  it  be  not  betrayed  by  theyti  7 — what 
excuse  in  that  case  would  the  villain  Ravensclifib 
have  in  making  a  boast  of  his  treatment  of  your 
friend  Juliet  ?  Besides,  does  not  the  threat  of 
invoking  the  vengeance  (jf  the  law  against  him 
always  hold  good?  No,  no! — believe  me,  Ellen, 
he  for  his  own  sake  will  keep  the  secret.  Even 
amongst  his  own  set  such  black  treachery  as  that 
of  which  he  was  guilty  is  but  a  sorry  subject  for 
idle  bravado.  And  then  there  is  another  reason. 
It  is  true  that  the  gown  of  a  clergyman  was  taken 
from  my  Back  when  the  law  smote  me  as  a  felon  s 
but  how  can  he  prove  it  ?  There  is  no  record  of 
such  a  transaction ;  and  if  he  came  to  deal  with 
the  law,  he  might  find  it  more  difficult  than  he 
anticipates  to  prove  that  he  is  not  legally  and  in- 
dissolubly  united  to  your  friend  Juliet." 

"I  acknowledge,  father,  tho  weight  of  all  these 
reasonings,"  I  said :  "  but  what  course  would  you 
adopt  ?" 

"I  myself,  Ellen,"  he  answered,  "shall  call 
upon  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  and  tell  her  every- 
thing.  Yes — I  am  resolved  to  do  so;  and  rest 
assured  that  my  tale  will  effectually  bar  this  con- 
templated alliance.     I  have    with   mo    the   proof 


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of  Lord  Frederick's  villany — the  letter  which  he 
wrote  to  me  at  Embledon,  begging  and  imploring 
that  I  would  send  him  a  certificate  iu  order  to 
quiet  Juliet's  importunities." 

"  And  what  if  jou  met  Lord  Frederick  at  Lady 
Cecilia's  house  ?"  I  asked,  trembling  with  appre- 
hension. 

"Oh!  my  dear  child,"  responded  my  father,  "I 
have  been  too  much  accustomed  to  dangers  and 
difficulties  in  the  world  not  to  proceed  cautiously. 
I  will  in  the  first  instance  make  inquiries,  and 
ascertain  whether  Lord  Frederick  be  at  her  lady, 
ship's  house  or  not.  In  a  word,  trust  to  me, 
dear  Ellen — and  tranquillize  these  alarms." 

We  had  proceeded  slowly  together  along  the 
gravel  walk  while  thus  conversing — I  leaning  on 
my  father's  arm.  We  now  sat  down  on  a  bench, 
behind  which  there  was  a  mass  of  evergreens. 

"  I  mean  to  permit  myself  the  indulgence  of 
your  society,  dear  Ellen,"  said  my  father,  "  for  a 
few  minutes  longer :  for  I  shall  not  again  see  you 
ere  I  leave  England.  I  shall  write  to  you  the 
issue  of  my  interview  with  her  ladyship;  so  that 
you  may  make  to  your  friends  whatsoever  com- 
munication you  shall  think  fit." 

"Oh,  my  dear  father!"  I  said,  "for  heaven's 
sake  be  upon  your  guard !  I  am  full  of  appre- 
hensions for  your  safety " 

"  Let  me  endeavour  to  tranquillize  them,"  re- 
plied my  father.  "There  are  only  five  persons  in 
all  England  who  are  acquainted  with  the  fact  that 
I  am  the  escaped  felon,  Charles  Percy,  now  pass- 
ing under  the  name  of  Croft." 

"Hush!  for  God's  sakejiush!"  1  murmured, 
full  of  terror.     "  Why  breathe  these  words " 

"  Because,  my  dear  child,"  responded  my  father, 
"I  can  never  too  often  remind  myself  of  what  I 
have  become.  But  in  respect  to  these  five  per- 
sons,  there  are  the  lawyer  and  his  wife — and  they 
would  not  betray  me  :  there  are  the  Earl  and  his 
son— the  former  I  need  not  dread;  the  latter, 
even  if  I  encountered  him,  would  scarcely  dare 
to  play  a  hostile  part,  for  he  knows  not  that  con- 
siderations  on  account  of  your  friends  would 
bind  me  to  secrecy.  Lastly,  there  is  your- 
self  " 

"No— there  is  another!"  exclaimed  a  voice, 
which  I  at  once  recognised:  and  at  the  same  in- 
stant the  individual  sprang  forth  from  amidst  the 
evergreens. 

A  low  half-stifled  shriek  burst  from  my  lips ; 
for  it  was  Edwin  St.  Clair  who  thus  made  his 
appearance.  He  immediately  seized  my  father  by 
the  collar,  saying,  "  Dare  not  attempt  to  fly  !  dare 
not  attempt  to  use  violence! — or  I  will  shout  for 
succour !  Be  tranquil — and  you  may  yet  go  hence 
in  security !" 

Ob,  that  evil  genius,  St.  Clair !  In  a  moment 
I  comprehended  it  all.  He  was  mufiled  in  a  pale- 
tot :  it  was  he  who  had  recognised  me  at  the  gate; 
and  he  had  evidently  dogged  me  in  a  cautious 
manner  and  with  stealthy  steps.  "^Ij  father  was 
for  a  moment  transfixed  to  the  spot  with  conster- 
nation— while  I  threw  my  arms  in  wild  agony 
around  him.  But  those  last  words  from  St.  Clair's 
lips  elicited  from  my  father  the  quickly  uttered 
question,  "What  terms  have  you  to  dictate  ?  and 
who  are  you  ?" 

"Your  daughter  knows  who  I  am,"  hastily  re- 
sponded St.  Clair ;  "  and  she  can  be  at  no  loss  to 


conjecture  the  terms  to  which  I  allude.  I  have 
heard  enough  to  tell  me  who  i/ou  are,  and  to  know 
that  you  are  completely  in  my  power.  An  escaped 
felon  cannot  possibly  have  much  compunction  in 
surrendering  up  to  me  his  daughter  as  my  mistress 
— especially  as  I  can  give  him  wealth,  in  the  same 
way  that  I  will  surround  that  daughter  herself 
with  riches." 

"Villain!"  exclaimed  my  father,  endeavouring 
to  shake  him  off:  "unhand  me,  or  I  will  strike 
you  down  !  Call  for  succour  if  you  will — give  me 
into  custody:  but  imagine  not  for  a  moment  that 
I  will  yield  to  your  threats  or  your  tempta- 
tions !" 

Unable  to  speak,  I  was  still  clinging  to  my 
father, — all  my  ideas  in  horrible  confusion,  save 
and  except  for  the  comprehension  of  what  was 
passing  between  himself  and  St.  Clair.  At  that 
desperate  but  vain  effort  which  he  made  to  shake 
St.  Clair  off,  I  clung  all  the  more  tightly  to  him  ; 
and  then,  my  tongue  being  loosened,  I  exclaimed, 
"For  heaven's  sake  provoke  him  not,  father!  O 
God  !  I  knew  what  it  would  be !  my  apprehen- 
sions were  all  but  too  well  grounded  !  and  this  is 
the  frightful  result !" 

"  Console  yourself,  my  dear  child,"  responded 
my  father,  in  a  voice  tremulous  with  emotion. 
"  Unhand  me,  sir !  I  swear  that  I  will  not  at- 
tempt to  flee  away :  but  I  beseech  you  to  be  mer- 
ciful to  me  for  the  sake  of  my  daughter  !" 

"  Yes — I  unhand  you,"  answered  St.  Clair, 
"  because  at  the  very  first  evidence  which  you 
give  of  an  attempt  to  escape,  I  shall  precipitate 
myself  upon  you  and  raise  an  alarm.  Listen,  sir  ! 
I  first  wooed  your  daughter  honourably— and  she 
rejected  my  proposal.  I  do  not  hesitate  to  admit 
that  I  subsequently  spread  snares  to  entrap  her— • 
and  she  escaped  from  them  all.  She  has  baffled 
me — she  has  humiliated  me :  I  have  love  and  re- 
venge to  gratify  at  the  same  time  !" 

"  Enough,  sir  !"  exclaimed  my  father.  "  I  see 
that  jou  are  a  villain ;  and  I  would  sooner  perish 
on  the  scaffold  than  place  my  own  child  in  your 
power.  Now  do  your  worst !  But  stay  !— let  me 
bid  farewell " 

"EUen!"  ejaculated  St.  Clair,  "will  you  see 
your  own  father  dragged  hence  as  a  felon,  with 
chains  upon  his  hands? — will  you  behold  him 
placed  in  the  dock.f — will  you  yourself  have  it 
I>rociaimed  to  the  world  that  the  brilliant  Miss 
Trafford  is  the  daughter  of  an  escaped  convict  ?" 

"  No,  no !"  I  exclaimed  :  "  I  would  die  sooner 
than  one  tittle  of  all  this  should  happen !  Ob, 
Captain  St.  Clair " 

"  Appeal  not  to  me,  Ellen !"  he  interrupted  me 
in  a  pitiless  voice :  "  I  am  inexorable  I  Decide  1" 
— and  he  again  laid  his  hand  upon  my  father's 
coat.  ".  Am  I  to  raise  my  voice  ?  am  I  to  send 
forth  the  cry  which  shall  bring  hither  those  who 
will  drag  your  parent  away  to  gaol  ?" 

"  No  !"  I  ejaculate:!,  a  sudden  recollection 
striking  me,  and  which  was  previously  lost  in  the 
anguish  of  my  mind  and  the  confusion  of  my 
thoughts.  "  Beware,  villain,  what  your  own 
fate  may  be!"  —  and  then  I  added  with  as 
much  terrible  significancy  as  I  could  possibly  fancy 
niiglit  attach  itself  to  the  words,  "  He  who  smells 
the  white  rose,  sleeps  the  sleep  of  death  !" 

The  reader  will  remember  how  sudden,  how  ap- 
palling, and  how  overwhelming  was  tlio  effect  pro* 


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duced  upon  St.  Clair  at  Colonel  Bellew'a  house 
when  I  prescuted  the  flower,  asking  him  if  he 
knew  the  sjmbol.  But  that  effect  was  almost  as 
nothing  in  comparison  with  that  which  these  fresh 
talistnanic  words  instantaneously  produced.  With 
a  hollow  groan  St.  Clair  loosened  his  hold  upon  my 
father  :  he  staggered  back — he  pressed  his  hands 
to  his  brow — and  in  a  voice  of  indescribable  an- 
guish, he  said,  "For  Grod's  sake,  betray  me  not ! — 
forgive  me !" 

There  was  just  sufficient  light  remaining  to  show 
the  ghastly  expression  of  St.  Clair's  countenance : 
for  his  hat  had  fallen  off  as  he  staggered  back. 
My  father  g;ive  utterance  to  an  ejaculation  of 
astonishment ;  but  I  myself — -overjoyed  yet  terri- 
fied at  the  effect  the  talismanic  words  produced — 
hastened  to  avail  myself  of  the  triumph. 

"You  per<;eive,"  I  said,  "that  the  secrets  of 
your  own  conscience  are  known  to  me.  Depart 
hence — and  beware  how  you  breathe  one  single 
No.  19.— EujEN  PEECr. 


syllable  injurious  to  my  father  in  any  quarter !— • 
for  if  you  disregard  this  warning,  I  shall  repeat 
elsewhere  the  words  I  have  just  uttered." 

Again  St.  Clair  moaned  most  piteously,  and 
with  every  evidence  of  a  soul-crushing  anguish,  as 
he  rose  from  his  kneeling  posture. 

"  May  I  rely  upon  you,  Miss  Percy  ?"  he  asked, 
in  a  deep  hollow  voice ;  "  and  I  swear  that  your 
father's  secret  is  safe  with  me  !  Nay,  more— I 
swear  likewise  that  henceforth  you  yourself        ■" 

"  Enough  of  these  pledges,  sir  !"  I  interrupted 
him :  for  I  saw  that  he  fancied  himself  to  be  in- 
finitely more  in  my  power  than  he  really  was. 
'•  You  see  that  I  am  fully  able  to  defend  both  my 
father  and  myself !  And  now  leave  us  1 — leave  us  !" 
I  added,  peremptorily,  perceivicg  that  he  still  lin» 
gered,  evidently  with  the  desire  of  saying  some* 
thing  more. 

My  words  galvanized  him  into  sudden  alacrity  i 
he  picked  up  his  hat,  and  fled  from  the  spot. 


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IlLEN   PEECV;    OE,   THE   JIEMOIES   OF   AX  ACT2ES3. 


When  his  form  was  lost  in  the  surrounding  ob- 
Bcurity,  I  threw  ray  arms  around  my  father's  neck, 
exclaiming  in  wild  joy,  "You  are  safe!  you  are 
Bafe  !" 

"  Yes— saved  by  thee,  my  child !"  he  fervidly 
responded,  as  ho  strained  me  to  hia  breast.  "  But 
what  meant  those  strange  words  which  produced 
a  still  stranger  effect " 

"  Question  me  not  now,  father  I"  I  interrupted 
him :  "  but  for  heaven's  sake,  speed  away  from 
Loudon  as  quickly  as  you  can  !" 

"  I  ought  to  obey  you  altogether,  Ellen,  after 
what  has  occurred,"  he  said :  "  but  am  I  not  to 
fulfil  this  duty  in  respect  to  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  ?" 

"  No,  no,  father !"  I  vehemently  ejaculated. 
•'  Perish  all  other  considerations  beyond  your 
safety !  Ob,  the  thought  of  what  might  have 
happened  to  you  is  horrible,  horrible!  Fly, 
father! — [  conjure  you  to  fly!  It  is  your  own 
loving  daughter  who  thus  earnestly  entreats 
you!" 

"And  you  shall  be  obeyed,  my  child!"  he  an- 
swered. "  Not  for  worlds  would  I  do  aught  that 
might  tend  to  afflict  your  generous,  your  affec- 
tionate heart!  But  I  on  my  side  have  something 
to  entreat.  Let  not  this  marriage  be  accom- 
plished—promise me  that  you  yourself  will  de- 
vise some  means " 

"I  will,  I  will, .father!"  I  exclaimed,  full  of  a 
feverish  terror  lest  any  fresh  danger  should  sud- 
denly start  up  to  menace  my  parent.  "  Ob,  I 
faithfully  promise !  Rest  assured  that  the  mar- 
riage shall  cot  take  place !     And  now  fly  !" 

My  father  strained  me  in  his  embrace ;  and  he 
then  hastened  away,  —  while  I  sank  upon  the 
bench,  exhausted  by  the  variety  of  feelings  that 
had  experienced  so  strong  a  tension. 

When  I  was  able  to  collect  my  scattered  ideas 
and  to  deliberate  on  everything  that  had  taken 
place,  gratitude  towards  Zarah  was  amidst  the 
dominant  feelings  which  inspired  me.  To  that 
gipsy  was  I  indebted  for  the  mysterious  words 
which  saved  my  father  from  an  infamous  punish- 
ment, and  myself  from  the  disgrace  that  would 
have  redounded  upon  my  head.  And  then  I  be- 
gan to  consider  how  much  St.  Clair  could  have 
possibly  overheard  of  the  conversation  betwixt  my 
father  and  myself.  I  knew  that  his  ear  could  have 
caught  nothing  while  we  were  walking  together  ; 
for  there  were  no  evergreens  nigh  amidst  which  he 
could  have  concealed  himself.  It  was  therefore 
■with  a  deep  relief  and  satisfaction  that  I  recalled 
to  mind  as  much  as  he  could  have  overheard  while 
we  were  seated  on  the  bench.  I  remembered  that 
this  part  of  our  discourse  was  confined  to  the  cir- 
cumstances that  regarded  my  father  only;  and 
therefore  St.  Clair  had  learnt  nothing  of  Juliet's 
secret,  nor  of  my  father's  object  in  visiting  London 
—namely,  the  frustration  of  Lord  Frederick's 
hoped-for  alliance  with  Lady  Cecilia  Urban. 

Issuing  from  the  Park,  I  entered  a  cab,  and  was 
soon  conveyed  to  Hunter  Street.  During  the 
drive  thither  I  continued  to  reflect  upon  the  inci- 
dents which  had  taken  place;  and  I  marvelled 
what  the  dread  import  of  those  words  could  be — 
those  cabalistic  words,  as  Zarah  had  described  them 
— which  produced  so  appalling,  so  frightful,  so 
terrific  an  effect  upon  Edwin  St.  Clair.  Yet  I 
shuddered  at  the  idea  that  there  must  be  some 
stupendous  sense  of  guilt  in  St.  Clair's  conscience, 


that  he  could  thus  have  been  brought  on  his  knees 
at  my  feet  and  forced  to  beseech  that  I  wouU  not 
betray  hira.  It  was  indeed  an  astound. ng  mysterv 
to  me;  but  again  and  again  did  my  soul  throb 
with  gratitude  towards  the  gipsy  Zarah  for  the 
immensity  of  the  service  she  had  been  instru- 
mental in  rendering  me. 

I  had  made  a  solemn  promise  to  my  father 
which  I  did  not  however  see  in  what  manner  I 
was  to  keep.  This  was  to  prevent  the  contem- 
plated  alliance  between  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe  and  Lady  Cecilia  Urban.  The  reader  ia 
already  aware  of  the  stringent  motives  which  ren- 
dered it  necessary  that  the  utmost  caution  should 
be  observed  in  dealing  with  Lord  Frederick,  for 
poor  Juliet's  reputation  was  in  his  haaHg.  Still 
there  was  the  pledge  to  my  father ;  and  still  there 
was  my  own  fixed  desire,  apart  fcom  all  other  con- 
siderations, to  frustrate  the  views  of  a  young 
nobleman  who  had  behaved  so  infamously  towards 
my  friend.  Not  that  I  had  any  personal  regard 
for  Lady  Cecilia :  the  little  I  had  seen  of  her  on 
the  night  of  the  private  theatricals  at  Ardleigh 
House  prepossessed  me  not  in  her  favour— while 
all  that  I  had  since  heard  of  her  from  the  lips  of 
the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  had  still  further  tended 
to  depreciate  her  in  my  opinion.  Nevertheless, 
for  the  other  reasons  above  set  forth,  I  considered 
myself  bouud  to  save  oven  that  haughty  beauty 
;  from  sacrificing  herself  to  the  unprincipled  son  of 
the  Earl  of  Carshalton. 

I  lay  awake  for  several  hours  during  the  night, 
pondering  the  means  of  accomplishing  my  object 
without  suffering  Lord  Frederick  to  become  aware 
that  the  hostility  to  his  own  views  emanated  from 
beneath  the  roof  of  Mr.  Norman's  house.  But  at 
length  sleep  stole  upon  my  eyes  before  I  had  fixed 
upon  any  one  of  the  twenty  projects  which  sug- 
gested themselves  to  my  imagination.  When  I 
awoke  in  the  morning  I  resumeckmy  reflections 
upon  the  same  subject;  and  I  could  think  of 
nothing  better  than  the  plan  of  calling  upon  Lady 
Cecilia,  and  binding  her  to  the  m'ost  solemn  xovr 
of  secrecy  in  respect  to  the  authorship  of  the  in- 
formation I  had  to  give  her.  Having  made  up 
my  mind  to  the  adoption  of  this  course,  I  resolved 
to  set  off  early,  so  that  I  might  reach  her  lady- 
ship's house  at  an  hour  when  Lord  Frederick 
Rivenscliffo  was  by  no  means  likely  to  call  there. 
Lady  Cecilia  lived  with  an  elderly  aunt  at  the 
West  End  of  the  town ;  and  immediately  after 
breakfast,  I  went  forth  under  the  pretence  of 
having  some  purchases  to  make  in  Eegent  Street. 

It  was  about  half-past  ten  o'clock  in  the  fore- 
noon that  as  I  was  crossing  the  very  street  I  have 
just  named,  in  order  to  reach  G-rosvenor  Square, 
I  suddenly  encountered  the  young  Marquis  of 
Dalrymple.  As  I  have  recently  said,  I  had  only 
occasionally  seen  his  lordship  in  his  box  at  the 
theatre  for  upwards  of  two  months ;  and  this  was 
the  first  time  we  had  met  since  the  day  of  expla- 
nations in  Hunter  Street.  A  melancholy  smile 
appeared  upon  his  countenance  when  he  behold 
me ;  and  proffering  his  hand,  he  said,  "  You  know. 
Miss  Percy,  that  we  were  to  continue  friends." 

"  Most  assuredly,"  I  answered,  with  a  frank 
cordiality,  as  I  gave  him  my  hand. 

"  And  if  it  were  possible  that  in  any  way,"  he 
continued  to  observe  with  rapidity  of  utterance, 
"  I  could  testify  the  warmth   and  sincerity  of  my 


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friendship  towards  you,  you  ehould  command  me 
—and  you  know  not  with  what  joy  I  would 
render  you  any  eeivice  that  it  lay  in  my  power  to 
perform  !" 

"  Accept  my  gratitude,  my  lord,"  I  answered : 

"but  there  is  nothing And  yet  there  might 

be  !"  I  ejaculated,  thus  suddenly  interrupting  my- 
eelf  as  a  thought  flashed  to  my  mind. 

"  Tell  me  what  it  is !"  exclaimed  the  generous 
young  nobleman  eagerly.  "  I  see  there  is  some- 
thing which  I  possibly  might  do " 

"  You  yourself  have  repeated,  my  lord,"  I  an- 
swered, "  what  I  myself  said  some  time  back — that 
we  are  to  be  friends !  Now,  I  am  going  to  give 
you  a  proof  of  my  friendship  by  confiding  to  you 
a  secret ;  and  you  can  give  me  a  proof  of  yours 
by  acting  in  pursuance  of  that  revelation." 

"  Command  me  to  any  extent !"  replied  Dal- 
ryraple,  evidently  overjoyed  at  the  prospect  of 
rendering  his  services  available  to  me. 

"  Lord  Frederick  Ravenaclifife,"  I  continued, 
"  is  about  to  marry— or  at  least  he  hopes  he  is 
about  to  marry  Lady  Cecilia  Urban.  But  I 
hinted  to  you  the  last  time  we  met" — and  I  spoke 
rapidly  as  I  alluded  to  that  meeting — "  that  he 
had  conducted  himself  in  a  dishonourable  manner 
towards  some  one  of  my  acquaintance.  Who  that 
injured  one  is,  I  shall  not  name,  nor  must  you  seek 
to  know.  Suffice  it  to  say  that  many  reasons  ren- 
der it  expedient  to  frustrate  Lord  Frederick's  de- 
sign of  possessing  himself  of  the  wealth  of  the 
rich  heiress  Lady  Cecilia," 

"And  how  would  you  accomplish  your  purpose? 
how  would  you  for  your  friend's  sake  interfere  to 
prevent  the  contemplated  alliance  ?  Tell  me,"  ex- 
claimed Dalrymple,  "  in  what  manner  I  can  serve 

you for  you  must  doubtless  have  some  settled 

plan  in  your  mind" 

"You  must  understand,  my  lord,"  I  continued, 
"that  for  certain  reasons  it  is  necessary  Lord 
Frederick  Eavenscliflfe  should  remain  ignorant  of 
the  source  whence  the  blow  is  struck  at  his  inten- 
tions  " 

"  Indeed  !"  said  Dalrymple  :  "  then  the  matter 
is  difficult  to  manage.  I  know  you  too  well  to 
believe  that  you  would  condescend  to  an  anony- 
mous letter." 

"  That  plan  I  for  a  moment  thought  of,  and  the 
next  instant  rejected,"  was  my  answer.  "  But 
cannot  you,  my  lord " 

"  Ah  !"  he  exclaimed,  "  there  is  certainly  a  plan 
—a  means  by  which  the  whole  affair  could  be  con- 
ducted so  as  to  produce  an  extraordinary  effect 
upon  Lady  Cecilia,  and  at  the  same  time  to  fulfil 
your  aim  of  complete  secrecy  in  respect  to  the 
source  whence  the  warning  emanates." 

"  And  those  means  ?"  I  asked. 

"To-morrow  night,"  proceeded  the  Marquis  of 
Dalrymple,  "  there  is  a  grand  masked  ball  at  Ard- 
leigh  House.  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  will  be  there ; 
and  I  cannot  have  any  difficulty  in  discovering  her, 
no  matter  how  admirable  may  be  the  disguise  of 
her  costume.  If  your  injured  friend  thinks  fit  to 
be  present,  I  will  furnish  you  with  a  card  of  ad- 
mission ;  and  in  the  guise  of  a  gipsy  she  would 
find  an  opportunity  of  saying  whatsoever  she  may 
think  fit  to  Lady  Cecilia." 

I  reflected  for  a  few  moments  j  and  then  I  said, 
"  Thank  you,  my  lord,  for  your  kindness :  I  ac- 
cept the  proposition," 


"Then  the  card  shall  be  sent,"  replied  Dal- 
rymple. "To- morrow  evening,  30  soon  as  I  shall 
hava  ascertained  in  what  garb  Lady  Cecilia  has 
made  her  appearance,  I  will  whisper  the  secret  in 
the  ear  of  your  gipsy  friend.  But  how  shall  I 
know  her? — for  in  such  a  crowded  assemblage 
there  may  be  a  dozen  who  will  wear  a  gipsy 
costume." 

"  The  gipsy,"  I  answered,  "  whom  you  will  wish 
to  recognise,  shall  carry  in  her  hand  an  artificial 
white  rose :" — for  the  association  of  that  flower 
with  the  name  of  gipsy  was  strong  in  my  mind  at 
the  moment  on  account  of  the  adventure  with  St. 
Clair  on  tho  preceding  evening. 

"  Be  it  80,"  responded  the  Marquis :  "  I  shall 
not  fail  to  fulfil  my  part  of  the  enterprise.  But  I 
have  yet  a  few  things  to  say.  It  is  arranged  by 
my  mother  that  as  the  clock  strikes  one  there  is 
to  be  a  general  unmasking " 

"  I  understand,  my  lord,"  I  interrupted  him. 
"  Before  that  hour  my  friend  in  the  gipsy  costume 
shall  take  her  departure ;  so  that  the  countenance 
of  no  uninvited  stranger  will  be  revealed." 

"At  nine  o'clock  to-morrow  evening,"  pro- 
ceeded the  young  nobleman,  "  the  guests  will 
begin  to  assemble.  On  entering  the  great  hall, 
your  friend  will  have  to  hand  her  card  to  the  porter, 
who  will  merely  satisfy  himself  that  it  is  ono  that 
has  been  issued :  for  the  cards  have  numbers  upon 
them,  but  no  names.  Your  friend  will  pass  on 
without  molestation.  It  will  be  by  looking  at 
my  mother's  list  and  ascertaining  the  number 
of  Lady  Cecilia's  card,  that  I  shall  be  enabled  to 
fathom  the  disguise  of  her  costume,  whatever  it 
be :  for  I  shall  enjoin  tho  hall-porter  to  bear  in 
mind  the  dress  of  the  lady  who  presents  that  par- 
ticular card — and  he  will  then  give  me  the  infor- 
mation. So  soon  as  I  obtain  it,  it  shall  be  whis- 
pered in  the  ear  of  your  gipsy  friend  carrying  the 
white  rose  in  her  hand." 

I  again  expressed  my  gratitude  to  the  young 
nobleman  for  his  kindness ;  and  instead  of  pursuing 
my  way  to  Lady  Cecilia  Urban's,  I  returned  to 
Hunter  Street.  I  found  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
and  Juliet  still  seated  together  in  the  breakUst 
parlour — Mr.  Norman  engaged  with  the  newspaper 
— his  wife  studying  apart  in  a  new  piece — and  the 
daughter  apparently  reading  a  book,  though  ia 
reality  buried  in  her  reflections. 

"  There  is  a  topic,"  I  said,  taking  my  seat 
amongst  them,  "  which  for  two  or  three  days  has 
not  been  mentioned." 

"  I  know  what  you  mean,  dear  Ellen,"  said 
Juliet,  with  quivering  lips  :  "  but  that  topic, 
though  unspoken  of,  has  not  been  absent  from  my 
thoughts." 

Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  intimated  the  same  ;  and 
they  all  three  regarded  me  with  curiosity — for  they 
saw  by  my  look  and  manner  that  I  had  something 
to  communicate. 

"  Since  you  are  all  in  the  same  mind  still,"  I 
proceeded,  "  I  can  have  no  hesitation  in  informing 
you  that  the  object  may  be  carried  out.  I  am 
offered  a  card  of  admission  to  a  masked  ball  at  the 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh's  to-morrow  night :  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban  will  be  there :  I  will  go  disguised  as 
a  gipsy :  and  under  the  pretext  of  telling  her  for- 
tune, will  convey  a  warning  which  it  must  be  her 
own  fault  if  she  neglect.  I  will  enjoin  her  to 
secrecy :  but  even  if  she  should  neglect  my  injuno- 


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ELIEN  PERCY;   OB,   THE   MEMOIES  OP  AN   ACTEESS. 


tion  and  speak  to  Lord  Frederick  on  the  subject, 
he  cannot  possibly  suspect  that  the  destruction  of 
his  hopes  emanates  from  any  one  beneath  this  roof. 
Indeed,  not  for  a  moment  will  be  fancy  that  either 
of  us  couid  have  obtained  admission  within  the 
portals  of  Ardleigh  House  on  such  an  occasion." 

Mr.  and  Mrs.  Korman,  as  well  as  Juliet,  com- 
pletely approved  of  my  project ;  and  as  they  ima- 
gined  that  the  oflfer  of  the  card  of  admittance 
must  have  emanated  from  the  Duchess  herself, 
I  was  not  questioned  on  the  subject.  The 
reader  will  now  have  comprehended  that  it  was 
my  intention  to  take  the  gipsy's  character  on  my- 
self, though  I  had  suffered  Lord  Dalrymple  to 
imagine  that  it  was  a  friend  who  would  avail  her- 
self of  the  card  he  had  promised  to  forward.  It 
was  with  considerable  repugnance  I  had  made  up 
my  mind  to  penetrate  in  such  a  stealthy  manner 
into  Ardleigh  House  ;  but  I  knew  that  the  pro- 
ceeding must  be  managed  with  the  utmost  tact  and 
caution ;  and  I  did  not  ask  Juliet  to  undertake  the 
part,  because  I  was  well  aware  that  her  feelings 
would  get  the  better  of  her  when  speaking  to  Lady 
Cecilia  of  the  treachery  of  him  whom  she  had  loved 
so  fondly.  It  lay  between  Juliet  and  myself  to 
enact  the  part  of  the  disguised  gipsy ;  and  thus, 
for  the  reason  just  explained,  I  was  resolved  to  do 
violence  to  my  own  inclinations  and  take  the  duty 
on  myself. 

For  the  rest  of  that  day,  and  throughout  the  fol- 
lowing one,  Juliet  and  I  busied  ourselves  in  making 
up  the  costume  that  I  was  to  wear.  The  Marquis 
of  Dalrymple  sent  the  card  according  to  his  pro- 
mise ;  and  as  he  had  told  me,  I  found  that  it  bore 
no  name,  but  was  merely  numbered. 

Fortunately  I  had  not  to  appear  at  the  theatre 
on  the  evening  of  the  masked  ball — for  I  only  per- 
formed on  alternate  nights.  Thus  my  time  was 
entirely  at  my  own  disposal;  and  punctually  at 
nine  o'clock  I  took  my  seat  in  a  carriage  that  was 
hired  for  the  purpose, — as  I  would  not  proceed  to 
my  destination  in  the  Normans'  equipage  for  fear 
that  it  should  be  recognised.  And  here  I  may 
take  the  opportunity  of  giving  the  reader  some 
idea  of  the  costume  that  I  wore.  There  are  few 
who  have  not  in  their  juvenile  days  beheld  the 
gaudily  coloured  frontispieces  to  the  pamphlet  con- 
taining the  Biography  and  Prophecies  of  the  old 
Norwood  Gipsy.  In  those  flaunting  pictures  the 
renowned  dame  is  represented  with  a  short  red 
cloak,  serving  rather  as  a  cape,  and  revealing  the 
antique-fashioned  gown  all  gathered  up  in  such  a 
nMinner  as  to  display  the  petticoat.  Somewhat 
after  this  style  was  my  fancy  dress  on  the  present 
occasion.  I  wore  a  black  silk  dress,  the  skirt  of 
■which  was  gathered  up  in  capacious  folds,  thus 
revealing  a  yellow  embroidered  petticoat.  I  had 
the  characteristic  red  cloak,  with  the  hood  drawn 
over  my  head;  and  a  false  front  of  coarse  black 
hair  entirely  concealed  my  own.  The  black  silk 
vizard  which  I  wore  was  not  of  the  usual  mas- 
querade fashion,  descending  only  to  the  lips  aud 
then  terminating  with  a  fringe:  but  it  covered 
the  entire  countenance— and  I  had  purposely 
pierced  the  eyelet  holes  very  small,  so  that  there 
should  be  the  less  chance  of  recognition  in  respect 
to  my  eyes.  In  my  hand  I  carried  a  beautiful 
arliik-ial  white  rose ;  and  thus  my  costume  was 
complete.  I  may  add  that  by  the  fact  of  the  silk 
dress  being  gathered  up  into  so  bulky  a  mass,  and 


by  the  manner  in  which  the  folds  of  the  red  clorik 
were  disposed,  the  natural  symmetry  of  my  shapo 
was  completely  concealed ;  and  the  padding  which 
Juliet  had  artistically  worked  into  the  back  part 
of  the  cloak,  especially  where  it  lay  upon  the 
shoulders,  gave  me  a  stooping  and  almost  deformed 
appearance.  Indeed,  before  I  left  Hunter  Street, 
Juliet  herself,  as  well  as  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman, 
declared  that  they  coul'J  not  possibly  have  recog- 
nised me  if  meeting  me  at  a  masked  ball  and  pre- 
viously unaware  of  the  nature  of  the  dress  1  in» 
tended  to  assume. 

Ardleigh  House  was  reached ;  and  there  was 
already  a  throng  of  vehicles.  But  I  noticed  that 
most  of  them  appeared  to  be  hired  ones,— it 
evidently  being  the  study  of  the  patrician  mas- 
queraders  to  avoid  as  much  as  possible  the  chances 
of  recognition,  which  would  certainly  have  been 
greater  if  they  had  arrived  in  their  accustomed 
equipages.  But  every  precaution  was  taken  at  the 
mansion  itself  to  afl'ord  fair  play  in  this  respect. 
From  the  lofty  portals  to  the  very  verge  of  the 
pavement,  a  sort  of  covered  passage  was  con- 
structed— an  elongated  tent,  with  an  awning  and 
side-curtains  ;  so  that  as  each  equipage  drove  up, 
the  door  of  the  carriage  opened  against  the  very 
entrance  of  this  tented  corridor.  No  loungers 
were  permitted  to  be  in  the  neighbourhood;  aud 
the  carriages  set  down  their  human  freightage  in 
rapid  succession. 

It  was  soon  my  turn  to  descend  from  the  vehicle 
that  had  brought  me  thither;  and  I  sped  along 
the  tented  corridor  towards  the  portals.  As  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple  had  given  me  to  understand 
would  be  the  case,  I  found  the  hall-porter  standing 
at  a  table,  on  which  was  a  mahogany  bos  with  a 
small  aperture  in  the  top;  and  as  I  presented  him 
my  card  of  admission,  he  just  glanced  at  it,  and 
dropped  it  into  the  box.  I  pnssed  on,  ascending 
the  grand  staircase,  up  which  the  human  tide  was 
flowing  in  all  possible  varieties  of  hues,  as  if  it 
were  a  stream  coverc-d  with  the  leaves  of  myriads 
of  different  coloured  flowers. 


CHAPTEE     XXVIII. 

THE   ilASQUEKADE.  , 

The  staircase  was  most  tastefully  arranged  with 
plants  on  either  side,  and  decorated  with  festoons 
of  artificial  flowers.  The  lauding  was  similarly 
embellished;  and  as  I  entered  the  state-apartments, 
the  scene  was  truly  picturesque  and  brilliant.  A 
considerable  portion  of  the  guests  had  already 
arrived ;  and  these  presented  to  the  view  all  the 
usual  varieties  of  fancy  costume,  I  need  not 
linger  upon  the  description  of  the  characters  thus 
personated.  Suffice  it  to  say  there  was  no  lack  of 
Greek  brigands  and  Swiss  peasant  girls,  magicians 
and  shepherdesses,  mountebanks  av:d  warriors,  che- 
valiers and  cavaliers,  heroines  ef  romance  and 
history :  but  all  the  dresses  were  of  the  richest 
and  most  costly  description. 

The  Duke  and  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  alone  ap- 
peared without  masks ;  but  they  nevertheless  wore 
fancy  costumes.  The  Duke  had  taken  it  into  his 
head  to  personate  Paganini,  of  whom  he  was  a 
great   admirer:    for  be  it    rememberoi    that    his 


ELIEN    PEECT;    OS,   TUB   MEMOIRS   OF   AN  ACTRESS. 


119 


Grace  flattered  himself  that  he  was  no  meau  dis- 
ciple of  the  saiije  art  as  that  in  which  the  great 
professorwas  so  wondrous  a  proficient.  If  he  had 
chosen  that  character  in  reference  to  his  own  spare 
lean  figure,  he  certainly  selected  a  part  that  in  his 
physical  capacity  he  was  well  able  to  represent ; 
and  truth  compels  me  to  declare  that  he  looked  in- 
significant enough  :  for  the  light  of  true  genius 
which  was  wont  to  beam  in  the  strange  dark  eyes 
of  Paganini,  and  shed  such  a  wild  lustre  over  his 
pale  countenance,  was  utterly  wanting  in  respect 
to  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh.  The  Duchess  repre- 
sented Catharine  de  Medici ;  and  she  had  studied 
the  appropriate  costume  with  the  most  exquisite 
taste,  while  its  gorgeous  richness  set  off  the  fine 
shape  to  the  most  splendid  advantage,  and  rendered 
her  natural  queenly  beauty  all  the  more  dazzling 
and  imposing.  Close  behind  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh 
was  an  individual  dressed  as  a  Beef-eater,  and  with 
a  mask  upon  his  countenance.  By  the  stoutness 
of  his  person,  his  stature  and  his  shape,  and  his 
sycophantic  proximity  to  the  Duke,  I  had  no  dif- 
ficulty  in  comprehending  that  this  was  Mr.  Pease- 
blossom. 

The  ducal  host  and  hostess  were  stationed  near 
the  entrance  of  the  brilliantly  lighted  saloon,  so 
that  they  might  welcome  their  guests  as  they 
flowed  into  that  magnificent  apartment.  The 
Duchess  bowed  in  an  affable  manner:  but  the 
Duke  had  some  passing  joke  for  every  wearer  of 
a  costume  that  peculiarly  struck  his  fancy.  Thus, 
when  I  made  my  appearance,  his  Grace  said,  "  You 
shall  tell  my  fortune,  red-cloaked  dame,  before  the 
evening  is  finished Shan't  she,  Pease " 

But  here  he  stopped  short,  as  he  half  turned 
round  towards  his  toady  who  stood  behind  him : 
for  the  Duchess  threw  upon  her  husband  a  look 
which  was  as  much  as  to  warn  him  against  men- 
tioning any  names. 

Wandering  about  the  saloon,  I  carried  the  white 
rose  as  if  listlessly  in  my  hand :  but  I  anxiously 
awaited  the  moment  when  I  should  receive  the 
promised  information  from  the  Marquis  of  Dal- 
rymple.  There  was  a  superb  band  in  the  orchestra ; 
and  the  rich  sounds  of  its  music  went  rolling  and 
swelling  through  the  spacious  saloon.  The  guests 
kept  pouring  in  with  rapidity,  and  the  dancing 
soon  commenced.  When  the  gentlemen  were 
choosing  partners,  I  purposely  kept  myself  aloof 
to  avoid  a  solicitation  for  my  hand,  as  I  did  not 
wish  to  mingle  in  the  actual  amusements  of  the 
evening,  nor  to  delay  the  moment  when  the  Mar- 
quis of  Dalrymple  might  accost  me  with  the  ex- 
pected intelligence.  But  as  I  was  seated  in  a 
remote  corner,  a  gentleman  dressed  as  a  Spanish 
Cavalier  of  the  sixteenth  century,  accosted  me, — 
saying  in  the  accustomed  tone  of  masquerading 
familiarity  and  hadinage,  "  The  promptings  of  my 
heart  convince  me  that  the  garb  of  the  old  jSTor- 
wood  Gripsy  conceals  a  lovely  face  and  a  beautiful 
figure.  Will  you  not,  therefore,  most  fair  reader 
of  the  future,  bestow  your  hand  for  the  nonce  upon 
Don  Leon  Cortez  of  Estremadura  ?" 

I  could  not  possibly  refuse ;  and  I  was  moreover 
seized  with  curiosity,  for  it  struck  me  that  the 
Toice,  though  evidently  feigned,  was  not  unfamiliar 
to  my  ears.  Indeed,  a  strange  suspicion  had  en- 
tered into  my  mind;  and  as  I  contemplated  the 
height  and  symmetry  of  Don  Leon  Cortez,  that 
suspicion  was  strengthened.     In  short  I  became 


convinced  that  this  was  none  other  than  Lorci 
Frederick  Ravenscliffe  who  was  leading  me  to  the 
dance.  But  so  well  was  his  countenance  concealed 
by  the  mask— so  completely  was  its  configuration 
disguised  by  the  false  whiskers  and  the  pointed 
beard — so  entirely  were  his  natural  gestures  lost 
in  the  graceful  swaggering  of  the  half  proud,  half 
elegant  hidalgo— that  I  was  still  wrapped  in  un- 
certainty as  to  the  truth  of  my  suspicion.  I  how- 
ever resolved  to  be  entirely  on  my  guard,  and  to 
alter  the  tones  of  my  voice  to  the  extent  of  my 
power. 

"  When  the  time  for  unmasking  shall  arrive," 
said  my  partner,  after  a  few  common-place  obser- 
vations, "  my  prescience  will  be  justified  by  the 
revelation  of  a  beautiful  face  from  behind  that 
vizard.  And  perhap?,"  he  continued,  contem- 
plating me  earnestly  through  the  holes  of  his  own 
mask,  "  the  coarse  black  gipsy  hair  will  give  place 
to  Hyperion  ringlets  of  auburn  or  of  chestnut." 

I  was  now  convinced  that  this  was  really  Lord 
Frederick  Ravensclife ;  for  he  had  fully  betrayed 
himself  by  some  of  the  inflections  of  his  voice. 
But  I  saw  that  he  had  not  the  remotest  suspicion 
who  I  really  was; — as  indeed  how  could  he  enter- 
tain any  such  idea  ?  how  could  he  suppose  that  I 
should  be  amongst  the  brilliant  guests  at  the  ducal 
house  of  Ardleigh  ?  I  made  some  observation  in 
answer  to  his  hadinage,  but  in  a  voice  completely 
feigned;  and  I  was  likewise  careful  to  keep  my 
looks  averted  as  much  as  possible. 

"I  overheard  the  Duke  tell  you,  most  beautfful 
of  gipsies,"  he  continued,  "  that  in  the  course  of 
the  evening  you  should  tell  his  Grace  his  fortune. 
May  I  hope  that  for  me  likewise  you  will  exercise     j 
your  powers  of  penetrating  into  futurity  ?" 

"  It  is  my  vocation — and  I  must  fulfil  it,"  I 
answered.  "  But  wherefore  do  your  eyes  wander 
around  the  room?"  I  continued.  "Do  you  seek 
for  some  one  to  whom  your  vows  are  plighted? 
Methinks  that  she  who  has  the  greatest  claim 
upon  your  heart  will  not  meet  you  here  to- 
night." 

Lord  Frederick  started  visibly;  and  I  could 
judge  what  was  passing  in  his  mind.  He  doubt- 
less wondered  whether  this  was  mere  randon  badi' 
nage  on  my  part — or  whether  it  had  a  certain 
significancy  pointing  towards  the  secret  which  lay 
in  the  profundities  of  his  guilty  conscience.  But 
the  circumstances  of  the  dance  temporarily  inter- 
rupted our  conversation;  and  when  there  was  an 
opportunity  for  renewing  it.  Lord  Frederick  said 
in  a  light  gay  tone,  "  Your  steps  and  your  move- 
ments are  replete  with  gliding  grace.  The  gipsy 
who  would  seem  threescore,  is  yet  a  young  lady  in 
her  teens." 

"  And  if  it  be  so,"  I  answered,  "  is  not  this  a 
scene  for  innocent  deceptions  ?  And  in  that  re- 
spect  it  is  far  from  being  an  epitome  of  the  great 
world  which  lies  beyond  these  walls." 

"  There  is  satire  in  your  words,  most  inscrutable 
gipsy,"  responded  Lord  Frederick :  and  again  I 
could  distinguish  that  he  was  a  prey  to  more  or 
less  uneasiness  or  uncertainty. 

"  Not  satire,"  I  rejoined :  "  I  only  spoke  the 
truth.  Would  it  not  be  better  if  our  deeds  in  that 
great  world  to  which  I  am  alluding,  were  so  little 
fraught  with  cause  for  self-reproach,  that  they  left 
our  hearts  all  the  more  free  to  enjoy  the  unmixed 
delight  of  such  recreative  scenes  as  this  ?" 


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ELLEN  PEECT;   OK,   THE    JIEMOIES   OF   AH   ACTEES3. 


"  Tho  lips  which  should  deal  only  ia  prophe- 
cies," answered  Lord  Frederick,  "are  dealing  in 
sermons." 

"  Morals  and  aphorisms  are  in  themselves  often 
prophetic,"  I  at  once  rejoined  :  and  then  again  did 
the  requirements  of  the  dance  cut  short  the  dis- 
course. 

While  I  was  gliding  through  the  figure,  I 
thought  to  mjself  that  I  had  said  quite  enough  to 
Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  to  render  him  uneasy 
and  to  prepare  him  as  it  were  for  the  grand  result 
which  it  was  the  object  of  my  visit  to  achieve:  so 
that  I  was  determined  not  to  become  more  pointed 
in  my  allusions,  for  fear  lest  he  might  begin  to 
suspect  that  which  I  was  so  anxious  to  conceal. 
Accordingly,  for  the  remainder  of  the  time  that 
we  were  together  in  the  dance,  I  conversed  upon 
lighter  subjects  ;  and  on  being  led  back  to  my  seat, 
I  was  impressed  with  the  conviction  that  he  had 
not  the  remotest  idea  who  I  really  was. 

He  had  scarcely  left  me,  when  I  beheld  an 
elegantly-dressed  cavalier  of  the  Court  of  Louis 
the  Fourteenth  approaching  me  ;  and  he  sat  down 
by  my  side.  His  height  and  the  symmetry  of  his 
person  justified  the  suspicion  that  this  was  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple ;  and  so  it  proved  to  be : 
for  he  at  once  addressed  me  in  his  natural  tones, 
but  in  a  voice  that  was  cautiously  low  almost  to  a 
whisper. 

"  By  the  symbol  of  the  white  rose,"  he  said,  "  I 
am  to  understand  that  you  expect  a  certain  piece 
of  intelligence  ?" 

I  bowed  without  speaking. 

"  Look,"  he  continued, — "  look  to  the  farther 
extremity  of  the  room ;  and  upon  that  ottoman  — 
near  the  spot  where  the  Duke  and  Duchess  are 
I  standing,  you  perceive  three  ladies  conversing  to 
a  group  of  gentlemen.  That  lady  in  the  middle, 
dressed  as  Eebecca — I  need  not  remind  you  of 
Scott's  novel  of  'Ivanhoe' — is  the  one  to  whom 
you  will  presently  have  to  address  yourself.  If 
you  require  any  farther  succour  at  my  hands, 
hesitate  not  to  accost  me." 

Having  thus  spoken,  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple 
rose  from  his  seat,  bowed,  and  glided  away.  I 
could  not  help  admiring,  and  being  even  affected 
by  the  generous  delicacy  with  which  he  behaved. 
Evidently  not  suspecting  who  I  really  was,  he  did 
not  seek  to  gratify  any  curiosity  on  the  subject : 
he  had  not  even  looked  at  me  with  a  scrutinizing 
attention  ;  his  demeanour  was  respectful,  courteous 
and  kindly  considerate. 

In  a  few  moments  I  quitted  my  seat,  and  began 
moving  amidst  the  gay  laughing  assemblage  to- 
wards that  extremity  of  the  spacious  saloon  where 
lady  Cecilia  Urban  was  seated.  As  I  was  pro- 
ceeding thither  I  suddenly  encountered  a  gentle- 
man who  was  dressed  as  David  Eizzio,  as  that 
Italian  Secretary  is  represented  in  pictures  in 
scenes  of  the  life  of  Mary  Queen  of  Scotland.  I 
should  not  have  thus  specially  noticed  him,  had  he 
not  started  visibly,  while  an  ejaculation  burst  from 
his  lips.  To  my  ear  it  sounded  peculiar  ;  for  there 
was  aflPright  as  well  as  amazement  in  it;  and  as  I 
surveyed  him  with  a  rapid  glance,  I  was  smitten 
with  the  conviction  that  he  was  none  other  than 
Edwin  St.  Clair.  No  wonder  that  he  should  be 
thus  struck  on  beholding  a  gipsy  carrying  that 
mysteriously  emblematical  flower  which  had  so  re- 
cently produced  such  a  terrible  effect  upon  himself ! 


I  did  not  wish  to  enter  into  discourse  with  him  : 
for  I  knew  how  keen,  shrewd,  and  penetrating  he 
was.  I  therefore  appeared  to  notice  not  that  my 
costume  had  thus  strongly  excited  him  ;  and  I 
was  moving  on,  when  another  ejaculation,  which 
seemed  almost  an  echo  of  his  own,  fell  upon  my 
ears.  This  was  a  female  voice ;  and  glancing 
towards  her  from  whom  it  came,  I  beheld  the  per- 
sonification of  Queen  Marie  Antoinette.  The  lady's 
toilette  was  rich  and  elegant;  and  the  natural 
colour  of  her  hair  was  entirely  concealed  by  the 
powder  which  she  wore, — her  head-dress  being  ar- 
ranged  according  to  the  fashion  of  the  latter  part  of 
the  eighteenth  century.  The  reader  will  of  course 
understand  that  St.  Clair's  countenance  was  en- 
tirely concealed  by  a  mask ;  and  so  was  this  lady's. 
Her  peculiar  toilet  prevented  me  from  identifying 
her  figure  with  that  of  the  one  whose  image  in- 
stantaneously rose  up  in  my  mind :  but  still  I  felt 
persuaded  that  she  was  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  I 
noticed  moreover  that  both  St.  Clair  and  herself 
were  struck  by  hearing  the  ejaculation  which 
escaped  the  lips  of  each ;  and  the  rapid  glances 
which  I  flung  showed  me  that  they  were  now 
looking  earnestly  at  each  other.  Both  made  a 
movement  as  if  to  accost  me — but  both  simul- 
taneously held  back ;  and  as  I  passed  on,  I  saw 
that  they  then  advanced  towards  each  other. 

I  gained  the  further  extremity  of  the  room; 
and  not  being  immediately  able  to  accost  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban,  as  she  was  still  conversing  with  the 
ladies  and  gentlemen  who  were  with  her,  I  looked 
about  to  see  what  had  become  of  St.  Clair  and 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  The  latter  was  no  longer 
visible :  but  the  former  was  approaching  towards 
the  spot  where  I  had  halted.  Though  assuming 
the  negligent  lounging  air  of  a  ball-room,  he  was 
evidently  bent  on  accosting  me ;  and  I  seemed  to 
have  a  kind  of  intuitive  knowledge  that  there  was 
a  nervous  uneasiness  in  his  soul.  Doubtless  he 
might  fancy  on  the  one  hand  that  the  appear- 
ance of  a  gipsy  with  a  white  rose  was  a  mere  coin- 
cidence, accidental  and  without  significancy  :  but 
on  the  other  hand,  the  circumstance  had  evidently 
made  more  or  less  impression  upon  him,  I  moved 
away — but  not  with  an  air  as  if  I  purposely  in- 
tended to  avoid  him :  he  however  continued  to 
follow  me,  though  with  a  visible  irresolution 
whether  he  should  address  me  or  not.  At  length 
he  made  up  his  mind  ;  and  advancing  straight 
towards  me,  said,  "  May  I  solicit  your  hand  for 
the  quadrille  that  is  about  to  take  place  P" 

I  was  determined  not  to  dance  with  Edwin  St. 
Clair  ;  and  I  accordingly  declined  the  honour,  on 
the  plea  that  my  hand  was  already  engaged  to 
some  one  else.  He  was  about  to  say  something 
more,  when  I  espied  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple  at 
a  little  distance  ;  and  hastening  to  accost  him,  I 
said  in  a  feigned  voice,  "  Your  lordship  can  reader 
me  a  service.  May  I  be  permitted  to  force  myself 
upon  you  as  a  partner  in  this  dance  !" 

"  With  pleasure,"  he  immediately  responded. 
"  It  is  sufficient  that  you  are  a  friend  of  Miss 
Percy  to  command  my  attentions  and  my  ser- 
vices." 

I  bad  taken  this  step  so  hurriedly  that  I  had  no 
leisure  to  reflect  upon  it  until  it  was  accomplished. 
My  object  was  to  get  rid  of  St.  Clair,  but  yet  to 
do  so  in  a  manner  which  should  prevent  him  from 
supposing  that  I  had  refused  to  dance  with  him 


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on  a  mere  pretext  and  without  being  engaged  to 
any  otLer.  Now,  however,  I  began  to  think  that 
I  was  improperly  tasiug  the  Marquis  of  DaU 
rymple'8  kindness  :  for  not  knowing  that  I  was 
Ellen  Percy,  he  might  fancy  I  was  some  actress  of 
perhaps  an  inferior  grade,  with  whom  he  could  not 
possibly  care  to  associate  himself.  But  his  manner 
throughout  the  dance  was  most  courteous  and  most 
kind.  He  seemed  to  study  to  take  all  the  conver- 
sation upon  himself  and  make  me  speak  as  little  as 
possible  :  he  never  once  looked  at  me  as  with  a 
desire  to  penetrate  behind  the  concealment  of  my 
mask  :  nor  did  he  even  make  the  slightest  allusion 
to  the  peculiar  circumstances  in  which  I  found 
myself  a  guest  beneath  that  ducal  roof.  I  was 
profoundly  touched  by  the  generosity  and  delicate 
consideration  of  the  young  nobleman's  entire  con- 
duct ;  and  from  the  very  bottom  of  my  heart  did  I, 
in  its  silent  aspirations,  wish  Herbert  Dalrymple 
the  utmost  amount  of  happiness  that  could  possi- 
bly become  the  lot  of  a  mortal  being. 

Scarcely  was  the  quadrille  concluded,  when  he 
eaid  to  me,  "  Lady  Cecilia  is  now  alone.  Hasten  to 
avail  yourself  of  the  opportunity  !" — and  this  was 
the  only  reference  he  made  during  the  dance  to 
the  purpose  which  had  brought  me  to  the  masked 
ball. 

I  quitted  him,  and  spsd  towards  the  spot  where 
Lady  Cecilia  was  now  standing ;  for  she  had  moved 
away  from  the  ottoman  on  which  I  had  previously 
seen  her  seated.  As  I  have  already  said,  she  was 
dressed  as  Rebecca,  the  heroine  of  Scott's  magni- 
ficent novel  of  "  Ivanhoe."  For  this  character  she 
was  admirably  adapted  by  her  figure  :  and  but  for 
the  vizard  which  she  wore,  the  aquiline  profile  of 
her  countenance  would  have  been  even  still  more 
appropriate.  Her  dress,  rich  and  handsome,  cor- 
responded with  the  sumptuous  toilet  of  the  Jew's 
daughter;  and  as  her  complexion  was  naturally 
pale,  with  the  slightest  and  most  delicate  tint  of 
the  brunette,  as  much  as  could  be  seen  thereof — 
namely,  on  the  neck  and  arms — was  like-wise  in 
perfect  keeping  with  the  personification  she  had 
chosen  for  the  occasion.  She  wore  a  mask  of  the 
usual  description,  descending  only  to  the  upper 
lip,  and  bordered  on  the  lower  edge  by  a  silken 
fringe.  Thus  the  fulness  and  cherry  hue  of  those 
lips  were  partially  visible ;  and  presently,  as  her 
breath  blew  aside  the  silken  fringe,  glimpses  of  the 
brilliant  teeth  were  likewise  caught  below  the 
mask.  She  evidently  studied  not  very  particularly 
to  conceal  her  identity :  she  doubtless  felt  that  the 
superb  symmetry  of  her  figure  was  set  off  to  the 
utmost  advantage  by  the  costume  that  she  wore  ; 
and  her  natural  pride  rendered  it  by  no  means  dis- 
agreeable that  it  should  be  suspected  who  she 
really  was.  Still,  however,  I  should  not  have  b«en 
able,  without  the  assistance  of  the  Marquis,  to  re- 
cognise her  with  any  degree  of  certainty :  for 
amidst  the  six  or  seven  hundred  guests  who  were 
present,  there  were  many  ladies  of  a  figure,  a 
height,  and  a  symmetry  bearing  a  strong  resem- 
blance to  her  own. 

Lady  Cecilia  was  now  standing  alone,  and  a 
little  apart  from  the  nearest  group  of  masquerad- 
ing guests.  I  accosted  her — and  said  in  a  feigned 
tone,  but  with  the  gay  raillery  which  was  suitable 
to  the  scene,  "  How  is  it  that  the  beauteous  Ee- 
becca  is  thus  alone  ?— or  does  she  remain  here  the 
better  to  contemplate  and  to  make  her  reflections 


upon  the  proceedings  that  are  passing  beiore 
her  ?" 

"  "Would  you  tell  me  my  fortune  ?"  she  in- 
quired, with  that  aristocratic  affability  which  had  a 
tincture  of  condescension  in  it,  although  she  might 
naturally  suppose  that  she  was  conversing  with  an 
equal. 

"  I  know  not,  beauteous  Rebecca,"  I  re- 
sponded, "  that  I  shall  be  enabled  to  tell  your 
fortune :  —  for  this  means  that  I  am  to  sketch 
forth  your  eventual  career — whereas  it  is  written 
in  the  book  of  destiny  that  your  future  from  a  cer- 
tain  given  starting-point  is  to  depend  upon  your- 
self. You  stand  as  it  were  upon  the  entrance  of 
two  diverging  roads;  and  therefore  whichsoever 
you  may  choose  to  enter  upon,  will  conduct 
through  the  chequered  and  varying  scenery  pecu- 
liar to  itself." 

Lady  Cecilia  Urban,  evidently  regarding  this 
discourse  as  the  mere  jargon  which  I  deemed  suit- 
able to  my  assumed  character,  smiled,  and  said, 
"  But  if  you  be  indeed  a  prophetess,  can  you  aot 
suggest  which  of  the  two  roads  it  were  preferable 
for  me  to  take,  and  which  ought  to  be  avoided  ?" 

"The  vocation  of  the  veritable  and  truthful 
gipsy,"  I  answered,  with  a  certain  solemnity,  "  is 
to  hold  out  warnings  as  well  as  to  be  profuse  in 
promises; — and  this  is  the  task  which  I  will  now, 
with  your  permission,  enter  upon." 

"You  grow  serious,"  said  Lady  Cecilia. 

"  It  is  a  serious  subject,"  I  rejoiced.  "  In  the 
midst  of  the  giddiest  scenes  of  life  it  were  well 
sometimes  that  solemn  thoughts  should  intrude. 
Let  us  step  aside ;  and  you  may  perhaps  become 
more  interested  in  my  discourse  than  yon  may 
now  expect  or  anticipate." 

I  could  see  that  the  dark  lustrous  eyes  of  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban  were  fixed  upon  me  with  a  scruti- 
nizing look,  through  the  holes  of  the  mask, — as  if 
she  sought  to  penetrate  whether  I  were  only  ad- 
hering simply  to  my  assumed  character,  or  whether 
I  had  any  ulterior  purpose  in  view.  At  the  same 
time  I  could  discern  that  her  lips  grew  serious  : 
they  closed— and  the  line  of  ivory  was  no  longer 
visible  between  the  parting  of  their  cherry  red- 
ness. 

"  Come  this  way,"  she  said.  "  I  think  I  know 
where  we  may  be  alone." 

"We  passed  out  upon  the  landing ;  and  a  side- 
door  admitted  us  into  a  room  evidently  appro- 
priated for  the  accommodation  of  those  ladies 
whose  toilets  might  become  in  any  way  disordered 
during  the  recreations  of  the  evening,  and  who 
might  wish  to  retire  for  the  purpose  of  adjusting 
them.  As  Lady  Cecilia  had  expected,  we  were 
alone  there  together :  she  closed  the  door  ;  and 
still  speaking  in  the  feigned  voice  which  she  had 
all  along  assumed,  she  said,  "Are  you  really 
serious  in  wishing  to  make  some  communica- 
tion?" 

"  I  am  really  serious,"  I  answered,  likewise 
continuing  to  speak  in  disguised  accents. 

"You  know  me,  then  ?"  said  Lady  Cecilia. 

"  Yes— I  know  your  ladyship,"  I  rejoined. 

"And  after  all,"  she  immediately  continued, 
now  speaking  in  her  natural  voice,  and  with  a 
laugh  that  was  slightly  scornful,  "  there  is  in  this 
recognition  no  very  remarkable  proof  of  your 
divining  qualities :  for  I  have  scarcely  studied  to 
conceal  my  identity — not  one  hundredth  part  as 


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much  as  you  have  done  !     But  am  I  not  to  know 
who  yov,  are  ?" 

"  Assuredly  not,"  was  my  answer :  "  and  per- 
haps you  will  find  that  my  character  is  not  quite 
so    much    assumed   as   you    have    hitherto    sup- 


"  This  is  ridiculous  !"  said  Lady  Cecilia  haugh- 
tily. "  In  the  other  room  it  was  only  proper  and 
suitable  that  you  should  play  your  part :  but  here 
—  where    our   interview  seems    to   have   a   more 

serious  purpose " 

"  Serious  it  indeed  is,"  I  interrupted  her ;  "  and 
I  have  truly  a  warning  to  give  you.  But  before  I 
enter  upon  this  self-imposed  task,  I  demand  im- 
plicit secrecy  from  your  lips;  —  and  even  when 
acting  according  to  the  counsel  I  shall  give,  I 
trust  to  your  ladyship's  honour  not  to  explain  the 
motives  to  whomsoever  your  actions  may  con- 
cern." 

"  Do  you  know,"  said  Lady  Cecilia,  again  fixing 
her  regards  most  scrutinizingly  upon  me  through 
the  holes  of  her  mask,  "  that  if  you  do  not  make 
good  your  words  and  prove  that  you  have  veritably 
a  communication  of  moment  to  impart,  I  shall 
consider  that  your  conduct  exceeds  even  the  legi- 
timate license  of  a  masquerade,  and  that  you  are 
trifling  with  me  to  the  verge  of  an  insult." 

"  But  if,  on  the  other  hand,"  I  said,  '•'  I  do 
make  good  my  words,  you  will  pledge  yourself  to 
secrecy  to  the  extent  that  I  have  already  stipu- 
lated ?" 

"  I  pledge  myself,"  replied  Lady  Cecilia.  "And 
now  proceed." 

"  1  have  already  hinted,"  I  resumed,  "  that  you 
stand  at  the  entrance  of  two  diverging  roads.  The 
public  prints  have  announced  that  your  inclina- 
tions— and  I  am  therefore  to  conceive  that  your 
affections  also,  prompt  your  ladyship  to  take  one 
road— while,  if  you  value  your  happiness,  you  will 
take  the  other." 

"  Your  reasons  ? "  asked  Lady  Cecilia,  curtly 
and  coldly. 

"  I  will  mention  certain  names  without  dis- 
guise," I  responded.  "  The  Earl  of  Carshalton's 
son — Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe — is  not  a  person 
to  ensure  your  felicity.     He  is  hypocritical  and 

selfish " 

"  You  have  made  assertions,"  interrupted  Lady 
Cecilia,  with  a  cold  and  haughty  incredulity, 
"  which  are  too  serious  to  permit  you  any  longer 
to  shield  yourself  behind  that  mask." 

"  I  am  no  slanderer — no  calumniatrix,"  I  an- 
swered proudly,  but  not  forgetting  to  maintain 
my  assumed  tone.  "  Listen,  Lady  Cecilia !  Not 
many  months  have  elapsed  since  the  love  of  Lord 

Frederick  was  bestowed  upon  another " 

"And  that  perhaps  was  yourself P"  she  ex- 
claimed scornfully. 

"No,"  I  rejoined  with  emphasis.  "Can  you 
not  distinguish  between  a  poor  and  paltry  vindic- 
tiveness  on  the  one  hand,  and  the  loftier  purpose 
of  endeavouring  to  save  you  from  a  self  sacrifice 
on  the  other  ?" 

Lady  Cecilia  was  visibly  struck  by  these  words 
which  had  just  fallen  from  my  lips;  and  she  said, 
"  Truly,  if  you  should  prove  a  friend,  though  a 
disguised  one,  I  should  be  grateful." 

"Is  there  any  possible  test  to  which  you  could 
put  Lord  Frederick,"  I  asked,  "so  as  to  ascertain 
whether  his  suit  be  founded  on  the  selfish  idea  cf 


possessing  your  fortune,  or  whether  it  bo  based 
upon  a  sincere  love  for  yourself?  If  you  can  de- 
vise such  a  test,  I  conjure  you  to  practise  it;  and 
you  may  then  judge  by  the  result  whether  you 
have  this  night  been  addressed  by  the  tongue  of 
infamous  calumny,  or  whether  the  warning  has 
been  given  you  from  the  best  and  purest  mo- 
tives." 

Lady  Cecilia  reflected  for  a  few  moments ; 
and  then  she  said,  "  But  why  not  treat  me  with 
the  fullest  confidence  ?  If  you  require  an  oath,  I 
swear  most  sacredly  that  I  will  not  betray  what- 
soever you  may  reveal  to  me.  I  will  merely  act 
upon  it." 

"  No — this  I  may  not  do,"  was  my  answer : 
"  there  are  reasons  which  so  intimately  regard 
others  that  my  lips  must  remain  sealed  in  re- 
spect to  the  circumstances  that  justify  the  warning 
which  I  give  you.  But  put  that  young  nobleman 
to  the  test,  and  if  your  ladyship  will  follow  my 
counsel,  you  will  to  the  end  of  your  days  rejoice 
in  having  paid  attention  to  the  words  which  have 
now  fallen  from  my  lips." 

"  Yet  you  yourself  must  surely  admit,"  she  re- 
joined, "  that  all  this  is  too  vague — too  uncertain 
— and  too  meagre,  to  destroy  my  confidence  in  one 
who  seems  hitherto  to  have  deserved  it.  Besides, 
you  have  not  made  good  your  former  words.  You 
have  asserted  everything  and  have  proved  no- 
thing." 

I  could  not  blind  myself  to  the  truth  of  her 
ladyship's  observations :  I  reflected  for  a  few  mo- 
ments :  and  I  saw  the  absolute  necessity  of  saying 
something  more. 

"Remember,  my  lady,"  I  continued,  "you  have 
pledged  yourself  to  secrecy  in  respect  to  what  you 
may  now  hear ;  and  you  will  simply  act  upon  it, 
without  giving  explanations." 

"  I  have  gone  so  far  as  to  pledge  myself  to  that 
effect,"  replied  Cecilia  Urban ;  "  and  I  never  tell 
a  falsehood,"  she  added,  drawing  herself  up  to  the 
full  of  her  commanding  height. 

"  Then  listen  !"  I  said.  "  Lord  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe  was  but  recently  enamoured  of  an- 
other ;  and  by  the  vilest  stratagem  he  succeeded 
in  effecting  her  ruin.  It  was  no  ordinary  case : 
for  it  was  done.  Lady  Cecilia,  under  the  cover  of  a 

mock  marriage and  I  am  acquainted  with  the 

victim  of  that  stupendous  perfidy  !" 

"  Then  you  must  be  the  victim  !"  she  said  :  and 
in  a  moment  she  tore  the  mask  from  my  face. 
"  What !  is  it  possible !"  exclaimed  Lady  Cecilia, 
with  the  haughtiest  scorn :  "  the  stage-actress  at 
the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh's!" 

"Madam,"  I  said,  my  cheeks  burning  with  in- 
dignation, "you  have  performed  an  unhandsome 
and  a  treacherous  deed.  But  I  will  prove  all  that 
I  have  said ;  and  you  may  yet  have  to  thank  the 
stage-actress  for  preserving  you  from  a  marriage 
that  would  assuredly  result  in  unbappiness  and 
misery.  Nay,  more,  madam — there  is  not  an  abso-- 
lute  certainty  in  respect  to  the  law  of  that  case  to 
which  I  just  referred;  and  Lady  Cecilia  Urban 
would  die  with  shame  if  at  any  future  period  it 
were  proved  that  she  had  married  without  actually 
becoming  a  wife." 

The  young  lady  was  evidently  bewildered  how 
to  act ;  and  while  she  was  plunged  in  anxious 
thought,  I  took  the  mask  from  her  unresisting 
hand,  and  adjusted  it  over  my  countenance. 


ELLEN   PERCT;    OR.    TUH    MEMOIKS    01?    AN   ACTRESS. 


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MELI.SSA  HARRISON. 


*  You  say,  Miss  Trafford,"  she  at  length  spoko 
—and  both  her  tone  and  manner  were  now  con- 
ci'.iatorj  even  to  politeness, — "  that  you  can  prove 
the  truth  of  your  words.  Do  this — and  I  shall 
have  reason  to  thank  you.  But  be  not  surprised 
to  bear  me  now  proclaim  that  if  you  fail  1  shall 
regard  you  as  a  base  ealumniatrix,  anil  1  shall  ex- 
pose  to  the  world  the  scene  which  has  taken  place 
this  night.  Then  farewell  to  the  reputation 
which  Miss  Trafford  enjoys  as  a  virtuous  young 
woman " 

"  If  I  fail  to  prove  my  words,  Lady  Cecilia," 
I  interrupted  her,  "  fulfil  your  menaces  to  the 
utmost  extent.  But  do  not  now  remain  impressed 
with  the  idea  that  it  was  of  myself  1  bad  spoken. 
Heaven  forbid  that  I  should  have  become  the 
victim  of  that  young  nobleman's  villany  !  Who 
that  victim  really  is,  you  will  not  know:  but  the 
fact  of  the  villany  itself  shall  be  demonstrated 
unto  you.  Write  to  a  certain  Mr.  Croft,  at  St. 
Wo.  20.— Ellen  Fsect. 


Omer  in  France ;  and  I  know  that  the  return  ot 
the  post  will  bring  his  reply,"  »■ 

"  I  will  adopt  your  counsel,  Miss  Trafford,"  an- 
swered  Lady  Cecilia.  "But  remember! — on  the 
one  hand  I  can  be  grateful :  on  the  other  I  can 
prove  a  deadly  enemy!" 

"  I  accept  the  terms  that  you  now  suggest  in  such 
extremes,"  was  my  answer.  "And  do  you  remem- 
ber. Lady  Cecilia,  that  you  have  solemnly  pledged 
yourself  to  secrecy.— There  is  one  thing  more  I 
would  observe.  I  came  hither  expressly  to  give 
you  this  warning:  my  object  is  accomplished— and 
I  am  about  to  retire.  You  will  oblige  me  by  keep- 
ing likewise  the  secret  of  my  presence  here." 

"1  will  do  so,"  answered  Lady  Cecilia:  then, 
with  a  bow  half  condescending  and  half  distant, 
she  issued  from  the  room. 

I  remained  behind  for  a  few  minutes  in  order  to 

assure  myself  that  the  hasty  knot  I  had  tied  in  the 

I  broken  strings  of  my  mask,  held  together  firmly. 


154. 


£IJi£ir  PEBCT;   OS,  a'HE  MEMOIBS  Of  AS  ACTBESS. 


For  this  purpose  1  took  off  the  mask  for  a  moment; 
and  fortunate  it  was  iu  one  respect  that  1  did  so  — 
for  otherwise  the  strint;  would  have  assuredly 
giveu  way,  and  this  might  have  been  the  case  iu 
the  presence  of  those  who  would  have  recognised 
imd  exposed  me.  But  unfortunate  was  the  pro- 
ceeding in  another  sense  :  for  scarcely  had  I  re- 
fastened  the  string,  when  a  masked  countenance 
peered  round  into  mine,  and  a  well-known  voice 
screeched  forth,  "  Gracious  goodness  !  the  actress  ! 
If  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive " 

And  here  she  stopped  short.  It  was  indeed  the 
Countess  of  Mangold  who  had  thus  stolen  upon  me 
unawares.  Lady  Cecilia  must  have  left  the  door 
ajar ;  and  as  my  back  was  towards  it,  I  perceived 
not  the  stealthy  entrance  of  the  old  harridan.  She 
no  doubt,  observing  an  unmasked  lady  there,  had 
thought  it  a  very  fine  thing  to  surprise  me  whoever 
I  might  be  ;  and  thus  had  she  peeped  round  into 
my  face.  I  may  observe  that  slae  herself  was 
dressed  as  a  Swiss  Shepherdess— one  of  the  most 
'uveiiile  costumes  she  could  possibly  have  chosen — ■ 
with  a  straw  hat  perched  airily  upon  a  wig  which 
descended  into  myriads  of  clustering  ringlets — with 
the  bodice  laced  up  —  and  with  short  petticoats. 
Even  though  the  vizard  concealed  her  vrrinkled 
face,  it  was  by  no  means  difficult  to  discern  the 
old  woman  beneath  the  costume  of  a  youthful 
maiden.  The  instant  she  stopped  short  I  adressed 
her. 

"  Tes,  Lady  Mangold,"  I  said,  (?almly  and  col- 
lectedly, "it  is  I and  I  am  not  ignorant  of 

the  malignant  spite  you  cherish  against  me.  But 
you  dare  not  breathe  a  syllable  of  this  discovery — 
no,  not  even  to  your  niece  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh. 
Por  if  you  do,  I  also  can  tell  a  tale! — and  there 
is  a  certain  shopkeeper  who,  with  a  policeman  at 
his  heels,  may  call  upon  you  to  demand  the  resto- 
ration of  the  three  pieces  of  lace  !" 

"  Oh,  heavens  !  what  does  the  girl  mean  ?"  ex- 
claimed Lady  Mangold,  throwing  herself  upon  a 
chair  and  using  her  kerchief  as  a  fan.  "  I'm  sure 
I  don't  want  to  say  anything  to  wrong  you :  but 
if  poor  dear  Lord  Mangold  were  alive " 

I  waited  to  hear  no  more :  but  having  re- 
adjusted my  mask  securely  upon  my  countenance, 
I  issued  from  the  room — having  not  the  slightest 
apprehension  in  respect  to  the  safety  of  my  secret 
with  old  Lady  Mangold. 

As  I  was  about  to  return  into  the  grand 
saloon  for  a  moment,  to  seek  the  Marquis  of  Dal- 
rymple,  I  caught  the  sound  of  a  well-known  voice 
just  within  the  threshold;— and  that  voice  was  St. 
Clair's.  He  was  immediately  answered  by  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine ;  and  I  heard  what  they  both  said. 
They  were  speaking  in  their  natural  tones,  but  in 
a  subdued  manner.  If  the  reader  can  comprehend 
what  I  mean,  the  door  was  thrown  completely 
back  against  the  wall,  and  they  were  standing 
together  close  by  it.  My  foot  was  upon  the 
threshold  :  but  the  massive  sculptured  framework 
of  the  door  concealed  me  from  them. 

"  But  what  can  be  the  meaning  of  such  a  cos- 
tume as  that  ?"  I  heard  St.  Clair  ask.  "  The  white 
rose  too ! — Lilla,  you  must  have  intentionally  or 
inadvertently  —  maliciously  or  unguardedly " 

"  I  tell  you  that  I  have  not !"  interjected  her 
ladyship  "  Though  we  are  mortal  enemies,  Ed- 
win  " 

*!No  matter  now!"    he    petulantly  broke  i«a. 


"The  past,  Lilla,  will  at  least  sometimes  render  It; 
needful  that  we  should  converse  together.  Who 
can  that  Gipsy  possibly  be  ?  1  have  my  suspicioa 
— and  yet  it  is  barely  possible " 

"  Try  and  accost  her  presently,"  said  Lady  Lilla. 
"But  it  cannot  be  Ellen!  What  should  she  be 
doing  here  ?  Besides,  she  passed  ua  both  without 
recognition " 

"  I  am  not  so  sure  of  that,"  rejoined  St.  Clair. 
"  Can  you  swear  to  me,  Lilla,  that  you  never 
breathed  a  syllable " 

"  I  have  already  given  you  an  assurance  to  that 
effect.  Do  you  think  I  am  mad  ?  Implacable  as 
I  may  be  towards  you— and  ever  shall  be,  villain 
that  you  are " 

"  Hush  !  be  not  foolish !"  interrupted  St.  Clair. 
"That  girl  knows  more  than  we  suspect.  Twice 
has  she  baffled  me  by  words  frightfully  signifi- 
cant  " 

"  Enough  !"  said  Lady  Lilla.  "  Your  very  pre- 
sence is  loathsome  to  me  !" 

My  ears  then  caught  a  movement  of  persons 
moving  away  from  the  vicinage  of  the  door :  I 
held  back  for  a  few  moments,  and  was  about  to 
enter,  when  fortunately  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple 
himself  made  his  appearance. 

"  Ah  !"  he  said,  "  you  have  gained  your  object  ? 
I  saw  you  leave  the  room  with  Lady  Cecilia. 
What  can  I  now  do  for  you  ?  If  you  will  partake 
of  refreshments,  they  shall  be  served  up  to  you — 
alone — in  some  apartment " 

"  My  lord,"  I  replied,  still  adopting  a  feigned 
voice,  "  I  am  about  to  take  my  departure;  and  I 
was  on  the  point  of  seeking  your  lordship  to  beg 
your  escort  to  the  vehicle  which  brought  mo 
hither.  I  ordered  it  to  return  punctually  at  mid- 
night ;  and  the  driver  will  answer  to  the  questiou 
whether  Miss  Smith's  carriage  is  waiting  ?" 

The  young  Marquis  immediately  gave  mo  his 
arm,  and  conducted  me  down-stairs.  We  traversed 
the  hall :  he  made  a  sign  for  the  servants  who 
were  officiously  pressing  forward,  to  stand  back  ; 
and  he  himself  issued  forth  to  order  up  my  equi- 
page. This  was  the  work  of  but  a  few  moments, 
for  no  other  vehicle  had  as  yet  arrived  to  convey 
the  guests  away.  He  handed  me  in — bowed — and 
at  once  retreated  into  the  mansion,  evidently  that 
he  might  not  seem  to  linger  for  the  purpose  of 
overhearing  any  instructions  that  I  could  possibly 
have  to  give  to  the  coachman. 


CHAPTER    XXIX. 

lADX  MACBETH. 

Thus  terminated  my  masquerading  adventures  at 
Ardleigh  House,  I  was  not  altogether  dissatisfied 
at  the  result  of  my  interview  with  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban — though  the  task  had  proved  a  more  diffi- 
cult one  than  I  had  anticipated,  and  though  I  had 
little  foreseen  that  my  identity  would  become  re- 
vealed to  her.  I  felt  assured  that  the  object 
would  be  gained,  and  that  she  would  take  htr 
measures  accordingly,  without  proving  faithless  to 
the  vow  that  she  had  so  solemnly  pledged.  But 
there  was  another  topic  which  agitated  in  my 
thoughts ;  and  this  was  the  conversation  I  had  over- 
beard  between  Edwin   St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla 


ELLEN  PEECY;   OR,   THH   MEM0IE8    OF    AN   ACTKESS. 


155 


Bisenriine.  That  her  ladyship  had  been  St.  Clair's 
victim — that  she  was  the  authoress  of  that  letter 
which  I  had  found  at  his  house,  I  had  no  longer  a 
scintillation  of  doubt :  for  there  was  evidently  a 
mysterious  and  terrible  connexion  between  those 
two, — the  bond  formed  by  the  consciousness  and 
complicity  of  some  crime  of  which  the  white  rose 
was  unquestionably  the  symbol.  Lady  Lilla  Es- 
Bendine  had  evidently  deceived  St.  Clair  in  one 
respect :  she  had  denied  that  she  had  ever  given 
me  the  slightest  hint  or  information  in  respect  to 
the  use  of  that  emblem.  St.  Clair  was  bewildered 
to  conjecture  how  I  could  possibly  have  known 
anything  on  the  subject :  but  although  Lady  Lilla 
iEssendine  could,  if  she  had  chosen,  have  acquainted 
him  how  it  was  I  had  in  the  first  instance  pre- 
sented him  the  flower, — yet  she  herself  must  now 
be  doubtless  at  a  loss  to  surmise  how  I  could  have 
attained  that  farther  clue  to  the  mystery  of  the 
floral  emblem  which  had  enabled  me  to  give  utter- 
ance to  the  words  that  were  really  suggested  to  me 
by  the  gipsy  Zarah.  I  was  glad  that  I  had  escaped 
from  Ardleigh  House  before  St.  Clair  had  an  op- 
portunity of  addressing  me  :  for  with  his  shrewd- 
ness, and  with  a  slight  suspicion  already  float- 
ing in  his  mind,  he  could  not  have  failed  to  pene- 
trate through  the  disguise  of  garments  and  the 
simulation  of  voice.  As  he  had  not  therefore  suc- 
ceeded in  obtaining  speech  with  me  at  the  mas- 
querade,  I  thought  it  by  no  means  improbable  that 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  would  call  upon  me  in  the 
course  of  a  day  or  two,  in  the  hope  perhaps  of 
being  made  the  confidante  of  my  secrets. 

I  returned  to  Hunter  Street,  and  found  the 
Normans  sitting  up  to  receive  me.  Without  en- 
tering into  those  particulars  which  would  have 
compelled  me  to  mention  the  name  of  Mr.  Croft 
and  the  reference  which  was  to  be  made  to  him  by 
Lady  Cecilia  Urban,  I  told  them  sufiicient  to  show 
that  her  ladyship  was  already  more  than  half- 
prepared  to  break  off  her  contpmplated  alliance 
with  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe ;  and  that  she 
purposed  to  put  his  sincerity  to  some  test  that 
would  doubtless  bring  matters  to  the  termination 
which  we  all  desired. 

On  the  following  day  I  wrote  to  my  father,  tell- 
ing him  that  he  might  expect  a  letter  from  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban,  and  begging  him  to.  answer  it  in  a 
manner  that  should  not  compromise  the  name  of 
Juliet  Norman.  In  the  evening  of  that  day  I  was 
to  perform  the  character  of  Lady  Macbeth ;  and  it 
was  one  to  which  I  had  devoted  particular  study. 
I  had  before  enacted  the  part  of  that  dread  heroine 
of  one  of  Shakspere's  most  powerful  dramas ;  and 
the  newspaper  critics  had  flattered  me  with  the 
highest  encomia.  There  were  always  crowded 
audiences  on  the  nights  of  my  appearance:  but 
upon  this  particular  occasion  the  theatre  was  lite- 
rally filled  to  overflowing.  My  reception  was  well 
calculated  to  inspire  me  with  all  the  energy  suffi- 
cient for  that  awful  personification  which  I  had  to 
accomplish  :  but  I  need  not  tell  the  reader  that  it 
is  in  the  first  Scene  of  the  last  Act  where  the 
tragic  actress  may  produce  the  most  awe-inspiring 
efit'ct.  It  is  that  scene  where  Lady  Macbeth, 
goaded  by  the  remorse  of  conscience,  rises  from 
the  couch,  takes  the  taper  in  her  hand,  and  wanders 
as  a  somnambulist,  A  Physician  and  a  Gentle- 
woman attached  to  the  person  of  Lady  Macbeth, 
watch  her  movements.   The  most  perfect  command 


L 


of  countenance  is  required  by  the  actress  to  give 
effect  to  this  scene:  for  be  it  remembered  that 
though  Lady  Macbeth's  "eyes  are  open,"  yet 
"  their  setise  is  shut."  Apparelled  as  if  I  had 
merely  thrown  on  a  loose  wrapper  on  rising  from 
my  couch — with  naked  feet,  and  hair  all  dishevelled 
— carrying  the  taper  in  my  hand,  I  appeared  upon 
the  partially  darkened  stage.  During  the  intervals 
when  the  "  aside  "  colloquy  of  the  Physician  and 
the  Gentlewoman  ceased  —  and  before  I  began 
giving  utterance  to  the  words  of  a  terrific  remorse 
acting  upon  the  ever  wakeful  conscience  of  one 
who  physically  was  asleep— a  pin  might  have  been 
heard  to  drop,  so  stupendous  was  the  silence. 
There  was  evidently  a  solemnly  awful  and  sus- 
penseful  feeling  en  the  part  of  the  entire  audience. 
Then  my  voice  rose  upon  that  silence ;  and  I  spoke 
the  following  words  : — 

"Out,  damned  spot!  out,  I  say! — One;  Two! 

Why,  then  'tis  time  to  do't : Hell  is  murky  1— 

Fye,  my  lord,  fye  !  a  soldier  and  afeard  ?  What 
need  wo  fear  who  knows  it,  when  none  can  call 
our  power  to  account  ? — Yet  who  would  have 
thought  the  old  man  to  have  so  much  blood  in 
'him  ?" 

This  speech— though  brief,  still  so  full  of  dark 
and  terrible  meaning — was  scarcely  concluded, 
when  a  shriek  rang  through  the  immense  theatre ; 
and  there  was  immediately  a  movement  and  agita- 
tion in  one  of  the  side-boxes.  Some  one  had  evi- 
dently fainted  and  was  being  borne  forth  by  those 
who  were  nearest  to  her.  Others  stood  up  in  the 
front  seat;  and  thus  I  could  not  see  who  the  lady 
was — for  it  was  a  female  voice  which  had  sent 
forth  that  rending  scream.  For  a  minute  or  two 
an  universal  sensation  prevailed ;  but  as  it  was 
one  of  those  incidents  which  occasionally  occur  at 
theatres,  where  the  nervous  feeling  of  an  individual 
may  be  powerfully  acted  upon  by  the  incidents 
represented  on  the  stage,  that  sensation  soon  sub- 
sided, and  the  tragedy  continued  to  the  end. 

When  the  drama  was  over,  I  sought  Mr. 
Richards  to  make  inquiries  concerning  the  lady 
who  had  been  so  powerfully  affected ;  for  I  knew 
that  he  could  not  have  failed  to  interest  himself 
under  such  circumstances. 

"Her  ladyship  speedily  recovered,"  answered 
the  lessee,  "  and  was  conducted  to  her  equipage, 
which  was  in  attendance.  It  seems  that  her  lady- 
ship has  recently  been  an  invalid ;  and  it  is  one  of 
the   highest   compliments   to   your    genius,    Miss 

Trafford " 

"  But  who  is  this  lady  of  whom  you  are  speak- 
ing  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  Ah,  her  name  ! — I  forgot  tp  mention  it,"  said 
Mr.  Richards.     "  It  is  a  singular  one — but  pretty 

and  poetical Lady  Lilla  Essendine." 

An  ejaculation  was  about  to  burst  from  iny  lips: 
but  I  checked  it,  and  hastening  away,  retired  to 
my  dressing-room.  I  was  shocked  at  the  an- 
nouncement which  had  just  reached  my  ears.  At 
first  I  had  fancied  that  it  was  merely  the  vivid 
portraiture  of  Shakspere's  creation  which  baa 
produced  that  overpowering  effect  upon  some 
lady  of  weak  nerves,  but  whose  own  mind  could 
have  no  more  association  with  the  realities  of 
crime  than  the  reader  has  with  the  woos  of  a 
heroine  depicted  in  a  novel  which  draws  tears 
from  his  eyes.  But  that  it  should  have  been  Liidy 
Lilla  whose   naturally  strong   mind  thus  tempo- 


rarilv  gave  way AU  !  I  shuddered   throughout 

my  entire  being  as  I  thought  it  was  indeed  the 
consciousness  of  some  crime  which  under  the  in- 
fluence of  that  vivid  personification  of  guilt  itself 
Lad  sent  forth  a  cry  of  most  real  agor.y ! 

On  returning  to  Hunter  Street,  the  incident 
was  discussed  by  tho  Normans :  but  I  said  not  a 
syllable  to  throw  any  light  on  the  occurrence— or 
rather  I  should  perhaps  say,  to  alter  the  impres- 
Bion  which  they  held  in  respect  to  it.  The  news- 
papers of  the  following  morning,  while  lavishing 
the  most  flattering  eulogies  upon  my  performance, 
mentioned  the  incident, —  without  however  pa- 
rading the  lady's  name,— as  a  proof  of  the  power- 
ful effect  which  my  personification  of  Lady  Mac- 
beth was  calculated  to  produce  upon  the  mind. 
The  occurrence  added  immensely  to  my  popularity; 
and  in  the  course  of  that  day  I  received  several 
billets  from  ladies  of  the  highest  rank,  entreating 
me  to  appear  again  as  Lady  Macbeth  on  the  next 
night  of  my  performance. 

But  I  have  now  to  speak  of  another  incident. 
Nine  or  ten  months  had  elapsed  since  I  had 
visited  Colonel  Bellow's  house  on  behalf  of  Me- 
lissa Harrison.  As  tho  reader  is  aware,  the  result 
of  that  visit  was  unproductive  of  any  benefit  for 
the  poor  young  woman.  Almost  immediately 
afterwartls  I  myself  had  entered  upon  that  dra- 
matic career  which  was  at  once  to  be  stamped  with 
success,  and  which  was  to  place  me  in  a  position 
of  pecuniary  independence.  Melissa  was  then  ex- 
ceedingly ill ;  and  her  medical  attendant  had  given 
her  to  understand  that  she  must  never  again  ap- 
pear upon  the  stage  to  exercise  her  vocation  as  a 
dansense.  When  she  began  to  grow  somewhat 
better,  I  insisted  that  she  should  repair  to  a 
watering-place,  "  where  the  bracing  saline  breeze 
would  contribute  to  her  recovery."  It  was  thus 
that  I  spoke  in  encouraging  terms — not  however 
in  my  own  heart  daring  to  hope  that  her  health 
would  ever  be  completely  restored.  It  was  with 
the  greatest  difficulty  I  had  succeeded  in  forcing 
upon  Melissa  the  funds  requisite  for  her  excursion : 
but  at  length  she  yielded  ;  and  for  several  months 
she  remained  at  the  sea  side.  She  then  returned  to 
London  ;  and  a  marvellous  change  had  taken  place 
in  her.  The  colour  had  come  back  to  her  cheeks  : 
the  blueish  circles  which  the  hand  of  death  itself 
had  some  while  back  appeared  to  have  traced  round 
the  eyes,  were  completely  gone  :  her  figure  had  re- 
gained its  robustness ;  she  looked  far  better  and 
handsomer  than  on  the  first  day  I  had  ever  seen 
her.  She  spoke  of  returning  to  the  stage  :  but  I 
besought  her  not  to  imperil  by  such  a  step  this 
really  marvellous  restoration  to  health.  She  yielded 
to  my  intercessions — but  declared  that  she  would 
seek  fur  some  means  of  honourable  subsistence,  as 
she  was  resolved  not  to  continue  a  burden  upon 
my  resources.  I  bade  her  continue  to  nur.-e  her- 
self for  a  short  time  longer,  until  we  had  time  to 
talk  over  the  plans  that  might  best  suit  her  views ; 
and  thus  I  succeeded  in  making  her  pass  the 
severest  of  the  winter  months  without  again  start- 
ing the  project  of  a  return  to  the  stage. 

These  episodical  explanations  in  respect  to  Me- 
lissa Harrison,  again  bring  me  down  to  the  date 
which  the  progress  of  my  own  narrative  had 
reached.  It  was  on  the  day  after  the  incident  at 
the  theatre,  when  I  peiforraed  Lady  Macbeth, 
that  I  received  a  note  from  Melissa,  begging  me 


to  call  upon  her.  I  accordingly  repaired  to  her 
lodgings;  and  she  rtCL'ived  me  with  her  wonted 
affectionate  and  grateful  welcome, 

"  Sit  down,  my  dear  friend,"  she  said ;  "  for  I 
am  going  to  tax  your  patience  for  a  brief  space, 
while  I  converse  with  you  upon  my  own  affairs." 

"  I  regret,  my  dear  Melissa,"  I  answered,  "  that 
I  should  not  as  yet  have  beeu  enabled  to  suggest 
any  moans " 

"  Suffer  me  to  speak,  dear  Ellen  !"  interrupted 
Melissa,  but  with  a  tone  and  look  full  of  kindness. 
"  I  have  been  thinking  much — I  may  even  say 
continuously,  upon  the  circumstances  in  which  I 
am  placed.  For  many  months  I  have  been  depen- 
dent entirely  upon  your  bounty " 

"Call  it  not  bounty,  Melissa,"  I  said:  "it  was 
friendship.  I  have  only  done  for  you  that  which 
I  am  convinced  you  would  have  done  for  me,  had 
our  circumstances  been  reversed." 

"  Oh,  yes  !  You  only  do  me  justice,  Ellen,"  ex- 
claimed Miss  Harrison,  "  though  your  observation 
is  most  kind  !  But  I  cannot  bear  to  continue  eat- 
ing the  bread  which  is  given  to  me  by  a  friendship 
even  so  pure  and  sweet  as  yours.  Besides,  it  is 
not  only  bread  for  me  that  you  have  given — but 
bread  likewise  for  tny  child — my  little  Me- 
lissa—^'' 

"  You  know  that  I  am  well  off,"  I  answered  ; 
"  and  of  what  avail  is  it  to  be  prosperous,  unless 
with  the  gold  thus  earned  good  is  done  towards 
one's  fellow. creatures  ?" 

"  I  know,  Ellen,  that  all  your  sentiments  are  of 
the  noblest  character,"  replied  Melissa ;  "and  no 
one  more  than  myself  rejoices  in  your  prosperity. 
But  I  beseech  you  to  listen  to  me  !  I  am  resolved 
henceforth  to  eat  the  bread  of  mine  own  industry. 
I  have  thought  of  taking  in  needle-work :  but  that 
would  be  to  toil  as  a  slave,  for  a  slave's  pittance ; 
— and  besides,  confinement  to  a  close  heated  room 
would  speedily  fling  me  back  upon  a  bed  of  sick- 
ness. For  a  preceptress  I  am  unfitted:  I  have  not 
the  requisite  accomplishments; — and  besides,  who 
would  entrust  their  children  to  the  care  of  one 
who  was  recently  a  ballet-dancer  ?  Then,  what 
alternative  have  I  but  to  return  to  the  stage? 
My  health  is  completely  restored  :  my  life  has 
been  saved,  Ellen,  by  your  kindness.  Disease  had 
not  fastened  so  completely  upon  me  as  to  be  be- 
yond cure :  tho  ignorance  of  a  medical  adviser, 
and  my  own  desponding  feelings  at  the  time,  con- 
jured up  phantoms  which  have  since  been  dis- 
pelled. Do  not  therefore,  my  dear  friend,  argue 
against  the  resolve  which  I  have  taken! — suffer 
me  to  return  to  the  stage !  It  is  an  avocation 
which  leaves  me  leisure  to  breathe  the  fresh  air 
out  of  doors,  and  take  tho  exercise  that  will  sus- 
tain me  in  health." 

I  did  however  essay  to  dissuade  Melissa  from 
her  purpose  :  but  it  was  all  in  vain.  Her  resolu- 
tion was  fixed ;  and  I  was  compelled  to  drop  the 
argument. 

"  Would  it  be  indiscreet,"  asked  Melissa,  when 
a  turn  was  given  to  the  conversation,  "  to  inquire 
whether  there  be  any  chance  of  our  friend  Juliet 
likewise  returning  to  the  stage  ?  You  know  that 
I  have  kept  myself  in  such  perfect  seclusion  since 
my  return  from  the  sea-side — I  have  visited  no 
one,  and  received  no  visits  except  from  yourself— 
and  thus  I  have  beou  as  it  were  allogathor  out  of 
the  world.     I  remember  there  was  a  rumour  soma 


five  or  six  months  ago,  to  the  effect  tliat  a  wealthy 
relation  of  the  Normans  had  suddenly  conde- 
scended to  notice  them  ;  and  Juliet,  I  believe,  went 
on  a  visit  to  her.  But  has  she  any  prospect  of  in- 
heriting that  relative's  riches  P  I  sincerely  hope 
so!" 

The  reader  will  recollect  that  the  report  to 
which  Melissa  alluded,  had  been  purposely  spread 
by  the  Normans  at  the  time  in  order  to  account 
for  Juliet's  absence  on  the  honeymoon  of  her  sup- 
posed marriage.  I  did  not  now  choose  to  state 
that  the  whole  was  a  falsehood :  neither  would  I 
lend  myself  to  the  sustenance  or  propagation  of 
the  untruth.  My  response  was  therefore  guarded, 
but  delivered  with  an  air  of  frankness. 

"  It  is  perfectly  true,"  I  said,  "  that  the  Nor- 
mans possess  a  wealthy  relative — a  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
— at  Dover  :  but  I  am  afraid  that  they  have  little 
prospect  of  inheriting  wealth  in  that  quarter. 
Therefore,  if  their  hopes  should  be  deceived,  Juliet 
will  doubtless  in  time  return  to  the  stage." 

"And  all  that  love-affair  with  Lord  Frederick 
liavenscliffe,"  continued  Melissa,  "  is  broken  off 
long  ago  ?  Did  I  not  prophesy,  Ellen,  that  it 
would  turn  to  deception  or  disappointment  for 
poor  Juliet  ?  I  long  to  see  her !  She  must  think 
it  unkind  that  I  have  remained  for  so  many 
months  away  from  the  house :  but  as  you  a&d 
charged  me  not  to  mention  to  a  soul  that  I  have 
received  anything  from  your  purse,  I  purposely 
abstained  from  visiting  that  house  where  the  very 
first  thing  my  feelings  of  gratitude  would  prompt 
me  to  proclaim  is  the  immensity  of  the  obligation 
I  owe  to  you." 

"  Now  that  you  are  about  to  return  to  the 
stage,"  I  answered,  "you  will  again  be  thrown  in 
the  way  of  the  Normans  and  of  your  other  friends. 
But  it  is  utterly  needless,  Melissa,  for  you  to 
speak  of  the  little  services  which  I  have  been  so 
rejoiced  to  render  you." 

"To-morrow  evening,  dearest  Ellen,  we  shall 
meet  at  the  theatre,"  said  Miss  Harrison,  with  a 
smile  deprecatory  of  any  fresh  remonstrance  or 
reproach  on  my  part :  "  for  to  tell  you  the  truth, 
I  have  already  communicated  with  Mr.  Bichards; 
and  he  is  delighted  to  have  me  back  again.  It 
just  happened  that  he  required  a  le&ding  figurante 
for  his  new  ballet;  and  I  am  to  have  the  situation, 
with  a  liberal  salary." 

I  now  took  leave  of  Melissa,  and  returned  to 
Hunter  Street, — where,  on  my  arrival,  I  found 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine's  equipage  waiting  at  tho 
front  door.  The  servant  informed  me  that  her 
ladyship  was  in  the  drawing-room,  and  that  as  my 
speedy  return  home  was  expected,  she  had  re- 
mained to  see  me.  I  had  foreseen  this  visit — but 
was  annoyed  that  it  should  now  be  paid.  I  loathed 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  :  her  exquisite  beauty  and 
ber  seeming  amiabilities  were  to  my  view  a  mask 
concealing  the  hideousness  and  the  venom  of  a 
reptile.  As  for  all  her  former  kindnesses  towards 
xne,  I  heartily  wished  that  they  had  never  been 
shown  ;  and  as  for  the  presents  I  had  received 
from  her,  I  was  most  anxious  for  a  pretext  to  re- 
turn them.  Conscious  that  I  had  a  difficult  part 
to  play — and  scarcely  knowing  how  I  should  per- 
form it — I  proceeded  to  the  drawing-room,  where 
I  found  her  alone ;  for  be  it  recollected  that  she 
had  not  sought  the  acquaintance  of  the  Normans. 

Lady  Lilla  started   up  from  her  seat  with  her 


wonted  air  of  cordial  friendliness  :  but  avoiding  the 
hand  which  I  feared  was  stained  with  crime,  I 
passed  on  in  such  a  way  as  to  place  the  centre- 
table  between  us;  and  with  a  cold  look  sat  down. 

I      "  Good  heavens,  Ellen  1"  she  exclaimed,  with  an 

I  air  of  astonishment,   "  what   means    this  reserve 

j  towards  me  ? — how  can  I  possibly  have  offended 

i  you?" 

I      "  One  who  is  in  any  way  leagued  with  Captaia 

j  St.  Clair,"   I    responded,   "  cannot   possibly  be  a, 

I  welcome  visitress  to  me." 

j  Lady  Lilla  became  ghastly  pale  ;  and  she  trem- 
bled from  head  to  foot :  but  almost  immediately 

.  recovering  her  self-possession,  she  said,  "  I  leagued 
with   Edwin    St.  Clair !     What  mean   you,   Miss 

I  Percy  ?" — and  she  looked  indignant. 

I      "  I  do   not    pretend    to    know   everything,"  I 

I  answered  :  "  but  this  I  am  aware  of — that  despite 

.  the  enmity  which  exists  between  you,  there  is  in 
some   sense  a  terrible    identity  of  interests.     The 

.  symbol  at  which  St.  Clair  trembled,  when  pre- 
sented by  my  hand,  had  a  talismanic  power  for 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  when  sent  from  the  hand  of 
a   gipsy ;  and    no   doubt   the  words   which  lately 

i  overawed  that  unprincipled  man,  would  have  tho 
same  effect  upon  her  ladyship  !" 

j  "Ellen,  what  mean  you  ?"  exclaimed  Lady  Lilla, 
much  excited  and  agitated.     "  Give  me  your  con- 

I  fidence  !  I  have  a  right  to  demand  it  1  Tell  me 
what  new  things  have  come  to  your  knowledge — 

and  I  will  speedily  explain " 

"  Ob,  Lady  Lilla !"  I  ejaculated,  "  how  can  you 
explain  that  which,  I  fear,  would  only  incriminate 
yourself  ?     Ask  me  no  more  !     I  will  say  nothing 

unless  it  be  to  bid  you  look  down  deep  into 

your  own  conscience " 

"  Ellen !"  ejaculated  Lilla,  "  I  insist  upon  ex-i 
planations  !" — and  so  altered  was  her  voice  from 
its  wonted  silver  clearnees — so  hoarse  and  gasping 
was  it — so  distorted  too  was  that  countenance 
whose  natural  beauty  was  so  surpassing  and  so 
exquisite,  that  for  an  instant  I  was  affrighted. 
"  Yes,"  she  continued,  growing  more  vehement  as 
she  fancied  that  she  overawed  me;  "our  meeting 
shall  not  terminate  thus !  There  has  hitherto 
existed  confidence  between  us ;  and  it  shall  not  be 
suspended  now  !  What  enemy  has  been  at  work 
to  prejudice  you  against  me — to  fill  your  mind 
with  suspicions — I  know  not  what  ?  Speak,  Ellen  I 
speak  !     I  arijure — I  command  you!" 

"  No,  Lady  Lilla,"  I  exclaimed :  "  I  am  not  to 
be  ruled  by  your  imperious  sway.  I  mean  you  no 
harm :  but  our  friendship  is  at  an  end  !  Your  own 
demeanour  now  would  justify  that  decision  on  my 
part,  even  if  nothing  else  did !     I  repeat,  I  mean 

you  no  harm " 

"Ellen!"  interrupted  Lady  Lilla,  "not  to  be 
my  friend,  is  to  be  my  enemy  !  Beware  how  you 
provoke  me !      I  know  a  secret  connected   with 

yourself " 

"Ah!"  I  cried,  instantaneously  comprehending 
the  allusion  :  "then  this  is  another  proof  of  your 
complete  understanding  in  many  respects  with  St. 
Clair.  You  know  that  I  have  a  father  and  that 
he  is  unfortunate :  but  beware.  Lady  Lilla,  how 
you  seek  by  any  means  to  heap  additional  calami- 
ties on  his  head !  For  if  by  even  a  whispered 
word  or  a  stealthy  deed  you  do  aught  that  shall 
mililate  against  his  security  or  peace  of  mind,  I 
will  not  hesitate,  Lady  Lilla,  to  wreak  a  most  ter- 


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ELLEIf  PEKCT;   ok,   THE    MEMOIES   OF   AN  ACTEESS. 


rible  vengeance!  I  will  give  to  the  world  a  cer- 
tain letter— a  letter  which  perhaps  you  little 
imagine  to  be  in  existence — but  which  is  never- 
theless in  my  possession!" 

Lady  Lilla  Essendine  staggered,  and  would  have 
fallen  had  she  not  caught  at  the  back  of  a  chair. 
Her  countenance  became  as  ghastly  as  that  of  a 
corpse :  her  lips  were  livid :  her  eyes  stared  upon 
me  with  an  expression  of  dismay  and  consterna- 
tion. I  was  glad  that  circumstances  had  put  me 
in  possession  of  the  means  of  overawing  a  woman 
from  whose  countenance  the  mask  was  now  torn 
away,  and  who  stood  revealed  to  me  in  all  the 
blackness  of  her  natural  character. 

"Ellen,  that  letter?"  she  at  length  said,  in  a 
low  hoarse  voice :  and  she  advanced  a  pace  or  two 

towards  me  :  "  that  letter,  Eilen how  came  it 

in  your  possession  ?" 

I  was  on  the  point  of  cutting  short  the  colloquy, 
—when  thinking  that  it  would  be  better  to  make 
the  blow  which  I  had  just  stricken  as  decisive  as 
possible,  I  resolved  to  give  some  little  explana- 
tion. 

"  The  machinations  of  the  wicked,"  I  answered, 
"  are  often  turned  by  the  hand  of  providence  into 
weapons  against  themselves.  Had  St.  Clair  never 
carried  me  off  to  his  house,  I  should  not  have 
found  that  letter  in  the  drawer  of  a  toilet-table  at 
that  dwelling.  Such  however  was  the  fact; — and 
the  letter  was  written  by  you.  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine !  Again  I  bid  you  look  down  into  your  own 
conscience — and  you  will  there  read  in  imperish- 
able letters  the  crimes  to  which  those  burning, 
half- frenzied  lines  of  your's  bore  such  awful  allu- 
sion !  And,  Oh !  that  scream  which  last  night 
pealed  from  your  lips! — it  was  the  involuntary 
and  irresistible  expression  of  a  guilty  conscience 
in  its  agonies !  Now  I  have  said  enough.  If 
you  be  acquainted  with  a  secret  of  mine,  you  per- 
ceive that  I  have  a  terrible  knowledge  of  a  secret 
of  your's !" 

"  For  heaven's  sake  spare  me,  Ellen !"  said 
Lady  Lilla,  making  a  movement  as  if  she  would 
8  nk  on  her  knees  before  me;  while  indescribable 
were  the  workings  of  horror,  anguish,  and  dismay 
upon  her  countenance.  "  Give  me  that  letter — I 
implore  you  to  give  it  to  me!  There  shall  be 
peace  between  us — <— " 

"  I  keep  that  letter,  my  lady,"  I  answered,  "  as 
a  guarantee  of  peace  1  Edwin  St.  Clair  has  al- 
ready on  many  occasions  proved  himself  my 
enemy  ;  and  you.  Lady  Lilla,  just  now  threat- 
ened to  become  so.  Think  you,  then,  that  under 
Buch  circumstances  I  will  part  from  that  document 
which  henceforth  to  me  shall  serve  as  a  weapon 
alike  defensive  and  offensive?  No,  Lady  Lilla  ! — 
circumstances  compel  me  to  retain  it!" 

"  Ah  !  is  it  so  ?"  was  the  low  but  quickly  uttered 
ejaculation  which  fell  fro  a  her  ladyship's  lips;  and 
at  the  same  instant  I  caught  the  changing  expres- 
sion of  her  countenance:  for  quick  as  the  light- 
ning-flasb,  it  altered  from  an  air  of  anguish  and 
dismay  to  one  of  resolute  and  fiend-like  wicked- 
ness. 

What  then  passed  was  likewise  the  work  of  an 
instant:  for  Lady  Liila  Essendine,  thrusting  her 
hand  beneath  the  folds  of  her  scarf,  drew  forth  a 
white  artificial  flower ;  and  with  one  pace  forward 
— or  rather  with  a  sort  of  spring— she  applied  it 
to  my  nostrils.     There  was  a  momentary  sensation 


of  dizziness, — the  room  appearing  to  whirl  round; 
and  I  fell  down  deprived  of  consciousness. 

I  subsequently  knew  by  a  reference  to  the  time- 
piece that  I  must  have  been  about  a  quarter  of  an 
hour  in  a  dead  swoon,  before  I  began  to  awaken 
from  my  insensibility.      Then  for  some   minutes 
tiiere  was  a  sensation  as  if  I  were  slowly  arousing 
'  from  a   troubled  dream — experiencing  an  impos- 
sibility to  separate  the  real  from  the  unreal,  and 
I  to  extricate  my  thoughts  from   the  half-numbed 
i  confusion  into  which  they  had  been   thrown.     I 
I  felt  an  exceeding  heaviness  in  the  head — a  con- 
I  tinued  dizziness  of  the  brain— a  half-suffocating 
I  sensation,  as  if  I  had  awakened  from  a  trance  to 
find  myself  buried  in  a  coffin.     At  length  I  raised 
j  myself  painfully ;  and  there  being  some  perfume 
in  a  smelling-bottle  upon  the  table,  I  poured  a 
quantity  on  my  kerchief,  and  therewith  bathed  my 
forehead.     The  relief  I  experienced  was  instanta- 
neously great;  and    considerably  strengthened,  I 
passed  into  the  back  drawing-room,  the  window  of 
which  I  opened.      The  cold  breeze  of  February 
fanned  my  countenance,  affording  still  greater  re- 
lief.    In  a  few  minutes  I  was  completely  restored, 
with  the  exception  of  a  slight  headache, — which 
however  soon  passed  away. 

As  I  hastily  reflected  upon  all  that  had  taken 
place,  the  thought  struck  me  that  Lady  Lilla  Es- 
sendine had  purposely  thrown  me  into  a  swoon 
that  she  might  visit  my  chamber  and  ransack  my 
writing-desk  in  the  hope  of  finding  the  document 
which  I  had  refused  to  surrender  up.  I  therefore 
hastened  to  my  bed-room  :  but  nothing  was  there 
disturbed.  I  looked  in  the  desk,  and  found  that 
fragment  of  a  letter  which  I  had  brought  with  me 
from  St.  Clair's  house ;  it  was  quite  safe,  in  a  secret 
drawer  where  I  had  deposited  it.  On  making 
this  discovery,  which  was  so  contrary  to  my  expec- 
tations, I  was  at  first  bewildered — until  a  fearful 
suspicion  began  stealing  into  my  mind.  As  I  re- 
flected upon  everything  that  had  just  taken  place, 
past  incidents  came  trooping  into  my  memory— 
until  at  length,  shuddering  and  appalled,  I  was 
brought  to  the  horrible  conviction  that  it  was  no 
temporary  swoon  into  which  that  fiend-like  woman 
had  sought  to  throw  me— but  that  it  was  the 
eternal  sleep  of  death  into  which  she  had  purposed 
to  plunge  me  ! 

Yes — there  could  be  no  doubt  of  it !— it  was  a 
murder  that  she  had  attempted !  Ah,  did  I  not 
now  comprehend  full  well  what  was  meant  by 
smelling  the  white  rose  and  sleeping  the  sleep  of 
death  ?  St.  Clair  was  a  murderer  :  Lilla  Essen- 
dine was  a  murderess !  But  who  had  been  their 
victim  ?  I  had  my  suspicion :  but  of  that  no 
matter  now.  Ob,  no  wonder  that  a  white  rose  was 
fraught  with  such  terrific  magical  power  for  both  ! 
—for  a  deadly  venom  had  been  infused  into  that 
flower  by  which  their  victim's  life  was  taken  some 
while  back,  and  by  which  within  the  passing  hour, 
the  murderess  had  sought  to  take  my  own!  But 
I  have  said  that  incidents  of  the  past  were  now 
brought  freshly  back  to  my  mind.  Could  I  fail  to 
recollect  that  phial  in  the  filagree  case,  which  I 
had  seen  on  Lady  Lilla's  mantelpiece  in  the 
chamber  at  Claremont  Villa  ?  Did  I  not  remem- 
ber how  it  had  been  dashed  from  my  hand — by  the 
accident  of  a  convulsive  movement,  as  I  thought 
at  the  time— but  by  the  horrifying  and  startling 
dread  of  becoming  the  victim  of  her  own  subtle 


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poison,  as  I  now  full  well  comprehended !  No 
wonder  that  on  that  occasion  she  should  have  been 
in  sufii  a  hurry  to  have  the  broken  glass  swept  up 
and  the  fluid  dried  from  off  the  carpet  with  a 
brush  !— and  no  wonder  that  her  pet  spaniel  should 
liave  been  found  dead  under  her  bed ;  for  doubt- 
less the  poor  animal  had  lapped  up  the  poison  with 
its  toonue  aud  had  thus  been  stricken  down  life- 
less. Oh  !  my  mind  had  now  a  horrible  clearness  ; 
and  I  read  as  with  the  ghastly  glare  of  the 
lightning-flashes,  the  tremendous  secrets  and  mys- 
teries that  pertained  to  the  dark  career  of  Edwin 
St.  Clair  aud  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 

It  was  only  too  evident  likewise  that  the  gipsies 
must  to  a  certain  extent  be  conscious  of  those 
crimes  :  they  must  at  least  be  acquainted  with  the 
secret  of  the  white  rose  impregnated  with  a  deadly 
venom.  But  how  had  I  escaped  with  my  life? 
Oh  !  I  shuddered  from  head  to  foot  as  I  thought 
of  the  fearful  danger  that  I  must  have  passed 
through — the  stupendous  peril  that  I  must  have 
escaped.  And  I  failed  not  to  send  up  from  the 
depths  of  my  heart  a  prayer  of  thanksgiving  unto 
Leaven  for  thus  having  saved  me  1 

But  how  had  I  been  saved  ?  "Was  it  that  the 
artificial  flower  was  too  little  impregnated  with 
the  poison  to  prove  entirely  fatal  ? — was  it  that  the 
flower  had  not  been  held  long  enough  to  my  nos- 
trils to  work  its  deadliest  eff'ect  ?— or  was  there 
some  resisting  power  in  the  strength  of  my  consti- 
tution ?  Methought  that  perhaps  the  real  truth 
might  be  found  in  the  blending  of  all  these  hypo- 
theses: but  however  it  might  be,  I  did  not  shudder 
the  less  coldly  when  thinking  of  what  I  had  gone 
through — nor  was  my  gratitude  the  less  fervid  for 
the  escape  I  had  experienced. 

It  was  clear  enough  that  Lady  Lilla  Essendine 
had  fancied  the  work  of  murder  to  be  effectually 
done,  and  that  she  had  quitted  the  house  without 
exciting  any  suspicion  that  she  was  leaving  it 
ui'der  any  other  circumstances  than  those  of  an 
ordinary  character.  Doubtless,  if  her  diabolic  plan 
had  succeeded,  my  death  would  have  been  attri- 
buted to  apoplexy  or  the  sudden  visitation  of  G-od  ; 
and  perhaps  Lady  Lilla  would  have  come  forsvard 
at  the  inquest  to  declare  that  she  had  left  me  a 
few  minutes  previously  in  perfect  health  and  in 
my  usual  spirits.  Oh,  what  a  fieud  was  that 
woman  !  But  amidst  my  meditations  I  likewise 
reflected  it  was  clear  no  one  had  entered  the 
drawing-room  while  I  remained  in  a  swoon  after 
Lilla's  departure.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were  out ; 
and  Julid  was  in  her  own  chamber.  Thus  the  en- 
tire incident  was  known  but  to  Lady  Lilla  and 
myself;  and  beneath  a  roof  where  passers-by  sus- 
pected not  at  the  moment  that  any  thing  uausual 
was  taking  place,  a  most  stupendous  crime  had  been 
all  but  perpetrated. 

I  remained  for  some  time  giving  way  to  my 
thoughts  in  the  solitude  of  my  own  chamber. 
What  course  should  I  adopt  ?  Should  I  tell  every 
thing  to  my  friends,  and  proceed  with  them  to  a 
magistrate  to  invoke  the  aid  of  the  law  against  the 
woman  who  had  attempted  my  life  ?  No  :  for  from 
this  course  I  was  withheld  by  several  considera- 
tions. In  the  first  place,  it  would  be  necessary 
that  I  should  frankly  reveal  all  St.  Clair's  past 
couduct  towards  me ;  aud  a  sense  of  modesty — 
almost  amounting  to  shame  —  disinclined  me  to 
produim  to  the  world  how  I  had  jjasscd  an  entire 


night  on  one  occasion,  and  a  portion  of  another  on 
a  second  occasion,  beneath  the  roof  of  that  liber- 
tine's dwelling.  Again,  I  reflected  that  if  I 
assumed  the  attitude  of  an  open  enemy  in  respect 
to  Lady  Lilla  —  thereby  at  the  s^me  time  impli- 
cating St.  Clair — they  in  their  vindictive  despera- 
tion would  proclaim  the  terrible  secrets  connected 
with  my  father ;  aud  though  be  had  found  a  safe 
asylum  in  France,  yet  would  an  intolerable  odium 
and  a  withering  disgrace  overtake  him  there. 
Lastly,  I  thought  that  the  whole  story  in  respect 
to  the  poisoned  flower — particularly  the  attempt 
just  made  upon  my  own  life — would  be  looked 
upon  as  so  incredible— especially  when  the  distin- 
guished social  positions  of  Captain  St.  Clair  and 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  were  taken  into  considera- 
tion,— that  not  merely  the  magistrate,  but  likewise 
the  whole  world,  would  set  me  down  as  the  victim 
of  an  extraordinary  hallucination.  Thus,  every 
thing  duly  weighed,  I  determined  to  add  the  new 
incident  to  the  stock  of  those  secrets  which  my 
mind  already  harboured. 

My  resolve  being  thus  taken,  I  made  a  package 
of  the  various  presents  I  had  received  from  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine ;  and  I  despatched  the  parcel  at 
once  by  a  messenger  to  her  ladyship's  abode  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  Kegent's  Park.  I  sent  there- 
with no  letter:  I  preferred  that  the  intelligence 
of  the  failure  of  her  diabolic  scheme  should  reach 
her  through  the  simple  medium  of  the  restoration 
of  those  articles.  What  her  wonderment  and  her 
alarm  must  have  been  when  the  packet  was  deli- 
vered into  her  hands,  I  must  leave  my  readers  to 
conjecture :  for  I  myself  was  left  only  to  bare  sur- 
mise upon  the  point. 


CHAPTEE  XXX. 

A  STBANGE  TISITBESa. 

Os  the  evening  of  the  following  day,  I  reappeared 
as  Lady  Macbeth ;  and  in  the  ballet  which  con- 
cluded the  performances,  Melissa  Harrison  took 
the  leading  part.  When  Juliet  was  engaged  at 
the  theatre,  Melissa  was  second  only  to  her  as  Q. 
danseuse  s  and  now  she  was  without  either  a 
superior  or  an  equal.  She  was  a  favourite  with 
the  public  ;  and  her  reappearance  after  so  long  a 
secession  was  welcomed  with  much  applause.  In- 
deed, she  danced  almirablyj  and  as  I  have  already 
hinted,  she  looked  handsomer  than  ever.  She 
seemed  to  be  in  the  enjoyment  of  the  most  vigo- 
rous health  :  the  fancy-costume  whijh  she  wore, 
set-off  her  fine,  tall,  well-developed  shape  to  the 
utmost  advantage ;  and  thus  she  was  certain  to 
obtain  the  plaudits  of  all  the  male  beholders.  Her 
triumph  was  complete ;  and  I  was  infinitely  re- 
joiced :  for  inasmuch  as  her  resolve  of  returning 
to  the  stage  had  been  carried  out,  all  that  I  could 
now  wish  her  was  the  ability  to  command  a  hand- 
some remuneration  from  Mr.  Richards'  treasury. 

Juliet  was  at  the  theatre,  in  one  of  the  stage- 
boxes  ;  and  I  had  waited  on  this  occasion  to  wit- 
ness the  ballet,  though  my  usual  custom  was  to 
return  home  immediately  after  the  performance  of 
my  own  part,  Juliet  came  to  my  room  when  the 
curtain  fell ;  and  warm  were  the  greetings  which 
took  place  between  herself  and  Miss  Harrison. 
Presently  Mr,  and  Mrs.  Norman  joined  us ;  and 


IGO 


ELLEN   PEHCT  J    OE,   THE   MEMOIES  OF   AS   ACTRESS. 


tbat  kind  hearted  couple  insisted  that  Melissa 
f'aould  accompany  us  home  to  supper.  She  could 
not  refuse;  and  thus  we  all  five  crowded  ourselves 
into  the  carriage  as  best  wo  could. 

It  was  about  half-past  eleven  o'clock  when  we 
reached  Hunter  Street;  and  the  moment  the  car- 
riage stopped  at  the  door,  the  footman  (who  had 
not  f.ccompanied  it)  came  forth;  for  he  had  a  piece 
of  intelligence  to  announce. 

"If  you  please,  sir,"  he  said,  "  a  lady  is  waiting 
to  see  you." 

"  To  see  us  all,  you  mean  ?"  exclaimed  Mr. 
Norman,  fancying  that  it  must  be  some  regular 
visitress  at  the  house.     "But  who  is  she  ? 

"  I  do  not  know,"  answered  the  footman ;  "  for 
the  lady  would  give  no  name.  She  came  at  about 
eight  o'clock — I  said  you  were  all  gone  to  the 
theatre— and  she  declared  that  she  would  wait.  I 
told  her  that  it  might  be  late  when  you  returned 
—than  you  would  then  have  supper " 

""^ell,  well,"  interrupted  Mr.  iXorman,  some- 
what impatiently. 

"  The  lady  then  said,  sir,  that  she  would  wait 
for  supper.  She  asked  in  which  room  the  family 
usually  supped  ;  and  when  I  told  her,  she  walked 
straight  in— sat  herself  down — and  I  don't  think 
she  has  ever  once  moved  from  her  chair  for  more 
than  three  hours." 

"  This  is  most  singular !"  said  Mr.  Norman,  in 
a  tone  of  bewilderment.  "  But  what  sort  of  a 
person " 

"Dear  me!"  interrupted  Mrs.  Norman  ;  "had 
we  not  better  get  out  and  see  ?  Here  we  are, 
sitting  as  crowded  as  possible        ■" 

"  I  am  afraid  I  have  been  one  too  many,"  ex- 
claimed Melissa,  tripping  lightly  out  of  the  car- 
riage. 

"  By  no  means,  my  dear  girl  1"  answered  Mrs. 
Norman  ;  "  and  you  shall  not  be  disappointed  of 
your  supper— nor  we  of  your  society — for  all  the 
strange  visitresses  in  the  world.  Come,  let  us  go 
in." 

We  descended  from  the  carriage.  Juliet,  Me- 
lissa, and  myself  would  have  retired  to  another 
room,  while  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  proceeded  to 
ascertain  who  was  the  unknown  friend  :  but  they 
would  not  consent  to  such  a  proceeding.  We  there- 
fore hastily  threw  off  our  bonnets  and  shawls  in 
the  breakfast-parlour  ;  and  we  then  followed  Mr. 
Norman  to  the  dining-rootD,  where  the  table  was 
spread  for  supper.  I  believe  that  we  were  all 
more  or  less  inspired  with  curiosity  as  to  who  the 
visitress  could  b« ;  while  no  one  entertained  the 
slightest  suspicion  of  the  actual   truth. 

As  we  entered  the  dining-room  in  a  body,  we 
beheld  an  old  dame,  with  a  sallow  wrinkled  coun- 
tenance, fixed  penetrating  eyes,  and  a  mouth 
pursed  up  in  a  manner  that  gave  a  cross,  ill- 
natured,  almost  spiteful  expression  to  the  whole 
face.  Though  she  remained  seated— (and  she  sat 
as  upright,  too,  as  if  she  were  a  wooden  effigy 
without  the  least  suppleness  in  her  body) — it  was 
easy  to  perceive  that  she  was  tall,  gaunt,  and  ex- 
cessively thin.  She  wore  a  black  silk  gown — a 
large  old  fashioned  shawl  of  a  quiet  pattern — and 
an  immense  black  bonnet,  shaped  like  a  coal- 
scuttle, and  looking  very  much  like  one.  Her 
kerchief  peeped  out  of  a  somewhat  capacious  bag 
or  reticule,  which  was  slung  by  its  strings  over  her 
left  wrist :  she  had  taken  ofi'  her  gloves :  and  her 


withered  hands  were  half  concealed  by  a  pair  of 
thick  worsted  mittens.  Her  age  could  not  bo  less 
than  sixty, — though  a  black  false  front  concealed 
the  silver  of  her  hair. 

Such  was  the  sort  of  apparition  that  met  the 
view  of  us  all  as  we  entered  the  room.  For  more 
than  three  mortal  hours  had  she  remained  there 
in  her  bonnet  and  shawl ;  so  that  it  seemed  as  if 
she  had  been  determined  to  wait  for  us,  no  matter 
at  what  hour  we  might  have  returned  home.  She 
did  not  rise  from  her  seat  on  our  entrance — but 
slowly  turned  round  and  fixed  her  penetrating 
eyes  upon  us,  as  if  to  embrace  us  all  at  once  with 
the  range  of  that  scrutinising  survey,  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  advanced  a  few  paces,  and  then  stopped 
short  —  much  embarrassed  :  for  they  naturally 
deemed  it  singular  that  the  lady  did  not  announce 
her  name  nor  her  business.  At  length  she  herself 
spoke. 

'•'Tou  are  Mr.  Norman?"  she  said;  "and  you 
are  Mrs.  Norman," — pointing  from  one  to  tha 
other;  and  her  voice  was  severe  and  cold. 

"  I  am  Mr.  Norman,"  was  the  response  given 
by  the  master  of  the  house;  "and  this  is  Mrs. 
Norman." 

"  I  said  so — didn't  I  ?"  interjected  the  old  lady: 
and  then,  as  if  feeling  that  she  had  a  perfect  right 
to  play  the  part  of  a  catechist,  she  demanded, 
" But  who  are  these  three  girls? — JTou,  however, 
must   be    Juliet   Norman  ?      You   are   like   your 

mother yes,   and  not  unlike  your  father  too. 

But  who  are  these  ?" — and  now  she  pointed 
towards  Melissa  and  myself. 

"  This  is  Miss  Trafford,"  answered  Mr.  Nor- 
man;— "at  least  such  is  her  name  upon  the 
stage         " 

"  Ob,  that  is  Miss  Trafford,  the  celebrated 
actress— eh  ?"  said  the  singular  old  woman,  some- 
what disdainfully.     "  And  that  girl  r" 

"  Tuis  young  ladj/,"  responded  Mr.  Norman 
impatiently,  "is  Miss  Harrison." 

'•'Ah!  Miss  Harrison,  the  dancer?"  said  tl'e 
dame.  "A  pretty  society  I  find  myself  in!  Per- 
haps you  can  furnish  me  with  a  part  to  enact,  Uj- 
morrow  or  next  day  ?" 

"  You  already  seem,  madam,  to  be  performing 
so  strange  a  part,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  "  that  if  I 
did  not  entertain  the  charitable  idea  that  you  are 
not  altogether  in  your  senses         " 

"  I  do  indeed  begin  to  think  that  I  mucit  have 
taken  leave  of  tbem,"  exclaimed  the  old  lady, 
querulously,  "  to  have  come  here  !" 

"In  that  case,  madam,"  said  Mr.  Norman, 
"  there  is  not  the  slightest  necessity  for  you  to 
remain  here." 

"  Oh,  I  dare  say  not !  Indeed,  I  know  it  very 
well,"  said  the  dame,  now  slowly  rising  from  her 
seat ;  and  as  she  drew  her  gaunt  form  completely 
upright,  she  appeared  to  be  even  taller  than  I 
thought  she  was  when  still  seated. 

"  Eeally,  madam,"  resumed  Mr.  Norman,  "this 
conduct " 

"  Poor  thing  !  she  is  mad  !"  whispered  Mrs. 
Norman  deprecatingly  to  her  husband:  but  her 
words  were  not  spoken  in  so  subdued  a  tone  as  to 
fail  in  reaching  the  keen  ears  of  the  singular 
visitress. 

"  Yes— mad  I  must  have  been,"  she  exclaimed, 
"to  have  come  all  the  way  from  Dover  to  ex* 
perience  such  a  reception  as  this  !" 


ELLBN  PEECr;    OE,   THE   MEMOIKS  OF   AN  ACTKES3 


"Good  heavens !— Mrs.  Oldcastle  !  iny  dear 
aunt  !"  ejaculated  Mr.  Norman,   rushing  forward. 

"  Is  it  possible " 

"  Goodness  gracious  !  who  would  have  thought 
it?"  cried  Mrs.  Norman,  likewise  springing  to- 
wards the  wealthy  relative. 

"  Mrs.  Oldcastle!"  ejaculated  Melissa  Harrison, 
but  in  a  subdued  voice— though  she  was  seized 
with  a  natural  amazement.  "  Why,  I  thought 
you  knew  her,  Julie— and  that  you  had  been  to 
stay  with  her  ?" 

•"  Hush,  Melissa  !"  I  said  :  "  do  not  speak  of  it 
now  !"— for  I  saw  that  poor  Juliet  was  seized  with 
confusion. 

"  There  1  that  will  do !"  now  broke  in  the  severe 
tones  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle  :  and  what  she  meant  was 
that  she  had  unbent  quite  enough  in  submitting 
to  the  sort  of  half-theatrical  embrace  which  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  bestowed  upon  her  in  their 
turns.  "Come,  Juliet — you  and  I  must  know 
Ko.  21.— Ellen  Vsvlcy 


each  other  now— and  we  may  perhaps  know  each 
other  better.— It  was  all  for  the  sake  of  your  girl," 
added    Mrs.  Oldcastle,  looking    at    Mr,  and   Mrs. 

Norman,   "  that  I  determined but  no  matter. 

Come,  kiss  me,  girl !" 

Juliet,  still  full  of  confusion,  went  forward,  the 
colour  coming  and  going  in  rapid  transitions  upon 
her  cheeks ;  and  the  old  lady,  laying  a  hand  upon 
each  shoulder,  contemplated  her  earnestly  for 
upwards  of  a  minute. 

"  There  now  !"  she  said,  at  length  kissing  her 
upon  the  forehead  :  "  you  need  not  be  frightened 
— I  am  not  an  ogress  come  to  eat  you  :  but  I  ara 
a  relation  of  whom  I  daresay  you  have  heard  speak 
—though  you  never  before  saw  me  and  perhaps 
never  expected  to  see  me.  You  are  really  a  fine 
girl :  but  beauty,  after  all,  is  vanity,  both  in  itself 
and  in  the  sentiment  it  encourages.— So  you  nre 
Miss  TrafTord  ?"  continued  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  i.ow 
beckoning  mo  towards  her. 


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"  Since  you  are  a  relation  of  the  familj,  madam," 
I  answered,  "  there  is  no  harm  in  letting  you  know 
that  my  real  name  ia  Percy." 

"  Percy !  Percy  !"  ejaculated  the  dame,  all  her 
frigidity  suddenly  giving  way  to  agitation  and 
excitement,  so  that  I  was  startled  and  astonished  : 
but  quickly  regaining  her  cold  self-possession,  she 
muttered,  "No — it  is  impossible!" — yet  she  con- 
tinued to  look  very  hard  at  me  with  her  fixed 
penetrating  eyes. 

"Miss  Percy  is  a  very  dear  young  friend  of 
ours,  aunt,"  interjected  Mr.  Norman ;  "  and  as 
she  is  as  good  as  she  is  talented,  we  are  as  proud 
of  her  as  if  she  were  our  daughter." 

"  TVell,  well,"  said  the  dame ;  "  I  daresay  she  is 
a  gopd  girl  enough.  And  that  other  one  ?"  point- 
ing to  Melissa. 

"Though  there  be  a  prejudice  existing,  almost 
to  the  extent  of  a  stigma,  against  the  theatrical 
profession,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  "  I  am  proud  to 
declare  that  we  receive  none  but  persons  of  un- 
doubted reputation  ;  and  amongst  these  friends 
wo  reckon  Miss  Biiirtison." 

Melissa  stooped  ^o  pick  up  the  kerchief  whic^  she 
let  fall  as  if  by  accident— thpugh  I  knew  very 
well  that  it  was  intentionally  done  as  a  means  to 
veil  the  sudden  confusion  into  which  that  speech 
of  Mr.  Norman  had  necessarily  though  so  unsus- 
pectingly thrown  her :  for  be  \t  remembered  that 
only  I  myself  va^  acquainted  wit^b  Melissa's  frailty. 
■V^hen  she  again  raised  her  countenance,  it  was 
with  a  pajm  self-possessioq : — a  mompijt  had  been 
siffficient  for  her  to  regain  complete  control  over 
hefself. 

"  Well,  Miss  B!arrison,"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle, 
shaking  hands  with  her  as  she  had  done  with  me, 
"I  da^resay  fhat  you  may  be  a  very  good  kind  of  a 
girl,  although  a  dancer.  However,  I  shall  perhaps 
have  an  opportunity  of  knowing  you  all  better.  I 
mean  to  stay  a  few  days  in  London  for  that 
purpose." 

"  And  you  will  make  oiw  house  your  home,  dear 
aunt  ?"  said  Mr.  Norman — an  invitation  that  was 
instantaneously  echoed  by  his  spouse. 

"  No,  I  thank  you,"  said  the  dame  curtly. 
"  Suppers  at  midnight  would  not  suit  me.  I  came 
up  to  London  to  see  you ;  and  therefore  I  should 
have  waited  all  night  for  that  purpose.  But  now 
that  my  object  is  accomplished,  I  shall  take  my 
departure.     Ring  and  order  me  a  cab." 

"  At  least,  dear  aunt,  you  will  stay  and  take 
some  supper  on  the  present  occasion  ?"  urged  Mr. 
Norman,  his  wife  echoing  the  invitation  with  equal 
fervour. 

Nothing  however  could  induce  the  old  lady  to 
remain:  but  she  intimated  that  she  should  return 
on  the  morrow  to  pass  the  entire  day.  She  then 
took  her  departure  in  the  cab  that  was  procured 
according  to  her  request.  For  some  little  while 
after  she  was  gone,  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were 
so  full  of  the  unexpected  visit  which  had  been 
paid  them,  that  they  did  not  notice  how  pensive 
Juliet  looked :  nor  did  they  seem  to  recollect  that 
Melissa  Harrison  must  naturally  be  astonished  at 
everythin;^  which  had  just  occurred  after  the 
rumour  that  was  so  industriously  spread  a  few 
monihs  back  to  the  effect  that  Juliet  was  invited 
to  pass  a  short  time  with  her  wealthy  relative  at 
Dover.  At  length  Juliet,  pleading  headncb,  left 
the  room :  and  Melissa  whispered  to  me,  "  I  see 


that  there  is  some  little  family  secret  somewhere 
or  another.  But  I  am  not  curious,  dear  Ellen — 
and  I  ask  not  for  explanations." 

She  then  rose  from  her  seat,  bade  us  farewell, 
and  hurried  away. 

"  By  the  bye,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  when  she  was 
gone,  "Melissa  must  have.thought  it  strange " 

"  Rest  assured,"  I  interrupted  him,  "  that  she 
will  not  ask  any  impertinent  questions.  But  other 
difficulties  may  arise  from  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  pre- 
sence in  London.  All  your  friends  and  visitors 
have  been  led  to  believe  that  Juliet  passed  some 
little  while  with  her :  they  may  allude  to  it  before 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  when  they  call  at  the  house " 

"  Truly  !"  said  Mr.  Norman ;  "  that  is  the  dis- 
advantage of  telling  a  falsehood,  even  as  a  matter 
of  necessity  ^nd  in  a  very  venial  manner.  It  is 
sure  in  the  long  run  to  produce  its  inconveniences. 
There  is  only  one  alternative — and  that  is  to  deny 
ourselves  to  all  our  friends  and  usual  visitors 
during  the  time  that  Mrs.  Oldcastle  is  at  the 
house." 

"  That  is  indeed  the  only  plan,"  I  said :  but  I 
had  my  misgivings  lest  complications  should  ariso 
from  the  inopportune  presence  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
in  London. 

I  repaired  to  Juliet's  chamber :  I  found  her 
unhappy  and  desponding.  She  spoke  to  me  of 
Melissa;  and  I  gave  her  precisely  the  same  as- 
surance which  I  had  already  given  to  her  parents, 
in  respect  to  Miss  Harrison's  freedom  from  imper- 
tinent curiosity. 

"  But  still  she  must  consider  it  str^pge,  Ejlen  !" 
said  poor  Juliet.  "  Some  suspicion  may  be  ex« 
cited;  and  when  once  any  such  idea  enters  the 
brain,  it  soon  furnishes  a  clue !  I  allude  not  now 
especially  to  Melissa— but  to  other  persons  who 
may  come  to  the  house " 

"  Your  parents  have  determined  to  deny  them- 
selves to  all  visitors  whenever  Mrs,  Oldcastle  is 
here,"  I  interjected. 

"  But  the  servants,  Ellen  ?"  resutued  Juliet 
"they  must  think  it  exceedingly  strange  that  the 
aunt  whom  I  was  supposed  to  visit  a  few  months 
ago,  should  come  hither  as  a  stranger.  And  then 
too —in  another  month  or  six  weeks  I  must  leave 
homo— I  shall  be  no  longer  able  to  conceal  my 
position — and  the  very  pretest  which  was  to  serve 
me  when  the  time  should  come,  can  now  no  longer 
be  thought  of !" 

"  And  why  not,  Juliet  ?"  I  asked.  "  Mrs.  Old- 
castle is  not  likely  to  remain  long  in  London; 
nor  is  it  probable  that  she  will  very  soon  repeat 
her  visit.  When  once  she  shall  have  returned 
home,  the  pretext  will  hold  as  good  as  ever  it 
did." 

"Oh,  in  what  perils  am  I  involved!  —  what 
misery,  what  utter  misery  has  that  fatal  love  of 
mine  plunged  me  into !" — and  Juliet  gave  way  to 
her  lamentations. 

I  said  everything  I  could  to  console  her;  and  at 
length  finding  that  she  was  more  tranquil,  I  left 
her,— retiring  to  my  own  chamber. 

On  the  following  morning,  immediately  after 
breakfast,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  arrived  at  the  house. 
Her  manner  was  sufficiently  friendly,  without  be- 
ing at  all  cordial :  she  seemed  naturally  cold  and 
severe :  indeed  I  scarcely  knew  what  to  think  of 
her — whether  it  were  possible  for  such  a  woman  to 
possess  a  good  heart  at  all.   Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 


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received  her  with  the  wonted  frankness  of  their 
hospitality,  mingled  with  a  certain  degree  of  re- 
spect ;  while  JuHet  endeavoured  to  appear  gay  and 
cheerful.  The  old  lady  had  brought  her  knitting ; 
and  though  the  day  was  a  fine  one,  she  said  not  a 
syllable  of  going  out — nor  did  she  express  any  de- 
sire to  visit  "  London  sights," — though,  as  she  in- 
formed us,  many  and  many  a  long  year  had  elapsed 
since  the  last  time  she  was  in  the  metropolis.  She 
seemed  resolved  to  pass  the  entire  day  in-doors,  so 
that  she  might  have  all  the  better  opportunities  of 
becoming  well  acquainted  with  the  family  whom 
she  had  so  long  ignored,  and  to  whom  she  had 
with  so  much  eccentric  abruptness  introduced  her- 
self. To  Juliet  she  spoke  in  a  somewhat  kinder 
tone  than  to  her  parents  or  to  me  :  for  to  ws  her 
demeanour  was  only  that  of  polite  civility,  —  a 
civility,  too,  that  was  shown  after  her  own  peculiar 
fashion.  During  the  first  few  hours  that  we  all 
sat  together  in  the.  drawing-room,  I  noticed 
that  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  while  appearing  to  be  intent 
upon  her  knitting,  was  several  times  contemplating 
Juliet  furtively,  and  surveying  her  indeed  with  the 
most  scrutinizing  attention.  I  trembled  for  my 
poor  friend's  secret;  and  I  dreaded  lest  its  dis- 
covery by  the  keen  eyes  of  the  old  lady  should 
alienate  from  the  Norman  family  that  wealth  which 
under  favourable  circumstances  they  might  hope  to 
inherit  at  her  death. 

It  was  just  about  luncheon-time,  that  a  loud 
double  knock  at  the  front  door  resounded  through 
the  house;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  lifting  her  eyes 
from  oflf  her  work,  said  to  Mr.  Norman,  "  Visitors 
are  arriving." 

"They  will  not  disturb  us,  my  dear  aunt,"  he 
replied ;  "  for  I  have  given  orders  that  we  are  not 
at  home  to  any  one." 

"  Indeed,  then  you  have  done  very  wrong,"  re- 
sponded Mrs.  Oldcastle,  "  ii  -ou  have  acted  thus 
on  my  account ;  for  I  would  i  her  see  your  friends 
than  prove  the  cause  of  tht.r  keeping  away.  I 
therefore  insist  that  you  counter-order  the  instruc- 
tions you  have  given  to  your  domestics,  and  that 
whosoever  calls  may  be  admitted." 

"But  we  thought,  my  dear  aunt,"  said  Mr. 
Norman,  hesitating  and  stammering,  "  that  it 
would  be  more  agreeable  if  we  were  to  enjoy  each 
other's  society " 

"  I  am  not  so  foolish,"  interrupted  Mrs.  Old- 
castle, "  as  to  imagine  that  my  society  can  be  very 
delightful  to  any  of  you — especially  to  these  girls. 
Therefore,  without  another  word,  pray  let  my 
wishes  be  attended  to ;  or  else  I  shall  take  my  de- 
parture," 

The  old  lady  spoke  positively ;  and  it  was  not 
diffisult  to  comprehend  that  she  was  desirous  not 
only  to  make  herself  acquainted  with  the  disposi- 
tions and  characters  of  her  relatives,  but  that  she 
was  likewise  resolved  to  see  in  what  manner  they 
lived  and  what  sort  of  company  they  kept.  Mr. 
Norman  was  forced  to  ring  the  bell,  and  desire  the 
servant  to  show  up  all  visitors  who  might  call. 

"  It  was  Mr.  Richards  who  came  just  now,  sir," 
said  the  footman.  "  I  told  him  you  were  all  out— 
and  he  said  he  would  come  back  again." 

"  That  is  the  lessee  of  the  theatre,"  said  Mr. 
Norman  to  his  aunt. 

"  I  should  very  much  like  to  see  him,"  ehe  re- 
sponded, with  a  certain  dryness. 

In  about  an  hour  the  double  knock  again  rever- 


berated through  the  house  ;  and  in  a  few  momenta 
Mr.  Richards  was  announced.  He  was  very  hand- 
somely dressed — for  he  had  evidently  been  making 
a  round  of  morning  calls  ;  and  he  glided  into  the 
room  with  the  easy  familiarity  of  established 
friendship. 

"  So  at  last  I  am  fortunate  in  finding  you  all  at 
home  !"  he  said.  "  I  had  a  little  business  to  speak 
of;  and  therefore  I  was  resolved  to  come  back. 
But " 

Hero  he  stopped  short,  looking  at  the  old  lady. 

"This  is  my  aunt— Mrs.  Oldcastle,"  said  Mr. 
Norman,  eflFecting  the  introduction  with  a  reluc- 
tance that  was  all  but  visible  to  those  who  were 
thus  introduced.  "  Mr.  Eichards— Mrs.  Old- 
castle." 

"Proud  to  make  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  acquaint- 
ance !"  said  Mr.  Eichards,  gliding  towards  the 
old  lady,  and  proffering  his  hand,  from  which  he 
hastily  withdrew  the  lemon-coloured  kid  glove.  "  I 
have  heard  of  you  before,  my  dear  madam.  Ah ! 
you  were  the  means  of  taking  away  from  me  the 
very  best  dansewse  that  ever  appeared  on  my 
boards       ■  " 

"  I,  Mr.  Eichards  ?"  exclaimed  the  old  lady, 
with  unfeigned  surprise. 

"  Nonsense,  nonsense,  Eichards !"  said  Mr. 
Norman,  winking  and  making  signs  to  the  lessee. 
"  No  professional  matters  here  !" 

"Perhaps,"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle  quietly,  "Mr. 
Eichards  has  called  expressly  on  some  professional 
business ;  and  if  so,  I  beg  that  he  will  not  stand 
upon  any  ceremony  on  «ny  account.  He  may 
speak  out  before  me ;  and  if  not,  it  is  very  clear 
that  I  must  be  one  too  many  beneath  this  roof." 

"  Nothing  can  be  kinder,  madam,  than  your  ob- 
servation," said  Mr.  Eichards.  "To  speak  the 
trutb,  it  was  about  a  little  professional  business 
that  I  called.— You  saw,  Norman,"  he  continued, 
turning  to  Juliet's  father,  "  how  successful  the  new 
ballet  was  last  night.  It  was  a  hit :  but  it  may 
be  made  a  greater  hit  still.— There  are  degrees, 
madam,  in  all  these  things,"  he  added,  turning 
towards  the  old  lady,  to  whom,  with  no  doubt  a 
well  meant  purpose,  he  studied  to  make  himself 
agreeable,  as  a  visitor  of  the  Normans,  and  there- 
fore for  the  Normans'  sake. 

"Precisely  so,  Mr.  Eichards,"  answered  Mrs. 
Oldcastle.  "  I  am  glad,  sir,  that  my  presence  is  not 
a  restraint  upon  the  frankness  of  your  discourse." 

"  Oh,  quite  the  contrary,  my  dear  madam !" 
exclaimed  Mr.  Eichards.  "As  I  was  saying,  there- 
fore, the  new  ballet— though  already  a  hit— may 
be  made  a  greater  hit  still.  Miss  Harrison  ac- 
quitted  herself  most  admirably  last  night:  but 
still.  Miss  Norman,  she  does  not  come  up  to  you. 
I  was  thinking  therefore — unless  the  aunt  has  an 
insuperable  objection" — and  here  he  turned  with  a 
bland  deprecating  smile  towards  Mrs.  Oldcastle, — 
"  I  was  thinking,  I  say,  that  if  your  talented 
niece  would  only  accept  an  engagement,  I  would 
give  her  the  handsomest  salary " 

Juliet,  who  I  saw  had  been  hanging  to  the 
tenterhooks  of  uneasiness  and  suspense,  here  broke 
in,  with  an  abruptness  which  savoured  of  rude- 
ness, and  was  indeed  most  unusual  with  her. 

"One  word  is  sufiicient,  Mr.  Eichards!"  she 
said.  "  I  decline  to  return  to  the  stago— at  least 
for  the  present." 

"  There,  my  dear  madam !  see  what  you  have 


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done  !"  esclaimed  Mr.  Richards,  endeavouring  to 
conceal  his  vexation  beneath  the  air  of  gaj  re- 
proach with  which  he  addressed  the  aunt.  "  It  is 
all  your  fault;  and  I  must  conjure  jou  to  with- 
draw an  injunction  which,  as  you  perceive,  deprives 
mj  ballet  of  its  brightest  ornament." 

"1  can  assure  you,  Mr.  Eichards,"  responded 
Mrs.  Oldcastle,  "that  I  have  issued  uo  injanction 
to  any  such  effect,  I  have  not  presumed  to  inter- 
fere with  Mr.  Norman's  arrangements  on  behalf  of 
himself,  his  wife,  or  his  daughter." 

"  No,  no,  my  dear  aunt,"  interposed  Mr.  Nor- 
man, "  you  have  been  very  kind  and  good  ;  and  as 
for  the  proposition  Mr.  Richards  has  just  made  us 
in  respect  to  Juliet,  we  will  think  it  over." 

"  G-ood  !  that  will  do  !"  ejaculated  the  lessee : 
"  and  I  feel  convinced  that  my  views  will  not  ex- 
perience opposition  on  the  part  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle." 

The  manager  then  bowed  and  retired.     When 


be  discovered  by  her  whose  name  was  usc.l  upou 
the  occasion.  When  Mrs.  Oldcastle  took  her  leave 
— which  she  did  at  about  halt'-past  eight  o'clock — 
she  intimated  that  she  should  not  revisit  the  house 
on  the  following  day,  but  that  she  should  pass  the 
one  next  ensuing  altogether  there.  When  she  was 
gone,  we  talked  over  the  incidents  of  the  dar.-  and 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  expressed  their  coni'SjJion 
that  great  and  sigual  advances  had  been  made  in 
the  favourable  opinion  of  their  wealthy  relative. 
Such  was  likewise  my  impression ;  but  I  saw  how 
much  depended  on  Juliet's  secret  being  kept  safe 
until  the  time  should  come  when  there  was  no 
longer  any  danger  of  its  transpiring. 

On  the  following  day  Mr.  Norman  communi- 
cated to  Mr.  Richards,  on  his  daughter's  behttltj 
her  refusal  to  accept  another  engagement  at  the 
theatre  ;  and  he  was  now  enabled  with  bold  truth- 
fulness to  assert  that  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  peremp- 


the  door  closed  behind  him,  there  was  an  ominous    torily  influenced  this  decision. 


silence  of  a  few  minutes, — a  silence  which  the  old 
lady  did  not  seem  inclined  to  break,  and  upon 
which  no  one  else  seemed  to  dare  to  intrude.  It 
was  a  most  embarrassing  silence.  I  saw  that 
Juliet  was  exceedingly  uneasy,  and  that  this  feel- 
ing was  shared  by  her  parents — as  indeed  it  like- 
wise was  by  myself.  At  length  Mrs.  Oldcastle, 
lifting  her  eyes  from  her  work,  turned  towards 
Juliet,  inquiring,  "How  long  have  you  seceded 
rom  the  stage  ?" 

"  It  must  be  upwards  of  five  months,"  Mrs, 
Norman  hastened  to  ejaculate — doubtless  fearing 
that  her  daughter's  confusion  might  prevent  her 
from  giving  any  answer  at  all. 

"  And  what  is  your  objection  to  return  to  the 
stagtf,  my  dear  ?"  inquired  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  in  even 
a  kinder  voice  than  she  had  yet  used  when  address- 
ing Juliet.  "  Let  the  girl  speak  for  herself,"  she 
added,  glancing  quickly  upon  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Nor- 
man. 

I  saw  that  Juliet  gathered  up  all  her  self- 
possession  with  an  effort;  and  she  answered  with 
an  air  of  frankness,  '*'  I  have  conceived  a  distaste 
for  the  stage." 

"  Indeed  !"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle.  "  But  I  hope 
that  I  may  give  your  parents  credit  for  having  ab- 
stained from  forcing  your  inclination  in  that  re- 
spect ?" 

"  Oh,  yes  I"  exclaimed  Juliet,  with  affectionate 
enthusiasm  :  "they  have  always  been  most  kind 
and  good  towards  me  !" 

"  I  am  glad  you  tell  me  that,  my  dear,"  said 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  :  and  the  dark  cloud  of  suspicion 
which  for  a  moment  had  gathered  upon  her  coun- 
tenance, now  vanished  altogether^her  features 
brightening  up  indeed,  as  much  as  such  a  face 
coulu  by  any  possibility  become  animated.  "  In 
this  case,"  she  added,  "  the  engagement  with  Mr. 
Bichards  will  not  of  course  take  place." 

"  Certainly  not — certainly  not,  my  dear  aunt  I" 
ejaculated  Mr.  Ncrman,  eagerly. 

From  that  moment  throughout  the  rest  of  the 
day,  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  demeanour  grew  more  cordial 
towards  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  ;  while  towards 
Juliet  she  became  almost  affectionate — and  ex- 
ceedingly kind  towards  myself.  Nothing  more  of 
any  consequence  occurred  to  revive  the  apprehen- 
sions of  poor  Juliet  that  the  falsehood  which  be- 
tween five  or  six  months  back  had  been  propagated 
in  respect  to  the  visit  to  the  aunt  at  Dover,  would 


It  was  about  two  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  of 
this  same  day— while  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  were 
absent  at  the  theatre,  and  while  Juliet,  who  felt 
indisposed  after  the  excitement  of  the  previous  day, 
was  lying  down  in  her  own  chamber — that  the 
footman  entered  the  drawing-room  where  I  was 
seated  alone,  to  intimate  that  a  lady  desired  to 
speak  to  me.  I  asked  what  name  she  had  given: 
but  the  footman  replied,  "  The  lady.  Miss,  an- 
nounced no  name :  she  said  it  was  useless,  as  she 
is  a  perfect  stranger  to  you." 

"  Then  let  her  walk  up,"  I  said :  but  I  resolved 
to  remain  upon  my  guard,  for  fear  of  any  new 
treachery  on  the  part  of  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 

In  a  few  moments  the  visitress  was  ushered  into 
my  presence;  and  as  she  wore  a  thick  black  veil, 
I  could  only  catch  a  feeble  glimpse  of  her  coun- 
tenance :  but  the  impression  it  made  upon  me  was 
most  favourable.  She  was  well  dressed ;  and  a 
single  glance  at  her  attire  was  sufficient  to  convince 
me  that  it  emanated  from  some  fashionable  estab- 
lishment where  the  cost  of  articles  must  be  held 
of  no  consequence  in  the  estimation  of  the  pur- 
chaser. She  was  not  tall,  but  of  the  medium 
height  of  woman  —  with  a  very  slender  figure, 
proportioned  to  an  exquisite  symmetry  ;  while  her 
bearing  was  ladylike  and  full  of  natural  uus'udied 
grace.  I  rose  to  receive  her.  She  seemed  em- 
barrassed how  to  introduce  herself  or  her  business; 
— and  no  longer  fearing  treachery,  I  spoke  with  a 
kind  encouragement,  requesting  her  to  be  seated. 
She  then — as  if  with  a  certain  effort  which  was 
rendered  necessary  by  a  slight  remaining  reluc- 
tance—raised her  veil;  and  I  beheld  one  of  the 
most  interestingly  beautiful  countenances  I  had 
ever  gazed  upon.  It  was  not  however  a  face  of 
dazzling  loveliness,  nor  was  it  a  beauty  which 
makes  the  beholder  wonder  as  well  as  admire: 
but,  on  the  contrary,  it  was  an  expression  of  me- 
lancholy gentleness  and  sweet  mournfulness  which 
gave  such  a  pathetic  interest  to  that  oval  coun- 
tenance and  those  regular  features.  Delicately 
modelled  too  were  those  features :  the  cheeks  were 
pale ;  in  a  slight  degree  they  were  sunken — but  so 
slightly  as  not  to  be  hollow  nor  to  give  a  haggard 
look  to  the  face  itself.  She  seemed  as  if  she  had 
only  recently  recovered  from  an  illness  that  had 
been  caused  by  some  calamity ;  and  methought 
likewise  that  the  sense  of  this  calamity,  mellowed 
by  resignation,  was  still  in  the  soul,  as  the  linger- 


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ing  traces  of  indisposition  were  also  upon  the 
countenance. 

On  examining  her  presently  with  somewhat 
more  attention,  though  not  with  an  intentness  to 
be  perceived,  I  observed  that  her  complexion  was 
beautifully  fair,  and  that  in  its  polish  it  might  vie 
with  the  pearl  of  the  sea-shell.  Her  eyes — not 
large,  and  full  of  a  mournfully  serene  softness  — 
were  of  a  grey  so  deep  that  in  particular  lights 
their  colour  might  be  mistaken  for  blue.  Her 
nose  was  perfectly  straight :  her  mouth,  exquisitely 
beautiful,  must  always  have  had  a  somewhat  seri- 
ous and  meditative  expression  ;  but  I  fancied  that 
the  recent  circumstances  of  calamity  and  illness 
which  in  my  imagination  I  had  associated  with 
this  lady,  had  tended  to  render  its  expression  still 
more  pensive.  Her  age  appeared  to  be  about 
three-and-twenty  J — and  I  must  add  that  from  the 
very  first  instant  she  raised  her  veil  I  was  inte- 
rested in  her  whom  I  am  endeavouring  to  describe. 

It  was  in  a  soft,  clear,  and  musical  voice  that 
she  said  to  me,  "  I  am  afraid,  Miss  Trafford,  you 
will  deem  the  step  I  have  taken  to  be  exceedingly 
bold,  when  I  explain  the  object  of  this  intrusion. 
I  have  never  heard  any  one  speak  of  you  otherwise 
than  in  your  public  capacity :  but  when  I  have 
read  in  the  newspapers  that  you  display  so  much 
deep  and  genuine  feeling  in  the  parts  which  you 
represent,  I  felt  assured  that  you  would  receive 
me  with  sympathy  and  with  kindness,  even  though 
in  the  end  you  should  be  unable  to  assist  me  in 
the  way  in  which  I  hope  for  your  succour." 

There  was  something  exceedingly  touching  in 
the  manner  in  which  the  lady  spoke — something 
that  went  irresistibly  to  the  heart,  appealing  on 
behalf  of  the  speaker  with  a  plaintiveness  that  at 
once  enlisted  every  sympathy  and  made  one  long  to 
be  enabled  to  do  her  a  service.  I  asked  her  in 
what  way  I  could  possibly  be  of  use  to  her — as- 
suring her  at  the  same  time  of  my  readiness  to 
exert  my  humble  endeavours  in  her  cause. 

She  did  not  immediately  answer — but  bent 
down  her  eyes,  Methought  that  with  a  gasping 
effort  she  stifled  a  sob ;  and  at  length  she  said  in 
a  voice  of  forced  firmness,  "  I  wish  to  go  upon  the 


"  To  forward  this  aim,"  I  responded,  "  there  is 
much  which  happily  lies  in  my  power.  But  surely 
it  is  not  a  matter  of  taste " 

I  stopped  short ;  for  the  was  visibly  struggling 
with  her  feelings  ;  and  she  said  in  a  low  voice, 
"No — it  is  a  matter  of  necessity." 

I  was  surprised :  and  my  looks  no  doubt  dis- 
played my  astonishment.  By  her  appearance  she 
seemed  to  be  a  lady  in  independouc  circumstances; 
though  I  now  noticed  that  notwithstanding  she 
was  so  well  dressed,  she  had  not  a  particle  of 
jewellery  about  her  person. 

"  Yes  — from  necessity,"  she  repeated,  now  giving 
an  almost  bitter  emphasis  to  her  words.  "  I  must 
earn  my  bread — I  who  once " 

Again  she  stopped  short,  and  appeared  to  be 
wrestling  with  feelings  that  were  almost  over- 
powering. I  naturally  fancied  that  she  was  on  the 
point  of  alluding  to  better  days  and  happier  times  ; 
and  I  thus  beheld  the  realization  of  my  idea  that 
she  had  been  stricken  by  a  calamity,  of  which 
recent  illness  was  one  of  the  results 

"  But  have  you  well  weighed,"  I  asked,  in  a 
gentle  and  sympathizing  voice,  "  the  step  which 


you  thus  propose  to  take  ?  P.irdon  me  if  I  speak 
to  you  with  fraukness.  You  have  experienced  re- 
cent causes  of  unhappiness  :  but  the  mind  of  one 
who   appears  before   a   public  audience  must   bo 

nerved " 

"  Oh !  I  have  considered  all  this !"  exclaimed 
the  lady.  "  I  should  not  exhibit  so  much  weak- 
ness now,  were  it  not  that  I  read  sympathy  ia 
your  looks;  and  you  must  be  good  and  gentle  and 
kind  indeed  to  feel  for  woes  that  are  unknown  to 
you,  and  the  existence  of  which  you  merely  sus- 
pect !  Yes — my  mind  is  made  up  to  embrace  the 
stage  as  a  means  of  existence — if  I  can  obtain  an 

introduction  to  it " 

"  Pardon  me  for  interrupting  you,"  I  said, 
deeply  affected  by  her  words  and  her  looks — for  it 
was  a  sad  thing  to  hear  the  syllable  tooe  come  from 
the  lips  of  one  who  was  so  exquisitely  beautiful; 
"  but  perhaps  your  misfortunes  may  be  only  tem- 
porary P  perhaps  for  a  season — a  year  or  two,  for 
instance — there  might  be  relief  afforded,  and  you 
might  be  saved  the  adoption  of  that  idea  which 
you  have  seized  upon  in  the  belief  that  it  is  the 

only  alternative  ?     If  so " 

"  A  thousand,  thousand  thanks.  Miss  Trafford," 
said  the  fair  stranger,  her  voice  musically  tre- 
mulous with  emotions,  "for  your  unmistakable 
kindness — your  significant  generosity  !  And  think 
me  not  ungrateful  if  I  do  not  make  you  altogether 
my  confidante :  but  to  tell  you  such  a  history  aa 
mine— No,  no  !     G-ood  God  !  it  is  impossible  !" 

She  shivered  as  she  spoke  these  last  words  with 
a  wild  and  frenzied  vehemence ;  and  for  au  instant 
I  was  frightened  lest  her  senses  were  abaudoning 
her.  But  suddenly  she  became  calm  once  more; 
and  she  said,  "  Pardon  this  emotion.  Miss  IVafford  ! 
I  really  did  not  think  when  entering  into  your 
presence,  that  I  should  be  thus  led  away  by  my 
feelings.  I  had  flattered  myself  that  I  had  ob- 
tained sufficient  command  over  them  to  preserve 
a  certain  degree  of  equanimity,  if  not  of  forti- 
tude.  And  now  you  will  ask  me  whether  I  have 
any  taste  for  the  stage,  and  what  my  qualifications 
are  ?  Listen  to  me  for  a  few  moments  !  Some 
while  ago — when  I  was  more  happily  placed  than 
I  now  am" — and  here  a  sudden  sigh  convulsed  her 
almost  to  choking,  but  in  an  instant  she  subdued 
it — "  there  were  frequent  private  theatricals  at  the 
— I  mean  where  I  dwelt.  My  spirits  were  gayer 
then;  and  I  took  a  part  in  them.  It  might  have 
been  on  account  of  my  position — I  mean  to  say 
that  the  lenient  judgment  or  well-meant  flattery 
of  friends  may  have  led  me  to  suppose  that  I  was 

not  altogether  without  dramatic  talent though 

heaven  knows  that  I   then  little  thought  that  the 

time  would  ever  come " 

Here  again  she  stopped  short ;  and  there  was 
another  struggle  against  the  heartrending  grief 
which  she  evidently  experienced.  I  saw  that  it 
was  most  painful  for  her  to  continue  the  explana- 
tions which  so  vividly  reminded  her  of  better  days 
— peradventure  of  opulence,  of  a  happy  home,  and 
of  a  proud  position ;  and  I  hastened  to  say  in  en- 
couraging accents,  "  The  drama  therefore,  though 
hitherto  practised  for  amusement,  is  not  altogether 
unfamiliar  to  you  ?  I  will  do  my  best — I  will  go 
at  once,  if  you  wish  it,  and  speak  to  Mr.  Richards, 
the  lessee  of  the  theatre  where  I  myself  have 
an  engagement.  I  know  that  he  will  listen  to 
my  representations ;   and    I    shall    only  be  too 


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EHEW  PEECT;   OE,  the  MKMOIES  of  an  ACTEES8. 


Lappy  to  call  upon  you  to  announce  the  favourable 
result." 

"  Call  upon  me  ?"  slie  ejaculated,  methought 
almost  in  terror  :  then,  as  if  suddenly  recollecting 
that  she  had  spoken  strangely  and  wildly,  she  said, 
"  Not  for  the  world,  Miss  Traiford,  would  I  give 
you  that  trouble !  Permit  me  to  call  here  again  to- 
morrow to  know  the  result.  Or  if  you  would  not 
xieem  it  an  importunity,  I  would  see  you  this  even- 
ing at  the  theatre " 

"  Be  it  so,"  I  said.     "  Call  at  the  stage-entrance 

—send  in  your  name " 

"My  name?"  said  the  stranger  almost  va- 
cantly :  but  again  catching  herself  up  in  the  midst 
of  her  painfully  wandering  thoughts,  she  cried, 
"  Yes,  I  will  avail  myself  of  your  kindness  ;  and  if 
the  name  of  Miss  Howard  be  brought  in  to  you,  I 
may  expect  the  favour  of  admission  ?" 

I  replied  in  the  affirmative ;  and  I  was  thinking 
at  the  time  that  the  unfortunate  lady's  disinclina- 
tion for  me  to  call  upon  her  at  her  own  residence, 
wherever  it  were,  might  possibly  arise  from  the 
poverty  of  the  abode  to  which  circumstances  had 
compelled  her  to  retire.  I  therefore  said  with  con- 
siderable diffidence  and  in  as  delicate  a  manner  as 
possible,  "  Perhaps  you  will  not  be  offended  with 
me  if  I  offer  you,   Miss  Howard,  such  temporary 

assistance  as  you  may  require,  until " 

"  No  !  no  !"  she  vehemently  ejaculated.  "  But 
forgive  my  abruptness !  Oh,  Miss  Trafford !" 
she  added,  now  bursting  into  tears,  "  it  is  so  long 
since  the  voice  of  sympathy  made  music  in  my 
brain  or  awoke  the  feelings  of  my  heart,  that  it 
sounds  strange  indeed — and  I  scarcely  know  how 
to  take  it !  All  that  has  just  occurred  between  us 
must  seem  most  singular  to  you.  I  need  not  ask 
whether  it  be  suspicious ;  for  you  with  the  sub- 
limest  generosity  have  treated  me  as  if  I  were  a 
sister  instead  of  a  stranger.  I  cannot  find  words 
in  which  to  thank  you.  But  I  can  pray — Oh, 
yes !  I  can  pray  ! — and  in  my  prayers  shall  you 
be  remembered !" 

She  pressed  my  hand  with  the  most  grateful 
fervour;  drew  down  her  veil,  and  precipitately  left 
the  room.  It  had  struck  me  that  she  spoke  of 
prayer  in  that  sense  in  which  it  is  one  of  the 
only  resources  of  the  unfortunate  ;  and  this  circum- 
stance tended  to  interest  me  still  more  deeply  in 
her  favour.  Without  tarrying  for  much  reflection, 
I  hastened  to  my  chamber,  put  on  my  walking. 
apparel,  and  proceeded  to  the  theatre.  My  desti- 
nation was  soon  gained :  I  found  that  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman  had  already  left ;  but  I  learnt  from 
a  subordinate  that  Mr.  Bichards  was  in  his  own 
room.  The  man  added  that  the  lessee  was  en- 
gaged with  the  principal  gentlemen  of  the  com- 
pany :  but  as  I  thought  that  they  could  only  be  in 
that  room  on  professional  business,  I  did  not  hesi- 
tate to  proceed  thither.  I  knocked  at  the  door ; 
and  fancying  that  I  was  bidden  to  walk  in,  I 
opened  it.  But  all  in  a  moment  my  ears  were 
assailed  with  such  a  Babel  of  human  voices,  that 
if  the  door  when  once  unfastened  had  not  rolled 
wide  open  of  its  own  accord,  I  should  have  retired. 
As  it  was,  however,  the  opening  of  that  door  re- 
vealed to  me  the  scene  that  was  taking  place.  All 
the  principal  actors  engaged  at  the  theatre — Mr. 
Norman  excepted — were  in  violent  altercation  with 
the  lessee.  No,  not  exactly  wi^A  him— but  agaiiist 
him :  for  there  he  sat,  in  perfect  silence,— his  head 


bent  down  as  if  with  the  air  of  a  man  who  bows 
to  suffer  the  first  gush  of  the  hurricane  to  sweep 
over  him  ere  he  raises  himself  up  to  breast  its  re- 
maining fury  when  its  first  violence  shall  have  been 
expended.  One  of  the  chief  performers  held  in 
his  hand  a  manuscript ;  and  he  was  indignantly 
vociferating,  "  Is  this  a  part  to  give  to  such  as 
me — I  who,  if  I  had  my  due  and  if  managers  had 
not  conspired  against  me,  should  be  held  equal  to 
Macready  ?  And  you  expect  me  to  perform  such 
a  part  as  this  ?  I,  sir,  to  fall  down  a  trap-door 
like  a  clown — to  be  caught  in  a  blanket  by  a  couple 
of  drunken  carpenters  or  careless  supernumaries ! 
— not  I  indeed,  sir  !" 

"  And  I  should  like  to  know,  Mr.  Eichards," 
exclaimed  another  gentleman,  cocking  his  hat  on 
one  side  of  his  head,  and  giving  it  a  smash  down 
in  order  to  fix  it  the  more  tightly  there— at  the 
same  time  that  he  assumed  the  fiercest  possible 
look, — "and  I  should  like  to  know,  Mr.  Eichards, 
whether  when  I  engaged  with  you  as  a  Walking 
Gentleman,  I  was  expected  to  shoulder  a  musket 
as  a  recruit,  play  a  big  drum,  and  make  grimaces 
over  a  mouth-organ  ?  for  that  is  precisely  the  part 
which  is  assigned  to  me  in  this  precious  piece  !" 

"And  I,  sir,"  vociferated  another,  buttoning  up 
his  frock-coat  to  his  very  throat,  and  tucking  up 
the  cuffs,  as  if  he  meant  to  wreak  summary  chas- 
tisement upon  the  lessee  ;  "  I  should  like  to  know, 
sir,  whether  when  I  engaged  with  you  as  a  Gen- 
tleman for  Utility,  it  was  to  be  condemned  to  such 
vile  uses  as  that  to  which  my  part  in  this  piece 
would  bring  me  down  at  last  ?" 

"  Sir— ahem !"  said  a  stout,  burly,  plethoric 
gentleman,  with  a  very  red  face  and  grey  hair : 
"  ahem,  sir !  I  believe,  sir — and  in  believing,  sir, 
I  thinh  that  I  was  engaged  by  you— ahem,  sir  !  — 
through  your  stage-manager,  Mr.  Green,  as  a 
Heavy  Man.  Was  it  not  so,  sir  ?  Ahem,  sir  ? 
Well,  sir — then  by  what  singular  conglomeration 
of  circumstances — ahem,  sir!  by  what  mystification 
of  the  strangest  events  and  confusion  of  all  ideas 
of  propriety,  is  it  that  I  now  find  myself  cast  for 

a  character — a  character,  sir — ahem,  sir " 

"  Hold  your  tongue,  Arlington !"  exclaimed 
Mr.  Mellicent,  now  stepping  forward  and  pushing 
the  Heavy  Man  aside :  "  your  grievance  is  nothing 
to  mine !  Mr.  Eichards,"  he  continued,  bowing 
in  a  grandiose  style  of  scornful  disdain  to  the 
lessee,  "  would  you  be  good  enough  to  tell  me,  sir, 
why  after  being  insulted  by  your  manager  Mr. 
Green,  humbugged  by  your  property-man  Mr. 
Sutterby,  and  accused  of  being  drunk  by  your  base 
underling  Mr.  Tubbs,  I  should  now  experience  the 
crowning  degradation  at  your  hands  ?  I  believe, 
sir,  that  it  is  my  avocation  to  tread  the  boards  of 
your  theatre  as   the   First  Walking   Gentleman. 

But,  sir " 

At  this  moment  Mr.  Grimshaw,  the  Clown— 
who  had  been  standing  a  little  apart,  listening 
with  comic  seriousness  to  the  wrangle — thought  it 
expedient  to  alter  his  position  and  stand  upon  his 
head, — at  the  same  time  making  the  most  hideous 
grimaces.  The  effect  was  so  ludicrous  that  one 
after  another,  in  rapid  succession,  the  ire  of  the 
actors  gave  way ;  laugh  upon  laugh  burst  forth— 
Mr.  Eichards  raised  his  head— and  throwing  him- 
self back  in  his  seat,  he  joined  in  that  chorus  of 
cachinnations. 

"  Come,  my  good  fellows,"  he  exclaimed,  when 


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tbe  laughter  had  subsided — when  Mr.  Grimsbaw 
had  resumed  his  feet— and  when  Mr.  Mellicent 
was  assuming  a  most  heroic  attitude  for  another 
set  speech, — "  what  the  deuce  do  jou  all  want  ? 
Tou  are  like  so  many  hornets.  Are  you  well 
treated  or  not  ?  Do  you  ever  go  away  with  empty 
pockets  from  the  treasury  on  a  Saturday  night  ? 
As  for  the  casts  of  the  piece,  they  are  capital.  A 
handsome  fellow  like  you,  Mellicent,  could  not 
possibly  have  a  better  part.  You  have  a  soliloquy 
of  a  quarter  of  an  hour— at  the  end  of  which 
you  die  with  effect.  Tou  are  safe  to  be  encored  ! 
— Come,  gentlemen,  go  to  the  Green-room ;  a  dozen 
of  wine  shall  follow  you  ;  and  at  rehearsal  to- 
morrow you  will  be  all  in  such  good  humour  with 
your  parts,  that  you    will  be  fit  to  drink  another 

dozen  of  wine that  is,"  added  Mr.  Hichards 

aside,  "  if  I  am  in  a  humour  to  give  it." 

The  storm  was  completely  quelled  :  the  words  of 
promise  respecting  the  wine  were  like  oil  thrown 
upon  the  troubled  waters.  Mr.  Mellicent  seized 
Mr.  Bichards  by  the  hand,  vowing  that  he  was 
the  very  prince  of  managers,  and  that  he  had  al- 
ways loved  him  with  an  affection  scarcely  possible 
to  be  exceeded  if  they  had  happened  to  be  brothers. 
The  Heavy  Man  looked  light  and  gay ;  the  Gen- 
tleman of  Utility  seemed  as  if  he  were  by  no  means 
averse  to  include  wine-drinking  amongst  any  other 
avocations  which,  in  the  general  range  of  his 
talents  and  his  Protean  qualities,  he  might  be 
called  upon  to  fulfil.  In  a  word,  all  the  performers 
issued  forth  from  the  lessee's  room  with  aspects 
wonderfully  changed,  and  declaring  with  the  true 
theatrical  aside,  which  was  meant  for  everybody 
to  hear,  that  "  Mr.  Eichards  was  a  capital  fel- 
low I" 

"  Sit  down,  Miss  Trafford,"  said  Mr.  Eichards, 
when  the  posse  had  departed.  '•'  Sorry  that  you 
should  have  beheld  such  a  scene  :  but  you  saw  I 
knew  how  to  manage  them  ?" 

"  I  rather  think,"  I  said,  with  a  smile,  "  it  was 
Mr.  Grimshaw  who  knew  how  to  manage  them  P" 

"  Ah !  but  it  was  prearranged,"  responded  the 
lessee,  chuckling.  "I  saw  the  storm  was  brewing 
—I  bade  Grimshaw  be  here — I  told  him  what  to 
do — and  that  when  the  brunt  of  the  tempest  was 
becoming  severest,  he  must  come  to  my  rescue. — 
But  I  forgot !  those  men  want  their  wine !  After 
all,  they  are  good  fellows  at  botttom— and  they 
shall  have  it." 

Here  the  manager  rang  his  bell ;  and  the  sum- 
mons was  answered  by  the  usual  underling  in  at- 
tendance. 

"  Tubbs,"  he  said,  with  a  very  serious  counte- 
nance, and  with  an  ostentatious  manner,  "  the 
gentlemen  of  my  company  have  behaved  in  a  way 
to  afford  me  the  most  cordial  satisfaction ;  and  you 
know,  Tubbs,  that  I  am  always  the  first  to  reward 
merit.  Tubbs,  you  will  take  those  gentlemen  a 
dozen  of  sherry  to  the  Green-room." 

"Yes,  sir,"  replied  Mr.  Tubbs.  "The  best 
sherry,  sir  ?" 

"The  best  sherry,  you  scoundrel?"  ejaculated 
Mr.  Eichards,  starting  as  if  he  could  kick  him. 
"  What !  my  five- shilling  sherry  ?  Heaven  fore- 
fend  !  No,  sir  1  The  Cape ! — the  Cape  at  one- 
and-three  I" 

"Very  good,  sir,"  answered  Mr.  Tubbs;  and  he 
forthwith  departed  to  execute  the  commission  thus 
confided  to  him. 


"  A  lessee.  Miss  Trafford,"  said  Mr.  Eichards,  as 
the  door  closed  behind  the  underling,  "  has  no 
easy  part  to  perform.  His  is  the  part  behind  the 
curtain  ;  and  without  at  all  detracting  from  the 
merits  by  which  yourself  and  others  overcome  diffi- 
culties before  the  curtain,  I  think  that  mine  is  the 
least  enviable  position.  I  am  a  sort  of  Prime 
Minister,  filling  no  specific  department,  but  having 
to  overlook  the  departments  of  all  others.  A 
lessee,  Miss  Trafford,  must,  in  vulgar  parlance,  be 
wide  awake.  For  instance,  at  the  cost  of  fifteen 
shillings  I  am  about  to  treat  those  gentlemen,  who 
will  be  as  well  contented  as  if,  according  to  the 
suggestion  of  Tubbs,  the  cost  of  their  regaling 
amounted  to  sixty  shillings.  And  then  too.  Miss 
Trafford,  a  lessee  must  have  a  wonderful  capacity 
for  eating  and  drinking.  He  must  always  be 
ready  to  propose  a  chop,  or  a  kidney,  or  broiled 
bones,  at  the  tavern  over  the  way,  for  the  behoof 
of  any  individual  whom  he  wishes  especially  to 
conciliate  ;  and  of  course  there  is  no  eating  with- 
out plenty  of  drinking  at  the  same  time. — But 
while  I  am  chattering  here,  I  forget  that  you  may 
be  in  a  hiury ;  and  now  I  shall  be  most  happy  to 
attend  to  you." 

I  explained  to  Mr. Eichards  that  I  was  to  a  cer- 
tain degree  interested  in  a  young  lady  named  Miss 
Howard,  who  was  most  anxious  to  go  upon  the 
stage  ;  and  without  entering  into  any  further  par- 
ticulars, I  besought  the  lessee's  good  offices  as  a 
personal  favour  to  myself.  Mr.  Eichards  at  once 
yielded  to  my  solicitation,  and  made  an  appoint- 
ment for  the  lady  to  wait  upon  him  on  the  follow- 
ing  day,  when  he  would  put  her  abilities  to  tho 
test,  and  if  she  gave  any  promise  at  all  in  the  his- 
trionic art,  he  would  offer  her  an  engagement.  I 
thanked  him,  and  took  my  departure.  Oa  return- 
ing to  Hunter  Street,  I  mentioned  to  the  Xor- 
mans  the  visit  which  I  had  received  from  Miss 
Howard  and  the  step  I  had  taken  in  her  behalf  : 
but  I  said  nothing  to  excite  any  particular  curi- 
osity with  regard  to  her. 

In  the  evening  I  repaired  again  to  the  theatre ; 
and  when  the  performance  was  over,  I  hastened 
to  my  dressing-room  in  the  expectation  of  receiving 
the  visit  from  Miss  Howard,  to  whom  I  was  most 
anxious  to  communicate  the  hope  which  the  lessee 
had  held  out.  My  theatrical  costume  was  doffed, 
and  I  had  put  on  my  private  apparel,  before  the 
message  was  brought  to  me,  to  the  effect  that 
Miss  Howard  solicited  a  few  minutes'  conversation. 
I  directed  that  she  might  be  at  once  introduced  to 
my  room ;  and  I  dismissed  the  maid,  in  order  that 
I  might  receive  her  alone.  She  wore  the  dark 
veil  over  her  countenance :  I  saw  that  she  was 
nervous  and  trembling,  as  if  with  suspense;  and 
I  hastened  to  relieve  her  therefrom.  When  she 
heard  the  intelljgence  I  had  to  impart,  she  caught 
my  hand,  and  pressed  it  to  her  lips.  She  was  so 
overcome  with  her  feelings  that  I  begged  her  to 
sit  down  and  take  some  refreshment;  for  there 
were  wine  and  biscuits  upon  a  side-table.  She 
accepted  the  invitation ;  and  I  could  not  help 
noticing  that  she  ate  the  biscuits  as  if  she  were 
actually  hungry.  I  was  convinced  that  she  had 
been  enduring  distress ;  .and  I  resolved  to  make 
another  effort  to  induce  her  to  accept  some  pecu- 
niary succour  at  my  hands. 

"  You  are  now  certain  of  an  engagement.  Miss 
Howard,"  I  said :  "  upon  this  you  may  rely.    But 


a  week,  you  know,  will  elapse  before  you  can  apply 
to  the  treasury;  and  you  may  have  little  expenses 
to  meet.  Pray  consent  to  use  me  as  your  banker 
for  your  temporary  requirements  " 

She  bad  raised  her  veil :  she  looked  up  stead* 
fastly  into  my  face  for  a  few  instants  as  I  thus 
spoke  ;  and  then,  bursting  into  tears,  she  exclaimed, 
"  Grood  God !  you  know,  then,  that  I  was  starv- 
ing !" 

I  was  cruelly  shocked  at  this  ejaculation  ;  and 
from  my  own  eyes  did  the  tears  gush  forth.  I 
placed  my  purse  in  her  band :  but  when  she  heard 
the  chink  of  gold,  she  said  with  a  species  of  con- 
vulsive nervousness,  "  No,  no — not  all  this !" — and 
drawing  forth  a  single  sovereign,  she  laid  the  purse 
upon  the  table. 

"  I  can  only  repeat.  Miss  TraflEbrd,  what  I  said 
this  morning,"  she  continued,  after  a  brief  pause, 
— "  that  I  cannot  find  words  sufficient  to  thank 
you  for  your  goodness.  I  will  now  retire:  and  to- 
morrow I  shall  not  fail  to  keep  the  appointment 
with  the  lessee." 

"  I  will  conduct  you  to  the  outer  door,"  I  said  ; 
"  for  I  myself  am  about  to  return  home,  as  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  will  not  be  ready  to  leave  the 
theatre  for  the  next  hour." 

'We  accordingly  issued  forth  together  :  and  when 
we  reached  the  stage-entrance,  Miss  Howard  said, 
"Here  we  will  part." 

She  shook  me  by  the  hand,  and  was  hastening 
away,  when  the  light  of  a  gas-lamp  streamed  full 
upon  the  countenance  of  a  gentleman  who  was 
passing.  I  should  observe  that  Miss  Howard  had 
omitted  to  draw  down  her  veil  again, — either  from 
the  confusion  of  her  thoughts,  or  else  because  as  I 
wore  none  on  the  occasion,  she  considered  that  it 
would  be  discourteous  to  cover  her  own  face.  The 
recognition  between  herself  and  that  gentleman 
was  mu'ual  and  instantaneous. 

"  Ah  !"  he  ejaculated  in  a  voice  which  seemed  to 
be  filled  with  anything  but  joy  :  "  is  it  you  ?" 

"  Good  heavens !  we  meet  again !"  were  the 
words  which  quivered  from  the  lips  of  Frances 
Howard :  for  she  bad  told  me  that  this  was  her 
Christian  name.  "  Have  you  thrown  yourself  in 
my  way,  to  renew " 

"  Silence  !"  he  sternly  ejaculated  :  and  I  heard 
not  another  syllable — for  I  retreated  within  the 
doorway,  not  choosing  that  Miss  Howard  should 
fancy  I  purposely  lingered  to  listen. 

When  I  looked  forth  again,  at  the  expiration  of 
about  a  minute,  both  the  lady  and  the  gentleman 
had  disappeared — I  knew  not  whether  in  company, 
or  in  dift'erent  directions.  The  carriage  was  wait- 
ing to  take  me  home  ;  and  during  the  drive  thither, 
I  continued  to  think  of  Prances  Howard  and  the 
strange  mystery  that  enveloped  her.  That  she 
was  unhappy,  she  herself  had  admitted  :  but  was 
her  unhappiness  connected  with  that  gentleman 
whom  she  had  met,  evidently  by  an  accident  ?  And 
was  there  any  fault  on  her  side  ?  — was  she  in  any 
way  criminal?  Oh!  was  it  possible  to  associate 
guilt  with  that  pathetic  softness  of  expression — 
with  that  grateful  heart — with  those  assurances 
that  she  was  accustomed  to  pray  to  her  Maker  ? 
Ah !  had  I  not  been  deceived  by  the  apparently 
amiable  qualities  of  Lady  Lilla  Essendine? — and 
was  I  to  become  the  dupe  of  another  deception 
now  ?  Por  a  few  moments  I  was  shocked  and 
alllicted  with  the  idea :    but  speedily  repelling  it 


as  most  ungenerous  and  uncharitable,  I  resolved 
to  yield  my  faith  to  the  better  side,  and  to  believe 
that  Prances  Howard  was  merely  unhappy,  but 
not  criminal. 

While  thus  refl.ecting,  I  endeavoured  to  remem- 
ber the  outlines  and  the  expression  of  that  mascu- 
line cous^aance  on  which  the  gas-lamp  had  shed 
its  light; --~4he  countenance  of  that  gentleman 
whom  M'lst)  Howard  had  accidentally  met.  It  was 
a  countenance  which,  to  my  knowledge,  I  had 
never  seen  before ;  and  I  had  obtained  so  transient 
a  glimpse  of  it  that  methought  I  should  scarcely 
be  enabled  to  recognise  it  again.  To  the  best  of 
my  recollection,  however,  it  was  the  face  of  a  man 
of  at  least  forty  years  of  age— dark-complexioned, 
even  to  swarthiness — and  with  eyes  that  appeared 
to  vibrate  for  an  instant  with  a  sinister  light.  He 
was  tall  J  and  it  struck  me  that  he  was  well 
dressed.  More  than  these  few  details  I  cgM  not 
remember. 


CHAPTER  XXXI. 

AUKT  OLDCASILE. 

On  the  following  day  Mrs.  Oldcastle  again  made 
her  appearance  in  Hunter  Street;  and  it  was  with 
an  increased  cordiality  that  she  returned  the  greet- 
ings of  her  relatives.  She  established  herself  by 
the  fireside  as  if  it  were  an  old  familiar  place — 
drew  forth  her  knitting — and  seemed  prepared  to 
make  herself  quite  at  home.  Juliet  was  in  better 
spirits  ;  for  she  had  buoyed  herself  up  with  the  hope 
that  circumstances  would  continue  to  protect  her 
secret  from  discovery  by  the  aunt ;  and  moreover 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  intimated,  shortly  after  her 
arrival  on  this  occasion,  that  she  should  most  pro- 
bably leave  London  on  the  following  day. 

Matters  passed  on  very  comfort  bly  until  about 
three  o'clock  in  the  afternoon, — when  a  loud  double 
knock  reverberated  through  the  house.  A  visitor 
was  arriving ;  and  in  a  few  minutes  a  certain  Mrs. 
Armstrong  was  announced.  This  was  an  elderly 
lady  who  had  retired  from  the  stage  on  a  compe- 
tency ;  she  had  always  borne  an  unexceptionable 
character  :  she  had  known  the  Normans  for  years ; 
and  thus  she  was  invariably  welcome  at  the  house. 
She  was  a  widow,  and  dearly  loved  a  little  bit  of 
gossip — though  she  was  by  no  means  maliiiously 
prone  to  scandal ;  or  else  her  presence  would  not 
have  been  agreeable  to  the  straight-forward, 
honest-hearted  Normans. 

As  a  matter  of  course,  she  was  introduced  to 
the  aunt:  but  I  knew  that  the  Normans  must 
have  felt  uneasy ;  for  it  was  to  this  very  lady  that 
the  tale  of  Juliet's  pretended  visit  to  Mrs.  Old- 
castle at  Dover  was  first  mentioned  at  the  time. 
No  sooner,  however,  was  Mrs.  Oldcastlo's  name 
announced,  when  Mrs.  Armstrong  exclaimed, 
"  Well,  I  am  truly  delighted  to  see  you  here,  my 
dear  madam  !  It  augurs  well — but  only  fulfils 
what  we  had  all  along  expected  I" 

"  I  did  not  know,  madam,"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
curtly,  "  that  my  visit  to  London  could  have  been 
in  any  way  foreseen." 

"  Certainly  not,  certainly  not !"  said  Mr.  Nor- 
man, stammeiinsj,  and  looking  very  much  con- 
fused ;    for   he   was  far  from  being  an  adept  in 


ELIiSN   PESCT;    Olt,   THE    MEMOIES    OP    AN  ACTEE8?. 


169 


duplicity,  even  tho   most   venial   and   innocuous. 

"  Mrs.  Armstrong  means  that you  understand, 

aunt  your  name  has  often  been  mentioned  by 
U8 " 

"  And  pray,  my  dear  madam,"  broke  in  Mrs. 
Armstrong,  whom  I  was  vainly  endeavouring  to 
engage  in  conversation  with  myself, — "  do  you  find 
our  dear  Juliet  at  all  altered  ?  I  call  her  our  dear 
Juliet,  because  I  have  known  her  ever  since  she 
was  a  baby;— and  1  have  really  thought  that  for 
the  last  few  weeks  she  has  scarcely  looked  so  well 
as  she  did -" 

"  Mrs.  Armstrong,  shall  I  order  up  luncheon  ?" 
interjected  Mr.  Norman,  who  was  evidently  almost 
driven  to  despair. 

"  A  glass  of  wine  and  a  biscuit  ?"  quickly  added 
Mrs,  Norman :  and  she  was  hastening  to  ring  the 
bell  as  the  only  means  of  creating  a  diversion  from 
the  perilous  strain  of  the  discourse,  when  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  quietly  interposed. 

«      No.  22.— Ellen  Pbecy. 


"  You  asked  me,  ma  1am,"  she  said,  "  if  I  had 
found  Juliet  altered ;  and  the  question  seems  so 
singular " 

"  Of  course  !  of  course  !"  ejaculated  Mr.  Nor- 
man.    "  It  is  Mrs.  Armstrong's  foolish  way " 

"  Foolish  indeed !"  exclaimed  the  lady  indig- 
nantly. "  I  have  known  you  for  more  than 
twenty  years,  Mr.  Norman ;  and  this  is  the  first 
time  you  ever  insulted  me  !" 

"  Insulted  you  ?  Not  for  the  world,  my  dear 
madam !"  cried  the  good-hearted  Mr.  Norman. 
"  Insult  an  old  friend  like  you  P  No,  it  is  impos- 
sible !" 

"  Well,  there's  an  end  of  the  matter,"  said 
Mrs.  Armstrong,  proffering  her  hand  :  then  quickly 
turning  to  the  old  aunt,  she  added,  "  I  meant  to 
say,  my  dear  madam,  that  Juliet  has  not  the  same 
good  looks  as  when  she  went  on  that  visit  to  you 
five  or  six  months  ago " 

A  cry  burst  from  my  lips,  as  I  rushed  forward 


170 


•ELtEH  PEECT;   OE,  THE  MEMOIES  OF   AST  ACTEESS. 


to  assist  poor  Juliet,  who -had  turned  deadly  pale 
and  was  sinking  from  iier  cbair  in  a  swoon. 

Mrs.  Armstrong— apparently  forgetting  all  that 
she  had  been  saying,  and  perhaps  not  for  an  in- 
stant conceiving  that  it  bad  anything  to  do  with 
Juliet's  sudden  indisposition— flew  to  the  mantel 
to  procure  a  bottle  of  sal-volatile  salts  ;  while  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman,  with  mingled  grief  and  conster- 
nation on  their  countenances,  rushed  to  assist  me 
in  sustaining  their  daughter. 

'•'Remove  her  into  the  adjoining  room,"  et^id 
Mrs.  Oldcastle ;  "  and  give  her  fresh  air. — Do  not 
trouble  yourself,  Mrs.  Armstrong,"  she  added ; 
"Juliet  is  with  those  who  will  take  care  of  her; 
and  do  you  remain  with  me.  Yes,  it  is  perfectly 
true  that  Juliet  stayed  at  tny  house  five  or  six 
months  ago ;  and  I  mean  to  take  her  there  with 
me  again." 

These  words  met  the  ears  of  Mr.  an4  Mrs.  Nor- 
mnn  and  myself  as  we  were  conveyiDg  the  inani- 
mate form  cf  Juliet  into  the  next  room.  The 
speech  startled  us;  and  we  exchanged  rapid 
glances  of  amazement.  Indeed,  we  could  scarcely 
believe  our  own  ears.  We  closed  the  folding-door 
behind  us ;  and  placing  Juliet  on  a  sofa,  adminis- 
tered restoratives.  She  soon  began  to  recover; 
and  in  the  meanwhile  we  heard  Mrs.  Armstrong 
taking  her  departure.  Aunt  Oldcastle  had  evi- 
dently managed  to  get  rid  of  her;  and  this  seemed 
to  be  another  proof  that  there  was  some  design 
on  the  part  of  the  old  lady  which  we  could  not 
fathom  —  unless  it  were  by  the  conjecture  that 
having  seen  some  falsehood  had  been  told,  she  did 
not  wish  to  expose  her  relatives,  and  therefore  was 
generously  shielding  them. 

Juliet  opened  her  eyes ;  and  looking  around,  she 
sajd  in  a  mournful  voice,  "Now  everything  is  dis- 
covered !" 

"  Hush,  my  dear  child  !  —  hush !"  said  Mrs. 
Norman:  and  the  next  instant  the  folding-door 
opening,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  made  her  appearance. 

Our  glances  were  all  flung  quickly,  anxiously, 
and  searchingly  upon  her  countenance ;  but  there 
was  nothing  very  ominous  nor  menacing  in  its 
expression.  She  advanced  towards  the  sofa;  and 
sitting  down,  took  Juliet's  hand,  saying,  "  I  hope, 
my  dear,  that  you  are  better  now  ?" 

"Yes— thank  you,  aunt,"  replied  Juliet,  blush- 
ing and  full  of  confusion. 

"These  sudden  indispositions  do  take  place  at 
times,"  continued  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  with  an  air  as  if 
she  veritably  meant  what  she  said,  and  was  not 
by  any  means  seeking  an  excuse  to  restore  Juliet 
to  self-possession  and  confidence.  "  By  the  bye, 
Mr.  Norman,  I  think  as  this  is  the  last  day  I 
shall  spend  at  your  house,  you  may  as  well  direct 
the  servants  to  say  you  are  not  at  home  to  any 
other  visitors." 

Mr.  Norman  hastened  with  alacrity  to  obey  this 
instruction ;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle  continued  to 
speak  in  an  affectionate  manner  to  Juliet.  At 
length  we  all  returned  to  the  front  drawing- 
room;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle  went  on  conversing  just 
as  if  nothing  had  occurred  to  alter  her  good  opinion 
of  the  Normans — but  on  the  contrary,  as  if  some- 
thing had  happened  to  confina  it.  I  could  scarcely 
understand  her  conduct.  Did  she  suspect  Juliet's 
secret? — had  she  fathomed  it? — were  her  eympa- 
thies  enlisted  ou  behalf  of  the  unfortunate  girl  ? 
—and  was    she    resolved  to   display   compassion 


where  anger  might  have  been  expected  ?  The 
Normans  themselves  were  as  much  at  a  loss  as  I 
was  to  interpret  the  old  lady's  conduct  otherwise 
than  by  similar  conjectures ;  and  at  all  events  it 
was  a  material  solace,  as  well  as  a  relief  frota 
much  cruel  embarrassment,  to  find  that  she  was 
behaving  thus. 

It  was  about  an  hour  before  dinner-time  that 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  left  off  knitting— deliberately  rolled 
up  her  work  round  the  needles —deposited  it  in 
her  great  bag; — and  taking  off  her  horn  spec- 
tacles with  the  large  circular  glasses,  she  evidently- 
prepared  herself  for  some  serious  announcement 
or  proposition. 

"Mr.  Norman,"  she  at  length  said,  "canyott 
part  from  your  daughter  for  a  time  ?" 

"Part  with  her?"  he  faltered  forth.  "Why, 
my  dear  aunt— the  proposal  comes  so  unex- 
pected  not  but  that  it  is  very  kind^ ■" 

"Oh,  excessively  kind  1"  interjected  Mrs.  Nor- 
man.    "  But  I  am  afraid ' " 

"  Juliet,  my  dear,"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  turning 
towards  Miss  Norman,  "  will  you  come  and  spend 
a  few  months  with  me  ?" 

Juliet  was  once  more  full  of  confusion:  her 
cheeks  for  an  instant  glowed  with  blushes,  and 
then  became  deadly  white.  Mrs.  Oldcastle  looked 
astonished;  and  she  slowly  gazed  from  one  to  the 
other,— her  mouth  gradually  pursing  up,  and  the 
4ark  cloud  gathering  upon  her  features. 

"  I  certainly  did  not  expect  this  hesitation,"  she 
at  length  said.  "  My  aim  could  scarcely  be  mis- 
taken. You  know,  Mr.  Norman,  that  I  have  it  ia 
my  power  to  leave  some  one  a  few  pounds  at  my 
death;  and  I  therefore  thought But  no  mat- 
ter!" she  abruptly  checked  herself.  "Let  the 
subject  drop.     There  is  an  end  of  it !" 

Tho  teats  were  now  trickling  down  Juliet's 
cheeks;  and  unable  to  restrain  her  emotions,  she 
abruptly  rose  and  quitted  the  room. 

"  Go  and  attend  to  your  daughter,"  said  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  to  Mrs.  Norman ;  "  and  tell  her  that  I 
am  by  no  means  angry  with  her." 

Mrs.  Norman  retired  accordingly  :  Mr.  Norman 
endeavoured  to  stammer  out  some  sort  of  apology 
for  the  hesitation  with  which  the  aunt's  proposal 
had  been  received  :  but  the  old  lady  cut  him  short 
by  saying,  "  Not  another  syllable,  if  you  please, 
upon  the  subject !" 

I  now  quitted  the  room,  and  hastened  to  rejoin 
Juliet,— whom  I  found  weeping  passionately  on 
her  mother's  bosom. 

"  Oh,  how  unhappy  I  am !"  she  murmured 
amidst  her  sobs.  "  To  be  unable  to  accept  the 
invitation — to  lose  perhaps  every  chance  of  find- 
ing favour  in  the  eyes  of  my  relative " 

"Console  yourself,  my  dear  girl,"  said  Mrs. 
Norman,  who  was  herself  weeping.  "It  is  im- 
possible  to  recall  the  past ;  and  all  the  regrets  in 
the  world  will  not  amend  it." 

Juliet  presently  became  more  tranquil :  but 
when  we  descended  to  the  dining-room,  her  eyes 
still  betrayed  the  traces  of  recent  weeping.  The 
old  aunt  continued  to  maintain  an  affectionate  de- 
meanour towards  Juliet,  and  one  of  kindness  to- 
wards myself;  but  in  respect  to  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  I  fancied  that  she  was  a  little  more  cold 
and  distant  than  she  had  at  any  time  been  since 
her  first  appearance  at  tho  house.  After  dinner 
they  were  compelled  to  repair  to  the  theatre:  but 


ELLEN  PKECT  ;    OE,    THE    MEM0I118  OP  ATT  ACTEE8S. 


in 


I  remained  at  home.  A  note  was  presently  de- 
Kvered  to  me.  It  was  from  Frances  Howard  ;  and 
the  handwriting  was  beautitully  ladj-likc.  It  an- 
nounced the  success  of  her  interview  with  Mr. 
Richards ;  and  it  contained  the  warmest  expres- 
sions of  gratitude  for  my  friendly  intervention  iu 
her  behalf. 

Juliet  and  I  sat  with  Mrs.  Oldcastle  ia  the 
drawing-room ;  and  it  occurred  to  me  that  the 
elderly  lady  was  fidgetting  somewhat,  as  if  she 
sought  an  opportunity  to  speak  to  me  alone.  At 
length  she  intimated  that  if  either  Juliet  or  my- 
self wished  to  retire  to  any  other  room,  or  amuse 
ourselves  elsewhere  in  any  way,  she  hoped  that 
her  presence  would  not  prove  a  restraint  upon  us. 
I  seized  aa  opportunity  to  whisper  to  Juliet, 
"Leave  ua  together  for  half-an-hour  :  I  am  con- 
vinced Mrs.  Oldcastlo  wishes  to  speak  to  me 
alone !" 

Juliet  shortly  afterwards  retired  on  some  pre- 
text ;  and  when  the  door  closed  behind  her,  I  ob- 
served that  Mrs.  Oldcastle  surveyed  me  with  a 
scrutinizing  attention. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  at  length  she  said,  "  I  want  to 
have  a  little  conversation  with  you.  I  wonder 
whether  you  will  deal  frankly  and  candidly  with 
me?" 

I  knew  not  precisely  what  answer  to  make;  and 
while  I  was  reflecting,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  continued 
in  the  following  manner: — 

"  You  already  know  that  for  a  long  series  of 
years  I  have  remained  aloof  from  my  relatives.  I 
have  been  estranged  from  them.  To  speak  candidly, 
I  hated  and  loathed  the  stage  :  but  with  an  equal 
honest  frankness  will  I  admit  that  my  sojourn  be- 
neath this  roof  has  tended  to  disabuse  me  of  much 
of  that  prejudice.  For  some  little  time  past  I 
have  been  thinking  that  perhaps  I  was  wrong  to 
discard  my  relatives  altogether :  I  felt  that  old  age 
and  infirmities  were  creeping  over  me :  and  I 
thought  it  was  time  that  I  should  look  around  to 
decide  who  is  to  inherit  whatsoever  I  may  have  to 
leave.  I  came  to  London  to  see  the  Normans; 
and  this  day  I  was  prepared  to  adopt  Juliet  as  my 
heiress.  But  things  have  been  taking  place  which 
I  cannot  comprehend  :  mystery  has  enveloped  the 
scenes  that  have  been  passing  around  me.  First 
of  all  I  comprehended  that  my  name  had  been 
made  use  of  by  the  Normans  in  some  manner 
utterly  at  variance  with  the  truth :  but  I  was  dis- 
posed to  overlook  this  circumstance, — trusting  that 
when  it  should  be  sooner  or  later  explained,  the 
object  of  the  untruth  would  be  found  to  be  of  a 
venial  character.  You  saw  therefore  that  I  shielded 
my  relatives  from  exposure  iu  the  presence  of  that 
gossiping  Mrs.  Armstrong.  But  they  recused  to 
accept  the  proposition  which  I  made  that  Juliet 
should  accompany  me — I  cannot  understand  it  ! 
Now,  Miss  Percy,  it  is  from  your  lips  only  that  I 
choose  to  seek  explanations;  and  I  tell  youtrankly 
that  in  the  hour  which  is  passing  Juliet's  fate  will 
be  decided,  so  far  as  I  am  concerned — I  mean 
whether  at  my  death  she  shall  be  an  heiress  or 
not?" 

"Would  it  not  be  better,  madam,"  I  replied, 
seriously  embarrassed,  "  that  you  should  require 
explanations  from  Mr.  Norman  ?" 

"It  does  not  suit  me  to  do  so,  Miss  Percy,"  re- 
plied Mrs.  Oldcastle  severely.  "  The  Normans 
have  evidently  been  telling  untruths  of  some  kind 


or  another :  but  from  i/our  lips  I  have  not  once 
heard  a  single  syllable  to  make  me  mistrust  the 
sincerity  of  your  character.  To  i/ou,  therefore  do 
I  address  myself.  You  have  admitted  that  there 
are  explanations  to  give :  I  now  desire  to  know 
whether  you  will  give  them." 

"  Granting  that  there  be  family  secrets,  Mrs. 
Oldcastle,"  I  said,  "  you  must  comprehend  that  it 
is  not  for  me,  who  enjoy  a  home  beneath  this  roof, 
to  betray  them." 

The  old  lady  reflected  for  some  moments,  during 
which  she  continued  to  sit  upright,  as  prim  and  as 
starch  as  if  she  were  an  old  maid,  and  her  mouth 
ominously  pursed  up. 

"There  are  family  secrets — eh?"  she  resumed, 
after  a  long  silence ;  "  and  these  secrets  are  to  be 
concealed  from  the  knowledge  of  the  old  aunt. 
Then  what  inference  can  I  draw  P  Only  one  !— 
which  is  that  these  secrets  involve  some  circum- 
stance but  little  creditable  to  Juliet." 

"  I  declare  to  you,  madam,"  I  vehemently  ex- 
claimed, "  your  grand-niece  is  as  good  and  honour- 
able a  young  woman      -  " 

"  I  believe  you,  Miss  Percy  I"  interrupted  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  ;  "  and  I  offer  you  a  thousand  thanks  for 
the  assurance. — Juliet  is  good  and  honourable,"  she 
continued  in  a  musing  strain  ;  "  yet  she  is  evi- 
dently unhappy — the  cause  of  her  unhappiness  is 
kept  a  secret — and  what  in  this  world  is  ever  con- 
nected with  the  unhappiness  of  young  women  un- 
less it  be  some  love-affair  ?" 

She  bent  her  eyes  inquiringly  upon  me :  but  I 
remained  silent. 

"  Some  months  ago,"  continued  Mrs.  Oldcastle, 
again  in  a  musing  manner,  "  it  was  alleged  that 
Juliet  came  on  a  visit  to  me  at  Dover.  Doubtless 
this  was  a  pretext  to  account  for  her  absence  from 
home.  For  what  reason  could  a  young  female 
need  such  a  pretext  ?  Ah,  Miss  Percy  !  unless 
your  friend  Juliet  bo  privately  married,  I  fear 
that  you  yourself  can  have  scarcely  spoken  the 
truth  when  you  proclaimed  her  to  be  so  good  and 
virtuous !" 

"  Madam,"  I  ejaculated,  "  I  am  utterly  inca- 
pable of  deceiving  you  on  such  a  point.  But  you 
must  not  catechise  me  thus !" 

"  Listen,  Miss  Percy  !"  said  the  old  lady.  "  If 
Juliet  be  really  all  you  have  represented  her,  she 
deserves  to  become  my  heiress  :  but  it  is  impossi- 
ble that  in  utter  ignorance  of  all  the  circumstances 
which  surround  her,  I  can  bequeath  her  whatso- 
ever fortune  I  may  have  to  leave.  She  is  evidently 
unhappy.  You  tell  me  that  she  has  not  erred. 
Then  she  may  be  unfortunate  ?— and  if  unfortu- 
nate, why  should  her  misi'jrtunes  be  concealed  from 
me  as  if  they  were  crimes  ?  The  destiny  of  Juliet 
is  veritably  in  your  hands  at  the  present  moment. 
Eemain  silent,  and  I  drop  the  subject  for  over  :  but 
deal  with  me  frankly,  and  I  declare  that  if  Juliet 
be  only  unfortunate,  and  not  erring,  I  will  fulfil 
towards  her  all  the  intentions  which  a  few  hours 
ago  I  had  harboured." 

At  this  moment  a  female  servant  entered ;  and 
addressing  me,  she  said,  "  If  you  please.  Miss,  will 
you  go  to  Miss  Norman  ?  for  I  am  sure  she  is  very 
unwell." 

I  started  up  from  my  chair;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle, 
likewise  rising,  said,  "  Miss  Percy,  I  will  accom- 
pany you." 

I  dared  not  offer  any  objection ;  and  we  hastened 


together  to  Juliet's  chamber.  My  poor  friend  was 
Ijing  upon  the  sofa  :  and  she  bad  loosened  all  her 
garments  ;  for,  as  I  subsequently  learnt,  she  had 
felt  as  if  she  were  about  to  swoon.  She  bad  like- 
wise rung  the  bell  and  desired  the  maid  to  fetch 
me  ;  for  she  was  afraid  of  being  left  alone  in  her 
chamber,  lest  she  should  sink  completely  off  into  a 
fit.  Indeed,  she  was  so  unwell  when  Mrs.  Old- 
castle  and  myself  entered  the  room,  that  she  did 
not  immediately  perceive  her  relative  was  with 
ine.  I  supported  her  in  my  arms ;  and  Mrs.  Old- 
castle,  advancing  towards  her,  spoke  most  kindly 
and  affectionately.  Juliet  was  galvanized  by  her 
voice  into  completest  life  once  more ;  and  she 
Btared  almost  wildly  upon  the  old  lady. 

"  You  are  better  now,  my  dear  child,"  said  Mrs. 
Oldcastle.  "  I  will  leave  you  with  your  friend ; 
and  I  hope  that  presently  you  will  be  enabled  to 
join  me  in  the  drawing-room." 

Having  thus  spoken,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  somewhat 
abruptly  quitted  the  chamber. 

"  Good  heavens,  how  wretched  and  miserable  I 
am,  Ellen  !"  exclaimed  Juliet,  throwing  her  arms 
about  my  neck  and  weeping  passionately.  "  What 
has  she  been  saying  to  you  ?  Does  she  suspect- 
does  she  know " 

"  She  knows  nothing,"  I  hastily  replied ;  "  fori 
would  not  for  the  world  betray  your  secret." 

I  then  gave  Juliet  a  rapid  outline  of  what  had 
taken  place  between  her  aunt  and  myself,-  and  I 
concluded  by  observing,  "If  you  were  to  follow 
my  advice,  Juliet,  you  would  tell  her  every- 
thing." 

"  Let  me  think  over  it,"  said  Juliet :  "  it  is  a 
step  that  must  not  be  taken  in  a  hurry,  and  at  all 
events  not  without  the  concurrence  of  my  parents. 
Eeturn  to  her — or  she  will  think  I  am  worse  than 
I  really  am.  Leave  me  to  myself  a  little :  I  am 
quite  well  now — the  indisposition  has  passed — 
and  I  will  rejoin  you  presently  in  the  drawing: 
room." 

I  complied  with  my  friend's  request ;  and  I  re- 
turned to  the  drawing-room.  There  Mrs.  Old- 
castle was  seated,  just  as  if  she  had  never  once 
quitted  her  upright  prim  position  in  the  chair 
which  she  occupied. 

"I  have  been  thinking,  Miss  Percy,"  she  at 
once  said,  "  upon  all  that  has  passed  between  us  ; 
and  as  I  am  convinced  that  you  yourself  are 
truthful,  I  shall  act  upon  the  assurance  you  have 
given  me  in  respect  to  Juliet.  You  will  presently 
see  how. — And  now,  if  you  will  not  think  me  im- 
pertinent, might  I  ask  a  question  in  reference  to 
yourself  ?  I  understand  that  you  are  an  orphan  : 
do  you  happen  to  know  if  there  be  any  kinship 
between  yourself  and  a  family  of  the  same  name 
that  dwelt  a  long  time  back  in  one  of  the  northern 
counties  r" 

"  Grood  heavens — yes  !"  I  exclaimed.  "  But 
why  do  you  ask  ?  Oh  !  I  remember  that  when 
my  name  was  first  mentioned  to  you,  Mrs.  Old- 
castle, you  appeared  startled  and  surprised  !  Yes 
i— and  you  are  agitated  now  !" 

"  Do  you  mean  to  tell  me,  Ellen,"  she  asked,  with 
rapid  utterance,  and  for  the  first  time  calling  me 
by  my  Christian  name, — "  do  you  mean  to  tell  me 
that  you  belong  to  a  family  which  was  associated 
with  the  Forsyths  and  the  Wakefields  ?" 

"Yes,  yes  !— that  is  my  family  !  My  unfortu- 
nate father " 


But  I  stopped  short  ;  and  I  trembled  exces- 
sively— for  I  saw  by  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  look  and 
manner  that  my  father's  guilt  of  former  days  was 
no  secret  to  her.  Her  eyes  were  fixed  upon  me 
with  a  degree  of  compassionate  interest  which  I 
had  previously  thought  her  countenance  to  be  but 
little  capable  of  expressing. 

"My  poor  child,"  she  said,  "  this  is  a  most  sin- 
gular  coincidence.  Perhaps  there  is  even  some- 
thing providential  in  it !  Your  father — the  un- 
fortunate Charles  Percy for  I    will    not    use 

harsher  language  while  speaking  of  him was 

the  nephew  of  my  husband— the  only  son  of  that 
husband's  much  loved  sister  !" 

"  Yes— this  is  strange  indeed  !"  I  murmured,  as 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  kissed  me  several  times  upon  the 
forehead. 

"  It  is  not  however  singular,"  she  proceeded  to 
observe, "  that  the  Normans  should  never  have  sus- 
pected the  connexion  :  for  they  knew  nothing  of  my 
husband,  nor  of  his  family  or  relations. — And 
your  father,  Ellen — he  has  long  since  been  dead- 
has  he  not  ?" 

The  tears  were  streaming  down  my  cheeks  ;  and 
after  some  hesitation,  I  murmured,  "  No — he  yet 
lives  !" 

"He  lives!"  ejaculated  Mrs.  Oldcastle  in  as- 
tonishment.  "  A  rumour  of  his  death  was  long 
ago  wafted  to  me — I  remember  not  precisely  how 
But  where  is  he  ?" 

"  Oh,  do  not  ask  me  !"  I  exclaimed,  with  pas- 
sionate grief;  for  I  thought  that  if  ever  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  should  learn  the  secret  of  Juliet's  mis- 
fortunes, she  would  at  the  same  time  comprehend 
that  the  Mr.  Croft  who  was  so  fatally  connected 
therewith,  was  none  other  than  my  own  father, 
— I  mean  that  she  would  make  this  discovery  if  I 
were  now  to  reveal  to  her  that  he  was  passing 
under  that  name  of   Croft. 

"  Yes — I  understand,  poor  child  !"  she  said, 
again  kissing  me  :  "  it  is  only  too  painful  a  sub- 
ject for  you  !" —  and  she  evidently  thoup^ht  my 
father  was  still  in  a  penal  colony.  "  Are  the 
Normans  acquainted " 

"No— Ob,  no!"  I  exclaimed  :  "that  is  a  secret 
which  I  would  not  have  known  even  to  my  best 
and  dearest  friends !" 

"  And  this  secret  shall  be  kept  inviolate,"  said 
Mrs.  Oldcastle.  "Nothing  of  all  that  has  now  taken 
place  between  us,  need  be  mentioned  —  none  of 
these  explanations  —  no,  not  even  the  fact  tliat 
there  is  the  slightest  kinship  betwixt  yourself  and 
me  !  At  the  same  time,  my  dear  Ellen,  rest  as- 
sured that  I  shall  not  forget  that  which  we  never- 
theless agree  to  retain  secret.  Continue  to  be  a 
good  girl— as  you  now  are ;  and  you  shall  find  at 
my  death  that  I  have  not  failed  to  remember  you. 
And  now  not  another  word  1" 

Thus  speaking,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  again  kissed  me ; 
and  she  placed  her  finger  upon  my  lips  to  silenco 
the  expressions  of  gratitude  to  which  I  was  about 
to  give  utterance  in  acknowledgment  of  her  gene- 
rous intentions  towards  me.  AVe  resumed  our 
seats;  and  we  had  scarcely  composed  our  looks, 
when  Juliet  made  her  appearance. 

"  My  dear  girl,"  said  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  after  a 
kind  inquiry  how  she  felt,  "you  may  make  your 
arrangements  to  accompany  me  to  Dover  to- 
morrow. You  shall  at  least  pass  a  week  with  me  ; 
and  if  at  the  expiration  of  that  time  you  wish  to 


rejoin  your  family  circle  at  home,  I  shall  not  offer 
the  slightest  objection— neither  shall  I  be  offended. 
Come!  surely  you  will  accept  this  proposition? 
You  will  not  find  me  a  cross  crabbed  old  woman — 
but  one  who  will  endeavour  to  amuse  you.  I 
Lave  some  atonements  to  make  for  past  neglect 

But  of  that  no  matter  !     I  am  now  going  to 

take  my  leave ;  you  will  tell  your  parents  what 
my  wishes  are;  and  to-morrow  morning  at  ten 
o'clock  I  shall  be  here  in  a  post-chaise  to  fetch 
you." 

Having  thus  spoken,  Mrs.  Oldcastle  rang  the 
bell ;  and  when  a  domestic  answered  the  sum- 
mons, she  ordered  a  cab  to  be  fetched.  She  then 
affectionately  embraced  Juliet;  and  turning  to 
me,  she  said,  "  I  mast  likewise  kiss  your  sweet 
young  friend  Ellen,  whom  I  really  love  aa  much  as 
yourself." 

I  saw  that  these  words  were  purposely  uttered 
with  a  significancy  intended  for  my  comprehen- 
sion only ;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle  took  her  departure. 

"What  do  you  understand  by  all  this?"  in- 
quired  Juliet  when  the  elderly  lady  was  gone. 

"  I  understand  by  it,"  I  replied,  "  that  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  will  yet  prove  an  excellent  friend  to  you, 
Juliet ;  and  I  am  much  mistaken  if  in  the  long 
run  she  will  not  become  the  means  of  extricating 
you  from  the  embarrassments  of  your  position, 
rather  than  of  plunging  you  into  still  greater  per- 
plexities." 

"  Do  you  think— do  you  imagine " 

"  Let  us  not  waste  our  time  in  speculation  or 
conjecture,"  I  interrupted  my  friend.  "Mrs.  Old- 
castle asks  you  only  to  remain  a  week  with  her ; 
and  during  that  period  you  will  doubtless  learn  to 
know  her  better  than  you  now  do." 

When  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  returned  from  the 
theatre,  they  were  much  delighted  with  the  intelli- 
gence that  matters  were  so  amicably  arranged  with 
the  old  aunt,  and  that  Juliet  was  to  spend  a  week 
with  her.  The  reader  cannot  have  failed  to  under- 
stand that  they  were  afraid,  in  the  first  instance, 
that  if  Juliet  had  accepted  an  invitation  for  several 
months,  she  could  not  well  withdraw  herself  from 
Dover  in  the  course  of  a  few  weeks  without  ex- 
citing suspicion:  and  yet  it  was  but  for  a  few 
weeks  longer  that  she  could  conceal  her  situation 
from  the  world.  Thus  the  sort  of  compromise 
effected  with  the  aunt  was  most  agreeable  to  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman. 

On  the  following  day,  punctually  as  the  clock 
was  striking  ten  in  the  forenoon,  a  post-chaise 
drove  up  to  the  door  of  the  house  in  Hunter-street. 
As  we  all  looked  from  the  window,  we  were  sur- 
prised on  beholding  a  domestic  in  livery  and  a 
female- servant  (evidently  a  lady's-maid)  seated  in 
the  rumble.  Both  were  elderly  ;  and  the  I'ootman 
was  stout,  red-faced,  and  comfortable-looking. 

"Depend  upon  it,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  "aunt 
Oldcastle  is  much  richer  than  we  even  fancied  ; 
and  I  dare  say,  my  dear  Julie,  you  will  find  that 
she  lives  in  far  better  style  than  we  could  have 
possibly  conceived." 

Mrs.  Oldcastle  would  not  alight :  Juliet's  trunk 
was  ready  packed  ;  and  the  farewells  were  said. 
We  saw  her  into  the  post-chaise  :  we  shook  hands 
with  Mrs.  Oldcastle :  but  she  pressed  mine,  and 
bent  upon  me  a  significant  look  as  much  as  to 
oonvey  the  assurance  that  she  would  nut  forget 
me. 


CHAPTER     XXXII. 

IHE   TEST    OP   LOVE. 

The  morning's  post  brought  me  a  note  from  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban,  requesting  that  I  would  call  upon 
her.  It  was  worded  not  merely  in  a  courteous, 
but  even  in  a  friendly  style ;  and  it  named  the 
hour  of  noon  as  that  at  which  my  presence  was 
required  at  her  mansion  in  Grosvenor  Square.  I 
proceeded  thither  according  to  the  appointment; 
and  was  at  once  shown  up  into  a  splendidly  fur- 
nished apartment,  where  Lady  Cecilia  was  seated. 
She  rose  to  receive  me — gave  me  her  hand — and 
said  with  some  degree  of  emotion,  "  I  think,  Misa 
Trafford,  that  after  all  I  shall  have  to  thank  you 
for  saving  me  from  an  alliance  which  would  not 
prove  conducive  to  my  happiness." 

"  Your  ladyship  has  doubtless  heard  from  Mr. 
Croft  ?"  I  said,  taking  the  seat  which  Cecilia  indi- 
cated, while  she  resumed  her  own. 

"Yes— I  have  heard  from  Mr.  Croft,"  she  an- 
swered. "  His  letter  reached  me  yesterday ;  and 
though  it  is  cautiously  worded — mentioning  no 
name  but  that  of  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe — yet 
does  it  convey  sufficient  to  make  me  shudder  at 
the  abyss  upon  which  I  have  been  standing.  At 
the  same  time,  Miss  Trafford,  the  whole  proceeding 
is  involved  in  so  much  mystery " 

"  That  your  ladyship,"  I  interjected,  "  can 
scarcely  yet  place  reliance  upon  the  allegations 
made  against  the  character  of  Lord  Frederick  ?  At 
this  incredulity  I  cannot  be  astonished——" 

"  No,  Mis3  Trafford,"  she  interrupted  me,  speak- 
ing in  a  serious  tone ;  "it  is  not  incredulity.  Did 
I  believe  that  you  were  capable  of  playing  an  in- 
famous part,  I  should  not  have  written  in  a 
friendly  strain ;  nor  should  I  give  you  such  a  re- 
ception as  that  which  you  now  experience.  There 
are  things  in  this  world  which  one  believes,  but 
upon  which  nevertheless  one  dares  not  act  without 
having  previously  obtained  corroborative  evidence. 
You  yourself  suggested  that  I  should  put  Lord 
Frederick  to  some  test :  and  I  am  about  to  follow 
your  advice.  He  will  be  here  almost  imme- 
diately  " 

"  Might  he  not  learn  from  the  servants  that  I 
also  am  here  ?"  I  asked  ;  "  and  your  ladyship  will 
be  kind  enough  to  remember  that  all  which  has 
taken  place  between  us,  is  to  remain  a  profound 
secret  with  his  lordship." 

"  I  have  not  forgotten  the  pledge  which  I  gave 
you  to  that  effect,"  replied  Lady  Cecilia.  "  The 
servants  have  received  my  instructions ;  and  your 
presence  in  the  house  will  be  unknown  to  Lord 
Frederick.  See  !"  she  continued,  rising  from  her 
seat,  and  advancing  towards  a  pair  of  folding  doors 
on  one  side  of  the  room,  which  corresponded  with 
another  pair  precisely  opposite :  "  any  one  in  the 
inner  room  can  overhear  what  is  passing  in  this 
apartment.  It  is  the  same  with  the  room  to  which 
those  opposite  doors  lead. — Can  you  give  me  an 
hour  of  your  time  ?" 

"  With  pleasure,  my  lady,"  I  answered :  for  I 
was  as  much  pleased  as  astonished  at  the  exceed- 
ing urbanity  of  her  manner  towards  me. 

"Then  have  the  goodness  to  take  your  place  in 
this  inner  room,"  continued  Cecilia  Urban  ;  "and 
do  not  be  afraid  to  listen  at  the  doors :  for  I  wish 


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ELLEN   PERCY;    OH,   THE    MEMOIES   OF   AN   ACTKESS. 


and  mean  you  to  do  so— aud  no  one  v. ill  cater  to 
iuterfero  witli  you." 

I  accordingly  passed  iuto  the  adjoining  room  : 
her  ladyship  closed  the  folding  doors, — she  herself 
remaining  in  the  apartment  where  she  had  first 
received  me,  and  which,  as  the  reader  comprehends, 
was  the  central  one  of  a  suite  of  three.  Almost 
immediately  afterwards  a  loud  double  knock  re- 
sounded through  the  house;  and  in  a  few  moments 
I  heard  the  name  of  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliflfe 
announced  in  the  adjoining  room. 

"  Dearest  Cecilia  !"  exclaimed  tho  young  noble- 
man, when  the  door  had  closed  behind  him  and 
the  domestic  had  retired ;  "  you  are  about  to 
reader  me  supremely  happy  by  positively  fixing 
the  day  when  our  nuptials  are  to  take  place  !" 

"  But  first  tell  me,  Frederick,"  responded  her 
ladyship,  ia  a  half  gay,  half  serious  tone,  "  whether 
you  really  love  me  so  fondly  as  you  have  de- 
clared ?" 

"Can  you  doubfc  it?  Oh,  is  it  possible  that 
you  can  doubfc  it  ?"  cried  RavensclifiFe,  with  a  tone 
of  so  much  sincerity  that  it  must  have  doubtless 
bewildered  the  young  lady  in  the  presence  of  the 
allegations  made  against  her  suitor. 

"No,  no~I  do  not  doubfc  it!"  she  replied. 
"Bufc  still-—" 

"Ah,  dearest!  I  comprehend  you!"  ejaculated 
Lord  Frederick.  "  Yes  :  for  I  know  how  sweet  it 
is  to  receive  over  and  over  again  from  i/our  lips 
the  assurance  of  your  love, — that  assurance  which 
never  can  be  reiterated  too  often !  Oh,  you  know 
I  love  you!" 

"  And  for  myself  alone  ?"  asked  Cecilia,  as  if  in 
a  fondly  murmuring  voice. 

"  Oh !  can  you  fancy  that  there  is  any  alloy  of 
selfishness  iu  my  love  ?"  he  exclaimed,  in  that 
gushing  tone  of  enthusiasm  which  had  so  fatally 
beguiled  poor  Juliet,  and  which  it  was  indeed  so 
difiicult  to  disbelieve.  "  It  is  true,  Cecilia,  that 
according  to  report  you  are  far  wealthier  than  I 
can  ever  hope  to  be :  bufc  surely,  surely  the  de- 
voted love  which  I  bear  you  cannot  be  sus- 
pected ?" 

"  No,  no !"  she  interrupted  him,  "  I  do  not 
suspect  you !  But  the  step  I  am  about  to  take  is 
a  serious  one;  and  every  fresh  assurance  I  receive 
from  your  lips  is  an  additional  guarantee  of  the 
genuine  sincerity  of  your  affection.  Tell  me,  Fre- 
derick— repeat  those  dear  words  which  you  yester- 
day breathed  in  my  ear 1  am  the  first  whom 

you  ever  loved  P" 

"Oh,  I  swear  it!— most  solemnly  do  I  swear 
it !"  exclaimed  Lord  Frederick :  and  I,  who  was 
an  unseen  listener  at  all  that  was  passing  in  the 
adjacent  room,  trembled  at  tho  stupendous  per- 
jury which  had  just  been  committed. 

"  The  only  one  whom  you  have  ever  loved  P" 
said  Cecilia,  murmuringly.  "Ah !  it  is  delightful 
to  receive  this  assurance  !  For  such  sad  tales  are 
sometimes  told  of  man's  duplicity  aud  deceit " 

"Cecilia!"  ejaculated  Bavenscliflfe,  "I  take 
heaven  to  witness  the  vow  that  I  am  incapable  of 
deceiving  you !" 

Again  I  shuddered  at  his  perjury;  and  that 
moment  another  double  knock  resounded  through 
the  house.  In  a  few  moments  I  heard  the  foot- 
man enter  the  adjoining  room ;  and  he  said,  "  If 
you  please,  my  lady,  Mr.  Lockhart  has  called  to 
Bee  your  ladyship  upon  business." 


"How  provoking!"  ejaculated  Cecilia;  "and 
without  sending  me  any  previous  notice  of  his  in- 
tention !  Well,  I  suppose  that  I  must  see  him. — 
Show  Mr.  Lockhart  up,  James." 

"Yes,  my  lady:" — and  I  heard  the  domestic 
retire. 

"  It  is  only  my  solicitor,"  Lady  Cecilia  now 
hastily  said  to  Lord  Frederick.  "  I  do  not  think 
he  can  detain  me  long:  you  will  not  perhaps 
mind  waiting  during  his  visit  ?  You  can  pass 
into  the  adjoining  room  :  you  will  find  books  and 
newspapers  there— and  it  is  of  no  consequence," 
she  added  with  a  laugh  that  sounded  gay  and 
gleeful,  "  that  the  foldingdoois  are  but  slight :  for 
I  can  have  no  secrets  with  my  lawyer  which  yoit, 
Frederick,  may  not  overhear." 

I  heard  one  of  the  leaves  of  the  opposite  folding- 
doors  open  and  shut ;  aud  I  knew  that  Lady  Ce- 
cilia once  more  remained  alone  in  the  central 
apartment  of  the  suite.  In  less  than  a  minute 
tho  domestic  reappeared,  announcing  Mr.  Lock- 
hart, 

"  I  suppose  I  must  bid  you  welcome,  my  dear 
sir,"  exclaimed  Lady  Cecilia  with  a  tone  of  play- 
ful reproach,  "  as  an  old  friend  of  the  family  :  but 
really  you  ought  to  have  sent  me  notice  of  your 
intention  to  pay  this  visit :  for  I  see  that  it  ia  a 
professional  one.  Heavens !  that  ominous  bag,  looic- 
ing  so  plethoric  with  papers  which  imagination 
depicts  as  dingy  and  dusty— and  all  tied  round 
with  red  tapes!  But  you  surely  do  not  mean  to 
inflict  the  reading  of  them  upon  me  ?" 

"  That  must  be  according  to  your  ladyship's 
pleasure,"  answered  a  loud-spea-iag  voice;  so 
that  I  was  quite  sure  Lord  Frederick  must  over- 
hear as  plainly  as  I  could  everything  that  was 
about  to  take  place;  and  I  had  no  doubt  that  his 
curiosity  was  rendering  him  an  attentive  listener. 

"  Come,  Mr.  Lockhart,"  said  Lady  Cecilia,  in  a 
tone  which  sounded  slightly  petulant,  as  if  with 
true  patrician  indolence  she  were  impatient  of  any- 
thing that  savoured  of  the  stern  realities  of  business; 
"  if  we  must  get  to  these  musty  parchments,  pray 
be  quick.  But  Oh!  I  begin  to  observe  that  your 
countenance  is  more  than  ordinarily  serious. 
Surely  there  can  be  nothing  but  the  most  satis- 
factory account  to  be  rendered  of  the  property  for 
which  you  are  one  of  the  trustees  ?" 

"  I  am  sorry  to  say,  my  lady,"  replied  Mr. 
Lockhart,  "  that  I  have  indeed  evil  intelligence 
for  you;  and  under  existing  circumstances — I 
allude  to  the  communication  with  which  your 
ladyship  honoured  me  a  few  days  ago,  in  respect 
to  your  contemplated  alliance  with  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe " 

"For  heaven's  sake  spare  set  speeches,  Mr. 
Lockhart,"  exclaimed  Lady  Cecilia,  ia  accents 
that  appeared  to  be  replete  with  suspease ;  "  and 
come  to  the  point  at  once." 

"I  was  about  to  observe,  my  lady,"  continued 
Mr.  Lockhar^,  "  that  under  existing  circumstances 
I  deemed  it  my  duty  to  lose  not  an  instant  in 
communicating  the  sad— tho  afflicting  intelligence 
which  has  just  come  to  my  knowledge 

"  Grood  heavens,  Mr.  Loclihart !"  cried  Cecilia  : 
"you  alarm  mS !     What  do  you  mean  ?" 

'•  Prepare  yourself,  my  lady,  for  aa  announce- 
ment which  I  can  assure  you  it  distresses  me  to 
make — but  one  which  nevertheless  must  bo  made. 
At  the  same  time  it  is  really  fortunate  thdt  you  are 


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engaged  to  wed  an  honourable  young  nobleman, 
whose  love  and  attaehtnent  will  not  be  impaired 
by  the  change  that  i8  taking  place  in  your  for- 
tunos " 

"  Mr.  Lockhart,  you  are  driving  me  mad  !"  ex- 
claimed Cecilia.  "Pray  have  mercy  upon  me!  — 
relieve  me  from  suspense!  What  is  this  dreadful 
intelligence?  Am  I  not  the  heiress  of  the  vast 
domains  belonging  to  the  house  of  Eythorne  ? 
Speak !— tell  me!" 

'•  Without  entering  for  the  present  into  minute 
particulars,"  answered  Mr.  Lockhart ,  "  it  will  be 
Buflicieut  —  alas  !  more  than   sufficient,  for  me  to 

announce Do  for  heaven's  sake.  Lady  Cecilia, 

summon  all  your  fortitude  to  your  aid " 

"  Yes,  yes — I  am  firm  !  indeed  I  am  firm !"  she 
exclaimed :  but  the  voice  appeared  to  come  from 
the  throat  of  one  who  was  shivering  and  shudder- 
ing. "  Go  on  !  You  mean  to  tell  me  that  it  is  all 
a  delusion and  that  I  am  a  beggar  ?" 

"  Pray,  my  dear  Lady  Cecilia,  do  not  speak  so 
bitterly  as  this !  You  know  not  how  much  I  my- 
self am  distressed  !" — and  the  lawyer's  voice  was 
of  a  tone  to  corroborate  the  assurance.  "  As  for 
the  strong  terms  that  you  have  used,  that  you  are 
a  beggar— it  is  not  quite  so  bad  as  that.  But  in- 
stead of  being  the  heiress  to  fifteen  thousand  a-year, 
I  am  sorry  to  say  that  a  bare  five  or  six  hundred 
will  be  all  that  your  ladyship  has  to  rely  upon. 
We  made  sure  that  your  cousin — your  late  father's 
nephew — was  dead— that  he  had  perished  at  sea — 
but  he  has  suddenly  reappeared " 

"  Enough,  Mr.  Lockhart  l"  interrupted  Lady 
Cecilia.  "  If  my  cousin  be  alive,  he  is  undoubtedly 
heir  to  the  title  and  estates  of  Eythorne.  There 
is  no  disputing  this  fact :  nor  would  I  do  so,  if  any 
legal  quibble  were  to  open  the  door  to  litigation. 
As  for  any  other  particulars — and  as  for  the  perusal 
of  those  deeds,  which  you  have  doubtless  brought 
to  prove  the  fact  of  my  cousin's  right  and  title — 
have  the  kindness  to  let  all  this  stand  over  until 
to-morrow.  Your  word  is  sufficient,  Mr.  Lock- 
hart. I  thank  you  for  the  delicacy  with  which  you 
have  broken  this  painful  intelligence  to  me.  And 
now  leave  me!" 

"  I  can  assure  you,  my  lady,  it  has  been  a  most 
painful  task  for  me,"  said  the  lawyer.  "  I  will 
leave  you.  I  know  the  strength  of  your  mind ; 
and  I  again  congratulate  you  on  your  approaching 
nuptials  with  a  young  nobleman  who  loves  you  for 
yourself  alone,  and  not  for  the  property  which  you 
were  supposed  to  possess." 

Mr.  L'lckhart  then  took  his  leave ;  and  as  the 
door  closed  behind  him,  I  heard  a  sound  like  a 
burst  of  convulsing  anguish  from  the  lips  of  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban.  1  peeped  through  the  key-hole, 
and  saw  that  she  was  seated  upon  a  chair,  with 
downcast  eyes,  and  looking  the  very  picture  of  dis- 
tress and  woe.  But  all  of  a  sudden— as  if  recol- 
lecting something— she  started  up,  and  hastened 
to  open  the  folding-doors  leading  into  the  apart- 
ment to  which  Lord  Frederick  Kavensclifie  had 
retired.  As  1  afterwards  learnt,  she  found  him 
seated  at  the  table,  apparently  engaged  with  a 
book :  but  she  at  once  saw  by  his  countenance  that 
he  had  overheard  everything,  and  that  he  was  asto- 
nished as  well  as  dismayed.  lie  rose  from  his  chair, 
and  returned  into  the  central  drawing-room. 

"  Frederick,  you  know  all !"  said  Lady  Cecilia, 
in  accents  of  melting  mournfulness.     "  I  thought 


to  give  you  a  fortune  :  but,  alas  !  it  is  only  the 
poorest  pittance  in  the  shape  of  gold  that  I  can 
bring  with  me  as  my  dower.  Of  my  love,  how- 
over,  you  know  the  strength " 

"To  tell  you  the  truth,  Lady  Cecilia,"  inter- 
rupted  Lord  Frederick,  in  a  cold  voice,  "  I  fancied 
just  now,  while  we  were  together,  that  your  love 
could  not  be  so  very  strong  after  all;  becauae  you 
seemed  to  suspect  mine- and  you  also  endeavoured 
to  pick  a  quarrel  with  me." 

"  Good  heavens,  Frederick !  what  do  you  mean?" 
exclaimed  Lady  Cecilia,  in  a  voice  which  seemed 
full  of  anguish.     "I  quarrel  with  you!" 

"  Well,  it  was  something  very  much  like  it," 
answered  the  young  nobleman,  doggedly  if  not 
brutally ;  "  for  you  reminded  me  of  the  very  seri- 
ous step  you  were  takiug " 

"  Oh !  it  was  merely  to  elicit  fresh  assurances 
of  love  from  your  lipa !"  cried  the  young  lady. 

"  Well,  but  I  was  thinking,"  continued  Havens- 
cliffe,  "even  before  I  heard  a  syllable  of  what  was 

passing    betwixt  you  and    the  lawyer for  of 

course  the  loss  of  your  fortune  is  no  consideration 

with  me but  I  was  thinking,  I  say,  that  there 

was  something  incompatible  in  our  tempers;  for 
you  must  admit.  Lady  Cecilia,  that  you  are  some- 
what haughty  and  self-willed.  And  then  too,  I 
did  not  at  all  like  to  bo  told  that  you  felt  that  you 
were  taking  a  very  serious  step :  it  looked  as  if 
you  half  repented " 

"  This  is  cruel,  Frederick — most  cruel  !"  ex- 
claimed Cecilia.  "  Your  manner  did  not  change 
while  we  were  together.  On  the  contrary  you 
seemed  to  be  pleased  that  I  should  endeavour  to 
elicit  assurances  of  love  from  your  lips.  You 
vowed  eternal  fidelity  to  me " 

"  Ah  !  because  I  was  bewildered  and  thrown  off 
my  guard  at  the  time,"  interjected  Lord  Fre- 
derick. "There  is  no  reason  why  we  should  not 
be  very  good  friends,  Cecilia  :  but  I  really  think 
that  I  am  best  studying  our  mutual  happiness  by 
recommending  that  everything  we  have  so 
seriously  thought  of  should  be  at  au  end.  Pray 
do  not  attribute  it  to  any  selfishness  on  my 
part         " 

"Hush!"  ejaculated  Lady  Cecilia:  "there  ia 
another  knock  at  the  door  !  Hemain  here,  my 
lord,  for  a  few  minutes,  to  compose  your 
looks " 

Her  ladyship  ceased  as  the  footman  entered  the 
room,  saying,  "  If  you  please,  my  lady,  Mr.  Lock- 
hart  has  returned." 

"  Show  him  up,"  said  Cecilia. 

"  I  am  here !"  exclaimed  the  lawyer,  now 
making  his  appearance.  "  I  have  such  joyful 
news  for  you  !  I  could  not  help  rushing  back  to 
communicate  them  as  soon  as  possible  !  Only 
think  !— at  the  end  of  the  street  I  met  one  of  my 
clerks,  who  was  hurrying  down  here  to  bring  a 
piece  of  intelligence  which  had  just  reached  the 
office.  A  vile  heartless  trick  has  been  perpetrated 
upon  me — a  forged  letter — in  vulgar  parlance,  my 
dear  Lady  Cecilia,  a  shameful  hoax " 

"  Good  heavens  !  what  mean  you  ?"  exclaimed 
the  patrician  lady,  as  if  full  of  excitement. 

"  AllI  told  you  is  wrong!"  cried  Mr.  Lockhart  : 
"  your  cousin  has  not  appeared — he  is  positively 
dead — and  you  are  still  the  heiress,  beyond  the 
possibility  of  dispute,  to  tho  estates  of  Eythorne! 
I  congratutate  you,  ray  dear  Lady  Cecilia— most 


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ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIRS   OF   AW   ACTRESS. 


Bincerely  do  I  congratulate  jou  ! — and  I  leave  you 
with  ono  who  was  doubtless  consoling  you  to  the 
best  of  his  endeavour,  but  who  may  now  congra- 
tulate you  likewise." 

Having  thus  spoken  with  rapid  and  vehement 
utterance,  Mr.  Lockhart  hurried  from  the  room  ; 
and  as  I  was  subsequently  informed,  Lord  Fre- 
derick EavenscliflFe  looked  the  very  picture  of 
piteous  confusion  and  consternation.  Suddenly, 
however,  he  burst  into  a  laugh,  exclaiming,  "  You 
did  not  think,  Cecilia,  that  I  was  really  in  earnest  P 
I  was  only  " 

"  Enough,  my  lord !"  she  indignantly  inter- 
rupted him.  "Accident  has  furnished  me  with 
an  opportunity  of  putting  your  love  to  the  test. 
Begone,  sir  !  You  know  not  how  inimitably  I 
despise  you !" 

"  Nonsense,  my  dear  Cecilia !"  said  the  young 
nobleman  :  "  it  was  only  a  freak — though  a  stupid 
one,  I  confess,  on  my  part " 

"Add  not  to  your  baseness  by  these  ridicu- 
lous falsehoods  !"  cried  her  ladyship.  "  Begone,  I 
repeat.  Whatsoever  love  I  entertained  for  you 
has  now  turned  into  hatred.  No — hatred  is  too 
strong  a  term  :  for  it  is  only  contempt  which  I 
can  henceforth  experience  for  Lord  Frederick  Ea- 
Tenscliffe !" 

The  young  nobleman  dared  not  give  utterance 
to  another  word :  he  saw  that  all  attempt  at  ex- 
planation was  vain,  and  that  it  would  be  useless  to 
Lave  recourse  to  entreaty.  Thoroughly  discom- 
fited, crestfallen,  and  miserable,  he  issued  from  the 
room  J  and  almost  immediately  afterwards  Lady 
Cecilia  joined  me  in  the  apartment  where  I  had 
been  a  listener  to  everything  that  had  taken  place. 
There  was  the  flush  of  excitement  upon  her  couu- 
tenance :  but  it  speedily  vanished,  leaving  her 
cheeks  very  pale;  and  she  said,  "Yes,  you  were 
not  wrong,  Miss  Traiford  :  he  is  everything  you  de- 
scribed him  !  Thank  God,  I  am  saved,  through 
your  agency,  from  the  abyss  upon  the  edge  of 
which  I  have  been  standing !" 

"In  one  sense  I  am  rejoiced.  Lady  Cecilia,"  I 
answered  :  "  but  in  another  I  am  distressed " 

"  I  need  no  sympathy,  my  dear  friend,"  she 
replied  :  "  for  as  a  friend  I  shall  henceforth  consi- 
der you!  I  know  that  my  cheeks  have  blanched  : 
but  that  is  only  with  a  natural  revulsion  of  the 
feelings.  And  in  respect  to  yourself — Oh  !  pardon 
me  if  there  have  been  anything  supercilious  or 
unkind  in  my  former  demeanour  towards  you " 

"  Say  not  another  word  upon  the  subject !"  I 
interrupted  her ;  and  1  was  much  aflfected  by  the 
way  in  which  she  looked  and  spoke. 

"At  least  you  will  suffer  me  to  call  myself  your 
friend,"  she  rejoined,  taking  my  hand  and  pressing 
it  affectionately.  "  You  have  rendered  me  an  im- 
mense  service;  and  I  possess  not  an  ungrateful 
heart.  Come  and  see  me  frequently :  you  will 
always  be  welcome  here. — Ah !  by  the  bye,"  she 
exclaimed,  "  I  need  hardly  inform  you  that  the 
whole  proceeding  was  arranged  between  myself 
and  Mr.  Lockhart ;  and  you  must  admit,  my  dear 
Miss  Trafford,"  added  Cecilia,  with  a  smile,  "  that 
parts  may  be  played  to  perfection  in  private  life  as 
well  as  upon  the  stage.  By  the  plan  which  I  have 
pursued.  Lord  Frederick  cannot  possibly  suspect 
that  the  proceeding  was  otherwise  than  genuine — 
or  that  I  had  received  any  previous  intimation  1 
wiiich   induced  me  to  put  him  to  the  test.     Thus 


your    connexion    with   anything    that   has    taken 
place  can  never  be  known." 

I  remained  for  some  little  while  longer  in  con- 
versation with  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  ;  and  when  I 
took  my  leave,  she  repeated  her  desire  that  I  would 
visit  her  frequently.  I  hastened  home  to  Hunter 
Street,  and  gave  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  the  wel- 
come assurance  that  everything  was  at  an  end 
between  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  and  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban.  I  did  not  however  enter  into  the 
particulars  of  all  that  had  occurred ;  for  I  consi- 
dered the  matter  to  be  of  too  delicate  a  nature  for 
such  unnecessary  details.  I  wrote  to  Juliet,  making 
her  a  similar  announcement;  and  I  also  wrote  to 
my  father  in  the  same  sense.  la  this  last-men- 
tioned letter  I  explained  to  him  how  I  had  fallen 
in  with  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  and  how  she  had  treated 
me  with  the  affectionate  regard  of  a  kinswoman. 

A  week  passed,— at  the  expiration  of  which 
time  letters  were  received  from  Juliet.  Their  con- 
tents did  not  excite  in  my  mind  much  astonish- 
ment ;  but  they  afforded  me  as  well  as  her  parents 
a  considerable  degree  of  satisfaction.  She  had 
found  that  her  aunt  possessed  many  excellent 
qualities,  though  they  were  concealed  beneath  a 
demeanour  which  was  cold  and  repelling  until  her 
disposition  and  character  were  thorou^bly  known. 
She  did  not  live  in  Dover  itself — but  in  its  imme- 
diate neighbourhood,  midway  between  the  town 
and  the  beautifully  situated  village  of  Eiver.  Her 
j  house  was  not  large:  it  was  somewhat  in  the 
cottage-style:  but  it  was  commodious;  and  the 
furniture,  though  antiquated  in  its  fashion,  was 
handsome.  She  led  a  secluded  life,  and  received 
very  little  society ;  but  she  was  surrounded  by 
every  comfort,  Indeed,  it  appeared  that  Mr.  Nor- 
man's  prediction  when  Juliet  was  taking  her  de- 
parture, was  realized  to  the  extent  that  Mrs.  Old- 
castle must  be  much  better  off  than  even  her  rela- 
tions had  expected. 

But  I  must  now  explain  the  sources  of  the 
satisfaction  which  Juliet's  letters  produced  in  the 
minds  of  her  parents  and  myself.  When  the  week 
for  which  she  had  been  invited  to  Eiver  House- 
as  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  dwelling  was  called — was  just 
about  to  expire,  the  elderly  lady  addressed  her 
niece  in  a  serious  but  affectionate  manner.  She 
told  Juliet  that  she  had  discovered  her  secret—* 
namely,  that  she  was  in  a  way  to  become  a  mother : 
but  at  the  same  time  she  assured  her  she  did  not 
believe  she  had  wilfully  erred  or  proved  wantonly 
frail,  for  that  she  placed  implicit  reliance  on  the 
solemn  averment  that  I  had  made  in  respect  to 
my  unfortunate  friend's  honourable  principles.  On 
hearing  all  this,  Juliet  had  thrown  herself  into  her 
aunt's  arms  and  had  confessed  everything.  She  told 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  how  cruelly  she  had  been  deceived 
by  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  through  the  medium 
of  a  mock  marriage :  and  how  I  had  penetrated 
the  infamy  of  the  proceeding  by  means  of  a  visit 
to  Embledon.  Mrs.  Oldcastle  was  by  this  narra« 
tive  made  aware  how  her  own  name  was  used  at 
the  time  of  that  mock  marriage,  as  a  pretext  and 
a  cover  for  Juliet's  absence  from  home  during 
the  period  which  she  had  regarded  as  a  happy 
honeymoon.  The  old  lady  was  gratified  to  learn 
that  it  was  really  for  so  venial  a  purpose  her 
name  had  been  rendered  available:  but  she  was 
bitterly  indignant  at  the  treatment  her  niece  had 
experienced  on  the  part  of  Lord  Frederick  Eavens* 


liLLEX   PEKCY;   OK,    THE   JIEilOIKS   OF    AN    ACTHE8S. 


177 


THE  MARCHIONESS  OF  CAMPANLLLA. 


cliffe.  She  expressed  her  desire  that  Juliet 
bbould  remain  with  her  altogether,  at  least  for  the 
present  :  she  spoke  of  the  discretion  of  her  ser- 
vants— and  promised  to  make  eycrj  arrangement 
so  as  to  shield  Juliet's  honour  from  the  world's 
scandal,  and  protect  the  secret  which  so  vitally  re- 
garded her  reputation.  Indeed,  it  appeared  that 
nothing  could  have  been  more  kind,  more  consi- 
derate, nor  more  affectionate  than  Mrs.  Oldcnsi  e's 
conduct  towards  her  niece  j  so  that  Juliet  had 
made  up  her  mind  to  obey  her  aunt  in  all  things 
—  coulident  that  her  parents  would  approve  of  her 
resolution  in  that  respect.  This  approval  indeed 
was  cheerfully  given  by  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman; 
an4,  my  presaging  words  seemed  to  have  every 
Ko.  23. — Elles  Peect. 


prospect  of  a  complete  realization.  For  the  reacer 
will  bear  in  mind  that  those  words  were  to  the 
effect  that  I  should  be  much  mistaken  if  in  the 
long  run  Mrs.  Oldcastle  would  not  become  the 
means  of  extricating  Juliet  from  the  embarrass- 
ments of  her  position,  rather  than  of  plunging  her 
into  greater  perplexities. 

I  should  observe  that  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  made 
the  discovery  of  Juliet's  secret  on  the  occasion 
when  she  had  accompanied  me  to  her  chamber, 
and  when  my  much- wronged  friend  was  so  ex- 
ceedingly indisposed  that  she  hud  loosened  all  her 
garments  to  ward  off  the  fainting-fit  that  she 
ifearcd  was  approaching.  It  was  thus  fortunate 
for  Juliet  that  accident  had  revealed  the  secret 


178 


SIXSK  PEECT;   OE,   THB  MBM0IE3  07  AW  ACTEB88. 


■which  her  own  lips  had  feared  to  confess.  Mr 
and  IMts.  iN'ormaa  were  most  thankful  for  the' 
course  which  circumstances  were  thus  taking ;  and 
they  penned  letters  in  this  sense  to  Mrs.  Old- 
castle. 

I  must  now  epeak  of  Frances  Howard.  This 
lady  paid  me  a  second  visit  at  the  theatre,  and 
repeated  in  fervent  words  the  gratitude  she  had 
previously  conveyed  through  the  medium  of  a  note. 
She  was  evidently  unsuspicious  of  the  circum- 
etance  that  her  interview  with  that  tall,  dark' 
complexioned  man  had  been  witnessed  by  me ;  and 
I  of  course  said  nothing  on  the  subject,  although 
I  still  wondered  what  mysterious  circumstances 
oould  possibly  surround  this  interesting  new  ac- 
quaintance of  mine.  I  bade  her  come  to  me  daily 
and  I  would  cheerfully  give  her  lessons  in  the 
dramatic  art ;  for  Mr.  Bichards  had  intimated  to 
her  the  necessity  of  practising  a  little  before  she 
made  her  debut.  She  availed  herself  of  my  ser- 
vices ;  and  I  had  much  pleasure  in  rendering 
them  ;  for  I  found  that  she  was  amiable  and 
gentle,  accomplished  and  intelligent,  polished  in 
her  manners,  and  one  who  in  every  sense  capti- 
vated the  heart  of  friendship.  I  have  before 
epoken  of  the  beauty  of  her  person  : — all  her 
movements  were  full  of  elegance  and  grace ;  and 
I  felt  convinced  that  the  sylphid  form  which  I  be- 
held before  me  during  the  hours  of  practice,  had 
often  glided  through  the  maze  of  the  dance  in  the 
brilliantly  lighted  drawing-room.  Thus,  during 
the  week  that  I  gave  some  requisite  instructions 
to  Frances  Howard,  I  became  more  and  more  in- 
terested in  her  ;  and  from  my  mind  was  banished 
every  suspicion  that  could  in  any  way  make  me 
hesitate  to  bestow  the  fullest  amount  of  my  friend- 
ship upon  her. 


CHAPTEE     XXXIIL 

PBAHCES  HOWAED. 

I  BHOUliD  observe  that  every  evening  throughout 
the  week  of  which  I  have  just  been  speaking, 
Frances  Howard  attended  the  theatre,  that  she 
might  study  all  the  peculiarities  of  the  stage  pre- 
vious to  making  her  debut.  My  influence  with 
Mr.  Eichards  procured  her  every  species  of  atten- 
tion ;  so  that  she  had  the  lessee's  own  private  box 
at  her  disposal  when  she  thought  fit  to  retire  to  it 
—or  she  might  go  behind  the  scenes  at  her  plea- 
sure. 

The  time  was  fixed  for  her  debut ;  and  I  am 
now  about  to  speak  of  the  evening  previous  to  the 
one  on  which  it  was  arranged  for  her  to  appear.  I 
remember  that  on  this  particular  evening  I  ex- 
perienced a  reception  more  enthusiastic,  if  pos- 
sible, than  any  I  had  previously  known,  flattering 
as  they  all  had  been.  Bouquets  showered  down 
upon  me  in  profusion;  atid  the  entire  audience 
rose  to  receive  the  salutations  through  the  me- 
dium of  which  I  conveyed  my  acknowledgments. 
Having  changed  my  apparel  in  the  dressing-room, 
I  proceeded  to  join  Frances  Howard,  who  was  in 
the  private  box ;  for  I  was  desirous  to  bid  her 
be  early  with  me  on  the  morrow,  that  I  might 
devote  an  extra  hour  to  the  part  which  she  had  to 
study.     On  repairing  to  that  box,  I  found  her  en- 


tirely alone,  as  usual — with  the  curtains  drawn  in 
such  a  manner  as  to  shut  her  out  from  the  view  of 
the  audience,  but  afifording  her  vision  the  complete 
range  of  the  stage.  There  was  a  glow  upon  the 
cheeks  that  were  ordinarily  so  pale ;  and  there  was 
an  unusual  lustre  in  her  deep  grey  eyes.  She  at 
once  rose,  grasped  me  by  the  hand,  and  said  in  a 
voice  where  fervour  and  pathos  were  blended  "  I 
congratulate  you,  dear  Miss  Traflford,  on  the  bril- 
liant triumph  of  this  night !" 

It  was  on  my  account  that  her  enthusiasm  was 
excited:  I  looked  upon  her  conduct  as  another 
proof  of  the  gratefulness  of  her  disposition ;  and  I 
replied,  "  Let  me  hope  that  similar  triumphs  are 
in  store  for  you." 

She  heaved  a  profound  sigh :  the  colour  forsook 
her  cheeks ;  and  she  murmured  something  which 
struck  me  to  be  in  the  Italian  language.  I  had 
learnt  a  little  of  that  tongue  when  at  school  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Chelsea ;  and  I  had  thus  obtained 
a  smattering  of  it ;  but  I  could  not  comprehend 
the  words  that  had  just  murmuringly  fallen  from 
Frances  Howard's  lips. 

"  You  were  speaking  in  Italian  P"  I  said,  in  a 
gentle  voice. 

"Ah!  was  I?"  she  ejaculated,  with  a  sudden 
start,  as  if  those  words  had  been  spoken  involun- 
tarily, and  as  if  she  were  now  surprised  that  she 
should  have  been  betrayed  into  the  utterance  of 
them  :  then  quickly  recovering  her  self-possession, 
she  added,  "  Yes — I  am  acquainted  with  the 
Italian  language.     Are  you,  Miss  Trafiford  .''" 

"Very  slightly,"  I  responded;  "and  I  did  not 
catch  what  you  were  saying." 

Miss  Howard  flung  upon  me  a  glance  as  if  to 
thank  me  for  an  assurance  that  had  given  her 
some  relief;  and  she  said,  "  Oh,  how  happy  you 
ought  to  be.  Miss  Trafi'ord,  at  the  brilliancy  of 
these  triumphs  which  you  achieve  upon  the  stage  ! 
To  behold  that  crowded  audience  rise  to  greet  you 
with  so  much  fervid  enthusiasm  ! — a  Queen  could 
not  receive  a  higher  compliment !" 

I  smiled,  and  said,  "  Again  let  me  express  the 
hope,  my  dear  Miss  Howard,  that  similar  triumphs 
are  in  store  for  you." 

"  This  is  generous — most  generous  on  your 
part !"  replied  the  young  lady  :  "  because  ■" 
and  she  stopped  short. 

"  Because,"  I  rejoined,  again  smiling,  "  you  are 
about  to  adopt  the  same  line  of  characters  as  those 
which  I  have  made  my  especial  study  ;  and  you 
wonder  that  I  should  be  free  from  the  infection  of 
that  jealousy  and  dread  of  rivalry  which  prevail,  I 
am  sorry  to  say,  to  such  an  extent  amongst  the 
votaries  of  the  stage.  Between  you  and  me,  my 
dear  Miss  Howard,  it  will  prove  a  generous 
rivalry ;  and  you  can  believe  me  when  I  proclaim 
the  delight  which  I  should  experience  in  beholding 
you  as  successful  as  myself.  You  will  have  a 
crowded  house  to-morrow  night :  Mr.  Richards  j  ist 
now  assured  me  that  such  will  be  the  case. — But 
there  is  only  one  thing  I  am  afraid  of " 

"  And  what  is  that  ?"  asked  Miss  Howard 
eagerly  and  anxiously,  my  words  having  evidently 
smitten  her  with  a  sudden  apprehension. 

"Do  not  misunderstand  me  !"  I  hastened  to  oh- 
serve.  "  That  you  possess  talent — genius — I  have 
assured  you  more  than  once.  But  you  are  timid 
— and  you  must  collect  all  your  fortitude  for  the 
moment  when  you  will  stand  in  the  presence  of 


Bttsir  pssct;  oa,  TBS  BtEuotas  of  ait  actbebs. 


1^9 


that  crowded  audience.  It  is  on  this  point  only 
that  I  am  apprehensive :  for  you  seem  to  shrink 
from  the  gaze  of  a  multitude.  Even  in  this 
box " 

"Ah!"  said  Miss  Howard,  smiling,  "you  ob- 
serve that  I  keep  the  curtains  closed?  But  it 
really  was  through  no  shrinking  from  the  notice  of 
the  spectators :  it  was  simply  that  I  might  all  the 
more  completely  concentrate  my  attention  on  what 
was  passing  on  the  stage.— Do  you  know  many  of 
the  ladies  and  gentlemen  who  are  present  on  this 
occasion  ?" — and  she  partially  drew  back  the  cur- 
tain, at  the  same  time  looking  up  towards  the 
crowded  house. 

"  In  that  box  yonder,"  I  replied,  directing  her 
attention  to  a  particular  one,  "  the  Duke  and 
Duchess  of  Ardleigh  are  seated.  The  Duchess, 
you  observe,  is  a  splendid  woman.  That  young 
gentleman  on  her  left  hand,  is  her  elder  son,  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple.  In  yonder  box  you  behold 
Lady  Cecilia  Urban— a  rich  heiress.  I  have  the 
honour  of  her  acquaintance.     She  is  accompanied 

by  her  aunt :  but  who  that  other  lady  is Grood 

heavens,  Miss  Howard !  is  anything  the  matter 
with  you  ?" 

I  had  glanced  suddenly  towards  her,  in  order  to 
see  if  she  were  looking  in  the  direction  of  that 
second  box  on  which  I  had  sought  to  fix  her  notice ; 
and  I  was  astonished  as  well  as  dismayed  to  ob- 
serve that  she  was  terribly  agitated.  She  was 
ghastly  pale  :  she  had  fallen  back  in  her  seat  as  if 
about  to  faint. 

"  It  is  nothing— a  sudden  indisposition — it  will 
pass  immediately,"  she  murmured :  and  then,  as  if 
struck  by  a  thought,  she  dre>v  the  curtain  to  the 
extent  to  which  it  was  previously  closed. 

I  felt  convinced  that  her  words  had  conveyed  a 
mere  excuse,  and  that  she  had  beheld  some  one 
whose  presence  thus  affected  her.  I  thought  of 
the  tall  dark-complexioned  man;  and  I  looked  at 
her  with  inquiring  earnestness.  I  was  likewise 
smitten  with  the  dread  lest  any  similar  incident 
should  occur  to  unnerve  her  on  the  following 
night.  She  was  now  recovering  her  self-possession 
—but  slowly,  and  as  if  with  painful  efforts. 

"Miss  Trafiford,"  she  said,  "it  were  improper — 
it  were  imgenerous  to  deceive  you.  I  have  just 
seen  one  whom  I  little  expected  to  behold  here  to- 
night ;  I  did  not  even  know  she  was  in  England. 
That  lady  who  is  seated  next  to  the  one  that  you 
mentioned  as  an  acquaintance  of  your's " 

"  Lady  Cecilia  Urban,"  I  interjected. 

"  Yes — and  the  lady  seated  next  to  her,"  con- 
tinued Miss  Howard, "  is  the  Marchioness  of  Cam- 


"And  you  know  her?"  I  said  inquiringly. 

"I  know  her,"  responded  Frances  in  a  voice 
which  was  not  merely  low  and  deep,  but  which 
had  something  peculiar  in  its  accents. 

"  Do  not  think  me  impertinent,"  I  continued  ; 
"  but  I  fancy  that  you  have  known  the  Mar- 
chioness in  better  days — and  you  feel  a  repugnance 
at  the  idea  that  she  may  possibly  be  present  to- 
morrow evening  to  witness  your  first  appearance 
on  the  stage.  But  has  it  not  already  struck  you. 
Miss  Howard,  that  you  are  certain  to  be  recog- 
nised by  persons  whom  you  have  known  else- 
I  where — and  perhaps  under  far  different  circum- 
stances ?" 

"  No,  no  !  I  am  not  afraid  of  thai  !"  she  quickly 


responded:  and  then  she  added,  after  a  brief 
pause,  and  in  a  more  subdued  tone,  "  I  have  not 
long  been  in  England — I  am  completely  unknown 

in  English    society •  I    was   for   many   years 

abroad." 

"  And  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella  is  doubt- 
less an  Italian  lady  ?"  I  said. 

"N"o,"  replied  Miss  Howard:  "she  is  an  Eng- 
lish lady:  but  her  husband  is  an  Italian.  He 
represents  one  of  the  wealthiest  and  most  ancient 
families  of  Tuscany." 

My  companion  now  remained  silent  for  some 
minutes,  apparently  wrapped  up  in  her  thoughts. 
Moving  towards  the  opening  of  the  curtain,  I 
peeped  forth  in  the  direction  of  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban's  box ;  and  I  looked  attentively  at  the 
Marchioness  of  Campanella.  Though  not  strictly 
beautiful,  she  possessed  a  most  ploas'nij  counte- 
nance, the  expression  of  which  indicated  an 
amiable,  kind,  and  gentle  disposition.  Her  age 
appeared  to  be  about  five  or  six  and  twenty  :  she 
was  tall  in  stature,  with  a  shapa  of  admirable 
symmetry  ;  and  she  had  a  beautiful  complexion. 
She  was  richly  dressed — or  I  ought  perhaps  with 
more  propriety  to  use  the  word  elegance  in  respect 
to  her  apparel ;  at  the  same  time  observing  that 
it  was  characterized  by  that  exquisite  taslo  whicli 
was  purely  Continental,  and  which  she  had  doubt- 
less acquired  from  her  residence  in  foreign  coun- 
tries. She  had  auburn  hair  and  blue  eyes :  her 
features  were  not  perfectly  regular — but  there  was 
an  exceeding  sweetness  in  the  expression  of  the 
mouth ;  and  her  countenance  was  a  complete  oval. 
I  felt  assured  that  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella 
was  not  a  being  who  would  look  with  scorn  or 
hauteur  upon  Frances  Howard  for  the  mere  reasjii 
that  tlie  latter  had  experienced  adverse  ciicua- 
stances  and  was  compelled  to  have  recourse  to  the 
stage  as  the  means  of  earning  her  bread. 

"  You  have  studied  the  Marchioness  atten- 
tively," said  Miss  Howard,  again  breaking  silence. 
"  What  opinion  have  you  formed  of  her  charac- 
ter ?" 

"That  she  is  amiable,  generous,  and  kind- 
hearted,"  I  replied :  "  or  else  never  was  I  more 
deceived  in  the  expression  of  a  female  counte- 
nance 1" 

"  She  is  !  she  is  ! — she  is  all  that  you  have  de- 
scribed her !"  ejactJated  Miss  Howard,  with  consi- 
derable excitement  of  manner.  "  And  now  I  must 
take  my  departure,"  she  added,  with  what  I 
thought  a  strange  abruptness. 

I  did  not  offer  to  convey  her  in  the  carriage  to 
her  abode,  for  she  had  kept  me  in  ignorance  of  her 
residence;  and  I  even  fancied  that  if  I  proposed 
to  see  her  as  far  as  the  door  of  the  theatre,  it 
might  have  the  appearance  of  curiosity  on  my 
part.  I  was  therefore  extending  my  hand  to  bid 
her  farewell  until  the  morrow, — when,  as  if  inspired 
by  a  sudden  thought,  she  said,  "  Will  you  not 
walk  with  me  to  my  humble  lodging  ?  It  is  at 
no  great  distance." 

"  Yes,"  I  answered  :  "  with  pleasure !" — for  it 
struck  me  that  my  hitherto  reserved  companion 
was  now  beginning  to  place  confidence  in  me ;  and 
I  must  confess  that  the  more  I  saw  of  her,  the 
greater  became  my  curiosity  to  fathom  the  mys- 
teries which  evidently  environed  her. 

We  issued  forth  together  from  the  theatre ;  and 
as  the  Normans'  carriage  was  waiting,  as  usual,  to 


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ELLEN  PEHCT;   OS,   THE     MEMOIES   OF   AN   ACTTIESS. 


take  me  home,  I  said  to  Miss  Howard,  "  Shall  we 
not  use  the  equipage,  however  short  the  dis- 
tance ?" 

She  hesitated  for  a  moment— and  then  said,  "  I 
forgot !  —you  are  not  accustomed  to  walk  through 
the  streets  at  such  an  hour.  It  was  inconsiderate 
on  my  part  to  make  such  a  proposition  !  Eeturn 
you  home,  my  dear  Miss  Trafford,  in  the  carriage ; 
and  favour  me  with  a  call  to-morrow,  instead  of 
my  keeping  the  appointment  previously  arranged 
for  your  own  abode.  God  knows  that  my  address 
is  a  humble  one !— but  I  know  that  you  are  not  too 
proud  to  visit  me  there." 

She  mentioned  the  place  of  her  abode ;  and  be- 
fore I  could  give  utterance  to  another  word,  she 
glided  rapidly  away.  I  returned  in  the  carriage 
to  Hunter  Street,  reflecting  the  while  on  all  that 
had  taken  place,  and  wondering  whether  the  mor- 
row would  throw  any  additional  light  upon  the 
circumstances  of  Frances  Howard. 

After  breakfast  on  the  following  morning,  I  set 
out  on  foot  to  visit  my  new  friend.  I  was  com- 
pletely  ignorant  of  the  street  which  she  had  named 
to  me ;  and  when  I  reached  the  neighbourhood  in 
which,  according  to  her  information,  it  was  situated, 
I  was  compelled  to  step  into  a  shop  and  make  ad- 
ditional inquiries.  A  woman  was  serving  at  the 
counter  ;  and  when  I  put  the  question,  she  sur- 
veyed me  attentively  before  she  answered  it.  At 
length  she  said,  "  I  suppose.  Miss,  it  is  for  some 
charitable  purpose  you  are  going  to  that  street 
—for  it  is  a  very  poor  one." 

The  thought  flashed  to  my  mind  that  it  might 
possibly  be  one  which  I  could  not  enter  with  pro- 
priety ;  and  though  I  revolted  against  the  idea,  as 
being  insulting  to  Trances  Howard  herself,  yet  I 
could  not  help  saying,  "  It  may  be  a  poor  street : 
but  I  hope  that  it  is  at  least  respectable  ?" 

"  Oh !  as  for  the  matter  of  that,"  replied  the 
mistress  of  the  shop,  "it  is  as  respectable  as  any 
poor  neighbourhood  can  possibly  be :  but  I  have 
the  honour  of  knowing  you  by  sight.  Miss  Trafford 

—and  1  thought  I  would  take  the  liberty " 

"  Thank  you  for  your  well-meant  kindness,"  I 
said.  "  The  person  whom  I  seek  is  indeed  poor — 
but  I  have  no  reason  to  doubt  her  respectability." 
The  mistress  of  the  shop,  now  appearing  to  be 
convinced  that  my  object  was  a  charitable  one, 
gave  me  the  requisite  instructions ;  and  in  a  few 
minutes  I  was  threading  the  street  where  Frances 
Howard  dwelt.  It  was  somewhere  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood of  Clare  Market:  but  I  have  now  for- 
gotten the  name ;  and  it  was  indeed  a  very  poor 
street.  I  found  the  house  which  I  sought:  there 
was  a  chandler's  shop  on  the  ground-floor  ;  and  its 
appearance  was  altogether  mean  enough.  I  in- 
quired of  a  fat  dirty 'looking  woman— who  was 
selling  candles  and  soap  to  a  still  dirtier-looking 
girl— whether  Miss  Howard  dwelt  there?— and 
she  looked  at  me  in  astonishment.  I  began  to 
think  that  I  must  have  made  some  mistake ;  when 
the  woman  exclaimed,  "  Ah !  perhaps  you  mean. 
Miss,  the  young  person  who  lives  in  the  back  attic  ? 
But  this  is  the  first  time  I  ever  heard  her  name 
mentioned.  Please  to  ring  the  top  bell  in  the 
door-post." 

I  walked  out  of  the  shop,  which  I  had  entered 
for  the  purpose  of  making  the  inquiry ;  and  on 
examining  the  side  of  the  little  private  door,  I 
perceived  a  perpendicular  array  of  small  brass  bell* 


handles.  I  pulled  the  uppermost  one  ;  and  in  a 
few  moments  the  door  was  opened  by  Frances 
Howard.  She  grasped  my  hand  in  silence  j  and  I 
saw  that  she  was  much  afi'ected  at  being  compelled 
to  receive  me  in  such  a  place.  I  instantaneously 
said  a  few  reassuring  words ;  and  I  followed  her 
up  a  staircase  to  which  little  light  penetrated ;  but 
still  the  obscurity  was  not  so  great  as  to  prevent 
me  from  observing  the  uncleanliness  of  the  steps 
and  the  blackened  condition  of  the  walls.  Not 
another  word  was  spoken  until  the  back  attic  was 
reached.  Here  everything  was  scrupulously  clean: 
but  the  whole  appearance  of  the  little  chamber  was 
poverty-stricken  —  Oh!  so  poverty-stricken,  that 
my  blood  turned  cold  in  my  veins,  and  I  could 
scarcely  prevent  the  tears  from  gushing  forth.  It 
was  evidently  a  ready-furnished  room  which  my 
poor  friend  tenanted,— if  a  miserable  bed,  a  ricketty 
three-legged  round  table,  a  couple  of  rush-bottomed 
chairs,  an  old  rug,  a  scrap  of  carpet,  and  a  few 
other  trifling  articles,  deserved  the  denomination 
of  "  furniture."  I  dared  not  for  a  few  moments 
look  at  Frances  Howard :  I  felt  that  it  was  a  most 
painful  position  for  her  to  be  placed  in ;  and 
heaven  knows  that  mine  as  a  visitress  to  that 
dreary  miserable  chamber,  was  likewise  painful 
enough.  At  length  I  glanced  furtively  towards 
her.  She  was  very,  very  pale— the  expression  of 
her  countenance  was  indescribably  sorrowful— and 
the  tears  were  trickling  down  her  cheeks.  I 
caught  her  in  my  arms;  and  wo  both  of  us  wept. 
Some  minutes  elapsed  before  our  feelings  ac* 
quired  sufficient  composure  for  conversation :  and 
Frances  was  the  first  to  break  silence. 

"  You  can  no  longer  wonder,  my  dear  friend," 
she  said,  "  that  I  should  have  hesitated  to  give 
you  my  address,  or  that  at  the  outset  of  our  ac- 
quaintance I  should  hare  declined  to  receive  a  visit 
from  you.  This  is  the  wretched  abode  where  for 
weeks  and  months  past  I  have  dwelt,  in  solitude, 
in  wretchedness,  and  iu  poverty.  Oh !  you  cannot 
conjecture  the  privations  I  have  endured !" 

"  And  never  again  shall  you  endure  them !"  I 
vehemently  exclaimed.  "  Good  heavens!  why  did 
you  refuse  at  the  beginning  to  make  me  your  con- 
fidante ?" 

"  Know  you  not,  my  dear  friend,"  she  replied, 
in  a  gentle  voice,  and  with  a  soft  deprecating  look, 
"  that  there  is  a  certain  pride  with  those  who  have 
known  better  days  ?  And  this  pride  on  my  part 
— Oh,  deem  it  not  a  false  or  foolish  one  ! — would 
have  prompted  me  to  maintain  the  secret  of  this 
poverty-stricken  abode,  and  never  to  have  received 
a  visit  from  you  until  I  should  have  had  a  more 
suitable  apartment  wherein  to  welcome  you,— 
were  it  not  for  an  incident  which  occurred  last 
night." 

"  You  allude,"  I  said,  "  to  the  presence  of  the 
Marchioness  of  Campanella  at  the  theatre  ?"— al- 
though I  did  not  precisely  see  how  that  incident 
could  have  induced  Miss  Howard  to  alter  her  deter- 
mination with  regard  to  keeping  her  abode  a  secret 
from  me. 

"  Yes  —  you  are  right,"  she  responded.  "  And 
now,  my  dear  Miss  Trafford,  I  am  about  to  ask 
you  a  favour— a  very  great  favour  I" 

"  Tell  me  how  I  can  serve  you,"  I  said ;  "  and 
rest  assured  of  my  willingness  to  render  you  any 
assistance  in  my  power.  But  pray  in  the  first 
instance   come  away   with   me   quick,   Frances! 


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There  is  a  home  for  you  where  I  dwell ;  and  those 
kind  people  who  have  treated  me  as  their  daughter, 
will  receive  you  with  open  arms !" 

"  Oh,  Ellen,"  exclaimed  Misa  Howard,  tears 
again  glittering  in  her  eyes,  and  her  beautifully 
chiselled  lips  quiveiing  with  emotion;  "how  kind, 
how  generous  are  you  towards  me !  And  yet  you 
know  nothing  of  me !  Under  circumstances  the 
most  inauspicious — I  might  even  eay  suspicious  — 
did  I  seek  you  out :  I  have  maintained  towards 
you  a  reserve  which  you  may  deem  ungenerous ; 
and  yet  you  are  all  benevolence  and  goodness 
towards  me !  You  found  me  destitute  of  friends, 
but  seeking  a  friend  in  you — a  stranger !— you 
now  find  me  dwelling  in  a  state  of  abject  misery  ; 
and  yet  your  looks  alter  not  towards  me — you  ask 
me  not  whether  I  am  the  victim  of  any  misdeed 
on  my  own  part  or  of  the  most  cruel  calamity ! 
Oh,  you  are  indeed  generous !  —  and  would  to 
heaven,  Ellen,  there  were  more  such  beings  as 
yourself  on  the  face  of  the  earth !" 

"  I  have  had  confidence  in  you,  Frances,"  I  re- 
plied, gazing  somewhat  earnestly  upon  her ;  "  and 

I  do  not  think No !  I  cannot  possibly  believe 

that  I  shall  ever  have  cause  to  regret  the  friend- 
ship which  I  have  profiFered  you !" 

"Never!  never !"  ejaculated  Miss  Howard,  taking 
my  band  and  pressing  it  with  fervour.  "  I  will 
give  you  explanations  now  — —  But,  my  God  > 
such  a  horrible  history  !— Oh,  a  history  so  fraught 
with  incredible  atrocities  —  cruelties  so  hideous, 
that  were  heaped  upon  myself — the  living  and  the 
dead  compelled  to  hold  companionship,  until  the 
brain  of  the  former  reeled  upon  the  very  verge  of 

madness Just  heaven !  why  did  thy  thunders 

sleep  P' 

Frances  clasped  her  hands  together  in  mingled 
agony  and  horror  at  the  recollections  which  were 
thus  trooping  through  her  brain ;  and  I  was  ap- 
p  lied— I  was  shocked — I  was  even  frightened  at 
the  language  of  which  she  had  made  use ;  for  it 
was  strange  and  terrible— it  seemed  to  allude  to 
the  wild— the  impossible— the  most  horribly  extra- 
vagant occurrence  that  could  possibly  be  treated  of 
even  in  the  page  of  the  romancist !  She  was  again 
deadly  pale :  she  shuddered— she  actually  writhed 
as  if  convulsively  beneath  the  tremendous  influ- 
ence of  the  thoughts  that  were  agitating  in  her 
mind. 

"You  see  how  it  affects  me,  Ellen,"  she  at 
length  resumed,  in  a  lotv  and  even  hollow  tone, 
"  to  make  the  slightest  reference  to  that  fearful 
history  of  mine.  Judge  then  what  I  should  be 
compelled  to  endure  if  I  were  to  deliberately  com- 
mence all  its  frightful  details !  But,  no !  you  will  not 
compel  me — at  least  not  now !  It  will  be  a  mercy 
on  your  part  to  grant  me  a  reprieve.  Perhaps  this 
Tery  day  however  you  will  know  everything :  for 
the  boon  I  am  about  to  crave  of  you  is  one  the  re- 
sult of  which  may  necessitate  the  fullest  of  those 
explanations  on  my  part.  Yes — it  may  be  so ! 
For  sooner  than  lose  one  atom  of  the  good  opinion 
that  you  have  formed  of  me — sooner  than  sink  in 
the  slightest  degree  in  your  estimation — I  would 
tell  you  everything,  even  though  it  were  to  rend 
my  soul  with  horror  !" 

"  As  you  have  spoken  in  these  terms,  my  dear 
Frances,"   I  said — "  with  so  much  sincerity  and 

warmth and  Oh,  it  is  impossible  to  doubt  your  j 

frankness  I 1  will  not  for  the  world  press  you 


to  make  the  slightest  revelation  which  may  en- 
hance  the  woe  that  already  fills  your  heart.  Tell 
me  how  I  may  serve  you ;  and  I  repeat,  you  shall 
soon  see  how  zealous  I  am  in  my  friendship  to- 
wards you." 

"  The  boon  I  crave  shall  speedily  be  explainers.-* 
replied  Miss  Howard.  "  Go  to  the  Marchioness 
of  Campanella :  you  will  easily  find  out  from  your 
friend  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  where  the  Marchioness 
is  residing.  Tell  her  ladyship  that  you  come  from 
one  who  was  once  very  dear  to  her— and  who, 
though  having  borne  another  name,  is  now  passing 
under  that  of  Frances  Howard.  Proceed  to  in- 
form the  Marchioness  that  this  Frances  Howard 
has  endured  the  bitterest  privations,  and  that  you 
yourself  have  just  left  her  in  the  wretched  cheer- 
less  garret  where  for  weeks  and  months  she  has 
dwelt — the  most  forlorn,  the  most  wretched  of  be- 
ings !  Tell  the  Marchioness  that  as  a  last  and  only 
resource,  Frances  Howard  is  about  to  appear  upon 
the  stage  ;  and  say  that  she  implores,  as  the  only 
boon  sbe  will  ever  seek  at  the  hands  of  her  lady- 
ship, that  she  will  abstain  from  ever  visiting  that 
particular  theatre  on  any  night  when  Frances 
Howard  has  to  perform.  Will  you  do  this  for  CJ^ 
Ellen  f" 

"  I  will,"  was  my  answer.  "  I  will  go  at  once ! 
But  shall  I  not  first  of  all  transfer  you  to  the  home 
which  I  offer  ?" 

"No,  no!— leave  me  here  until  you  return!" 
3xclaimed  Miss  Howard.  "  But  promise  that  you 
iDill  return,  Ellen  ?— Oh,  promise  me  this  much  ? 
I  know  not  what  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella 
may  say  to  you  :  but  in  any  case  you  pledge  your- 
self  to  come  back  to  me?  For  if  you  return  not, 
Ellen,  I  shall  consider  that  I  have  lost  the  only 
friend  whom  I  now  possess  on  earth :  I  shall  flee 
from  this  city  where  I  have  endured  so  much 
wretchedness,  and  where  my  last  hope  will  have 
disappeared  I" 

"  1  promise  yoa  to  return,  Frances,"  I  replied : 
"  Ob,  I  faithfully  promise  that  under  anj  circum- 
stances  I  will  return !" 

I  embraced  her,  and  departed.  Seeking  the 
nearest  cab-stand,  I  took  my  seat  in  a  vehicle  and 
ordered  the  driver  to  take  me  to  Lady  Cecilia  Ur- 
ban's  house  in  Grovenor  Square.  "While  proceed- 
ing thither,  I  reviewed  all  that  had  occurred  with 
my  unhappy  friend ;  and  I  felt  assured  that  her 
history,  if  ever  made  known  to  my  ears,  would  bo 
fraught  with  a  wildly  romantic  and  fearful  interest. 
There  was  something  terribly  ambiguous  in  that 
awful  allusion  which  she  had  made  to  the  com- 
panionship  of  the  living  with  the  dead  ;  and  I 
knew  not  whether  to  regard  it  as  a  literal  fact 
or  as  a  strange  and  stupendous  allegory  ! 

Grosvenor  Square  was  reached ;  and  I  at  once 
obtained  an  interview  with  Lady  Cecilia  Urban. 
She  welcomed  me  in  the  kindest  manner  ;  and  I 
could  not  help  thinking  it  was  most  singular  that  I 
should  thus  be  on  terms  of  even  intimate  friend- 
ship  with  one  whom,  on  the  first  occasion  I  ever 
saw  her,  I  fancied  i  could  never  possibly  like.  I 
inquired  whether  she  had  seen  anything  more  of 
Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  ? — and  she  answered 
in  the  negative.  He  had  made  not  the  slightest 
endeavour  to  procure  another  interview  with  her, 
or  to  obtain  her  forgiveness — doubtless  because  he 
well  knew  that  he  had  erred  to  au  unpardonable 
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"I  saw  you,"  I  said,  as  if  quite  in  a  casual 
manner,  "  in  company  with  the  Marchioness  of 
Campauella  at  the  theatre  last  evening ." 

"And  I  was  delighted,  my  dear  Ellen,"  replied 
Lady  Cecilia,  "  to  behold  the  brilliant  triumph 
which  you  achieved.  The  Marchioness — who  is 
herself  an  English  lady,  though  married  to  an 
Italian  nobleman — was  astonished  as  well  as  pro- 
foundly interested  by  your  performance." 

"  Has  her  ladyship  been  long  in  England  ?"  I 


"Only  a  few  days,"  responded  Lady  Cecilia 
Urban.  "  The  Marquis  and  herself  became  ac- 
quainted with  some  friends  of  mine  at  Florence 
last  summer  ;  and  when  they  arrived  in  London 
the  other  day,  they  called  upon  those  friends.  It 
was  at  their  house  that  I  thus  met  the  Marquis 
and  Marchioness ;  and  it  has  been  a  source  of 
pleasure  to  me  to  show  her  ladyship  every  atten- 
tion; for  she  is  a  very  amiable  person.  The  Mar- 
quis himself  is  an  agreeable  man  —  young  and 
good-looking — with  polished  manners,  and  of  the 
highest  reputation.  He  dined  last  evening  at  the 
Tuscan  Embassy;  and  therefore  her  ladyship  ac- 
companied me  to  the  theatre." 

"  Do  they  purpose  to  make  a  long  stay  in  Eng- 
land P"  I  asked,  still  speaking  as  if  in  a  pu-.ely 
conversational  manner,  though  with  a  secret  hope 
of  eliciting  the  information  I  sought  without 
being  compelled  to  put  the  query  point-blank. 

"  They  will  doubtless  reside  in  London  for  some 
months,"  rejoined  Lady  Cecilia.  "  At  present 
they  are  staying  at  Mivart's  Hotel :  but  the  Mar- 
quis is  looking  out  for  a  house." 

I  remained  a  little  longer  in  discourse  with  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban,  so  as  to  avoid  exciting  the  suspi- 
cion that  I  had  called  for  any  other  purpose  than 
that  of  seeing  her  in  pursuance  of  the  friendly  in- 
vitation she  had  given  me  on  the  memorable  day 
ot  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe's  exposure.  On 
taking  my  leave  of  her  ladyship,  I  re-entered  the 
cab,  and  ordered  it  to  be  driven  to  Mivart's  Hotel. 
There  I  inquired  if  I  could  see  the  Marchioness  of 
Campanella  ?— and  the  waiter,  taking  my  card, 
hpnded  it  to  a  lacquey  who  was  lounging  in  the 
hall,  and  who  by  his  appearance  was  evidently  an 
Italian.  He  ascended  the  stairs  with  the  card ; 
but  in  a  few  moments  returned,  requesting  me  to 
walk  up.  I  was  shown  into  a  handsomely  fur- 
nished apartment,  where  the  Marchioness  of  Cam- 
panella rose  from  a  sofa  to  receive  me.  The  Mar- 
quis was  not  present.  Her  ladyship  was  dressed 
in  an  elegant  deshabiHee ;  and  she  looked  exceed- 
ingly fascinating.  The  agreeable  impression  she 
had  made  upon  me  on  the  preceding  night  at  the 
theatre,  was  completely  conBrmed ;  for  sweetness, 
kindness,  and  benevolence  of  disposition  were  in- 
dicated by  her  looks  and  manner.  I  have  already 
said  that  though  not  faultlessly  beautiful,  she 
was  still  something  more  than  good-looking ;  for 
though  her  features  could  not  be  put  to  a  hyper- 
critical test,  yet  her  face,  regarded  as  a  whole, 
might  be  denominated  lovely.  It  was  particularly 
in  the  softness  of  the  clear  blue  eyes  and  the  ex- 
pression of  the  mouth — which,  when  she  smiled, 
isvealed  a  faultless  set  of  teeth — that  the  witch- 
ing attractiveness  existed.  There  was  no  pride 
libout  her — merely  the  proper  bearing  that  be- 
liiaie  her  rank  and  position;  and  I  should  add 
luat  she  possessed  a  melodious  voice. 


I  began  to  apologise  for  intruding  upon  her 
ladyship :  but  she  interrupted  me  in  the  most 
aSable  manner,  by  asking,  "  Is  it  indeed  Miss 
Traflford  whom  I  saw  last  night,  that  I  have  now 
the  pleasure  of  receiving  ?  Yes — it  must  be  !— 
and  I  consider  myself  honoured  by  a  visit  from 
one  whose  talent  I  had  so  much  reason  to  ad- 
mire." 

I  thaiiked  her  ladyship  for  the  manner  in  which 
she  was  pleased  to  speak  of  me;  and  sitting  down 
with  her  upon  the  sofa,  I  said  in  a  serious  voice, 
"  It  is  not  on  my  own  account  that  I  have  taken 
the  liberty  of  thus  introducing  myself  to  the  Mar- 
chioness of  Campanella." 

"  Whatever  your  object  may  be.  Miss  Trafford," 
she  affably  replied,  "  I  cannot  do  otherwise  than 
rejoice  at  an  event  which  has  procured  me  the 
pleasure  of  your  acquaintance.  But  your  look 
has  grown  serious  ?" 

"  I  come  to  speak  to  your  ladyship  of  one  whom 
you  have  formerly  known,  and  I  think  in  circum- 
stances very  different  from  those  in  which  she  is 
now  placed.  She  is  one,"  I  continued,  "  whom  you 
knew  under  another  name — but  she  now  bears  that 
of  Frances  Howard." 

I  noticed  a  rapid  change  coming  over  the  coun- 
tenance of  the  Marchioness  as  I  thus  spoke :  she 
grew  exceedingly  pale — her  features  denoted  much 
inward  agitation— there  was  a  faint  sound  from 
her  lips,  as  if  between  a, gasp  and  a  sigh — and 
then  tears  trickled  slowly  down  her  cheeks. 

"Do  you  know.  Miss  Trafford,"  she  asked,  "the 

real  name  of  her But,  Ah !    is  it  possible  ?" 

suddenly  ejaculated  the  Marchioness  :  "  surely  that 
name  of  Frances  Howard  is  not  altogether  un- 
familiar to  my  ears  ?  Yes  !  I  remember ;  — a  lady 
of  that  name  is  to  make  her  appearance  to-night 
before  a  public  audience " 

"  It  is  so,"  I  rejoined ;  "  and  the  Frances 
Howard  on  whose  behalf  I  come  to  your  ladyship, 
is  the  same  who  will  this  evening  take  the  first 
step  that  is  to  earn  for  her  a  livelihood !" 

The  Marchioness  wept;  anrl  for  upwards  of  a 
minute  she  was  so  agitated  that  she  could  not  give 
utterance  to  another  word.  I  felt  deeply  for  her 
I  felt  deeply  likewise  as  I  thought  of  Frances 
Howard ;  and  the  tears  were  trickling  down  my 
own  cheeks. 

"  What  did  she  bid  you  tell  me  ?"  at  length  in- 
quired the  Marchioness  of  Campanella:  and  she 
endeavoured  to  control  her  emotions. 

"  Miss  Howard " 

"Miss  Howard?"  ejaculated  the  Marchioness 
"  But  proceed — proceed !" 

"  Miss  Howard,"  I  continued,  "  bade  me  inform 
your  ladyship  that  for  some  months  past  she  has 
been  enduring  the  most  terrible  privations— in  a 

miserable  lodging And  this  is  true,  my  lady ! 

—for  I  myself  have  seen  her  there !" 

"  Grood  heavens !  is  all  this  possible  ?"  mar- 
mured  the  Marchioness,  for  a  moment  making  a 
gesture  as  if  she  were  wringing  her  hands.  "  But 
yes— it  must  be ! — how  could  it  be  otherwise  !  Oh, 
the  unhappy  girl !  Proceed,  Miss  Trafford :  tell 
me  everything — let  me  know  the  worst,  whatever 
it  be  !" 

"  The  worst,  so  far  as  I  am  acquainted  with  it," 
I  continued,  "  is  already  explained  to  your  lady- 
ship ;  for  I  ought  in  all  frankness  to  observe  that 
I    am    entirely   ignorant    of   the    circumstances 


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which  plunged  Miss  Howard  into  so  dread  a  con- 
dition of  penury.  For  months  past  she  has  lived 
in  solitude  and  in  wretchedness — friendless,  as  if 
she  were  society's  outcast;  and  now,  as  a  last  re- 
source, in  order  to  save  herself  from  starving — 
for  she  is  too  proud  to  accept  that  which  she  looks 
upon  as  eleemosynary  charity, — as  a  last  resource, 
I  say,  she  is  about  to  appear  upon  the  stage." 

"  I  understand.  Miss  Trafford !"  said  the  Mar- 
chioness, still  weeping.  "  She  has  found  a  friend 
in  you  !— you  would  have  done  much  for  her,  but 
she  would  not  permit  you  ;  and  through  your  in- 
terest she  has  procured  an  engagement.  Oh !  I 
thank  you ! — sincerely  do  I  thank  you !  But 
what  more  have  you  to  tell  me  on  her  behalf?" 

"  Miss  Howard  craves  of  your  ladyship  a  single 
boon,"  I  proceeded  to  observe, — "  the  last  which 
she  will  ever  demand  at  your  hands.  It  is  that 
on  those  nights  when  she  makes  her  appearance 
before  a  public  audience,  your  ladyship  will  ab- 
stain from  being  present  at  the  theatre," 

"O  Beatrice!— unhappy  Beatrice  !"  murmured 
the  Marchioness  :  "  has  it  come  to  this, — that  you 
should  dread  to  appear  in  a  position  from  which 
you  would  shrink  if  the  eye  of  your  sister  were 
upon  you  ?" 

"  Her  sister  ?"  I  ejaculated,  in  amazement. 
'^Is  it  possible " 

"  Yes,  yes — I  am  her  sister !"  replied  the  Mar- 
chioness. "  The  same  father  was  the  author  of 
our  being  :  but  we  had  different  mothers.  Ah  !  I 
see.  Miss  Trafford,  that  Beatrice— for  that  is  her 
real  Christian  name — has  told  you  nothing  of  her 
antecedents.  And  no  wonder  !  Alas,  it  is  indeed 
no  wonder  that  she  should  have  been  thus 
silent !" 

"She  gave  me  not  her  confidence,  and  I  did 
not  seek  it.  It  was  suiEcient  for  me,"  I  con- 
tinued, "  that  she  came  to  me  in  sorrow  and  afflic- 
tion  " 

"  Oh  1  and  unworthy  of  the  name  of  woman 
should  I  be,"  exclaimed  the  Marchioness,  "  if  I 
did  not  imitate  so  noble  an  example  !  Yes,  yes- 
it  must  be  sufficient  for  me  likewise  that  she  is  in 
sorrow  and  affliction — and  all  the  past  must  be 

forgotten !     I   will  go  to  her But,   Ah !  my 

husband !" 

The  Marchioness  of  Campanella  sank  back  upon 
the  §ofa  from  which  she  had  half  sprung  up ;  and 
for  a  few  moments  she  remained  absorbed  in  re- 
flections that  were  evidently  deep  and  painful. 

"  I  hope,"  I  said,  in  a  gentle  voice,  "  that  there 
will  be  no  barrier  to  the  execution  of  your  lady- 
ship's  generous  purpose.  You  have  spoken  of  the 
past  which  must  be  forgotten :  but  surely,  surely 
there  has  been  nothing  criminal  in  the  life  of  her 
whom  you  call  Beatrice  and  whom  you  have 
acknowledged  to  be  your  sister  ? — Ah,  I  remem- 
ber !  She  declared  that  if  aught  fell  from  your 
lips  to  impair  the  good  opinion  which  I  had 
formed  of  her,  she  would  on  my  return  tell  me 
everything ;  and  she  alluded  to  horrible  things ! 
Ob,  believe  me,  my  lady,  she  is  very,  very  un- 
happy ! — and  it  is  next  to  impossible  that  with  a 
mind  so  agitated  as  hers,  she  can  achieve  success 
in  the  sphere  which  she  is  about  to  enter  !" 

"  I  declare  to  you  most  solemnly,  Miss  Traf- 
ford," answered  the  Marchioness,  "  that  if  1  were 
to  obey  the  dictates  of  my  own  heart,  I  should 
speed  at  once  to  Beatrice — I  should  clasp  her  in 


my  arras — and  I  should  assure  her  that  where  I 
dwell,  there  henceforth  is  her  own  home.  But  I 
am  bound  to  consult  the  wishes  of  my  husband. 
To  me  he  is  all  kindness,  all  goodness,  all  affection  : 
but  in  one  respect  he  is  stern  and  peremptory — 
and  he  has  commanded  that  the  name  of  Beatrice 
shall  never  again  be  breathed  in  his  presence. 
Oh  !  now  that  I  have  said  so  much,  how  can  I 
possibly  conceal  from  you  the  truth  ?  Yes— — 
alas  that  I  should  be  compelled  to  make  the  rave 
lation  ! — Beatrice  has  erred;  her  name  is  covered 
with  dishonour ;  she  has  disgraced  the  family  to 
which  she  belongs;  and  heaven  knows  that  you 
spoke  ere  now  only  too  truly  when  you  said  that 
she  seemed  as  if  she  were  society's  outcast !" 

The  profoundest  mournfulness  settled  upon  the 
countenance  of  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella  as 
she  gave  utterance  to  these  words;  and  I  reflected 
painfully  for  some  minutes. 

'•'But  are  you  sure,"  I  ejaculated  at  length,— 
"is  your  ladyship  convinced  that  your  sister  Bea- 
trice has  indeed  erred  ?  What  meant  she  by  de 
daring  that  if  from  your  lips  anything  should  fal 
to  prejudice  her  in  my  estimation,  she  would  revea. 
everything,  although  it  would  harrow  her  soul  with 
horror  ?  But  yet  her  words  could  be  taken  in  only 
one  sense — they  could  mean  but  one  thing, — and 
this  is  that  she  possesses  the  power  of  vindicating 
herself," 

The  Marchioness  shook  her  head  mournfully ; 
the  tears  again  flowed  from  her  eyes :  but  hastily 
wiping  them  away,  she  said,  "  Listen,  Miss  Traf- 
ford !  You  are  acting  the  part  of  a  friend ;  and 
you  must  be  made  acquainted  with  everything.  We 
may  then  consult  how  we  may  best  serve  the  in- 
terests of  the  unhappy  Beatrice ;  and  you,  in  the 
charity  of  your  disposition,  will  look  mercifully 
upon  her you  will  not  cast  her  off  altogether  ?" 

"Heaven  forbid!"  I  exclaimed  ;  "and  unless 
the  explanations  which  your  ladyship  is  about  to 
give  me,  carry  incontrovertibility  on  the  face  of 
them — unless,  indeed,  the  evidence  be  too  conclusive 
to  admit  of  a  doubt — I  shall  endeavour  to  suspend 
my  judgment  until  I  have  heard  the  answer  from 
the  lips  of  your  sister  Beatrice." 

"  Nothing  can  exceed  the  generosity  of  your 
conduct,"  replied  the  Marchioness,  taking  my  hand 
and  pressing  it  warmly.  "  But  listen  while  I  give 
the  promised  explanations. — My  father,"  continued 
the  Marchioness  of  Campanella,  "  was  an  English 
gentleman,  who  in  the  earlier  part  of  his  life  pos- 
sessed a  handsome  fortune  :  but  partly  by  calamity, 
and  partly  by  extravagance,  he  lost  the  greater 
portion  of  it.  This  happened  in  the  lifetime  of  his 
first  wife— my  mother.  They  had  not  been  mar- 
ried more  than  two  years  ;  and  I  was  aa  infant  of 
a  few  weeks  old  when  the  blow  struck  them.  My 
father's  mansions  were  seized  by  his  creditors  ;  and 
my  poor  mother  sank  under  the  misfortune.  She 
died,  leaving  me  an  infant  unconscious  of  the  ter- 
rific loss  which  I  thus  sustained.  Gathering  toge- 
ther the  wrecks  of  his  property,  my  father  repaired 
to  Italy;  and  there,  at  the  expiration  of  about 
eighteen  months,  he  married  a  second  time.  In 
the  gay  city  of  Florence  he  encountered  an  Eng- 
lish lady  who  was  possessed  of  considerable  pro- 
perty ;  and  he  espoused  her.  Beatrice  was  the  off- 
sprin;^  of  this  union.  My  father  did  not  profit  by 
past  experience :  he  plunged  again  into  a  course  of 
extravagance  as  well  as  of  reckless  speculation; 


and  the  result  vras  the  wreck  of  a  second  fortune. 
He  died  of  a  broken  heart,— I  being  at  that  time 
about  twelve  years  of  age,  and  Beatrice  a  little 
past  nine.  Our  mother,  with  the  small  income 
that  remained  to  her,  brought  us  to  England,  where 
our  education  was  completed.  She  almost  deprired 
herself  of  necessaries  in  order  to  do  her  duty  towards 
us ;  for  she  was  a  woman  of  a  strong  mind — she  was 
ambitious  likewise — and  she  aimed  at  brilliant 
matrimonial  alliances  for  ourselves.  But  when 
the  time  came  that  she  might  introduce  us  into 
society,  she  encountered  all  the  obstacles  that  arose 
from  the  seclusion  of  that  life  which  she  had  been 
leading.  She  was  without  friends :  her  own 
parents  had  long  been  dead,  and  she  had  no 
near  relations.  She  had  not  even  the  wealth 
which  is  one  of  the  surest  introductions  into  what 
is  termed  good  society  in  England.  She  there- 
fore resolved  to  return  to  Florence,  where  she  had 
been  well  known,  and  where  she  hoped  to  find 
many  of  her  former  acquaintances  and  friends. 
Besides,  her  income,  which  was  nest  to  downright 
poverty  in  England,  would  be  comparative  wealth 
in  Italy  ;  and  thus  every  consideration  prompted 
this  return  to  the  Tuscan  capital.  We  arrived 
there.  I  am  now  speaking  of  a  period  of  about 
five  years  ago,  —  Beatrice  being  then  in  her 
eighteenth  year.  My  mother's  calculations  were 
not  erroneous :  she  was  welcomed  back  again  into 
the  best  society  of  Florence  j  and  in  due  time  she 
bad  the  satisfaction  of  beholding  the  Marquis  of 
Campanella  paying  his  addresses  to  myself.  I 
loved  him :  we  were  married ;  and,  as  I  ere  now 
assured  you,  Miss  TraflFord,  his  demeanour  towards 
me  has  ever  been  fraught  with  kindness  and  affec- 
tion. But  I  am  now  about  to  enter  upon  those 
explanations  which  specially  refer  to  taj  sister 
Beatrice." 

Here  the  Marchioness  paused ;  and  I  awaited 
with  no  small  degree  of  suspense  the  continuation 
of  her  narrative. 

"  It  was  about  two  years  ago,"  proceeded  the 
Marchioness  of  Campanella,  "Beatrice  beiog  then 
twenty-one,  that  her  beauty — for  she  was  emi- 
nently beautiful.  Miss  Trafford — attracted  the  no- 
tice of  the  Count  of  Carboni.  This  nobleman  was 
a  widower— considerably  older  than  Beatrice— but 
intellectual,  and  immensely  rich.  He  had  travelled 
much :  he  had  lived  for  several  years  in  Paris  and 
in  London;  he  spoke  the  French  and  English 
languages  with  as  much  fluency  as  his  own  native 
Italian.  My  mother-in-law— Beatrice's  own  mother, 
remember — had  been  wondering  how  the  loveliness 
of  her  daughter  could  have  hitherto  failed  to 
secure  an  eligible  offer  for  her  hand  ;  and  she  had 
even  begun  to  despair,  when  the  Count  of  Carboni 
presented  himself  as  a  suitor.  But  Beatrice  re- 
ceived his  addresses  with  coldness— indeed  with  as 
much  repugnance  as  her  gentle  nature  could  pos- 
sibly suffer  her  to  display  Her  mother  remon- 
strated :  Beatrice  threw  herself,  sobbing  and  weep- 
ing, into  her  arms,  confessing  that  she  loved  another. 
Tue  object  of  this  love  of  her's  was  named  Angelo 
Marano ;  and  he  was  a  subaltera  in  a  regiment  of  the 
Tuscan  army.  He  had  nothing  but  his  lieutenant's 
pay  :  but  he  was  young  and  handsome— of  a  dispo- 
tion  singularly  romantic  and  enthusiastic — and  of 
Unblemished  character.  Thus,  for  many  reasons, 
there  appeared  to  be  a  far  greater  fitness  in  an  al- 
liance between  Beatrice  and  Angelo  Marano,  than 


in  a  marriage  with  the  Count  of  Carboni.  But  the 
mother  of  Beatrice  viewed  not  the  matter  in  this 
light.  She  was  ambitious ;  and  if  she  had  expe- 
rienced the  satisfaction  of  seeing  myself,  her  step- 
daughter, wed  rank  and  fortune,— how  much  more 
eagerly  did  she  cherish  the  hope  of  securing  for 
her  own  child  an  equally  brilliant  alliance  ?  There- 
fore,  the  tears  and  representations  of  Beatrice  were 
of  no  avail :  her  mother  sternly  commanded  that 
she  should  receive  the  addresses  of  the  Count  of 
Carboni;  and  by  some  means  or  another — most 
probably  through  the  interest  of  the  Count  himself 
— she  procured  the  removal  of  the  regiment  to 
which  the  young  lieutenant  belonged,  to  the  gar- 
risen  of  Leghorn.  To  what  extent  Beatrice 
had  pledged  herself  to  Angelo  Marano,  I  cannot 
tell ;  and  I  am  equally  ignorant  of  whatsoever  may 
have  taken  place  between  them  at  parting — or 
whether  they  even  obtained  an  opportunity  at  all  of 
bidding  each  other  farewell :  for  I  was  absent  from 
Florence  at  the  time,  being  with  the  Marquis  at 
a  chateau  which  he  possesses  on  the  slopes  of  tho 
Apennines.  The  first  intimation  which  I  received 
of  the  progress  of  my  stepmother's  intrigues  in 
respect  to  Beatrice,  was  a  letter  from  that  step- 
mother, announcing  that  my  sister  had  been 
wooed  and  won  by  the  Count  of  Carboni,  and  that 
a  day  was  fixed  for  the  solemnization  of  the  nup- 
tials. The  Marquis  and  myself  made  all  possible 
despatch  to  return  to  Florence,  to  be  present  at 
the  ceremony ;  and  though  I  was  previously  ac- 
quainted with  the  Count  of  Carboni,  and 
wondered  that  Beatrice  should  accept  the  hand 
of  a  person  at  least  fifteen  years  older  than  her- 
self, I  was  nevertheless  far  from  suspecting  that 
her  consent  had  been  extorted  by  the  mingled 
threats  and  entreaties  of  her  mother.  Therefore, 
on  arriving  in  Florence,  I  was  amazed  as  well  as 
afilicted  to  behold  how  great  a  change  had  taken 
place  in  my  sister  during  the  three  or  four  months 
that  had  elapsed  since  I  last  saw  her.  Her  mother 
evidently  manoeuvred  as  much  as  possible  to  pre- 
vent us  from  being  alone  together :  but  I  felt  con- 
vinced that  Beatrice  was  unhappy,  and  that  there 
was  some  mystery  which  I  could  not  fathom — so 
that  I  studied  to  find  an  occasion  to  speak  to  her 
on  the  subject.  Beatrice  was  calm  but  mournful : 
she  seemed  to  be  nerved  with  a  cold  despairing  re- 
signation; and  the  thought  stole  into  my  mind 
that  she  was  under  the  influence  of  some  terrorism 
or  coercion.  By  degrees,  and  with  considerable 
difficulty,  I  elicited  from  her  lips  the  fact  that 
she  loved  another,  and  that  she  had  yielded  to 
her  mother's  threats  and  entreaties  when  giving 
an  assent  to  accept  the  Count  of  Carboni  as  her 
husband.  I  was  both  indignant  and  afflicted ;  and 
I  offered  to  remonstrate  with  her  mother  :  but 
Beatrice  implored  me  to  suffer  matters  to  progress 
without  my  interference.  She  said  that  it  was 
too  late — that  she  accepted  her  destiny — and  that 
she  would  accompany  the  Count  to  the  altar.  I 
did  not  like  her  looks  or  her  manner :— not  that 
they  were  unkind  towards  myself ;  but  methougbt 
there  was  something  unnaturally  cold  in  thein— 
sometliing  that  was  more  akin  to  blank  despair  than 
to  a  placid  resignation.  But  Beatrice  vowed  that 
her  mind  was  made  up — that  she  had  ceased  to 
think  of  Angelo  Marano— and  that  she  would  there* 
fore  wed  the  Count  of  Carboni." 
Here  the  Marchioness  of   Campanc-lU    agaii) 


paused ;  and  I  awaited  with  increased  suspense  the 
issue  of  a  narrative,  which  was  so  replete  with  a 
Bftd  interest,  and  in  which  all  my  sympathies  were 
enlisted. 

"  The  marriage  took  place,"  proceeded  the  Mnr- 
chioness :  "  and  methought  during  the  ceremony 
that  Beatrice  looked  happier  than  was  altogether 
consistent  with  the  tale  she  had  told  me  of  her 
blighted  love  and  of  her  mother's  coercion.  The 
Count  bore  away  his  bride  to  a  splendid  chateau 
which  he  possessed  in  the  southern  part  of  Tus- 
cany, near  the  frontier  of  the  Roman  States ;  while 
the  Marquis  and  myself  returned  to  our  country- 
seat  on  the  outskirts  of  the  Apennines.  My  step- 
mother did  not  long  live  to  enjoy  the  satisfaction 
she  doubtless  experienced  at  having  thus  succeeded 
in  her  matrimonial  project  with  regard  to  Bea- 
trice: for  in  a  few  months  after  the  celebration  of 
the  marriage  she  paid  the  debt  of  nature.  At  her 
funeral  Beatrice  and  I  met  again  :  I  had  no 
No.  24.— Ellen  Peect. 


reason  to  bi^Iieve  that  eoe  was  unhappy  in  her 
position  of  a  wife;  and  when,  after  the  ohsequie?, 
I  aflfectionately  and  delicately  questioned  her  on 
the  subject,  she  answered  tranquilly  that  her  hus- 
band treated  her  with  love  and  kindness.  Wo 
again  separated :  but  in  a  few  months  time  we  met 
once  more  in  Florence,  where  she  and  her  husband 
as  well  as  the  Marquis  and  myself  came  to  our 
town-mansions  for  the  winter  season.  During  all 
that  period  I  saw  nothing  in  the  manner  or  con- 
duct of  Beatrice  that  could  at  all  prepare  me  for 
the  dreadful  catastrophe  which  was  destined  to 
occur.  But  let  me  hasten  to  bring  this  sad,  sad 
narrative  to  a  conclusion.  The  memorable  date  to 
which  I  am  about  to  allude,  bslongs  to  the  month 
of  September  of  last  year.  At  that  time 
the  Marquis  and  myself  were  staying  at  our 
country-seat  in  the  Apennines  :  Beatrice  was  with 
her  husband  at  the  C'lateau  of  Carboni  on  the 
southern  frontier    of  Tuscany.     All  of   a  sudden 


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ELLEN  PEKCT;    OE,  THE   MEMOIES   OF   AN  ACTEESS. 


a  frightful  rumour  reached  the  ears  of  the 
Marquis  and  myself.  The  Count  of  Carboni 
bad  acquired  unmistakable  proofs  that  he  was 
dishonoured  in  his  wife,  for  that  she  had  re- 
viewed her  acquaintance  with  Angelo  Marano.  The 
■report  came  to  us  in  so  vague  a  manner  that  we 
knew  not  what  to  think  of  it.  We  hastened  to 
riorence  for  the  purpose  of  ascertaining  additional 
particulars  there,  through  the  medium  of  some  of 
the  Count  Carboni'e  friends;  for  1  trembled  to 
write  to  Beatrice  under  the  circumstances.  At 
Florence  we  were  informed  that  it  was  indeed  all 
but  too  true.  The  Count  of  Carboni  had  discovered 
Angelo  Marano  in  the  apartment  of  Beatrice  ;  and 
availing  himself  of  the  right— though  a  terrible 
one — of  an  outraged  husband,  he  had  slain  the 
young  lieutenant  on  the  spot.  The  tidings  affected 
me  so  cruelly  that  I  was  thrown  upon  a  sick  bed; 
and  for  some  weeks  I  remained  unconscious  of  all 
that  was  passing  in  the  world  around  me.  When 
I  began  to  recover,  my  husband  gradually  broke 
to  me  the  result  of  the  deplorable  dranla.  The 
guilty  Beatrice  had  fled  frorn  the  chateau  of  Car- 
boni—nobody  knew  whither.  The  Count  himself 
remained  there  in  complete  seclusion,  rendering 
himself  inaccessible  to  the  friends  who  called  from 
the  neighbourhood  or  journeyed  thither  from  Flo- 
rence to  sympathize  with  him.  The  catastrophe 
occurred,  as  I  have  told  you,  Miss  Trafford,  in 
September  last :  it  is  now  verging  towards  the  end 
of  February  ;  and  during  that  interval  of  between 
five  and  six  months  I  have  not  again  seen  the 
■Count  of  Carboni— nor  had  I  heard  any  tidings  of 
Beatrice  until  this  day." 

The  Marchioness  ceased.  She  had  been  speak- 
ing in  a  voice  that  was  profoundly  mournful,  and 
ber  narrative  was  frequently  interrupted  by  an 
outburst  of  tears.  When  the  tale  was  ended,  a 
silence  of  some  minutes  reigned  between  us.  I 
meditated  on  all  that  I  had  heard  ;  and  at  length 
I  said — but  hesitatingly,  and  with  mistrust  in  the 
supposition  that  I  myself  was  advancing, — "  May 
it  not  be  possible,  after  all,  that  your  sister  the 
Countess  of  Carboni  was  really  innocent  —  that 
some  little  levity  may  have  been  taken  for  crimi- 
nality—and that  circumstantial  evidence  may  have 
combiced  against  her  ?" 

"  Would  to  heaven  that  I  could  think  so  !"  said 
the  Marchioness  mournfully.  "  But  no.  Miss 
Trafford  !—  it  is  impossible  to  blind  myself  to  the 
nature  of  the  facts  which  constitute  so  crushing 
an  amount  of  evidence  against  my  unfortunate 
sister !  And  I  perceive  by  your  look  that  you 
yourself  do  not  believe  in  the  hypothesis  which 
from  the  kindest  and  most  charitable  motives  you 
have  put  forward." 

"  And  now  what  will  you  do,  my  lady  ?"  I  in- 
quired.  "  Granting  that  your  sister  has  erred,  is 
she  to  remain  for  ever  unforgiven  ?  Consider  the 
circumstances  of  the  case — her  own  blighted  affec- 
tions —  a  mother's  cruel  coercion  —  the  bitter 
punishment  which  Beatrice  has  since  experienced 
—poverty  even  to  starvation " 

"  No,  no !  tell  me  not,"  almost  shrieked  forth 
the  Marchioness,  "  that  she  has  known  distress  so 
dire  as  thatP' 

"  It  is  too  true,  my  lady !"  I  emphatically 
exclaimed.  "  Not  more  than  two  hours  have 
elajsed  since  I  left  your  unhappy  sister  in  her 
miserable  home— if  a  home  such  a  tenement  cau 


I  be  called  !  I  promised  to  return  to  her ;  and  I 
I  shall  do  so.  She  may  be  guilty — but  she  is  not 
I  the  less  a  fellow-creature  !  Besides,  I  shall  ho.ir 
[  from  her  lips  whatsoever  explanations  she  may 
have  to  give ;  and  despite  the  strongest  evidence 
on  the  one  hand,  I  am  not  without  a  hope  on  the 

I  other " 

I      "  My  dear  Miss  Trafford,"  exclaimed  the  Mar* 

I  chiopess  of  Campanella,  "  my  mind   is   made  up 

I  how  to  act!     It  is  perhaps  all  the  more  fortunate 

that  Beatrice  has  resolved  to  go  upon  the  stage; 

I  for  the  idea  of  any  such  public  appearance  would 

I  more  than  anything  else  move  my  husband  to  do 

'.  something   in   her   behalf.       With   all    his  good 

I  qualities,  he  has  a  certain  pride ;  and  I  know  that 

be  would  hot  for  the  world  have  it  whispered  that 

I  one  so  nearly   connected  with    myself  has    been 

1  abandoned  by  her  family  and  forced  to  adopt  such 

I  means  fOr   a  livelihood.     It  is  this  same  pride  on 

I  his  part   which  revolted  so  strongly  against  the 

,  bare  thought  of  the  disgrace  which  Beatrice  had 

brought  upon  herself,  and  by  reflection  upon  the 

family   to  which  she  belongs.     Yes! — something 

shall   be  done   for   the  unhappy   Beatrice !      My 

husband   will   return    shortly — I   will   plead    my 

sister's  cause — I  have  no  doubt  of  success  !  Would 

;  it  be  asking  too  much,  my  dear  Miss  Trafford,  to 

i  beg  that  you  will  return  again  presently — in   a 

:  couple  of  hours— and.  Oh  !  doubtless  then  I  shall 

j  be  enabled  to  accompany  you  to  the  abode  of  her 

whom  I  long  to  strain  in  my   arms,  despite  her 

errors !" 

"  Nothing  will  afford  me  greater  pleasure,"  I 
answered,  "  than  to  be  your  ladyship's  companion 
for  such  a  purpose.  In  the  meanwhile  I  will 
hasten  a'nd  prepare  Beatrice  for  a  change  in  her 
circumstances:  I  will  not  promise  too  much  at 
first — I  will  not  tell  her  that  she  may  expect  to 
behold  her  sister — for  fear  lest  by  any  possibility 
there  should  be  a  disappointment," 

"  I  leave  everything  to  your  judgment  and  dis^ 
cretion,"  replied  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella; 
"  and  accept,  my  dear  Miss  Trafford,  the  assurance 
of  my  deep  and  lasting  gratitude  for  your  noble 
conduct  towards  my  poor  erring  sister  !" 

The  noble  lady  wrung  my  hand  with  much 
emotion ;  and  I  took  my  departure.  On  issuing 
forth  from  Mivart's  Hotel,  I  found  the  cab  wait- 
ing for  me,  as  I  had  directed :  but  the  driver  him- 
self was  not  immediately  to  be  seen.  A  ragged 
urchin  was  holding  the  horse's  head;  and  1  asked 
him  where  the  cabman  was  ?  But  scarcely  was 
the  question  put,  when  the  individual  himself 
emerged  from  round  the  corner  of  the  street ;  and 
hastening  towards  me,  he  apologized  for  his  tem- 
porary absence.  I  bade  him  take  me  to  the 
neighbourhood  of  Clare  Market;  and  I  entered 
the  vehicle.  The  man  mounted  his  box;  and  the 
cab  drove  away.  I  was  plunged  in  profound  re- 
flection upon  everything  I  had  heard  from  the  lips 
of  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella;  and  I  won- 
dered whether  it  were  possible  that  Beatrice  could 
successfully  vindicate  herself  against  the  charges 
which  pressed  so  heavily.  I  confess  that  I  did 
not  see  how  she  could  do  so :  but  still  there  was 
the  hope  in  my  mind — and  thus  I  did  not  alto- 
gether prejudge  ber. 

I  was  startled  from  my  reverie  by  the  sudden 
stopping  of  the  cab  ;  and  I  found  that  it  was  in  a 
narrow,  ill-looking  street  where  it  had  thus  halted. 


EIitEH  PEKCT;   OR,  THE  MEMOIES  OF  AN  ACTRESS. 


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The  driver  opened  the  door :  I  alighted,  and  paid 
him  his  fare— upon  receiving  which  ho  instanta- 
neously mounted  the  box  and  drove  away.  Being 
ignorant  of  the  precise  whereabouts  of  the  spot 
where  he  had  thus  set  me  down — for  I  had  vaguely 
bidden  him  take  me  to  the  neighbourhood  of  Clare 
Market — I  looked  along  the  street ;  and  I  now 
perceived  that  another  cab  had  stopped  immediately 
behind  the  place  whence  the  one  that  brought  me 
had  just  driven  away.  The  door  of  that  vehicle 
was  open  ;  and  a  couple  of  men  were  getting  out. 
Their  appearance  struck  me  as  suspicious  and 
sinister :  they  looked  not  as  if  it  quite  befitted 
their  circumstances  to  ride  in  a  cab.  I  was  moving 
away,  when  one  of  them  hastily  accosted  me,  say- 
ing, "  Are  you  looking  for  any  particular  place. 
Miss  ?" 

I  felt  frightened;  for  although  it  was  in  the 
broad  daylight,  yet  the  street  itself  was  of  so  low, 
poor,  and  ill-looking  a  character  that  the  idea 
struck  me  that  any  respectable  female  might  be 
there  insulted  without  the  hope  of  succour.  The 
man  who  had  accosted  me,  was  dressed  in  coarse 
apparel :  he  was  dirty  and  unshaven ;  and  me- 
thought  he  had  a  villanous  aspect.  His  companion 
—who  was  even  more  repulsive  in  appearance  than 
himself— had  now  approached  so  as  to  be  close  be- 
hind him  ;  and  I  saw  that  they  both  eyed  me  in  a 
peculiar  manner.  I  hastily  gave  a  response  to  the 
question  which  had  been  put ;  and  hoping  that  my 
answer  would  rid  me  of  this  suspicious  company,  I 
turned  away. 

But  what  now  followed  was  the  work  of  an  in- 
stant. No  doubt  a  sign  was  made  to  the  driver  of 
the  cab  which  had  brought  the  two  men ;  for  it 
immediately  drew  alongside  the  pavement,  to  the 
very  spot  where  I  had  just  turned  away :  a  hand 
was  placed  over  my  mouth — a  powerful  arm  was 
thrown  round  my  waist — and  the  eye  had  scarcely 
time  to  wink  before  I  was  inside  the  vehicle.  One 
of  the  men  entered  with  me  :  indeed  it  was  he  who 
had  thus  suddenly  lifted  me  into  it ;  and  producing 
a  pistol,  he  said  in  a  determined  voice,  "  Dare  to 
give  utterance  to  a  word,  and  I'll  dash  your  brains 
out  with  the  butt-end  I" 

He  pulled  down  the  blinds :  his  companion  had 
already  slammed  the  door;  and  the  cab  drove 
rapidly  away. 


CHAPTER    XXXIV 

THE     OLD     PAEM-HOUSE. 

I  TVAS  80  terrified  by  the  words  which  the  villain 
had  just  spoken — and  he  seemed  so  thoroughly 
capable  of  executing  his  hideous  menace — that 
the  shriek  which  had  risen  to  my  lips  died  away  ; 
and  I  felt  as  if  I  were  about  to  faint.  The  man 
sat  opposite  to  me,  holding  the  pistol  by  the  barrel, 
and  looking  as  if  he  were  in  readiness  to  deal 
the  threatened  blow  if  the  slightest  sound  should 
issue  from  my  lips.  Not  contented  with  assuming 
this  menacing  demeanour,  he  went  on  giving  ut- 
terance to  threats  so  horrible,  in  case  I  should  cry 
out,  that  my  brain  seemed  to  be  turning  with  the 
sense  of  the  fearful  position  in  which  I  was  placed. 
Some  of  my  readers  may  perhaps  marvel  that  such 
an  outrage  could  have  occurred  in  the  very  midst 


of  London  and  in  the  broad  daylight :  but  those 
who  know  the  metropolis  well,  will  comprehend 
that  such  a  proceeding  was  quite  possible  ;  and 
my  own  experiences  have  made  me  aware  how 
deeds  of  this  kind  can  bo  perpetrated,  even  with 
facility. 

The  vehicle  rolled  rapidly  along;  and  as  tho 
blinds  were  closed,  I  could  not  tell  in  which  direc- 
tion it  was  proceeding,  though  my  fears  suggested 
that  it  might  be  towards  St.  Clair's  house ;  for  I 
naturally  surmised  that  he  was  the  instigator  of 
the  outrage.  It  was  some  time  however  before  I 
could  collect  my  bewildered  and  affrighted  thoughts, 
or  in  any  way  calm  down  the  terrible  agitation  I 
experienced.  Then  numerous  harrowing  ideas  swept 
through  my  mind.  Could  it  be  possible  that  the' 
wickedness  of  my  persecutors — for  I  now  asso- 
ciated Lady  Lilla  Essendine  with  Edwin  St.  Clair 
— could  have  reached  such  a  pitch  that  they  in- 
tended to  make  away  with  me  ?  Or  was  I  to  be- 
held captive  until  some  other  villany,  which  I 
would  sooner  die  than  endure,  was  consummated? 
In  any  case  what  would  become  of  poor  Beatrice  ? 
what  would  the  Marchioness  think  of  my  pro- 
longed absence  after  the  promise  I  had  given  to 
return  ?  For,  Oh  !  even  amidst  tho  frightful 
perils  which  seemed  to  threaten  myself,  I  was  not 
without  thought  for  others, 

Tho  vehicle  drove  at  a  rapid  rate,  as  I  have 
already  said  ;  and  I  began  to  reflect  whet'aer  it 
would  not  be  better  for  me  to  risk  anything  at  the 
hands  of  the  villain  who  was  sitting  opposite,  than 
to  resign  the  only  chance  of  bringing  persons  to 
my  assistance.  I  was  on  the  very  point  of  giving 
vent  to  a  piercing  scream  for  help,  when  the  wretch 
— who  had  for  the  last  few  minutes  remained 
silent — appeared  suddenly  to  divine  my  thoughts. 
With  a  terrible  imprecation  he  lifted  tho  pistol, 
declaring  that  he  would  beat  out  my  brains  with- 
out pity  and  without  remorse,  if  I  dared  to  cry 
out. 

I  sank  back  appalled,  speechless,  and  powerless, 
beneath  the  weight  of  an  overwhelming^  conster- 
nation. Some  time  again  elapsed  before  I  could 
collect  my  ideas ;  and  then  the  man,  peeping 
through  the  blind,  said  with  a  grim  smile,  "  Your 
chance  is  past  now,  Miss:  for  we  are  outside  of 
London." 

"  Suffer  me  to  depart,"  I  said,  mustering  up 
courage  to  address  the  fellow,  "  and  I  will  re- 
ward you  handsomely  !" 

The  man  shook  his  head,  and  observed,  "It 
won't  do.  Miss ;  and  you'd  better  hold  your 
tongue." 

In  spite  of  this  injunction,  I  continued  to  urge 
and  plead,  entreat  and  implore,  until  the  man  cut 
me  short  with  a  savage  command  to  be  silent.  I 
again  sank  back  in  the  vehicle,  well  nigh  spirit- 
broken  :  I  felt  so  truly  wretched  that  death  itself 
would  have  been  welcome — and  all  my  taste  for 
life  seemed  gone ! 

An  hour,  perhaps,  had  altogether  elapsed  from 
the  moment  when  I  was  thrust  into  that  vehicle, 
—  when  it  stopped.  The  man  drew  up  the  blinds; 
and  I  saw  that  I  was  in  the  open  country— -but  in 
which  neighbourhood  of  London  I  was  utterly 
ignorant.  The  cab  had  halted  at  tho  door  of  a 
house,  which  was  large,  but  of  dilapidated  appear- 
ance. It  seemed  as  if  it  were  an  old-fashioned 
farm  homestead,   with  high   pointed  roofs,  and 


massive  stacks  of  chimnejs.  It  w&a  built  of  dingy 
red  bricks ;  the  windows  were  few,  small,  and  of 
the  lattice  description.  At  the  hasty  glance  which 
I  thus  threw  at  the  place,  I  could  not  discern  any 
blinds  or  curtains  to  those  windows ;  and  indeed 
the  first  impression  made  upon  me,  was  that  the 
house  must  be  uninhabited. 

The  door  of  the  cab  was  quickly  opened  by  the 
companion  of  the  man  who  had  lifted  me  into  it, 
and  who  had  therefore  ridden  by  the  driver  on  the 
box.  I  was  desired  to  alight;  and  the  instant  my 
feet  touched  the  ground,  the  cab  drove  rapidly 
away.  The  man  who  had  been  my  companion, 
grasped  me  with  some  degree  of  Tiolence  by  the 
arm, — saying,  "Now,  young  Miss,  you  must  walk 
ia  here." 

The  other  man  had  in  the  meanwhile  unlocked 
the  door  of  the  house :  I  flung  a  hasty  look 
around,  in  the  hope  that  there  would  be  some 
human  being  within  sight  to  whom  I  might  shriek 
forth  for  succour :  but  I  beheld  no  one  except  the 
two  ruffians  who  had  me  in  their  custody,  and  the 
driver  of  the  rapidly  retreating  cab. 

"  You  need  not  use  violence,"  I  said  to  the  man 
who  had  clutched  my  arm  with  such  force  that  he 
hurt  me  :  but  my  heart  sank  within  me,  and  the 
blood  ran  cold  in  my  veins,  at  the  thought  of  what 
my  doom  might  possibly  be. 

"Well,  walk  in  quietly,"  said  the  fellow,  "and 
for  my  part  I  won't  hurt  you." 

There  was  some  relief  in  this  assurance,  though 
it  seemed  merely  to  apply  to  the  present  instant ; 
and  the  rough  hand  was  at  once  withdrawn  from 
my  arm.  I  entered  a  low,  dark,  gloomy-looking 
place,  paved  with  tiles,  and  which  might  probably 
have  served  in  other  times  as  the  hall  of  the  home- 
stead :  for  on  either  side  there  were  several  doors, 
and  facing  the  entrance  there  was  an  ascent  of 
stairs  with  enormous  old-fashioned  balustrades. 

"  Up  there,  if  you  please.  Miss,"  said  one  of  the 
men ;  and  I  began  ascending  the  stairs.  "  Take 
care,"  he  added  ;  "  for  they  are  old,  ricketty,  and 
broken.  It's  many  a  year  since  this  place  was 
occupied." 

"  And  who  occupies  it  now  ?"  I  asked,  eagerly 
catching  at  what  appeared  to  be  an  opportunity  of 
obtaining  some  information. 

"You,  Miss!"  replied  the  man; — and  then  both 
he  and  his  companion  burst  out  into  a  laugh. 

The  reader  may  be  assured  that  I  had  no  inoli- 
natiou  to  put  another  question.  The  staircase  was 
involved  in  almost  complete  obscurity ;  and  my 
feet  tripped  against  the  broken  pieces  of  the  steps. 
On  reaching  a  landing,  one  of  the  men  threw  open 
a  door  ;  and  I  beheld  a  tolerably  large  chamber, 
poorly  yet  by  no  means  uncomfortably  furnished. 
Scarcely  however  had  I  glanced  into  it,  when  one 
of  the  men  bade  me  enter  ;  and  when  I  obeyed 
him,  he  said,  "  If  you  would  take  my  advice,  you 
would  avoid  sci'eatiiing  out  of  the  window  :  be- 
cause one  of  us  will  be  down  below,  and  it  will  be 
the  worse  for  you  if  you  make  any  noise.  Some 
one  will  bring  you  up  things  to  eat  and  drink  pre- 
eently," 

The  door  was  then  closed  and  locked  upon  me ; 
and  I  found  myself  alone  in  that  chamber.  All 
the  furniture  was  new;  but,  as  I  have  before  said, 
it  was  of  a  homely  character,  fitted  for  the  cottage- 
residence  of  poor  people.  The  bedstead  and  toilet- 
table  were  of  common  painted  wood ;  there  were  a 


couple  of  cane-bottomed  chairs  ;  there  was  anothei 
table  of  an  ordinary  description,  in  the  middle  of 
the  room  ;  a  piece  of  grey  drugget  covered  about 
one-third  of  the  floor  ;  and  there  were  green  cur- 
tains, of  a  coarse  stuff,  to  the  two  small  latticed 
windows.  These  windows  had  bars  to  them  ;  and 
a  single  glance  was  sufficient  to  show  me  that  they 
had  only  been  very  recently  put  up.  The  ceiling 
and  the  walls  had  been  freshly  whitewashed :  the 
floor  had  been  cleansed  :  there  was  not  the 
slightest  doubt  that  all  these  preparations  which  I 
have  described,  had  been  but  lately  made;  and  my 
fears  suggested  that  it  was  a  prison-chamber  ex* 
pressly  arranged  for  my  reception, 

I  looked  through  one  of  the  casements,  and 
found  that  the  room  was  situated  at  the  back  of 
the  house.  There  was  a  smali  yard,  surrounded 
with  outbuildings  sadly  dilapidated  and  falling  fast 
into  ruins.  An  opening  between  those  buildings 
showed  me  an  enclosed  space  that  had  evidently 
once  been  a  farm-yard  ;  and  it  was  so  surrounded 
by  barns  as  to  impede  the  farther  view.  I  sought 
to  obtain  a  glimpse  of  the  metropolis;  for  I 
thought  that  if  I  could  only  distinguish  the  huge 
dome  of  St.  Paul's,  the  Monument,  or  any  other 
elevated  building,  I  might  form  an  idea  of  the 
neighbourhood  in  which  this  decaying  farm-house 
was  situated.  But  no  ! — the  outbuildings  were  so 
placed  in  reference  to  the  chamber- window,  that 
the  realization  of  my  idea  was  impossible, 

"  And  even  if  I  succeeded,"  I  said  to  myself,  as 
I  turned  away  from  the  casement  with  a  sickening 
sensation  at  the  heart,  and  with  the  tears  trickling 
down  my  cheeks,  "  of  what  avail  would  it  be  ?  I 
am  a  prisoner ;  and  little  would  it  serve  me  to 
know  on  the  outskirt  of  which  suburb  the  place 
of  my  captivity  is  situated.  Oh,  that  I  should 
have  fallen  again  into  the  power  of  him  who  per- 
has  this  time  will  use  that  power  unscrupulously  ! 
Ah,  he  may  kill  me  ! — and  perhaps  it  is  now  my 
death  that  he  seeks,  even  as  that  vile  woman,  as 
fiendiike  as  she  is  beautiful,  recently  sought  it!— 
but  he  shall  not  succeed  in  dishonouring  me !" 

I  sat  down,  exhausted  by  the  wretched  state  of 
my  feelings.  I  experienced  a  sensation  of  faint« 
ness ;  and  taking  off"  my  bonnet  and  scarf,  I  flung 
them  upon  the  bed-  Then,  as  an  idea  struck  me, 
I  suddenly  regained  my  energy;  and  I  looked 
under  the  bed — I  looked  likewise  into  an  immense 
cupboard,  the  door  of  which  had  been  recently 
painted :  but  no — I  was  altogether  alone  in  that 
chamber.  I  was  fully  satisfied  that  St.  Clair  was 
the  author  of  this  new  outrage;  and  I  shuddered 
lest  it  should  be  the  last,  I  mean  that  I  trembled 
with  a  cold  horror  lest  he  should  at  length  triumph 
over  me,  and  that  naught  but  my  death  would 
satisfy  him,  since  I  was  resolved  to  perish  sooner 
than  degrade  myself ! 

While  I  was  in  the  midst  of  my  saddening  re- 
flections, I  heard  footsteps  advancing  along  the 
landing:  the  door  was  unlocked — and  the  old 
gipsy-woman  made  her  appearance.  She  had  evi- 
dently been  followed  thither  by  on9  of  the  men, 
who  however  remained  upon  the  landing.  Was  it 
that  he  feared  lest  the  old  woman  should  yield  to 
my  entreatries— or  lest,  goaded  to  desperation,  I 
should  suddenly  fly  at  her,  overpower  her,  and 
endeavour  to  efiect  my  escape  ?  Her  hideous 
countenance  was  serious  and  inscrutable :  she 
spoke  not  a  word  as  she  advanced  into  the  room, 


carrying  a  tray  in  her  hands.  This  tray  she  de- 
posited upon  the  table :  she  then  retired,  still  in 
profound  silence:  the  door  was  again  closed  and 
locked  upon  me — I  heard  the  retreating  footsteps 
of  the  old  woman  and  the  man.  The  tray  con- 
tained a  loaf  of  bread,  somo  butter,  and  some 
boiled  eggs  with  a  small  jug  of  beer.  I  espe- 
rienced  not  the  slightest  appetite  :  but  the  sight  of 
the  beer  reminded  me  that  I  was  thirsty.  I  would 
not  however  touch  that  liquor,  for  fear  lest  it  should 
be  drugged ;  and  I  found  water  on  the  toilet  table. 
I  drank  copiously,  and  was  refreshed. 

The  appearance  of  the  old  gipsy-woman  had 
confirmed  my  suspicion— if  any  such  confirmation 
were  needed — that  I  was  again  the  victim  of  St. 
Clair's  rancorous  persecution.  But  her  presence 
had  likewise  inspired  me  with  a  hope.  I  thought 
to  myself  that  where  the  old  woman  was,  the 
granddaughter  might  possibly  not  be  far  off:  and 
I  fancied — or  at  least  I  clung  with  a  despairing 
tenacity  to  the  idea,  that  I  had  a  friend  in  Zarah. 
I  looked  at  my  watch  :  it  was  now  two  o'clock  in 
the  afternoon :  it  was  the  very  time  when  I  ought 
to  be  returning  to  the  Marchioness !  Oh,  what 
would  she  think?— and  what  would  poor  Beatrice 
think  likewise  ?  There  was  not  woe  for  myself 
alone,  as  the  fruit  of  St.  Clair's  conduct :  there 
would  be  woe  for  others.  For,  alas !  not  antici- 
pating such  a  terrible  calamity,  I  had  omitted  tc 
inform  the  Marchioness  of  Campanella  where  her 
unhsppy  sister  dwelt. 

And  now  I  began  wondering  when  St.  Clair 
would  make  his  appearance  to  dictate  his  terms  to 
me.  Most  probably  one  of  the  men— those  hired 
instruments  of  his — had  gone  to  make  him  aware 
that  the  plot  so  cunningly  contrived  to  entrap  me, 
had  succeeded — that  I  was  safe  and  secure  in  my 
prison-house— at  his  mercy!  No  doubt  I  might 
look  for  a  visit  from  him  in  the  course  of  that 
same  day  :  he  was  not  the  man  to  sleep  over  the 
projects  which  he  contrived  with  so  diabolical  a 
skill  and  by  such  unscrupulous  means  I 

Time  passed  on.  It  was  five  o'clock — and  the 
gipsy-woman  again  made  her  appearance, — on  this 
occasion  to  bring  a  candle,  which  she  placed  upon 
the  table.  Glancing  at  the  tray,  she  perceived  that 
the  food  remained  untouched:  she  said  not  a  word, 
but  she  left  it  there.  She  then  quitted  the  room  : 
and  again  I  heard  the  heavier  footsteps  of  the  man 
in  companionship  with  her  own.  I  was  now  so 
faint  that  I  was  compelled  to  partake  of  a  piece  of 
bread ;  and  in  nervous  suspense  I  kept  on  wonder- 
ing and  wondering  whether  Zarah  were  with  her 
grandmother  at  the  old  farm-house,  or  whether  she 
might  not  be  far  away  at  the  cottage  in  Warwick- 
shire. My  thoughts  fluttered  over  a  variety  of 
subjects— hopes  and  fears  commingling — but  the 
latter  painfully  predominating.  I  felt  that  if  I  were 
to  remain  in  such  a  condition  of  mind  for  many 
hours  longer,  it  would  be  more  than  my  brain  could 
support :  it  would  reel — it  would  give  way — I 
should  go  mad. 

Again  I  heard  footsteps  approaching  on  the 
landing :  this  time  they  were  different  from  those 
which  had  previously  reached  my  ears :  the  door 
opened— and  St.  Cluir  made  his  appearance.  There 
was  a  terribly  wicked  smile  of  triumph  upon  his 
lips  ;  but  there  was  also  a  certain  resoluteness  in 
his  luok  ;  and  as  he  closed  the  door  behind  him, 
he  stood  ne&r  it  for  a  few  instants  to  contemplate 


me.  My  cheeks  flushed  with  a  sudden  inoi  "'^*'''''" 
at  beholding  my  relentless  persecutor.  TheZ"  ^ 
felt  that  they  became  ashy  white ;  for  the  idea 
struck  me  that  it  was  indeed  scarcely  probable  for- 
tune would  continue  favouring  me  over  and  over 
again,  by  enabling  me  to  escape  time  after  time 
from  the  power  of  this  bold  bad  man. 

"Ellen,"  he  said,  at  length  breaking  silence, 
"  again  we  meet.  You  have  on  many  occasions 
evaded  and  baffled  me :  but  now  it  is  my  turn  to 
triumph.  Did  you  think— self-sufficient  girl  that 
you  are  ! — that  I  had  for  ever  abandoned  my  hopes 
and  my  designs  with  regard  to  you?  No,  no!— 
even  if  from  this  heart  of  mine  I  could  tear  away 
your  image— even  if  from  my  soul  I  could  pluck 
out  the  passion  with  which  you  have  inspired  me— 
there  is  nevertheless  another  reason  why  you  must 
become  my  victim.  Or  I  will  use  a  different  term 
if  you  will :  I  will  say  the  companion  of  my  life— 
my  mistress — your  own  interests  to  be  identified 
with  mine  !  Ah,  interrupt  me  not ! — argue  reason- 
ably if  you  can  :  but  suffer  not  your  indignation 
— your  prudery,  I  will  call  it — to  rise  up  as  a  bar- 
rier between  us.  I  said  there  was  another  reason  : 
you  doubtless  comprehend  my  meaning.  You  have 
obtained  an  insight,  in  some  unaccountable  way, 
into  certain  secrets,  which,  I  do  not  attempt  to 
deny,  are  of  vital  import  to  myself " 

"  Stop,  Captain  St.  Clair !"  I  ejaculated,  as  an 
idea  struck  mej  and  inspired  with  the  courage 
arising  therefrom,  I  continued  to  speak  firmly  and 
with  an  air  of  confidence.  "  Listen  to  me  I  You 
think  that  you  have  me  in  your  power ;  and  so 
far  as  my  captivity  in  this  isolated  dwelling- 
watched  by  your  hired  braves— is  concerned,  you 
are  right.  I  am  in  your  power!  But  your 
wickedness  will  speedily  experience  a  terrific  and 
overwhelming  punishment " 

"  Threats,  my  dear  Ellen — mere  idle  threats  !" 
exclaimed  St.  Clair  scornfully.  "  I  despise  them  ! 
You  must  know  that  I  am  playing  a  desperate 
game;  and,  by  heaven!  it  shall  be  played  out! 
You  shall  be  mine !" 

"  Listen  to  me,  I  say !" — and  I  spoke  vehe- 
mently. "Eest  assured  that  you  will  do  well  to 
hear  what  I  have  to  explain.  You  are  a  man  of 
many  projects,  each  one  more  iniquitous  than  the 
former ;  and  I,  knowing  you  to  be  my  enemy, 
have  taken  my  precautions.  You  may  kill  me. 
Captain  St.  Clair;  but  fearful  will  be  your  punish- 
ment!  Ah,  you  started  at  that  word  J5;•ec■(,'.^';oi^».• 
but  I  will  tell  you  what  I  mean — and  you  may  then 
judge  for  yourself  whether  they  are  well  taken." 

"  Speak  quick,  Ellen  !"  he  exclaimed ;  "  for  I 
am  impatient  of  this  parley :" — but  at  the  same 
time  I  could  perceive  that  there  was  a  certain 
uneasy  curiosity  and  suspense  in  his  mind. 

"  To  a  faithful  friend,"  I  continued,  speaking 
with  a  solemn  seriousness,  "  I  have  consigned  a 
packet.  It  is  sealed ;  and  it  contains  a  full  state- 
ment ot  all  that  I  know  in  respect  to  yourself — all 
that  I  know  in  respect  to  Lady  Lilla  Esscndine— 
yes,  and  it  contains  likewise  a  certain  letter— a 

letter  written  by  that  criminal  woman Ah !  I 

see  by  your  countenance  that  you  have  heard  from 
her  lips  the  fact  that  this  letter  was  in  my  posses- 
sion I" 

"  Proceed,  proceed  !"  interjected  St.  Clair,  with 
a  visibly  increasing  uneasiness,  despite  his  endea- 
vours to  conceal  it. 


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c  .aat  sealed  packet,"  I  continued,  "I  have 
.jnfided  to  the  hands  of  a  friend ;  and  I  8aid  at  the 
I  time  that  if  ever  I  should  remain  for  twenty-four 
hours  absent  from  my  home  without  sending  a 
'  written  explanation  to  account  for  my  absence, 
this  friend  of  mine  was  to  consider  that  I  was  the 
victim  of  treachery  at  your  hands.  My  farther  in- 
junctions were  to  the  effect  that,  in  the  case  which 
I  have  named,  the  seal  of  the  packet  was  to  be 
broken  and  its  contents  were  to  be  read.  Need  I 
add,  C.»ptain  St.  Clair,  that  on  the  perusal  of  those 
contents  this  friend  of  whom  I  am  speaking  will 
'  appeal  to  the  law — not  merely  on  my  behalf,  but  to 
I  bringyourself  to  ju»tice  ?  And  therefore.  Captain 
St.  Clair,  you  may  now  kill  me  if  you  think  fit :  you 
may  add  another  deed  of  turpitude  to  the  black 
catalogue  of  your  crimes — you  may  even  surround 
with  the  deepest  mystery  the  murder  of  myself: 
but,  oh  !  for  all  your  former  misdeeds  there  will 
be  exposure  and  there  will  be  punishment !" 
'  St.  Clair  looked  aghast  as  I  thus  spoke.  The 
tale  that  I  told  relative  to  the  sealed  packet  and 
the  solemn  injunctions  to  a  friend,  was  a  mere 
fabrication,  suggested  at  the  instant  by  the  de- 
sperate circumstances  in  which  I  was  placed  :  but 
the  reader  will  doubtless  admit  that  it  was  a  venial 
as  well  as  justifiable  falsehood.  I  had  hardly  dared 
hope  it  would  have  the  effect  which  I  now  saw 
that  it  produced  :  St.  Clair  believed  it  fully,  and 
he  was  frightened, 

"You  taunted  me  just  now,"  I  continued, 
"  with  the  belief  that  you  would  abandon  your 
hopes  and  designs  concerning  me :  but  it  is  for  me 
to  taunt  you  with  having  rushed  madly  into  a  new 
crime  towards  me  in  the  infatuated  confidence  of 
your  own  self-sufficiency.  Did  you  suppose  that  I 
should  fail  to  adopt  precautions,  when  all  past  ex- 
perience had  shown  me  how  desperately  persever- 
ing you  could  be  in  your  wickedness  ?  No ! — and 
as  for  your  pledge,  made  on  a  certain  memorable 
evening — not  very  long  ago— in  St.  James's  Park 
— not  for  an  instant  did  I  believe  it  !  My  precau- 
tions have  therefore  been  taken;  and  if  that  packet 
be  once  opened,  the  consequences  are  inevitable — 
the  hand  of  justice  fastens  itself  upon  Captain  St. 
Clair  !" 

He  seemed  thoroughly  irresolute  how  to  act : 
his  scornful  self-sufficiency,  his  haughty  confidence 
in  himself,  were  gone.  He  was  pale,  and  he 
trembled.  But  at  length  an  idea  seemed  to  strike 
him ;  and  he  said  contemptuously,  "  Do  not  trust 
too  much  to  your  friend  Norman.  Within  two 
hours  from  this  present  moment  the  packet  shall 
be  wheedled  from  his  possession        ■" 

"  Again  does  your  accustomed  astuteness  fail  to 
serve  you,"  I  replied,  assuming  an  air  of  confidence 
as  well  as  of  scornful  defiance  in  proportion  as 
having  carefully  felt  my  way,  I  acquired  the  as- 
surance that  I  was  treading  on  safe  ground.  "  You 
think  to  ascertain  from  my  lips  the  name  of  that 
friend  to  whom  I  have  confided  the  packet :  but 
you  will  not  succeed  in  learning  it.  It  is  not  Mr. 
Norman — neither  is  it  Mr.  Richards :  but  it  is  to 
a  professional  man — a  solicitor — a  man  of  resolute- 
ness and  determination,  who  will  do  his  duty,  if 
by  circumstances  he  be  called  upon  to  act." 

"  Of  course  you  mean  Parks  ?"  said  St.  Clair, 
almost  contemptuously,  as  he  felt  convinced  that 
he  bad  fathomed  the  secret. 

"  Mr.  Parks  is  a  villain  1"  I  rejoined :  "  and  he 


knows  my  opinion  of  him.  If  you  have  not 
learnt  this  much  from  his  lips,  you  hold  less  com- 
munication than  I  had  fancied  with  those  who  are 
the  instruments  of  your  vile  purposes." 

Again  St.  Clair  looked  bewildered  :  he  felt  him- 
self baffled  and  defeated  at  every  point.  He  was 
about  to  say  something  more,  when  he  suddenly 
turned  upon  his  heel  and  quitted  the  room.  He 
locked  the  door  behind  him ;  and  his  footsteps  re- 
treated hastily  along  the  landing. 

"What  did  he  now  mean  to  do  ?  At  one  moment 
my  success  had  seemed  certain :  I  had  expected  to 
hear  him  sue  for  terms  and  implore  my  continued 
secresy  in  respect  to  his  misdeeds,  as  the  condition 
of  my  immediate  release.  Ah !  doubtless  he  was 
going  to  consult  with  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  ? 
Perhaps  they  would  say  to  each  other  that  they 
had  better  risk  everything,  even  the  assassination 
of  myself,  than  suffer  me  to  go  again  into  the 
world  after  this  new  outrage  which  had  been  per- 
petrated against  me.  And  now  I  blamed  myself 
for  having  in  my  fabricated  tale  represented  so 
long  an  interval  as  that  of  twenty-four  hours  be- 
fore the  pretended  packet  was  to  be  opened.  Yet 
I  had  not  inconsiderately  speci&ed  this  period :  I 
had  done  so  because  I  thought  that  it  would 
seem  more  consistent  with  truth.  I  had  fan- 
cied that  it  would  appear  improbable  if  I  had 
particularized  a  shorter  period  of  disappearance 
as  a  signal  for  exciting  so  much  alarm  in  the 
mind  of  the  friend  to  whom,  according  to  my 
statement,  I  had  entrusted  the  packet.  I  could 
not  therefore  injustice  blame  myself  for  any  over- 
sight, inconsiderateness,  or  deficiency  of  astute 
policy. 

Sut  what  meant  St.  Clair  to  do  ?  Had  he  in 
reality  gone  to  consult  with  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  P 
Oh !  if  I  were  to  be  left  to  her  mercy — if  my  lite 
were  to  depend  upon  her  decision — adieu  to  all 
hope !  I  knew  that  a  woman  whose  soul  is 
thoroughly  nerved  to  crime,  becomes  even  more 
desperate  and  unscrupulous  than  the  most  criminal 
of  men  :  one  of  my  own  favourite  characters — that 
of  Lady  Macbeth — afforded,  though  but  the  poet's 
creation,  a  striking  example  of  that  truth. 

Time  passed  on :  it  was  now  seven  o'clock  in 
the  evening.  Seven  o'clock!— and  in  another 
hour  Beatrice  would  have  to  appear  at  the  theatre 
—that  is  to  say,  unless  her  spirit  were  completely 
crushed  by  the  thought  that  I  had  wilfully  broken 
my  promise  to  return  and  that  I  had  deliberately 
abandoned  her.  I  was  terribly  uneasy  on  her 
account  as  well  as  on  my  own.  A  hundred  times 
did  I  rush  to  the  window  with  the  intention  of 
shrieking  for  assistance :  but  the  dread  of  those 
two  ferocious-looking  men  restrained  me.  I  en- 
deavoured to  console  myself  in  respect  to  Beatrice. 
I  said,  "  When  she  found  that  I  did  not  return, 
she  doubtless  sought  me  in  Hunter  Street :  she 
must  have  there  learnt  that  I  had  not  been  home 
since  the  morning ;  and  she  will  think  that  I  am 
still  engaged  entirely  on  her  own  business." 

And  yet  I  could  not  thus  satisfy  my  mind.  I 
knew  that  the  pride  of  Beatrice  would  prevent  her 
from  seeking  me  again,  if  she  fancied  that  I  had 
voluntarily  and  intentionally  deserted  her.  In  a 
word,  I  was  tortured  by  every  species  of  horrible 
idea,  not  only  relative  to  myself,  but  respecting 
Beatrice  likewise. 

It  was  at  seven  o'clock  that  I  last  consulted  mj 


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watch  ;  and  it  was  a  few  minutes  afterwards  that 
I  heard  a  sound  as  if  of  some  one  moving  in  an 
adjacent  room.  I  started  up,  and  listened.  Were 
the  murderers  coming  ?  The  blood  stagnated  in 
my  veins  at  the  thought.  I  was  looking  towards 
that  side  of  the  room  in  which  the  cupboard  was 
situated,  when  the  cupboard  door  opened,  and  a 
female  form  made  its  appearance.  So  dim  was 
the  light  of  the  single  candle,  that  I  did  not  imme- 
diately recognise  who  it  was :  but  the  lowly  mur- 
mured word  "Hush  !"  was  wafted  to  my  ear;  and 
the  next  instant  hope  thrilled  to  my  heart,  as  I  per- 
ceived that  it  was  Zarah.  She  was  dressed  differ- 
ently from  the  style  of  her  apparel  on  the  former 
occasions  that  I  had  seen  her.  She  wore  a  dark 
stuff  gown,  which  displayed  her  robust  but  well- 
proportioned  shape  to  considerable  advantage ;  her 
jetty  black  hair  was  carefully  arranged  in  bands; 
she  had  white  hose  and  neat  shoes ;  and  altogether 
she  looked  absolutely  handsome.  1  have  in  a  former 
chapter  noticed  how  superb  were  her  large  black 
eyes— of  what  cherry  redness  were  the  full  lips — 
and  how  white  as  ivory  were  the  teeth :  I  also  said 
on  a  previous  occasion  that  she  bad  a  look  of  bold 
hardihood  though  by  no  means  insolent :  but  even 
that  hardihood  itself  was  now  tempered  down,  as  if 
by  the  refining  influence  of  some  new  and  different 
sentiments  which  had  taken  possession  of  her  soul. 
StiU,  notwithstanding  the  i:  provement  which  in 
every  respect  now  characterised  her,  it  would  have 
been  impossible,  even  if  I  thus  beheld  her  for  the 
first  time,  to  mistake  her  gipsy  origin.  There  was 
the  swarthiness  of  the  complexion— there  was  the 
lustreless  coal-blackness  of  the  hair,  which  was  to- 
tally deficient  in  natural  gloss — and  there  was  the 
peculiar  vividness  of  light  in  the  large  eyes,  which 
denoted  the  Zingaree. 

Hope,  I  said,  thrilled  through  every  pulse  as  I 
thus  recognised  Zarah ;  and  she  advanced  towards 
me.  I  was  about  to  catch  her  by  the  hand  to  wel- 
come her  as  my  deliverer,  when  the  thought  sud- 
denly struck  me  that  she  as  well  as  her  mother 
must  be  cognizant  of  the  crimes  which  had  been 
committed  by  Edwin  St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine,  and  that  they  were  even  accomplices  in 
those  crimes.  It  was  thus  that  at  the  very  moment 
when  Zarah's  presence  was  most  welcome,  I  expe- 
rienced a  species  of  shock — my  soul  seemed  to  re- 
volt from  the  woman  who  stood  before  me.  She 
however  did  not  appear  to  notice  what  was  passing 
within  me:  but  she  hastened  to  say,  "Miss  Percy, 
again  will  I  endeavour  to  befriend  you." 

"A  thousand,  thousand  thanks  1"  I  ejaculated, 
with  a  real  enthusiasm ;  for  all  in  a  moment  my 
dislike  towards  Zarah  was  absorbed  in  a  sense  of 
gratitude  for  this  new  service  which  she  offered  to 
render  me. 

"  Hush !"  she  said;  " speak  not  too  loud !  My 
grandmother  is  on  the  watch  ;  and  the  two  men  are 
likewise  still  in  the  house.  Hasten  to  put  on  your 
bonnet  and  scarf — and  follow  me." 

I  lost  no  time  in  obeying  Zarah's  directions. 
The  cupboard-door  was  standing  wide  open  :  she 
took  the  candle  in  her  hand,  and  led  the  way.  I 
now  perceived  that  there  was  an  inner  door,  which 
likewise  stood  open  and  cocamunicated  with  the 
next  room;  so  that  what  appeared  to  be  a  cup- 
bjard  was  in  reality  a  species  of  recess  between 
the  two  apartments,  with  a  door  on  either  side. 
Xhe  inner  door  she  closed,  both  of  ua  still  remain- 


ing in  the  recess.  Then  she  produced  a  large 
nail  J  and  this  she  thrust  into  the  key-hole,  where 
she  worked  it  about  with  some  violence  for  a 
few  moments,  evidently  to  give  the  lock  the  ap- 
pearance of  having  been  forced  and  hampered. 
This  being  done,  she  opened  the  door  again,  and 
lifted  it  off  its  hinges  :  for  these  were  of  the  kind 
which  allowed  that  process  to  be  adopted.  This 
she  did  because  there  was  a  bolt  on  the  inner  side  ; 
but  it  was  not  so  firmly  put  on  as  to  prevent  the 
door  from  being  thus  lifted  upward  to  the  extent 
of  an  inch,  which  would  really  have  been  quite 
sufficient  to  remove  it  altogether,  even  supposing 
that  the  whole  process  had  been  performed  by  my- 
self from  my  own  side  of  that  door,  and  that  the 
bolt  had  not  been  previously  drawn  back  on  the 
other  side.  We  passed  into  the  next  room,  which 
was  completely  denuded  of  furniture :  the  walls  and 
ceilings  were  blackened  and  damp  ;  and  in  several 
places  the  plaster  had  fallen  in.  There  was  a  door 
on  the  farther  side  of  this  room :  Zirah  took  a  key 
from  her  pocket,  and  locked  it.  Then,  with  a 
large  nail,  she  forced  off  the  lock — which  she  threw 
down  in  the  room,  together  with  the  nail  itself. 

"Now,  Miss  Percy,"  she  said,  "  yoa  will  in  a 
few  moments  be  at  freedom.  Perhaps  you  are  un- 
aware of  the  neighbourhood  in  which  this  house  is 
situated  ?" 

"  I  am  entirely  ignorant,"  was  my  response. 

"  And  I  dare  not  offer  to  guide  you :  I  cannot 
leave  the  place  for  such  a  purpose,"  continued 
Zarah.  "  Attend  however  to  my  instructions. 
On  gaining  the  road— or  rather  the  bye-lane,  in 
which  the  house  stands,  you  will  see  lights  at  a 
distance.  Proceed  in  that  direction  ;  and  in  about 
a  quarter  of  an  hour  you  will  reach  the  vicinage  of 
Highbury.  You  can  then  inquire  your  way.  But 
while  threading  the  lane,  should  you  hear  the 
sounds  of  a  horseman  advancing,  retreat  into  the 
adjoining  fields — or  hide  yourself  in  some  manner 
— for  fear  lest  you  should  fall  in  with  Edwin  St. 
Clair.  And  now,  before  we  part,  I  have  two 
favours  to  implore  of  you." 

"  Whatever  you  may  ask,  I  am  bound  to  con- 
cede," was  my  reply  :  "  but  I  sincerely  hope  that 
this  time  you  will  not  stipulate  — — " 

"  Yes— I  must  stipulate  for  secrecy!"  she  in- 
terrupted me.  "  You  know  not  perhaps  the  im- 
mensity of  the  service  I  have  this  evening  ren- 
dered  you  ;  and  it  is  not  too  much  for  me  to  im- 
plore silence  and  secrecy  on  your  part." 

"  You  assuredly  have  a  right  to  dictate,"  I  re- 
joined; "and  it  were  the  height  of  ingratitude  for 
me  to  hesitate  in  yielding  obedience  to  your  in- 
junctions." 

"  I  expected  no  other  answer  from  your  lips," 
said  Zarah.  "  Yes,  Miss  Percy — again  must  I  en- 
join your  forbearance  in  respect  to  Edwin  St. 
Clair.  That  is  one  favour  which  I  solicit  at  your 
hands;  and  you  have  already  granted  it.  The 
other  is  that  you  will  afford  me  an  interview  to- 
morrow, at  the  hour  and  place  which  you  maj 
think  fit  to  name." 

I  was  about  to  bid  the  gipsy  call  upon  me  in 
Hunter  Street;  but  a  second  thought  reminded 
me  that  the  singularity  of  such  a  visit  would 
necessitate  some  explanations  to  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman,  and  that  these  I  could  scarcely  give 
without  alluding  to  the  circumstances  that  had 
rendered  me  acquainted  with  Zarah.    I  accord- 


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ingly  said,  "  Can  you  not  come  to  me  to-morrow 
evening  at  the  theatre  ?  The  piece  in  which  I  am 
to  perform  will  be  over  by  ten  o'clock :  I  shall 
then  be  in  my  dressing-room :  you  can  send  up 
any  name  you  think  fit — I  shall  know  whom  it  re- 
presents— and  you  will  immediately  obtain  admit- 
tance to  me.  Pardon  me  for  suggesting  that  it 
would  be  better  perhaps  if  you  were  to  wear  a  veil 

over  your  countenance " 

"  I  accept  the  appointment,  Miss  Percy,"  inter- 
rupted Zarah :  "  and  rest  assured  I  shall  come  in  a 
manner  which  will  not  in  any  way  compromise 
you,  nor  engender  gossiping  surmises  concerning 
the  object  of  such  a  visit." 

"  And  now,  before  we  part,"  I  said,  "  permit 
me  to  renew  the  assurance  of  my  deep  gratitude 
for  this  as  well  as  the  former  services  you  have 

rendered  me " 

"To-morrow  evening,"  replied  Zarab,  "I  shall 
ask  you  a  boon,  which  will  fully  acquit  you  of  any 
obligation  towards  me.     And  now  follow  me." 

She  opened  the  door,  from  which  she  had  so  dex- 
terously wrenched  off  the  lock;  and  the  light  of 
the  candle  which  she  still  carried  in  her  hand,  re- 
vealed a  small  passage,  with  a  narrow  precipitous 
staircase  leading  down  to  the  ground  floor.  She 
made  a  sign  for  me  to  descend  as  gently  as  pos- 
sible,— she  herself  still  leading  the  way.  At  the 
bottom  of  the  staircase  there  was  a  door,  which 
was  merely  bolted ;  and  before  she  opened  it,  she 
extinguished  the  candle.  We  were  thus  left  in 
utter  darkness ;  and  now  I  coufd  hear  the  sounds 
of  voices  in  some  neighbouring  room.  They  were 
those  of  the  two  men  who  had  brought  me  to  the 
old  farm-house.  I  could  likewise  hear  that  Zarah 
had  deposited  the  candlestick  on  one  of  the  lower 
steps  of  the  staircase  :  then  she  cautiously  drew 
back  the  bolt,  and  opened  the  door. 

"Turn  the  corner  to  the  right,"  she  hastily 
whispered :  and  I  stepped  across  the  threshold, — 
the  door  instantaneously  closing  behind  me. 

The  reader  wUl  have  seen  that  all  the  details 
attending  this  escape  of  mine,  were  so  well  con- 
trived by  Zarah  as  to  have  the  appearance  of  being 
effected  by  myself  alone,  without  any  assistance 
from  a  friendly  hand.  Supposing  that  I  had  really 
found  that  large  nail  in  my  prison-chamber,  it 
would  seem  as  if  I  had  used  it  to  unlock  the  inner 
door  of  the  cupboard,  so  as  to  be  enabled  to  lift 
that  door  off  its  hinges  despite  the  bolt  on  the 
opposite  side— that  I  had  next  used  the  nail  to 
wrench  off  the  lock  from  the  door  of  the  adjoining 
apartment— that  having  descended  the  staircase,  I 
bad  found  the  door  at  the  bottom,  and  that  I  had 
extinguished  the  candle  ere  issuing  from  the 
house. 

In  obedience  to  Zarah's  direction,  I  turned  the 
corner  of  the  building  :  I  passed  along  the  side  of 
the  house;  and  a  gate  in  alow  paling  admitted 
me  into  the  lane.  The  evening  was  dark :  but  I 
could  perceive  lights  twinkling  at  a  distance  of 
apparently  about  half-a-mile;  and  I  sped  in  that 
direction.  The  lane  was  lonely ;  and  1  shuddered 
with  apprehension  lest,  my  escape  being  discovered, 
I  should  be  pursued  by  St.  Clair's  hired  ruffians. 
I  ran  forward  at  the  utmost  of  my  speed :  but  not 
many  minutes  had  I  thus  advanced,  when  the 
sounds  of  a  gallopping  horse's  feet  came  upon  my 
ears.  Fortunately  there  was  a  gate  close  at  hand  ; 
and  I  rushed  into  the  field  to  which  it  led.  Crouch- 


ing behind  the  hedge,  I  nevertheless  remained  suf- 
ficiently near  the  gate  to  be  enabled  to  watch  tho 
road.  The  horseman  galloped  past :  and  the  ob- 
scurity was  not  too  great  to  prevent  me  from  dis- 
cerning that  it  was  Edwin  St.  Clair.  He  waB 
proceeding  towards  the  farm-house ;  and  I  thought 
to  myself,  "  He  has  decided  upon  my  fate  :  but, 
heaven  be  thanked  I  he  is  again  baffled  and 
defeated  in  his  intentions,  whatsoever  they  may 
be." 

I  did  not  dare  return  into  the  lane ;  I  knew 
that  in  a  few  minutes  St.  Clair  would  discover 
my  escape,  and  a  pursuit  would  be  instituted. 
There  was  a  path  across  the  fields;  and  as  there 
were  many  lights  glimmering  ahead,  it  led  in  the 
direction  of  some  of  them.  I  was  not  long  in 
reaching  an  avenue  of  villa-residences;  and  a 
glimpse  of  a  policeman's  uniform  suddenly  set  all 
my  apprehensions  at  rest ;  for  succour  was  thus  at 
hand  in  case  of  necessity.  Assuming  an  air  of 
composure,  I  inquired  my  way  to  the  nearest 
cab-stand ;  whereupon  the  policeman  informed  me 
he  had  just  seen  an  empty  cab  at  the  door  of  a 
public-house  about  a  hundred  yards  along  the 
avenue— but  that  if  I  failed  to  secure  it  I  should 
most  probably  have  to  walk  as  far  as  Highbury 
Gate,  which  was  nearly  a  mile  distant.  I  thanked 
him,  and  hurried  on  towards  the  public-house. 
There  I  was  fortunate  enough  in  obtaining  the 
Tehicle  to  which  he  had  alluded  ;  and  I  gave  the 
requisite  instructions  to  the  driver. 

It  was  my  intention  to  proceed  first  of  all  to 
the  theatre,  in  the  hope  of  finding  Beatrice  there : 
but  I  had  my  misgivings— for  I  remembered  the 
declaration  she  had  made  that  if  I  returned  not 
according  to  my  promise,  she  should  abandon  a 
city  where  she  had  known  so  much  misery.  Thus 
during  the  drive  I  was  so  full  of  anxiety  and  8U8> 
pense  that  the  agitation  of  my  mind  almost  com- 
pletely absorbed  the  sense  of  joy  and  gratitude  at 
my  escape  from  the  old  farm-house.  At  length 
the  theatre  was  reached ;  and  a  hasty  glance  at 
my  watch  showed  me  that  it  was  now  nine  o'clock. 
On  alighting  at  the  private  entrance,  I  hastily  put 
a  question  to  one  of  the  underlings  who  was 
loitering  there. 

"Has  Miss  Howard  made  her  appearance?" 
was  the  query ;  and  I  dreaded  what  the  answer 
might  be. 

"No,  Miss,"  responded  the  underling;  "and 
there  was  immense  disappointment—" 

"  But  she  sent  some  letter— some  message  per- 
haps ?" 

"  Yes,  Miss :  and  Mr.  Richards  could  not  under- 
stand it.  She  said  that  circumstances  prevented 
her  from  keeping  her  engagement,  which  she  there- 
fore begged  to  decline.  This  was  at  about  six 
o'clock — a  notice  was  posted  up——" 

"  But  what  did  Mr.  Richards  do  ?"  I  inquired, 
with  feverish  anxiety,  for  I  was  cruelly  afflicted. 

"He  didn't  know  where  the  lady  lived.  Miss," 
responded  the  underling:  "he  sent  up  to  ask  you 
—but  you  were  not  at  home.  Mr.  Norman  said 
that  you  were  most  likely  passing  the  day  with 
some  acquaintance :  he  named  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine,  I  think— —I  know  that  a  message  was  sent 
off  somewhere — and  still  you  were  not  to  be  found. 
But  I  am  sure,  Miss,  that  Mr.  liichards  will  be 
glad  to  see  you;  for  the  notice  was  posted  up  toj 
late  to  prevent  the  crowds  from  gathering  when 


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the  doors  opened.  There  was  terrible  disappoint- 
ment  " 

"  It  is  too  late  for  me  to  do  any  good  by  seeing 
Mr.  Richards,"  I  hastily  interrupted  the  man,  "  Go 
and  tell  him  as  well  as  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Iforoian  that 
I  have  just  called,  and  that  I  am  gone  to  Miss 
Howard's  residence." 

I  reentered  the  cab,  and  was  driven  into  the 
wretched  street  at  no  great  distance,  where  the 
house  in  which  Beatrice  had  lodged  was  situated. 
Hastily  entering  the  shop,  I  inquired  of  the  old 
woman  whether  Miss  Howard  was  ut  home — though 
1  felt  painfully  convinced  that  the  answer  would  be 
in  the  negative. 

"At  home.  Miss?"  she  exclaimed.  "She's 
gone !" 

"  Go^ !"  I  gasped  forth — not  in  astonishment, 
but  in  *  ter  grief. 

"  Yes — she  went  away  all  of  a  sudden,"  conti- 
nued the  woman.  "Let  me  see— it  must  have 
No.  25. — Ellen  Pebct. 


been  at  about  half-past  six.  She  paid  me  a  week's 
rent,  instead  of  giving  me  the  usual  notice  ;  and  I 
thought  the  poor  creature  spoke  in  a  queer  voice, 
though  I  couldn't  see  her  face,  for  her  veil  was 
folded  two  or  three  times  over  it  ■     ■" 

"  Poor  Beatrice !"  I  inwardly  murmured. 
"  My  God  !  what  has  become  of  you  ?" 

"  Slie  went  away  on  foot,  Miss,  with  a  little 
bundle  in  her  hand,"  proceeded  the  woman.  "  I 
think  she  was  very  poor :  she  must  have  seen 
better  days— she  was  quite  the  lady !  She  was 
nearly  always  indoors  uutil  lately  :  she  always  kept 
herself  respectable,  and  had  no  followers  of  any 
kind.  In  fact,  I  have  never  knowed  her  name  till 
you  called  this  morning." 

I  tarried  to  hear  no  more — but  rushed  out  of 
the  shop,  fie-entering  the  cab,  I  ordered  it  to 
drive  to  Mivart's  Hotel.  My  grief  was  greater 
than  I  can  describe:  I  wept  bitterly— I  sobbed  as 
if  my  heart  would  break  .-  tbe  idea  tliat  poor  Bea- 


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trice  must  fancy  that  I  had  abandoned  her,  and 
that  she  had  rendered  herself  an  outcast — perhaps 
a  homeless  wanderer — was  something  so  shocking 
as  to  drive  me  almost  to  despair.  It  was  in  the 
most  miserable  frame  of  mind  that  I  reached 
Mivart's  Hotel ;  and  it  cost  me  a  gigantic  eflfort  to 
compose  my  feelings  so  far  as  outward  appearances 
went,  while  I  inquired  of  the  waiter  if  I  could  see 
the  Marchioness  of  Campanella. 

"  Her  ladyship  has  been  asking  if  a  lady  of  the 

name  of  Miss  Trafford " 

"  It  ia  I,"  was  my  hasty  response. 
The  waiter  summoned  the  Italian  lacquey  ;  and 
he  at  once  conducted  me  up  to  the  apartment 
where  I  had  seen  the  Marchioness  in  the  morn- 
ing. Her  ladyship  was  again  alone ;  and  as  she 
hastened  forward  to  receive  me,  I  could  see  that 
she  was  a  prey  to  considerable  agitation. 

"  Thank  heaven,  you  have  come  at  last  !"  she 
exclaimed.     "  Has  anything  happened  ?" 

I  was  now  completely  overpowered  by  my  feel- 
ings.  I  threw  myself  on  the  sofa,  and  sobbed 
violently. 

"  Oh,  Miss  TraflEbrd  !  Miss  Trafford !"  cried  the 
Marchioness ;    "  for   Grod's   sake  keep  me   not  in 

Buspense  !     My  poor  sister " 

"  She  is  gone  !"  I  gasped  forth :  and  I  could  say 
xio  more,  for  my  voice  was  choked  with  sobs. 

"  Gone  F"  ejaculated  the  Marchioness,  "  Oh, 
no!— do   not   tell   me    that   she   has  fled!     Just 

heaven  !     This  wild  grief  of  your's " 

"  Oh !"  I  exclaimed,  "  it  is  not  my  fault !  Kcit 
for  worlds  would  I  have  abandoned  her !" — and  I 
literally  wrung  my  hands  in  despair.  "But  she 
is  gone— she  has  fled,  I  know  tiot  whither !  Sue 
has  left  not  a  trace  behind  !" 

The  Marchioness  clasped  het  handi3,  giving  vent 
to  moans  of  anguish ;  and  the  tears  gushed  forth 
from  her  eyes.  FoP  some  minutes  the  grief  of 
both  was  violent :  but  at  length  we  composed  our- 
selves partially— sufficient  at  least  for  conversation 
— though  I  cannot  describe  how  painfully  broken 
it  was,  and  how  frequently  interrupted  by  fresh 
outbursts  of  tears. 

"  When  I  left  your  ladyship  this  morning,"  I 
said,  "  it  was  to  hasten  back  to  Beatrice  :  but  in 
the  very  neighbourhood  of  her  abode,  I  was  seized 
upon yes,  seized  upon — in  the  broad  day- 
light— thrust  into  a  vehicle,  and  hurried  away. 
Astounding  as  the  tale  may  seem,  I  solemnly  de- 
clare that  it  is  true !" 

"  Ob,  Miss  Trafford !"  exclaimed  the  Mar- 
chioness, "no  such  assurance  is  necessary  from 
your  lips !  But  good  heavens !  such  an  out- 
rage  " 

"  Yes,  my  lady,"  I  continued :  "  there  is  a  per- 
son— I  need  not  mention  his  name — who  has  made 
me  the  object  of  his  bitter  persecution,  because  I 
have  rejected  his  overtures.  Suffice  it  to  say,  how- 
ever, that  I  have  been  held  in  captivity  until  this 
evening.  On  regaining  my  freedom — thanks  to 
friendly  intervention  —  I  sped  to  the  theatre. 
Beatrice  had  not  appeared!  I  hastened  to  her 
lodging :  she  had  fled,  no  one  knows  whither  !" 

"  Oh,  Miss  Trafford,  this  is  a  terrible  calamity !" 
said  the  unhappy  Marchioness.  "  I  pleaded  success- 
fully with  my  husband — his  conduct  was  most 
generous — we  waited  together  hour  after  hour, 
expecting  your  return  !  Unfortunately  we  knew 
not  where  Beatrice  dwelt:  but  we  felt  certain  that 


you  were  with  her.  When  eight  o'clock  came,  and 
you  made  not  your  appearance,  the  Marquis  set 
off  in  search  of  you.  He  said  that  he  should  first 
call  at  the  theatre ;  and  if  he  heard  nothing  satis- 
factory there,  he  should  proceed  to  your  own  abode 
in  the  hope  of  finding  you.  Now,  what  is  to  be 
done  ? — what  course  are  we  to  adopt  towards  dis- 
covering the  unhappy  Beatrice  ?" 

"  This  is  the  only  course  I"  I  exclaimed,  as  a 
sudden  thought  struck  me;  and  speeding  towards 
a  writing-table,  I  hastily  penned  the  following 
words : — 

"  To  Beatbige. — You  have  acted  under  a  mis- 
take ;  and  you  are  implored  to  communicate  at 
once  with  your  sincere  friend  in  Hunter  Street." 

"  Let  this,"  I  said,  "  be  inserted  as  an  advertise- 
ment in  all  the  newspapers.  It  is  now  our  only 
hope.  God  grant  that  it  may  be  fulfilled!  — 
Ah!"  I  ejaculated,  "there  is  yet  another  chance! 
Beatrico  may  have  sent  some  communication  to 
me  at  my  own  residence.  I  will  speed  thither; 
and  if  there  be  any  good  tidings,  I  will  immedi- 
ately return.  But  if  your  ladyship  should  not  see 
me  again  this  evening,  you  must  conclude  that  I 
have  nothing  favourable  to  impart." 

I  took  my  leave  of  the  Marchioness  of  Campa- 
nella, and  hastened  to  Hunter  Street.  There  was 
no  letter  for  me :  but  I  learnt  that  an  Italian 
gentleman  had  called  within  the  hour  to  inquire  if 
I  were  at  home.  This  I  knew,  from  what  her 
ladyship  had  said,  must  be  the  Marquis  of  C  impa- 
nella.  The  Normans  returned  j  and  I  endeavoured 
to  wear  a  somewhat  composed  demeanour  in  their 
presence.  From  what  the  underling  had  told  me  at 
the  theatre,  I  had  seen  that  the  Normans  were 
not  particularly  surprised  at  my  absence ;  and  I 
suffered  them  to  believe  that  I  had  passed  the  day 
with  Lady  Cecilia  Urban.  They  of  course  spoke 
of  Beatrice,  whom  they  only  knew  however  by  the 
name  of  Miss  Howard;  and  they  asked  if  ^ could 
explain  her  conduct  P  I  said  that  I  had  seen  her 
in  the  icQorning — that  she,  was  much  excited— and 
that  under  all  circumstances  I  was  not  astonished, 
though  much  grieved,  at  the  breach  of  the  engage- 
ment. Mr.  Norman  informed  me  that  the  audience 
showed  symptoms  of  anger  at  the  disappointment; 
for  Mr.  Eichards  had  filled  the  newspapers  with 
puffs  and  had  covered  the  walls  with  placards  rela- 
tive to  the  expected  debut.  He  was  compelled  to 
go  forward  and  make  a  speech,  which  had  the 
effect  of  quieting  the  audience. 

I  retired  to  bed  that  night  as  completely  mise- 
rable as  ever  in  my  life  I  had  been.  Hours  elapsed 
ere  slumber  visited  my  eyes :  and  when  it  at  length 
came,  it  was  restless  and  feverish— filled  with 
visions,  in  which  the  pale  pensive  countenance  of 
Beatrice  appeared  to  be  gazing  in  saddest  reproach- 
fuhkess  upon  me. 


CHAPTEE  XXXV. 

ZAEAH. 

Iif  the  evening  of  the  following  day  I  made  my 
appearance  at  the  theatre  in  the  character  of  Mrs. 
Beverley  iu  "  The  Gamester."      Ah  i  I  can  assure 


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the  reader  that  I  was  at  the  instant  compelled  to 
exert  preterhuman  efforts  to  compose  ray  mind 
BuflSciently  for  the  task  that  I  was  thus  forced 
to  undertake :  but  the  state  of  my  feelings  soon 
gave  a  terribly  truthful  vividness  to  my  personifi- 
cation of  the  character.  I  was  inspired  by  a  real 
grief— filled  with  a  veritable  agony.  In  the  most 
effective  parts  I  still  kept  thinking  of  Beatrice ; 
and  that  audience  of  thousands  of  people  little  sus- 
pected how  much  there  was  of  natural  woe  in  my 
performance  that  night.  Immense  though  all  my 
previous  triumphs  had  been,  they  were  eclipsed  by 
this  one  :  but  when  I  retired  to  my  dressing-room, 
I  had  barely  time  to  dismiss  the  lady's-maid  on 
some  pretext,  before  I  burst  out  into  a  complete 
agony  of  sobbing  and  weeping. 

The  paroxysm  of  my  anguish  was  only  just 
passed,  when  my  maid  returned  with  the  intima- 
tion that  a  female,  who  gave  some  name — I  now 
forget  what  it  was — desired  to  see  me.  Snowing 
it  was  Zarah,  I  ordered  that  she  should  be  imme- 
diately admitted ;  and  in  a  few  moments  she  made 
her  appearance.  A  dark  veil  concealed  her  coun- 
tenance. She  was  dressed  plainly  but  in  a  most 
respectable  style ;  and  no  one  who  had  seen  her 
enter  the  establishment,  could  have  suspected  that 
she  belonged  to  the  gipsy  race.  I  bade  the  maid 
retire  again ;  and  I  was  left  alone  with  Zarah. 

"You  succeeded.  Miss  Percy,"  she  said,  "in 
escaping  last  night  from  the  notice  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair  as  he  returned  on  horseback  along  the 
lane." 

"Yes — I  avoided  him,"  I  responded.  "But, 
tell  me,  Zarah — did  your  stratagem  completely 
succeed  ?  did  he  fail  to  suspect " 

"He  suspected  not  my  complicity,"  answered 
Zarah.  "  Nothing  could  exceed  his  rage  when  he 
found  that  you  had  taken  to  flight :  but  he  was 
not  the  less  astonished  at  that  which  he  naturally 
conceived  to  be  your  extraordinary  presence  of 
mind — your  perseverance  in  overcoming  difficulties 
— in  short,  the  whole  details  of  your  escape.  His 
vexation  was  indescribable.  You  may  suppose. 
Miss  Percy,  what  it  must  have  been  when  I  tell 
you  that  for  weeks  past  he  had  been  settling  his 
plans  to  ensnare  you  at  that  old  farm-house.  He 
had  the  room  furnished  and  fitted  up  for  your  re- 
ception :  he  ordered  the  bars  to  be  put  to  the 
windows ;  and  when  his  arrangements  were 
complete,  he  employed  those  two  men  to  watch 
your  movements  and  avail  themselves  of  the  first 
opportunity  to  seize  upon  you  and  carry  you  oflf. 
It  was  only  two  or  three  days  ago  that  he  wrote  to 
my  grandmother  to  come  up  to  London:  but  he 
specified  not  in  the  letter  for  what  purpose  he  re- 
quired her  services.  We  arrived  in  the  metropolis 
the  day  before  yesterday;  and  according  to  St. 
Clair's  directions,  we  took  a  lodging  on  the  out- 
skirts of  Highbury.  His  object  was  that  we 
should  wait  there  until  your  capture  should  place 
my  grandmother's^  services  in  requisition.  Thus 
you  see  that  we  were  not  many  hours  in  the  me- 
tropolis before  the  message  came  to  bid  us  repair 
to  the  farm-house.  It  was  only  on  setting  foot 
within  the  walls  of  that  place,  that  we  learnt  the 
object  for  which  we  had  been  summoned  from 
Warwickshire.  Best  assured,  my  dear  Miss  Percy, 
that  if  I  had  previously  known  how  St.  Clair  was 
once  more  plotting  against  your  peace  and  safety, 
I  should  have  sent  you  due  warning." 


"  I  feel  convinced  that  you  would  have  done  wo," 
was  my  answer.  "  But  tell  me,  Zarah — why  have 
you  thus  interested  yourself  in  me  ?" 

The  gipsy,  who  had  raised  her  veil,  fixed  her 
large  dark  eyes  upon  my  countenance,  and  said, 
"  Can  you  not  give  me  credit  for  good  feelings, — 
feelings  of  friendship " 

"Pardon  me  for  saying,"  I  interrupted  her, 
"  that  I  think  you  have  some  deeper  motive.  St. 
Clair  evidently  fancies  that  in  all  these  machina- 
tions of  his  he  can  rely  upon  your  assistance  as 
well  as  that  of  your  grandmother " 

"  Yes,  yes — he  may  entertain  the  idea !"  ex- 
claimed Zarah,  with  mingled  vehemence  and  bit- 
terness :  "  but  he  is  mistaken — and  you  see  that 
he  is !  Perhaps,  Miss  Percy,"  she  continued,  in  a 
slower  tone  and  with  a  reflective  manner,  "  he  is 
not  quite  so  desirous  of  having  my  succour  and 
complicity  in  these  projects  of  his  as  he  may  ap- 
pear to  be.  But  he  cannot  dispense  with  the  ser- 
vices of  my  grandmother, — who  has  been,  and  still 
is,  an  unscrupulous  agent  of  Edwin  St.  Clair's ; 
and  whithersoever  the  old  woman  goes,  I  am  bound 
to  accompany  her." 

"  Yes,  Zarah,"  I  said,  seriously  and  reservedly 
— for  I  experienced  a  sudden  return  of  that  strong 
loathing  with  which  the  gipsy's  presence  had  in- 
spired me  on  her  first  appearance  in  the  prison- 
chamber  ;  "  I  am  afraid  your  grandmother  has  in- 
deed proved  an  unscrupulous  agent " 

"  Ah,  I  see  what  is  passing  in  your  mind.  Miss 
Percy !"  interrupted  Zarah,  as  she  half  started 
from  her  seat,  while  her  eyes  flashed  with  sudden 
and  wild  fires,  and  her  countenance  grew  crimson 
with  the  warm  blood  mantling  through  the  duski- 
ness of  her  complexion :  "  but  you  wrong  me !  I 
myself  have  been  no  accomplice  in  a  crime  !" 

"  Zarah,  if  this  be  true,"  I  exclaimed  fervidly, 
"  you  know  not  with  what  pleasure  I  receive  the 
assurance  :  for  I  had  every  reason  to  be  grateful 
towards  you — the  sentiment  of  gratitude  is  itself 
closely  allied  with  friendship— and  it  would  be  im- 
possible to  entertain  such  friendships-^" 

"  I  comprehend  you.  Miss  Percy.  But  enough," 
continued  Zarah  :  "  there  is  naught  in  my  charac- 
ter which  may  shock  you  to  that  extent.  It  is 
true  that  whatsoever  has  happened  has  become 
known  to  me — no  matter  how :  true  also  that  I 
have  held  my  peace — I  have  put  a  seal  upon  my 
lips,  instead  of  proclaiming  to  the  world  or  whis- 
pering in  the  ears  of  justice  all  that  has  thus  come 
to  my  knowledge.  In  this  respect  perhaps  I  may 
be  criminal  in  your  eyes " 

"  Alas !"  I  said ;  "  how  dare  I  think  so  when  to 
a  certain  extent  I  myself  am  enabled  to  suspect 
the  nature  of  those  awful  mysteries  which  enve- 
lope St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  as  with  a 
dark  cloud  ?  Yet  on  mi/  lips  also  is  there  a  seal ; 
and  it  is  you,  Zarah,  who  have  placed  it  there !" 

"  True,  Miss  Percy !"  rejoined  the  gipsy ;  "  and 
you  remain  silent  because  gratitude  towards  me 
forces  you  to  respect  the  injunction  which  I  gave 
in  that  sense.  Can  you  not  therefore  understand 
that  there  may  be  motives  of  an  equally  strong 
nature — even  much  stronger  perhaps — that  bind 
me  to  silence  ?  My  aged  grandmother,  for  instance 
— think  you  that  I  would  involve  her " 

"  Enough,  Zarah !"  I  interrupted  her  :  "  this 
subject  is  too  painful  for  further  discussion.  As 
for  myself,  I  am  indebted   to  you  in  a  thousand 


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ELIKN  PERCY;   OB,  THE  MEMOIBS  OF  AW  ACTHES3. 


ways.  Twice  have  you  preserved  my  honour,  and 
perhaps  my  life — first  at  the  cottage  in  Warwick- 
shire, and  then  at  the  old  farm-house.  For  these 
reasons  alone  do  I  feel  myself  bound  to  testify  my 
gratitude  according  to  the  modes  which  you  your- 
self may  dictate.  But  you  have  done  more:  for 
the  suggestion  you  gave  me  in  that  note  which 
you  tossed  into  the  window  of  the  post-chaise  as  I 
was  returning  from  Embledon,  enabled  me  most 
efiectually  to  baffle  St.  Clair  in  a  project  that  would 
have  stamped  mj  unbappiness  for  the  remainder 
of  my  life !" 

The  reader  cannot  fail  to  understand  that  I  al- 
luded to  that  scene  in  St.  James's  Park  when  my 
father  was  rescued  from  the  power  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair. 

"  Therefore,"  I  continued,  "  my  deepest  grati- 
tude is  your  due  for  the  manifold  services  which 
you  have  rendered  me ;  and  believe  me,  Zarah,  I 
am  incapable  of  proving  ungrateful.  But  you  said 
just  now  that  you  were  bound  to  follow  your  grand- 
mother whithersoever  she  goes?" 

"  Yes — it  has  been  so,"  replied  the  gipsy ;  "  but 
it  need  not  be  so  henceforth.  I  will  explain  my- 
self. My  grandmother  is  subject  to  fits  of  a  most 
dangerous  and  distressing  character — which  seize 
upon  her  suddenly,  striking  her  down  as  if  by  a 
lightning-flash,  and  making  her  writhe  in  horrible 
convulsions-  For  this  reason  has  it  been  necessary 
that  I  should  ever  remain  near  her ;  and  she  has 
not  dared  travel  without  me.  But  now  there  is 
another  girl  of  our  tribe  whom  she  has  taken 
to  be  her  attendant,  her  companion,  and  her  nurse  ; 
and  I  am  freed  from  the  hideous  restraint  in  which 
that  duty  kept  me.  I  will  tell  you  frankly.  Miss 
Percy — my  soul  is  sick  of  the  schemes  and  intrigues 
to  which  that  old  woman  lends  herself.  Imagine 
not  that  I  am  paying  you  an  idle  compliment  or 
administering  a  fulsome  flattery,  when  I  declare 
that  your  example  produced  its  impression  upon 
me.  I  heard  you  spoken  of  as  the  personification 
of  virtue  as  well  as  of  beauty  and  of  talent ;  and 
a  person  must  be  lost  and  depraved  indeed  who 
could  be  brought  in  contact  with  so  estimable  a 
being  as  you  are,  without  experiencing  a  salutary 
influence.  During  the  last  few  weeks  I  have  re- 
flected solemnly  and  profoundly  upon  many  things ; 
and  I  have  at  length  resolved  to  take  a  particular 
step,  to  the  furtherance  of  which  I  crave  your 
assistance." 

I  listened  with  considerable  interest  to  this 
speech  of  the  gipsy  Zarah  :  indeed  I  was  to  a  cer- 
tain extent  touched  by  it  ;  and  I  said,  "  You  may 
calculate  upon  my  succour  for  any  good  object 
which  you  have  in  view." 

"  Before  I  proceed,"  said  the  gipsy,  as  a  recol- 
lection appeared  to  strike  her,  "  suffer  me  to  make 
a  single  observation  in  reference  to  a  topic  which 
you  yourself  ere  now  spoke  of  as  a  painful  one. 
My  grandmother  has  not  been  altogether  so  guilty 
in  her  complicity  with  certain  persons  as  you  may 
suppose,  and  indeed  as  you  have  reason  to  ima- 
gine. Let  me  illustrate  my  meaning  by  an  ex- 
ample taken  at  random.  Suppose  that  I  enter  an 
apothecary's  shop  and  inquire  for  a  drug  that  will 
throw  a  person  into  a  deep  sleep ;  the  apothecary 
sells  me  this  crug  ;  but  I  use  it  in  a  quantity  ari 
in  a  manner  which  produces  the  eternal  sleep  of 
death.  Could  you  in  such  a  case  tax  that  apothe- 
cary with  direct  complicity  in  the  extreme  crime 


that  had  been  committed  ?  You  understand  me. 
Miss  Percy  ?  And  now  not  another  syllable  upon 
that  point  !" 

"  No,  not  another  syllable !"  I  said,  shuddering 
at  the  unmistakable  corroboration  which  Zarah'a 
words  had  just  furnished  of  the  dark  suspicions 
I  had  previously  entertained  in  respect  to  Edwin 
St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  "  But  I  am 
glad  you  have  told  me  all  these  things ;  for  can- 
didly do  I  confess  that  my  feeling  has  become 
warmer  and  less  alloyed  towards  yourself.  And 
now  proceed,  Zarah — tell  me  what  project  you 
have  formed,  and  in  which  way  I  can  assist  you  P" 

"  I  have  separated  from  my  grandmother,"  re- 
sumed  the  gipsy  ;  "  and  I  have  taken  apartments 
in  the  metropolis.  I  possess  ample  means — I  ask 
you  not  therefore  for  pecuniary  succour " 

"  And  if  you  were  to  ask  it,"  I  emphatically  in- 
terjected,  "  it  would  be  most  readily  afforded  to 
the  extent  of  my  ability." 

"  I  know  it.  Miss  Percy,"  replied  Zarah  ;  "  but 
it  is  not  assistance  of  that  kind  which  I  require. 
Listen !  You  may  perhaps  be  surprised— you  may 
perhaps  regard  my  statement  as  ludicrous,  when  £ 
inform  you  that  I  am  determined  to  instruct  my 
mind — to  educate  myself — yes,  even  to  the  acquir- 
ing of  accomplishments.  But  I  am  ignorant  how 
to  effect  this  aim.  Why  should  I  hesitate  to  con- 
fess that  I  seek  to  render  myself  a  lady  in  man- 
ners, in  bearing,  and  in  tastes  P  It  is  my  ambition 
to  study  all  refining  influences — to  gain  that  gloss, 
that  polish,  which  may  in  a  measure  mitigate,  if 
not  altogether  conceal,  the  rudeness,  the  coarse- 
ness, the  uncouthness  which  have  been  necessarily 
associated  with  my  wandering  and  restless  mode  of 
life.  In  a  word.  Miss  Percy,  I  seek  your  assist- 
ance in  indicating  the  literature  which  I  ought  to 
study — in  recommending  me  masters  who  will  in- 
struct me — and  in  devoting  an  occasional  hour  to 
conversation  with  the  humble  gipsy,  so  that  from 
your  own  exquisite  refinement  I  may  catch  some 
beams  of  that  civilization  into  the  sphere  of  which 
I  am  so  anxious  to  enter." 

It  was  with  mingled  wonder  and  interest  that  I 
listened  to  this  strange  speech ;  and  I  could  not 
help  admiring  the  lofty  purpose  that  the  gipsy  had 
in  view.  I  therefore  readily  promised  to  afford  the 
assistance  which  she  required ;  and  I  at  once  drew 
up  a  list  of  works  which  I  considered  would  be 
best  adapted  for  her  perusal  and  study.  In  respect 
to  masters,  I  gave  her  the  requisite  suggestions 
for  obtaining  the  assistance  of  such  preceptors  in 
the  neighbourhood  where  she  was  residing ;  and  I 
assured  her  that  I  would  from  time  to  time  call 
upon  her,  to  watch  the  progress  of  her  studies, 
and  afford  her  such  further  hints  as  might  be  re- 
quisite for  the  accomplishment  of  her  design. 

"  Before  we  part,"  said  Zarah,  who  had  thanked 
me  cordially  for  the  readiness  with  which  I 
seconded  her  views,  "  let  me  speak  another  word 
in  reference  to  St.  Clair.  I  should  be  wrong  to 
throw  you  off  your  guard  by  expressing  the  opi- 
nion that,  after  so  many  failures,  it  is  scarcely 
probable  he  will  again  enter  upon  plots  or  in- 
trigues to  make  you  his  victim :  but  all  that  I  can 
do  is  to  recommend  an  exceeding  caution — and  I 
would  especially  bid  you  beware  of  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine." 

"  Rest  assured,  Zarah,"  I  answered,  "  that  I 
shall  continue  more  than  ever  on  my  guard." 


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She  then  took  her  departure  .;  and  when  she  was 
gone,  I  reflected  upon  nil  that  had  tiken  placa  be- 
tween us.  "While  riding  home  to  Hunter  Street, 
I  resolved  upon  carrying  into  effect  the  very  idea 
which  I  had  merely  adopted  as  an  artifice  and  as 
a  tale  to  frighten  St.  Clair  at  the  farm-house.  Ac- 
cordingly, on  the  following  day,  immediately  after 
breakfast,  I  committed  to  paper  everything  that  I 
knew  or  suspected  in  reference  to  St.  Glair  and 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine ;  and  this  statement,  together 
with  the  fragment  of  the  letter,  I  enclosed  in  an 
envelope,  which  I  carefully  sealed.  But  when  my 
task  was  thus  far  accomplished,  I  knew  not  to 
whom  to  entrust  the  packet,  with  the  requisite  in- 
structions for  making  use  of  it  in  case  of  neces- 
sity. Mr.  I^orman  was  indeed  the  only  friend  to 
whose  hands  such  a  duty  could  with  propriety  be 
assigned ;  and  if  I  were  to  speak  to  him  on  the 
subject,  it  would  necessitate  explanations  to  ac- 
count in  some  way  or  another  for  a  request  that 
would  otherwise  appear  most  singular.  And  then, 
too,  I  remembered  that  the  adoption  of  such  a 
course  would  be  to  a  certain  extent  a  violation  of 
the  pledge  of  implicit  secrecy  that  I  had  given  to 
Zarah  ;  while  the  very  result  itself,  in  case  of  the 
extreme  emergency,  would  be  seriously  compro- 
mising both  the  gipsy  and  her  grandmother.  Be- 
wildered therefore  how  to  act,  I  locked  up  the 
packet  in  my  desk,  determining  to  reflect  more 
seriously  on  the  matter  before  taking  any  decisive 
step— and  at  all  events  to  consult  Zarah  in  the 
first  instance. 

In  the  afternoon  I  proceeded  to  visit  the  Mar- 
chioness of  Campanella ;  and  I  found — as  I  had 
only  too  sadly  expected— that  she  was  utterly 
without  tidings  of  Beatrice.  The  advertisements 
had  appeared  in  the  newspapers  of  that  same  day 
only ;  and  thus  there  was  no  time  as  yet  to  judge 
whether  they  were  likely  to  produce  any  efiect. 
The  Marchioness  was  in  exceeding  low  spirits;  for 
she  was  fondly  attached  to  her  sister  Beatrice,  and 
she  was  filled  with  apprehensions  lest  the  unhappy 
young  lady  should  in  her  despair  have  put  a  period 
to  her  existence.  I  was  introduced  to  the  Mar- 
quis of  Campanella — a  fine,  tall,  handsome  man, 
of  distinguished  appearance.  He  treated  me  with 
the  utmost  courtesy,  and  expressed  his  gratitude 
for  my  kindness  towards  his  unhappy  sister-in- 
law. 

"  There  was  one  little  incident,"  I  said  in  the 
course  of  conversation,  "  which  I  omitted  to  men- 
tion to  your  ladyship  when  we  previously  spoke 
together  upon  the  circumstances  of  her  in  whom 
we  are  all  interested." 

I  then  proceeded  to  explain  how  Beatrice  had 
suddenly  encountered  that  cloaked  individual,  of 
whose  features  I  had  obtained  so  imperfect  a 
glimpse  by  the  gas-light  near  the  private  entrance 
to  the  theatre. 

"  It  must  have  been  the  Count  himself!"  ejacu- 
lated both  the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  of  Cam- 
panella, as  if  speaking  in  the  same  breath. 

"  And  yet,"  added  the  Marquis,  "  I  was  utterly 
ignorant  that  the  Count  of  Carboni  was  in 
London !" 

"  The  ejaculations  which  burst  from  the  lips  of 
Beatrice  and  of  that  cloaked  individual,"  I  pro- 
ceeded to  remark,  "  were  in  the  English  lan- 
guage." 

"  They  habitually  epoke  English,"  replied  the 


Marchioness ;  "  for  I  think  I  told  you,  my  dear 
Mi-ss  Trafford,  that  the  Count  of  Carboni  bad 
dwelt  some  time  in  England;  and  he  speaks  your 
native  language  with  the  samn  fluency  as  his  own. 
Yes  —  from  all  you  have  told  us,  that  person- 
age could  have  been  none  other  than  the  bus- 
band  of  Beatrice!  His  age  is  about  forty;  his 
complexion  is  dark,  even  to  swarthiness ;  his  eyes 
are  brilliant,  flashing  with  a  peculiar  light,  and 
with  an  expression  that  some  may  deem  sinister." 

"Then,  my  lady,"  I  responded,  "that  indi. 
vidual  whom  your  sister  Beatrice  encountered, 
could  have  been  none  other  than  her  husband." 

"He  must  know  that  we  are  in  London,"  ob- 
served the  Marquis  of  Campanella ;  "  and  why 
should  he  thus  avoid  us  ?  Perhaps  it  is  that  he 
fears  lest  all  his  harrowed  feelini^s  should  be  ex- 
cited in  their  intensity,  by  encountering  the  sister 
of  the  wife  of  whom  he  was  so  proud,  and  whose 
frailty  he  has  had  to  deplore  ?" 

"  Or  perhaps,"  I  added,  "  he  is  indeed  conscioua 
of  wrongs  towards  Beatrice  —  those  wrongs  to 
which  she  alluded  in  such  terrible  terms,  but  of 
which  you  yourselves  have  hitherto  remained  in 
ignorance  ?  After  all  there  may  be  more  exte« 
nuation  for  the  unhappy  Beatrice  than  you,  my 
lord — or  yourself,  my  lady,  have  suspected  ?" 

The  Marquis  of  Campanella  only  shook  his  head 
gloomily:  but  the  Marchioness  ejaculated  with 
fervour,  "  Heaven  grant  that  it  may  prove  so  !" 

I  now  took  my  leave ;  and  having  an  hour  or 
two  of  leisure,  I  thought  I  would  call  upon  Zarah, 
to  inquire  her  sentiments  with  regard  to  the  plan 
I  was  wishful  to  adopt  in  respect  to  the  sealed 
packet.  She  had  hired  apartments  in  a  re- 
spectable street  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  Lon- 
don University,  and  therefore  at  no  great  distance 
from  Hunter  Street.  I  found  her  seated  in  a 
well-furnished  parlour,  at  a  table  covered  with 
volumes  which  she  had  lost  no  time  in  procuring 
according  to  the  list  I  had  given  her  on  the  pre- 
ceding evening.  She  did  not  so  soon  expect  a  visit 
from  me,  and  my  presence  therefore  afibrded  her 
all  the  more  pleasure.  She  was  apparelled  in  a 
morning  deshabillee,  which,  though  plain,  was  of 
a  neatness  that  in  itself  constituted  elegance.  It 
set  off  her  fine  person  to  the  utmost  advantage  : 
her  hair,  of  ebony  blackness,  and  which  had  no 
natural  curl,  fell  in  heavy  masses  upon  her 
shoulders ;  and  now  that  she  had  thrown  off  the 
gipsy  garb  and  appeared  as  a  lady  in  a  well- 
appointed  room,  she  m'.jht  be  taken  for  a  woman 
of  Italian  or  Spanish  origin, —  unless  indeed,  a 
careful  and  experienced  observer  should  have 
noticed  in  the  eyes  that  peculiar  lustre — wild  and 
vivid  in  its  brightness — which  is  so  strong  a  cha- 
racteristic of  the  Zingari  race. 

I  spoke  to  her  of  her  studies,  and  gave  her  a 
variety  of  useful  suggestions.  I  found  that  she 
had  succeeded  in  obtaining  the  services  of  a  master 
to  instruct  her  in  those  elements  of  education  of 
which  she  only  had  an  imperfect  knowledge ;  and 
she  had  likewise  engaged  a  professor  of  music. 
She  had  thus  lost  no  time  in  entering  upon  the  new 
course  which  she  had  resolved  to  adopt.  She 
spoke  with  hope  and  enthusiasm  :  she  was  full  of 
confidence  in  respect  to  the  issue  of  her  endeavour 
to  acquire  the  polish,  the  gloss,  and  the  refinement, 
nut  merely  of  civilized  life,  but  also  of  genteel 
society. 


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BtLBir  FSROT;  OB,  THB     MSM0IB3  OF    AS  AOTBESS. 


When  I  had  sat  with  her  for  some  time,  I 
toucberl  upon  the  principal  object  of  my  present 
yisit.  But  as  I  went  on  to  explain  what  I  had 
already  done  in  respect  to  the  sealed  packet— the 
manner  in  which  I  was  anxious  to  dispose  of  it — 
and  the  guarantee  that  I  should  thereby  establish 
for  my  future  safety,  or  at  least  for  the  punish- 
ment of  those  who  might  proceed  to  extremes 
against  me — a  cloud  gradually  came  over  Zarah's 
countenance,  and  I  saw  that  she  grew  more  and 
more  distressed. 

"  I  cannot  wonder.  Miss  Percy,"  she  said, "  that 
you  should  take  these  precautions  after  everything 
that  has  occurred.  It  is  natural  ! — it  is  indeed 
only  too  consistent  with  ordinary  prudence  !  But 
on  the  other  hand,  you  cannot  fail  to  perceive  that 
you  are  adopting  a  course  which  may  prove  most 
dangerous— nay,  most  fatal  to  my  aged  relative 
and  to  myself.  You  have  penned  a  statement 
which,  if  perused  by  any  friend  to  whom  you  may 
entrust  it,  would  have  the  effect  of  handing  Edwin 
St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  to  the  grasp  of 
justice  :  at  the  same  time  the  strong  arm  of  the 
law  would  be  extended  to  clutch  my  grandmother 
and  myself."  — — 

"  Alas  !  this  is  but  too  true,  Zarah,"  I  inter- 
rupted her  ;  "  and  for  these  reasons  I  have  hesi- 
tated to  consign  that  packet  to  the  care  of  any  in- 
dividual. I  will  do  nothing  that  shall  compromise 
you.  I  will  sooner  incur  any  risk  or  run  any 
danger !" 

"  Stop  !"  ejaculated  Zarah  :  "  there  are  precau- 
tions which  can  be  taken,  and  which  shall  be 
adopted  !  I  spoke  to  you  of  a  young  girl  of  our 
tribe  who  is  now  in  attendance  upon  my  old  re- 
lative. Yes — Bed  a  shall  be  enlisted  in  our  in- 
terests !  I  wonder  that  I  thought  not  of  this 
before !  They  are  still  in  London  ;  and  I  will  see 
Beda  to-night.  Eest  assured,  Miss  Percy,  that  I 
will  take  measures  for  your  safety  under  any  cir- 
cumstances,—measures  indeed  which  in  case  of 
emergency  shall  be  far  more  effective  than  any 
that  could  result  from  the  plan  which  you  had  pro- 
posed to  adopt.  Should  St.  Clair  or  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  renew  their  evil  machinations  against 
you— should  they  succeed  in  again  ensnaring  you 
in  their  toils — within  the  same  hour  from  Beda's 
lips  shall  I  learn  the  calamity.  Then  fear  not  for 
the  result  !  As  I  liave  succoured  and  saved  you 
before,  so  will  I  succour  and  save  you  again.  Are 
you  satisfied  with  this  promise?— can  you  rely 
upon  my  pledge  ?" 

"I  am  satisfied,  and  I  am  full  of  reliance,"  was 
my  response.  "  The  packet  shall  be  consigned  to 
the  hands  of  no  one ;  nor  will  I  do  anything  that 
shall  compromise  your  aged   relative  or  yourself." 

Zarah  expressed  her  gratitude  for  the  decision 
to  which  1  thus  came;  and  I  took  my  leave  of  her, 
with  the  promise  to  renew  my  visit  shortly. 

As  I  was  descending  the  stiiirs  I  heard  footsteps 
coming  down  the  flight  above ;  and  as  the  indi- 
vidual proceeded  more  quickly  than  myself,  he 
overtook  me  in  the  passage  leading  to  the  front 
door.  With  true  foreign  politeness,  he  lifted  his 
hat,  and  moved  past  in  order  to  upen  the  door  to 
give  me  egress.  I  was  at  once  struck  by  his  ap- 
aparance.  The  first  glance  impressed  me  with  tbe 
idea  that  he  was  the  same  person  whom  Beatrice 
had  so  suddenly  and  so  unexpectedly  encountered 
near  the  private  entrance  to  the  theatre.     Tbe  se- 


cond look  which  I  threw  upon  him  established 
this  conviction  in  my  mind ;  and  he  fully  answered 
to  the  description  which  the  Marchioness  of  Cam< 
panella  had  given  me  of  the  Count  of  Carboni.  I 
did  not  however  suffer  him  to  perceive  that  his 
appearance  had  produced  any  extraordinary  effect 
upon  me :  nor  did  he  seem  to  know  who  I  was.  I 
slightly  inclined  my  head  in  acknowledgment  of 
his  civility  in  opening  the  door  to  let  me  pass  out ; 
and  I  continued  my  way  along  the  street.  But  on 
reaching  the  end,  I  looked  back ;  and  not  per- 
ceiving the  foreigner,  I  retraced  my  way  to  the 
house.  Ascending  to  Zarah's  sitting-room,  I  said 
to  her,  "  Something  has  just  occurred  in  which  I 
think  you  can  assist  me.  Do  you  know  who  lodges 
in  this  house  besides  yourself  ?" 

"  There  is  a  foreign  gentleman,"  replied  Zarah: 
"  but  I  do  not  know  his  name.  He  is  an  Italian, 
I  believe,  from  something  which  the  landlady  told 
me ;  and  he  has  a  valet.  He  is  reputed  to  be  rich, 
but  exceedingly  eccentric." 

"  In  what  manner  is  be  eccentric  ?"  I  inquired. 

"His  bed-room  is  over  this  apartment,"  con- 
tinued Zarah:  "his  sitting-rooms  are  on  the 
ground-floor.  I  thus  have  him  at  times  under- 
neath and  overhead.  During  the  day-time  he 
paces  to  and  fro  in  his  parlour :  I  can  distinctly 
hear  the  measured  monotony  of  his  steps.  I  have 
as  yet  only  slept  one  night  in  the  house  :  but  cer- 
tainly I  am  not  exaggerating  when  I  declare  that 
for  three  or  four  hours  he  did  nothing  but  walk  to 
and  fro  in  his  chamber,  as  he  had  done  during  the 
day-time  in  his  parlour.  Many  persons  would  ob- 
ject to  this ;  but  to  me,"  added  Zarah,  with  a 
smile,  "it  is  a  matter  of  the  most  perfect  indiffer- 
ence. He  not  only  paces  to  and  fro  in  this  restless 
manner — but  he  talks  to  himself:  he  gives  vent  to 
sudden  and  passionate  ejaculations ;  there  is  either 
something  very  bad  upon  his  conscience,  or  else 
he  has  sustained  some  terrible  calamity." 

"  I  have  particular  reasons,  Zarah,"  I  said,  "  for 
wishing  to  know  as  much  as  possible  about  this 
individual.  Ascertain  his  name,  if  you  can — 
although  I  think  that  I  am  already  acquainted 
with  it.  Do  not  ask  me  any  questions  now :  I 
may  perhaps  tell  you  more  another  time." 

"  Eest  assured.  Miss  Percy,"  responded  Zarah, 
"  that  I  will  endeavour  to  ascertain  all  I  can  glean 
in  reference  to  this  personage: — and  with  regard 
to  your  motives,  you  need  not  apologize  for  with- 
holding them.  I  know  they  must  ba  good  ones ; 
and  I  have  no  undue  curiosity  upon  the  point." 

I  now  again  took  my  leave  of  Zarah,  and  re- 
turned to  Hunter  Street, — resolving  to  say  no- 
thing to  the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  of  Cam- 
panella  in  respect  to  the  incident  which  kad  just 
occurred,  until  I  should  have  acquired  a  still  more 
positive  certainty  that  tbe  foreign  gentleman  was 
indeed  the  Count  of  Carboni. 


CHAPTER    XXXVI. 

IHE  PEABFUl   PICI0EB. 

Is  the  evening  of  the  following  day,  I  appeared  in 
tbe  character  of  Portia,  in  "Tbe  Merchant  of 
Venice."  It  was  in  that  scene,  where  I  had  to 
enact  the  part  of  an  advocate, — that  while  glancing 


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towards  the  audience,  I  cau^bt  a  glimpse  of  a 
countenance  which  made  me  look  more  attentively 
ii  'he  same  direction ,  and  there,  sure  enough,  in 
a  si  ie-hox  sat  the  individual  whom  I  considered  to 
bo  tiie  Count  of  Carboni.  He  was  dressed  in  deep 
black,  and  appeared  to  be  watching  with  the 
deepest  interest  the  progress  of  the  drama.  The 
Marquis  and  Marchioness  of  Campanella  were  not 
present  on  this  occasion  :  her  ladyship  had  written 
me  a  note  in  the  course  of  the  day,  to  the  effect 
that  she  was  too  much  depressed  in  spirits  on  ac 
count  of  her  sister  Beatrice,  to  be  enabled  to  wit- 
ness my  performance  of  the  heroine's  character  in 
"  The  Merchant  of  Venice." 

I  glanced  several  times  towards  the  foreign 
gentleman — yet  not  in  a  manner  which  could  lead 
him  to  imagine  that  I  thus  specially  noticed  his 
presence.  On  each  occasion  I  saw  that  his  atten- 
tion was  riveted  upon  me ;  and  I  felt  tolerably 
well  assured  he  must  have  recognised  me  as  the 
one  to  whom  his  little  act  of  politeness  was  shown 
on  the  preceding  day.  I  enacted  the  part  of 
Portia  with  complete  success;  and  another  brilliant 
triumph  was  achieved. 

On  the  following  day,  at  about  noon,  I  renewed 
my  visit  to  Zarah's  abode.  Just  as  I  reached  the 
front-door,  it  opene  1  ;  and  a  young  girl  of  exceed- 
ing beauty  came  forth.  She  was  not  more  than 
fourteen  or  fifteen  years  of  age — of  moderate  sta- 
ture— but  with  a  figure  of  the  most  perfect  sym- 
metry. It  was  slender,  yet  just  beginning  to  take 
the  developments  of  that  period  when  girlhood  is 
expanding  towards  womanhood.  She  was  plainly 
dressed  in  a  dark  stuff  frock,  a  neat  shawl,  and  a 
straw  bonnet,  which  enframed  a  countenance  of 
surpassing  loveliness.  Her  hair  was  of  ebon  black- 
ness, without  gloss,  and  neither  curling  nor  wavy, 
so  far  as  I  could  judge:  but  it  was  arranged  in 
bands  that  were  perfectly  smooth ;  and  it  was 
braided  in  two  long  tresses,  falling  from  behind  the 
back  of  the  bonnet.  Her  complexion  was  a  clear 
transparent  olive,  with  a  rich  carnation  hue  upon 
the  cheeks.  Her  nose  was  perfectly  straight,  and 
joining  the  forehead  in  the  style  of  the  Grecian 
profile.  Her  lips  were  of  pouting  fulness— rich, 
but  not  coarse  :  on  the  contrary,  they  were  most 
beautifully  formed ;  and  being  slightly  apart  at 
the  moment  I  thus  encountered  her,  they  revealed 
teeth  of  pearly  whiteness.  Her  eyes  were  large 
and  dark ;  and  as  their  look  rested  upon  my  coun- 
tenance, methought  that  there  was  a  strange 
witchery  in  them — not  exactly  the  peculiar  wild 
lustre  which  I  have  already  spoken  of  in  respect  ^o 
Zarah's  eyes — but  a  weird  mystic  light  hovering  in 
their  unfathomable  depths.  They  were  superb 
eloquent  eyes ;  and  yet  they  bewildered  the  be- 
holder to  conceive  what  they  were  thus  eloquent  of. 
They  seemed  to  speak — yet  leaving'  one  as  much 
in  doubt  as  if  listening  to  a  strange  language 
poured  forth  in  the  rich  silver  tones  of  a  melodious 
voice.  Yet,  altogether,  there  was  something  inde- 
scribably interesting — I  might  even  say  ravishing 
and  captivating — in  the  whole  appearance  of  this 
young  creature.  Tha  graceful  slenderness  of  her 
shape — the  dress  just  defining  the  nascent  contours 
of  the  bust — the  uprightness  of  her  form — the  ease 
of  her  movements — the  symmetrical  perfection  of 
the  feet  and  ankles,  which  the  somewhat  short 
skirt  revealed— the  elastic  lightness  of  her  steps, 
which  aeetned  akin  to  the  girlish  buoyancy  of  her 


spirits — and  then  the  exquisite  beauty  of  that  oviil 
countenance,  with  its  pure  olive  complexion,  its 
rich  red  lips,  its  d"licately  rounded  chin,  and  the 
large  mystical  eloquent  eyes,  —  all  combined  to 
render  this  young  creature  an  object  o?  no  ordi- 
nary interest  the  moment  my  looks  settled  upon 
her. 

As  she  opened  the  door,  she  stood  back  with  a 
certain  air  of  respect — which  notwithstanding  had 
something  free,  careless,  and  spirited  in  it  to 
suffer  me  to  pass  into  the  house  before  she  passed 
out.  I  could  not  help  lingering  to  gaze  upon  her; 
and  for  a  few  moments  she  gazed  upon  me  in  re- 
turn, with  her  splendid  dark  eyes,  as  if  she  were 
wondering  who  I  was,  and  as  if  the  interest  which 
I  felt  in  her  was  more  or  less  reciprocated.  Tuen 
she  smiled, — her  parting  lips  affording  a  still  better 
view  of  the  brilliancy  and  purity  of  her  small 
pearl  like  teeth  ; — and  gliding  away,  she  sped  along 
the  street.  I  followed  her  with  my  eyes;  I  could 
not  help  thus  looking  after  her,  even  at  the  risk 
of  being  noticed,  and  perhaps  thought  rude  or  im- 
pertinently curious,  should  she  happen  to  turn  and 
look  back.  But  she  did  not;  and  she  went  gliding 
along  with  a  rapid,  airy,  sylphid  movement, —Uar 
shapely  feet,  arching  like  those  of  the  accomplished 
danseuse,  her  high  well-formed  insteps,  and  the 
rounded  ankles,  exhibiting  all  the  perfection  of 
symmetry  and  contour  that  may  be  recognised  in 
the  best  sculptured  efS^ies.  At  length  she  disap- 
peared from  my  vie»v  round  the  corner  of  the 
street ;  and  for  a  moment  I  experienced  a  feeling 
that  savoured  of  vexation  that  I  had  not  spoken  to 
her  :  for,  as  I  have  already  said,  she  was  one  of 
those  rare  beings— singular,  strange,  and  striking 
in  their  own  perculiar  beauty — on  whom  it  is  im- 
possible to  look  without  at  once  being  inspired 
with  an  extraordinary  degree  of  interest. 

And  now,  as  I  entered  the  house  and  closed  the 
door  behind  me,  the  suspicion  flashed  to  my  mind 
that  the  young  creature  might  be  one  of  whom 
I  had  heard  before.  I  really  felt  anxious  to 
have  the  idea  verified — or,  I  should  say,  to  have 
my  uncertainty  cleared  up;  because  in  my  own 
heart  I  sincerely  wished  for  her  sake  that  my  sus- 
picion should  prove  unfounded.  On  entering 
Zarah's  room,  I  found  her  seated  at  the  table,  oc- 
cupied with  her  bojks;  but  at  once  rising  up,  she 
welcomed  me  warmly. 

"  Had  you  come  but  a  few  minutes  earlier.  Miss 
Percy,"  said  Zarah,  "  you  would  have  met  one 
who  is  already  deeply  interested  in  you." 

"  Ah  !    Be  la  ?"  I  exclaimed. 

"Yes— Beda,"  responded  Zarah.  "Perhaps 
you  saw  her  ?" 

"  Yes — I  saw  her,"  I  rejoined :  and  I  could 
not  help  heaving  a  profound  sigh  on  finding  that 
the  suspicion  which  had  flashed  to  my  mind  was 
now  completely  fulfilled. 

"  Are  you  unwell,  Miss  Percy  ?"  inquired  Zarah 
with  an  air  of  concern  :  "  or  has  anything  hap- 
pened to  affect  your  spirits  ?" 

"  And  that  is  Beda  ?"  I  said,  thus  giving  audible 
utterance  to  my  musings  : — "  Beda,  the  most  per- 
fect specimen  of  girlish  beauty  that  I  ever  beheld 
in  my  life  ! — Beda,  a  young  creature  whom  one 
could  love  as  a  sister  and  watch  with  the  most 
jealous  vigilance  over  her  welfare  !" 

"  You  have  become  interested  in  her  ?"  said 
Zarah.     "Ah  I    I    understand !     You   pity    her : 


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jou  believe  that  under  my  grandmother's  care  she 
will  not  have  the  best  example,  nor  be  kept  aloof 
from  the  scenes  of  temptation  and  of  vice?  You 
imagine  that  she  will  be  tutored  in  all  kinds  of 
duplicities  and  deceits,  so  that  her  youthful  mind 
will  become  prepared  for  the  complete  abandon- 
ment and  depravity  of  a  mature  womanhood  P" 

"  All  this  I  fear,  Zarah,"  was  my  seriously 
uttered  response;  "and  it  fills  my  mind  with 
affliction  to  think  that  a  being  who  might  be  ren- 
dered one  of  the  world's  brightest  ornaments,  may 
only  add  another  name  to  the  long  catalogue  of 
feminine  ruin  and  profligacy." 

Zarah  reflected  profoundly  for  some  moments  ; 
and  then  she  said,  "  Yes — it  is  indeed  all  but  too 
true.  Until  this  day  I  had  not  seen  Beda  since 
she  was  a  mere  child ;  and  I  confess  I  was  as- 
tonished at  her  exceeding  beauty.  She  could  not 
come  to  me  the  night  before  last  :  but  she  came 
to  me  just  now — and  I  have  given  her  full  in- 
structions according  to  the  promise  which  I  made 
you.  I  spoke  to  her  of  you  in  such  terms  as  to 
inspire  her  with  a  vivid  interest  on  your  behalf ; 
and  I  am  convinced  that  Beda  is  to  be  trusted. 
She  promised  faithfully  to  execute  my  bidding  in 
every  respect." 

"  Tell  me  more  about  this  Beda,"  I  said.  "  You 
have  already  given  me  to  understand  that  she  be- 
longs to  the  gipsy  tribe." 

"  She  is  an  orphan,"  observed  Zarah,  "  as  I  my- 
self am.  Her  parents  belonged  to  what  I  may  term 
the  higher  order  of  our  race.  They  travelled  in  a 
caravan  of  their  own,  and  had  two  horses.  They 
both  died  of  the  fever  a  few  years  ago, — since 
which  time  Beda  has  lived  with  an  old  female  rela- 
tive, who  settled  in  a  hut  in  the  neighbourhood  of 
Tottenham.  My  grandmother  happened  to  learn 
that  Beda  was  not  very  happy  with  the  old  crone ; 
and  she  therefore  had  no  difficulty  in  inducing  her 
to  come  and  live  henceforth  under  her  protection. 
And  now  you  know  all.  Miss  Percy,  that  I  have  it 
in  my  power  to  tell  with  regard  to  the  young 
creature  who  has  so  much  excited  your  interest." 

"  It  is  not  therefore  too  late,"  I  exclaimed,  "  to 
rescue  Beda  from  a  mode  of  existence  which  can- 
not be  profitable  to  her  ?" 

"What  do  you  mean,  Miss  Percy?"  asked 
Zarah.  "  You  have  evidently  some  project  in  your 
mind  ?" 

"  When  does  your  grandmother  leave  London  ?" 
I  suddenly  demanded. 

"  Not  for  some  days  to  come,"  rejoined  Zarah. 
"  She  is  unwell :  she  and  Beda  are  living  alone  to- 
gether at  the  old  farm-house  which  Edwin  St. 
Clair  temporarily  hired  as  a  most  convenient  place 
for  carrying  out  his  designs  in  respect  to  your- 
self." 

"  And  do  you  think,"  I  inquired,  still  with  hasty 
utterance,  "  that  if  it  were  told  to  Beda  that  there 
was  a  lady  who  would  take  her  into  her  service — 
treat  her  kindly — give  her  the  means  of  an  edu- 
cation which  perhaps  has  been  hitherto  only  too 
much  neglected " 

"And  you  would  do  this.  Miss  Percy?"  ex- 
claimed  Zarah,  in  mingled  astonishment  and  admi- 
ration. 

"Yes — I  would  do  this!"  I  emphatically  re- 
plied. "  Oh,  yes  !  I  should  be  rejoiced  to  snatch 
that  beautiful  flower  from  the  midst  of  the  blight- 
ing atmosphere  which  it  now  inhales  1" 


"  It  can  be  done — doubtless  it  can  be  done !" 
said  Zarah,  in  a  musing  strain.  "  I  can  tell  my 
grandmother  that  I  require  Beda  as  an  attendant 
for  myself — I  will  represent  to  her  that  so  young 
a  creature  is  unfit  to  be  near  her  when  epilepsy 
strikes  her  down  in  a  word,  Miss  Percy,  you 
shall  see  Beda  here  to-morrow ;  and  if  having 
conversed  with  her  you  remain  in  the  same  mind, 
and  she  herself  is  agreeable,  I  will  undertake  that 
my  grandmother  shall  consent  to  part  from  her." 

"  Be  it  as  you  say,  Zarah.  At  this  same  hour 
to-morrow  I  will  be  here.  And  now  tell  me,  have 
you  succeeded  in  discovering  any  additional  infor- 
mation in  respect  to  the  foreign  gentleman  ?" 

"  Yes— some  few  particulars,"  answered  Zarah. 
"  Yesterday  afternoon  I  seized  an  opportunity, 
when  he  bimself  was  out — his  valet  was  likewise 
absent — the  old  landlady  was  having  her  usual  nap 
after  dinner,  and  the  housemaid  was  engaged  in 
the  bed-rooms, — I  seized  that  opportunity,  I  say, 
to  glide  into  the  parlour  occupied  by  the  foreign 
gentleman.  On  the  mantel-piece  I  dbcovered  a 
card-case — I  took  one  of  the  cards — here  it  is — you 
can  see  the  name  that  is  upon  it." 

Yes — it  was  the  name  of  the  Count  of  Carboni  I 

"  But,  as  I  learnt  from  the  housemaid,"  con- 
tinued Zarah,  "  this  is  not  the  name  by  which  he 
is  known  at  these  lodgings.  It  must  however  be 
his  real  name,  as  it  is  on  his  card;  and  it  was 
most  probably  by  accident  that  he  left  the  card- 
case  itself  l>'ing  about.  I  have  still  some  more 
particulars  to  tell  you.  The  housemaid  informed 
me  that  in  a  large  portfolio  in  his  bed-room — 
amongst  several  prints  and  water-colour  drawings, 
all  beautifully  executed,  there  is  one,  of  the  latter 
description,  which  the  girl  has  looked  upon  with 
feelings  of  alarm  and  horror.  She  told  me  how 
she  came  to  pay  particular  attention  to  it.  She 
one  day  entered  the  bed-room,  not  thinking  that 
the  foreigner  was  there, — when  she  beheld  hica 
standing,  as  she  thought,  before  the  looking-glass : 
but  a  second  glance  showed  her,  as  she  paused  an 
instant  to  apologize  for  her  intrusion,  that  he  was 
contemplating  a  picture  which  he  had  placed 
against  that  glass— in  order,  no  doubt,  that  it 
might  stand  there  conveniently  for  his  inspection. 
He  did  not  immediately  perceive  the  girl;  but 
when  she  spoke,  he  abruptly  turned  round  and 
bent  upon  her  a  look  so  strange  and  haggard  that 
she  was  frightened.  When  next  she  was  in  that 
bed.room — alone  there — and  with  the  certainty 
that  the  gentleman  was  not  in  the  house — she  felt 
an  irresistible  curiosity  to  look  into  the  contents  of 
the  portfolio, — a  curiosity  which  she  had  not  pre- 
viously experienced,  and  which  arose  from  the  idea 
that  it  was  the  subject  of  some  picture  which  had 
produced  such  an  effect  upon  the  foreign  gentle- 
man as  he  contemplated  it." 

"  And  what  followed  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  The  maid  unfastened  the  strings  of  the  port- 
folio," continued  Zarah  ;  "  and  she  looked  over  its 
contents.  As  she  said  to  me  while  telling  me  this 
story,  she  did  not  see  any  particular  harm  in  look- 
ing at  a  few  pictures  :  it  was  not  the  same  as  if 
she  were  violating  the  sanctity  of  anything  kept 
under  lock  and  key.  Amongst  the  water-colour 
drawings,  was  the  one  the  subject  of  which  in- 
spired her  with  so  much  dismay  and  horror.  She 
described  it  to  me  minutely  ;  and  I  carefully  trea- 
sured up  everything  she  said." 


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"  And  the  subject  of  that  picture  ?"  I  asked, 
with  growing  interest  ia  the  tale  to  which  I  was 
thus  listening. 

"  The  scene  represents  a  splendidly  furnished 
apartment,"  proceeded  Ztrah  :  "  but  in  the  midst 
of  it,  where  a  chandelier  ought  to  hang,  a  human 
form  is  suspended  by  the  neck.  It  is  apparently 
that  of  a  handsome  young  man,  with  dark 
whiskers  and  moustache.  Upon  her  knees — gazing 
up  at  the  corpse,  and  in  a  position  which  vividly 
expresses  the  most  frightful  anguish — is  a  young 
and  beautiful  woman,  richly  dressed.  leaning 
with  his  back  against  the  door,  with  arms  folded 
across  his  chest,  there  is  a  tall  man  :  but  the 
shading  of  the  picture  is  so  contrived  that  the 
countenance  of  this  last-mentioned  individual  is 
thrown  into  complete  gloom  by  the  brim  of  the  hat 
which  ie  is  represented  as  wearing  :  so  that  his 
countenance  can  only  be  dimly  discerned.  Such  is 
No.  26.— Ellkh  Pesct. 


the  subject  of  the  picture ;  and  the  maid  describes 
it  as  one  the  execution  of  which  is  so  ndinirable, 
even  in  the  horror  of  its  mysteries,  as  to  produce 
an  effect  almost  as  potent  as  that  which  would  bo 
experienced  if  gazing  upon  the  awful  reality  itself. 
Should  you  like  to  see  this  picture.  Miss  Percy  ? 
The  gentleman  himself  is  out — the  maid  is  good- 
naturrdand  obliging — she  has  taken  a  great  liking 
towards  me " 

"'No,  no!"  I  answered,  "That  which  is  dono 
cannot  be  recalled  :  but  I  must  not  sanction  the 
renewed  violation  of  the  sanctity  of  that  gentle- 
man's effects.  Nevertheless,  Zarah,  I  thank  you 
sincerely  for  the  information  which  you  have  pro- 
cured." 

"  You  seem  very  pale— you  are  ill,  my  dear  Mi88 
Percy  ?"  exclaimed  Zarah.  "  Let  me  give  you  a 
glass  of  water  ?" 

"Yes— a  glass  of  water,"   I  replied;  for  I  dii 


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indeed  feel  faint,,  as  I  bad  something  more  than  a 
merely  dim  and  obscure  idea  of  the  awful,  the 
frightful  significaucy  of  that  picture. 

Zarab  gave  me  the  water,  from  imbibing  which 
I  experienced  refreshment  and  relief;  and  I  said, 
"  Do  not  question  me  on  the  subjects  whereof  we 
hare  been  conversing.  A  secret  is  involved  which, 
as  you  may  well  imagine,  is  not  mine  own.  Per- 
haps the  day  may  come,  as  I  have  already  informed 
you,  when  I  shall  be  enabled  to  give  explana- 
tions." 

Zarah  again  assured  me  that  she  had  no  imper- 
tinent curiosity ;  and  I  took  my  departure,  pro- 
mising to  return  on  the  morrow,  when  I  should 
expect  to  find  Beda  there. 

On  issuing  from  the  house,  I  resolved  to  repair 
straight  to  Mivart's  Hotel  and  inform  the  Marquis 
and  Marchioness  of  Campanella  of  all  that  I  had 
heard.  I  was  proceeding  along  the  street  in  search 
of  a  cab,  when  a  woman  passed  me ;  and  as  she 
looked  at  me  significantly,  I  thought  that  her 
coarse  bloated  features  were  not  altogether  un- 
familiar to  my  recollection.  I  turned  to  fling 
another  glance  at  her :  she  had  stopped  and  was 
gazing  after  me ;  and  suddenly  retracing  her  steps 
towards  me,  she  said,  "  Surely  you  must  be  the 
young    lady  who  called    once    or    twice    at    my 

house " 

"  Ah,  I  remember !"  was  the  ejaculation  which 
now  burst  from  my  lips  :  for  this  was  the  woman 
who  kept  the  small  chandler's  shop  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood of  Clare  Market,  where  the  unfortunate 
Beatrice  di  Carboni  had  occupied  a  mean  and 
humble  lodging. 

"Have  you  found  that  young  person  since?" 
inquired  the  woman. 

"No! — and  I  am  searching  for  her!"  was  my 
quick  response.     "  Have  you  seen  her — have  you 

found  any  trace " 

"  I  think  I  might  discover  where  she  is.  Miss," 
answered  the  woman. 

"  Oh !  if  you  could,"  I  exclaimed,  enthusiastic 
with  a  sudden  joy,  "  you  know  not  how  grateful  I 
should  be  !— and  most  liberally  should  you  be  re- 
warded !     Tell  me  what  clue  you  have " 

"  It  can't  be  all  done  in  a  moment,  Miss,"  in- 
terrupted the  woman.  "Just  tell  me  what  recom- 
pense I  may  expect  for  my  trouble ;  and  in  the 
course  of  a  few  hours  you  shall  perhaps  know 
something." 

Though  disgusted  with  the  woman's  mercenary 
character,  I  did  not  choose  to  betray  the  sentiment 
which  thus  inspired  me;  and  veiling  that  loathing, 
I  said,  "  Name  your  own  terms,  and  they  shall  be 
complied  with." 

"Well,  Miss,"  continued  the  woman,  in  whose 
eyes  the  greedy  love  of  gold  was  expressed,  "  if 
you  wouldn't  think  a  five-pcund  note  too  much,  I 

don't  mind  taking  the  trouble " 

"  Too  much  ?  —  no  !"  I  exclaimed,  wondering 
that  she  did  not  ask  ten  times  the  amount :  for  in 
the  excitement  of  my  feelings  I  forgot  that  she 
could  have  no  idea  of  the  importance  that  it  was 
to  find  Beatrice,  and  of  how  many  hearts  were  in- 
terested in  her.  "  You  shall  have  the  money  ; 
and  here  is  an  earnest  of  my  liberality,"  I  added, 
placing  a  couple  of  sovereigns  in  her  hands.  "  But 

tell  me  what  clue  you  possess " 

"  Don't  ask  me  any  more  questions  now,  Miss," 
interrupted  the  woman.     "Leave  mo  to  manage 


the  business  after  my  own  way.     Where  could  I 
see  you  again  in  a  couple  or  three  hours  ?" 

"  Wherever  you  may  choose  to  appoint,"  I  re- 
plied. "  Name  a  spot  in  the  neighbourhood  where 
you  think  that  you  will  be  enabled  to  conduct  me 
to  that  young  lady." 

The  woman  reflected  for  a  few  moments;  and 
then  she  said,  "  Would  you  mind.  Miss,  meeting 
me  in  front  of  Whitechapel  Church  in  about 
two  hours  from  this  time  ?" 

"  I  will  meet  you  there,"  I  answered :  but  as  a 
sudden  thought  flashed  to  my  brain,  bidding  me 
be  upon  ray  guard  against  even  the  remotest  pos- 
sible chance  of  treachery,  I  added,  "  You  have  no 
objection  that  I  should  be  accompanied  by  a  friend 
or  two — a  gentleman  and  a  lady  who  are  as  anx- 
ious as  myself  to  find  that  poor  fugitive  creature  ?" 
"You  may  come  with  a  dozen  friends  if  you 
like.  Miss,"  answered  the  woman:  "it  isn't  of 
the  slightest  matter  to  me :  there  is  a  bargain  be- 
tween us — and  I  dare  say  that  on  my  side  I  shall 
be  able  to  fulfil  it." 

"  Hasten  then  quick,"  I  cried,  "  and  execute 
whatever  plan  you  have  in  view !  Rely  upon  my 
punctuality  in  keeping  the  appointment  which  you 
have  given." 

We  now  separated ;  and  I  had  no  doubt  as  to 
the  sincerity  of  the  woman,  though  I  saw  that  in 
her  mercenary  avarice  she  had  resolved  to  derive 
a  good  pecuniary  advantage  from  the  information 
that  she  might  be  enabled  to  give.  I  speedily 
found  a  cab,  and  repaired  to  Mivart's  Hotel. 
There  I  found  the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  of 
Campanella  just  returning  from  paying  a  visit  to 
Lady  Cecilia  Urban ;  and  I  immediately  informed 
them  that  I  had  obtained  tidings  of  Beatrice. 
They  were  both  rejoiced,— the  Marchioness  espe- 
cially so ;  and  I  commenced  my  explanations.  I 
told  them  that  having  occasion  to  visit  a  young 
woman  residing  in  a  street  near  the  London  Fni- 
versity,  I  had  thereby  been  led  to  the  discovery  of 
the  abode  of  the  Count  of  Carboni.  I  narrated 
all  that  I  had  heard  in  respect  to  the  fearful  pic- 
ture ;  and  I  wound  up  with  a  description  of  my 
interview  with  the  landlady  of  the  house  in  the 
region  of  Clare  Market. 

"  And,  Oh  I"  I  exclaimed,  with  a  partial  renewal 
of  the  harrowed  feelings  I  had  experienced  at 
Zarah's  lodgings ;  "  is  there  not  a  terribly  signifi- 
cant connexion  between  the  subject  of  that  awful 
picture  and  the  horrible  mysterious  words  used  by 
Beatrice  the  last  time  I  ever  saw  her,  when  she 
spoke  of  the  living  and  the  dead  being  compelled 
to  hold  companionship  until  the  brain  of  the  former 
well  nigh  reeled  into  madness  P" 

"Yes— Oh,  yes  !  there  is  a  horrible  connexion  ?" 
said  the  Marchioness,  with  a  x'lsible  shudder. 

"The  Count  may  have  been  outraged  by  the 
conduct  of  his  wife,  as  no  doubt  he  was,"  said  the 
Marquis  of  Campanella  with  a  sombre  lock ,-  '*  but 
if  indeed  that  picture  has  the  significancy  which 
our  coDJectures  now  impart  to  it,  the  vengeance 
was  too  horrible — yes,  too  horrible  even  for  a  dis- 
honoured husbaad  to  wreak  !  Let  us  not  however 
give  way  entirely  to  surmises :  but  lot  us  await  the 
explanations  which  we  shall  doubtless  receive  it  we 
succeed  in  finding  Beatrice.  We  will  accompany 
you,  Miss  TrafFord :  —we  will  depart  to  the  place 
of  appointment  whenever  you  give  the  signal." 
Tbo  Marchioness  thanked  her  husbaud  with  a 


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fond  look  of  grateful  aflection  for  the  interest  bo 
was  now  expressing  in  behalf  of  her  unhappy 
sister ;  and  bis  lordship  said  with  emphasis,  "  There 
are  errors  and  sins  which  may  be  expiated  by  an 
intensity  of  suffering,  and  which  may  be  atoned 
for  by  a  due  amount  of  penitence.  That  Beatrice 
has  suffered  horribly  there  can  be  no  doubt !  As 
for  her  penitence " 

"  And  what,  my  lord,"  I  solemnly  interjected, — 
'•'  what  if  she  be  altogether  innocent  ?" 

"  Ah !  Miss  Trafford,"  he  exclaimed,  "  I  fear  that 
it  is  your  natural  goodness  of  heart  which  makes 
you  hope  for  that  which  is  barely  possible.  But 
again  I  say  let  us  not  abandon  ourselves  to  sur- 
mises and  speculations,  when  perhaps  the  hour  is 
approaching  in  which  we  shall  receive  the  fullest 
explanations." 

At  my  suggestion  a  hired  vehicle  was  engaged 
instead  of  the  Marquis's  private  carriage  ;  and  we 
proceeded  to  Whitechapel.  We  alighted  at  some 
little  distance  from  the  church ;  and  thitherward 
we  repaired  on  foot.  The  Marquis  and  Mar- 
chioness had  never  before  been  in  that  neighbour- 
hood, where  the  business  of  an  active  retail  com- 
merce presents  so  many  phases,  and  is  so  singularly 
associated  with  the  evidences  of  squalor,  poverty, 
dissipation,  and  vice.  A  glance  thrown  into  the  half- 
open  doors  of  the  numerous  public-houses,  shows  the 
beholder  that  nowhere  in  London  are  the  temples 
erected  to  the  Idol  of  Intemperance  more  fre- 
quented ;  while  the  same  may  be  said  of  the  pawn- 
brokers' shops  :  and  nowhere  perhaps  in  the  great 
metropolis  may  such  numbers  of  rough  ill-looking 
men  or  dirty  slatternly  females  be  seen ;  nowhere 
such  crowds  of  miserable  children  playing  in  the 
gutters  and  picking  remnants  of  food  from  amidst 
the  garbage  which  has  been  thrown  down  there. 

We  were  full  a  quarter  of  an  hour  too  soon ; 
and  not  choosing  to  remain  stationary  in  front  of 
the  church,  we  walked  about  in  its  immediate 
neighbourhood.  The  clock  struck  three, — which 
was  the  appointed  time :  but  the  woman  made  not 
her  appearance.  Half  an  hour  passed— and  she 
came  not.  The  Marquis  grew  impatient  —  the 
Marchioness  and  myself  more  and  more  uneasy ; 
we  all  three  began  to  apprehend  that  I  had  been 
made  the  dupe  of  a  cheat.  Four  o'clock  struck  : 
the  dusk  was  beginning  to  close  in, — for  the  month 
of  February  had  not  yet  quite  reached  its  termi- 
nation ;  and  there  had  been  a  partial  fog  all  the 
afternoon.  The  gas  was  already  lighted  in  several 
shops ;  and  its  broad  jets,  unprotected  by  lamps, 
were  flickering  and  flaming  in  front  of  the  array  of 
butchers'  stalls  along  the  eastern  side  of  White- 
chapel. We  were  beginninjj  to  think  that  it  was 
useless  to  remain  any  longer,  when  all  of  a  sudden 
I  beheld  the  woman  approaching. 

"  Sorry  to  have  kept  you  waiting,  Miss,"  she  at 
once  said,  as  she  accosted  me :  "  but  I  have  hid 
such  trouble  in  finding  out  what  I  wanted  to 
learn.  The  fact  is,  i  was  down  in  this  neighbour- 
hood last  evening,  to  pay  a  visit  to  a  friend, — when 
in  a  street  hard  by  I  saw  that  young  person— Miss 
Howard,  I  think  you  celled  her — gliding  rapidly 
along ;  and  she  was  out  of  sight  in  a  minute.  But 
I  felt  tolerably  sure  she  was  living  somewhere  in 
this  neighbourhood ;  and  I  was  determined  to  find 
out." 

"  Well,  well !"  I  ejaculated,  feverish  with  im- 
patience.    "  Have  you  succeeded  ?" 


"  Yes— at  last,"  replied  the  woman.  "  I  knowed 
it  was  of  no  use  inquiring  at  the  gin-shops — k>e- 
cause  she  was  too  steady  for  that :  but  I  thought 
that  may  be  she  might  be  heard  of  at  the  'tatur 
and  coal- sheds— or,  saving  your  presence,  at  the 
pawnbroker's        ■" 

"Enough!"  I  interrupted  the  garrulous  and 
unfeeling  woman,  "  If  you  have  found  her  abode, 
guide  us  to  it !" 

"Yes,  Miss — I  have  no  objection— I  can  take 
you  there  fast  enough But  there's  a  little  mat- 
ter, you  know " 

"  Ah,  true  !"  I  exclaimed,  now  no  longer  able  to 
conceal  my  loathing  for  the  wretch's  mercenary 
character;  and  I  put  five  sovereigns  into  her 
hand. 

"  Come  along !"  she  said,  clutching  the  gold 
with  avidity. 

We  followed  her  into  a  maze  of  streets — or 
rather  lanes,  alleys,  and  courts,  constituting  a  per- 
fect labyrinth  of  obscurity,  with  all  the  evidences 
of  squalor  and  poverty  nevertheless  only  too  plainly 
visible  :  while  the  atmosphere  was  offensive  and 
seemed  veritably  pestilential. 

"  Good  heavens  !"  murmured  the  Marchioness 
to  me,  "  that  my  poor  siater  should  have  been 
compelled  to  take  refuge " 

She  stopped  short  :  she  could  say  no  more :  her 
voice  was  lost  in  low  convulsive  sobbings. 

"  Sustain  and  console  yourself,  my  lady,"  I  said, 
"  with  the  thought  that  you  will  speedily  bear 
your  sister  to  a  better  and  more  suitable  home." 

The  woman,  who  was  guiding  us,  presently 
stopped  at  the  door  of  a  house  in  an  alley  so  nar- 
row that  persons  might  shake  hands  across  it 
from  the  opposite  windows.  Two  or  three  dirty, 
half-naked  children  were  playing  upon  the  door- 
step; and  an  ill-looking  man  was  leaning  against 
the  window-sill,  smoking  a  pipe,  and  not  offering 
to  make  way  for  us. 

"There!"  said  the  woman  who  had  been  our 
guide  into  the  midst  of  this  labyrinth  ;  "  you  will 
find  Miss  Howard  here — though  it's  of  no  use  ask- 
ing for  her  by  that  name,  for  the  people  of  the 
house  don't  know  her  by  any  at  all." 

Having  thus  spoken,  she  walked  away  ;  and  a 
young  sickly-looking  female,  with  a  squalid  child 
in  her  arms,  came  forth  from  a  room  on  the 
ground-floor  when  I  knocked  at  the  door,  which 
stood  open.  In  answer  to  the  queries  that  I  put 
the  woman  informed  us  that  she  had  a  lodger  cor- 
responding with  the  description  which  I  gave  ;  and 
thus  the  apprehensions  which  I  had  seriously  en- 
tertained in  respect  to  the  good  faith  of  the  burly 
dame  of  the  region  of  Clare  Market,  were  set  at 
rest.  Indeed,  there  could  be  no  doubt  that  poor 
Beatrice  was  found  at  last ! 

In  pursuance  of  the  directions  given  by  the 
sickly-looking  woman,  I  conducted  the  Marquis 
and  Marchioness  up  a  narrow,  dark,  broken  stair- 
case, to  the  very  highest  floor.  There  we  knocked 
at  a  door :  it  was  opened ;  and  by  the  sickly  light 
of  a  miserable  candle  the  countenance  of  Beatrice 
was  recognised.  But  good  heavens !  how  altered— 
oh,  how  altered  by  privation,  suffering,  and  dis- 
tress of  every  kind !  An  ejaculation  of  surprise 
more  than  of  joy  burst  from  her  lips  on  beholding 
me  :  for  she  did  not  immediately  perceive  her 
sister  and  the  Marquis,  who  remained  in  the  ob- 
i  scurity  of  the  landing.     But  hot  ensued  a  scene 


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for  the  description  of  which  I  can  Bcarcely  find 
words  at  all  competeQt.  I  had  strained  Beatrice 
in  my  arms— when  the  Marchioness  rushed  for- 
ward, crying,  "  Oh,  my  beloved  sister  !  do  we  meet 
ftt  lost  ?" 

Then,  with  a  wild  exclamation,  Beatrice  threw 
herself  upon  the  bosom  of  the  Marchioness,  and 
wept  passionately.  Some  minutes  elapsed  before 
she  understood  that  the  Marquis  himself  was  pre- 
sent :  and  then,  as  if  suddenly  recalled  to  a  full 
sense  of  the  position  in  whicli  she  stood  towards 
her  sister  and  her  brother-in-law,  she  exclaimed, 
"  I  ain  innocont — as  there  is  a  God  above  us,  I 
am  innocent !" 

"  Oh  !  heaven  be  thanked  for  that  assurance  !" 
cried  the  Marchioness  of  Campanelln,  in  accents  of 
thrilling  joy.  "Doubly  welcome  to  my  arms  art 
thou,  my  beloved  sister  Beatrice  !" 

"  My  lord,"  I  said,  turning  to  the  Marquis, 
while  the  tears  were  raining  down  my  cheeks — 
and  I  spoke  in  a  low,  tremulous  whisper, — "  "Was 
there  not  truth — truth  the  sincerest— in  that  ex. 
clamation  ?" 

"  Yes  ?"  responded  the  Marquis:  "  or  else  human 
nature  is  capable  of  a  falseness  to  an  extent  that  I 
will  not  believe. — Beatrice,"  he  added,  advancing 
towards  his  sister-in-law,  "  look  me  in  the  face — 
declare  again  that  you  are  innocent  towards  your 
husband — and  I  will  believe  you  !" 

"Husband  of  my  sister  — brother-in-law !"  an- 
swered  Beatrice,  her  eyes  lighting  up  with  a  sud- 
den lustre,  and  a  slight  glow  appearing  upon  the 
cheeks  that  an  instant  before  were  so  deathly  p  ile 
and  so  haggard,  "  I  swear  to  you  that  I  am  inno- 
cent !" 

"Then  can  I  embrace  you  as  a  sister  !"  ex- 
claimed the  Marquis :  and  he  folded  Beatrice  in 
his  arms;  while  the  -Marchioness,  seizing  my  hand 
and  pressing  it  with  fervour,  whispered  in  a  voice 
lull  of  emotion,  "  To  you,  my  dearest  friend,  am  I 
indebted  for  all  this  happiness !" 


CHAPTEE     XXXVII. 

BEATEICK    DI    CAEBONI. 

The  Marchioness  alluded,  as  the  reader  has  full 
well  comprehended,  to  the  discovery  of  Beatrice 
and  to  the  bearing  of  the  Marquis  towards  her  : 
for  in  every  other  sense  there  were  only  too  many 
causes  for  the  most  painful  feelings.  The  altered 
appearance  of  Beatrice— the  evidences  of  distress 
and  suffering  which  her  own  person  betrayed— the 
miserable  aspect  of  the  poverty-stricken  garret 
lyliore  the  unfortunate  creature  was  thus  found  — 
together  with  the  sense  of  all  the  unmerited  per- 
secutions, as  they  were  necessarily  looked  upon 
now  that  no  doubt  was  entertained  of  her  inno- 
cence,—all  these  were  painful  and  heartrending  to 
a  degree. 

But  not  long  was  Beatrice  now  suffered  to  re- 
main in  that  wretched  abode :  for  not  even  the 
Marquis  himself  intimated  the  necessity  of  receiv- 
ing the  fullest  explanations  from  her  lips  before 
she  was  removed  thence.  A  vehicle  was  sent  for  : 
we  all  took  our  seats  in  it,  and  were  speedily  on 
our  way  to  Mivart's  Hetel.  During  the  journey 
thither  I  gave  Beatrice  to  understand  that  I  had 


not  wilfully  nor  intentionally  abandoned  her  on 
the  memorable  day  when  I  left  her  at  the  hou33  in 
the  neighbourhood  of  Clare  Market ;  and  the 
Marchioness  of  Campanella  said,  "  No,  my  sweet 
sister  ! — you  have  no  reason  to  blame  Miss  Traf- 
ford  !  She  has  proved  herself  your  best  friend  ; 
and  to  her  we  are  indebted  for  the  happiness  which 
we  all  now  experience  !'" 

Beatrice  pressed  my  hand  to  her  lips:  but  she 
could  not  give  utterance  to  a  word :  her  heart  was 
too  full  for  speech  from  the  lips. 

We  reached  the  hotel.  Beatrice  retired  to  her 
sister's  own  chamber,  where  such  changes  of  ap- 
parel were  effected  as  her  garments  rendered 
necessary, — though  even  in  the  midst  of  her  dire 
poverty  she  had  retained  a  neatness  of  appearance 
which  prevented  her  from  becoming  the  object  of 
any  unpleasant  notice  when  entering  the  hotel 
along  with  the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  and 
myself.  Still  a  more  suitable  raiment  effected 
considerable  improvement  in  her  appearance  ;  and 
the  serene  happiness  which  was  now  shed  over 
her  countenance  veiled  as  it  were  much  of  its 
careworn  look. 

I  would  have  retired,  thinking  it  more  seemly 
to  leave  Beatrice  alone  with  the  relatives  to  whom 
she  was  thus  restored :  but  they  all  three  insisted 
that  I  should  remain  to  witness  and  share  that 
happiness  towards  which  I  had  been  so  instru- 
mental. I  was  enabled  to  pass  the  evening  there, 
as  I  had  no  duties  to  fulfil  on  the  occasion  at  the 
theatre.  Dinner  was  served  up  :  but,  as  the 
reader  may  suppose,  our  hearts  were  all  too  full  of 
varied  feelings  to  do  justice  to  it.  When  the  for- 
mality of  passing  through  the  ceremony  was  over, 
and  the  domestics  had  retired,  Beatrice  insisted 
upon  telling  her  tale,— though  wo  all  urged  her  to 
postpone  it  until  the  morrow,  when  her  mind 
should  be  more  composed  and  her  thoughts  more 
collected.  But  she  declared  it  would  do  her  good 
to  make  these  revelations  which  lay  like  a  weight 
upon  her  heart,  and  which  would  corroborate  her 
solemn  averment  of  innocence.  We  therefore 
prep'U'ed  to  listen ;  and  Beatrice  commenced  ia 
the  following  manner:  — 

"  I  need  not  say  that  I  loved  Angelo  Marano, 
the  humble  and  obscure  subaltern ;  and  that  I 
yielded  only  to  my  mother's  threats  and  entreaties 
in  accepting  the  hand  of  the  Count  of  Carboni. 
Oh  !  could  you  wonder  then  that  even  without  this 
love  of  mine  for  one  who  was  young  and  fasci- 
nating, of  frank  and  generous  disposition  —  I 
should  have  loathed  the  idea  of  being  sacrificed  to 
that  nobleman  who  was  so  much  older  than  my- 
self, and  whose  countenance  had  from  the  very 
first  impressed  me  with  sinister  misgivings  in  re- 
spect to  the  nature  of  the  individual  himself? 
Nevertheless,  when  my  mother  had  succeeded  in 
winning  my  assent,  I  resolved  to  accept  my  destiny 
with  a  becoming  resignation,  and  to  fulfil  with  pro- 
priety all  the  duties  of  the  Count  of  Carboni's 
wife.  You,  my  dear  sister,  can  testify  that  I  com- 
plained but  little — that  I  was  even  reserved  and 
distant,  when  on  your  arrival  at  Florence  to  be 
present  at  the  bridal,  you  questioned  me  on  all 
the  circumstances  in  which  I  was  placed.  In  the 
enthusiasm  of  my  youthful  love  for  Angelo  Ma- 
rano I  had  plighted  the  usuaL  vows  of  lovers: 
but  in  one  last  interview  I  recalled  them — I  be- 
sought him  to  release   me  from  them.     Oh,  the 


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aoguish  of  tliat  interview  !  — the  miugled  re- 
proaches and  entreaties,  the  upbraiding-s  and  the 
prayers,  the  impassioned  remonstrauces  and  pro- 
testations,  with  which  I  was  assailed  on  Angelo's 
part,  and  against  which  I  had  to  battle  !  But 
being  the  victim  of  what  I  conceived  to  be  my 
duty  towards  my  mother,  I  performed  that  duty 
resolutely  ;  and  Angelo,  giving  me  back  my  vows, 
left  me.  He  was  broken-hearted  :  I  was  fortified 
with  the  calmness— or  at  least  the  strength  which 
belongs  only  to  despair  itself.  The  marriage  took 
place:  I  accompanied  the  Count  of  Carboni  to 
the  altar;  and  as  I  had  sacrificed  all  my  tenderest 
and  best  feelings  at  the  bidding  of  a  mother,  I 
was  now  prepared  to  make  a  similar  sacrifice  in 
the  performance  of  my  duty  towards  a  husband. 
I  was  glad  therefore  when  he  bore  me  to  his 
chateau  in  the  southern  part  of  Tuscany,  at  a 
distance  from  those  scenes  where  I  had  first  met 
Angelo,  and  where  thcro  might  be  a  probability 
that  I  should  encounter  him  again." 

Here  Beatrice  paused;  and  we  all  three  con- 
templated her  with  an  illimitable  compassion  as 
we  thus  heard  from  her  own  lips  the  immense 
cruelty  of  that  sacrifice  which  she  had  been  com- 
pelled to  make  of  all  the  best  and  tenderest  feel- 
ings of  Ler  heart. 

"  If  I  had  subsequently  proved  really  guilty," 
continued  Beatrice,  "  rest  assured  that  I  should 
not  now  be  culpable  of  so  mean  and  base  an  act  as 
to  attempt  the  extenuation  of  my  own  crime  by 
depreciating  the  disposition  and  character  of  my 
husband.  But  as  I  am  innocent,  and  as  I  wish 
that  the  truth  only  should  be  told— yet,  at  the 
same  time,  told  in  its  fullest  details— I  need  not 
hesitate  to  speak  frankly  with  respect  to  him  to 
whom  my  fate  was  linked.  I  found  him  selfish  in 
his  disposition,  jealous  without  a  cause,  and  anxious 
to  keep  me  under  his  constant  supervision— almost 
a  close  prisoner  within  the  walls  of  his  chateau. 
That  he  loved  me  to  a  certain  extent,  I  do  not 
deny :  but  it  was  a  love  after  his  own  fashion — 
Belfish  and  egotistical.  It  was  a  mere  pride  and 
vanity  in  the  possession  of  a  young  wife  whose 
personal  appearance  and  whose  mental  accomplish- 
ments were  not  perhaps  of  a  very  inferior  order. 
Thus  he  lavished  upon  me  costly  gems  and  bade 
me  deck  myself  in  the  richest  raiment :  yet  if  any 
one  of  his  guests  accosted  me  with  a  smile  or  a 
compliment,  a  shade  would  lower  upon  Carboni's 
features.  When,  a  few  months  after  my  marriage, 
you  and  I  again  met,  dear  sister,  at  Plorence,  on 
the  occasion  of  our  mother's  death,  you  asked  me 
if  I  were  happy;  and  I  replied  in  the  affirmative. 
I  did  not  choose  to  givo  utterance  to  a  single  syl- 
lable of  complaint :  for  such  complaining  would 
have  implied  regret  for  the  step  that  I  had  taken 
—and  you  might  have  fancied,  my  dear  sister, 
that  I  still  longingly  cherished  the  image  of  An- 
gelo Marano.  And  besides,  apart  from  those 
considerations,  I  was  too  proud  to  confess  even  to 
a  sister  that  I  experienced  unhappincss  as  the  re- 
sult of  that  very  step  which  I  had  self-sufficiently 
proclaimed  to  be  the  resigned  acceptation  of  my 
destiny.  Thus,  though  I  spoke  falsely  to  you,  it 
was  a.  venial  offence  :  it  was  in  the  performance  of 
apajtof  the  duty  which  I  conceived  that  I  oncd 
to  my  husband.  Yes— I  placed  as  it  were  flowers 
upon  my  lips,  when  unseen  thorns  were  piercing 
my  heart.     But,  Oh  1  aa  the  sunny  waters  of  an 


Indian  river  conceal  the  hideous  monsters  and 
reptiles  which  lurk  in  its  dark  depths  —  so,  too 
often  in  tins  world,  does  the  sunshine  of  smiles 
upon  the  countenance  hiie  the  vulture-talons 
which  are  tearing  at  the  heart's  core." 

"  Poor  Beatrice !"  murmured  the  Marchioness, 
wiping  the  tears  from  her  eyes  :  while  I  also  was 
deeply  affected — and  the  Marquis  of  Campanella 
dashed  his  hand  athwart  his  brow. 

"I  now  come,"  resumed  Beatrice,  after  a  long 
pause,  during  which  she  had  some  difficulty  to 
conquer  her  emotions, — "  I  now  come  to  that 
memorable  date  in  the  month  of  September  of  last 
year,— a  date  which  is  impressed  upon  my  brain 
as  if  stamped  there  with  a  searing  iron,  and  writ, 
ten  upon  my  heart  as  if  traced  in  lines  of  inef- 
faceable blood  !  Oh  !  heaven  protect  all  ye  three 
who  now  listen  to  me,  from  the  experience  of 
even  one  tithe  of  the  horrors  which  I  have  gono 
through !  "We  have  heard  of  people's  hair  turn- 
ing  white  in  a  single  night — how  young  men  and 
women  have  in  the  course  of  a  few  hours  assumed 
all  the  hoariness  of  age,  when  the  feelings  have 
been  most  tensely  wrung  and  the  heart  has  known 
whole  centuries  of  agony  condensed  into  the  space 
of  as  many  minutes.  How  my  hair  should  have 
retained  its  youthful  hue  after  all  I  have  suffered 
— how  my  brain  should  have  kept  ils  reason  after 
the  frightful  shocks  it  has  sjstainad— indeed  how 
it  is  possible  that  I  should  be  here  alive  to  tell  this 
tale,  when  I  have  endured  the  tortures  of  cruci- 
fixion itself — that  crucifixion  of  the  soul  in  com« 
parison  with  which  all  physical  agonies  sink  into 
insignificance— how  all  this  has  happened,  I  say, 
heaven  itself  can  alone  tell !  Yet  it  is  so.  Oh ! 
pardon  this  horrible  preface.  I  see  that  I  am  har- 
rowing your  own  feelings  :  but  it  is  natural  that 
the  reminiscences  of  the  past  should  give  a  fright* 
ful  energy  to  my  words !" 

And  there  was  an  awful,  a  terrific,  a  galvanic 
power  in  the  language  which  Beatrice  was  using. 
It  seemed  to  strike  upon  the  ear  with  the  din  of  a 
thousand  storms,  and  to  sweep  through  the  brain 
with  the  violence  of  countless  hurricanes.  It 
came  pouring  over  the  very  heart  itself  as  if  with 
a  rushing  tide  of  burning  lava ;  and  I,  as  well  as 
the  other  two  listeners,  sat  gazing  appalled  and 
horror-stricken  at  everything  that  we  thus  heard. 

"It  was  in  the  month  of  September,  as  I  have 
said,"  continued  Beatrice,  now  sj^caking  in  a 
gentler  tone,  "  and  on  one  ot  those  delicious 
Italian  evenings  when  there  is  just  a  sufficiency 
of  the  freshening  breeze  to  subdue  the  sultriness 
which  a  glorious  day  has  left  bahind  —  I  was 
walking  with  the  Count  of  Cavboni  through  a 
grove  in  the  vicinage  of  the  chateau.  He  was 
conversing  in  his  wonted  egotistical  style— of  his 
adventures  in  foreign  lauds— of  the  prowess  with 
which  he,  single-handed,  had  oft  defended  himself 
against  banditti;  and  as  usual  likewise  he  was  ad- 
dressing me  in  my  own  English  tongue— thougli, 
as  you  are  aware,  my  dear  sister,  I  can  speak  the 
Italian  language  with  as  much  facility  as  the 
other.  Presently  we  beheld  a  domestic  approach- 
ing ;  and  he  bore  a  letter  which  he  said  had  just 
been  delivered  by  a  courier,  aud  which  he  was  de- 
sired to  place  without  delay  in  his  lord's  hand. 
Tne  Count  read  it,  and  iniorraed  me  that  its  con- 
tents reported  the  favourable  issue  of  a  lawsuit,  in 
which,  as  you  may  recollect,  he  was  engaged  at 


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the  time  of  our  murriage  with  a  neighbouring 
noblemun  in  respect  to  a  disputed  piece  of  land. 
It  appeared  that  the  Count  was  anxious  to  send 
back  some  reply  by  the  courier  to  his  lawyer ;  and 
bidding  me  await  his  return  in  the  grove,  he 
hastened  into  the  chateau.  I  had  not  been  many 
minutes  alone,  when  there  was  a  rustling  amongst 
the  trees — and  Angelo  Marano  stood  before  me." 

Again  Beatrice  paused  for  a  brief  space ;  and 
then  she  continued  in  the  following  manner :  — 

"  From  the  period  when  we  had  met  in  that  last 
agonising  interview  before  my  marriage,  until  the 
instant  when  he  thus  stood  before  me  in  the  grove, 
I  had  never  once  seen  him — had  never  even  heard 
of  him.  I  was  startled  with  amazement :  but 
quickly  recovering  my  self-possession,  I  assumed 
all  the  dignity  of  a  wife  who  was  performing  her 
duty  towards  her  husband,  and  who  would  sooner 
perish  than  be  beguiled  by  any  revival  of  her 
former  love  for  another.  Angelo  fell  at  my  feet, 
and  implored  me  to  listen  to  him,  I  answered 
that  he  could  have  nothing  to  say  to  me  unto 
which  I  could  with  propriety  lend  an  ear ;  and  I 
commanded  him  to  begone.  He  was  about  to  re- 
new his  entreaties  that  I  would  hear  him,  when  I 
suddenly  caught  the  sound  of  the  opening  and 
shutting  of  the  door  in  the  garden-wall  which  se- 
parated the  plantation  from  the  grounds  in  the 
midst  of  which  the  chateau  stood.  Seized  with  a 
mortal  terror,  I  ejaculated  'My  husband!' — and 
the  nest  instant  Angelo  Marano  rushed  amidst  the 
trees.  Though  his  disappearance  was  accomplished 
in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye,  yet  I  knew  full  well 
that  if  my  husband  had  come  hurriedly  away  from 
that  door  of  communication,  he  must  have  inevita- 
bly caught  a  glimpse  of  Angelo  at  my  feet.  I 
therefore  felt  full  of  a  suspense  which  had  in  it  all 
the  excruciations  of  a  real  guilt :  for  I  knew  that  the 
Count's  jealous  disposition  would  lead  him  to  put 
the  very  worst  construction  upon  the  incident  de- 
spite all  I  might  urge  to  the  contrary.  Infinite 
therefore  was  my  relief  when  he  accosted  me  with- 
out any  change  of  mood — at  least  so  far  as  I  could 
actually  discern:  on  the  contrary,  it  even  appeared 
as  if  it  were  with  a  species  of  tenderness  that  he 
gave  me  to  understand  there  was  a  necessity  for  his 
undertaking  an  immediate  journey  in  consequence 
of  that  lawsuit  which  he  had  gained.  He  informed 
me  that  there  was  a  postscript  to  the  letter  from 
his  man-of-business,  which  he  had  not  at  first  read,- 
and  that  it  was  on  account  thereof  he  must  thus 
absent  himself  for  a  day  or  two.  I  was  in  an  in- 
stant struck  with  all  the  inconvenience  of  this  oc- 
currence happening  at  the  very  moment  when  An- 
gelo Marano  had  so  imprudently  appeared  in  the 
neighbourhood ;  and  it  was  natural  that  my  coun- 
tenance  should  to  a  certain  degree  reflect  the  un- 
easy thoughts  that  had  arisen  within  me.  But  I 
flattered  myself  that  the  Count  had  failed  to  ob- 
serve any  peculiarity  in  my  looks :  he  seemed  in  a 
hurry  to  depart :  his  carriage  was  soon  in  readi- 
ness; and  he  set  off.  I  remained  in  the  chateau 
after  I  had  seen  him  depart :  for  though  the  dark 
had  not  yet  closed  in,  yet  I  would  not  so  much  as 
venture  into  the  garden,  much  less  return  to  the 
grove,  with  the  knowledge  that  Angelo  Marano 
was  in  the  neighbourhood,  and  with  the  chance  of 
agfiin  encountering  him." 

iieatriee  spoke  with  an  irresistible  sincerity  of 
tone    and  manner ;  and  it  was   easy  to   perceive 


that  the  Marquis  of  Campanella  put  the  most  im- 
plicit faith  in  all  she  was  saying.  I  need  scarcely 
add  that  the  Marchioness  and  I  had  believed  in 
her  innocence  even  before  the  nobleman  himself 
was  convinced  when  he  had  so  solemnly  adjured 
her  at  her  miserable  lodging. 

"  I  was  seated  alone  in  the  drawing-room  at  the 
chateau,"  continued  Beatrice,  "  about  a  couple  of 
hours  after  my  husband  had  taken  his  departure, 
when  one  of  the  male  domestics — Luigi  by  name — 
brought  me  in  a  note.  The  address  did  not  strike 
me  as  being  in  a  feigned  hand  :  nor  had  I  at  the 
instant  a  suspicion  of  whose  writing  it  was.  It  did 
however  prove  to  be  disguised :  for  when  I  opened 
the  billet  the  writing  inside  was  different  from  that 
of  the  address:— it  was  the  natural  fluent  penman- 
ship of  its  author  :  for  the  note  came  from  Angelo 
Marano !  I  read  but  the  first  half-dozen  words : 
I  then  indignantly  tore  it  up;  and  applying  a 
fragment  to  the  flame  of  the  lamp,  burnt  all  the 
pieces  in  the  grate.  I  then  perceived  that  Luigi 
had  remained  standing  near  the  door ;  and  I  de- 
manded of  him  why  he  lingered  ?  He  stammered, 
and  at  length  intimated  his  expectation  that  there 
might  have  been  some  response  which  I  would 
have  wished  him  to  convey.  It  instantaneously 
struck  me  that  Angelo  had  bribed  the  man  to  play 
the  part  of  a  go-between  ;  and  boiling  with  indig- 
nation, I  asked  from  whom  he  had  received  the 
note?  He  replied  from  Signer  Marano— adding 
that  if  I  chose  to  trust  him,  he  should  not  be  found 
faithless  in  respect  to  any  mission  confided  to  him. 
Enraged  at  the  man's  impertinence,  I  ordered  him 
from  my  presence, — vowing  that  I  would  report 
his  conduct  to  the  Count  the  instant  his  lordship 
should  return  ;  and  indeed  this  I  intended  to  do — 
for  I  saw  that  if  I  were  to  keep  it  secret  I  should 
be  tacitly  admitting  that  I  dared  not  reveal  the 
incident,  and  should  thus  be  placing  myself  more 
or  less  in  Luigi's  power.  He  left  the  room,  evi- 
dently as  much  affrighted  at  my  menace  as  he  had 
been  astonished  at  the  treatment  which  the  letter 
received  at  my  hands.  As  for  myself,  I  was  not 
only  indignant  against  Luigi— but  I  was  painfully 
hurt  by  Angelo's  conduct.  Indeed  I  was  shocked 
at  its  grossness  and  indelicacy  ;  and  I  even  reflected 
that  he  never  could  have  entertained  for  me  any 
genuine  unselfish  love — or  else  he  would  not  now 
have  sought  so  seriously  to  compromise  me.  I  re- 
tired to  my  own  chamber ;  and  being  full  of  pain- 
ful thoughts,  I  dismissed  my  maids  more  speedily 
than  was  my  wont — indeed,  before  I  had  com- 
menced disapparelling  myself.  T  ;  will  presently 
perceive  that  every  little  circuu.:.- .-ae  told  most 
fatally  against  me  on  the  occasion  <  3  which  I  am 
referring." 

There  was  another  brief  pause;  and  then 
Beatrice  continued  as  follows  : — 

"  I  sat  for  some  time  musing  upon  everything 
which  had  occurred — musing  most  painfully  too — 
but  with  a  full  determination  of  telling  the  Count  all 
on  his  return,  and  thus  by  my  frankness  disarming 
his  jealousy.  My  chamber,  I  should  observe,  was 
on  the  ground  floor— which,  I  may  add  for  your 
information.  Miss  Trafford,  is  frequently  the  case 
in  Continental  houses,  especially  country-seats.  I 
was  aroused  from  my  reverie  by  hearing  a  slight 
noise  at  the  casement.  I  started  up,  and  looked. 
The  draperies  parted— and  Angelo  Marano  made 
his  appearance.  Nothing  could  exceed  the  mingled 


terror  and  indignation  which  at  once  seized  upon 
me, — the  former  however  paralysing  my  tongue, 
which  under  the  latter  influence  would  have  over- 
whelued  him  with  reproaches.  He  caught  me  in 
his  arms,  expressing  his  fervid  gratitude  for  the 
interview  which  I  had  thus  accorded  him;  so  that 
I  gathered  from  the  few  hasty  words  he  thus 
uttered  how  fearful  a  mistake  had  arisen.  In 
short,  his  note  had  implored  this  interview ;  for 
concealed  in  the  grove,  he  had  beheld  the  Count's 
departure  in  the  travelling-carriage: — and  if  I 
sent  no  reply  by  Luigi  to  Angelo's  billet,  it  was  to 
be  a  sign  that  I  would  grant  the  request  contained 
in  it.  Tearing  myself  indignantly  from  his  arms, 
I  at  once  gave  him  to  understand  that  the  reason 
he  had  received  no  answer  to  his  billet  was  because 
I  had  not  condescended  to  read  it.  He  was  con- 
founded— and  for  an  instant  he  evidently  knew 
not  how  to  act.  Again  I  bade  him  begone,  or  I 
must  summon  the  domestics — an  alternative  how- 
ever, which,  as  you  may  easily  suppose,  I  was 
anxious  enough  to  avoid.  All  of  a  sudden  the 
casement  crashed  in — a  scream  burst  from  my 
lips— the  Count,  with  features  expressing  the  rage 
of  a  demon,  sprang  into  the  room — and  not  more 
quickly  does  the  eye  wink  than  was  his  sharp 
atiletto  plunged  deep  down  into  the  heart  of 
Angelo." 

"O  Beatrice!"  exclaimed  the  Marquis  of  Cam- 
panel  la,  "  I  do  now  indeed  comprehend  how  fear- 
fully all  circumstances  combined  in  damning  evi- 
dence  against  you !" 

"  I  fell  senseless  upon  the  floor,"  continued  the 
unfortunate  Countess  of  Carboni ;  "  and  when  I 
returned  to  consciousness,  I  was  undressed— lying 
in  a  bed  in  another  chamber — with  my  two  maids 
in  attendance.  Their  looks  expressed  not  only 
mournfulness,  but  likewise  that  unmistakable  air 
vhich  denotes  a  belief  in  one's  guilt,  and  which  is 
only  subdued  by  the  habit  of  respect  which  maids 
display  towards  a  superior.  Conceive  the  anguish 
of  my  thoughts  when  thus  awakening  from  luicou- 
Bciousness— an  unconsciousness  in  which,  as  it  ap- 
peared, I  had  for  hours  been  plunged  !  I  proclaimed 
my  innocence,  and  asked  the  girls  if  they  believed 
me  guilty  ?  They  remained  silent;  and  one  of  them 
wept.  I  sent  this  one,  who  seemed  to  show  more 
sympathy  than  the  other,  to  entreat  the  Count  to 
grant  me  an  immediate  interview.  His  answer 
was  a  stern  refusal.  I  demanded  writing-materials, 
and  penned  a  letter,  containing  the  fullest  details, 
as  well  as  referring  his  lordship  to  Luigi  himself 
for  corroboration  of  the  statement  that  I  burnt 
without  reading  Angelo  Marano's  billet.  The 
Count  sent  me  back  a  verbal  message,  to  the  effect 
that  my  tale  was  admirably  devised,  but  that  he 
was  not  to  become  my  dupe.  AVhat  was  I  then  to 
do  ?  For  hours  I  remained  in  a  state  bordering 
upon  distraction.  I  perceived  how  fearfully  all 
circumstances  had  combined  against  me;  and  I 
could  not  doubt  that  Luigi  would  either  deny 
having  brought  me  a  billet  at  all — or  else  would 
boldly  proclaim  that  I  had  read  it,  in  order  to  re- 
venge himself  upon  me  for  the  menaces  which  I 
bad  uttered  against  him.  In  the  meanwhile  the 
local  magistrate  had  visited  the  chateau:  the 
Count  had  told  his  tale  of  how  he  had  in  a  mo- 
mentary transport  of  rage  avenged  his  outraged 
Louour :  and  the  officer  of  the  law  was  satisfied. 
Bu»-  tken  came  the  fearful — the  hideous — the  hor- 


rible proceedings  which  constituted  the  appalling 
climax  of  all  that  I  was  destined  to  endure!" 

Here  again  Beatrice  stoppad ;  and  a  strong  con- 
vulsing shudder  passed  through  her  entire  frame. 
She  slowly  raised  her  hand  to  her  eyes,  as  if  to 
shut  out  some  phantoms  that  appalled  her  view ; 
and  I  had  little  difficulty  in  conjecturing  what  it 
was  that  thus  harrowed  her  feelings  so  painfully, 
so  terribly. 

"It  was  late,"  she  continued,  "in  the  afternoon 
of  the  day  succeeding  the  tragedy  of  that  dreadful 
night,  that  the  Count  of  Carboni  made  his  appear- 
ance in  the  room  where  I  was  detained  in  a  species 
of   captivity  under    the   eyes  of  my   two    maida. 
There  was  a  stern  implacability— a  settled  fierce- 
ness— a  sinister  savageness  upon   the  features  of 
the  Count ;  and  he  ordered  the  two  girls  to  retire. 
The   frank   explanations   contained  in   my  letter 
having  been  rejected,  and   my  treatment  having 
been  that  of  a  guilty  person,  I  did  not  condescend 
to  prayers,  intercessions,  or  entreaties:  but  sud» 
denly  inspired  with   all  the  fortitude  and  the  dig- 
nity of  conscious  innocence,  I  took  my  stand  upon 
that  pedestal.     Never  can  I  forget   the   look  of 
fierce  sardonism  which  the  Count  bent  upon  me — 
a  look  in  which  implacable  hatred  was  blended 
with  a  ferocious  longing  for  revenge.     I  did  not 
choose  to  be  the  first  to  speak :  I  deemed  it  better- 
to  wait  for  whatsoever  words  he  was  about  to  ad- 
dress unto  me.     He  began  by  repeating  the  mes- 
sage  which  he  had  sent  me  back  by  one  of  my 
maids,  to  the  effect  that  my  tale  was  admirably 
devised,  but  that  unfortunately  for  me  there  were 
evidences  which  gave  it  the  lie.     Then,  as  nearly 
as  I  can  recollect,  he  went  on  to  address  me  in  the 
following  strain: — 'When  I  left  you  in  the  grove 
last  evening,  it  was  indeed  only  for  the  purpose  of 
penning  the  hasty  note  to  be  borne  by  the  courier 
to  my  lawyer :  but  on  my  return,  at  the  very  in- 
stant  I   issued   from   the    garden-door,  I  behel* 
Angelo  Marano  at  your  feet.     You  gave  an  im- 
patient  gesture;    and    he    at    once    disappeared 
amongst  the  trees.     I  composed  my  countenance, 
so  that  I  might  not  betray  my  knowledge  of  that 
incident  which  had  just  occurred ;  for  I  thought 
to  myself,  '  If  Beatrice  be  innocent  she  will  deal 
candidly  with  me ;  if  she  be  guilty  she  will  endea- 
vour to  deceive  me  !'     And  when  I  rejoined  you, 
you  spoke  not  a  syllable  relative  to  that  occurrence : 
but  your  looks  betrayed   confusion  and    trouble. 
Then  all  in  an  instant  my  mind  was  made  up  how 
to  act ;  and  I  pretexted  the  necessity  of  a  sudden 
journey.    But  when  at  a  little  distance,  I  returned 
aloue  —  I  concealed  myself  amongst  the  trees  of 
the  garden — I  kept  watch.     I  beheld  your  para- 
mour  steal   in   at   the   casement.     Just  heaven! 
what  feelings  took  possession  of  me  when  all  the 
worst   was    thus  suddenly  confirmed  !      Ah— and 
when  I  in  a  few  moments  burst  into  your  cham- 
ber,  through  that  same  casement  —  resolved   to 
avenge  my  outraged  honour— did  not  a  scream  of 
guilty  terror  thrill  from  your  lips  ?  and  did  you 
not  fall  fainting  upon  the  floor  ?     Yes :  your  con- 
duct was  altogether  that  of  a  guilty  woman  !     But 
there  are  even  other  evidences  against  you.     Did 
you    not,  immediately  on  retiring    to  your    own 
chamber,  dismiss  your  handmaids  for  the  night, 
without  receiving  their  wonted  ministrations  ? — 
and  was  not  this  step  taken  that  you  might  all  the 
more  speedily  receive   your   paramour   to  your 


arms?  And  then,  too,  in  respect  to  Luigi — how 
transparent,  how  poor,  how  wretched  is  the  expla- 
nation which  your  letter  conveyed  to  me  upon  that 
point!  I  have  questioned  Luigi;  and  with  an 
unmistakable  frankness  he  at  once  informed  me 
what  had  happened,  A  note  was  handed  to  him 
by  a  stranger,  to  be  delivered  to  you.  Without 
suspecting  aught  wrong — and  ia  the  proper  dis- 
charge of  his  menial  duty — he  handed  you  that 
note.  You  perused  it ;  and  he,  waiting  for  any 
commands  that  you  might  have  to  give,  was  asto- 
nished to  behold  how  the  flush  of  a  wild  joy 
overspread  your  countenance.  You  said  that  there 
was  no  reply  ;  and  Luigi  retired  accordingly.  It 
is  in  vain,  vile  woman,  that  you  have  sought  to 
throw  discredit  upon  a  tried  and  faithful  servant! 
You  are  guilty ;  and  immense  as  your  crime  has 
been,  so  shall  my  vengeance  now  prove  propor- 
tionately terrible  !' — It  was  thus  that  the  Count  of 
Carboni  spoke." 

"Ob,  what  a  fearful  combination  of  circumstan- 
tial evidences!"  murmured  the  Marchioness  of 
Campanella,  as  she  lavished  consolatory  caresses 
upon  her  sister. 

"Suffer  me  to  bring  this  hideous  narrative  to  a 
conclusion,"  resumed  Beatrice :  "  it  will  not  last 
much  longer.  I  have  just  given  you  the  details 
of  that  speech  which  the  Count  of  Carboni  ad- 
dressed to  me :  but,  as  you  may  readily  suppose,  I 
frequently  interrupted  it  with  ejaculations  indig- 
nantly repelling  the  various  constructions  he  put 
upon  my  conduct  in  every  progressive  step  of  that 
fatal  drama.  Vain  were  my  representations:  I 
might  as  well  have  endeavoured  to  bid  the  storm 
of  heaven  itself  be  still,  or  with  my  breath  to  lull 
the  fury  of  the  waves  of  a  turbulent  ocean,  as  to 
seek  to  justify  myself  and  assuage  the  feelings  of 
the  Count.  He  believed  me  guilty ;  and  he  pro- 
ceeded to  execute  his  terrible  threat  of  vengeance. 
JSe  bade  me  follow  him  j  and  I  obeyed  mechani- 
cally. He  led  me  to  an  apartment  on  a  higher 
storey ;  and  as  we  entered,  I  observed  a  large 
screen  spread  open  before  the  door.  That  door 
the  Count  locked,  placing  the  key  in  his  pocket. 
He  then  drew  back  the  screen;  and, O  God  !  what 
a  spectacle  burst  upon  my  view  !  For  there — 
suspended  to  the  ceiling,  in  the  place  where  an 
enormous  chandelier  was  wont  to  hang — appeared 
the  body  of  the  unfortunate  Angelo  Marano !" 

"  By  heaven !"  exclaimed  the  Marquis  of  Cam- 
panella, "  it  was  atrocious— it  was  abominable  ! 
Even  though  the  Count  believed  you  guilty, 
Beatrice,  his  conduct  was  infamous  and  diaboli- 
cal !" 

The  Marchioness  of  Campanella  was  so  much 
affected  for  some  minutes  that  Beatrice  was  to  this 
extent  delayed  in  the  recital  of  her  awful  narra- 
tive. At  length  however  she  proceeded  in  the 
following  strain  :  — 

"  I  threw  myself  frantically  on  my  knees  at  the 
feet  of  the  Count,  beseeching  him  to  release  me 
from  the  contemplation  of  that  appalling  spec- 
tacle :  but  Oh !  the  implacable  words  which  he 
addressed  to  me! — '  You  shall  remain  here!  you, 
the  living  woman,  with  your  dead  paramour — 
until  all  that  beauty  which  on  his  part  led  you 
astray,  shall  have  turned  into  the  loathsomeness 
of  corruption,  and  likewise  until  your  own  brain 
shall  have  become  maddened  by  the  fearful  spec- 
tacle!     Ab,   you   espoused  an   Italian;  and  you 


shall  now  learn  vhat  an  Italian  vengeance  is  !'— 
These  were  the  words  that  he  addressed  to  me; 
and  already  half-maddened  by  the  fearful  ordeal 
upon  which  I  had  entered,  I  threw  myself  upoa 
my  knees  near  the  suspended  corpse  itself,  dis* 
tractedly  proclaiming  mine  innocence,  and  im« 
ploring  God  to  work  a  miracle  to  prove  it.  In  the 
wildness  and  the  frenzy  of  my  mental  anguish  I 
adjured  the  dead  himself  to  speak  and  proclaim 
me  guiltless !  But  heaven  itself  had  abandoned 
me :  and  no  miracle  was  wrought  for  me.  Oh ! 
conceive  the  horror  of  my  position, — I,  the  living, 
doomed  to  hold  that  awful  companionship  with  tha 
dead  !  Was  ever  vengeance  more  fearful  ?  I  flew 
to  the  windows  to  dash  them  open — to  shriek  for 
help,  or  to  precipitate  myself  thence  and  end  my 
miseries  in  the  blood  of  a  distracted  suicide.  But 
my  tormentor  was  ever  near  me :  his  strong  grasp 
fixed  itself  upon  me — I  was  dragged  back  from 
the  casements — he  would  not  suffer  me  to  find  re- 
lief in  death.  Ah  !  if  I  were  to  particularize 
every  varied  phaso  of  horror  through  which  my 
mind  passed,  my  narrative  would  be  extended  to 
hours  ;  and  Oh  !  I  could  not  perform  such  a 
task.  Let  me  therefore  hurry  over  these  details 
as  speedily  as  possible.  For  four  days  and  nights 
was  I  kept  a  prisoner  in  that  apartment, — the 
Count  never  once  leaving  me.  He,  the  living  per- 
secutor—and the  dead  cause  of  all  my  fearful 
wrongs  and  hideous  sufferings, — those  two  wero 
my  companions  !  Twice  every  day  a  domestic— I 
know  not  which  of  them  all  it  was,  for  I  never 
once  caught  a  glimpse  of  his  countenance— placed 
a  tray  of  provisions  just  within  the  door,  in  front 
of  which  the  screen  was  again  drawn.  The  Count 
however  ate  but  little  ;  and  as  for  myself — during 
those  four  mortal  days  and  nights  not  a  single 
morsel  of  food  passed  my  lips.  Sometimes,  for 
hours  together,  I  remained  plunged  into  a  stupor 
wherein  the  sense  of  life  itself  seemed  lost ;  and 
then  for  intervals  I  raved  in  wildest  frenzy.  For 
there  ever  hung  the  corpse  of  Angelo  Marano ;  and 
there  ever  stood  the  Count  with  folded  arms,  his 
eyes  incessantly  riveted  upon  me,  as  if  not  a  single 
feeling  I  experienced  should  escape  his  notice.  But 
I  will  hurry  over  that  terrifying  ordeal  to  which  I 
was  subjected  ;  and  I  will  explain  how  I-  escaped 
therefrom.  The  dawn  was  glimmering  in  at  the  win^ 
dows,  as  the  fourth  night  of  my  horrible  captivity 
there  was  drawing  to  a  close, — when  I  observed 
that  the  Count  of  Carboni  was  seated  upon  a  sofa  ia 
a  position  that  made  me  regard  him  more  atten- 
tively. Methought  that  he  either  slept  profoundly, 
or  that  he  was  dead.  Trembling  with  suspense— 
scarcely  however  venturing  to  indulge  in  the  fever- 
ish hope  that  the  moment  of  escape  was  near  at 
hand— I  crept  towards  him.  His  closed  eyes  and 
his  measured  breathing  appeared  to  indicate  that 
he  indeed  slept.  Still  I  trembled  lest  it  should 
prove  only  a  diabolic  stratagem  on  his  part — aa 
artifice  to  cheat  me  into  the  belief  that  my  eman- 
cipation was  come,  so  that  at  the  instant  when  I 
fancied  that  I  stood  upon  the  threshold  of  freedom, 
his  hand  might  be  stretched  forth  to  drag  ma 
back.  Oh,  with  what  fearful  suspense  did  I  con- 
template the  Count's  features,  as  the  beams  of 
morning  played  with  increasing  power  upon  theml 
Was  it  possible  that  his  iron  nature  had  succumbed 
to  the  sense  of  utter  fatigue— while  my  constitu- 
tion, though  far  more  delicate,  sustained  mo  yet  ? 


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For  four  days  and  for  four  nights  neither  of  us 
had  closed  an  eye  in  slumber,  until  now  at  length 
my  relentless  persecutor  —  my  implacable  tor- 
mentor, was  exhausted  first  !  Yes— it  was  indeed 
no  artifice  on  his  part — no  delusion  on  mine  :  that 
man  slept !  Mv  trembling  fingers  sought  about 
his  person  for  the  key  of  the  door ;  and  I  soon 
clutched  it.  In  a  few  moments  that  door  opened 
—I  crossed  the  threshold — I  closed  and  locked  it 
again.  So  great  was  the  relief  I  experienced  in 
escaping  from  that  appalling  spectacle,  and  from 
that  atmosphere  sickly  and  fetid  with  the  presence 
of  the  dead,  that  I  almost  fainted  as  I  entered 
upon  the  landing.  But  I  was  sustained  by  a  pre- 
ternatural fortitude.  The  hour  was  yet  too  early 
for  the  domestics  to  be  about ;  and,  unobserved,  I 
reached  my  own  chamber.  There  I  hastily  put  on 
a  bonnet  and  scarf ;  and  I  took  with  me  whatso- 
ever ready  money  I  possessed  :  but  not  a  single 
trticle  of  all  the  jewellery  which  my  husband  had 
No.  27.— Elles  Peect. 


lavished  upon  me— no,  not  even  so  much  as  th« 
wedding  ring — that  emblem  of  a  detested  alliance- 
would  I  take  !  I  succeeded  in  issuing  unperceived 
from  the  chateau  ;  and  when  I  breathed  the  fresh 
air  of  freedom,  it  was  only  to  find  myself  an  out- 
cast wanderer  upon  the  face  of  the  earth." 

"  Ob,  my  beloved  sister  !"  exclaimed  the  Mar- 
chioness of  Campanella,  "  why  came  you  not  to 
me  ? — for  if  your  tale  had  been  told  us,  we  should 
have  believed  it — yes,  my  husband  and  myself 
would  have  put  faith  in  your  words!" 

"No,  no  !  you  would  not!"  responded  Beatrice  : 
"  for  was  not  the  horrible  conviction  strong  in  my 
mind  that  circumstantial  evidences  had  fearfully 
combined  against  me  ?  Did  I  not  know  that  the 
Count  would  tell  his  tal?,  not  merely  as  he  himself 
actually  believed  it  in  all  its  details,  but  in  the 
spirit  of  a  vindictive  exaggeration  ?  And  then 
too,  I  reflected  that  branded  as  I  was,  if  I  sought 
your  abode  I  should  only  be  bringing  disgrace  and 


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ELLEN   PERCY  :    OE,    THE   MKMOIES   OF   AN   ACTEESS. 


dishonour  tbither; — and  it  was  enough  for  me  to 
suffer  without  carrying  distress  and  affliction, 
shame  and  scandal,  into  the  home  of  a  sister  whom 
I  so  dearly  loved  !  I  came  to  England :  I  buried 
myself  in  a  seclusion  which  best  suited  my  meagre 
finances  and  my  desolate  spirit.  Weeks  and 
months  passed— penury  stared  me  in  the  face — I 
awoke  to  the  necessity  of  doing  something  to  earn 
my  bread.  I  thought  of  the  stage  ;  for  at  the 
Count's  chateau  we  often  had  private  theatricals — 
the  only  recreation  to  which  he  had  been  at  all 
attached  ;  and  I  had  received  many  flattering  com- 
pliments upon  the  manner  in  which  I  had  ac- 
quitted myself  of  the  parts  undertaken  by  me 
Then  it  was  that  I  applied  to  Miss  Trafford,  Oh ! 
from  your  lips,  my  dear  friend,  did  I  receive  the 
first  syllables  of  sympathy  which  for  a  long,  long 
period  had  greeted  my  ears.  You  exerted  your- 
self on  my  bebalf ;  and  I  received  the  promise  of 
an  engagement.  One  night — it  was  after  I  had 
parted  from  you  at  the  private  entrance  of  the 
theatre — I  suddenly  encountered  my  husband. 
Ejaculations  burst  from  our  lips  ;  and  it  instan- 
taneously struck  me  that  the  measure  of  his  vin- 
dictiveness  was  not  yet  filled,  and  that  his  ran- 
corous persecutions  of  his  unhappy  wife  were  now 
to  be  renewed.  I  even  trembled  test  he  should  by 
some  means  have  learnt  my  intention  to  appear 
upon  the  stage,  and  that  be  meant  to  thwart  and 
to  expose  me  in  order  that  he  might  plunge  me 
still  more  deeply  down  into  the  vortex  of  hopeless 
misery.  He  bade  me  follow  hin) ;  and  I  obeyed. 
He  led  me  into  some  secluded  street— where  he 
suddenly  stopped,  and  sternly  demanded  what  I 
wanted  of  him  ?  I  could  only  reply  by  putting  a 
similar  question,  and  asking  what  he  wanted  of 
me  ?  He  said  that  he  bad  renounced  me  for  ever 
— that  I  was  no  longer  his  wife — that  he  loathed, 
detested,  and  abhorred  me — and  tnat  if  he  had 
expected  to  meet  me  i^  England,  he  should  not 
have  come  hither.  I  told  him  that  I  had  no  more 
anxiety  to  claim  him  as  a  husband  than  he  had  to 
acknowledge  me  as  a  wife — that  I  was  passing 
under  a  feigned  name — that  I  was  necessitated  to 
earn  my  bread  by  appearing  upon  the  stage — and 
that  if  he  would  consent  to  keep  the  seal  of  silence 
upon  his  lips  in  reference  to  myself,  I  would  ob- 
serve a  corresponding  forbearance  with  regard  to 
him.  He  agreed ;  and  we  separated.  The  re- 
mainder of  my  narrative  may  be  summed  up  in  a 
few  words.  On  that  memorable  day  when  you  re- 
turned not  to  me.  Miss  Trafford,  I  thought  that  I 
had  lost  my  only  friend  :  I  naturally  conceived  that 
from  my  sister's  lips  you  had  beard  sufficient  to 
prejudice  you  against  me — in  short,  that  you  had 
abandoned  me  utterly.  Oh  !  I  could  not  then  ap- 
pear upon  the  stage — I  felt  that  my  heart  was 
breaking — that  my  spirit  was  crushed !  I  fled 
from  my  humble  lodging.  It  was  my  intention  to 
quit  for  ever  this  great  metropolis  where  my  last 
hopes  were  destroyed,  and  where  I  dreaded  lest  at 
any  moment  I  might  encounter  a  sister  and  a 
brother-in-law  who  believed  me  guilty,  and  a  friend 
who  had  become  prejudiced  against  me.  In  the 
distracted  state  of  my  mind,  I  wandered  amidst 
the  mazes  of  this  modern  Babylon,  until  utterly 
lost  in  its  labyrinthine  intricacies ;  and  then,  ex- 
hausted, I  sank  down  on  the  doorstep  of  that  very 
house  where  you  this  evening  found  me." 

Beatrice  ceased :  her  narrative    was  completed. 


Need  I  state  that  we — the  three  horrified  and 
afilicted  listeners— lavished  upon  her  all  possible 
consolations  ?  or  that  she  received  from  the  Mar- 
quis and  Marchioness  the  assurance  that  thence, 
forth  she  should  find  a  home  with  them  ?  I  left 
it  to  her  sister  to  inform  Beatrice  on  a  more 
fitting  occasion  all  that  had  come  to  my  know- 
ledge  in  respect  to  the  Count  of  Carbotii,  and  how 
he  gloated  vindictively  over  the  pictorial  represen- 
tation  of  the  appalling  scene  which  she  had  been 
describing  to  us.  The  Marquis  intimated  that 
some  measures  should  be  adopted  to  render,  if  pos- 
sible, the  innocence  of  Beatrice  apparent :  but  it 
was  agreed  that  nothing  should  be  done  until  the 
maturest  deliberations  had  taken  place  upon  the 
subject.  I  bade  a  temporary  farewell  to  ray  un- 
fortunate friend,  her  sister,  and  her  brother-in« 
law ;  and  I  returned  to  Hunter  Street,  reflecting 
with  varied  feelings  upon  all  (hat  had.  this  day 
happened,  and  upon  all  that  I  had  heard. 


CHAPTEE   XXXVIIL 


On  the  following  day,  at  about  the  hour  of  nooB, 
I  I  repaired  according  to  promise,  to  Zarah's  lodg. 
.  ings:  for  I  was  not  only  desirous  to  see  Beda,  but 
I  had  likewise  been  reflecting  whether  through 
Zarah's  instrumentality  in  some  way  or  another, 
the  Count  of  Carboni  might  not  be  brought  to  the 
understanding  and  recognition  of  his  wife's  inno- 
cence ?  Not  that  for  an  instant  I  deemed  it  pos- 
sible that  the  Count  and  Beatrice  could  ever  agaia 
live  together— or  that  the  strong  loathing  which 
the  i^nfortunate  lady  naturally  experienced  towards 
her  fiend-like  persecutor,  could  ever  be  dispelled. 
But  still  it  was  important  for  her  innocence  to  be 
recognised,  so  that  she  might  be  enabled  to  look 
the  world  in  the  face,  and  that  there  might  not  be 
any  inconvenience  in  her  residing  with  the  Mar- 
quis and  Marchioness  of  Campanella.  But  as  for 
any  settled  plan  in  reference  to  the  way  in  which  I 
proposed  to  enlist  Zarah's  services — I  had  reallj 
none.  Indeed,  the  idea  of  adopting  this  course  at 
all  was  only  as  yet  floating  dimly  and  vaguely  in 
my  mind. 

I  reached  the  house  in  which  the  gipsy  resided : 
and  as  I  was  ascending  to  her  sitting-room,  I  met 
upon  the  stairs  a  swarthy-faced  Italian,  dressed  ia 
a  suit  of  black,  with  a  white  neck  cravat,  and 
having  the  air  of  a  valet  out  of  livery— as  indeed  I 
felt  convinced  that  he  was.  Ho  was  short  and 
slender — about  thirty  years  of  age — tolerably  good- 
looking — yet  with  a  certain  expression  of  coun- 
tenance which  even  at  the  very  first  glance  I  did 
not  much  like.  He  however  stood  aside  in  a 
most  respecU"ul  manner  to  allow  me  to  pass ;  and 
in  a  few  instants  more  I  was  with  Zarah.  I  found 
her  alone,  engaged  with  her  books;  and  I  was 
somewhat  disappointed  at  not  beholding  Beda 
there. 

"  She  will  be  here  presently,"  said  Zarah,  read- 
ing my  thoughts ;  "  and  I  have  so  far  paved  the 
way  in  furtherance  of  your  generous  design,  that 
my  grandmother  will  consent  to  part  with  her,  in 
the  belief  that  she  is  coming  to  attend  upon  me. 
Thus,  if  after  an  interview   with  Beda  you  slill 


ELLEN  HERCT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIRS   OF   AN   ACTRESS. 


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entertain  the  same  idea,  I  think  there  will  be  no 
difficulty  in  esecutin^j  it." 

I  expressed  my  gratitude  for  the  trouble  that 
Zarah  nas  taking  in  the  matter;  and  1  asked,  as 
if  quite  casually,  "  Who  was  that  Italian,  dressed 
in  black,  and  with  a  white  neckcloth,  whom  I 
have  just  encountered  upon  the  stairs?" 

"  Oh  !"  exclaimed  Zarah,  laughing  gaily  :  "  that 
is  the  Count  of  Carboni's  valet — for  I  suppose  yce 
must  call  his  lordship  by  that  name,  since  we  have 
read  it  upon  the  card.  And  what  do  you  think, 
my  dear  Miss  Percy  ?"  continued  Zarab,  again 
laughing',  "  that  impertinent  valet  has  had  the 
audacity  to  fling  tender  looks  at  me,  and  to  ad- 
dress me  when  we  met  upon  the  stairs.  He 
speaks  English  tolerably  well ;  for  he  has  been  in 
this  country  before— and  he  tells  me  that  his 
master  is  as  well  acquainted  with  England  and 
its  language  as  if  he  were  a  native." 

"  Oh  !  then,  I  perceive,  Zarah,"  I  said,  with  a 
half-smile,  "  that  you  have  not  altogether  rejected 
the  Italian  valet's  overtures  to  a  little  conversa- 
tion ?" 

"He  spoke  so  civilly  and  courteously,"  an- 
swered Zarah,  "  that  I  could  not  possibly  cut  him 
short  without  appearing  downright  rude  and  un- 
couth. He  has  a  tolerable  amount  of  conceit 
about  him ;  for  he  took  very  good  care  to  give  me 
to  understand  that  he  was  not  brought  up  to  fill 
a  menial  position — that  he  belongs  Vo  a  good 
family,  which  however  had  e-sperienced  reverses — 
and  that  in  fact  he  is  a  gentleman  by  birth.  Ah ! 
and  he  said  more  too :  for  he  told  me  that  during 
the  eight  or  ten  years  he  has  been  in  his  master's 
service,  he  has  had  opportunities  of  amassing  a 
very  pretty  little  sum  of  money." 

"  He  has  indeed  been  communicative  1"  I  ob- 
served. 

"  I  am  convinced,"  proceeded  Zarah,  again 
laughing,  "that  the  poor  fellow  is  in  love  with 
me — and  that  he  said  all  these  things  to  prove 
that  there  is  not  a  very  great  disparity  between 
our  social  positions :  for  of  course  you  know,  my 
dear  3Iiss  Percy,  I  pass  as  a  sort  of  lady  beneath 
this  roof." 

"  And  I  suppose,  Zarah,"  I  remarked,  "  that  you 
have  not  given  him  any  encouragement  ?" 

"He  has  not  as  yet  been  pointed  enough,"  re- 
plied the  gipsy,  "  to  enable  me  to  have  the  appear- 
ance of  taking  his  looks  or  his  words  in  a  serious 
sense.  But  rest  assured.  Miss  Percy,  that  I  am 
no  silly  coquette,  fond  of  adulation,  or  capable  of 
trifling  with  any  one's  feelings  :  while  as  for  love 
— —  But  no  matter !  That,"  added  Zarah,  em- 
phatically, "is  impossible  !" 

"And  has  this  valet,"  I  inquired,  "spoken  of 
his  master  by  the  name  of  Carboni  ?" 

"No,"  responded  Zarah  :  "  and  of  course  I  have 
not  dropped  the  slightest  hint  to  the  efi'ect  that 
1  am  acquainted  with  that  secret.  It  is  however 
tolerably  plain  that  Luigi  is  inclined  to  be  very 
communicative " 

"Luigi?"  I  ejaculated.  "Is  that  man's  name 
Luigi  ?" 

"  I  have  his  own  word  for  it,"  answered  Zarab. 
"But  why  do  you  speak  so  excitedly  ?" 

I  reflected  for  a  few  moments;  and  then  I  said, 
"  You  have  already  seen,  Zarah,  that  for  certain 
reasons  I  have  desired  all  possible  information  in 
respect  to  this  Count  of  Caiboni.     I  think  that 


from  everything  you  have  just  been  telling  me, 
you  may  perhaps  render  some  further  services. 
Indeed  you  may  possibly  assist  in  bringing  about 
a  result  which  is  greatly  to  be  desired." 

"  You  know,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  rejoined 
Zarah,  "  that  you  may  command  my  services  to 
any  extent." 

Again  I  reflected  deeply.  Should  I  tell  Zarah 
the  whole  tale  in  respect  to  Beatrice  ?  There 
would  be  no  breach  of  confidence  when  the  revela- 
lation  was  made  for  a  good  purpose :  and  indeed 
Zarah  could  not  very  well  assist  me  without  a  full 
knowledge  of  all  the  circumstances.  I  therefore 
resolved  to  take  her  into  my  confidence;  and  in  as 
succinct  a  manner  as  possible  I  related  everything 
which  concerned  the  Count  and  Countess  of  Car- 
boni. Zarah  listened  with  the  profoundest  in- 
terest,— with  which  wonderment  and  horror  were 
blended  when  I  reached  the  concluding  parti- 
culars. 

"  And  now,"  I  added,  "  you  are  acquainted  with 
the  meaning  of  that  horrible  picture.  You  under- 
stand likewise  how  important  it  is  that  the  inno- 
cence of  Beatrice  should  be  made  apparent; — 
while  there  can  be  no  doubt  that  Luigi  is  a  villain, 
who  from  vindictive  motires,  as  well  as  to  shield 
himself  from  the  imputation  of  being  the  hired 
instrument  of  Angelo  Marano's  purpose,  gave  such 
a  colouring  to  his  own  share  in  the  drama  as 
should  confirm  all  the  Count's  suspicions  against 
the  unfortunate  Beatrice." 

"  In  such  a  case,"  observed  Zarah,  "  there  is  no 
need  to  stand  upon  any  false  delicacy  with  regard 
to  Luigi ;  and  if  I  could  only  cajole  him  into  a 
full  confession  of  the  truth  in  respect  to  the  part 
he  played  in  that  fearful  drama,  1  should  be  justi- 
fied in  adoptiog  such  means  fur  such  an  end." 

"Most  assuredly  I"  I  answered.  "Not  for  a 
single  instant  should  we  stand  upon  punctilios 
in  reference  to  a  villain  of  so  diabolical  a  ; tamp  as 
this  Luigi!" 

Zarah  and  myself  now  deliberated  upon  a  parti- 
cular plan  :  we  settled  all  the  details ;  and  the 
gipsy  promised  to  lose  no  time  in  carrying  them 
out.  Scarcely  were  our  projects  thus  digested, 
when  the  door  opened ;  and  Beda  made  her  ap- 
pearance. 

On  the  preceding  day,  be  it  remembered,  she 
was  plainly  but  neatly  dressed  :  now  there  was  an 
improvement  visible  in  her  toilet;  and  I  at  ouce 
comprehended  that  Zarah  had,  with  the  kindest 
consideration,  taken  care  that  the  girl  should  ap- 
pear before  me  in  as  respectable  a  style  as  pos- 
sible. She  entered  the  room  with  a  light  airy 
step — with  a  partial  smile  upon  the  pouting  ful- 
ness of  her  red  lips— and  with  beams  of  gaiety 
and  pleasure  dancing  in  her  superb  dark  eyes.  She 
looked  even  more  ravishing  and  captivating  than 
on  the  previous  day ;  and,  if  possible,  I  felt  even 
more  deeply  interested  in  her. 

"  I  will  leave  you  alone  together,"  said  Zarah, 
rising  from  her  seat :  "  for  it  is  time  I  should 
think  of  putting  off  this  morning  wrapper,  and 
assuming  a  more  suitable  toilet  for  the  hour  of 
the  day." 

'■'  Beda,"  I  said,  when  Zarah  had  quitted  the 
room,  "  sit  down.     I  wish  to  converse  with  you." 

The  girl  unhesitatingly  took  a  chair— with  no 
diffidence  nor  bashfulness — nor  yet  with  boldness 
nor  hardihood.     She  had  a  certain  freedom  and 


independence  of  spirit,  chnrncteristic  of  the  race 
to  wliieli  she  belonged;  but  there  wns  also  a  cer- 
tain uaturnl  gracefulness,  which  might  almost  bo 
termed  a  wild  unstudied  elegance,  in  her  move- 
ments imd  her  actions.  She  sat  down,  and  fixed 
her  largo  dark  eyes  upon  me, — thus  surveying  me 
with  a  species  of  wonderment  and  interest,  as  if 
she  thought  me  a  very  superior  being,  and  was 
alike  proud  and  pleased  to  be  brought  in  contact 
with  me. 

"Do  you  know,  Beda,"  I  asked,  in  the  kindest 
tone,  "  why  you  came  hither  to  see  me  to-day  ?" 

"  Zarah  told  me,"  responded  Beda,  whoso  voice 
was  singularly  musical —  with  almost  a  golden 
richness  of  tone, — "  that  you  Lad  spoken  very 
generously  of  me,  and  that  you  wished  to  do 
something  for  mo.  She  bado  me  mind  and  not 
tell  her  grandmother  all  this — nor  indeed  to  men- 
tion your  name  to  the  old  woman  on  any  account. 
I  had  previously  promised  to  servo  you  to  the  best 
of  my  power,  in  case  I  should  hear  of  any  in- 
trigues  or  plots  hatching  against  you  ;  and  I  in- 
tended to  keep  that  promise  faithfully." 

"  You  are  a  good  girl,  Beda,"  I  answered ; 
"  and  I  will  at  once  state  that  I  have  conceived  a 
great  interest  in  your  welfare." 

"  I  was  very  glad,"  replied  Beda,  "  when  Zarah 
told  mo  that  I  was  to  meet  you  here  to-day :  for 
she  bad  spoken  in  such  high  terms  of  you,  that  I 
already  loved  you.  And  she  said  too  that  you  are 
80  very,  very  clever — that  you  are  the  greatest 
actress  in  this  country — and  that  you  perform  at 
a  place  where  there  aro  thousands  of  people 
gathered  to  behold  you.  So  I  was  very  much 
pleased  to  think  that  I  should  see  you  to-day : 
for  I  knew  who  you  were  yesterday — and  I  should 
Lave  been  delighted  if  you  Lad  spoken  to  me  a 
single  word," 

All  this  was  said  with  so  much  artless  in- 
genuousness, so  much  natural  candour  and  un- 
studied frankness,  that  it  was  impossible  for  a 
single  instant  to  doubt  Beda's  sincerity.  I  Lad 
not  checked  her  while  she  was  speaking  in  so 
complimentary  a  strain  in  respect  to  myself;  be- 
cause I  wished  to  hear  all  that  she  had  to  say,  and 
to  suffer  her  to  say  it  in  her  own  natural  way. 

"  Should  you  like  to  live  with  me  altogether, 
Bedii  P"  I  asked. 

"  Oh,  that  I  should  !"  she  joyously  exclaimed  : 
and  brighter  grew  the  beams  of  pleasure  that  were 
dancing  in  the  depths  of  her  large  lustrous 
eyes. 

"  I  do  not  mean,  you  know,"  I  said,  "  that  you 
are  to  become  my  companion— but  to  be  my  maid 
i— to  attend  upon  me " 

"1  know  very  well,"  she  interjected,  "that  I 
am  not  fit  to  be  the  equal  of  a  beautiful  and 
well  dressed  lady  such  as  you  are  :  but  I  should 
like  to  live  with  you,  ou  any  terms  you  think 
fit." 

"Eemember,  Beda,"  I  continued,  "if  you  como 
to  live  with  me,  it  will  bo  in  London — you  will  see 
little  of  the  beautiful  open  country — you  will 
seldom  ramble  into  the  fields— and  I  think  I  must 
add  that  if  you  meet  any  of  your  old  acquaint- 
ances, you  must  not  speak  to  them — with  the  ex- 
ception of  Zarah,  whom  you  will  often  see." 

"  I  do  not  care  for  the  fields  nor  the  open 
country,"  responded  Beda,  "  if  I  can  only  live 
with  you.    As  for   my    acquaintances,   I  know 


nobody  but  Zarah   and   her  grandmother,  and  an 
old   woman   that   I  have  been   living    with    near 

Tottenham.     ]>ut  she  used  .to  boat  me " 

"  Boat  you?"  1  exclaimed,  indignantly.  "  But 
perhaps,"  I  added,  in  a  milder  tone,  "  you  were 
sometimes  in  fault?" 

"I  don't  know,"  replied  Beda  :  "  but  if  I  hap- 
pened to  broiik  some  of  her  wretched  old  crockery, 
she  used  to  strike  me.  It  did  not  however  much 
matter  ;  for  I  always  gave  her  a  blow  in  return. 
Still  I  did  not  like  that  sort  of  life " 

"Well  thou,  Beda,"  I  interrupted  her,  "you 
Lave  no  acquaintances  but  those  whom  you  Lave 
named;  and  you  aro  not  much  known  amongst 
the  gipsy  race  ?" 

"  I  knew  a  great  many,"  she  replied,  "  when  I 
lived  with  my  father  and  mother,  and  we  travelled 
about  in  a  caravan:  but  they  died  five  or  six  years 
ago — and  then  when  I  went  to  live  with  the  old 
woman  near  Tottenham  I  lost  sight  of  everybody  I 
used  to  know  ;  and  that's  why  I  told  you  1  have 
no  acquaintances  now." 

"  What  was  your  father,  Beda  ?"  I  asked. 

"  A  gipsy,  Miss,"  she  ingenuously  responded. 
"  But  ho  used  to  pride  himself  on  never  Laving 
taken  anything  that  did  not  belong  to  him  ;  and 
my  mother  never  told  fortunes.  I  havo  heard  that 
they  had  some  little  means  which  died  with  them. 
Let  me  see  ? — what  was  it  called  ?  Oh,  I  recol- 
lect!— an  annuity — allowed  them  by  some  very 
rich  people,  for  Laving  found  their  child,  which 
some  other  gipsies,  who  were  very  wicked,  had 
stolen.    Do  you  understand  me,  Miss  ?" 

"  Perfectly,  Beda,"  I  answered.  "  Do  you  hap- 
pen to  know  the  name  of  the  persons  who  allowed 
your  parents  that  money  ?" 

"  No— I  never  heard  their  name,"  responded 
Beda.  "  My  parents  were  very  kind  to  me  :"  and 
large  tears  gathered  in  her  superb  lustrous  eyes. 

"  And  I  will  bo  very  kind  to  you,  my  poor 
Beda,"  I  said,  caressing  her  clear  olive  cheek. 
"  How  old  are  you  ?" 

"  I  shall  be  fifteen  in  a  few  weeks,"  replied 
B»da.  "  Do  you  not  think  I  am  very  short  for 
my  age  ?" 

"No— you  are  the  proper  height.  And  therefore 
it  is  arranged,  Beda,"  I  continued,  "that  you  shall 
como  to  me.  You  will  remain  with  Zarah  to-day  ; 
and  I  shall  come  and  fetch  you  away  to-morrow. 
Zarah  will  buy  you  some  nice  clotlies  ;  and  there- 
fore you  will  have  everything  in  readiness  by  the 
time  I  arrive.  You  will  bo  with  other  servants  at 
the  Louse  where  I  live  :  but  you  must  never  talk 
to  them  of  Zarah,  nor  of  her  grandmother,  nor  of 
the  old  woman  near  Tottenham  ;  and  you  must 
contrive  to  say  as  littlo  as  possible  in  respect  to 
your  parents,  the  caravan,  the  annuity,  the  gipsies 
who  stole  the  child,  and  everything  that  regards 
your  former  mode  of  lile." 

I  gave  Beda  these  injunctions  in  order  to  save 
her  from  Iho  chance  of  being  joked  or  taunted 
concerning  her  antecedents  by  those  who  would 
be  her  fellow-servants  at  the  Louse  in  Hunter 
Street.  She  promised  to  remember  everything  I 
told  her  ;  and  seemed  overjoyed  at  the  prospect 
of  coming  to  live  with  me.  Zarah  now  returned 
to  the  room  ;  and  before  I  lelt,  I  took  the  oppor- 
tunity of  having  a  little  private  conversation  with 
her.  I  placed  in  her  hand  a  sum  of  money,  to  bo 
expended  in  equipping  13cda  with  a  sufficient  and 


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suitable  wardrobe;  so  that  her  first  appearance  at 
the  Normans'  house  might  be  as  respectable  aa 
possible  ;  and  I  bogged  Zarah  to  superintend  all 
these  little  arrangementa. 

On  taking  my  departure,  I  proceeded  to  Mi- 
vart's  Hotel— where  I  found  the  Marchioness  and 
Beatrice  :  but  the  Marquis  was  absent,  making 
final  arrangements  for  a  house  which  he  had  taken 
for  some  months.  Beatrice  looked  much  better 
than  I  cculd  have  dared  to  hope  to  find  her :  for 
not  only  did  she  experience  those  comforts  to 
which  she  had  been  accustomed,  but  her  heart  was 
considerably  lightened  by  the  circumstance  that 
her  innocence  was  believed  by  those  whoso 
good  opinion  she  so  much  valued.  I  took  an 
opportunity  of  speaking  aside  to  the  Marchioness 
ir.  the  following  manner  : — 

"  I  have  some  little  project  in  hand,  which  may 
perhaps  tend  to  convince  the  Count  of  Carboni  of 
Lis  injured  wife's  innocence.  Do  not  ask  me  now 
what  it  is ;  and  say  nothing  to  Beatrice  on  the  sub- 
ject— for  we  must  not  excite  a  hope  until  we  are 
confident  of  being  enabled  to  fulfil  it.  Perhaps  your 
ladyship  will  also  be  kind  enough  to  request  the 
Marquis  to  suspend  any  operations  on  hia  own 
side  iu  respect  to  the  Count  of  Carboni,  until  the 
result  of  my  own  proceedings  be  known." 

The  Marchioness  promised  to  fulfil  all  my  in- 
structions, —  declaring  that  she  had  the  fullest 
faith  in  my  discretion  and  sagacity. 

On  the  following  day  the  Marquis,  the  Mar- 
chioness, and  Beatrice  removed  from  Mivart's 
Hotel  to  the  house  hired  for  their  accommodation; 
and  I  fetched  away  Beda  from  Zarah's  lodgings. 
I  had  previously  told  the  Normans  that  accident 
had  thrown  me  in  the  way  of  a  young  creature  in 
whom  I  had  become  much  interested,  and  that  I 
was  desirous  to  take  her  into  my  own  special  ser- 
vice. I  entered  into  no  further  particulars ;  and 
the  Normans  asked  me  for  none.  When  Boda 
was  introduced  to  the  house,  they  as  well  as  their 
domestics  were  all  astonished  and  delighted  at  her 
appearance :  they  were  immediately  interested  in 
her;  and  I  had  now  no  fear  that  the  servants 
would  treat  her  unkindly. 

But  I  will  here  take  leave  of  Beda  for  the  pre- 
sent, and  return  to  that  project  which  I  had 
settled  with  Zarah,  and  which  had  so  important 
an  aim  in  view.  A  fortnight  passed  from  the  day 
on  which  that  project  was  first  initiated ;  and  the 
period  had  now  arrived  when  Zarah  felt  convinced 
it  might  be  carried  into  eS'ect.  Accordingly,  I 
one  morning  visited  her  at  an  earlier  hour  than 
usual ;  and  as  this  appointment  wes  prearranged, 
she  was  iu  readiness  to  give  me  immediate  and 
stealthy  admission  into  the  house.  Zarah's  sit- 
ting-room was  separated  from  her  bed-chamber  by 
folding-doors ;  so  that  in  either  apartment  any  one 
could  overhear  what  was  taking  place  in  the 
other. 

"  Do  you  think  the  moment  is  come  ?"  I  asked, 
as  I  followed  her  into  the  parlour. 

"  I  am  convinced  of  it,"  she  replied,  with  an  air 
of  confidence.  "  You  shall  see.  Luigi  is  out  now : 
he  will  return  in  a  quarter  of  an  hour — and  I 
gave  him  permission  to  come  up  to  my  apartment 
and  sit  with  me  a  little  while  in  discourse.  I  can 
assure  you.  Miss  Percy,  that  never  was  infatuation 
80  great!— and  you  will  soon  be  satistied  of  the 
immensity  of  the  power  which  I  wield  over  him. 


He  has  told  me,  amongst  other  things,  that  his 
master — whom  he  voluntarily  named  as  the  Count 
of  Carboni  —  had  sustained  a  great  and  terrific 
calamity,  which  had  disgusted  him  with  the  world 
and  driven  him  to  misanthropic  habits.  The 
Count,  it  appears,  feels  most  acutely  what  he  con- 
ceives to  be  his  dishonour ;  and  hence  the  conceal- 
ment of  his  identity  beneath  a  feigned  name — 
hence  also  the  bitterness  of  that  vindictive  spirit 
which  makes  him  still  gloat  over  the  fearful  re- 
venge which  he  wreaked." 

"Did  Luigi  allude  to  his  revenge  in  more  spe- 
cific terms?"  1  inquired. 

"  No,"  responded  Zarah :  "  he  spoke  darkly  of 

a  revenge  which  had  been  wreaked But  he  is 

coming  ! — the  front  door  has  just  opened  !  Hide 
yourself,  Miss  Percy !" 

I  lost  not  a  moment  in  retreating  into  the 
bed-chamber, — the  folding-doors  of  which  I  care- 
fully closed;  and  then  placing  my  ear  against 
them,  I  awaited  the  issue  of  the  scene  that  waa 
about  to  take  place.  • 

In  a  few  minutes  Luigi  entered  the  sitting, 
room,  and  I  heard  Zarah  greet  him  with  a  mingled 
courtesy  and  ceremony.  She  desired  him  to  ba 
seated ;  and  I  soon  discovered  that  he  spoke  tho 
English  language  with  considerable  fluency. 

"  This  is  the  moment  for  which  I  have  been 
looking  forward  with  so  much  hope  and  anxiety]" 
he  began,  speaking  with  accents  of  tender  enthu- 
siasm. 

"  Stop !  be  not  too  fast !"  interrupted  Zarah. 
"  It  is  true — and  I  hesitate  not  to  confess  it — that 
your  attentions  have  not  been  lost  upon  me : 
but  we  have  known  each  other  for  so  short  a 
time " 

"  Yes !  —  but  in  a  short  time,"  cried  Luigi, 
"persons  may  often  come  to  know  each  other  as 
well  as  after  the  longest  acquaintance.  Besides, 
have  I  not  dealt  frankly  with  you? — have  I  not 
told  you  exactly  how  I  am  at  present  situated  in  a 
pecuniary  point  of  view  —  what  my  prospects 
are "  * 

"True  !"  ejaculated  Zarah:  "and  I  believe  you. 
Yes  —  you  have  been  sincere  and  candid  !  Yet 
there  are  some  things  concerning  which  I  would 
ask  you ;  and  before  I  can  give  you  any  decisive 
response " 

"  Oh !  you  are  so  handsome,"  exclaimed  the  en- 
raptured Italian:  "you  know  not  how  I  love 
you!" 

"  And  will  you  give  me  the  proof  that  I  shall 
demand  ?"  asked  Zarah,  assuming  a  tender  tone 
of  voice. 

"Yes  !  —  any  proof,"  ejaculated  Luigi.  "  Y'ou 
have  but  to  speak — and  Oh  !  I  shall  be  delighted 
to  give  you  some  proof  of  that  love  with  which 
you  have  inspired  me  !" 

"Be  not  too  sure,"  said  Zarah  emphatically. 
"  There  are  times  when  the  heart  may  be  put  to 
too  strong  a  test " 

"With  me  it  is  impossible  !"  exclaimed  Luigi. 
"  But  what  means  this  mysterious  language  ? 
There  is  a  strange  lustre  shining  in  your  eyes; 
and  yet  it  is  a  superb  light !  And,  Oh !  those 
eyes  of  yours  are  so  grand  in  their  radiance— so 
magnificent  in  their  splendour — that  to  bask  in 
their  sunshine  would  be  bliss  ineffable !" 

"  If  you  will  but  do  something  to  deserve  my 
love,"  said  Zarah,  "  you  shall  be  at  liberty  to  ad- 


214. 


BXrBir  PEECT;   OB,   THE   MEMOIES  OP  AN  ACTEES3. 


dress  me  in  all  these  beautiful  compliments;  aad 
I  vpill  listen  to  them  !  Yes ;  I  will  display  all  the 
tenderness  that  you  can  desire;  and  I  will  say  to 
you,  'Luigi,  I  am  thine  !  Thou  shalt  lead  me  to 
the  altar !'  " 

"  Oh,  thanks  !  a  thousand  thanks !"  exclaimed 
the  enraptured  Italian.  "  What  proof  do  you  de- 
mand of  me  ?  Bid  me  attempt  any  difficult  task 
—and  I  will  essay  it !  Bid  me  reveal  every  secret 
of  this  heart  of  mine — and  I  will  confess  to  you 
as  if  to  a  sainted  priest !" 

"  Listen  to  me,  Luigi !"  said  Zarah.  "  For 
certain  reasons— which  I  will  explain  to  you  at 
another  time — I  have  vowed  that  to  no  man 
shall  my  love  be  ever  given— on  no  man  shall  my 
band  ever  be  conferred — in  whose  soul  I  Lave 
reason  to  believe  that  there  are  secrets  treasured 
up.  This  belief  I  entertain  of  you.  Do  not  in- 
terrupt me— but  continue  to  listen  with  attention  ! 
Yes,  Luigi— there  are  secrets  in  your  soul — and  I 
have  partially  divined  them  !" 

"You?"  ejaculated  the  Italian,  "with  startled 
accents. 

"  Yes — I  !"  she  responded.  "  Prom  certain 
words  which  have  dropped  from  your  lips  at  dif. 
ferent  times — words  full  of  significancy,  yet  ao 
mysterious " 

"  Yes,  yes— it  may  be  so  !"  said  Luigi,  in  musing 
accents.  "  When  I  am  excited,  I  speak  un- 
guardedly. And  Oh  !  to  be  under  the  influence  of 
the  spells  of  your  beauty — to  be  infatuated  as  I 
am  infatuated  with  your  loveliness " 

"Suffer  me  to  proceed,"  interrupted  Zarah. 
"  Not  only  from  words  which  you  yourself  have  let 
drop,  but  likewise  from  certain  mutterings  which 
I  accidentally  overheard  on  the  part  of  your 
master,  the  Count  of  Carboni " 

"Well,  well,"  said  Luigi,  tremulous  with,  sus- 
pense.    "And  those  words " 

"  Point  to  the  reading  of  a  fearful  secret,"  con- 
tinued Zarah.     "And  what  is  more But  now 

I  am  giving  yoit,  a  proof  of  confidence 1  have 

seen  that  fearful  picture  in  the  Count's  cham- 
ber I" 

"  Ah  !  I  remember,"  interjected  Luigi,  "  that 
when  you  and  I  have  been  conversing  together,  I 
have  dropped  allusions  to  the  deadly  vengeance 
which  the  Count  wreaked  in  a  certain  quarter. 
But  I  did  not  think  that  I  spoke  so  plainly " 

"Luigi  I"  exclaimed  Zarah,  assuming  an  impas- 
sioned tone;  "1  care  not  what  part  you  may 
have  played  in  that  tremendous  drama  :  I  care  not 
to  what  an  extent  you  may  have  participated  in  its 
horrors !  No— for  all  this  I  care  not !  But 
what  I  do  care  for,  is  that  you  should  keep 
a  single  secret  from  me  !  Frankly  do  I 
declare  that  if  you  have  been  guilty  of  crimes, 
the  fact  would  make  no  difference  in  what  I  might 
feel  towards  you:  but  I  must  know  tbem  !  No- 
thing must  be  hidden  from  me !  I  would  not  wed 
a  man  over  whose  countenance  I  knew  that  there 
was  a  mask  :  I  would  sooner  see  that  countenance 
revealed,  even  though  it  were  one  impressed  with 
the  sinister  traces  of  crime  !" 

"  Inscrutable  being  that  you  are  !"  murmured 
the  infatuated  Luigi;  "your  words  fill  me  with  a 
strange  bewilderment.  Yet,  Oh !  the  tones  of 
your  voice — your  looks " 

"  Deal  frankly  with  me,  Luigi,  and  I  am 
thine  !" — and  Zarah  admirably  suited  her  accents 


to  tbo  part  which  she  «a8  performing.  "  Confess, 
Luigi,  that  to  obtain  this  hold  which  you  possess 
over  your  master,  you  did  something — you  were 
guilty  of  some  deep  duplicity — perhaps  you  your- 
self, for  your  own  reasons,  aided  to  bring  about 
the  catastrophe.  If  so — and  if  it  were  for  revenge, 
I  could  admire  you !" 

"Ah,  this  promise  which  you  now  hold  out  ?" 
exclaimed  the  Italian,  in  rapturous  triumph. 
"Yes,  yes! — it  was  through  revenge!  At  the 
same  time  that  the  Count  wreaked  Ms  revenge,  I 
wreaked  mine.  And  now  admire  me,  my  well- 
beloved  ! — admire  me !" 

"  Oh,  I  admire  you,  Luigi !"  cried  Zarah,  in  a 
tone  which  for  its  enthusiasm  seemed  to  emulate 
his  own.  "  Proceed! — tell  me  all  this — secure  my 
admiration  ;  for  I  know  that  one  who  can  avenge 
terribly,  can  love  devotedly.  All  passions  should 
be  in  extremes " 

"And  mine  are!"  ejaculated  Luigi.  "It  was 
my  master's  wife — the  Countess  of  Carboni 
she  spurned  my  services  when  I  would  have  ren- 
dered them — she  menaced  me  with  betrayal  to  my 
lord,  and  with  consequent  dismissal :  she  scorned 
the  humble  Luigi  as  an  agent  and  assistant — and  I 
was  avenged — Ob,  I  was  terribly  avenged  !" 

"  And  you  were  right !"  exclaimed  Zarah. 
"The  more  you  tell  me,  the  more  I  admire  you. 
Yes — I  love  a  fervid  disposition  such  as  yours  ! 
But  proceed,  Luigi! — tell  me  how  you  accom* 
plished  your  vengeance  ?" 

"  The  Countess  of  Carboni  was  beloved  by  an- 
other — his  name  was  Angelo  Marano.  He  sought 
me  one  evening — he  told  me  that  he  had  met  the 
Countess  in  the  neighbouring  grove — but  that  she 
had  indignantly  bidden  him  depart.  He  was  ut- 
terly unprepared  for  such  a  reception  :  his  spirit 
was  chafed — while  the  spectacle  of  her  enchanting 
beauty  had  fired  his  passions.  He  swore  to  possess 
her  !  He  put  a  heavy  bribe  into  my  hand,  and 
demanded  my  co-operation.  In  the  neighbouring 
cottage  of  a  labourer  he  penned  a  billet, — of  whictx 
I  became  the  bearer  to  the  Countess.  Methought, 
from  all  that  he  told  me  of  their  past  love,  that 
she  would  relent  upon  perusing  it,  and  that  she 
would  yield  to  the  prayer  which  it  contained.  But 
she  indignantly  burnt  it  without  scanning  its  con< 
tents.  Then  was  it  that  she  overwhelmed  me  with 
reproaches,  and  vowed  on  my  lord's  return  that 
she  would  explain  my  whole  conduct.  What  was 
I  to  do?" 

"You  had  two  courses  to  adopt,"  exclaimed 
Zarah  boldly  :  "  you  had  to  ensure  your  own 
safety  in  respect  to  your  master,  and  to  punish 
the  haughty  lady  who  would  have  involved  you  ia 
ruin." 

"  Oh,  how  well  you  comprehend  my  disposi* 
tion!"  exclaimed  Luigi.  "Yes — those  were  the 
paths  which  I  had  to  take.  And  first  of  all,  I 
saw  a  means  by  which  I  might  get  that  haughty 
lady  into  my  power :  for  the  note  which  I  had 
borne  distinctly  specified  that  if  she  sent  back  no 
answer,  her  silence  was  meant  to  imply  that  she 
would  accord  the  interview  which  was  therein  be- 
sought. So  I  returned  to  Angelo  Marano  ;  and 
I  told  him  that  there  was  no  answer.  1  even 
threw  out  encouraging  words,  and  represented 
that  my  noble  mistress  had  smiled  and  blushed 
with  pleasure  over  the  contents  of  his  billet." 

"  You  played  your  part  admirably !"  exclaimed 


eiIlew  pekct;  oe,  the  mesioies  oe  an  acteess. 


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Zarali ;  "  and  I  repeat,  Luigi,  I  admire  a  disposi- 
tion such  as  your's.  Yes,  yes — I  comprehend  ! 
You  had  now  that  haughty  lady  in  your  power ; 
for  doubtless  the  appointment  was  kept?" 

"Yes,"  continued  the  Italian;  "and  I  had  hid- 
den myself  in  the  garden  with  the  intention  of 
bursting  into  the  chamber  and  surprising  them  to- 
gether. Eut  the  adventure  progressed  otherwise 
than  I  had  anticipated :  the  Count  himself  was 
there,  unsuspected  by  me ;— and  all  of  a  sudden 
the  casement  was  burst  in—  the  frantic  nobleman 
had  forestalled  me  in  what  I  myself  bad  intended 
to  do.  In  an  instant  it  was  over  :  Angelo  Marano 
was  a  bleeding  corpse !  But  you  will  perceive 
that  this  was  a  tragedy  which  I  myself  little  ex- 
pected  " 

"  And  yet  you  could  not  blame  yourself,"  ex- 
claimed Zarab.  "  O  Luigi !  every  instant  you  are 
becoming  more  worthy  of  my  love :  for  there  is 
something  sublime  and  noble  in  an  Italian  re- 
venge !" 

"Ah  !  and  something  fearfully  sublime  and  aw- 
fully noble  in  this  one,"  responded  Luigi.  "  The 
Countess  addressed  to  her  husband  a  letter  of  ex- 
planations, especially  with  regard  to  the  share  that 

I  myself  had  taken  in  the  transaction " 

"  Oh !  then  was  your  opportunity !"  cried  Za- 
rah:  "and  you  told  your  tale  to  suit  your  own 
purposes,  and  to  confirm  the  punishment  of  that 

haughty  woman did  you  not,  Luigi  ?" 

"  Yes— it  was  thus  I  told  my  tale,"  responded 
the  Italian.  "  Then  followed  the  scene  that  you 
have  beheld  in  that  picture  which  the  Count  so 
often  gloats  over.  And  I  myself  painted  that 
picture :  for  as  I  have  told  you  before,  I  was 
well  educated  in  my  youth,  and  I  possess  many 
accomplishments.  And  for  four  days  and  for  four 
nights  did  that  scene  endure ;  and  I,  the  only 
confidant  of  my  noble  master  in  the  wreaking  of 
his  terrific  vengeance,  conveyed  to  the  apartment 
a  tray  of  food  at  stated  intervals;  and  from  be- 
hind the  screen  which  was  drawn  in  front  of  the 
door,  I  obtained  a  glimpse  on  each  occasion  of 
what  was  passing  within.  Now  you  know  every. 
thing.  There  is  not  another  secret  which  my 
heart  cherishes !" 

"  Admirable  Luigi  !"  exclaimed  Zarah ;  "  you 
have  done  all  that  I  demanded  of  you.  Oh,  that 
was  indeed  an  Italian  vengeance!— a  vengeance 
sublime  and  terrible— and  all  the  more  sublime 
and  all   the  more  terrible  because  the  Countess 

was  innocent was  she  not  ?" 

"Yes — innocent,"  replied  Luigi :  "or  else,  with- 
out that  innocence,  where  would  have  been  the 
■vengeance?  If  guilty,  it  would  have  dwindled 
down  into  a  merely  righteous  punishment.  But 
why  do  you  gaze  thus  at  me  ?" — and  the  Italian 
suddenly  put  the  question  in  accents  of  a  vague 
terror. 

"  Why  do  I  thus  gaze  at  you  ?"  exclaimed 
Zarah :  and  I  heard  her  start  up  from  her  seat. 
"  Ob,  that  my  eyes  could  shoot  forth  lightnings 
to  strike  you  down,  monster  of  iniquity  that  you 
are !     But  the  truth  has  been  elicited  from  your 

lips and  here  is  the  witness  !"  added  Zarah,  as 

she  tore  open  the  folding-doors. 

The  dismayed  astonishment,  the  rage  and  the 
terror,  which,  all  combining,  seized  upon  the  mise- 
rable man,  were  not  however  greater  than  the  joy 
which  I  experienced  at  having  thus  obtained  ihe 


means    of    proving    the    complete    innocence    of 
Beatrice. 

"  Ah,  there  shall  be  another  revenge  !"  suddenly 
exclaimed  the  Italian  :  and  like  a  tiger  he  bounded 
towards  Zarah. 

But  she  was  prepared  for  this  ;  and  instan- 
taneously springing  back,  she  drew  a  dagger  from 
her  bodice.  Her  fine  form  was  drawn  up  to  its 
full  height;  and  with  the  haughtiest  scorn  and 
contempt  for  her  adversary,  she  said,  "  Dare  ad- 
vance another  step — and  this  weapon  drinks  your 
heart's  blood !" 

It  would  be  impossible  to  describe  the  look  of 
fiendish  rage,  mingled  with  the  scowl  of  utter  dis- 
comfiture, which  Luigi  flung  upon  Zarah.  He 
then  rushed  to  the  door,  and  disappeared  from  cur 
view.  Almost  immediately  afterwards  we  heard 
the  front  door  of  the  house  closing  violently :  and 
rushing  to  the  window,  we  beheld  the  Italian 
speeding  along  the  street.  Perhaps  ignorant  of 
the  British  laws,  he  was  apprehensive  that  he 
might  have  committed  himself  to  within  the  scopo 
of  their  jurisdiction  by  the  avowals  he  had  made. 

"  Zarab,"  1  exclaimed,  seizing  her  hand  and 
pressing  it  with  fervour,  "you  performed  your 
part  admirably !  At  first  L  trembled  lest  you 
should  utterly  fail  in  dragging  forth  the  secrets  of 
that  villain's  black  heart :  but  when  I  found  him 
becoming  as  fervid  as  he  was  credulous  in  his  in- 
fatuation, my  opinion  changed  and  I  saw  that  suc- 
cess was  before  you.  And  you  Jiave  succeeded! — 
and  by  a  trifling  as  well  as  a  temporary  sacrifice 
of  feeling  on  your  part,  you  have  done  that 
which  will  infuse  happiness  into  several  souls, 
and  render  justice  to  one  who  has  been  well  nigh 
crushed  beneath  the  stigma  of  unmerited  shame 
and  the  weight  of  bitterest  persecutions.  It 
now  remains  for  me  to  lead  the  next  scene  in  this 
drama  of  real  life.  Let  us  inquire  if  the  Count 
of  Carboni  be  within  ?" 

"  He  is  not,"  responded  Zarah :  "  for  if  he 
were,  we  should  have  heard  his  footsteps  either 

below  or  above Ah !  there  is  his  knock  at  the 

front  door !" 

I  issued  from  the  room ;  and  descending  the 
stairs,  met  the  Count  of  Carboni  jast  as  he  was 
entering  the  house.  The  maid- servant  who  had 
opened  the  door,  retreated  rapidly  along  the  pas- 
sage; and  without  addressing  the  Count  by  any 
name,  I  said  to  him,  "  Pardon  the  liberty  I  am, 
taking— but  I  beg  a  few  minutes'  interview  with 
you." 

"  I  have  the  pleasure  of  knowing  you  by  sight. 
Miss  Trafi'ord,"  he  replied.  "I  saw  you  once  at 
the  theatre :  you  appeared  on  the  occasion  in  the 
character  of  Portia." 

I  was  not  at  all  astonished  that  he  recognised 
me  :  for  I  remembered  how  attentively  he  watched 
me  on  that  particular  evening.  But  scarcely  had 
he  finished  speaking,  when  a  dark  shade  came 
with  a  sombre  scowling  expression  over  his  fea- 
tures :  and  looking  at  me  with  his  black  piercing 
eyes,  ho  said,   "What  business  can  you  have  with 

me  ?     For    if  it  relate   to "      He    suddenly 

stopped  short;  and  I,  fearful  lest  he  should  hasten 
away  and  refuse  me  the  interview  which  I  craved, 
quickly  responded,  "  It  is  concerning  your  domes- 
tic Lu'.gi  that  I  wish  to  speak  to  you." 

'•'Ah,  that  is  difl'ereut !"  he  i.aid.  Lis  counte- 
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gloum,  and  recovering  its  settled  sinister  expres- 
sion. "  Have  the  kindness  to  walk  in  here.  Miss 
Trafford  :" — and  he  threw  open  the  door  of  the 
ground  floor  parlour. 

"  My  lord,"  I  began,  when  we  were  thus  alone 
together — and  be  started  at  being  so  addressed, — 

"you  see  that  I  know  who  you  are^ " 

"Yes — and  I  suppose  that  Luigi  has  been  tell- 
ing you  this  secret,"  interjected  the  Count,  "  as 
well  as  perhaps  some  others :" — and  again  were 
his  keen  eyes  fixed  penetratingly  upon  me, 

"Prepare  yourself  to  learn,  my  lord,"  I  an- 
swered,  "  that  the  domestic  in  whom  you  have  evi- 
dently reposed  so  much  confidence,  is  a  villain  of 
the  blackest  stamp !" 

"  Ah  !  is  it  so  ?"  muttered  the  Count,  a  shade 
again  more  darkly  lowering  over  his  features.  "But 
tell  me,  Miss  TraiFord— what  has  ho  been  saying 
to  you  ?  and  how  is  it  that  a  young  lady  of  your 
respectability  could  have  condescended  to  enter 
into  familiar  discourse  with  a  valet  f  ' 

"  Spare  your  sneers,  my  lord,"  I  said,  with  a 
calm  dignity.  "Yet  I  would  not  wound  your 
feelings  more  deeply  than  they  must  presently  be 
wounded  by  all  that  you  are  to  hear  from  my 
lips !" 

"M^  feelings  indeed!"  ejaculated  the  Count  of 
Carboni,  almost  in  a  contemptuous  tone ;  "  as  if  I 
had  any  feelings  left  to  be  wounded !— as  if  they 
had  not  been  all  blunted,  crushed,  extinguished 

Now,  Miss  Trafford,"  he  suddenly  interrupted 

himself,  "  there  is  no  need  for  you  to  enter  upon  a 
long  preface  before  you  reveal  whatever  you  may 
have  to  impart.  There  is  something  in  your  look 
which  does  indeed  tell  me  that  you  know  more  of 
me  and  my  affairs  than  I  could  have  wished." 

"Yes,  my  lord— I  know  everything!"  was  my 
answer  :  and  then  with  the  most  solemn  look  and 
impressive  accents,  I  added,  "Yes— and  I  even 
know  more  than  you  do,  my  lord :  for  while  you 
believe  your  unfortunate  wife  to  be  guilty,  I  have 
obtained  the  certainty  of  her  innocence  !" 

The  thunder- cloud  casts  not  a  more  gloomy  nor 
ominous  shade  upon  the  earth,  than  the  sombre 
scowl  which  now  appeared  upon  the  countenance 
of  the  Italian  nobleman. 

"No,  it  is  impossible!"  he  said,  in  a  deep 
hoarse  voice.  "  It  is  as  impossible,  Miss  Trafford, 
as  that  the  sun  at  noonday  can  be  black— or  that 
I  by  a  mere  wish  could  transport  myself  hence  a 
thousand  leagues  in  a  moment !  It  is  impos- 
sible !"  he  added  vehemently. 

"  And  1  declare,  my  lord,  before  Grod,  that  it  is 
true  !"  I  emphatically  exclaimed. 

The  Count  seemed  staggered.  Again  were  his 
penetrating  eyes  fixed  upon  me :  but  now  there 
was  a  strange  uncertain  light  vibrating  in  them — 
while  his  lips  quivered,  and  there  were  certain 
twitchings  and  workings  of  his  features  which 
showed  how  strong  was  the  agitation  of  feelings 
within  his  breast. 

"You  cannot  be  ignorant,  my  lord,"  I  con- 
tinued, "  that  I  am  acquainted  with  your  wife. 
Y'ou  know  that  a  short  time  back  she  was  to  ap- 
pear at  the  same  theatre  where  I  myself  have  an 
engagement;  and  I  may  add  that  it  was  through 

my  introduction " 

"  But  is  this  possible  ?"  gasped  forth  the  Count : 
and  be  trembled  from  head  to  foot :  "  can  it  be 
posaible  that  Beatrice  is  innocent  ?" 


"  She  is  innocent,  my  lord  !"  I  exclaimed  ;  "and 
Luigi  has  confessed  everything  !  It  was  he  who 
by  the  suppression  of  truth,  where  it  would  havo 
served  your  injured  wife — he  who  by  misrepresen- 
tation and  exaggeration  on  those  points  which 
with  a  diabolic  artifice  he  could  so  turn  as  to  tell 
against  her — it  was  he,  I  say,  who  riveted  and 
confirmed  all  the  suspicions  which  were  excited  in 
your  mind  !  My  lord,"  I  continued,  "it  is  impos- 
sible to  blame  you  under  all  circumstances  for  en- 
tertaining those  suspicions :  but  further  than  that 
my  sympathy  goes  not  with  you.  The  vengeance 
you  wreaked  was  frightful  and  appalling !" 

"Miss  Trafford,"  said  the  Count  of  Carboni,  in 
a  voice  so  deep  and  hollow  that  it  sounded  as  if  it 
came  up  from  the  profundities  of  a  sepulchre,  "  if 
Beatrice  bo  indeed  innocent,  I  have  been  the 
greatest  wretch— the  vilest  miscreant  that  ever 
wore  the  human  form !  But  tell  me  what  Luigi 
has  said — keep  me  not  in  this  awful  suspense^ 
let  me  know  the  precise  circumstances  of  that  posi- 
tion in  which  I  have  placed  myself  !" 

The  Count  evidently  made  a  powerful  effort  to 
maintain  a  sufficient  degree  of  calmness  while  he 
listened  to  the  explanations  I  had  to  give.  Ho 
sat  down  :  I  also  took  a  chair;  and  without  going 
back  to  any  of  the  occurrences  in  connexion  with 
my  acquaintance  with  Beatrice,  I  started  at  once 
from  that  point  where  Luigi's  avowals  commenced. 
In  short,  I  detailed  everything  that  within  the 
past  hour  had  been  extracted  from  the  lips  of  that 
Italian  valet.  The  Count  listened  with  a  species 
of  dismayed  consternation :  his  eyea  seemed  to 
grow  haggard — his  cheeks  hollow,  as  he  sat  in 
silence,  in  front  of  me. 

"  And  thus,  you  perceive,  my  lord,"  I  said,  in 
winding  up  my  statement,  "  that  if  Luigi  had  told 
the  truth  on  that  memorable  evening,  his  words 
would  have  proved  the  innocence  of  the  Countess 
instead  of  confirming  your  suspicions !" 

"  My  God,  it  is  so !"  moaned  the  wretched 
nobleman,  in  a  voice  so  woe-begone  and  with  a 
look  of  such  ghastly  anguish  that  the  spectacle  of 
utter  misery  could  not  have  been  more  appalling 
if  a  death-sentence  had  just  been  pronounced 
upon  him.  "  Yes — I  now  comprehend  it  all 
The  letter  which  Beatrice  wrote  to  me,  contained 
the  most  truthful  details  :  and  it  was  the  villany 
of  Luigi  that  blinded  me  to  that  truth  !  But,  oh  ! 
I  will  be  terribly  avenged  !"  he  exclaimed,  spring- 
ing up  from  his  seat ;  "  and  with  his  life  the 
wretch  shall  pay  the  penalty  of  his  black  iniquities!" 

The  Count  was  rushing  towards  the  door,  when 
I  caught  him  by  the  arm,  crying,  "  Unhappy  man  ! 
do  you  dare  speak  again  of  vengeance,  when  the 
bare  word  itself  ought  to  strike  terror  into  your 
heart  and  make  you  quiver  from  head  to  foot  ? 
Luigi  is  not  here !— he  has  fled— and  I  question 
whether  he  will  ever  dare  return  !" 

The  Count  had  gone  back  to  his  seat ;  and  there 
he  remained  for  a  few  moments,  gazing  upon  me 
with  a  look  of  dull  vacant  despair.  His  features 
were  now  rigid  ;  and  there  was  a  ghastly  paleness, 
dead  and  inanimate,  upon  the  natural  swarthiness 
of  his  complexion.  All  of  a  sudden  he  started  up, 
wringing  his  hands,  and  exclaiming,  "  Beatrice— 
poor  Beatrice  !  how  feari'ully  have  you  suffered ! 
And  I,  miscreant  that  I  have  been — with  less  com- 
passion than  a  fiend — with  less  mercy  than  a 
demon !" 


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Then  he  again  sank  upon  the  chair :  he  burst 
into  an  agony  of  weeping — he  sobbed  like  a  child. 
Thus  for  some  minutes  he  remained ;  and  I  spoke 
not  a  word.  At  length  the  violence  of  his  afflic- 
tion subsided  somewhat;  and  accosting  me,  he 
said  in  a  low  deep  voice,  "  Tell  me,  Miss  Trafford, 
what  am  I  to  do?  what  reparation  can  I 
make  ?" 

"  It  is  not  of  me,  my  lord,"  I  responded,  "  that 
you  are  to  usk  these  questions.  Kneeling  at  the 
feet  of  your  injured  wife,  and  in  the  presence  of 
ber  relations,  should  you  put  them  !" 

"  Yes,  yes  !"  exclaimed  the  Count ;  "  there  is 
no  atonement  that  I  would  not  make  !  But  Ah  ! 
first  of  all  there  is  one  thing  to  be  done  !" — and 
again  he  rushed  as  if  madly  towards  the  door. 

"  What  would  you  do  ?"  I  asked,  again  seizing^ 
him  by  the  arm:  for  I  dreaded  lest  in  his  present 
fearfully  excited  state  of  mind  he  should  accom- 
No.  28.— Ellen  Teect. 


plisU  some  rash  act  which  would  only  plunge  him 
into  still  deeper  misery. 

He  turned  upon  me  a  countenance  in  thi 
expression  of  which  horror  and  anguish  were 
hideously  mingled  ;  and  he  said  in  a  hoarse  voice, 
"  That  picture.  Miss  Trafiford,  to  which  you  have 
alluded — that  picture  which  the  villain  Luigi  ad- 
I  mitted  to  you  that  he  himself  had  painted — that 
picture  over  which,  with  shame  and  sorrow  I 
admit,  I  have  gloated — it  must  be  destroyed  !" 
"Yes— go,"  I  said,  "my  lord,  and  destroy  it !" 
He  hurried  from  the  room;  and  I  sat  down— 
for  I  felt  exhausted  by  the  excitement  of  the 
painful  scene  which  had  been  taking  place.  Yet 
in  one  sense  there  was  the  liveliest  joy  in  my 
heart :  for  the  innocence  of  Beatrice  was  recog- 
nised by  her  husband.  Yes — most  unequivocally 
recognised !— and  I  saw  that  he  was  prtparcd  to 
proclaicn  it  in  the  presence  of  that   injured  wife  of 


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his  and  in  that  of  her  relatives.  Oh  !  the  reader 
may  comprehend  the  satisfaction  that  I  thus  ex- 
perienced in  having  brought  this  important  pro- 
ceeding to  so  successful  an  issue. 

In  a  few  minutes  the  door  opened ;  and  the 
Count  reappeared.  His  look  was  now  calmer,  but 
full  of  mournfulness :  his  conscience  seemed  to  be 
partially  relieved  of  the  weight  which  had  rested 
upon  it  from  the  moment  that  his  eyes  were 
opened  to  the  conviction  of  his  wife's  innocence. 

"  The  picture  is  destroyed,  Miss  Trafford  !"  he 
said,  closing  the  door  behind  Jiitn.  "  First  of  all 
I  took  it  forth  from  the  portfolio  in  which  I  was 
wont  to  keep  it:  I  trampled  it  under  foot— in  my 
rage  and  fury  I  defaced  with  the  heels  of  my  boots 
the  horrible  delineations  that  were  there — then  I 
tore  it  into  a  thousand  fragments — and  finally  I 
burnt  them  all  —  watching  until  the  last  spark 
died  out  of  the  last  piece  of  shrivelled  tinder  !" 

It  was  thus  in  an  excited  manner  that  the 
Count  of  Carboni  spoke.  It  seemed  to  me  as  if 
— though  comparatively  calm  now  to  what  his 
state  of  mind  was  ere  he  left  the  room — he  could 
not  possibly  subdue  himself  ihto  complete  tran- 
quillity. His  disposition  was  alike  mercurial  and 
sombre  :  his  feelings  were  as  easily  acted  upon  as 
the  wires  of  a  galvanic  battery  hj  an  electric 
spark;  but  the  eifect  with  him  was  far  from  being 
80  transitory.  I  saw  that  he  was  one  of  those 
men  who  in  their  madness  could  do  frightful 
deeds — but  in  whose  remorse  there  #as  a  tinge  of 
that  same  madness  still.  Thus  I  trembled  for  the 
consequences ;  because  I  knew  that  though  the 
lips  of  Beatrice  might  pronounce  the  word  "  par- 
don," yet  that  never  again  could  she  consort  with 
a  man  who  had  persecuted  her  so  diijbolically. 
Nevertheless,  whatever  those  consequences  might 
be,  it  was  of  paramount  importance  that  an  inter- 
view should  take  place  between  that  man  and  his 
injured  wife  in  the  presence  of  her  relatives,  in 
order  that  her  innocence  might  be  effectually  pro- 
claimed. 

"  Now,  my  lord,"  I  said,  "  will  you  come  with 
me?" 

He  understood  what  I  meant ;  and  be  ex- 
claimed, "  Yes — Oh,  yea !  I  now  yearn  to  accom- 
plish that  duty  which  is  the  first  of  the  atonements 
that  I  have  to  make  !" 

"  But  undefstand  me  well,  my  lord,"  I  em- 
phatically said :  "  it  is  the  onli/  atonement  you 
have  to  make !  Proclaim  the  innocence  of  your 
wife — and  you  will  have  done  as  much  as  under 
existing  circumstances  it  is  in  your  power  to 
accomplish.  It  is  not  by  any  rash  deed,  such  as 
by  avenging  yourself  upon  Luigi — nor  by  any 
self-inflicted  punishment — that  you  will  prove 
your  contrition  or  administer  balm  to  the  wounded 
spirit  of  Beatrice." 

"  Come,  Miss  Trafford,"  said  the  nobleman,  who 
appeared  to  have  listened  somewhat  impatiently 
to  my  words,  and  who  offered  no  comment  upon 
them. 

We  issued  forth  together ;  and  we  proceeded  in 
a  cab  to  the  house  v;here  Beatrice  dwelt  with  the 
Marquis  and  Marchioness  of  CampanoUa.  I 
stopped  the  cab  at  a  short  distance  ;  and  alighting, 
I  said  to  the  Count,  "  Suffer  me,  my  lord,  to  pre- 
cede you  at  an  interval  of  a  few  raiuutcs,  su  that  I 
mity  prepare  them  for  the  interview  which  is  about 
to  take  place." 


"Yes— a  few  minutes!"  ejaculated  the  Count 
impatiently :  and  it  really  seemed  as  if  he  could 
neither  speak  nor  act  except  under  the  influence 
of  a  constitutional  excitement. 

I  entered  the  house :  I  found  the  Marquis  and 
Marchioness  alone  together  in  the  drawing-room ; 
for  Beatrice  was  in  her  own  chamber. 

"Now  at  length,"  I  said,  "the  project  which  I 
had  in  hand,  and  concerning  which  I  have  so 
steadily  abstained  from  giving  you  any  details,  has 
reached  a  successful  termination!  The  villain 
Luigi,  who  is  in  London,  has  confessed  everything  : 
the  Count  of  Carboni  is  satisfied  of  the  innocence 
of  his  much  injured  wife;  and  he  is  coming  to 
proclaim  it.     In  a  few  minutes  he  will  be  here  !" 

The  Marchioness  embraced  me  with  fervour: 
the  Marquis  pressed  my  hand; — and  both  were 
profoundly  affected.  I  requested  her  ladyship  to 
hasten  and  prepare  Beatrice  for  the  interview 
that  was  about  to  take  place.  She  retired  accord- 
ingly ;  and  during  her  brief  absence,  I  entered 
into  some  particulars  with  the  Marqtiis.  Pre- 
sently the  Marchioness  returned  to  the  room, 
accompanied  by  her  sister ;  and  the  latter,  bound- 
ing forward,  caught  me  in  her  arms,  exclaiming 
that  she  had  every  reason  to  love  me  also  as  a 
sister.  Scarcely  bad  Beatrice  regained  some 
little  degree  of  composure,  when  the  door  was 
thrown  open,  and  a  domestic  announced  the  name 
of  the  Count  of  Carboni. 

The  servant  immediately  retired :  the  Count 
threw  himself  upon  his  knees  at  the  feet  of 
Beatrice— his  face  bent  downward :  ho  dared  not 
look  up  into  her  own.  A  deadly  pallor  overspread 
fbe  countenance  of  Beatrice :  she  staggered  back 
a  pace  or  two — but  the  Marchioness  arid  myself 
•^ete  close  at  hand  to  sostain  her.  A  rapid 
glance  which  I  flung  towards  (We  Marqtiis,  showed 
me  how  strong  a  sense  of  loathirig  for  the  wretched 
Count  was  depicted  upofl  Ms  features :  but  it  was 
with  a  veritable  horror  that  Beatrice  looked  down 
upon  the  kneeling,  self-abasing  form  of  her  hus- 
band. And  no  wonder !  For  could  she  avoid 
thinking  at  the  moment  of  that  frightful  period 
when  he  was  locked  in  the  room  at  the  chateau, 
along  with  herself  and  the  ignominiously  sus- 
pended corpse  of  Angelo  Marano  ? 

"Beatrice,  you  are  innocent!"  exclaimed  the 
Count  of  Carboni.  "  I  proclaim  you  to  be  inno- 
cent !     But  as  for  i/our  forgiveness " 

He  stopped  short :  he  slowly  raised  his  eyes 
towards  the  countenance  of  his  wife;  and  then  he 
passionately  exclaimed,  "Oh,  I  see  that  it  is  im- 
possible you  can  forgive  me  !" 

It  was  now  that  Beatrice,  exercising  the 
strongest  control  over  her  feelings,  said  in  a  clear 
but  tremulous  voice,  "  Yes — I  forgive  you !  But 
understand  me  well,  my  lord  !  Everything  is  at 
an  end  between  us !  I  am  your  wife  only  in 
name — and  never  more  may  wo  dwell  together  !" 

"  I  dared  not  expect  it,  Beatrice,"  answered  the 
Count.  "  I  scarcely  dared  even  expect  that  you 
would  forg? ve  me !  I  thank  you — heaven  knows 
that  from  the  bottom  of  my  heart  I  thank  you! 
And  now  farewell  for  ever !" 

Having  thus  spoken,  the  Count  bent  one  lin- 
gering look  of  utter  misery  upon  his  wife;  and  he 
then  hurried  from  the  room.  None  of  us  chose 
to  make  a  movement  to  detain  him.  Wliat  had 
we  to  say  ?  wherefore  should  we  prolong  a  scene 


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whicb,  though  it  had  lasted  but  a  few  minutes, 
was  painful  enough  ? 

There  was  a  long  interval  of  silence;  and  it 
was  broken  by  a  repetition  of  the  most  grateful 
expressions  and  affectionate  assurances  towards 
mjself.  I  described  how  the  confession  of  Luigi 
had  been  elicited  —  but  without  compromising 
Zarah  by  name,  or  speaking  of  her  otherwise  than 
as  a  young  female  in  whom  I  was  interested,  and 
who  had  consented  to  sacrifice  her  own  feelings 
somewhat  in  order  to  accomplish  the  task  which 
I  had  entrusted  to  her.  On  taking  my  leave  of 
Beatrice  and  her  relations,  it  was  with  a  sense  of 
the  supremest  satisfaction  in  having  been  enabled 
to  minister  to  their  happiness. 

On  the  following  day  I  called  at  an  early  hour 
upon  Zarah ;  for  I  was  anxious  to  learn  whether 
Luigi  had  reappeared,  and  also  whether  the  Count 
of  Carboni  had  indicated  a  continuance  of  a 
morbid  state  of  excitement.  In  respect  to  the 
first  point  I  learnt  that  the  perfidious  valet  had 
not  shown  himself  at  the  house  since  ho  fled  on 
the  preceding  day  :  but  as  for  the  Count,  he  bad 
returned  thither  after  his  visit  with  me  to  the 
mansion  of  the  Marquis  —  he  had  ordered  his 
eflfects  to  be  packed  up— and  be  had  suddenly  de- 
parted, Zarah  knew  not  whither. 

I  thence  proceeded  to  the  bouse  of  the  Mar- 
quis; and  there  important  tidings  awaited  rae. 
A  solicitor  had  called  at  the  mansion  about  half- 
an-hour  previously:  he  had  inquired  for  the 
Countess  of  Carboni ;  and  he  had  placed  in  her 
hands  a  deed  which  he  said  her  husband  had  in- 
structed him  to  draw  up  with  all  possible  despatch. 
Its  purport  was  to  make  over  to  Beatrice  at  least 
nine- tenths  of  his  large  fortune;  so  that  while 
the  Count  thus  suddenly  enriched  his  wife,  he 
retained  for  himself  a  very  moderate  income. 
The  deed  invested  her  with  the  possession  of  all 
the  Count's  Italian  domains,  with  theio»e  excep- 
tion of  the  chateau  and  estate  of  Carboni  in  the 
south  of  Tuscany  near  the  Roman  frontier. 
Having  made  Beatrice  acquainted  with  the  out- 
lines of  the  deed,  the  solicitor  had  informed  her 
that  bis  lordship  her  husband  intended  to  retire 
altogether  from  the  world  and  bury  himself  in 
some  remote  seclusion. 

Such  was  the  intelligence  which  awaited  me.  I 
farther  learnt  that  Beatrice  had  at  first  hesitated 
to  accept  the  deed  from  the  solicitor's  hands  ;  but 
that  her  scruples  were  overruled  by  the  represen- 
tations of  her  sister  and  her  brother-in-law,  who 
made  her  comprehend  that  there  was  no  necessity 
for  her  to  refuse  this  proof  of  her  husband's  pro- 
found sorrow  for  the  past  and  of  his  anxiety  to 
make  every  possible  atonement. 


CHAPTER    XXXIX. 

MAKT    GLENTWOKTH. 

TTpwaeds  of  three  months  passed  from  the  inci- 
dents which  I  have  just  been  relating.  It  was 
now  verging  towards  the  close  of  June  in  the  year 
1841  :  and  I  was  nineteen  years  of  age.  Ten 
months  had  elapsed  since  the  mock-marriage 
which  had  afforded  Juliet  a  temporary  happiness, 
and  had  subsequently  plunged  her  into  so  much 


misery.  The  time  was  close  at  hand  when  she 
was  to  become  a  mother.  There  was  likewise  now 
a  vacation  in  the  theatrical  world  ;  and  I  received 
a  very  kind  letter  from  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  requesting 
me  to  spend  it  at  River  House.  She  intimated 
that  she  would  thereby  not  merely  enjoy  the  plea- 
sure of  my  society,  but  that  Juliet  would  have  her 
dearest  friend  near  her  in  the  hour  of  her  trial. 
Mr.  Norman  received  at  the  same  time  a  letter 
from  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  suggesting  that  it  would  be 
more  expedient  for  himself  and  his  wife  to  con- 
tinue to  keep  away  from  the  abode  whero  their 
daughter  had  found  a  home,  as  their  presence  at 
River  House  would  only  multiply  the  chances 
of  Juliet's  identity  being  discovered.  'For  at 
that  house  and  in  that  neighbourhood  she  was 
passing  under  the  name  of  Mrs.  Hall — a  hint 
having  been  dropped  that  her  husband  was 
abroad. 

In  consequence  of  these  letters,  it  was  agreed 
that  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  should  go  and  pass  the 
vacation  at  their  favourite  watering-place.  Rams- 
gate  ;  while  I  was  to  repair  to  River  House.  I 
did  not  exactly  know  what  to  do  with  Beda :  I 
did  not  like  to  leave  her  alone  with  the  servants  in 
Hunter  Street ;  I  did  not  choose  to  consign  her 
to  the  care  of  Zarah,  for  fear  lest  the  gipsy's  old 
grandmother  should  chance  to  behold  her  there, 
and  repenting  of  having  lost  her,  endeavour  to 
entice  her  away  again  ;  and  I  did  not  of  course 
feel  inclined  to  take  her  with  me  to  River  House, 
unless  with  the  consent  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle.  I  had 
every  faith  in  Beda's  sincerity  as  well  as  kindness 
of  disposition :  but  still  I  saw  that  it  would  be 
improper  to  intrust  her  with  Juliet's  secret.  The 
difficulty  was  however  solved  by  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  volunteering  to  take  her  with  them  to 
Ramsgate. 

Beda  was  much  distressed  when  I  told  her  that 
we  must  temporarily  separate ;  and  though  I 
spoke  most  kindly  to  her,  yet  she  fell  at  my  feet ; 
and  with  the  tears  standing  in  her  large  lustrous 
eyes,  she  asked  in  a  voice  tremulous  with  emotion 
whether  I  had  any  reason  to  be  displeased  with 
her  ?  I  embraced  the  poor  girl, — assuring  her  that 
during  the  four  months  she  had  been  in  my  ser- 
vice, I  had  never  once  regretted  our  acquaintance 
— that  I  was  sorry  to  part  with  her  even  for  a 
few  weeks — but  that  I  was  going  to  stay  with  a 
lady  who  was  very  particular,  and  who  did  not  like 
to  have  strangers  in  her  household.  Beda  was 
comforted ;  and  she  agreed  to  follow  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  to  Ramsgate. 

But  there  was  another  matter  of  even  greater 
importance,  which  at  first  gave  me  some  little 
difficulty  and  uneasiness.  At  the  very  time  that 
I  received  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  kind  letter,  the  post 
brought  me  an  nfi'dctionate  and  joyously  written 
one  from  Henry  Wakefield.  The  business  which 
had  so  long  detained  him  in  the  United  States, 
was  verging  towards  its  completion  :  he  had  suc- 
ceeded in  recovering  all  the  moneys  due  to  Mr. 
Macdonald,  the  Paisley  manufacturer  ;  and  it  was 
his  intention  to  return  to  his  native  country  with 
the  least  possible  delay.  He  farther  informed  me 
that  on  his  arrival  at  Liverpool,  he  should  as  a 
matter  of  course  in  the  first  instance  repair  to 
Paisley,  where  he  hoped  to  find  letters  from  me  ; 
but  that  the  very  instant  he  had  settled  his  ac- 
counts with  Mr.  Macdonald,  he  should  speed  to 


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ELtEir  FESCT;   OK,   THE  MEMOIES   OP  AN  ACTRESS. 


London  to  fold  me  in  his  arms.  This  letter,  as 
well  as  the  numerous  preceding  ones  I  had  re- 
ceived from  Harry,  breathed  the  purest  love  and 
the  most  unchanging  afifection  ;  and  I  wept  with 
a  blissful  pleasure  over  the  epistle  as  I  held  it  in 
my  hands. 

But  what  course  was  I  to  adopt  ?  If  Henry 
Wakefield  were  to  arrive  in  London  during  my 
absence  at  Eiver  House,  he  would  assuredly  set  off 
after  me  on  finding  I  was  not  in  Hunter  Street; 
and  thus  sooner  or  later  it  would  be  impossible  to 
conceal  Juliet's  secret  from  his  knowledge.  That 
secret  was  not  my  own ;  and  I  was  bound  to  shield 
it  to  the  utmost  of  my  ability.  At  length,  after 
much  reflection,  I  resolved  how  to  act.  I  wrote 
a  letter — directed  to  Henry,  to  the  care  of  Mr. 
Macdonald  at  Paisley— wherein  I  requested  my 
cousin  to  send  me  an  anssver  announcing  his  arri- 
val the  instant  he  received  it,  so  that  I  might  have 
the  satisfaction  of  being  assured  of  his  safety. 
The  servants  in  Hunter  Street  knew  that  I  was 
about  to  pay  a  visit  to  Eiver  House  near  Dover  : 
they  knew  likewise  that  Juliet  was  there — but 
they  were  ignorant  of  her  situation.  I  gave  them 
express  orders  that  all  letters  whieh  might  arrive 
for  me,  should  be  at  once  posted  to  Eiver  House. 
By  this  arrangement  I  calculated  that  if  I  re- 
ceived a  letter  from  Henry  while  there,  I  could 
hasten  up  to  London  and  thus  be  in  Hunter  Street 
before  he  was  likely  to  reach  the  metropolis — as  I 
had  no  doubt  that  business  matters  would  detain 
him  a  day  or  two  in  Paisley  after  his  arrival  in 
Great  Britain.  I  felt  hurt,  and  even  shocked,  at 
being  compelled  to  have  recourse  to  what  appeared 
to  me  a  certain  degree  of  petty  manoeuvring  :  but 
it  was  all  for  Juliet's  sake,  and  to  guard  against 
the  possibility  of  her  secret  being  discovered  by 
any  sudden  and  unexpected  visit  on  the  part  of 
my  cousin  at  Eiver  House. 

But  before  I  dismiss  the  present  subject  I  must 
state  that  the  moment  had  now  come  when  it  was 
absolutely  necessary  for  me  to  reveal  to  Harry 
that  Ellen  Percy  and  the  celebrated  Miss  Trafford 
were  one  and  the  same  person.  Though  upwards 
of  nine  months  had  elapsed  since  he  set  out  on  his 
trans-atlantic  voyage — and  though  a  constant  cor- 
respondence had  been  maintained  between  us — yet 
had  I  lacked  the  moral  courage  to  make  the  com- 
plete revelation,  I  had  however  in  my  letters, 
under  the  guise  of  gossiping  information,  recorded 
a  variety  of  facts  to  disabuse  him  of  his  prejudice 
against  the  stage  and  the  dramatic  world  in 
general.  I  had  thus  prepared  him  for  the  final 
announcement  :  but  still  that  announcement  itself 
had  not  as  yet  been  made.  It  was  now  impossible 
to  delay  it  any  longer ;  and  I  accordingly  included 
it  in  the  letter  which  I  addressed  to  him  under 
cover  to  the  manufacturer  at  Paisley.  It  was 
through  no  sentiment  of  idle  vaniPj? — but  in  order 
to  gratify  him,  if  possible,  with  the  knowledge  of 
the  fame  whicli  I  had  acquired — that  I  enclosed  in 
the  letter  several  critiques  from  the  leading  news- 
papers upon  my  performance ;  and  this  I  did  all 
the  more  willingly,  inasmuch  as  in  those  critiques 
there  were  frequent  allusions  to  me  as  "  a  young 
lady  whoso  unimpeachable  character  and  personal 
beauty  were  only  equalled  by  her  genius  as  the 
greatest  actress  of  the  day."  I  likewise  informed 
Harry  in  this  letter  that  I  was  in  the  receipt  of 
upwards  of  a  thousand  a  yeac,  with  every  prospect 


of  this  income  being  shortly  doubled  ;  and  that 
my  savings  were  therefore  already  considerable. 
I  delicately  hinted  that  my  cousin  therefore 
need  have  no  care  for  the  future,  inasmuch  as  it 
mattered  not  in  an  alliance  with  two  fond  hearts 
from  which  side  riches  emanated. 

All  preparations  being  complete,  I  set  out  on  my 
visit  to  Eiver  House.  I  accompanied  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman  in  the  steam-vessel  to  Eamsgate  ; 
and  thence  on  the  following  day  I  proceeded  alone 
by  the  coach  to  Dover.  It  was  at  about  the  hour 
of  noon  when  I  reached  the  last-mentioned  place  ; 
and  as  the  weather  in  that  month  of  June  was 
charming  and  delicious,  I  determined  to  walk  to 
Eiver  House,  which  was  only  about  a  mile  and  a 
half  distant.  Leaving  my  luggage  therefore  to  the 
care  of  the  carrier,  who  was  to  bring  it  to  its  desti- 
nation in  the  course  of  the  afternoon,  I  set  out. 

I  was  soon  beyond  the  precincts  of  the  town  of 
Dover ;  and  when  at  a  distance  of  about  a  mile,  I 
thought  of  assuring  myself  by  inquiry  that  I  was 
in  the  nearest  route  to  River  House.  I  was  at- 
tracted by  a  beautiful  little  cottage-residence, 
where  the  roses  were  blushing  over  the  portico, 
and  where  the  open  windows  afforded  a  glimpse  of 
the  neatly  furnished  parlours.  This  cottage  stood 
in  the  midst  of  a  garden,  where  there  were  the 
most  beautiful  flowers  scattered  over  the  well-kept 
parterres, — between  which  the  gravel  walks  were 
wcy  rolled^  an'',  shining  in  the  sunbeams.  Tbo 
garden-gate  stood  open ;  and  I  entered.  I  was 
about  to  accost  an  old  gardener  whom  I  beheld  at 
a  little  distance,  busily  engaged  in  his  occupation, 
— when  a  glance  in  the  opposite  direction  revealed 
to  my  view  a  young  lady  seated  at  work  in  a 
summer-house.  This  summer-house  was  formed  of 
wood  painted  green  :  its  architecture  was  quaint ; 
and  with  the  jasmine  and  clematis  that  twined  up 
the  trellis-work  over  it,  mingled  with  festooning 
roses,  it  had  a  sweetly  picturesque  appearance. 

The  young  lady  did  not  immediately  observe 
me  as  my  feet  trod  noiselessly  over  a  grass-plat  by 
which  the  arbour  was  approached;  and  I  there- 
fore had  an  opportunity  of  contemplating  that 
pleasing  picture  before  I  made  my  presence 
known.  The  occupant  of  the  summer-house  was 
apparently  about  my  own  age— namely,  nineteen. 
Her  dress  v?as  characterized  by  mingled  neatness 
and  elegance.  A  profusion  of  light  brown  ringlets 
escaped  from  beneath  a  beautiful  little  French 
cap,  and  fell  upon  her  shoulders.  The  corsage  of  her 
light  summer  dress  was  open  down  to  the  waist : 
but  a  habit-shirt  was  modestly  closed  up  to  the 
throat.  Her  countenance  had  an  expression  of  the 
chastest  innocence  and  of  the  purest  thoughts :  her 
compleyion  was  fair — but  upon  her  cheeks  bloomed 
the  rose-hues  of  health.  "While  thus  seated  at  her 
work,  she  seemed  to  be  of  the  medium  stature— 
symmetrically  and  finely  formed — with  the  well- 
rounded  contours  of  a  country-girl  constantly  in- 
haling the  fresh  breeze,  with  its  invigorating  ad- 
mixture of  the  saline  properties  afforded  by  the 
close  vicinage  of  the  sea. 

While  I  stood  contemplating  this  young  lady, 
she  laid  down  her  work  to  take  up  a  book  ;  and 
it  was  at  this  instant  that  her  eyes  encountered 
mine.  And  what  beautiful  eyes  were  those  that 
were  thus  raised  towards  me  ! — eyes  of  a  clear 
liquid  blue,  only  a  shade  darker  than  azure— full 
of  softness,  and  yet  with  a  proper   animation. 


She  at  once  rose  from  her  seat,  and  cama  forward, 
tripping  lightly  down  the  two  little  steps  by  which 
the  entrance  of  the  bower  was  reached.  A  smile 
appeared  upon  her  beautifully  formed  inoutb,  as  if 
expressing  her  readiness  to  render  me  any  service 
in  her  power. 

"  I  have  to  apologize  most  sincerely,"  I  said, 
"  for  my  intrusion.  I  had  merely  intended  to  put 
an  inquiry  to  your  gardener  :  but  on  happening  to 
perceive  that  this  beautiful  summer-house  was  oc- 
cupied, I  was  encouraged  to  address  myself  to 
you." 

"  And  I  am  sure  I  am  very  much  pleased  !"  re- 
plied the  young  lady,  in  a  frank  cordial  tone. 
"  But  pray  do  not  stand  in  the  sun  !  Come  in 
and  rest  yourself ;  for  I  see,"  she  added,  glancing 
down  at  the  skirt  of  my  dress,  "  that  you  have 
been  walking  along  the  dusty  road." 

"  Only  from  Dover,"  I  observed,  as  I  accepted 
the  young  lady's  invitation  and  followed  her  into 
the  summer-house,  where  we  sat  down  together. 
"  I  am  on  my  way  to  a  place  which  can  be  at  no 
great  distance — I  mean  Eiver  House." 

"  Ah,  Mrs.  Oldcastle's,"  said  the  young  lady. 
"You  are  not  far  off— about  half-a-mile — and  I 
shall  presently  have  the  pleasure  of  indicating  a 
pathway  through  the  fields.  But  let  me  offer  you 
some  refreshment — some  wine-and-water " 

"  !N^othing,  I  thank  you.  I  shall  soon  bo  at  my 
destination." 

"  Oh  !  but  you  must  taste  our  fine  strawberries," 
exclaimed  the  young  lady,  with  as  much  artless 
ingenuous  cordiality  as  if  our  acquaintance  had 
been  one  of  weeks  or  months  instead  of  minutes; 
and  before  I  could  stop  her,  she  had  bounded 
down  the  steps,  and  was  gliding  across  the  grass- 
plat,  which  her  beautifully  shaped  feet  seemed 
scarcely  to  touch. 

She  was  gone  therefore  before  I  could  ejaculate 
a  syllable  to  detain  her.  I  mechanically  took  up 
the  book  which  lay  upon  a  bench;  and  to  my  sur- 
prise I  found  that  it  was  one  of  those  editions 
of  Shakspere  which  contain  only  the  particular 
dramas  that  may  be  read  without  offence  to  the 
modesty.  I  saw  that  several  passages  had  pencil- 
marks  against  them,  as  if  indicative  ot  the  reader's 
admiration  and  for  more  easy  reference  in  future. 
The  parts  thus  noted  bore  strong  testimony  to  the 
taste  of  whomsoever  had  made  them ;  and  I  won- 
dered whether  I  might  therewith  associate  my 
charming  new  acquaintance.  On  the  fly-leaf  of 
the  book  was  written,  in  a  sweet  feminine  hand, 
the  name  of  Mary  Glentworth, 

I  had  scarcely  time  to  put  down  the  volume, 
when  the  young  lady  came  tripping  back  to  the 
summer-house,  with  a  quantity  of  large  freshly- 
gathered  strawberries  piled  up  on  a  plate  which 
she  bad  made  of  vine  leaves,  and  which  she  held 
ia  her  two  fair  white  hands. 

"There!"  she  said,  as  she  deposited  her  little 
burden  upon  the  table:  "you  must  do  me  the 
pleasure  to  taste  them — they  are  so  refreshing!  I 
tried  to  see  if  I  could  find  an  apricot  for  you— but 
they  are  not  yet  quite  ripe." 

There  was  something  so  cordial,  so  ingenuous, 
and  frank-hearted  in  the  young  lady's  manner, 
that  I  felt  as  if  I  had  already  known  her  for  a 
considerable  time ;  and  in  order  to  please  her,  I 
partook  of  the  fruit. 

"  Oh  !  you  have  been  looking  at  my  book,"  she 


exclaimed,  perceiving  that  it  was  removed  from 
the  spot  where  she  had  left  it.  "  When  I  am  tired 
of  working " 

"  I  hope  there  was  no  indiscretion,"  I  said,  "  in 
glancing  into  the  volume " 

"  Indiscretion  ?  —  no ! "  cried  the  young  lady, 
opening  her  beautiful  large  eyes  still  more  widely 
in  evident  astonishment  at  my  observation.  "  What 
harm  could  there  possibly  be  in  looking  at  a  book 
which  anybody  may  read — and  which  I  am  sure," 
she  added  emphatically,  "  everybody  who  can  read 
otiffht  to  read !" 

"  Ah  !"  I  ejaculated :  "  this  is  your  book  ?"  and 
therefore  I  was  at  once  convinced  that  she  was 
Mary  Glentworth  herself;  and  I  was  pleased  to 
have  ascertained  her  name.  "  Shakspere,  I  sup- 
pose, is  a  favourite  of  your's  ?" 

"  If  I  were  a  silly  romantic  girl,"  replied  Miss 
Glentworth,  laughing,  "  I  should  exclaim  in  a 
paroxysm  of  enthusiam  that  I  adore  Sbakspere. 
But  to  speak  in  more  moderate  language,  I  may 
state  that  I  take  a  greater  pleasure  in  reading  his 
works  than  those  of  any  other  author.  I  would 
give  the  world  to  see  one  of  his  plays  represented 
on  the  stage !  And  if  I  dared  envy  any  one — 
whom  do  you  think  I  most  envy  on  the  face  of  the 
earth  ?" 

"  I  cannot  possibly  tell,"  I  said,  smiling. 

"  Well,  then,  I  will  enlighten  you  in  respect  to 
these  whimsical  ideas  of  mine,"  continued  Miss 
Glentworth,  in  the  same  spirit  of  frank  and 
friendly  good  humour.  "  I  would  sooner  be  Miss 
Trafford  than  any  Queen  that  is  seated  upon  a 
throne !  I  have  read  so  much  about  her  in  the 
newspapers  and  literary  reviews,  that  I  not  only 
admire  her  genius,  but  also  her  beauty  of  person 
and  her  general  character.  Yet  I  have  never  seen 
her Have  you .'"'  she  somewhat  abruptly  in- 
quired. 

I  thought  it  unnecessary  to  tell  the  young  lady 
who  I  was;  for  I  did  not  wish  to  direct  more 
attention  than  I  could  help  to  Eiver  House,  where 
I  was  about  to  sojourn,  for  fear  lest  I  should  mul- 
tiply the  chances  of  Juliet's  secret  being  dis- 
covered. I  therefore  said  somewhat  evasively, 
"Yes — I  have  seen  her  occasionally.  But  now. 
Miss  Gleutwortb,  I  must  take  my  leave  of 
you." 

"  Oh,  do  not  go  for  a  few  minutes !"  she  ex- 
claimed. "We  are  just  touching  upon  a  topic 
that  is  so  interesting  to  me!  You  can  tell  mo 
about  Miss  Trafford " 

"  Another  time.  Miss  Glentworth,"  I  answered : 
"  for  I  am  going  to  stay  a  few  weeks  in  this  neigh- 
bourhood— and  rest  assured  that  after  the  kind 
reception  you  have  given  me,  I  shall  not  fail  to 
pay  my  respects  to  you  again.  Perhaps,  however, 
you  know  Mrs.  Oldcastle  ? — you  visit  at  River 
House .''" — and  yet  even  as  I '  spoke  I  thought  it 
could  scarcely  be  so;  for  if  it  were,  Juliet  would 
hardly  have  failed  to  mention  in  her  letters  that 
she  had  formed  the  acquaintance  of  so  sweet  and 
amiable  a  being  as  Mary  Glentworth. 

"I  only  know  Mrs.  Oldcastle  by  sight,"  she  re- 
plied. "  Mamma  does  not  visit  any  one  in  the 
neighbourhood  :  she  tells  me  that  she  is  not  fond 
of  society ; — and  as  I  have  no  friends  nor  com- 
panions, I  am  thrown  entirely  on  my  own  re- 
sources. These  however  do  not  fail  me :  for  be- 
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household  duties,  I  always  contrive  to  occupy  my- 
self." 

"  And  you  will  permit  me  to  renew  my  visit,"  I 
said ;  '•  and  on  a  future  occasioa  I  will  tell  you 
more  of  Miss  TrafiFord." 

I  then  took  my  leave  of  my  new  acquaintance, 
in  whom  I  felt  deeply  interested.  She  indicated 
the  path  through  the  fields  which  led  towards  i 
River  House ;  and  as  I  was  proceeding  to  my  des- 
tination, I  kept  thinking  of  Mary  Glentworth. 
As  she  had  spoken  only  of  her  mother  and  had 
made  no  mention  of  her  father,  I  concluded  that 
he  was  dead  ;  and  I  was  somewhat  surprised  that 
she  should  have  formed  no  acquaintances  in  the 
neighbourhood.  It  could  not  be  from  poverty,  in- 
asmuch as  she  herself  was  well  dressed — and  the 
cottage,  with  its  large  garden,  could  only  have  been 
in  the  occupation  of  a  lady  enjoying  a  competency. 
However,  I  resolved  to  inquire  more  about  her 
when  I  should  have  an  opportunity  of  speaking  to 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  at  Eiver  House. 

My  destination  was  reached ;  and  I  found  that 
Mrs.  Oldcastle's  abode  was— as  it  bad  been  repre- 
sented to  me — somewhat  in  the  cottage-style,  not 
spacious  but  commodious,  and  furnished  in  a 
handsome  old-fashioned  manner.  It  had  a  good 
garden  attached — besides  stables  and  outhouses, — 
everything,  in  short,  denoting  ample  means  on  the 
part  of  its  proprietress.  I  was  cordially  welcomed 
by  that  lady  herself;  and  fervid  was  the  embrace 
in  which  I  was  strained  by  Juliet.  Upwards  of 
four  months  had  elapsed  since  last  I  saw  my  dear 
friend  Miss  iJforman;  and  I  was  delighted  to  per- 
ceive by  her  looks  that  she  was  not  suffering  much 
iu  her  spirits,  but  was  bearing  up  with  fortitude 
against  the  sense  of  the  foul  wrong  she  had  sus- 
t  iined  on  the  part  of  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliflfe. 

I  soon  had  an  opportunity  of  speaking  to  Mrs- 
Oldcastle  about  Mary  Glentworth  ;  and  the  mo- 
ment I  mentioned  her  name,  I  perceived  to  my 
surprise  that  a  dark  shade  came  over  the  old  lady's 
countenance. 

"  Yes,  indeed,"  she  said,  "  from  all  I  have 
beard.  Miss  Glentworth  is  an  amiable  girl — and 
she  is  greatly  to  be  pitied." 

"  Pitied  ! — in  what  respect  ?"  I  exclaimed, 
astonished  and  grieved  at  the  answer  just  given. 

"  Do  not  ask  me  too  many  questions,  my  dear 
Ellen,"  rejoined  Mrs.  Oldcastle.  "  It  is  not  a 
subject  proper  to  be  discussed  by  a  young  lady 
like  yourself.  Suffice  it  for  you  to  know  that 
Mary  Glentworth  is  suffering  from  the  effects  of  a 
mother's  fault." 

"  Poor  girl !"  I  murmured :  and  so  deeply  was 
I  moved  on  her  behalf  that  I  felt  the  tears  trick- 
ling down  my  cheeks. 

"Yes,"  continued  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  "  she  is  indeed 
to  be  pitied  : — but  what  can  be  done?  Society  is 
imperious  with  its  Taws.  You  see,  my  dear  EUen, 
that  even  in  the  case  of  your  friend,  my  grand- 
niece  Juliet,  we  are  compelled  to  take  all  kinds  of 
precautions,  though  she  is  really  far  from  being 
criminal — she  has  been  infamously  betrayed — and 
her's  is  a  pure  misfortune  without  the  slightest 
scintillation  of  guilt.  But  it  was  different  with 
Mary  Glentworth's  mother — and  the  poor  girl 
suffers  accordingly." 

"  Yet  she  herself  must  be  ignorant  of  her 
mother's  false  position,"  I  said ;  "  for  she  spoke  as 


if  it  was  Mrs.  Glentworth  herself  who  voluntarily 
avoided  society,  instead  of  being  shunned  by  it. 

Yes — Mary  Glentworth  is  really  ignorant " 

"  It  may  be  so — and  perhaps  it  is,"  said  Mrs. 
Oldcastle.  "  But  this  much  I  can  tell  you,  that 
Mrs.  Glentworth,  as  she  calls  herself,  is  every  now 
and  then  visited  by  a  gentleman  to  whom  she  ia 
indebted  for  the'  income  she  enjoys.     This  at  least 

is  indelicate " 

"  But  are  you  sure,"  I  inquired,  "  that  there  is 
anything  really  improper  in  those  visits  ? — have 
you  the  certainty  that  it  is  not  some  relative  or 
very  dear  friend  concerning  whom  scandal  may 
have  busied  itself?  So  far  as  my  knowledge  of  the 
world  extends — and  so  far  as  I  have  the  power  of 
fathoming  and  appreciating  the  human  character 
— I  feel  convinced  that  Mary  Glentworth  must 
have  been  brought  up  with  the  strictest  propriety ; 
for  she  is  all  artlessness,  candour,  and  inno- 
cence." 

"  It  may  be  so,"  observed  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  re- 
peating that  phrase  which  seemed  to  imply  un- 
charitable doubt  and  mistrust :  or  at  least  I 
thought  so— and  it  was  a  phrase  which  I  did  not 
like. 

"There  can  be  no  doubt,"  continued  the  old 
lady,  "  of  Mrs.  Glentworth's  position ;  and  as  I 
have  already  told  you  so  much,  I  will  tell  you  a 
little  more,  Ellen — because  I  see  that  you  have 
an  inclination  to  cultivate  M'ss  Glentworth's  ac- 
quaintance, and  you  must  not  do  so.  Some  years 
ago  —  it  may  be  perhaps  ten  or  eleven  —  Mrs. 
Glentworth  was  residing,  with  her  daughter,  who 
was  then  of  course  a  child,  at  Hastings.  There 
she  moved  in  excellent  society  —  passing  as  a 
widow;  and  as  her  manners  are  very  ladylike,  and 
she  is  even  still  handsome,  she  was  a  general 
favourite.  Her  conduct  was  moreover  so  circum- 
spect— at  least  to-  all  outward  appearance— that 
no  one  entertained  the  slightest  idea  that  her 
character  was  in  reality  equivocal.  But  one  day, 
while  she  was  walking  with  some  of  her  fashionable 
acquaintances,  a  gentleman  —  I  do  not  think  I 
ever  heard  his  name — or  if  I  did  I  have  forgotten 
it  However,  it  was  a  gentleman  who  had  only 
just  arrived  from  London;  and  he  immediately 
recognised  in  Mrs.  Glentworth  the  mistress  of  a 
friend  of  his— or  rather  I  should  say,  such  had 
been  her  position  a  few  years  previously.  I  do 
not  exactly  know  what  ensued,  or  how  the  dis- 
agreeable incident  terminated  at  the  time  :  but 
very  certain  it  is  that  Mrs.  Glentworth  speedily 
quitted  Hastings  and  came  to  settle  in  this  neigh- 
bourhood. She  had  the  good  taste  to  avoid 
making  overtures  towards  the  society  here, — well 
aware  perhaps  that  her  evil  reputation  could  not 
fail  to  follow  her  " 

"  The  tale,"  I  observed,  "has  two  features  which 
strike  me  as  somewhat  extraordinary.  In  the  first 
place  why  did  Mrs.  Glentworth  come  into  a  neigh- 
bourhood which  is  only  so  short  a  distance  from 
that  where  her  exposure  took  place? — and  why  did 
she  not  at  least  assume  another  name  ?" 

'•'  Perhaps,"  answered  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  "  she 
wished  after  that  exposure  to  seclude  herself  as  it 
were  from  the  world,  and  make  no  further  attempts 
to  get  into  society,  but  to  accept  her  position  as  a 
lost  and  degraded  woman.  If  this  be  the  solution 
of  the  mystery  which  seems  to  bewilder  you,  it 
will  account  for  both  your  questions.   Besides,  you 


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must  remember  that  at  the  time  when  the  unplea- 
sant incifknt  occurred  at  Hastings,  Mary  Glent- 
worth  was  a  girl  old  enough  to  know  the  name 
which  her  mother  and  herself  had  been  accustomed 
to  bear;  and  any  change  of  name  would  have  ex- 
cited Mary's  surprise — while  it  would  have  also 
been  a  circumstance  which  a  young  girl  could 
scarcely  have  been  tutored  to  keep  as  a  profound 
secret.  And  now,  Ellen,  I  have  told  you  enough 
to  make  you  comprehend  that  you  cannot  with 
propriety  repeat  your  visit  to  that  cottage,  nor 
cultivate  the  acquaintance  of  Miss  Glentworth." 

I  said  no  more  upon  the  subject :  but  I  was 
much  afflicted  at  the  tale  I  had  beard  and  at  the 
injunctions  which  I  bad  just  received — and  all  the 
more  so  because  I  could  not  fail  to  recognise  the 
necessity  of  acting  in  obedience  to  the  latter. 

Four  days  after  my  arrival  at  Eiver  House, 
Juliet  Norman  became  the  mother  of  a  son;  and 
when  she  pressed  her  babe  to  her  bosom,  she 
seemed  to  forget  awhile,  in  the  joy  and  pride  of 
maternity,  the  circumstances  of  sorrow  which  had 
preceded  and  of  mystery  which  attended  the  birth 
of  her  offspring.  I  wrote  to  Mrs.  Norman  to 
acquaint  her  with  the  secret,  and  to  assure  both 
her  and  her  husband  that  they  need  not  entertain 
the  slightest  apprehension  in  reference  to  Juliet's 
health :  and  in  order  that  the  servants  might  not 
entertain  a  suspicion  by  seeing  the  address  of  this 
letter,  I  took  it  myself  to  the  post-office  at  Dover. 
I  should  here  observe,  in  explanation  of  my  pre- 
ceding remark,  that  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  domestic 
household  only  the  lady's-maid  and  the  footman 
who  had  accompanied  her  to  London  were  aware 
that  Juliet's  real  name  was  Norman  instead  of 
Hall ;  and  on  their  discretion  Mrs.  Oldcastle  could 
place  the  strictest  reliance. 

The  return  of  post  brought  a  reply  from  Mrs. 
Norman,  expressing  her  own  and  her  husband's 
gratification  to  learn  that  Juliet  was  progressing 
80  favourably ;  and  desiring  me  to  thank  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  on  their  behalf  for  all  hsr  kindness 
towards  their  daughter,  ilrs.  Norman's  letter 
went  on  to  touch  upon  other  matters,  giving  me 
certain  information  which  caused  me  some  alarm 
and  uneasiness.  The  special  paragraphs  to  which 
I  am  now  alluding  were  as  follow :  — 

"  I  am  sorry  to  say  that  I  cannot  send  you  a 
very  good  account  of  the  conduct  of  Beda,  whose 
proceedings  are  alike  irregular  and  mysterious. 
She  frequently  absents  herself  for  hours  together ; 
and  when  questioned  by  myself  or  Mr.  Norman, 
she  either  gazes  with  her  large  dark  eyes  fixed 
upon  us  with  unintelligible  meaning — or  else  she 
simply  says  that  '  she  has  no  explanation  to  give 
except  to  her  mistress,  Miss  Percy.'  Last  evening 
she  thus  absented  herself  at  about  six  o'clock,  and 
did  not  return  until  past  eleven.  We  sat  up 
for  her,  full  of  anxiety  and  alarm  lest  some  acci- 
dent  should  have  befallen  her,  or  that  she  had  ab- 
sconded altogether.  When  she  returned  to  the 
house,  she  glided  up  to  her  own  chamber,  though 
positively  told  that  Mr.  Norman  and  myself  were 
desirous  to  speak  to  her:  and  when  we  just  now 
questioned  her  in  respect  to  these  improper  and 
intolerable  proceedings,  she  again  replied  simply 
'  that  she  would  explain  herself  only  to  her  young 
mistress,  Miss  Percy.'  I  remonstrated  with  her 
very  strongly  on  her  conduct,*  and  threatened  to 
write  to  you.    Then  her  large  eyes  lighted  up  with 


an  expression  which  really  seemed  to  be  one  of  joy 
instead  of  apprehension  and  alarm.  You  see,  my 
dear  Ellen,  it  is  impossible  for  us  to  do  anything 
with  Seda  under  these  circumstances ;  and  it  is  all 
the  more  inconvenient  because  the  landlady  of  the 
house  where  we  are  lodging,  has  made  representa- 
tions on  the  point.  I  hope,  in  the  name  of  heaven, 
that  Beda  has  not  fallen  in  with  bad  company ;  but 
in  any  case  it  is  a  matter  on  which  I  could  not 
keep  silent.  If  you  could  possibly  leave  Kiver 
House  for  only  a  single  day  and  run  over  to  Eams- 
gate,  you  might  fathom  this  mystery,  and  if  it  be 
not  yet  too  late,  rescue  this  young  creature  from 
the  path  of  destruction !  By  the  bye,  I  had  al- 
most forgotten  to  observe  that  when  Beda  thus  ab- 
sents herself,  she  lays  aside  her  good  apparel,  and 
dresses  in  a  strange  mean  unbecoming  way ;  so 
that  the  mystery  is  indeed  all  the  greater,  inas- 
much as  that  vanity  which  one  might  think  would 
prompt  a  young  girl  to  go  out  in  her  best  raiment, 
seems  to  be  rendered  secondary  to  other  considera- 
tions, whatsoever  they  may  be." 

Such  were  the  paragraphs  in  Mrs.  Norman's 
letter  which  at  first  filled  me  with  anxiety  and  ap- 
prehension.  But  as  I  reflected  upon  them,  I  felt 
my  suspicions  which  were  injurious  to  Beda  gra- 
dually diminishing;  while  the  thought  was  stealing 
into  my  mind  that  the  young  girl  might  be  en- 
gaged in  penetrating  some  scheme  that  had  come 
to  her  knowledge,  and  which  might  after  all  pro- 
bably regard  myself.  But,  however  the  case  might 
be,  I  saw  the  necessity  of  at  once  repairing  to 
Eamsgate;  and  as  my  absence  would  only  be  for 
that  day  and  a  portion  of  the  next,  I  had  no  diffi- 
culty in  making  some  pretest  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
and  Juliet. 

The  letter  to  which  I  have  alluded,  reached  me 
at  about  ten  o'clock  in  the  morning ;  and  by  two 
in  the  afternoon  I  was  at  Eamsgato. 


CHAPTEE,  XL. 

THE  YACHT. 

The  Normans  occupied  handsome  lodgings  iu  a 
genteel  house  belonging  to  one  of  the  Crescents 
upon  the  Heights.  On  my  arrival,  I  learnt  that 
Beda  was  again  absent — and  that  it  was  about 
noon  when,  attired  in  the  very  worst  apparel  she 
possessed',  she  had  stolen  out  of  the  house  by  the 
back  way.  When  she  would  return,  was  a  matter 
of  the  utmost  uncertainty. 

"Beda  is  a  singular  creature,"  I  said:  "but  I 
have  every  faith  in  her  good  principles.  Let  us 
not  judge  her  prematurely:  she  may  have  the 
most  satisfactory  explanations  to  give  in  respect  to 
her  conduct.  When  she  returns,  be  so  kind  as  to 
leave  us  alone  together  ;  and  she  will  speak  frankly 
and  openly  to  me." 

"1  am  delighted  to  hear,  my  dear  Ellen,"  ex- 
claimed Mrs.  Norman,  "  that  you  have  such  faith 
in  Beda's  propriety.  It  would  indeed  be  shocking 
to  think  that  a  young  girl  who  possesses  such  ex- 
traordinary beauty,  and  in  whom  you  have  so 
much  interested  yourself,  should  have  fallen  into 
bad  society." 

"  Nothing,"  added  Mr.  Norman,  "  would  afflict 
mo  more   than  such  a  calamitous  result. — But 


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come,  my  dear,"  he  said,  turning  to  his  wife :  "you 
and  I  will  go  out  for  a  walk,  so  as  to  leave  Ellen 
by  herself  that  she  may  catechise  the  girl  on  her 
return." 

Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  went  out  accordingly ;  and 
they  had  not  left  the  house  many  minutes,  before 
my  ear  caught  the  sounds  of  footsteps  gliding 
rapidly  and  lightly  up  the  staircase :  for  I  had 
purposely  left  the  drawing-room  door  ajar  in  order 
to  listen  for  Beda's  return.  I  started  up  from  my 
seat,  and  appeared  before  the  young  gipsy -girl  just 
as  she  was  tripping  across  the  landing.  Imme- 
diately upon  perceiving  me,  she  gave  vent  to  a 
cry  of  joy  :  and  bounding  towards  me  seized  my 
hand,  which  she  pressed  to  her  lips.  There  were 
all  the  evidences  of  a  most  real  and  unfeigned 
delight  in  her  conduct  and  her  looks ;  so  that  not 
for  an  instant  could  I  doubt  that  my  presence 
was  a  source  of  satisfaction  to  her,  and  that  she 
did  not  regard  it  as  an  interference  with  any  im- 
proper pursuits  in  which  she  was  engaged. 

I  bade  her  follow  me  into  the  drawing-room  ; 
and  as  I  took  my  seat  upon  the  sofa,  I  had  now 
leisure  to  regard  her  with  more  attention  than  at 
the  first  instant  of  our  meeting.  She  was  dressed 
in  that  same  style  as  when  I  beheld  her  for  the 
first  time  at  the  door  of  Zarah's  lodgings  in  Lon- 
don. The  skirt  of  her  apparel  was  short,  reveal- 
ing her  beautifully  shaped  ankles ;  and  she  held  in 
her  hands  an  old  battered  straw  bonnet.  The 
body  of  her  dress  was  very  low  :  but  a  dingy  cAe. 
misette  was  modestly  buttoned  up  to  the  throat. 
She  had  an  old  scanty  shawl  :  her  raven  hair 
seemed  to  have  been  purposely  dishevelled,  as  if  to 
complete  the  negligence  of  her  appearance.  In- 
deed, I  saw  at  once  that  she  had  studied  to  give 
herself  a  mean  air  and  also  a  gipsy-like  aspect. 

"  Beda,"  I  said,  in  a  serious  though  kind  tone, 
"  you  can  probably  conjecture  why  I  am  here  ?" 

"  And  I  wished  to  see  you,  Miss,"  replied  Beda. 
"Mrs.  Norman  threatened  to  write  to  you  concern- 
ing me  ;  and  I  was  glad.  I  myself  would  have 
written,  only  that  I  knew  not  your  address ;  and  I 
thought  that  if  I  asked  Mrs,  Norman  for  it,  she 
would  imagine  it  was  a  mere  piece  of  insolence  on 
my  part— a  sort  of  defiance  of  her  menace  to  make 
known  my  proceedings  to  you." 

"  And  those  proceedings,  Beda  P"  I  said,  with 
increased  confidence  in  the  young  girl:  "  no  doubt 
you  will  be  enabled  to  explain  them  P" 

Beda  fixed  her  large,  luminous,  unfathomable 
dark  eyes  upon  my  countenance  j  and  after  a  few 
moments'  silence,  she  said,  "  At  least  yow.  Miss,  do 
not  believe  that  I  have  been  guilty  of  anything 
improper  ?" 

"It  is  with  pleasure  I  give  you  the  assurance, 
Beda,"  I  replied,  "  that  I  entertained  the  hope  that 
your  conduct  would  admit  of  the  fullest  and  most 
satisfactory  explanation.    "  And  now  tell  me " 

"Miss  Percy,"  interrupted  Beda,  "I  will  tell 
you  nothing  at  present :  but  this  evening  you  shall 
know  everything.  It  is  most  fortunate  you  have 
arrived  to-day  I" 

"  And  wherefore  keep  me  in  suspense  ?"  I  in- 
quired :  "  what  good  can  it  do  to  withhold  your 
explanations  for  several  hours  ?" 

Beda  gave  no  answer :  but  first  she  gazed  upon 
me  with  those  unfathomable  eyes  of  hera  :  then 
she  slowly  bent  her  looks  downward,  and  seemed 
absorbed  in  deep  reflection. 


I  "  You  do  not  give  me  any  reply,"  I  at  length 
'<  said.  "  If  you  will  not  explain  yourself,  Beda,  at 
i  least  show  me  a  reason  for  deferring  that  explana- 
I  tion." 

"  No,  Miss  Percy,"  answered  Beda,  firmly  but 
respectfully :  "  I  can  at  present  say  nothing  to 
afiford  you  the  slightest  clue  to  the  reading  of  this 
^mystery.  You  know  that  I  am  incapable  of  de- 
ceiving  you ! — you  have  the  fullest  confidence  in 
me — and  I  deserve  it.  Wait  until  the  evening  ; 
and  then,  at  about  nine  o'clock,  you  will  see  more 
of  the  business  which  I  have  in  hand — and  which, 
as  you  doubtless  already  surmise,  regards  your- 
self." 

I  knew  not  precisely  how  to  act :  I  did  not  like 
this  strange  mysterious  behaviour  on  Beda's  part  ; 
and  yet  I  saw  by  the  decision  with  which  she 
spoke  that  it  was  useless  to  press  her  for  any  in- 
formation at  present.  I  was  aware  also  that  she 
was  a  singular  creature — belonging  to  a  singular 
race ;  and  that  she  might  therefore  choose  to  work 
out  her  own  plans  according  to  her  own  fashion. 

"  At  nine  o'clock,  you  say,  Beda,  I  shall  knovr 
more  ?"  I  at  length  observed. 

"  At  nine  o'clock  punctually,"  she  answered,  "  I 
will  join  you  in  the  bed-chamber  which  is  ap- 
pointed for  your  use." 

She  then  tripped  lightly  out  of  the  room ;  and 
I  sat  reflecting  upon  all  that  had  passed  bettveen 
us,  until  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  returned  from 
their  walk.  I  told  them  that  Beda  had  deferred 
explanations  until  the  evening, — at  the  same  time 
expressing  my  conviction  that  the  girl  was  sincere 
and  straightforward,  though  singular  and  self- 
willed,  in  her  mode  of  proceeding.  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Norman  were  much  in  the  habit  of  yielding  to  my 
opinion  and  suffering  themselves  to  be  influenced 
by  my  judgment;  so  that  they  now  shared  in  the 
conviction  which  I  myself  entertained. 

A  few  minutes  before  nine  o'clock  I  ascended 
to  my  bed-chamber,  where  I  found  Beda  waiting. 
She  was  dressed  in  precisely  the  same  manner  as 
when  she  returned  to  the  house  in  the  afternoon  ; 
and  her  countenance  expressed  a  settled  firmness 
of  decision,  as  if  she  had  some  serious  and  im- 
portant object  in  view. 

"  Be  so  kind.  Miss,"  she  said,  "  to  put  on  your 
bonnet  and  scarf — draw  down  your  veil — and  come 
with  me." 

I  hesitated  to  comply  with  this  request.  "Was 
it  possible  that  Beda  could  be  deceiving  me,  and 
that  she  was  about  to  lead  me  into  some  snare  ? 
"Was  she  indeed  a  secret  enemy,  wearing  the  mask 
of  friendship  ? — was  she  the  instrument  of  the 
foes  whom  I  had  to  dread— St.  Clair  and  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine  ?  I  looked  her  full  in  the  face  :  I 
perceived  a  transient  flushing — but  very  slight — 
upon  that  beautiful  countenance ;  and  she  said, 
"  You  mistrust  me,  Miss  Percy !  I  see  what  is 
passing  in  your  mind.  "Were  I  thus  wrongly 
judged  by  any  other  person  in  the  world,  I  would 
at  once  abandon  the  project  which  I  have  in  view 

yes,  with  indignation  would  I  abandon  it,  and 

I  would  leave  that  person  to  her  fate  !" 

"Beda,"  I  said,  "you  really  cannot  be  asto- 
nished if  for  a  moment  I  hesitated  to  abandon 
myself  to  a  mystery  which  is  so  dark  and  there- 
fore suspicious.  But  I  will  go  with  you.  If 
you  save  me  from  any  imminent  peril,  there  are 
no  words  too  kmd  to  flow  from  my  lips  in  the 


ELLEN    TERCT  ;    OK,   THE   MEMOIRS   OF   AK    ACTEESS. 


expressiou  of  my  gratitude.  But  if  you  mean  me 
mischief,  you  will  never  know  another  hour's  hap- 
piness ;  for,  as  you  are  aware,  my  intentions  have 
ever  been  most  disinterested  and  benevolent  to- 
wards you." 

Bcda's  splendid  eyes  lighted  up  with  joy  and 
confidence;  and  I  again  reposed  the  fullest  trust 
in  her.  I  put  on  my  bonnet  and  scarf — drew 
down  the  veil — and  followed  her.  Wo  issued  forth 
by  the  back  part  of  the  house ;  and  Beda,  who 
led  the  way — having  threaded  three  or  four  streets 
— conducted  me  down  to  the  harbour. 

The  reader  will  bear  in  mind  that  the  incidents 
which  I  am  relating  took  place  at  the  close  of  the 
month  of  June.  The  weather  was  beautiful;  and 
at  that  hour— a  little  past  nine  o'clock— it  was 
light  enough  for  all  objects  to  be  plainly  dis- 
CPriiible.  Beda  tripped  lightly  along,  keeping 
about  four  or  five  yards  in  front  of  me ;  and  we 
thus  entered  upon  one  of  the  piers.  Thcro  were 
No.  29.— Ellen  Peect. 


several  vessels  in  the  harbour  —  some  moored 
against  the  piers,  others  attached  to  buoys  in  tha 
middle  of  the  basins.  It  was  now  towards  one  of 
the  former  vessels  that  Beda  bent  her  steps  ;  and 
having  flung  her  looks  rapidly  around,  she  ap- 
proached the  ship's  side.  It  was  ouito  hig'a 
water;  and  the  starlight  was  shining  brilliantly 
upon  the  bosom  of  the  full  basin.  The  vessel  to 
which  I  am  specially  alluding,  struck  me  as  being 
a  beautiful  craft,  little  experienced  though  I  was 
in  such  matters.  It  had  two  tall  taperinjf  masts, 
leaning  considerably  backward — or  "  raking,"  as 
I  believe  the  nautical  term  is.  Its  deck  was  of  re- 
markable cleanliness;  and  the  brass- work  brightly 
reflected  the  silver  lustre  shed  from  the  heavens. 
I  should  observe  that  there  were  only  three  or 
four  persons  upon  the  pier  besides  ourselves — or 
at  least  only  those  within  the  range  of  our  vision ; 
and  they  were  at  some  little  distance.  1  beheld 
nobody  on  board  the  vessel  itself;  and  I  wondered 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE  MBMOIHS  OF   AN  ACXEESS. 


why  £oda  was  seeking  it,  and  what  it  could  pos- 
sibly have  to  do  with  the  business  she  had  in 
hand. 

"  William !"  she  said — or  rather  gently  called 
out  with  her  musical  voice ;  and  the  summons  was 
immediately  answered  by  some  person  emerging 
from  one  of  the  cabins  of  the  vessel. 

He  hastened  along  the  deck,  towards  the 
spot  where  we  were  standing ;  and  I  now  per- 
ceived that  he  was  a  young  man — I  might  even 
say  a  youth,  of  about  seventeen  or  eighteen  years 
of  age— with  a  dark  complexion,  but  remarkably 
handsome  features.  He  was  dressed  in  a  sailor's 
garb— white  trousers,  a  blue  jacket,  and  a  low 
glazed  hat  with  a  light  blue  ribbon.  His  attire 
was  remarkably  neat ;  and  there  was  a  certain  air 
of  superiority  about  the  youth  which  I  might 
almost  term  gentility.  He  looked  like  one  of  the 
picked  crew  of  a  yacht;  and  indeed  it  had  already 
struck  me,  by  what  I  could  see  of  the  vessel's  ap- 
pointments, that  it  was  of  this  description.  I 
should  add  that  the  youth  was  moderately  tall, 
and  slender :  his  dark  hair  was  arranged  in  thick 
clustering  curls:  he  had  fine  bright  eyes;  and  as  he 
greeted  Beda  with  a  friendly  familiarity,  his  part- 
ing lips  revealed  a  set  of  teeth  as  white  as  ivory, 

"Is  it  all  right?"  inquired  Beda. 

"  Yes,"  he  responded :  "  I  am  alone  io  the 
yacht :  all  my  mates  are  at  the  public-house  yonder 
— as  I  told  you  they  would  be.  And  this  lady " 

"Tbis  is  Miss  Percy,"  answered  Beda, — "the 
lady  to  whom  I  am  indebted  for  the  happiness 
which  I  enjoy — my  kind  benefactress  for  whom  I 
could  never  do  too  much  !" 

The  young  sailor  took  oS  his  hat,  and  made  me 
a  respectful  bow. 

"  You  will  come  on  board.  Miss  f"  said  Beda  j 
"for  it  is  here  that  you  have  something  to  see 
which  must  serve  as  the  preliminary  to  the  expla- 
nations I  shall  afterwards  have  to  give." 

Again  there  was  a  momentary  hesitation  on  my 
part — but  so  transient  that  Beda  did  not  see  it  j 
and  the  nest  instant  I  myself  was  ashamed  of  it. 
We  both  of  us  stepped  on  board  tho  vessel;  and 
the  youthful  sailor,  whoso  Cbristiaa  name  ap- 
peared to  be  William,  led  the  way  towards  the 
entrance  to  the  cabia  in  the  stern  of  the  vessel. 
We  descended  the  stairs ;  and  as  a  light  was 
burning  in  that  cabin,  I  was  enabled  at  a  glance 
to  behold  the  beauty  of  its  appointments.  It  was 
more  spacious,  than  I  could  have  conceived  it  to 
be  :  it  was  fitted  up  with  damask  ^ofas,  and  there  I 
was  an  elegant  little  table  in  the  middle.  The  ' 
painting,  the  gilding,  the  mirrors  set  in  the  panels, 
—all  were  exquisitely  tasteful.  But  still,  as  L 
looked  around,  I  wondered  what  possible  con-  ! 
nexiou  there  could  exist  between  this  vessel  and 
any  circumstances  which  regarded  myself. 

The  young  sailor,  on  receiving  a  sign  from 
Beda,  drew  forth  from  his  pocket  a  small  instru- 
ment which  resembled  a  turnscrew;  and  with  this 
ho  unhesitatingly  forced  open  a  door— which,  as  I 
immediately  perceived,  communicated  with  another 
cabin.  This  latter  was  smaller  than  the  first 
mentioned :  but  it  was  fitted  up  in  an  'equally 
elegant  style.  I  was  struck  with  astonishment  at 
the  proceeding  by  which  that  door  was  forced 
open ;  and  I  was  even  alarmed  lest  I  myself  should 
become  implicated  in  the  consequences  of  so  bur- 
glarious a  doed ;  for  both  the  door  and  tho  frame- 


work were  so  much  injured  that  it  would  be  im- 
possible to  conceal  the  evidences  of  the  violence 
from  the  eyes  of  others.  Beda  however  flung 
upon  me  a  reassuring  look ;  and  William,  taking 
up  tho  wax-candle  which  was  burning  in  the 
larger  cabin,  led  the  way  into  the  smaller  one. 

There  was  a  writing-case  upon  the  table;  and 
this  Beda  at  once  opened.  She  turned  over  tho 
leaves  of  the  blotting  paper,  as  if  anxiously  search- 
ing  for  some  document  which  she  expected  to  find 
there  ;  and  on  perceiving  a  sheet  of  note-paper 
with  writing  upon  it,  she  ejaculated,  "  Ah  !  here  it 
is !  Look  at  tbis.  Miss  Percy,"  she  added,  placing 
the  note  in  my  hand. 

On  glancing  at  it,  I  was  smitten  with  astonish- 
ment on  recognising  what  seemed  to  be  my  own 
handwriting  :  but  even  greater  still  was  my  amaze- 
ment when  I  caught  sight  of  the  first  words— 
"  My  dear  Mrs,  Norman." 

"  Eead  it,"  said  Beda, — "  there  is  no  breach  of 
faith  nor  violation  of  the  sanctity  of  corre- 
spondence, when  so  foul  a  forgery  has  been  com- 
mitted," 

I  hesitated  not  for  another  moment  to  read  tho 
billet,  the  contents  of  which  I  found  to  rua  as 
follow  :— 

"Mt  deae  Mks.  Noemaw,— 
"You  will  be  surprised  on  receiving  this  to 
learn  that  I  shall  go  back  to  you  no  more.  I  have 
j  for  some  time  cherished  an  attachment  towards 
one  who  is  in  every  way  worthy  of  my  love ;  and 
to  whose  keeping  I  have  resolved  to  entrust  my 
happiness.  There  are  reasons  which  prevent  me 
from  giving  more  specific  explanations  at  present : 
but  you  shall  know  all  shortly.  To  yourself  aud 
Mr.  Norman  I  proffer  the  tribute  of  my  deepest 
gratitude  for  all  the  kindnesses  I  have  received  at 
your  hands;  and  to  Juliet  you  will  convey  for  me 
the  assurance  of  my  lasting  love,  I  have  two  re- 
quests to  make ;  and  I  rely  upon  your  friendship 
for  their  accomplishment.  The  first  is,  that  you 
will  pack  up  all  my  effects  wheresoever  they  may 
be  scattered  about,  in  London  or  at  my  late  resi- 
dence, and  keep  them  until  they  shall  be  called 
for  by  some  one  who  will  be  empowered  to  receive 
j  them.  The  other  request  is  that  you  will  make 
known  to  all  my  friends  and  acquaintances  the 
contents  of  this  letter;  so  that  there  may  be  no 
uneasiness  in  any  quarter  on  account  of  my  sud- 
den disappearance.  With  one  of  those  friends  of 
mine  I  hate  deposited  a  packet  of  papers,  in- 
teresting only  to  myself;  and  this  will  of  course 
be  consigned  to  your  hands  when  the  nature  of 
the  present  letter  shall  be  made  known.  That 
packet  you  will  be  kind  enough  to  place  amongst 
my  other  effects, 

"  With  renewed  assurances  of  gratitude  and 
love, 

"I  remain,  my  dear  Mrs,  Norman, 

"  Yours  very  sincerely, 
"  Ellen  Peect." 

Ejaculations  of  indignation  kept  bursting  from 
my  lips  as  I  perused  this  billet :  but  mingled  with 
my  other  feelings  was  au  illimitable  amazement  at 
tho  extraordinary  accuracy  with  which  my  hand- 
writing hal  been  imitated.  Indeed,  tho  resem- 
blance was  so  perfect  that  if  the  contents  had 
only  been  of  a  nature  which  at  some  period  or 


ELLEX   PEECT  ;    Oil,    THB   MEMOIES  OV   AK  ACTRE99. 


anotlier  I  miglit  have  composed,  I  should  have 
assuredly  believed  that  it  teas  iny  own  writing. 
Suspicion  for  many  reasons  pointed  to  Lady  Lilla 
Easendine  as  the  authoress  of  the  forgery,  and  to 
St,  Clair  as  her  accomplice.  I  turned  to  ques- 
tion Beda:  but  she,  anticipating  my  intention, 
Said,  "  Not  now,  Miss !  You  shall  know  every- 
thing presently.  Wo  have  yet  a  deed  to  per- 
form." 

Again  her  dark  eyes  flung  a  signal  at  the  youth- 
ful sailor ;  and  he  lost  no  time  in  obeying  it.  We 
returned  into  the  other  cabin ;  and  there  William, 
having  deposited  the  was  candle  upon  the  table, 
proceeded  to  lift  off  the  cushion  of  one  of  the 
sofas. 

"K?ep  that  note,"  hastily  whispered  Beda  to 
me,  as  I  still  retained  the  odious  forgery  in  my 
hand. 

I  accordingly  secured  the  document  about  my 
parson, — watching  the  while  the  proceedings  of 
the  young  mariner  William.  He  had  lifted  off,  as 
I  have  said,  the  cushion  of  the  sofa, — the  frame- 
work of  which,  as  the  reader  will  understand,  was 
a  permanent  fixture  on  one  side  of  the  cabin  j  so 
that  indeed  it  resembled  an  oriental  divan.  In  the 
flat  surface  of  the  boarding  on  which  the  cushion 
had  rested,  a  small  square  was  made  to  lift  out  ; 
j  and  when  that  piece  of  wood  was  removed,  there 
appeared  an  upright  bar  of  iron,  with  a  cross 
handle  of  the  same  metal.  Upon  this  cross-piece 
the  young  mariner  fixed  his  hands  firmly ;  and  he 
turned  it  completely  round— a  proceedinjj  which 
required  a  considerable  degree  of  force.  He  then 
hastily  replaced  the  little  trap-door,  threw  back  the 
cushion  over  it,  and  flung  a  look  of  strange  mean- 
ing upon  Beda.  Immediately  after  the  turning  of 
that  iron  handle,  my  ears  caught  a  sound  like  that 
of  gurgling  water  underneath  the  floor  of  the 
cabin  ;  and  I  glanced  towards  Beda  for  an  expla- 
nation. 

"  Now  let  us  away  !"  cried  the  young  girl :  and 
she  pushed  me  towards  the  carpeted  stairs. 

There  was  something  in  the  words  which  she 
uttered  and  the  movement  by  which  they  were  ac- 
companied, that  seemed  to  imply  the  necessity  of 
haste ;  and  I  sped  up  the  staircase.  Beda  was 
close  behind  me, — the  young  man  bringing  up  the 
rear ;  and  in  a  moment  we  all  three  stood  upon 
the  deck. 

"  Now,  Miss  Percy,"  said  Beda,  "  we  have  no- 
thing  more  to  do  here  .'" 

"  But  I  insist  upon  knowing,"  I  exclaimed, 
"  whet  all  this  means  :" — for  I  felt  frightened,  and 
had  vague  sensations  of  terror  creeping  over  me 
at  what  seemed  to  be  the  sinister  mystery  of  these 
proceedings. 

"You  shall  know  all  directly,"  answered  Beda. 
"  Good  bye,  William,"  she  added,  turning  towards 
the  youth  to  whom  she  extended  her  hand.  "  A 
thousand  thanks  for  all  that  you  have  done." 

"  Whatever  he  may  have  done,"  I  hastened  to 
observe,  "  whether  right  or  whether  wrong,  it  has 
evidently  been  with  the  intention  of  serving  me  ; 
andij!^  must  reward  him :" — at  the  same  time  I 
drew  forth  my  purse. 

"  No  reward  will  I  take.  Miss  Percy,"  replied 

William  firmly  ;  and  again  making  me  a  respectful 

bow,  he  retreated  to  the  farther  extremity  of  the 

vessel, 

Boda  and  I  now  stepped  upon  the  pier ;  and 


the  young  gipsy  girl  hurried  me  along  towards  the 
town.  Just  as  we  woro  emerging  from  the  pier, 
we  beheld  a  female  figure,  closely  veiled  rapidly 
approaching.  Beda — who  was  on  the  side  nearest 
to  her— laid  her  hand  upon  the  arm  of  that  veiled 
lady,  for  a  lady  she  evidently  was;  and  the  young 
gipsy  girl  said  to  her  in  a  low  clear  voice,  "Every- 
thing is  discovered,  and  you  are  baffled." 

Tne  lady  stopped  short;  and  the  single  ejacula- 
tion "  Ah  !"  burst  from  her  lips :  but  Beda  hurried 
me  along — the  iron  gate  at  the  entrance  of  tho 
pier  was  passed  through — and  as  I  glanced  behind, 
I  perceived  the  veiled  lady  still  standing,  as  if 
transfixed,  upon  tho  spot  where  we  had  left  her. 

"  Who  was  that  person,  Beda?"  I  asked,  though 
not  without  a  suspicion  as  to  what  the  response 
might  be. 

"  That  person.  Miss,"  answered  tho  gipsy  girl, 
"is  tho  authoress  of  the  letter  which  you  havo 
about  you— the  one  whose  hand  perpetrated  the 
odious  forgery !    It  is  Lady  Lilla  Essendine." 

"I  thought  so!"  I  exclaimed.  "And  that 
yacht " 

"It  belongs  to  Captain  St.  Clair,"  rejoined 
Beda. 

There  also  my  surmise  was  correct :  but  I  asked 
no  Aore  questions — for  we  were  proceeding  rapidly 
through  the  streets,  and  in  a  few  minutes  we 
should  be  at  home. 

The  house  was  reached :  we  re-entered  by  the 
back  way  ;  and  unobserved  by  a  soul,  we  regained 
my  bed-chamber. 

"Now,  Miss  Percy,"  said  Beda,  "I  will  tell  you 
everything ;  and  you  will  learn  wherefore  I  have 
kept  the  secret  until  this  moment.  But  first  of 
all  let  me  give  you  the  assurance  that  I — poor 
humble  girl  though  I  be — have  had  the  oppor- 
tunity of  testifjing  my  gratitude  towards  you  :  for 
I  have  saved  your  life  !" 

"  Is  this  possible,  Beda  ?"  I  exclaimed,  trembling 
not  merely  with  the  joyous  sense  of  security,  but 
likewise  at  the  thought  of  having  escaped  somo 
dread  and  fearful  peril.  "  Oh,  my  poor  Beda  !  I 
who  had  mistrusted  you  for  a  moment !  But 
come  to  my  arras !  I  told  you  there  was  no  kind- 
ness too  great  for  me  to  display  if  your  actions 
justified  your  words  1" 

Beda— who  liad  maintained  the  utmost  firmness, 
composure,  and  decision  while  witnessing  the 
various  proceedings  on  board  tho  vessel— now  wept 
like  a  child :  but  tlioy  were  tsars  of  joy  n-hieh  she 
shed  as  I  folded  her  in  my  arms  and  embraced  her 
affectionately. 

"Tell  mo  everything,"  I  said,  when  she  had 
wiped  away  those  tears  from  her  chcok-s — and 
now  it  was  a  luminous  look  of  love  she  bent  upoa 
me. 

"  Grant  mo  your  pationor.  Miss,"  she  said ;  "  for 
the  tale  is  eomenliat  a  long  one,  and  I  must  bo 
minute  in  its  particulars.  On  the  evening  when  I 
first  arrived  in  Bamsgate,  you  remember,  Zvlisa, 
that  you  sent  me  out  to  make  a  few  purchases  — 
for  you  were  to  leave  on  the  following  mjrning. 
As  I  was  walking  through  one  of  the  street?,  I 
met  that  young  man  whom  you  havo  just  seen  on 
board  the  vessel.  Wz  looked  at  each  other  with 
the  mutual  conviction  that  we  were  no  strangers. 
It  was  he  who  remembered  me  first.  '  Surely  you 
must  be  Beda?'  ha  said.— 'And  you,'  I  imme- 
diately replied,  as  the  recognition  flashed  to  my 


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mind,  '  are  WiiJiain  Lardner.' — Aad  it  was  so.  I 
must  tell  you,  Miss  Percy,  that  when  I  was  a  little 
girl,  living  with  my  parents  in  the  caravan,  Wil- 
liam Lardner,  who  used  to  travel  with  his  own 
parents  in  a  similar  manner,  was  my  playmate 
when  the  two  families  happened  to  meet,  which 
was  very  ol'ten.  I  had  not  seen  William  since  the 
death  of  my  own  parents,  until  I  met  him  that 
day.  He  told  me  that  his  father  and  mother  were 
likewise  dead :  they  had  died  about  three  years 
ago ;  and  he,  disgusted  with  the  wandering  life  of 
a  gipsy,  had  embarked  as  a  cabin  boy  on  board  a 
mercLant-vesseL  It  further  appeared  that  some 
few  weeks  back,  on  leaving  that  ship,  he  happened 
to  fall  in  with  Zarah's  graudaiother,  who  at  once 
informed  him  that  it  was  in  her  power  to  procure 
him  a  much  better  situation — in  short,  a  berth  on 
board  a  gentleman's  yacht.  He  was  introduced  to 
that  gentleman :  his  testimonials  were  good ;  and 
he  was  at  onco  accepted.  He  was  ordered  to  re- 
pair to  a  seaport  in  France,  where  the  yacht  was 
built;  and  he  went  on  board.  Thence  after  a 
while  the  yacht  sailed  for  England;  and  it  had 
arrived  in  Bamsgate  harbour  the  very  same  day 
on  which  I  thus  met  him." 

"The  same  day  of  our  own  arrival  at  Barns- 
gate  ?"  I  observed.  ' 

"  The  very  same,"  replied  Beda.  "  William 
Lardner  spoke  in  high  terms  of  his  new  situation  ; 
for  he  was  well  paid,  well  fed,  and  well  treated ; 
and  he  was  proud  likewise  of  frhe  little  vessel  to 
which  he  belonged.  I  casually  inquired  of  him 
who  was  the  owner  of  the  yacht ;  and  he  answered, 
'Captain  St.  Clair.'  The  reply  struck  me  with 
mingled  surprise  and  alarm ;  for  I  could  not  help 
thinking  that  the  presence  of  Captain  St.  Clair  at 
Ramsgate  at  the  same  time  that  you  yourself. 
Miss,  were  here,  was  something  more  than  a  mere 
coincidence  and  that  it  might  bode  danger  to  you. 
I  did  not  choose  to  inspire  you  with  apprehensions, 
which  after  all  might  be  utterly  unfounded: — and 
perhaps  also,"  added  Beda,  with  a  slight  blush 
upon  her  cheeks,  "  I  had  my  own  little  pride— and 
I  thought  that  if  there  were  really  any  danger,  it 
should  be  my  task  to  discover  and  defeat  it ;  fur  it 
was  by  those  means  only  that  I  could  testify  the 
deep  gratitude  that  I  owe  you." 

"Excellent  Beda!"  I  exclaimed,  affgctionately 
caressing  her  cheek. 

"  On  the  following  day  you  left  Ramsgate,"  she 
continued;  "and  I  resolved  to  seek  William  Lard- 
ner, and  endeavour  to  ascertain  through  him  what 
Captain  St.  Clair's  intentions  might  be — whether 
he  intended  to  remain  any  time  in  Ramsgate,  or 
whether  the  yacht  was  shortly  to  proceed  else- 
where. I  fancied  that  if  I  wore  the  good  clothes 
you  had  given  me,  my  visits  to  the  yacht  would 
oppear  strange ;  and  I  therefore  assumed  the 
poorest  garb  that  I  possessed.  I  soon  found  an 
opportunity  of  conversing  with  William;  and  I 
discovered  that  he  was  prepared  to  do  anything  for 
me.  When  onco  assured  of  his  good  feeling,  his 
sincerity,  and  his  readiness,  I  took  him  into  my 
confidence  :  I  told  him  that  I  was  in  the  service  of 
a  young  lady  who  had  done  everything  for  me,  and 
to  whom  I  was  bound  by  every  tie  of  gratitude. 
You  know  not,  Mias  Percy,  how  strong  are  the 
feelings  of  sympathy  which  exist  amongst  persons 
of  my  race  :  we  all  seem  as  if  in  certain  respects 
we  have  an  identity  of  interests;  and  the  gipsy 


will  help  another  in  purposes  either  of  veiiijeanca 
for  injuries  or  of  gratitude  for  bounties.  Nor  was 
William  Lardner  deficient  in  such  sympathies  as 
these,  although  he  had  renounced  a  gipsy  life,  and 
on  board  his  vessel  strenuously  denied  his  gipsy 
origin.  To  be  brief,  he  swore  to  assist  me  to  the 
utmost  of  his  power ;  and  from  all  that  I  told  him 
he  began  to  think  that  it  was  not  perhaps  alto- 
gether from  a  friendly  motive  that  Zarah's  grand- 
mother had  recommended  him  to  the  service  of 
Edwin  St.  Clair.  In  the  course  of  conversation  I 
learnt  that  St.  Clair  had  on  the  preceding  evening 
visited  his  yacht  in  company  with  a  lady  who  had 
just  arrived  from  London;  and  I  bade  William 
discover  her  name,  if  possible — for  I  thought  she 
might  be  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  You  know,  Miss 
Percy,  that  Zarah  instructed  mo  to  watch  over 
your  interests,  before  you  took  me  into  your  ser- 
vice ;  and  she  told  me  enough  at  the  time  to  make 
her  think  it  probable  that  St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla 
were  combining  their  machinations  against  your 
peace  and  security.  William  Lardner  failed  not 
to  act  according  to  the  desire  that  I  expressed ; 
and  he  succeeded  in  learning  that  the  lady  was  in- 
deed none  other  than  Lilla  Essendine." 

"  And  does  not  Captain  St.  Clair  live  oa  board 
his  yacht  ?"  I  asked. 

"No,  Miss,"  replied  Beda  :  "he  has  been  stop- 
ping at  one  hotel,  while  Lady  Lilla  has  resided  at 
another.  I  have  watched  them,  and  I  have  seen 
that  Captain  St.  Clair  has  not  visited  her  ladyship 
at  her  hotel,  but  that  they  have  met  on  board  the 
yacht.  By  dint  of  prying  and  listening,  William 
Lardner  succeeded  in  ascertaining  that  your  name 
was  frequently  mentioned  by  St.  Clair  and  Lady 
Lilla  when  they  were  together  :  and  her  ladyship 
on  each  occasion  wrote  a  great  deal  upon  pieces  of 
note-paper,  but  always  as  if  she  were  copying 
something  from  other  letters  which  lay  before  her. 
This  was  in  the  inner  cabin  of  the  vessel  ;  and  it 
was  usually  of  an  evening,  after  dusk,  that  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine  joined  Captain  St.  Clair  there. 
Still  William's  opportunities  for  gleaning  any  ii- 
formation  were  so  slight,  and  the  few  particulars 
ho  could  pick  up  were  so  trivial,  that  they  afforded 
no  clue  to  the  ulterior  aims  of  Captain  St.  Clair 
and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine.  It  was  absolutely 
necessary  for  me  to  do  something  in  order  to 
penetrate  farther  into  the  mystery.  I  consulted 
with  William  ;  and  we  at  length  hit  upon  a  plan, 
which  I  determined  to  adopt,  although  it  was 
attended  with  no  small  risk,  not  merely  of  detec- 
tion, but  even  to  my  life  itself." 

"  Good  heavens,  Beda  I"  I  exclaimed  :  "  what 
mean  you  ?" 

"  You  shall  learn.  Miss  Pjrcy,"  she  replied. 
"  You  remember  those  sofa-like  divans  in  both 
the  cabins  ?  For  the  most  part  they  are  fitted  up 
80  as  to  form  hollows  or  recesses  to  contain  stores, 
wine,  and  so  forth.  The  project  was  nothing  less 
than  that  I  should  conceal  myself  in  one  of  these 
recesses  ;  and  in  order  to  prevent  me  from  being 
stifled  in  so  cofSu-like  a  place,  William,  whose 
duty  it  was  to  clean  out  the  cabins,  bored  three  or 
four  holes  in  a  spot  where  it  was  least  probable xhat 
they  would  be  observed.  The  evening  before  last 
the  plan  was  carried  into  execution ;  and  when 
the  dusk  set  in,  I  glided  down  into  the  cabin,  un- 
perceived  by  the  other  sailors.  William  quickly 
followed  me  :    I  secretod  myself  in  tho  hiding- 


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pluct) — the  board  was  placed  over  me  like  a  coflia- 
lid — and  the  cushion  above  it  like  a  gay  pall.  But 
I  could  breathe  freely— and  that  was  sufficient. 
William  retired  ;  and  shortly  afterwards  Captain 
St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Esscndiue  entered  the 
cabin.  They  at  once  began  to  speak  in  reference 
to  the  machinations  which  they  had  in  view.  I 
learnt  from  their  conversation  that  some  days  be- 
fore Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  left  London,  St.  Clair 
bad  ascertained— I  know  not  how— that  their  des- 
tination was  Eamsgate ;  and  he  had  of  course  sur- 
mised that  you  were  to  be  with  them  in  this  town 
during  their  sojourn  of  a  few  weeks.  Then  it 
was  that  St.  Clair  had  immediately  sent  to  Dun- 
kirk to  order  his  yacht  to  come  to  Samsgate,  his 
intention  being  to  inveigle  you  on  board  by  some 
stratagem,  or  else  to  seize  upon  and  convey  you 
thither  by  force  at  the  first  opportunity.  But  it 
appeared  that  your  immediate  departure  from 
Ramsgate  after  your  arrival,  had  to  a  certain  ex- 
tent baOled  the  conspirators;  and  it  was  equally 
certain  that  they  had  been  vainly  endeavouring  to 
ascertain  whither  you  were  gone.  But  as  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman  continued  here,  they  conjec- 
tured that  it  was  tolerably  sure  you  would  return, 
for  that  you  had  most  probably  gone  to  pay  a 
flying  visit  elsewhere.  Thus  they  discoursed  to- 
gether;—and  then.  Miss  Percy,  you  may  conceive 
the  horror  which  smote  me  when  I  discovered 
that  those  wretches  were  plotting  your  death! 
Tiiey  spoke  of  the  knowledge  which  you  had  of 
certain  secrets  the  revelation  of  which  would 
be  most  fatal  to  themselves— and  which,  though 
you  had  hitherto  kept  silent,  you  were  certain 
sooner  or  later  to  reveal.  Then  they  talked 
of  some  sealed  packet  in  which  you  had  enclosed 
a  statement  of  those  secrets— and  which  packet 
you  had  deposited  with  some  friend  to  whom  you 
had  given  specific  instructions  with  regard  to  the 
contingencies  in  which  the  packet  was  to  be 
opened.  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  said  that  she  had 
80  accurately  studied  your  handwriting,  from 
certain  letters  which  she  had  at  different  times 
received  from  you  at  a  period  when  you  were  on 
amicable  terms,  that  she  felt  assured  she  could 
pen  a  note,  in  your  name,  which  should  suc- 
ceed in  deceiving  even  your  most  intimate 
friends.  The  object  of  such  a  note,  as  far  as  I 
could  understand  from  their  conversation,  was  to 
be  twofold " 

"Ah!  and  I  can  also  comprehend  full  well,"  I 
exclaimed,  "  what  those  objects  were  !  But  pro- 
ceed, Beda  :  tell  me  the  tale  in  your  own  way — 
it  would  be  better  that  I  should  hear  it  all  from 
your  lips  than  fill  up  any  portions  with  conjec- 
tures of  my  own." 

"  Yes,  Miss,"  continued  the  gipsy  girl :  "  there 
were  evidently  two  distinct  objects.  The  first  was 
to  make  it  appear  to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  that 
you  had  voluntarily  withdrawn  yourself  from  their 
protection,  and  that  you  had  gone  away  with 
some  one  to  whom  your  heart  was  given,  so  that 
they  should  not  institute  any  inquiries  after  you. 
The  second  object  was  that  the  sealed  packet  might 
shortly  come  iuto  the  possession  of  the  con- 
spirators  " 

"  And  thus  the  letter  was  so  adroitly  worded  in 
respect  to  the  disposal  of  all  my  effects,  wherever 
they  might  be  !" 

"  Yes,  Miss,"  proceeded  Beda :  "  and  inasmuch 


as  Captain  St,  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendiuo  bad 
utterly  failed  to  discover  where  you  have  been 
staying  for  the  last  few  days,  they  were  compelled 
so  to  word  the  billet  that  it  should  seem  to  allude 
in  a  casual  but  natural  way  to  your  late  residence  ; 
so  that  if  it  should  happen  that  you  left  any  of 
your  boxes  or  effects  at  any  other  place,  they  might 
all  be  collected  together  by  Mrs.  Norman  and  re- 
tained in  readiness  to  be  given  up  to  a  messenger 
whom  St.  Clair  purposed  to  send  to  receive  them. 
Ah!  you  know  not,  Miss  Percy,  how  minutely 
Captain  St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  dis- 
cussed all  the  details  of  their  plan,  weighed  all  the 
chances  of  success,  and  calculated  all  the  risks. 
But  there  was  one  thing  which  struck  me  ;  and 
this  was  that  they  spoke  not  to  each  other  with 
any  degree  of  friendliness.  Linked  though  they 
evidently  were  in  the  horrible  intimacy  of  crime, 
there  was  yet  no  intimacy  of  the  heart :  but  on 
the  contrary,  it  rather  seemed  as  if  they  were 
two  enemies  who  were  stifling  their  mutual  ani- 
mosities and  setting  aside  their  own  reciprocal 
hatreds,  in  the  presence  of  one  tremendous 
exigency  in  which  they  had  an  identical  interest." 

"  Yes,  you  are  right,  Beda  !"  I  exclaimed  :  "  it 
is  so  !  But  proceed,  my  dear  girl :  I  am  still  full 
of  suspense." 

"  Ah  !  the  greater  part  of  my  narrative  is  now 
told,"  responded  Beda :  "  yet  the  most  hideous  part 
is  to  come.  I  shudder  dear  Miss  Percy,  when  I 
think  of  it;  and  you  yourself  will  be  as  much 
astonished  as  horrified  when  you  come  to  learn 
how  exquisitely  refined  was  the  ingenuity  of  that 
dark  villany  which  was  medrtated  against  you. 
The  yacht,  as  I  have  already  said,  was  purchased 
in  France  ;  and  Captain  St.  Clair  had  very  excel- 
lent reasons  for  thus  seeking  a  vessel  in  a  foreign 
dockyard — because,  when  purchased,  there  were 
arrangements  to  be  effected  which  he  was  careful 
to  veil  in  as  much  mystery  as  possible.  All  that 
I  am  about  to  tell  you.  Miss  Percy,  I  gathered 
from  the  conversation  which  took  place  between 
that  wicked  man  and  his  equally  infamous  accom- 
plice. It  appears  that  he  lavished  gold  amongst 
the  shipwrights  at  Dunkirk  :  he  bound  them  over 
to  the  strictest  secrecy — he  himself  bore  an  as- 
sumed name  while  thus  dealing  with  them ;  and  he 
gave  them  to  understand  that  the  vessel,  under  the 
guise  of  a  yacht,  was  in  reality  destined  for  contra- 
band purposes  on  a  most  extensive  scale.  He  re- 
presented that  in  case  of  danger  from  the  English 
revenue-cruisers,  while  pursuing  his  smuggling 
avocations,  he  was  determined  to  scuttle  the  ship 
rather  than  be  captured;  but  at  the  same  time  ho 
wished  to  have  the  means  of  achieving  this  object 
without  the  knowledge  of  his  crew— so  that  there 
might  be  no  chance  of  interference  on  their  part. 
Hence  the  arrangement  which  I  am  about  to  do- 
scribe.  So  far  as  I  could  comprclicnd,  a  species  of 
water-tight  trap-door  was  fashioned  in  the  bottom 
of  the  vessel,  just  beneath  the  larger  cabin  ;  and 
by  means  of  a  simple  apparatus — merely  that 
turning  iron  handle  —  the  trap-door  could  be 
opened." 

"  Good  heavens,  Beda !"  I  exclaimed,  starting 
up  in  affright  and  consternation  from  my  seat,  as 
I  all  in  a  moment  comprehended  the  sinister  mys- 
stery  of  the  proceedings  which  I  had  so  lately  wit- 
nessed on  board  the  yacht :  "  then  your  friend 
William  has  sunk  the  vessel !" 


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"  Precisely  so,  Miss,"  answered  Beda,  quietly 
and  composerlly. 

"  Oh  !  but  this  was  going  too  far  1"  I  ejaculated  : 
"it  was  a  species  of  crime  !" 

"  It  was  only  a  just  retribution,"  rejoined  Beda. 
"  Was  no  punishment  to  overtake  St.  Clair " 

."  But  there  is  the  punishment  of  the  law,"  I 
exclaimed ;  "  and  this  time  it  must  be  in» 
yoked " 

"  No,  Miss !"  interrupted  Beda  ;  "  the  punish- 
ment of  those  conspirators  is  already  inflicted  by 
the  discomfiture  of  their  schemes  and  the  sinking 
of  their  ship.  I  swore  to  Zarah  that  in  whatso- 
ever manner  I  might  at  any  time  be  enabled  to 
save  you  from  the  persecutions  of  Edwin  St.  Clair, 
I  would  faithfully  abstain  from  bringing  him 
within  the  grasp  of  the  law.  What  Zarah's 
motives  may  have  been  in  urging  this  injunction 
upon  me,  I  know  not :  suffice  it  to  eay  that  I  swore 
to  observe  it.  And  now,  Miss  Percy,  you  under- 
stand why  I  would  tell  you  nothing  of  all  these 
matters  when  you  pressed  me  on  your  arrival  this 
afternoon.  I  was  determined  that  the  vessel 
should  be  sunk;  and  I  knew  full  well  that  if  I 
unveiled  my  plan  to  you,  your  generous  scruples 
would  militate  against  it.  Now  the  work  is  done ; 
and  I  rejoice — I  am  exultant !" 

Beda's  fine  dark  eyes  glanced  luminously  as  she 
thus  spoke;  and  I  could  not  help  saying,  "After 
all,  perhaps,  you  were  right :  for  if  the  horrible 
surmise  which  is  fl.oating  in  my  mind " 

"That  surmise  is  the  accurate  one,"  interrupted 
Beda  emphatically ;  "  for  it  was  nothing  less  than 
your  death  that  wrff  contemplated— your  murder 
that  was  intended !  Ob,  think  you,  dear  Miss 
Percy,  that  when  I  lay  concealed  in  that  coffin- 
like recess,  listening  to  the  diabolical  plans  and 
fiendish  intentions  of  those  two  wretches,  I  had  any 
compunction  in  respect  to  the  course  which  I 
should  afterwards  pursue?  Believe  me,  when  I 
obtained  the  hideous  conviction  that  it  was  the 
life  of  my  own  beloved  mistress  which  was  threat- 
ened, I  could  cheerfully  and  gladly  have  handed 
over  those  foul  conspirators  to  the  strong  grasp  of 
the  law,  were  it  not  for  the  solemn  pledge  I  had 
given  to  Zarah.  But  let  me  explain  the  intentions 
of  those  wretches.  You  were  to  be  either  inveigled 
by  stratagem  on  board  the  yacht,  or  carried  thither 
by  force  when  opportunity  should  serve.  This 
being  accomplished,  the  yacht  would  have  imme- 
diately put  out  to  sea ;  and  then,  while  you  were 
locked  in  the  inner  cabin,  the  villain  St.  Clair 
would  have  executed  his  fatal  project.  The  trap- 
door  would  have  been  opened — in  a  short  time  the 
crew  would  have  found  that  the  vessel  was  sink- 
ing—the idea  that  a  plank  had  been  started  would 
have  become  general — prompt  recourse  would  have 
been  had  to  the  boats— and  in  the  confusion  none 
of  the  men  would  have  thought  of  you  until  it 
was  too  late !  All  would  have  been  saved  but 
yourself,  my  beloved  mistress ! — the  tale  would 
have  been  spread  of  your  accidental  death — and 
no  shadow  of  suspicion  would  ever  have  at- 
tached itself  to  St.  Clair  !  These  were  the  fright- 
ful plans — these  the  combinations  of  a  fiend-like 
ingenuity.  But  heaven  bo  thanked  !  they  are  all 
baffled !" 

"  And  to  you,  dear  Beda,"  I  said,  "  am  I  in- 
debted for  my  life  !  But  tell  me  whereforo  when 
I  arrived  here  this  afternoon,  did  you  give  me  to 


understand  that  my  coming  this  day  was  most 
opportune  ?" 

"  Because  to-day,"  replied  Beda,  "  Captain  St. 
Clair  is  absent  from  Bamsgate;  and  he  is  not  to 
return  until  to-morrow.  He  went  on  board  the 
yacht  early  this  morning;  and  having  superin- 
tended  the  laying-in  of  a  quantity  of  wine,  in  the 
lockers  and  recesses  of  the  inner  cabin,  he  locked 
the  door.  Hence  the  necessity  of  breaking  open 
that  door  just  now ;  for  I  knew  that  the  forged 
letter  had  been  left  in  the  writing-case:  and  I 
wished  you  to  see  it  as  a  corroboration  of  all  the 
details  of  a  story  which,  without  such  proof,  I 
feared  might  be  too  wildly  wondrous  in  its  infa- 
mies and  its  horrors  to  be  believed  by  you.  More- 
over, I  was  resolved  that  you  should  possess  your- 
self of  this  letter,  in  order  that  you  might  be 
enabled  to  produce  it  in  a  court  of  justice,  in  case 
Captain  St.  Clair  should  by  an  audacious  step 
endeavour  to  brand  and  punish  us  for  the  olFeDco 
of  sinking  his  vessel.  I  have  only  a  few  more 
details  to  give,"  continued  Beda.  "You  may 
easily  suppose.  Miss  Percy,  that  mine  was  no  very 
comfortable  position — shut  up  in  that  recess  for 
more  than  an  hour  the  night  before  last — not 
daring  to  move  lest  the  slightest  sound  should  be- 
tray my  presence  —  horribly  cramped  —  and  at 
length  experiencing  an  increased  difficulty  in 
breathing!  Immense  therefore  was  the  relief  I  felt 
when  St.  Clair  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendiue  took 
their  departure.  William  Lardner  was  on  the 
watch;  and  he  immediately  came  to  rescue  me 
from  my  narrow  prison-house.  I  can  assure  you 
that  for  nearly  half-an-hour  I  was  unable  to  re- 
cover  the  complete  use  of  my  limbs  :  it  was  a  per- 
fect martyrdom  which  I  had  been  experiencing. 
But  if  in  one  sense  I  was  horrified  at  alt  that  I 
had  heard,  in  another  sense  I  was  rejoiced,  inas- 
much as  I  had  fathomed  the  whole  conspiracy — I 
had  penetrated  the  entire  web  of  fiend-like  wicked- 
ness which  had  been  so  ingeniously  woven  to  en- 
mesh you.  I  explained  everything  to  William 
Lardner  :  he  himself  was  horrified  and  appalled  at 
what  ho  heard,  and  at  the  idea  of  having  enlisted 
in  the  service  of  so  infamous  a  master.  He  vowed 
to  assist  me  in  whatsoever  way  I  might  point  out. 
St.  Clair  had  so  accurately  described  to  Lady  Lilla 
Essendine  the  working  of  the  mechanism  prepared 
for  the  scuttling  of  the  vessel  that  I  thoroughly 
comprehended  it;  and  before  I  separated  from  Wil- 
liam Lardner  that  evening,  we  examined  the  iron 
handle  concealed  within  the  bed  of  the  sofa;  and 
he  satisfied  himself  that  he  could  turn  it.  This 
morning,  as  I  have  already  told  you,  St.  Clair 
visited  the  yacht ;  and  then  he  went  away,  inti- 
mating that  he  should  not  return  until  to-morrow. 
William  assured  me  that  in  the  evening  his  com- 
rades would  be  certain  to  repair  to  the  public- 
house  to  have  a  carouse ;  and  it  was  settled  be- 
tween us  that  the  opportunity  should  not  be 
allowed  to  pass.  We  were  resolved  that  the  yacht 
should  be  sunk;  and  it  was  my  purpose  to  obtain 
possession  of  that  forged  letter  in  order  to  corro- 
borate my  tale  when  next  I  should  see  you.  But 
you  came.  Miss  Percy — and  I  was  rejoiced  !  You 
came— and  I  was  determined  that  you  should  wit- 
ness this  step  that  it  was  requisite  to  take  for  the 
sinking  of  the  sinister  vessel  which  had  been  in- 
tended  to  serve  as  your  coffin  in  the  abysm  of  the 
deep  waters  of  the  sea!     It  is  done;— and  now 


ELLEN   PEECT  J   OE,  THE  MEMOIES  OF   AN   ACTEESS. 


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let  St.  Clair  order  his  vessel  to  be  raised  if  be 
think  fit !  At  all  events  bo  'ivill  see  that  bis  dia- 
bolical secret  is  discovered ;  and  he  will  not  dare 
recur  to  that  scheme  of  satanic  wickedness  in 
respect  to  yourself." 

"  Oh,  Beda  !"  I  exclaimed,  "  how  can  I  ever  re- 
pay you  for  having  thus  saved  my  life  ?  Hence- 
forth, my  dear  girl,"  I  continued,  again  folding 
her  in  my  arms,  "  you  shall  not  be  my  menial — 
you  shall  be  my  companion — my  friend !" 

"  No,  Miss  Percy,"  replied  Beda,  with  firm- 
ness of  voice,  though  her  lustrous  eyes  vibrated 
with  the  emotions  which  filled  her  heart :  "  the 
poor  gipsy  girl  is  no  fitting  companion  for  an 
elegant  lady  like  yourself.  I  am  your  friend — 
devotedly  and  faithfully  so:  but  my  friendship 
must  be  displayed  from  a  respectful  distance. 
Nothing  shall  induce  me  to  alter  my  position 
totfards  you.     Do  not  therefore  press  it !" 

"  Well,  Beda,  it  must  be  as  you  wish,"  I  said 
carressing  her  afiectionately.  "  But  remember  that 
I  consider  myself  under  so  deep  an  obligation  to 
you,  that  henceforth  I  shall  love  you  as  if  you 
were  my  sister. — But  Ah!"  I  exclaimed  as  a 
sudden  thought  struck  me,  "  what  of  your  young 
friend  William  Lardner  ?  Is  there  no  possibility 
that  be  may  become  involved  in  any  diffi- 
culty on  account  of  the  occurrences  of  this  even- 
ing ?" 

"  How  is  it  possible  ?"  asked  Beda.  "Who  can 
prove'  that  it  was  his  hand  which  scuttled  the 
vessel?  Will  St.  Clair  voluntarily  reveal  the 
mystery  of  that  sinister  mechanism,  and  accuse 
William  of  having  put  it  into  requisition?  Or 
will  ho  not,  when  it  is  discovered — as  discovered 
it  must  be  by  those  who  take  measures  to  raise  the 
vessel — will  he  not,  I  say,  with  a  great  show  of 
indignation  proclaim  his  astonishment  that  a  ship 
evidently  intended  for  all  the  contingencies  of  a 
contraband  trade,  should  have  been  sold  to  him  as 
a  pleasure-yacht  ?  However,  let  us  leave  him  to 
extricate  himself  from  this  embarrassment  as  best 
he  may,     William  Lardner  will  no  longer  remain 

in  his  service " 

"And  what  can  I  do  for  that  young  man?"  I 
asked.  "  He  would  accept  no  reward :  but  yet  I 
must  insist  upon  sending  him  through  you  some 
t.'!stimonial  of  my  gratitude :  for  without  bis  as- 
sistance you  would  probably  have  failed  to  pene- 
trate that  which  you  have  so  appropriately  denomi- 
nated as  the  tangled  web  which  was  woven  to 
enmesh  me." 

"  He  will  accept  no  reward,  Miss !"  replied 
Beda.  "  He  intends  to  seek  another  service  on 
board  some  vessel :  and — and,"  added  the  gipsy 
girl  with  a  slight  flushing  of  the  cheeks,  "  he  has 
promised  to  write  to  me  occasionally :  but  I  told 
him  that  I  must  first  obtain  your  consent  before 
I  would  agree  to  receive  his  letters." 

"  You  did  well,  Beda,"  I  answered,  compre- 
hending that  a  feeling  of  attachment  had  sprung 
up  between  herself  and  William  Lardner.  "He 
is  evidently  a  good  young  man :  and  although  you 
are  both  very  young  yet  there  can  be  no  harm  in 
your  occasionally  receiving  a  letter  in  which  he 
may  tell  you  how  he  is  getting  on.  You  may 
inform  him  that  such  is  the  opinion  which  I  have 
espicssed;  and  you  may  add  that  if  ever  circum- 
stances should  transpire,  through  disappointment 
or  want  of  employment,  to  render  the  succour  of 


a  friend  needful,  he  must  not  hesitate  to  apply  to 
me." 

Beda  took  my  band  and  pressed  it  to  her  lips. 
We  continued  to  discourse  a  little  longer  upon  the 
topics  of  such  strange,  wild,  and  horrible  interest 
which  for  an  hour  had  been  engaging  us ;  and 
Beda,  as  a  thought  struck  her,  asked,  "  How  do 
you  think.  Miss,  that  Captain  St.  Clair  could  have 
discovered  the  intention  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
to  come  to  Rimsgate  ?  Because,  you  see,  he  mtist 
have  known  it  at  least  a  week  or  ten  days  before 
they  set  off:  or  else  he  could  not  have  sent  to 
Dunkirk  to  order  his  yacht  to  come  to  the  harbour 
of  this  town." 

"The  intention  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  to 
spend  the  vacation  at  Eamsgate,  was  no  secret  at 
the  theatre— it  was  generally  known  in  the  dra- 
matic world — and,  if  I  recollect  rightly,  it  was 
mentioned  in  a  theatrical  publication.  Thus,  you 
see.  Captain  St.  Clair  might  very  easily  have  learnt 
the  rumour  even  by  accident;  while  the  slightest 
inquiry  would  have  made  him  acquainted  with  it." 

I  was  now  compelled  to  rejoin  the  Normans  in 
the  drawing-room :  but  I  knew  not  precisely  what 
explanations  to  give  them.  As  the  reader  is 
aware,  I  had  all  along  abstained  from  entering 
into  particulars  relative  to  the  persecutions  I  had 
endured  on  the  part  of  St.  Clair ;  and  if  I  were 
now  to  describe  the  proceedings  in  which  I  had 
been  engaged  with  Beda,  it  would  necessitate  the 
complete  revelation  of  all  the  past.  And  then, 
too,  Mr.  Norman  would  naturally  insist,  that,  de- 
spite Zarah's  injunctions,  I  should  invoke  the 
aid  of  the  law  against  St.  Clair :  and  I  should  be 
forced  to  explain  why,  apart  from  those  injunc- 
tions, there  was  a  motive  which  induced  me  to 
observe  certain  terms  with  him:  namely,  his 
knowledge  of  my  parentage  and  of  the  fatal  secret 
which  related  to  my  father.  Therefore,  all  things 
considered,  I  was  resolved  to  tell  the  Normans  as 
little  as  possible ;  and  indeed  it  was  so  easy  to 
satisfy  them ;  for  these  worthy  people  were  totally 
devoid  of  curiosity — they  were  sinple-minded— 
and  they  reposed  an  illimitable  confidence  in  me. 
On  rejoining  them  in  the  drawing-room,  I  gave 
them  to  understand  that  Beda  had  fallen  in  with 
some  old  acquaintances,  and  that  hence  her  re- 
peated absences  from  the  house.  I  added  that  I 
bad  been  with  her  to  assure  myself  that  she  had 
fallen  into  no  disreputable  company ;  and  that  her 
explanations  had  been  delayed  till  the  evening  in 
order  that  she  might  have  an  opportunity  of  show- 
ing me  who  her  friends  were  and  satisfying  me  on 
every  point.  The  Normans  were  themselves 
satisfied  with  all  that  I  thus  said ;  and  scarcely 
had  I  finished  those  meagre  explanations,  when 
the  landlady  of  the  house  came  rushing  into  the 
room,  to  announce  that  a  vessel  had  gone  down 
in  the  harbour. 

Mr.  Norman  started  up ;  and  looking  at  his 
watch  found  that  it  was  close  upon  eleven  o'clock  : 
but  as  the  night  was  gloriously  fine,  the  heavens 
being  gemmed  with  stars,  he  resolved  to  walk 
forth  and  view  whatsoever  was  to  be  seen  of  the 
catastrophe.  Mrs.  Norman  agreed  to  accompany 
him  :  I  was  about  to  refuse,  when  it  suddetily 
struck  mo  that  I  should  perhaps  do  well  to  glean 
upon  the  spot,  if  possible,  whatsoever  surmises  and 
conjectures  I  might  there  hear  passing  around. 
We  accordingly  issued  forth ;  and  the  pier  was 


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EX.LEN  PEBCT;   OB,    THE   MEM0IE8  OP  AH  ACTBES3. 


soon  reached.  A  great  crowd  was  collected  in  the  i 
neighbourhood  of  the  sunken  vessel,  which  had ' 
evidently  gone  down  quite  straight— for  the  tall 
tapering  masts  wore  in  an  upright  position.  The 
tide  had  begun  to  ebb ;  and  the  water  was  only 
just  rippling  over  the  deck — so  that  the  bulwarks 
were  clearly  visible  above  the  surface.  There  was 
a  great  chattering  amongst  the  assembled  specta- 
tors :  but  I  speedily  found  the  universal  impres- 
sion to  be  that  the  yacht  had  started  a  plank— as 
indeed  there  was  no  other  feasible  cause  for  con- 
jecture. Several  sailors  belonging  to  the  vessel 
were  present :  I  was  enabled  to  recognise  them  by 
the  uniformity  of  their  apparel,  which  precisely  re- 
sembled the  dress  worn  by  William  Lardner.  He 
himself  I  likewise  saw ;  and  that  he  recognised 
me  also,  I  was  convinced — because  he  for  a  few 
moments  placed  himself  near  the  spot  where  the 
Normans  and  I  bad  halted  ;  and  getting  into  con- 
versation with  a  byestander,  he  intimated  that 
there  could  be  no  doubt  the  yacht  had  started  a 
plank.  I  understood  his  meanirvg :  it  was  in- 
tended to  convey  to  me  the  assurance  that  the 
real  truth  was  unsuspected. 

After  having  remained  for  some  little  while 
upon  the  pier,  we  returned  to  the  lodgings ;  and 
when  I  sought  my  couch,  sleep  stole  upon  me 
amidst  the  reflections  which  the  incidents  of  that 
day  had  naturally  engendered.  Wild  fantastic 
dreams  began  to  haunt  me.  I  fancied  that  I  was 
fast  secured  in  the  cabin  of  a  vessel  which  was 
sinking  —  that  I  heard  the  hurried  trampling 
of  feet  upon  the  deck  overhead — the  bustle  of 
affrighted  seamen,  mingling  with  the  ominous 
gush  of  waters  in  the  hold  beneath.  Then  me- 
thought  that  the  handsome  countenance  of  St. 
Clair  was  gazing  in  upon  me  through  some  open- 
ing in  that  cabin,  with  the  look  of  sinister  mis- 
chief that  his  face  was  wont  at  times  to  express : 
and  then  it  appeared  as  if  that  countenance  gra- 
dually changed,  with  the  effect  of  a  dissolving 
Tiew,  into  the  more  beautifully  feminine  but  not 
less  wicked-looking  lineaments  of  Lady  Lilla  Es- 
sendine.  Again  there  was  a  change  in  the  subject 
of  my  dreams  ;  and  now  methought  that  I  was 
suddenly  transported  into  a  magnificently  fur- 
nished apartment,  where  a  horrible  spectacle  met 
my  view.  It  was  the  faithful— Oh  !  too  hideously 
faithful  representation  of  the  picture  which  Zarah 
had  described  to  me — the  picture  of  that  scene 
which  Beatrice  had  also  described  in  such  ap- 
palling terms.  Methought  that  I  beheld  the 
corpse  of  Angelo  Morano  suspended  to  the  ceiling 
in  the  place  where  a  chandelier  ought  to  hang — 
Beatrice,  half  dismayed  and  half  frantic,  kneeling 
at  its  feet,  and  adjuring  it  to  proclaim  her  inno- 
cence from  its  inanimate  lips— and  the  Count 
himself  leaning  against  the  wall,  with  his  arms 
lolded  across  his  chest,  his  natuiiUy  sinister  coun- 
tenance shaded  in  the  still  deeper  gloom  of  his 
broad  brimmed  hat.  Yes— there  was  the  whole 
scene,  depicted  to  my  vision  with  a  vivid  painful- 
ness ;  and  though  methought  that  I  endeavoured 
to  close  my  eyes,  yet  I  could  not  :  an  irresistible 
fascination  retained  them  open,  and  compelled  me 
to  keep  my  regards  riveted  on  that  hideous  phan- 
tasmagoria. In  short,  I  was  under  the  influence 
of  a  frightful  nightmare— until  all  of  a  sudden  I 
awoke  with  a  start,  and  with  the  consciousness 
that  a  cry  had  just  burst  from  my  lips. 


CHAPTER  XLI. 


MAUT    AND    HER    MOTHER. 


It  was  still  quite  dark;  and  for  a  few  minutes  1 
felt  afraid.  There  was  a  vague  terror  in  my 
mind:  but  it  was  gradually  dispelled  by  the  exer- 
cise of  my  reasoning  powers.  Still,  after  so  hor- 
rible a  dream  as  this,  it  was  only  natural  that  its 
influence  should  remain  for  some  little  while 
behind,  and  that  there  should  even  be  a  doubt 
whether  it  were  a  reality  or  only  a  vision. 

I  could  not  readily  compose  myself  to  sleep 
again  ;  and  I  lay  reflecting  upon  all  that  had 
occurred  during  the  memorable  evening  which 
was  succeeded  by  this  night  of  hideous  dreams. 
I  saw  that  I  must  not  hope  that  Edwin  St.  Clair 
or  Lady  Lilla  Essendine  would  leave  me  unmo- 
lested ;  for  that  even  if  for  a  time  they  seemed  to 
be  quiescent,  it  was  only  that  during  this  leisure 
they  might  prepare  fresh  machinations  and  mature 
new  plans.  But  there  was  something  appalling  in  th» 
thought  that  these  wretches  were  seeking  after  my 
life,  and  that  I  was  so  trammelled  by  circumstances 
as  to  be  unable  to  invoke  the  aid  of  the  law.  I 
was  really  frightened  as  I  thus  meditated.  Some 
day,  sooner  or  later,  they  might  catch  me  un- 
awares—I might  stumble  into  some  pitfall  so  care- 
fully concealed  and  so  treacherously  designed  as  to 
defy  all  precaution.  What  was  I  to  do  ?  To 
propose  terms  to  such  vile  miscreants  as  these— 
to  promise  to  respect  their  secrets  if  they  would 
only  leave  me  unmolested — or  to  confess  the  truth, 
which  was  that  though  I  suspected  much,  I  had  a 
real  knowledge  of  comparatively  nothing.  No  !  — 
I  could  not  bring  myself  to  the  humiliating  alter- 
native of  negotiating  with  such  persons  —  even 
though  this  negotiation  might  regard  my  vo-y 
life  !  In  short  I  knew  not  how  to  act  :  but  I 
congratulated  myself  on  possessing  so  faithful  and 
intelligent  a  friend  as  Beda — for  I  could  not 
think  of  her  in  the  light  of  a  menial. 

Sleep  again  stole  gradually  upon  my  eyes ;  and 
now  I  slumbered  on  without  the  recurrence  of  ary 
of  those  dreams  which  in  the  earlier  part  of  tbe 
night  had  horrified  and  appalled  me.  When  I 
awoke,  the  sun  was  shining  in  at  the  window :  my 
spirits  were  cheered  and  my  heart  was  gladdened 
by  its  rays.  Having  finished  my  toilet,  I 
descended  to  the  break 'ast-parlour,  where  I  found 
Mr.  Norman  just  preparing  to  sally  out  for  his 
morning's  stroll  before  the  repast  was  served  up. 
He  asked  me  to  accompany  him;  for  his  wifo 
seldom  went  out  so  early.  I  not  only  longed  to 
court  the  refreshing  breeze  of  the  sea — but  like- 
wise to  ascertain  whether  anything  was  being  done 
in  respect  to  the  sunken  vessel.  I  therefore  went 
out  with  Mr.  Norman. 

We  reached  the  harbour ;  and  we  saw  that  there 
was  again  a  considerable  crowd  collected  near  the 
spot  where  the  yacht  lay.  It  struck  me  even  from 
a  distance  that  the  masts  seemed  to  be  higher  than 
when  I  had  observed  them  at  about  eleven  o'clock 
on  the  previous  night ;  and  Mr.  Norman  himself 
noticed  the  same  fact — for  he  exclaimed,  "  I  do 
really  believe  they  have  managed  to  float  her 
again  !" 

Such  was  the  truth :  it  was  now  high  water 
once  more;  and  there  floated  the  yacht,  as  buoyant 


EiiLEx  rr.ECT;  ok,  the  mejioies  of  ax  actkess. 


2ci3 


and  lying  as  gracefully  upon  the  water  as  when 
I  had  first  seen  her.  As  we  drew  near  the  crowd 
of  assembled  spectators,  William  Lardner  passed 
bj :  and  he  flung  a  quick  glance  of  recognition 
upon  me — a  look  which  significantly  conveyed  the 
intimation  that  something  had  occurred.  He  was 
dressed  as  I  had  seen  him  on  the  preceding  even- 
ing: and  I  felt  assured  by  his  manner  that  he 
wished  to  speak  to  me. 

"  If  jou  like  to  go  and  ascertain  how  they 
floated  the  yacht,"  I  said  to  Mr.  Norman,  "  I  will 
wait  for  you  here,  a  little  apart  from  the  crowd." 

"  Do  so,  Ellen,"  he  replied  :  and  he  was  speedily 
lost  to  my  view  in  the  throng  amidst  which  he 
pushed  his  way. 

I  retreated  to  a  little  distance :  and  William 
Lardner  almost  immediately  accosted  me.  He- 
spectfuUy  touching  his  hat,  he  hastened  to  say  in 
a  low  tone,  "  Captain  St.  Clair  returned  to  £am8< 
gate  at  midnight.  Immediately  upon  hearing  that 
No.  30.— Ellen  Peecy. 


the  yacht  was  sunk,  he  came  down  to  the  pier ; 
and  I  saw  that  he  was  terribly  agitated.  Ho 
questioned  me.  I  told  him  that  I  was  the  only 
person  on  board  at  the  time  j  and  that  finding  the 
vessel  was  filling,  I  could  not  do  otherwise  than 
abandon  it  to  its  fate.  He  looked  very  hard  at 
me  :  but  I  maintained  my  countenance.  The  tide 
was  all  out  at  about  two  o'clock  this  morning;  and 
the  vessel  lay  nearly  dry.  He  descended  into  the 
cabin,  where  ho  remained  for  a  few  minutes ;  and 
as  a  matter  of  course  he  turned  the  handle  in  such 
a  way  as  to  close  the  trap. door.  On  coming  up 
from  the  cabin  again,  he  took  mo  aside,  and  ac- 
cused me  of  having  broken  open  the  door  leading 
to  the  inner  cabin.  I  did  not  choose  to  give  the 
charge  a  flat  denial :  I  assumed  the  indignant,  and 
I  said  that  since  I  had  become  an  object  of  sus- 
picioD,  I  should  no  longer  remain  in  his  service. 
He  seemed  bewildered  how  to  act :  but  at  length 
he  besought  me  to  reveal  everything  that  either  I 


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myself  had  done  or  that  I  knew  to  have  been  done, 
and  ho  vowed  that  he  would  pardon  me.  I  turned 
on  my  heel,  and  walked  away.  He  mingled 
amongst  the  men,  and  told  them  that  a  plug  had 
come  out— that  there  was  a  trap-door  in  his  cabin 
by  which  he  had  discovered  it— and  that  it  was 
now  fitted  with  another.  They  evidently  thought 
the  tale  a  stracge  one :  but  they  made  no  remark. 
The  Captain  went  away,  having  previously  locked 
the  entrance  to  his  cabins,  so  that  no  one  should 
penetrate  into  either.  The  men  asked  me  what 
he  had  been  saying  :  I  contented  myself  by  reply- 
ing that  he  had  merely  been  questioning  me  rela- 
tive to  the  accident.  They  all  think  there  is  some- 
thing singular  somewhere— but  they  know  not 
what.  Sailors,  you  know,  Miss,  are  apt  to  be 
superstitious;  and  this  sinking  of  the  vessel  for  a 
reason  that  is  so  clumsily  explained,  has  produced 
its  effect  upon  those  men.  They  were  not  there- 
fore surprised  when  I  intimated  my  intention  of 
leaving  the  vessel  to-day.  As  the  tide  came  in, 
she  floated  agair',  just  as  if  no  harm  had  ever  be- 
fallen her." 

"And  what  are  you  now  going  to  do?"  I  in- 
quired ;  "  for  you  still  wear  the  dreaa  of  a  sailor 
belonging  to  the  yacht." 

"  The  Captain  came  down  again  at  about  seven 
o'clock  this  morning,"  replied  William:  "and 
again  did  he  question  me.  But  I  would  of  course 
admit  nothing ;  and  I  told  him  plainly  of  my  de- 
termination to  leave.  He  has  given  orders  that 
the  yacht  is  to  be  got  under  weigh  socn  after  ten 
o'clock ;  and  he  is  going  across  to  Dunkirk,  where, 
as  I  heard  him  tell  the  mate,  he  should  have  her 
thoroughly  looked  to.  As  for  myself,  Miss,  I  am 
now  going  up  into  the  town  to  buy  myself  some 
clothes :  then  I  throw  off  these  that  I  have 
got  on— and  I  shall  breathe  all  the  more  freely 
when  out  of  the  power  of  such  a  master." 

At  this  moment  Mr.  Norman  was  returning ; 
and  William  Lardner,  with  another  respectful 
touch  of  the  hat,  sped  away — thus  preventing  me 
from  offering  him  the  remuneration  which  I  in- 
tended, if  possible,  to  force  upon  his  acceptance. 

"  Well,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  as  I  again  took  his 
arm  and  we  turned  to  retrace  our  steps  homeward, 
"  I  suppose  that  sailor  has  been  telling  you  what 
was  the  cause  of  the  accident.  It  seems  that 
those  lubberly  French  shipwrights  who  built  the 
vessel " 

"Yes — I  have  heard  it  all,"  I  interrupted  him. 
"I  believe  the  yacht  is  to  sail  almost  imme- 
diately ?" 

" So  I  am  told,"  answered  Mr.  Norman.  "But 
what  do  you  think  ?  It  belongs  to  a  gentleman 
named  St.  Clair  ;  and  from  all  I  learnt  it  must  be 
that  very  same  St.  Clair  who  used  to  visit  at  our 
house  in  London,  but  who  suddenly  left  off  calling, 
I  never  could  precisely  ascertain  why." 

"  Yes,  it  is  that  same  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  re- 
joined.    "  I  have  learnt  thus  much," 

Mr.  Norman  went  on  talking  in  reference  to  the 
accident  to  the  vessel :  he  little  thought  how  much 
I  could  have  enlightened  him  upon  the  subject ! 
We  reached  the  lodgings ;  and  after  breakfast  I 
found  an  opportunity  of  being  alone  with  Beda. 
I  told  her  all  that  I  had  heard,  and  bade  her  go 
out  to  ascertain  any  other  particulars  which  she 
might  be  enabled  to  pick  up ;  for  I  intended  to 
delay  my  departure    from    Kamsgate    until   the 


afternoon.  She  went  out  accordingly,  and  was 
about  an  hour  absent. 

"  I  have  seen. William  Lardner,"  she  said,  "  and 
have  learnt  something  more.  He  went  to  pur- 
chase his  clothes,  and  then  returned  to  the  vessel 
to  change  them  and  fetch  away  what  else  belonged 
to  him.  Captain  St.  Clair  went  on  board  shortly 
after  nine  o'clock,  and  bade  William  follow  him  to 
the  cabin.  You  may  suppose.  Miss,  in  what  a 
state  those  beautiful  little  rooms  must  be  after 
being  filled  with  water  for  some  hours !  When 
they  were  alone  together.  Captain  St.  Clair  imme- 
diately said  to  William,  '  I  know  that  jou  are  at 
the  bottom  of  all  this ;  it  is  useless  for  you  to 
deny  it.  Last  night,  between  nine  and  ton  o'clock, 
two  females,  coming  from  the  direction  of  the 
yacht,  met  the  lady  whom  you  have  seen  on  board 
with  me ;  and  one  of  them  whispered  to  her  some- 
thing  which  proved  that  there  has  been  treachery 
at  work.  Besides,'  added  Captain  St.  Clair,  'there 
is  a  letter  missing  from  the  writing-case  in  the 
inner  cabin ;  and  this  door  has  been  forced  open.' 
Then  William  Lardner  fixed  bis  eyes  upon  St. 
Clair,  and  said  to  hioq,  '  You  had  better  not  ask 
me,  sir,  any  more  upon  the  subject.  If  you  think 
I  am  in  your  power  you  had  bstter  try  it :  give 
me  into  custody  ;  and  we  shall  see  who  will  come 
best  off.'— Captain  St.  Clair  produced  a  handful 
of  gold  and  bank-notes :  bi^t  William  Lardner 
turned  upon  his  heel,  hastened  up  the  stairs,  and  a 
few  minutes  afterwards  left  the  yacht.  —  I  have 
bidden  him  farewell,"  added  Beda,  in  a  voice  that 
was  now  slightly,  tremulous;  "he  is  going  else- 
where to  look  for  another  ship ;  but  I  told  him 
that  he  might  write  to  me  occasionally." 

It  was  tolerably  evident  that  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine  had  not  on  the  previous  evening  suspected 
that  I  was  one  of  the  "  two  females"  to  whom  St. 
Clair  had  alluded  in  his  conversation  with  William 
Lardner.  I  could  fancy  how  bewildered  and  dis- 
mayed the  two  conspirators  must  be  at  finding 
that  their  plan  was  so  completely  bafflod — and 
how  infi.nite  must  be  their  wonderment  and  sus- 
pense in  respect  to  the  mode  by  which  all  their 
treacherous  designs  had  become  known. 

"  There  1"  esclaimed  Beda,  who  had  happened 
to  glance  forth  from  the  window,  which  was  open 
and  commanded  a  full  view  of  the  harbour : 
"  the  yacht  is  sailing:." 

And  it  was  so.  Her  white  sails  were  spread : 
but  they  had  not  as  yet  fully  caught  the  breeze ; 
she  was  therefore  moving  slowly  yet  gracefully 
out  of  the  basin,  crowds  being  still  coll.cted  on 
the  piers  to  behold  her. 

I  went  out  into  the  town  to  purchase  some 
little  presents  as  a  token  of  my  gratitude  for 
Beda ;  and  at  two  o'clock  I  took  my  departure  by 
tlie  coach  for  Dover.  We  had  to  pass  through 
Deal ;  and  the  vehicle  stopped  to  take  up  two 
ladies,  who  were  walking  on  the  Walmer  Road,  a 
little  beyond  the  town.  Hitherto  I  had  been  the 
sold  occupant  of  the  interior  of  the  coach ;  and 
I  wos  aroused  from  my  reflections  to  make  room 
for  the  new-cotners.  To  my  surprise  one  of  the 
ladies  was  none  other  than  Mary  Glentworth;  and 
she  gave  vent  to  an  ejaculation  of  joy  on  beholding 
me.  I  shook  hands  warmly  with  her  ;  and  it  was 
with  equal  cordiality  that  she  returned  the  pres- 
sure. 

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mo'.her,"  she  saicl,  with  nil  that  artlessness  wbicli 
was  natural  to  her.  "  This,  mamma,"  she  added, 
turning  to  her  companion,  "  is  the  young  lady  of 
whom  I  spoke  to  you  and  who  promised  to  Tisit 
me  again." 

It  was  ill  the  eiFusion  of  my  friendly  feelings, 
my  compassion  and  my  sympathy  for  Miss  Glent- 
Vtorth,  that  I  had  obeyed  a  natural  impulse  by 
proffering  my  hand  so  cordially.  But  now  that 
she  presented  me  to  her  mother,  all  that  I  heard 
from  Mrs.  Oldcastle  rushed  to  my  memory  ;  and  it 
was  only  a  cold  distant  bow  that  I  bestowed  upon 
Mrs.  Glcntworth.  Her  daughter  did  not  bow. 
ever  observe  my  frigidity  of  look  and  manner — for 
she  was  at  the  instant  settling  herself  in  her 
place  within  the  narrow  compass  of  that  most 
limited  of  all  conveyances — the  interior  of  a 
country  branch-coach.  Mrs.  Glentworfch  gave  a 
slight  and  scarcely  perceptible  inclination  of  the 
head  :  but  her  countenance  denoted  not  the  least 
confusion.  On  the  conirary,  there  was  a  calm 
lady -like  self-possession  about  her,  which  struck 
me  as  being  either  indicative  of  conscious  inno  ■ 
cence,  or  els-^  of  the  consummate  art  of  dissimu- 
lation. She  was  about  thirty-eight  or  forty  years 
of  age, — retaining  the  traces  of  beauty  of  no  com- 
mon order,  but  which  had  evidently  been  marred 
by  either  ill  health  or  care— methought  by  both 
combined.  She  was  rather  tall  of  stature,  and 
well  shaped.  Her  attire  was  plain,  yet  displaying 
the  most  perfect  good  taste  :  it  was  lady-like  and 
genteel,  without  pretension.  Altogether  Mrs. 
Glentworth  was  a  person  in  whom,  for  her  own 
sake  as  well  as  for  her  daughter's,  I  could  have 
become  interested,  were  it  not  for  the  narrative 
which  I  had  received  from  the  lips  of  Mrs.  Old- 
castle. 

"  You  promised  to  pay  me  another  visit,"  said 
Miss  Glentworth  ;  *•'  and  it  was  a  week  ago  that 
I  first  had  the  pleasure  of  seeing  you." 

"  I  was  in  the  first  instance  compelled,"  I  an- 
swered, "  to  devote  myself  to  the  friends  whom  I 
wect  to  visit  at  Eiver  House  ;  and  yesterday  I 
proceeded  to  Eamsgate  to  see  some  other  friends 
who  are  staying  there." 

"  You  therefore  perceive,  my  dear  Mary,"  said 
Mrs.  Glentworth,  mildly  and  yet  with  a  certain 
accent  of  decisiveness,  "  that  this  young  lady's 
time  has  been  completely  occupied  ;  and  doubtless 
it  will  continue  so  during  her  stay  at  River 
House." 

I  perfectly  well  comprehended  that  this  speech 
was  purposed  to  silence  Mary  Gleutworth's  im- 
plied invitation  for  me  to  visit  her :  but  the  art- 
less girl  herself  did  not  take  it  iu  the  same  light; 
for  she  evidently  neither  knew  nor  suspected  the 
existence  of  any  reason  wherefore  I  should  not 
■visit  her,  or  why  an  intimacy  should  not  spring 
up  between  us.  She  therefore  went  on  speaking 
in  that  same  strain  which  her  mother  had  en- 
deavoured to  interrupt— till  I  myself  gave  the 
conversation  a  turn  ;  and  Mary  reverted  not  to 
the  first  topic  during  the  remainder  of  the  dis- 
tance of  some  seven  or  eight  miles  which  had  to 
be  accomplished  before  Dover  was  reached.  Mrs. 
Glentworth  remained  silent  almost  the  whole 
way :  but  when  she  occasionally  threw  in  a  word, 
it  was  addressed  to  her  daughter  and  not  to  me. 
Mary  herself  sustained  the  discourse  ;  and  I 
treated  her  with  as  much  kindness  of  manner  as 


I  Could  possibly  display;  for  I  not  merely  coiniuise- 
rated  her,  but  I  could  not  help  entertaining  a 
sentiment  of  friendship  for  the  poor  girl  who  was 
made  to  suffer,  though  unconsciously,  on  her 
mother's  account. 

When  Dover  was  reached,  and  the  coach 
stopped  at  its  office,  Mary  asked  mo  if  I  iu- 
tended  to  walk  to  Eiver  House  ?  — adding,  bsfore 
I  could  answer  the  question,  "  For  if  so,  I  shall 
enjoy  the  pleasure  of  your  company  some  little 
time  longer." 

"We  cannot  immediately  set  out  for  the  Cot- 
tage, my  dear  Mary,"  said  Mia.  Glentworth.  "  I 
have  some  shopping  to  do— several  purchases  to 
make— and  therefore  we  will  not  interfere  with 
this  young  lady's  arrangements." 

Mary  for  a  moment  looked  disappointed ;  and 
taking  my  hand,  she  said,  "  But  you  will  come 
and  see  me  again — will  you  not  .^" 

"  Yes,"  I  answered, — "  most  assuredly  :"  for 
how  could  I  possibly  wound  the  feelings  or  distress 
the  heart  of  that  amiable  girl  ? 

It  seemed  to  me  that  for  an  instant  Mrs.  Glent- 
worth bent  upon  me  a  half-mournful  look  of  gra- 
titude: but  I  was  not  altogether  sure— for  the  next 
moment  she  bowed  coldly  and  walked  away  with 
her  daughter. 

As  I  was  proceeding  through  the  streets,  think- 
ing of  my  interview  with  the  Glentworths,  nud 
wondering  hoW  I  could  possibly  keep  my  promise 
to  revisit  Mary,  I  happened  to  glance  through  the 
window  of  a  large  print-shop  which  I  was  pass- 
ing ;  and  there  I  was  struck  by  beholding  a  por- 
trait of  myself.  It  was  a  lithographic  print,  and 
was  very  well  executed,— although  I  had  not  sat 
to  have  my  likeness  taken  for  the  original  of  any 
such  picture.  There  were  several  other  persona 
looking  in  at  the  shop-window ;  and  I  therefore 
did  not  choose  to  tarry  upon  the  spot :  but  as  I 
pursued  my  way,  I  thought  to  myself  that  Mary 
Glentworth  would  now  most  probably  soon  dis- 
cover who  I  was ;  for  she  would  presently  have  to 
pass  by  that  very  same  shop  on  her  way  home- 
ward. 

I  continued  my  walk ;  and  the  Cottage  where 
the  Glentworths  dwelt  was  already  in  sight,  when 
a  stage-coach,  coming  from  the  opposite  direction 
— namely,  from  C:interbury  or  London— suddenly 
pulled  up  in  front  of  the  picturesque  little  habita- 
tion. I  saw  a  gentleman  alight  from  the  interior ; 
a  small  carpet  bag  was  handed  to  him  :  he  entered 
the  garden— and  the  coach  drove  on.  As  I  passed 
the  Cottage,  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  the  gentleman 
through  one  of  the  parlour-windows :  but  it  was 
so  transient  and  casual  as  to  prevent  me  from 
being  enabled  to  see  what  ho  was  like — or  whether 
old  or  young.  But  I  recollected  that  Mrs.  Old- 
castle had  told  mo  how  the  gentleman  from  whose 
purse  Mrs.  Glentworth  derived  her  income,  occa- 
sionally visited  at  the  Cottage ;  and  I  coulJ  not 
help  agreeing  in  my  own  mind  with  the  observa- 
tion which  the  old  lady  had  made  at  the  time,  to 
the  effect  that  it  was  an  indelicate  proceeding. 
The  incident  therefore  decided  mo  that  I  would 
not  visit  Mary  Glentworth :  but  I  was  grieved 
and  even  distressed  at  the  necessity  of  arriving  at 
such  a  conclusion. 

I  reached  Eiver  House;  and  found  that  Juliet 
was  progressing  as  favourably  as  could  be  desired 
—  while  the  babe  gave  equal  promise  of  healthful- 


ness.  I  was  euabled  to  assure  Juliet  that  bcr 
parents  were  quite  well,  and  that  they  were  enjoy- 
ing themselves  at  Ramsgate  as  much  as  was  pos- 
sible considering  the  circumstances  which  com- 
pelled them  to  remain  separate  from  their  much- 
loved  daughter. 

It  was  in  the  evening  of  the  following  day  that 
I  was  rambling  out  by  myself  through  the  adjacent 
fields, — when,  as  I  was  drawing  near  a  stile,  I  per- 
ceived Mary  Q-lentworth  hastening  to  me  from  the 
opposite  direction.  Towards  her,  now  that  we 
were  alone  together,  I  was  resolved  to  maintain 
that  flir  of  friendliness  which  I  had  hitherto  worn. 
We  both  reached  the  stile  at  the  same  instant : 
but  instead  of  immediately  accepting  my  hand,  she 
gazed  upon  mo  with  a  half  earnest,  half  joyous 
expression  of  countenance ;  and  then  she  suddenly 
exclaimed,  "Yes— it  must  be  !  You  yourself  are 
Miss  Irafford !" 

I  smiled,  as  she  now  took  my  hand,  which  she 
pressed  with  effusion ;  and  she  cried,  "  Oh,  why 
did  you  not  tell  me  so  at  first  ?  You  know  not 
what  pleasure  you  would  have  afforded  me  !  And 
I  who  spoke  to  jou  about  yourself  on  that  very 
first  occasion  when  we  met!" 

"  I  can  assure  you,  my  dear  Miss  Grlentworth," 
I  answered,  "  I  had  no  particular  reason  for  making 
a  mystery  of  the  fact — unless  it  were  that  being 
sated  with  popularity  for  a  season,  I  wished  to 
remain  as  secluded  as  possible  during  my  vacation 
at  Eiver  House." 

"  Ob,  I  saw  your  portrait  in  a  print-shop  yester- 
day at  Dover!"  exclaimed  Mary;  "and  you  may 
conceive  my  astonishment  when  I  recognised  it. 
I  purchased  it;  and  I  do  believe  that  when  I  got 
home  I  should  have  done  nothing  but  contemplate 
it  for  all  the  remainder  of  the  day,  only  that  we 
found  some  one  had  arrived  to  whom  I  was  bound 
to  devote  all  my  attention  !" 

"  Indeed,"  I  said,  not  knowing  precisely  what 
remark  to  make. 

"  Yes— I  found  my  dear  uncle  waiting  for  us  at 
the  Cottage,"  proceeded  Mary  Olentworth ;  "  and 
whenever  he  comes  to  visit  us — which  he  does 
every  now  and  then  for  a  day  or  two  at  a  time  — 
he  is  always  so  kind  and  good  to  me,  that  I  am 
only  too  happy  to  show  how  much  I  love  him  iu 
return.  He  came  by  the  coach  yesterday  ;  and  he 
will  not  go  away  until  to-morrow.  I  should  have 
been  so  pleased  to  tell  him  that  I  had  accidentally 
formed  your  acquaintance:  but  my  mother  bade 
me  say  nothing  upon  the  subject — for  it  seems  to 
be  my  uncle's  wish,  as  well  as  her  own  inclina- 
tion, that  we  should  live  as  secluded  as  we  are 
doing." 

"Your  uncle,  then,  I  presume,  lives  at  some 
distance  ?"  I  observed,  rather  by  way  of  saying 
something  than  because  I  had  any  curiosity  upon 
the  point :  for  after  what  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  told 
me,  I  more  than  fancied  that  it  was  really  no  uncle 
at  all— but  perhaps  even  a  much  nearer  relative, 
though  Mary  might  suspect  it  not. 

"Oh!  Mr.  Glentworth  lives  in  London,"  was 
her  prompt  and  ingenuous  answer.  "  He  is  the 
brother  of  my  poor  father,  who  has  long  been 
dead.  Indeed  he  died  in  my  infa'ncy — and  there- 
fore I  have  not  the  slightest  recollection  of  him." 

"After  all,"  I  thought  to  myself,  "  what  if  the 
whole  tale,  as  Mary  has  been  taught  it,  and  as  she 
is  now  telling  it  to  me, — what  if  it  be  true  ?     And 


what  if  some  family  reasons,  unknown  to  the 
world  iu  genera),  have  doomed  Mrs.  Glentworth 
to  her  present  existence  of  seclusion  ?" 

Such  was  the  charitable  construction  which  I 
endeavoured  to  put  upon  the  matter  ;  yet  I  could 
not  persuade  myself  that  it  was  so  ;  for  it  fell  to 
the  ground  in  the  presence  of  that  part  of  Mrs. 
Oldcastle's  narrative  which  declared  that  Mrs. 
Glentworth's  real  character  had  been  thoroughly 
unmasked  some  years  back  at  Hastings. 

"  Oh,  Miss  Trafi'ord  I"  continued  Mary  Glent- 
worth, "  I  do  hope  that  I  shall  have  the  pleasure 
of  at  least  an  hour's  conversation  with  you  some 
day  before  you  leave  this  part  of  the  country  :  for 
I  have  already  confessed  to  you  my  admiration  for 
those  beautiful  creations  of  Shakspere  by  the  per- 
sonification of  which  you  have  earned  so  much 
fame,  I  cannot  remain  here  now  any  longer — I 
have  merely  been  to  take  something  to  a  poor 
woman  who  lives  in  yonder  hut — and  I  must 
return  home  as  speedily  as  possible." 

"  We  shall  see  each  other  again,  my  dear  Miss 
Glentworth,"  I  answered, — thus  evading  the  ne- 
cessity of  giving  any  definite  reply  in  respect  to 
my  promised  visit. 

We  shook  hands  and  separated,— Mary  hasten- 
ing  in  one  direction,  while  I  proceeded  in  the 
other.  I  continued  my  walk,  pondering  all  she 
had  said  in  respect  to  her  alleged  uncle,  and 
hoping  for  the  young  lady's  sake  that  it  was  con- 
sistent with  truth, — when  I  reached  the  hut  which 
had  been  the  object  of  her  visit.  Hsmembering 
that  she  had  spoken  of  some  poor  woman  who 
dwelt  there,  I  felt  inclined  to  ascertain  whether 
any  little  additional  charity  which  I  might  be  able 
to  afford,  would  prove  of  any  service  ;  and  I 
entered  accordingly.  In  that  cottage  I  heard  a 
tale  which  proved  how  Mary  Glentworth  and  her 
mother  did  much  good  in  secret— privately  and 
without  ostentation  ;  for  I  found  that  this  was  by 
no  means  an  isolated  case  in  which  poverty  had 
been  succoured  and  sickness  ministered  unto  by 
those  ladies.  I  gave  something  from  my  own 
purse  to  the  poor  dwellers  in  that  cottage  ;  and  I 
began  slowly  to  retrace  my  way  homeward,  sorrow- 
fully reflecting  on  the  evil  which  I  had  heard  from 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  in  respect  to  Mrs.  Glentworth,  and 
sincerely  hoping  that  despite  all  circumstantial 
evidence  it  might  be  in  reality  naught  but  the 
echo  of  whispered  calumny. 

I  was  already  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Eiver 
House,  when  I  observed  Mrs.  Glentworth  herself 
approaching  through  the  same  field  which  I  was 
traversing.  It  at  first  struck  me  that  she  was 
perhaps  on  her  way  to  visit  the  same  cottage 
where  I  had  so  recently  been  :  but  then  me- 
thought  that  she  would  scarcely  follow  so  closely 
in  the  steps  of  her  daughtei",  as  there  was  uo 
pressing  necessity  for  such  a  double  act  of  charity 
at  the  cottage  itself,  and  moreover  as  she  bad  a 
visitor  at  her  own  home.  In  a  few  minutes  we 
met;  and  instead  of  passing  me  by,  as  I  had  ex- 
pected, Mrs.  Glentworth  stopped, — saying,  "  Will 
you  permit  me,  Miss  Trafi'ord,  to  have  a  few  words 
with  you  ?" 

I  bowed,  and  stood  still. 

"  You  saw  some  one  arrive  at  my  dwelling  yes- 
terday," she  continued ;  "  and  you  doubtless  recog- 
nised him  ?  May  I  hope  that  with  that  delicacy 
of  feeling  for  which  the  world  so  justly  gives  you 


credit,  you  bavo  abstained  froca  naming  hitu  to 
your  friends  at  liiver  House  ?" 

"  I  can  assure  you,  Mrs.  Glentworth,"  I  an- 
swered, astonished  at  tbe  speech  which  was  thus 
addressed  to  me,  "  that  I  did  not  recognise  the 
gentleman  who  called  at  your  dwelling.     I   saw 

bim  alight  from  the  coach " 

"  And  you  did  not  recognise  him  ?"  exclaimed 
Mrs.  Glentworth  with  a  sudden  lighting-up  of  the 
countenance,  as  if  she  experienced  an  indescribable 
relief.  "Yet  he  saw  you — he  knew  you — it  even 
struck  him  that  as  you  passed  the  cottage,  you 

glanced  at  tbe  windows " 

"  I  may  have  done  so,  Mrs.  Glentworth,"  I  re- 
sponded ;  "  but  it  was  through  no  feeling  of 
curiosity.  As  for  the  gentleman,  whoever  he  may 
be,  I  repeat  my  assurance  that  I  recognised  him 
not." 

"  My  daughter  just  now  told  mo  that  you  were 
walking  in  this  direction,"  resumed  Mrs.  Glent- 
worth ;  "  and  I  resolved  to  come  forth  in  the  hope 
of  meeting  you.  I  am  glad  that  I  have  done  so. 
And  now  permit  me,  Miss  Trafford,  to  express  my 
warmest  gratitude  for  the  kind  manner  in  which 
you  have  dealt  with  my  daughter.  I  understood 
full  well  all  that  must  have  been  passing  in  your 
mind  when  we  were  fellow-travellers  yesterday ; 
and  believe  me,  I  appreciated  the  mingled  gene- 
rosity and  delicacy  with  which  you  answered  the 
poor  girl's  repeated  invitations  that  you  would 
renew  your  visit." 

"  I  had  conceived  a  friendship  for  Miss  Glent' 
worth,"  I  replied:  "she  is  amiable  and  open- 
hearted " 

"  She  is  the  best  and  most  affectionate  of 
daughters !"  ejaculated  Mrs.  Glentworth ;  and 
then  the  tears  started  from  her  eyes.  "  Miss 
Trafford,"  she  hastily  added,  "  your  kindness  to- 
wards her  is  something  that  I  never  can  forget  !" 
With  these  words  she  abruptly  turned  away ; 
and  retracing  her  ateps  across  the  deid,  was  soon 
concealed  from  my  view  by  a  little  copse  which 
she  had  to  traverse  in  order  to  reach  her  own 
home.  She  left  me  full  of  astonishment.  Who 
could  the  person  be  that  was  now  staying  at 
her  house,  passing  as  her  brother-in-law  and  as 
Mary's  uncle  ? — wherefore  should  there  have  been 
so  much  apprehension  lest  I  had  recognised  him 


"  Do  you  mean  Miss  Glentworth  ?"  I  aaked, 
horrified  by  the  aanouncement  which  had  juat 
smitten  my  ear. 

"Yes!  for  God's  sake  come!"  repeated  the 
maid-servant :  and  when  she  saw  that  I  hesitated 
not  another  instant  to  open  the  gate,  she  darted 
away  again  in  the  direction  of  the  Cottage,  evi- 
dently to  announce  that  her  mission  had  been  suc- 
cessful and  that  I  was  on  my  way  thither. 

I  sped  with  all  possible  haste — every  other  con- 
sideration being  absorbed  ia  the  sense  of  a  para- 
mount Christian  duty  which  I  was  called  upon  to 
fulfil.  In  a  very  few  minutes  I  reached  the  Cot- 
tage. The  maid-servant  met  me  on  the  threshold 
of  the  front-door,  which  stood  open ;  and  to  the 
hurried  question  which  I  put,  I  received  the 
answer  that  Mrs.  Glentworth  yet  lived,  but  that 
her  distracted  daughter  thought  that  she  was 
dying. 

"  And  has  no  medical  man  been  sent  for  ?"  I 
anxiously  inquired. 

"  Yes  !  Mr.  Glentworth  has  gone  for  one,"  was 
the  servant's  response.  "  But  come,  Miss !  This 
way !" 

She  led  me  up  the  staircase ;  and  I  was  shown 
into  a  bed-chamber  where  Mrs.  Glentworth  was 
lying  half  undressed  upon  the  bed  and  Mary  was 
giving  way  to  piteous  lamentations.  I  saw  at 
once  that  her  mother  was  in  a  state  of  uncon- 
sciousness; but  that  she  still  lived  was  evident 
from  the  feeble  yet  painful  gaspings  which  she 
made  for  breath.  The  instant  Mary  beheld  me, 
she  flew  towards  me,  exclaiming  in  a  half  frenzied 
voice,  "  Oh,  Miss  Trafford  !  save  my  dear  mother !" 
I  perceived  that  everything  had  been  done 
which  unskilled  human  aid  could  possibly  do, 
while  awaiting  medical  assistance.  Mrs.  Glent- 
worth's  apparel  had  been  loosened— some  taken 
off:  her  head  was  propped  up  with  pillows— there 
was  an  odour  of  vinegar  in  the  room — and  bottles 
of  volatile  essences  stood  upon  a  side-table.  I  was 
just  about  to  speak  some  soothing  words  to  Miss 
Glentworth,  when  the  sounds  of  men's  footsteps 
hastily  ascending  the  staircase  reached  our  ears  ; 
and  Mary  exclaimed,  "  Heaven  be  thanked !  my 
uncle  and  the  surgeon  !" 

The  next  instant  two  gentlemen  made  their  ap- 
pearance :  one  was  the  medical  man  who  had  been 


and  revealed  his  name  ?     I  was  bewildered  what  |  hastily  fetched — and  who,  I  should  observe,  was 


to  think  :— but  in  respect  to  Mrs.  Glentworth  her 
self,  I  feared,  from  what  had  just  taken  place 
between  us,  that  there  was  more  reason  than  ever 
to  believe  tbe  tale  which  I  had  heard  concerning 
her. 

I  returned  to  Biver  House ;  and  after  tea,  as 
tbe  evening  was  most  deliciously  serene,  I  walked 
in  the  gardens  attached  to  the  dnrelling.  It  was 
about  nine  o'clock  that  I  happened  to  be  standing 
at  the  front  gate — contemplating  the  high  bold 
outlines  of  Dover  Castle,  which  was  plainly  visible 
from  that  spot— when  a  young  female,  evidently 
a  servant-maid,  rushed  towards  me,  exclaiming, 
"Oh !  are  you  Miss  Trafford  ?" 

"  I  am,"  was  my  answer.  "But  good  heavens  ! 
who  are  you  ?  what  has  happened  ?  wherefore  this 
wildness  of  your  looks  i" 

"  Pray  come  to  the  Cottage !  for  God's  sake 
come  !"  cried  the  girl,  who  seemed  to  be  half  fren- 
zied. "My  mistress  is  dying  ! — it  is  young  Miss 
who  has  sent  me        ■" 


not  the  same  that  had  attended  upon  Juliet :  but 
the  other — what  words  can  depict  my  astonish- 
ment on  recognising  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh  ! 

And  this  recognition  was  mutual.  There  was  a 
momentary  start— a  transitory  confusion  on  the 
part  of  his  Grace  j  and  then  quickly  accosting  me, 
he  said  in  the  lowest  possible  whisper  that  could 
be  audible  to  my  ear  alone,  "Xame  me  not!— 
name  me  not.  Miss  Trafford,  I  beseech  you !" 

I  flung  upon  him  a  glance  which  significantly 
implied  that  his  secret  was  sacred  with  me;  and 
this  little  incident  passed  unperceived  by  the 
others  present — for  the  surgeon  was  already  by 
the  bed-side  of  Mrs.  Glentworth,  while  Mary  and 
the  maidservant  were  gazing  with  anxiety  upon 
the  countenance  of  him  whose  first  look  or  word 
might  put  an  end  to  all  suspense  by  declaring  that 
there  was  hope  or  that  there  was  none ! 

I  now  advanced  towards  the  couch,  as  did  the 
Duke  of  Ardleigh  also;  and  the  next  moment 
Mary   Glentworth  sank  with   a    convulsing  sob 


ELLEN  FEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES   OF   AN  ACTHESS. 


upon  her  knees;  for  sbo  had  gathered  from  the 
countenance  of  the  medical  man  that  there  was 
indeed  no  hope. 

"  Take  the  young  lady  away,"  said  the  surgeon, 
turning  to  the  Da!io  of  Ardleigh  and  speaking  in 
a  low  whisper :  "  in  a  few  minutes  her  mother 
will  bs  no  more!     No  human  aid  can  save  her  I" 

Notwithstanding  that  these  words  were  cau- 
tiously  uttered  in  the  lowest  possible  whisper,  they 
nevertheless  caught  the  ears  of  the  unfortunate 
girl  whom  they  so  deeply  regarded  ;  and  then  an 
anguishing,  agonizing  scene  took  place.  She 
threw  herself  upon  the  unconscious  form  of  her 
mother,  beseeching  that  beloved  parent  to  open 
her  eyes  — to  look  upon  her,  if  only  for  an  instant 
—  to  speak  a  word,  if  only  a  single  one — to  live 
for  the  sake  of  that  daughter  who  so  deeply  and 
devotedly  loved  her !  The  tears  were  raining 
down  my  cheeks :  the  Duke  was  powerfully 
affected :  the  young  maid-servant  wept  bitterly ;  the 
surgeon,  though  doubtless  well  accustomed  to  look 
upon  death-bed  scenes,  was  himself  much  moved. 
At  length  there  was  a  wild  shriek  which  came 
pealing  from  Mary's  lips — a  shriek  so  piercing 
that  it  seemed  sufficient  to  rend  the  brain  of  each 
who  heard  it,  and  to  rive  the  very  walls  asunder. 
That  shriek  was  uttered  at  the  instant  the  unfor- 
tunate girl  was  smitten  with  the  conviction  that 
all  was  over  and  that  her  parent  was  no  more. 
Then  pressing  her  hands  in  wildest  frenzy  to  her 
brows,  she  would  have  fallen  back  had  not  I  sus- 
tained her  in  my  arms. 

She  had  fainted;  and  we  bore  her  to  another 
chamber.  It  was  a  long  time  ere  she  recovered — 
and  then  it  was  again  a  long  time  ere  she  could 
believe  that  it  was  otherwise  than  a  frightful 
dream  through  which  she  had  been  passing.  But 
when  she  could  no  longer  shut  out  from  herself 
the  conviction  of  the  awful  truth,  she  gave  way  to 
the  frenzied  wildness  of  her  grief :  she  would  have 
flown  to  the  death-chamber,  had  not  the  maid- 
servant and  myself  restrained  her.  When  that 
paroxysm  of  the  ineifable  agony  of  her  mind  was 
passed,  the  poor  girl  sank  into  the  torpor  of  blank 
despair— that  condition  of  mind  which  is  so  close 
upon  apathy  itself  that  it  must  have  been  wisely 
intended  by  heaven  as  a  means  to  save  the  racked 
and  over- wrought  brain  from  utter  madness. 

I  was  determined  not  to  leave  !Mary  Glentworth 
that  night.  I  penned  a  hasty  note  to  Mrs.  Old- 
castle,  to  state  what  had  occurred,  and  wherefore  I 
absented  rjjself  from  River  House;  and  I  sent 
the  billet  by  the  mai  Isorvant. 

The  surgeon  took  his  departure  :  the  Duke  of 
Ardleigh  came  up  to  the  chamber,  where  I  had 
now  remained  alone  with  Mary  Glentworth ;  and 
bending  over  her,  as  she  lay  upon  the  couch,  he 
said  with  a  deeper  feeling  than  I  could  have 
thought  him  capable  of,  "  My  dearest  girl,  hence- 
forth you  shall  find  a  father  in  me  !" 

Mary  only  raised  her  eyes  vacantly  towards  his 
countenance;  and  I  motioned  his  lordship  to  with- 
draw— for  I  saw  that  her  mind  was  now  so  utterly 
exhausted  and  that  her  physical  strength  was 
likewise  so  prostrated,  it  was  probable  she  would 
sink  into  sleep— and  I  hoped  that  such  would  be 
the  case.  My  expectations  were  fulfilled  — my 
wish  was  gratified  :  her  eyes  gradually  closed— 
and  she  slumbered. 
The  maid-servant  returned :  I  left  Miss  Glent- 


I  worth  in  the  care  of  the  young  woman  ;  and  I 
descended  to  the  parlour — for  I  had  seen  by  the 
Duke's  manner,  when  he  came  up  to  the  bed- 
room, that  he  wished  to  speak  to  me.  Oa  enter- 
ing the  parlour  I  found  him  pacing  to  and  fro  in 
an  agitated  manner  ;  and  so  absorbed  was  he  in 
his  thoughts,  that  he  did  not  immediately  perceive 
me.  I  closed  the  door;  and  the  sound  which  it 
made  when  shutting  attracted  his  attention.  He 
advanced  towards  me  ;  and  seizing  my  hand, 
shook  it  warmly,— saying,  "  You  have  acted  a 
generous  part  towards  me,  and  a  kind  one  to- 
wards poor  Mary." 

I  had  not  forgotten  how  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh 
had  dared  some  little  while  back  to  make 
me  a  particular  overture,  through  the  medium 
of  Mr.  Peaseblossom  ;  and  how  that  proceeding 
on  his  part  had  led  to  unpleasant  consequences 
with  myself,  his  son,  and  the  Duchess.  I  therefore 
could  entertain  but  little  respect  or  friendship  for 
the  Duke  of  Ardleigh  :  yet  this  was  not  an  occa- 
sion to  exhibit  any  hostile  feeling  towards  him,  nor 
even  to  treat  him  with  unnecessary  coldness ;  for  by 
the  incidents  of  the  evening  I  had  become  almost 
completely  convinced  that  he  had  the  best  possible 
reason  for  assuring  Mary  that  she  should  thence- 
forth find  a  father  in  him. 

"  And  you  have  not  mentioned,  Miss  Traflford, 
to  poor  Mary  that  you  know  who  I  am— that  I 
am  other  than  she  thinks  me  P" 

"  No,  my  lord,"  I  responded.  "  By  a  look  I 
gave  your  Grace  to  understand  at  the  very  outset, 
that  your  secret  was  safe  with  me.  But  if  my 
surmise  be  correct,  my  lord,  there  ought  no  longer 
to  be  any  mystery " 

"  What  !  Miss  Trafford  !"  he  exclaimed  :  "  re- 
veal to  Mary  the  story  of  her  mother's  shame — 
suffer  her  to  learn  that  I  whom  she  regards  as  her 
uncle,  am  indeed " 

He  stopped  short  ;  and  I  added  impressively, 
"  Her  own  father  !" 

"Yes — it  is  so,"  rejoined  the  Duke  :  and  then 
he  resumed  his  agitated  walk  to  and  fro  in  the 
parlour. 

"  iirs.  Glentworth's  illness  was  very  sudden, 
my  lord?"  I  said.  "  I  met  the  poor  deceased  lady 
only  a  couple  of  hours  before  I  was  summoned 
hither  to  behold  her  stretched  upon  the  bed  of 
death." 

"  Yes  it  was  very  sudden,"  answered  the  Duke, 
again  stopping  short.  "  She  told  me  that  she  met 
you — indeed  she  went  out  on  purpose.  We 
cherished  the  belief  that  if  you  had  recognised  me 
yesterday  when  I  alighted  from  the  coach,  your 
delicacy  of  feeling  and  kindness  of  heart  would 
have  prompted  you  to  keep  the  secret ;  but  still 
we  were  not  certain — we  wished  to  have  our  doubts 
cleared  up — and  therefore  she  went  forth  to  seek 
you.  She  came  back,  tranquillized  in  her  mind: 
we  were  seated  here  together,  in  this  very  room— ^ 
and  Mary  was  with  us — when  all  of  a  sudden  the 
poor  creature  gave  a  start,  raised  her  hand  to  her 
head,  murmured  something  incoherently,  and  fell 
senseless  upon  the  floor.  I  rushed  off  to  procure 
medical  attendance " 

"  It  was  doubtless  the  bursting  of  a  blood- 
vessel in  some  vital  part,"  I  mournfully  observed. 
"But,  my  lord,  you  will  soon  have  to  reflect  upon 
the  course  which  you  must  pursue  in  respect  to 
your  daughter " 


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"  Yes,  yes — it  is  that  which  is  bewildering  me  !" 
cried  the  Duke.  "  I  would  not  for  tho  world  that 
the  secret  should  be  known  to  my  wife — to  my 
children  !  I  will  provide  handsomely  for  Alary  : 
but  where  am  I  to  place  her,  innocent  and  inex- 
perienced as  she  is !  You  see,  she  knows  nothing 
of  the  world  !  Her  artlessness,  her  innocence,  her 
too  confiding  generosity,  would  all  render  her  the 
more  easy  prey  to  tho  wiles  of  the  temptsr.  What 
can  bo  dor.e  ?  For  heaven's  sake  advise  me,  Miss 
Trafiord  !" 

I  reflected  for  a  few  minutes.  I  knew  that 
Mrs.  Oldcnstlo  possessed  a  good  heart  amidst  all 
Ler  eccentricities ;  and  I  thought  it  not  altogether 
improbable  that  she  might  afford  the  orphan  Miss 
Glecto'orth  a  home,  at  least  for  a  while,  until  some 
other  arrangement  could  be  made  for  her  advan- 
tage. I  suggested  this  to  the  Duke, — proposing, 
if  he  thought  fit,  to  speak  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle  on  tho 
subject. 

"Do  anything  you  will.  Miss  Trafford!"  he 
said  :  "  I  really  seem  to  have  lost  all  power  of  re- 
flection !  Altogether  I  am  terribly  embiirrassed. 
The  Duchess  is  to  meet  me  at  Dover  to-morrow  : 
wo  are  going  together  on  the  Continent.  She 
fancies  that  I  am  at  Hastings,  where  we  have 
friends  residing.  She  may  even  have  already 
arrived  at  Dover  for  aught  that  I  know— though  I 
have  not  seen  her  travelling-carriage  pass  this 
way." 

"But  it  is  impossible,  my  lord,"  I  exclaimed, 
"  that  you  can  leave  poor  Mary  so  soon,  and  in 
such  circumstances.  There's  the  funeral  to  super- 
intend. I  myself  will  cheerfully  do  anything  to 
relieve  Mary  of  anxiety  and  trouble  :  but  there  are 
certain  things  which  your  G-race  only  can  look 
after.  And  suppose  too  that  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
should  refuse  the  favour  which  I  purpose  to  seek 
at  her  hands " 

"  Good  heavens  !  I  am  bewildered  !"  said  the 
Duke  :  and  bis  agitated  walk  was  resumed.  "  If 
this  were  to  get  to  the  ears  of  the  Duchess— if  she 
were  to  learn  that  even  in  the  first  years  of  our 
marriage  I  had  contracted  this  intimacy " 

"  Hark,  my  lord  ! — what  is  that  ?"  I  suddenly 
ejaculated,  as  strange  alarming  sounds  broke  upon 
my  ears. 

It  seemed  as  if  some  equipage— a  stage-coach, 
a  post-chaise,  or  travelling-carriage,  it  was  impos- 
sible to  conjecture  which — had  suddenly  come  to  a 
full  stop,  accompanied  by  a  crash  as  if  it  were 
breaking  down,  and  this  being  followed  by  the 
plunging  of  horses,  the  confused  cries  of  men,  and 
the  screams  of  women.  I  rushed  out  of  the  house, 
closely  followed  by  the  Duke.  It  was  now  eleven 
o'clock  at  night :  but  the  heavens  were  covered 
with  stars— the  weather  was  beautiful — and  it  was 
80  light  that  all  objects  were  clearly  discernible. 
We  sped  to  the  gate ;  and  just  at  that  very  in- 
stant two  females  were  approaching  it, — they 
evidently  having  alighted  from  an  equipage  which 
had  broken  down  at  a  distance  of  about  fifty  yards. 
I  cuuld  distinguish  the  postilions  unharnessing 
their  four  horses;  and  the  glare  of  the  lamps 
showed  me  likewise  a  couple  of  domestics  in  livery 
— but  what  livery  it  was  I  did  not  recognise.  As 
the  two  females  drew  near,  I  saw  that  one  was  a 
lady,  while  the  other  had  the  appearance  of  being 
her  maid ;  and  they  were  both  coming  towards 
the  gate. 


"Good  heavens!"  suidenly  murnjured  the 
Duke  with  a  groan:  "the  Duchess  herself!" 

And  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  it  assuredly  was. 
The  Duke  stood  petrified  with  terro"-  and  bewil- 
derment; and  I  myself  was  seized  witli  con- 
fusion and  excitement — for  I  foresaw  a  scene  of 
some  description  or  another.  Indeed,  unless  the 
whole  truth  were  told,  I  perceived  at  a  glance  that 
I  myself  might  become  the  object  of  the  most  in- 
jurious suspicions  on  being  thus  discovered  with 
the  Duke,  at  that  time  of  niglit,  at  an  isolated 
cottage. 

"Whnt!  Miss  Trafford.^  is  it  possible .' —yoj» 
here!"  cried  the  Duchess,  at  first  in  tones  of  joy- 
ous amazement :  but  the  next  instant  suddenly 
descrying  her  ducal  husband,  she  drew  herself  up 
with  disdainful  hauteur  to  her  full  height,  saying, 
in  accents  of  cold  contemptuous  scorn,  "  And  it  is 
thus  that  the  celebrated  Miss  Trafford  passes  as  8 
virtuous  character  before  the  world  ?" 

"  Madam,"  I  responded  indignantly,  "  Miss 
Trnfford's  reputation  is  beyond  suspicion.  His 
Grace,  jour  husband,  must  explain  everything." 

The  Duchess  looked  astonislied  at  this  answer 
on  my  part:  and  she  turned  tovrards  the  Dako, 
saying,  "Perhaps  you  will  explain,  my  lord,  that 
which  Miss  Trafford  does  not  on  her  part  choose 
to  cle.ir  up." 

"  My  God,  what  can  I  say  ?"  murmured  the  be- 
wildered Duke  of  Ardleigh.  "But  we  cannot 
talk  here!— don't  let  me  seen  by  the  other  do- 
mestics I" 

"  As  you  are  without  your  hat,  my  lord,"  said 
the  Duchess,  "  I  presume  that  you  must  bo  tem- 
porarily residing  in  this  house,  to  which  I  was 
coming  for  shelter.  Perhaps  it  will  not  be  indis- 
creet," she  added  ironically,  "  if  I,  as  your  wife, 
entered  thither  with  you." 

Again  her  looks  were  bent  full  of  suspicion  on 
my  countenance ;  and  I  felt  my  cheeks  burning 
with  the  blush  of  indignation  that  rose  up  to 
them,  as  I  turned  to  the  Duke,  saving,  "My  lord, 
all  this  must  be  cleared  up — everything  must  be 
told !  I  neither  can  nor  will  suffer  on  your  ac- 
count! Madam,"  I  aided,  turning  to  the  Duchess 
and  speaking  in  a  solemn  voice,  "  there  is  death  in 
that  house— and  this  is  the  reason  that  I  am  tem- 
porarily there.  Enter— but  recollect  it  is  the  place 
of  affliction  and  of  mourning." 

"  The  house  of  death  ?"  ejaculated  the  Duchess 
of  Ardleigh:  "  what  can  you  possibly  mean  ?" 

"This,  as  well  as  everything  else,"  I  replied, 
"must  be  explained  by  his  lordship  to  your 
Grace." 

The  Duchess  reflected  for  a  few  moments  :  with 
all  her  self-possession  and  strength  of  mind  she 
might  well  be  bewildered  by  this  scene  that  was 
taking  place.  She  however  seemed  to  think  that 
of  the  explanations  which  she  was  presently  to 
receive,  there  need  be  no  unnecessary  witness;  and 
she  suddenly  said  to  her  maid,  "  Go  and  tell  the 
servants  that  they  are  to  be  sure  to  stop  the  other 
carriage  when  it  comes  up.  Remain  you  there 
with  them.  I  dare  say  I  shall  not  be  long  here. 
And  ah  !  by  the  bye,  whatsoever  you  may  have 
just  heard,  is  something  that  is  not  to  be  talked 
about " 

"I  understand,  my  lady,"  answered  the  abigail: 
and  she  turned  away  towards  tho  spot  where  the 
misfortune  had  happened  to  the  equipage. 


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ELLEN    PEECTJ   OR,   THE    MEMOIK3   OP  A»    ACTRESS. 


CHAPTER  XLir. 

jpliet's    I^'FA^'T. 

Tfe  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  new  passed  through  the 
parden-entrance, — I  myself  immediately  following 
her;  for  the  Duke,  doubtless  feeling  like  a  doomed 
man,  lagged  ia  the  rear.  We  threaded  the  front 
garden  in  silence  :  we  entered  the  cottage  ;  and 
as  the  parlour  door  stood  open,  the  Duchess  at 
once  turned  into  that  room.  She  sat  down — 
glanced  around  her— and  said  in  accents  where  a 
slight  irony  appeared,  "Truly  this  is  a  pretty 
little  place — a  very  pretty  little  place ;  and  if  it 
were  fitted  up  under  your  lordship's  supervision, 
you  hare  shown  more  taste  in  this  respect  than 
ever  to  my  knowledge  you  displayed  before." 

The  Duke  looked  exceedingly  miserable  and 
Tcry  much  confused.  With  his  ignoble  counte- 
nance, his  insignificant  form,  and  his  apparel  plain 
almost  to  meanness,  it  was  scarcely  possible  to 
believe  that  he  was  indeed  the  husband  of  the  su- 
perb, handsome-looking,  and  even  brilliant  lady 
who  had  placed  herself  upon  the  sofa  with  as  much 
ease  of  manner  as  if  the  house  belonged  to  her, 
and  yet  with  a  certain  air  of  dignity,  as  if  she 
were  about  to  sit  in  judgment  over  the  delinquent 
who  was  fidgetting  about  at  a  little  distance.  I  sat 
down  with  an  air  of  calm  self-possession ;  for  now 
that  matters  had  reached  this  crisis,  in  which  my 
own  reputation  was  at  stake,  I  was  determined 
that  everything  should  be  told.  The  reader  may 
believe  me  when  I  proclaim  the  assurance  that  I 
was  not  inspired  by  the  slightest  sentiment  of  ma- 
lignity towards  the  Duke  himself:  on  the  contrary, 
I  rather  pitied  him :  but  it  was  absolutely  neces- 
sary that  my  good  name  should  be  spared  from  the 
breath  of  suspicion;  and  moreover,  I  was  not 
without  the  hope  that  when  the  Duchess  came  to 
learn  everything  she  might  possibly  be  induced  to 
act  a  generous  part,  and  do  something  more  for 
poor  ^lary  Glentworth  than  the  Duke  himself 
might  have  been  disposed  to  perform. 

"  Now,  my  lord,"  said  the  Duchess,  in  a  tone 
that  was  half  peremptory  and  half  characterized 
by  a  sort  of  ironical  blandness,  as  if  she  would 
have  added,  "Pray  tell  your  tale,  and  make  me 
your  dupe  if  you  can." 

"  My  dear,"  said  the  Duke,  fidgetting  about  in 
a  way  which  under  other  circumstances  would  have 
been  truly  ludicrous,   "  I  think  you  had  better  let 

the  matter  drop  where  it  is there  may  be 

secrets,  you  know 1  wish  to  Grod  Peaseblossom 

was  here !" 

"  My  lord,"  ejaculated  the  Duchess,  her  accents 
being  now  altogether  peremptory,  "  I  insist  upon 
explanations !  Miss  Trafford,  will  you  not  speak  ? 
Whose  house  is  this?  why  are  you  here?  why 
is  the  Duke  here  ?  and  who  is  dead  within  its 
walls  ?" 

"  I  do  indeed  perceive  that  I  must  speak,  ray 
lady,"  I  said :  "  for  it  is  almost  a  desecration  of 
this  scene  of  death " 

"No,  no.  Miss  Trafford!  let  me  speak!"  ex- 
claimed the  Duke.  "  Tbe  fact  is,  my  dear" —  and 
he  advanced  with  mincing  gait  and  cajoling  looks 
towards  the  Duchess — "  I  came  across  from 
Hastings  this  evening — I  thought  I  should  like  a 
little  walk  into  Dover— so  I  sent   back   tbe   post 


chaise  that  brought  me  from  Hastings.  I  wai 
coming  along  the  road,  when  a  mad   bull  ran  at 

me 1    was  knocked    down Miss   Trafford 

happened  to  be  passing— she  kindly  picked  me 
up " 

"  Good  heavens,  my  lord  !"  I  exclaimed,  "  is  it 
possible  that  in  the  house  of  death " 

"Pray,  Miss  Trafford,"  interrupted  the  Duchess, 
with  an  appearance  of  great  sweetness  of  manner, 
"let  his  Grace  tell  his  story  in  his  own  way.  Up 
to  the  point  which  he  had  reached  it  was  ami- 
nently  romantic  ?" 

"  Ah !  romantic— but  very  alarming,"  responded 
the  Duke,  who  evidently  thought  that  he  was 
making  his  wife  believe  the  absurd  tale  he  was 
telling  her.  "  Well,  you  see,  my  dear,"  he  con- 
tinued, "  1  was  brought  into  this  house — the  lady 
of  which  was  so  terribly  frightened  by  seeing  the 
mad  bull  rush  in  amongst  her  flowers,  that  she  fell 
down— she  was  seized  with  a  fit— and  all  was  over.' 
There's  her  poor  daughter         " 

"  For  shame,  my  lord  !"  I  cried,  now  bending 
upon  the  Duke  an  indignant  glance.  "  Madam,  I 
see  that  I  must  speak  1" 

"  Indeed  I  think  you  had  better.  Miss  Traf- 
ford," said  the  Duchess,  as  she  turned  upon  her 
husband  an  annihilating  look  of  the  supremest 
scorn  and  loftiest  disdain. 

"  I  am  staying  with  a  friend  in  this  neighbour- 
hood," I  continued, — "  a  highly  respectable  lady, 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  of  Eiver  House.  Accident  threw 
me  in  the  way  of  Miss  Glentworth,  who  with  her 
mother  resided  in  this  cottage.  A  little  more 
than  two  hours  back  I  was  hastily  sumuioned 
hither  by  the  maid-servant  j  and  on  my  arrival  I 
found  Mrs.  Glentworth  at  the  point  of  death.  I 
likewise  met  his  Grace  hero;  and  if  I  have  tarried 
until  now,  it  was  because  I  would  not  abandon  the 
poor  afflicted  girl  whose  mother  has  perished  be- 
fore her  eyes.  Who  Mrs.  Glentworth  waa — who 
Miss  Glentworth  is,  it  is  for  his  Grace  to  ex- 
plain." 

"  1  think  I  can  understand,  Miss  Trafford,"  said 
the  Duchess,  now  showing  by  her  looks  and  ac- 
cents that  she  fully  believed  the  tale  that  I  had 
just  told  her. 

At  this  instant  the  maid-servant  entered  the 
room,  exclaiming,  "  Oh,  Miss  Trafford  !  Miss 
Glentworth  has  awoke  —  and  she  is  asking  for 
you  !" 

I  rose  —  bowed  to  the  Duchess— and  issued 
from  the  parlour.  I  was  by  no  means  sorry  to 
leave  the  Duke  and  Duchess  alone  together,  now 
that  sufiicient  had  been  said  to  put  her  Grace 
upon  the  right  track  towards  eliciting  the  wholo 
truth.  In  the  passage  I  paused  to  ask  the  maid- 
servant if  she  had  mentioned  to  Miss  Glentworth 
that  there  was  a  lady  in  the  parlour :  but  she  told 
me  that  she  had  not.  I  ascended  to  the  chamber, 
where  I  found  poor  Mary  giving  way  to  her  afflic- 
tion ;  and  I  said  all  I  could  to  comfort  her.  She 
entreated  me  to  suffer  her  to  go  and  pray  by  the 
couch  on  which  lay  the  remains  of  her  mother : 
but  I  conjured  her  to  wait  till  the  morning.  Mary 
allowed  herself  to  be  persuaded;  and  thus  half-au- 
hour  passed  away.  At  the  expiration  of  that  time 
I  heard  an  equipage  stop  in  front  of  the  house  ; 
and  I  had  no  doubt  it  was  the  second  travelling, 
carriage,  conveying  the  remainder  of  her  Grace's 
suite.     Mary  was  too  much  absorbed  in  her  own 


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BEATRICE   DI    CARBOXI. 


painful  reflections  to  notica  tho  sounds  of  the 
vehicle  :  but  in  a  few  minutes  it  drove  on — as 
did  likewise  the  other ;  so  that  I  concluded  the 
latter  must  have  been  sufficicntlj  repaired  to  con- 
tinue its  way  to  Dover. 

I  passed  the  rest  of  that  night  in  tho  clumber 
with  Mary  Glentworth  :  but  I  knew  that  the 
Duke  was  still  in  the  house ;  for  shortly  after  the 
equipages  had  passed  by,  I  heard  him  ascend  to 
his  own  chamber.  For  several  hours  Mary  Glent- 
worth  did  not  close  her  eyes ;  and  not  one  wink  of 
sleep  did  I  myself  obt-.iia  that  night.  ]3»tween 
six  and  seven  o'clock  in  the  morning  slumber 
again  afforded  my  poor  friend  a  temporary  relief 
from  the  bitterness  of  her  affliction;  and  I  then 
stole  down  stairs— for  I  had  heard  tho  Duke  de- 
scend a  short  time  previously. 

I  met  him  in  tho  parlour  ;  and  he  immediately 
No.  31.— Ellen  Peect. 


said,  "  Well,  Miss  Trafford,  everything  is  known 
now — thanks  to  you! — for  if  you  had  only  backed 
me  in  that  tale  which  I  so  happily  invented  " 

"My  lord,  cease  this  absurdity  !"  I  angrily  in- 
terrupted him;  "and  tell  me,  will  her  Grace  do 
anything  for  Mary  G-lentworth  ?" 

"  Xot  sho  indeed  !"  exclaimed  tho  Duke.  "  She 
is  desperately  indignant— she  at  first  talked  of 
suing  for  a  divorce — the  Ecclesiastical  Court — the 
House  of  Lords  —  separate  maiutenance  —  and 
heaven  knows  what— until  I  told  her  if  she  would 
only  allow  me——" 

"  To  perform  your  duty  towards  your  daughter, 
ray  lord  ?"  I  said,  in  a  tone  of  grave  inquiry. 

"Xo— to  go  to  Scotland  for  a  time  with  Pease- 
blossom,"  he  answered,  "  until  I  could  be  restored 
to  her  good  graces——" 

"Bat  about  Mary   Q-lentworth ?"  I  impatiently 


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ELLEN   PEECT;    OE,   THE   MBIIOIES   OF   AS   ACTEE3S. 


asked.  "  Is  she  to  be  thrown  upon  that  benevo- 
lence which  I  promised  to  invoke  for  her  at  the 
hands  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle  ?" 

"I  scarcelj  see  what  else  is  to  be  done,"  replied 
the  Duke.  "Pray,  vaj  dear  Miss  Trafford,  go 
presently— I  am  most  anxious  to  be  relieved  from 
this  suspense——" 

"  Yes,  my  lord,"  I  interrupted  him  ;  "  rest 
assured  that  I  shall  not  delaj  :  for  I  perceive 
that  despite  your  solemn  promise  of  last  evening, 
Mary  may  not  hope  to  find  a  friend  even  in  her 
own  father." 

"A  friend— yes  !"  ho  exclaimed,  turning  almost 
angrily  round  upon  me.  "  I  will  allow  her  a 
couple  of  hundred  a  year " 

"  And  you  think,"  I  said,  "  that  all  the  care 
which  you  are  bound  to  bestow  upon  her  is  limited 


Leave  mo  to  manage  I  will  go  and  pass  a  few 
hours  with  Miss  Glentworth.  You  have  been  up 
all  night :  I  insist  upon  your  taking  some  rest.  Go 
and  lie  down,  my  dear  child ;  and  precisely  at  two 
o'clock  in  the  afternoon  I  will  return.  You  shall 
then  have  my  decision." 

With  these  last  words  Mrs.  Oldcastle  again 
tapped  me  fondly  on  the  cheek;  and  she  pushed 
me  gently  from  the  room.  My  heart  was  relieved 
of  a  load ;  for  I  felt  convinced  that  she  would 
yield  to  my  supplication.  I  was  indeed  completely 
exhausted;  and  I  ascended  to  my  chamber,  where 
I  threw  myself  down  upon  the  couch.  Sleep  soon 
visited  my  eyes  ;  and  I  slumbered  for  several 
hours.  When  I  awoke,  it  was  half- past  ono 
o'clock.  I  knew  hoar  methodical,  regular,  and 
punctual  Mrs.  Oldcastlo  was  in  all  her   proceed- 


to  a  small  pecuniary  allowance?     However,   my    ings  ;  and  iu  half-an-huur  she  would  therefore  bo 

lord,  I  will  not  argue  the  point  with  your  Grace  : 

but  I  will  see  whether  I  cannot   provide  for  your 

daughter  that  home   to  find  which  you  leave  her 

to  shift  for  herself." 

Having  thus  spoken,  I  ascended  again  to  Mary 

Glentworth's    chamber.      She    still  slept  :  I   per- 
formed my  ablutions  ;  and  the  process  refreshed 

me,  for  I  felt  ill   and   feverish  through  want   of 

sleep    and  the  excitement  of  the   various  scenes 

through  whic.h  within  t)ie  last  twelve  hours  I   had 

been  dragged. 

It  was  nine  o'clock  beforn   Mary    Glentworth 

awoke;  and  then  I  represented  to  her  in  as  deli- 
cate and  gentle  terms  as  possible,  that  inasmuch  as 

her  uncle  Mr.  Glentworth   (as  I  continued  to  call 

the  Duke)   was  not  in   a  position   to  offer  her  a 

home,  I  was  going  to   speak  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle  on 

the  subject :  but   I   was  careful   not  to  promiso  I 

should  succeed — for  I  knew  how  eccentric  was  the 

character  of  the  old  lady.      Mary  embraced  me 

with  a  fervour  as  if  she  considered  me  her  best  if 

not  her  only  friend ;  and  I  took  a  temporary  leave 

of   her,    inwardly    hoping    that    my    self-imposed 

mission  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle  would  be  attended  with 

success;  and  if  not,    I  resolved  upon  persuading 

the   iSTormans    to   receive   poor    Mary    when    the 

funeral  should  be  over. 

I  bent  my  way  to  Eiver  House;  and   I  at  once 

obtained  an  interview  with  Mrs.  Oldcastle.     I  did 

not  choose  to  betray  the  Duke's  secret :  I  consi- 
dered it  to  be  sacred  after  the  pledge  which  I  had 
given  to  the  deceased  Mrs.  Glentworth.  I  there- 
fore spoke  of  him  only  as  Mr.  Glentworth — repre- 
senting that  he  was  so  circumstanced  as  to  be  un- 
able to  afibrd  his  daughter  a  home— but  that  he 
bad  promised  to  allow  lier  sufficient  for  her  main- 
tenance. Mrs.  Oldcastle  listened  to  me  with  an 
expression  of  countenance  which  for  a  while  was 
perfectly  inscrutable ;  and  at  length,  as  her  rigid 
features  relaxed  into  a  look  of  kindness,  she  tapped 
me  on  the  cheek,  saying,  "My  dear  Ellen,  you  are 
a  generous-hearted  girl! — much  too  generous  to 
deal  with  all  the  circumstances  of  this  cold  selfish 
world !" 

"  And  you  will  grant  my  request  ?"  I  exclaimed, 
my  heart  leaping  with  fervid  liope. 

"I  do  not  know,  Eilen,"  replied  Mrs.  Oldcastle. 
"  I  am  only  acquainted  with  Mary  Glentworth  by 
Bight— I  never  in  my  life  spoke  a  word  to  her. 
Before  I  agree  to  receive  the  young  lady  into  my 
house,  I  must  see  something  more  of  her  :  I  must 
also  see  her   father— this  alleged  uucle  of  her's. 


with  me.  I  made  some  little  change  in  my  toilet 
^paid  Juliet  a  brief  visit — and  told  her  as  much 
of  the  incidents  of  the  preceding  night  as  I  had 
thought  fit  to  reveal  to  Mrs.  Oldcastle.  I  then 
returned  to  my  chamber  to  put  on  my  bonnet  and 
shawl  ;  and  I  descended  to  the  front  garden  to 
await  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  arrival. 

It  was  a  beautiful  warm  day;  and  the  nurse 
had  brought  .put  Juliet's  infant  for  the  first  time. 
I  took  the  child  from  the  woman's  arms,  and  sat 
down  on  a  garden-bench  to  fondle  the  little  inno- 
cent. As  I  contemplated  its  tiny  countenance,  I 
could  not  help  thinking,  "  And  you  too,  poor 
child  !  will  grow  up  to  be  ignored  and  unacknow- 
ledged by  your  own  father,  even  like  poor  Mary 
Glentworth  !  And  perhaps  you  too  will  be  told 
some  tale  of  how  your  parents  died  in  your  in- 
fancy ;  and  you  will  be  worse  off  than  even  Mary 
Glentworth — for  your  own  mo  he:  will  likewise 
be  compelled  to  disavow  you!" 

I  remember  perfectly  well  that  up  to  this  point 
I  had  merely  mused  in  silence ;  for  the  nurse  was 
standing  near.  But  perceiving  that  I  was  inclined 
to  retain  the  child  in  my  arms  for  a  little  timo 
longer,  the  woman  strolled  away  to  a  short  dis- 
tance ;  and  then  falling  again  into  a  musing  mood, 
I  was  insensibly  led  on  to  give  audible  expression 
to  my  thoughts. 

"  Alas,  poor  child,"  I  said,  experiencing  the 
deepest  sympathy  for  the  little  innocent  unconsci- 
ous creature ;  "  thine  is  indeed  a  hard  fate,  to  pos- 
sess a  father  who  cares  not  for  thee — and  to  be 
disowned  in  a  short  time,  as  thou  wilt  be,  by  thine 
own  mother  !  Alas,  poor  child  !  horn  in  mystery 
and  in  shame — for  Oh,  it  is  so !  —  how  deeply, 
deeply  art  thou  to  be  pitied !  Happy  was  thy 
mother  ere  she  knew  what  love  was  ! — happy  when 
upon  the  stage  she  was  contented  with  the  plau- 
dits which  she  elicited  !  But  now  how  changed  is 
everything  for  her  !  Hare,  under  a  feigned  name, 
has  she  given  birth  to  thee " 

"  Oh,  my  God,  Ellen !  is  it  for  this  that  I  have 
come  hither?"  were  the  wildly  spoken  worda 
which  suddenly  burst  upon  my  ears ;  and  I  started 
in  afi'right  and  dismay,  not  merely  at  the  words 
themselves,  but  at  the  voice  in  which  they  were 
conveyed;  for  I  recognised  it  full  well— it  was  the 
voice  of  my  cousin — tho  object  of  my  heart's  da- 
voted  love— Henry  Wakefield ! 

It  was  a  wonder  that  I  did  not  drop  the  infant 
from  my  arms,  so  fearfully  was  I  galvanized — e'j 
suddenly  did  I  start  up  fiom  my  seat.     And  bf^ 


hind  that  seat,  amidst  the  evergreen?,  stood  Harry 
Wakefield ;  and  Oh !  never  shall  I  forget  the  look 
of  despair  and  agonj  which  bis  countenance  wore 
as  ho  pressed  his  hand  to  his  brow,  ejaculating, 
"  My  God !  my  God  !" 

,  "  Ilcnry  !  dear  Honry !"  I  exclaimed,  in  a  wild 
agony  of  mind ;  for  I  was  at  once  smitten  with 
the  conviction  of  what  hideous  thought  bad  seized 
upon  him  :  "  bear  me,  I  conjure  you  !" 

"  Farewell,  Ellen !"  be  exclaimed,  in  frenzied 
accents  and  with  a  look  of  kindred  madness : 
"everything  is  at  an  end  between  us  !" 

And  it  was  like  one  frantic  that  dashing  through 
the  maze  of  evergreens,  be  rushed  away  from  the 
spot.  I  endeavoured  to  raise  my  voice  again — 
but  I  could  not :  my  tongue  clave  to  the  roof  of 
my  mouth — I  felt  as  if  I  were  choking.  A  dizzi- 
ness seized  upon  me  :  I  had  just  sufficient  presence 
of  mind  to  deposit  the  infant  gently  upon  the 
seat;  and  then  sank  down,  deprived  of  conscious- 
ness. 

When  next  a  gleam  of  reason  began  to  steal 
info  ray  brain,  like  the  finest  thread  of  light  into 
the  depths  of  a  dark  dungeon, — I  was  lying  in 
bed :  but  I  could  not  for  some  time  recollect 
where.  Two  female  forms  bent  over  me:  they 
spoke  to  me  in  gentle  aud  sootliiug  voices — the 
lips  of  each  were  pressed  to  my  cheeks :  but  I 
know  not  those  countenances — I  remembered  not 
those  voices.  Then  it  appeared  to  me  as  if  I  slept 
again  for  some  interval  of  unknown  length :  but 
when  consciousness  once  more  returned,  it  was 
with  a  broader  gleam  of  light  than  on  the  former 
occasion  ;  and  again  were  those  two  forms  there. 
And  now  I  recognised  the  countenances  that  bent 
down  and  kissed  me  :  one  was  that  of  Mrs.  Old- 
castle — the  other  that  of  Mary  Glentworth.  15ut 
Mary  Glentworth  there  ! — and  in  deep  mourning  ! 
What  could  it  all  mean  ?  The  truth  was  gradually 
and  delicately  broken  to  me  :  I  had  been  stretched 
on  that  bed  for  seven  whole  days  and  nights;  and 
it  was  the  evening  before  this  day  of  which  I  am 
now  speaking,  that  I  bad  obtained  that  first  faint 
glimmer  of  returning  consciousness.  Yes — for  a 
whole  week  I  had  endured  all  the  perils  of  a  severe 
fever,  alternating  betwixt  intervals  of  deep  trance- 
like torpor  and  the  ravings  of  delirium.  As  for 
Mary  Glentworth — the  funeral  was  over,  and  she 
had  found  a  home  beneath  the  roof  of  Mrs.  Old- 
castlo.  Yv'hen  I  learnt  this  fact,  I  took  the  old 
lady's  baud  and  pressed  it  to  my  lips  in  warm  tes- 
timony of  my  gratitude. 

In  respect  to  myself,  I  soon  discovered  that  not 
a  suspicion  was  entertained  relative  to  the  real 
cause  of  my  swoon  in  the  garden  and  my  subse- 
quent illness.  It  appeared  that  the  nurse  had 
wandered  away  into  the  grounds  at  the  rear  of  the 
dwelling :  but  she  fancied  that  she  heard  a  cry, 
and  she  sped  back  to  the  front  garden.  There  she 
found  the  infant  lying  safe  upon  the  bench,  and 
myself  stretched  in  a  fainting  tit  upon  the  ground. 
I  was  borne  into  the  bouse— every  attention  was 
paid  me — Mrs.  Oldcastle  soon  after  arrived  from 
her  visit  to  Mary  Glentworth  —  and  medical 
assistance  was  sent  for.  The  surgeon  pronounced 
lae  to  be  in  a  high  state  of  fever  ;  and  thus,  as 
the  reader  is  already  aware,  for  one  whole  week 
did  I  remain  hovering  between  life  and  death  — 
at  one  time  plunged  into  a  trance-like  torpor,  at 
another  raving  in  delirium.     But  that  my  ravings 


had  afforded  not  the  slightest  clue  to  the  real  cause 
of  my  swoon,  nor  had  in  any  way  betrayed  the 
visit  of  Harry  Wakefield  or  the  inauspicious  cir- 
cumstances attending  it,  was  evident  enough  from 
what  Mrs.  Oldeastla  and  Mary  Glentworth  pro- 
ceeded to  say  to  mo. 

"You  passed  an  agitated  night  in  the  house  of 
death,  my  dear  Ellen,"  said  the  old  lady :  "you 
slept  not  a  single  wink — your  nerves  were  un- 
strung by  the  sudden  catastrophe  which  deprived 
your  poor  friend  of  a  parent— and  thus  everything 
tended  to  excite  you.  It  was  really  no  wonder 
that  your  physical  powers  should  have  succumbed 
beneath  such  influences !" 

"  Alas,  my  dear  Ellen  I"  said  Mary  Glentworth, 
in  a  soft  voice  that  was  tremulous  with  emotion, 
as  she  bent  down  and  kissed  my  cheek  ;  "  it  was 
all  on  my  account  that  this  has  happened  !  Ob,  how 
you  have  suffered  for  your  kindness  to  me  ! — and 
how  immeasurably  would  it  have  added  to  my 
affliction  if  I  had  lost  you,  my  best  friend  1" 

I  begged  Mrs.  Oldcastle  and  Mary  to  leave  me 
a  little  while  to  myself,— alleging  that  I  felt  the 
necessity  of  collecting  my  scattered  ideas.  Nor 
was  this  indeed  a  mere  pretext :  it  was  the  truth ; 
for  never  had  I  greater  need  to  reflect  upon  the 
unfortunate  circumstances  which  had  so  recently 
occurred. 

When  left  alone,  I  gave  free  vent  to  my  tears ; 
for  it  was  shocking  to  think  how  Henry  had  been 
deceived  by  circumstantial  evidence,  and  how 
frightfully  I  had  suffered  in  his  estimation,  I 
remembered  how  I  had  been  musing  aloud  for  the 
few  minutes  previous  to  that  sudden  ejaculation 
which  had  burst  from  his  lips  :  I  could  even  recall 
to  my  recollection  every  syllable  I  bad  thus  ut- 
tercd;  and  I  had  no  doubt  he  had  remained  the 
while  an  unseen  listener,  enduring  mental  agonies 
the  bare  idea  of  which  was  sufficient  to  drive  me 
mad.  Oh  !  doubtless  he  had  sought  me  in  London 
— ho  had  there  learnt  that  I  was  at  River  House, 
near  Dover — he  had  sped  on  the  wings  of  love  to 
this  place  to  find  mo— and  perhaps  on  arriving  at 
his  destination,  he  had  first  caught  a  glimpse  of 
me  in  the  garden,  when  thinking  to  afford  me  a 
most  happy  surprise,  he  had  stolen  nigh  enough  to 
behold  a  babe  in  my  arms,  and  to  catch  all  the 
words  I  was  addressing  unto  the  little  innocent. 
These  details  did  I  picture  to  myself;  and  I  thought 
too  how  fearfully  every  species  of  circumstantial 
evidence  had  combined  to  ruin  me  in  the  estima- 
tion of  Harry  Wakefield  !  When  standing  amidst 
the  evergreens,  listening  to  the  words  that  were 
flowing  from  my  lips,  numerous  ideas  must  have 
flashed  to  his  brain  to  corroborate  the  dreadful 
suspicion  which  had  smitten  him.  He  must  have 
remembered  that  I  had  concealed  from  his  mother 
how  I  had  betaken  myself  to  the  stage — and  that 
from  him  likewise  had  I  withheld  the  same  fact, 
until  his  approaching  return  to  England  had  at 
length  elicited  the  avowal  from  me.  And  then 
too,  he  must  have  seen  that  there  was  subterfuge 
or  duplicity  in  the  little  manoeuvres  I  had  adopted 
to  veil  from  him  my  sojourn  at  River  House,  and 
to  induce  him  to  communicate  with  me  from 
Paisley,  so  that  I  should  know  at  what  precise 
time  I  might  expect  to  meet  him  in  London.  And 
lastly  his  prejudice  against  the  theatrical  profes- 
sion must  have  combined  with  all  other  circum- 
stances to  impress   him    with   the    very  natural 


KLlEN   PEECT;    OE,   THE  MEMOIES  OF   AN  ACIEESS. 


convictioo  that  I  had  ceased  to  be  worthy  of 
Liin. 

But  what  was  I  now  to  do  P  I  was  cliained  to 
a  bed  of  sickness;  and  at  least  another  week  must 
elapse  before  I  could  hope  to  be  enabled  to  get  out 
into  the  fresh  air.  A  fortnight  must  puss  before 
I  should  be  fit  for  travelling.  Oh,  that  I  were  at 
once  able  to  speed  in  search  of  Henry  Wakefield 
—  to  Cud  him — and  to  vindicate  myself!  Ah,  but 
in  so  doing  I  must  reveal  partially  if  not  wholly 
Juliet's  secret !  So  strong  were  the  circumstances 
against  me,  that  I  dared  not  expect  my  cousin  to 
believe  the  simple  statement  that  it  was  the  child 
cf  another  which  he  had  seen  in  my  arms,  unless 
I  were  to  afford  him  corroborative  proof  of  the 
tale.  But  how  was  I  to  do  this  without  betraying 
Juliet?  For  a  long  time  I  reflected  upon  the 
painful  subject— until  at  length  an  idea  struck  me. 
What  this  was,  I  need  not  at  present  state. 

Fain  would  I  have  at  once  written  to  my 
cousin  to  implore  him  to  suspend  his  judgment 
until  I  could  see  him:  but  I  was  too  weak  and 
feeble  to  hold  a  pen— and  I  did  not  choose  to  con- 
fide the  history  of  my  sorrows  to  any  other  person. 
I  was  therefore  compelled  to  wait  two  or  three 
days  until  I  had  just  strength  sufficient  to  trace  a 
few  Hues  upon  paper.  I  then  implored  Henry,  by 
the  love  which  he  had  borne  me,  and  by  that 
earDest  afiection  which  I  continued  to  experience 
for  him,  to  suspend  his  opinion  until  he  bad 
beard  me  ;  for  that  I  was  innocent,  and  I  could 
explain  everything  !  I  addressed  the  letter  to 
him  under  cover  to  the  Paisley  manufacturer  ;  and 
my  mind  felt  more  easy  when  this  task  was  ac- 
complished. 

My  health  was  improving  :  for  being  conscious 
of  innocence,  and  having  faith  in  the  justice  of 
heaven,  I  felt  assured  that  the  time  must  sooner 
or  later  come  when  I  could  make  my  guiltlessness 
apparent  to  him  whom  I  was  deeply  anxious  to 
disabuse  of  the  dreadful  suspicion  which  he  enter- 
tained. I  now  had  an  opportunity  of  having  some 
conversation  with  Mis.  Oldcastle  in  respect  to 
Mary  Glentworth.  She  had  taken  a  liking  to  the 
young  lady :  the  more  she  saw  of  her,  the  more 
she  was  convinced  of  her  artlessness  and  purity  of 
mind ;  and  so  far  from  regretting  that  she  had 
afforded  her  a  home,  she  would  have  infinitely  re- 
gretted the  denial  of  an  asylum  to  the  orphan 
girl.  She  had  seen  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh — but 
entertained  not  the  remotest  suspicion  who  he 
actually  was:  she  believed  bica  to  be  plain  and 
simple  Mr.  Glentworth.  She  had  been  but  little 
impressed  in  his  favour ;  and  therefore  wondered 
not  that  he  should  seek  to  throw  his  daughter 
upon  the  friendship  of  others.  He  bad  promised 
to  allow  Mary  two  or  three  hundred  a-yoar  ; 
and  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  replied  that  though  she 
herself  should  accept  of  no  payment  nor  reward 
for  afibrding  the  youug  lady  an  asylum,  yet  that 
she  should  insist  upon  the  fulfilment  of  that  agree- 
ment as  a  means  of  making  a  future  provision  far 
Miss  Glentworth.  It  further  appeared  that  the 
Duke,  having  entrusted  all  the  arrangements  for 
the  funeral  to  an  undertaker  at  Dover,  had  soon 
afterwards  departed  from  the  cottage  ;  so  that  he 
fallowed  not  the  remains  of  his  late  mistress  to  the 
grave. 

I  found  that  Mary  Glentworth  was  fortified 
with  a  sweet  pious  resignation  in  respect  to  the 


loss  of  her  mother  :  and  I  learnt  that  when  after 
the  funeral  she  had  removed  to  River  House,  she 
had  been  unwearied  in  her  attentions  to  mo.  In- 
deed, the  amiable  girl  displayed  towards  me  as 
much  aficclionate  solicitude  as  if  she  were  my 
own  sister.  She  had  of  course  formed  the  ac- 
quaintance of  Juliet,  whom  she  only  knew  how- 
ever as  Mrs.  Hall. 

Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  written  to  the  Normans  to 
tell  them  that  I  was  ill;  but  she  did  not  say  how 
veiy  ill  I  really  was,  fur  fear  lest  they  should  set  off 
for  River  House  despite  her  injunctions  to  the  con- 
trary. The  day  after  I  wrote  to  Harry  Wakefield, 
I  penned  a  few  lines  to  Mrs.  Norman,  to  tran- 
quillize her  mind  on  iny  behalf  and  assure  her 
that  I  was  approaching  towards  convalescence. 
At  the  expiration  of  a  week  after  my  return  to 
consciousness,  I  was  enabled  to  get  down  into  the 
garden,  supported  by  the  arm  of  Mary  Glent- 
worth; and  at  the  end  of  another  week  I  found 
my  health  so  much  improved  that  I  became  im- 
patient to  set  out  on  my  intended  journey  in 
search  of  my  cousin  :  for  alas  !  I  had  received  no 
letter  from  him — no  reply  was  vouchsafed  to  my 
few  brief  lines  of  earnest  appeal ;  and  yet  I  felt 
convinced  he  must  have  received  my  note  by  this 
time ;  for  even  if  he  had  not  returned  to  Paisluv, 
Mr.  Macdonald,  I  conjectured,  must  be  sure  to 
know  his  address. 

It  was  now,  as  I  have  said,  a  fortnight  after  my 
return  to  consciousness— but  three  whole  weeks 
since  the  fatal  incident  in  the  garden  which  had 
produced  such  dire  results.  The  same  medical 
man  who  had  attended  Juliet  in  her  confinement, 
had  been  ministering  unto  me ;  and  I  one  morn- 
ing took  an  opportunity,  when  we  were  alone  to- 
gether, to  address  him  upon  a  particular  subject, 
in  pursuance  of  the  idea  which  I  had  already 
formed. 

"  Mr.  Singleton,"  I  said — for  that  was  his  name, 
— "  I  wish  you  to  do  me  a  very  particular  favour ; 
and  likewise  to  keep  the  request  itself  a  profound 
secret." 

"  Speak,  Miss  Traflford,"  he  answered ;  "  and 
you  will  see  how  ready  I  am  to  serve  you  if  it  lie 
in  my  power." 

I  expressed  my  thanks  for  this  assurance  ;  and 
I  went  on  to  say,  "  You  must  now  be  informed 
that  the  day  on  which  I  was  taken  so  ill,  I  was 
seen  by  an  acquaintance  of  mine  fondling  Mrs. 
Hall's  infant  in  the  garden.  From  that  circum- 
stance scandalous  stories  may  arise ;  and  I  wish 
you  to  permit  me,  if  requisite,  to  refer  to  you  as  a 
means  of  vindicating  my  own  character." 

"  Nothing,  Miss  Traflford,"  responded  Mr.  Sin- 
gleton, "  can  be  more  proper  on  your  part,  and 
nothing  more  easy  on  mine.  I  see  that  the  affair 
is  a  delicate  one— and  you  may  rely  upon  my  dis- 
cretion." 

Again  I  thanked  him  ;  and  then  I  said,  "  But  I 
have  still  another  favour  to  ask  of  you.  Pray  do 
not  refuse  me !  You  must  immediately  recom- 
mend me  change  of  air;  and  you  yourself  must 
tell  Mrs.  Oldcastle  that  it  is  necessary.  I  do  not 
conceal  from  you  that  I  have  most  urgent  reasons 
for  wishing  to  get  away  from  River  House ;  and 
Mrs.  Oldcastle's  anxiety  on  account  of  my  health 
would  lead  her  to  detain  me  here  for  some  time 
longer,  unless  you  thus  kindly  aid  me  to  emanci- 
pate myself." 


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Mr.  Singleton  looked  grave,  and  reflected  for  a 
few  moments:  he  then  said,  "  It  all  depends,  Miss 
Trafford,  on  the  place  to  which  you  desire  lo  go — 
the  length  of  the  journey— the  mode  of  travelling 
—and  so  forth.  Aided  by  a  strong  constitution, 
you  have  triumphed  marvellously  over  the  peril  of 
those  ailments  which  beset  you;  and  with  ordinary 
care  you  will  speedily  be  as  well  as  ever  you  wore. 
But  your  health  must  not  be  trifled  with ;  and 
your  dramatic  avocations  cannot  immediately  be 
resumed." 

"  I  can  assure  you  that  I  have  no  thought  of 
returning  to  the  stage  for  some  weeks.  As  for  the 
journey  which  I  propose  to  undertake,"  I  con- 
tinued, "  I  confess  it  is  rather  a  long  one  :  but  I 
will  accomplish  it  by  easy  stages.  If  I  be  kept 
longer  chained  to  this  place,  my  anxiety  of  miud 
will  only  throw  me  back  upon  a  sick  couch." 

"This  is  likewise  to  be  considered,"  said  Mr. 
Singleton,— adding  with  a  half  smile,  "We  medi- 
cal men  are  often  compelled  to  humour  our  pa- 
tients, as  I  am  now  disposed  to  deal  by  you.  Yes 
— I  will  recommend  change  of  air." 

"And  recommend  it  to  be  London,"  1  inter- 
jected. 

Again  Mr.  Singleton  looked  grave  :  but  I  plied 
him  with  so  many  entreaties  that  at  length  he 
agreed  to  favour  my  project.  He  went  and  sought 
Mrs.  Oldcastle  accordingly;  and  that  worthy  lady 
was  soon  in  my  chamber.  She  remonstrated  on 
the  ground  that  Hunter  Street  was  not  in  the 
most  salubrious  quarter  of  the  metropolis,— ob- 
serving that  if  I  had  any  friends  at  the  West  End 
■with  whom  I  could  stay,  she  should  perhaps  be 
less  inclined  to  oppose  my  departure.  I  thought 
at  the  time  that  I  had  been  of  sufficient  service  to 
the  Marchioness  of  Campanella  and  the  Countess 
of  Carboni  to  take  a  slight  liberty  with  their 
names;  and  I  accordingly  intimated  that  I  should 
be  welcome  at  their  abode.  Mrs.  Oldcastle  ofi^ered 
no  further  objection ;  and  it  was  agreed  I  should 
depart  on  the  morrow. 

I  was  inwardly  rejoiced  at  the  success  of  my 
proji^ct— my  spirits  became  cheered— and  I  in- 
dulged in  the  hope  that  the  time  was  not  now  far 
distant  when  I  should  clear  up  my  reputation  in 
the  presence  of  Henry  Wakelield.  The  recom- 
mendation of  change  of  air  for  the  metropolis,  was 
not  merely  a  sufiicient  pretext  for  bidding  farewell 
to  my  friends  at  River  House— but  likewise  to 
serve  my  purpose  in  the  communication  which  I 
had  to  make  to  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  relative  to 
my  intended  removal. 

Oa  the  following  day  1  sot  out  in  a  post-chaise 
for  the  metropolis,  having  afifectionately  embraced 
Mrs.  Oldcastle,  Juliet,  and  Mary  Glentwortb. 
Still  feeling  the  effects  of  my  recent  illness,  and 
fearful  of  a  relapse  ere  I  had  accomplished  the  long 
journey  that  was  before  me,  I  only  proceeded  half 
the  distance  to  t!ie  metropolis  on  this  first  day  ; 
and  on  the  following  one  I  completed  the  remain- 
der of  that  portion  of  my  travel.  It  was  still  early 
iu  the  afternoon  when  I  arrived  in  London ;  and  I 
at  once  proceeded  to  Hunter  Street.  There  I 
learnt  that  upwards  of  three  weeks  back  a  young 
pentleman,  announcing  himself  as  my  cousin  Mr. 
Wakefield,  had  called  to  see  me,  and  that  he  dis- 
played considerable  disappointment  on  not  finding 
me  there.  He  was  informed  by  the  domestics  that 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman   were   at  Bamsgate— but 


that  I  was  staying  at  lliver  House  near  Dover. 
Mr.  Wakefield  had  then  hastened  away  upon  re- 
ceiving this  intelligence;  and  therefore  it  was  evi- 
dent that  he  had  lost  little  timo  in  seeking  me  at 
Mrs.  Oldcastle's  abode. 

JFrom  Hunter  Street  I  repaired  to  the  Marquis 
of  Campanella's  mansion  at  the  West  End  of  the 
town, — having  previously  informed  Mr.  Norman's 
servants  whither  I  was  going.  I  was  received 
with  open  arms  by  the  Marchioness  and  Beatrice ; 
and  when  I  craved  their  hospitality  until  the  next 
day,  it  was  cordially  vouchsafed,  accompanied  with 
the  regret  that  my  sojourn  beneath  that  roof  was 
to  be  so  short.  I  alleged  as  my  reason  for  seeking 
a  temporary  asylum  there,  the  fact  that  the  Nor- 
mans were  out  of  town,  and  that  I  did  not  like  to 
be  all  by  myself  at  the  house  in  Hunter  Street. 
I  was  rejoiced  to  see  how  well  Beatrice  was  look- 
ing; and  1  learnt  that  she  had  heard  nothing 
more  of  her  husband. 

On  the  following  morning,  as  I  was  in  the  midst 
of  my  toilette,  a  lady's-maid  entered  the  chamber 
to  inform  me  that  a  young  person  who  had  just 
come  from  Hunter  Street,  wished  to  see  me.  I 
thought  it  must  be  one  of  the  maids  of  Mr.  Nor- 
man's establishment ;  and  I  desired  that  she  might 
be  shown  up.  Great  was  my  surprise,  therefore, 
when  in  a  few  minutes  Beda  bounded  into  the 
room. 

Seizing  my  hand,  she  pressed  it  to  her  lips  with 
an  effusion  of  joy  ;  and  then  she  raised  her  large 
dark  eyes  towards  my  countenance  in  a  manner 
which  seemed  most  pathetically  to  deprecate  any 
annoyance  that  I  might  feel  at  the  step  which  she 
had  thus  of  her  own  accord  taken.  But  how 
could  I  possibly  chide  the  poor  girl  who  had  shown 
so  many  proofj  of  fidelity,  love,  and  devotion  to- 
wards mo  ? 

"  And  how  came  you  here,  Beda  ?"  I  asked  in  a 
kind  tone. 

"  Oh  !  I  learnt.  Miss,  that  you  had  been  ill,"  ex- 
claimed the  girl ;  "  and  for  the  last  three  weeks  I 
have  been  longing  to  come  to  you — but  I  know 
not  where  you  were  staying.  Yesterday  morning 
Mrs.  Norman  received  a  letter  from  you ;  and  I 
happened  to  overhear  her  reading  a  part  of  its 
contents  to  Mr.  Norman.  Thus  I  learnt  you 
were  coming  to  London  :  but  I  was  then  ignorant 
that  you  meant  to  stay  elsewhere  thim  in  Hunter 
Street.  I  besought  Mrs.  Norman  to  suffer  me  to 
come  to  you  :  but  she  refused,  saying  that  if  you 
had  wished  to  have  me  you  wou^d  have  intimated 
that  desire  in  your  letter.  Oh  !  then  I  was  so  un- 
happy and  miserable,  and  I  wept  so  all  day  long — 
for  I  thought  you  no  longer  cared  for  me " 

"Poor  Beda!"  I  said,  tapping  her  cheek  fondly. 
"Think  you  that  I  shall  ever  forget  the  immense 
services  you  rendered  me  the  other  day  at  Hams- 
gate  ?  But  proceed.  I  hope  you  did  not  leave 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  without  their  consent?" 

"  See,  Miss !"  ciclaimed  Beda,  presenting  mo  a 
note  :  '•'  this  will  doubtless  explain  everything." 

The  letter  was  from  Mrs.  Norman, — in  which 
she  informed  me  that  Beda  seemed  so  unhappy  at 
not  being  allowed  to  attend  me  in  London,  that 
she  had  taken  it  upon  herself  to  grant  the  per- 
mission which  the  girl  so  much  desired.  It  then 
appeared  that  nothing  would  satisfy  Beda  but  that 
she  must  come  up  by  the  night-coach,  so  as  to  be 
with  me  as  soon  as  possible.     Mrs.  Norman  did 


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SLIiEN   PEECY;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES   OF   AN   ACTHE3S. 


not  happen  to  know  where  the  Marquis  of  Cam- 
panclla  dwelt;  aud  thus  she  had  bidden  Boda  re- 
pair iu  tlio  first  instance  to  Hunter  Street,  so  that 
the  iuquii-y  might  bo  made  for  her.  One  of  the 
servants  there  knew  the  address  of  the  Marquis; 
and  Beda  had  lost  no  time  in  coming  to  me. 

I  gave  her  many  kind  words  as  a  reward  for  her 
affectionate  solicitude  on  my  behalf;  and  then  I 
said,  "  I  am  going  to  tell  you  a  very  groat  secret, 
Beda  :  but  you  are  so  faithful  and  trustworthy  that 
I  know  you  will  keep  it." 

"Oh,  that  I  will!"  she  exclaimed,  her  superb 
eyes  becoming  singularly  luminous  with  the  joy  of 
being  admitted  into  my  confidence. 

'■■  I  am  going  to  set  out  presently  on  a  very  lung 
journey,  Beda,"  I  continued;  "and  you  shall  ac- 
company me.  But  you  are  not  hereafter  to  speak 
of  this  unless  I  give  you  my  free  permission." 

"  As  I  would  lay  down  my  life  for  you,"  she 
emphatically  replied,  "  you  do  not  suppose  that  I 
would  fail  ill  my  obedience  in  a  matter  so  easy  as 
this." 

I  was  satisfied;  and  having  bidden  farewell  to 
the  Marquis  aud  Marchioness  of  Campanella,  as 
well  as  to  Beatrice— whom  I  begged  to  take  charge 
of  any  letters  that  might  arrive  in  my  absence — I 
entered  the  carriage  which  the  Marnhioness  had 
ordered  to  convey  mo  to  the  railway -station. 
Beda  accompanied  me ;  and  we  set  out  on  our 
journey  towards  the  north. 


OHAPTEK     XLIII. 

THE    MEETING. 

It  was  about  ton  or  eleven  months  since  I  was 
foraierly  at  Paisley,  on  the  occasion  when  I  at- 
tended the  death- bed  of  my  aunt  Mrs.  Wakefield. 
The  clocks  were  striking  five  in  the  afternoon 
when  I  thus  reached  it  again;  and  I  repaired  to  a 
hotel,  s'.ill  attended  by  the  faithful  Beda.  I  had 
not  so  completely  adhered  to  my  resolve  to  per- 
form the  journey  by  easy  stages,  as  to  arrive  in 
Paisley  without  the  sense  of  much  weariness,  ap- 
proaching even  to  eshaustion :  but  still  I  could 
not  rest  a  moment  before  making  inquiries  for 
Henry  Wakefield. 

I  penned  a  brief  note,  to  the  efifect  that  I  had 
come  all  the  way  from  the  neighbourhood  of 
Dover— a  distance  of  some  hundreds  of  miles — 
for  the  purpose  of  giving  those  explanations  and 
affording  those  proofs  which  should  convince  my 
cousin  Low  deeply  wronged  I  had  been  by  his 
suspicions.  I  claimed  it  as  a  right  that  ho  should 
afford  me  an  opportunity  of  clearing  up  niy  cha- 
racter; and  I  entreated  that  no  matter  what 
ch*ge  had  taken  place  in  his  feelings  towards 
me,  he  would  not  deny  me  this  right  which  as  a 
fellow-creature  I  demanded. 

I  entrusted  the  note  to  the  hotel-porter  to  take 
to  Mr.  Macdonald's  manufactory  or  to  his  private 
residence,  at  whichsoever  place  Mr.  Wakefield 
might  be  found;  or  at  all  events  to  prosecute  his 
inquiiics  until  he  should  discover  whether  my 
cousin  \sere  still  in  Paisley  or  not.  The  man  set 
out;  and  the  half-hour  of  his  absence  was  a  most 
anxious  one  for  me.  I  had  consigned  Beda  to  the 
bed-chamber ;    and  I   was  alone  in    the    sitting- 


room  which  I  occupied  at  the  hotel.  Wearied 
though  I  were,  I  could  not  remain  seated  :  I  kept 
walking  about  in  the  room,  although  a  thousand 
times  I  said  to  myself  that  I  ought  to  have  more 
fortitude  and  composure,  and  that  I  was  ^xcting 
rather  as  a  guilty  than  as  an  innocent  person. 
Ah!  but  then,  reader,  I  loved  Henry! — and  it 
was  very  different  in  having  to  vindicate  myself 
before  7dm,  from  what  it  would  have  been  if  he 
were  a  person  who  was  in  all  respects  indifferent 
to  me  save  with  regard  to  the  suspicion  which  was 
entertained  against  my  character  ! 

At  length  the  porter  returned,  bringing  me  the 
announcement  that  he  had  found  Mr.  Wakefield 
at  the  private  residence  of  Mr.  Macdonald,  and 
that  he  would  be  with  me  in  a  few  minutes.  The 
man  retired ;  and  I  now  exerted  all  my  power  to 
arm  myself  with  composure,  I  succeeded  but 
indifferently  ;  for  my  nerves,  weakened  by  illness, 
had  been  unstrung  by  the  long  journey  and  by 
the  excitement  of  the  thoughts  which  had  occu- 
pied  me  while  travelling.  Indeed  I  was  fearfully 
agitated ;  and  when  I  heard  footsteps  approaching 
along  the  passage  leading  to  the  parlour,  I  felt  a 
dizziness  come  over  mo  as  if  I  should  faint.  The 
door  was  thrown  open — and  the  waiter  aiinounLed 
Mr.  Wakefield, 

I  sank  down  upon  a  seat:  I  could  not  give 
utterance  to  a  word.  My  cousin  appeared  in  the 
room ;  and  the  door  closed  behind  him.  His 
countenance  was  very  pale:  his  classical  well- 
formed  lips  were  compressed  with  a  severe  espres- 
slon  :  but  he  could  not  prevent  a  look  of  cumpas- 
sion  and  of  lingering  fondness  from  appearing  in 
his  soft  brown  eyes.  All  of  a  sudden  I  regained 
somewhat  of  ray  self-possession ;  and  rising  from 
my  seat,  I  exclaimed,  "  Henry,  you  have  wronged 
me  !      I  swear  to  you  that  I  am  innocent !" 

He  shook  his  head  despairingly,— murmuring, 
"Would  to  God  that  I  could  think  so  !"— aud  it 
was  with  diiliculty  that  ho  stifled  a  sob  which  ap- 
peared to  be  convulsing  him  inwardly. 

"  O  Henry  !"  I  exclaimed,  in  a  voice  of  reproach  ; 
"  if  every  Ifind  of  circumstantial  evidence  had 
combined  to  throw  a  suspicion  on  i/oai-  character, 
I  should  not  thus  prejudge  you— I  should  at  least 
have  listened  to  whatsoever  explanations  you 
might  have  had  to  proffer!— and  Oh!  I  should 
not  suffer  a  whole  fortnight  to  elapse  without  con- 
descending  to  l;ike  the  slightest  notice  of  any  letter 
that  you  might  have  written  to  me !" 

"  In  that  respect,  Ellen,  I  am  blameless,"  re- 
plied my  cousin.  "  I  returned  but  this  day  to 
Paisley  after  an  absence  at  Liverpool ;  aud  by  an 
oversight  the  letter  you  wrote  mo  from  llivor 
House,  was  not  forwarded  in  the  interval  to  my 
address  at  that  town.  I  have  been  like  one  dis- 
tracted  Oh !  there  are  so  many  circumstances 

for  you  to  explain,  that  I  fear But  I  will  hear 

you,  Ellen  !     Grod  knows  I  am  iacapable  of  doing 
you  a  wilful  wrong  !" 

He  had  pressed  his  hand  to  his  brow  when  in- 
terrupting himself  in  the  midst  of  his  speech  :  for 
an  instant  ho  had  a  wild  half-frenzied  look  ;  and, 
Oh !  the  bitterest  pangs  shot  through  my  heart  as 
I  thus  contemplated  him  !  He  sat  down  ;  and  his 
strong  efforts  to  maintain  an  air  of  composure 
were  plainly  visible. 

"  In  the  first  place,"  I  said,  my  cheeks  suddenly 
burning  at  the  idea  of  vindicating  myself  on  sucli 


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a  point,  "  the  infant  that  you  beheld  in  my  arms 
was  but  a  few  days  old  :  it  was  the  child  of  a 
friend  of  mine  ;  and  if  you  cannot  believe  me, 
Henry,  you  may  refer  to  Mr.  Singleton  at  River — 
a  medical  gentleman  of  the  highest  respecta- 
bility." 

"Ellen,"  replied  my  cousin,  in  a  low  deep  voice, 
"  You  may  conceive  how  painful  it  is  for  me  to  be 
compelled  to  discourse  with  you  on  such  a  subject. 
Were  it  only  tJiat  incident  to  which  you  have 
alluded,  the  explanation  would  suffice,  and  I  should 
be  ready  to  lay  violent  hands  upon  myself  to  think 
that  I  had   wronged  you  with  such   a  suspicion. 

But  there  are  so  many  other  circumstances " 

"  Ah !  first  let  us  allude,  I  exclaimed,  "  to  the 
secrecy  which  I  observed  in  respect  to  my  profes- 
sion. You  know  that  when  I  quitted  my  poor 
deceased  aunt's  home  in  Sheffield,  it  was  for  the 
purpose  of  obtaining  a  situation  in  London.  On 
arriving  in  the  metropolis,  I  was  doomed  to  a  ter- 
rible disappointment.  A  deceiver  and  a  villain 
had  answered  my  advertisement,  and  had  deluded 
me  thither.  But  at  the  very  moment  when  I  was 
reduced  to  despair,  heaven  threw  me  in  the  way 
of  a  friend — an  old  school-fellow — Juliet  Norman. 
With  the  Normans  I  found  a  home— that  home 
where  you  recently  sought  me  in  Hunter  Street. 
You  know  that  they  belong  to  the  stage;  and 
thus  you  may  account  for  my  embarking  in  a  pro- 
fession which  seemed  the  only  one  open  to  me. 
And  Ob !  was  I  to  blame  that  I  sought  to  eat  the 
bread  of  mine  own  industry,  instead  of  remaining 
dependent  upon  the  humble  means  of  your  mo- 
ther ?  —  or  was  it  a  fault  if  entertaining  some 
silly  little  vanity,  and  perhaps  having  a  presenti- 
ment of  that  fame  which  I  have  since  acquired,  I 
resolved  to  cherish  my  secret  until  the  moment 
when  I  might  proudly  say  to  my  aunt  and  my 
cousin,  '  You  have  heard  of  iliss  Trafford,  the 
celebrated  actress  who  is  acquiring  wealth  and 
renown  :  I  am  she !'  " 

"Proceed,  Ellen!"  said  my  cousin,  evidently 
interested,  but'  still  with  a  profoundly  mournful 
look. 

"  Alas !  I  was  not  allowed  to  experience  that 
joyous  occasion  which  I  had  so  longingly  antici- 
pated," I  continued;— "it  was  not  permitted  me 
to  act  thus  towards  your  mother!  Suddenly  was 
I  summoned  to  her  death-bed.  I  arrived  at  your 
cottage  —  I  stole  gefltly  up  the  stairs— I  heard 
what  was  passing  between  yourself  and  my  poor 
aunt ;  and  then,  my  God !  for  the  first  time  I 
learnt  how  strong  were  her  prejudices  against 
the  profession  which  I  had  adopted.  You  know, 
Henry,  that  a  few  minutes  afterwards  she  was  no 
more  :  I  had  not  a  moment's  opportunity  to  con- 
fess the  real  truth.  I  subsequently  found  that 
yoa  yourself  were  imbued  with  the  same  preju- 
dice   But  why  should  I  recapitulate,"  I  sud- 
denly interrupted  myself,  "  much  of  what  I  have 
already  told  you  in  that  long  letter  of  mine 
wherein  I  at  length  avowed  the  truth  ?" 

"And  I  will  admit,"  answered  my  cousin,  "that 
when  I  read  that  letter— and  when  I  perused  the 
newspaper-criiigrMfiS  which  it  contained  — I  was 
overjoyed:  I  felt  proud  of  you,  Ellen:  all  preju- 
dice had  vanished— and  I  thought  of  you  as  one 
who  had  achieved  a  brilliant  reputation  in  an  in- 
credibly short  space  of  time  and  in  spite  ot  all  ob- 
stae.es.     I  flew  to   the   metropolis  to  meet  you  : 


but  you  were  not  in  Hunter  Street.     I  learnt  too     j 
that  you  had  gone  away  with  the  intention  of  re- 
maining    absent    for   some  weeks;— and  yet  you     [ 
had  desired  me  to  write  to  you   in  Hunter  Street,    | 
as  if  you  were   still  to  be  there !     But  that  was 
only  a  trivial  incident  at  the  time ;  and   I  paused 
not  to  reflect  upon  it.     I  sped  to  Dover :  thence  I 
walked  out  to  River  House — and  Oh,  Ellen!  when 
I  perceived  your  form  seated  on  the  garden-bench, 
my  heart  leapt  for  joy  within  me !     I  meant  to 
surprise   you  with   my  presence  :  but  as  I  stole 
near,  what  words  reached  me  !" 

'Recall  them  all,"  I  said,  "and  you  will  see, 
Henry,  that  they  were  addressed  to  the  child  of  a 
hapless  friend  of  mine— one  who  has  been  cruelly 
betrayed         " 

"  Ellen,"  interrupted  my  cousin,  "  if  this  were 
the  case,  wherefore  all  that  mystery  in  which  you 
shrouded  your  own  proceedings?  Why  make  mo 
believe  that  you  were  expecting  me  in  Huuter 
Street  when  you  were  actually  at  River  House?" 

"Because,  Henry,"  I  replied  with  coiifid'.'nco, 
"  it  was  necessary  to  shield  the  secret  of  ray  un- 
fortunate and  betrayed  friend  even  from  ?/om. 
Thus  it  was  to  avert  the  chance  of  your  visit  to 
River  House  that  I  adopted  a  little  subterfuge  that 
was  venial  enough  when  rendered  necessary  by 
the  claims  of  friendship  in  another  quarter.  But 
enous;h,  Henry!  I  have  now  vindicated  myself; 
and  I  have  told  you  to  whom  to  refer.  Did  it  not 
ofi'end  my  pride— my  modesty  as  a  woman— my 
innocence,  to  continue  in  this  strain,  I  would  re- 
mind you  of  the  fact  that  up  to  the  instant  I  left 
London  I  regularly  appeared  upon  the  stage ;  and 
my  servant  who  is  now  with  me,  could  tell  you 
that  only  throe  or  four  days  before  you  behe'.d  mo 
at  River  House  I  was  with  the  Normans  at  Rams- 
gate." 

'•'Ellen,  Ellen  !  forgive  me  !"  exclaimed  Heni-j. 
"  My  God  !  forgive  me  !  I  have  been  half  mad  !" 
— and  he  threw  himself  weeping  at  my  feet. 

Oh !  what  emotions  swelled  within  me  as  I 
raised  him  from  his  suppliant  posture;  and  the 
next  instant  we  were  clasped  in  each  other's  arms. 
In  the  most  impassioned  language  did  Henry 
Wakefield  implore  my  pardon ;  and  over  and  over 
again  did  I  assure  him  of  it.  Bitterly  did  he  up- 
braid himself  for  the  suspicions  which  he  had  en- 
tertained :  but  I  said  all  1  could  to  console  hiin, 
admitting  that  circumstantial  evidence  had  been 
strong  against  me. 

"  Ah !  you  know  not,"  he  vehemently  ox- 
claimed,  "  what  in  my  madness  I  have  done !" 

"  Good  heavens,  Henry !"  I  asked,  smitten 
with  consternation,  "  what  do  you  mean  !" 

"  Oh,  that  I  should  be  compelled  to  tear  myself 
away  from  you  again!"  he  cried:  "but  there  is 
no  help  for  it !  When  believing,  Ellen,  that 
everything  was  at  an  end  between  us,  I  sped  b^ck 
to  Paisley— I  entreated  Mr.  Macdouald  to  suffer 
me  to  return  on  his  account  to  the  United  Slates 
—and  I  showed  him  how  I  could  materially  ad- 
vance his  interests.  He  agreed :  and  I  at  onco 
sped  to  Liverpool  to  make  all  the  requisite  ar- 
rangements. These  I  hurried  on— for  the  dis- 
tracted state  of  my  mind  would  not  sufter  me  to 
remain  patiently  in  England :  1  held  the  country 

in  abhorrence " 

"If  you  haye  done  not'ainjr  more  than  this, 
Henry,"  I  said,  "be  comforted!     You  can   ro- 


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nounce    your     ensjagement    with     Mr.     Macdo- 
nald " 

"  Impossible  !"  he  exclaimed.  "  I  am  in  honour 
bound  to  adhere  to  it.  Moreorer  there  are  agree« 
ments  signed——" 

"  Then  by  all  means  ful61  them,"  I  answered  : 
and  with  downcast  looks,  whilo  my  cheeks  were 
clothed  in  blushes,  I  added,  "  We  can  wait,  Henry, 
as  we  have  already  waited :  and  if  you  have  con- 
fidence in  your  own  love,  believe  me  when  I  assure 
you  that  mine  is  unalterable  !" 

Ho  folded  me  in  his  arms,  again  giving  way  to 
the  bitterest  self-reproaches  for  having  mistrusted 
me  :  and  again  I  had  to  take  upon  myself  the  part 
of  a  consoler.  He  grew  tranquillized ;  and  we 
conversed  more  deliberately  upon  our  plans.  He 
calculated  that  his  approaching  absence  from  Eng- 
land would  be  for  at  least  a  twelvemonth — at  the 
eapiration  of  which  time  he  hoped  to  be  in  the 
possession  of  a  considerable  sum  of  money  as  his 
share  of  the  commercial  ventures  in  which  he 
was  about  to  embark  fur  Mr.  Macdonald.  I  asked 
him  to  tell  me  frankly  and  sincerely  whether  he 
had  any  objection  that  I  should  remain  upon  the 
stage.''— and  be  at  once  replied,  "After  all  that 
has  occurred,  Ellen,  it  would  be  nothing  less  than 
a  downright  insult  if  I  were  to  beseech  you  to 
withdraw  from  a  profession  through  whose  ordeal 
of  temptations  you  have  already  passed  with  so 
much  credit  to  yourself.  No,  my  dear  girl !— con- 
tinue to  pursue  that  profession  which  you  love 
and  in  which  you  are  acquiring  so  much  fame.  I 
bavo  already  told  you,  Ellen,  I  felt  proud  of 
knowing  that  she  who  was  the  idol  of  my  heart 
had  achieved  so  grand  a  success  !" 

I  was  much  rejoiced  by  the  manner  in  which 
Henry  now  addressed  ne  ;  and  I  thought  it  right 
to  tell  him  that  I  had  a  father  living— that  this 
father  had  been  both  criminal  and  unfortunate — 
that  he  was  sincerely  penitent  for  his  misdeeds — 
and  that  he  was  residing  in  seclusion  in  France. 
But  I  did  not  reveal  to  my  cousin  the  peculiar 
circumstances  which  had  gradually  led  me  on  to 
discover  that  the  so-called  Mr.  Croft  was  the 
author  of  my  being ;  for  if  I  had  entered  into 
those  details  it  would  have  been  necessary  to 
trench  upon  the  circumstances  which  involved 
Juliet's  secret.  My  father  was  the  late  Mr.  "Wake- 
field's brother,  and  consequently  Henry's  uncle :  I 
considered  that  my  cousin  had  a  right  to  be  in- 
formed of  the  existence  of  that  relative;  and  I 
had  moreover  received  a  painful  lesson  teaching 
mo  to  avoid  in  future  the  unnecessary  retention  of 
any  secret.  Harry  listened  with  astonishment  to 
the  intelligence  which  I  thus  communicated,  and 
I  said  to  him,  "  You  will  not  think  the  worse  of 
me  for  possessing  such  a  father  ?" 

"  Oh,  conceive  not  such  an  idea,  my  beloved 
Ellen  !"  he  exclaimed.  "  How  is  it  possible  that 
you  can  be  rendered  responsible  for  the  deeds  of 
others,  no  matter  how  nearly  they  may  be  con- 
nected with  youP" 

I  then  proceeded  (o  inform  my  cousin  that  the 
very  Mrs.  Oldcastle  of  whom  so  much  had  been 
said,  was  likewise  a  connexion  of  oursj  and  here 
again  was  a  subject  of  surprise  for  Henry  Wake- 
field, as  he  had  never  even  heard  his  mother  speak 
of  such  a  family. 

With  reference  to  the  numerous  adventures 
which  I  had  experienced  through  the  persecutions 


of  Edwin  St.  Clair,  I  said  but  little ;  for  I  feared 
that  if  I  now  revealed  everything  I  should  only 
be  torturing  my  cousin  with  apprehensions  for 
my  future  welfare  —  which  apprehensions  might 
accompany  him  across  the  Atlantic  and  haunt  him 
during  the  twelvemonth  of  bis  absence.  I  never- 
theless informed  Henry  that  I  had  received  a  pro- 
posal of  marriage  from  Captain  St.  Clair,  whose 
fame  as  an  orator  in  the  House  of  Commons  was 
so  widely  spread  ;  and  I  added  that  in  consequence 
of  my  r-fiisal  I  had  converted  Captain  St.  Clair 
into  a  bitter  enemy.  I  also  whispered  to  my 
cousin  that  I  had  received  a  similar  proposal  from 
the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple,  the  heir  to  a  dukedom  j 
and  I  said,  "  It  is  through  no  idle  vanity,  my  dear 
Henry,  that  I  mention  these  circumstances :  it  is 
only  to  afford  you  additional  proofs  of  the  con- 
stancy and  fidelity  of  my  attachment  towards  your- 
self."" 

"  Oh,  Ellen  !"  he  exclaimed,  "you  have  rejected 
these  brilliant  offers  on  my  account ! — and  I  who 
have  displayed  so  much  ungenerous  suspicion  in 
return !  Ah,  my  conduct  savours  of  the  blackest 
ingratitude " 

"  Speak  not  thus,  Henry,"  I  interrupted  him  ; 
"  or  I  shall  regret  that  I  have  revealed  those  facts 
to  your  cars.  Yet  after  Laving  been  suspected," 
I  added,  in  a  gentler  voice,  "it  is  sweet  for  me  to 
be  enabled  to  afford  you  these  proofs  of  my  un- 
changed and  unchangeable  love !" 

"And  henceforth,  Ellen,"  replied  my  cousin, 
"  the  whole  study  of  my  life  shall  be  to  ensure 
your  happiness.  Yes— doubtless  you  have  received 
brilliant  offers ;  and  you  will  yet  receive  others ; 
for  you  are  as  beautiful  as  you  are  talented,  and  as 
intelligent  as  you  are  amiable.  Oh  !  would  that  I 
had  some  prospect  of  achieving  reputation  and 
wealth  on  my  own  side  !— but  I  fear  that  when  the 
day  comes  which  is  to  unite  us,  no  more  to  part,  it 
will  be  but  a  humble  bridegroom  who  will  conduct 
you  to  the  altar  1" 

"You  will  at  least  bear  the  reputation  of  an 
honourable  man,  Henry,"  I  replied :  "  whatsoever 
you  possess — be  it  much  or  little — will  have  been 
earned  by  your  own  honest  industry;— and  when 
we  throw  the  contents  of  our  purses  into  a  com- 
mon stock,  we  shall  not  pause  to  examine  who 
may  have  contributed  the  most." 

Thus  Henry  and  I  sat  conversing  until  ho 
deemed  it  prudent  to  take  Jiis  departure, — pro- 
mising to  return  on  the  following  day ;  and  he  ' 
left  me  in  a  state  of  mind  very  different  from  that 
which  I  experienced  when  entering  Paisley  a  few 
hours  back.  I  slept  sweetly  and  serenely  that 
night;  and  when  I  arose  in  the  morning,  it  was 
scarcely  with  any  sense  of  fatigue.  Indeed, 
w'hen  I  looked  at  myself  in  the  glass,  I  was  sur- 
prised as  well  as  rejoiced  at  the  improvement 
which  had  taken  place  in  my  aspect. 

I  was  not  altogether  sorry  that  my  union  with 
Henry  was  yet  to  be  postponed  for  a  twelvemonth 
— although  I  regretted  the  necessity  of  a  complete 
separation  for  such  a  period.  But  in  respect  to 
the  postponement  of  our  marriage,  I  thought  that 
it  was  perhaps  all  for  the  best,  as  we  were  still 
both  very  young — I  only  nineteen  and  my  cousin 
twenty-one;  and  moreover,  as  he  had  a  prospect  of 
gaining  some  little  money  during  the  ensuing 
twelvemonth,  I  knew  that  it  would  bettei:  suit  the 
manly  independence  of  his  spirit  that  he  should 


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lil^a^^ 


possess  a  purse  of  bis  o^n,  and  not  be  altogetber 
indebted  to  Lis  wife  for  tbe  means  of  existence. 
Besides,  I  vrisbed  him  to  gain  as  large  an  expe- 
rience of  the  world  as  possible — so  as  completely 
to  eflface  whatsoever  little  prejudices  might  have 
been  instilled  into  his  mind  during  the  earlier 
period  of  his  life.  Thus,  for  these  various  reasons, 
I  was  far  from  being  displeased  at  the  necessity  of 
procrastinating  tho  happy  day  which  would  give 
me  a  legal  protector  in  Henry  Wakefield. 

Shortly  after  breakfast  he  came  to  me  at  the 
hotel :  he  had  informed  Mr.  Macdonald  of  my  pre- 
sence in  Paisley  and  of  the  engagement  which  sub- 
sisted between  us :  the  worthy  manufacturer  had 
sent  me  a  message  to  the  effect  that  his  wife  and 
daughters  would  call  upon  me  in  the  course  of  the 
day,  and  that  I  must  dine  at  his  bouse  in  the 
evening.  Henry  bad  yet  three  or  four  days  to  re- 
main at  Paisley  ;  and  I  was  resolved  to  tarry  there 
likewise  until  he  took  his  departure  :  but  1  did  not 
No.  32.— Ellen  Peect. 


purpose  to  accompany  him  to  Liverpool,  for  fear 
lest  an  occasion  should  be  given  for  the  whisper- 
ings of  scandal.  Mr.  Macdonald'a  wife  and 
daughters  called  upon  me  in  the  afternoon :  they 
were  amiable  good-hearted  ladies,  and  proud  as 
well  as  delighted  to  form  my  acquaintance.  I 
passed  a  happy  evening  at  their  house ;  for  Henry 
himself  was  there — and  in  bis  society  how  could 
I  be  otherwise  than  happy  ?  Mr.  Macdonald  took 
an  opportunity  of  assuring  me  that  he  had  every 
reason  to  be  satisfied  with  my  cousin,  to  whose  in- 
telligence and  perseverance  he  was  indebted  for 
the  recovery  of  a  very  large  sum  of  money  which 
had  been  owed  him  by  his  New  York  agents,  who 
had  fallen  into  difficulties.  But  it  appeared  that 
Henry  had  so  judiciously  managed  the  business 
entrusted  to  him  that  he  had  enabled  those  agents 
not  only  to  meet  their  liabilities  but  also  to  save 
themselves  from  total  bankruptcy.  Mr.  Mac- 
donald added  that  he  bad  such  perfect  confidence 


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BLLBN  FESCT;  OB,  ISB  UBU0IB3  O?  AS  ACTIIEB9. 


in  Henry's  rectitude,  intelligence,  and  business- 
like  Labits,  he  was  now  on  the  point  of  entrusting 
him  with  the  management  of  a  very  considerable 
speculation,  the  result  of  which  might  prove  most 
lucrative  to  my  cousin  as  well  as  to  the  manufac^ 
turer  himself— but  that  the  former  was  guaranteed 
against  all  the  conficquences  of  loss.  I  was  de- 
lighted to  hear  Heary  thus  favourably  spoken  of, 
and  I  now  comprehended  how  it  was  actually  a 
point  of  honour  with  him  to  carry  out  the  agree- 
ments he  had  made  with  his  kind  and  conliding 
patron.  Eefore  this  little  conversation  between 
myself  and  Mr.  Macdonald  ended,  he-  hinted  to 
me  that  if  the  enterprise  on  which  my  cousin  was 
bent,  should  prove  successful  and  realize  the  hopes 
he  bad  held  out,  there  was  every  chance  that  ho 
might  be  taken  into  partnership  with  his  patron. 

The  time  passed  quickly  away— as  quickly  as  it 
always  does  when  happily  spent;  and  the  day 
arrived  on  which  I  was  to  bid  Henry  farewell. 
He  comprehended  the  reason  which  prevented  me 
from  accompanying  him  to  Liverpool ;  and  I  saw 
by  his  looks  that  he  approved  of  it.  We  embraced 
each  other  fervidly  :  again  and  again  did  we 
embrace  :  we  exchanged  the  warmest  protesta- 
tions of  unalterable  offection and  we  sepa- 
rated !  For  the  remainder  cf  that  day  I  was  dull 
and  unhappy  enough,  so  that  I  could  scarcely 
reconcile  myself  to  the  philosophy  of  those  reason- 
ings which  had  at  first  induced  me  to  consider 
that  the  postponement  of  our  marriage  was  all 
for  the  best.  But  when  the  following  day  came, 
and  my  mind  was  more  tranquillized  by  the  effects 
of  a  night's  rest,  I  again  viewed  the  matter  in  the 
eame  light  as  I  had  previously  done  ;  and  I  said 
to  myself,  "  Henry  will  be  successful  in  this  new  en- 
terprise— I  am  confident  that  he  will !  And  if  so, 
how  rejoiced  shall  we  be  for  having  made  the 
temporary  sacrifice  of  our  more  selfish  feelings  !" 

I  now  prepared  to  quit  Paisley.  I  had  already 
hinted  to  Beda  that  the  object  of  my  visit  to  that 
town  was  to  see  my  cousin— but  that  this  circum- 
stance was  included  in  the  secrecy  that  she  was  to 
maintain  with  reference  to  the  whole  proceeding. 
Beda  faithfully  promised  to  obey  all  my  injunc- 
tions ;  and  the  devoted  girl  was  rejoiced  to  see  me 
Eo  happy  as  I  had.  been  since  that  memorable 
evening  of  explanations  with  Henry  Wakefield. 
I  took  leave  of  the  Macdonald  family,  and  we  set 
out  on  our  return  southward. 

We  arrived  at  Birmingham  without  any  inci- 
dent worthy  of  mention:  it  was  about  seven 
o'clock  in  the  evening  when  we  reached  that  great 
manufacturing  town  ;  and  there  we  were  to  pass 
the  night.  Mr.  Singleton,  the  surgeon  at  Eiver, 
had  given  me  a  prescription  for  some  medicine 
which  he  had  enjoined  me  to  take  for  some  little 
time  until  I  should  find  my  strength  completely 
restored  ;  and  I  was  too  careful  of  my  health  to 
neglect  that  well- meant  advice.  After  having 
partaken  of  dinner  at  the  hotel  where  I  put  up,  I 
sent  Beda  out  to  a  chemist's  to  get  the  prescrip- 
tion made  up ;  for  1  had  exhausted  the  last  supply 
of  the  medicine  ere  I  left  Paisley.  It  was  at 
about  half-past  eight  that  I  thus  despatched  Beda 
on  her  errand  ;  and  I  sat  either  engaged  with  my 
own  thoughts,  or  else  reading  a  local  newspaper, 
for  upwards  of  an  hour,  when  it  suddenly  struck 
me  as  somewhat  singular  that  Beda  had  not  re- 
turned to  the  room.     Still  I  thought  that  she 


might  have  taken  the  medicine  to  my  bed-charcber, 
and  that  she  was  perhaps  in  her  own  room, 
which  communicated  with  my  sleeping-apartment. 
Thither  I  proceeded  :  but  Beda  was  not  there — 
neither  could  I  perceive  the  medicine.  I  descended 
to  the  sitting-apartment— rang  the  bell — and  in- 
quired of  the  waiter  whether  my  maid  had  re- 
turned from  an  errand  on  which  I  had  sent  her 
upwards  of  an  hour  back  ?  He  said  that  he  would 
see  :  but  in  a  few  minutes  he  reappsarcd,  with 
the  intimation  that  he  could  not  find  my  maid 
anywhere  in  the  hotel.  I  merely  bade  him  direct 
that  she  should  be  sent  to  mc  when  she  returned ; 
and  in  his  presence  I  betrayed  no  emotioa  at  her 
prolonged  absence. 

I  thought  to  myself  that  Beda  must  have  some 
very  good  motive  for  thus  remaining  away  ;  and 
remembering  the  recent  incidents  at  Eamsgate,  I 
could  not  possibly  conceive  anything  to  her  disad- 
vantage. But  I  feared  lest  some  new  plot  might  be 
hatching  against  myself— though  I  felt  confident 
that  if  this  were  the  case,  and  she  had  found  a 
clue  to  it,  she  would  likewise  discover  the  moans 
of  baffling  it.  Another  half-hour  passed  :  it  was 
now  ten  o'clock  —  and  still  she  returned  not. 
I  was  growing  exceedingly  uneasy  ;  for  I  re- 
membered that  the  cottage  where  Zarah  and 
her  grandmother  had  recently  dwelt,  was  at 
no  great  distance  from  Birmingham  j  and  I 
thought  it  possible  that  Beda's  absence  might  ba 
in  some  way  connected  with  the  old  gipsy.  I 
waited  another  half-hour  with  increasing  anxiety : 
it  was  now  midway  between  ten  and  eleven 
o'clock ;  and  I  could  endure  this  state  of  suspense 
no  longer.  I  again  rang  the  bell,  and  inquired  if 
my  maid  had  returned  ?  Still  the  answer  was  in 
the  negative ;  and  now  I  did  not  endeavour  to 
conceal  my  uneasiness.  The  waiter  suggested 
that  possibly  my  maid  might  have  some  friends 
in  Birmingham,  whom  she  had  gone  to  visit.  I 
afi'ected  to  bo  satisfied  with  this  explanation :  for 
what  else  could  I  say  ?  what  else  could  I  do  ? 

Time  passed  on — midnight  came— and  still  Bjda 
had  not  returned.  I  felt  so  seriously  uneasy  that 
I  apprehended  my  sensations  would  produce  a 
relapse,  and  I  should  be  thrown  upon  a  sick  bed 
in  a  strange  place  where  I  was  without  friends. 
I  thought  of  a  thousand  schemes — of  hiring  a 
vehicle  at  once  and  proceeding  to  the  roadside 
cottage  on  the  way  to  Embledon— of  repairing  to 
a  magistrate— of  wandering  out  on  foot  through 
the  streets  in  search  of  the  lost  one  :  but  to 
nothing  definite  could  I  settle  my  mind.  I  sat 
up  till  near  one  o'clock  ;  and  then,  thoroughly  ex- 
hausted,  I  retired  to  rest.  An  uneasy  sleep  visited 
me.  I  was  haunted  by  painful  dreams ;  and  when 
I  awoke  in  the  morning  I  felt  ill  and  feverish. 

As  I  looked  around  the  room,  I  perceived  that 
the  door  of  communication  with  the  inner  cham- 
ber was  open  ;  and  I  had  a  perfect  recollection  of 
having  closed  it  ere  seeking  my  couch.  Was  it 
possible  that  Beda  had  returned  ?  I  sprang 
from  the  bed — rushed  into  the  adjfici?nt  chamber 
— and  to  my  joy  discovered  the  objtct  of  my 
anxiety  calmly  slumbering  in  her  couch.  So  great 
was  my  delight  that  I  stooped  down  and  kissed 
her  with  a  degree  of  fervour  that  had  little  regard 
fur  the  slumber  in  which  she  was  wrapped ; — and 
she  opened  her  large  dark  eyes. 

"  Au,  my  dear  mistress  I"  she  exclaimed,  throvr- 


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tag  her  arms  round  my  neck :  "  how  you  must 
have  suffered  on  my  accouut !" 

"  Indeed  I  have,  Bada !"  I  responded.  "  I 
knew  not  now  how  to  act — and  if  I  had  not  now 
found  you  hero  I  should  not  have  suffered  many 
hours  to  pass  without  adopting  energetic  measures 
for  your  discovery.     When  did  you  return  ?" 

"  It  was  about  three  in  the  morning  when  I 
reached  the  hotel,"  she  replied.  "  Knowing  that 
tny  absence  must  have  occasioned  strange  sus- 
picions amongst  the  domestics  of  the  establish- 
ment, I  told  the  porter  who  let  me  in,  that  I  had 
chanced  to  fall  in  with  some  relatives,  in  whose 
company  I  had  been  ;  and  to  give  a  colour  to  my 
story,  I  expressed  the  hope  that  I  should  not  bo 
chided  by  my  mistress.  The  man  has  therefore 
by  this  time  repeated  the  tale  to  his  fellow-domes- 
tics; and  thus  my  absence  is  so  far  accounted 
for." 

"  But  now  tell  me,  Beda,"  I  exclaimed,  full  of 
anxiety,  "  what  has  been  the  real  cause  of  this  ab- 
sence of  your's  ?  Or  perhaps  you  wish  to  sleep 
longer— and  you  shall  tell  me  presently——" 

"  No,  Miss — I  have  slept  sufficiently,"  she  re- 
plied ;  '•'  and  I  am  sure  that  you  must  be  dying 
with  curiosity.  But  perhaps  you  suspected  that 
there  must  be  some  strong  reason " 

'■'  I  felt  confident  that  you  were  incapable  of 
absenting  yourself  wilfully  or  improperly,"  I  has- 
tily interjected :  and  then,  having  thrown  on  a 
morning  wrapper,  I  sat  down  by  the  side  of  Beda's 
bed. 

"  Look  at  these  two  boxes,"  said  the  young  girl, 
her  luminous  eyes  darting  upon  me  one  of  those 
strange  looks  which  were  so  incomprehensible  for 
any  one  who  did  not  rightly  understand  her  dispo- 
sition, or  who  had  not  positive  proof  of  her  sin- 
cerity and  trustworthiness. 

As  she  spoke,  she  produced  from  beneath  her 
pillow  a  couple  of  little  tin  boxes  ;  and  opening 
their  lids,  she  showed  me  that  one  contained  a  num- 
ber of  small  lozenges,  about  the  size  of  coffee-beans, 
and  of  a  similar  colour.  The  other  box  likewise 
contained  things  like  lozenges  :  but  these  were  of 
a  light  pinky  hue.  I  gazed  upon  Beda  with  asto- 
nishment,— wondering  what  these  articles  could 
possibly  have  to  do  with  that  mysterious  absence 
of  her's  which  had  yet  to  be  explained. 

The  girl's  countenance  grew  not  merely  serious 
—there  was  a  certain  deep  solemnity  in  her  look  : 
but  at  the  same  time  a  visible  shudder  swept  over 
her  sylphid  form,  as  she  said  to  me  in  slow  mea- 
sured  accents,  "  These  brown  lozenges  contain 
poison :  these  pink  ones  are  a  complete  anti- 
dote !" 

"  Good  heavens,  Beda  1"  I  ejaculated,  my  whole 
frame  quivering  with  horror :  but  my  ideas  at  once 
settled  upon  St.  Clair,  Lady  Lilla  Esscndine,  and 
the  old  gipsy. 

"  Yes,  Miss — I  have  told  you  truly,"  continued 
Beda;  "  and  again  have  I  been  fortunate  enough 
to  fathom  a  plot  which  was  laid  against  your 
life." 

"  Oh,  I  suspected  that  your  absence  must  have 
some  motive  of  this  kind !"  I  exclaimed.  "  But 
those  wretches   who  are  thus   seeking  my  death ! 

■ it  has  now  indeed  become  time  that  I  should 

act  not  merely  upon  the  defensive " 

"  Listen  to  me,"  interrupted  Beda ;  "  and  hear 
all  that  I  have  to  say  :  it  will  then  be  time  to  re- 


flect upoa  the  course  which  you  may  decide  upon 

pursuing.      But However,"    she    interrupted 

herself,  "  let  mo  toll  my  tale.  I  was  returning 
through  the  stwefs  last  evening,  after  having  pro- 
cured youi"  medicine  at  the  chemist's,  when  I  sud- 
denly found  myself  face  to  face  with  the  old  gipsy, 
Zarah's  grandmother— Damo  Betty,  as  we  call  her. 
I  showed  but  little  astonishment,  and  was  careful 
not  to  betray  the  slightest  annoyance  at  this  en- 
counter; for  I  could  in  a  moment  tell  by  the 
dame's  countenance  that  she  had  some  particular 
reason  on  her  own  part  for  being  gratified  at  the 
meeting.  Thus  it  instantaneously  flashed  to  my 
mind  that  whatsoever  her  objects  might  be,  I 
should  do  well  to  listen  to  them,  and  with  appa- 
rent readiness  lend  myself  to  them  likewise,  if 
asked  to  do  so.—'  Why,  you  are  with  Miss  Percy !' 
Dame  Betty  almost  immediately  said ;  and  she 
looked  me  very  hard  in  the  face,  as  if  to  assure 
herself  to  what  extent  she  could  trust  me,  or  how 
deeply  I  might  be  attached  to  your  interests.— 
'Oh,  yes,'  I  answered,  with  an  offhand  air:  'did 
you  not  know  it  before  ?' — '  I  only  knew,'  re- 
sponded Dame  Betty,  '  that  you  had  accepted  ser- 
vice with  some  lady :  but  Zsrah  did  not  tell  me 
who  she  was.  She  had  doubtless  her  own  good 
reasons  for  what  she  was  doing  when  she  got  you 
into  Ellen  Percy's  service ;  for  though  she  has  se- 
parated from  me  and  made  herself  a  lady,  yet  as  a 
matter  of  course  we  continue  to  row  in  the  same 
boat.' — All  the  while  she  was  thus  speaking.  Dame 
Betty  continued  to  regard  me  fixedly ;  and  there- 
fore I  knew  very  well  that  she  said  those  things  as 
a  means  of  probing  my  mind,  and  to  ascertain 
whether  what  she  was  throwing  out  at  random 
was  substantially  correct, — '  Yes,'  I  answered  with 
an  air  of  the  most  perfect  sincerity,  '  Zarah  had 
her  reasons  for  getting  me,  through  some  indirect 
channel,  into  Miss  Percy's  service ;  and  I  can  as- 
sure you,'  I  added,  throwing  a  look  of  wicked  sig- 
nificancy  at  the  dame,  '  I  keep  a  very  sharp  watch 
upon  Miss  Percy's  movements,' — 'No  doubt,  no 
doubt,'  rejoined  Dame  Betty,  with  alow  chuckling 
expression  of  her  satisfaction.  '  Zarah  is  always 
afraid  lest  Miss  Percy  should  turn  suddenly  round 
upon  Captain  St.  Clair.  Besides,  Ellen  Percy  has 
somehow  or  another  got  hold  of  secrets  which 
render  her  dangerous ;  and  Zarah  trembles  for  her 
own  sake  and  for  mine  also.  Is  it  not  so  ?'— 
'  Ah,  dame,'  I  replied,  '  I  do  not  know  the  motives 
which  actuated  Zarah :  all  I  can  say  is  that  the 
instructions  sho  gave  to  me  seemed  completely  to 
tally  with  everything  you  have  just  said.' — All 
this  while  Dame  Betty  kept  eyeing  me  with  the 
keenest  scrutiny;  and  as  you  perceive,  my  dear 
Miss,  I  was  careful  to  say  only  just  suflicient  to 
inspire  her  wit'a  the  completest  confidence  in  me  ; 
but  I  would  not  give  utterance  to  a  single  unne- 
cessary word,  nor  appear  to  know  too  much  of 
reasons  and  motives,  for  fear  lest  by  a  single  inad- 
vertence I  should  excite  the  dame's  suspicion," 

"  You  acted  moat  wisely,  Beda,"  I  said.  "  And 
now  pray  continue!  I  am  full  of  impatience :  but 
do  not  abridge  your  narrative — tell  it  in  your  own 
stylo— and  give  me  every  particular." 

"  Dame  Betty  was  evidently  full  of  confidence 
in  me,"  continued  Beda;  "and  it  was  likewise 
apparent  enough  to  my  comprehension  that  she 
flattered  herself  she  had  completely  fathomed  all 
Zarah's  motives  in  getting  me  into  your  service. 


She  proceeded  to  say,  '  I  saw  Miss  Percy  and  your- 
self alight  from  a  hackney-fly  at  the  hotel :  where 
did  you  come  from  ?' — '  From  Manchester,'  I 
readily  answered. — 'And  what  has  your  mistress 
been  doing  there  ?'  inquired  Dame  Betty. — 
•  Merely  visiting  the  manager  of  the  local  theatre,' 
I  rejoined,  '  with  a  view,  I  suppose,  to  a  dramatic 
engagement.* — '  And  do  you  like  Miss  Percy  ?' 
asked  the  dame,  now  fixing  her  eyes  upon  my 
countenance  with  even  a  still  more  penetrating 
keenness  than  hitherto. — 'I  am  perfectly  indif- 
ferent with  regard  to  her,'  I  answered:  'perhaps 
if  I  did  not  know  that  she  was  an  enemy  of  your's 
and  Zarah's,  I  might  be  inclined  to  like  her  a 
little :  but  as  it  is,  the  feeling  is  rather  otherwise.' 
— '  Could  you  possibly  absent  yourself  for  a  few 
hours  ?'  inquired  Dame  Betty,  '  without  the  know- 
ledge of  your  mistress  ?' — '  Oh,  yes,  to  be  sure,'  I 
readily  exclaimed :  '  though  perhaps  it  would  be 
better  that  I  should  first  run  into  the  hotel  and 
invent  some  excuse  for  so  absenting  myself.' — 'If 
this  is  not  absolutely  necessary,'  rejoined  the  dame, 
'  I  had  much  rather  you  should  come  with  me  at 
once.  I  want  to  speak  to  you  particularly;  we 
cannot  talk  in  the  streets  ;  and  there  is  no  place 
in  Birmingham  to  which  I  can  conduct  you  for 
the  business  that  I  have  in  hand.'— '  Well,  then,' 
I  at  once  answered,  '  I  can  come  with  you  imme- 
diately. Miss  Percy  is  tired  with  her  journey; 
she  will  go  to  bed  early ;  and  she  never  asks  for 
me  of  an  evening.' — 'Come,  then,'  said  the  old 
woman :  and  she  began  leading  the  way  through 
the  streets  of  the  town.  You  understand,  my 
dear  Miss,  why  I  so  promptly  agreed  to  go  with 
her.  I  was  afraid  that  if  I  first  of  all  insisted  on 
the  necessity  of  returning  to  the  hotel,  a  suspicion 
might  be  excited  in  her  mind ;  she  would  possibly 
be  put  upon  her  guard ;  and  she  might  either  deal 
more  reservedly  with  me,  or  else  change  her  mind 
and  reject  my  serrices  altogether.  I  of  course 
knew  that  my  absence  for  several  hours  would 
render  you  uneasy:  but  still  I  thought  it  better 
that  you  should  endure  the  temporary  vexation  of 
suspense  than  that  I  should  lose  the  opportunity 
of  penetrating  into  whatsoever  fresh  designs  the 
vile  old  dame  might  be  harbouring  against  your 
peace  and  security." 

"  You  did  well,  Beda,"  I  said :  "  you  acted  for 
the  best— and  your  conduct  was  marked  by  the 
strictest  policy  and  prudence,  as  well  as  by  the 
most  friendly  considerations  towards  myself.  And 
now  proceed." 

"  Dame  Betty  led  me  to  a  little  public-house, 
quite  on  the  outskirts  of  the  town ;  and  there  she 
had  a  covered  cart  and  an  old  horse  waiting  for  her. 
The  equipage  was  a  wretched,  mean,  and  shabby 
one,  as  you  may  easily  suppose — just  such  as  many 
travelling  gipsies  are  accustomed  to  use.  The 
horse  was  soon  harnessed :  we  took  our  seats  in 
the  cart, — Dame  Betty  performing  the  functions 
of  driver.  We  must  have  been  pretty  nearly  two 
hours  in  performing  the  dozen  miles  or  so  which 
lay  before  us  until  the  dame's  cottage  was 
reached.  A  young  woman,  belonging  to  the 
dame's  tribe,  received  us  at  the  door.  This  was 
the  female  who  supplied  my  place  when  I  was  in- 
troduced, Miss,  into  your  service.  The  dame  led 
me  into  the  parlour  ;  and  when  the  young  woman 
had  put  up  the  cart  and  horse  in  the  old  stable  ad- 
joining, the  dame  told  her  that  she  might  go  to  bed, 


as  her  services  were  not  required  any  more  for  the 
night.  Then  Dame  Betty  produced  provisions 
and  liquor:  but  she  did  not  eat  or  drink  much, 
for  she  was  intent  on  opening  her  designs  to  me ; 
— and  as  for  myself,  I  partook  not  at  all  of  the  pro- 
vender set  upon  the  table.  She  again  questioned 
me  in  respect  to  my  feelings  towards  yourself.  I 
replied  in  a  strain  similar  to  that  in  which  I  had 
previously  spoken  of  you ;  and  as  if  quite  in  a 
casual  manner,  I  threw  out  hints  that  I  was  be- 
coming wearied  of  your  service,  that  I  hoped 
Zarah  would  soon  withdraw  me  from  it,  for  that  I 
longed  to  be  my  own  mistress,  to  get  out  into  the 
open  country  and  to  lead  the  free  unrestrained 
happy  life  of  a  gipsy.  "Without  appearing  to  pay 
any  particular  attention  to  the  dame's  looks,  I 
nevertheless  furtively  watched  the  effect  which 
these  words  produced;  and  I  saw  that  they  had 
accomplished  my  purpose  by  fully  confirming  the 
trust  she  was  previously  disposed  to  place  in  me. 
Yet  she  was  evidently  cautious  in  making  her  ap- 
proaches towards  the  final  development  of  her 
views :  she  no  doubt  fancied  that  though  my  mind 
was  plastic  enough  in  her  hands,  yet  that  she 
must  not  proceed  too  rudely  nor  abruptly  in  mo. 
delling  it  to  her  aims,  for  fear  lest  she  should 
shock  any  latent  good  principle  still  remaining 
within  me.  Therefore  she  began  to  speak  insidi- 
ously and  darkly  relative  to  yourself:  I  threw  out 
an  occasional  word  to  give  her  just  sufficient  en- 
couragement to  proceed;  and  in  a  little  while  she 
went  on  with  a  gradual  abandonment  of  restraint 
and  reserve.  She  told  me  that  I  could  not  pos- 
sibly hope  to  be  freed  from  the  shackles  of  my 
present  service  so  long  as  you  remained  in  exist- 
ence ;  she  likewise  indirectly  strove  to  work  upon 
my  fears  by  telling  me  that  if  you  were  suddenly 
to  adopt  an  overt  hostile  attitude  towards  those 
whom  you  knew  to  be  your  enemies,  your  ven- 
geance would  include  me  within  its  circle,  inas- 
much as  you  could  not  possibly  fail  to  discover 
that  I  was  an  agent  of  those  enemies  'and  a  spy 
upon    your   actions.     At   last   she    came    to    tho 

point and  here,  my  sweet  mistress,  I  shudder 

to  repeat  the  dreadful  things " 

"  I  understand  you,  Beda !"  I  said,  shuddering 
also.  "The  vile  infamous  wretch  proclaimed  the 
expediency,  for  many  reasons,  of  putting  me  out 
of  existence !" 

"  Yes,  Miss— it  was  so,"  responded  Beda.  "  I 
seemed  to  fall  into  her  views :  I  first  hesitated 
sufficiently  to  give  a  better  colouring  to  my  fi.nal 
assent ;  and  the  wicked  woman  was  completely 
duped  by  the  course  which  I  adopted.  She  then 
produced  the  little  box  containing  the  brown 
lozenges ;  and  she  bade  me  dissolve  one  daily  in 
your  coffee  or  tea,  whichsoever  you  might  partake 
of — or  in  your  soup— or  in  whatsoever  article  of 
food  might  be  convenient  for  the  purpose.  la 
short,  from  the  explanations  she  gave  me,  I  found 
that  those  seeming  coffee-berries  contained  a  slow 
poison— a  poison  which  was  inevitable  ia  its 
effects,  but  which  produced  no  outward  symptoms 
that  could  lead  even  the  most  skilful  physician  to 
suspect  its  inward  presence.  As  I  listened  to 
these  frightful  revealings,  most  carefully  control- 
ling my  emotions  the  while,  several  thoughts 
flashed  through  my  brain.  There  was  this  woman 
in  possession  of  a  fearful  weapon  which  dealt  death 
slowly,  insidiously,  imperceptibly,  and  iu  a  way  to 


defy  suspicion.  If  after  a  time  she  found  that  I 
ho4  failed  to  administer  it  unto  jou,  she  might 
dcrise  other  means  to  introduce  the  poison  into 
ycur  food.  I  had  somewhere  read  or  heard 
that  there  is  an  antidote  for  every  poison ;  and  I 
was  resolved,  if  possible,  to  obtain  the  means  of 
neutralizing  this  one,  and  therefore  said  to  her, 
'  Tour  instructions,  Dame  Betty,  should  be  followed 
out ;  but  I  am  afraid  that  it  will  be  scarcely  pos- 
sible for  me  to  accomplish  them  without  danger  to 
myself.  Miss  Percy  is  in  the  habit  of  taking  her 
breakfast  in  her  chamber ;  and  when  she  has 
finished,  I  sit  down  there  to  my  own  meal.  If  I 
were  to  refuse,  for  instance,  to  drink  the  coffee  of 
which  she  had  been  partaking,  it  would  excite  sus- 
picion.'— I  devised  other  pretexts  likewise  in  fur- 
therance of  the  end  which  I  had  in  view. — '  This 
matter  is  easily  settled,'  said  the  dame;  and  pro- 
ducing from  a  cupboard  another  tin  box,  she  showed 
me  these  pink-tinted  lozenges.  'Here,'  she  con- 
tinued, '  is  an  antidote  for  every  possible  poison, 
with  the  one  exception  of  prussic  acid.  But  for 
every  venom  which  is  not  instantaneous  in  its 
effects,  each  of  these  lozenges  contains  a  neu- 
tralizing ingredient.  Fear  not  therefore  to  carry 
out  my  instructions.  If  there  be  death  in  one 
box,  there  is  assuredly  life  in  the  other.  I  will 
convince  you.  Half-a-dozen  of  these  brown 
lozenges  would  produce  death  in  a  few  hours. 
See !  I  will  eat  double  that  quantity.' — Having 
thus  spoken,  the  vile  hag  crammed  a  dozen  of  the 
brown  lozenges  into  her  mouth,  and  sat  for  a  few 
minutes  crunching  and  sucking  them.  Then  she 
went  through  the  same  process  with  an  equal 
number  of  the  pink  lozenges;  and  when  she  had 
finished,  she  said  with  a  diabolical  chuckle,  '  Now, 
my  dear  Beda,  do  you  believe  me?' — '  I  never 
doubted  you,'  I  responded:  'I  only  wished  to 
make  myself  safe ;  and  since  you  have  given  me 
the  antidote  for  my  own  use,  I  have  no  farther 
objection  to  administer  the  bane  as  you  have 
directed.' — The  old  woman  returned  to  her  cup- 
board; and  thence  she  produced  two  small  canisters, 
from  the  respective  contents  of  which  she  filled  up 
the  two  tin  boxes  from  which  she  bad  taken 
the  lozenges  that  she  herself  had  eaten.  She  gave 
me  those  boxes ;  and  she  then  went  forth  to  pre- 
pare the  old  cart  again  to  bring  me  back  to  Bir- 
mingham. The  horse  was  however  so  tired  that 
he  went  but  slowly;  and  thus,  what  with  the  hours 
lost  in  these  journeys  to  and  fro,  and  the  length  of 
time  I  was  detained  at  the  cottage,  I  did  not  reach 
the  hotel  until  three  o'clock  this  morning,  as  I  have 
already  told  you.  "When  parting  from  Dame 
Betty,  I  promised,  with  an  air  of  the  most  perfect 
sincerity,  to  fulfil  all  her  instructions;  and  she 
said  to  me  with  a  significant  look,  'There  are 
sixty  brown  lozenges  in  the  tin  box  :  there  are  as 
many  pink  ones.  In  leas  than  two  months  from 
the  present  time  I  shall  expect  to  hear  of  the 
death  of  Miss  Percy !'— Oh,  my  dear  mistress,  it 
was  with  difficulty  I  could  prevent  myself  from 
flying  like  a  tigress  at  the  throat  of  the  vile  hag, 
shrieking  for  assistance,  and  consigning  her  to  the 
custody  of  the  law's  officials.  It  required  a  pre- 
terhuman power  on  my  part  to  perform  a  last  act 
of  dissimulation,  and  to  assure  her  that  as  far  as  it 
lay  with  me  her  design  should  be  executed.  And 
thus  we  separated." 
Beda's  eyes  had  flashed  forth  vivid  lightnings 


as  she  gave  utterance  to  those  concluding  ejacula- 
tions which  expressed  so  much  abhorrence  towards 
the  infamous  woman  :  and  I  again  embraced  her 
for  the  friendship  which  she  had  displayed  on  my 
account, — renewing  likewise  my  compliments  for 
the  politic  course  which  she  had  adopted. 

"  But  now,  Beda,"  I  said,  reverting  to  a  topic 
I  which  had  been  before  touched  upon  between  us; 
I  "  the  detestable  wickedness  of  my  enemies  has 
,  reached  a  point  at  which  it  is  impossible  for  me  to 
I  remain  any  longer  quiescent.  Everything  must  bo 
!  made  known — the  aid  of  the  law  must  be  invoked 

!  against  these  fiends  in  human  form But  you 

j  look  deeply  distressed,  Beda  F" 

"  I   have  sworn   to  Zarah— sworn  in  the  most 

!  solemn  and  sacred  manner,"  replied  the  young  girl, 

I  with  looks  and  accents  half-mournful,  half-entreat- 

!  ing,  "  that  in  whatsover  I  might  do  to  succour  you 

j  — in  whatsoever  I  may  be  enabled  to  accomplish 

I  with   a  view  of  shielding  and  protecting  you — I 

'  will  carefully  guard  against  any  exposure.      ile- 

thinks  you  have  a  friendship  for  Zarah — from  what 

she  said  to  mc  she  must  have   some  little  claims 

upon  your  gratitude — and  though  1  myself,  dear 

Miss,  should  be  unwilling  to  assert  any  such  claim 

on  my  own  part,  because  I  would  cheerfully  make 

any  sacrifice  of  feeling — yes,  even   the  sacrifice  of 

life  itself  to  insure  your  safety  or  to  fulfil  your 

wishes — jet,  on  the  other  hand " 

"Enough,  Beda!"  I  exclaimed.  "After  the 
manner  in  which  you  have  just  been  speak- 
ing to  me  —  and  still  more  after  the  manner 
in  which  you  have  acted  towards  me,  it  is 
impossible  that  I  can  do  anything  to  give  you 
pain !  Besides,  I  must  not  make  you  violate  an 
oath ;  and  in  respect  to  Zarah,  'tis  true  that  I  am 
under  the  deepest  obligations  to  her — I  could  not 
possibly  prove  ungrateful: — whatever  her  motives 
may  be  I  shall  not  pause  to  inquire  even  through 
the  medium  of  conjecture — I  am  bound  to  respect 
them." 

"And  then  too,"  observed  Beda,  solemnly, 
"  amidst  the  sublime  truths  which  you  yourself, 
dear  Miss,  have  taught  me,  is  there  not  one  which 
is  perhaps  more  deeply  impressed  upon  my  mind 
than  any  other  ?— the  one  which  teaches  me  that 
innocence  and  virtue  must  triumph  in  the  long 
run  over  the  machinations  of  the  wicked — that  the 
latter  will  be  in  the  end  discomfited— and  that  they 
will  sooner  or  later  trip  and  fall  over  the  rugged- 
ness  of  the  tortuous  paths  which  they  themselves 
have  made." 

"Yes,  Beda— this  is  true,"  I  answered,  gazing 
upon  her  with  affectionate  interest  and  adiniration 
as  there  seemed  to  be  a  divine  light  in  her  eyes 
while  she  thus  spoke ;  and  that  holy  lustre  shed  its 
beams  over  her  transcendantly  beautiful  coun- 
tenance. 

"  Besides,"  she  continued,  now  reverting  to  more 
worldly  and  more  matter-of-fact  concerns,  "  there 
is  one  immense  point  gained  from  the  incidents 
of  the  past  night.  Tou  possess  an  antidote  for 
almost  every  poison  ;  and  there  are  two  ways  in 
which  this  fact  is  to  be  looked  upon  as  a  subject 
for  self-gratulation.  In  the  first  place,  it  must  in 
the  course  of  time  become  apparent  to  your  ene- 
mies that  I  have  failed,  for  some  reason  or  another, 
to  administer  the  poison  :  if  they  suspect  my  fide- 
lity towards  them,  they  may  seek  other  means  of 
accomplishing  the  same  end ;  but  the  antidote  is  in 


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your  possession !  In  the  second  place,  if  they  do 
believe  that  I  have  proven  faithless  to  them,  they 
may  suppose  likewise  that  I  have  given  you  this 
antidote  ;  and  in  that  case  they  will  deem  it  useless 
to  renew  this  fearful  phase  of  their  machinations. 
Thus,  in  every  way,  a  manifest  advantage  has  been 
gained  on  our  side — while  a  proportionate  defeat 
will  have  been  experienced  on  the  other." 

"True,  Beda!"  I  said:  and  I  found  that  I  had 
as  much  reason  to  admire  the  intelligence  as  to  ap- 
preciate the  friendship  and  the  fidelity  of  this 
young  creature  :  so  that  I  was  more  than  ever  re- 
joiced at  having  obeyed  the  impulse  which  in  the 
first  instance  led  me  to  take  her  into  my  service ; 
and  a  secret  voice  appeared  to  whisper  in  my  soul 
that  I  was  now  reaping  a  reward  for  a  good  deed 
which  I  had  performed. 

I  bade  Beda  dispose  of  the  box  of  poisoned 
lozenges  in  a  manner  which  should  place  them  be- 
yond the  reach  of  human  hands ;  and  I  myself  took 
possession  of  the  pink  ones  constituting  the  anti- 
dote. I  endeavoured  to  persuade  her  to  remain  a 
few  hours  longer  in  bed  after  the  fatigue  she  had 
experienced  on  the  preceding  night ;  but  she  de- 
clared that  she  was  completely  refreshed  by  the 
slumber  she  had  already  enjoyed:  she  accordingly 
rose  and  performed  her  toilet.  I  took  an  oppor- 
tunity during  breakfast-time  of  saying  something 
to  the  waiter  which  should  prevent  him  from  enter- 
taining any  opinion  prejudicial  to  Beda's character 
on  account  of  her  protracted  absence  from  the 
hotel  at  such  unseemly  hours ;  and  the  man  was 
satisfied  by  the  voluntary  explanation  which  I  thus 
threw  out.  I  should  observe  that  much  though  I 
had  sufi'ered  from  anxiety  and  suspense  for  so  many 
long  hours  on  account  of  Beda's  disappearance — 
and  much  though  I  had  feared  that  the  efiect  would 
be  prejudicial  to  my  health — yet  the  joy  experienced 
at  her  return  had  produced  a  most  salutary  reac- 
tion in  me,  and  I  was  fully  prepared  for  my  jour- 
ney to  the  metropolis. 

Attended  by  Beda,  I  proceeded  to  the  railway- 
station  ;  and  as  I  chose  to  keep  her  with  me  while 
travelling,  I  required  two  places  in  a  first-class 
carriage.  We  were  consigned  to  a  compartment 
in  which  there  was  only  one  other  passenger  be- 
sides ourselves  :  and  this  was  an  elderly  man  of 
somewhat  haughty  and  aristocratic  appearance. 
Just  before  the  train  started,  a  domestic  in  a  hand- 
some livery  came  up  to  the  window,  and  with  a 
respectful  touch  of  his  hat  inquired  "  whether  his 
lordship  had  any  additional  instructions  to  give 
him  ?" 

The  reply  was  in  the  negative :  the  lacquey  re- 
tired ;  the  steam-whistle  sent  its  shrill  note  shriek- 
ing and  screaming  through  the  immense  station— 
the  train  rolled  on — and  we  were  soon  proceeding 
with  the  accustomed  velocity  of  "  an  express  " 
towards  the  capital. 


CHAPTER  XLIV. 

THE    EAILWAT     TRAIN. 

From  the  manner  in  which  the  lacquey  had 
addri'ssed  our  aristocratic-looking  fellow-traveller, 
it  wiis  evident  that  he  was  a  nobleman.  He  was 
perhaps  about  sixty  years  of  age— of  a  very  florid 


complexion,  with  a  short  neck,  and  altogether  an 
apoplectic  appearance  :  yet  in  spite  thereof  there 
was  a  certain  air  of  distinction  about  him,  as  I 
have  already  said,  which  prevented  me  from  being 
at  all  surprised  on  learning  that  he  was  of  patri- 
cian  rank.  For  a  few  moments  after  we  had  taken 
our  seats,  he  surveyed  Beda  with  considerable  at- 
tention and  interest:  but  he  was  unable  to  be- 
hold much  of  my  countenance — for  I  had  my  veil 
down.  The  nobleman  spoke  not  a  word ;  and  soon 
after  the  train  started  he  drew  forth  from  his 
pocket  a  newspaper  :  but  every  now  and  then  I 
observed  that  he  looked  over  it  to  take  another 
survey  of  Beda — though  I  should  add  that  there 
was  nothing  rude  nor  insolent  in  the  mute  atten- 
tion which  he  bestowed  upon  her. 

We  had  proceeded  a  considerable  distance — and 
I  knew  that  we  could  not  be  many  miles  away 
from  Eugby— when  the  newspaper  glided  down 
from  the  nobleman's  hands,  and  a  sound  which  for 
an  instant  I  thought  to  be  a  moan,  came  from  his 
lips.  He  was  lying  back  in  his  seat ;  and  I  then 
fancied  that  he  had  sunk  into  slumber.  But  still 
there  was  a  floating  uneasiness  in  my  mind :  I 
lifted  my  veil — I  contemplated  him  earnestly — the 
florldness  of  his  complexion  had  become  enhanced 
into  a  fearful  redness — and  he  was  slightly  moving 
as  if  under  the  influence  of  pain. 

'•■  My  lord,"  I  cried,  "  is  anything  the  matter  ? 
— are  you  unwell  ?" 

There  was  no  answer ;  and  I  therefore  felt  con- 
vinced that  he  was  stricken  by  apoplexy. 

"Call  —  shriek  —  scream  from  the  window!"  I 
exclaimed  to  Beda :  "  agitate  your  kerchief !  The 
train  must  be  stopped !" 

Beda  hastened  to  obey  me ;  but  at  that  instant 
the  train  plunged  into  a  tunnel,  through  which  it 
went  roaring,  crashing,  dashing  on,  with  such  a 
din — the  continuous  scream  of  the  whistle  mingling 
with  the  other  deafening  sounds  —  that  Beda's 
cries  were  lost  in  the  tremendous  noise.  There  was 
a  lamp  in  the  roof  of  the  carriage ;  and  in  the 
meanwhile  I  was  not  idle.  I  had  rushed  towards 
the  nobleman  immediately  upon  comprehending 
his  perilous  position ;  and  while  still  giving  utter- 
ance to  my  hasty  instructions  to  Beda,  I  was 
tearing  ofi"  his  neckcloth  and  raising  him  up  to  a 
more  comfortable  position.  Beda  went  on  scream- 
ing and  shrieking :  but  she  could  not  compete 
with  the  shrill  cry  of  the  railway  whistle;  and 
though  I  was  dreadfully  alarmed  lest  the  unfor- 
tunate nobleman  should  expire  before  assistance 
could  possibly  be  obtained,  yet  I  did  not  for  a 
moment  lose  my  presence  of  mind.  I  had  at 
some  time  or  another  read  just  sufiicient  of  the 
treatment  of  apoplexy  in  the  absence  of  medical 
succour,  to  know  what  treatment  to  adopt.  I 
kept  the  nobleman  with  the  head  and  shoulders 
elevated,  retaining  the  former  in  such  a  way  as  to 
prevent  any  sudden  bend  of  the  neck :  I  had 
taken  off  his  neckcloth— I  unbuttoned  his  shirt- 
collar.  The  window  next  to  him  was  at  first 
closed :  but  this  I  let  down  so  as  to  admit  as  much 
air  as  possible. 

Such  was  the  state  of  affairs,  in  side  our  com- 
partment of  the  railway -carriage,  when  the  train 
emerged  from  the  tunnel;  and  now  Beda's  screams 
and  shrieks  attracted  attention.  But  in  the  first 
instance  it  was  only  the  notice  of  paesengers  in 
the  neighbouring  compartments  and  in  the  adja- 


ELLEN    PEKCTJ    OE,   THE   MEMOIRS   OF   AN   ACTKESS. 


I. 


cent  carriages  which  was  thus  reached :  conse- 
quently several  minutes  still  elapsed  before  tha 
train  could  be  stepped; — and  then  there  was  a 
general  rush  of  officials  and  passengers  towards 
our  compartment.  The  truth  was  soon  made 
known :  there  fortunately  happened  to  be  a  medi- 
cal gentleman  amongst  the  passengers  ;  and  he  at 
once  gave  bis  attentions  to  the  nobleman. 

My  veil  was  now  raised  :  I  found  myself  recog- 
nised by  several  individuals,  although  they  were 
not  personally  knovirn  to  me :  but  when  compli- 
menting me  on  the  presence  of  mind  which  I  had 
displayed,  they  addressed  me  by  the  name  of  Miss 
TrafFord.  The  surgeon  speedily  pronounced  that 
his  lordship  might  be  safely  conveyed  on  to  Eugby ; 
and  ho  urged  that  the  train  should  be  set  in  mo- 
tion again  with  the  least  possible  delay.  The 
livery  servant,  who  was  one  of  the  first  to  rush 
to  our  compartment,  exhibited  the  utmost  anxiety 
on  behalf  of  his  noble  master;  and  I  overheard 
ofic  of  the  passengers  inquire  who  his  lordship 
was  ?  I  then  learnt  from  the  answer  given  by  the 
domestic,  that  ho  was  the  Earl  of  Carshalton — 
Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe's  father. 

The  train  pursued  its  way, — the  surgeon  con- 
tinuing to  maintain  bis  lordship  in  precisely  the 
same  posture  as  I  had  previously  done.  Water, 
which  had  been  procured,  was  poured  upon  the 
patient's  head ;  and  he  exhibited  signs  of  revival, 
though  still  remaining  unconscious  of  all  that  was 
passing  around  him.  The  domestic  had  begged 
permission  to  enter  the  compartment  so  as  to  be 
in  close  attendance  upon  his  master ;  and  I  had  of 
course  readily  given  my  assent. 

I  had  now  leisure  to  explain  more  fully  to  the 
medical  gentleman  and  to  his  lordship's  domestic 
all  that  had  occurred,  and  what  I  had  done  to 
afford  temporary  assistance. 

"I  do  not  hesitate  to  declare,"  exclaimed  the 
surgeon  emphatically,  "that  to  you,  Miss  Traf- 
ford,  will  his  lordship  be  indebted  for  his  life  if  he 
should  recover— as  I  trust  and  hope  he  will.  At 
all  events  that  he  should  be  alive  noto  is  entirely 
owing  to  your  prompt  and  skilful  succour.  Had 
you  displayed  less  presence  of  mind— or  had  you 
been  ignorant  of  the  requisite  treatment  to  adopt 
—the  Earl  must  have  perished." 

"I  may  venture  to  assure  Miss  Trafford,"  said 
the  servant,  who  was  a  very  civil,  well-behaved, 
and  intelligent  man,  "  of  the  lasting  gratitude  of 
the  noble  family  whose  chief  is  now  indebted  to 
her  for  his  life.  His  lordship  has  been  on  a  visit 
to  his  country-seat  near  Embledon;  and  I  could 
not  help  noticing  yesterday — but  still  more  espe- 
cially this  morning — that  his  complexion  was  more 
florid  than  usual.  The  colour  itself  was  different, 
— and  instead  of  being  confined  to  the  cheeks,  it 
was  a  flush  all  over  the  face.  I  thought  it  pecu- 
liar :  but  I  certainly  had  no  misgivings  of  any 
serious  nature." 

The  surgeon  now  intimated  that  on  arriving  at 
Eugby  it  would  be  necessary  to  convey  his  lord- 
ship to  a  hotel,  where  he  must  be  taken  the  utmost 
care  of  until  some  of  the  members  of  his  family 
could  be  fetched  from  London.  The  servant  ex- 
pressed a  hope  that  the  medical  gentleman  would 
be  enabled  to  remain  at  Rugby  with  the  Earl — a 
proposition  which  was.agreed  to. 

"And  you  yourself,"  I  said  to  the  domestic, 
."  may  likewise  remain  in  all  confidence  with  your 


noblo  master :  for  I  promise  you  that  the  very  in- 
stant London  is  reached,  I  will  proceed  forthwith 
to  Carshalton  House  and  break  to  her  ladyship  tho 
Countess  what  has  occurred." 

The  servant  expressed  his  warmest  gratitude  for 
this  offer  on  my  part— which  was  all  the  more  wel- 
come to  the  man  inasmuch  as  it  enabled  him  to 
remain  with  his  master  instead  of  entrusting  his 
lordship  to  the  care  of  strangers.  Ho  informed  me 
that  the  Countess  of  Carshalton  was  in  an  indiffe- 
rent state  of  health — that  she  was  weak  and  ner- 
vous— and  that  I  must  therefore  bo  guarded  in  the 
manner  in  which  I  broke  the  intelligence  to  her 
ladyship.  To  this  instruction  I  promised  to  at- 
tend ;  and  in  a  few  moments  afterwards  the  train 
drew  up  at  the  Rugby  Station. 

The  Earl  of  Carshalton,  still  unconscious  of  his 
position,  was  carefully  removed  from  the  compart- 
ment ;  and  when  the  train  resumed  its  way,  I  had 
leisure  to  reflect  upon  everything  that  had  occurred. 
Singular  to  me  appeared  the  coincidence  that  I 
should  have  become  instrumental  in  saving  the 
life  of  that  very  nobleman  for  the  forging  of  whoso 
name  my  unfortunate  father  had  been  sentenced  to 
transportation  !  Yet,  be  it  remembered  that  the 
Earl  was  in  no  way  to  blame  in  that  transaction : 
he  had  originally  proved  a  kind  and  generous 
friend  to  my  father — it  was  his  lordship  who  had 
given  my  sire  his  incumbency— and  it  was  the 
money-lender  who  had  discounted  the  forged  bill, 
not  the  nobleman  whose  name  was  forged,  that 
had  80  inexorably  prosecuted  my  parent.  The 
reader  is  already  aware  that  the  Earl  of  Cnrshalton 
was  the  father  of  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe— that 
young  nobleman  whose  wickedness  had  blighted 
the  hopes  and  happiness  of  my  friend  Juliet. 

When  the  train  reached  London,  I  informed  the 
guard  and  several  of  the  passengers  who  addressed 
me  on  the  subject,  that  I  had  undertaken  to  con- 
vey the  intelligence  of  the  Earl's  illness  to  the 
Countess  of  Carshalton  ;  and  all  possible  despatch 
was  therefore  used  to  get  me  a  cab.  While  pro- 
ceeding with  Beda  towards  Carshalton  House  at 
the  West  End  of  the  town,  I  could  not  help  hoping 
within  my  own  mind  that  I  should  not  there  en- 
counter Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  ;  for  1  felt  that 
the  very  sight  of  the  treacherous  young  nobleman 
would  prove  most  hateful  to  me.  My  apprehension 
on  this  head  was  not  fulfilled  :  Lord  Frederick 
was  out  at  the  time  when  I  arrived  at  the  noblo 
mansion  ;  and  I  was  soon  conducted  into  the  pre- 
sence of  the  Countess.  I  found  her  ladyship  alone  : 
she  was  a  thin  sickly-looking  woman,  about  fifty 
years  of  age — proud,  reserved,  and  distant.  I  had 
sent  up  the  name  of  Miss  Trafford,  together  with 
the  announcement  that  I  sought  an  interview  with 
her  ladyship  on  most  particular  business,  which  did 
not  however  regard  myself :  so  that  I  at  once  ob- 
tained an  audience.  She  was  at  first  coldly  polite  j 
yet  the  distance  of  her  manner  did  not  prevent  ma 
from  acquitting  myself  of  my  self-imposed  task 
with  all  suitable  delicacy.  The  intelligence  was 
thus  gradually  broken  ;  and  then  I  was  over- 
whelmed with  a  thousand  questions,  which  her 
ladyship  put  with  a  nervous  vehemence.  I  was 
fortunately  enabled  to  assure  her  that  the  medical 
man  whom  I  had  left  in  attendance  upon  tho  Earl 
had  given  every  hope  of  a  favourable  issue  :  and 
as  I  was  compelled  to  detail  all  the  circumstaucca 
of  the  affair,  her  ladyship  learnt  how  I  had  ren- 


ELiEX    PEKCT;    ok,    THE    MEMOIKS    OF   A>-    ACTEESS. 


dered  a  certaia  degree  of  succour.  She  was  now  |  at  once  perceived  that  she  remained  in  ignorance 
all  gratitude  and  affability  towards  me;  and  as  I  of  the  cause  of  my  swoon  as  well^  as  of  my  present 
had  taken  the  precaution,  before  I  left  the  rail-  distress:  and  I  glanced  rapidly  upon  the  sofa 
wav-btation,  of  desiring  that  a  special  train  should  |  and  the  floor  to  see  whether  the  letter  and  the 
be  "got  in  Readiness,  the  Countess  was  enabled  to  -  envelope  were  still  where  I  must  hare  dropped 
depart  with  the  least  possible  delay.  |  them.     But  no  !  they  met  not  my  eyesj  andBeda 

I  now  proceeded  to  the  Marquis  of  Campanella's  '  at  once  exclaiaed,  "  It  must  hare  been  sudden  in- 
mansit>n,  which  was  at  no  great  distance.  I  had  I  disposition— I  am  sure  it  was :  for  I  fortunately 
been  exactly  a  week  absent ;  and  I  found  letters  entered  the  room  just  as  you  had  fainted,  Miss— 
frem  Mrs.  Xorman,  from  Mrs.  Oldeastle,  from  and  before  her  ladyship  arrived." 
Juliet,  and  from  Mary  Glentworth.  Fortunately  I  was  struck  by  Beda's  words  and  manner;  it 
none  of  these  had  required  any  immediate  an-  j  seemed  as  if  she  were  prompting  me  to  the  mode 
Bwer  ;  and  thus  the  delay  in  replying  to  them  ;  of  affording  an  explanation  to  the  Marchioness  and 
would  not  appear  singular.  I  was  most  kindly  re-  [  giving  me  to  understand  that  I  need  not  say  any- 
ceived  by  the  Marquis,  the  Marchioness,  and  Bea-  j  thing  about  the  letter.  It  therefore  naturally 
trice— who  all  expressed  their  hope  that  I  would  i  occurred  to  me  that  BeJa  herself  had  read  it,  and 
now  remain  with  them  for  as  long  a  time  as  pos-' '  that  consequently  Juliet's  secret  was  now  known 


Bible.  This  invitation  I  accepted,  because,  as  the 
reader  will  recollect,  I  had  left  Eiver  House  on  the 
pretext  of  having  change  of  air  in  the  metropolis, 
and  I  thought  that  I  must  remain  away  at  leaat 
another  week  before  I  could  with  propriety  return 
to  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  abode.  Besides,  considering 
my  recent  severe  illness,  I  was  anxious  to  recruit 
my  strength  as  much  as  possible :  for  notwith- 
standing I  had  suffered  so  little  from  the  effects  of 
travelling,  I  experienced  the  necessity  of  repose 
and  quietude. 

On  the  following  day  I  answered  the  various 
kind  letters  which  I  had  received  from  Eamsgate 
and  from  Eiver  House  ;  and  I  sent  to  the  Earl  of 
Carshalton's  mansion  to  inquire  whether  any  intel- 
ligence had  been  obtained  in  respect  to  his  lord- 
ship. The  answer  was  completely  favourable  :  in- 
formation had  been  received  that  morning,  and  all 
danger  was  entirely  past. 

Three  or  four  days  elapsed  ;  and  one  afternoon 
I  was  seated  by  myself  in  the  drawing-room  of  the 
Marquis  of  Campanella's  mansion,  when  a  small 
packet  was  brought  in  to  me  by  one  of  the  domes- 
tics. It  was  a  little  brown  paper  parcel,  which 
had  arrived  by  some  conveyance — an  afternoon- 
coach  most  probably— from  Eiver  House ;  and  I 
was  seized  with  both  alarm  and  wonder  that  such 
a  means  of  transmitting  a  letter  to  me  should  have 
been  adopted  in  anticipation  of  the  ordinary  course 
of  the  post.  I  tore  open  the  packet :  it  contained 
a  note  from  Mrs.  Oldeastle — and  the  contents  of 
that  note  were  brief  but  painful  indeed.  Juliet's 
child  had  expired  in  the  morning,  after  being 
seized  with  convulsions ;  and  the  poor  mother  was 
distracted.  Such  an  effect  did  the  letter  produce 
upon  me  that  I  fainted  upon  the  sofa.  When  I 
Clime  back  to  consciousness  I  found  poor  Beda 
weeping  on  her  knees  beside  me — while  the  Mar- 
chioness of  Campanella,  who  had  just  returned 
from  paying  some  visits,  was  assisting  the  faithful 
and  attached  girl  to  afford  me  the  necessary  mi- 
nistrations. The  tears  flowed  from  my  eyes  as  I 
thought  of  the  death  of  that  poor  little  innocent 
whom  a  month  back  I  had  fondled  in  my  arms — 
and  as  I   thought   likewise  of  poor  Juliet's   dis 


to  her.  Concealing  my  annoyance  as  well  as  I 
was  able,  I  turned  to  the  Marchioness,  thanking 
her  for  her  kindness,  and  assuring  her  that  the 
indisposition  which  had  temporarily  overpowered 
me  was  now  past.  I  then  retired  to  my  own 
chamber,  followed  by  Beda. 

The  instant  we  were  alone  together,  Beda  pro* 
duced  the  envelope  and  the  letter — saying,  "  I 
thought.  Miss,  the  moment  I  beheld  these  upon 
the  carpet,  that  the  note  had  conveyed  some  evil 
tidings.  I  knew  not  whether  you  would  wish  them 
to  be  communicated  to  your  friends ;  and  I  there< 
fore  took  a  precaution  which  left  you  {lee  to  make 
any  statement  you  might  think  fit." 

"And  you  did  not  read  this  note,  Beda?"  I 
said,  fixing  my  eyes  penetratingly  upon  the  young 
girl's  countenance. 

"  Xo,  Miss  !  I  am  incapable  of  such  a  thing  !" 
she  exclaimed,  a  slight  flush  of  indignation  ap- 
pearing on  her  countenance ;  and  that  it  was  the 
honest  indignation  of  innocence  which  felt  itself 
to  be  suspected,  I  was  in  a  moment  convinced. 

"  Beda,"  I  said,  embracing  the  young  girl, 
"  for  an  instant  I  wronged  you  !  Deeply,  deeply 
do  I  regret  that  I  should  have  done  so !" 

"  Ah,  dear  Miss,"  responded  Beda,  pressing  my 
hand  fervently,  while  the  tears  stood  in  her  lumi- 
nous eyes,  "  you  do  not  yet  understand  my  cha- 
racter. Towards  j/ou  I  am  incapable  of  the 
slightest  act  of  perfidy :  I  should  thoroughly  and 
utterly  despise  myself  if  I  were  guilty  of  any 
meanness  in  regard  to  one  to  whom  I  am  un- 
der such  deep  obligations.  But  oh  !  it  is  very  dif. 
ferent  when  dealing  with  your  enemies.  Then 
there  is  no  dissimulation  which  I  would  not  prac- 
tise— no  hypocrisy  for  which  I  should  not  be  com- 
petent !  But  the  Beda  who  would  be  thus  acting 
is  a  very  different  Beda  from  the  one  that  you 
have  about  your  person  !  In  time  you  will  know 
me  better." 

'•  I  know  you  thoroughly  now,  my  dear  girl !" 
I  exclaimed,  again  caressing  her  affectionately : 
"  this  last  act  of  yours  has  developed  a  trait  of 
your  character  which  proves  your  integrity  and 
your  high  principle,  as  former  deeds  have  shown 


tracted  state  of  mind;  for  notwithstanding  the  I  your  love  and  devotedness.  The  letter  does  in- 
circumstances  attending  the  birth  of  the  babe,  its  I  deed  contain  a  piece  of  intelligence  which  I  do  not 
young  mother  had  doted  on  it  with  the  fondest  i  choose  to  impart  to  my  friends  beneath  this  roof: 

adoration.  I  it  is  the  death  of  one  in  whom  I  am  interested 

The  Marchioness  gently  inquired  whether  any-  |  But  ah  I  start  not,  Beda !  it  is  not  he   whom  you 

thing  had  occurred  to  distress  me— whether  I  had  '  saw  at  Paisley heaven  forbid  !  And  now  leave 

received  some  sudden   fright— or  whether  I  had    me,  my  dear  girl  :  I  would  be  alone." 

been  abruptly  attacked  with  indisposition  f    I  thus  I      1  resolved  to  return  to  Eiver  House  on  the  mur- 


BLT.KN    PJiKCr;    01!,    THE    MEJIOIES   OP    AN    ACTKESS. 


row,  in  order  to  do  my  beat  to  console  tny  poor 
fricud  Juliet:  but  as  I  felt  convinced  that  the 
next  njorning's  post  wouM  bring  me  a  letter 
with  further  details,  I  determined  to  say  nothing 
in  the  mean  time  of  ray  intention  to  depart  from 
London,  for  fear  lest  it  should  be  thought  by  my 
friends  at  the  mansion  that  I  had  indeed  received 
afflicting  intelligence  which  had  caused  my  swoon; 
and  in  this  case  they  would  consider  it  strange 
that  I  excluded  them  from  my  confidence.  As  I 
had  foreseen,  the  next  day's  post  brought  me  a 
letter  from  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  begging  me  to  come 
to  Juliet  if  I  had  not  already  set  off  on  my  return 
to  Eiver  House.  With  this  letter  in  my  hand,  at 
the  breakfast- table,  I  was  enabled  to  say  that  my 
friend  Mrs.  Oldcastle  was  most  impatient  for  mo  to 
return  to  her,  and  that  I  must  therefore  depart 
without  any  further  delay.  The  Marquis,  the 
Marchioness,  and  Beatrice  were  very  much  con- 
cerned when  they  understood  that  I  thus  purposed 
jSTo.  33.— Elleit  Pbect. 


[  to  quit  them:    but  they  fully  believed  that  Mrs. 
'  Oldcastle  had  such  special  claims  upon  my  atten- 
I  tion  as  I  represented ;  and  they  therefore  resigned 
I  themselves  to  part  from  me,  exacting  the  promise 
'  that  I  would  on  a   future  occasion  pass  a  longer 
period  with  them.     They  were  deeply  grateful   for 
the  services  which  at  the  time  I  had  been  enabled 
to   render  Beatrice ;  and   they  lost   no  occasion  of 
i  testifying  their  friendship  for  me.     I  should  ob- 
serve  that  I  saw  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  during  this 
short  stay  of   mine   at    the   Marquis  of   Campa- 
nella's ;  and  she  treated  me  in  the  kindest  and 
most  affable  manner.     I  should  also  mention  that 
1  had  called  upon  Zarah  :  but  she  was  temporarily 
absent  from  her  lodgings.     Of  St.  Clair  and  Lady 
Lilla  Essendine  I  neither  saw  nor  heard  anything: 
;  but  on  one  occasion  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  Mr.  and 
Mrs.   Parks,   in   their   elegant    phaeton,   dashing 
along  the  street  in  which  the  mansion  of  the  Mar- 
quis  was  Bituated. 


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ELiEN    PEKCT;    OK,    THE    MEJIOIEB   OF   AN    ACTEE88. 


I  had  resolved  to  proceed  as  far  as  Kamsgate  by 
the   6teain-paoket  in  order  that    I    might   see  my 
faithful   Beda   safe    to    her   destination  with    the 
Normaus  again  ;  and  this  time  I  had  not  so  much 
trouble  in  reconciling  her  to  a  temporary  separa-  | 
tion,  inasmuch   as  she  saw  that  I  loved  her,  and  i 
she  was  proud  of  having  been  taken  into  my  con-  | 
fidence  with  regard  to  my  journey  to  Paisley.     It  | 
was  at  about  four  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  that  the 
steam-packet  reached  Ramsgate,  and  I  found  that  j 
Mr.   and    .Mrs.   Norman  were   much  distressed  on  i 
account   of  the  death  of  Juliet's  child,— not  that  j 
they    themselves   could    have    entertained    much  j 
affection   for    a    little    being  that  they  had  never  j 
seen,  and  whose  departure  from   this  world  might  i 
for  its  own  sake,    uader    the    ciicumstances,    be  i 
almost  regarded  as  a  happy  release— but  because  i 
they  had   seen   from    the  distracted  letter  which 
Juliet  herself  had  penned  to  them  how  profoundly 
she  felt  her  bereavement.  j 

And  here  I  cannot  help  noticing  how  strong  is  j 
the  principle  of  parental  afifection  which  is  inter-  | 
woven  with  the  soul  of  woman.  A  man  seems  to  j 
care  only  for  the  child  that  is  naturally  born  unto 
him,  and  whose  birth  is  sanctified  by  the  rites  of 
marriage :  but  even  then  he  scarcely  develops 
any  affection  for  the  infant  in  its  earliest  days  or 
weeks,  and  only  when  by  its  thousand  little  inno- 
cent and  winning  ways  the  child  begins  to  render 
itself  interesting.  On  the  other  hand,  though  the 
infant  be  born  in  shame,  the  mother  loves  it  from 
its  very  birth— and  perhaps  all  the  more  too  from 
the  fact  that  no  father's  arms  are  extended  to 
receive  the  little  stranger.  I  had  seen  that  Me- 
lissa Harrison  doated  upon  her  own  child,  which 
was  the  offspring  and  the  living  evidence  of  her 
dishonour.  I  had  now  seen  the  same  with  my 
friend  Juliet  Norman.  These  and  other  similar 
cases  have  led  me  to  the  belief  that  parental  affec- 
tion is  an  innate  idea  with  the  female  sex — whereas 
with  the  opposite  one  it  is  not  inborn,  but  merely 
acquired. 

It  was  late  in  the  evening  when  I  reafched  Elver 
House,  where  I  was  welcomed  by  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
&ni  Mary  Glentworth— and  not  the  less  so  by 
poor  Juliet,  who,  afflicted  though  she  were,  had 
every  testimonial  of  love  and  friendship  to  lavish 
upon  me.  I  found  that  she  did  indeed  experience 
the  utmost  distress  for  the  loss  of  her  child — 
though  when  we  were  alone  together,  she  said  to 
me,  "  And  yet,  dearest  Ellen,  it  is  all  for  the  best ! 
for  if  my  babe  had  lived,  I  should  in  a  short  time 
have  been  compelled  to  part  from  it  and  consign 
the  sweet  innocent  to  the  care  of  strangers," 

As  the  child  was  not  baptised,  there  was  no 
necessity  for  formal  obsequies;  and  when  the 
little  ceremony  of  interment,  such  as  it  was,  had 
been  completed,  Juliet's  mind  appeared  to  become 
more  easy.  Kesignation  was  taking  the  place  of 
the  first  paroxysm  of  distress ;  and  as  she  thus 
acquired  fortitude,  she  became  proportionately  the 
more  convinced  that  it  was  indeed  all  for  the  best. 
Mary  Glentworth— who  still  knew  her  only  as 
Mrs.  Hall— bad  been  most  kind  and  attentive  to 
her  in  her  affliction ;  so  that  this  amiable  young  | 
lady  was  now  as  much  beloved  by  Juliet  as  she 
was  by  myself. 

A  fortnight  elapsed — at  the  expiration  of  which 
it  became  necessary  for  me  and  Juliet  to  think  of 
rejoining  Ms.  and  Mn.  Norman;  for  their  stay  at 


Eamsgate  was  drawing  to  a  conclusion.  I  had  a 
conversation  with  Mrs.  Oldcastle  relative  to  Mary 
Glentworth;  and  the  worthy  hidj  assured  me  that 
she  should  feel  happy  in  continuing  to  afford  a 
home  to  the  young  friend  in  whom  I  was  so 
deeply  interested.  In  another  conversation,  which 
I  had  with  Mary  herself,  she  said  that  for  the 
present  she  should  render  Mrs,  Oldcastle's  kind- 
ness available  until  a  becoming  period  of  mourn- 
ing for  her  deceased  mother  had  elapsed  ;  but  that 
then  she  should  seriously  think  of  the  adoption  of 
other  plans.  I  assured  her  there  was  j^lenly  of 
time  to  take  such  matters  into  consideration ;  and 
it  was  agreed  between  us  that  we  should  corre- 
spond frequently  until  we  again  met. 

When  the  day  of  separation  came,  Juliet  sought 
an  opportunity  of  expressing  to  her  great-aunt 
Mrs,  Oldcastle  the  full  sense  of  gratitude  which 
she  experienced  for  all  that  lady's  considerate  and 
delicate  kindness  towards  her  ;  and  Mrs.  Oldcastle 
replied,  "  If  I  had  not  considered  you  worthy  of 
my  best  care  and  tenderest  attention — in  short,  if 
I  had  not  been  convincsd  that  you  were  entirely 
sinned  against  and  in  no  way  sinning — I  should 
not  have  treated  you  thus.  Your  secret,  my  dear 
girl,  is  now  safe :  you  may  go  back  into  the  great 
world  with  as  raueh  confidence  and  assurance  as 
all  the  circumstances  which  have  happened  can 
possibly  leave  behind.  I  am  convinced  that  your 
principles  are  good ;  and  as  I  have  long  been  dis- 
abused of  the  strong  prejudices  I  once  entertained 
in  respect  to  the  stage,  you  may  resume  your  pro- 
fession if  such  be  your  taste.  I  could  at  once 
render  you  independent  thereof  if  I  thought  fit : 
but  I  prefer  for  the  present  to  leave  you  to  your 

own  exertions though  remember,  at  all   times 

you  may  fly  to  me  in  any  emergency,  with  the 
conviction  that  so  long  as  you  yourself  are  fault- 
less you  will  bo  received  with  open  arms." 

To  me  also  Mrs.  Oldcastle  said  many  kind  things; 
and  on  both  of  us  did  she  bestow  several  presents 
— not  very  costly  ones  certainly — but  still  as  wel- 
come to  us  in  the  form  of  friendly  testimonials  as 
if  they  had  been  of  ten  times  the  value.  Wo 
affectionately  embraced  the  old  lady  and  Mary 
Glentworth;  and  we  took  our  departure  for 
Eamsgate.  Juliet,  being  possessed  of  a  vigorous 
constitution  and  robust  health,  had  now  com- 
pletely recovered  all  her  good  looks :  indeed  me- 
thought  she  seemed  handsomer  than  ever.  There 
was  a  slight  shade  of  pensiveness  on  her  counte- 
nance: but  this  only  rendered  her  the  more  inte- 
resting ;  and  she  exerted  all  her  power  to  resume 
her  former  gaiety,  for  the  sake  of  her  parents  and 
myself,  and  likewise  to  avert  suspicion  when 
coming  in  contact  with  the  world  again.  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman,  who  had  not  seen  her  for  some 
months,  were  rejoiced  to  fold  her  ia  their  arms 
again ;  and  this  delight  was  enhanced  when  they 
saw  how  well  she  was  looking,  and  with  what  for- 
titude she  bore  the  bereavement  which  had  at  first 
plunged  her  into  such  deep  affliction.  Beda  was 
happy  enough  on  welcoming  me  again ;  and  she 
told  me  that  she  had  received  a  letter  from  Wil- 
liam  Lardner,  who  had  succeeded  in  obtaining  a 
berth  on  board  an  East  Indiaman.  She  offered  to 
show  me  the  letter :  but  I  would  not  accept  the 
proposition.  I  told  her  that  I  had  confidence  in 
her  discretion  and  prudence ;  and  that  if  I  had 
given  her  permission  to  correspond  with  the  young 


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man,  it  was  becauso  I  entertained  that  opinion 
conoernin?  lier.  Here  was  another  source  of  pride 
and  satisfaction  for  Beda, — who  in  one  sense  was 
as  artless  as  a  child,  though  in  other  respects  she 
had  all  the  astuteness  and  readiness  of  wit  which 
could  have  belonged  to  an  experienced  woman. 

After  three  or  four  days'  sojourn  at  Eamsgate — 
where  tiie  fresh  breezes  tended  still  more  than  the 
gentler  air  at  River  House  to  renovate  the  bloom 
upon  Juliet's  cheeks— we  all  returned  to  London, 
and  were  once  agaia  installed  in  Hunter  Street. 


CHAPTER  XLV. 

TJTE    EAEL   OP   CABSIIAITOS. 

AiioxGSX  the  numerous  cards  which  had  been  left 
by  visitors  ia  our  absence,  and  which  wo  found 
upon  the  drawing-room  table  when  we  returned 
home,  were  two  which  the  domestic  intimated  had 
been  specially  left  for  myself.  These  bore  the 
names  of  the  Earl  and  Countess  of  Carsbalton, 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and  Juliet  were  all  three 
esoited  and  surprised  at  thus  discovering  that  Lord 
Frederick  Eivenscliffd's  parents  had  called  upon 
me:  but  Mr.  2forman  speedilj  remarked,  "It  is 
merely  one  of  those  instances  of  homage  which 
from  high  quarters  are  paid  to  our  dear  Ellen's 
talents." 

This  solution  of  the  circumstance  satisfied  Mrs. 
Norman  and  Juliet;  and  I  did  not  choose  to  give 
any  explanation  on  the  subject :  for  if  I  had  ia- 
fortni'd  them  of  the  adventure  in  the  railway  train, 
I  must  have  mentioned  my  journey  to  Paisley — 
or  at  least  have  stated  that  I  had  visited  Birming- 
ham.  It  was  through  a  pure  feeling  of  modesty, 
and  from  a  dislike  to  converse  on  topics  personally 
interesting  to  myself  alone,  that  I  had  hitherto 
sail  nothing  in  respect  to  my  engagement  to  my 
cousin  Harry  Wakefield,  and  that  I  now  kept 
silent  relative  to  our  recent  meeting. 

I  conceive!  it  to  be  my  duty  to  pay  my  respects 
to  the  Earl  and  Countess  of  Carsbalton :  and  I  had 
no  disinclination  to  take  this  step,  inasmuch  as  I 
saw  by  the  fashionable  intelligence  in  a  newspaper 
that  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  was  at  the  time 
in  Paris.  Accordingly,  on  the  day  after  our  return 
to  town,  I  proceeded  to  Carsbalton  House,  and 
was  at  once  introduced  to  the  drawing-room— 
where  I  found  the  Earl  and  Countess.  His  lord- 
ship Avas  now  completely  restored  to  health ;  and 
the  moment  I  entered  the  room  he  hastened  for- 
ward, grasping  both  my  hands  with  an  effusion  of 
the  liveliest  gratitude.  Tiie  Countes?  welcomed 
me  with  an  equal  cordiality:  they  made  me  sit 
between  them  upon  the  sofa ;  and  whatsoever  aris- 
tocratic pride  —  which  was  not  a  little  —  marked 
their  conduct  at  olher  times,  was  now  altogether 
banished. 

"  Miss  Tratford,"  said  the  Earl,  "  to  you  I  am 
indebted  for  my  life.  The  surgeon  and  my  own 
domestic  have  made  me  acquainted  with  the  im- 
mensity of  the  obligation  I  owe  you,  far  more  ex- 
plicitly than  your  own  natural  modesty  would 
suffer  you  to  explain  it  when  you  were  good 
enough  to  call  upon  the  Countess  with  the  intel- 
ligence of  my  illness.  I  know  not  how  I  can  tes- 
tify my  gratitude.    Mere  words  are  nothing.     But 


if  there  be  any  service  I  can  render  — if  there  be 
any  friend  in  whom  you  are  interested — 1  will 
exert  myself  to  the  utmost  in  any  task  you  may 
enjoin  me.  My  position  gives  me  considerable 
inlluence  with  the  Government " 

"Ah!"  ejaculated  the  Countess;  "I  see  Misa 
I  TrafFord's  countenance  brightening  up  !  Yes— it 
I  is  evident  we  can  do  something  for  her  ! — and  I 
shall  be  so  rejoiced  !  For  do  you  know,  my  dear 
Miss  Trafford,  his  lordship  and  I  have  been  won- 
dering how  we  could  testify  our  gratitude;  and  it 
would  so  delight  us  to  be  enabled  to  give  you  a 
proof  of  it — though  bear  in  mind  that  we  shall  all 
the  same  continue  your  debtors." 

Yes — my  countenance  had  indeed  brightened  up 
from  its  wonted  air  of  calmness ;  for  an  idea  had 
flashed  into  ray  mind,  and  a  wild  hope  had  thrill- 
ingly  taken  possession  of  my  heart. 

"  My  lord,"  I  said,  "  there  is  indeed  a  favour 
which  I  could  ask  of  you,  if  it  bo  not  too  great— 
a  favour  which  would  leave  me  immeasurably  your 
debtor " 

"  Name  it,  Miss  Trafford  !"  both  the  Countess 
and  himself  ejaculated  as  if  in  the  same  breath. 

"  I  scarcely  know  how  to  frame  my  request,"  I 
responded,  now  hesitating  and  suddenly  seized 
with  confusion.  "But  Oh,  my  lord  !— and  you 
too,  my  lady — listen  to  a  secret  which  I  have  to 
reveal  to  you  !  My  real  name  is  not  Traf- 
ford  " 

"  We  have  heard  it  whispered,"  said  the 
Countess, — "  I  know  not  exactly  where — that  it 
is  merely  a  pseudonym  according  to  a  fashion  by 
no  means  unusual  in  the  dramatic  world— but  that 
your  real  name  is  Percy." 

"  It  is,"  I  rejoined  :  and  I  felt  the  blood  rush- 
ing to  my  cheeks  as  I  went  on  to  say,  "  And  does 
not  the  name  of  Percj/,  my  lord,  remind  you  of 
some  one  whom  in  earlier  years  you  knew  and 
befriended  F" 

"  Good  heavens !"  ejaculated  the  Earl.  "  What ! 
Percy  the  clergyman  ?" 

"'  The  same,  my  lord,"  I  answered,  with  the 
blushes  deepening  on  my  cheeks  :  and  Oh  !  that  I 
should  have  felt  that  blush  glowing  and  burning 
there  on  account  of  the  author'of  my  being! 

"  But  what  do  you  mean  ?"  inquired  the  Earl 
kindly.  "  Is  it  possible  that  any  connexion  sub- 
sists between  yourself  and  that  unfortunate  man 
whom  you  have  named  ?" 

"  Speak,  my  dear  girl,"  whispered  the  Countess. 
"  Do  not  be  afraid.     We  are  your  friends." 

"  That  unfortunate  man,"  I  said,  with  a  con- 
vulsive sob,  "is  my  own  father  !" 

"Your  father  !"  ejaculated  the  Earl :  and  then 
both  he  and  the  Countess  surveyed  me  with 
illimitable  compassion. 

"  Yes — he  is  my  father,"  I  continued  :  "  and 
he  lives — you  know  that  he  is  alive,  my  lord  ! — you 
yourself  saw  him  not  very  long  ago  in  London  I" 

"  It  is  true,"  rejoined  the  Earl  of  Carsbalton; 
"  and  I  do  not  bear  the  unfortunate  man  any 
ill-will.  On  the  contrary,  Miss  Percy,  now  that 
I  know  he  is  so  nearly  connected  with  yourself,  if 
there  be  anything  I  can  possibly  do         " 

"  My  lord,"  I  said  entreatingly,  "  you  can  pro- 
cure his  pardon— you  possess  influence  with  the 
Gjvernment — you  may  become  the  means  of  re- 
storing him  in  safety  to  his  own  native  country,  if 
I  nut  to  society  itself!" 


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My 
peoal 


"  Anjthing  that  lies  in  my  power  would  I  do 
to  serve  you.  Miss  Percy,"  eaid  the  Earl :  "  but 
there  is  one  circumstance " 

"  Alas,  I  know  what  you  mean,  my  lord 
unhappy  father  flod  from  the  far-off 
colony " 

"  It  is  this  that  constitutes  the  only  difficulty," 
remarked  Lord  Carshalton,  in  a  musing  manner. 
"  If  the  whole  affair  were  to  remain  private — and 
if  your  father  would  content  himself  with  having 
his  free  pardon  granted,  but  that  it  should  not  be 
paraded  in  the  newspapers,  it  would  be  altogether 
different.  I  however  presume  his  object  would 
be  to  give  publicity  to  the  fact  j  and  this  would 
call  down  upon  the  Government  such  animadver- 
sion on  the  part  of  the  liberal  press,  that  I  fear 
the  Secretary  of  State  would  hardly  venture  to 
run  such  a  risk  by  granting  such  a  boon." 

If  I  had  not  interrupted  this  speech  almost  at 
the  very  outset,  it  was  because  hope  was  again  so 
vividly  excited  within  me  that  my  emotions  choked 
the  power  of  utterance.  At  length  I  said,  in  a 
tone  of  fervid  and  grateful  enthusiasm,  "  Oh,  my 
lord  !  there  is  no  difficulty  !  Secrecy  is  above  a!l 
things  to  be  desired :  whereas,  on  the  other  hand, 
the  publicity  of  the  act  would  almost  disincline 
me  to  behold  it  accomplished  at  all.  If  it  be  pos- 
sible to  procure  this  pardon  for  my  unfortunate 
father,  it  would  at  least  enable  him  to  return  in 
safety  to  England — without  the  fear " 

"  Enough,  Miss  Percy  !"  said  the  Earl  of  Car- 
shalton :  "  consider  this  as  good  as  done.  In  a 
few  days  you  shall  receive  your  father's  pardon. 
The  Countess  and  myself  will  respect  your  secret ; 
and  never  from  our  lips  shall  it  go  forth  to  the 
world — no,  not  even  to  our  own  children." 

I  expressed  my  warmest  thanks  for  the  promise 
held  out  and  the  assurances  thus  given  to  me; 
and  when  I  had  recovered  from  the  almost  over- 
powering effect  of  the  joyous  emotions  which  were 
agitating  in  my  soul,  I  rose  to  take  my  departure. 
But  the  Earl  and  Countess  insisted  on  keeping  me 
with  them  a  little  longer :  luncheon  was  served  up 
— and  we  discoursed  on  a  variety  of  subjects. 

"  By  the  bye,"  said  the  Earl  of  Carshalton,  after 
a  brief  pause  in  the  conversation,  "  I  could  not 
help  noticing  that  sweetly  interesting  attendant  of 
your's  who  travelled  with  you  on  the  occasion 
■when  you  rendered  me  the  important  service  for 
which  I  am  so  deeply  grateful.  I  could  not  help 
looking  at  that  young  girl— I  hope  that  neither 
you  nor  she  thought  mo  rude :  but  there  was  a 
certain  reason " 

"  The  truth  is,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  said  the 
Countess,  "his  lordship  has  before  told  me  how 
interested  he  was  in  that  beautiful  little  maid  of 
your's.  It  struck  him  that  she  was  of  gipsy  origin 
— or  at  least  that  there  was  Zingari  blood  in  her 
veins ;  and  %oe"  she  added  in  a  graver  tone,  "  have 
the  best  possible  reason  to  believe  that  if  amongst 
the  gipsies  there  are  bad  qualities,  so  on  the  other 
hand  there  are  good  ones." 

"Yes,"  I  answered  ;  "  his  lordship  was  right  :  — 
that  interesting  dependant  of  mine  is  of  gipsy 
origin." 

"  I  will  tell  you,  Miss  Percy,"  continued  the 
Countess,  "  why  both  his  lordship  and  myself  are 
always  interested  when  we  behold  a  gipsy — and 
we  make  it  a  rule  never  to  suffer  one  to  pass  us 
without  affording  some  proof  of  this  interest,  which 


indeed  takes  the  form  of  gratitude.  Our  son  Lord 
Frederick,  when  a  child,  was  stolen  from  his  nurse 
— we  were  staying  then  at  our  country-seat  near 

E  cnbledon " 

"  Ah !"  I  ejaculated,  as  an  idea  flashed  to  my 
mind  :  "  this  is  indeed  most  singular  !  Methinks 
I  can  continue  the  narrative  which  your  ladyship 
has  commenced.  The  stolen  child  was  restored  to 
you:  and  you  generously  allowed  an  annuity  to 
the  gipsies  who  afforded  you  this  happiness." 

"  True,  Miss  Percy  !"  cried  the  Countess.  "  But 
how  came  you  acquainted  with  an  incident  of 
which  his  lordship  and  myself  have  so  rarely  spoken 
except  within  the  circle  of  our  own  family  ?'' 

"  I  learnt  that  tale  from  the  lips  of  the  little 
maiden  whose  appearance  so  much  interested  your 
lordship :  for  she,"  I  continued,  "  is  the  daughter 
of  those  persons  who  restored  jour  child  and  to 
whom  you  allowed  an  annuity." 

"This  is  indeed  most  remarkable!"  exclaimed 
the  Earl  of  Carshalton.  "The  name  of  that  man 
who  restored  us  our  child,  was  Robinson." 

"  And  my  youthful  dependant's  name  is  Beda 
Robinson,"  I  answered.  "  Aided  by  the  annuity 
which  your  lordship  allowed,  her  parents  were 
enabled  to  live  in  what  may  be  termed  a  respect* 
able  manner  for  gipsy-people.  From  all  that  I 
have  heard  relative  to  them,  they  were  honest  and 

upright " 

"  But  if  I  had  known  where  to  find  their 
daughter,"  exclaimed  the  Earl,  "  I  would  have  con- 
tinued that  same  annuity  to  her.  It  was  but 
twenty  pounds  a  year-  it  used  to  be  paid  in  half- 
yearly  portions — my  steward  at  Embledon  Park 
was  entrusted  with  this  duty — and  I  think  it  was 
about  six  or  seven  years  ago  that  Robinson  ceased 
to  call  for  his  stipend." 

"  It  was  at  about  that  time  he  and  his  wife 
died,"  I  responded.  "  They  were  cut  off  suddenly, 
by  some  malignant  fever,  within  two  or  three  days 
of  cue  another ;  and  Beda  was  removed  to  another 
place  the  instant  the  malady  developed  itself,  for 
fear  that  she  should  catch  it.  I  have  heard  all 
these  particulars  from  Beda's  own  lips ;  and  from 
the  details  which  I  have  thus  gathered,  it  is  to  be 
presumed  that  her  father  and  mother  must  have 
been  bo  suddenly  prostrated  by  the  deadly  malady 
as  to  incapacitate  them  from  making  on  their 
daughter's  behalf  a  revelation  which  might  have 
proved  serviceable  to  her.  All  she  knows  is  that 
her  parents  received  an  annuity  from  some  rich 
personages :  but  she  is  in  complete  ignorance  of 
the  name  of  the  Earl  of  Carshalton  in  connexion 
with  that  bounty." 

"The  obligation  under  which  we  lay  to  her 
parents  was  so  great,"  rejoined  the  nobleman, 
"  that  we  should  cheerfully  have  continued  the 
annuity  to  their  daughter.  Indeed,  when  I  learnt 
that  Robinson  had  suddenly  ceased  to  call  for  his 
money,  I  instructed  my  steward  to  make  all  pos- 
sible inquiries  concerning  him  :  but  these  were  •i 
no  avail.  I  need  not  now  ask  whether  the 
daughter  of  those  gipsies  is  a  deserving  girl :  it  is 
sufficient  that  she  is  in  your  service.  Miss  Percy, 
to  convince  me  of  her  merit.  I  am  now  prepared 
to  do  for  her  whatever  you  may  recommend. 
Shall  I  continue  the  annuity?" 

"  Slie  requires  it  not,  my  lord,"  I  answered: 
"  she  is  well  provided  for  in  my  service.  Indeed 
she  is  so  faithful  and   affectionate,  that  I  have 


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every  reason  to  treat  her  as  a  friend  rather  than 
as  a  menial ;  and  I  shall  never  lose  sight  of 
her." 

The  Earl  reflected  for  a  few  moments ;  and  he 
then  said,  "  Leave  this  matter  to  me,  Miss  Percy. 
I  shall  not  forget  your  young  friend  Beda." 

I  now  took  my  leave  of  Lord  and  Lady  Car- 
shaltoD,  infinitely  delighted  with  all  that  had  taken 
place  during  our  interview.  I  proceeded  to 
Zarah's  lodgings  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the 
London  University  ;  and  on  this  occasion  I  found 
her  at  home.  I  had  not  seen  her  for  nearly  two 
months  :  it  was  at  the  close  of  June  when  I  had 
left  Loudon  for  the  vacation— it  was  now  verging 
towards  the  end  of  August.  Exactly  sis  months 
had  elapsed  since  Zarah  had  separated  herself 
from  her  old  grandmother  Dame  Betty,  and  had 
assumed  the  position  of  a  lady.  At  the  time  when 
1  left  London  for  River  House  she  had  already 
made  a  truly  marvellous  progress  in  her  various 
studies  J  and  I  was  now  prepared  to  learn  that 
during  those  additional  two  mouths  she  had  pro- 
gressed in  a  proportionate  degree.  She  was  de- 
lighted to  see  me  :  she  welcomed  me  with  all  the 
enthusiasm  of  the  most  grateful  friendship  ;  and 
she  expressed  her  regret  that  she  should  have  been 
temporarily  absent  from  her  dwelling  when  I  called 
upon  her  about  three  weeks  previously,  at  the  time 
I  was  staying  with  the  Campanellas. 

"I  merely  went  away  for  a  few  days,"  she  ob- 
served, "  on  a  visit  to  a  watering-place ;  for  I  had 
studied  so  hard  that  though  of  a  vigorous  consti- 
tution and  enjoying  the  most  robust  health,  I 
nevertheless  experienced  the  necessity  of  change  of 
air." 

"  Have  you  seen  your  grandmother  recently  ?" 
I  inquired. 

"  I  have  not  seen  her  for  several  months,"  she 
responded:  "but  I  have  every  reason  to  believe 
that  she  is  perfectly  quiet  at  her  little  cottage  be- 
tween Birmingham  and  Embledon." 

"  And  what  reason  have  you  for  this  supposi- 
tion, Zarah  ?"  I  asked. 

"  Because  I  charged  the  young  woman  who  is 
in  attendance  upon  her,  to  send  me  an  account 
of  all  my  grandmother's  proceedings,"  replied 
Zarah.  "But  you,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  have 
some  motive  for  putting  this  question  ?" 

"  Yes — I  have  a  motive,"  I  rejoined :  "  for 
either  that  young  woman  of  whom  you  speak 
proves  faitiikss  to  the  instructions  which  you  have 
giren  her  ;  or  else  your  grandmother  conducts 
her  proceedings  with  sj  much  stealthy  caution  as 
t9  set  all  espial  at  defiance." 

"  What  mean  you  ?"  asked  Zarah,  almost 
frightened  at  the  words  which  had  just  fallen 
from  my  lips.  "Has  that  wretched  old  woman 
been  attempting  aught  against    your  peace  and 

security  ?     If  so "  and  a  dark  cloud  lowered 

upon  the  duskily  handsome  countenance  of  Zarah. 

Without  any  farther  preface  I  proceeded  to 
relate  everything  that  had  occurred  at  Birming- 
ham— how  Beda  had  fallen  in  with  the  old  dame — 
how  she  had  been  taken  to  the  cottage— and  how 
she  had  received  her  instructions  in  respect  to  the 
poisoned  lozenges.  Zarah  listened  in  deepest 
silence,  but  with  looks  that  indicated  all  the  dis- 
gust, horror,  shame,  and  indignation  which  she 
experienced  at  the  vile  machinations  of  her  old 
grandmother  against  me. 


"  Beda  is  as  intelligent   as  she  is  trustworthy," 

said  Zarah,  in  a  musing  strain  when  I  had  ceased 

1  speaking.     "The  answers  she  gave  to  my  wicked, 

j  infatuated  grandmother,   when   questioned   as  to 

j  the   circumstances    of     her    entrance   into   your 

I  service,  were  moat  shrewd  and  politic.     Oh,  that 

my  grandmother  should  still  continue  to  lend  her- 

self  to  the  abominable  schemes  of  your  enemies  !— 

for  there  can  be  no  doubt   in  respect  to  the  truth 

of  your  conjecture  that  Edwin   St.  Clair " — here 

1  Zarah's  voice  trembled  perceptibly — "  and  Lady 

Lilla  Esseudiue   were  the  prime  movers  in  this 

new  scheme  of  iniquity." 

There  was  a  brief  pause — at  the  expiration  of 
which  I  said,  "  It  was  for  your  sake,  Zarah,  that 
I  yielded  to  Beda's  representations,  and  forbore 
from  invoking  the  aid  of  the  law  against  those 
wretches." 

"  Ob,  you  are  indeed  justified  in  using  harsh 
words !"  she  ejaculated,  while  an  expression  of 
bitter  anguish  swept  over  her  countenance.  "  I 
thank  you,  my  dear  Miss  Percy— a  thousand  times 
do  I  thank  you  for  once  again  consenting  to  avoid 
an  exposure  which  would  prove  so  fatal  to  those 
principally  concerned,  and  which  would  redound 
upon  others !  And,  ah !  if  such  exposure  had 
taken  place,  all  that  I  for  the  last  six  months  have 
been  doing,  would  be  utterly  thrown  away !" 

"  I  do  not  understand  you,  Zarah,"  I  observed, 
astonished  at  the  remark  that  had  just  fallen  from 
her  lips. 

"  I  will  presently  explain  myself,"  she  re- 
sponded. "But  no!"  she  abruptly  ejaculated: 
"  I  will  afford  you  an  opportunity  of  comprehend- 
ing my  meaning.  Yes — the  time  is  now  eorae 
when  I  must  take  the  step  that  is  to  decide  my 
own  fate! — that  step  for  which  during  six  long 
mouths  I  have  been  so  assiduously  and  earnestly 
preparing  myself !  And  if  I  be  successful — as  I 
hope  and  trust  that  I  may — Oh  !  then,  in  that 
case,  rest  assured,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  that  I 
shall  henceforth  exist  as  a  barrier  between  your- 
self and  any  danger  on  the  part  of  Edwin  St. 
Clair !" 

There  was  another  pause,  during  which  Zarah 
seemed  absorbed  in  her  reflections ;  while  I  myself 
meditated  in  wonder  and  curiosity  upon  the 
strange  mysterious  words  that  had  been  flowing 
from  her  lips. 

"  You  did  well  to  order  those  poisoned  lozenges 
to  be  destroyed,"  she  said,  evidently  giving  sudden 
expression  to  a  thought  which  had  just  recurred 
to  her  mind.  "  Unfortunately,  my  dear  friend," 
she  continued,  "  my  grandmother  possesses  a  mar- 
vellous skill  in  the  compounding  of  various  drugs; 
for  she  has  been  in  Italy  and  in  Egypt— and  ia 
those  countries  she  learnt  the  diaboHc  art.  She 
has  at  times  spoken  to  me  of  many  of  her  secrets; 
and  I  am  thus  at  no  loss  to  conjecture  what  must 
have  been  the  slow  poison  which  she  used  in  the 
lozenges  that  she  gave  to  Beda  for  the  purpose  of 
undermining  your  constitution  and  carrying  you 
to  a  premature  grave.  That  poison  is  antimony. 
By  administering  infinitesimal  yet  continuous 
doses,  the  vital  powers  are  gradually  sapped— all 
the  faculties  of  life  itself  are  impaired — and  thus 
by  degrees  the  victim  sinks  out  of  existence. 
Willie  such  a  process  is  going  on,  the  most  skilful 
medical  attendant  would  ba  baffled — he  could  not 
possibly  suspect  the  presence  of  this  poison,  so 


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inndioua  in  its  operation  and  yet  so  sure  in  its 
fcfTeets!  But  enough  of  the  fearful  subject!  I 
shudder  to  think  of  it— and  I  feel  ashamed  to  con- 
verse upon  it,  because  it  is  a  kinswomaa  of  mine 
\vho  wields  that  fatal  and  mysteriously  striking 
weapon !" 

"Yes— let  us  turn  the  discourse,  Zarab,"  I 
said :  for  I  saw  that  it  gave  her  infinite  pain. 
"  And  now  tell  me  about  your  studies.  How  do 
they  progress  ?  and  is  there  any  service  which  I 
can  render  you?" 

"  Ah !  it  is  on  this  topic  that  I  am  now  de< 
sirous  to  talk  with  you,"  exclaimed  Zarah,  her 
countenance  brightening  up.  "  Have  you  an  hour 
to  spare  ?" 

"Two,  if  you  please,  at  your  service,"  I  re- 
plied. 

"Then  you  shall  subji>ct  me  to  a  species  of 
esaraioation !"  she  ejaculated;  "for  I  can  assure 
you  it  is  of  importance." 

Z'lrah   then  handed  me  a   list   of  the   various 
works  which   she   had  read  in  the  departments  of 
history,  science,  and  general  literature ;  and  with- 
out any  pedantic  display,  but  even  with  a  certain 
degree  of  bashfuluess— though  with  a  most  intelli- 
gent clearness— she  proceeded  to  aflford  me  proofs 
tliat  she  had  studied  those  works  to  considerable 
effect.     She  next  sat  down  to  the  pinno,  and  gave 
me  several  specimens  of  the  progress  she  had  made 
in  the  study   of  music.     When  this  part   of  the 
examination  was   finished,  she  produced  her  port- 
folio and  exhibited  her  drawings.     I  was  perfectly 
astonished  at  the   skill  which  these  specimens  dis- 
played, considering  that  six  months  back  she  was 
utterly    ignorant   of    the    art    itself.      Then    she 
showed  me  some   themes  and  other  prose-composi- 
tions which  she  had  achieved ;  and  I  read  them 
with   great  interest   and  with   increasing  wonder-  j 
ment.     Her  handwriting  was  fluent  and  lady-like  \ 
— the    language     was    perfectly    grammatical — in 
most  instances  it  was  well  chosen:  the  only  fault  j 
which   hypercriticism   could   find  with  it,  was  that 
in  some  parts  it  was  a  trifle   too  florid  and  high, 
flown      This  defect — if  a  positive  defect  it  were —  | 
I  dclic  tely  pointed  out  to  Zarah :    she  at   once  i 
OompreUended   my   meaning — she  saw  the  justice  ' 
of    my    strictures ;    and    under    my    supervision  i 
she  proceeded  to   prune  down  all  expletives  and  i 
mitigate   the  flourishing  redundancy  of  the  pas-  [ 
Sfiges  complained  of.     In  short,  I   was  perfectly  I 
surprised  at  the  progress  which  Zarah  bad  made  ! 
in  every  branch   of  her  self-imposed  stu  iies;  and  ] 
I  could  scarcely  believe  that  1  beheld  before  me  I 
the  same  person  who  about  ten  months  back  had  , 
flung  into   the  post-chaise,   as    I    was   returning  ! 
from  Embledon,  that  ill-spelt  letter  penned  in  a  [ 
bold  round  masculine  hand.  ' 

"  You  must  have  laboured  very  hard,  Zarah,"  i 
I  observed,  '•'  to  have  accomplished  so  much  in  the  ' 
comparatively  brief  space   of  sis  months ;  for  it  is 
only  half  a  year  since  you  settled  yourself  in  these 
lodgings    to    undertake    your    self-imposed    tasks. 
But  now  tell  me  what  is  the   meaning  of  all  this  , 
mystery.     It  is   evidently  connected  with  the  step  i 
which,  as  you  say,  you  are  about  to  take— an  im-  I 
portant  step  too!"  | 

"  In  three  days  hence,  my  dear  friend,"  she  j 
responded,  "  you  shall  behold  the  solution  of  this  , 
mystery.  Have  patience  for  that  period.  It  is  ' 
my  intention  to  remove  tomorrow  to  other  lodg- 


ings :  I  have  not  as  jet  q^uite  decided  where  they 
are  to  be;  but  you  shall  shortly  receive  a  note 
from  me,  indicating  my  new  abode,  and  making 
an  appointment  for  you  to  visit  me  there." 

"  Which  appointment,  Zarah,  I  shall  assuredly 
keep,"  was  my  response :  and  I  then  took  leave  of 
her,  wondering  what  could  be  the  mystery  of  her 
conduct  for  the  last  six  months,  and  deeply  curious 
for  the  solution  thereof. 


CHAPTER    XLVI. 

A   STEAIfGE   SCEKE. 

tTtiLiET  ]!foEMAN  was  DOW  about  to  return  to  the 
stage.  Perhaps  if  her  own  inclinations  had  been 
consulted  to  a  nicety,  she  would  rather  have  re- 
mained in  seclusion  for  a  little  while  longer,  until 
the  full  sense  of  her  recent  bereavement  had  worn 
off:  but  a  variety  of  considerations  induced  her  to 
seek  an  engagement  at  the  hands  of  Mr.  Eichards 
with  the  least  possible  delay.  In  the  first  place 
she  was  anxious  to  avert  all  suspicion  in  respect 
to  her  retirement  of  a  few  months  from  the  metro- 
polis :  and  this  she  thought  she  could  best  do 
by  resuming  her  professional  avocation  immedi- 
ately after  her  return  from  her  aunt's  house.  la 
the  second  place  her  parents  regularly  spent  the 
full  amount  of  their  salaries ;  and  therefore  what- 
soever Juliet  might  be  enabled  to  earn  became  a 
useful  addition  to  their  means  :  for,  as  I  have  al- 
ready stated,  from  my  purse  they  would  accept 
nothing  more  than  the  amount  which  they  con- 
sidered to  bo  a  fair  and  commensurate  remunera- 
tion for  the  cost  of  my  residence  beneath  their 
roof.  In  the  third  place  Juliet  had  her  own 
proper  pride;  and  she  naturally  sought  to  prove 
to  Lord  Frederick  P.avensclifi'f  that  she  was  not 
thoroughly  heart-broken  nor  crushed  by  the  in- 
famous treatment  she  had  experienced  at  Lis 
hands.  And  finally,  Juliet  was  attached  to  that 
profession  in  which  she  had  already  won  no  incon- 
siderable sh<>re  of  renown,  and  in  which  she  was  cer- 
tain of  being-  able  to  obtain  a  leading  position. 

Mr.  Richards  was  delighted  when  he  received 
an  intimation  that  Miss  K'urman  was  ready  to 
negoiiate  for  an  engagement;  and  he  proposed 
terms  so  liberal  that  a  bargain  was  very  shortly 
concluded.  Melissa  Harrison,  who  had  hitherto 
been  the  star  of  the  ballet  during  the  temporary 
secession  of  Juliet  Norman,  was  by  no  means 
jealous  when  she  found  that  our  mutual  friend 
was  to  resume  her  former  place  as  the  leading 
genius  in  that  sphere.  Juliet's  reappearance  upoa 
the  stage  was  welcome  also  to  the  public,  who  had 
ever  regarded  her  as  a  special  favourite ;  for  her 
handsome  couutenance,  her  fine  person,  the  lady- 
like grace  which  characterized  her,  the  refinement 
and  the  elegance  which  she  introduced  into  her 
practice  of  the  Terpsichorean  art— all  combined 
thus  to  secure  the  applause  of  the  beholders. 

I  have  a  vivid  recollection  of  that  evening  of 
^list's  reappearance.  I  had  performed  the  part 
of  Lady  Macbeth,  and  had  achieved  one  of  my 
most  glorious  triumphs.  I  was  elated  and  ia  high 
spirits  ;  for  there  was  also  in  my  mind  the  j  lyous 
recollection  of  the  Earl  of  Carshalton's  promise  to 
procure  the  pardon  of  my  father.     I  was  changing 


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my  attire,  at  the  conclusiou  ot  Sbakspere's  tragedy, 
when  Juliet  entered  my  dressing'-rootn  ready  ap- 
parelled for  the  ballet;  and  methought  she  had 
never  looked  so  handsome.  She  likewise  seemed 
to  anticipate  a  triumph  ;  for  there  was  a  radiance 
in  her  iHrge  deep  blue  eyes  which  shed  its  beams 
over  that  countenance  which  possessed  so  fine  an 
aquiline  profile.  She  seemed  to  have  a  nobler 
carriage  than  ever  of  the  long  arching  neck  ;  and 
ber  form  had  recently  taken  a  richer  development 
than  it  was  even  wont  to  have— Hebe-like  as  her 
shape  always  was.  Yet  the  waist  preserved  its 
wasp  like  thinness;  and  notwithstanding  a  luxu- 
riance of  contours  in  some  respects,  her  tall  figure 
displayed  all  that  8\lphid  lightness  which  was 
fitted  for  the  dance.  Her  dark  hair  was  arranged 
in  massive  bands,  and  gathered  in  a  Grecian  knot 
at  the  back  of  the  well-shaped  head.  Her  rich 
full  lipe,  parting  with  the  smile  of  anticipated 
triumph,  revealed  the  superb  teeth  :  and  altogether 
it  struck  me  that  Juliet  Norman  had  never  ap- 
peared so  strikingly  handsome. 

Shortly  after  her  entrance  into  my  dressing, 
room,  Melissa  Harrison  came  thither  also;  and 
she  likewise  appeared  more  than  usuallj'  attrac- 
tive. I  have  already  ^aid  that  she  was  a  hand- 
Borae  young  woman,  with  a  very  fine  figure  :  she 
was  wont  to  be  somewhat  sickly-looking —hut  for 
a  considerable  time  past  her  health  was  greatly 
improved  :  indeed  I  may  say  it  was  completely 
restored ;  and  she  had  a  natural  colour  upon  the 
cheeks  which  only  rendered  it  necessary  to  shed 
thereon  the  slightest  hue  of  an  artificial  rose. 
With  two  such  "stars"  to  lead  the  ballet,  Mr. 
Richards  had  every  reason  to  be  proud  as  a 
manager,  and  to  congratulate  himself  on  the  cer- 
tainty of  reaping  a  golden  harvest.  When  Juliet 
appeared  upon  the  stage,  she  was  welcomed  with 
a  perfect  furore  of  applause ;  and  she  certainly 
acquitted  herself  in  a  manner  which  transcended 
all  her  former  efforts.  The  triumph  she  had  ex- 
pected to  accomplish  was  thoroughly  achieved ; 
and  after  the  curtain  had  fallen,  she  was  loudly 
called  for— and  on  being  led  forward,  was  enthu- 
siasticr.ily  applauded. 

The  third  day  since  my  interview  with  Zarab 
arrived ;  and  as  yet  I  had  not  received  from  her 
the  promised  letter  to  announce  the  address  of  her 
sew  lodgings  and  to  make  an  appointment  for  me 
to  call  upon  her.  I  waited  at  home  until  past 
three  o'clock  in  the  afternoon,  expecting  the  ar- 
rival of  her  communication  by  every  post:  but 
still  it  came  not.  I  thought  that  she  had  perhaps 
written  and  that  her  letter  might  possibly  have 
miscarried  :  I  accordingly  proceeded  to  her  lodg- 
ings in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  London  Uni- 
veisity :  but  I  there  learnt  that  she  had  removed 
the  day  previously,  and  the  landlady  of  the  house 
knew  not  whither  she  had  gone.  I  returned  to 
Hunter  Street:  the  dinner-hour  passed  away — 
and  still  no  letter  arrived  from  Zarah.  It  was 
not  one  of  my  evenings  for  appearing  at  the 
theatre ;  and  I  therefore  remained  at  home,  in 
anxious  expectation  of  receiving  the  promised 
note.  The  Normans  set  o£f  at  their  usual  liour 
for  their  professional  engagements ;  and  it  was 
about  eight  o'clock  when  I  heard  a  cab  stop  oppo- 
eiie  the  house.  One  of  the  servants  came  up  to 
inform  me  that  a  lady  desired  to  speak  to  me  at 
once ;  and  that  I  mi;^ht  know  who  she  was,  she 


had  desired  the  domestic  to  intimate  that  it  was 
the  person  from  whom  I  was  expecting  a  letter. 
I  instantaneously  conceived  that  as  Zarah  did  not 
come  up-stairs,  she  wished  me  to  accompany  her. 
I  therefore  hastened  to  my  chamber,  put  on  my 
bonnet  and  shawl,  and  sped  down  to  the  cab. 

"Can  you  come  with  me  for  an  hour?"  ehe 
hastily  asked :  and  I  perceived  that  her  voice  was 
tremulous  with  some  deep  emotion. 

"Yes,"  I  answered,  at  once  entering  the  vehicle. 

"Back  to  the  house  where  you  took  me  up!" 
said  Zarah  to  the  driver  ;  "  and  go  quick  !  You 
shall  be  well  paid  ! — My  dear  Miss  Percy,"  she 
continued,  addressing  herself  to  me  as  the  cab 
rolled  rapildy  along,  "you  must  have  been  sur- 
prised  at  not  hearing  from  me  according  to  pro- 
mise ?■' 

"  Both  surprised  and  uneasy,"  I  answered : 
'■'  for  I  have  been  to  your  former  lodgings  in 
search  of  you." 

"  And  you  received  no  tidings  of  me  there," 
said  Zarah.  "  No — for  there  is  a  certain  mystery 
in  all  my  proceedings ;  and  I  choose  not  to  gratify 
the  curiosity  of  landladies  or  domestics  by  afford- 
ing them  a  clue  to  my  movements  in  a  new  place 
after  I  have  quitted  an  old  one.  In  respect  to  the 
delay  in  writing  to  ycu,  it  has  been  occasioned  by 
my  inability  to  find  a  particular  person  until  with- 
in the  hour  that  is  now  passing;  and  this  difficulty 
I  had  not  foreseen  when  I  gave  you  that  promise. 
The  person  to  whom  I  am  alluding,  will  be  at  my 
lodgings  at  half-past  eight  o'clock  :  we  shall  havu 
time  to  reach  them  before  he  arrives — or  at  least  I 
hope  so;  and  then,  as  in  the  case  of  myself  and 
Luigi,  you  shall  become  an  unseen  witness  of  the 
interview  which  takes  place  between  us." 

"And  who  is  this  person,  Zarah?"  I  inquired, 
more  than  ever  wondering  at  the  mystery  that  she 
maintained,  and  marvelling  to  what  object  all 
these  proceedings  could  possibly  tend. 

"  My  dear  Miss  Percy,"  she  said,  without 
exactly  answering  the  question,  "you  are  about  to 
learn  the  principal  secret  of  my  life.  That  secret; 
has  placed  me  iu  a  position  which  now  compels 
me  to  regard  the  result  of  the  expected  interview 
as  the  decic-ion  of  my  fate.  If  it  be  for  weal — ac- 
cording as  I  measure  the  standard  of  my  own  hap- 
piness— you  may  perhaps  think  fit  to  congratulate 
me :  but  if  it  be  for  woe,  I  am  confident  that  you 
will  afford  me  your  sympathy." 

"  In  those  alternatives,  my  conduct  either  way 
will  prove  as  you  have  anticipated.  But  tell  me, 
Zarab,"  I  said,  "  who  is  this  person  that  you  are 
about  to  meet  and  whom  you  have  experienced 
such  difliculty  in  finding?" 

"You  are  courageous,  Miss  Percy,"  she  an- 
swered; "and  I  believe — I  hope— you  know  me 
well  enough  to  be  confident  that  I  would  sooner 
sacrifice  my  life  to  render  you  a  service  than 
accept  the  most  brilliant  rewards  to  do  you  an  in- 
jury. Yes,  I  will  tell  you  who  the  person  is  that  . 
I  am  about  to  meet,  it  is  not  fair  that  you 
should  be  taken  by  surprise,  or  that  you  should 
even  proceed  any  further  without  knowing  in 
whose  vicinage  you  will  remain  as  an  unseen  wit* 
ness.     It  is  Captain  St.  Clair." 

I  could  hardly  repress  an  ejaculation  of  mingled 
astonishment  and  annoyance  at  this  announce-, 
meut :  but  the  next  moment  it  struck  me  that 
Zarah  must  have  somtj  very  struug  motives  for 


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rendering  me  the  witness  of  an  interview  between 
herself  and  that  individual.  I  had  the  fullest 
confidence  in  the  fidelity  of  her  attacbineut  to- 
\T8rds  me;  and  therefore  I  resolved  to  proceed. 
Besides,  it  occurred  to  me  that  I  should  most 
assuredly  learn  fresh  secrets  relative  to  St.  Clair, 
end  that  the  more  I  knew  of  his  private  life  the 
more  completely  he  would  be  in  my  power,  and 
the  greater  the  number  of  offensive  and  defensive 
weapons  I  should  be  getting  into  my  own  hand. 
Finally,  I  was  very  curious  to  penetrate  all  these 
mysteries  in  which  Zarah  was  playing  so  singular 
a  part. 

"  You  will  come  with  me  ?"  she  said,  after 
having  allowed  a  few  minutes  to  elapse  for  my 
meditation. 

"  Yes,"  I  responded  :  "  I  will  pursue  this  ad- 
venture to  the  end." 

There  was  now  another  interval  of  silence — 
during  which,  as  I  contemplated  Zarah  by  the 
blaze  of  light  shed  from  the  shops  in  the  West 
End  streets  through  which  we  were  passing,  I 
perceived  that  she  was  very  handsomely  dressed. 
Indeed  she  was  fashionably  apparelled — but  in 
a  style  strictly  consistent  with  good  taste,  there 
being  nothing  gaudy  nor  outrageous  in  her 
toilet.  She  had  evidently  addressed  herself  to 
some  first-rate  milliner,  to  whose  discretion  and 
judgment  she  had  completely  abandoned  herself  in 
respect  to  her  raiment.  She  looked  exceedingly 
handsome;  and  the  flush  of  excitement  upon  her 
cheeks  glowed  through  the  dusky  tint  of  her  com- 
plexion. Her  long  black  hair  flowed  from  beneath 
an  elegant  Parisian  bonnet;  and  her  large  eyes 
shone  with  a  stronger  lustre  than  was  even  their 
wont.  I  saw  in  the  expression  of  her  features  that 
there  was  a  firm  decision  to  enact  a  particular 
part  at  the  expected  interview,  and  that  she  hoped 
likewise  to  work  it  out  to  a  successful  issue. 

I  was  still  wondering  what  purpose  Zarah  could 
possibly  have  in  view,  when  the  cab  stopped  in 
front  of  a  house  situated  in  a  good  street  at  the 
West  End  of  the  town.  A  cabriolet,  with  its 
lighted  lamps,  which  had  already  stopped  there, 
had  to  draw  on  a  little  to  make  way  for  our  own 
humbler  vehicle;  and  Zarah  hastily  said,  "St. 
Clair  has  arrived  !" 

"  Then  your  project  of  rendering  me  an  unseen 
listener,"  I  said,  "  has  failed  ?" 

"Not  so,"  replied  Zarah:  "the  arrangement 
continues  as  before." 

We  alighted :  she  rewarded  the  cabman  with  a 
liberality  which  elicited  his  warmest  thanks;  and 
the  front  door  was  opened  by  a  very  neatly  attired 
maid  servant.  Zarah  inquired  if  a  gentleman  were 
waiting  in  the  front  drawing-room  ?  and  the  maid 
replied  in  the  aflirmative.  My  gipsy-friend  then 
led  me  up  a  handsome  staircase  to  the  first  floor, 
where  she  gently  opened  a  door.  I  entered  a  room 
which  was  involved  in  semi-obscurity ;  but  there 
was  sufficient  light  from  the  windows  to  show  me 
that  it  was  a  handsomely  furnished  sitting  apart- 
ment, having  the  air  of  a  back  drawing-room. 
Zarah  closed  the  door  upon  me  as  noiselessly  as 
she  had  opened  it ;  and  I  speedily  discovered  that 
there  was  a  large  pair  of  folding-doors  communi- 
cating with  the  front  apartment.  My  gipsy- 
friend  evidently  did  not  intend  to  lose  any  time, 
nor  expose  me  to  the  chance  of  discovery  in  my 
hiding-placo,  by  ascending  to  her  own  chamber  to 


make  any  change  in  her  apparel ;  for  she  proceeded 
at  once  into  the  front  drawing-rootn  by  means  of  a 
door  communicating  therewith  from  the  landing. 

"  1  am  here  according  to  promise,  my  dear 
Zarah,"  said  St.  Clair,  in  a  listU'Ss  iadift'erent 
manner,  as  if  he  were  addressing  himsc4f  to  some 
menial  towards  whom  he  might  adopt  a  tone  of  a 
certain  insolent  familiarity.  "  And  now  perhaps 
you  will  have  the  kindness  to  tell  me  what  all  this 
means — why  for  the  last  six  or  seven  months  you 
have  disappeared  as  it  were  from  the  world- 
why  I  now  find  you  pranked  out  in  this  elegant 
style— and  why  you  are  the  tenant  of  handsome 
apartments,— 3/0K  who  at  one  time  would  have 
been  contented  with  a  ricketty  old  caravan  or  a 
tumble-down  cottage." 

"  Have  the  kindness  to  be  seated.  Captain  St. 
Clair,"  said  Zarah,  in  a  calm  voice,  which  showed 
the  most  perfect  confidence  in  herself,  and  which 
seemed  to  imply  a  quiet  disdain  to  take  any 
notice  of  the  impertinent  flippancy  of  his  manner 
and  observations. 

At  the  same  time  that  she  thus  spoke,  she  ad- 
vanced towards  the  folding-doors  to  draw  forward 
for  her  own  use  a  chair  which  stood  against  them  : 
and  this  action,  which  could  have  nothing  signiti. 
cant  in  it  for  St.  Clair,  nevertheless  had  a  certain 
purpose  which  at  once  developed  itself  to  me  ;  for 
by  the  removal  of  the  chair  one  of  the  leaves  of 
the  folding-doors  opened  to  the  extent  of  about  an 
inch,  thus  enabling  me  to  listen  with  all  the 
greater  facility  to  whatsoever  conversation  might 
take  place. 

"  You  certainly  look  remarkably  well,  Zarah," 
continued  St.  Clair,  "  in  that  fashionable  toilet  of 
your's :  but  permit  a  friend  to  observe  that  such 
an  apparel,  and  such  a  mode  of  life  as  this  which 
you  seem  to  be  leading,  are  rather  inconsistent 
with  the  want  of  those  graces  of  manner — those 
mental  accomplishments,  which  constitute  true 
gentility." 

"And  do  you  find,  Captain  St.  Clair,"  asked 
Zarah,  in  a  really  most  lady-like  tone,  "  that  I  am 
so  completely  deficient  in  these  respects  ?" 

"  On  my  soul,  Zarah,  I  can't  make  you  out  ?" 
ejaculated  St.  Clair.  "  You  do  not  seem  to  be  the 
same  Zarah  that  I  used  to  know.  If  I  had  been 
drinking  I  should  think  that  my  eyes  were  de- 
ceiving me :  but  being  in  possession  of  m  v  sober 
senses,  I  confess  that  I  am  astonished.  Yes — 
truly,  the  more  I  look  at  you,  the  more  do  you 
seem  altered.  Why,  what  on  earth  does  it  all 
mean  ?  That  gesture  of  your's  is  far  from  inele- 
gant  that  posture  becomes  you and  as  I 

am  a  living  man  !  you  seem  as  if  you  had  never 
worn  anything  else  but  pink  bonnets  from  Paris 
and  silk  dresses  made  up  by  the  Court  milliner. 
What  the  deuce  does  it  all  mean,  Zarah  ?" 

"  It  means.  Captain  St.  Clair,"  she  answered, 
"  that  I  have  studied  to  work  this  improvement  in 
myself.  You  remember  that  some  six  or  seven 
months  back  you  made  me  a  present  of  a  bank- 
note  " 

"  For  five  hundred  pounds,"  added  St.  Clair 
carelessly.  "But  what  of  that?  I  grant  you 
that  with  a  portion  of  it  you  might  purchase  the 
elegant  toilet  which  you  wear,  and  that  it  would 
for  a  long  time  enable  you  to  li^e  in  such  apart- 
ments as  these.  But  you  canaot  buy  refinement 
of  manner  with  gold  ;  and  though  you  may  have 


JULIET  NOroiAN. 


a  piano,  for  instauce,  stuck  up  in  that  recess,  I 
Vfiii  defy  you  to  touch  a  note  of  it  tunefully  !" 

Without  answering  a  syllable,  Zarah  rose  from 
her  seat,  proceeded  to  the  piano,  placed  herself 
there,  and  commenced  the  most  difficult  piece  of 
music  of  which  she  had  rendered  herself  the  mis- 
tress. At  first  I  could  not  prevent  myself  from 
trembling — for  much  I  feared  lest  she  should  be 
nervous  and  thus  fail  of  achieving  the  success  at 
which  she  aimeJ  in  this  department  of  her 
studies.  But  my  apprehension  soon  wore  oflf,  as  1 
found  that  she  progressed  with  the  most  perfect 
accuracy  :  her  execution  was  characterized  by  taste 
and  skill;  and  not  a  false  note  jarred  upon  the 
ear.  I  could  even  discern  that  to  the  very  flow  of 
harmony  which  she  evoked  from  the  instrument, 
she  imparted  as  it  were  some  of  the  enthusiasm 
that  was  in  her  own  soul ;  and  thus  she  gave 
greater  effect  to  the  charm  of  the  music  itself.  1 
longed  to  peep  forth  to  snatch  a  glimpse  of  St. 
No.  3i. — Ellen  Peecy. 


Clair's  countenance,  so  as  to  ascertain  what  he 
thought  of  this  demonstration  of  Zarah's  accom- 
plishment: but  I  dared  not  risk  aught  that  should 
tend  to  the  discovery  of  my  presence  there.  I 
may  here  observe  that  I  always  experienced  a  cold 
creeping  horror,  when  finding  myself  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  that  man,  or  when  brought  in 
contact  with  him:— at  least  such  had  been  my 
feeling  ever  since  I  had  begun  to  suspect  that  he 
had  been  guilty  of  crimes  the  bare  idea  of  which  was 
only  too  well  calculated  to  send  a  shudder  along 
all  my  nerves  and  a  glacial  chill  sweeping  through 
the  very  blood  itself.  But  now,  for  the  time- 
being,  this  disagreeable  sensation  was  absorbed  in 
the  charm  of  Zarah's  music,  and  in  the  glow  of 
pleasure  which  I  experienced  at  her  success. 

"Oq  my  soul !"  exclaimed  St.  Clair,  as  the  last 
sounds  of  the  harmony  died  away  vibratingly 
through  the  room,  "  you  astonish  me,  Zarah  !"— 
and   yet  methought   there  was   a   cartaiu   slight 


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under-current  of  supercilious  scorn  and  contempt 
in  bis  accents.  "But,  after  all,  one  may  have  a 
natural  taste  for  music;  and  iu  that  case  a  fe* 
guineas  bestowed  upon  a  skilful  teacher  will  lead 
to  such  a  result  as  that  of  which  you  have  just 
given  me  a  sp-cimen.  Have  you  ever  heard  of 
such  a  thing'  as  cramming  young  men  to  pass  their 
examinations  at  the  universities  or  public  schools  ? 
There  is  such  a  system,  I  can  assure  you;  an.l  I 
now  begin  to  think  that  it  can  as  readily  be  applied 
to  the  art  of  music  as  to  Latin,  Greek,  or  mathe- 
matics." 

"There  are  a  number  of  music-books,"  re- 
sponded ZArah,  in  that  same  quiet  tone  in  which 
fhe  had  from  the  first  been  speaking  :  '"'  and  if  it 
should  suit  TOUT  fancy  to  indicate  any  particular 
piece " 

"'  I  have  really  a  very  great  mind  to  put  you  to 
the  test,  Zarah,"  interrupted  St.  Clair;  "for  this 
scene  is  infinitely  amusing;  and  though  I  cannot 
for  my  life  understand  the  aim  of  it,  yet  I  am 
■willing  enough  to  prolong  it,  as  I  have  nothing 
better  to  do  for  an  Lour  or  so." 

St.  Clair  rose  from  bis  seat;  and  now  I  did 
Tonture  to  take  a  peep  from  my  hiding-place.  I 
saw  that  he  bad  approached  the  pile  of  music- 
books  which  Zarah  had  indicated:  and  he  had 
taken  one  up  in  his  hand.  He  was  elegantly 
dressed  ia  evening  costume.  His  countenance, 
usually  pale,  had  the  slightest  ll.u3h  upon  the 
cheeks — either  from  the  effect  of  wine  (despite 
his  previous  disavowal  of  having  been  drinking) 
or  else  from  the  excitement  of  the  present  scene  : 
but  his  forehead  retained  all  that  alabaster  polish 
which  seemed   to  render  it  the   throne  of  a  high 

order   of  intellect though    heavens !    how   at 

times  perverted !  He  no  longer  wore  a  mous- 
tache ;  and  its  absence  fully  revealed  that  npper 
lip  with  its  haughty  expression.  His  light  bro^vn 
hair  was  arranged  in  rich  clustering  curls;  and 
his  costume  set  off  the  symmetry  of  his  form  to 
the  fullest  advantage.  It  was  a  pity  to  gaze  upon 
such  a  perfect  specimen  of  masculine  beauty,  and 
be  compelled  to  recoil  in  horror  from  the  blackness 
of  the  heart  which  that  fair  mask  concealed.  It 
was  as  if  a  traveller  throug'a  the  fervid  regions  of 
Hindostan,  came  within  view  of  a  temple  of  most 
exquisite  architecture,  all  the  details  being  iu 
perfect  harmony,  and  all  the  external  beauty  of 
the  edifice  calculated  to  convey  the  most  agreeable 
impression  to  the  mind,  were  it  not  for  the  know- 
ledge that  the  temple  did  but  enshrine  an  idol  of 
the  most  repulsive  form  and  revolting  hideous 
ness. 

But  let  me  return  to  the  thread  of  my  story. 
St.  Clair,  as  I  have  said,  took  up  one  of  the  music- 
books;  and  having  for  a  few  moments  turned  over 
the  leaves,  he  selected  a  piece,  exclaiming,  "  !N"ow 
Zarab,  if  there  be  anything  more  than  a  mere 
parrot  like  attainment  in  the  display  you  have 
just  made,  you  will  try  your  hand  at  this.  My 
own  taste  in  music  is  not  altogether  slight ;  and 
therefore  I  warn  you  against  making  an  exhibi- 
tion that  may  evoke  peals  of  laughter  from  my 
lips." 

Zarah  said  nothing :  bat  she  resumed  her  seat 
at  the  piano;  and  at  the  very  first  notes  I  could 
easily  perceive  that  she  was  completely  self- 
p-ssessed,  I'ull  of  cjulideuce,  and  having  all  her 
presence  of  mind  about  her.      Her  success  was 


therefore  as  great  as  in  the  former  instance ;  and 
when  she  had  finished,  St.  Clair,  throwing  himself 
back  aijain  into  his  sea?,  said,  "  Well,  my  dear 
Zarah,  this  is  uncommonly  to  your  credit :  but  I 
am  as  much  as  ever  at  a  lass  to  understand  your 
object  and  purpose  in  seeking  such  an  accomplish- 
ment." 

'•'Every  soul  may  have  its  ambition,"  was 
Zarah's  calm  response,  "  You  aspire  to  shine  in 
the  senate ;  and  it  is  fortunate  for  you  that  you 
were  born  a  gentleman.  By  means  of  birth  and 
education  you  found  two-thirds  of  the  difliculties 
already  surmounted  when  you  resolved  to  climb 
the  ladder.  With  me  it  is  diflferent.  In  the 
working  out  of  my  own  ambition,  I  had  to  com- 
mence from  the  very  beginning— to  overcome  the 
disadvantages  of  obscure  birth  and  an  almost 
utteilj  neglected  education.  Thus,  iu  aspiring  to 
make  myself  a  laly         " 

"  A  lady  ?"  echoed  St.  Clair :  and  nothing 
could  exceed  the  scornfulncss  of  the  accents  in 
which  he  spoke, — a  scornfulness  which  was  pro- 
longed with  the  most  withering  effect  in  the  laugh 
that  rolled  forth  in  a  mocking  harmony  from  his 
lips. 

I  thought  that  Zirah  would  now  assuredly  givo 
vent  to  an  outburst  of  fury  and  indignation  :  for 
after  all  the  paius  she  had  taken,  and  the  arduous 
labours  she  had  endured  to  improve  her  mind  and 
her  manners,  the  taunt  implied  by  St.  Clair's  con- 
duct was  most  insuffc^rably  cruel.  But  I  was 
mistaken.  It  was  in  the  same  placid  patient 
tone  as  before  that  she  said,  "  You  may  laugh. 
Captain  St.  Chir  :  but  the  very  loftiness  of  your 
own  ambition  should  render  you  more  generoosia 
viewing  my  far  more  puny  and  insignificant  one." 

'•'Do  you  know,  Zarah,"  he  responded,  "that 
this  scene  is  most  irresistibly  amusing  ?  But  if  you 
mean  me  to  take  it  seriously,  be  it  so.  In  that 
case  I  must  consider  myself  as  the  audience  at  a 
drair.a,  and  I  must  play  the  part  of  critic.  In 
the  exercise  of  these  functions,  therefore,  suffer 
me  to  observe  that  though  you  exhibit  a  certain 
tastefulness  of  toilet,  thanks  to  your  milliner  !— a 
certain  proficiency  in  music,  thanks  to  some  skilful 
professor  !— a  certain  genteel  choice  of  language 
and  a  certain  smoothness  of  manner,  thanks  to 
your  quick  intelligence  which  has  rendered  you 
imitatively  expert  ! — yet  all  these  things  do  not 
constitute  the  Jady.  We  will  put  the  matter  of 
birth  cut  of  the  question — because,  as  society  ia 
constituted,  if  a  gentleman  marries  his  cook- 
wench,  ho  makes  her  a  lady,  at  least  in  name. 
Bat  to  be  a  real  lady,  Zarab,  in  the  proper  accep- 
tation of  the  term,  you  must  have  more  accota- 
plishments  than  that  of  a  mere  jingling  on  the 
piano.  You  must  write  a  genteel  fluent  hand  ; 
whereas,  if  my  recollection  serves  me,  your's  pro* 
duces  the  impression  of  having  been  written  by  a 
schoolboy  with  the  point  of  a  skewer  ; — and  par- 
don me  for  adding,  your  orthography  as  well  as 
your  use  of  capitals  is  the  most  wondrous  cali- 
graphic  mosaic- work  that  ever  I  had  the  misfor- 
tune to  behold." 

"  Doubtless  this  long  critiqiu  of  your'?.  Cap. 
tain  St.  Clair,"  said  Zarah,  with  a  tone  that  struck 
me  as  if  she  were  smiling  with  arch  good-humour, 
"  would  read  even  better  than  it  s  'Uuds  orally. 
Let  us  see.  Have  p:itience  for  a  few  moments— 
and  I  will  commit  it  to  paper." 


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"  Take  your  time,"  observed  St.  Clair,  again 
witli  a  certain  superciliousness  in  hia  accents,  "  1 
am  r.ot  the  least  hurried— and  I  repeat,  the  whole 
Bcono  is  inGuitcly  diverting." 

There  was  now  an  interval  of  silence  for  a  few 
minutes;  and  as  I  again  ventured  to  peep  from 
my  Liuing-place,  I  saw  that  Zarah  was  writing — 
while  St.  Clair,  lounging  back  in  his  seat,  was  con- 
templating her  with  the  half-careless  air  of  fashion- 
able indolence. 

"!N"ow  see  how  it  reads,"  said  Zarah:  and  she 
handed  hiui  the  paper  on  which  she  had  been 
writing. 

"  Well,  I  must  confess  the  penmanship  defies 
all  criticism,"  remarked  St.  Clair :  "  but  let  us 
look  at  the  spelling.  I  vow  and  protest  that  I 
am  more  and  more  astonished  !  I  really  thought, 
Zarah,  that  you  would  have  spelt  caligraphic  with 
two  Vb,  and  introduced  a  capital  at  the  beginning 
of  every  other  word.  But  the  specimen  is  perfect. 
However,  let  that  pass :  any  school-girl  decently 
educated,  can  write  a  fair  laand.  But  what  say 
you  to  the  real  accomplishments  that  are  required 
to  mtkc   the  verilablc  lady?     There  is  drawing, 

for  instance " 

"  Ilave  the  kindness,"  repporded  Zarah,  "  to 
glance  into  that  portfolio  which  lies  upon  the 
table" 

"  Ah  !"  ejaculated  St.  Clair  ;  "if  you  have  been 
making  any  attempts  in  this  department,  I  can 
guess  what  they  must  be.  There  was  in  ancient 
times  a  painter  of  so  miserable  a  talent  that  he 
was  compelled  to  write  '  This  is  a  house,'  or  '  This 
is  a  tree,'  beneath  his  pictures,  to  enable  a  be- 
holder to  understand  the  subjects  of  them.     I  am 

afraid,  Zarah but  Ah !  you  don't  mean  to  tell 

mo  that  you  drew  this  landscape  in  pencil  or  this 
head  in  crayons  ?" 

My  gipsy-friend  did  not  immediately  answer 
the  questions ;  and  as  I  again  ventured  to  peep 
fortii,  I  saw  that  she  was  bending  over  the  writing 
materials  which  she  had  before  her.  Then  she 
passed  a  sheet  of  paper  across  the  table  to  St. 
Ciair,— saying,  "Do you  recognise  this  little  hastily 
sketched  portrait  ?  It  is  a  mere  pea  and  ink  out- 
line  " 

"  Why,  it  is  myself!"  he  exclaimed.  "But  are 
you  sure  you  have  not  flattered  me  to  some  little 
extent  ?  I  really  did  not  fancy  that  I  was  quite 
BO  good-looking  as  this  profile  represents  me. 
However,  I  can  no  longer  doubt  that  you  are  the 
parent  of  the  drawings  in  this  portfolio.  Again  I 
ask,  Zarah,  what  on  earth  does  it  all  mean  ?  Will 
you  have  me  understand  that  beneath  the  gloss  of 
these  superficial  accomplishments  you  possess  any 
more  substantial  attainments  ?" 

" dust  have  the  goodness  to  glance  your  eye 
over  the  books  on  those  shelves,"  responded  Zarah; 
"  and  you  will  see  what  for  some  months  past  has 
been  amongst  the  subjects  of  my  studies." 

St.  Clair  rose  from  his  seat;  and  again  ven- 
turing to  peep  forth,  I  beheld  him  approach  an 
elegant  bookcase  which  was  immediately  behind 
the  chair  that  he  had  just  left.  At  that  moment, 
as  his  back  was  turned  towards  us,  Zarah — who 
caught  a  glimpse  of  my  countenance— darted  a 
rapid  glance  at  me,— a  glance  that  was  full  of 
triumph,  and  which  seemed  to  prognosticate  the 
conipletest  success  in  respect  to  the  ulterior  aim, 
whatever  it  were,  which  she  had  in  view. 


"The  histories  of  England,  France,  RomOj 
and  Greece,"  said  St.  Clair,  musing  audibly,  as  he 
looked  slowly  along  the  shelves :  "  works  on  Natural 
History,  Geography — Gazetteers— Science,  Useful 
Information,  the  British  Poets— a  select  assort- 
ment of  Novels — Travels,  Voyages,  Biographies — 
French  Grammars  and  Elementary  Books !  Why, 
Zarah,"  he  suddenly  exclaimed,  "  if  you  have 
crammed  your  head  with  all  these  things,  you  may 
with  the  greatest  assurance  set  up  as  a  blue- 
stocking. I  know  a  host  of  ladies  who  pass  for 
being  clever,  without  half  the  amount  of  floating 
literary  capital  which  you  seem  to  possess.  And 
now  perhaps  you  will  tell  me  whether  you  have 
added  dancing  to  your  other  aceomplishments  ?" 

"I  have,"  returned  Zarah.  "But  as  I  perceive 
that  you  are  more  than  half  in  the  vein  to  treat 
the  whole  matter  with  ridicule,  it  is  not  my  pur- 
pose to  afford  a  proof  of  my  ability  in  that  art." 

"  And  yet  why  not  a  waltz  ?"  exclaimed  St. 
Clair,  laughing  half  gaily,  half  superciliously. 
"  In  default  of  music,  I  can  hum  a  tune." 

"  No,"  answered  Zarah  gravely.  "  After  all  the 
proofs  I  have  given  you  of  the  results  of  my 
studies  in  other  respects,  you  may  take  for  granted 
my  skill  in  the  art  of  dancing." 

"  Then  bo  it  so,"  replied  St.  Clair,  as  he  re- 
sumed his  seat.  "  And  now,  my  dear  Zarah,  as  I 
suppose  the  exhibition-part  of  the  ceremonies  is 
at  an  end,  you  will  at  length  come  to  an  explana- 
tion of  the  meaning  of  all  this unless  indeed  I 

can  guess  ?" 

"  Pray  afford  me  the  benefit  of  your  conjecture," 
said  my  gipsy-friend. 

"  I  will,"  rejoined  St.  Clair,  "You  know  that 
you  are  handsome — you  possess  a  fine  form — and 
you  are  still  young  enough— for  if  I  mistake  not, 
you  are  barely  five-and-twenty.  Your  ambition 
soared  above  a  gipsy  life — and  you  thought  you 
might  shine  in  a  certai^ sphere  in  the  metropolis. 
You  have  a  craving  for  a  luxurious  mode  of  exist- 
ence— to  dress  well — to  live  in  handsome  apart- 
ments— and  perhaps  to  ride  in  your  carriis;a. 
Well,  Zarah,  all  this  is  laudable  enough  ;  and  I 
for  one,"  St.  Clair  went  on  to  say,  speaking  some- 
what more  seriously  than  hitherto,  "shall  be  well 
pleased  to  see  you  in  such  a  position.  I  under- 
stand the  means  which  you  purpose  to  adopt  in 
order  to  attain  it ;  and  I  now  comprehend  likewise 
wherefore  you  desired  my  presence  here  this  even- 
ing, and  why  you  have  displayed  your  accomplish- 
ments, Y'es — I  will  cheerfully  assist  you  in  the 
matter.  I  will  introduce  you  to  a  dozen  or  so  of 
my  fashionable  male  acquaintances  ;  and  I  have 
no  doubt  that  you  will  speedily  receive  overtures 
on  very  handsome  terms— so  that  in  the  course  of 
a  few  weeks  I  shall  behold  you  the  mistress  of 
some  dashing  Baronet  or  some  infatuated  old 
Marquis." 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  said  Zarah,  in  a  voice 
which  quivered  somewhat — and  I  felt  assured  it 
was  with  suppressed  indignation,  "  if  it  were  not 
for  all  that  has  aforetime  taken  place  between  you 
and  me,.  I  should  not  have  listened  with  even 
ordinary  patience  to  the  remarks  you  have  been 
addressing  to  me.  But  under  circumstances  I 
forgive  you.  No  !— once  for  all  learn  that  I  have 
not  devoted  myself  day  and  night  for  upwards  of 
six  long  months  to  the  task  of  selt'-i'iiproveraont, 
for  any  purpose  so  vile  as  that  which  you  have 


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conjectured.  I  would  sooner  return  to  the  tat- 
tered garments  of  a  gipsy  than  wear  this  raiment 
for  meretricious  objects.  If  I  have  been  frail,  it 
was  with  you  alone  !  As  there  is  a  heaven  above 
us  I  have  at  least  proved  faithful  to  that  weakness 
which  I  demonstrated  towards  you !  Now  do  you 
begin  to  comprehend  the  aim  which  I  had  in 
view  ?" 

"After  all  you  have  just  said,"  replied  St,  Clair, 
again  with  a  tincture  of  superciliousness  in  his 
accents,  "  the  only  conjecture  left  for  me  is  that 
you  seek  to  obtain  a  position  by  means  of  mar- 
riage. In  this  respect  I  may  perhaps  also  be 
enabled  to  assist  you  somewhat " 

"  That  is  the  very  purpose,"  interrupted  Zarah, 
"  for  which  I  requested  vou  to  call  upon  me  this 
evening!  Yes— it  is  you,  and  you  only,  who  can 
forward  my  views!" 

"  Perhaps,"  said  St.  Clair,  "  you  have  already 
some  one  in  your  eye  as  your  future  husband. 
And  yet  I  am  at  a  loss  to  understand " 

"  Yes — I  have  some  one  in  my  eye,  as  you  ex- 
press it,"  rejoined  Zarah. 

"And  therefore,"  continued  St.  Clair,  "as  I 
doubtless  know  him,  you  think  that " 

"No  one  knows  him  better  tbau  yourself!"  in- 
terjected Zarah. 

"  Ah,  by  heaven !  you  are  a  long  time  coming 
to  the  point,"  ejaculated  St.  Clair :  "  and  were  it 
not  too  supremely  ridiculous,  I  should  positively 
fancy But  no!"  and  he  laughed  aloud. 

"The  suspicion  which  has  entered  into  your 
mind,"  said  Zarah,  quietly  yet  firmly,  "  is  the  cor- 
rect one.  It  is  yov..  Captain  St.  Clair,  who  will 
give  me  the  position  which  I  crave  and  for  which 
I  have  been  preparing  myself!" 

"Zarah,  you  are  mad!"  ejaculated  St.  Clair, 
starting  up  suddenly  from  his  seat. 

"I  am  not  mad  :  I  never  was  more  completely 
possessed  of  my  reason  tl^n  at  this  moment.  I 
hope.  Captain  St.  Clair,  that  we  shall  have  no  scene 
of  violence " 

"Violence?— it  is  ridiculous!"  exclaimed  St. 
Clair.  "You  cannot  be  serious,  Zarah — you  are 
only  putting  me  to  some  test  which  I  cannot  pre- 
cisely  understand.     If  you  want  money  wherewith 

to  carry  on  your  new  game,  you  shall  have  it 

I  will  be  liberal  to  you.     But " 

"  In  a  pecuniary  sense  I  will  be  indebted  to 
you  no  longer  !"  interrupted  Zarah  resolutely. 
"  When  I  asked  you  to  give  me  a  considerable 
sum  of  money  some  six  or  seven  months  back,  it 
was  my  intention  to  qualify  myself  to  become 
your  wife " 

"  Jly  wife  !"  cried  St.  Clair  contemptuously. 
"  You  are  raving,  Zarah  !" 

"  I  beseech  you  to  listen  to  me,"  she  said,  in  a 
tone  full  of  calm  confidence.  "  Yes — it  was  to 
qualify  myself  to  become  your  wife  !  Ignorant 
and  ill-mannered  as  I  was— utterly  unacquainted 
with  all  but  the  scantiest  rudiments  of  education 
—a  stranger  to  the  amenities  and  courtesies  of 
life — I  dared  not  do  you  so  great  an  injury  as  to 
insist  that  you  should  conduct  mo  to  the  altar. 
Therefore  I  resolved  to  wait  awhile,  and  labour 
most  assiduously  to  round  off  the  asperities  which 
low  birth  and  defective  education  had  left  upon 
my  character,  my  demeanour,  and  bearing.  For 
this  purpose  I  had  no  scruple  in  having  recourse 
to  your  purse.     Were  you  already  married,  and  if 


you  had  children,  you  would  not  hesitate  to  expend 
hundreds  of  pounds  on  the  education  of  any  one 
of  them.  I  therefore  considered  that  you  ought 
not  to  begrudge  a  certain  sum  to  qualify  me  for 
becoming  your  wife." 

"  As  for  the  money  which  I  gave  you,  I  care 
nothing  about  it,"  replied  Edwin  St.  Clair;  "and 
if  at  the  time  you  had  demanded  twice  as  much, 
it  would  have  been  your's.  But  whether  I  am 
disposed  to  gratify  this  insane  idea  which  you 
have  formed,  is  altogether  another  thing." 

"You  will  gratify  it,  Edwin  !"  said  Zarah  calmly: 
and  this  was  the  first  time  during  the  present  in- 
terview that  she  had  addressed  him  by  his  Chris- 
tian name. 

"  By  heaven,  I  will  perish  sooner  !"  he  vehe- 
mently exclaimed. 

"  Now  understand  me  well,  Edwin!"  resumed 
Zarah.  "  I  have  loved  you  devotedly — I  still  love 
you,  notwithstanding  that  I  know  what  you  are. 
But  beware  how  you  convert  all  this  love  into 
hatred!" 

"  What !  you  dare  threaten  me  ?"  cried  St. 
Clair.  "  It  is  for  me  to  bid  you  bo  cautious^— or 
I  will  trample  you  under  foot  as  I  would  a 
worm !" 

"You  can  do  me  but  little  injury,"  rejoined 
Zarah.  "Though  certain  things  have  come  to  my 
knowledge,  yet  I  myself  was  not  an  accomplice  in 

them " 

"  And  you  would  turn  round  upon  me  ?"  ex- 
claimed St.  Clair.  "  Is  this  your  boasted  love  ? — 
is  this  your  affection  ?" 

"  You  know  the  human  heart  too  well,  Edwin," 
answered  Zarah,  "  not  to  be  fully  aware  that  in 
all  its  strongest  feelings  and  passions  extremes 
Eieet.  The  most  fervid  love  may  turn  into  the 
most  violent  hatred  ;  and  the  woman  who  at  one 
moment  is  ready  to  sacrifice  her  life  for  the  object 
of  her  affection,  may  the  next  instant  be  goaded 
by  her  revenge  to  seek  the  life  of  him  towards 
whom  her  love  has  changed  into  aversion  !" 

"You  are  teaching  how  we  stand  with  regard 
to  each  other,"  responded  St.  Clair,  in  the  low 
concentrated  tone  of  bitterest  rage.  "Bat  what 
if  I  were  to  defy  you,  Zarah  ? — what  if  I  were  to 
bid  you  do  your  worst  ?" 

"  As  there  is  a  heaven  above  us,"  she  answered, 
with  a  certain  solemnity,  and  with  a  deep  impres- 
I  siveness  of  voice,  "  I  would  do  it  I" 
\       "  And  send   your  grandmother  to  the  scaffold," 
'  rejoined  St.  Clair,  "  along  with  others  whom  your 
infatuated  madness  and  cruel  vindictiveness  would 
I  thus  involve  in  a  common  ruin  !" 
I       He  spoke  these  words  in   a  low  hollow  voice— 
!  60  low  indeed   that   I  could  only  just  catch  the 
words  themselves ;  and  though  I   dared  not  peep 
forth  at  this  juncture,   yet   I  could  easily  picture 
to  myself  that  his  countenance  was  ghastly  pale 
and  that  his  whole  form  trembled  visibly. 
I       "There  is  not  the  slightest   doubt   relative  to 
my  present  intentions,"   said  Zarah.     '"'  I  am  like 
'  a  desperate  person  who  has  cast  her  whole   fate 
I  upon  the  hazard  of  a   die.     You  shall  espouse  me 
I  — and  I  will  make  you  a  loving  wife :  or  you  shall 
I  reject  me— and  even  within  the  hour  that  is  pass- 
ing will  I  be  signally  avenged.     To  you,  Edwin, 
I  Was  my  first  and  only  love  given.     You  found  me 
a   wild   gipsy  hoyden   of  the   woods  :    you  avowed 
j  that  you  loved  me— you  taught  me  to  know  what 


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love  is ;  and  if  for  such  instruction  on  your  part 
marriage  is  the  penalty,  you  must  pay  it !  Though 
but  tlio  poor  and  hurable  gipsy,  I  had  my  own 
ideas  of  virgin  pride  and  dignity ;  and  you 
brought  me  down  from  that  proud  pedestal.  In 
a  word,  Edwin,  you  were  my  seducer — and  you 
shall  become  my  husband  !" 

"Zarah!"  replied  St.  Clair,  "you  know  not 
what  you  ask  of  me!  If  you  wore  better  ac- 
quainted with  the  world,  you  would  laugh  at  your 
own  self  for  that  which  you  would  then  compre- 
hend to  be  the  most  egregious  folly.  Suppose  for 
an  instant  that  I  were  to  yield  and  make  you  my 
wife  :  I  should  become  the  object  of  scorn  and 
contempt  on  the  part  of  all  my  friends  and  ac- 
quaintances: — and  would  you  like  to  know  that 
your  husband  was  thus  the  laughing-stock  of 
everybody  ?" 

"  Did  ycu  not  ere  now  say,"  inquired  Zarah, 
"  that  a  gentleman  may  marry  his  cook-maid, 
and  he  thereby  renders  her  a  lady.  The  gentle- 
man does  not  descend  to  the  level  of  her  whom  he 
espouses :  he  raises  her  up  to  become  the  sharer 
of  his  own  position." 

"  By  heavens,  Zarah,  you  will  drive  me  mad  !" 
exclaimed  St.  Clair,  now  losing  all  control  over  his 
temper.  "  Your  arguments  are  monstrous  !  your 
reasonings  are  absurd  !  You  cannot  be  so  insane 
as  to  fancy  that  I  shall  conduct  a  low-born  gipsy 
to  the  altar  !  Why,  my  good  girl,  I  have  seen  you 
without  shoes — in  ra^s " 

"Ah  !"  ejaculated  Zarah,  now  no  longer  able  to 
control  her  own  indignant  feelings ;  "  you  have 
done  well  to  remind  me  of  all  this  !  It  was  when 
I  was  with  naked  feet  and  clothed  in  rags,  some 
five  years  ago,  that  you,  Edwin  St.  Clair,  ad- 
dressed me  in  the  language  of  love  ! — you  thought 
me  worthy  of  becoming  your  toy — your  mistress  ! 
— and  yoii  vowed  that  you  would  never  forget  the 
poor  gipsy  Zarah !  Now  behold  me  clothed  in 
silk— bedecked  with  lace  and  with  jewellery;  and 
if  raiment  have  anything  to  do  with  the  heart's 
affections  or  with  the  duty  of  a  man  towards  a 
woman,  then  do  I  fearlessly  proclaim  that  if  in  my 
tatters,  my  semi-nudity,  my  coarseness  of  manner, 
and  my  mental  ignorance,  I  were  worthy  of  be- 
coming your  mistress— MOW,  in  the  gentility  of  my 
toilet,  in  the  refinements  which  I  have  acquired, 
and  in  the  enlightenment  of  my  mind,  I  am 
worthy  of  becoming  your  wife !" 

"But  how  would  you  meet  the  world's  ridi- 
cule ?"  demanded  St.  Clair:  "  or  rather  let  me  ask 
how  you  would  enable  me  to  meet  it  ?" 

"  For  shame,  Edwin !"  exclaimed  Zarah,  in  a 
tone  of  indignant  reproach  :  "  how  can  you  ap- 
peal to  a  woman  to  teach  you  your  duties  as  a 
man  ?  The  very  moment  that  any  supercilious 
gaze  is  fixed  upon  me,  or  any  mocking  laugh  falls 
upon  your  ear,  have  you  not  an  arm  to  strike  the 
insolent  one  down  ? — or  cannot  that  hand  of  yours 
pull  the  pistol's  trigger  in  a  sterner  encounter 
still  ?  It  is  not  Edwin  St.  Clair  who  would  be  at 
ft  loss  for  the  means  to  avenge  any  slight  or  insult 
that  might  be  offered  to  the  woman  whom  he 
chose  to  make  his  wife  !" 

"  All  this  would  be  very  well,  Zarab,"  responded 
St.  Clair  sarcastically,  "  if  we  were  living  in  thosa 
times  of  chivalry  when  I  might  buckle  on  my 
armour  to  defend  the  fair  fame  of  my  ladyo-wife. 
But  unfortunately  for   your  cause  the   days    of 


chivalry  are  gone;  and  I  am  no  Don  Q;u\oto  to 
do  deeds  of  knight-errantry  in  vindicalion  of  a 
Zarah  the  gipsy  who  would  fain  place  herself  in 
the  position  of  a  Dulcinea  del  Toboso." 

"Even  if  I  had  been  inclined  to  waver  or  to 
yield  in  my  original  resolution,"  answered  Zarab, 
"  this  sarcastic  language  of  your'a  would  for  very 
spite's  sake  strengthen  me  in  my  determination. 
Learn  therefore,  Edwin  St.  Clair,  that  my  resolve 
is  fixed  !  Make  me  your  wife,  and  I  will  do  my 
duty  towards  you:  but  refuse,  and  the  whole  fabric 
of  your  fortune,  your  brilliant  position,  and  your 
fame  shall  crumble  around  you,  overvvhelnaiuj^  you 
with  its  ruins— and  I  the  authoress  of  this  whole- 
sale desolation  !" 

There  was  a  pause  of  nearly  a  minute  ;  and 
then  I  heard  St.  Clair  ask  in  a  low  hoarse  voice, 
"  But  is  It  possible,  Zurah,  that  knowing,  as  you 
fancy,  enough  to  work  me  all  this  tremendous 
mischief, — knowing,  in  short,  what  I  am" — and 
here  his  accents  grew  even  more  concentrated  in 
the  intenseness  of  the  feeling  which  they  ex- 
pressed,— "is  it  possible  I  ask  that  with  all  this 
knowledge  of  my  antecedents  you  would  venture 
to  become  my  wife,  even  if  I  myself  were  willing  ?" 

"  It  is  possible  !"  replied  Zarah  :  "nay,  more— 
of  all  these  things  have  1  thought,  and  I  am  re- 
solved to  dare  and  venture  whatsoever——" 

"Pause!  reflect!"  interrupted  St.  Clair: 
"  speak  not  hurriedly  !  You  know  me  well — you 
know  me  to  be  a  man  who  will  hesitate  at  nothing 
to  clear  his  path  of  obstacles,  or  to  fight  his  way 
desperately  amidst  the  perils  which  beset  him. 
Beware  therefore  how  you  persevere  in  this  mad 
design  of  your's — how  you  insist  upon  forcing 
yourself  upon  me  as  a  wife  !" 

"  The  warning  is  unnecessarv,"  responded 
Zarah,  again  speaking  with  calmness  ;  "  and  every 
additional  word  you  use  to  divert  me  from  my 
purpose,  is  ao  much  waste  of  breath.  Once  for 
all " 

"Then  by  heaven  !"  cried  St.  Clair,  now  again 
giving  way  to  his  fury,  "  you  may  do  your  worst  ! 
What  !  render  myself  ridiculous  before  all  the 
world— cut  myself  out  of  society — expose  myself 
to  the  laugh  of  scorn  and  contempt  !  No  !  sooner 
would  I  dare  all  that  you  can  do! — sooner  would 
I  speed  to  the  nearest  bridge  and  fling  myself 
thence  as  a  suicide  !" 

"1  am  not  to  be  deterred  by  any  such  threats 
as  these,"  answered  Zarah.  "  I  have  no  fear  that 
Edwin  St.  Clair  will  take  any  steps  so  desperate. 
His  egotism  and  his  selfishness  are  too  great  to 
render  him  a  subject  for  the  catalogue  of  suicides. 
But  this  argument  has  lasted  long  enough " 

"  Yes— too  long  !"  ejaculated  St.  Clair,  fiercely. 
"  Farewell,  Zarah — and  do  your  worst !" 

Thus  speaking,  he  rushed  to  the  door— opened 
it — and  issued  from  the  apartment.  Zarah  made 
no  movement  and  said  not  a  word  to  detain  him. 
He  closed  the  door  violently  ;  and  I  half  emerged 
from  my  hiding-place,  saying,  "  You  have  failed, 
Zarah — you  have  failed!.  Now  what  will  you 
do  ?" 

"  I  have  won — I  have  conquered  !"  she  quickly 
responded,  her  countenance  lighting  up  with  the 
glow  of  enthusiastic  triumph.  "  Oh,  I  know  that 
man  well  !  He  will  return  iu  a  few  moments — 
he  is  only  doing  this  to  try  me.  If  I  had  rushed 
after  him  and  sought  to  detain  him,  it  would  have 


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EixEir  pbect;  ob,  the  memoies  op  ak  acteebs. 


appeared  as  if  I  were  having  recourse  to  entreaty, 
ond  that  therefore  I  was  weak  in  mj  own  purpose 
and  incapable  of  carrying  out  the  threats  which  I 
proclaimed.     But  he  also  knows  me :  and  he  is 

aivare  that  when   I  am  determined Hush  !  he 

returns,  Miss  Percy  !     Retreat — retreat !" 

And  it  was  as  Zarah  had  said:  for  scarcely  had 
I  time  to  draw  back  into  my  hiding-place  and  pull 
the  door  rgar  again,  when  the  opposite  door  opened 
from  the  landing,  and  St.  Clair  reappeared. 

"  I  do  not  choose  to  part  from  you  in  anger, 
Zarah,"  he  said,  advancing  towards  her ;  "  and 
naoieover  it  struck  me  as  I  was  hastening  down 
the  stairs,  that  there  is  a  way  of  settling  this 
natter  to  your  satisfaction.  You  have  qualified 
yourself  to  occupy  a  new  position  in  the  world  : — 
what  if  I  v.-ere  to  settle  upon  you  a  handsome  in- 
come—say  a  thousand  a  year would  you  not 

be  content  ?" 

"If  you  were  to  lay  all  your  fortune  at  my 
feet,"  replied  Zarah,  "  without  offering  me  your 
hand  at  the  same  time,  I  should  repudiate  it.  My 
miud  is  thoroughly  made  up.  And  now  one  word 
more — and  only  one  word  !  To-morrow  morning, 
at  eleven  o'clock,  I  expect  you  to  ba  here,  with  a 
special  license,  and  with  a  minister  to  join  our 
hands  in  marriage.  If  you  fail  me— and  if  when 
the  hour  of  noon  is  proclaimed  by  the  time-piece 
on  that  mantel,  you  are  still  absent — I  shall  go 
straight  hence  to  a  magistrate ;  and  without  pity 
or  remorse " 

"Enough,  Zarah!"  said  St.  Clair  in  a  voice 
which  seemed  to  be  of  a  dying  tone  :  "  it  shall  be 
so  !  To-morrow  at  eleven  o'clock  I  will  be  here, 
prepared  to  make  you  my  wife." 

Having  thus  spoken,  St.  Clair  quitted  the  room ; 
and  in  a  few  moments  the  front  door  of  the  house 
was  heard  to  close.  This  noise  was  followed  almost 
immediately  by  the  sounds  of  his  cabriolet  dashing 
along  the  street ;  and  then  I  camo  forth  from  my 
hiding-place. 

"  I  told  you  that  I  should  conquer— and  I  have 
succeeded !"  exclaimed  Zarah,  her  countenance 
radiant  with  triumph.  "N"ow,  my  dear  Miss 
Percy,  you  have  learned  the  secret  of  my  life.  I 
became  that  man's  victim  :  I  erred— I  fell— and  as 
he  was  the  author  of  my  ruin,  so  now  shall  he  lift 
me  up  as  high  as  he  has  plunged  me  down  low  !" 

"  But,  Zarah,"  I  asked,  almost  shuddering  as  I 
thought  of  her  alliance  with  such  a  fearful  being 
as  I  considered  that  St.  Clair  was, — "  do  you  in- 
deed love  him  ?" 

"Yes,  I  love  him,  Miss  Percy,  in  spite  of  all  his 
wickedness — in  spite  of  all  his  crimes  1"  and  it  was 
with  a  strange  hardihood,  even  bordering  upon 
fierceness,  that  she  made  this  avowal.  "  I  have  read 
enough  to  know  that  love  is  an  eccentric  passion 
and  assumes  strange  phases.  Mine  is  singular ; 
and  to  you  its  aspect  may  even  bo  revolting.  Still 
it  exists  not  the  less  within  me.  If  he  should 
learn  to  love  me— as  he  once  told  me  that  he  did 
— I  shall  continue  to  love  him,  and  I  will  devote 
myself  heart  and  soul  to  his  welfare.  But  if  he 
should  scorn  the  wife  who  has  forced  herself  upon 
him,  and  treat  me  With  contumely  and  neglect — 
then  will  my  love  become  hatred:  but  I  shall  be 
suSciently  avenged  in  the  knowledge  that  I  have 
forced  him  to  espouse  me.  And  now  you  compre- 
hend, Miss  Percy,  all  that  has  been  mysterious  in 
my  past  conduct.     "VVhcn  you  were  made  a  pri- 


soner at  ray  grandmother's  cottage,  it  was  then 
through  no  feeling  of  friendship  that  I  accom- 
plished  your  release :  it  was  because  I  loved  St. 
Clair,  and  was  jealous  !  If  I  furnished  you  with 
the  means  of  striking  terror  into  his  soul  by  speak- 
ing of  the  white  rose,  it  was  because  I  was  anxi- 
ous to  provide  you  with  a  weapon  of  defence  that 
might  thereafter  serve  you  in  any  emergency 
brought  about  by  his  machinations.  The  same 
motive  led  me  to  release  you  from  the  farm-house ; 
and  then,  when  I  saw  how  perseveringly  St.  Clair 
was  following  up  his  insane  passion  for  you,  it 
struck  me  that  there  was  something  more  than 
mere  beauty  which  so  dazzled  him.  I  reflected 
within  myself  that  if  I  were  well-mannered  and 
accomplished,  I  should  perhaps  never  have  lost  his 
love,  and  he  would  not  have  dared  to  look  upon 
me  as  the  rejected  mistress  whose  agency  he  could 
employ  in  his  machinations  to  ensnare  another. 
It  was  then  therefore  that  I  resolved  to  enter  upon 
a  new  phase  of  my  existence.  I  craved  your  suc- 
cour— your  advice — your  counsel; — and  I  craved 
not  in  vain.  I  then  learnt  to  regard  you  as  a 
friend  and  to  love  you.  Pinally  I  was  resolved  to 
have  no  secrets  from  you;  and  therefore  are  you 
here  this  evening.  Best  assured  that  St.  Clair 
will  adhere  to  his  pledge  :  he  will  come  to-morrov 
to  espouse  me ;  and  whatever  his  subsequent  con- 
duct may  be,  I  shall  at  all  events  watch  over  your 
interests  and  zealously  guard  you  against  the 
effects  of  any  future  intrigues  on  his  part." 

I  listened  with  the  deepest  attention  to  all  that 
Zarah  thus  said  ;  and  after  some  few  minutes' 
meditation,  I  observed  in  a  warning  tone,  "Be- 
ware of  this  man.  He  has  promised  you  a  certaia 
thing :  but  may  he  not  have  given  the  pledge  in 
order  the  more  completely  to  throw  you  off  your 
guard,  and  devise  some  project  during  the  lew 
hours  between  this  moment  and  eleven  in  the  fore- 
noon to-morrow — a  project  which  may  terribly 
avenge  himself  for  all  that  you  have  said  and 
purposed  this  evening  ?" 

"  Be  not  afraid  on  my  account,  my  dear  Miss 
Percy,"  said  Zarah,  with  a  tone  and  look  of  com- 
pletest  confidence.  "  I  myself  entertain  no  appre- 
hension. Yet  sincerely  do  I  thank  you  for  all 
the  kind  interest  you  are  displaying  on  my  be< 
half." 

After  a  little  more  conversation  I  took  leave  of 
Zirah ;  and  entering  a  cab,  ordered  the  driver  to 
conduct  me  to  Hunter  Street.  During  the  ride  I 
reviewed  everything  which  bad  taken  place  ;  and 
while  on  the  one  hand  I  was  astonished  at  the 
energy,  the  perseverance,  and  the  firmness  which 
had  characterized  Zarah's  entire  conduct,  from  the 
very  first  day  she  commenced  her  studies  until  the 
final  moment  when  she  extorted  an  assent  from 
St.  Clair's  lips— yet  on  the  other  hand  I  continued 
to  entertain  the  apprehension  that  St.  Clair  would 
not  yield  irrevocably  without  at  least  one  desperate 
effort  to  emancipate  himself  from  such  thraldom. 
Indeed,  I  knew  him  too  well  to  suppose  that  he 
would  resign  himself  to  such  a  destiny  and  accept 
such  a  fate,  without  a  struggle  to  avoid  it.  In 
the  first  instance  he  had  seduced  Zarah  from  the 
path  of  virtue:  he  had  then  thrown  her  off; 
and  his  own  estimate  of  the  mere  passing  amour 
might  be  judged  from  the  fact  that  he  had  sought 
to  avail  himself  of  the  services  of  that  very  cast- 
off  mistress  to  keep  guard,  jointly  with  her  grau  !- 


BIiLEN  PEBCT;   OE,  THE  MEMOIBS   OE  AN  ACTEESS. 


H71 


mother,  upon  mjself,  on  the  two  occasions  which 
the  rtader  will  reiuember  so  well — namely,  at  the 
cottage  between  Eiroiiughaui  and  Embledon,  and 
at  the  farm-house  in  the  vicinage  of  Highbury. 
That  he  should  have  thus  treated  Zarah  was  a 
sufficient  proof  of  the  indifference  or  even  con- 
tempt in  which  he  had  held  alike  her  heart's  best 
feelings  and  her  own  self: — and  was  it  therefore 
probable  that  he  would  now  abandon  himself  to 
the  fate  of  receiving  such  a  brido  without  some 
desperate  efl'ort  to  rid  himself  of  her  altogether  ? 
I  could  not  help  thinking  that  there  was  a  little 
vanity  mised  up  in  Zarah's  disposition  and  con- 
duct. Slie  had  erideully  fancied  that  the  acquire- 
ment of  lady-like  manners  as  well  as  of  mental 
accomplishments— the  tasteful  embellishment  of 
her  person — tho  invocation  of  the  aids  of  the  toilet 
to  set  off  her  beauty— and  her  self-investment  as 
it  were  with  a  gloss  of  gentility,  would  combine 
to  reconcile  St.  Clair  to  the  acceptation  of  her  as 
his  bride.  She  had  no  doubt  calculated  that  when 
yielding  to  necessity,  he  would  say  within  him- 
self, "  Well,  after  all,  she  will  not  disgrace  me  as 
a  wife.     I  may  even  perhaps  be  proud  of  her  !" 

But  if  all  these  were  really  Zarah's  hopes,  cal- 
culations, and  expectances,  I  was  fully  convinced 
that  her  wonted  keenness,  shrewdness,  and  fore- 
sight had  for  once  failed  her,  and  that  Edwin  St. 
Clair  was  r,ot  the  man  to  succumb  so  easily. 


CHAPTEE    XLVIL 

•WILLIAM  lAEDNEK. 

I  BEACHED  Hunter  Street  with  this  apprehension 
oven  more  strongly  fixed  in  my  mind  than  when  I 
had  first  mentioned  it  to  Zarah :  and  I  said  to 
myself,  "I  wish  that  I  could  adopt  some  plan  to 
guard  and  protect  her  for  the  twelve  or  thirteen 
hours  which  are  to  elapse  until  the  arrival  of  the 
moment  when  St.  Clair  is  to  keep  his  promise.  If 
she  pass  tJiis  night  in  safety — and  if  the  hour  of 
eleven  in  to-morrow's  forenoon  were  to  strike 
and  she  still  at  freedom,  beyond  tho  reach  of 
whatsoever  toils  St.  Clair  might  set  to  entrap  her 
— Fho  would  theu  bo  completely  mistress  of  the 
situation :  she  would  be  the  arbitress  of  his 
destiny !" 

It  was  about  half-past  ten  o'clock  when  I 
alighted  from  the  cab  in  Hunter  Street  j  and  after 
having  reflected  for  a  few  minutes  in  the  drawing- 
room,  I  resolved  to  consult  Beda.  I  accordingly 
summoned  her  to  my  presence ;  and  I  said, 
"  Something  has  occurred  which  renders  mo  appre- 
hensivo  that  danger  menaces  our  friend  Zarah. 
She  herself  will  not  however  admit  that  she  in- 
curs this  peril ;  and  so  great  is  her  confidence  on 
the  point,  that  I  could  not  induco  her  to  adopt 
any  precaution." 

"At  whose  hands,  Miss,"  inquired  Beda,  "  does 
Zarah  incur  this  peril  ?" 

"At  the  hands  of  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  re- 
sponded. "  My  apprehension  is  altogether  vague 
and  indefinite — I  am  unable  to  form  the  slightest 
conjecture  as  to  the  shape  in  which  the  pending 
treachery  may  show  itself:  but  I  fear  that  tho 
night  will  nut,  pass  without  something  serious  or 
even  fatal  happening  to  Zarab." 

"What    can    I    do,    Miss?"     inquired    Beda. 


"  But  ah !"  she  suddenly  ejaculated ;  "  there  is 
one" — and  then  a  slight  blush  appeared  upon 
her  cheeks,  —  "one  wlio  would  do  anything  to 
oblige  yoU;  Miss— or  myself  he  would  keep 
watch " 

"  To  whom  do  you  refer,  Beda  ?"  I  asked. 

"To  William  Lardner,  Miss,"  she  rejoined. 
"  He  is  at  this  moment  down  stairs  in  the  servants' 
room.  His  ship  will  clear  out  of  Blaekwall  in 
two  or  three  days :  became  to  bid  mo  farewell; 
and  he  was  just  on  the  point  of  taking  his  leave 
when  the  bell  rang  to  summon  me  into  your  pre- 
sence." 

"  This  is  most  fortunate,  Beda !"  I  exclaimed ; 
"  and  your  idea  is  an  excellent  one !  Let  AVilliam 
Lardner  come  up  to  mo." 

Beda  glided  from  tho  room ;  and  in  a  few  mo- 
ments she  returned,  ushering  in  the  good-looking 
young  sailor,  who  evinced  much  pleasure  in  seeing 
me  again.  I  quickly  gave  him  the  same  brief  ex- 
planations which  I  had  already  given  to  Beda; 
and  it  was  with  something  more  than  mere  wil- 
lingness—it was  with  enthusiastic  delight  that  he 
offered  to  serve  me  in  any  way  that  I  might  point 
out.  I  inquired  when  he  must  return  to  his  ship  ? 
— and  he  assured  me  that  if  he  were  on  board  the 
East  Indiaman  by  noon  on  the  ensuing  day,  it 
would  suffice.  I  accordingly  acquainted  him  with 
the  street  and  the  number  of  the  house  in  which 
Zarah  dwelt ;  and  I  bade  hioa  go  and  keep  such 
watch  as  circumstances  should  enable  him  to 
maintain.  He  had  no  liking  for  Edwin  St.  Clair  : 
his  honest  mind  had  been  shocked  by  all  the 
transactions  relative  to  the  yacht  at  Eamsgate ; 
and  he  had  therefore  no  hesitation  in  adopting  a 
course  which  might  be  inimical  to  the  views, 
schemes,  and  interests  of  his  late  master.  I  in- 
formed  him  that  I  should  purposely  rise  very  early 
in  the  morning,  in  case  ho  had  anything  of  import- 
ance to  communicate  :  and  having  thus  given  kim 
all  requisite  instructions,  I  despatched  him  on  his 
mission. 

My  mind  now  felt  more  easy ;  for  I  knew  that 
William  Lardner  was  perfectly  trustworthy  as  well 
as  intelligent  and  courageous;  and  if  nothing 
should  happen,  Z%rah  need  not  know  that  I  had 
taken  this  precaution — whereas,  oa  the  other 
hand,  if  treachery  should  indeed  display  itself, 
that  precaution  might  not  prove  to  be  without 
its  uses.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  JS^orman  and  Juliet  re- 
turned home  from  the  theatre  shortly  after  eleven 
o'clock  ;  and  I  theu  retired  to  rest. 

I  arose  at  about  six  in  tho  morning ;  and 
Beda,  who  occupied  an  ante-chamber,  was  already 
dressed.  She  descended  to  the  front  door :  she 
found  William  Lardner  pacing  to  and  fro  in  the 
street;  and  she  at  once  gave  him  admittance. 
After  exchanging  a  few  words  with  him,  she  re- 
turned to  my  chamber  and  told  me  that  some- 
thing had  indeed  occurred,  as  I  had  foreseen.  My 
toilet  was  speedily  made  :  and  I  descended  to  the 
dining-room,  where  William  Lardner  was  refresh- 
ing himself  with  the  viands  and  drinkables  that 
had  been  laid  for  the  previous  night's  supper,  and 
which  had  not  as  yet  been  cleared  away.  I  will 
give  his  narrative  as  he  told  it  to  me  :  — 

"  Immediately  ou  leaving  this  house,  a  littlo 
before  eleven  last  night,  I  t^ok  a  cab  and  pro- 
ceeded to  the  West  Lad,  I  alighted  at  tho  cornet 
of  the  street  which  you  mentioned  to  me,  Miss; 


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and  I  walked  leisurely  to  and  fro  for  about  half- 
an-hour.  Daring  all  this  time  I  saw  a  light  burn- 
ing in  tlie  iVoDt  drawing-room  on  the  first  floor; 
and  once  or  twice  I  perceived  a  female  figure 
passing  behind  the  curtains :  so  that  i  was  tole- 
rably confident  that  this  was  Zarah  and  that  no- 
thing had  as  jet  happened  to  her.  It  was  close 
upon  twelve  o'clock  when  a  cab  drew  up  at  a 
short  distance  from  the  house  ;  and  three  persons 
got  out.  One  was  a  stout  elderly  gentleman, 
dressed  in  black,  and  cai-rying  a  gold-headed  cane  : 
the  other  two  were  men  of  some  inferior  condition 
— and  I  did  not  like  their  looks.  I  drew  as  near 
as  I  could  without  standing  the  chance  of  exciting 
suspicion  that  I  was  thus  on  the  watch;  and  I  saw 
the  stout  gentleman  and  the  two  men  proceed  to 
the  house  in  which  Zarah  dwelt.  The  gentleman 
gave  a  slight  rap  at  the  front  door;  and  then  I 
felt  all  the  more  conviuced  that  some  mischief  was 
brewing  ;  for  it  seemed  intended  as  if  this  mode  of 
knocking  should  not  startle  Zarah  nor  put  her  on 
her  guard.  The  door  was  presently  opened  by  a 
female  servant :  the  gentleman  and  his  two  fol- 
lowers at  once  entered ;  and  the  door  was  shut. 
The  cab  then  proceeded  slowly  a  little  way  along 
the  street— turned  round — and  drew  up  right  op- 
posite the  front  door.  Without  a  moment's  hesi- 
tation I  went  up  to  the  cabman,  put  a  sovereign 
into  his  hand,  and  said,  '  Tell  me  what  is  the 
meaning  of  all  this  ?' — '  Why,  my  man,'  he  at 
ODce  answered,  'it's  a  little  bit  of  lunacy  affair, 
and  that's  all.' — 'Where  are  you  going  to  take 
the  person  to  ?'  I  demanded. — '  I  don't  know,'  he 
replied  :  '  that  gentleman  and  his  two  men  got  out 
of  an  omnibus  down  iu  Piccadilly,  and  at  once 
called  me  off  the  stand.  They  told  me  in  a  few 
words  that  they  were  going  to  take  a  patient  to 
an  asylum,  and  that  therefore  I  must  not  mind 
anything  she  said.  The  stout  gentleman  assured 
me  it  was  all  right,  as  the  medical  certificates  had 
been  signed;  and  so  you  see,  my  man,  the  busi- 
ness is  straightforward  enough.  It  isn't  the  first 
time  I  have  had  to  do  a  bit  of  work  of  this  sort.' — 
'  Welt,'  I  immediately  said,  '  I  am  interested  in 
the  matter ;  and  if,  when  you  have  returned  from 
taking  the  patient  to  the  asylum,  you  will  meet 
me  again,  I  will  give  you  another  sovereign.  But 
not  a  word  to  the  doctor  or  his  men!' — 'AH  right,' 
answered  the  cab-driver :  and  he  named  a  public- 
house  in  some  street  off  Piccadilly,  which  keeps 
open  all  night,  and  where  he  promised  to  join  me. 
I  then  hastened  away  to  a  little  distance;  and  in 
a  few  moments  I  saw  the  front  door  open,  and  a 
female,  who  seemed  to  be  struggling  violently,  was 
hastily  borne  out  between  the  two  men  and  thrust 
into  the  cab.  She  was  crying  loudly  for  help : 
several  persons  stopped :  I  rushed  back  to  the 
spot,  as  if  attracted  by  those  cries  :  but  a  police- 
man, on  receiving  acme  hurried  intimation  from 
the  old  gentleman  with  the  gold-headed  cane,  said 
it  was  all  right.  That  gentleman  jumped  into  the 
cab,  which  his  men  had  already  entered  ;  the  win- 
dows were  drawn  up;  and  the  vehicle  dashed 
away  at  a  rapid  rate.  I  don't  think  that  the 
whole  proceeding,  from  the  instant  that  the  front 
door  opened  for  the  men  to  come  out  with  poor 
Zarah,  until  the  cab  drove  off,  occupied  more  than 
a  minute." 

"And  did  the  driver  keep  his  appointment  with 
you?"  1  anxiously  asked. 


"  Oh,  yes.  Miss,"  replied  William  Lardner : 
"  there  was  no  fear  of  his  disappointing  me  :  he 
had  another  sovereign  to  earn.  You  will  of  course 
understand,  Miss,  that  the  instant  I  found  it  was 
a  lunacy-affair — though  no  doubt  a  pretended  one 
—  I  was  compelled  to  keep  myself  quiet :  I  dared 
not  interfere  for  the  rescue  of  poor  Zarah — I 
should  only  have  been  given  into  custody — and 
that  would  have  made  matters  worse  instead  of 
bettering  them." 

"Yes,  you  could  not  have  acted  otherwise  than 
you  have  done,"  I  hastily  interjected  :  "  your  con- 
duct was  most  discreet  under  the  circumstances. 
But  now  for  the  remainder  of  your  narrative  .''" 

"  I  went  to  the  publio-house,"  continued  Wil- 
liam Lardner  ;  "  and  there  I  sat  for  a  good  hour 
and  a  half  before  the  cabman  made  his  appear- 
ance. Indeed  it  was  about  half-past  one  o'clock 
in  the  morning  when  he  came :  and  he  then  gave 
me  the  information  I  wanted.  He  told  me  that 
he  had  driven  to  an  asylum  right  at  the  end  of 
dotting  Hill :  it  stands  all  alone,  up  a  by-road  to 
the  right :  it  is  called  Borland  House  ;  and  the 
name  of  the  doctor  himself  is  Beresford.  And 
now.  Miss,  I  have  nothing  more  to  say." 

I  expressed  my  sincere  thanks  to  William  Lard- 
ner for  the  services  that  he  had  rendered ;  and  I 
insisted  that  he  should  accept  from  me  the  sum 
of  ten  guineas,  which  I  placed  in  his  hand. 
He  would  have  declined  to  receive  a  single 
shilling  more  than  the  amount  which  he  had  ac- 
tually expended  :  but  I  declared  that  I  should  feel 
hurt  and  angry  if  he  refused,  and  that  on  no 
future  occasion  should  I  ever  avail  myself  of  his 
services.  He  therefore  yielded  ;  and  I  left  him 
alone  for  a  few  minutes  with  Beda,  that  he 
might  bid  her  farewell. 

I  ascended  to  my  chamber,  and  sat  down  to  re- 
flect upon  the  course  which  was  now  to  be 
adopted.  My  estimate  of  St.  Clair's  character 
had  not  been  wrongly  made  :  his  fiendish  capa- 
city for  mischief  had  indeed  devised  a  terrible 
means  of  ridding  himself  of  Zarah.  I  kne.v 
enough  of  the  infamous  lunacy  laws  to  be  well 
aware  that  if  a  couple  of  unprincipled  surgeons, 
lured  by  bribes,  had  signed  a  particular  certificate 
— and  that  if  Dr.  Beresford  was  also  one  of  those 
willing  instruments  of  mischief  whom  such  a  vil- 
lain as  St.  Clair  seldom  fails  to  pick  up  with 
readiness — Zirah's  position  was  indeed  a  most 
awkward  one.  The  law  was  entirely  against 
her ;  while  the  whole  fiction  of  it,  with  all  its 
associated  iniquity,  was  completely  on  the  side  of 
St.  Clair.  There  was  consequently  no  authority 
to  whom  I  could  appeal  on  Zarah's  behalf  and 
yet  I  was  resolved  not  to  abandon  her.  I  now 
saw  that  cunning  must  be  met  by  cunning,  and 
artifice  must  be  encountered  by  artifice.  Already 
certain  plans  were  suggesting  themselves  to  my 
mind  ;  .  and  I  had  matured  them  by  the  time 
Bada  made  her  appearance,  at  the  expiration  of 
about  ten  minutes,— she  having  taken  leave  of 
William  Lardner. 

I  explained  to  Beda  enough  of  the  lunacy  laws 
to  convince  her  how  completely  Zirah  was  now 
vanquished  by  her  merciless  enemy,  uuless  we 
took  speedy  measures  for  her  rescue. 

"  For  the  next  sis  months,"  I  observed,  "  she 
may  remain  in  a  madhouse  before  the  visiting 
Commissioners  can  be  appealed  to  on  her  behalf. 


ELLES   PEHCT  ;    OE,    THE   MEM0IE8   OF    AK    ACIRES8, 


During  that  interval  a  studied  system  of  cruel 
treatment  maj  drive  her  reallj  mad ;  and  this  is 
doubtless  the  aim  to  vrbich  the  villain  St.  Clair 
ia  now  looking.  It  is  therefore  a  paramount 
necessity  that  we  should  enter  upon  our  proceed- 
ings at  once.  The  first  step  is  to  establish  a 
medium  of  communication  with  Zarah  ;  and  jou, 
Beda,  munt  become  that  medium." 

"  I  will  do  everything,  Miss,  that  you    com- 
mand me,"  replied  the  willing  girl. 

"You  must  go  boldly  to  Norland  House,''  I 
continued,  "and  tell  Doctor  Beresford  that  you 
have  been  appointed  by  Captain  St.  Clair  to  attend 
upon  Zarah.  He  will  at  once  believe  you :  he  will 
see  that  you  know  everything  connected  with  the 
circumstance  :  he  will  therefore  be  thrown  com- 
pletely ofiF  his  guard  ;  and  ho  will  even  fancy  that 
you  must  have  received  some  special  instructions 
from  8t.  Clair  in  reference  to  the  mode  of  treat- 
No   35.— J>ii£s  Peect. 


ment  to  be  observed  towards  Zarah.     Indeed,  you 
can  throw  out  a  hint  to  this  effect " 

"  But  if  in  the  course  of  the  day,"  remarked 
Beda,  "the  Doctor  should  communicate  with  Cap* 
tain  St.  Clair  and  discover  that  I  have  practised 
this  deception " 

"He  could  but  expel  you  from  his  housa 
Beda,"  I  rejoined. 

"  Oh !  it  is  not  of  my  own  personal  safety  I 
am  thinking,"  she  ejaculated.  "  I  would  dare 
anything  and  everything  for  poor  Zarah's  sake : 
for  never  can  I  forget  that  it  was  through  her  I 
became  introduced  to  you  !" 

"  No  matter,  my  dear  Beda,"  I  resumed,  "  if 
in  the  course  of  the  day  you  should  be  compelled  to 
leave  Norland  House.  The  grand  object  is  in  the 
first  instance  for  you  to  obtain  access  to  Zarah,  if 
only  for  a  single  hour.  You  will  convey  to  her  the 
j  assurance  that  the  treacherous  plot  of  which  she 


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has  become  a  victim,  is  known  to  those  who  will 
befriend  her ;  and  thus  she  will  be  relieved  of  the 
horrible  idea  that  the  darkest  mystery  envelopes 
her  fate.  You  will  see  likewise  what  she  herself 
may  suggest,  and  whether  by  the  aid  of  friends 
out-of-doors  she  may  effect  her  escape.  Further- 
more, you  will  be  enabled  to  take  a  survey  of  the 
internal  arrangements  of  the  asylum  ;  and  thus 
we  shall  not  be  working  altogether  in  the  dark. 
It  is  just  probable  that  no  communication  at  all 
may  take  place  during  the  day  between  Doctor 
Beresford  and  Captain  St.  Clair ;  and  if  fortune 
should  so  far  favour  us,  your  visit  to  the  asylum 
may  be  productive  of  speedy  and  important  re- 
sults." 

I  then  gave  Beda  some  farther  instructions  in 
respect  to  the  course  which  she  was  to  pursue  ; 
and  she  at  once  took  her  departure.  When  I 
joined  the  Normans  at  tlie  breakfast-table,  I 
accounted  for  the  visit  of  a  young  sailor  to  the 
house  at  such  an  hour  in  the  morning,  by  stating 
that  he  was  much  attached  to  Beda,  and  that  by 
my  permission  he  had  come  to  bid  her  farewell 
previous  to  finally  joining  his  ship.  I  have  before 
said  that  the  Normans  bad  no  undue  curiosity  ; 
and  in  respect  to  my  actions  they  were  never  ac- 
customed to  question  me  farther  than  I  chose  to 
instruct  them  on  any  point.  I  thought  it  very 
probable  that  my  services  would  be  required  in 
the  evening  on  behalf  of  Zarah :  at  all  events  I 
was  determined  to  be  prepared  for  such  a  contin- 
gency ;  and  I  therefore  resolved  to  excuse  myself 
from  appearing  at  the  theatre.  This  I  did  on  the 
usual  plea  of  indisposition ;  and  the  Normans  were 
not  surprised  when  they  heard  me  state  that  I  was 
indisposed— for  the  excitement  which  I  had  sus- 
tained on  Zarah's  account  had  rendered  me  pale 
and  had  given  me  a  careworn  look. 

At  about  twelve  o'clock  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman 
went  to  the  theatre,  as  usual,  accompanied  by 
Juliet, — all  three  for  the  purposes  of  rehearsal ; 
and  I  soon  afterwards  set  out  for  Netting  Hill, 
according  to  an  understanding  to  which  1  had 
come  with  Beda.  1  proceeded  in  a  cab,  and 
alighted  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  road  in 
which  Norland  House  was  situated.  I  had  pur- 
posely dressed  myself  with  great  plainness :  I  had 
on  a  thick  veil :  and  I  looked  carefully  about  to  see 
that  St.  Clair  was  not  anywhere  in  the  neighbour- 
hood. I  did  not  entertain  much  apprehension  on 
this  point :  for  I  thought  that  when  once  he  learnt 
that  Zarah  was  in  safe  custody  in  the  lunatic- 
asylum,  he  would  consider  that  his  plan  was  fully 
accomplished  and  he  would  not  trouble  himself 
much  more  on  her  behalf. 

After  walking  about  for  a  little  time,  and  not 
seeing  anything  of  Beda,  I  turned  into  the  by- 
road itself  and  passed  by  Norland  House.  It 
was  only  a  small  establishment:  but  it  had  a 
picturesque  appearance  ;  for  at  one  extremity  im- 
mense vines  climbed  up  the  walls  and  festooned 
about  the  windows.  These  windows  had  all  Vene- 
tian blinds :  but  of  those  in  the  other  parts  of  the 
asylum,  some  were  barred  to  the  top  of  the  lowpr 
sash — while  others  again  wore  completely  pro- 
tected by  gratings  from  top  to  bottom.  The 
structure  stood  in  the  midst  of  a  small  garden, 
the  walls  of  which  were  very  high  :  but  through 
the  iron  gateway  I  could  obtain  a  full  view  of  the 
house.     I  walked  to  the  end  of  the  road,  where  it 


abruptly  joined  some  fields,  for  it  was  unfinished, 
and  I  thou  retraced  my  way  towards  the  main 
road,  in  which  I  had  agreed  to  meet  Beda  in  case 
circumstances  should  render  it  advisable  for  her  to 
come  forth  from  the  asylum  on  some  pretext  or 
another. 

I  bad  not  waited  long  before  I  beheld  the  faith- 
ful girl  tripping  towards  me;  and  when  I  was 
convinced  that  she  had  caught  sight  of  me,  I  pro- 
ceeded still  farther,  so  as  to  reach  a  spot  where 
there  was  no  fear  of  our  movements  being  ob- 
served by  anyone  connected  with  the  asylum.  Slio 
joined  me ;  and  I  at  once  saw  by  the  expression  of 
her  countenance  that  everything  was  going  on 
well. 

"  You  have  succeeded,  Beda,"  I  said,  "  in  ob- 
taining access  to  Zurah  P" 

"  Yes — immediately  on  my  arrival,"  responded 
the  girl.  "I  was  first  of  all  conducted  to  a  room 
where  I  found  the  Doctor  and  his  wife  ;  and  with 
all  the  hardihood  that  I  could  muster  to  my  aid  I 
told  them  that  I  had  been  sent  by  Captain  St. 
Clair  to  be  attached  entirely  to  the  person  of 
Zarah.  Doctor  Beresford  looked  at  me  signifi- 
cantly, and  said,  '  I  suppose,  then,  that  you  have 
some  special  instructions  ?' — I  answered  that  I 
had. — '  Well,  well,'  he  said,  '  I  do  not  inquire 
what  they  are.  Captain  St,  Clair,  who  has  in- 
terested himself  on  behalf  of  this  poor  mad 
creature,  knows  what  he  is  about ;  and  it  is  for  us 
to  give  you  every  assistance  and  to  afford  you 
every  facility  in  carrying  out  his  views,'  He  then 
asked  if  I  were  not  myself  of  the  gipsy  race? — I 
replied  that  I  was.  Mrs.  Beresford  then  joined 
in  the  conversation  ;  and  she  said  with  a  look  full 
of  some  strange  moaning,  'I  suppose  we  are  to 
consider  you  as  being  entirely  devoted  to  the  in" 
terests  of  Captain  St.  Clair  ?' — I  again  gave  a  re- 
sponse in  the  affirmative  :  and  the  lady  then  con- 
ducted me  to  a  chamber,  where  I  found  Zirah 
seated  with  a  female  keeper,  who  presently  left  the 
room." 

"  And  how  does  poor  Zarah  endure  her  cala- 
mity ?"  I  asked. 

"  She  was  in  complete  possession  of  her  presence 
of  mind,"  continued  Beda,  "  when  I  was  ushered 
to  her  room ;  for  when  Mrs.  Bc'resford  proposed  to 
conduct  me  thither,  I  was  apprehensive  lost  in  a 
sudden  transport  of  joy  at  beholding  a  friendly 
face,  Zarah  might  betray  feelings  calculated  to 
excite  a  suspicion  in  the  old  lady's  mind.  But 
merely  flinging  a  look  upon  me,  she  said  with 
assumed  coldness,  '  Ah,  is  it  you  ?' — Mrs.  Beres- 
ford then  retired  ;  and  when  the  door  closed  upon 
us,  Zarah,  starting  up,  caught  me  in  her  arms." 

"  Ah  !  I  can  easily  picture  to  myself,"  I  said, 
"  the  joy  that  she  must  have  experienced !" 

"  And  it  was  therefore  a  wonder,"  added  Beda, 
"  that  she  should  have  exercised  so  strong  a  con- 
trol over  her  feelings  when  first  I  made  my  ap- 
pearance. But  she  told  me  that  she  was  at  once 
smitten  with  the  conviction  that  I  had  by  some 
artifice  obtained  admission  lo  her,  and  that  every- 
thing might  therefore  depend  on  the  way  in  which 
she  received  me.  She  calculated  reasonably 
enough  that  if  I  had  presented  myself  at  the 
asylum  ss  a  friend,  the  door  would  have  been 
closed  against  me.  But  oh !  my  dear  Miss  Percy, 
nothing  can  exceed  the  gratitude  which  she  ex- 
periences towards  you  for  the  precaution  you  took 


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in  having  some  one  to  watoh  over  her  safety  :  for 
amidst  all  bcr  painful  thoughts,  the  most  horrible 
idea  was  that  she  had  suddenly  passed  as  it  were 
out  of  the  midst  of  the  great  world  into  that  sepul- 
chre of  an  asylum,  without  leaving  a  trace  be- 
hind !" 

"  And  I  suppose  that  she  is  most  bitter  and 
vindictive,"  I  said,  "against  Edwin  St.  Clair?" 

"  She  yearns  to  effect  her  escape,"  Beda  an- 
swered, '"■  in  order  that  she  may  accomplish  some 
aim  with  which  you.  Miss,  are  acquainted,  and 
which  she  has  promised  to  explain  to  me." 

"  And  is  there  any  chance,"  I  asked,  "  for  Zarah 
to  effect  her  escape  ?" 

"Yes— every  chance!"  rejoined  Beda.  "In- 
deed, the  whole  scheme  is  settled ;  and  it  is  to  be 
put  into  practice  this  evening,  provided  that  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair  in  the  meantime  does  not  discover 
that  I  have  obtained  access  to  Zarah.  But  I  hope 
and  trust  that  there  is  little  risk  of  such  discovery, 
for  the  reason  that  I  will  presently  explain." 

"Every  additional  syllable  you  utter,  my  dear 
Beda,"  I  said,  "  infuses  fresh  joy  into  my  heart. 
Continue  your  explanations  in  your  own  way. 
But  perhaps  I  may  as  well  inform  you  that  I  just 
now  passed  by  the  asylum,  and  took  a  scrutinizing 
view  of  its  exterior  through  the  iron  gateway." 

"  Ah !  then  you  will  all  the  more  easily  compre- 
hend the  explanations  which  I  have  to  give !"  ex- 
claimed Beda.  "  You  have  seen  that  the  house  is 
a  srooll  one;  it  is  only  fitted  up  to  contain  about 
fourteen  or  sixteen  female  lunatics  ;  and  there  are 
not  more  than  six  or  seven  there  at  the  present 
time.  The  house  is  handsomely  furnished  ;  and  as 
Doctor  Beresford  is  paid  four  or  five  hundred 
pounds  a  year  for  each  inmate,  you  may  suppose 
that  it  is  a  profitable  business,  even  with  the 
limited  number  of  patients  that  be  now  pos- 
sesses." 

"  And  particularly,"  I  added,  "  considering  bow 
unscrupulously  he  conducts  the  business,  and  what 
large  fees  may  at  times  pass  into  bis  bands  in  the 
form  of  bribes.  But  continue,  Beda.  I  am  most 
anxious  to  learn  what  plan  you  have  devised  for 
poor  Zarah's  escape." 

"Tou  perhaps  noticed,  Miss,"  proceeded  the 
faithful  girl,  "  that  there  are  some  rooms  on  that 
side  where  the  vines  cover  the  walls,  which  have 
no  bars  ?" 

"Yes— I  observed  them,"  I  said:  "they  have 
Venetian  shutters." 

"The  same,"  rejoined  Beda.  "But  as  you  may 
suppose,  it  was  not  in  one  of  those  rooms  that  I 
found  Zarah.  Her  chambsr  is  well  protected  with 
iron  bars.  The  rooms  with  the  undefended  win- 
dows and  the  Venetian  blinds,  are  for  lunatics  of 
an  entirely  harmless  nature,  and  concerning  whom 
no  apprehension  of  escape  is  entertained :  whereas 
on  the  other  band  Doctor  and  ilrs.  Beresford  have 
perhaps  too  good  reason  to  know  that  Zarali 
would  grasp  at  the  slightest  opportunity  of  flight." 

"  Besides,"  I  interjected,  "  it  may  doubtless 
suit  their  purpose  to  represent  Zarah  as  a  con- 
firmed and  dangerous  lunatic ;  so  that  she  may 
be  surrounded  by  all  possible  circumstances  of 
tyranny,  terrorism,  and  coercion." 

"  All  this  is  doubtless  within  their  calculations," 
answered  Beda.  "  When  I  was  first  introduced 
to  Zarah's  chamber  this  morning,  the  door  was 
ocked :    but  before  Mrs.  Beresford   retired,   she 


gave  me  the  key,  bidding  me  secure  the  door  in- 
ternally, and  to  be  sure  to  keep  the  key  about  ray 
own  person.  These  instructions  she  gave  aside  in 
a  low  whisper.  In  short,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  I 
can  calculate  upon  being  the  custodian  of  the  key 
for  a  certain  period.  At  about  twelve  o'clock 
some  refreshments  were  brought  up  into  the  room 
by  a  female  keeper,  who  was  followed  by  Mrs. 
Beresford.  This  lady  asked  me  if  I  would  like 
to  look  over  the  house;  and  I  at  once  replied 
that  I  should.  I  will  not  waste  precious  time 
by  telling  you  anything  about  the  lunatic  inmates 
whom  I  saw  :  but  I  will  hasten  to  explain  that  I 
found  all  the  rooms  with  the  Venetian  blinds  to 
be  unoccupied.  These  are  the  rooms,  you  recol- 
lect, which  have  the  windows  without  bars.  Mrs. 
Beresford  conversed  familiarly  with  me;  and  I 
threw  out  several  hints  to  confirm  the  suspicion 
which  she  and  her  husband  had  from  the  first 
entertained,  to  the  effect  that  I  had  received 
special  and  private  instructions  from  Captain  St. 
Clair  with  reference  to  Zarah's  treatment.  Be- 
fore I  parted  from  Mrs.  Beresford,  after  going 
over  the  house,  I  casually  remarked  that  I  should 
presently  be  compelled  to  go  up  into  London  to 
fetch  some  little  things  which  I  had  forgotten  to 
bring  with  me  in  my  boxes  ;  and  Mrs.  Beresford 
showed  me  a  bell-pull  in  the  passage,  so  that  I 
might  always  summon  one  of  the  female  keepers 
— or  nurses,  by  the  bye,  as  they  are  called — to 
occupy  my  place  with  Zarah  when  I  wished  to 
absent  myself.  On  again  being  alone  with  Zarah, 
I  communicated  to  her  the  fact  that  all  the  rooms 
with  the  Venetian  blinds  were  untenanted." 

"  And  now  I  begin  to  comprehend,"  I  said, 
"  the  plan  of  escape.  Is  it  not  to  watch  a  favour- 
able opportunity  to  issue  from  the  chamber  with 
the  barred  windows, — you  fortunately  being  the 
bolder  of  the  key, — to  pass  into  one  of  the  rooms 
with  the  Venetian  blinds,  and  thence  effect  your 
egress  by  the  window  ?" 

"  Such  is  the  project,"  answered  Beda  :  "  but 
it  will  not  be  unattended  with  risk  and  danger. 
At  the  summit  of  the  staircase,  on  every  landing, 
there  is  a  door  which  is  kept  fast  locked.  If  I 
wish  to  issue  forth  from  Zarah's  chamber,  I  must 
ring  the  bell  in  the  landing  to  summon  the  nurse 
to  open  the  door  at  the  head  of  the  staircase. 
Thus,  you  see,  all  the  occupants  of  rooms  on  each 
particular  floor  are  confined  to  that  floor  itself ; 
for  even  if  their  doors  be  open,  they  can  neither 
ascend  to  the  floor  above,  nor  descend  to  the  one 
below,  without  the  aid  of  a  nurse  to  open  the  mas- 
sive doors  on  the  landing." 

"  I  understand,  Beda.  On  what  floor  is  Zai-ah's 
chamber  ?"  I  inquired. 

"On  the  second  floor,"  replied  Beda;  "and 
therefore  you  perceive  that  on  issuing  from  her 
chamber,  we  must  penetrate  into  one  of  the  two 
rooms  with  the  Venetian  windows  which  are  on 
the  same  floor.  It  will  be  a  height  of  at  least 
thirty- five  feet  from  which  we  shall  have  to 
descend;  and  herein  exists  the  danger.  But 
Zarah  quails  not  thereat ;  and  as  for  myself,  t 
woald  dare  it  were  it  twice  the  height." 

"  You  are  a  brave  girl,  Beda,"  1  said;  "and  as 
for  Zarah,  she  is  far  from  being  deficient  in 
courage.     What  more  have  you  to  tell  me  ?" 

"  The  length  of  time  occupied  by  Mrs.  Beresford 
in  showing  me  over  the  house,"  continued  Beda, 


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"  left  me  but  a  comparativelj  little  while  for  the 
arrangement  and  digestion  of  this  plan  with  Zarafa, 
when  we  again  found  ourselves  alone  together.  I 
knew  that  I  must  be  keeping  you  waiting,  Miss, 
— as  the  hour  at  which  you  were  to  be  in  this 
neighbourhood,  had  arrived  and  was  past :  but 
still  I  was  convinced  you  would  have  patience." 

"  Oh !  I  should  have  remained  here  until  the 
evening,  Beda,  rather  than  hare  missed  you.  But 
proceed." 

"At  length,  my  dear  Miss,  everything  being 
settled  between  me  and  Zarah,  I  rang  the  bell  for 
the  nurse — surrendered  her  up  the  key  of  the 
chamber — and  intimated  that  I  might  be  absent 
for  an  hour  or  two.  Moreover,  in  order  to  keep 
up  appearances,  I  whispered  to  her  that  she  must 
maintain  a  sharp  eye  upon  Zarab,  for  that  I  feared 
she  might  be  wickedly  incllaed  towards  any  one 
else,  though  I  myself  had  the  means  of  influencing 
and  controlling  her.  As  I  was  passing  through 
the  garden,  I  met  Doctor  and  Mrs.  Beresford,  who 
were  walking  there  together.  They  stopped  me 
for  a  moment,  and  then  inquired  whether,  as  I 
was  going  up  into  London,  I  should  be  likely  to 
see  Captain  St.  Clair  P  I  at  once  boldly  answered 
that  I  thought  it  very  probable  I  might  see  him. — 
'  In  that  case,' said  theDoctor,  'you  can  tell  him  that 
the  patient  was  carried  off  last  night  with  as  little 
r.oise  as  possible :  the  landlady  of  the  house  readily 
believed  that  Zarah's  brain  was  turned,  for  she 
t'aought  she  had  noticed  something  wild  and  pecu- 
liar about  her.  As  for  the  rest,'  added  Doctor 
Beresford,  '  you  can  assure  the  Captain  that  the 
patient  is  in  safe  keeping,  and  that  his  wishes  shall 
be  carried  out  in  every  respect.' — I  promised  to 
deliver  these  messages ;  and  now  you  understand. 
Miss,  why  I  said  just  now  that  I  do  not  think  it 
at  all  probable  any  communication  will  actually 
take  place  between  the  Doctor  and  Captain  St. 
Clair  for  the  remainder  of  the  day.  On  issuing 
from  the  asylum,  I  came  straight  to  you." 

"Everything  has  progressed,"  I  observed,  " in 
a  manner  favourable  to  our  designs.  When  do 
you  purpose  to  attempt  the  grand  exploit?" 

"This  is  the  main  difficulty,"  resumed  Beda. 
"  Immediately  the  dusk  sets  in — as  I  learnt  from 
Mrs.  Beresford's  lips  —  she  herself  makes  the 
round,  locks  all  the  chambers,  and  takes  away 
the  keys." 

"  Indeed !"  I  exclaimed.  "  Then  in  that  case, 
Beda,  you  will  not  be  the  custodian  of  the  key  of 
Zarah's  chamber  when  evening  comes." 

"  But  I  shall  be  in  possession  of  that  key  up 
till  dusk,"  rejoined  the  faithful  girl;  "and  the 
attempt  must  therefore  be  made  while  the  twilight 
lasts,  a  quarter  of  an  hour  or  ten  minutes  pre- 
vious to  the  commencement  of  the  old  lady's  I 
rounds."  I 

"And  if  there  be  any  persons  walking  in  the 
garden,"  I  observed,  "the  attempt  cannot  be 
made  ?" 

"  We  must  not,  my  dear  Miss,"  replied  Beda, 
with  a  smile,  "  flatter  ourselves  that  everything  is 
to  progress  smoothly.  There  are  difficulties  to  be 
encountered  and  risks  to  be  run  in  all  ventures  of 
this  kind.  But  it  fortunately  happens  that  at 
the  extremity  of  the  passage  on  the  second  floor, 
Zarah  and  I  may  this  evening  have  our  choice  of 
a  front  or  a  back  room  with  undefended  windows, 
as  the  scene  of  our  operations.     These  will   be 


rapidly  conducted :  and  if  we  catch  a  glimpse  of 
any  persons  in  the  front  garden,  we  must  descend 
from  the  back  window — or  the  reverse,  according 
to  circumstances.  And  now,  my  dear  Miss,  I 
come  to  that  point  which  relates  to  the  assistanoe 
that  you  yourself  are  to  render." 

"  Only  tell  me  the  part  that  I  am  to  play,"  was 
my  quick  response,  "  and  I  shall  not  disappoint 
you." 

"  We  may  escape  from  the  window,"  continued 
Beda;  "but  there  will  be  still  another  escape  to 
effect — and  this  is  from  the  garden  itself.  The 
walls  are  very  high,  as  you  have  doubtless  no- 
ticed :  the  iron  gates  are  always  locked— and  there 
is  a  watchful  porter  in  the  lodge.  We  must 
climb  that  part  of  the  wall  which  is  exactly  oppo- 
site the  extremity  of  the  house  where  the  vines 
festoon  about  the  Venetian  windows,  front  and 
back.  But  fortunately  there  are  no  windows  in 
the  side  of  the  house  itself;  and  thus  the  escape 
over  the  garden- wall  at  the  point  I  have  named, 
stands  little  chance  of  being  observed.  Precisely 
at  sunset,  you,  Miss,  must  be  in  the  neighbour- 
hood, provided  with  a  rope-ladder  to  throw  over 
the  wall  to  us.  Let  the  extremities  of  the  cords 
have  stout  wooden  pegs,  which  we  may  drive 
slantwise  into  the  ground,  so  as  to  retain  the 
ladder  fixed  in  a  sloping  position,  you  know— just 
like  the  cords  of  a  tent.  Then  a  cab  in  waiting 
at  a  little  distance — and  that  is  all  you  will  be 
required  to  do  !" 

I  cheerfully  undertook  everything  that  I  was 
thus  asked  to  perform ;  and  after  a  little  more 
conversation  with  Beda,  in  respect  to  certain 
minute  details,  we  separated.  I  hastened  back 
into  London  :  and  before  returning  to  Hunter 
Street,  I  purchased  a  sufficient  quantity  of  com- 
mon bell-pull  cord  for  the  manufacture  of  the 
rope-ladder.  On  reaching  home,  I  shut  myself 
in  my  own  chamber,  and  set  busily  to  work  at  the 
task  which  I  had  in  hand.  This  occupied  me 
somewhat  longer  than  I  had  expected;  for  it  was 
necessary  to  fasten  the  various  cross-pieces  with  a 
considerable  degree  of  strength,  and  also  to  intro- 
duce two  or  three  steps  of  wood  in  order  to  keep 
the  sides  of  the  ladder  conveniently  apart.  While 
engaged  with  my  labour,  I  reviewed  everything 
that  Beda  had  told  me;  and  I  considered  that  the 
chances  of  Zarah's  escape  were  considerably  in 
her  favour.  Yet  I  was  not  too  sanguine  ;  for  I 
saw  that  everything  depended  upon  the  absence  of 
any  communication  beiween  the  Beresfords  and 
St.  Clair. 

It  being  the  first  day  of  September,  the  sun  set 
at  about  a  quarter  to  seven ;  and  a  little  before 
that  time  I  was  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Norland 
House,  according  to  my  promise.  The  cab  which 
had  brought  me,  was  concealed  behind  a  clump  of 
trees  at  a  little  distance  from  the  asylum  ;  and  by 
the  liberality  of  my  promises,  as  well  as  by  means  of 
a  handsome  earnest  of  my  good  intentions,  I  gave 
the  driver  to  understand  that  there  was  some 
business  of  a  delicate  and  important  nature  to  be 
accomplished.  I  had  the  rope-ladder  rolled  up 
into  the  narrowest  possible  compass,  and  con* 
cealed  beneath  my  scarf:  I  placed  myself  in  such 
a  position  with  regard  to  the  bouse  that  I  could 
obtain  a  view  of  the  windows  from  either  of  which 
the  descent  might  be  effected.  And  now,  for  seve- 
ral minutes,  1  was  a  prey  to  the  utmost  suspense. 


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Those  difficulties  whicb  I  had  hitherto  glanced  so 
lightly  at,  appeared  to  take  more  colossal  propor> 
tions  the  nearer  the  instant  drew  when  thej  would 
have  to  be  grappled  with.  But  I  need  not  dwell 
farther  on  all  the  hurried  reflections  that  I  made 
during  that  brief  period  in  which  hope  and  fear 
were  thus  clashing:  1  will  continue  the  thread 
of  my  narrative. 

The  last  rays  of  the  setting  sun  glimmered  in 
the  hori2on  ;  and  the  interval  of  twilight  suc- 
ceeded. In  a  short  time,  as  my  eyes  wore  fixed 
upon  the  spot  where  all  my  interest  was  now  coa< 
centrated,  I  could  discern  through  the  gathering 
gloom  some  small  white  object  within  one  of  the 
windows  around  which  the  vines  festooned.  Then 
the  lower  sash  of  that  window  was  opened  :  I 
could  distinguish  the  white  object  more  plainly  :  it 
was  a  kerchief  that  was  beiog  waved  as  &  signal 
to  me  :  for  both  Eeda  and  Zarah  felt  assured  that 
I  was  on  the  look-out  from  some  point  where  they 
themselves  could  not  distinguish  mo.  And  almost 
immediately  afterwards  I  could  discern  two  forms 
at  the  open  window  ;  and  then  a  length  of  rope,  or 
rather  of  material  formed  of  sheets  and  blankets 
and  curtains  torn  into  strips,  which  were  fastened 
together,  was  rapidly  unrolled  from  the  window. 
Ah !  it  was  Beda  that  was  about  to  descend  first ! 
it  was  she  who  had  insisted  upon  testing  with  her 
lighter  form  the  strength  of  the  rope,  ere  the 
heavier  person  of  Zarah  should  be  committed  to 
it.  For  a  few  moments  the  young  girl  sat 
crouching  down  upon  the  window-sill — I  knew  not 
whether  her  courage  failed  her,  or  whether  it  were 
that  she  was  listening  attentively  for  the  last  time 
to  assure  herself  that  no  footsteps  were  approach- 
ing in  the  garden.  Ah  !  I  ought  not  to  have 
fancied  that  she  was  deficient  in  fortitude  even  for 
a  single  instant :  for  now  she  was  grasping  the 
upper  part  of  the  rope — she  was  gliding  down  it 
until  the  wall  of  the  garden  concealed  her  from 
my  view  !  I  just  waited  until  I  beheld  Zarah 
commencing  the  descent— and  then  I  sped  close 
up  to  the  wall,  where  I  remained,  getting  the  rope- 
ladder  in  hasty  readiness  to  be  thrown  over. 

In  about  a  minute  my  ear  caught  the  sounds 
of  light  footsteps  on  the  opposite  side  of  the  wall ; 
and  a  small  stone  or  .piece  of  earth  was  thrown 
over  to  me.  This  was  a  signal  previously  agreed 
upon  between  myself  and  Beda;  and  I  lost  not  an 
instant  in  obeying  it.  I  threw  the  rope-ladder 
over  the  wall,  making  the  extremity  on  my  side 
fast  to  the  trunk  of  a  small  tree.  A  few  moments 
elapsed,  during  which  Zarah  and  Beda  were  driving 
the  pegs  on  their  side  into  the  ground  ;  and  then 
I  bad  the  satisfaction  of  beholding  the  counte- 
nance of  Zarah  appear  above  the  wall.  Her  escape 
was  quickly  consummated ;  and  she  strained  me  in 
her  arms.  Beda's  light  form  now  dropped  from 
the  wall  ;  and  we  all  three  hastened  to  the  cab. 
We  took  our  seats  in  the  vehicle ;  and  it  drove 
away  at  a  rapid  rate. 

Zarah  overwhelmed  me  with  thanks  for  the  part 
which  I  bad  played  in  thus  enabling  her  to  escape 
from  the  lunatic-asylum ;  and  I  proffered  her  my 
sincerest  congratulations  on  the  event.  We  both 
of  us  lavished  fitting  eulogies  upon  the  conduct  of 
Beda  in  the  transaction ;  and  when  all  these  first 
feelings  of  rejoicing  had  found  their  vent,  I 
thought  it  absolutely  necessary  to  discuss  Zarah's 
future  plans  of  proceeding.    In  the  first  instance 


it  was  necessary  for  her  to  consider  whither  she 
would  go ;  for  I  did  not  suppose  that  she  intended 
to  return  to  the  lodgings  whence  she  had  been 
forcibly  carried  away.  On  this  point  I  found  that 
her  mind  was  already  made  up  -.  she  had  decided 
upon  going  back  to  her  former  place  of  abode  near 
the  London  University. 

We  discoursed  freely  in  the  presence  of  Beda ; 
for  the  young  girl  had  proved  herself  by  her 
fidelity  and  intelligence  to  be  in  every  way  worthy 
of  this  confidence.  Indeed,  Zarah  had  already 
initiated  her,  during  the  afternoon,  into  many  de- 
tails of  her  late  proceedings  and  her  present  plans 
in  respect  to  Edwin  St.  Clair. 

"  You  must  act  with  the  utmost  circumspection, 
Zarah,"  I  said  j  "  for  you  will  bear  in  mind  that 
Doctor  Beresford,  armed  with  a  medical  certificate, 
may  seize  you  wherever  he  may  find  you,  and  bear 
you  back  to  his  asylum." 

"  I  have  not  lost  sight  of  that  fact,  my  dear 
Miss  Percy,"  answered  Zarah.  "I  have  suffered 
once  through  want  of  caution  and  through  an 
overweening  confidence  in  the  success  of  my  plana 
as  I  had  sketched  them  out :  but  the  lesson  has 
perhaps  been  a  salutary  one." 

"  And  is  it  possible,  Zarah,"  I  asked,  "  that  you 
still  think  of  linking  your  fate  with  that  of  a  man 
who  is  capable  of  so  much  villany  ?" 

"  Nothing  can  alter  that  resolve  on  my  part," 
rejoined  Zarah :  and  as  her  eyes  flashed  fiercely, 
she  added,  "  I  will  compel  hioi  to  take  me  as  his 
wife,  were  it  only  to  punish  him  the  mora  eff'ectu- 
ally.  Ah,  my  dear  Miss  Percy  !  my  love  has  well 
nigh  turned  into  hate ;  and  Oh !  I  must  be 
avenged !  If  his  proud  spirit  scorn  me — if  his 
haughty  disposition  contemn  the  gipsy-bride,  I 
must  humble  him— I  must  bring  him  down  very 
low !     And  this  I  will  do." 

Her  lips  were  then  compressed  with  the  fiercest 
resolution ;  and  for  some  few  minutes  there  was 
silence— for  I  was  reflecting  mournfully  upon  what 
Zarah's  destiny  might  possibly  be  if  she  persisted 
in  compelling  that  young  man  of  dark  villanies 
and  of  fiend-like  machinations  to  conduct  her  to 
the  altar. 

"Yes,"  resumed  Zarah  at  length,  "my  resolve 
is  irrevocably  fixed ;  and  since  I  now  find  that  it 
will  indeed  prove  a  terrible  chastisement  for  Edwin 
St.  Clair  to  make  the  gipsy  his  bride,  it  will  bo 
with  all  the  greater  satisfaction  that  I  myself  shall 
inflict  that  punishment.— But  here  we  are  at  the 
lodgings." 

The  cab  stopped  in  front  of  the  house  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  London  University ;  and 
Zarab,  bidding  us  remain  in  the  vehicle  for  a  few 
moments,  alighted.  After  a  brief  interchange  of 
words  with  the  landlady  of  the  house,  she  returned 
to  us  to  intimate  that  the  lodgings  were  not  let 
and  that  she  could  re-take  possession  of  them.  I 
and  Beda  accordingly  descended  from  the  cub— the 
driver  of  which  was  rewarded  with  even  a  greater 
liberality  than  I  bad  promised. 

"And  now,  Zarah,"  I  said,  when  we  were  all 
three  seated  in  the  parlour  of  the  lodgings,  "  what 
step  is  next  to  be  taken  ?" 

"  With  your  permission,  my  dear  Miss  Percy," 
answered  Zarab,  "  I  must  continue  to  avail  myself 
of  the  assistance  of  Beda.  By  the  course  which 
she  has  already  adopted  on  my  behalf,  she  has 
thrown  off  the  mask,  as  it  were,  towards  those 


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who  fancied  that  in  her  they  possessed  a  docile  ment  to  the  proper  authorities  to-morrow,  at 
agent  for  their  iniquities.  St.  Clair — who  already  the  hour  of  noon  precisely,  unless  this  friend 
knows  that  Beda  is  in  your  service,  and  who  has  should  previously  receive  a  counter-order  from  ray 
doubtless  been  hugging  the  hope  that  she  has  not  lips.  This  is  the  extent  of  the  message  which  you 
failed  to  administer  the  poisoned  lozenges — will  have  to  convey  to  Captain  St.  Clair.  Fear  not  ou 
now  suddenly  comprehend  that  she  is  imbued  with  your  own  account,  Beda :  with  this  threat  hanging 
principles  and  that  she  entertains  sympathies  over  his  head,  he  will  not  dare  touch  a  single  hair 
which   render   her   very  different  from    that   for    of  your's !" 

which  she  has  been  token.  He  can  scarcely  fail  ■  "  Oh,  I  entertain  no  fear !"  exclaimed  the  young 
to  suspect  that  i/ou,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  have  girl,  starting  up  from  her  seat :  and  in  a  few  iao« 
aided  Beda  in  accomplishing  my  rescue ;  and  at  meats  the  door  closed  behind  her. 
all  events  the  faithful  girl,  by  her  conduct  of  this 
day,  has  proved  that  she  can  no  longer  be  looked 
upon  as  a  willing  agent  for  the  criminal  inten- 
tions of  my  wretched  grandmother,  Edwin  St. 
Clair,  or  Lady  Lilla  Essendine." 

"  Yes,"  I  observed,  '•'  Beda  must  henceforth  ap- 
pear in  a  now  light  to  the  view  of  those  per- 
sons." 

'•'  And  therefore,"  continued  Zarah,  "  it  cannot 
be  in  the  least  prejudicial  to  your  interests,  my 
dear  Miss  Percy,  if  Beda  continues  for  the  present 
to  serve  me  in  the  carrying  out  of  my  own 
views  ?" 

"Decidedly  not,"  I  rejoined.  "But  even  if  it 
were   otherwise,  I  should  not  be  selfish   enough, 


CHAPTEE   XXVIII. 

ZAEAH     AND      ST.      CLAIE. 

I  EESOLVEB  to  remain  with  Zarah  until  Beda'a 
return  ;  for  I  was  anxious  to  become  acquainted 
with  the  result  of  her  mission  to  St.  Clair.  It  was 
not  now  more  than  half-past  nine  in  the  evening  ; 
and  I  was  therefore  in  no  hurry  to  return  to 
Hunter  Street,  Zarah  and  I  conversed  together 
during  Beda's  absence — which  lasted  for  about  an 
hour  and  a  half;  and  again  did  I  endeavour  to  in- 
Zarah,  to  consider  my  own  interests  in  opposition    duce   my  gipsy  friend  to  reflect  calmly  upon  the 


to  yours.     "What  can  Beda  do  for  you  ?" 

"You  remember,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  con- 
tinued Zarah,  "  that  you  once  consulted  me  on  a 
particular  project  which  you  had  in  view  as  a 
means  of  protecting  yourself  against  the  machioa' 


proceeding  which  she  was  adopting  in  reference  to 
St.  Clair. 

"  It  is  a  delicate  topic  for  me  to  touch  upon, 
Zarah,"  I  said :  "  but  still  I  feel  it  my  duty  to 
approach  it  once  more.     What  hope  of  happiness 


tions  of  St.  Ciair.   You  told  me  that  you  purposed  \  can  you  entertain  in  forcing  this  man  into  an  al- 
to pen  a  narrative  of  everything   you   knew  or  j  liance  with  you?     You  can  never  expect  to  win 
suspected    concerning  him — which  narrative  you  j  his  love ;  and  even  if  you  did,  the  love  of  such  a 
should  entrust  to  the  keeping  of  some   faithful  i  being— Oh  !  is  it  not  a  frightful  thing  ?" 
ffiend "  "If  he  give  me  not  his  love,"  answered  Zarah, 

"I  remember  full  well,  Zarah!"  I  interrupted  "I  will  give  him  my  hatred.  Perhaps  it  is  in 
her.  "You  dissuaded  me  from  the  plan— and  I  hatred  that  I  am  now  acting;  and  if  so,  no 
did  not  aJ-opt  it.  But  wherefore  do  you  make  |  wonder !  — for  there  has  been  too  much  of  love 
allusion  to  it  now  ?"  j it  has  undone  me and  I  will  have  a  little 

"' Because  it  has  proved  susfgestive  to  my  mind  of  hatred.  Yes,  yes!— if  St.  Clair  so  wills  it, 
on  the  present  occasion,"  replied  Zarah.     "  You    away  with  love  !" 

shall  see  how. — Beda,  my  dear  young  friend,  I  am  i  "  But  this  is  a  fearful  destiny,  Zarah,"  I  ear- 
about  to  entrust  you  with  a  mission  which  I  know  '  nestly  remonstrated,  "  that  you  are  preparing  for 
you  will  execute  faithfully;  and  I  am  likewise  con-    yourself." 

vinced  that  you  will  accomplish  it  firmly  and  cou-  j  "And  yet  it  is  the  destiny  which  I  shall  em- 
rageously.  "Will  you  proceed  on  my  behalf  to  brace  with  satisfaction,"  she  rejoined.  "  Oh !  my 
Captain  St.  Clair  ?"  i  dear  Miss  Percy  !  with  you  I  may  be  candid.     Is 

"I  will,"  answered  Beda.  not  my  ambition  to   be   gratified?     Or   call  it 

"If  he  be  not  already  acquainted  with  the  in-  vanity  if  you  will;  and  if  vanity,  it  must  be 
telligence,"  continued  Zarah,  "  you  may  inform  ministered  unto.  In  the  eyes  of  the  world  St. 
him  that  I  have  escaped  from  the  asylum  to  Clair  occupies  a  brilliant  position:  it  will  be  a 
which  his  villany  had  consigned  me.  But  doubtless  proud  thing  to  become  his  wife  !" 
that  intelligence  Jias  been  by  this  time  conveyed  ;  "And  a  dangerous  thing,  Zarah,"  I  interjected, 
to  hioi  from  Norland  House.  Tell  him,  Boda,  l  "I  shall  be  upon  my  guards"  she  instan- 
that  his  triumph  was  of  short  duration,  and  that  taneously  replied.  "  When  once  we  are  linked 
it  has  only  rendered  me  all  the  more  resolute  in  ^  together,  our  relative  positions  will  be  altered.  I 
carrying  out  my  views,  so  that  I  may  triumph  in  my  shall  have  upon  him  the  claims  of  a  wife  :  the  law- 
turn.  Tell  him  likewise  that  to-morrow, at  eleven  will  be  my  protection;  and  as  for  the  insidious 
o'clock  punctually,  you  will  return  to  his  abode  to  ;  workings  of  those  mischiefs  of  which,  alas!  he  ia 
conduct  him  to  my  residence— to  which  he  must  be  only  too  capable — I  shall  bid  him  beware  lest  at 
in  readiness  to  repair  under  precisely  the  same  cir-  the  very  first  cause  which  I  may  have  to  suspect 
cumstances  as  those  which  I  had  sketched  forth  him  of  foul  play,  I  suddenly  lift  the  veil  from 
for  eleven  o'clock  this  morning.  He  will  know  before  the  dark  mysteries  of  his  life.  And  more- 
what  you  mean.  But  this  is  not  all,  Beda.  Tell  over,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  you  yourself  must  ac- 
him  that  a  written  statement  of  everything  I  knowledge  that  matters  between  St.  Clair  and  me 
know  concerning  himself  and  Lady  Lilla  Essen-  have  now  reached  that  point  at  which  I  cannot 
dine  is  in  the  hands  of  a  faithful  friend  of  mine,  stop  and  from  which  I  dare  not  retrograde, 
who  is  positively  instructed  to  present  that  state.  :  even  if  I  were  inclined  to  do  so.     If  I  become 


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iiot  his  wife,  he  might  plunge  me  back  again 
iuto  a  mad-house:  but  he  will  not  dare  take 
such  a  step  with  cue  whom  be  has  deemed 
sane  and  fitting  enough  to  accompany  him 
to  the  altar.  If  he  treat  me  only  with  cold 
neglect,  I  shall  care  nothing  so  long  as  I  enjoj 
my  due  share  of  the  wealth  which  be  possesses— 
the  luxuries  and  the  splendours  which  those  ample 
means  may  furnish.  Let  him,  if  be  will,  live  in 
one  part  of  his  house  and  I  in  another.  Oh !  I 
can  assure  you,"  added  Zarah,  her  lips  wreathing 
with  scorn  and  her  large  dark  eyes  flashing  fire, 
"  he  will  not  be  enabled  to  break  my  heart  by  such 
treatment  as  this '." 

rinding  that  Zarah  was  fully  resolved  upon 
pursuing  the  course  which  she  had  chalked  out 
for  herself,  I  at  length  desisted  from  further  argu- 
luentj  and  we  conversed  on  other  subjects  until 
Beda's  return.  Her  absence,  as  I  have  said,  lasted 
for  about  an  hour  and  a  half:  it  was  therefore  be- 
tween ten  and  eleven  when  she  returned  to  the 
lodgings.  Zarah  and  I  both  saw  by  her  counte- 
nance that  her  mission  had  been  successful — at 
least  80  far  as  the  exaction  of  a  particular  promise 
from  St.  Clair ;  though  I  had  still  my  own  secret 
misgivings  whether  ho  would  fulfil  it,  or  whether 
he  might  not  even  yet,  despite  the  terrible  threat 
lield  out,  discover  some  means  of  evading  it. 

"  On  reaching  Captain  St.  Clair's  house  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  Eegent's  Park,"  began 
Beda,  in  explanation  of  her  mission,  "I  learnt  that 
be  was  at  home.  I  was  at  once  conducted  into 
his  presence ;  and  I  found  that  be  was  in  a  furious 
rage.  He  accosted  me,  his  countenance  white 
with  passion ;  and  bo  accused  me  of  having  aided 
in  your  escape,  Zarah,  from  the  lunatic-asylum. 
I  assumed  a  courageous  demeanour :  I  even  flung 
upon  him  a  look  of  defiance ;  and  I  said  signifi- 
cantly, 'Yes,  Captain  St.  Clair:  I  performed  my 
part  in  that  transaction  :  and  wheresoever  I  have 
an  opportunity  of  frustrating  schemes  of  villany, 
rest  assured  that  I  shall  never  hesitate  to  do  my 
duty.' — His  countenance  then  suddenly  underwent 
a  complete  change :  it  expressed  a  sinister  con* 
fusion :  his  whole  form  trembled  violently ;  and 
coming  close  up  to  me,  ho  said  in  a  low  hoarse 
voice, '  Your  words  have  a  double  meaning :  you 
have  told  your  mistress  Ellen  Porcy  everything 

that  passed '     But  there  he  stopped  suddenly 

short,  as  if  struck  by  the  idea  that  he  was  about 
to  commit  himself  most  unnecessarily  and  in  a 
most  insensate  manner.  I  at  once  divined,  how- 
ever,  into  what  allusion  his  guilty  conscience  had 
been  about  to  betray  him ;  and  again  fixing  my 
eyes  significantly  upon  his  countenance,  I  said, 
'  Yes;  there  is  no  need  for  me  to  conceal  the  fact ! 
I  have  told  Miss  Percy  everything  that  took  place 
between  the  old  gipsy. woman  and  myself  at  her 
cottage  near  Birmingham.'  —  Some  vehement 
ejaculation  espressivo  of  rage  burst  from  St. 
Clair's  lips ;  and  he  began  pacing  to  and  fro  in 
the  apartment  in  an  agitated  manner. — '  And  you 
have  done  this,'  he  said,  at  length  stopping  short, 
'and  you  have  been  all  the  while  a  traitress;  you 

have  been  playing  false  to  those '     But  then 

agaia  he  suddenly  broke  off,  and  with  an  impre. 
cation  levelled  against  himself  i'or  what  he  termed 
his  folly  in  giving  way  to  the  impulse  of  the  mo- 
ment, he  renewed  his  agitated  walk.  I  was  not 
in    the   least   frightened:  on   the   contrary,   uie- 


thought  the  more  I  could  work  upon  his  feelings 
and  surround  him  with  terrors,  the  better  I  could 
serve  not  only  the  purpose  which  I  had  in  view 
on  your  behalf,  Zarah— but  likewise  the  bettor 
conduce  to  your  own  interests.  Miss  Percy." 

Both  Zarah  and  myself  flung  approving  glances 
upon  the  faithful  girl ;  and  she  continued  iu  the 
following  manner : — 

"When  Captain  St.  Clair  had  made  three  or 
four  turns  in  the  room,  I  accosted  him  and  said, 
'You  may  henceforth  tell  those  whom  you  choose 
to  employ  for  your  iniquitous  aims,  that  they  must 
not  think  to  find  an  accomplice  in  the  gipsy- girl 
Beda.  Do  you  suppose  that  for  a  single  instant 
I  really  intended  to  lend  myself  to  the  atrocious 
views  and  objects  of  that  wretched  old  woman, 
who  on  the  other  hand  is  endeavouring  to  serve 
1/oti  only  too  vpell  ?  But  I  seemed  to  give  a  willing 
ear  to  Dame  Betty's  instructions  that  I  might 
fathom  the  depth  of  the  fearful  scheme.  Best 
assured.  Captain  St.  Clair,  that  every  fresh  step 
which  you  take  in  your  vindictive  rancour  or 
your  measures  of  wicked  expediency  against  Miss 
Percy,  will  only  tend  to  place  you  more  com- 
pletely  in  her  power,  and  furnish  her  with  an  ad- 
ditional weapon  to  wield  against  you  in  case  of 
necessity.'— He  listened  in  silence,  but  with  a 
ghastly  look  and  with  a  strange  wicked  expression 
of  the  eyes :  it  was  dreadful  to  behold  such  a  look 
upon  such  a  handsome  countenance.  I  could  not 
help  thinking  of  the  fallen  angels  of  Scripture, — 
as  you.  Miss  Percy,  read  of  them  one  day  to  me, 
in  Milton  I  think  it  was,  showing  how  they  pre- 
serve in  some  sense  their  celestial  beauty,  but  with 
an  expression  borrowed  from  Pandemonium  itself 
upon  their  features." 

Beda  paused  for  a  few  moments,  as  if  still  giving 
way  to  the  same  thoughts  which  she  had  just  ex- 
plained and  illustrated ;  and  then  she  continued  in 
the  following  manner  :— 

"  Captain  St.  Clair  made  me  no  answer  to  ray 
long  speech :  methought  that  he  waited  to  hear 
whether  I  had  anything  more  to  say,  so  that  he 
might  ascertain  to  what  extent  his  iniquities  were 
known;  and  I  fancied  that  it  would  be  better  for 
your  interest,  Miss  Percy,  to  impress  him  with  the 
idea  that  you  were  acquainted  with  every  detail 
of  his  villanous  conduct.  I  therefore  went  on  to 
say,  '  In  me.  Captain  St.  Clair,  you  behold  ouo 
who  is  devoted  heart  and  soul  to  the  amiable  and 
excellent  mistress  whom  she  is  proud  to  servo,  but 
whom  you  have  thought  fit  to  persecute.  It  was 
I  who  fathomed  all  your  diabolical  intentions,  in 
which  you  were  aided  by  Lady  Lilla  Essendine, 
with  respect  to  the  treacherously-contrived  yacht : 
and  so  surely  as  you  take  each  successive  sti'p  in 
your  iniquitous  career,  will  heaven  enable  virtue 
and  innocence  to  triumph  over  your  machinations. 
You  see  that  you  can  do  nothing  without  being 
detected:  your  deep  design  in  regard  to  that  yacht 
was  laid  bare  ;  and  yesterday  you  thought  you  had 
for  ever  removed  Zarah  from  your  path ;  but  that 
plot  was  likewise  fathomed  and  has  likewise  bccu 
baffled.  You  are  iu  the  position  of  an  enemy  who 
is  surrounded  by  spies,  and  who  stands  upon  a 
mine  which  may  explode  at  any  instant.' — Tbus  I 
spoke  to  Captain  St.  Clair;  and  I  saw  that  be 
quailed  at  my  words,  that  the  conviction  of  their 
truth  was  forced  upon  him,  and  that  Lis  guilty  cou- 
science  was  torturing  him  with  a  poignancy  which 


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\ras  reflected  in  his  couuteoance.  Again  he  betook 
himself  to  his  troubled  walk :  at  every  turn  he  flung 
upon  me  a  glance  which  showed  that  he  longed  to 
question  me,  but  that  he  dared  not.  At  length 
he  abruptly  stopped  short,  and  demanded,  '  For 
what  purpose  do  you  come  ?  are  you  a  messenger 
from  your  mis»re89  Miss  Percy  ?  or  are  you  for 
the  nonce  serving  the  views  of  your  friend  Zarah  P' 
— '  It  is  Zaiah  who  has  sent  me,'  I  answered. 
'Tou  triumphed  for  a  few  hours:  it  is  now  her 
turn  to  triumph,  and  her  conquest  shall  endure 
for  a  lifetime  !'  " 

"  Yes  —  you  spoke  well,  Beda  !"  exclaimed 
Zarah.     "  And  what  did  he  say  ?" 

"  He  folded  his  arms  across  his  chest,"  con* 
tinued  Beda, — "I  scarcely  knew  for  an  instant 
whether  it  were  in  actual  bravado,  or  whether  it 
were  a  movement  arising  from  the  desperate  feel- 
ings of  one  who  saw  that  conditions  which  he 
dared  not  refuse  were  about  to  be  presented  to 
him  as  it  were  at  the  sword's  point.  But  I 
quickly  perceived  that  it  was  the  latter:  for  when 
1  told  him,  Zarah,  precisely  what  you  had  bidden 
me  say — when  I  repeated  the  words  which  you 
bad  put  into  my  mouth,  his  countenance  became 
more  ghastly  than  it  was  at  first,  his  lips  grew 
ashy,  and  they  quivered  perceptibly.  I  assured 
him  that  the- lesson  he  had  taught  you  by  his 
treachery  of  last  night,  was  not  thrown  away — 
that  you  had  taken  precautions  which  would  defy 
all  his  ingenuity  and  all  his  artifice ;  for  that  you 
had  committed  to  paper  everything  you  knew  con- 
cerning  him,  and  you  cared  not  whether  others 
might  be  involved  in  his  ruin  if  he  were  insensate 
enough  to  invoke  that  ruin  upon  his  head." 

"Ob,  you  spoke  well  !  Tou  executed  your  mis- 
sion admirably  !"  exclaimed  Zarah.  "  Proceed, 
my  dear  Beda — proceed  !" 

"  St.  Clair  muttered  something  to  himself,"  con- 
tinued Beda :  "  I  did  not  exactly  catch  what  it 
was— but  methought  it  was  to  the  efl'ect  that  you, 
Zarah,   had  borrowed  a  leaf  out  of  Miss  Percy's 
book.     I  saw  that  he  was  terribly  agitated,  that 
he  was  shaken  to  the  very  innermost  of  his  whole 
being,  that  he  looked  like  a  man  who  felt  that  the 
entire  fabric  of  his  schemes  was  crumbling  around 
himself.     I  left  him  no  time  to    recover  his  self- 
possession  :  I  knew  that  by  dealing  at  him  a  quick 
succession  of  blows  I  should  be  best  serving  your 
interests.     I  therefore  said,  with  as  much  impres- 
siveness  as  possible,  '  Zarah  now  insists  that  you 
shall  fulfil  to-morrow,  at  eleven   in  the  forenoon, 
that  which  you  have  pledged  yourself  to  accom- 
plish to- day,  and  to  evade  which  you  perpetrated 
that   tremendous  treachery  against  her.    Shortly 
before  eleven  to-morrow  I  shall  be  here  to  conduct 
you  to  her  presence.    And   now   understand  me 
well.  Captain  St.  Clair.     If  towards  me  to-morrow 
you  attempt  the  slightest  treachery— or  if  you  fail 
to  obey  Zarah's  mandates,  she  will  allow  matters  to 
take  their  course  ;  and   at  noon  punctually  her 
friend  will  open  the  sealed  packet  confided  to  his 
keeping,  and  place  the  contents  in  the  hands  of  the 
authorities.     One  word  alone  can  save  you  ;  and 
Zarah's  lips  only  can  pronounce   that  word.    It 
will  rest  with  yourself  whether  this  word  shall  be 
spoken    by    those   lips    ere    the    hour    of  noon 
to-morrow !' — Captain    St.    Clair   listened   to  me 
vt  ith  a  continued  ghastliness  of  countenance ;  and 
when  I  had  finished  speaking,   he  still  remained 


gazing  upon  me  for  some  moments  longer,  as  if 
he  were  under  the  influence  of  an  awful  con- 
sternation and  dismay.  Then  he  slowly  turned 
round,  advanced  to  the  mantel,  and  stood  there  for 
some  minutes,  with  his  back  towards  me.  He 
seemed  to  forget  that  the  mirror  reflected  his 
countenance,  and  that  all  the  hideous  horrible 
feelings  which  were  then  conflicting  in  his  soul, 
were  indicated  upon  his  features.  At  last  he 
turned  abruptly  away  from  the  mantel ;  and  ac- 
costing me  again,  he  said  in  a  deep  hoUow  voice, 
'  Beda,  it  shall  be  done.  But  for  heaven's  sake 
tell  Zarah  to  do  nothing  rash :  tell  her  that  inas- 
much as  there  will  be  certain  preparations  to 
make  to-morrow  morning— a  license  to  procure-— 
a  clergyman  to  have  in  readiness— I  may  not  bo 
enabled  to  keep  so  closely  to  the  time  as  she 
arbitrarily  expects.  Yet  I  swear  that  her  wishes 
shall  now  be  fulfilled ;  and  as  a  proof  of  my  sin- 
cerity,  you  may  tell  her  also  that  I  confess  myself 
vanquished.  When  Edwin  St.  Clair  makes  such 
an  admission  as  this,  it  is  that  he  only  feels  too 
keenly  that  which  truth  constrains  him  to  avow.' 
'  For  your  own  sake,  Captain  St.  Clair,'  I  an- 
swered, '  I  would  indeed  counsel  you  to  attend  to 
Zarah's  mandates ;  for  she  is  resolute ;  and  the 
friend  to  whose  hands  she  has  consigned  the 
papers,  is  not  a  man  who  will  neglect  the  instruct 
tions  that  have  been  given  him.' — Having  thus 
spoken,  I  turned  quickly  away,  and  glided  from 
the  room :  but  I  lingered  alike  on  the  landing 
and  on  the  stairs,  in  order  to  ascertain  whether 
Captain  St.  Clair  took  any  steps  to  have  me  fol- 
lowed so  as  to  discover  my  destination  on  leaving 
the  house.  The  precaution  was  however  unneces- 
sary :  the  door  did  not  open— no  bell  rang.  I 
issued  forth  from  the  dwelling :  and  I  made  the 
best  of  my  way  hither.  I  feel  convinced,  Zarah," 
added  Beda  emphatically,  "  that  Captain  St,  Clair 
is  a  man  who  is  completely  beaten  :  be  feels  it- 
he  knows  it ;  and  at  eleven  to-morrow  you  will 
behold  him  here." 

"Such  also  is  my  opinion,"  I  said,  "after 
everything  I  have  heard:"— for  my  misgivings 
had  now  entirely  vanished. 

Both  Zarah  and  myself  complimented  Beda 
upon  the  manner  in  which  she  had  acquitted  her- 
self of  the  mission  entrusted  to  her;  and  the  faith- 
ful girl  was  rejoiced  at  thus  deserving  our  com- 
mendations. 1  determined  upon  leaving  Beda 
with  Zarah  for  the  night ;  so  that  in  case  any  mis- 
chief should  happen  to  the  latter,  the  former  would 
be  enabled  to  bring  me  the  intelligence  with  the 
least  possible  delay — though  I  looked  upon  the 
precaution  as  barely  necessary ;  for  Beda's  narra- 
tive had  proved  how  St.  Clair  was  discomfited,  and 
I  felt  convinced  that  he  must  know  the  gipsy 
nature  of  Zarah  too  well  to  suppose  that  she  would 
on  the  present  occasion  leave  herself  open  to  be  as- 
sailed on  any  vulnerable  point.  I  took  my  leave 
and  returned  to  Hunter  Street.  The  Normans 
fancied  I  had  been  making  a  variety  of  calls 
amongst  my  acquaintances  at  the  "West  End; — 
and  in  respect  to  Beda  I  had  already  accounted  for 
her  absence  from  the  house  by  stating  that  I  had 
given  her  a  holiday  to  enable  her  to  visit  a  respect- 
able female  whom  she  knew.  It  was  a  long  time 
that  night  ere  slumber  visited  my  eyes :  for  I  was 
kept  awake  by  my  reflections  on  all  that  had 
passed  during  the  day,  as  well  as  by  a  certain 


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degree  of  suspense  and  anxiety  which  I  expe- 
rienced as  to  what  n3ight  probably  bo  the  termi- 
nation of  the  important  matter  in  store  for  the 
morrow.  The  morning's  post  brought  me  a  very 
kind  and  courteous  letter  from  the  Countess  of 
Carshalton,  requesting  me  to  call  at  the  mansion 
at  my  earliest  convenience,  as  the  Earl  had  some 
communication  to  make.  Although  the  object  was 
not  specified,  yet  I  felt  convinced  from  the  tone  of 
the  billet  itself,  that  my  hope  was  about  to  receive 
its  fulfilment  and  that  the  pardon  of  my  father 
bad  been  awarded.  I  was  therefore  all  anxiety  to 
proceed  to  Carshalton  House;  and  I  should  even 
have  set  off  immediately  after  breakfast,  were  it 
not  necessary  to  await  the  return  of  Beda  in  order 
to  ascertain  how  matters  had  progressed  at  Zarah's 
lodgings. 

It  was  about  half-past  twelve  o'clock,   when, 
being  in  my  own  chamber,  I  heard  Beda's  light 
No.  36.— Ellen  Peect. 


footsteps  rapidly  ascending  the  stairs;  and  my 
heart  palpitated  violently;  for  she  might  be  the 
bearer  of  good  or  of  evil  intelligence— Zarah 
might  have  triumphed,  or  Edwin  St.  Clair  might 
have  perpetrated  some  fresh  wickedness.  The 
door  opened — Beda  bounded  in — all  my  anxiety 
and  suspense  were  dispelled  in  a  moment;  for  I 
saw  by  the  expression  of  her  countenance  that 
everything  was  favourable ! 

"  It  is  done  !"  exclaimed  Beda;  "and  the  gipsy 
Zarah  is  the  wife  of  the  brilliant  Edwin  St. 
Clair  !" 

"  Is  it  possible  ?"  I  cried,  still  scarcely  able  to 
realize  that  which  appeared  to  be  invested  with 
all  the  fantastic  wildness  of  a  dream. 

"My  dear  Miss,  it  is  as  I  tell  you!"  responded 
Beda,  her  large  dark  eyes  being  luminous  with 
triumphant  joy,  and  her  lips  wreathing  with 
smiles  above  her  pearly  teeth.     "  I  myself  beheld 


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EIiLKN  PEECT;    OU,   the  ME1I0IE8   OP   AX   ACTRESS. 


the  ceremony! — it  is  accomplished  !  — our  gipsy 
friend  is  St.  Clair's  bride— and  he  has  borne  her 
to  his  home !" 

"  It  is  marvellous,  Beda !"  I  said :  "  it  trans- 
cends all  the  wonders  of  the  most  imaginative  and 
preposterous  romance  !  That  so  wild  a  scheme  as 
Zarah's  could  have  succeeded — that  she  whom  but 
comparatively  a  short  time  back,  I  beheld  bare- 
footed  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Lady  Lilla  Essen- 
dine's  villa— should  have  succeeded  in  raising  her- 
eelf  to  the  position  of  a  rich  and  distinguished 
tnan's  wife,  is  something  to  which  the  mind 
almost  refuses  its  faitb,  notwitstanding  it  knows 
it  to  be  true  '." 

"  And  it  is  true  !"  rejoined  Beda.  "  But  the 
result  has  astonished  me  most  of  all :  for  I  ex- 
pected, when  the  ceremony  was  over,  that  Captain 
St.  Clair  would  walk  away  scornfully  and  con- 
temptuously, leaving  the  bride  behind  him  : 
whereas " 

"  Tell  me  every  detail,  Beda !"  I  interrupted 
her.  "  Begin  from  the  commencement  !  You 
know  how  much  I  am  interested  in  all  these  cir- 
cumstances." 

"  The  night  passed,"  said  Beda,  "  without  any 
incident  to  threaten  Zarah's  safety  or  security. 
At  half-past  ten  o'clock  this  forenoon,  I  issued 
from  her  lodgings,  and  bent  my  way  to  Captain 
St.  Clair's  house  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the 
Eegent's  Park.  I  was  informed  that'be  had  gone 
out  at  an  early  hour  in  the  morning — but  that  he 
had  left  a  message  to  the  effect  that  if  I  should 
call  before  his  return,  I  was  to  wait  for  him.  Soon 
after  eleven  o'clock  he  entered  the  room  to  which 
I  had  been  shown.  I  saw  that  he  was  exceed- 
ingly pale— that  he  had  a  very  haggard  and  care- 
worn look— and  that  his  eyes  were  somewhat  in- 
flamed— indeed  that  there  was  every  indication  of 
his  having  passed  a  sleepless  night.  He  closed  the 
door,  advanced  straight  up  to  me,  and  said  in  a 
low  voice  and  with  a  forced  composure,  '  I  have 
kept  my  word  in  every  respect  up  to  this  point  : 
but  am  I  positively  to  suppose  that  Zarah  is  serious 
in  her  intentions,  and  that  there  are  no  possible 
conditions  to  which  she  will  listen  ?' — 'Her  re- 
solve is  fixed,'  I  answered  ;  '  and  you  can  offer 
nothing  to  which  she  will  assent,' — He  remained 
silent  for  a  few  moments,  during  which  his  face 
seemed  to  become  ghastlier,  and  his  lips,  ashy 
white,  quivered  till  he  suddenly  bit  them  as  if  to 
restrain  their  tremulousness.  Tiien  he  said,  as  if 
acting  under  an  abrupt  impulse,  while  he  grasped 
my  wrist  so  tightly  that  the  fiogers  which  closed 
upon  it  appeared  to  be  made  of  iron,  '  A 
thousand  guineas,  Beda,  for  you,  if  you  will  tell 
me  who  is  this  faithful  friend  of  hers  to  whose 
hands  she  has  confided  the  sealed  packet  of  which 
you  spoke  tome  last  night?' — I  shook  my  head 
resolutely. — '  By  heaven,  you  know  and  you  must 
tell  me  !'  he  exclaimed,  as  if  maddened  and  goaded 
to  desperation. — Again  1  shook  my  head,  my  looks 
quailing  not  before  him. — '  Beda,'  he  resumed,  '  I 
said  a  thousand  guineas;  I  will  double  the  sum  if 
you  will  consent  to  serve  me  in  this  instance  !  I 
will  moreover  take  you  to  a  jeweller's,  where  you 
shall  select  for  yourself  the  costliest  gems;  I 
will  give  you  the  richest  wardrobe  that  gold  can 
purchase ;  I  will  furnish  a  house  for  you  in  the 
most  sumptuous  manner  ;  I  will  make  a  lady  of 
you;  and  I  will  for  ever  be  your  friend  1' — But  for 


the  third  time  I  shook  my  head;  and  never  shall 
I  forget  how  ghastly  was  the  look  of  disappoint- 
ment which  seized  upon  the  countenance  of  Cap. 
tain  St.  Clair.  My  dear  Miss  Percy,  if  I  have 
told  you  all  these  things  which  to  such  an  extent 
regard  myself,  it  is  for  no  purpose  of  making  a 
parade  of  my  refusal  of  the  temptations  held  out, 
but  simply  in  obedience  to  your  mandate  that  I 
should  acquaint  you  with  everything." 

"  Yes,  Beda— omit  not  a  single  detail !"  I  said : 
"  tell  me  all  that  passed  !" 

"  Captain  St.  Clair  perceived  that  I  was  resolute 
in  resisting  his  offers,"  pursued  the  faithful  girl; 
"  and  after  a  few  moments  of  speechless  agony  on 
his  part — for  such  I  saw  that  it  was — he  appeared 
by  an  effort  to  regain  a  forced  and  cold  composure 
— but.  Oh  !  how  unnatural !  — '  Come,'  he  said  ; 
'conduct  me  to  the  place  where  Zarah  awaits  us.' 
— He  was  then  moving  towards  the  door ;  but 
suddenly  recollecting  something,  he  stopped  short, 
and  said  in  a  low  deep  tone,  '  Beda,  in  the  pre. 
sence  of  those  who  are  to  assist  at  the  ceremony, 
it  is  not  necessary  that  it  should  appear  as  if  I 
were  yielding  to  coercion.' — '  Not  a  syllable  will 
escape  my  lips,  to  convey  such  an  impression,'  I 
answered ;  '  and  I  can  assure  you,  Captain  St. 
Clair,  that  Zarah's  demeanour  will  be  regulated  to 
the  standard  of  your  own.' — He  said  not  another 
word,  but  issued  from  the  room.  I  followed  him ; 
and  on  passing  out  of  the  house,  I  saw  a  cab 
standing  in  the  street.  It  was  not  his  own  cabrio- 
let: it  was  an  ordinary  public  vehicle. — '  Now  give 
your  instructions  to  the  driver,'  he  whispered  to 
me, '  and  let  us  proceed  to  our  destination.' — I  told 
the  man  whither  to  take  us ;  and  on  entering  the 
cab,  I  found  two  persons  already  seated  therein. 
These  were  a  clergyman  and  his  clerk.  St.  Clair 
took  his  place  in  the  vehicle,  which  immediately 
drove  away.  For  some  minutes  not  a  word  was 
spoken :  but  I  noticed  that  the  reverend  gentle- 
man and  his  clerk  contemplated  me  with  interest 
and  attention.  Captain  St.  Clair  at  length  began 
to  discourse  in  a  cheerful  tone  with  the  clergy, 
man :  but  adept  though  he  be  at  dissimulation, 
he  could  not  possibly  on  that  occasion  deceive 
others  as  to  the  real  state  of  his  feelings.  No 
doubt  the  minister  and  the  clerk  must  have  sus- 
pected that  there  was  something  strange  in  the 
proceeding  for  which  their  services  were  enlisted: 
but  it  was  not  for  them  to  offer  any  comment. 
The  cab  reached  its  destination ;  and  we  all 
alighted.  1  led  the  way  up  to  the  sitting-room 
where  Zarah  awaited  us ;  and  immediately  on 
crossing  the  threshold.  Captain  St.  Ciair  advanced 
towards  Zarah,  whose  hand  he  took ;  and  ho 
breathed  a  few  words  in  her  ear,  I  have  had  no 
opportunity  of  learning  what  they  were:  but  I 
have  no  doubt  that  they  were  to  the  same  effect 
as  the  injunction  which  he  had  given  to  me— 
namely,  that  it  was  not  to  appear  as  if  he  were 
acting  under  coercion.  The  demeanour  of  Zarah 
was  perfectly  collected  and  composed;  and  not 
once  throughout  the  ceremony — no,  nor  even  at 
its  termination — could  the  slightest  expression  of 
ungenerous  triumph  be  discerned  in  her  looks.  I 
should  observe  that  she  was  dressed  with  neatness 
but  elegance — with  no  indication  of  the  bi-idal  cos- 
tume, — no  white  veil, no  orange-blossoms!  The  cere* 
mony  progressed;  and  though  St.  Clair's  cheeks  con. 
tiuued  very  pale,  yet  his  demeanour  was  composed 


ELIiEN  PEECT;    Oil,   THE  MEMOIES   OF   AN  ACTEESS, 


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and  seriou?,  as  was  fitting  i'or  the  solemn  occasion. 
That  ceremonj  terminated  ;  the  certificate  was 
duly  signed — Zarah  took  possession  of  it — the 
minister  and  bis  clerk  withdrew.  I  was  then  all 
suspense  and  anxiety.  I  more  than  half  expected 
that  St.  Clair  would  turn  round  upon  his  briue,  tell 
her  that  her  ambition  was  now  gratified,  and  that 
their  pathways  in  the  world  thenceforth  lay  in 
different  directions.  As  for  Zarah  herself,  her  de- 
meanour  was  that  of  a  calm  dignity,  whatever  her 
inward  feelings  might  have  been.  There  was  a 
silence  of  perhaps  a  minute— but  certainly  not 
more,  after  the  minister  and  the  clerk  had  with- 
drawn ;  and  then  St.  Clair  said,  with  a  voice  of 
cold  politeness,  'Madam,  I  am  prepared  to  con- 
duct you  to  your  future  home.  It  is  not  my  fault 
if  the  preparations  have  been  so  hurried,  and  in- 
deed have  been  of  such  a  nature  as  to  render  it 
inconvenient  for  a  better  equipage  to  be  in  attend- 
ance than  that  which  iJ  now  waiting  at  the  door. 
I  presume  that  this  young  female,'  he  added, 
alluding  to  me,  '  has  your  instructions  iu  reference 
to  a  certain  matter  to  which  I  need  not  more  par- 
ticularly refer.' — '  Yes,'  responded  Zarah  :  '  this 
fait&fulgirl  will  procure  the  packet  from  the  hands 
of  the  friend  to  whom  it  has  been  consigned  ;  and 
she  will  commit  it  to  the  flames.  You  may  rely 
upon  her.' — '  I  know  that  she  is  perfectly  trust- 
worthy,' remarked  Captain  St.  Clair ;  and  me- 
thought  there  was  a  slight  tincture  of  bitterness  in 
his  tone,  beneath  its  glacial  surface,  as  if  he  re- 
membered how  signally  he  failed  in  his  endeavours 
to  bribe  and  tempt  me.  Zarah  hastened  to  em- 
brace me  in  a  most  fervid  manner :  she  then  ac- 
cepted the  arm  which  her  husband  with  cold 
politeness  offered  her  ;  and  tbey  descended  from 
the  room.  He  handed  her  into  the  vehicle,  which 
immediately  drove  away  in  the  direction  of  the 
Kegent's  Park.  I  watched  its  departure  from  the 
window  ;  and  then  I  also  left  the  lodging-house — 
with  difficulty  however  escaping  from  the  torrent  of 
questions  overwhelmingly  put  by  the  landlady  and 
the  servant-maid,  who  intercepted  me  in  the  pas- 
sage. And  thus,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  all  is  accom- 
plislied  !  The  once  obscure  gipsy  is  now  the  bride 
of  Edwin  St.  Clair  !  I  need  not  add  that  the  part- 
ing mission  which  was  confided  to  me — of  seeking 
the  faithful  friend  to  procure  the  restitution  of 
the  packet,  and  to  commit  it  to  the  flames— was  a 
mere  fiction,  no  such  packet  having  been  confided 
to  any  such  friend  at  all !" 

"  There  is  only  one  thing  which  I  could  have 
wished  to  have  been  difi'erently  managed,"  I  re- 
marked, as  all  the  perfidy  which  had  been  accom- 
plished by  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  towards 
Juliet  Norman  came  up  into  my  mind.  "  I  should 
be  better  satisfied  if  some  proof  had  been  afibrded 
that  the  clergyman  was  really  what  he  represented 
himself  to  be," 

"  Oh,  my  dear  Miss,"  exclaimed  Beda,  delighted 
at  being  enabled  to  ease  my  mind  on  that  point, 
"  there  can  be  no  doubt  that  the  minister  who 
officiated  was  really  the  Reverend  Mr.  Calvert  of 

Saint parish :  for   amidst   the   multitudinous 

questions  with  which  the  landlady  of  the  house 
sought  to  overwhelm  me,  she  mentioned  that 
gentleman's  name.  She  had  recognised  both  him 
and  his  clerk  as  they  were  taking  their  leave." 

"I  am  indeed  rejoiced  to  hear  this  statement, 
Beda,"    I  observed.     "And  now   may  heaven  so 


rule  Zarah's  destiny  that  she  shall  never  repent 
the  step  which  she  has  this  day  taken !" 

The  same  wish  was  echoed  by  Beda ; — and  I 
then  proceeded  to  the  mansion  of  the  Earl  and 
Countess  of  Carshalton. 


CHAPTER    XLIX. 

THE   PAUDON, 

On  arriving  at  Carshalton  House,  I  was  at  onco 
introduced  into  the  presence  of  the  Earl  and 
Countess,  who  received  me  with  the  kindest  wel- 
come ;  and  I  saw  by  their  looks  that  the  hope 
which  I  had  formed  was  not  destined  to  be  de- 
ceived, but  that  they  had  agreeable  intelligence 
for  me.  The  Countess  almost  immediately  began 
by  giving  me  the  assurance  that  the  secret  of  my 
birth  had  been  faithfully  kept,  and  that  not  even 
to  aijy  member  of  their  family  had  they  mentioned 
the  fact  that  I  was  the  daughter  of  the  delinquent 
clergyman. 

"  And  here,"  said  the  Earl  of  Carshalton,  pro- 
ducing a  sealed  packet  of  official  shape  and  dimen* 
sions,  "  is  your  father's  pardon." 

A  strange  wild  feeling  of  joy  seized  upon  my 
heart  at  that  moment :  I  sank  upon  my  knees— 
with  both  my  hands  did  I  clasp  the  hand  which 
profi'ered  me  that  precious  document :  but  the  Earl 
raised  me  up,  and  the  Countess  kissed  me  on  both 
cheeks. 

"You  know  not,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  she  said, 
"  the  pleasure  which  his  lordship"  and  myself  ex- 
perience in  being  enabled  to  render  you  this  little 
service.  It  is  a  free  pardon,  without  any  specific 
condition  contained  therein  :  but  remember,  it  has 
been  granted  oiUihe  understanding  that  the  afi'air  is 
to  be  kept  as  secret  as  possible.  It  is  an  unpleasant 
subject  to  dwell  upon,"  continued  her  ladyship; 
"  but  still  it  is  necessary  that  you  should  be  made 
acquainted  with  certain  particulars.  His  lordship 
had  perhaps  better  explain  them." 

"  The  explanations  can  be  speedily  given,"  said 
the  Earl.  "  Suppose,  Miss  Percy,  for  example's 
sake,  any  individual  recognising  your  father  in 
England,  and  having  a  spite  against  him,  should 
seek  to  hand  him  over  into  the  custody  of  the  law's 
officers — the  production  of  that  document  would 
prove  sufficient  to  induce  any  constable  or  other 
authority  to  decline  interference  in  the  matter." 

"  Then,  heaven  be  thanked!"  I  said,  while  tears 
of  joy  rolled  down  my  cheeks,  "my  father  may 
once  again  tread  the  soil  of  his  native  land  without 
apprehension  of  danger  !" 

With  a  heart  full  of  emotion  I  poured  forth  the 
expressions  of  my  gratitude  for  the  immensity  of 
the  favour  thus  bestowed  upon  me  :  but  the  Earl 
and  Countess  declared  that  they  should  still  always 
esteem  themselves  my  debtors. 

"  There  is  now  another  thing  in  reference  to 
which  I  must  speak,"  said  the  Earl  of  CHrshalton. 
"  Neither  the  Countess  nor  myself  have  forgotten 
the  interesting  circumstance  that  your  attendant, 
Beda  Robinson,  is  the  daughter  of  those  worthy 
gipsies  who  restored  our  own  child  to  our  arms, 
and  who  thus  relieved  our  minds  from  an  excru- 
ciating sense  of  agony.     Beda's  parents  were  wont 


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ELtEN   PEECr;   OE,   IHE  MEMOIRS  OP  XIX  ACIEESS. 


to  receive  an  annuity  of  twenty  pounds  a  year :  I 
hare  instructed  my  broker  to  place  a  thousand 
pounds  in  the  funds  to  the  name  of  Beda  Bobin- 
son,  under  the  trusteeship  of  yourself,  Miss  Percy. 
Here  is  the  document ; — and  no^,  at  any  time 
when  you  may  be  desirous  of  bestowing  some  little 
reward  upon  the  young  girl  for  her  fidelity  in  re- 
spect to  yourself,  you  can  communicate  the  fact 
that  she  is  not  altogether  without  a  provision  for 
her  future  welfare." 

On  Seda's  behalf  I  thanked  the  Earl  and  Coun- 
tess for  this  proof  of  a  generosity  which  was  be- 
stowed in  so  delicate  a  manner ;  and  1  promised 
to  fulfil  to  the  best  of  my  discretion  the  trust  that 
had  been  reposed  in  me.  Oa  taking  my  leave  of 
the  Earl  and  Countess,  1  returned  to  Hunter 
Street :  but  on  my  way  thither,  I  resolved  to  say 
nothing  for  the  present  to  Beda  in  respect  to  her 
good  fortune.  Kot  that  I  feared  she  would  be- 
come elate  to  an  extent  that  would  effect  any 
change  in  her  general  good  conduct;  but  I  saw 
that  an  attachment  had  sprung  up  between  her- 
self and  William  Lardncr— and  being  deeply  inte- 
rested  in  Beda's  welfare,  I  did  not  wish  her  to 
think  of  marrying  for  several  years  to  come,  so 
that  both  herself  and  ber  intended  husband  might 
in  the  meantime  have  well  profited  by  their  expe- 
riences of  the  world.  Whea  the  time  should  ar- 
rive that  they  might  consistently  with  prudence 
and  discretion  contract  the  solemn  engagement, 
it  would  be  a  happy  thing  for  them  to  learn  that 
there  was  in  store  for  them  a  competency  beyond 
whatsoever  they  might  in  the  meanwhile  have 
earned  by  their  own  industry  and  good  behaviour ; 
and  therefore,  as  I  knew  that  a  young  couple  are 
only  too  apt  to  precipitate  their  marriage  when 
possessing  a  little  fortune,  I  deemed  it  in  every 
sense  better  for  Beda's  interests  that  for  the  pre- 
sent she  should  continue  in  ignorance  of  the  Earl 
of  Carshalton's  bounty  towards  her.  She  was  now 
only  a  little  past  fifteen ;  and  iRme  few  years 
might  yet  be  allowed  to  elapse  before  she  began 
to  think  of  settling  herself  in  marriage. 

Immediately  on  reaching  Hunter  Street,  1  lost 
no  time  in  sitting  down  to  write  a  letter  to  my 
father,  requesting  him  at  once  to  come  over  to 
England,  as  I  had  intelligence  of  the  greatest  im- 
portance to  communicate.  I  did  not  choose  to 
entrust  the  real  facts  to  a  letter,  which  by  the 
possibilities  of  miscarriage  or  mislaying  might  fall 
under  the  eyes  of  strangers  and  thus  reveal  the 
fact  that  under  the  name  of  Mr.  Croft  the  iden- 
tity of  Mr.  Percy  was  concealed :  and  besides,  it 
may  be  easily  understood  that  I  experienced  a  filial 
desire  of  communicating  with  my  own  lips  the 
happy  intelligence,  and  enjoying  the  effect  that  it 
might  produce  at  the  time.  I  mentioned  in  my 
letter  how  immediately  on  his  arrival  in  England 
he  might  communicate  with  me  under  circum- 
stances of  secrecy.  By  the  same  post  I  wrote  to 
Mrs.  Oldcastle,  to  make  her  aware  of  the  pleasing 
change  which  had  taken  place  in  my  father's  posi- 
tion :  but  I  was  so  careful  and  cautious  in  wording 
the  epistle  that  though  she  would  understand  the 
meaning  I  wished  to  convey,  it  would  neverthe- 
less remain  unintelligible  to  any  stranger  unac- 
quainted with  previous  circumstances. 

Three  or  four  days  passed ;  and  during  this  in- 
terval I  learnt  thbt  the  whole  town  was  astonished 
at  what  was  regarded  as  "  the  extraordinary  mar- 


riage  "  of  Captain  St.  Clair.  It  proved  the  subject 
of  a  paragraph  in  the  newspapers,  under  the  head 
of  "  A  Romance  of  Heal  Life ;"  and  was  dished  up 
with  all  the  art  of  the  literary  purveyor  for  the 
public  appetite.  It  represented  "  that  Captain  St. 
Clair,  the  Honourable  Member  for  ■,  having 
some  time  bock  in  his  travels  through  England 
been  struck  by  the  extraordinary  beauty  of  a 
wandering  gipsy,  was  led  to  make  inquiries  con- 
cerning her ;  and  he  found  that  her  character  was 
irreproachable.  Being  a  gentleman,"  continued 
the  penny-a-liner's  description,  "  who  has  always 
manifested  an  exceedingly  bold  independence  of 
spirit  and  a  lofty  scorn  for  society's  fastidious  con- 
ventionalisms. Captain  St.  Clair  resolved  to  con- 
sult his  own  happiness  on  a  point  in  which  it  bad 
become  so  deeply  involved.  He  therefore  inti- 
mated to  the  handsome  gipsy  that  if  she  would 
qualify  herself  to  become  his  wife,  he  would  confer 
upon  her  that  sacred  and  honourable  title.  It  may 
easily  be  supposed  that  the  offer  was  not  declined  ; 
and  the  handsome  Zarab,  being  brought  up  to 
London  under  circumstances  which  proved  Cap- 
tain St.  Clair's  honourable  intentions  and  noble- 
minded  delicacy  of  conduct,  was  placed  in  a  re- 
spectable family,  where  preceptors  and  governesses 
were  provided  for  her  tuition.  The  heroine  of  this 
romance  of  real  life  made  rapid  progress ;  and  ber 
natural  fatelligence  enabled  her  not  merely  to 
attain  a  rare  degree  of  perfection  in  all  the  usual 
branches  of  education,  but  likewise  to  endow  her- 
self with  many  brilliant  accomplishments  and  to 
acquire  the  most  ladylike  refinement  of  manners. 
We  believe  that  we  may  on  authority  assert  that 
during  this  interval  of  mental  training,  Captain 
St.  Clair  forbore  altogether  from  visiting  the  beau- 
tiful gipsy,  so  that  there  should  not  be  the  slight- 
est scope  for  the  whisperings  of  scandal  in  respect 
to  her  whom  he  intended  to  make  his  wife.  At 
length  the  happy  day  arrived;  and  the  marriage 
has  been  solemnized  under  circumstances  of 
privacy,  but  to  the  joy  and  delight  of  the  happy 
couple  who  are  the  hero  and  heroine  of  this 
strange  yet  truthful  romance." 

In  Buoh  a  style  was  the  newspaper-paragraph 
worded;  and  the  moment  I  read  it,  I  felt  con- 
vinced that  its  instigator,  if  not  its  actual  author, 
was  none  other  than  Edwin  St.  Clair  himself. 
From  Beda's  narrative  of  St.  Clair's  conduct  on 
the  wedding-day,  I  had  more  than  half  fancied 
that  I  understood  what  his  policy  was;  and  now 
I  felt  convinced  that  I  had  rightly  comprehended 
it.  His  pride  had  led  him  to  make  a  merit  of 
the  necessity  which  had  forced  him  into  a  mar- 
riage with  Zarah.  That  necessity  he  concealed 
frooi  the  world  ;  and  assuming  a  bold  front, 
he  appeared  to  tell  society  that  he  scorned  its 
conventionalisms  —  he  treated  its  etiquette  with 
defiance  —  he  hurled  at  it  the  thunders  of  his 
contempt  from  the  lofty  pedestal  of  indepen- 
dence on  which  he  had  placed  himself.  It  was 
by  that  very  independence  —  by  the  boldness 
and  the  singularity  of  the  views  which  he  enun- 
ciated—  by  individualizing  himself,  as  it  were, 
and  keeping  aloof  from  any  particular  party — it 
was  by  these  means,  as  much  as  by  his  eloquence 
and  the  trenchant  power  of  bis  oratory,  that  he 
had  obtained  such  note  in  the  House  of  Com- 
mons. When,  therefore,  the  public  had  recovered 
from  the  first    shock  of  its  astonishment  at  tha 


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"  extraordinary  marriage,"  it  began  to  seem  less 
extraordinary  than  at  the  outset :  it  appeared  to 
be  a  step  perfectly  consistent  with  the  haughty, 
Bcornful,  independent,  and  somewhat  cynical  cha- 
racter of  Edwin  St.  Clair.  To  this  eftect  tended 
the  observations  which  in  the  course  of  a  day  or 
two  I  heard  pass  upon  the  matter. 

"  Well,"  said  Mr.  Norman,  at  the  breakfast- 
table,  when  he  had  read  the  well  dished-up  para- 
graph to  which  I  hare  alluded,  "  I  always  thought 
St.  Clair  was  no  ordinary  person.  He  used  to 
speak  in  a  language  that  seemed  entirely  his  own : 
one  never  felt  altogether  at  one's  ease  in  his  pre- 
sence :  you  never  knew  whether  there  might  not 
be  sarcasm  in  his  jests,  or  irony  when  he  might 
appear  to  be  giving  utterance  to  the  most  serious 
truths." 

"  And  for  that  very  reason,"  said  Mrs.  Nor- 
man, "  I  always  felt,  if  not  exactly  uncomfortable 
in  Captain  St.  Clair's  presence,  at  least  as  if  I 
were  in  the  company  of  a  superior  who  made  one 
feel  his  superiority  without  absolutely  proclaiming 
it." 

"  He  asserted  it  tacitly,  as  it  were,"  resumed 
Mr.  Norman.  "  Upon  my  mind  he  always  pro- 
duced the  effect  as  if  be  were  looking  down  with 
scorn  and  contempt,  not  merely  upon  those  with 
whom  he  found  himself  at  the  time,  but  upon  the 
whole  world." 

"When  we  repaired  to  the  theatre  in  the  even- 
ing, Melissa  Harrison  said  to  me,  "  Everybody  is 
talking  of  St.  Clair's  strange  marriage:  but  for 
my  part  I  do  not  think  it  strange  at  all.  He  is 
the  very  person  to  do  extraordinary  things,  of  a 
bold,  striking,  and  dashing  character.  He  has 
never  hesitated  to  let  the  world  know  how  much 
he  despises  it ;  and  this  is  another  means  which 
he  has  adopted  of  hurling  bis  scorn  and  contempt 
at  the  artificial  notions  by  which  society  is  go- 
verned." 

"  And  who  shall  say  that  he  is  wrong  ?"  asked 
Mr.  Bichards,  who  joined  us  at  the  moment  on 
the  spot  where  we  thus  stood  conversing  behind 
the  scenes.  "  You  will  see  that  St.  Clair's  wife 
will  be  visited  and  courted— I  don't  meau  by  your 
very  exclusive  families  who  entertain  as  great  a 
horror  of  a  mesalliance,  or  low  marriage,  as  they 
do  of  the  plague — but  I  mean  by  a  vory  great 
number  of  fashionable  families.  The  step  is  so 
bold  a  one  that  it  inspires  admiration  for  the  man 
who  has  dared  to  take  it :  and  then,  too,  there  is 
the  romantic  interest  which  of  course  attaches 
itself  to  the  gipsy-bride.  Every  one  will  be 
wanting  to  see  her  :  curiosity  will  induce  num- 
bers to  call  at  St.  Clair's  villa;  and  when  once 
they  have  gone  to  this  extent,  they  must  keep  up 
the  acquaintance  which  they  themselves  will  have 
courted." 

Mr.Kichards,  having  thus  expressed  his  opinion, 
was  called  away  to  settle  some  little  dispute  be- 
tween an  excited  carpenter  and  an  intoxicated 
scene-shifter :  but  in  a  few  minutes  he  came  hur- 
rying back,  with  the  intelligence  that  Captain  St. 
Clair,  accompanied  by  his  bride,  had  just  entered 
a  box  in  the  theatre.  The  curtain  had  not  as  yet 
drawn  up  :  Melissa,  Juliet  Norman,  and  two  or 
three  other  professional  ladies  who  heard  the 
lessee's  announcement,  hastened  to  peep  from  the 
side  of  the  curtain  at  the  object  of  their  engrossing 
interest.     They  presently  returned,  declaring  that 


Mrs.  St.  Clair  was  really  a  very  handsome  woman 
— that  she  was  dressed  with  the  most  tasteful 
elegance— and  that  her  husband  might  well  be 
proud  of  her.  They  wondered  that  I  displayed  no 
curiosity  to  catch  a  glimpse  of  her :  they  little 
suspected  how  well  acquainted  Zarah  and  I  already 
were. 

The  curtain  drew  up ;  and  in  a  few  minutes  I 
had  to  appear  upon  the  stage  in  one  of  my  favou- 
rite characters.  When  opportunity  served,  I  looked 
furtively  towards  the  box  in  which  St.  Clair  and 
his  bride  were  seated.  I  saw  that  he  was  treating 
her  with  a  degree  of  attention  sufEciently  delicate 
to  suit  the  part  of  a  loving  husband  which  he  was 
playing,  but  yet  suificieutly  dignified  as  to  be  free 
from  all  maudlin  uxoriousness.  Her  own  demeanour 
was  that  of  calm  and  modest  contentment ;  and 
thus  by  their  bearing  towards  each  other  they 
afforded  a  corroboration  for  the  impression  made 
by  the  tale  which  had  gone  the  round  of  the  news- 
papers. I  could  not  help  thinking  to  myself  that 
the  actors  and  actresses  in  this  life  were  not  merely 
confined  to  the  stage — but  that  they  everywhere 
abounded,  even  in  the  very  boxes  which  fronted 
the  stage  itself.  The  only  difference  was  that  I 
and  my  companions  were  performing  for  money ; 
while  the  actors  and  actresses  elsewhere  were  play- 
ing their  part  for  the  purpose  of  keeping  up  cer- 
tain outward  appearances. 

At  the  conclusion  of  the  drama,  in  which  I  had 
been  representing  a  favourite  character,  St.  Clair 
rose,  gave  his  hand  to  his  bride,  and  led  her  forth 
from  the  box.  I  repaired  to  the  Green  Room,  for  I 
had  something  to  say  to  Melissa  Harrison  ;  aud  I 
found  her  there  in  conversation  with  Juliet  Nor- 
man. They  were  both  in  their  ballet-costume,  for 
the  moment  was  approaching  when  they  would 
have  to  appear  upon  the  stage.  There  were  several 
other  members  of  the  company  likewise  present; 
and  having  communicated  what  I  had  to  say  to 
Melissa,  I  was  about  to  retire,  when  two  gentle- 
men somewhat  abruptly  entered  the  room.  I  at 
once  recognised  Colonel  Bellew  and  Lord  Frederick 
Bavenscliffe.  The  former  I  had  not  seen  for  a 
long  time;  and  the  first  glance  which  I  flung  upon 
both  showed  me  that  they  had  been  drinking. 

Immediately  on  their  thus  making  their  appear- 
ance, Juliet  Norman  and  Melissa  were  moving 
forward  to  quit  the  Green  Eoom,  when  Lord  Tre- 
derick  Ravenscliffe  tapped  the  former  upon  the 
cheek,  exclaiming,  "Well,  'pon  my  soul !  you  are 
a  sweet  beautiful  creature  1" 

The  act  would  have  been  gross  and  insolent 
enough  even  if  they  were  utter  strangers :  but 
considering  everything  that  had  passed,  it  struck 
me  as  being  the  most  wanton  instance  of  cowardly 
cruelty  that  I  had  ever  witnessed.  I  was  trans- 
fixed to  the  spot  with  astonishment:  but  never 
shall  I  forget  the  indignant  expression  of  Juliut's 
handsome  countenance  as  she  suddenly  stopped 
short,  and  drawing  herself  up  to  the  full  of  her 
noble  height,  exclaimed,  "  If  I  had  a  brother,  my 
lord,  to  protect  me— or  even  if  my  father  were 
present,  you  would  not  have  dared  do  this!" 

Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  quailed  visibly  be- 
fore the  indignant  girl ;  and  she  passed  forth  from 
the  room,  closely  followed  by  Melissa  Harrison, 
who  had  no  inclination  to  recognise,  or  be  recog- 
nised by,  her  heartless  seducer.  Colonel  Bellew. 
Almost  immediately  afterwards  Mr.  Richards  made 


ELI,E:^f  PEECT;    OE,   THE   HEM01B8   OF   AN  ACTEE88. 


his   appearance ;  and   he   demanded,  "  What   has 
happened  ?  who  has  insulted  Miss  Norman  ?" 

"  This  person,"  I  said,  stepping  forward  and  in- 
dignantly pointing  to  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe. 
"  If  you,  ilr.  Richards,  permit  strangers  thus  to 
intrude  into  the  Green  Room,  I  for  one  shall  at 
once  break  my  engagement  to  appear  at  your 
theatre." 

My  words  were  saluted  with  vehement  applause 
on  the  part  of  the  other  actors  and  actresses  pre- 
sent ;  and  Zvlr.  Richards,  feeling  the  necessity 
of  taking  some  decisive  step,  commanded  Lord 
Frederick  Ravenscliffe  and  Colonel  Bellew  to  re- 
tire, under  penalty  of  being  instantaneously  given 
into  the  custody  of  the  police.  They  were  some- 
what sobered  by  the  serious  turn  which  the  inci- 
dent had  taken;  and  the  young  nobleman  doubt- 
less felt  that  he  had  indeed  acted  a  most  unworthy 
part.  He  began  to  apologize :  but  Mr.  Richards 
peremptorily  cut  him  short  by  ordering  him  to 
depart.  Colonel  Bellew  thereupon  thought  it  re- 
quisite to  swagger  and  bluster ;  but  the  actors  who 
were  in  the  Green  Room,  rushed  forward,  seized 
hold  of  both  himself  and  the  young  nobleman, 
and  hurled  them  forth.  Several  of  the  subordi- 
nates connected  with  the  theatre  sprang  forward 
to  assist;  and  in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye  the  two 
offenders  were  summarily  expelled  through  one  of 
the  private  doorways. 

I  proceeded  to  Juliet's  dressing-room,  where  I 
found  her  with  her  parents  and  Melissa  Harri- 
son. Melissa  was  ignorant  of  Juliet's  secret; 
and  I  saw  how  painful  a  struggle  it  occasioned 
my  unfortunate  friend  to  prevent  herself  from 
bursting  into  that  flood  of  tears  which  might 
have  made  Melissa  suspect  that  there  were  cir- 
cumstances which  tended  to  aggravate  the  insult 
she  had  received.  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Normau  had 
likewise  considerable  trouble  in  restraining  their 
feelings  :  but  fortunately  the  scene  passed  off,  so 
far  as  outward  appearances  went,  without  leading 
Melissa  to  fancy  that  there  was  anything  more 
than  a  piece  of  wanton  insolence  on  the  pnrt  of  a 
young  nobleman  who  had  at  one  time  affected  to 
pay  his  court  to  Juliet,  but  who  had  never  in- 
tended a  serious  proposal. 

Juliet  appeared  upon  the  stage  as  usual :  but 
when  we  returned  to  Hunter  Street  (for  I  waited 
on  this  occasion  until  the  end  of  the  ballet) — and 
when  we  were  alone  together  in  my  chamber, 
whither  Juliet  accompanied  me  previous  to  re- 
tiring to  her  own— she  threw  herself  weeping  into 
my  arms,  exclaiming,  "  It  has  cut  me  to  the  very 
soul  to  be  treated  thus !" 

"  Every  circumstance  proves,  my  dear  friend," 
I  said,  "  that  Lord  Frederick  was  totally  unworthy 
of  the  love  with  which  you  once  regarded  him." 

"Yes!— fatal,  fatal  love  of  mine!"  murmured 
Juliet :  then  dashing  away  her  tears,  she  ex- 
claimed, "But  this  is  weakness  on  my  part!— 
though  heaven  be  thanked  that  in  his  presence  I 
was  nerved  with  all  befitting  fortitude !  Oh,  I 
already  hate  that  young  man  as  much  as  I  ever 
loved  bim!— and  would  to  heaven  that  by  some 
means  I  might  triumph  over  him  !" 

I  reasoned  gently  but  firmly  with  Juliet, — ad- 
vising her  always  to  adopt  a  demeanour  which 
should  lead  the  noble  young  profligate  to  imagine 
that  he  had  become  an  object  of  perfect  indif- 
ference to  her :    for  I  knew  that  if  he  thought 


otherwise,  his  ill-conditioned  soul  would  rejoice 
at  the  idea  that  he  was  an  object  of  such  import- 
ance that  a  female  heart  could  break  on  his  ac- 
count. Juliet  promised  to  follow  my  counsel ; 
and  she  retired  to  her  own  chamber. 

In  the  afternoon  of  the  following  day,  the  post 
brought  me  a  letter  conveying  the  intelligence  that 
my  father  had  arrived  in  London,  and  that  ho 
would  meet  me  according  to  the  appointment  set- 
tled by  myself  in  the  letter  by  which  I  had  sum- 
moned him  to  England.  At  about  seven  o'clock 
in  the  evening — when  the  Normans  had  set  out  for 
the  theatre— I  repaired  to  St.  James's  Park;  for 
I  had  appointed  ab  the  scene  of  our  meeting  the 
very  same  spot  where  some  seven  months  back  his 
safety  had  been  for  a  moment  so  seriously  com- 
promised by  the  presence  of  Edwin  St.  Clair.  It 
being  now  the  month  of  September,  it  was  grow- 
ing dark  at  the  hour  when  I  entered  the  Park ; 
and  I  was  just  thinking  to  myself  how  different 
were  the  circumstances  in  which  I  was  now  about 
to  meet  my  father  from  what  they  were  on  the 
previous  occasion,  and  how  triumphantly  he  might 
now  defy  the  malignity  of  any  such  being  as  St. 
Clair,  when  this  object  of  my  thoughts  suddenly 
appeared  advancing  towards  me. 

Yes— it  was  Edwin  St.  Clair,  who  was  walking 
slowly  at  first — but  who  on  recognising  me,  despite 
the  gloom  of  the  evening  and  the  thick  veil  that  I 
wore,  at  once  quickened  his  pace.  I  did  not 
choose  to  avoid  him ;  or  perhaps  I  should  rather 
say  that  I  knew  the  attempt  would  be  fruitless;  — 
and  t'aerefore  I  continued  my  way  without  swerv- 
ing from  it. 

In  a  few  moments  we  met;  and  Captain  St. 
Clair  said,  "  The  encounter  is  a  fortunate  one.  I 
had  wished  for  an  opportunity  to  see  Miss  Percy, 
and  express  the  immensity  of  my  gratitude  for 
that  boon  which  she  has  doubtless  been  instru- 
mental in  bestowing  upon  me." 

At  first  he  spoke  with  a  monotonous  coldness  : 
but  a  degree  of  bitterness  speedily  infused  itself 
into  his  accents;  and  the  concluding  portion  of 
his  speech  indicated  a  deep,  fierce,  concentrated, 
savage  hatred. 

"You  will  permit  me.  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said, 
"  to  pursue  my  way.     I  have  nothing  to  hear  from 

your  lips " 

"Yes — but  by  heaven  you  shall  hear  me!"  he 

vehemently  exclaimed.      "  Doubtless  you  imagine 

that   this   is   your  period   for   triumph,  and  that 

having  helped  to  wed  me  to  the  gipsy  Zarah— — " 

"  Who  has  told  you,  sir,"  I  demanded,  "  that  I 

interfered " 

"  Facts  speak  for  themselves !"  he  interrupted 
me.  "Beda  achieved  Zarah's  deliverance  from 
the  lunatic-asylum  ;  and  Beda  is  in  your  service. 
Will  you  now  dare  deny  that  you  were  more  or 
less  Zarah's  accomplice?  But  do  not  think,  Ellen 
Percy,  that  all  these  combined  schemes  will  either 
tend  to  break  my  heart  or  to  divert  me  from  any 
purposes  that  I  may  have  in  view.  Doubtless  you 
have  comprehended  why  Edwin  St.  Clair  appears 
proud  and  happy  with  his  bride  before  the  world  ! 
Yes,  you  musi  comprehend  it — for  you  know  me 
well  enough  to  fathom  that  truth!  But  if  I  no 
longer  live  to  love  you,  Ellen,  1  can  live  for  re- 
venorfi  ; — and  rest  assured  that  I  will  accomplish 
it !  Yes — revenge  against  all  who  have  been  in 
any  way  implicated  in  dealing  me  this  blow  1    Call 


ELLEN  PERCT;   OK,   THE   HEM0IE3   OP   AJf   ACTUESS. 


H87 


upon  Mrs.  St.  Clair,  if  you  will " — and  Lis  lips 
sent  forth  the  bitter  laugh  of  scorn  as  be  thus 
alluded  to  his  wife, — "  call  upon  her  if  you  will, 
and  ask  if  she  be  happy  ?  Perhaps  to  your  ears 
she  will  reveal  that  truth  which  to  the  world  she 
must  not  proclaim.  Ob,  if  there  be  a  heart  to  be 
broken  beneath  my  roof,  rest  assured  that  such 
heart  is  not  mine  !  And  as  for  yourself,  the  time 
must  come,  Ellen,  when  you  will  bitterly,  bitterly 
repent  that  you  ever  connived  at  the  mischief 
which  has  been  wrought  me  !" 

*'  Let  me  pass.  Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  said,  grow- 
ing somewhat  alarmed— for  the  obscurity  of  the 
evening  was  deepening  around  us,  in  consequence 
of  the  mist  that  rose  from  the  ornamental  water. 
"  If  you  dare  detain  me,  I  will  appeal  to  the  park, 
keepers  for  protection." 

"No,"  responded  Si.  Clair  firmly:  "there  are 
reasons  which  prevent  Miss  Percy  from  clinging 
to  the  belief  that  I  am  so  completely  iu  her  power 
as  some  antecedent  circumstances  may  have  led 
her  to  imagine.  She  must  doubtless  experience 
too  strong  a  feeling  of  friendship  for  Mrs.  St. 
Clair  to  permit  her  to  do  that  lady's  husband  any 
harm :" — and  here  again  there  was  a  terrible 
sarcasm  and  a  withering  irony  in  his  tone.  "  Ee- 
sides,"  continued  St.  Clair,  "you  know  that  I  am 
acquainted  with  a  secret  which  vitally  concerns 
you " 

"Ah!  that  secret!"  I  ejaculated,  through  a 
feeling  of  joyousness  at  the  conviction  that  it 
could  be  held  in  terror  over  me  no  longer.  "  But 
let  me  pass,  sir  !"  I  authoritatively  added  :  "  your 
conduct  is  as  cowardly  as  it  is  insolent  thus  to  de- 
tain me  for  the  mere  purpose  of  listening  to  the 
threats  which  flow  from  your  lipsi" 

"  One  word  more — and  only  one  word  I"  ex- 
claimed St.  Clair.  "  You  must  not  leave  me  with 
the  impression  that  I  am  in  your  power " 

"What!"  I  cried  indiguantly  ;  "not  in  my 
power  when  your  wickednesses  are  so  nume- 
rous  " 

"It  may  be  so,"  he  quietly  interrupted  me: 
"but  you  will  not  expose  them !  I  feel  convinced 
that  I  was  often  frightened  by  you  without  a  real 
ground  for  my  apprehensions." 

"Whatsoever  you  may  imagine  upon  the  sub- 
ject. Captain  St.  Clair,"  I  answered,  "  will  not 
alter  the  actual  facts.  Wherefore  do  you  molest 
xne  P  I  have  shown  immense  forbearance  towards 
you ;  and  if  you  would  but  pursue  your  own  path- 
way in  the  world,  rest  assured  that  I  should  never 
seek  to  cross  it.  But  if  you  dare  revive  your  fearful 
machinations  against  me,  on  no  consideration  will 
I  hesitate  to  wield  the  numerous  weapons  which 
circumstances  have  placed  in  my  hands.  Oh ! 
when  I  think  of  all  you  have  done,  I  am  aston- 
ished at  my  own  leniency  towards  you !  And  for 
the  single  reason  that  you  have  seen  how  all  your 
intrigues  have  been  baffled,  should  the  conviction 
strike  your  mind  that  heaven  in  its  goodfiess  ^rs 
on  my  side  against  you  in  your  wickedness !" 

"  We  will  not  argue  the  point,"  said  St.  Clair, 
who  had  appeared  tu  be  reflecting  deeply  for  the 
last  few  moments.     "Pursue  your  way  !" 

With  these  words,  abruptly  spoken,  he  hastened 
onward,  and  was  quickly  lost  to  my  view  amidst 
the  deepening  gloom.  Knowing  the  man  so  well, 
I  felt  tolerably  certain  that  he  would  watch  me — 
that  he  would  follow  mo  stealthily— and  that  he 


would  trust  to  tUe  chapter  of  accnients  to  puice 
me  by  some  means  in  his  power ;  so  that  1  was 
frightened  to  proceed  :  for  though  I  had  about  me 
the  precious  document  containing  my  father's 
pardon,  yet  I  was  very  far  from  desiring  a  scene 
of  strife  or  contention  with  St.  Clair  upon  the  spot 
where  I  was  to  meet  my  parent.  For  if  such  were 
to  arise,  there  might  be  exposure  in  the  presence 
of  passers-by,  I  hesitated  to  continue  my  way ; 
and  yet  I  was  loth  to  retreat — my  father  would 
be  expecting  me — the  hour  of  appointment  was 
already  past — he  might  fancy  that  some  accident 
had  befallen  me  or  that  his  letter  had  miscarried. 

"  After  all,"  I  said  to  myself,  "  St.  Clair  can  do 
my  father  no  mischief  j  and  though  any  scene 
would  be  inconvenient,  yet  I  had  better  risk  it 
than  leave  my  father  a  prey  to  doubt  and  uncer- 
tainty." 

Besides,  I  reflected  that  if  St.  Clair  should 
happen  to  meet  him,  he  might  give  him  into  cus- 
tody,— my  unfortunate  father  being  the  while 
ignorant  that  his  pardon  had  been  obtained. 
Then  there  would  indeed  bo  a  fearful  exposure 
and  a  terrible  publicity  in  respect  to  my  father's 
secret !  This  idea  suddenly  gave  wings  to  my 
feet,  and  I  sped  onward.  Thi  mist  was  becoming 
so  thick  that  objects  a  few  yards  distant  could  not 
be  distinguished.  It  was  therefore  impossible  for 
me  to  conjecture  whether  I  was  being  followed  or 
not  :  but  I  heard  not  the  sounds  of  footsteps  ;  — 
yet  it  was  in  a  state  of  supenseful  uncertainty 
that  I  pursued  my  way. 

"  Is  it  not  astonishing,"  I  thought  to  myself, 
"  that  this  man  who  knows  that  I  can  reveal  so 
much  against  him,  and  who  must  necessarily 
imagine  that  I  am  better  informed  in  respect  to 
the  details  of  the  darkest  of  his  antecedent  cir- 
cumstances than  I  really  am,— is  it  not  astonish- 
ing that  he  should  have  the  courage  and  the 
daring  to  level  his  menaces  against  mo  ?  Yet  did 
he  not  say  that  he  had  latterly  begun  to  think  he 
was  less  in  my  power  than  he  had  once  fancied 
himself  to  be  ?  Ah  !  he  supposes  that  for  Zarah's 
sake  I  would  never  go  to  extremes  with  him,  and 
that  all  my  past  forbearance  must  have  rested 
upon  very  strong  motives  !  And  perhaps  too,  ho 
is  resolved,"  I  added,  with  an  inward  shudder, 
"  that  the  next  time  he  strikes  a  blow  it  shall  bo 
a  final  one,  and  that  my  lips  shall  be  silenced  for 
ever  at  the  same  moment  that  his  deadly  revenge 
is  gratified !" 

This  thought  filled  me  with  apprehension; 
for  the  deepening  mist  and  the  deserted  park  at 
that  hour  seemed  to  aftbrd  an  opportunity  for  any 
treacherous  deed,  even  the  darkest  and  the 
blackest.  I  quickened  my  pace  almost  into  a 
run  ;  and  in  a  fe'ff  moments  I  reached  the  spot 
where  I  had  appointed  to  meet  my  father.  A 
form  emerged  from  amidst  the  gloom;  and  the 
next  instant  I  was  clasped  in  the  arms  of  my 
parent. 

"  Be  cautious,  dearest  father !"  I  said  ;  "  be 
cautious  !— for  through  this  deep  obscurity  lis- 
teners  may  steal  upon  us  unawares.  Let  us  walk 
away  from  the  neighbourhood  of  these  shrubs  in 
the  midst  of  which  any  one  may  be  concealed." 

We  accordingly  proceeded  to  a  short  distance : 
we  stopped  in  the  midst  of  the  gravel-walk  close 
on  the  brink  of  the  ornamental  water,  and  with 
only  a  railing  behind  us. 


"  Now,  my  dear  Ellen,"  eaid  my  father,  in  a  low 
but  anxious  tone,  "  tell  me,  wherefore  this  meet- 
ing ?  Your  letter  signified  that  the  object  was 
important  and  far  from  disagreeable  :  I  gathered 
likewise  that  it  closely  concerned  myself " 

"  And  it  does,  my  dear  father !"  I  whispered. 
"  But  hush  !     Heard  you  not  a  footstep  ?" 

"No— it  was  nothing  but  the  rustling  of  a  dead 
leaf  along  the  ground.  You  are  frightened— you 
are  nervous,  my  dear  Ellen — " 

"  No — not  now  I  am  with  you !"  I  interrupted 
him :  then  after  listening  for  a  few  moments,  and 
hearing  nothing  more  to  startle  me,  I  went  on  to 
say  in  a  low  voice,  but  which  was  tremulous  with 
emotions,  "  You  have  no  more  to  apprehend,  my 
dear  father— no  one  can  now  injure  you !" 

"  Good  heavens !  what  mean  you,  Ellen  ?"  he 
ejaculated,  the  excitement  of  his  tone  proving  that 
he  had  at  once  suspected  the  truth.  "  Can  it  be 
that " 

"  It  is,  dear  father,  that  you  are  pardoned  !"  I 
responded,  my  heart  leaping  with  joy  as  I  gave 
utterance  to  the  words. 

"Pardoned  !"  he  wildly  echoed, — utterly  forget- 
ing,  in  the  almost  frenzied  enthusiasm  of  his  rap- 
tured feelings,  my  previous  caution  that  he  should 
speak  guardedly. 

"  Yes,"  I  said,  "  you  are  pardoned,  dear  father. 
And  here  is  the  precious  document  which  dispels 
all  danger  from  above  your  head !" 

I  produced  the  sealed  packet  which  I  had  not 
as  yet  opened :  but  at  that  very  instant  a  hand 
clutched  it  from  my  grasp — it  was  not  my  father's 
hand — and  there  was  a  third  person  on  the  spot ! 
A  shriek  pealed  from  my  lips — a  mocking  laugh 
rang  in  my  ear — and  that  third  person  was  darting 
away,  when  all  of  a  sudden  an  ejaculation  of  rage 
closed  that  sardonic  laugh  of  his.  Then  a  female 
came  rushing  towards  the  spot,  where  my  father 
in  horrified  consternation  was  supporting  me  in 
bis  arms;  and  the  precious  packet  was  thrust 
back  again  into  my  hand. 

"God  bless  jou,  Zarah!"  I  exclaimed,  catching 
a  glimpse  of  her  countenance  :  but  in  a  moment 
she  disappeared  again.  "Take  it,  father!"  I 
cried  :  "  secure  it  about  your  person !— you  know 
how  much  depends  upon  it !" 

I  then  hurried  bim  away  from  the  spot. 


CHAPTER  L. 

THE    GTJILTT   LATVTEB. 

The  entire  scene  which  closed  the  preceding 
chapter,  took  place  with  whirlwind  rapidity  ;  the 
document  was  lost  and  restored  all  in  the  space  of 
three  or  four  instants ;  and  during  this  interval  the 
feelings  of  both  my  father  and  myself  were  hur- 
ried through  every  variation  of  terror,  dismay,  sur- 
prise, and  joy.  To  my  parent  however  the  whole 
proceeding  was  utterly  incomprehensible  ;  for  he 
had  not  recognised  the  villain  St.  Clair  in  the  in- 
dividual who  had  snatched  away  the  document. 
Indeed  he  had  appeared  and  disappeared  with  a 
ghost-like  rapidity. 

I  gave  him  some  few  brief  explanations, — to  the 
efi'ect  that  Iho  reason  why  I  was  so  agitated  and 
nervous  when  I  first  joined  him  was  because  I 


had  just  before  encountered  Edwin  St.  Clair— that 
St.  Clair  it  now  was  who  had  snatched  away  the 
packet— and  that  it  was  his  wife  Zarah,  whom  he 
had  very  lately  married,  that  had  so  suddenly  and 
unexpectedly  restored  it  to  us.  My  father  listened 
in  astonishment,  as  well  he  might :  but  I  quickly 
turned  his  thoughts  into  another  channel,  by  ex- 
plaining how  I  had  obtained  the  pardon  which  he 
bad  about  his  person.  The  excitement  of  that 
scene  by  which  the  document  was  lost  and  re- 
gained in  such  rapid  transitions,  having  passed 
away,  my  father  was  now  overpowered  by  his  feel- 
ings ;  and  embracing  me  fervidly,  he  sobbed  like  a 
child. 

"  Dearest,  dearest  Ellen !"  he  murmured  in 
broken  accents ;  "  to  think  that  to  you  I  should  be 
indebted  for  this  ! — you  whom,  through  my  own 
selfish  fears,  I  suffered  to  be  plundered  of  your 
fortune  by  the  villain  Parks—" 

"  Do  not  reproach  yourself,  my  dear  father,"  I 
said.  "  Believe  me,  it  was  a  happy  moment  when 
I  received  this  document  from  the  Earl  of  Car- 
shalton  !" 

"  It  must  have  been,  Ellen,"  responded  my 
father ;  "  for  you  are  a  good,  kind,  loving 
daughter  to  me — and  the  more  I  contemplate 
your  excellence,  the  more  thoroughly  unworthy  do 
I  feel  of  having  such  a  child !" 

"  I  am  fully  disposed  to  be  happy,  my  dear 
father,"  I  said:  "but  every  self-reproach  that 
comes  from  your  lips  only  tends  to  mar  the  joy  of 
this  meeting." 

"  For  your  sake,  then,  Ellen,"  he  replied,  "  I 
will  forbear  from  giving  audible  utterance  to  these 
self-reproaches  :  but,  alas  !  for  the  rest  of  my  life 
must  I  make  them  inwardly  !  And  now,  Ellen-> 
since  through  you  I  have  obtained  my  pardon,  and 
that  I  feel  as  if  I  were  a  different  man,  treading 
upon  different  ground,  breathing  a  different  atmo< 
sphere— since  it  has  at  length  been  permitted  to 
me  to  feel  myself  once  more  a  freeman  instead 
of  a  shackled  slave— the  slave  of  my  own  heinous 
crimes         " 

"  For  heaven's  sake,  my  dear  father,"  I  ejacu- 
lated,  with  passionate  utterance,  "  cease  this  lan- 
guage which  drives  me  mad  1" 

"  Oh,  what  a  wretch  I  am,"  he  cried,  "  that 
even  in  the  very  midst  of  my  happiness  the 
iniquity  of  my  life  must  turn  all  to  bitterness  ! 
Yet  pray  forgive  me,  Ellen  !  God  knows  I  would 
not  torture  your  gentle  heart!  And  yet,"  he 
added,  in  a  softer  tone,  "  you  would  perhaps  have 
greater  reason  for  distress  and  ai&iction  if  you 
beheld  me  callous,  indifferent,  or  plunged  only  in 
the  rapturous  feelings  of  a  selfish  joy.  But  be- 
lieve me,  my  beloved  daughter,  I  am  an  altered 
man  !  Crime  stained  my  life  and  blighted  all  my 
prospects :  henceforth  at  least  there  shall  be  peai* 
tence  and  atonement.  And  now  know  you,  Ellen, 
what  are  the  first  uses  I  shall  make  of  the  liberty 
of  action — the  freedom  from  terrorism  and  intimi- 
dation, which  this  pardon  has  procured  for  me  P" 

"  I  know  but  of  one  use  that  you  will  make  of 
it,  my  dear  father,"  I  answered  ;  "  ond  thot  is  to 
retire  into  some  pleasant  but  secluded  spot,  where 
you  may  dwell  in  tranquillity  of  mind,  and  where 
I  will  often  visit  you.  This  is  the  plan  I  had 
settled  on  your  behalf;  and  I  am  sure,  dear 
father,  that  you  will  be  guided  by  the  wishes  of 
the  daughter  who  studies  only  your  wellai-e  ?" 


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"  I  have  two  distinct  duties  to  perform,"  re- 
joined my  father :  "  and  then,  Ellen,  those  once 
accomplished,  I  will  follow  your  counsel  with  the 
docility  of  a  child.  But  first  and  foremost  must 
I  compel  that  villain  Parks  to  restore  the  fortune 
of  which  he  and  his  still  more  vile  mother  have 
plundered  you  ;  and  in  the  second  place  I  must 
compel  Lord  Frederick  Itavenscli£fe  to  perform  an 
act  of  justice  to  your  young  friend  Juliet." 

"  In  respect  to  the  latter,  my  dear  father,"  I 
answered,  "  if  you  really  think  that  you  have  the 
power,  I  would  not  for  the  world  seek  to  deter 
you  from  such  a  course.  I  know  that  it  would  be 
making  a  seemingly  ungrateful  use  of  the  pardon 
which  the  Earl  of  Carshaltoa  has  procured  for 
you,  to  force  his  son  into  an  alliance  which  could 
be  but  little  agreeable  to  that  proud  family  :  but 
still  justice  must  take  its  course — and  the  outraged 
feelings  of  a  too  confiding  and  much  wronged  girl 
must  be  considered  in  preference  to  the  patrician 
No.  37.— EiiLEir  Pekct. 


prejudices  of  the  Earl  and  Countess  of  Carshalton. 
Yet  think  you  that  without  the  exposure  of  your- 
self, you  could  interfere  in  a  matter  so  delicate^ 
involving  so  many  difficulties " 

"  At  least,  Ellen,"  interrupted  my  father,  "  it  is 
my  duty  to  make  the  attempt — and  that  duty  shall 
be  performed.  Leave  me  to  conduct  the  enter- 
prise according  to  my  own  judgment.  In  respect 
to  the  other  affair,  my  mind  is  equally  resolute. 
To-morrow  you  and  I  will  together  visit  Mr. 
Parks " 

"  This  ia  a  matter,  father,"  I  interrupted  him, 
"  in  which  you  cannot  and  must  not  interfere.  A 
man  who,  like  Mr.  Parks,  has  perpetrated  crime  to 
obtain  possession  of  wealth,  will  cling  to  it  with 
the  utmost  tenacity :  he  will  dare  you  to  do  your 
worst— he  will  fight  the  battle  with  every  weapoa 
which  the  law  can  furnish ;  and  you,  my  dear 
father,  with  your  own  uncorroborated  evidence— 
with  your  unsupported  testimony Besides,"  I 


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suddenly  exclaimed,  "  this  would  prove  an  under- 
taking in  which  the  exposure  of  all  that  concerns 
you  must  become  inevitable  !— and  I  would  sooner 
see  a  thousand  fortunes  slip  from  my  grasp  than 
that  we  should  arrive  at  such  a  dreadful  catas- 
trophe !" 

" Nevertheless,  Ellen,"  responded  my  father,  "I 
say,  as  in  the  other  case,  that  it  is  my  duty  to 
make  the  attempt— and  that  duty  shall  be  per- 
formed. Great  villains  are  sometimes  terrified 
when  the  thunder- cloud  lowers  above  their  heads 
and  threatens  to  break.  At  all  events,  perhaps 
Parks  may  be  driven  into  a  compromise;  and  that 
were  better  than  a  total  abandonment  of  all  your 
just  rights.  We  will  see  to-morrow  what  can  be 
done.  Best  assured  however  that  for  yoti^r  sake 
far  more  than  for  mine  own,  I  would  avoid  every- 
thing that  might  tend  to  produce  an  exposure. 
You,  my  child,  have  already  been  sufficiently 
humiliated  in  your  own  secret  thoughts  on  your 
father's  account:— you  shall  not  be  humiliated 
publicly  !  Ihink  you  there  is  any  danger  of  that 
villain  St.  Clair  proclaiming  to  the  world  whatso- 
ever he  knows  concerning  me,  and  all  that  he  may 
have  heard  passing  between  us  ere  now  when  like 
an  apparition  through  the  mist  he  stole  on  us  un- 
awares ?" 

"  I  do  not  apprehend  the  slightest  danger  on 
that  head,"  was  my  response.  "  St.  Clair  fights 
bis  battles  secretly ;  and  like  the  bravo  he  stabs  in 
the  dark.  Doubtless,  if  he  had  ere  now  succeeded 
in  carrying  off  that  precious  document,  he  would 
have  given  such  immediate  information  as  would 
have  visited  you,  my  dear  father,  with  a  terrible 
calamity,  and  would  have  led  to  exposure  before  it 
could  have  been  ascertained  that  the  pardon  "was 
really  amongst  the  records  at  the  Home  Office. 
But  now  that  he  has  failed  he  will  remain  tranquil 
at  least  for  a  time,"  I  added  with  a  sigh,  as  I 
remembered  all  his  wicked  threats.  "  However, 
let  us  not  think  of  him  ;— but  pray  bear  in  mind, 
my  dear  father,  that  there  is  every  reason  why  you 
should  conduct  all  your  proceedings  with  f  je  ut- 
most circumspection,  so  as  to  avoid  exposure." 

My  father  reiterated  the  assurance  that  he 
would  observe  all  possible  caution  j  and  I  then  pro- 
ceeded to  inform  him  that  I  had  written  to  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  to  acquaint  her  that  his  pardon  had  been 
procured — for  I  had  already  by  letter  made  him 
aware  that  in  her  I  hao  Jou.nd  a  relative. 

"But  you  have  kept  her  in  ignorance  of  every- 
thing that  regards  my  fatal  complicity  with  the 
treacherous  part  that  was  played  to  your  friend 
poor  Juliet  P" — and  my  father  spoke  anxiously  and 
rapidly. 

"  Yes,"  I  answered  :  "  I  have  not  suffered  Mrs. 
Oldcastle  to  learn  that  you  have  passed  by  the 
name  of  Croft.  I  would  not  for  the  world  that 
either  she  or  the  !N'ormans  should  suspect " 

"Enough,  my  dear  child!"  interrupted  my 
father  :  "  I  know  that  you  are  all  carefulness  and 
caution  on  these  points.  But  that  name  of  Croft, 
I  shall  bear  it  no  longer !  At  the  same  time, 
Ellen,  I  will  not  resume  my  own  name.  It  has 
been  tarnished  by  the  incidents  of  my  past  life  ; 
and  moreover,  as  you  have  promised  to  see  me  from 
time  to  time  in  whatsoever  seclusion  I  may  retire 
to,  when  the  important  duties  which  I  have  on 
hand  shall  be  accomplished,  it  will  be  necessary  to 
adopt  such  measures  as  to  prevent  it  from  becom- 


ing known  or  suspected  that  I  am  your  father. 
You  must  pursue  your  brilliant  career  without 
sustaining  injury  from  such  a  kinship :  in  short, 
my  dear  child,  it  must  never  be  known  to  the 
world  that  I  am  your  father  !  Pray  give  utter- 
ance to  no  remonstrance — advano«  no  argument 
against  this  decision  on  my  part.  Yet  will  1  take 
a  name  which  belongs  to  the  family,  and  which 
may  enable  me  to  pass  as  your  uncle.  It  is  the 
maiden  name  of  your  deceased  mother — that  of 
Forsyth." 

I  said  not  a  word  in  reply  to  this  announce- 
ment; for  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  for  a 
variety  of  reasons  it  was  a  prudential  resolve  to 
which  my  father  had  just  come.  By  this  time  we 
had  made  the  circuit  of  the  ornamental  water— 
we  had  left  St.  James's  Park  and  were  walking  in 
the  Green  Park.  "We  were  therefore  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood of  Piccadilly  ;  and  my  father  said  to  me, 
"  T  have  kept  you  long  enough,  Ellen,  away  from 
your  home  on  the  present  occasion  ;  and  you  must 
return  thither.  To-morrow,  as  I  have  already 
intimated,  we  will  call  together  upon  Mr, 
Parks " 

"  Por  many  reasons,  my  dear  father,"  I  inter- 
rupted him,  "  I  would  sooner  avoid  that  man  and 
that  house." 

'•'Oh!  I  have  not  forgotten,  Ellen,"  he  ex- 
claimed, "  what  you  told  me  at  Eaibledon  on  that 
memorable  occasion  when  I  announced  myself  as 
your  father.  The  villain  Parks  had  used  threaten- 
ing language  to  you — he  had  sought  likewise  to 
accomplish  your  dishonour  by  handing  you  over 
into  the  power  of  this  still  greater  villain  St. 
Clair  ;  and.  Oh !  I  long  to  punish  both  for  their 
misdeeds.  But  the  punishment  of  the  wretch 
Parks  is  perhaps  nearer  at  hand  than  you  may 
suppose.  It  is  necessary,  my  dear  girl,  that  you 
should  do  some  little  violence  to  your  feelings  by 
accompanying  me  into  his  presence  to-morrow, — 
inasmuch  as  you  will  have  to  corroborate  much 
that  I  myself  shall  have  to  proclaim." 

My  father  then  made  an  appointment  for  our 
meeting  on  the  morrow :  he  put  me  into  a  cab  in 
Piccadilly  ;  and  we  separated.  I  reached  Hunter 
Street  in  safety — reflecting  the  whole  time  upon 
everything  that  had  taken  place  between  my 
father  and  myself, — wondering  what  course  he 
would  pursue  in  respect  to  Lord  Frederick  Ra- 
venscliffe — and  also  wondering  what  would  be 
the  result  of  his  intended  visit  to  Mr.  Parks. 

On  the  following  day,  punctually  at  eleven 
o'clock,  I  entered  the  fashionable  "West  End 
square  in  which  Mr.  Parks  resided ;  and  I  was 
immediately  joined  by  my  father,  according  to  the 
appointment  made  on  the  preceding  evening. 

"  Sustain  your  courage,  my  dear  Ellen,"  he  said: 
"  be  not  intimidated  by  anything  that  Parks  may 
hold  out  in  the  shape  of  menace.  He  will  fancy 
that  he  knows  the  point  in  which  our  cause  is 
weak — I  mean  the  fear  of  exposure  :  but  we  must 
deal  with  him  as  if  we  ourselves  had  already  made 
up  our  minds  in  that  respect,  and  as  if  we  were 
determined  to  make  any  sacritice  in  order  to  ob- 
tain possession  of  that  whereof  ha  has  defrauded 
you." 

By  the  time  my  father  had  finished  giving  these 
instructions,  we  reached  the  lawyer's  mansion 
"We  did  not  enter  by  the  door  communicating 
with  the  clerks'  office,  and  which  was  distinct  from 


ElLEJr  PEECT;   OE,  the  MBM0IE8  OF  AN  ACTEESS. 


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the  private  entrance  :  but  we  knocked  at  the 
latter.  The  summons  waa  answered  by  the  foot- 
ttiAa  in  his  handsome  livery  ;  and  as  he  knew  me, 
he  said,  "  I  know.  Miss,  that  master  is  very  much 
engaged  at  the  moment ;  but  I  am  sure  he  will 
Bee  you  :" — and  then  the  man  looked  as  if  he 
wondered  why  so  long  a  time  had  elapsed  since  I 
last  visited  at  that  house. 

My  father  and  myself  were  conducted  up  into 
the  sumptuously-furnished  drawing-room ;  and  the 
footman  said,  '•'  What  name  shall  I  take  in  ad- 
dition to  that  of  Miss  Percy  ?" 

"  It  is  not  necessary  to  take  any  name,"  an. 
swered  my  father.  "  Have  the  kindness  merely  to 
say  that  Miss  Percy  and  a  gentleman  desire  an 
immediate  interview  with  Mr.  Parks." 

The  footman  withdrew ;  and  in  a  few  minutes 
the  lawyer  came  bustling  into  the  room.  He  was 
no  doubt  a6  a  loss  to  imagine  what  business  had 
brought  me  thither  and  how  he  himself  would  be 
received  by  me  :  he  therefore,  with  characteristic 
hardihood  and  impudence,  assumed  an  off-hand, 
self-possessed,  familiar  manner,  as  he  advanced 
towards  me,  exclaiming,  "  Well,  I  am  glad  you 
have  found  your  way  once  more  to  ray  house  ;  and 
I  hope  that  we  now  meet  on  better  terms  than 
when "  ! 

But  here  he  suddenly  stopped  short;  for  my 
father,  who  had  been  standing  with  his  face  to- 
wards   the    window,    and   consequently    with    his 
back  towards  him,  now   suddenly  turned  round ;  j 
and  nothing  could  exceed  the  astonishment,  min-  { 
gled  perhaps  with  some  degree  of  dismay,  which  i 
seized  upon  the  attorney.     But  quickly  recovering  ! 
his  self-possession,  he  exclaimed,  "  Ah  !  what  am  I  , 
to  understand  by  seeing  you  two  together  ?"  | 

"  You  are   to  understand,  Mr.  Parks,"   replied 
my  father,  advancing  straight  up   to  the  lawyer 
and  confronting  him  with  a  stern  decisive  expres-  , 
siou  of  countenance,  "  that  the  day  for  mystery  ' 
has  gone  by — as   well  as  for  all   wickedness  and 
misdeed  which  might  in  any  way  have  associated 
itself  with  the  mystery,  either  ou  your  part  or  on 
mine.     Ellen  knows  that  she  is  my  daughter  :  she 
knows  likewise  that   she  was  rightfully  the  heiress 
of  her  grandfather's  wealth  :  and  she  has  come  to  ^ 
demand  an  account  of  your  stewardship."  j 

For  a  moment  Mr.  Parks  became  deadly  pale ;  | 
and  he  started  slightly — while  as  if  with  an  effort  | 
he  repressed  the  stronger  spasm  which  shook  him  ! 
inwardly.  He  glanced  at  me;  and  regaining  all 
his  hardihood,  he  said,  pointing  to  my  father,  "  I 
suppose,  then,  that  you  know  everything  which  re-  ] 
lates  to  him  ?" 

"  Yes— I  know  everything !"  I  exclaimed,  my 
cheeks  colouring  with  indignation  at  the  insolent, 
supercilious  manner  ia  which  ho  alluded  to  my 
paren^. 

"  Oh,  you  know  everything  ?"  ejaculated  Mr. 
Parka.  "  Well,  then,  you  must  be  as  much  asto- 
nished as  I  am  at  the  boldness  of  his  coming  to 
me  in  such  a  stylo:" — then  advancing  towards 
the  bell-pull,  he  took  it  in  his  hand,  and  said, 
with  a  look  of  menacing  significancy,  "  If  I  ring 
this,  you  know,  it  will  be  to  summon  the  officers 
of  justice  to  clear  the  room  of  at  least  one  person 
who  is  in  it  ?" 

"  Summon  whomsoever  you  will,"  replied  my 
father,  with  a  look  and  tone  which  at  once  dis- 
concerted Mr.  Parks.     "  I  should  not  have  come 


hither  unless  in  the  full  confidence  that  I  am 
stronger  than  the  enemy  whose  camp  I  am  in- 
vading—aye, and  in  a  position  to  set  him  at  de- 
fiance." 

"  What — what  does  all  this  mean  ?"  faltered 
out  Parks,  again  becoming  pale,  while  his  hand 
dropped  from  the  bell.pull.  "  You  don't  mean  mo 
to  understand " 

"  I  mean  you  to  understand,"  interrupted  my 
father,  "  that  I  once  again  breathe  in  freedom  and 
in  safety  the  atmosphere  of  my  native  land. 
Summon  hither  the  officers  of  justice,  if  you  will: 
but,"  he  added  significantly,  "it  is  not  I  whom 
they  will  bear  away  !  3I_if  crime  has  been  expiated 
by  years  of  punishment  and  of  suffering ;  and  I 
am  pardoned  !  Tour  crime  has  yet  to  be  atoned 
for — privately,  if  you  will,  and  without  exposure — 
but  publicly,  and  in  a  manner  terribly  signal,  if 
you  hesitate  to  do  this  injured  girl  the  justice 
which  you  owe  her." 

"  It  is  all  very  fine  on  your  part,"  exclaimed  Mr. 
Parks,  assuming  a  look  and  attitude  of  defiance, 
"  to  come  here  thinking  to  bully  me  into  some- 
thing— I  know  not  what :  but  I  can  see  through 
the  trick ' 

"  Behold  !"  exclaimed  my  father ;  and  he  pro- 
duced from  his  pocket  the  official  document  pro- 
claiming his  pardon :  but  at  the  same  time  he 
took  care  that  the  villain  Parka  should  not  have 
an  opportunity  of  snatching  it  from  his  hand. 

"Well,  and  what  then?"  exclaimed  the  attor- 
ney, who  had  again  looked  discomfited,  but  who 
quickly  recovered,  if  not  his  self-possession,  at 
least  an  insolent  hardihood  that  served  him  as  a 
substitute.  "  You  have  got  your  pardon,  and  so 
much  the  better  for  you.  But  I  don't  suppose 
that  either  of  you  would  be  very  well  pleased  for 
the  facts  of  the  case  to  be  made  public  and  for  all 
the  newspapers  to  prochiiii —  -■" 

"  Stop,  Jklr.  Parks !"  interrupted  my  father, 
calmly  and  decisively  :  "  this  turn  will  not  serve 
you.  Make  what  exposure  you  will— but  you 
shall  not  the  less  disgorge  this  defrauded  girl's  in- 
heritance. You  may  tell  the  whole  tale,  and  she 
will  abandon  her  profession  in  consequynce :  but 
the  fortune  to  which  she  ia  entitled,  and  which  with 
all  accumulations  of  interest  and  compound  in- 
terest you  shall  surrender  up,  will  serve  her  as  a 
handsome  maintenance.  Moreover,  Mr.  Parks, 
!  since  exposure  is  to  be  the  order  of  the  day,  there 
'  can  be  no  earthly  reason  why  we  should  have  any 
consideration  for  you." 

1  Thus  speaking  my  father  advanced  towards  the 
nearest;  window ;  and  placing  his  hands  to  the 
sash,  made  a  motion  as  if  he  were  about  to  raise  it. 

"  Come  now — what  the  deuce  are  you  going  to 
do?"   ejaculated   the  lawyer,    who   was   evidently 
i  frightened.     "  Let  you  and  me  talk  this  matter 
over  in  the  next  room." 

j      '•' No,  sir  !"  responded  my  father  :  "everything 

i  that  is  said  or  done  shall  bo  in  the  presence  of  my 

daughter.     You  asked  me  what  I  was  about  to  do 

1  — and  I  will  tell  you,"  he  continued,  his  band  still 

i  upon  the  window-snsh.     "  You  behold  the  police- 

I  man  who  is  coming  this  way  round  tho  Square  :  it 

ia  my  intention  to  summon  him  to  take  into  cua- 

I  tody  a  man  whom   I  shall  charge  with  forgery, 

fraud,  and  embezzlement," 

"  Don't  be  so  foolish !  Miss  Percy— I  beg  of 
you— Ellen,  my  dear  girl " 


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ElLESr   PEECT  :    OH,   THE    MEMOIRS   OF   AN  ACTEE9S. 


"  Dare  not,  sir,"  I  indignantly  exclaimed,  "  ad- 
dress mo  iu  that  familiar  strain !  You  know  futt 
well,  Mr.  Parks,  whether  I  have  wrongs  to  com- 
plain  of  at  your  hands, — wrongs  which  consist  not 
merely  of  the  plunder  of  my  fortune  !" 

"  Speak,  sir !"  cried  my  father :  "  will  you  drive 
me  to  extremes  ?  The  constable  is  now  under  the 
window." 

"By  heaven!"  ejaculated  Parks,  his  counte- 
nance  now  white  as  a  sheet,  "  it  will  bo  a  war  to 
the  knife ! — the  exposure  on  both  sides  will  be 
terrific!" 

"  Your  answer,  sir  ?  Quick !  quick !"  exclaimed 
my  father  :  and  he  threw  up  the  window-sash. 

"  In  the  name  of  God,  don't  expose  me  !"  said 
the  miserable  wretch,  in  a  tone  of  the  most  earnest 
entreaty  J  and  nothing  could  exceed  the  ghastly 
horror  of  his  looks.     "  I  will   do  everything  I  can 

—I  will  restore But  for  God's  sake  shut  that 

window !" 

"  You  have  promised,"  said  my  father }  "  and  I 
rely  upon  the  fulfilment  of  your  pledge.  If  you 
fail  to  keep  it,  rest  assured  that  I  will  inexorably 
invoke  the  aid  of  justice." 

Thus  speaking,  my  father  closed  the  window ; 
and  Parks,  i\pw  utterly  overpowered  by  the  agony 
of  bis  feelings,  sank  upon  a  chair.  There  he  re- 
mained for  some  minutes,  a  most  piteous  and 
abject  spectacle — his  countenance  ghastly  pale — 
his  lips  quivering — his  eyes  staring  in  wild  va- 
cancy. My  father  flung  upon  me  a  significant 
look,  as  much  as  to  imply  that  the  victory  was 
our  own,  and  that  we  should  succeed  in  com- 
pelling the  villanous  attorney  to  disgorge  his  ill- 
gotten  possessions. 

"  Now  listen  to  me,  Mr.  Parks,"  said  my  father, 
at  length  breaking  the  silence  which  had  for  some 
minutes  prevailed.  "  It  is  idle  to  suppose  that 
you  have  retained  the  original  will  which  the  de- 
ceased Mr.  Forsyth  made  in  his  granddaughter's 
favour,  and  which  fell  into  the  hands  of  your 
mother.  But  you  forged  another  will ;  and  that 
was  doubtless  for  precisely  the  same  sum  as  the 
original.  Your  mother  proved  and  administered 
to  the  forged  will — the  record  can  be  examined — 
we  are  already  aware  that  Mr.  Forsyth  died  worth 
somewhere  about  thirty  thousand  pounds  —  but 
that  record  to  which  I  allude  will  furnish  the 
exact  amount " 

"It  was  thirty  thousand  pounds,"  said  Parks, 
in  a  voice  so  changed,  so  hollow,  so  sepulchral, 
that  I  started ;  for  it  struck  me  at  the  instant  as 
if  it  were  a  voice  coming  up  from  the  very  tomb 
itself. 

"  Thirty  thousand  pounds,"  repeated  my  father. 
"  And  you  have  doubtless  doubled  that  amount — 
you  are  exceedingly  rich,  Mr.  Parks— and  you  will 
experience  no  difficulty  in  raising  the  sum  within 
a  few  days.  Name  your  own  timej  but  let  the 
interval  be  brief— let  there  be  no  subterfuge  nor 
delay — or  you  will  find  that  you  have  to  deal  with 
one  who  in  proving  merciless  will  thereby  avenge 
past  injuries  of  every  description.  And  in  respect 
to  the  whole  transaction  itself,  you  must  expect  to 
be  treated  by  us  as  we  shall  find  ourselves  treated 
by  you.  If  you  proclaim  to  the  world  aught  that 
may  prejudice  my  daughter's  interests  —  for  I 
myself  have  none  save  those  which  are  centred  in 
her — we  on  our  side  shall  scarcely  hesitate  to  give 
equal  publicity  to  the  fact  that  Mr.  Parks,  the 


eminent  solicitor,  has  been  fattening  on  the  pro- 
duce of  forgery  and  fraud  of  the  most  heinous  de- 
scription. Now,  sir,  name  your  own  day — your 
own  hour — when  you  will  be  prepared  to  surren- 
der up  to  my  daughter  the  fortune  of  which  she 
was  dispossessed  by  the  iniquity  of  your  mother 
and  yourself." 

The  miserable  attorney— a  more  abject  spectacle 
than  ever  in  human  form  had  met  my  eyes- 
gasped  forth  a  few  words  to  the  efifect  that  on 
that  day  week,  and  at  the  same  hour,  he  would  be 
prepared  to  comply  with  my  father's  demand ; 
and  then  he  literally  moaned  in  the  bitterness  of 
his  anguish. 

"  Come,  Ellen,"  said  my  father  :  and  taking  me 
by  the  hand,  he  led  me  from  the  apartment. 

When  we  quitted  the  house,  my  father  began 
pouring  forth  the  most  fervid  congratulations  at 
the  prospect  of  the  wealth  which  was  so  soon  to 
shower  itself  upon  me  :  but  the  entire  closing  part 
of  the  scene  had  acted  on  my  mind  with  the  in- 
fluence of  a  bewildering  consternation — so  that  I 
conld  scarcely  fancy  that  it  was  otherwise  than  a 
dream.  At  length  I  gradually  awoke  as  it  were 
to  the  consciousness  that  it  was  all  a  reality ;  and 
then  I  was  lost  in  stupendous  dismay  at  the  fear- 
ful guilt  of  which  the  late  Mrs.  Parks  and  her 
son  had  been  culpable.  Though  from  my  father's 
lips  at  Embledon  I  had  heard  the  announcement 
of  this  guilt,  yet  it  had  always  seemed  vague  and 
visionary  to  me,  until  this  moment  when  it  was  so 
incontestably  proved.  It  was  some  time  before  I 
regained  the  power  of  utterance ;  and  when  I 
began  to  thank  my  father  for  the  course  which  he 
had  adopted,  he  cut  me  short  by  observing,  "  We 
must  not  be  seen  too  much  together,  Ellen.  Fare- 
well for  the  present,  my  dear  girl.  I  will  write 
to  you  when  next  we  are  to  meet." 

We  then  separated  ;  and  I  returned  to  Hunter 
Street,  still  more  or  less  under  the  influence  of 
consternation  and  wonderment  at  the  scene  which 
had  taken  place. 


CHAPTEE   LI. 

HTDE   PAEK. 

Feeling  somewhat  unsettled  in  my  mind  — 
though  far  from  unhappily  so — iu  consequence  of 
all  that  had  occurred,  I  could  not  compose  myself 
to  reading  or  any  of  my  usual  avocations;  and 
therefore,  after  luncheon,  I  proceeded  to  the  West 
End  of  the  town  to  make  a  call  or  two,  in  order 
to  divert  my  thoughts  from  dwelling  too  much 
upon  one  train  of  ideas.  The  first  visit  that  I 
thus  purposed  to  pay  was  at  the  mansion  <)£  the 
Marquis  of  Campanella;  and  on  arriving  there,  I 
found  that  the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  them- 
selves had  gone  on  an  invitation  to  Windsor 
Castle,  and  that  the  Countess  of  Carboni  was  just 
sitting  down  to  write  a  note  to  the  effect  that  she 
was  all  alone  in  the  house  and  that  she  should  be 
glad  to  see  me.  Accident  had  therefore  willed  it 
that  my  visit  should  be  exceedingly  well-timed ; 
and  after  some  little  conversation,  I3eatrice  pro- 
posed that  we  should  take  a  drive  in  the  Park.  I 
readily  assented— the  carriage  was  ordered — and 
to  the  Park  we  repaired. 


EMEN  PEECT;   OK,   THE  MEM0IE3   OP    a:S   ACTEESS. 


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I  way  here  observe  that  six  months  had  now 
elapsed  since  those  memorable  events  which  had 
so  clearly  demonstrated  the  innocence  of  Beatrice 
di  Carboni,  and  since  the  disappearance  of  her 
husband.  During  this  interval  she  had  heard 
nothing  more  of  the  Count :  all  trace  of  him 
seemed  to  have  been  lost ;  and  whether  he  had 
actually  retired  from  the  world  into  some  deep 
seclusion,  or  whether  he  were  wandering  about  a 
forlorn  and  desolate  being,  it  was  scarcely  possible 
to  conjecture, — unless  indeed  the  assurance  which 
he  had  given  the  English  solicitor  could  be  relied 
upon,  that  retirement  from  the  busy  scenes  of  life 
was  veritably  his  intention.  But  still  Beatrice  could 
scarcely  bring  herself  to  the  idea  that  a  man  of 
so  restless  a  disposition  and  of  such  strong  and 
excitable  feelings  could  calm  himself  down  into 
that  temperament  which  was  appropriate  to  the 
secluded  existence  of  an  anchorite. 

On  reaching  the  Park,  we  made  the  tour  of  the 
carriage-drive;  and  we  then  alighted  to  walk  for 
a  little  while.  Although  it  was  the  month  of 
tseptember,  and  "  the  world  of  fashion  "  had  for 
the  most  part  gone  out  of  town,  yet  there  was 
more  than  the  usual  number  of  equipages,  eques- 
trians, and  pedestrians  than  might  have  been  ex- 
pected at  that  autumnal  season  of  the  year.  The 
Countess  and  myself  had  not  walked  together 
many  minutes,  before  I  was  startled  by  seeing  an 
individual  whose  countenance  was  at  once  recog- 
nised by  me,  pass  us  hastily  by.  This  was  none 
other  than  Luigi,  the  treacherous  Italian  valet 
who  had  been  the  author  of  all  the  misfortunes 
that  had  overtaken  the  Countess.  He  was  pro- 
ceeding swiftly  at  the  moment — but  whether  it 
were  because  he  had  recognised  us,  and  was 
anxious  to  avoid  observation,  I  could  not  tell ;  for 
he  seemed  to  be  looking  straight  forward,  as  if  not 
perceiving  us  at  all.  Beatrice  happened  to  be 
glancing  at  the  moment  at  a  troop  of  equestrians 
who  were  dashing  past;  and  I  instantaneously 
resolved  not  to  mention  to  her  the  circumstance 
which  had  just  startled  me,  for  fear  lest  it  should 
arouse  bitter  and  painful  feelings  in  her  bosom. 

We  continued  our  way ;  and  presently,  when 
in  the  neigbourhood  of  the  Achilles  statue,  I  dis- 
cerned, at  a  little  distance  in  front,  a  couple  whom 
I  recognised  at  a  glance,  though  their  backs  were 
towards  us.  These  were  Captain  and  Mrs.  St. 
Clair. 

Zarah  was  leaning  upon  her  husband's  arm :  he 
was  walking  with  the  air  of  a  man  who  expe- 
rienced a  dignified  pride  in  his  handsoaae  wife  ; 
and  I  felt  convinced  that  he  thus  paraded  her  in 
a  public  resort  for  the  purpose  of  sustaining  the 
general  impression  that  he  gloried  in  what  ho  had 
done,  he  defied  the  opinion  of  the  world,  he 
scorned  whatsoever  superciliousness  his  marriage 
might  be  regarded  with — and  in  short,  that  he 
adhered  to  his  policy  of  making  a  merit  of 
the  necessity  which  had  forced  such  a  wife  upon 
him. 

"  You  have  perhaps  heard,"  I  said  to  Beatrice, 
"of  the  alliance  of  the  well-known  Captain  St. 
Clair  with  a  lady  of  gipsy  extraction  ?" 

"Yes,"  responded  the  Countess:  "I  read  some- 
thing about  it  in  the  newspapers — and  I  heard 
ray  brother-in-law  the  Marquis  expressing  his 
astonishment  a  day  or  two  ago  at  the  occur. 
renee." 


"  Captain  St.  Clair  and  his  wife  are  in  front  of 
you,"  I  said :  but  I  did  not  think  it  necessary  to 
add  that  this  gipsy-wife  of  his  was  none  other 
than  the  identical  Zarah  to  whom  the  Countess  of 
Carboni  was  so  much  indebted  for  having  elicited 
from  the  lips  of  Luigi  so  many  facts  that  were 
vitally  important  to  herself. 

Scarcely  had  I  pointed  out  the  couple  to 
Beatrice,  when  a  party  of  equestrians  came  ca- 
reering  past.  These  were  gentlemen  and  ladies 
mounted  on  beautiful  steeds;  and  amongst  the 
former  I  at  once  recognised  Colonel  Bellew— while 
amongst  the  latter  I  beheld  Lady  Lilla  Essendine. 
I  was  now  seized  with  a  sudden  curiosity  to  ob- 
serve how  they  would  treat  St.  Clair  as  they 
rode  past.  That  the  unprincipled  Belle  w  had  at 
one  time  been  his  creature,  I  was  well  aware  frora, 
my  own  experience  on  the  occasion  when  ^.  Claic 
had  affected  to  rescue  me  from  the  Colonel's 
power,  and  which  occurrence  was  followed  by  the 
sham-duel.  As  for  Lady  Lilla  Essendine,  that 
there  had  been  a  guilty  connexion  between  herself 
and  St.  Clair  I  had  long  felt  certain.  I  kne(7 
that  she  entertained  a  burning  hatred  and  fierce 
vindictiveness  towards  him,  although  circum- 
stances had  led  them,  from  an  identity  of  theic 
sinister  interests,  to  act  at  times  in  concert.  BuC 
now,  in  what  manner  would  St.  Clair  be  treated 
by  that  man  who  was  lately  his  creature— no  doubt 
his  paid  hireling  ?  and  by  that  woman  who  was 
once  the  object  of  his  criminal  love  ? 

Lady  Lilla  Essendine  certainly  had  an  elegant 
appearance  upon  horseback.  The  riding-habit  set 
off  her  fine  tall  figure  to  the  most  admirable  ad- 
vantage, — displaying  all  the  flowing  outlines  of 
that  symmetry  which  was  adjusted  to  a  blending 
of  the  proportions  of  the  Hebe  and  the  Sylph. 
Her  cheeks — usually  pale,  though  always  with  an 
animation  of  the  polished  skin — had  now  a  colour 
upon  them,  imparted  by  the  exhilaration  of  the 
exercise  she  was  taking.  She  sat  with  an  exceed- 
ing gracefulness  upon  the  steed, — which,  though  a 
somewhat  spirited  animal,  she  managed  with  aa 
easy  expertness.  Her  statuesque  carriage  of  the 
head,  neck,  and  bust,  which  always  had  something 
queenly  in  it,  added  to  the  imposing  majesty  of  her 
present  appearance.  No  one  unacquainted  with 
the  secrets  of  her  heart — no  one  but  those  who 
had  peeped  behind  the  veil  which  covered  the 
mysteries  of  her  life — could  have  fancied  that  a 
being  at  once  so  brilliant,  so  fascinating  to  all 
outward  seeming,  as  well  as  so  amiable  in  her 
looks,  could  possibly  possess  a  soul  stained  witU 
crimes  as  dark  as  those  which  had  given  an  infa. 
mous  repute  to  such  fiends  in  angel  shapes  as  tho 
Marchioness  of  Brinvilliers  or  Lucrezia  Borgia. 

But  to  the  thread  of  my  story.  St.  Clair  and 
his  wife  were  pursuing  their  way, — he  appearing 
to  be  conversing  with  cheerfulness  and  fond  fami- 
liarity, and  she  playing  her  own  part  as  well,  by 
listening  and  answering  as  if  with  a  full  con- 
sciousness that  she  was  in  reality  the  pride,  the 
joy,  and  delight  of  her  husband.  The  party  of 
equestrians  reined  in  their  steeds,  when  they  in 
the  carriage. drive  came  abreast  as  it  were  with 
Captain  and  Mrs.  St.  Clair  on  the  footway. 

"  Ah,  my  dear  fellow  St.  Clair !"  exclaimed 
Colonel  Bellew  in  a  loud  bantering  voice  :  "  play- 
ing the  part  of  a  happy  bridegroom,  I  see  ?  'Pon 
honour,  it  is  delightful  and  affecting  !" 


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ELLEN  PEECT;   OE,    THE    MEMOIRS   OF  AN  ACTEE88. 


"  Oh,  indeed  i  is  that  the  gipsy-bride  ?"  said 
Lady  Lilla  Essendine  :  and  her  laugh  rang  mock- 
ingly with  its  silvery  sounds  through  the  air. 

Indescribable  was  the  look  of  loftiest  disdain 
which  St.  Clair  for  a  moment  flung  upon  them. 
There  was  no  hatred  uor  vindictiveness  in  that 
look  :  it  seemed  as  if  he  could  condescend  to  no- 
thing so  low  or  petty  as  those  sentiments  :  it  was 
a  proud  sovereign  scorn  such  as  a  monarch  might 
have  bestowed  on  the  meanest  of  his  subjects.  !No 
one,  unacquainted  with  the  secrets  of  their  former 
connexion,  would  have  for  an  instant  suspected 
that  such  had  ever  been  the  case.  Bellew  laughed 
aloud  :  the  silvery  mocking  laugh  again  rang  from 
the  lips  of  Lady  Lilla  Essendine;  and  the  eques- 
trian party  dashed  along  upon  its  way. 

Beatrice  and  myself  were  sufficiently  near  to 
distinguish  everything  that  thus  passed :  but  the 
momeutfthe  scene  was  over,  I  turned  abruptly 
round,  hurrying  the  Countess  away  in  the  opposite 
direction ;  for  I  was  already  vexed  with  myself 
that  I  should  have  yielded  to  that  momentary  im- 
pulse of  curiosity.  I  cannot  say  that  I  actually 
pitied  Zarah;  for  I  knew  full  well  that  she  pos- 
sessed a  strength  of  mind  which  would  render  her 
scornfully  indifferent  to  everything  that  had  just 
passed.  For  St.  Clair  I  could  of  course  have  no 
commiseration :  but  still  I  should  have  been  un- 
willing  for  him  to  suppose  that  I  possessed  a  spirit 
mean  or  paltry  enough  to  be  there,  looking  on,  for 
the  purpose  of  triumphing  over  him.  However, 
I  felt  tolerably  well  persuaded  that  he  had  not 
observed  me;  while,  as  for  Zarah,  she  had  never 
once  turned  her  head  sufficiently  to  look  behind 
her. 

"  Captain  St.  Clair,"  said  Beatrice,  "is  perform- 
ing a  noble  part  towards  the  wife  wh'M)  through 
pure  affection  he  has  made  the  sharer  o\  his  for- 
tunes. Did  you  observe,  my  dear  Ellen,  the 
withering,  blighting  look  of  scorn  which  ho  flung 
upon  that  lady  and  gentleman  ?  Their  conduct 
was  indeed  too  bad  ;  and  I  wonder  that  a  person 
of  such  an  interesting  appearance  as  that  lady 
could  have  shown  such  bad  taste  and  such  un- 
charitable feelings.  But  see  !"  exclaimed  Beatrice, 
glancing  back  over  her  shoulder;  "Captain  and 
Mrs.  St.  Clair  are  now  engaged  in  conversation 
with  a  group  of  ladies  and  gentlemen,  who  are 
evidently  treating  them  both  with  a  marked  dis- 
tinction." 

I  also  glanced  bacV,  and  perceived  that  such 
was  the  case.  I  then  recollected  the  observations 
which  Mr.  Eichards  had  made  at  the  theatre— to 
the  effect  that  while  some  persons  would  display  a 
mean  and  petty  contempt  for  the  alliance  which 
St.  Clair  had  formed,  others  would  court  himself 
and  his  bride  from  curiosity's  sake,  as  well  as  on 
account  of  his  own  brilliant  position  in  the  world. 
I  now  saw  that  the  lessee's  shrewd  predictions 
were  receiving  their  fulfilment. 

At  the  very  moment  when  I  thus  glanced  back, 
two  tall,  elderly,  and  very  distinguished-looking 
personages  were  parting  from  Captain  and  Mrs. 
St.  Clair, — warmly  shaking  hands  with  the  former, 
and  with  marked  courtesy  raising  their  hats  to  the 
latter.  These  two  gentlemen  came  on,  arm-in-arm, 
in  the  same  direction  which  Beatrice  and  I  were 
now  pursuing.  As  they  walked  quickly,  they  soon 
overtook  us  :  but  they  lingered  a  little  while  be- 
Linii,  slackening  their  pace  in  proportion  as  their 


conversation  grew  more  and  more  interesting  to 
themselves  :  then  they  passed  us ;  but  when  in 
front,  thoy  still  remained  for  some  few  minutes 
longer  sufiiciently  near  for  the  Countess  and  me 
to  catch  all  that  they  were  saying.  I  will  place 
upon  record  as  much  of  their  discourse  as  thus 
reached  our  ears. 

"  Well,  never  mind  the  folly  of  the  thing,"  said 
one  of  the  two  personages:  "it  suited  us  ex- 
tremely well  to  flatter  St.  Clair  by  overwhelming 
him  with  such  marked  civilities,  and  by  paying 
such  distinguished  attention  to  his  wife.  It  came 
all  the  more  opportune,  immediately  following  on 
the  heels  of  that  little  scene — which,  by  the  bye, 
St.  Clair  so  loftily  resented." 

"  And  what  good,  my  lord,  do  you  expect," 
said  the  other  individual,  "  will  result  from  our 

demeanour " 

"  Why,  my  dear  fellow,  don't  you  see  ?"  ex- 
claimed  the  first  speaker,  who  was  evidently  a 
nobleman,  "  we  are  now  sure  of  St.  Clair  !  It  is 
of  no  use  his  affecting  to  ride  the  high  horse— he 
mustieel  that  he  has  placed  himself  in  a  false  posi- 
tion. Besides,  as  he  his  married  this  gipsy 
through  love,  he  will  naturally  be  well  pleased  that 
she  should  be  received  into  the  highest  society. 
To-morrow  I  will  invite  St.  Clair  to  dinner ;  and 
her  ladyship  " — thus  alluding  to  his  wife — "  shall 
call  upon  Mrs.  St.  Clair." 

"  But  do  you  really  think  it  possible,"  asked  his 
companion,  "  that  St.  Clair  is  a  man  to  be  won 
over  by  such  means  ?" 

"  I  am  convinced  of  it  !  At  all  events  you  shall 
see.  His  independence  of  all  party  has  hitherto 
rendered  his  opposition — when  he  lias  opposed  us— 
all  the  more  powerful  in  its  effects.  You  must  un- 
derstand, my  dear  fellow,  that  to  gain  him  en- 
tirely to  our  side  would  be  a  great  card  in  our 
hand.  Wo  might  offer  him  a  Treasury  Secre- 
taryship— or  the  Vice-Presidency  of  the  Board  of 
Trade — or   something  of  that  sort.    I  will  throw 

out  a  hint  when  he  dines  with  me " 

This  was  all  of  the  discourse  which  reached  the 
cars  of  the  Countess  of  Carboni  and  myself :  but 
it  was  intelligible  enough.  Those  were  two  Cabinet 
Ministers :  the  Cabinet  itself  was  known  to  bo 
tottering  :  public  opinion  declared  that  it  would 
be  unable  to  meet  Parliament  at  the  next  Session  ; 
and  thus  a  very  pretty  little  intrigue  was  just  -et 
afoot  to  strengthen  the  decrepit  Ministry  by  means 
of  the  unquestionable  talent  and  the  brilliant 
oratory  of  Edwin  St.  Clair. 

"  You  have  heard  what  has  passed,  my  dear 
Ellen  ?"  said  Beatrice,  when  the  two  Ministers 
were  beyond  earshot.  "  Captain  St.  Clair's  mar- 
riage will  prove  the  making  of  him  as  a  great 
public  character." 

I  gave  some  casual  reply :  but  I  secretly  said  to 
myself,  "  If  St.  Clair  should  trim  his  bark  to  the 
tide  which  now  offers  to  waft  it,  he  will  have, 
reason  to  rejoice  in  his  marriage  with  the  obscure 
gipsy,  rather  than  regard  her  as  his  bitterest  foe — 
to  persecute  her — and  to  strive  to  break  her  heart." 
Tiie  Countess  and  I  now  re-entered  the  carriage ; 
and  we  left  the  Park.  She  took  me  as  far  as 
Hunter  Street,  where  she  set  me  down  :  and  I  bade 
her  adieu.  It  w.as  not  until  I  found  myself  alone 
in  my  own  chamber,  that  I  recalled  to  mind  the 
incident  in  respect  to  Luigi.  Although  the  pre- 
sence of  the  Italian  in  the  Park  might  have  been 


EXLEIf  PEECT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES  OF  AN   ACTRESS. 


295 


quite  accidental,  jot  on  theotber  hand  I  could  not 
help  a  slight  misjiivitig  to  tho  effect  that  it  might 
be  more  or  less  omiuous :  for  i  know  how  terribly 
vindictive  was  his  character.  He  had  sought  in 
Italj  to  wreak  the  deadliest  vengeance  upon  the 
unfortunate  Beatrice  ;  and  more  recently  he  had 
endeavoured  to  vent  his  vindictive  rage  upon 
Zarah,  at  the  moment  when  he  learnt  that  she  had 
merely  played  a  part  in  eliciting  from  his  lips  the 
Bccrets  of  his  heart.  I  almost  regretted  that  I  had 
not  mentioned  to  the  Countess  his  presence  in  the 
Park  :  and  I  longed  for  an  opportuuity  of  hinting 
to  Zarah  herself  that  he  was  in  the  metropolis. 
Indeed,  I  began  to  think  so  seriously  on  tliese  sub- 
jects that  I  penned  a  letter  to  Beatrice,  and  I  was 
thinking  how  I  should  contrive  to  communicate 
with  Mrs.  St.  Clair,  when  the  afternoon's  post 
brought  me  a  billet  from  her.  It  was  to  the  effect 
that  if  by  any  possibility  I  could  manage  to  be  in 
the  Eegent's  Park  at  one  o'clock  on  the  morrow, 
she  would  meet  me  there :  but  for  fear  lest  her 
letter  should  awaken  in  my  mind  any  apprehen- 
sions of  mischief,  she  considerately  added  that  it 
was  in  no  way  in  reference  to  aught  regarding  my- 
eelf  that  she  wished  to  see  me,  bnt  simply  for  the 
purpose  of  a  little  friendly  discourse. 

I  resolved  to  keep  this  appointment;  for  I  felt 
satisfied  that  Zarah  would  so  arrange  matters  that 
our  meeting  should  pass  totally  unobserved  by  her 
husband;  and  accordingly,  on  the  following  day, 
1  proceeded  to  the  Regent's  Park  at  the  hour 
unmed.  I  met  Zarah  at  the  spot  indicated  in  her 
li'tter;  and  she  pressed  my  baud  with  the  warmest 
effusion.  She  looked  exceeding  well,  and  in  no 
v.ay  as  if  she  were  «  wife  whose  heart  was  break- 
iug  through  the  secret  cruelty  of  a  husband.  I 
ut  once  began  'oy  expressing  my  warmest  thanks 
for  the  service  she  had  so  recently  rendered  me  in 
St.  James's  Park,  in  baffling  the  endeavours  of 
her  husband  to  flee  away  with  the  precious  docu- 
ment :  but  she  hastened  to  interrupt  me  by  ex- 
claiming, "  I  am  so  glad  to  see  you  now,  dear 
Ellen !  I  thought  you  would  feel  interested  in 
the  circumstances  of  my  position  as  a  wife;  and 
although  that  position  is  still  a  novel  one,  and  but 
a  few  days  old,  yet  its  experiences  are  sufficient  to 
show  me  what  I  have  to  expect  on  the  part  of  my 
husband." 

"  I  am  indeed  interested  on  the  subject,  my 
dear  Zarah,"  I  responded.  "1  do  not  ask  if  you 
repent  the  step  which  you  have  taken — for  I  see 
by  your  looks " 

"  Repent  it,  Ellen  ?  Never  !"  ejaculated  Zarah. 
"  Is  not  my  ambition  gratified  ?  is  not  my  vanity 
flattered  ?  am  I  not  cradled  in  luxuries  and  sur- 
rounded by  all  that  wealth  can  purchase?  On 
two  or  three  occasions — even  during  the  short  time 
that  I  have  as  jet  been  a  wife — I  have  expe- 
rienced haughty  and  scornful  treatment  from  some 
of  St.  Clair's  fashionable  friends :  but  I  can  afford 
to  laugh  at  and  despise  such  weak  and  impotent 
displays.  On  the  other  hand  there  are  many  of 
his  friends  who  have  flocked  around  us,  anxious  to 
pay  their  court  to  him  by  overwhelming  me  with 
attentions :  and  even  yesterday  two  Cabinet  Minis- 
ters treated  me  with  as  much  distinction  as  if  I 
had  been  the  daughter  of  a  Duchess,  Ah,  by 
the  bye,  Ellen !  what  think  you  ?  That  wretched, 
wretched  creature  Lady  Lilla  Essendine,  whom 
with  a  breath  I  could  destroy " 


"  Frankly,  Zarah,"  I  interrupted  her,  "  I  saw 
it  all ;  for  I  happened  to  bo  in  the  Park  at  the 
time." 

"And  her  conduct,"  continued  Zurah,  "  produced 
no  more  effect  upon  me  than  the  breeze  which  was 
passing  at  the  time.  Amongst  the  party  with 
which  she  rode,  was  a  certain  Colonel  Bellew — a 
man  of  desperate  fortunes,  and  who  some  while  ago 
was  indebted  to  E'hvin  St.  Clair,  if  not  actually 
for  the  means  of  subsistence,  at  least  for  the  set- 
tlement of  those  pressing  claims  which  menaced 
him  with  a  gaol.  There  was  at  that  period  no 
dirty  work  which  Bellew  was  not  prepared  to  per- 
form  " 

"  I  know  it,"  I  inwardly  thought  i  but  I  did  not 
interrupt  Zarah. 

"  In  short,"  she  continued,  "  he  would  have  done 
anything  for  gold :  ho  was  the  veriest  creature  that 
ever  fawned  at  a  master's  hand !  But  because  St, 
Clair  refused  a  short  time  back  to  minister  any 
farther  to  his  extravagances,  the  wretch  has  now 
turned  round  upon  him.  Never  can  I  forget  the 
look  of  lofty  scorn  which  Edwin  flung  upon  that 
man  and  Lady  Lilla  Essendine !  Ob,  at  the 
moment  I  felt  proud  of  him  as  a  husband  1  Yes 
— I  even  felt  as  if  I  loved  him  as  well  as- in  former 
times  I  loved  him  !" 

"  And  now,  Zarah,"  I  said,  "  in  reference  to 
those  matters  which  more  immediately  concern 
yourself  ?" 

"Before  the  world,  and  in  the  presence  of  his 
domestics,"  continued  Zarah,  "  St.  Clair  treats  me 
as  if  the  tale  which  you  doubtless  read  in  the 
newspapers,  were  strictly  true ;  and  mine  is  a  de- 
meanour calculated  to  sustain  the  impression  which 
that  ingenious  fiction  produced.  But  when  we  are 
alone  together,  St.  Clair's  look  alters,  as  if  he  him- 
self had  suddenly  disappeared  and  another  being 
had  taken  his  place.  There  is  all  the  wickedness 
of  Lucifer  in  his  countenance!— the  wickedness  of 
that  Satan  who  is  so  grandly  described  by  Milton  in 
all  the  beauty  of  the  fallen  angel !  The  haughtiest 
scorn  blends  fearfully  with  the  most  withering 
contempt: — at  least  such  would  be  the  blight- 
ing-effect  of  that  look  upon  any  other:  but  I  am 
unmoved  by  it.  Generally  I  affect  to  perceive  it 
not:  but  if  by  any  circumstance  I  am  compelled 
to  glance  towards  him,  it  is  with  an  air  of  supreme 
defiance.  He  does  not  condescend  to  give  vent  to 
his  feelings  in  reproaches  or  upbraidings :  he 
doubtless  thinks  the  expression  of  such  bitterness 
would  display  a  rancour  beneath  the  dignity  of  a 
sovereign  scorn  and  a  haughty  contempt.  Besides, 
words  would  be  overheard ;  and  it  is  his  object  to 
deceive  the  world  in  respect  to  the  true  motives  of 
the  alliance  which  he  has  formed.  He  may  con- 
tinue, my  dear  Ellen,  to  wear  his  coldly  scornful 
demeanour  as  long  as  he  likes  :  he  will  not  thereby 
break  my  heart.  It  must  cost  him  a  greater  effort 
to  maintain  this  offensive  part,  than  it  costs  me  to 
act  as  it  were  on  the  defensive  with  my  own  cali)i 
yet  proud  defiant  looks.  We  shall  see  who  will  be 
wearied  first !" 

"  You  tell  me,  Zarah,"  I  said,  endeavouring  as 
well  as  I  could  to  conceal  the  pain  which  was  oc- 
casioned me  by  this  fearful  description  of  their 
married  life,  — "  you  tell  mo  that  many  of  St. 
Clair's  friends  have  rallied  around  hiui  and  are  be- 
coming 2/oui'  friends.  Do  you  not  think  that 
when  the  conviction  shall  dawn  in  upon  him  that 


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it  is  more  for  your  sake  than  for  his  own  he  is 
thus  courted,  his  heart  will  soften  towards  you  ? 
But  I  will  even  go  farther.  What  if  through  this 
very  marriage  of  his,  his  ambition  were  flattered 
by  overtures  from  Cabinet  Ministers  themselves  ? 
—would  not  a  sense  of  gratitude  be  experienced 
towards  her  who  would  have  proved  the  source, 
though  indirectly  perhaps,  of  this  elevation?  I 
will  tell  you,  Zarah — but  of  course  in  confidence — 
precisely  on  what  grounds  I  put  these  questions." 

I  then  explained  the  discourse  that  I  had  over- 
heard on  the  previous  day  between  the  two  Cabi- 
net Ministers  in  Hyde  Park ;  and  Zarah's  large 
black  eyes  grew  more  luminous  than  was  even  na- 
turally their  wont :  but  I  was  mistaken  in  respect 
to  the  real  cause.  It  was  not  that  she  entertained 
the  hope  that  her  husband's  heart  would  soften 
towards  her  :  it  was  because  she  knew  that  in  pro- 
portion as  his  own  position  became  more  elevated, 
her's  by  the  reflection  of  that  light  which  a  hus- 
band sheds  upon  his  wife  would  become  all  the 
more  brilliant. 

"  His  is  a  disposition  so  peculiar — a  character 
so  strange,"  she  said,  "  that  it  is  not  to  be  judged 
by  ordinary  rules.  Those  circumstances  which 
might  soften  another  heart  and  inspire  another 
soul  with  gratitude,  may  pass  over  him  like  the 
breeze  which  ruflles  not  the  surface  of  the  ocean. 
But  let  it  be  so  !  In  proportion  as  he  rises  in 
the  social  sphere,  must  I  necessarily  rise  with  him. 
If  the  fortune  of  a  political  career  should  carry 
him  onward  to  the  attainment  of  a  title,  I  must 
become  the  partner  of  Lis  rank.  All  this,  dear 
Ellen,  is  happiness  enough  for  me." 

"  And  now  tell  me,  Zarah,"  I  asked,— "  tell 
me,  my  good  friend — was  he  very  bitter  against 
you  for  the  generous  succour  you  lent  me  the 
other  night  in  St.  James's  Park — when  you  ap- 
peared so  suddenly — so  opportunely " 

"  He  has  not  once  alluded  to  the  incident,-"  re- 
sponded  Zarah.  "  It  seems  as  if  he  thought  that 
the  conflicts  which  we  may  have,  are  not  to  be 
the  subjects  of  discourse," 

"And  you  overheard,"  I  said,  "somewhat  of 
all  that  was  passing  between  me  and— and— my — 
my " 

"  Enough,  dear  Ellen  !"  interrupted  Zarah : 
"whatsoever  may  have  tJie?*  come  to  my  know- 
ledge is  a  secret  which  I  shall  ever  keep.  As  for 
my  husband,  it  is  at  present  a  stern  but  tacit 
struggle  between  usj  and  we  shall  see  who  will 
conquer,  he  or  I." 

I  could  scarcely  repress  a  sigh :  and  anxious  to 
leave  so  painful  a  topic— for  there  was  something 
fearfully  unnatural  in  the  union  of  two  such 
beings, — I  proceeded  to  inform  Zarah  how  I  had 
seen  Luigi  in  Hyde  Park  on  the  preceding  day. 

"  That  man  is  vindictive — bitterly  vindictive," 
she  said:  "but  I  will  take  care  that  he  does  not 
work  me  a  mischief." 

After  some  little  more  conTersation,  Zarah  and 
I  separated ;  and  as  I  returned  homeward,  I  could 
not  help  thinking  that  she  was  a  being  almost  as 
fearful  as  St.  Clair  himself,  to  have  espouseJ  such 
a  man.  She  felt  how  deeply  criminal  he  was :  she 
was  acquainted  with  his  misdeeds,  —  crimes  and 
deeds  of  which  I  knew  that  she  herself  was  utterly 
incapable :  and  yet  she  had  married  him !  To 
gratily  her  ambition  she  had  trampled  upon  every 
other  consideration— she  had  conquered  all  repug- 


nance—she had  become  the  heroine  of  a  drama 
of  real  life,  infinitely  more  startling,  more  terrible, 
more  ominous  than  any  that  was  ever  created  from 
the  imagination. 

Three  or  four  days  passed,  and  I  heard  nothing 
more  of  my  father  :  I  therefore  concluded  that  he 
had  either  failed  in  falling  in  with  Lord  Frederick 
Bavenscliffe,  or  that  he  was  preparing  some  plan 
which  was  not  as  yet  sufficiently  matured  to  be 
put  into  operation.  In  the  meanwhile  great  pre- 
parations were  being  made  at  the  theatre  for  the 
production  of  Shakspere's  historical  drama  of 
"  Antony  and  Cleopatra."  Some  scenes  were  to 
be  abbreviated  —  some  speeches  to  undergo  the 
process  of  expurgation ;  and  the  lessee  resolved 
that  the  play  should  be  produced  with  all  the 
grandest  effects  that  scenery  and  costume  could 
combine  to  create.  As  a  matter  of  course,  I  was 
to  enact  the  part  of  Cleopatra  ;  and  Mr.  Hichards 
gave  me  carte  blanche  in  respect  to  the  ordering 
of  my  own  costume,  which  he  was  desirous  should 
be  as  suitably  rich  as  possible.  On  the  day  when 
it  was  brought  home  to  Hunter  Street,  Juliet, 
Beda,  and  myself  shut  ourselves  in  my  chamber, 
that  I  might  try  on  this  gorgeous  apparel — and 
likewise  that  I  might  practise  those  postures  and 
attitudes  which  were  consistent  with  the  queenly 
character  I  was  to  assume.  Half-reclining  upon 
the  sofa  —  my  head  supported  by  the  cushions 
piled  up  for  the  purpose — with  a  diadem  on  my 
brow  and  a  sceptre  in  my  hand,  I  thus  took  the 
initiative  in  my  final  studies  for  the  part.  Juliet 
and  Beda  were  in  raptures ;  and  I  could  not 
silence  them  in  the  compliments  which  they  paid 
me.  Indeed,  Juliet's  glowing  language — inspired 
by  the  sincerest  friendship  and  fondest  love,  which 
rendered  her  as  proud  of  me  as  if  I  were  really 
a  sister— brought  vividly  to  my  recollection  the 
compliments  she  had  bestowed  on  that  occa< 
sion  when,  upwards  of  eighteen  months  back,  I 
had  first  imparted  to  her  my  desire  to  enter  upon 
the  stage.  And  she  too  remembered  the  same 
circumstance :  for  when  I  reiterated  my  request 
that  she  would  desist  from  passing  such  extrava* 
gant  eulogies  upon  me,  she  exclaimed,  "  Oh !  this 
is  not  the  first  time,  my  dearest  friend,  that  you 
have  endeavoured  thus  to  sUence  me.  Beda,  is 
not  your  mistress  truly  beautiful  ?" 

"  I  love  her  for  her  beauty  as  well  as  for  her 
goodness,"  was  the  girl's  response.  "  One  may 
love  even  an  ugly  object  :  but  how  much  more 
exquisite  is  that  love  when  the  object  is  beautiful ! 
Thus  one  may  prize  the  utility  of  some  plant : 
but  it  is  the  charming  flower  which  ravishes  the 
gaze." 

"  Admirably  spoken,  Beda  !"  exclaimed  Juliet. 
"  Now  really,  my  dear  Ellen,  you  must  not  be 
angry  with  me  if  I  tell  you  that  this  costume 
shows  ofi'  your  beauty  with  an  effect  which  no 
other  apparel  has  ever  yet  produced.  That  head- 
dress of  silver  brocade  throws  out  the  raven  glossi- 
ness of  your  hair  in  marvellous  contrast.  The 
diadem  shines  upon  your  brow :  but  that  magnifi- 
cent  hair  of  your'e  shines  with  a  natural  glory  all 
its  own !" 

"  Juliet,  you  must  not  continue  thus !"  I 
exclaimed  :  then  laughing  good-humouredly,  I 
added,  "  I  will  expel  you  both  from  my  chamber 
and  study  these  postures  by  myself." 

"  Then  who  would  be  enabled  to  tell   you  of 


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their  effect,  Ellen  ?"'  asked  Juliet,  laughing  also  : 
and  for  a  long  time  I  had  not  seen  her  so  really 
gay  and  happy.  "  Kemember,  my  dear  friend," 
she  continued,  "  you  are  to  perform  the  part  of 
the  voluptuous  Egyptian  Queen.  You  must  re- 
cline upon  your  throne  as  if  it  were  a  bod  of  roses 
rather  than  the  sovereign  seat  around  which  are 
gathered  the  cares  of  State  and  Government. 
Pity  were  it,  dear  Ellen,  if  in  a  spirit  of  too  much 
prudery  you  were  to  bring  this  exquisite  light 
robe  too  high  upon  your  snowy  neck  " 
"  Enough,  Juliet !"  I  exclaimed,  starting  up 
No.  38.— Ellb!?  Percy. 


from  the  sofa.  "  I  see  that  instead  of  an  assistant 
or  a  tutoress,  I  have  in  you  nothing  but  a  too  par 
tial  friend  and  flatterer." 

On  the  following  evening  the  theatre  was 
crovfded  to  excess  :  hundreds  and  hundreds  failed 
to  obtain  admission  ;  and  if  it  had  been  twice  the 
size  it  would  still  have  been  crammed  in  every 
part.  From  pit  to  gallery  it  was  a  perfect  pave- 
ment  and  wall  of  human  faces.  The  piece  had 
been  oast  with  all  the  strength  of  Mr.  JElichards' 
excellent  company  :  no  expense  had  been  spared 
in  the  costumes  or  the  scenery  :  all   the  decora- 


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tions  and  embellishments  had  been  presi'led  over 
with  the  spirit  of  taste,  judgment,  and  liberality. 
Every  one  behind  the  curtain  was  in  high  spirits ; 
for  a  triumphant  success  was  anticipated. 

I  will  here  admit  that  I  had  never  at  the  outset 
entered  upon  the  study  of  a  character  with  less 
satisfaction  than  in  respect  to  this.  I  could  not 
as  it  were  make  it  my  own.  I  could  not  identify 
myself  with  it.  I  knew  that  in  order  to  render 
the  character  effective,  I  must  in  some  parts  throw 
around  it  a  halo  of  sensuousness  which  revolted 
against  my  feelings.  But  I  was  bound  by  my 
agreement  with  ilr.  Eichards  to  take  the  part ; 
and  moreover  I  had  assented  in  the  first  instance 
before  I  had  looked  very  deeply  into  it.  Having 
therefore  no  alternative  but  to  appear  as  the 
voluptuous  Egyptian  Queen,  I  studied  and  strove 
for  my  reputation's  sake  to  achieve  a  triumph 
which  might  not  be  unworthy  of  my  previous 
successes;  and  I  confided  not  to  a  soul  the  dis- 
taste with  which  I  thus  prepared  for  the  perform- 
ance. 

It  was  arranged  in  one  part  of  the  piece  that  I 
should  appear  half-reclining  upon  a  throne,  the 
immense  voluptuous  cushions  of  which  rested 
against  a  back  supported  by  massive  efligies  in  the 
veritable  Egyptian  style.  It  was  for  this  parti- 
cular part  that  I  had  studied  when  Juliet  so  over- 
whelmed me  with  her  compliments  and  her  flat- 
teries. And  now  came  the  moment  when  I  was  to 
appear  in  that  position.  Arrayed  in  light  but 
elegant  apparel — with  the  diadem  upon  my  head 
•^with  my  hair  flowing  in  heavy  tresses — decked 
with  all  the  splendid  jewels  which  I  possessed — 
and  holding  a  sceptre  tipped  with  a  star,  I  as- 
sumed  a  half-languid  look  as  I  thus  reclined 
against  the  immense  cushions.  In  contravention 
of  the  gaiiy  given  and  gool-humoured  advice  of 
Juliet,  I  drew  up  the  light  floating  robe  as  high  as 
possible  upon  my  neck :  but  at  the  very  instant 
when  the  rising  of  the  curtain  was  about  to  reveal 
to  me  the  entire  audience,  a  current  of  air  dis- 
arranged the  robe  somewhat,  sufficient  to  display 
more  of  my  bosom  than  I  deemed  consistent  with 
modesty.  In  a  moment  I  re-arranged  the  offend- 
ing drapery ;  and  at  that  very  instant  I  caught 
sight  of  a  tall,  elderly,  distinguished-looking  man 
who  was  in  the  nearest  stage-bos,  and  who  had  his 
opera-glass  directed  towards  me.  The  curtain  was 
already  sufficiently  high  for  him  to  notice  the  little 
incident  to  which  I  have  alluded ;  and  as  he  re- 
moved the  glass,  the  look  which  he  continued  to 
rivet  upon  me  brought  the  blushes  to  my  cheeks. 

However,  this  circumstance  was  soon  forgotten 
amidst  the  thrilling  and  triumphant  feelings  pro- 
duced by  the  thunders  of  applause  which  greeted 
me  from  the  crowded  audience  ;  and  I  resolved  in 
my  own  mind  that  I  would  achieve  success  in  this 
as  in  all  previous  instances.  And  I  did  !  When 
the  drama  was  concluded,  I  was  loudly  called  for  ; 
and  being  led  upon  the  stage,  I  experienced  such  a 
reception  as  defies  all  description.  Bouquets  were 
showered  upon  me  ;  and  several  of  them,  as  I  sub- 
sequently discovered,  contained  presents  of  jewels: 
for  I  have  noticed  in  a  previous  chapter  that  this 
was  one  method  by  which  the  wealthier  orders 
occasionally  testified  their  approbation  of  a 
favourite  actress. 

On  retiring  to  my  dressing-room,  I  experienced 
the  warmest  congratulations  on   my  success  from 


Juliet,  her  mother,  Melissa  Harrison,  and  three  or 
four  other  ladies  of  the  company  who  came  thither 
for  the  purpose.  But  when  all  was  over — when  I 
had  returned  to  Hunter  Street — and  when  I  was 
alone  in  my  own  chamber,  my  spirits  experienced 
a  rapid  reaction  :  a  sadness  came  over  me — I  felt 
for  the  first  time  as  if  I  were  not  altogether  satis- 
fied with  myself.  I  thought  painfully  of  the  little 
incident  which  I  have  described  in  respect  to  the 
temporary  fluttering-away  of  the  drapery  from 
my  bosom,  and  of  the  devouring  looks  which  that 
elderly  gentleman  bad  riveted  upon  me.  There 
seemed  to  be  something  immodest  and  repulsive 
to  the  chaste  ideas  in  the  mere  fact  of  having  ex- 
posed myself  to  such  an  occurrence, — something 
meretricious,  innocent  though  I  really  were,  in  the 
event  as  if  it  looked  like  an  allurement :  so  that  I 
almost  felt  as  if  I  were  rightly  served  by  the 
manner  in  which  the  gentleman  to  whom  I  am 
alluding  had  regarded  me.  And  finally,  I  could 
not  help  thinking  that  if  Henry  Wakefield  had 
been  present,  he  would  rather  have  seen  me  ap- 
pear in  any  other  character  than  that  which  I  had 
just  been  enacting. 

There  was  no  doubt  a  great  deal  of  prudish 
fastidiousness  in  these  reflections  of  mine :  for 
there  was  no  more  reason  why  my  real  character 
should  become  identified  or  infected  with  the 
voluptuousness  of  Cleopatra's,  than  that  I  should 
be  looked  upon  as  a  murderess  because  I  was  ac- 
customed to  perform  the  part  of  Lady  Macbeth. 
But  still  I  could  not  shake  off  those  disagreeable 
impressions  ;  and  under  their  influence  I  sank 
into  sleep. 


CHAPTER  LII. 

THE    i£AEQUI8   OF   TT-VEDAIE. 

Whes  I  awoke  in  the  morning,  it  was  still  par- 
;  tially  under  the  same  influence,  though  to  a  much 
'  less  degree   than  on  the  preceding  night.     I  de- 
scended to  the  breakfast-table,  where  I  found  the 
;  Normans  already    assembled,   and    deep    in    the 
perusal  of  the  critiques  given  by  the  daily  papers 
on  the  representation  of  "Antony  and  Cleopatra." 
It  appeared  that  I  was  spoken  of  in  the  most  rap- 
turous terms:  indeed  the  leading  journals  devoted 
a  lengthy  disquisition  to  a  complete  analysis  of 
my  performance   of   the   part   of    the    Egyptian 
I  Queen.     They  one  and  all  agreed  that  "it  was  evi- 
dent the  innate  modesty  of  the  young  lady  herself 
struggled  at  times  against  a  due  appreciation  of 
i  what  Cleopatra's  character  really  was ;  and  though 
this  irresistible  domination  of  a  pure  and  chaste 
;  mind  over  the  voluptuousness  which  belonged  to 
I  the  character,  somewhat  impaired  the  truthfulness 
'■  of  the  impersonation,  yet  nevertheless  the  general 
i  effect  was  to  throw  the  charm  of  an  exquisite  de- 
I  licacy  over    all."     In  a  word,  nothing  could  be 
I  more  flattering  to  my  reputation  as  an  actress  or 
j  to  my  feelings  as  a  maiden  than  the  style  in  which 
j  these  critiques  were  couched.    Again  did  I  receive 
the  warm  congratulations  of  my  friends  the  Nor- 
mans ;  and  my  spirits  rose  almost  completely  over 
the  depressing  influence  that  had  lingered  behind 
the  reflections  of  the  preceding  night. 

It  was   about  noon — and  I  was  in    my  own 


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chamber,  when  a  letter  which  had  just  arrived  by 
the  post,  was  brought  in  to  me  by  Beda.  The 
address  was  in  a  masculine  hand  that  was  un- 
known to  me ;  and  the  missive  was  evidently  from 
no  private  friend,  inasmuch  as  it  was  directed  to 
Miss  Trafford  instead  of  to  Miss  Percy.  Beda 
retired  :  I  opened  the  letter— and  a  paper  fell  out 
upon  the  floor.  I  picked  it  up  ;  and  to  my  asto- 
nishment I  discovered  that  it  was  a  cheque  for  five 
thousand  guineas,  —  the  signature  being  simply, 
"  Ttnedale."  It  was  drawn  upon  Messrs.  Coutts 
the  bankers,  and  was  left  payable  to  hearer,  no 
name  having  been  inserted  in  the  body  of  the 
draft.  Instantaneously  suspecting,  even  if  not 
completely  understanding,  what  this  meant,  I  felt 
the  hot  blood  of  indignation  glowing  upon  my 
checks  ;  and  I  was  on  the  point  of  tearing  up 
both  cheque  and  letter,  into  a  thousand  pieces, 
when  the  thought  struck  me  that  at  least  it  would 
be  prudent  to  assure  myself  that  it  was  as  I  fan- 
cied  J  for  either  my  conjecture  might  in  some  way 
or  another  prove  erroneous— or  the  packet  itself 
might  have  been  addressed  to  me  through  some 
mistake.  I  accordingly  curbed  my  angry  impa- 
tience as  well  as  I  was  able  ;  and  I  commenced 
the  perusal  of  the  letter  which  had  contained  the 
cheque,  and  the  contents  of  which  I  found  to  run 
as  follow : — 

"  Tyriedale  Lodge,  Kensington, 
"  September  18th,  1841. 
"  After  an  absence  of  about  two  years  upon  the 
Continent,  I  returned  a  few  days  ago  to  the 
British  metropolis.  The  fame  of  Miss  Trafford 
had  reached  me  in  Italy,  where  I  have  been  so- 
journing ;  and  whenever  in  English  newspapers  I 
read  an  account  of  her  admirable  impersonations 
of  dramatic  heroines,  I  always  longed  for  the  mo- 
ment when  I  should  be  enabled  to  witness  the 
display  of  that  transcending  genius.  Last  even- 
ing my  curiosity  was  gratified.  I  waa  prepared  to 
find  that  Miss  Trafford  possessed  talents  of  the 
highest  order  :  but  their  brilliancy  far  outshone 
even  all  my  highly  raised  expectations.  In  the 
same  manner  likewise,  was  I  prepared  to  find  that 
Miss  Trafford  was  beautiful  :  but  no  sooner  did 
my  looks  fall  upon  her  than  I  discovered  that  she 
was  infinitely  more  lovely  than  even  in  the  wildest, 
imagining  I  could  have  anticipated.  But  to  drop 
the  third  person,  and  address  you.  Miss  Trafford, 
in  a  more  direct  manner,  I  am  at  this  moment  at 
a  loss  for  language  to  convey  the  feelings  with 
which  you  have  inspired  me.  Being  married, 
though  for  some  years  separated  from  the  Mar- 
chioness, I  am  unable  to  take  that  step  which 
those  feelings  would  otherwise  prompt — namely, 
by  beseeching  you  to  grant  me  your  hand  and 
suffer  me  to  conduct  you  to  the  altai*.  But  if  yftu 
will  trust  yourself  to  my  honour — if  you  will  con- 
sent to  render  me  happy— your  own  happiness 
shall  henceforth  become  my  chief,  my  only  study. 
I  am  wealthy  ;  and  if  riches  can  ever  be  ren- 
dered a  proof  of  devoted  love,  they  shall  be  show- 
ered upon  your  head.  The  nature  of  my  property 
is  such  that  I  can  dispose  of  the  greater  portion 
of  it  according  to  my  own  will  and  pleasure.  All 
that  I  can  thus  dispose  of  shall  be  bequeathed  unto 
yourself.  From  everything  that  I  have  heard  of 
your  character,  I  know  you  to  be  virtuous ;  and  I 
fear  that  on  a  first  perusal  of  this  letter  the  flush 
of  anger  will  rise  to  your  cheeks.     But  I  implore 


and  beseech  that  you  will  give  the  subject  a  calm 
consideration.  It  is  true  that  I  havo  not  the  at- 
tractions of  youth  nor  of  good  looks  to  strengthen 
my  plea :  but  I  possess  a  warm  heart — and  all 
those  worldly  advantages  of  which  I  can  dispose, 
shall,  as  I  have  already  said,  be  entirely  your's. 
That  you  may  know  who  it  ia  that  is  thus  address- 
ing you,  I  need  but  allude  to  a  little  incident  of 
last  evening,  which  was  discerned  by  some  one  in 
a  stage-box  having  an  opera-glass  at  the  time ; 
and  I  saw  that  your  looks  were  thrown  towards 
we— for  I  was  that  person. 

"  Referring  to  all  the  good  report  I  have  heard 
of  your  character,  I  naturally  conceive  that  if  my 
present  appeal  should  succeed  in  making  any  im- 
pression upon  you,  you  would  desire  that  our  con- 
nexion should  be  kept  as  secret  as  possible.  If 
you  decide  upon  replying  favourably  to  this,  I 
leave  every  detail  and  arrangement  to  yourself:  I 
am  anxious  to  prove  your  slave  in  all  things. 
Whatsoever  course  you  may  point  out  shall  be 
strictly  and  faithfully  followed  by  me ;  and  what- 
ever stipulations  you  may  have  to  lay  down  shall 
be  most  sacredly  regarded.  Situated  as  I  am,  I 
can  say  no  more  than  this  :  I  cannot  speak  more 
fairly.  But  I  may  add  that  if  death  should  re- 
move my  present  wife  before  its  stern  hand  is  laid 
upon  me,  joyously  and  cheerfully  should  I  lead 
you  to  the  altar  to  become  the  Marchioness  of 
Tynedale. 

"  As  a  trivial  earnest  of  my  good  faith,  and  as 
some  small  proof  of  the  sincerity  with  which  I  am 
inspired  in  thus  addressing  you,  I  enclose  a  cheque 
which  will  be  immediately  honoured  at  my 
banker's  without  a  single  question  being  asked, 
no  matter  who  may  be  the  bearer  of  it.  And  now 
permit  me  to  subscribe  myself 

"Your  most  devoted  admirer, 

"  TXNEDALE." 

Such  were  the  contents  of  the  letter  which  the 
Marquis  of  Tynedale  had  dared  to  write  to  me — 
couching  the  most  insulting  and  audacious  over- 
tures in  the  insidious  delicacy  of  a  language  art- 
fully constructed  and  skillfully  glossed  over.  Ah  ! 
I  was  now  invited  to  become  the  mistress  of  the 
Marquis  of  Tynedale, — I  who  might  have  become 
the  wife  of  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple,  with  the 
title  of  Duchess  in  the  perspective  I  And  that 
cheque  for  five  thousand  guineas  which  he  had 
enclosed, — oh !  again  and  again  did  the  flush  of 
indignation  glow  and  burn  upon  my  cheeks;  and 
the  bosom  of  which  the  veteran  libertine  had  acci- 
dentally caught  a  glimpse  on  the  preceding  even- 
ing, was  now  swelling  as  if  it  would  burst  with 
the  sense  of  my  outraged  feelings.  I  was  thinking 
what  course  I  should  pursue — whether  I  should 
consign  letter  and  cheque  to  the  flames  and 
take  no  farther  notice  of  the  communication — or 
whether  I  should  return  them  both  in  a  blank 
envelope—or  thirdly,  whether  I  should  pen  an  in- 
dignant  billet  to  accompany  them, — when  the 
door  of  my  chamber  suddenly  opened,  and  Melissa 
Harrison  made  her  appearance.  She  had  the  pri- 
vilege of  thus  seeking  me  at  her  pleasure  in  my 
own  private  apartment ;  for  I  was  always  on  terms 
of  the  most  friendly  intimacy  with  her,  and  she 
always  testified  the  warmest  gratitude  for  the  ser- 
vices which  I  had  rendered  her  during  the  earliest 
part  of  our  acquaintance. 


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EILEN    PERCY;    OE,    THE    MEMOIRS    OP   Alf  ACTRESS. 


"  My  dear  Ellen,"  she  exclaimed,  as  she  came 
hastilj  towards  me,  "  I  could  not  resist  the  im- 
pulse of  calling  this  morning  to  repeat  the  con- 
gratulations which  I  offered  you  last  night  on  the 
occasion  of  your  new  triumph — especially  after 
those   splendid  critiques  which   I   have  just  been 

reading. But,  Ah!  my  dear  friend  !  you  have 

a  strange  louk — you  are  agitated  and  excited ! 
Ileaveu  grant  that  no  evil  intelligence  has  reached 
you!" 

I  held  in  my  hand  the  letter  and  the  cheque 
which  I  had  no  time  to  conceal,  sj  suddenly  did 
Melissa  burst  iu  upon  me  :  but  I  was  now  on  the 
point  of  thrusting  that  letter  and  that  cheque  be- 
neath the  cushion  of  the  sofa  on  which  I  was 
seated,  and  of  assuring  her  that  nothing  bad  tran- 
spired to  ruffle  nor  disturb  mo,  —  when  I  was 
suddenly  struck  by  the  thought  that  she  would 
conceive  there  was  something  suspicious  in  the 
incident. 

"  Your  cheeks  were  burning  a  few  moments 
back,  Ellen,"  she  said,  surveying  me  attentively  ; 
"  and  now  they  are  exceedingly  pale.  I  do  hope, 
my  dear  friend,  that  nothing  has  occurred  to 
annoy  you  ?" — and  she  glanced  at  the  letter  and 
the  cheque  which  I  held  in  my  hand. 

"Judge  for  yourself,  Melissa,"  I  said,  now  at 
once  making  up  my  mind  how  to  act.  "  Sit  down 
and  read  this  letter.  Its  contents  will  explain  the 
meaning  of  the  cheque — you  will  not  be  surprised 
that  my  cheeks  were  burning  with  indignation  — 
and  you  shall  give  me  your  advice  in  respect  to 
the  course  which  I  ought  to  pursue." 

Melissa  sat  down  by  my  side  upon  the  sofa :  I 
gave  her  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale's  letter;  and 
she  read  it  deliberately  and  attentively.  When 
she  had  finished  the  perusal,  she  did  not  immedi- 
ately make  any  comment :  she  reflected  for  nearly 
a  minute  ;  and  at  length  she  said,  "  To  you,  Ellen, 
it  is  indeed  a  flagrant  insult :  but  to  almost  any 
one  else  it  would  appear  in  a  very  different  light— 
and  in  that  different  light  would  be  taken." 

"  At  least  I  thank  you,  Melissa,"  I  observed, 
"  for  the  exception  which  you  have  made  on  my 
behalf:  but  I  confess  that  I  expected  something 

stronger  from  your  lips " 

"  My  dear  Ellen,"  she  exclaimed,  "  I  repeat  that 
to  1/ou  it  is  an  insult  of  the  most  unpardonable 
character:  it  is  a  monstrous  outrage— because  all 
the  world  knows  that  your  life  is  as  pure  as  your 
genius  is  brilliant.  Eut  did  I  not  speak  truly 
when  I  hinted  that  there  is  many  and  many  a 
young  female  who  would  succumb  to  so  dazzling  a 
temptation?  However,  let  us  speak  of  yourself. 
You  will  of  course  return  the  insolent  nobleman 
bis  letter  and  his  cheque  in  the  most  contemp- 
tuous manner  which  you  can  possibly  adopt  ?" 

"  1  thought  of  two  or  three  different  plans,"  I 
replied :  "  but  that  is  assuredly  the  best.  You 
mean,  I  suppose,  that  I  should  return  the  letter 
and  the  cheque  in  a  blank  envelope  ?" 

"  Such  is  my  meaning,"  answered  Melissa 
"The  Marquis  of  Tynedale  will  then  know  pre- 
cisely the  true  character  of  her  whom  he  has 
audaciously  endeavoured  to  tempt  and  beguile. 
If  you  were  to  consign  his  missives  to  the  flames 
and  take  no  notice  of  them,  he  would  fancy  they 
bad  miscarried,  and  he  would  persecute  you  with 
fresh  correspondence.  If,  on  the  other  hand,  you 
were  to  write  a  letter  expressive  of  your  indigna- 


tion, it  would  serve  as  an  excuse  for  him  to  have 
recourse  to  his  own  pen  again,  and  under  an  apo- 
logetical  semblance  renew  his  overtures  in  terms 
still  more  insidious  than  these." 

"  I  agree  with  you,  my  dear  Melissa,"  I  said, 
well  pleased  by  the  good  sense  that  characterized 
her  reasoning  :  "the  preferable  course  is  to  return 
the  letter  and  the  cheque  in  a  blank  envelope." 

"  And  if  it  please  you,  Ellen,"  rejoined  Miss 
Harrison,  "  I  will  deliver  the  letter  at  Tynedale 
li'  dge  :  for  it  happens  that  I  am  going  straight 
hence  to  Kensington.  My  little  girl,"  she  added, 
in  a  lower  tone,  and  with  a  slight  flush  upon  her 
cheeks,  "  is  now  residing  with  a  worthy  couple  in 
that  neighbourhood — and  I  am  going  to  see  her." 

"  You  will  do  me  a  favour,"  I  rejoined,  "  by 
leaving  the  letter  for  me  as  you  so  kindly  propose. 
I  shall  be  thereby  not  only  assured  of  its  safe 
delivery  —  but  it  will  reach  the  Marquis  more 
speedily  than  if  it  were  transmitted  through  the 
post ;  and  the  sooner  he  becomes  aware  of  my  de- 
cision, the  more  thoroughly  must  ho  appreciate 
the  unhesitating  scorn  and  indignation  with  which 
his  base  overtures  have  been  rejected." 

I  accordingly  enclosed  the  Marquis  of  Tyne- 
dale's letter  and  cheque  in  a  blank  envelope  ;  and 
having  sealed  and  addressed  it,  I  consigned  the 
little  packet  to  the  care  of  Melissa.  She  then  took 
her  departure  ;  and  when  I  was  once  more  alone, 
I  relapsed  into  that  same  train  of  reflection  which 
I  had  pursued  on  the  preceding  night  after  my  re- 
turn from  the  theatre. 

"  To-morrow,"  I  said  to  myself,  "  is  the  day  on 
which  Mr.  Parks  has  promised  to  surrender  me  up 
the  fortune  bequeathed  me  by  my  grandfather.  I 
shall  then  become  entirely  my  own  mistress — I 
shall  be  independent  of  the  stage  ;  and  when  the 
time  comes  it  will  not  be  as  a  dowerless  bride  that 
I  shall  accompany  my  cousin  Harry  to  the  altar. 
But  even  if  I  choose  to  remain  upon  the  stage,  I 
shall  be  enabled  to  dictate  such  terms  to  lessees  as 
will  leave  me  a  full  discretionary  power  in  re- 
spect to  all  the  characters  in  which  I  may  choose 
to  appear.  Even  as  the  matter  now  stands,  I  will 
not  again  appear  as  Cleopatra  !" 

Having  thus  made  up  my  mind  on  this  point,  I 
at  once  sat  down  and  wrote  a  firm  but  perfectly 
courteous  letter  to  Mr.  Eichards,  announcing  the 
resolve  not  to  take  again  the  part  which  I  had 
performed  on  the  preceding  night.  This  letter  I 
sent  off  to  the  post ;  and  I  felt  as  if  my  mind 
wore  relieved  of  a  weight  which  had  been  oppress- 
ing it. 

It  was  now  two  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  ;  and 
I  had  just  dressed  to  go  out  with  the  inten- 
tion of  calling  upon  Lady  Cecilia  Urban,  whom  I 
had  not  seen  for  some  little  time,  when  I  received 
a  note  from  my  father.  He  therein  informed  me 
that  he  should  be  in  Euston  Square  at  about  three 
o'clock,  and  that  he  would  like  to  speak  to  me  for 
a  few  minutes,  if  I  could  conveniently  contrive  to 
bo  there.  I  accordingly  proceeded  to  the  place 
named  ;  and  as  it  was  at  no  great  distance  from 
Hunter  Street,  I  went  thither  on  foot.  I  looked 
about,  but  did  not  see  my  father.  I  walked  slowly 
round  the  Square  ;  and  presently  I  was  passed  by 
an  individual  whose  appearance  struck  me  as  being 
somewhat  singular,  so  that  I  could  not  help  fling- 
ing upon  him  a  second  glance.  A.  mass  of  light 
brown  cutling  hair  projected  beyond  the  brims  of 


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a  bat  of  a  peculiar  shape :  ho  had  large  bushy 
whiskers,  and  a  moustac'.ie.  lie  was  dressed  in  a 
blue  frock  coat  buttoned  up  to  the  chin,  and  mili- 
tary grey  trousers.  Ue  carried  a  cano ;  and  an 
eye-glass,  suspended  round  his  neck  by  a  black 
ribbon  outside  his  coat,  was  stuck  in  his  right  eye. 
My  immediate  impression  was  that  he  must  be  a 
foreigner. 

He  stared  hard  at  me  as  I  passed,  so  that  the 
second  look  which  I  flung  upon  him  was  instanta- 
neously withdrawn  ;  and  I  was  continuing  my 
way,  when  I  heard  footsteps  behind  mo— and  this 
singular-looking  individual  was  at  once  by  my 
side. 

"  If  yoM  did  not  know  me,  Ellen,"  he  said, 
"  the  disguise  must  bo  an  effoctive  one." 

Good  heaven  !  it  was  my  father's  voice  —and  it 
was  ray  father  himself  too!  — for  I  now  recognised 
his  features — or  rather  I  should  say  as  much  of 
them  as  all  the  false  hair  which  he  wore  left  re- 
vealed. I  must  confess  that  I  was  at  first  as 
much  pained  as  astonished  to  behold  him  thus 
ludicrously  disguised  ;  for  I  was  naturally  struck 
by  the  idea  that  as  ho  had  his  pardon  in  his 
pocket  there  could  not  be  any  absolute  need  for 
such  a  concealment  of  his  personal  identity. 

"  Be  not  angry,  and  be  not  astonished,  my  dear 
girl,"  said  my  father,  who  at  once  comprehended 
what  was  passing  in  my  mind;  "for  if  there  be 
no  absolute  necessity  for  this  disguise,  it  is  never- 
theless dictated  by  several  prudential  reasons,  as 
you  shall  immediately  learn." 

We  walked  away  into  the  retired  and  little  fre- 
quented streets  which  exist  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  Easton  Square:  and  I  awaited  with  curiosity 
the  forthcoming  explanations. 

"In  the  first  place,"  resumed  my  father,  "I 
must  speak  of  that  villain  Parks " 

"  Is  he  deceiving  us  i"  I  exclaimed :  "  have  you 
reason  to  suspect——" 

"  Listen,  Ellen,"  interrupted  my  father. 
"  Snowing  that  Parks  is  a  man  capable  of  any 
iniquity,  duplicity,  and  deceit,  I  thought  after  we 
left  him  the  other  day,  that  it  would  be  as  well  if 
I  were  to  institute  some  watch  upon  his  move- 
ments J  for  I  reflected  that  perhaps  sooner  than 
surrender  up  so  large  a  sum,  he  might  hastily 
realize  all  his  property  and  decamp  to  the  Euro- 
pean continent,  to  America,  or  to  one  of  the  far 
distant  colonies.  Keeping  in  mind  the  importance 
of  the  sum  which  is  at  stake,  I  was  not  likely  to 
hesitate  at  a  trifle  when  once  I  had  resolved  to 
maintain  a  watch  upon  his  movements.  Hence 
therefore  this  disguise.  I  have  followed  Parks 
on  various  occasions  and  to  many  places  within 
the  metropolis ;  but  I  have  seen  nothing  to  con- 
firm my  suspicion  that  he  may  after  all  attempt  to 
play  us  false.  To-morrow,  therefore,  we  shall 
proceed  to  his  residence,  according  to  the  appoint- 
ment which  he  gave  us  the  other  day.  But  there 
was  another  reason  which  induced  mo  to  assume 
this  disguise.  Thomas  Parks  is  not  the  only  in- 
dividual whom  I  have  watched  :  I  have  likewise 
been  keeping  my  eye  upon  Lord  Frederick  Baveus- 
cliff"e." 

"  You  have  seen  him,  then,  father  ?"  I  said, 
anxious  to  know  whether  there  were  any  shadow 
of  a  chance  that  he  mighc  be  brought  to  the  ne- 
cessity of  rendering  an  act  of  justice  to  Juliet. 

"  I  have  seen  him  frequently,"  responded  my 


sire  :  "  but  I  thought  that  I  would  wait  for  a  few 
days  ere  I  made  myself  known  to  him.  My  ob- 
ject in  watching  him,  Ellen,  has  been  to  form  an 
idea  of  his  pursuits,  so  that  I  may  judge  whether 
he  be  likely  to  yield  to  the  influenc?s  which  I  must 
bring  to  bear  upon  him-in  short,  that  I  might 
the  better  know  how  to  shape  my  own  course  of 
action.  Por  though  I  am  resolved  to  leave  no 
stone  unturned  in  order  to  compel  him  to  do  an 
act  of  justice  to  your  friend  Juliet,  yet  must  I 
proceed  delicately  and  cautiously.  For  remember 
that  though  I  have  my  pardon  in  my  pocket,  and 
may  defy  him  on  that  point— yet  that  I  am  not 
equally  independent  on  another  poiat.  For  if 
I  were  to  threaten  him  with  exposure  in  respect 
to  his  villanous  conduct  towards  year  friend 
Juliet,  he  might,  alas!  turn  round  and  retaliate  — 
he  might  bid  me  beware  how  I  brought  down 
the  vengeance  of  the  law  upon  himself,  inasmuch 
as  I  was  an  accomplice  in  his  iniquity.  There- 
fore, my  dear  girl,"  continued  my  father,  "  I  am 
compelled  to  proceed  with  all  possible  caution. 
He  is  leading  a  life  of  dissipation ;  and  it  is  sel- 
dom that  one  who  falls  into  such  pursuits,  fails  to 
lay  himself  open  in  some  weak  points  which  may 
be  taken  advantage  of  for  particular  purposes. 
For  these  reasons  have  I  watched  him,  and  may 
continue  to  do  so  for  yet  a  little  while  longer,  era 
I  finally  shape  out  the  course  which  I  may  have 
to  adopt." 

"  I  must  leave  everything,"  I  answered,  "  to 
your  judgment  :  and  heaven  grant  that  your  pro- 
jects may  succeed  !  I  know  that  all  the  love  which 
Juliet  once  experienced  towards  that  young  noble- 
man, has  turned  into  disgust,  if  not  into  hatred  : 
but  for  her  own  sake,  as  well  as  for  that  of  her 
parents,  she  would  doubtless  accept  the  position 
of  a  wife,  so  as  effectually  to  shield  her  dis. 
honour." 

"  Reverting  to  the  business  which  we  have  in 
hand  for  the  morrow,"  said  my  father — "  I  mean 
our  appointment  with  Mr.  Parks— I  have  just 
made  up  my  mind  to  take  a  step  which  will  con- 
vince him  that  we  are  not  to  be  trifled  with.  I 
will  this  evening  throw  off  my  disguise  and  pay 
him  a  visit,  to  remind  him  that  the  appointment 
does  stand  for  the  morrow." 

After  a  little  more  conversation,  I  and  my  father 
separated  ;  and  as  it  was  then  too  late  for  me  to 
pay  my  previously  intended  visit  to  Lady  Oacilia 
Urban,  I  returned  to  Hunter  Street. 

On  the  following  morning,  immediately  after 
breakfast,  I  received  a  letter  from  my  father.  He 
therein  informed  me  that  he  had  seen  Mr.  Parks 
on  the  preceding  evening,  and  that  the  appoint- 
ment was  postponed  for  a  week.  He  went  on  to 
say  tliat  Mr.  Parks  had  alleged  as  an  excuse  for 
this  delay  the  dilliculty  of  raising  so  large  a  8u:a 
of  money  in  so  short  a  time— that  he  had  pro- 
duced documents  and  letters  to  prove  that  he  was 
in  the  course  of  obtaining  the  required  amount, 
and  that  he  was  acting  a  sincere  part.  My  father 
assured  me  in  this  letter  that  there  was  nothing 
in  the  lawyer's  conduct  to  excite  his  suspicion, 
and  that  he  believed  everything  would  result  suc- 
cessfully, though  he  was  resolved  not  to  relal  in 
his  look  out  upon  Mr.  Parks's  movements  and 
proceedings.  I  confess,  however,  that  I  nosv  had 
my  misgivings  :  but  there  was  no  help  for  it— the 
business  was  in  the  hands  of  my  father,  who  was 


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conducting  it  with  as  much  circumspection  as  pos- 
sible— and  all  I  could  do  was  to  abide  the  issue 
with  patience. 

Mr.  E.ichards  was  exceedingly  vexed  and  an- 
noyed at  my  refusal  to  reappear  in  the  character 
of  Cleopatra  :  he  first  of  all  told  me  outright  that 
I  was  violating  the  terms  of  my  compact,  and 
that  he  could  force  me  to  adhere  to  them  if  he 
thought  fit;  but  I  speedily  gave  him  to  under- 
stand that  I  was  determined  to  consult  my  own 
feelings  of  decency  and  propriety  in  preference 
to  any  other  consideration.  He  was  somewhat 
amazed  to  find  me  so  resolute  :  he  began  to  talk 
more  humbly,  and  even  to  apologize  obsequiously : 
but  I  had  not  the  slightest  wish  to  humiliate  him — 
and  I  therefore  rejoined  in  such  a  way  that  we  be- 
came good  friends  again.  "  Antony  and  Cleopatra" 
had  been  announced  for  repetition  :  but  it  was  re- 
called in  consequence  of  the  determination  I  had 
taken ;  and  I  appeared  in  some  character  that  was 
more  congenial  to  my  taste  than  that  of  the  volup- 
tuous Egyptian  Queen. 

On  this  evening  of  which  I  am  speaking,  I  ob- 
served the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  in  the  same  box 
which  he  had  occupied  on  the  former  occasion : 
but  I  affected  not  to  notice  his  presence.  Never 
once  while  I  was  upon  the  stage  that  evening, 
did  I  suffer  him  to  perceive  that  I  threw  a  glance 
towards  him  :  his  very  presence  was  to  me  an 
insult  and  an  outrage.  Yet  two  or  three  times, 
when  he  could  not  observe  me,  as  I  was  behind  the 
scenes  waiting  to  go  on,  I  cast  looks  in  the  direc- 
tion of  the  box  in  which  he  was  seated  ;  and  I 
saw  that  he  was  watching  with  the  most  earnest 
attention  for  the  moment  when  I  should  make  my 
appearance. 

"  The  Marquis,"  I  took  the  opportunity  to 
whisper  in  Melissa's  ear,  "  is  present  again  to- 
night." 

"  Yes — I  perceive  him  yonder,"  she  replied  : 
"  but  I  do  not  think,  my  dear  Ellen,  he  will  ever 
trouble  you  again.  You  doubtless  remember  his 
handwriting  and  his  seal  P" 

"  Yes,"  I  responded  :  "  I  have  a  perfect  recol- 
lection of  them  both ;  and  if  he  should  dare  make 
the  attempt  to  communicate  with  me  again " 

"  You  will  put  his  letter  into  the  fire  P"  sug- 
gested Melissa  :  "  you  would  not  think  of  open- 
ing it?— and  you  certainly  would  not  condescend 
to  take  the  trouble  of  returning  him  a  second 
letter  in  a  blank  envelope  ?" 

"  No — I  assuredly  would  not,"  I  answered  :  and 
the  next  moment  1  had  to  go  upon  the  stage. 

Two  or  three  days  afterwards  I  received  a  note 
from  Lady  Cecilia  Urban.  She  reproached  me 
in  gentle  but  kind  terms  for  not  having  been 
to  see  her  very  lately  j  and  she  begged  me  to  fa- 
vour her  with  a  call.  She  and  her  aunt  had 
moved  to  a  new  residence,  near  Knightsbridge — 
indeed  close  by  the  Eutland  Gate;  and  she  ex- 
pressed her  wish  to  have  my  opinion  upon  their 
present  mansion.  I  accordingly  resolved  to  lose 
no  time  in  visiting  the  young  lady  who  from  cir- 
cumstances had  formed  so  strong  an  attachment 
for  me.  It  was  at  about  one  o'clock  in  the  after- 
noon that  I  proceeded  to  Knightsbridge:  and  I 
was  compelled  to  go  in  a  cab,  for  an  accident  had 
happened  on  the  preceding  day  to  Mr.  Norman's 
carriage.  Having  passed  an  agreeable  hour  with 
Lady  Cecilia— and  having  promised  that  1  would 


soon  return  to  pay  her  a  longer  visit — I  took  my 
leave.  The  weather  was  exceedingly  fine,  and  I 
resolved  to  walk  through  Hyde  Park,  as  for  the 
last  few  days  I  had  taken  but  little  exercise,  and 
I  had  a  slight  pain  in  the  head.  I  had  proceeded 
about  half-way  through  the  Park,  when  I  observed 
a  tall,  elderly,  aristocratic-looking  personage  ap- 
proaching me  on  foot ;  and  I  at  once  recognised 
the  Marquis  of.  Tynedale.  He  had  suddenly  di- 
verged  from  the  path  he  was  previously  pursuing, 
and  it  was  evidently  that  he  might  accost  me. 
The  blood  rushed  to  my  cheeks;  and  I  could  not 
help  exclaiming  within  myself,  and  with  a  strong 
feeling  of  bitterness  too,  "  Am  I  over  and  over 
again  to  be  exposed  to  the  insults  of  libertines  ? 
— do  they  imagine  that  they  have  a  sort  of  pre- 
scriptive right  to  address  their  overtures  to  every 
female  who  happens  to  be  connected  with  the 
stage  ?" 

Yet  while  I  was  thus  giving  secret  and  silent 
vent  to  my  feelings,  I  was  pursuing  my  way  as 
steadily  as  if  perfectly  unconscious  of  the  approach 
of  the  nobleman — and  likewise  with  an  air  as  if 
ignorant  of  his  presence.  I  wondered  within  my- 
self whether  he  would  dare  address  me ;  and  I 
rapidly  revolved  in  my  mind  the  manner  in  which 
I  should  treat  him  if  he  displayed  that  audacity. 
To  rebuke  or  reproach  him,  I  reflected,  would  only 
be  to  encourage  a  conversation  ;  and  therefore  the 
better  mode  of  behaviour  on  my  part  would  be  to 
treat  him  with  silent  contempt,  and  endeavour  to 
make  him  feel  that  mighty  as  a  rich  peer  of  Eng- 
land he  might  be,  yet  that  by  his  actions  he  was 
degraded  in  my  eyes  to  the  level  of  the  lowest  and 
meanest  of  human  beings. 

It  was  evidently  with  hesitation  and  diffidence 
that  he  was  drawing  near,  —  his  pace  becoming 
slower ;  and  yet  as  he  was  cutting  me  off",  as  it 
were,  by  the  diverging  route  he  had  taken  from 
his  original  path,  I  could  only  escape  him  alto- 
gether by  turning  away  in  another  direction.  For 
a  moment  I  thought  of  doing  so :  but  then  the 
next  instant  I  reflected  that  it  would  be  impolitic 
and  unwise  to  sufi'er  him  to  fancy  that  he  was  of 
sufficient  importance  for  me  to  be  so  influenced  by 
his  presence.  All  of  a  sudden  he  seemed  to  make 
up  his  mind  to  address  me :  he  threw  off"  his  hesi- 
tation ;  and  in  a  few  instants  be  was  by  my  side. 
Then  I  stopped  short,  flung  an  indignant  look 
upon  him,  and  continued  my  way. 

"  Ellen,  why  thus  cruel  ?"  he  said,  still  keeping 
by  my  side.     "  Is  it  possible  that " 

I  now  again  stopped  short— bent  upon  him 
another  indignant  look — and  turned  away  in  a 
direction  at  right  angles  with  that  which  I  had 
previously  been  pursuing.  But  again  was  he  by 
my  side. 

"Ellen — dearest  Ellen  !"  he  said,  throwing  into 
his  voice,  which  was  naturally  not  inharmonious, 
as  much  tenderness  as  possible, — "  I  implore  of 
you  to  tell  me  why  you  are  thus  cruel?  Is  it 
possible  that  after " 

"My  lord,"  I  exclaimed,  for  the  third  time 
stopping  short,  and  confronting  him  with  an  in- 
dignation half  fierce,  half  haughty,  "I  insist — I 
command  that  you  leave  me !  You  have  learnt 
my  decision— and  in  terms  too  which  I  should 
have  thought  would  have  been  sufficiently  signifi- 
cant  " 

"  I   know,  Ellen,"  be  interrupted   me  with  a 


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look  of  the  most  earnest  eutreatj, — "  I  know  that 
it  is  dishonourable  on  my  part — a  flagrant  viola- 
tion of  a  solemn " 

"Then  leave  me  at  once,  my  lord!"  I  ejacu- 
lated. "Not  another  syllable!— and  dare  not  to 
follow  me  another  step  I" 

"  Ellen,  I  am  half  mad  I"  exclaimed  the  Mar- 
quis of  Tynedale.  "  I  cannot  live  without  you — 
by  heaven  I  cannot !" 

"  Jf ow  dare  you,  my  lord,  address  me  in  these 
terms  P"  I  demanded,  my  whole  frame  now  qui- 
vering with  anger  and  offended  modesty.  "  By 
what  right  do  you  speak  to  me  in  these  familiar 
terms — calling  me  by  tny  Christian  name——" 

"Ah,  by  what  right?"  he  said,  with  a  look  and 
manner  so  strange  that  I  could  not  help  being 
struck  by  both.  "May  I  not  ask  why  you  repel 
me  thus  haughtily— thus  disdainfully  ?" 

"  What,  my  lord  !"  I  cried  ;  "  would  you  ven- 
ture to  assert  any  right  upon  such  a  point  ?" 

"The  right,  Ellen,  which  circumstances  have 
given  me,"  he  responded :  and  he  spoke  in  a  voice 
so  mild  in  accents— so  plaintively  reproachful — 
and  with  a  look  so  deprecating,  that  I  really 
began  to  grow  bewildered:  for  to  judge  by  his 
conduct  and  demeanour,  it  would  actually  seem  as 
if  he  felt  himself  to  be  in  some  sense  an  injured 
man  by  the  denial  on  my  part  of  bia  asserted  right 
to  question  me. 

"  I  cannot  understand  you,  my  lord,"  I  said, 
with  firmness  and  dignity :  but  then  all  in  an  in- 
stant a  thousand  painful  ideas  swept  through  my 
mind. 

Could  he  possibly  think  that  I  was  only  playing 
a  part  ? — did  he  conceive  that  I  was  an  actress  off 
the  stage  as  well  as  upon  it  ? — had  he  become  im- 
pressed with  the  belief  that  in  a  meretricious  or 
coquettish  humour  at  the  moment,  I  had  pur- 
posely suffered  him  to  catch  a  glimpse  of  my 
bosom  the  other  night  at  the  theatre  ? — that  I 
was  therefore  laying  myself  open  to  be  addressed 
by  him  —  and  that  I  had  returned  his  letter -and 
his  cheque  merely  because  I  estimated  my  charms 
at  a  higher  price  and  was  determined  to  elicit 
more  substantial  terms  ere  I  surrendered  ?  In 
this  sense  ran  the  questions  which  with  the  swift- 
ness of  a  hurricane  I  asked  myself  j  and  at  the 
bare  idea  that  I  might  possibly  be  so  terribly  mis- 
understood— so  fearfully  misjudged — the  burning 
blushes  rose  to  my  cheeks. 

"  You  do  not  understand  me,  Ellen  ?"  he  said, 
still  with  all  the  gentleness  of  remonstrating  in- 
quiry, of  deprecation,   and  reproach,  as  if  he  felt 
himself  to  be  an  injured  man — or  at  least  as  if  he 
thought  he  was  not  being  treated  handsomely  or  i 
becomingly.     "  Ah  !  I  am  not  astonished  to  hear  | 
you  speak  thus  !     But  yet  I  may  be  permitted  to  | 
deplore — to   grieve   even — though    I   might  have 
sworn  never  again  to  entreat — never  even  to  re- 
cognise you — but  to  pass  you  by  unnoticed "    , 

"  If  these  vows,    my   lord,    you    made    within  i 
yourself,"   I  interrupted    him,    "  they    were  well  ] 
and  wisely  taken !      But  wherefore  do   you  not 
adhere  to  them  ?"  | 

"  You  know  that   I  made  those  vows,   Ellen," 
he  replied :  "  but.  Ah !  to  keep  them  is  another 
thing  !     I  would  have  pledged  myself  to  perform  : 
anything  at  the  time — yes,  anything  in  order  to  ' 
enjoy  that  happiness " 

He  stopped  short;  for  he  saw  that  I  was  gazing  I 


upon  him  with  a  bewilderment  which  at  those  last 
words  that  he  uttered  suddenly  turned  into  a 
silent  storm  of  indignation — a  storm  that  was  ex- 
pressed in  my  looks  and  which  seemed  in  readi- 
ness to  burst  forth.  I  had  been  insensibly  led  on 
to  tarry  in  conversation  with  him  down  to  this 
crisis  ;  and  now  I  was  still  more  completely  trans- 
fixed to  the  spot  by  the  strange,  the  incompre- 
hensible language  he  bad  just  been  holding  to 
me. 

"I  do  not  understand  you,  my  lord,"  I  said; 
"  and  it  would  take  but  little  to  make  me  con- 
ceive that  you  are  even  more  mad  than  wicked. 
I  now  insist  upon  your  leaving  me  ! — I  couimand 
it! — and  I  declare  to  you,"  I  added  vehemently, 
"  that  if  you  persist  in  following  my  footsteps,  I 
will  invoke  the  protection  of  that  police-officer  or 
of  those  gentlemen  yonder  !" 

It  would  be  impossible  to  describe  the  look  of 
deep  pathetic  sadness  which  the  Marquis  of  Tyne- 
dale now  bent  upon  me.  All  the  dignity  of  his 
own  aristocracy  seemed  to  dissolve  into  the 
mournfulness  of  that  look,  with  its  deep  yet  mild 
and  gentle  reproach  fulness,  as  if  it  were  the  air  of 
a  man  who  was  doomed  to  suffer  some  immense 
wrong,  and  yet  was  resigned  to  endure  it  patiently 
and  uncomplainingly  for  the  sake  of  her  who  in-  ■ 
flicted  it.  I  was  again  struck  by  his  whole  appear- 
ance :  there  was  in  my  mind  a  vague  idea  of  some 
mystery  which  I  could  not  understand  —  some 
misconception  either  on  his  part  or  on  mine:  but 
I  would  not  bid  him  tarry  that  I  might  demand 
explanations,  when  he  began  to  turn  away  from 
me  with  a  last  look  of  dismal  yet  gentle  depre- 
cation. 

I  hastened  onward.  What  could  it  possibly  all 
mean  P  He  had  made  allusions  to  things  which  I 
could  not  understand :  he  bad  said,  for  instance, 
that  I  knew  he  bad  made  certain  vows : — but  how 
could  I  have  known  it  P  He  had  spoken  of  "  the 
enjoyment  of  happiness :"  and  it  was  this  phrase 
which  had  turned  my  bewilderment  into  indigna- 
tion. My  thoughts  were  full  of  painful  confusion, 
wonder,  and  amaze.  I  now  blamed  myself  for  not 
having  demanded  an  explanation  :  but  the  whole 
details  of  the  interview  had  taken  a  course  so  dif- 
ferent from  what  I  had  expected  at  the  outset, 
that  I  had  been  enabled  to  act  only  according  to 
the  impulses  of  the  moment,  and  not  according  to 
the  plan  which  in  the  first  instance  I  had  resolved 
upon. 


CHAPTER    LI  II. 

MOKE    MT3TEEIES. 

Ten  minutes  had  elapsed  from  the  moment  when 
the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  had  separated  from  mo 
in  so  singular  a  manner;  and  still  in  a  muze  of 
painful  confusion,  wonder,  and  perplexity,  I  was 
drawing  near  ^towards  Hyde  Park  Corner, — when 
whom  should  I  meet  but  Melissa  Harrison  ?  Ah  ! 
this  was  fortunate,  I  thought :  for  as  she  was  ia 
the  secret  of  the  iNlarquis  of  Tynedale's  overtures 
towards  me,  and  of  the  manner  in  which  I  had 
rejected  thom,  she  might  possibly  be  enabled  to 
fathom  the  present  mystery  with  a  degree  of  pene- 
tration in  which  I  found  myself  so  utterly  de- 
ficient. 


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"  My  dear  Melissa,"  I  said,  speeding  towards 
her,  "  this  meeting  is  most  opportune  !" 

"  Indeed,  my  dear  Ellen  !"  she  cried,  pressing 
my  hands.  "  But  what  is  the  matter  ?  You  look 
agitated  and  excited  P" — and  she  surveyed  me 
earnestly. 

"  I  have  just  met  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale,"  I 
said. 

"Ah!  But  he  did  not  dare  address  you  ?"  ex- 
claimed Miss  Harrison. 

"  He  did,  Melissa  !  I  treated  hica  with  ovary 
variety  of  scorn,  contempt,  hauteur,  and  indigna- 
tion," I  continued  :  "  while  he  on  the  other  hand 
was  full  of  a  humility — a  vague  reproachfulness — 
a  deprecation  as  if  of  some  injury  that  I  was  in- 
flicting  upon   him in  a  word,  Melissa,  I  am 

totally  bewildered — I  am  unhappy  too — for  it  ap- 
pears as  if  there  were  a  mystery  which  ought  to 
be  cleared  up,  and  which  I  however  know  not  how 
to  fathom  !" 

"  Ob,  he  is  evidently  a  foolish,  silly  old  man," 
responded  Melissa:  "he  is  infatuated  with  your 
beauty — and  no  wonder " 

"  You  delivered  that  letter,  Melissa  ?"  I  ex- 
claimed :  "  you  delivered  it  that  very  day  ?" 

"  Yes — within  two  hours — I  might  almost  say 
in  an  hour  after  I  quitted  you  for  the  purpose," 
replied  Miss  Harrison.  "Oh,  you  cannot  sup- 
pose  " 

"  For  heaven's  sake,  my  dear  friend,"  I  said, 
"  do  not  for  an  instant  think  that  I  suspected  you 
of  not  delivering  that  letter,  or  even  of  delaying 
its  delivery.  But  when  one  is  excited,  and  trou- 
bled, and  perplexed  as  I  am  at  this  moment,  one 
is  apt  to  put  hasty  and  thoughtless  questions." 

"  No  doubt,  my  dear  frien  j,"  answered  Melissa ; 
"  and  I  was  not  for  an  instant  annoyed  at  your 
putting  that  question  to  me.  But  do  not  excite 
yourself— be  calm — and  tell  me  everything  that 
passed.  My  head  is  cooler  than  your's  at  this 
moment ;  and  I  may  possibly  be  enabled  to  sug- 
gest explanations." 

"That  is  just  the  idea  which  struck  me  the 
instant  I  saw  you,"  I  exclaimed.  "  Listen — and 
I  will  endeavour  to  repeat  word  for  word  all  that 
took  place  between  his  lordship  and  myself." 

I  gave  the  narrative  to  Melissa  just  as  I  ere 
now  described  it  to  the  reader— not  even  omitting 
the  hasty  questions  which  I  had  asked  myself,  and 
the  bare  idea  of  which  had  at  the  time  brought 
up  the  burning  blushes  to  my  cheeks.  For  I 
should  observe  that  Melissa  was  already  ac- 
quainted with  the  little  incident  in  respect  to  the 
drapery  fluttering  away  from  my  bosom  when  I 
was  performing  the  part  of  Cleopatra  :  for  that 
incident  was  alluded  to  in  the  Marquis  of  Tyne- 
dale's  letter — and  I  had  explained  it  to  her  before 
elie  took  her  leave  of  me  on  that  occasion  when 
she  set  off  to  return  the  letter  itself  and  the 
cheque  in  the  blank  envelope  to  his  lordship. 
Miss  Harrison  now  listened  with  deep  attention 
to  the  recital  of  all  that  had  passed  between  the 
elderly  noblemaa  and  myself;  and  whea  I  had 
concluded,  I  was  still  more  pained,  amazed,  and 
perplexed  at  those  incidents  as  I  had  just  reviewed 
them,  than  I  was  when  under  the  first  impressions 
they  left  on  my  mind. 

"  I  fear,  my  dear  Ellen,"  said  Melissa,  "  that  it 
was  as  you  apprehend.  The  Marquis  fancied  that 
you  had  given  him  some  little  encouragement  at 


the  theatre,  and  that  having  led  him  on  to  an 
overture,  he  had  a  right  to  consider  himself  in- 
jured by  the  disdainful  manner  in  which  you 
rejected  it.  But  whatever  his  opinion  might  thus 
have  been,  he  must  now  be  assuredly  disabused  of 
it  after  your  conduct  towards  him  within  the  pre- 
sent hour.  Do  not  trouble  yourself  any  more  upon 
the  point.  As  for  tlie  other  language  of  which 
hia  lordship  made  use,  and  which  has  struck  you 
as  being  so  strange  and  perplexing,  it  has  really 
no  significancy  that  need  pain  you.  Eemember 
that  when  one  is  in  an  agitated  state  of  mind,  one 
says  things  which  seem  iutelligible  enough  to  one- 
self, but  which  are  an  incomprehensible  jargon  to 
the  individual  to  whom  they  are  addressed." 

"  It  must  be  as  you  say,  Melissa  :" —  and  yet  I 
inwardly  felt  that  her  mode  of  accounting  for  the 
mystery,  was  not  altogether  so  complete  as  to 
satisfy  my  mind  :  but  I  feared  lest  I  might  only  ap- 
pear foolish  by  dwelling  upon  the  topic — and  be- 
sides, I  had  no  doubt  as  to  her  own  well-meaning 
purpose. 

"  I  must  now  leave  you,  Ellen,"  she  said  :  "  for 
I  am  going  to  see  my  little  girl— and  I  have  not 
too  much  time  to  spare.  I  hope  that  when  next 
we  meet,  I  shall  find  you  perfectly  convinced  of 
the  accuracy  of  the  explanations  which  I  have  de- 
duced  from  my  own  common  sense  reading  of  the 
facts." 

Melissa  and  I  then  separated ;  but  I  had  pro- 
ceeded to  no  great  distance  before  I  caught  sight 
of  my  father  a  little  way  off.  He  made  me  a  sign 
to  retire  into  a  more  secluded  portion  of  the  Park, 
because  there  was,  as  is  usual,  a  greater  number 
of  persons  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  gate  at  the 
corner  than  elsewhere.  I  obeyed  the  sign ;  and 
in  a  few  minutes  I  was  joined  by  my  father, — who, 
I  should  observe,  was  disguised  in  precisely  the 
same  style  as  when  I  had  met  him  a  few  days  back 
in  Euston  Square. 

I  at  once  asked  him  if  he  had  anything  to  com« 
municate  in  reference  to  Mr.  Parks  ? — and  he  re- 
plied,  "Nothing of  importance.  I  could  not  write 
to  you  at  very  great  length  the  other  day:  but  I 
gave  you  sufficient  details  to  enable  you  to  under- 
stand the  actual  position  of  affairs." 

"  And  you  still  think,"  I  said,  "  that  Mr.  Parks 
means  to  fulQl  his  pledge,  and  that  he  is  not  de- 
ceiving us  ?" 

"  I  hope  that  he  is  not  deceiving  us,"  responded 
my  father ;  "  and  I  have  no  ground  for  supposing 
that  he  is.  He  gave  me  proofs  that  he  is  raising 
the  money  which  he  has  to  pay  over  to  you :  he 
convinced  me  that  he  has  ample  means  for  that 
purpose ;  and  he  exhibited  two  or  three  letters 
which  satisfactorily  accounted  for  the  brief  delay 
which  ho  demanded.  And  that  delay  I  felt  bound 
to  accord  him.  It  is  true— and  necessarily  so  — 
that  we  are  to  some  extent  at  his  mercy ;  because 
when  he  shall  have  raised  that  money,  whether  ho 
will  pay  it  over  to  you  or  whether  he  will  decamp 
with  it,  is  after  all  the  main  point.  Of  what  his 
conduct  will  be,  I  can  only  judge  by  his  position. 
From  the  searching  inquiries  I  have  made,  I  be- 
lieve that  he  is  very  well  off;  and  though  as  a 
matter  of  course  the  payment  of  so  large  a  sum 
as  that  which  we  demand  of  him  will  make  a 
serious  difference  in  his  fortune,  y^t  I  do  not  think 
it  will  be  of  suflioient  consideration  to  induce  him 
to  abscond  altogether  and  thus  anniliilate  all  hia 


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otheiTprospects  at  one  single  blow.  In  anj  case, 
Ellen,  I  am  keeping  a  tolerably  sharp  look-out 
upon  him— that  is  to  say,  I  watch  his  proceedings 
Eoino  two  or  threo  times  during  each  day  :  and 
more  I  cannot  do." 

"And  what,"  I  asked,  "in  reference  to  Lord 
Frederick  Savenscliffe  ?" 

"  By  tlio  bye,"  ejaculated  my  father,  without 
immediately  replying  to  the  question,  "  who  is 
that  young  person  that  I  saw  you  with  a  few 
minutes  back,  and  whose  presence  kept  me  for  a 
little  while  at  a  distance  ere  I  accosted  you  P" 

"  Oh,  that  is  Miss  Harrison,"  I  answered,—"  a 
favourite  danseuse  in  the  ballet." 

"  I  fear,  Ellen,"  rejoined  my  father,  "  that  she 
is  not  altogether  an  eligible  companion  for  you.  I 
do  not  think  hef  conduct  is  so  correct  as  it  might 
be " 

"  What  reason,"  I  asked,  "  have  you  for  this 
No.  S9.  — ELLEif  Peect. 


supposition  ?"  —  and  methought  that  Melissa's 
antecedents  might  perhaps  by  some  means  or 
another  have  come  to  my  father's  ears. 

"I  am  very  much  mistaken,"  he  replied,  "if 
this  Miss  Harrison  be  not  exceedingly  intimate 
with  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe." 

"  Ob,  no  ! — not  improperly  so,  I  am  convinced '." 
was  the  exclamation  that  burst  from  my  lips. 
"  It  is  true  that  they  are  acquainted  —  Melissa 
Harrison  met  him  on  three  or  four  occasions  at 
supper-parties  at  Mr.  German's,  at  the  time  when 
the  Normans  used  to  see  a  great  deal  of  company, 
before  Juliet  was  so  grossly  deceived  by  Lord 
Frederick.  But  as  to  there  being  any  particular 
intimacy  between  Lord  Frederick  and  Melissa,  I 
really  do  not  think  such  can  be  the  case.  Indeed, 
it  was  not  long  ago  that  Lord  Frederick  and  a 
gentleman  who  was  with  him,  conducted  them* 
selves  so  grossly  in  the  Qreen  Boom  of  the  theatre. 


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ELLEN  PEECTj   OE,  THE  MEMOIES  OF    AN   ACTEESa. 


Uiat  Melissa  Harrison  spoko  iu  the  strongest  terms 
upon  the  subject." 

"  Well,  then,"  answered  my  father,  "  all  I  can 
tell  you  is  that  Miss  Harrison  and  Lord  Frederick 
are  now  on  excellent  terms  together  —  though 
heaven  forbid  that  I  should  go  so  far  as  to  assert 
anything  of  a  more  prejudicial  kind  to  Miss  Har- 
rison's character.  But  within  the  last  few  days  I 
have  seen  them  more  than  once  together : — and 
on  the  first  occasion— I  recollect  now  perfectly 
well— they  went  off  to  dine  at  the  Star  and  Garter 
at  Richmond." 

"  Is  this  possible,  my  dear  father  ?"  I  exclaimed. 
"  Surely  you  must  be  mistaken  ?" 

"  So  far  from  being  mistaken,  I  am  positive  of 
it,"  ho  replied, — "  and  all  the  more  so  since  you 
have  mentioned  the  name  of  Melissa.  I  recog- 
nised the  girl  immediately  I  saw  her  in  your 
company  just  now:  but  I  did  not  know  until  you 
told  me,  what  her  surname  is  nor  to  what  pro- 
fession she  belongs." 

"  It  is  extraordinary !"  I  murmured,  with  a 
painful  sensation  at  the  heart^for  I  had  fancied 
that  Melissa  was  deeply  penitent  for  the  past,  that 
she  was  devoted  to  her  little  girl,  and  that  she  was 
now  incapable  even  of  an  indiscretion,  much  more 
of  a  deed  of  profligacy. 

"  Yes,  it  is  as  I  tell  you,"  continued  my  father. 
"  It  was  but  three  or  four  days  ago  that  the  inci- 
dent to  which  I  have  so  particularly  alluded,  took 
place.  I  was  proceeding  along  the  Strand,  follow- 
ing Mr.  Parks  at  a  distance,  and  not  even  thinking 
at  the  moment  of  Lord  Frederick, — when  I  beheld 
him  alight  from  an  elegant  brougham  at  a  bouse 
of  business.  Then  all  in  a  moment  my  thoughts 
were  directed  from  the  lawyer  to  settle  upon  the 
young  nobleman ;  and  true  to  my  plan  of  pene- 
trating as  much  as  possible  into  his  circumstances 
and  pursuits,  I  entered  the  house  of  business  after 
him.  I  saw  that  he  did  not  recognise  me :  I  got 
near  enough  to  him  to  ascertain  precisely  what  his 
purpose  was  in  going  thither ;  and  then  I  followed 
him  out,— after  I  had  put  some  trivial  question  to 
one  of  the  clerks  as  an  excuse  for  having  entered 
the  place.  He  went  straight  up  to  the  window  of 
the  brougham,  and  said,  '  Now,  my  dear  Melissa, 
since  that  business  is  done,  we  will  be  off  to  enjoy 
ourselves  at  the  Star  and  Garter.' — He  leapt  into 
the  brougham,  wherein  Miss  Harrison  had  re- 
mained seated  while  he  was  in  the  banking-house ; 
and  the  equipage  was  whirled  away." 

"  I  am  astonished,  my  dear  father — and  I  am 
pained  likewise,"  I  said,  "  to  think  that  Melissa 
could  possibly  be  so  deceptive.  It  is  true  that  she 
is  ignorant  of  Lord  Frederick's  treachery  towards 
Juliet— unless  be  himself  may  now  have  commu- 
nicated the  secret  to  her " 

"  No— it  is  barely  probable  he  would  do  so,"  re- 
plied my  father  :  "  for  Lord  Frederick  must  regard 
it  as  something  too  serious  to  be  made  the  subject 
of  an  idle  boast  or  flourishing  vaunt." 

"  I  hope  so,"  I  rejoined.  "  But  though  Melissa 
may  indeed  be  ignorant  that  she  is  forming  a 
friendship  with  a  young  man  who  has  so  grossly 
deceived  a  friend  of  her's — and  though  there  may 
not  actually  be  anything  criminal  in  her  conduct — 
yet  her  indiscretion  is  such  as  to  render  me  careful 
in  future  how  I  associate  with  her." 

"  Yes,  you  must  indeed  be  thus  careful,  Ellen," 
replied   my   father;    "for   a  young   female   who 


would  go  to  diae  alone  with  a  profligate  young 
nobleman— Ah!  and  speaking  of  his  profli- 
gacy,"  exclaimed  my  father,  thus  suddenly  inter- 
rupting himself,  "I  am  convinced  that  he  must  be 
pursuing  a  most  extravagant  course — a  courso 
that  will  inevitably  pauperize  him  even  before  ho 
succeeds  to  the  family  estates.  It  is  my  opinion 
that  he  is  borrowing  large  sums  of  money  from 
certain  patrician  friends — men  who  perhaps  minis- 
ter to  his  extravagances  in  order  that  they  may 
take  all  the  greater  advantage  of  them.  The  in- 
ference which  I  draw  in  respect  to  this  ruinous 
career  of  his,  is  deduced  from  what  I  beheld  at 
Coutts's  banking-house  on  the  day  of  which  I  am 
speaking." 

"  Coutts's  P"  I  ejaculated,  as  a  recollection  flashed 
to  my  mind. 

"Yes — the  celebrated  bankers  in  the  Strand, 
you  know,"  rejoined  my  father.  "  Lord  Frederick 
entered  that  banking-house  to  receive  no  less  a 
sum  than  five  thousand  guineas." 

"  Five  thousand  guineas !"  I  repeated,  with  a 
sort  of  wild  terror :  for  the  mention  of  this  precise 
amount  struck  me  as  being  most  strange. 

"  Ah,  you  may  well  wonder  at  the  profligacy  of 
his  career !— but  I  can  assure  you  that  such  was 
the  sum  he  received." 

"  Five  thousand  guineas,"  I  repeated,  a  sicken- 
log  sensation  coming  over  me.  "  Coutts — three 
or  four  days  back  —  Melissa  —  five  thousand 
guineas " 

"  Why,  Ellen,  what  ails  you  P"  cried  my  father. 
"You  have  turned  so  deadly  pale!  Are  you  ill, 
my  dear  child  ?" 

"Yes-^no.  But  tell  me,  father — tell  me,"  I 
hastily  exclaimed,  now  in  a  terribly  excited  condi- 
tion, "  do  you  recollect — did  you  chance  to  notico 
whose  name  was  appended  to  the  cheque  ?" 

"Yes — I  purposely  bent  over  as  Lord  Frederick 
held  it  for  a  few  moments  in  his  hand  before 
there  was  a  cashier  disengaged  to  receive  it ." 

"  But  the  name  ?  the  name  ?"  I  cried  vehe- 
mently.    "  Tell  me,  father " 

"  Tynedale,"  was  the  response.  "  But  what 
mean  you,  Ellen " 

"  Good  God !"  I  murmured,  with  a  feeling  ot 
the  intensest  agony  :  for  all  in  a  moment  I  com- 
prehended what  but  a  short  time  back  was  so 
utterly  unintelligible :  it  blazed  upon  me  like 
the  broad,  vivid,  blinding  glare  of  a  tremendous 
sheet  of  lightning  ! 

"  My  dear  child,"  said  my  father,  sustaining  me 
by  the  arm— for  he  thought  that  I  was  about  to 
drop, — "  what  is  the  meaning  of  this  excite- 
ment ?" 

"Ah!"  I  suddenly  ejaculated,  with  a  thrilling 
sense  of  joy  as  new  thoughts  abruptly  poured  in 
unto  my  mind :  "  he  is  in  our  power  ! — and  as  for 
myself,  the  mystery  can  be  cleared  up  to  the  Mar- 
quis!" 

My  father  gazed  upon  me  with  a  sort  of  con- 
sternation, as  if  he  feared  that  I  was  going  mad. 
And  no  wonder  ! — for  that  rapid  transition  from 
anguish  and  affright  to  the  wildness  of  joy— my 
changing  looks — my  altering  accents — and  the 
words  which  I  had  just  uttered,  so  incomprehen- 
sible to  my  sire, — naturally  filled  him  with  the 
worst  apprehensions  on  behalf  of  my  sanity, 

"  Father — dear  father,"  I  exclaimed,  "  Lord 
Frederick  Ravenscliffe  is  now  so  completely  in  our 


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power  that  we  may  force  bim  to  do  aa  act  of  |  "  Yes,  this  is  the  best  policy,"  ejaculated  my 
justice  to  Juliet !  Oh !  you  were  right  to  watch  I  father  ;  "  and  it  shall  be  carried  out,  Melissa 
his  proceedings  and  make  yourself  aware  of  his  I  must  confess  !  You  can  terrify  her — you  can  tell 
movements !  Yes — and  you  were  right  too,  when  ,  her  that  all  is  known — that  you  will  reveal  every- 
you  proclaimed  that  from  the  misdeeds  and  irregu-  thing  to  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale,  who  will  prose- 
larities  of  a  person's  life  circumstances  may  often  cute  her — that  her  accomplice  likewise  will  be 
transpire  revealing  their  weak  points  and  showing    arrested- 


by  what  modes  they  are  to  be  acted  upon.  So  it 
is  in  the  present  instance — and  I  repeat,  Lord  Fre* 
derick  Eavenscliffe  is  at  our  mercy  !" 

This  torrent  of  words  which  flowed  from  my 
lips,  were  sufficiently  connected  to  convince  my 
father  that  I  had  not  taken  leave  of  my  senses : 
but  still  they  explained  nothing  to  bim  ;  and  he 
waited  with  impatient  curiosity  for  whatsoever  I 
might  next  state. 

"  Listen,"  I  said,  "and  I  will  tell  you  something 
which  I  did  not  mention  before  because  I  was 
fearful  of  giving  you  pain  by  showing  how  I  am 
exposed  to  dishonourable  overtures.  The  Marquis 
of  Tynedale  sent  me  a  letter — and  it  contained  a 
cheque.  You  can  comprehend  what  the  nature  of 
that  letter  was,  and  why  that  cheque  was  sent, 
when  I  tell  you  that  I  at  once  enclosed  both  in  a 
blank  envelope  in  order  to  return  them  to  the 
author  of  the  insult.     Melissa  came  to  me  at  the 

time — I    thought    she   was    my     friend and 

heaven  knows  that  she  ought  to  have  been  after 
all  I  did  for  her  during  the  period  of  her  illness 
and  her  poverty  !  I  fancied  I  could  trust  her— I 
gave  her  that  letter — and  it  is  but  too  evi- 
dent " 

"I  understand!"  exclaimed  my  father;  "she 
purloined  the  cheque— and  young  Ravenscliflfe  be- 
came  her  accomplice  ?" 

"  Yes— it  is  evidently  so,"  I  answered.  "  And 
just  now  I  met  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale — his  con- 
duct   was  to    me  incomprehensible — and    though 

even  at  present  I  cannot  altogether  fathom  it 

Ah,  that  treacherous  Melissa  !  to  listen  to  me  as 
she  did  just  now  when  I  encountered  her!— to 
speak  to  me  as  she  did ! — to  endeavour  to  persuade 

me Good  heavens,  what  duplicity  is  there  in 

the  world !  what  deceitfulness !  Whom  can  we 
(rust  P" 

The  tears  gushed  forth  from  my  eyes  as  I  pas- 
sionately gave  vent  to  these  ejaculations;  for  I  was 
shocked  and  pained  at  the  hideous  aspect  which 
humanity  wore  as  I  at  that  moment  contem- 
plated it. 

"  Calm  yourself,  my  dear  girl,"  said  my  father, 
—"for  heaven's  sake  tranquillize  yourself !  It  is 
but  too  evident  that  through  the  iniquity  of  this 
deceitful  Melissa  Harrison  your  reputation  must 
have  suffered— we  know  not  as  yet  to  what  extent 
—with  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale :  but  it  can  be 
easily  re-established.  A  character  so  pure  as 
your's,  is  like  the  polished  mirror  which  for  a  brief 
space  may  be  dimmed  by  breathing  upon  it ;  but 
that  dimness  speedily  passes  away,  leaving  it  in 
the  dazzling  glory  of  its  pristine  brilliancy.  But 
what  course  shall  we  pursue  P  You,  my  dear 
Ellen,  are  now  the  best  judge  of  the  mode  of  action 
under  existing  circumstances." 

I  reflected  for  a  few  instants  ;  and  then  I 
thoughtfully  said,  "  If  it  were  possible  to  wrest 
from  the  guilty  Melissa  a  full  confession  of  her 
wickedness,  we  should  ascertain  to  what  extent 
Lord  Frederick  has  become  an  accomplice 
therein." 


"  Yes,  I  will  do  all  this !"  I  exclaimed  ;  "  for  it 
is  a  matter  in  which  no  punctilios  must  be  re- 
garded— in  which  there  must  be  no  weak  scruples 
and  no  false  delicacy  !  Melissa  is  certain  to  ride 
home  from  Kensington  to  her  lodgings :  she  will 

not  return  on  foot  through  the  Park but  I 

shall  find  her  at  her  abode  presently.  I  think  it 
would  be  well,  my  dear  father,  if  I  were  to  see  her 
alone — at  all  events  in  the  first  instance " 

"Yes — be  it  so!"  interjected  my  father.  "I 
think  you  do  not  appear  upon  the  stage  this  even- 
ing— and  therefore  we  shall  have  ample  time  for 
following  up  whatsoever  blow  is  to  be  struck — and 
we  will  not  suffer  the  grass  to  grow  under  our 
feet." 

I  made  arrangements  with  my  father  in  order 
to  be  enabled  to  see  hiqi  again  at  any  time  that 
circumstances  might  require  our  meeting  during 
the  rest  of  that  day ;  and  we  separated.  I  pro- 
ceeded into  Piccadilly,  where  I  took  my  seat  in  a 
cab  and  returned  home  to  Hunter  Street — for  I 
knew  that  it  would  be  useless  to  repair  to  Melissa's 
lodging  for  an  hour  or  two,  inasmuch  as  she  could 
not  as  yet  have  had  time  to  visit  her  child  at 
Kensington  and  get  back  to  her  abode.  Though 
my  feelings  were  for  many  reasons  greatly  excited, 
yet  I  veiled  them  as  much  as  possible  in  the  pre- 
sence of  the  !Normans ;  and  when  five  o'clock 
came,  I  issued  forth  again,  intimating  to  them 
that  I  was  going  out  to  dinner.  I  reached  the 
house  in  which  Melissa  resided ;  and  my  heart 
palpitated  violently  when  I  learnt  from  the  person 
who  answered  my  summons  at  the  door,  that  Miss 
Harrison  was  at  home.  I  ascended  to  her  apart- 
ment,— which  I  at  once  entered  without  knock- 
ing. Melissa  was  in  the  act  of  examining  a  quan- 
tity of  goods  which  it  was  evident  had  been  but 
recently  sent  in  from  the  mercer's ;  and  I  caught 
a  hasty  glimpse  of  silks,  satins,  velvets,  and  other 
materials  for  rich  dresses.  She  was  suddenly 
seized  with  confusion  on  beholding  me :  she  was 
transfixed  to  the  spot — she  became  excessively 
pale;  and  then,  recovering  her  presence  of  mind, 
she  rushed  forward,  exclaiming,  "  My  dear  Ellen, 
what  brings  you  hither  at  so  unwonted  an  hour  P" 

"To  tell  you,  Melissa,"  I  at  once  answered, 
with  a  cold  grave  look  and  with  a  firm  voice, 
"  that  everything  is  discovered !" 

A  half-subdued  shriek  escaped  Melissa's  lips : 
she  staggered  back — and  suddenly  throwing  her- 
self upon  a  seat,  she  burst  into  tears,  sobbing  like- 
wise bitterly.  I  said  nothing  for  a  few  moments  : 
but  as  I  kept  my  eyes  fixed  upon  her,  my  heart 
seemed  to  swell  until  it  rose  up  into  my  very 
throat — for  again  was  I  infinitely  shocked  and 
cruelly  hurt  to  have  the  conviction  forced  upon 
me  that  I  had  given  my  friendship  to  one  who 
was  so  utterly  unworthy  of  it. 

"  O  Melissa !"  I  said  at  last ;  "  is  it  possible 
that  you  could  have  thus  deceived  me— that  you 
could  have  been  guilty  of  an  act  so  infamous — a 
deed  so  darkly  criminal — stamping  yourself  with 
eternal  infamy— seriously  compromising  me " 


"  O  Ellen  !"  she  cried,  "  if  it  were  not  for  the 
recollection  of  all  jour  goodness  towards  me  when 
I  80  bitterly  needed  a  friend,  I  should  not  be  thus 
bumbled  and  cast  down!  No,  no! — to  any  one 
else  I  should  brave  it  out — I  should  assume  the 
air  of  a  hardened  wanton,  as  I  have  become !" 

"Unhappy  Melissa!"  I  exclaimed;  "what  ter- 
rible words  are  these  ?" 

"  Oh  !  I  am  perhaps  more  wicked  than  you  can 
imagine!"  she  cried:  "and  yet  But  no  mat- 

ter !"  she  interrupted  herself,  with  a  strange  wild 
bitterness  of  look  and  tone  :  "  I  am  now  utterly 
lost — and  it  is  useless  to  deplore  the  degree  of 
degradation  to  which  I  have  come  down !  But  still 
I  am  not  so  bad  as  to  be  without  remorse  or 
regret  for  the  evil  I  have  done  to  you, — you  who 
have  ever  proved  yourself  so  kind  and  excellent  a 
friend  towards  me  !" 

"  Melissa,"  I  said,  in  an  earnest  tone,  "  if  you 
really  esperience  the  slightest  sentiment  of  grati- 
tude  on  my  behalf — if  you  are  in  the  faintest  de- 
gree mindful  of  the  friendship  which  has  sub- 
sisted between  us — and  if  you  have  any  anxiety 
to  make  what  atonement  may  lie  in  your  power 
for  the  ill  you  have  done, — I  conjure  you  to  con- 
fess your  whole  conduct  in  every  detail !  I  know 
much — far  too  much  for  you  to  bo  enabled  to  de- 
ceive me  in  any  particular.  I  will  even  tell  you 
that  1  know  who  your  accomplice  is:  for  on  the 
day  when  the  cheque  was  presented  at  the  bank, 
there  was  a  witness  of  the  whole  proceeding 

"Ellen,  I  will  tell  you  everything,"  answered 
Melissa, — "yes,  everything  I — so  that  your  own 
reputation  may  be  cleared  up  in  a  certain  quarter : 
for  ever  since  the  deed  was  done  I  have  felt  as  if  I 
had  committed  a  crime  as  black  as  murder  itself ! 
Yes— I  have  been  haunted  by  remorse — my  soul 
has  been  torn  with  regret — and  I  verily  believe 
that  if  you  had  not  by  some  means  obtained  a 
clue  to  the  perfidy  which  has  been  committed,  I 
should  have  sped  to  Lord  Tjnedale,  thrown  myself 
at  his  feet,  and  confessed  everything!" 

"And  now  you  will  confess  everything  to  me," 
I  said  J  "  and  if  it  be  possible  to  pardon  you, 
Melissa,  you  know  that  I  am  not  merciless, — I 
am  not  implacable " 

"Ob,  pardon  is  an  impossibility!"  she  wildly 
exclaimed.  "But  alas!  I  perceive,  Ellen,  that 
you  are  unacquainted  with  the  extent  of  my  con- 
duct  in  all  its  most  hideous  blackness !  You  think 
perhaps  that  having  purloined  the  cheque,  I 
merely  in  your  name  gave  the  Marquis  of  Tyne- 
dale  some  hopes  ?  But  Oh  !  far  more  deeply  have  I 
sinned — far  more  deeply  have  I  compromised  you  !" 

"  Good  heavens,  what  can  you  have  done  ?"  I 
cried,  shuddering  with  a  wild  vague  apprehension. 
"Speak,  Melissa— speak  !  Every  moment  of  sus- 
pense is  full  of  poignant  torture  for  me  !" 

"Ellen,"  she  exclaimed,  casting  herself  upon 
her  knees  and  extending  her  arms  towards  me, 
"you  will  be  an  angel  if  you  do  not  seek  to  kill 
me  outright  when  I  confess  the  full  infamy — the 
abhorrent  wickedness  and  hideous  blackness  of  my 
conduct !" 

"  Oh,  this  is  dreadful!"  I  murmured,  feeling 
sick  at  the  heart,  while  a  dizziness  seized  upon  my 
brain — and  I  sank  upon  a  seat.  "  Speak,  Me- 
lissa !  You  have  now  thoroughly  prepared  me 
for  whatsoever  revelation  you  may  have  to  make  !" 
"  Oh,  Eilen,   Ellen  !"    she    wildly  cried  ;  "  can 


you  possibly  be  prepared  to  hear  that  when  the 
Marquis  of  Tynedale  clasped  me  in  his  arms,  it 
was  under  circumstances  planned  with  so  devilish 
an  ingenuity  that  he  believed  he  was  possessing 
you  ?" 

A  shriek  rose  up  to  the  very  brim  of  my  lips : 
but  it  was  suddenly  held  back  by  the  sense  of 
consternation  and  dismay  which  instantaneously 
succeeded  the  first  thrilling  effects  produced  by 
this  astounding,  this  terrific  revelation.  A  faint- 
ness  came  over  me — all  the  sense  of  life  seemed 
to  be  departing  out  of  my  frame — when  Melissa, 
springing  up  from  her  kneeling  posture,  placed  a 
tumbler  of  water  to  my  lips.  I  imbibed  a  portion 
of  the  fluid,  and  was  quickly  restored.  She  stood 
before  me,  pale,  trembling,  and  quivering,  the  very 
picture  of  conscious  guilt  stirred  by  remorse  and 
penitence  ;  and  the  tears  began  to  trickle  down  her 
cheeks. 

"  Now  tell  me  everything,  Melissa,"  I  said,  in 
a  low  tremulous  voice.  "  I  will  endeavour  to  hear 
you  patiently,  and  without  excitement — or  at  least 
without  an  external  display  of  it.  But  beware 
how  you  attempt  to  deceive  me  in  any  particular  : 
for  my  reputation  must  and  sJuill  be  fully  cleared 
up  with  that  nobleman — though  at  the  same  time 
I  will  for  mercy's  sake  endeavour  to  shield  you 
from  the  consequences  of  the  tremendous  crime 
that  you  have  committed." 

"  Oh !  this  is  more  than  I  could  possibly  have 
expected,"  said  the  weeping  Melissa, — "infinitely 
more  than  I  could  have  dared  ask  !  You  are  an 
angel  of  goodness,  Ellen— and  I  am  a  wretch— yes, 
the  veriest  wretch  that  crawls  ! — though,  thank 
[  heaven,  I  am  not  yet  so  utterly  lost  or  depraved 
as  to  be  without  a  sense  of  remorse  for  what  I 
I  have  done !" 

"  Where  there  is  remorse,  there  is  the  germ  of 
penitence,"  I  answered :  "  and  where  there  is  peni- 
I  tence,  there  ought  to  be  mercy  shown.  Believe 
I  me,  Melissa,  I  will  not  injure  you  if  I  can  pos- 
I  sibly  avoid  it.  But  remember,"  I  added  in  a 
I  firmer  and  severer  tone,  "  there  is  no  earthly  con- 
',  sideration  which  I  shall  regard  while  clearing  up 
my  own  character !" 

"  And  you  are  justified  in  thus  speaking,  Ellen," 
;  answered  Melissa.     "Listen — and  I  will  tell  you 
'  everything.      You    are   already  acquainted    with 
I  many  of  the  incidents  of  my  past  lite  :  you  know 
'  that    under  the   dire     pressure  of  circumstances 
I    became    the  victim    of  the  seducer— and  that 
I  seducer   was   Colonel  Bellew.     But  you  likewise 
.  know  that  so  soon  as  I  began  to  obtain  some  re- 
putation as  a  dancer,   I  renounced  the  life  of  in- 
famy :  and  heaven  is  my  witness   that  it  was  at 
the  time  a  joyous  and  sincere  renunciation  on  my 
part  !     If  any  one  had  then  told  me  that  I  could 
.  ever  have  relapsed  into  a  course  of  error,  I  should 
have  repelled  the  prophetic  insinuation  with  indig- 
nation,  with  scorn,  and  with  loathing.     And  for 
awhile  my  life  was  a  correct  one — yes,  for  a  period 
I  rose  as   high  above    every  temptation    as  you 
yourself,  Ellen,  have  ever   risen  !      Three    weeks 
have  not  as   yet  elapsed  since  I  fell  again  ;    and 
I  then,  when  once  I  had  so  fallen— when  once  the 
'  relapse  had  taken  place— I  felt  as  if   seized  with 
a  sudden   callousness    and  indiflTerence — a  despe- 
rate recklessness,   so  to  speak,  as  to  what  else  I 
might    do    or  how    much   more    deeply  I  might 
plunge  down  into  the  vortex  of  wickedness." 


Melissa  had  beea  speaking  with  a  rapid  and 
vehement  utterance  :  she  now  pauaed — the  tears 
again  started  from  her  ejes— and  having^  wiped 
them  away,  she  continued  in  the  following  man- 
ner :— 

"I  must  DOW  confess  that  of  all  the  joung 
noblemen  or  gentlemen  whom  I  have  anjwhere 
met,  I  have  entertained  a  preference  for  Lord 
Prcderick  Havenscliffe.  And  I  never  betrayed  it. 
At  ono  time  I  believed  that  he  was  paying  his  court 
to  Juliet ;  and  the  friendship  which  I  experienced 
for  her  rose  superior  to  any  feeling  of  jealousy. 
Then  everything  appeared  to  be  broken  off  in 
tlmt  quarter;  and  I  no  longer  sought  to  put  a 
curb  upon  my  feelings  nor  upon  my  imagination. 
I  thought  oftener  and  oftener  of  the  handsome 
Frederick  Bavenscliffe  :  I  indulged  in  dreams  and 
visions  of  happiness — until  I  felt  that  I  loved 
Lim  with  the  deepest  infatuation.  But  all  this 
likewise  did  I  conceal.  Thus  months  and  months 
passed  on  :  seldom  did  I  see  Lord  Frederick 
— and  when  we  did  happen  to  meet,  it  was 
merely  a  reserved  and  distant  notice  that  he  be- 
stowed upon  me.  Yet  though  my  heart  was 
wounded,  its  passion  was  not  cooled  :  the 
Aame  which  burnt  within  lost  none  of  its  in- 
tensity. Eut  I  am  expanding  this  narrative  of 
mine  to  too  great  a  length:  I  will  therefore  at 
once  approach  the  incidents  which  relate  more 
particularly  to  yourself.  You  remember,  Ellen, 
that  scene  in  the  Green  Room  which  occurred  be- 
tween two  and  three  weeks  ago,— how  Lord  Frede- 
rick and  Colonel  Bellow  suddenly  made  their 
appearance,  heated  with  wine — and  how  hia  lord- 
ship insulted  Juliet.  I  afterwards  spoke  strongly 
of  the  matter, — not  merely  to  conceal  the  real 
state  of  my  own  feelings,  but  likewise  because  the 
demon  of  jealousy  had  suddenly  risen  up  in  my 
heart,  and  I  felt  that  even  from  the  evidence  of 
8uch  an  incident  Lord  Frederick  thought  infinitely 
more  of  Juliet  than  he  did  of  me.  On  the  fol- 
lowing day  I  was  proceeding  to  the  theatre  at 
about  noon,  to  practise  with  the  ballet-master, 
when  I  suddenly  encountered  Lord  Frederick. 
He  stopped  me— he  spoke  with  a  friendly  fami- 
liarity that  be  had  never  before  adopted  towards 
me — and  he  inquired  what  the  Iformaus  had  said 
in  respect  to  the  adventure  of  the  preceding  even- 
ing ?  I  told  him  how  indignant  they  were.  Me- 
thought  that  he  smiled  in  a  peculiar  manner,  but 
I  could  not  comprehend  what  was  passing  in  his 
mind.  He  retained  me  in  conversation ;  and  I 
confess  that  I  was  in  no  hurry  to  leave  him — for 
my  heart  was  bounding  with  happiness.  He 
gradually  began  to  contemplate  me  with  attention  : 
admiration  grew  up  in  his  looks  :  he  paid  me  com- 
pliments— he  asked  permission  to  call  upon  me — 
and  I  assented.  He  came  to  my  lodgings;  and 
then,  Ellen— then  I  fell  from  the  path  of  virtue 
which  for  a  period  I  had  been  pursuing." 

Again  Melissa  paused  :  her  cheeks  were  suffused 
in  blushes— the  tears  were  trickling  from  her  eyes. 
At  length  she  continued  her  narrative  in  the  en- 
suing strain  :  — 

"  I  have  already  told  you  that  when  once  I  had 
thus  relapsed,  I  stifled  all  the  whisperings  of  con- 
science— I  strove  to  harden  myself — to  surround  my 
heart,  as  it  were,  with  the  defence- works  of  cal- 
lousness,  recklessness,  and  indifference.  I  became 
Tiord  Frederick's  mistress.     Then  one  day  I  called 


upon  you.  Ob,  fatal  day  ! — it  was  the  one  oa 
which  you  received  the  overture  from  the  Marquis 
of  Tynedale.  When  you  showed  mo  the  letter  and 
its  tempting  enclosure,  I  could  not  help  thinking 
that  if  such  an  overture  had  been  addressed  to  me, 
I  should  gladly  have  accepted  it.  The  sum  ap- 
peared enormous  in  my  eyes.  Satan  whispered  in 
my  ear;  and  without  having  positively  deter- 
mined to  consummate  the  great  wickedness  that 
was  thus  suggested  to  my  mind,  I  offered  to  be- 
come the  bearer  of  the  packet  to  Lord  Tynedale. 
But  at  the  moment  when  you  so  readily  and  so 
trustingly  consigned  it  to  my  keeping,  I  could 
hardly  restrain  myself  from  fulling  at  your  feet 
and  confessing  that  I  already  felt  myself  un- 
wortiiy  of  so  much  confidence.  But  my  evil 
genius  prevailed — and  I  departed  with  the  packet. 
As  I  returned  to  my  lodgings,  the  desire  to  be- 
come suddenly  enriched  grew  stronger  and  stronger 
in  my  mind;  and  yet  I  hesitated  to  plunge  all  at 
once  into  the  vortex.  Knowing  nothing  of  the 
nature  of  cheques,  I  dreaded  lest  if  I  were  to  self- 
appropriate  the  one  which  that  packet  contained, 
1  might,  through  some  ignorance  or  indiscretion 
in  the  mode  of  presenting  it,  betray  my  guilt  and 
draw  down  its  most  terrible  consequences  upon  my 
head.  It  is  true  that  Lord  Tynedale's  letter  itself 
intimated  that  payment  would  be  prompt  and 
without  questioning  at  the  bank :  but  stiil,  as 
guilty  desires  invariably  suggest  apprehensions—- 
many  of  which  may  however  be  really  groundless 
— I  trembled  to  incur  what  to  me  appeared  a  tre- 
mendous risk.  I  aat  down  in  this  room  with  the 
packet  before  me,  pondering  and  hesitating  — 
wavering  and  uncertain.  Lord  Frederick  entered 
at  the  time.  He  had  promised  to  bring  me  some 
money ;  and  he  at  once  began  to  complain  bitterly 
of  disappointments  which  he  had  experienced — of 
the  increasing  meanness  of  his  father — and  of  the 
embarrassments  in  which  he  found  himself  for  the 
want  of  a  few  hundreds  of  pounds.  It  seemed, 
Ellen,  as  if  Satan  had  sent  him  there  at  that  mo- 
ment and  had  put  this  discourse  between  his  lips, 
in  order  to  combine  and  strengthen  all  the  in- 
fluences which  were  impelling  me  towards  the 
vortex  of  crime.  To  be  brief,  I  let  a  few  words 
drop— Frederick  caught  at  them — I  strove  to 
evade  his  queries — but  he  pressed  me— he  fol- 
lowed up  every  fresh  admission  which  in  the  ex- 
cited state  of  my  feelings  I  unguardedly  made— 
until  he  wormed  out  of  me  the  entire  secret. 
Then  Satan,  who  had  been  hitherto  tempting  me 
unseen,  entered  into  the  shape  of  Lord  Frederick 
Bavenscliffe— and  the  infernal  plot  was  devised. 
You  shudder,  Ellen " 

"  Proceed,  proceed,  Melissa !"  I  exclaimed. 
"  Tell  me  all  the  rest !" 

"  I  will,  I  will !"  she  responded  :  "  frankly  will 
I  unbosom  myself!  But  Ob!  now  how  terribly 
are  your  feelings  to  be  wounded — is  your  modesty 
to  be  shocked !  Your  pure  nature,  Ellen,  will 
revolt  in  horror  and  loathing  at  the  foulness  of 
the  deed " 

"  Continue,"  I  said ;  "  it  is  a  tale  that  I  must 
hear !" 

"  The  packet  was  opened,"  proceeded  Melissa  ; 
"  an  answer  was  penned  in  your  name  to  Lord 
Tynedale — it  was  I  who  wrote  it.  Would  that 
ray  hand  had  been  suddenly  palsied !  would  that 
lightnings  had  seared  my  eyes!     But  no  !— it  was 


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destined  that  the  crime  should  be  consummated  ; 
and  it  was !  The  letter — the  odious  letter  which 
I  penned  in  your  name— accepted  the  overture  of 
the  Marquis  to  a  certain  extent  and  on  certain 
express  conditions.  You  were  made  to  say  that 
you  would  not  become  his  mistress,  to  be  perma- 
nently pensioned  by  him — but  that  you  would 
surrender  yourself  to  his  arms " 

"  Good  Grod !"  I  murmured,  my  frame  literally 
writhing  with  torture  as  I  listened  to  the  horrible, 
shocking  narrative. 

"  Ah !  no  wonder,"  cried  Melissa,  "  that  you  are 
thus  moved !  £ut  for  heaven's  sake  let  me  make 
an  end  of  the  narrative  of  that  foul  transaction. 
In  the  letter  which  I  penned  in  your  name,  you 
w'ere  made  to  state  that  you  would  that  same 
evening  at  ten  o'clock  visit  his  lordship  at  Tyne. 
dale  Lodge— that  you  were  to  be  admitted  thither 
under  all  possible  circumstances  of  secrecy— and 
that  there  were  yet  other  conditions  which  you 
would  subsequently  have  to  enjoin.  To  that  com- 
munication the  Marquis  was  to  send  a  reply  ad- 
dressed to  you  under  cover  to  a  friend  of  your's, 
as  you  did  not  wish  to  receive  any  secret  corre- 
spondence at  Mr.  Norman's  house  in  Hunter 
Street.  Need  I  add  that  my  own  name  and  the 
address  of  this  house  were  given  as  the  alleged 
means  of  ensuring  the  privacy  of  your  communi- 
cations with  the  Marquis?  He  lost  no  time  in 
sending  his  answer, — which  was  anxiously  awaited 
by  Lord  Frederick  and  myself.  We  opened  it. 
Its  language  was  that  of  rapturous  joy  and  pas- 
sion: one  might  have  thought  that  it  had  been 
penned  by  an  ardent  youth  of  less  than  half  that 
nobleman's  age.  It  agreed  to  everything  you 
might  choose  to  stipulate— it  proclaimed  his  readi- 
ness to  obey  your  will  in  all  things.  Then  the 
plot — that  vile  iniquitous  plot— proceeded ;  and  I 
—wretch  that  I  was ! — carried  it  out  to  the  end. 
Deeply  veiled — veiled  so  closely  indeed  that  it 
was  impossible  for  even  the  keenest  eye  to  dis- 
cern my  features  through  that  thrice-folded  veil 
—I  presented  myself  at  Tynedale  Lodge.  I 
was  at  once  conducted  to  the  Marquis,  who  re- 
ceived me  in  an  apartment  communicating  with  a 
chamber.  I  murmured  some  words  to  the  effect 
that  not  for  worlds  could  I  reveal  my  blushes  and 
my  confusion ;  and  he  in  his  infatuation  was  ready 
to  believe  anything  or  everything.  We  imme- 
diately retired  together— and  I  at  once  extin- 
guished the  lights  in  the  chamber,— locking  the 
door  likewise,  and  securing  the  key.  At  a  very 
early  hour  in  the  morning,  before  the  faintest 
glimmer  of  daylight  could  penetrate  between  the 
well-closed  curtains,  I  prepared  to  leave  him.  I 
then  explained  the  conditions  to  which  I  had 
alluded  in  the  letter  as  those  yet  remaining  to  be 
stipulated.  I  enjoined  him  never  to  accost  me 
either  in  private  or  in  public— never  to  come  near 
me — never  to  write  to  me — never,  if  he  visited  the 
theatre,  to  fling  a  significant  look  upon  me.  But 
in  order  that  he  might  adhere  to  these  conditions, 
I  skilfully  interwove  a  hint  that  the  faithful  ob- 
servance of  them  constituted  his  only  hope  of 
meeting  me  again  at  some  future  period,  when 
perhaps  I  might  consent  to  become  his  mistress 
altogether.  I  was  speaking  as  if  it  were  you, 
Ellen,  that  was  thus  addressing  him  :  I  simulated 
your  Voice  to  the  best  of  my  ability  ;  and  in  the 
depth  of  his  infatuation  he  was  completely  de. 


ceived.  Then  I  abruptly  left  him  ;  and,  again 
closely  veiled,  issued  unobserved  from  the  house." 
All  the  latter  portion  of  Melissa's  narrative  had 
been  broken  by  frequent  self-upbraidings  and 
vehemently  ejaculated  self-reproaches.  But  these 
I  have  omitted,— preferring  to  give  the  tale  as 
continuous  a  flow  as  possible.  I  can  scarcely  de- 
scribe the  feelings  with  which  I  listened  to  it,— 
my  blood  at  one  moment  running  like  molten  lead 
in  my  veins — then  suddenly  stagnating,— and  my 
frame  trembling  and  quivering  and  shivering,  or 
else  having  a  sensation  as  if  I  were  writhing  in 
the  burning  profundities  of  a  volcano.  For  it  was 
fearful  and  shocking,  hideous  and  horrifying,  to 
listen  to  all  those  details  of  consummate  villany, 
— a  villany  which  made  Melissa  seem  in  my  eyes 
a  very  demoness  in  female  shape— a  poisonous 
reptile  clothed  in  so  fair  a  skin ! 


CHAPTEE  LIV. 

IHE   PAETX  AT  THE  THEATEB. 

Yet  if  such  were  the  feelings  which  I  experienced 
— if  such  were  my  emotions  and  such  my  sensa- 
tions—it is  but  fair  to  admit  that  Melissa  Harri- 
son displayed  the  utmost  contrition  and  remorse 
for  the  foul  atrocity  of  which  she  had  been  guilty. 
After  an  interval  of  silence — during  which  she  sat 
before  me,  the  image  of  wretchedness  and  despair 
—she  suddenly  burst  forth  into  the  most  pas- 
sionate lamentations — the  most  vehement  self- 
upbraidings.  I  had  however  at  the  moment  so 
little  commiseration  for  her— I  held  her  in  such 
deep  disgust  and  in  such  strong  abhorrence— that 
I  should  have  suffered  her  to  rave  on,  were  it  not 
that  I  was  fearful  the  other  inmates  of  the  house 
would  be  alarmed.  I  accordingly  bade  her  be 
silent,  sit  down,  and  listen  to  me. 

"You  have  perpetrated  a  wickedness,"  I  said, 
"which  is  without  a  parallel  in  the  history  of 
womankind.  I  can  possibly  understand,  from  all 
that  I  have  heard,  read,  and  seen  passing  aroiiad 
me,  that  a  female  may  sacrifice  her  own  reputa- 
tion in  order  to  gratify  some  particular  passion. 
But  that  she  should  deliberately,  wilfully,  and 
wantonly  sacrifice  the  good  name  of  another  of 
her  own  sex,  is  an  unheard  of  turpitude.  You 
cannot  wonder  that  I  speak  strongly :  the  wonder 
would  be  if  I  did  not.  But  still,  Melissa,  I  am 
not  inclined  to  fly  from  my  word.  I  promised  to 
shield  you  from  the  wrath  of  Lord  Tynedale  to 
that  extent  which  is  compatible  with  the  vindica- 
tion of  my  own  outraged  fame ;  and  I  will  hold 
to  my  pledge.  But  you  will  at  once  answer  me  a 
few  questions." 

Melissa  had  been  weeping  bitterly  while  I  thus 
addressed  her;  and  she  now  tremulously  mur- 
mured, "Ask  me  what  you  will,  Ellen— rest  as- 
sured that  I  shall  reply  truthfully  and  frankly." 

"I  presume,"  I  said,  "that  you  perpetrated 
this  infamous  crime  in  order  that  the  Marqui*  of 
Tynedale  should  fie  satisfied  by  the  way  in  which 
he  had  disposed  of  so  large  a  sum  of  money  ?" 

"  Yes  —  such  was  my  motive,"  responded 
Melissa :  "  such  was  the  nature  of  the  plot 
suggested  by  Lord  Frederick  and  executed  by 
myself." 


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"  And  at  the  theatre,"  I  continued,  "  the  other 
night,  when  you  with  eo  much  seeming  frankness 
recommended  me  to  burn  unopened  any  letters 
which  his  lordship  might  direct  to  me,  —  you 
feared  that  if  he  did  chance  to  write,  he  might 
perhaps  address  his  correspondence  to  Hunter 
Street  instead  of  under  cover  to  yourself  as  my 
supposed  friend  ?" 

"  Yes— there  again  you  have  rightly  fathomed 
my  motive,"  rejoined  Melissa. 

"Now  answer  me  another  question,"  I  said. 
"  Has  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  ever  spoken 
I  mean  has  he  ever  dared  to  speak  disre- 
spectfully of  Juliet  Norman  ?" 

"  Never,"  answered  Melissa.  "  Her  name  has 
not  been  mentioned,  unless  very  casually,  since 
the  day  when  he  met  me  in  the  street  and  in- 
quired how  the  Normans  treated  the  occurrence 
at  the  theatre,  when  himself  and  Colonel  Bellew 
made  their  appearance  in  the  Green  Eoom." 

"And  now  tell  me,  Melissa,"  I  said,  "what 
were  your  plans  ? — what  happiness  did  you  hope 
to  derive  from  the  possession  of  so  much  money 
eo  iniquitously  obtained  ?" 

"There  are  several  particulars  which  I  have  yet 
to  give  you,"  answered  Melissa.  "  Lord  Frederick 
represented  to  me  at  the  time  that  it  was  very 
fortunate  I  had  spoken  to  him  about  the  cheque, 
as  there  were  always  certain  formalities  to  be  ful- 
filled at  a  banking-house  notwithstanding  that  the 
draft  might  be  simply  made  payable  to  the  bearer, 
and  though  previous  advice  had  been  given  by  the 
individual  who  drew  it," 

"  In  this  he  utterly  deceived  you,  Melissa,"  I 
replied  ;  "  for  there  are  no  formalities  whatever 
in  such  a  case :  the  act  of  presentation  is  simple, 
9nd  the  draft  is  paid  upon  the  spot.  But  doubt- 
less he  had  his  own  purposes  to  serve — he  was 
desirous  that  he  himself  should  obtain  possession 
of  the  cheque— and  perhaps  he  has  retained  the 
greater  portion  of  the  money  ?" 

"  He  said  that  he  had  better  keep  the  bulk  of 
it,"  rejoined  Melissa:  "but  he  gave  me  five  hun- 
dred pounds  to  hold  in  my  own  possession.  He 
bade  me  continue  my  avocation  at  the  theatre  for 
a  little  while — to  avoid  making  any  sudden  change 
in  my  appearance  as  regards  dress — and  to  live 
quietly  and  unostentatiously  as  before,  so  that  by 
such  a  line  of  conduct  no  suspicion  might  be  ex- 
cited. But  it  was  arranged  between  us  that  in 
two  or  three  weeks  we  should  depart  for  the  Con- 
tinent together ;  and  as  our  purse  would  be  in 
common,  I  had  no  ejection  that  be  should  retain 
the  bulk  of  the  money." 

"  And  did  it  never  strike  you,  Melissa,"  I  asked, 
"  that  he  might  be  grossly  deceiving  you  the  whole 
time — that  he  meant  to  squander  upon  his  own 
pleasures  the  riches  you  had  earned  by  the  infamy 
of  infamies,- infamy  in  your  own  person  and  in- 
famy towards  myself !  Did  it  never  occur  to  you, 
I  ask,  that  in  a  short  while  he  would  throw  you 
off— that  he  would  abandon  you— and  that  you 
would  see  no  more  of  the  wealth  you  had  entrusted 
to  his  keeping  ?" 

"If  I  thought  him  capable  of  such  villany," 
exclaimed  Melissa,  her  eyes  flashing  and  her 
bosom  swelling,  "  I  would " 

"  How  can  you  speak  thus  ?"  I  asked,  almost 
with  indignation :  "  how  can  you  throw  out  a 
doubt  relative  to  bis  capability  of  such  conduct. 


when  you  have  told  me  that  it  was  he  himself 
who  suggested  the  fiendish  plot  by  which  tho 
gold  was  obtained  and  my  good  name  was  sacri- 
ficed ?" 

"  Alas,  all  this  is  but  too  true !"  murmured  Me- 
lissa Harrison,  with  deepest  mournfulness  and 
with  a  look  of  the  most  abject  shame. 

"  And  now  tell  me,"  I  said,  "  how  much  you 
have  remaining  of  the  five  hundred  pounds  which 
he  entrusted  to  your  keeping  ?" 

"  I  have  it  all,"  rejoined  Melissa,  "with  the  ex- 
ception of  some  five-and- twenty  or  thirty  pounds 
which  I  have  spent,  the  greater  portion  in  those 
pieces  for  dresses,  which  were  to  be  got  in  rea'li- 
ness  for  our  intended  trip  to  the  Continent.  But 
here  is  the  money  ;  and  Oh  !  for  God's  sake  tako 
it  !     I  shall  feel  happier  when  it  is  gone  !" 

"  Yes — I  shall  take  it,"  I  answered ;  "  and  to 
deprive  you  of  it,  even  to  the  uttermost  farthing, 
is  an  act  of  justice,  imperative  and  retributive, 
under  the  cirumstances." 

Melissa  had  in  the  meanwhile  opened  a  writing- 
desk  ; — and  thence  she  took  forth  a  quantity  oc 
notes  and  gold.  On  hastily  counting  the  sum,  I 
found  that  it  corresponded  pretty  accurately  with 
the  statement  which  she  had  previously  made  in 
respect  to  the  amount  that  remained  to  her  j — and 
I  took  possession  of  it. 

"Now,  Melissa,"  I  said,  "you  must  afc  once 
accompany  me  to  Kensington." 

"  Ob,  my  God  \"  she  cried,  clasping  her  hands 
in  anguish  :  "  if  the  angry  Marquis  were  to  give 
me  into  custody  !     Alas,  my  poor  child " 

"  You  should  have  thought  of  all  these  risks  and 
dangers,"  I  said,  "  before  you  entered  upon  your 
nefarious  proceedings.  But  it  is  not  likely,  for  his 
own  sake,  that  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  will  court 
exposure,  or  take  any  step  calculated  to  give  pub- 
licity to  an  occurrence  that  would  only  cover  him  • 
self  with  ridicule  and  shame.  Besides,  I  have 
promised  to  shield  you  to  the  utmost  of  my  power; 
and  I  will  even  condescend  to  intercede  for  you. 
But  you  must  come  at  once  !  It  is  only  half-past 
six,"  I  continued,  consulting  my  watch  ;  "  and  you 
will  be  in  time  to  return  for  the  ballet 'if  in- 
deed you  have  strength  and  spirit  for  appearing  on 
the  stage  to- night." 

"  It  is  my  duty  to  obey  you  in  all  things,"  an- 
swered Melissa ;  "  and  I  will  accompany  you. 
But  for  God's  sake  save  me  from  exposure,  dis- 
grace, and  punishment !" 

In  a  few  minutes  we  issued  forth  together  from 
the  house  :  we  entered  a  cab,  and  we  proceeded  to 
Kensington.  Not  a  word  was  spoken  during  the 
hour  occupied  by  the  drive.  I  could  not  give 
utterance  to  any  casual  remark  that  might  seem 
to  be  of  a  friendly  or  familiar  character ;  and  I 
had  nothing  more  to  say  for  the  present  in  re- 
spect to  the  hideous  transaction  that  had  been  so 
fully  developed  to  my  knowledge.  I  hated  the 
companionship  of  Melissa  :  I  loathed  her  contact : 
I  regarded  her  as  a  prodigy  of  ingratitude,  deceit, 
and  wickedness,  notwithstanding  all  the  contritiou 
she  had  displayed.  My  feelings  were  still  too 
acutely  chafed  to  permit  me  to  regard  her  in  a 
more  charitable,  merciful,  and  forgiving  light. 
What  her  feelings  must  have  been,  I  could  only 
conjecture,  and  must  therefore  leave  the  reader  to 
I  imagine. 
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inquiry  that  the  Marquis  was  at  home.  Without 
sending  in  any  name,  I  desired  an  immediate  in- 
terview with  him ;  and  a  footman  speedily  ushered 
Melissa  and  myself  to  the  handsomely  furnished 
drawing-room,  where  his  lordship  joined  us  in  the 
course  of  a  few  minutes.  He  evidently  expected 
not  whom  he  was  to  see  ;  for  the  instant  I  raised 
my  veil  he  started  with  visible  surprise  and  de- 
light ;  and  then  his  eyes  settled  upon  Melissa. 
She  also  raised  her  veil  on  a  sign  that  I  made  her 
to  this  efifect :  she  was  deadly  pale,  and  so  terribly 
agitated  that  she  could  not  rise  from  her  seat 
when  the  Marquis  entered  the  room.  He  was 
about  to  address  me  with  a  bland  smile  and  a 
tender  look,  when  I  at  once  exclaimed,  "  My  lord,  I 
am  here  for  a  motive  very  different  from  that  which 
you  can  possibly  imagine.  A  stupendous  fraud 
has  been  perpetrated  upon  you ;  and  were  it  not 
that  for  my  reputation's  sake  I  am  bold,  I 
should  blush  and  sink  down  to  the  earth  with 
shame  at  thus  finding  myself  compelled  to  breathe 
a  single  syllable  in  allusion  to  such  profligacy- 
such  infamy.  But  here  is  the  female  who  visited 
you  the  other  night ! — this  is  Melissa  Harrison, 
the  pretended  friend  who  received  your  lordship's 
letter  which  was  addressed  to  myself — that  letter 
in  which  you  agreed  to  the  stipulations  she  laid 
down !  Here  too  is  a  portion  of  the  money  for 
which  she  committed  the  foul  crime.  The  re- 
mainder was  kept  possession  of  by  her  paramour, 
who  was  also  her  accomplice.  I  hope  to  recover 
at  least  a  portion  of  that  sum  for  your  lordship ; 
and  if  it  be  necessary  I  shall  unhesitatingly  pro- 
claim  his  name — though  for  the  present  I  think 
fit  to  conceal  it." 

It  was  in  the  midst  of  this  speech  that  I  tossed 
upon  the  table  the  gold  and  bank-notes  I  had  re- 
ceived  from  Melissa  Harrison;  and  the  speech 
itself  produced  an  almost  overwhelming  effect 
upon  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale.  Surprise  was 
quickly  heightened  into  astonishment — astonish- 
ment was  succeeded  by  consternation — conster- 
nation gave  place  to  the  excitement  of  rage — and 
rushing  towards  Melissa,  he  demanded  in  a  hoarse 
voice,  "Is  this  true,  young  woman  ?— is  it  true  ?" 

"  For  God's  sake  spare  me  !"  she  cried,  falling 
upon  hev  knees  and  stretching  forth  her  clasped 
bands  in  anguished  entreaty  to  the  Marquis. 

"  Then  it  is  true  !"  he  ejaculated,  smiting  him- 
self furiously  upon  the  chest.  "  To  be  sure !  I 
should  have  suspected  it!  Fool,  dolt  that  I  have 
been!  Those  minute  precautions  — that  thickly 
folded  veil — darkness — the  stipulations— -and 
then   that  interview  which  I  had   to-day  in  the 

Park  with  you,  Miss  TraSord all  these  things 

should  have  opened  my  eyes,  if  infatuated  folly 
had  not  rendered  me  blind !  Yes,  it  is  but  too 
true  !— and  I  have  been  the  veriest  dupe,  the 
most  besotted  idiot  the  sun  ever  shone  upon !" 

"If  your  lordship's  own  conduct  were  other- 
wise," I  said,  "it  would  not  have  rendered  you 
thus  liable  to  deception  and  plunder." 

"  By  heaven  !"  he  ejaculated,  his  whole  form 
quivering  with  rage,  "  it  is  enough  to  drive  one 
mad!     But  I  will  be  revenged  !" 

He  was  rushing  towards  the  door — a  cry  rang 
from  Melissa's  lips— and  I,  laying  my  hand  upon 
the  arm  of  the  Marquis,  said  emphatically,  "  lie- 
member,  my  lord,  that  in  order  to  punish  this 
sinful  young  woman  you  must  expose  yourself ! 


It  is  for  you  to  judge  whether  you  will  dare  the 
ridicule  of  your  friends,  the  scorn  of  the  world, 
the  indignation  of  the  good,  and  the  contempt  of 
those  who  are  as  bad  as  you  are." 

He  was  visibly  struck  by  my  observations ;  and 
turning  away  from  the  door,  ho  surveyed  Melissa 
Harrison  long  and  attentively.  She  had  started 
up  from  her  kneeling  posture  when  she  gave  vent 
to  that  scream  at  the  dread  lest  he  intended  to 
summon  the  officers  of  justice  to  take  her  into 
custody  :  and  she  was  now  standing,  the  picture 
of  distress,  with  her  hands  clasped. 

"  You  have  spoken  truly.  Miss  Trafford,"  said 
the  Marquis,  at  length  breaking  silence— and  he 
now  spoke  in  a  far  gentler  voice  than  before  : 
"  there  must  be  no  exposure  !" 

"  And  you  are  now  to  learn,"  I  continued, 
"  how  it  happened  that  this  erring  young  woman 
was  enabled  to  practice  the  deceit.  She  called 
upon  me  a  few  minutes  after  1  received  your 
letter  containing  the  cheque.  I  showed  her  both 
—for  I  believed  that  she  was  my  friend— I  be- 
lieved likewise  that  she  was  well- principled.  I 
enclosed  that  letter  and  that  cheque  in  a  blank 
envelope,  to  be  returned  to  you — Melissa  Harrison 
undertook  to  deliver  the  packet  your  lordship 
may  imagine  all  the  rest." 

Having  thus  spoken,  I  bowed  coldly  and  dis> 
tantly  to  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale,  and  moved 
towards  the  door.  Melissa  followed  me:  but  the 
Marquis  detained  her  for  a  moment  while  he  whis- 
pered something  in  her  ear :  and  then  she  was 
close  behind  me  again.  We  both  of  us  drew  dowa 
our  veils  as  we  issued  from  the  house  and  took 
our  seats  in  the  cab.  The  driver  asked  where  he 
was  to  take  us?— and  I  bade  him  return  into 
London,  telling  him  that  I  could  presently  pull  the 
check-string  to  give  him  additional  orders — for  I 
was  uncertain  at  the  moment  in  respect  to  the 
course  which  I  should  next  pursue.  I  could  not 
trust  Melissa,  notwithstanding  all  the  contrition 
she  had  displayed  and  the  terrorism  which  on  ac- 
count of  her  crime  I  was  enabled  to  exercise  over 
her ;  and  I  feared  that  if  I  lost  sight  of  her  before 
all  my  objects  were  fully  carried  out,  she  might 
give  a  speedy  warning  to  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe,  and  he  might  rush  off  to  the  Continent 
with  the  intention  of  remaining  there  until  the 
storm  should  have  blown  over. 

"Melissa,"  I  said,  after  some  few  minutes  of 
reflection,  "  it  is  perhaps  useless  for  me  to  inquire 
what  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  whispered  in  your 
ear  at  the  instant  you  were  following  me  from  the 
drawing-room—" 

"What  I"  she  exclaimed,  "you  think  that  I  will 
not  tell  you  ?  Oh  !  rest  assured  that  I  mean  to  deal 
truthfully  with  i/ou  at  least,  in  all  things,  as  the 
only  means  of  showing  my  deep  contrition  for  the 
crime  of  which  I  have  been  guilty!" 

"It  is  through  no  mere  idle  feeling  of  curiosity," 
I  said,  "that  I  seek  to  learn  what  his  lordship 
may  have  whispered  to  you :  but  if  it  regard 
myself,  I  am  justified  under  all  circumstances  in 
asking  to  be  made  acquainted  with  it." 

"  It  was  simply  a  request,"  responded  Melissa, 
in  a  low  tone,  "  that  I  would  call  upon  him  to- 
morrow." 

I  made  no  comment  upon  this  explanation — it 
evidently  regarded  me  not  at  all :  but  1  fancied 
that  I  could  fathom  his  lordship's  design.     Indeed 


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,  fh       I 


toy  belief  was  that  after  ho  had  so  attentively  con- 
templated Melissa,  he  found  that  she  was  to  his 
taste — that  she  was  handsome  and  well-formed — 
and  that  her  person  was  attractive, —  so  that  he 
purposed  to  make  her  his  mistress.  But  averting 
my  thoughts  from  that  point— which  was  suffi- 
ciently  obnoxious  to  my  feelings  and  repulsive  to 
my  delicacy — I  again  reflected  on  the  course  which 
I  should  pursue  in  reference  to  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe.  At  length  I  said,  "  Melissa,  when 
are  you  next  to  see  that  young  nobleman  who  has 
been  your  accomplice  in  this  lamentable  trans- 
action." 

"He  will  be  at  the  theatre  this  evening,"  she 
answered:  "he  told  me  that  he  was  to  escort  a 
party  of  ladies;  and  I  know  that  he  has  engaged 
a  box." 

"Then  we  will  repair  to  the   theatre,"  I  said, 
"  Is  it  your  intention  to  dance  this  evening  ?" 
No.  40.— Ellbn  Perct. 


"  If  1  go  to  the  theatre,  I  must  dance,"  re- 
sponded Melissa.  "  What  excuse  could  I  possibly 
make  for  declining  to  appear  in  the  ballet?  Be- 
sides, I  dare  not  risk  the  loss  of  my  engagement — 
I  have  now  nothing  but  that  to  depend  upon  \" 

I  could  not  help  thinking  that  there  was  in- 
sincerity in  Melissa's  mind  as  she  made  these 
observations,  and  that  she  was  most  anxious  to 
get  to  the  theatre.  Under  this  impression  I  sus- 
pected that  she  would  really  seek  an  opportunity 
to  transmit  a  warning  word  to  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe ;  and  I  was  therefore  resolved  to  lose 
no  time  in  adopting  summary  measures  with  that 
young  nobleman.  I  knew  that  it  was  of  no  use 
to  remonstrate  with  Melissa  against  any  intention 
that  she  might  harbour  of  warning  Lord  Frederick 
of  the  impending  storm :  for  if  she  were  resolved 
upon  such  a  course,  she  would  be  certain  to  carry 
it  out  despite  any  promise  that  she  might  give  to 


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tbo  contrary.  I  Lad  a  difficult  part  to  play  ;  for 
if  Lord  Frederick  should  flee  from  London,  all  my 
plans  would  be  baffled  and  frustrated. 

It  was  thus  that  I  continued  to  reason  within 
myself;  and  I'.aving  determined  how  to  act,  I 
pulled  the  check-string  and  ordered  the  cabman  to 
drive  to  the  theatre.  It  was  now  close  upon  nine 
o'clock,  an(J  the  performances  had  thereforo  com- 
meuceJ  soma  time  previously.  On  arriving  at  the 
theatre— where,  be  it  observed,  I  had  not  to  per- 
form on  this  particular  evening  —  I  repaired 
straight  to  my  own  dressing-room,  and  hastily 
penned  a  note  to  my  father;  for  I  had  arranged 
with  him,  ere  we  separated  in  the  Park,  how  I 
might  be  enabled  to  see  him  again  at  any  moment 
during  the  remainder  of  the  day,  if  circumstances 
should  necessitate  any  additional  communication 
between  us.  Having  scaled  and  addressed  the 
note  to  Mr.  Forsyth— which  was  the  name  he  had 
now  adopted— I  lost  not  a  moment  in  despatching 
it  by  one  of  the  underlings  of  the  theatre  to  a 
coffee-house  near  Hunter  Street,  where  my  father 
was  to  bo  found.  Having  taken  this  step,  I  nest 
ascertained  which  bos  Lord  Frederick  Raveusclitfo 
Lad  secured  for  his  party  of  ladies;  and  I  went 
and  took  my  seat  in  one  of  the  stage-boses,  which 
was  always  at  my  disposal,  and  where  I  could 
obtain  a  view  of  the  one  occupied  by  the  young 
nobleman  and  his  friends.  I  could  not  possibly 
continue  to  keep  a  close  watch  on  Melissa  Harri- 
son's proceedings ;  for  as  she  dressed  in  the  same 
room  with  several  other  ballet-dancers,  it  would 
Lave  looked  exceedingly  strange  if  I  had  followed 
her  thither.  I  therefore  took  such  precautions  as 
were  within  the  limit  of  my  power;  and  I  was 
compelled  to  leave  something  to  the  chapter  of 
accidents. 

There  were  six  ladies  in  tbo  bos  which  Lord 
Trederiok  Eivenseliffe  had  engaged;  and  he  him- 
self was  present  with  them.  They  were  all  young; 
and  one  of  them— to  whom  he  evidently  paid  the 
greatest  attention — was  sweetly  beautiful.  She 
formed  as  it  were  the  centre  of  the  group  :  she  was 
dressed  with  simplicity,  but  in  a  manner  that  ad- 
ruirably  became  her  modest,  delicate,  and  un- 
assuming loveliness.  She  bad  light  hair ;  and  the 
espression  of  her  countecanca  was  replete  with 
goodness  and  innocence.  Being  myself  unseen  in 
the  stage-bos  to  which  I  had  retii-ed,  I  was  enabled 
to  watch  the  group  to  which  lam  alluding;  and  I 
speedily  beheld  certain  little  manifestations  on  the 
young  nobleman's  part  which  led  me  to  suspect 
that  ho  was  paying  his  court  to  the  interesting 
young  lady.  If  it  were  so,  I  experienced  much 
commiseration  for  her  in  case  her  heart  should 
have  become  engaged  to  that  profligate  patrieiau  : 
but  on  the  other  hand,  I  was  well  pleased  to  think 
that  I  possessed  the  means  of  preventing  an  al- 
liance which,  if  solemnized,  could  only  result  in 
the  unhappiness  of  that  interesting  creature. 
Seven  months  had  now  elapsed  since  his  contem- 
plated union  with  Lady  Cecilia  Urban  was  broken 
off  in  the  manner  which  I  have  described  in  a 
previous  chapter;  and  there  had  consequently 
been  plenty  of  time  for  Lord  Frederick  to  discover 
some  other  heiress  whose  purse  would  be  most 
useful  to  one  of  his  extravagant  habits. 

JuUot  Norman,  who  knew  that  I  was  at  the 
tlieatre,  presently  joined  me  for  a  few  minutes  in 
the  private  box ;    and  as  she  glanced  towards  that 


other  box  which  I  had  been  watching,  she  said 
with  a  bitter  expression  of  countenance,  "  That 
traitor! — he  has  not  even  the  delicacy,  under 
existing  circumstances,  to  remain  away  from  a 
place  where  he  knows  that  I  cannot  fail  to  observe 
his  proceedings!" 

I  made  no  answer;  and  Juliet  went  on  to  say, 
"  You  see  that  he  is  paying  marked  attention  to 
Felicia  Gower  ?" 

'•  Is  that  the  name  of  the  young  lady  with  the 
light  hair  and  who  has  a  bDuquet  in  her  hand  ?"  I 
inquired. 

"  Yes,"  replied  Juliet:  "I just  now  heard  her 
name  mentioned.  Her  father  is  a  rich  country 
gentleman — a  widower ;  and  she  is  an  only  child. 
She  will  inherit  a  large  fortune  at  his  death  ;  and 
no  doubt  if  she  were  to  marry,  he  would  give  her 
a  handsome  dower.  Eat  she  shall  not  be  sacri- 
ficed !" 

"No— she  shall  not,  Juliet!"  I  said  emphati- 
cally. 

"  Ah !  I  am  delighted  (o  hear  this  assurauoe 
from  your  lips!"  rejoined  Juliet.  "  It  was  you, 
dearest  Ellen,  who  prevented  his  marriage  with 
Lady  Cecilia  Urban ;  and  thoutjh  I  neve*  kuew 
the  means  which  you  adopted  to  achieve  that 
aim " 

"No  matter  what  the  meaaa  were,"  I  gaailingly 
interrupted  her;  "you  saw  that  I  succeeded  — 
and  I  think  I  may  safely  promise  you  an  eqiiidij 
signal  success  in  the  present  instance." 

Juliet  pressed  my  hand,  and  hurried  away  from 
the  box;  for  she  had  not  as  yet  commsaoed  her 
toilet  for  the  ballet.  When  she  was  gone,  I 
thought  to  myself,  as  I  glanced  towards  Lord 
Frederick  Eivenseliffe,  "  The  oonduot  of  that 
young  nobleman  is  indelicate  in  more  ways  tlian 
one.  He  brings  a  virtuous  and  innocent  youug 
lady  to  a  theatre,  where,  upon  the  same  stage, 
will  presently  appear  Juliet  the  victim  of  his  vil- 
lany,  and  Melissa  his  present  mistress !" 

At  this  moment  I  saw  the  door  of  Lord  Fre- 
derick's box  open;  and  one  of  the  box-keepers 
handed  him  a  note. 

"That  is  from  my  father !"  I  instentancously 
said  to  myself :  and  then,  as  a  thought  struck  me, 
I  musingly  added,  "No — he  can  scarcely  yet  have 
had  time  to  pen  a  note  and  to  reach  the  theatre. 
It  may  be  from  Melissa,  conveying  the  warning 
which  I  all  along  suspected  the  treacherous  crea- 
ture would  find  some  means  to  give  !  Infatuated 
must  she  be  to  care  for  one  who  pays  his  court  to 
another  almost  before  her  very  eyes  !" 

But  as  these  thoughts  ran  rapidly  through  ray 
mind,  I  still  kept  my  looks  fixed  upon  Lord  Fre- 
derick's box.  I  saw  him  take  the  note  from  the 
hand  of  the  box-keeper :  then  I  beheld  him  bend 
down  over  Miss  Gower's  chair,  behind  which  he 
was  standing  :  he  whispered  something  in  her  ear 
— he  was  no  doubt  courteously  asking  the  usual 
permission  to  open  the  note  which  had  just  been 
placed  in  his  handd.  She  looked  up  and  smiled 
with  gracious  sweetness.  Yes,  methought,  she 
assuredly  loved  him  !  Poor  girl !  what  a  dagger 
was  to  be  shortly  thrust  into  her  heart !  1  felt 
deeply  for  her. 

Lord  Frederick  opened  the  billet;  and  scarcely 
had  his  eyes  caught  sight  of  the  contents,  when  I 
behold  him  stagger  as  if  he  were  smitten  a  sudden 
blow  ;  and  the  note  drooped  from  his  hand.     It 


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fell  into  iliss  Gower's  lap ;  aad  she,  doubtless 
thinking  that  he  had  playfully  dropped  it  there  for 
her  to  reail,  instantaneously  took  it  up.  The  next 
moment  Lord  Frederick  snatched  it  from  her 
hand  :  then  the  unfortunate  Felicia  sank  back  in 
her  chair — and  all  was  immediately  coufusioa  in 
that  box,  for  she  had  fainted. 

The  incidents  which  I  have  just  described  were 
all  the  work  of  a  few  instants;  and  as  the  general 
attention  of  the  audience  was  at  the  time  riveted 
upon  the  performance  that  was  in  progress  upon 
the  stage,  I  did  not  think  it  probable  that  many 
eyes  besides  my  own  observed  all  the  minutiae  of 
that  little  scene  previous  to  the  swooning  of  Felicia 
Gower.  Then  there  was  the  usual  sensation  v.-hich 
occurs  in  a  theatre  when  any  such  incident  takes 
place  ;  and  I  heard  several  voices  in  the  pit  saying, 
"She  has  fainted  through  the  heat." 

Lord  Frederick  Baveusclilfe  sustained  her  in  his 
arms  for  a  moment  or  two,  until  her  lady-corn^ 
panions  lent  their  succour;  and  the  poor  girl  was 
borne  out  of  the  box.  I  knew  not  now  what 
course  to  adopt.  "Whether  it  were  a  note  from 
Melissa  or  from  my  father  which  had  produced 
such  an  effect  first  of  all  upon  Lord  Frederick 
himself,  and  then  upon  Felicia,  it  nevertheless  ap- 
peared quite  certain  that  the  young  nobleman  had 
become  aware  of  some  impending  storm.  Would 
he  now  endeavour  to  save  himself  by  flight .''  I 
was  for  some  moments  bewildered  how  to  act,— • 
when  I  suddenly  resolved  upon  repairing  to  the 
eutrance-hall  of  the  theatre.  Thither  I  accord- 
ingly sped;  and  just  at  that  moment  my  father 
made  his  appearance— not  ia  his  disguise,  but  in 
bis  usual  apparel. 

"  Here  is  the  note !"  he  at  once  said  as  I  ac- 
costed him.  "  Let  it  be  sent  to  Lord  Frederick !" 
"  No — it  is  useless,"  I  replied ;  for  I  was  now 
convinced  that  t!ie  billet  which  had  been  delivered 
to  the  youQg  nobleman  in  the  box  emanated  from 
Melissa.     '•'  Follow  me  quickly  !" 

I  hastily  led  the  way  up  the  grand  staircase :  I 
showed  my  father  the  passage  communicating 
with  tho  tier  of  boxes  to  which  Lord  Frederick's 
belonged;  and  I  said,  "You  will  find  him  some- 
where in  that  direction  !" 

But  scarcely  had  I  thus  spoken,  when  Lord 
Frederick  himself  was  seen  advancing,  sustaining 
Felicia  with  his  arm.  She  had  now  recovered  : 
the  other  young  ladies  were  following;  and  it  was 
evident  that  the  party  was  about  to  leave  the 
theatre.  Lord  Frederick  was  whispering  in  a  low 
and  earnest  tone  to  Miss  Gower,  who  was  as  white 
as  a  sheet  and  had  an  anxious,  dismayed,  and  be- 
wildered look.  Doubtless  her  treacherous  com- 
panion was  endeavouring  to  reassure  her  in  re- 
spect to  the  c  intents  of  the  billet,  whatever  they 
were,  which  had  produced  such  a  powerful  effect 
upon  her.  Indeed,  so  intent  was  he  on  his  earnest 
whispering  in  her  ear,  that  he  did  not  at  first 
notice  my  father,  who  was  advancing  to  meet  him 
— while  I,  with  my  veil  drawn  down  over  my 
countenance,  remained  at  a  little  distance. 

"  Ah !"  ejaculated  Lord  Frederick,  as  he  sud- 
denly caught  sight  of  mj  father's  countenance. 
"  You  here  i" 

"  Yes,  my  lord,"  replied  my  father  ;  "  and  I 
desire  immediate  speech  with  your  lordship.  Per- 
haps you  will  read  this  note:" — and  he  handed 
the  one  he  had  written  accordinfr  to  tho  instruc- 


tions contained  ia  the  letter  which  I  had  sent  off 
by  the  underline  of  the  theatre. 

'•  This  lady,"  I  said,  now  stepping  forward,  and 
alluding  to  Felicia — who,  as  well  as  her  com- 
panions, was  eviJently  astonished  at  the  inci- 
dent that  was  transpiring, — "  has  just  been  seized 
with  indisposition  in  the  theatre ;  and  perhaps  it 
will  be  better  for  his  lordship  to  escort  her  to  her 
carriage  before  he  reads  that  note." 

"Y'es,  yes — I  will  do  so!"  exclaimed  tho  young 
nobleman,  who  had  started  with  terror  and  sur- 
prise on  recognising  me,  while  his  whole  appear- 
ance was  that  of  a  person  who  felt  as  if  he  were 
standing  on  the  very  brink  of  perdition. 

He  hurried  Felicia  away,— the  other  young 
ladies  closely  following  ;  while  my  father  and  I 
brought  up  the  rear;  for  I  was  determined  not 
to  lose  sight  of  the  young  nobleman— and  having 
a  most  difficult  as  well  as  important  business  in 
hand,  I  could  not  be  swayed  by  any  consideration 
of  what  the  young  ladies  might  think.  "We  de- 
scended  the  stairs — we  reached  the  entrance-hall 
— and  there  Lord  Frederick  bade  some  one  go  out 
and  inquire  for  the  carriages  of  Lord  Carshalton 
and  Mr.  Gower.  During  the  few  minutes  which 
elapsed  ere  the  messenger  returned,  I  saw  that 
Lord  Frederick  continued  to  speak  in  a  low  and 
earnest  manner  to  Felicia  :  but  she  no  longer  held 
his  arm — she  looked  agitated  and  distressed- she 
listened  in  silence  to  what  he  said — and  she  flung 
anxious  inquiring  glances  towards  my  father  and 
myself.  I  continued  to  feel  deeply  pained  on  ac- 
count of  the  young  lady,  who  evidently  saw  that 
something  was  wrong :  but  there  was  no  help  for 
it — it  was  impossible  to  avoid  the  infliction  of  the 
distress  of  perplexity  upon  her  mind. 

The  messenger  returned  with  the  intimation 
that  the  carriages  were  in  readiness ;  and  tho 
party  pursued  its  way  down  the  steps  at  the  en- 
trance of  the  theatre.  Felicia  and  three  of  hec 
companions  were  handed  into  one  equipage :  the 
two  remaining  young  ladies  took  their  saats  ia 
the  other.  Lord  Frederick  lifted  his  hat  in  fare- 
well salutation ;  and  as  tho  carriages  drove  off,  ha 
turned  round,  to  be  immediately  confronted  by  my 
father  and  myself. 

"  My  lord,"  I  said,  "  if  you  value  your  own 
safety,  utter  not  here  a  single  syllable  that  may  be 
overheard  by  the  persons  standing  by  !" 

He  was  completely  dismayed  by  my  presence ; 
and  I  therefore  know  that  Melissa  must  have  con- 
veyed to  him  the  warning  that  I  had  discovered 
everything  in  respect  to  Lord  Tynedale's  chequ9. 

"  But  this  note,"  faltered  Lord  Frederick, 
glancing  at  my  father, — "  this  note  which  you 
placed  in  my  hand—" 

"  It  is  unnecessary  to  read  it  now,"  I  hastily 
interrupted  him.  "You  will  accompany  us  to 
Hunter  Street." 

I  spoke  in  a  peremptory  manner ;  and  the  yoirag 
nobleman  looked  as  if  he  were  about  to  be  led 
forth  to  tho  place  of  execution.  A  cab  was  at 
once  summoned :  we  all  three  entered  it ;  and  it 
drove  away  fcum  the  theatre. 


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CHAPTER  LV. 

IHE   RE3ULX   OF   THE    PLAN. 

1  8H0ULO  here  explain  that  tlie  note  which  my 
father  had  written,  to  be  sent  in  to  Lord  Frede- 
rick Eavenscliffe's  box,  was  to  the  effect  that  he 
deeired  an  immediate  interview  with  the  young 
nobleman  on  the  most  urgent  and  important  busi- 
ness regarding  his  lordship  himself.  If  that  note 
had  been  delivered,  as  originally  intended — and  if 
Lord  Frederick  had  come  forth  to  the  entrance- 
hall  whither  it  summoned  him — my  father  would 
have  informed  him  "  that  he  was  required  to  pro- 
ceed at  once  to  Hunter  Street  to  be  confronted 
with  Miss  Percy  in  reference  to  Lord  Tynedale's 
cheque."  It  was  then  my  intention  to  have  left 
the  stage-box  so  soon  as  I  should  have  seen  Lord 
Frederick  quit  his  own  box ;  and  then  I  should 
have  taken  a  cab  to  convey  me  with  all  possible 
despatch  to  Hunter  Street.  But,  as  the  reader 
has  seen,  Melissa's  warning  missive  had  given  a 
different  turn  to  the  proceedings — though  it  was 
now  all  the  same  to  my  father  and  myself,  since 
we  had  Lord  Frederick  a  captive  in  our  power 
and  the  desired  aim  was  thus  far  accomplished. 

I  knew  perfectly  well  that  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenseliffe  must  now  speedily  begin  to  suspect 
the  degree  of  close  affinity  which  subsisted  be- 
tween my  father  and  myself.  From  his  own 
father  he  had  heard  the  history  of  the  past  career 
of  mine :  he  was  consequently  aware  that  my 
parent's  name  was  Percy — and  now  that  he  found 
us  thus  together,  acting  in  concert,  he  could  not 
fail  to  surmise  that  which  might  never  before 
have  struck  him.  Sut  for  all  this  I  was  fully 
prepared.  I  no  longer  sought  to  hide  the  matter 
from  the  young  nobleman;  and  I  knew  that  so  far 
as  the  world  at  large  was  concern3d,  I  had  the 
means  of  insuring  his  secrecy.  Indeed,  I  had 
purposely  brought  my  father  as  an  active  agent 
into  the  present  proceeding,  in  order  that  by  his 
interference  in  a  good  cause  he  might  atone  for 
his  former  complicity  in  an  evil  one— and  that  this 
atonement  should  be  known  not  merely  to  the 
young  nobleman  who  had  coerced  my  sire  into 
his  iniquitous  service,  but  likewise  to  the  Normans 
who  had  suffered  so  much  through  that  deplorable 
complicity. 

We  had  not  been  seated  many  moments  in  the 
cab,  when  I  said  to  Lord  Frederick  Eavenseliffe, 
"  You  must  not  imagine  that  he  who  accompanies 
me  is  any  longer  in  your  power  j  for  he  has  ob- 
tained his  pardon!" 

"Yes — I  know  it,"  said  the  young  nobleman. 
"My  father  told  me  that  he  had  been  induced 
— for  some  reasons  which  he  did  not  however 
explain  —  to  intercede  with  the  Home  Secre- 
tary  " 

"  Then  I  will  reveal  to  you  that  secret,"  I  in- 
terrupted him,  "  which  your  parents  have  evi- 
dently kept  with  the  most  scrupulous  generosity. 
You  know  that  my  real  name  is  Percy — that  this 
is  likewise  the  real  name " 

"  Ah !  I  understand  !"  ejaculated  Lord  Frede- 
rick, in  accents  of  astonishment.  "  I  was  already 
beginning  to  think,  though  confusedly  and  bewil- 
deringly " 

"But  imagine  not,"  I  again  interrupted  him, 


"  that  the  knowledge  of  this  secret  will  in  any 
manner  avail  you  in  the  proceedings  that  are 
about  to  take  place.  A  secret  it  is  so  far  as  the 
world  generally  is  concerned — and  a  secret  it  shall 
remain.     But " 

"  For  heaven's  sake.  Miss  Percy,"  cried  Lord 
Frederick  entreatingly,  "  tell  me  what  you  are 
going  to  do  P  I  know  that  you  have  discovered 
everything " 

"Yes — your  guilty  accomplice  Melissa  Harri- 
son," I  interjected,  "  has  conveyed  you  a  word  of 
warning.  I  saw  a  note  placed  in  your  hand  in  the 
box.  Oh  !  I  was  infinitely  concerned  for  the  sake 
of  that  young  lady——" 

"  Good  God !  what  must  she  think  ?"  exclaimed 
Lord  Frederick,  in  accents  of  despair.  "  I  feel  as 
if  I  were  going  mad— there  is  a  wildness  in  my 

brain But  I  will  die,  Miss  Percy,  sooner  than 

endure  exposure  in  respect  to  what  has  come  to 
your  knowledge !  My  father  and  mother  would 
break  their  hearts! — my  elder  brother,  who  is 
honour  personified,  would  scorn  and  despise  me ! 
In  a  word——" 

"  I  will  give  you  no  explanations  here"  I  in- 
terrupted him.  "  But  as  I  feel  interested  in  the 
unfortunate  young  lady  whom  you  have  doubtless 
led  to  believe  that  you  love,  and  who  I  fear  loves 
you  deeply  in  return— I  would  fain  know  to  what 
extent  she  has  this  night  been  shocked,  horrified, 
and  dismayed  on  your  account.  She  saw  the 
billet  which  Melissa  sent  to  you — its  contents 
produced  a  powerful  effect  upon  her ■" 

"Here  is  the  billet,"  said  Lord  Frederick, 
taking  it  from  his  waistcoat-pocket  and  presenting 
it  to  me  :  fur  he  was  now  as  submissive  and  humble, 
as  docile  and  as  tractable  as  ever  he  had  been 
haughty  and  cruel,  remorseless  and  supercilious. 

By  the  aid  of  the  gas-lights  in  the  shops  by 
which  we  were  passing,  I  read  the  few  words 
which  Melissa  had  penned  in  the  billet,  and  which 
were  as  follow:— 

"  Ellen  has  discovered  everything— and  she  is 
meditating  some  mischief  against  you.  Fly!-— 
lose  not  a  moment  in  departing  for  the  Continent ! 
I  will  join  you  at  Calais." 

No  name  was  appended  to  this  billet ;  and  as  it 
was  written  very  hurriedly  and  with  a  wretched 
pen,  it  would  have  been  impossible  for  any  one 
unacquainted  with  the  circumstances,  to  decide 
whether  it  was  scribbled  by  a  male  or  female 
hand.  Thus  Miss  Gower  could  have  had  no  cer- 
tainty on  that  point ;  and  it  was  no  doubt  one  of 
the  details  which  Lord  Frederick  had  been  endea- 
vouring to  reason  upon  and  explain  away,  when 
he  was  whispering  so  earnestly  in  the  young  lady's 
ear. 

The  cab  soon  reached  Hunter  Street;  and  it 
stopped  at  Mr.  Norman's  house.  The  Normans 
were  still  at  the  theatre,  where  I  knew  that  they 
would  be  detained  for  at  least  another  hour  ;  and 
thus  there  was  ample  time  to  enter  into  explana- 
tions with  Lord  Frederick  Eavenseliffe  before 
their  return.  My  father  alighted  first ;  and  I 
saw  that  he  was  keeping  a  close  watch  upon  the 
young  nobleman  as  he  followed  next,  so  as  to  pre- 
vent him  from  suddenly  taking  to  his  heels.  He 
did  not  however  appear  to  have  any  intention  of 
this  kind :  his  energies  wore  paralysed — he  was 


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utterly  discomfited,  crushed,  and  spirit-broken. 
We  entered  tlio  house  :  the  servant  who  opened 
the  door,  looked  surprised  to  find  me  accompanied 
by  a  person  who  was  a  stranger  to  him,  and  by 
Lord  Frederick  BavensclifTe  ;  for  a  long  while  had 
elapsed  since  the  latter  had  last  visited  at  that 
dwelling. 

I  conducted  my  father  and  the  young  nobleman 
to  the  drawing-room  ;  and  having  hastily  thrown 
off  my  bonnet  and  scarf  upon  a  sofa,  I  said  to  my 
father,  "  You  have  yet  to  learn  the  full  extent  of 
that  infamy  which  has  been  practised  towards 
your  daughter !" 

"  If  your  father  knows  it  not  already,  Miss 
P<?rcy,"  cried  Lord  Frederick  in  a  voice  of  the 
most  anguished  entreaty,  "  I  beseech  you  that  he 
may  remain  ignorant  of  it !" 

"  ily  father  already  knows  much  upon  the  sub- 
ject," I  said,  the  indignant  blood  mantling  upon 
my  cheeks;  "and  he  shall  know  everything.  Ah! 
I  can  assure  you,  my  lord,  it  is  a  very  painful 
ordeal  for  me  to  pass  through  !  Kever  in  all  my 
life  before,  did  I  experience  an  anger  so  fierce  ! — 
never  were  my  feelings  so  terribly  outraged  ! 
Father,"  I  continued,  "this  is  the  guilty  indi- 
vidual who  devised  the  hideous  fraud  upon  the 
Marquis  of  Tynedale  !— a  fraud  in  which  Melissa 
Harrison  was  his  profligate  and  abandoned  accom- 
plice !  But  if  providence  had  not  opened  a  clue 
for  the  unravelment  of  the  whole  skein  of  vil- 
lany,  the  Marquis  would  have  continued  in  w  be- 
lief most  fatal  to  my  character— —Ob,  my  blood 
boils  as  I  think  of  it !" 

"Good  God!"  cried  my  father;  "has  human 
wickedness  gone  to  this  fearful  extent  ?  I  under- 
stand you,  Ellen— I  can  now  read  it  all !  Infa- 
mous villain  that  you  are  !"  he  exclaimed,  thus 
suddenly  addressing  himself  to  Lord  Frederick  ; 
and  in  a  violent  paroxysm  of  rage  he  seized  the 
young  nobleman  forcibly  by  the  collar  of  bis 
coat. 

"  Miss  Percy,  for  heaven's  sake  spare  me  I" 
said  Havenscliffe,  in  a  voice  of  anguish. 

"  Unhand  him,  father,"  I  said :  "  do  him  no 
violence ! — for  there  is  one  reason— and  one  reason 
only,  which  prevents  me  from  regretting  that  all 
this  has  taken  place,  now  that  my  character  is 
completely  cleared  and  Lord  Tynedale  is  disabused 
of  the  ideas  which  hs  eotertaiued  concerning 
me." 

"Villain!"  ejaculated  my  father :  and  he  flung 
the  young  nobleman  from  him  ere  he  loosened  his 
hold  upon  his  garment. 

Lord  Frederick  fell  upon  a  chair,  where  he  sat 
gazing  upon  me  with  a  countenance  that  was 
ghastly  pale,  and  he  was  striving  to  give  utterance 
to  some  words  :  but  for  a  while  he  could  not.  My 
father  paced  to  and  fro  in  au  excited  manner ; 
and  I  was  so  agitated  by  the  nature  of  my  feel- 
ings that  I  could  not  at  once  resume  my  discourse 
to  Havenscliffe. 

"  Fur  God's  sake  tell  me,  Miss  Percy,"  he  at 
length  said, — "  Lord  Tynedale  knows  everything 
what  will  he  do  ?   what  does  he  threaten .'" 

"  He  does  not  as  yet  know  that  i/ou  were  the 
kistigator  of  the  infamous  fraud  which  that  aban- 
doned young  woman  perpetrated  towards  him.  It 
rests  with  yourself,  my  lord,"  I  continued,  "  whether 
the  secret  be  kept — or  whether  it  be  proclaimed, 
not  merely   to  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale,  but  to 


the  whole  world.  You  know  in  whose  house  you 
now  are : — you  know  that  presently  the  victim 
of  your  foulest  deception  will  return  hither  : — you 
may  probably  surmise  for  what  purpose  you  have 
been  brought  to  this  abode.  An  act  of  justice 
must  be  accomplished  !  Juliet  !N'orman  has  been 
dishonoured  by  you — and  you  must  repair  the 
evil  !  Are  you  willing  to  do  this  as  the  sole  con- 
dition on  which  I  will  consent  to  keep  that  secret 
whose  revelation  would  stamp  you  with  indelible 
infamy  ?" 

"  My  God !— and  Felicia  ?"  ejaculated  Eavens- 
cliffe,  starting  up  in  sudden  frenzy  from  his  seat. 

"  Ah,  poor  girl !"  I  said,  with  a  deep  sigh  : 
"  she  will  doubtless  suffer  much  from  this  ill-fated 
love  which  she  has  conceived  towards  you !  But 
even  if  I  had  it  not  in  my  power  to  demand  for 
Juliet  the  accomplishment  of  this  act  of  justice, 
I  would  not  at  all  events  suffer  Mr.  Gower,  un- 
warned or  unadvised  concerning  your  true  cha- 
racter, to  bestow  bis  daughter  upon  your  lord- 
ship ?" 

"But  if  I  marry  Juliet,"  exclaimed  Havens* 
cliffe,  with  anguished  and  passionate  vehemence, 
"  how  am  I  to  maintain  her  P— how  am  I  to  main- 
tain myself  P  I  am  ruined.  Everything  which 
I  inherited  from  the  bounty  of  deceased  relatives, 
has  been  made  away  with.  I  am  overwhelmed 
with  debts— I  am  a  younger  son— the  allowance 
my  father  makes  me  is  insignificant— and  if  I  were 
to  marry  a  ballet-dancer,  he  would  discard  me  ut- 
terly." 

"  It  is  impossible  to  take  all  these  things  into 
consideration,"  I  said,  firmly  and  decisively ;  "you 
have  robbed  Juliet  of  her  honour — you  must  make 
her  an  honourable  woman !  Even  if  you  separate 
immediately  after  the  ceremony,  this  must  be  done : 
and  even  if  she  be  compelled  to  continue  upon 
the  stage,  as  Lady  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  the 
ballet-dancer,  still  I  repeat  it  must  be  done  !  She 
has  but  one  thing  to  care  for — and  that  is  to  have 
the  sacred  name  of  wife  conferred  upon  her.  As 
for  the  circumstances  which  personally  regard 
yourself  alone,  they  are  utterly  beyond  all  con- 
sideration. You  had  no  consideration  for  poor 
Juliet's  feelings  when  you  so  grossly  deceived  her  : 
and  do  you  therefore  for  an  instant  imagine  that 
there  shall  be  a  delicate  consideration  on  your  own 
account?" 

Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  gazed  upon  me 
with  a  half  frenzied,  half  woe-begone  expression  of 
countenance,  as  I  thus  addressed  him.  But  he 
beheld  nothing  in  my  Loks  to  encourage  the 
faintest  hope  that  I  would  recall  anything  that  I 
had  said  :  he  glanced  at  my  father,  who  was  now 
standing  with  folded  arms— and  his  features  were 
stern  and  resolute. 

"  Yes,  my  lord,"  he  said,  stepping  forward,  "you 
shall  do  justice  to  that  young  woman  whom  you 
so  basely  injured.  You  made  use  of  the  power 
which  the  knowledge  of  my  sad  secret  gave  you, 
to  coerce  me  into  an  infamous  complicity  in  your 
crime:  but  now  the  tables  are  turned,  and  I  make 
use  of  my  power  over  you  to  unite  with  my 
daughter  in  enforcing  this  act  of  justice.  If  I 
have  sinned  deeply,  I  am  now  at  least  making  the 
best  atonement  that  is  in  my  power.  Yes,  my 
lord,  you  see  before  you  two  persons  who  are 
firmly  resolved  to  vindicate  a  female's  outraged 
honour;  and  the  reparation  shall  be  effected  by  youl" 


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EtliEK  PBRCT;    OB,   THB  MBSI0IE9  OF   AS   ACTEE3?« 


"I  am  in  your  hands,"  said  the  young  noble- 
tnan,  as  if  he  were  speaking  in  a  dying  tone :  "  I 
must  yield  to  this  strong  eoaipulsioa  !" 

"'Tis  Tre!l  that  you  have  so  decided,"  I  said. 
"But  yott  have  yet  something  more  to  do.  How- 
much  remains  to  you  of  the  sum  of  four  thousand 
five  hundred  guineas  which  you  retained  as  your 
share  of  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale's  cheque  ?  Deal 
frankly  with  me — beware  how  you  deceire  me— 
Melissa  has  confessed  everything " 

"I  will  speak  truthfully,"  answered  the  young 
nobleman.  "  A  considerable  portion  I  have  ex- 
pended :   the  remainder  is  at  my  banker's." 

'•■  Who  is  your  banker  ?"  demanded  my  father 
abruptly. 

BavenscliSb  named  the  firm  with  which  he 
transacted  his  financial  business. 

"  Grood  !"  said  my  father.  '•'  Now  if  you  deceive 
us  iu  respect  to  the  amount  that  you  have  in  your 
banker's  hands,  wo  shall  be  enabled  to  discover 
the  deception." 

"I  ^ill  not  deceive  you !"  responded  Ravens- 
cliffe.  "  I  know  that  I  have  something  above  a 
couple  of  thousand  pounds  in  my  banker's  hands." 

'•'Sit  down  immediately,"  said  my  father,  "and 
Write  a  draft  for  two  thousand  pounds.  That 
amount  shall  be  returned  to  the  Marquis  of  Tyne- 
dale." 

"Yes— such  was  my  intention,"  I  said.  "The 
money  you  left  in  Melissa's  hands,  has  all,  with  the 
exception  of  a  few  pounds,  been  restored  to  his 
lordship.  He  will  still  suffer  considerable  loss : 
but  I  cannot  pity  hitn.  It  is  through  no  friendly 
feeling  towards  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  that  I 
seek  thus  to  procure  the  restitution  of  as  much  as 
possible  of  the  amount  which  he  sought  to  expend 
for  an  infamous  purpose  :  but  it  is  because  justice 
requires  that  naither  you  nor  Melissa  may  profit 
more  than  can  ba  helped  from  the  elfecta  of  your 
own  crime." 

Lord  Frederick  Eivenscliffe  sat  down  at  the 
table  upon  which  there  were  writing  materials  : 
his  countenance  was  still  ghastly  pale— and  his 
hand  trembled  so  that  for  upwards  of  a  minute  he 
was  scarcely  able  to  guide  the  pen.  My  father 
bade  him  take  time;  and  at  length  the  young 
nobleman  accomplished  his  task.  I  bade  my 
father  take  charge  of  the  cheque ;  and  I  said, 
"To-morrow  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  shall  receive 
the  amount." 

"But  my  name  will  not  be  mentioned ?"  ex- 
claimed Lord  Frederick  entreatingly. 

"I  have  already  pledged  myself  to  that  effect," 
I  replied.  "  In  a  word,  my  lord,  your  terrible 
secret  shall  travel  no  farther  than  it  is  already 
known,  if  you  pledge  yourself  to  keep  my  father's 
secret.  The  Xormans  will  presently  know  that 
he  is  my  father " 

"But  why  so,  Ellen?'*  asked  my  sire,  asto- 
nished at  the  announcement. 

"Because  the  system  of  concealment  must  no 
longer  be  maintained  with  such  kind  friends  as 
those,"  1  replied  ;  "  and  because  it  is  necessary  I 
should  explain  to  them  how  you  and  I  were  acting 
together.  Yes — they  shall  know  that  you  are  my 
father ;  but  of  your  past  life  they  need  know  no- 
thing !  Therefore,  my  lord,"  I  continued,  again 
addressing  myself  to  Eavenseliffi.',  "  your  stupen- 
dous secret  shall  be  kept  so  long  as  you  faithfully 
maintain  my  father's   sal  secret.     She   whom  to- 


I  morrow  you  will  espouse,  shall  never  learn  from 
'  my  lips  by  what  means  the  espousal  itself  was 
I  brought  about.  I  will  give  Juliet  and  the  Xor« 
j  mans  to  understand  that  it  was  my  father  who 
I  did  it  all,  by  threatening  to  expose  the  whole  plot 
t  of  the  mock  marriage  to  the  world,  surrender  him* 
^  self  up  to  justice,  and  hand  your  lordship  over  to 
:  the  law's  strong  arm  at  the  same  time." 

Scarcely  had  I  thus  spoken,  when  the  Normans' 

carriage  was  heard  to  stop   in  front  of  the  house  ; 

'  and  making  a  sign  to  my  father  to  keep  a  watch 

1  upon  Lord  Frederick,   I  issued   from  the  room. 

My  heart  now  palpitated  violently  :  I  was  about 

'  to  impart  to  the  Nofmans  intelligence  of  the  most 

•  momentous  character — though  I  had  no  doubt  how 

:  it    would    be    received :  for   1   knew    that    Juliet 

I  would  readily  adopt  a  course  that  was  calculated 

to  elevate  her  in  her  own  opinion  by  atoning  for 

her  dishonour  ;  and  her  parents  had  occasionally 

said  to  me,   when  I  happened    to  be  alone   with 

them,  that  they  should  not  have  cared  so  mucli  if 

Lord  Frederick  had  only   espoused  Juliet,   even 

though  he  had  cast  her  off  almost  immediately,  for 

still  she  would  have  been  a    wife,  and  she  would 

not  have  lived  in  the    constant  terror    lest   the 

secret  of  her  disgrace  should  transpire. 

I      Hastily  descending  the  stairs — my  heart  beating 

as  audibly  as  the  rapid  tread  of  my  feet  themselves 

I  —I  met  the  Normans  in  the  hall. 

I       "  Why,  Ellen,"  exclaimed   Juliet,   "'  what  made 

you  quit  the  theatre  so  suddenly  ?     I  thought  you 

,  intended  to  wait  to  come  home  with  us " 

I  "  I  have  much  to  explain,  dear  Juliet,"  was 
I  my  response. 

I  "  Good  heavens  !  has  anything  happened  ?"  ahe 
^  exclaimed.     "'  You  have  a  strange  look,  as  if  you 

',  were  agitated  and  excited " 

"  Come  this  way,"  I  said,  beckoning  Juliet  and 
her  parents  to  follow  me;  and  I  led  them  into  tho 
;  dining-room,  where  a  lamp  was  burning  upon  the 
supper-table. 

"  What  has  happened,  my  dear  girl  ?"  asked 
Mrs.  Norman,  throwing  herself  upon  a  chair  and 
looking  frightened. 

"  Nothing  to  alarm  you,"  I  hastened  to  ex- 
claim:  "so  set  all  your  fears  at  rest  I  But  I 
think — I  hope  indeed  that  I  have  intelligence  to 
impart  which  will  not  be  altogether  disagreeable. 
Nay,  I  am  sure  you  will  all  three  rejoice  !" 
j  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and  Juliet  surveyed  me 
with  the  utmost  curiosity  and  bewilderment  :  but 
:  not  to  keep  them  longer  than  was  necessary  in  a 
state  of  suspense,  I  said,  "  Juliet,  my  dear  friend, 
answer  me  !  If  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe  were 
to  enter  the  room  this  moment  and  offer  to  confer 
upon  yau  the  honourable  name  of  loife,  would  you 
accept  or  refuse  the  proposition  ?" 

"  Good  heaven  1  is  this  possible  ?"  cried  Juliet, 
clasping  her  hands  together.  "'  If  any  one  else 
put  such  a  question,  I  should  say  that  it  was  a 
cruel  jest  !  But  yoa,  Ellen,  I  know  are  inca- 
pable  " 

i  "■  Ah,  if  it  were  indeed  true  ?"  said  Mr.  Nor- 
'  man. 

"  What  joy  !  what  happiness ! "  exclaimed  his 
wife  :  "  for  then  poor  Juliet  might  look  the  world 

I  boldly  in  the  face " 

"  And  it  is  true !"  T  said.     "'  To-morrow,  my 
.  dear  friend,  shall  you  become  a  wife  !" 
!      With  a  wild  cry  of  delight  Juliet  flew  into  my 


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arms  :  she  embraced  me  with  the  utmost  fervour 
—she  covered  ray  cheeks  with  kisses,  as  well  as 
with  the  tears  of  joy  wiiich  flowed  from  her  eyes. 
Then  she  sank,  cxfanusted  with  her  feelings,  upon 
chair.    Mrs.  Norman   embraced    me ;  and   Mr, 


irregularities  of  life  he  fell  from  bis  position  as  a 
gentleman — and  when  he  performed  that  ceremony 
which  was  the  cause  of  your  unhappiness,  Juliet, 
he  was  not  lawfully  capable  of  solemnizing  it.  But 
now  all  shall  bo  repaired— all  atoned  for  ;  and  to- 


Norman,  pressing  my  hand,  said,    "Heaven  bless  i  morrow  shall  we   greet  you   as   Lady   Frederick 
you,  Ellen !     You  are  a  good  angel  to  us  !"  Eavenjcliife  !" 

There  was  a  paus?,  during  which  we  all  gave,  !  After  a  little  more  conversation,  I  left  the  Xor- 
way  to  the  emotions  that  were  agitating  within  us  |  mans  in  the  dining-room,  and  ascended  to  the 
—until  at  length  Mr.  Norman  asked,  "  But  how  ;  drawing-room.     There  I  found  my  father  placed 


came  all  this  about  p     Surely  it   was  not  of  bia 

own  free  will " 

"  Oh,  no  !"  exclaimed  Juliet :  "  we  cannot  for 
an  instant  suppose  it  !  I  am  fully  prepared  to 
learn  that  Frederick  is  acting  under  coercion. 
But  no  matter  !  To  become  a  wife— to  be  relieved 
from  the  horrible  apprehension  that  the  secret  of 


near  the  door,  evidently  for  the  purpose  of  pro- 
venting  any  sudden  escape  on  the  part  of  the 
young  nobleman.  As  for  Lord  Frederick  himself, 
he  was  seated  on  a  sofa  on  the  opposite  side  of  the 
apartment,— his  face  buried  in  his  hands,  and  his 
elbows  resting  upon  bis  knees.  He  did  not  hear 
the  door  open :  he  was  not  aware  of  my  presenca 


my  shame  may  at  any  moment  by  an  accident  be    until  I  began  to  address  him. 

revealed "  "  My  lord,"   I   said,   "  Juliet  and  her  parents 

"Yes — be  is  acting  under  coercion,"  I  said;  have  returned  home:  I  have  communicated  to 
"  and  that  coercion  is  of  the  strongest  kind  !  You  ^them  the  decision  which  you  have  adopted— but 
know  Lim  who  bore   the  name  of  Croft Oh  !    I  have  in  every  sense  respected  your  secret  accord- 


give  not  utterance  to  harsh  epithets  towards  him  ! 
—he  is  now  making  every  atonement — it  ia  to 
him  that  you  are  indebted  for  this  audden  and 
happy  change !" 

"  Then  for  the  good  he  is  now  doing,"  said  Mr. 
Norman,  "  we  will  pardon  him  the  whole  amount 
of  past  evil." 

"  Yes— wo  will !  we  will !"  exclaimed  Mrs.  Nor- 
man, with  equal  enthusiasm. 

"  Ob,  most  cheerfully  !  most  cheerfully !"  cried 
Juliet,  with  all  the  mingled  nervousness  and  ex- 
citement of  feelings  agitated  by  hope,  suspense, 
joy,  and  gratitude. 

'•■  Now  prepare  yourselves,"  I  said,  in  a  solemn 
tone,  "  to  hear  something  of  a  startling  character, 
—something  which  if  I  have  so  long  concealed 
from  you,  it  has  been  through  no  want  of  confi- 
dence—no deficiency  of  friendly  feeling— but  from 
a  motive  which  perhaps  you  will  easily  compre- 
hend. In  a  word,  he  whom  you  know  as  Mr. 
Croft— he  whom  you  have  so  generously  pro- 
claimed your  intention  of  forgiving he  is  my 

own  father !" 

Ejaculations  of  astonishment  burst  from  the 
lips  of  Juliet  and  her  mother;  but  Mr.  Norman 
stood  regarding  me  with  a  vacant  and  bewildered 
expression  of  countenance. 

"  Yes— it  is  so !"  I  continued  j  "  it  is  so  !  The 
discovery  was  made  when  I  went  to  Embledon 
some  few  months  after  that  deplorable  proceeding 
in  which  my  unfortunate  father  assisted — for  he 
has  been  unfortunate " 

"No  matter,  Ellen!"  exclaimed  Juliet,  the 
tears  flowing  from  her  eyes, — "  no  matter  that  he 
should  have  been  an  accessory  in  injuring  me  !  He 
is  now  repairing  the  mischief  to  the  extent  of  his 
power— and  Oh !  even  if  it  were  otherwise,  I 
should  for  your  sake  forgive  him  !" 

'•'  Generous  friend  !"  I  murmured,  embracing 
Juliet  warmly :  and  I  received  similarly  kind 
assurances  from  her  parents. 

"  He  is  in  the  house  at  this  moment,"  I  said, 
wiping  away  the  tears  that  were  trickling  also 
from  ray  own  eyes.  "  He  and  Lord  Frederick  are 
together — they  are  in  the  drawing-room — and  the 
young  nobleman  is  completely  under  the  influence 
of  my  father.  But  I  should  explain  to  you  that 
my  father  was  once  a  clergyman — through  certain 


ing  to  the  promise  which  I  made  you." 

"And  Juliet  will  accept  me?"  said  Lord  Frede- 
rick, suddenly  gazing  up  into  my  countenance: 
and  ia  a  moment  I  read  what  was  passing  in  his 
mind  : — as  a  last  faint  hope  he  was  clinging  to  tho 
idea  that  Juliet  might  after  all  refuse  to  accom- 
pany him  to  the  altar. 

"  Yes— she  accepts  you,"  I  replied.  "And  now 
we  must  deliberate  upon  the  final  arrangements." 

"Leave  them  all  to  me,  Ellen,"  said  my  father, 
"  I  have  already  informed  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe  that  he  will  accompany  me  hence,  and  that 
he  will  pass  the  night  at  my  lodgings.  Be  not 
afraid  that  he  will  endeavour  to  escape :  he  knows 
the  penalty  of  making  such  an  attempt.  At  the 
slightest  evidence  thereof  would  I  pitilessly  and 
remorselessly  hand  him  over  to  the  custody  of  tho 
police !  In  short,  he  is  well  aware  that  this  is  a 
matter  in  which  therMPUst  be  neither  trifling  not 
treachery."  ^ 

"Believe  me,"  said  the  young  nobleman,  in  a 
low  deep  voice,  "  I  am  a  man  so  completely 
broken  down  by  all  that  has  happened— so  utterly 
degraded  in  my  own  estimation — that  my  energy 
is  crushed— I  am  as  a  child  in  your  hands— and  I 
accept  the  destiny  of  which  ye  have  become  the 
arbiters." 

"  Bid  Mr.  Norman  bave  ererytbing  in  readi- 
ness here  to-morrow  at  eleven  in  the  forenoon," 
whispered  my  father  to  me.  "Let  the  clergy- 
man be  present.  I  will  take  care  that  Lord 
Frederick  does  not  escape  me :  I  will  bring  a 
special  license ;  and  the  ceremony  shall  be  accom- 
plished. Your  friend  Juliet  shall  at  least  receira 
the  honourable  title  of  a  wife  :  but  what  her  hus- 
band's subsequent  conduct  may  be— what  arrange- 
ments he  may  propose,  or  how  he  may  deport 
himself  towards  her— it  is  impossible  for  us  to 
conjecture !" 

"  True,  dear  father,"  I  replied  :  "  those  matters 
we  must  leave  to  chance.  But  there  is  one  thing 
I  have  to  communicate :  it  is  that  the  Normans 

have   most    cordially    forgiven    you and   this 

assurance  they  will  breathe  in  your  ear  when  you 
meet." 

My  father  wrung  my  hand :  he  then  beckoned 
Lord  Frederick  to  precede  him  :  the  young  noble- 
man bowed  to  me  with  mingled  courtesy  and  dis- 


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tress— and  the  next  moment  I  was  alone  in  the 
drawing-room.  When  I  heard  the  front  door 
close,  I  descended  to  the  dining-room,  where  I 
informed  the  Normans  of  the  arrangements  that 
were  made  for  the  morrow.  I  then  proceeded  to 
acquaint  them  with  everything  Lord  Frederick 
had  said  with  respect  to  his  ruined  circumstances. 

"  I  am  afraid,  dearest  Juliet,"  I  considered  it 
my  duty  to  add,  "  that  in  becoming  a  wife  you 
will  not    obtain    an    independent   position.     You 

will  receive  a  patrician  title " 

"  And  Juliet  shall  leave  the  stage,"  exclaimed 
Mr.  Norman,  "  whether  her  husband  be  enabled 
to  support  her  or  not.  We  must  live  less  expen- 
sively— that  is  all  !  But  her  mother  and  myself 
can  always  command  sufficient  salaries  to  keep  us 

in  comfort " 

"  Let  us  not  deliberate  upon  these  matters  for 
the  present,"  said  Juliet :  "  it  will  be  sufficient 
time  when  the  ceremony  shall  have  taken  place  ; 
for  I  can  hardly  yet  believe  that  everything  will 
progress  smoothly." 

"  Rest  assured  that  it  will,  dear  Juliet,"  I  an- 
swered. 

We  shortly  after  separated  to  our  respective 
chambers ;  and  well  wearied  with  all  the  exciting 
scenes  that  had  characterized  this  memorable  day, 
I  soon  sank  into  the  arms  of  slumber. 

I  slept  later  than  usual  in  the  morning ;  so  that 
I  had  not  opened  my  eyes  before  Beda  entered, 
bringing  two  letters.  One  had  been  just  delivered 
by  the  postman — the  other  was  brought  almost  at 
the  same  moment  by  a  livery-servant.  The  letter 
which  had  arrived  by  post,  had  deep  black  edges  to 
the  envelope  :  but  this  did  not  alarm  me,  as  I  in- 
stantaneously recognised  the  handwriting  of  Mary 
G-lentworth,  who  was  in  mourning  for  her  mother. 
Being  in  a  hurry  to  rise  and  perform  my  toilet, 
as  it  was  so  late,  I  laid  Mary  Glentworth's  letter 
unopened  upon  the  table,  to  be  read  at  my  leisure : 
but  the  other  letter,  which^d  been  brought  by 
the  livery-servant,  I  at  once  opened,  as  the  hand- 
writing was  completely  unknown  to  me.  Its  con- 
tents ran  as  follow  :—• 

"  September  2otb,  1841. 
"  No.  — ,  Stratton  Street,  Piccadilly. 

"  Mr.  Gower  presents  his  compliments  to  Miss 
TraflFord ;  and  in  consequence  of  something  which 
occurred  at  the  theatre  last  evening,  he  respect- 
fully solicits  an  interview  with  Miss  Trafford.  He 
will  wait  upon  Miss  Trafford  at  her  own  residence 
at  any  hour  which  may  be  specified,  if  this  course 
should  be  preferred :  or  Mr.  and  Miss  Gower 
would  feel  themselves  obliged  by  a  visit  from  Miss 
Trafford  this  afternoon  between  two  and  three 
o'clock. 

"  Mr.  Gower  apologizes  for  the  liberty  which 
he  is  thus  taking,  as  well  as  for  intruding  at  so 
early  an  hour,  through  the  medium  of  a  letter, 
upon  Miss  Trafford's  privacy  :  but  not  knowing 
what  her  engagements  may  be,  he  considered  it 
expedient  to  communicate  the  first  thing  this 
morning  with  Miss  Traflford." 

I  had  no  difficulty  in  comprehending  for  what 
purpose  Felicia's  father  sought  an  interview  with 
me  :  his  daughter  must  have  told  him  everything 
that  had  occurred  at  the  theatre,  and  his  suspicions 
were  naturally  excited  in  reference  to  th<»  young 


nobleman  who  aspired  to  become  his  son  in-law. 
Again  were  all  my  compassionate  feelings  excited 
on  behalf  of  the  interesting  Felicia :  for  L  felt 
assured  that  Lord  Frederick's  courtship  must  have 
gone  to  serious  lengths,  and  that  a  proposal  had 
most  probably  been  made,  for  her  father  to  take 
such  a  step  as  that  which  he  was  now  adopting. 
But  I  had  not  then  time  to  decide  upon  the  course 
which  I  should  follow — whether  I  should  let  him 
come  to  me,  or  whether  I  should  go  to  him  ;  for 
it  was  considerably  past  nine  o'clock — I  had  my 
toilet  to  achieve — for  at  eleven  the  bridal  cere* 
mony  was  to  take  place. 

It  had  been  agreed  with  the  Normans  and  my- 
self  that  not  a  single  syllable  relative  to  the  ex- 
pected event  should  be  breathed  to  any  of  the 
servants,  for  fear  lest  by  any  accident  Lord  Frede* 
rick  should  yet  find  the  means  to  elude  the  ful- 
filment of  his  pledge, — in  which  case  poor  Juliet 
would  only  be  overwhelmed  with  shame  and  vexa- 
tion in  the  presence  of  the  domestics  of  the  house« 
hold  if  they  were  suffered  to  know  all.  I  there- 
fore conversed  only  with  Beda  on  a  variety  of 
indifferent  subjects  ;  and  when  my  toilet  was 
accomplished,  I  was  about  to  hasten  from  my 
chamber  to  repair  to  the  breakfast-room. 

"  You  have  forgotten  your  letters.  Miss,"  said 
Beda,  indicating  the  still  sealed  one  of  Mary 
Glentworth,  and  the  opened  one  of  Mr.  Gower, 
both  of  which  lay  upon  the  toilet-table. 

"  Ah,  true  !"  I  ejaculated,  snatching  them  up ; 
and  I  thrust  them  into  my  pocket,  with  the  in- 
tention of  finding  a  few  minutes  after  breakfast 
to  read  the  one  and  to  answer  the  other. 

I  sped  to  the  parlour,  where  I  found  Mrs. 
Norman  and  Juliet  seated  at  the  table;  but 
Mr.  Norman  had  already  gone  out  to  procure  the 
attendance  of  the  curate  of  the  parish  for  the  ap- 
pointed hour.  Juliet  looked  nervous ;  and  Mrs. 
Norman  kept  saying  encouraging  things;  for  the 
mother's  ambition  was  flattered  by  the  idea  that 
her  daughter  would  soon  bear  a  patrician  title. 
Juliet  had  also  her  own  pride  on  this  point :  but 
it  was  natural  that  she  should  be  agitated  with 
the  suspense  of  hope  and  fear  under  existing  cir- 
cumstances. It  was  ten  minutes  to  eleven  o'clock 
when  Mr.  Norman  returned  with  the  clergyman; 
and  they  went  up  to  the  drawing-room  together. 
Scarcely  had  they  proceeded  thither,  when  there 
was  another  double  knock  at  the  door ;  and  after 
exchanging  a  few  rapid  words  with  Mrs.  Norman 
and  Juliet,  I  hastened  out  into  the  hall.  My  father 
and  Lord  Frederick  Ilaven8clifi"e  were  just  enter- 
ing;— and  now  the  last  source  of  apprehension 
(which  had  however  been  but  faint)  was  taken 
from  my  mind ;  for  the  young  nobleman  had  not 
fled— had  not  evaded  my  sire's  vigilance— but  had 
accompanied  him ! 

I  beckoned  them  to  follow  me  into  the  break- 
fast-parlour ;  and  Juliet,  having  thrown  one  glance 
upon  Lord  Frederick,  hastened  towards  my  father, 
to  whom  in  silence  she  proffered  her  hanl  as  a 
token  of  her  complete  forgiveness.  Mrs.  Norman 
lost  not  a  moment  in  conveying  a  similar  intima- 
tion of  pardon  for  the  past ;  and  I  saw  that  so 
strong  were  my  father's  emotions  that  he  could 
not  give  utterance  to  a  word.  I  looked  towards 
Lord  Frederick:  I  saw  that  his  demeanour  was 
different  from  what  it  was  on  the  preceding  even- 
ing:  it  was  cold,  and  was  characterized  by  what 


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may  be  termed  a  desperate  resignation.  He  had 
merely  bowed  distantly  and  somewhat  haughtily 
to  Mrs.  Korman  and  Juliet :  but  towards  me 
there  was  a  momentary  display  of  a  humbler 
courtesy.  Juliet,  upon  perceiving  the  air  which 
be  adopted,  instantaneously  threw  oS  the  nervous- 
ness which  had  before  possessed  her ;  and  she 
assumed  a  look  of  digniQed  composure, — which 
however  had  nothing  of  petty  defiance  or  mean- 
spirited  triumph  in  it.  It  was  exactly  the 
demeanour  which  in  existing  circumstances  she 
could  best  assume,  or  rather  arm  herself  with. 

"  My  lord,"  said  my  father,  at  length  regaiuiog 
his  self-possession  and  breaking  silence,  "  I  leave 
it  to  your  good  taste  and  gentlemanly  feeling  to 
determine  whether  it  shall  be  with  the  air  of  a 
martyr  that  you  will  conduct  this  young  lady  into 
the  presence  of  the  clergyman  ?— or  whether  you 
will  not,  no  matter  what  your  own  feelings  may 
be,  at  least  throw  such  a  gloss  over  the  proceeding 
No.  41.— EIJ.EH  Peecy. 


that  the  mmister  shall  not  go  hence  to  proclaim 
amongst  his  friends  how  singular  a  bridal  he  was 
called  upon  to  celebrate  ?" 

"  And  I,  my  lord,"  I  said,  "  unite  with  my 
father  in  making  a  similar  remonstrance — or  if 
you  like  it  best,  we  will  term  it  an  appeal  to  your 
feelings  as  a  gentleman." 

"  Ob,  if  it  be  necessary  that  I  shall  play  the 
part  of  the  happy  bridegroom,"  exclaimed  Lord 
Frederick,  with  an  hysterical  laugh,  "  let  it  be  so  ! 
Juliet,  my  dear  girl,  I  am  prepared  to  lead  you 
whithersoever  it  ia  necessary  to  go  that  you  may 
become  indissolubly  mine." 

Juliet  became  ashy  pale  ;  and  as  she  bit  her  lips 
to  keep  down  an  explosion  of  haughtiest  indigna- 
tion at  this  cruel  banter,  her  white  teeth  literally 
gleamed,  and  her  bosom  swelled  as  if  it  were 
about  to  burst  from  the  prisonage  of  its  corset. 
Then  all  in  an  instant  the  blood  rushed  to  her 
uheeks,  and  a  tear  started  forth  from  each  eye. 


But  hastily  dashinsj  them  away,  she  gave  her 
liand  to  Lord  Frederick, — who  at  the  instant  was 
quailing  beneath  the  look  of  mingled  indigaation 
and  coutempt,  scorn  and  menace,  wliieh  I  flung 
upon  him. 

We  nosv  all  issued  forth  from  the  breakfast, 
parlour  and  ascended  to  the  drawing-room;  and 
on  our  way  thither  we  did  not  happen  to  meet 
any  one  of  the  servants  of  the  household— al- 
though they  must  by  this  time  have  begun  to 
suspect  that  something  unusual  was  going  to 
take  place.  We  entered  the  drawing-room  ;  and 
Mr.  Norman  at  once  hastensd  forward  to  shake 
hands  with  my  father,  and  thereby  convey  to  him 
the  same  token  of  forgiveDess  which  ha  had  al- 
ready received  from  Mrs.  Norman  and  Juliet.  The 
clergyman  had  put  on  his  canonicals ;  his  clerk 
was  likewise  in  attendance.  Lord  Frederick  and 
Juliet  now  wore  a  grave  and  solemn  demeanour, 
which  in  each  ease  served  as  ft  mask  to  veil  the 
real  feelings  which  might  be  agitating  within 
them ;  so  that  neither  the  minister  nor  his  clerk 
were  likely  to  notice  that  there  was  anything  ex- 
traordinary in  the  present  proceedings.  My  father 
produced  the  special  license  which  he  apd  Lord 
Frederick  had  been  to  procure  before  coming  to 
Hunter  Street ;  and  the  ceremony  commenced. 

It  progressed — it  concluded —and  my  friend 
Juliet  was  now  veritably  and  beyond  all  possi* 
bility  of  doubt  Lftdy  Frederick  Eaveascliffe  ! 


CHAPTER  LVI. 

THB  ULACK-EDGED  LETXEK. 

Ye3,  Juliet  was  now  a  wife !— the  wife  of  him 
who  in  the  first  instance  had  so  cruelly  outraged 
her— of  hioj  to  whom  in  her  anguish  she  had 
afterwards  knelt  imploring  that  he  would  bestow 
a  father's  name  upon  her  then  unborn  child — of 
him  who  had  nevertheless  abandoned  her  and  had 
sought  the  hand  of  Lady  Cecilia  Urban— of  him 
who  had  treated  with  cold  silence  the  letter  which 
bad  communicated  to  him  the  birth  and  death  of 
his  infant — of  him  who  had  only  so  recently  in- 
sulted Juliet  in  the  Green  Room  as  if  she  were  a 
licensed  object  for  his  libertine  freedoms— of  him 
who  on  the  previous  evening  had  been  seated 
lovingly  with  Felicia  Gower,  whose  hand  in  mar- 
riage he  had  sought !  Yes— of  this  young  man, 
apparently  so  heartless  and  so  destitute  of  all  good 
piinciple,  had  Juliet  now  become  the  wifej  and 
jet  1  was  rejoiced  at  the  accomplishment  of  a 
measure  in  which  for  the  very  best  of  motives  I 
had  taken  so  large  a  £hare ! 

When  the  ceremony  was  over.  Lord  Frederick 
made  a  movement  to  kiss  the  cheek  of  his  bride ; 
and  she  met  him  as  it  were  half-way, — both  thus 
sustaining  appearances  in  the  presence  of  the 
clergyman  and  the  clerk.  The  minister — perceiv- 
ing that  it  was  altogether  a  private  affair,  and  no 
doubt  in  his  own  mind  accounting  for  the  fact 
from  his  knowledge  that  the  bridegroom  was  a 
scion  of  a  patrician  family  and  the  bride  a  ballet- 
dancer — hastened  to  take  his  departure  so  soon  as 
the  requisite  ducumeuts  were  signed.  Those 
pipers  my  father  at  once  took  up  from  the  table, 
i-u.l  presculed  them  to  Mr.  liormun, — saying  in  a 


low  but  emphatic  tone,  "  You  are  the  best  cus- 
todian of  these  proofs  of  your  daughter's  mar- 
riage." 

The  clergyman  and  the  clerk  having  retired,  a 
strange  embarrassing  silence  followed ;  for  Lord 
Frederick  Ravenscliffe,  throwing  himself  upon  a 
sofa,  fell  into  a  profound  meditation.  It  was  evi- 
dent  to  us  all  that  ho  was  reflecting  upon  the 
course  which  he  should  adopt  towards  his  bride  ; 
and  none  of  us  spoke  a  word.  Mrs.  Norman, 
though  full  of  suspense  as  to  what  the  young 
nobleman's  decision  might  be,  drew  her  daughter 
aside  and  silently  folded  her  in  her  arms,  in  mute 
but  eloquent  congratulation  on  the  circumstance 
which  had  given  her  the  honourable  distinction  of 
tvife.  Mr.  Korman  joined  his  wife  and  daughter 
at  the  extremity  of  the  apartment :  my  father 
stood  watching  the  countenance  of  Lord  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe ;  and  I  sat  down  in  a  window-recess. 
Feeling  all  the  awkwardness  and  constraint  of  the 
present  scene,  I  sought  for  something  that  might 
serve  for  a  momentary  occupation,  so  as  to  avoid 
having  the  appearance  of  an  undignified  anxiety 
or  curiosity  in  respect  to  what  might  be  passing 
in  the  bridegroom's  thoughts.  It  was  more  me- 
chanically than  intentionally  that  I  drew  forth 
from  my  pocket  the  two  letters  which  I  had  re- 
ceived; and  returning  Mr.  Gower'a  billet  to  that 
pocket,  I  proceeded  to  open  Mary  Glentworth's 
missive.  The  first  few  lines  startled  me,  and  then 
filled  mo  with  the  deepest  affliction.  But  my 
mind  was  still  under  the  influence  of  that  feeling 
of  restraint  which  acted  with  the  effect  of  a  solemn 
awe;  and  no  ejaculation  escaped  my  lips.  The 
tears  fell  from  my  eyes  :  I  wiped  them  away,  for 
they  were  blinding  me  ;  and  I  continued  to  read 
the  letter.  Then,  in  consequence  of  something 
which  it  contained,  I  glanced  towards  Juliet — and 
I  glanced  towards  Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe  :  I 
was  about  to  speak— I  was  on  the  very  point  of 
making  some  communication — when  the  young 
nobleman  suddenly  started  to  his  feet— and  I  held 
my  peace. 

"  My  destiny  must  be  accepted  !"  he  exclaimed, 
with  the  air  of  one  who  had  after  some  delibera- 
tion made  up  his  mind  to  a  particular  course; 
"  and  I  must  bend  to  all  these  new  circumstances 
by  which  I  am  surrounded  !" 

The  Normans  advanced  from  the  farther  ex- 
tremity of  the  apartment:  my  sire's  countenance 
showed  that  ho  was  bewildered  how  to  form  a  con- 
jecture relative  to  what  Lord  Frederick  meant; 
and  I  was  a  prey  to  an  equal  amount  of  per- 
plexity. 

"  Juliet,"  said  the  young  nobleman,  advancing 
towards  the  bride,  "  you  are  Lady  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe.  I  have  wedded  you— and  I  acknow- 
ledge you  as  such.  It  is  no  compliment  for  me 
to  declare  that  in  many  respects  you  are  a  wife 
of  whom  I  need  not  be  ashamed.  The  wrongs  I 
have  done  you  are  immense !  That  you  can  ever 
love  me  again,  is  not  for  an  instant  to  be  sup- 
posed! But  answer  me  one  question.  If  I  swear 
to  you  that  I  will  behave  well  and  kindly  to  you—- 
if  I  take  God  to  witness  that  I  will  never  again 
allude  to  that  coercion  whose  pressure  has  been 
brought  to  bear  up«n  me— if  in  short  I  propose  a 
general  cessation  of  all  rancours  end  animosities,— 
answer  me,  Juliet,  will  you  live  with  me  ?" 

I   saw    that    her    countenance    was    changing 


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during  this  speech — tbat  the  colour  was  Koing 
and  coming  iu  rapid  transitions  upon  ber  cheeks 
—that  the  tears  were  gatlicring  in  her  fine  Tiolet 
cjes— that  her  rich  full  lips  were  quivering — and 
that  her  bosom  was  risinja:  and  sinkinj^  with  quick 
hearings.  She  was  touclifd— she  was  moved:  the 
bitterness  she  had  for  some  time  experienced 
towards  the  vouug  nobleman  was  melting  within 
ber :  her  breast  was  softening  with  the  returning 
sense  of  that  love,  once  so  passionate,  with  which 
Bhe  had  regarded  him  ;  and  it  wos  in  a  tremulous 
voice  that  in  reply  to  his  question  she  said,  "I 
will." 

"  But  pause  and  reflect  yet  a  little  while,"  re- 
Bumed  Lord  Frederick,  who  having  made  a  step 
forward  as  if  to  embnice  hei',  had  suddenly  stopped 
short:  "pause  and  reflect,  I  srj,  whether  you  will 
consent  to  follow  the  steps  of  a  man  whose  for- 
tunes are  desperate  indeed  !  Embarrassed  with 
debts-  my  independent  means  made  away  with — 
totally  dependent  therefore  upon  nay  father  for 
the  present,  and  on  my  brother  who  will  succeed 
him  in  the  peerage  and  his  hereditary  estates— 
inine  is  but  a  sorry  position  for  a  bridegroom  !" 

"  You  have  asked  me  if  I  will  live  with  you," 
responded  Juliet ;  "  and  I  have  replied  in  the 
afiirmative — because  as  a  wife  it  is  my  duty  to 
obey  my  husband — and  because  the  observations 
you  have  made  seem  to  manifest — O  God,  I  hope 
so! — contrition  for  the  past!  If  thereforo  your 
lot  be  poverty,  mine  shall  bo  poverty  likewise, 
shared  with  you !" 

"  Ah,  Juliet  !"  exclaimed  Lord  Frederick,  '•'  the 
wrongs  you  have  suffered  at  my  hands  have  been 
signal  and  terrible  :  and  beholding  you  now,  hand- 
eome  ns  you  are— hearing  the  sound  of  your  voice 
—receiving  fresh  proofs  of  your  kind  and  generous 
disposition,  I  feel  astonished  that  I  could  ever 
Lave  acted  towards  you  as  I  have  done  !  But 
when  a  man  onco  comoits  a  base  aetioo,  he  is 
compelled  by  the  force  of  circumstances  to  perpe- 
trate a  thousand  other  basenesses  to  serve  as  de- 
fence-works for  the  Crst.  This,  Juliet,  has  been 
the  case  with  me!     And   now   I  am  ashamed  to 

look  you  in  the  face But,  oh !  I  will  kneel  at 

your  feet  and  implore  your  pardon  !" 

"No — you  must  not  kneel  to  me!"  exclaitned 
Juliet:  and  bounding  forward,  she  threw  herself 
into  her  husband's  arms. 

It.  was  a  scene  calculated  as  much  to  astonish 
fis  to  afl"oct  the  minds  of  those  who  beheld  it.  It 
was  impossible  to  suppose  that  Lord  Frederick  was 
plajing  the  part  of  a  hypocrite  now  :  there  was  no 
recessity  for  any  such  dissimulation.  But  there 
are  few  souls  so  utterly  depraved  as  to  be 
without  (heir  momenta  of  weakness  ;  and  the  good 
angel  fates  advantage  of  those  moments  to  infuse 
better  thoughts  and  better  feelings  into  the  heart 
that  is  thus  melting.  The  solemnity  of  the  bridal 
service  had  no  doubt  produced  its  effect  on  the 
young  man's  mind  :  then,  when  he  again  looked 
at  his  bride,  he  saw  that  she  was  a  being  of  whose 
beauty  any  husband  might  be  proud  ;  and  his 
former  passion  began  to  resuscitate  itself  within 
bim.  And  then  too,  ho  had  doubtless  reflected,  in 
a  more  worldly-minded  sense,  that  as  she  was  now 
bis  wife  he  had  better  resign  himself  with  the  best 
possible  gvnce  to  the  acLxpf ation  of  his  destiny ; — 
and  he  had  probably  reasoned  also,  that  the  only 
excuse  which  ho  could  offer   to  his  parents  and  to 


the  world  in  general  for  having  married  a  ballet- 
dancer,  was  the  love  with  which  she  had  inspired 
him.  Thus,  all  things  taken  into  account,  it  was 
not  really  so  much  a  subject  for  wonderment  as  it 
first  appeared,  that  Lord  Frederick  should  adopt 
the  course  which  he  was  thus  pursuing. 

When  Juliet  flew  into  Lis  arms  and  wept 
audibly  upon  the  breast  to  which  she  was  strained, 
Mr.  Norman  turned  aside  to  conceal  his  tears- 
Mrs.  Norman  sobbed  as  audibly  as  her  daughter — 
and  my  tears  were  again  flowing  fast,  but  for  more 
reasons  than  one. 

"  This  is  a  happier  result  than  we  could  possibly 
have  anticipated,"  whispered  my  father,  bending 
his  face  down  to  my  ear. 

"  Yes— and  in  one  sense  it  shall  still  be  hep- 
pier!"  I  eselaimed,  starting  up  from  my  seat. 

All  eyes  were  now  fixed  upon  me  :  for  none  but 
my  father  coiaprehended  how  such  au  observation 
had  been  evoked  from  my  lips;  while  even  ho 
himself  was  still  ignorant  of  the  significancy  of  my 
words. 

"My  lord,"  I  said,  advancing  towards  the  young 
nobleman,  from  whose  embrace  Juliet  had  disen- 
gaged herself  in  startled  surprise  at  my  abrupt 
ejaculation,  "  you  have  spoken  and  you  have  acted 
in  a  manner  which  has  gone  far  to  redeem  you  in 
the  estimation  of  those  who  are  now  present." 

"  And  I  take  heaven  to  witness  my  sincerity  !" 
he  exclaimed.  "Juliet  shall  leave  the  stage— and 
we  will  repair  together  to  the  Continent  until  tha 
state  of  my  affairs  can  be  thoroughly  looked  into. 
Perhaps  my  father  will  not  prove  altogether  re- 
lentless. But  if  so,  he  will  at  least  use  his  in- 
fluence to  procure  me  some  small  post  by  which 
I  may  earn  my  bread  ;— and  I  swear  to  you, 
Juliet,"  ho  added,  emphatically,  "  that  since  you 
have  agreed  to  share  my  poverty,  I  will  never 
make  it  the  subject  of  reproach  or  dispute  !" 

"  You  will  see,  my  lord,"  I  said,  "  that  your 
good  angel  has  not  altogether  abandoned  you,  and 
that  heaven  has  not  utterly  cast  you  off.  You 
will  not  be  doomed  to  poverty ! — and  Juliet,  with- 
out being  compelled  to  return  to  the  stage,  will 
prove  to  you  the  source  of  means  to  live  in  comfort, 
if  not  in  positive  affluence. — Juliet,"  I  added,  in  a 
solemn  tone,  while  the  eyes  of  all  present  were 
fixed  upon  me  in  bewilderment  and  amaze,  "  by 
the  death  of  your  aunt  Mrs.  Oldcastle  you  are  the 
heiress  to  an  income  of  eight  hundred  a  year." 

"  Ah,  my  poor  aunt  dead !"  said  Juliet,  clasping 
her  hands, — "  she  who  was  so  kind  to  me  !" 

"  Mrs.  Oldcastlo  dead  !"  ejaculated  Mr.  afid 
Mrs.  Norman,  as  if  both  speaking  in  the  aamo 
breath. 

"  Yes— it  is  so,"  I  replied.  "  She  breathed  her 
last  yesterday.  The  event  is  announced  in  a  letter 
from  Mary  Glontworth,  which  arrived  by  this 
morning's  post,  but  which  from  various  circum- 
stances I  have  only  just  opened." 

There  was  a  brief  pause,  during  which  all  pre- 
sent gave  way  to  their  reflections  ;  and  then  I  read 
Mary  Glent  worth's  letter,  tho  contents  of  which 
were  as  follow : — 

"  Eiver  House,  Dover, 

"  September  24,  1811. 
"My  dearest  Ellen, 
"  It  is  my  painful  duty  to  announce  a  sad,  sad 
event— one  which  I  know  v.ill  aftlict  you  greutly; 


m 


SIXm  VIBCTi  OB.  TBI  MBMOIB*  Of  AB  ACTBBM. 


for  I  bavf  iMirnt  lb«t  rou  ar*  conMCl^d  br  bond* 
of  kinthip,  lliouE^b  ditUnI,  with  ber  «bo  bu  bMn 
•o  kind  •  frionJ  to  m*— 1  meao  Ur*.  OldoMlle. 
Tbe  poor  l»d.T  brMtbM  b»r  iMt  tbia  aflorooon  •! 
four  o'clock.  I  will  ondasToar  to  g:iT«  you  •omo 
ftw  d«UiU.  althougb  taj  mind,  as  joa  mar  aup- 
poa«,  it  aadiT  baraaa»d  and  afflicted.  Thi*  mora- 
ine M  we  were  aMUd  at  the  br«*kfatl>t«bl<>,  Mr*. 
OMc*»tl»  auddanlj  plaoM  b«>r  hand  upon  b«r 
hMTt,  uttorod  an  ejaculation  of  pain,  tvxk  back  in 
bar  ebair,  and  gaap^d  a*  if  aba  wero  djin;.  I  at 
OBM  lor«  at  tbe  bell,  and  au*t«in»d  ber  in  my 
arm*.  Such  reatoritire*  a*  myaelf  and  tbe  acr- 
T*nl4  deemed  auitablc,  were  adminiaterod — and 
with  (uch  effect  that  Mr«.  Oldcutle  aoon  re- 
coTered.  She  would  not  permit  a  medical  man  to 
be  aent  for,  thouf^b  I  endeavoured  to  perauade  ber 
to  hare  auch  adrioe.  I  aaw  that  aoma  grvat 
change  had  tAkra  p1aC4  in  her;  and  I  WAt 
aerioudr  alarmed.  Alt  bowerer  went  on  well  till 
about  one  o'clock  in  the  aftMitooo,  when  ahe  waa 
aeiied  with  another  fit ;  and  aba  wAa  bora*  to  bar 
eoueb.  On  beinj;  re*tor«d  to  conaeioBiawt,  aba 
VAt  Adriaad  bj  Mr.  Singleton,  the  aurgeoB,  wbo 
WAa  DOW  aent  for,  and  »hu  »poke  in  term*  a*  d«tt* 
AAto  Aa  poaaible,  to  aattla  anj  worldl?  affair*  tbat 
aifht  raqur*  aaeh  r«(«lAt*oii.  Mr«.  01dc«*tle 
baeAiDA  coopletolj  eompoaed  Aod  reaifDed  :  »be 
at  once  aent  for  an  Attomej  from  Dorer ;  And  in 
tbe  meAnwbile  ahe  d^tired  me  to  fetch  tbe  writing* 
de*k  and  i«ke  out  oertAin  paper*  which  abe  ooadad 
for  the  ceremony  of  making  her  will.  Mr. SinfW* 
too  ltd  ua  lofr^ber:  but  be  did  not  quit  tbe 
boMA.  Mr*.  OMoAaU*  daairad  ma  to  commit  to 
pAper  eartAia  aiaior—Ai  vbieb  abe  diclaled,  And 
which  were  to  aerte  a*  a  guile  for  the  expectad 
•ohcilor.  She  was  then  pleAMd  to  rvcBArk  tbat 
•a  aba  bad  tbe  fulleat  confidence  in  me,  aba  would 
•atntat  to  mj  koowladg*  certain  aacrel*  bitbarto 
■akaown  to  ma.  Sba  told  ma  that  jov.  my  d«Ar 
BHwi.  were  ralated  to  bar ;  Asd  aba  iaformad  ma 
Kkavite  tbat  tbe  Toan«;  lady  wbom  I  bad  knowa 
A*  Mr*.  11*11.  WM  in  reAlity  jour  friend  Mia*  Nor> 
man.  She  told  me  aII  th#  pArticular*  of  that  an- 
fortunato  Touog  lad;'*  trial*,  wroaga.  aad  aaffer- 
inga.  According  to  the  aMatortMi^  which  Mr*. 
Oldeaatla  dictoted  to  ma,  aba  diapoaad  of  bar  pro- 
party  ia  the  followiog  mAanar:— To  bar  grAad* 
■iaca  Jaliat  XormAB  aba  baqoaAtbad  tbe  aaIaIa  of 
Birar  Homa.  aad  TArioo*  otbar  propartMa  (obiaiy 
BOBiiiHiif  of  booaaa  at  Dorar)  prodaeaag  an  in* 
com*  of  80CM.  a  yeAr,— tbaaa  bequeath  to  b*  ao 
aetllad  aad  xitd  up  At  to  be  impuaaible  of  atiea- 
aiioB,  Uabiliir,  or  miaebanoe,  in  cttte  Juliet  2(or> 
nan  abould  contract  a  marriage  with  any  one  who 
might  become  inaolrent,  bAnkmpt,  or  otherwise 
embAiTAieed.  To  Mr.  NortaAa  Mra.  OldcaaUe  be- 
quAAtbed  the  anm  of  l.uuiV.  aterliag;  aad  to  you, 
SlUa.  ah*  baa  Ml  SjMOt.  She  wa*  then  kind 
enongb  to  mention  my  aAme  ia  connexion  with  a 
baqnaAl  of  60(M. :  bat  I  eairaAted  tbat  abe  woald 
BM  tbaa  deptiTA  ber  kiadrad  ol  any  of  bar  pro- 
party  on  aeeoonl  o(  one  who  waa  an  alien  and  a 
atrAagAr.  Bal  Mr*.  OMcaatle  «Aa  decided :  and 
when  the  aobeitor  arrirad,  abe  dietAted  ber  viU 
Accordiag  to  tbe  a»»m»rmmU  which  1  bed  tAk«n 
down.  And  which  I  hAre  juat  been  aketebiaf  ont 
for  your  information.  Ti»e  will  was  duly  signed. 
And  Att^ted  by  two  of  tbe  domeatacA.  ^ot  k«f 
After  tbe  completion  of  this  AAfAaaony,  tbe  poor 


]  lady  wa*  a^ied  with  another  fit ;  and  aba  ezptr#d 
in  my  arm*.  I  will  not  upeak  Any  more— at  leAtt 
not  now— of  tbe  dietreas  And  Affliction  which  I 
experience  at  tbe  loa*  of  one  who  had  beaa  ao  kind 
a  fnend  to  me.  Mr.  Singleton  aays  that  it  waa 
aomrthing  connected  with  tbe  heart :  but  I  hAV* 
been  too  much  bewildered  Aitd  AgitAted  to  liitan 
to  hit  explanations. 

"  Pray  ojme  at  once,  dear  Kllen  !— And  doubt- 
lee*  your  friendt  tbe  NormAna  will  aMompany 
you.  I  forgot  to  add  tbat  Mr.  Kormaa  and  Ihia 
attorney  are  named  the  exacutora  andar  tbe  will, 
and  that  it  wAt  the  eAmaat  wiah  of  the  decwaaed 
tbat  ber  funeral  aboald  be  solemnii*d  in  the 
plAineat,  simpleat,  and  moat  attoatentatioiu  man* 
ner. 

"  Tour  erer  loriog  and  gralefal  friend, 

"Mast  OiXBTVoBrs." 

Such  were  tbe  contents  of  Mary'i  letter ;  and 
infinitely  Annoyed  with  myself  as  well  At  Afflicted 
WA*  1  tUat  I  bad  not  opened  it  immediately  upon 
its  arriral.  We  now  all  deliberAied  in  reapaei  to 
the  eoarae  tbAt  was  to  be  Adopted.  A  honey moo« 
VAA  to  be  Aatociated  with  a  fuoeral  risit ;  for  nador 
existing  circumttAocet  no  one  hinted  At  tbe  idea 
of  any  nec<M4ity  of  aeperating  tbe  bridcfroom  and 
tbe  bride.  It  was  therefore  (WolvAd  that  tbey 
should  proceed  in  one  poatcbaiae  to  Dorer — while 
I  WAS  to  AccompAny  Mr.  And  Mta  XortnAn  ia 
aaolber.  My  father  was  to  remeia  in 
LstlAtt  were  written  to  Mr.  RichArds,  i 
for  oar  sadden  depertore ;  And  I  Also  paaaad  a 
note  to  Mr.  Oower,  to  tbe  effect  tbAt  beiaf  sad* 
denly  CAlled  out  of  town  by  tbe  death  of  a  rsla- 
tire,  I  WAS  unAble  to  see  him  i  bat  tbAt  as  I  was 
At  no  loa*  to  diriite  tbe  motire  for  which  be  aoogbt 
an  interriev,  I  begged  to  inform  him  thAt  Loird 
Frederick  Barenacliffe  had  tbAt  dAy  aeponaad  Misa 
Kormaa.  I'hia  AnnoaneemsBt  I  of  eoorse  eoaebad 
ia  lawfaags  at  detieatA  aa  poanbb;  for  I  tend 
tbat  tb*  blow  woald  prora  a  sev«ro  oa*  far  Iha 
beaotifal  and  iatereetiog  FeticiA  Gower. 

Before  the  depArttue  I  bAd  a  few  miaate 
prirAte  conTsrsAiioo  with  my  father.  Ha  tsador* 
look  to  delirer  my  note  at  Mr.  Gower'a  boaae:  it 
waa  Ukewiae  hia  taak  to  rtatora  to  Lord  Tj  at  dale 
tbe  snm  far  wbteb  Lord  Fk«derick  bad  gitea  tb* 
cbeqae  apoa  bis  banker :  And  my  father  aIao  pto- 
misvd  to  keep  a  TigUaat  wAlch  apoa  Mr.  PArkt 
till  my  return.  llAriag  mAde  theaa  ArrAogA- 
meota,  we  embrAced  and  aeparated.  MeAnwbile 
Lord  Frederick  hnd  written  a  letter  to  bia  pArrnia^ 
Aaaoonrinf  hia  mAtnAga  with  Mam  Kormaa,  and 
nol  forgattiaf  to  maataon  tbat  aba  waa  tha  baiiam 
of  certaia  good  propiviicA  joai  beqaaatbed  by  aa 
aunt.  Tbi*  letter  was  deapatcbed  by  Mr.  >'or> 
mAn's  footmAD,  who  was  chArged  bkewiae  to  de> 
lirer  witboat  delay  the  eoa 
been  penned  to  Mr.  Kicbard%  tbe  I 

I  eommanicated  to  Beda  the  fact  of  tb*  ■■r> 
riagA  which  bad  jast  taksa  plate,  aa  wall  as  of 
Mia.  Oldeastle's  daAtb;  aad  it  waa  tbraagb  bar 
tbat  the  doable  iataUigeaoe  waa  coawyed  to  the 
sarraata  of  the  boasahold,  Aad  new  Ja^iet,  oa 
receiriBg  tbe  eoagratolataaaa  of  bar  own  oaaid 
and  of  Beda,  beard  baraalf  far  tbe  6t«l  time  ad. 
diAsaed  as  -my  lady"  aad  *y«ar  tadyabq*:* 
bat  aoae  of  tbe  aarraata  n^pootod  tbat  tbara  hai 
been   any   pecotiar  circataatancea    attending  ber 


Ki.i.HN    nciiov;  oil,  TIIK  MHMOIUS  Off  A.W  AOTRTtRS. 


nas 


union  with  tho  young  nobloman.  1  tnirt  Beda 
that  the  wan  to  nrrDinpnny  mo :  but  .Tuliot  did 
not  tiiUo  h«r  own  inniil,  for  fonr  lent  iit.  IMvcr 
IIoiiso  Iho  iihigail  inijjht  loam  tlio  oiroiiinitiuioim 
undi-r  which  hur  inistrcHfi  hnd  formorly  vinitod  il, : 
whoroAH  on  IUxNi'd  dinrrotion  wo  nil  know  Hint  wo 
mifrht  thoroii^'lily  rely — niid  »ho  hnd  (jivon  mo  md 
mnny  proofN  of  siiiooroHt  dovotion  thnt  I.  could  not 
bonr  til  lonvo  tho  yi)iin(»  ffirl  boliind  ino. 

Proviouii  to  our  dopnrturo — nnd  whilo  nwrtiting 
tho  nrrival  of  tho  poNtohniHos  —  I  hnd  i»n  opportu- 
nity of  nponkiiig  to  Juliot  alono  for  u  few 
tninulcn. 

"  It  is  a  Bingulnr  cniiioidonoo,  tny  donr  friond," 
I  snid,  "  that  within  tho  Rnino  hour  whioh  mndo 
you  II  wifo,  you  nhouid  hnvo  it  nnnouncod  to  you 
tlint  yf)u  nro  nn  huiroHH,  I  hovo  ovory  hopo  thnt 
by  nil  oombininif  oirounintnnoon  Lord  l<'roiloric'k 
will  1)0  ronih'rod  nn  nitorod  mnn.  Ho  will  now 
ti<i>l  thnt  to  f/ou  lin  in  indohtod  for  tho  moann  of 
livinj;  in  oouitort  nnd  rospoctnhiUty  ;  nnd  it  in 
fortunnto  thnt  ho  nhouid  bo  moro  or  Iona  dop(<ndont 
upon  you — thnt  ho  onnnot  nmko  nwny  with  your 
property — ond  thnt  it  in  nil  your  own;  for  nupIi 
n  poRition  will  not  bo  rondorod  humilintin||f  liy 
you,  nnd  will  tlicroforo  innpiro  him  with  (rrntituilo 
toward*  yuursolf  uh  tho  Buuroo  of  thono  oumpolont 
monnn." 

"  I  nm  doli/jhtod  to  hour  you  upoiilt  thud,  doaront 
Kllcn,"  iinid  Jjndy  Krodoriok  Riivonsolifro ;  "  for 
1  vnliiu  your  opinion  no  hif^hly  thnt  to  mo  it  in 
frnu(;ht  with  all  tho  powor  of  prophooy.  Oh, 
yon!  I  bi<liovo  nnd  trunt  thnt  I'Viulorick  in  not 
nltofrolhor  bnd — that  his  romorHo  in  not  a  moro 
triiniiiont  ebullition — but  thnt  tho  ohaiip;o  which 
bnn  oTidcnlly  tnkcn  plnoo  within  him  will  ho  por- 
ninnont !" 

"  And  you  know,  donront  Juliot,"  I  rojoinod,  in 
mild  nnd  gontlo  tcrmH,  "  how  muoli  will  now  do- 
pciid  upon  yournclf  in  koopinjj  your  huHhiind  in 
tho  rip;lit  j)iith.  No  nlluNJiin  to  hyj^ono  uvonts — no 
Word  nor  look  tloit  may  crcr  mako  him  iinn|;ino 
thnt  thoy  hovor  in  your  moinory  " 

"Oh,  no! — not  for  worlds!"  oxclaimnd  Juliot. 
"I  undorHtnnd  nil  this,  dear  ICIIon,  nnd  J  will  try 
what  love,  air«ction,  ami  kiridnoNS  will  produco 
upon  tho  honrt  of  him  who  lins  ({iron  mn  u  pmud 
nnmo  nnd  who  has  ntonitd  for  much  of  nil  Ioh 
formor  misdocrls !" 

Hodn  nt  this  momont  ontorod  my  ohnmhor, 
whoro  tho  proooding  brief  oollnquy  had  takon 
place,— to  nnnounoo  that  thn  ohaiHos  woro  in  ma- 
dinosH.  Jiiliut  and  I  aocordinKly  ropnirnd  to  tho 
drawinjj-rooni,  whoro  wo  found  Imrd  l<'rodorick 
ronvcrsing  in  a  friendly  maimer  with  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norinnn — but  yot  with  a  onrl.ain  Hiihdued 
nnd  I'onslraiiiod  nir.  lis  eaunii  I  thoroujrlily 
understood.  It  arose  not  from  ])rido— neither  did 
it  toko  its  origin  from  nny  sonmnss  at  tho  mar- 
riage into  whioh  ho  hnd  been  forced :  but  it  was 
tho  eviduiico  of  a  mind  nut  ui  yet  nltoi^other  nt  its 
case  in  tho  presence  of  tlio  parents  of  her  whom  a 
while  bnck  he  had  so  cruelly  wronged.  This  bear- 
ing on  bis  part  was  still  moro  marknd  towards 
myself;  for  lie  hnd  tho  guilty  consciousness  of  tlie 
bluck  turpiludo  that  ho  hnd  nccomplishod  towards 
me,  and  which  was  of  so  moan  nnd  baso  a  cliurao- 
ter,— involving,  as  it  did,  embezzlement  nnd  com- 
plicity in  u  fraud  of  thu  most  immoral  nnd  profli- 
gnte  dosoriplion.      But   in    proportion  ns  ho  thus 


displnysd  hii  oontritn  fooling  did  1  address  him 
with  kindness  nnd  friendly  onoourngoment ;  for  1 
eonsidered  that  this  day  constituted  n  new  start- 
ing ])iiiiit  in  Ills  life,  ami  that  ho  hnd  boon  lifted 
up  as  it  were  by  tho  hand  of  circuiiistnnci<s  from 
nn  abysm  into  whicli  ho  had  fallen,  to  be  placed 
upon  level  ground  a);aiii,  with  tlio  fairest  ponsihio 
clianoo  of  striking  into  a  path  whicli  led  to  no 
precipices  nor  pil  falls.  'I'Dwards  .luliet  his  de- 
inennour  was  now  niriuitionate,  grateful,  yot  like- 
wisii  tineturi<(l  with  tho  ovideni^es  of  reinnrso  nnd 
shame:  but  slio  nnswereil  his  observations  with  so 
nnicli  lively  frankncNS  and  conliiling  familiarity 
thnt  I  snw  she  was  at  once  doing  lior  best  to 
olovnto  him  in  his  own  ostinialioii  and  mnku  him 
feel  thnt  between  the  present  nnd  the  past  n  gront 
gulf  hnd  opened  acrdss  which  there  was  no  neod 
to  (ling  revorting  Inoks.  All  those  trnits  did  I 
notice  during  tlie  few  ininut(>s  that  wo  were  j)ar- 
taking  of  some  slight  refreshment  licl'oro  wo  de- 
scended to  take  our  seats  in  the  e<|uipages. 

I/ord  l'\'eilerick  hanili'd  his  bride  inlii  one :  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman,  lleda,  nnd  myself  enti>red  tho 
other;  nnd  thoy  <lrove  away  from  Hunter  Street. 
Mr.  nnd  Mrs.  Nurinaii  hail  now  leisure  to  con- 
verso  with  mo  upon  the  eontents  of  MaryOlunt> 
worth's  letter ;  for  there  had  hitherto  been  no 
time  while  wo  woro  yot  nt  tho  house  to  mako 
many  comments  upon  it.  Tho  only  point  of  it  on 
which  we  had  previously  spoken,  was  the  fnot  of 
my  relationship  to  Mrs.  Oldcastlo,— which  until 
that  dny  had  nmiained  a  secret.  Hut  L  hnd  ex< 
plained  to  them  how  it  existed  and  my  reasons  for 
hitherto  concealing  it, — those  reasons  being  that 
it  wns  not  my  wish  nt  the  timo  to  say  aught  that 
would  compel  mo  to  nlludo  to  my  father.  Tho 
render  will  comprehend  that  by  the  fact  of  that 
rolationshi))  of  mine  to  the  deceased  Mrs.  t>ld- 
castle,  there  was  some  little  degree  of  ndiiiity  be- 
tween  myself  and  the  Normans;  nnd  this  din- 
covory  endenrod  mo,  if  pogsilile,  nil  tho  moro  com- 
pletely to  them. 

Hut  these  woro  suhjocta  which,  as  I  haro  snid, 
hnri  boon  briefly  dismissed  pri'tuou.i  to  our  do- 
parturo  from  Hunter  Htroet;  and  thoy  woro  not 
now  renewed  in  lleda's  presence.  'I'lio  points  ol' 
Mary  ( Jlentworth's  li>tter  which  wo  iliil  nt  present 
discourse  u|ion,  were  the  poor  lady's  death  and  thO 
boipieatliinenls  she  had  made  in  her  will,  Mr. 
nnd  Mrs.  Norman  woro  perfectly  well  satislled 
that  tho  bulk  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  property  sliould 
have  been  left  to  their  daughter,  with  only  a 
modornto  legacy  to  themselves;  and  they  were 
ei(ually  rojoieed  that  I  hIioiiIiI  have  lieen  so  hniid- 
soinely  reinemhered  in  the  will.  Tlioutjli  wo  woro 
careful  how  we  spoke  in  Hcila's  presence — for  it 
was  not  necessary  to  initiate  lier  into  family 
secrets — yet  wo  comprehondcd  each  other  well 
enough  upon  nlluding  to  Juliet's  lioritiigo — nn 
incident  which  wo  regarded  ns  most  providentially 
fiirtiinnto,  happening  ns  it  did  nt  tho  very  momont 
when  she  was  es[)ousing  a  huNliand  who  could  not 
from  his  own  means  maiiitiiin  her. 

Wo  stopped  to  dine  at  Oliatham  :  liut  our  Imit 
wns  not  long  in  that  town,  for  wo  wont  anxious  to 
get  to  our  iliistinntion  ns  soon  as  poHitililo,  fur  poor 
Mary  (ilontworth's  sake,  as  wu  know  that  iho 
would  bo  unxiously  oxpucting  us.  Uuriiig  this 
temporary  halt,  however,  I  perceivod  with  plea- 
■uro  unil  HUtisfn(!tion  that  Lurd   nnd    Ijndy  Frede- 


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ELLEN   PEECY;   OE,   THE   ME1I0IE3   05  Alf   ACTEESS. 


rick  Eavenscliffe  were  both  ia  good  spirits,  and  corded  sufficient  for  the  information  of  my  readers. 
that  the  young  nobleman  had  lost  somewhat  of  I  will  therefore  only  say  that  having  sat  up  for 
that  diffidence  and  restraint  which  he  had  exhi-  some  time  conversing  on  the  subject,  we  retired  to 
bited  before  we  took  our  departure  from  Hunter  our  respective  chambers.  Early  on  the  following 
Street.  The  postchaises  were  ordered  to  be  in  morning  the  necessary  arrangements  were  made 
readiness  half-anhour  afttr  our  halt  was  made  :  for  providing  suitable  mourning ;  and  in  the 
but  scarcely  a  quarter  of  an  hour  had  elapsed  course  of  the  day  we  visited  the  apartment  in 
before  an  equipage  drew  up  to  the  door.  |  which    the  corpse  lay.      Tbis  solemn  duty  being 

"  Why,  this  is  before  the  time  !"  exclaimed  Mr.  i  fulfilled,  we  were  visited  by  the  attorney  who  was 
Iforman,  consulting  his  watch.  i  Mr.  Gorman's  co-executor  in  the  administration  of 

"  It  is  not  either  of  our  vehicles,"  I  said,  '  the  will ;  and  he  explained  to  us  the  instructions 
springing  up  from  my  seat  and  glancing  through  ^  which  he  had  already  given  for  the  funeral  obse- 
the  window.  "  It  is  a  chaise  for  some  other  j  quies.  These  were  to  take  place  ia  the  plainest, 
traveller."  simplest,  and  most  unostentatious  manner,  accorJ- 

Scarcely  had  I  thus  spoken,  when  the  traveller  ing  to  the  request  of  the  deceased.  In  this  way 
for  whom  that  equipage  had  just  come  round  out  was  the  funeral  therefore  solemnized  on  the  fifth 
of  the  hotel  yard,  issued  forth  froai  the  hotel  [>  day  after  our  arrival ;  and  when  the  ceremony  was 
itself;  and  I  at  once  recognised  his  countenance.  '  over,  the  will  was  read  as  a  matter  of  form,  though 
It  was  that  of  the  Count  of  Carboni.  wo   were  all  previously  acquainted  with  its  con- 

He  entered  the  vehicle,  which  immediately  tents.  The  details  were  precisely  as  Mary  Glent- 
drove  away  in  the  same  direction  that  we  our-  worth  had  sketched  them  in  her  letter  ;  and  the 
selves  had  to  pursue.  I  made  no  observation  attorney  intimated  his  intention  of  repairing  to 
upon  the  circumstance  as  I  returned  to  my  seat  at  i  London  in  a  few  days  to  co-operate  with  Mr. 
the  table  ;  for  all  the  romantic  occurrences  which  '  Norman  in  taking  out  the  requisite  letters  of  ad- 
regardcd  the  Count  of  Carboni  and  his  wife  ministration  and  disposing  of  the  property  accord- 
Beatrice  were  utterly  unknown  to  my  present  com-  j  ing  to  the  testament  of  the  deceased, 
panions.  But  I  had  now  received  a  proof  that  the  In  the  meantime  Lord  Frederick's  behaviour 
Italian  nobleman  had  not  fulfilled  the  intention  |  had  been  most  kind  and  afifectionate  towards 
which  upwards  of  six  months  back  he  had  signified  !  Juliet.  She  informed  me  that  they  proposed  to 
to  his  wife,  to  the  effect  that  he  should  seek  some  ■  make  River  House  their  home,  at  least  for  the 
seclusion,  there  to  bury  himself  for  the  remainder  '  present;  for  as  her  husband  had  received  no  letter 
of  his  existence.  I  from  his  parents,  he  supposed  that  they  were  as 

Our  journey  was  resumed:  but  it  was  not  until  yet  too  indignant  on  account  of  the  alliance  he 
nine  o'clock  in  the  evening  that  the  first  equipage  I  had  formed,  to  bestow  any  notice  on  the  epistle 
reached  River  House.  This  was  the  one  which  i  he  had  addressed  to  them  ere  leaving  London. 
bore  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman,  myself,  andBedajj  '"Frederick  desires  seclusion,"  said  Juliet ;"  and 
for  it  was  purposely  arranged  that  we  should  be  i  I  am  quite  willing  to  second  his  inclinations  in 
about  half-an-hour  in  advance  of  the  other  one,  in  this  sense.  The  more  we  are  alone  together,  the 
order  that  I  might  have  an  opportunity  of  prepar-  !  better  we  can  cultivate  that  species  of  friendly 
ing  the  domestics  to  find  in  Lady  Frederick  love  and  confiding  intimacy  which,  under  exist- 
Ravenseliffe  the  same  young  lady  who  under  the  ing  circumstances,  must  become  a  substitute  for 
name  of  Mrs.  Hall  had  become  a  mother  at  that  the  mad  reckless  passion  which  he  in  the  first  in- 
house.  The  Normans  and  myself  were  received  stance  conceived  for  me,  and  for  the  youthful 
by  Mary  Glentwortb,  who  threw  her  arms  arouild  !  freshness  of  that  fond  adoration  which  I  at  the 
my  neck  and  welcomed  me  with  mingled  joy  and  j  time  cherished  for  him.  Our  present  plan  is 
8orro*v.     It  was  not  much  more   than  a  month    therefore   to   remain  here  in  complete  seclusion; 


since  I  was  last  in  that  house  :  then  the  mistress 
of  it  was  in  good  health — but  now  she  lay 
stretched  a  corpse  upon  her  bed.  Mary  doubtless 
felt  the  solemn  and  awful  lesson  taught  by  the 


and  Frederick's  solicitor  in  London  will  receive 
immediate  instructions  to  look  thoroughly  into 
the  state  of  his  afi'airs." 

I  highly  approved  of  the  resolve  to  which  Lord 


change;  and  she  gave  way  to  her  feelings.  I  also  and  Lady  Frederick  had  come ;  and  we  next  spoke 
wept  :  but  when  we  had  regained  our  self-  of  Mary  Grlentworth.  I  told  Juliet  that  1  iu- 
possession,  I  presented  her  to  the  Normans.  I  ;  tended  to  ask  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  to  allow 
then  sought  an  interview  with  the  deceased  Mrs.  !  Mary  to  find  a  home  beneath  their  roof ;  and  iu- 
Oldcastle's  lady's-maid,  who,  as  well  as  the  livery-  '  deed  I  had  already  ascertained  from  Miss  Grlent- 
servant,  were  already  aware  that  the  Mrs.  Hall  i  worth  that  nothing  would  more  contribute  to  her 
who  had  sojourned  at  the  house,  was  in  reality  •  happiness  than  to  live  with  me.  As  the  reader 
Juliet  Norman ;  for  those  domestics  had  accom-  may  suppose,  I  had  no  difficulty  in  obtaining  the 
panied  their  late  mistress  on  her  visit  to  London.  '  consent  of  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  to  this  plan  ; 
I  said  all  that  was  sufficient;  to  the  lady's-maid :  !  for  the  worthy  couple  were  not  merely  ever  ready 
she  promised  to  go  and  speak  to  the  other  servants  |  and  willing  to  yield  to  my  slightest  wishes,  but 
upon  the  subject ;  and  she  assured  me  that  every  ,  they  had  likewise  conceived  a  great  liking  for 
reliance  might  be  placed  upon  their  discretion,  i  the  frank-hearted  and  ingenuous  Mary  Glent- 
Shortly  afterwards  the    other  equipage   arrived  :    worth. 

Lord  and  Lady  Frederick  Eavensohfi'e  alighted;  It  was  arranged  that  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman, 
and  when  the  latter  had  embraced  Mary  Glent-  Mary,  and  myself — with  Beda  of  course — should 
worth,  her  husband  was  duly  introduced  to  our  ;  return  to  London  on  the  third  day  after  the  fune- 
young  friend.  j  ral.     On  the  day  previous  to  our  departure,  Mary 

Mary  gave  us  all  the  particulars  attending  Mrs.    Glentworth  and  I  walked  forth  alone  together  ; 
Oldcastle's  death,  but  her  letter  had  already  re-    and  she  said  to  me,  "  Let  us  pass  by  the  cottage. 


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Iknow  not  Low  soon  I  may  be  in  this  neighbour- 
hood again  ;  and  it  would  afford  me  a  melancholy 
satisfaction  to  havo  a  last  look  at  tho  house  where 
80  many  years  of  my  life  were  spent,  and  where 
lay  poor  mother  was  taken  from  me  for  ever  i" 

I  at  once  agreed  to  accempany  Mary  in  that 
direction  J  and  thither  wo  accordingly  proceeded 
through  the  fields. 

"  The  cottage  has  remained  shut  up  ever  since 
the  sad  catastrophe,"  continued  Mary,  wiping 
away  the  tears  from  her  eyes  ;  "  or  at  least  it 
vfas  every  time  I  have  seen  it — but,  as  you  are 
aware,  this  is  the  first  occasion  on  which  I  have 
been  out  since  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  death." 

We  were  soon  in  the  close  vicinage  of  the  pic- 
turesque little  abode:  hut  now  Mary  started,  sud- 
denly exclaiming,  "  I  do  believe  it  is  again  occu- 
pied !  Look  !  there  is  smoke  ascending  from  one 
of  the  chimneys  1" 

And  it  was  so.  A  few  more  instants  and  we 
came  in  view  of  the  front  of  the  house  :  the 
shutters  were  open — and  there  was  every  indica- 
tion of  the  cottage  being  tenanted  once  more.  I 
looked  at  the  summer-house  ia  which  I  had  first 
seen  Mary  Glentworth  occupied  with  her  needle, 
three  month's  back ;  and  I  could  not  help  think- 
ing how  many  varied,  strange,  and  romantic  inci- 
dents had  occurred  during  the  interval  ! — how 
strong  a  friendship  had  in  that  short  space  sprung 
into  existence  between  myself  and  that  amiable 
girl !  I  glanced  at  the  window  of  the  chamber  in 
which  her  mother  had  breathed  her  last  :  I 
thought  of  the  discovery  I  had  made  of  how  the 
Duke  of  Ardleigh  was  Mary's  father,  and  of  the 
strange  scene  that  had  taken  place  in  that  cottage 
with  the  Duchess.  I  had  some  curiosity  to  know 
who  was  the  present  tenant  of  the  picturesque 
abode — who  would  sit  in  the  summer-house  where 
I  had  first  formed  Mary's  acquaintance — and  who 
might  sleep  in  the  chamber  where  her  mother  had 
fallen  into  tho  eternal  slumber  of  death.  And  I 
saw  that  Mary  herself  experienced  a  melancholy 
curiosity  to  ascertain  the  same  point  :  but  we  be- 
held no  one  moving  about  the  premises — and  we 
could  not,  without  the  appearance  of  rudeness,  lin- 
ger too  long  with  our  eyes  fixed  upon  the  cottage. 

We  ^rsued  our  walk  in  the  direction  of  Dover ; 
and  suddenly  an  ejaculation  burst  from  Mary's 
lips  as  we  beheld  a  labouring  man  approaching, 
with  a  basket  slung  to  a  rake  carried  over  his 
shoulder.  This  was  the  gardener  who  used  to 
tend  the  littlo  garden  during  Mrs.  Glentworth's 
lifetime.  He  was  pleased  to  see  Miss  Glentworth : 
but  he  did  not  seem  to  remember  me. 

"  So  I  perceive  that  the  cottage  is  let  ?"  said 
Mary.     "  Do  you  still  attend  to  the  garden  ?" 

"  Ob,  yes.  Miss,"  was  the  reply ;  "  though  I 
don't  think  that  the  gentleman  who  has  taken  the 
house  will  care  much  about  fruits  or  flowers — for 
he  seems  a  strange  being." 

"  What  is  his  name  ?"  asked  Mary. 

"  Some  foreign  name,"  replied  the  gardener ; 
"but  I  don't  think  I  should  know  it  if  I  heard  it. 
He  speaks  to  nobody — and  wanders  about  all  day 
long.  I  am  sure  he  is  not  right  ia  his  brain. 
They  say  he  is  an  Italian — and  ho  has  a  dark  com- 
plexion— he  is  tall " 

"  When  did  he  arrive  ?"  I  inquired,  somewhat 
hastily;  for  a  slight  suspicion  suddenly  flashed  to 
my  mind. 


"  Wheh  was  it  r"  said  tho  gardener,  scratchinw 
his  head  as  he  thus  mused.  "  Why,  it  must  have 
been  the  evening  after  tho  day  poor  Mrs.  Old- 
castle  died ;  and  I  recollect  it  because  it  was  on 
the  evening  she  did  die  I  was  told  the  cottage  had 
been  let  to  a  gentleman  who  was  coming  to  tako 
possession  of  it— that  he  had  sent  to  order  tho 
agent  at  Dover  to  find  the  necessary  servants— 
and  that  therefore  I  was  to  go  and  take  care  of 
the  garden  as  usual.  He  came  in  a  postchaise  all 
alone :  but  he  seems  to  have  plenty  of  money 
Ah!  there  he  is!"  suddenly  ejaculated  the  gar- 
doner,  pointing  in  a  particular  direction  :  "  there 
he  goes,  striking  right  across  yon  field  towards  tho 
river !" 

A  single  glance  convinced  me  that  my  suspicion 
was  correct;  it  was  none  other  than  the  Count 
of  Carboni,  Beatrice's  remorse-stricken  husband, 
who  had  become  the  tenant  of  a  cottage  which 
was  so  well  known  to  me.  I  did  not  however  drop 
a  syllable  nor  by  a  look  indicate  that  I  recognised 
him;  and  after  a  little  further  conversation  with 
the  gardener,  Mary  and  I  continued  our  way. 

On  the  following  day  the  departure  from  Eivcr 
House  took  place.  Mr.  and  3£rs.  Norman  were 
much  aflfected  on  separating  from  Juliet :  I  was 
likewise  distressed  to  part  from  so  dear  and 
esteemed  a  friend :  but  we  were  consoled  by  the 
hope  and  belief  that  her  destiny  might  now  be  a 
happy  one.  While  she  and  Mary  were  embrac- 
ing. Lord  Frederick  seized  tho  opportunity  to 
whisper  a  few  words  to  the  Normans  and  myself, 
assuring  us  that  he  should  never  be  unmindful  of 
the  pledges  he  had  given  ;  and  we  separated.  Mr. 
and  Mrs.  Norman,  Mary  Glentworth,  myself,  and 
Beda  took  our  places  in  the  postchaise  that  was 
in  readiness  for  us ;  and  Eiver  House— now  the 
abode  of  Lord  and  Lady  Frederick  Kavenscliffe  — 
was  EOOQ  left  far  behind. 


CHAPTER    LVII. 

MB.    GOWEE. 

It  waa  now  no  longer  necessary  that  I  should 
meet  my  father  in  a  stealthy  manner.  To  the 
Normans  and  to  Mary  Glentworth  it  was  now 
known  that  I  had  a  father  living,  and  that  he  had 
been  unfortunate  :  but  Mr.  and  Mr?.  Norman  had 
freely  forgiven  him  for  his  coftiplicity  under  the 
name  of  Croft  in  the  foul  wrong  that  had  been 
done  to  their  daughter  upwards  of  a  twelvemonth 
back ;  and  as  ho  was  passing  by  the  name  of 
Forsyth,  there  was  no  reason  why  he  should  not 
occasionally  call  upon  me  at  tho  house  in  Hunter 
Street, —  the  servants  being  suffered  to  believe  that 
ho  was  some  relative  or  old  friend. 

Accordingly,  on  the  day  after  our  arrival  at 
home,  I  communicated  with  my  father  at  a  lodg- 
ing which  he  was  temporarily  occupying  ;  and  by 
the  hour  of  noon  he  was  with  mo.  After  soaie 
littlo  conversation  respecting  recent  affairs  at 
lliver  House,  I  inquired  how  matters  now  stood 
in  reference  to  Mr.  Parks  ? 

'•'  The  appointment  is  for  to-morrow  afternoon 
at  three  o'clock,"  replied  my  father.  "  I  saw  Mr. 
Parks  the  other  day,  and  informed  him  that  iu 


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ELLEN   FESCV}   OB.   THB  MEMOCBS   07    AN   ACXfiESS. 


coDsequence  of  the  death  of  a  relative  you  were 
unavoidably  absent  from  town.  He  assured  me 
that  be  should  be  fully  prepared  against  your  re- 
turn for  the  performance  of  that  act  of  justice 
which  is  due  to  you.  He  and  I  then  entered  into 
eome  little  calculations.  Your  grandfather  be- 
queathed to  you  the  sum  of  thirty  thousand 
pounds ;  and  be  has  been  dead  seven  years. 
Dering  those  seven  years  your  fortune  has  re- 
mained alienated  from  you  :  it  was  first  used  by 
the  infamous  Mrs.  Parks— and  then,  at  her  de- 
cease, by  her  not  less  iniquitous  son.  Mr.  Parks 
offered  at  our  last  interview  to  add  the  accumula- 
tions of  interest  to  the  gross  amount.  I  did  not 
choose  to  reject  on  your  behalf  the  proposition  ; 
because  I  reflected  that  if  be  were  sincere  in  bis 
promises  of  reimbursing  anything  at  all,  he  would 
disgorge  bis  plunder  to  the  utmost  extent,  espe- 
cially as  it  was  himself  who  started  the  subject  of 
interest— or  rather  revived  it,  I  should  say — for  I 
believe  that  it  was  originally  mentioned  by  myself 
on  the  occasion  when  you  and  I  called  together  at 
his  house." 

"  Yes — I  remember  that  it  was  so,"  I  observed. 

"  Mr.  Parks  proposes,"  continued  my  father, 
"  to  reckon  the  interest  at  three  per  cent. ;  and  I 
acceded  to  the  terms.  Now,  the  interest  of  the 
gross  sum  for  a  year,  at  three  per  cent.,  is  9002. : 
multiply  this  by  7,  that  being  the  number  of 
years  during  which  the  property  has  been  kept 
from  you ;  and  we  get  an  amount  of  6,3O0Z.  The 
entire  total  which  Mr.  Parks  has  to  pay  is  there- 
fore 36,300?." 

"  But  do  you  really  think,  my  dear  father,"  I 
inquired,  my  heart  beating  suspensefuUy,  for  the 
sum  was  a  magnificent  one, — "  do  you  really  think 
that  Mr.  Parka  purposes  to  act  honourably  at 
length  ?" 

"  I  have  already  told  you,  my  dear  girl,"  re- 
sponded my  sire,  "  that  we  must  patiently  await 
the  issue — not  with  a  hope  too  sanguine,  because 
that  would  only  render  disappointment  all  the 
more  bitter — nor  yet  with  complete  mistrust,  be- 
cause there  is  nothing,  so  far  as  I  can  j  udge,  in 
the  lawyer's  conduct,  to  warrant  such  a  sentiment. 
I  have  been  watching  him  during  your  absence  :  I 
have  seen  nothing  suspicious  in  bis  proceedings : 
they  appear  to  me  to  have  been  precisely  those 
which  a  professional  man  in  large  practice  might 
be  supposed  to  pursue.  But  to-morrow  at  three 
o'clock  we  shall  know  the  result !" 

There  was  a  brief  pause,  during  which  I  could 
not  help  thinking  to  myself  that  I  should  be  very 
agreeably  surprised  if  Mr.  Parks  did  indeed  fulfil 
his  pledge  and  pay  such  an  immense  sum.  But 
then,  on  the  other  hand,  he  was  reputed  to  be  very 
rich  j  and  it  might  better  suit  bis  purpose  to  part 
with  even  half  his  fortune  than  to  incur  all  the 
risks  of  exposure,  arrest,  trial,  and  condemnation, 
for  the  fraud  which  he  had  perpetrated. 

"  You  received  my  letter,  Ellen,"  said  my 
father,  "  in  which  1  hastily  penned  you  a  couple 
of  lines,  to  the  effect  that  Lord  Frederick  Bavens- 
cliffe'a  cheque  had  been  duly  honoured,  and  that  I 
had  placed  the  amount  in  the  hands  of  the  Mar- 
quis of  Tynedale  ?" 

"  Yes — I  received  the  note  ;  and  I  showed  it  to 
Lord  Frederick.  What  did  you  say  to  the  Mar- 
quis ?"  I  inquired. 

"  1  followed  the  instructions  which  you  gave 


me  ere  you  left  London,"  replied  my  father.  "  I 
called  upon  his  lordship,  and  informed  him  that  I 
was  an  agent  employed  by  you  to  recover  as  much 
as  I  possibly  could  of  the  proceeds  of  the  cheque 
from  Melissa  Harrison's  accomplice.  I  added  that 
the  sum  I  then  brought,  in  addition  to  the  smaller 
amount  which  he  had  previously  received,  was  all 
that  he  could  hope  to  regain.  He  said  very 
quietly  that  he  knew  be  must  pay  for  his  folly; 
and  then  he  asked  me  the  name  of  Melissa's  ac- 
complice in  the  fraud.  That  name  I  positively 
refused  to  give  up :  but  I  assured  him  that  the  in- 
dividual bad  repented  of  his  iniquity  and  was  no 
longer  in  any  way  associated  with  Melisssa  Har- 
rison. I  then  perceived  a  sudden  gleam  of  satis- 
faction appear  upon  the  countenance  of  the  Mar- 
quis :  but  without  any  further  comment,  I  coldly 
took  my  leave.  That  satisfied  look  which  tny 
words  had  occasioned  him,  was  quickly  explained  ; 
for  at  the  very  instant  I  was  issuing  from  the 
house,  an  elegant  carriage  drove  up  to  the  door— 
and  Melissa  Harrison,  splendidly  apparelled,  at 
once  alighted." 

"  Ah !  I  suspected  that  this  would  be  the  case," 
I  said,  shocked  at  the  new  instance  of  Melissa's 
profligacy,  although  I  was  not  unprepared  to  hear 
of  it.  "  The  unhappy  girl !  she  has  now  launched 
herself  completely  on  the  ocean  of  immorality  and 
wickedness — and  she  will  come  to  a  bad  end !" 

My  father  took  bis  leave  of  me  j  and  I  pre  - 
pared  to  go  out  and  pay  a  few  visits.  I  could  not 
on  this  occasion  take  Mary  Gleutworth  with  me, 
inasmuch  as  the  calls  I  had  to  make  involved  mat- 
ters of  a  private  character.  First  of  all  I  repaired 
to  the  Marquis  of  Campanella's  mansion,  where  I 
informed  Beatrice  of  the  discovery  which  I  had 
made  in  respect  to  her  husband— namely,  that  he 
had  secluded  himself  in  the  little  cottage  near 
Dover.  I  then  called  upon  Lady  Cecilia  Urban 
at  Enightsbridge.  She  was  already  acquainted 
with  Lord  Frederick  Kavenscliffe's  marriage  with 
Juliet  Norman, — a  paragraph  to  that  effect  having 
gone  the  round  of  the  newspapers. 

"  I  am  now  no  longer  at  a  loss,"  said  Lidy 
Cecilia,  "  to  conjecture  who  it  was  that  Lord  Fre- 
derick so  grossly  imposed  upon  by  means  of  a 
mock  marriage,  as  you  informed  ma  at  the  mas- 
querade at  Ardleigb  House.  You  said  then  it  was 
a  friend  of  your's — Juliet  has  been  your  friend— ^ 
and  this  strange  marriage  taking  place  so  sud- 
denly  " 

"  Yes,  my  dear  Lady  Cecilia,"  I  interjected,  "  I 
knew  very  well  that  when  you  came  to  put  all 
circumstances  together,  you  could  scarcely  fail  to 
arrive  at  the  right  conclusion.  But  I  wilt  not  in- 
sult you  by  asking  if  you  have  kept  the  secret 
which  you  have  thus  fathomed  ?" 

"Oh,  I  would  not  for  worlds  betray  it!"  ex« 
claimed  the  young  lady.  "  When  some  time  back 
you  gave  me  a  partial  insight  into  it,  it  was  for 
a  purpose  most  important  to  myself;  and  I  can 
never  be  ungrateful.  We  have  lately  bad  more 
than  one  strange  marriage  in  the  fashionable 
world,"  continued  Lady  Cecilia,  resuming  a  gay 
conversational  tone.     "There  was  that  of  Captain 

St.  Clair  with  the    handsome  gipsy Ah !  have 

you  seen  this  morning's  paper  ?"  she  suddenly  ex- 
claiuied. 

"I  had  not  time  to  do  more  than  just  glance 
hastily  over   it,"  I  rejoined.     "  Does   it   contain 


anything  relating  to  the  present  objects  of  our 
discourse  ?" 

"  Ob,  then  I  perceive  that  you  have  indeed 
sotoething  to  learn !"  cried  Lady  Cecilia.  "  Captain 
St.  Clair  has  been  courted  by  the  Ministry — and 
his  wife  has  made  her  appearance  at  two  or  three 
of  the  soirees  given  at  the  houses  of  the  principal 
Cabinet  Officials.  It  is  no  wonder  that  overtures 
should  have  been  made  by  a  tottering  Cabinet  to  a 
man  of  St.  Clair's  splendid  genius :  the  great  won- 
der is  that  he  should  have  accepted  those  over- 
tures— that  he  should  have  abandoned  the  position 
of  an  independent  Member — and  that  he  should 
have  identified  himself  with  a  party.  But  so  it 
is! — he  is  now  a  Cabinet  Minister — a  member  of 
the  Privy  Council — and  he  must  be  spoken  of  as 
the  Right  Honourable  Edwin  St.  Clair  !" 

"  A  Cabinet  Minister  ?"  I  exclaimed  in  astonish- 
ment ;  for  I  recollected  how  the  two  wily  politi- 
cians whom  a  short  time  back  I  had  heard  con- 
No.  42.— Ellen  Peect. 


versing  in  the  Park,  had  determined  upon  offer- 
ing  him  some  minor  position  in  the  Government. 

"  Yea — he  ia  a  Cabinet  Minister,"  proceeded 
Lady  Cecilia  Urban ;  "  and  the  newspaper-para- 
graph says  that  overtures  of  a  character  less 
flattering  to  his  talents  and  to  his  ambition  were 
first  made — but  he  rejected  them.  It  was  thea 
deemed  of  such  importance  to  secure  his  accession 
to  the  Government,  that  fresh  negotiations  were 
opened— and  he  was  left  almost  the  dictator  of  his 
own  terms.  The  result  is  now  known  to  you — 
and  the  obscure  gipsy  has  become  the  wife  of  a 
Cabinet  Minister !" 

I  felt  shocked  at  the  idea  that  the  great  desti- 
nies of  this  country  should  be  in  any  way  asso- 
ciated with  or  influenced  by  a  man  of  St.  Clair's 
character :  but  I  gave  not  audible  expression  to 
my  thoughts — indeed  I  veiled  what  was  passing 
in  my  mind.  I  shortly  afterwards  took  my  leave, 
and  proceeded  to  Stratton  Street, 


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ELLEN  PEECY;    OB,  THE  MEMOIRS  OF   AN   ACTKESS. 


I  should  here  mention  that  on  my  return  to 
London  from  Dover,  I  had  found  at  Hunter  Street 
a  note  from  Mr.  Gower,  in  answer  to  the  one  I 
had  written  previous  to  my  departure.  In  that 
note  Mr.  Gower  politely  acknowledged  tho  recep- 
tion of  mine,  and  intimated  that  he  should  feel 
obliged  if  I  would  favour  him  with  a  call  on  my 
return  to  the  metropolis.  It  was  in  consequence 
of  this  request  that  I  now  took  my  way  to  Strattoa 
Street. 

Mr.  Gower  was  at  home ;  and  immediately,  on 
giving  my  name,  I  was  conducted  up  to  the 
handsomely  furnished  drawing-room  where  he 
was  prepared  to  receive  me.  He  was  a  tall, 
stout,  elderly  gentleman — with  a  shining  bald 
head  and  a  florid  complexion ;  and  though  his 
manners  were  somewhat  deficient  in  the  gloss  of 
fashionable  politeness,  yet  they  were  sufficiently 
easy  and  courteous.  He  had  lived  nearly  all  his 
life  in  the  country,  as  I  presently  learnt  in  the 
course  of  conversation — and  had  merely  come  to 
sojourn  for  a  little  yphile  in  London  in  order  that 
his  daughter  F*liel»  might,  as  it  is  called,  "be 
brought  out." 

Having  requested  laae  to  be  seated,  Mr.  Gower 
said,  "  1  have  heard  enough  of  your  character. 
Miss  Trafford,  to  be  convinced  that  in  address- 
ing you  on  a  most  delicate  subject " 

"  lUfO  apology  is  requisite  !"  I  hastily  exclaimed : 
"and  rest  assured,  sir,  that  whatsoever  may  be 
said  to  me  ia  confidence  shall  be  religiously  re- 
spected." 

"  You  fce  before  ^ou,  Miss  Trafford,  a  inost 
unhappy  man,"  cantinued  Mr.  Gower.  "  Fejicia, 
my  daughter^whom  you  beheld  »t  the  tUeatre-»- 
is  an  only  child  ;  and  she  u  tfiptherless.  A  happy 
life  was  it  that  she  led  i»  the  country :  gay  and 
cheerful  was  her  disposition  !  A  happy  existence 
likewise  wag  it  which  I  led  in  my  native  place— 
from  which  I  had  very  aeldooa  been  absent  sinoe  I 
inherited  the  family  estates.  But  London  aunts 
and  fashionable  cousins  caine  to  visit  Felicia  j  they 
put  it  into  her  head  that  she  ought  to  have  a  year 
or  two  in  the  metropolis— and  I  was  overwhelmed 
with  the  same  reasoning.  We  accordingly  came 
to  London ;  and  I  took  this  house  ready  furnished 
for  a  twelvemonth.  In  the  new  sphere  into  whieh 
Felicia  was  thus  thrown,  she  encountered  one 
whose  name  I  can  scarcely  mention  with  patience 
—while  in  my  heart  I  execrate  it,  I  allude  to 
Lord  Frederick  Bavenscliflfe." 

There  was  a  pause,  during  which  Mr.  Gower 
reflected  mournfully ;  and  at  length  he  continued 
in  the  following  manner  :— 

"  Lord  Frederick  paid  his  attentions  to  my 
daughter.  1  knew  that  he  was  but  a  junior  scion 
of  the  noble  house  to  which  he  belongs,  and  that 
his  pecuniary  position  and  prospects  were  not  very 
brilliant.  But  then  he  possessed  a  title !  Ah, 
Miss  Trafford  !  we  dwellers  in  the  country  are  too 
apt  to  be  dazzled  by  the  lustre  of  patrician  rank 
— we  have  our  folly  and  our  pride,  our  foolish  am- 
bition and  our  lofty  aspirations.  I  may  in  truth 
tell  you  that  I  am  a  rich  man  ;  and  I  reasoned 
that  if  Lord  Frederick  gave  my  daughter  patri- 
cian rank,  while  I  furnished  an  ample  dower,  the 
equivalents  would  bo  fair  enough.  So  I  suHered 
him  to  pursue  his  addresses ;  and  Felicia — Fe- 
licia," repeoted  Mr.  Gower,  his  lips  quivering  with 
emotion,  "  learnt  to  love  him." 


There  was  another  brief  pause,  during  which 
Mr.  Gower  subdued  his  rising  emotions ;  and  he 
went  on  to  say  "  It  often  happens  in  the  world  that 
those  who  are  most  interested  in  learning  parti- 
cular things,  are  the  very  last  whose  ears  they 
reach,  notwithstanding  that  the  things  themselves 
may  be  the  common  subject  of  rumour.  So  it  was 
with  me  in  this  case.  No  friendly  and  well- 
meaning  tongue  whispered  a  syllable  to  warn  me 
against  that  young  nobleman:  I  suspected  not 
that  he  was  extravagant  and  dissipated,  or  over- 
whelmed with  debts.  He  entirely  won  my  confi- 
dence ;  and  he  found  himself  a  welcome  guest  at 
my  house.  The  very  day  before  that  on  which  ho 
accompanied  my  daughter  and  her  young  friends 
to  the  theatre,  he  proposed  for  Felicia's  hand,  and 
was  accepted.  Yes— I  accepted  him  without  the 
slightest  hesitation  as  my  intended  son-in-law  ! 
Then  came  the  scene  at  the  theatre,  A  note 
which  he  received,  fluttered  into  my  daughter's 
lap;  and  she,  thinking  it  was  intended  for  her 
perusal,  hastened  to  read  it.  Jt  ooutaiped  fright- 
ful words  of  warning — mentioning  also  the  Chris- 
tian name  of  ^llen  as  that  of  soiue  one  who  had 
discovered  everything  and  was  harbouring  mischief 
against  him  !  My  poor  Felicia  fainted  :  but  upon 
being  taken  into  the  corridor,  she  quickly  revived 
with  the  fresh  air.  Then  Lord  Frederick  endea- 
voured to  persuade  her  that  the  anonyuaous  billet 
was  a  vile  fabrication  by  the  hand  of  some  secret 
enemy.  Felicia  was  inclined  to  beUeve  the  repre- 
sentation^—and  all  the  more  so,  because  she  felt  it 
to  be  so  necessary  to  her  happiges^— and  because 
love  itself  is  confidence  !  But  quickly  was  the 
delusion  euceeeded  by  the  renewal  of  the  moat 
harrowing  suspicions  that  there  was  something 
deeply  wrong  in  respect  to  Lord  Frederick  Baveus- 
clififu.     For  a  geutleman  presented  hicnself  in  the 

corridor— then  a  lady  advanced Yet  why  should 

I  tell  you,  all  this  portion  of  the  proceedings?— for 
that  lady  was  yourself!" 

Again  Mr.  Gower  paused :  but  he  speedily  re« 
sumed  his  address  in  the  following  manner: — 

"  My  daughter  returned  home  in  an  anguished 
state  of  mind— filled  with  terrible  misgivings  in 
respect  to  him  whose  suit  she  had  accepted.  The 
piention  of  the  name  of  Ellen  in  the  anonymous 
billet,  followed  by  your  appearance  in  the  corridor, 
and  all  that  there  took  place,  determined  me  to 
write  a  note,  requesting  an  interview  with  you  ; 
for  I  was  resolved  to  fathom  the  whole  mystery— ^ 
and  I  was  quite  convinced  from  all  I  have  heard 
of  your  character,  that  you  would  deal  frankly 
with  me.  Your  reply  brought  the  intelligence 
that  Lord  Frederick  fiavensclifFe  had  just  es- 
poused your  friend  Miss  ]!forman !  Conceive, 
Miss  Trafford,  the  amount  of  mingled  indignation 
and  aflliotion  which  seized  upon  me " 

"  Ob,  sir  !"  I  exclaimed,  moved  to  tears  by  the 
spectacle  of  that  deep  emotion  which  Felicia's 
father  could  no  longer  subdue  nor  conceal, — "  I 
felt  more  than  I  can  express  on  account  of  your 
daughter  !— believe  me  that  I  did  !"' 

"  I  am  sure  of  it !"  said  Mr,  Gower,  seizing  my 
hand  and  wringing  it. 

"  But  may  I  hope,"  I  asked,  "that  tho  blow  haa 
not  been  so  very  terrible " 

"  Yes— it  has  been  terrible  !"  rejoined  Mr. 
Gower.  "When  I  first  broke  tho  intelligence  to 
my  daughter— alaf,  poor  Felicia !   my  only  child, 


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whose  lmppines3  and  welfare  are  dearer  to  me  than 
aught  in  the  whole  world  beside " 

"Yea — they  must  be!"  I  murmured,  profoundly 
affected :  and  I  wiped  the  t?ars  from  my  eyes. 

"  When  I  first  broke  the  intellifjenee,"  pro- 
ceeded Mr,  Gowcr  "  such  were  the  efTects  that  I 
feared  for  my  poor  child's  life.  She  sorrowed  and 
wept  in  a  way  that  never  before  had  I  seen  a 
human  being  sorrow  or  weep  !  Her  anjruish  was 
terrible.  Mild,  docile,  and  amiable  though  she  be, 
she  gave  way  to  the  wildest  paroxy?m3,  in  which 
she  bitterly  I'eproached  herself  for  having  come  to 
London  —  me  for  having  brought  her  —  and  her 
relations  for  having  recommended  the  step.  Then, 
exhausted  with  the  volcanic  power  of  her  mind's 
sgony,  she  threw  herself  into  my  arras,  weeping  as 
if  her  heart  would  break,  and  piteously  imploring 
my  pardon  for  all  that  she  had  said.  Oh  !  it  was 
a  sad  scone.  Miss  Trafford  !— the  saddest  that  I 
have  ever  known  since  I  knelt  by  the  bedside  of 
my  dying  wife  some  years  back,  and  promised  that 
I  would  always  continue  a  fond  and  loving  father 
to  that  dear  child  of  our's!" 

"  And  now,  sir,"  I  said,  in  a  voice  tremulous 
with  emotion  —  "  now  that  nearly  ten  days  have 
elapsed  since  the  sad  catastrophe  which  so  affected 
your  daughter — how  fares  it  with  her  ?" 

"  She  has  been  ill — very  ill,"  replied  Mr.  Gower: 
"  but  thank  heaven,  she  is  better !  Yet  she  still 
feels  deeply — and  will  long  continue  to  feel  the 
foul  wrong  that  she  has  sustained.  My  God !  if  a 
blight  v/ere  cast  upon  that  young  life " 

"No,  no— fear  it  not  I"  I  exclaimed,  anxious  to 
say  anything  that  I  could  to  console  the  afflicted 
father.  "  She  is  young  —  youth  itself  is  both 
strength  and  hope " 

"  Ah  !  Miss  Trafford,"  ejaculated    Mr.    Gower, 
"it  is  kind — most  kind  of  you  to  address  me  thus 
and   to  give   me  these  assurances !     But  consider 
my  poor  child's  position — and  think   whether  she 
have  not  sufficienc  to  rend  her  heart.     Not  merely 
have  her  pure  affections  sustained  a  shock— not 
merely  has  all  their  first  freshness  been  withered 
OS  flowers  by  an  east  wind,  or  been  seared  as  the  i 
green  tree  by  lightning— but  her  pride  is  wounded  ;  j 
and   to   descend   to   common  parlance — without; 
meaning   anything   offensive   to   yourself  as    the  j 
friend   of  her  successful  rival — she  has  been  jilted 
for  the  sake  of  a  ballet-dancer !    Her  love  has  been 
scorned  as  it  were  at  the  very  last  moment — her  ' 
feelings    have   been    trifled    with  —  she   has    been 
placed  in  a  position  most  ridiculous  and  humili.  j 
ating ;  and  it  is  no  wonder  that  she  should  declare 
she  can  never  again  lift  up  her  head  amongst  her  I 
friends.     Indeed,  so  soon  as  she  can  bear  the  jour-  I 
ney,  it  is  our  purpose  to  flee  from  London — a  place  ■ 
now  hateful  to  us !     And  before  we  take  our  de-  I 
parture,  I  would  fain  learn  from  your  lips  how  it  ] 
happened  that  Lord  Frederick  Ilavenscliffe  could 
have  so  suddenly  sacrificed  my  daughter  to  Miss 
Norman  the  dancer?     There  are  moments  when 
Felicia  herself  has  thought  that  she  was  not  beau- 
tiful enough,  or  sufliciently  accomplished,  polished, 
and  elegant,  to  rivet  the  regard  of  the  young  no-  , 
blemau ;  and  these  ideas  she  occasionally  enter-  ' 
tains,  notwithstanding  that  she  thereby  inflicts  an 
additional  wound  on  her  own  pride  by  the  suppo- 
sition that  in  all  those  attractions  she  was  excelled 
by  her  rival." 

"  It  is  natural,  sir,"   I  answered,  "  that  you 


should  seek  to  penetrate  all  the  circumstances  con- 
nected with  a  catastrophe  so  deplorable  for  your- 
self and  your  amiable  daughter.  But  I  regret  my 
inability  to  give  you  explanations  as  fully  as  per- 
haps you  have  a  right  to  require  them,  if  not  at 
my  hands,  at  least  at  the  hands  of  Lord  Frederick 
Ravenscliffe.  Yet  something  of  the  truth  must  I 
reveal  to  you.  A  little  while  back  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenseliffo  pledged  himself  in  the  most  solemn 
and  sacred  manner  to  my  friend  Juliet ;  and  he 
then  abruptly  broke  off  everything.  This  was  up- 
wards of  a  year  back,  and  therefore  long  before  he 
became  acquainted  with  your  daughter.  Time 
passed  on :  the  other  day  there  was  a  certain 
money  matter  in  which  Lord  Frederick  became 
seriously  involved,  and  which  more  or  loss  regarded 
myself.  Now,  I  will  confess,  Mr.  Gower,  that  I 
made  use  of  the  hold  which  this  circumstance  gave 
me  over  Lord  Frederick,  to  compel  him  to  fulfil  to 
my  friend  Juliet  those  solemn  and  sacred  vows— ^ 
those  pledges,  oaths,  and  protestations  which  he 
had  given  to  her  long  before  he  ever  saw  your 
daughter.  I  have  now  told  you  as  much  aa  I  can 
reveal  upon  all  these  most  delicate  points ;  and 
confident  that  I  am  speaking  to  an  honourable 
man,  it  is  under  the  seal  of  secrecy  that  I  am 
giving  you  these  details.  The  injunction  extends 
not  however  so  far  as  to  prevent  you  from  making 
whatsoever  statement  you  may  think  fit  to  Miss 
Gower — though  s7is  also  must  regard  it  as  purely 
confidential." 

"  I  thank  you,  Miss  Trafford,  for  these  explann- 
tiong,"  responded  Mr.  Gower:  "and  I  must  rest 
satisfied  with  them.  I  do  not— I  cannot  blame 
you  for  having  attended  to  the  interests  of  your 
friend,  although  my  own  child's  happiness  has 
been  sacrificed  as  the  result !" 

"  Believe  me,  Mr.  Gower,"  I  exclaimed,  "  that 
even  if  Lord  Frederick  had  not  fulfilled  his  vows 
to  my  friend  Juliet,  I  should  have  revealed  every- 
thing  to  you,  and  the  result  would  have  still  been 
the  same  ;  for  you  assuredly  would  not  have  in 
that  case  bestowed  your  daughter  upon  the  young 
nobleman  ?" 

"  Oh,  no  !  assuredly  cot !"  exclaimed  Mr. 
Gower.  "  And  now,  Miss  Trafford,  will  you  sea 
my  daughter  ?  She  has  heard  so  much  of  your 
private  character " 

"  "While  the  sense  of  aflliction  is  so  fresh  in  hep 
mind,"  I  said,  "  my  presence  will  perhaps  only 
tend  to  reopen  the  wound  all  the  more  poignantly 
and  acutely.  On  some  future  occasion,  sir,  I 
shall  be  happy  to  make  Miss  Go-^er's  acquaint- 
ance ;  and  1  hope  that  I  shall  then  find  that  she 
has  forgotten  the  occurrences  which  have  for  the 
present  made  so  deep  an  impression  upon  her." 

Mr.  Gower  shook  his  head  mournfully  j  and 
after  a  little  more  conversation  I  took  my  leave  of 
him. 

The  reader  may  easily  suppose  that  one  of 
the  principal  subjects  now  uppermost  in  my  mind, 
was  the  appointment  which  stood  with  Mr.  Parks 
for  the  morrow.  Within  a  few  hours  it  was  pos- 
sible that  I  might  become  exceedingly  rich — the 
possessor  of  the  fortune  bequeathed  to  me  by  my 
grandfather,  and  which  was  therefore  legitimately 
my  own.  But  I  scarcely  dared  speculate  on  the 
probability  that  Mr.  Parks  would  fulfil  his  en- 
gagement ;— though  on  the  other  hand  there  were 
many  reasons,  as  I  have  already  said,  which  might 


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weigh  with  him  and  induce  hiin  to  behave  honour- 
ably. It  was  evident  that  his  career  had  reached 
a  crisis  to  which  he  himself  must  give  the  tu.'n  ; 
for  after  the  manner  in  which  the  matter  had  been 
put  to  him  by  my  father,  he  could  only  contem- 
plate the  two  alternatives  of  payment  or  flight. 

I  must  candidly  confess  that  the  thought  of 
what  the  morrow  might  bring  forth  kept  me 
awake  for  a  considerable  portion  of  the  night; 
and  when  I  arose  in  the  morning,  it  was  with  a 
fluttering  and  suspenseful  sensation  at  the  heart 
which  I  could  not  possibly  control.  I  was  seated 
in  my  chamber,  while  Beda  was  combing  out  my 
Lair,  when  Mary  Glentworth,  who  was  already  up 
and  dressed,  made  her  appearance.  This  amiable 
girl  was  most  devotedly  attached  to  me :  she  loved 
me  as  if  1  were  a  sister — but  an  elder  sister  to 
whose  opinion  she  would  in  all  things  defer.  She 
now  came  to  consult  me  upon  a  particular  subject; 
and  not  suspecting  that  there  was  any  reason  why 
it  should  not  be  discussed  in  the  presence  of  Beda, 
she  at  once  said,  "  I  have  been  thinking,  my  dear 
Ellen,  that  it  is  my  duty  to  call  with  the  least 
possible  delay  upon  my  uncle  Mr,  G-lentworth.  He 
lives  in  London,  you  know " 

"You  can  retire,  Beda,  now,"  I  said  :  "I  can 
perform  the  remainder  of  my  toilet  without  your 
assistance." 

The  young  girl  at  once  glided  from  the  room  ; 
and  when  she  was  gone,  I  said  to  Mary,  "  But 
you  do  not  know  the  address  of  Mr.  Glent- 
worth ?" 

"  True  !"  she  exclaimed  :  "but  surely  it  can  be 
found  by  inquiry  ?  I  know  there  are  Guides  to 
the  residences  of  the  gentry  in  this  huge  metro- 
polls  ;  and  I  am  sure  that  my  uncle  must  be  a 
gentleman — he  is  my  poor  fiber's  brother,  you 
know — and  he  is  evidently  wefl  off,  as  he  allows 
me  two  hundred  and  fifty  pounds  a  year." 

"  Do  you  not  think,  Mary,"  I  said,  considerably 
embarrassed  how  to  act  in  the  present  case,  "that 
your  uncle  may  have  reasons  for  desiring  that  you 
should  not  call  upon  him?" 

"  What  possible  reason  could  he  have  ?"  ex- 
claimed Miss  Glentworth  in  astonishment. 

'•■  It  only  seemed  to  me  that  he  used  to  visit  the 
cottage  at  River  under  circumstances  of  privacy," 
I  calmly  observed. 

"  True !  it  never  struck  me  before  !''  ejaculated 
Mary  Glentworth :  and  she  seemed  to  ba  some- 
what troubled  and  perplexed  by  the  thought. 

I  feared  that  I  had  said  too  much,  and  I  has- 
tened to  observe,  "  Eelatives,  you  know,  have 
sometimes  peculiar  reasons  for  their  modes  of  ac- 
tion. Look  at  the  case  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle  !— so 
long  keeping  herself  estranged  from  the  Nor- 
mans, and  then  leaving  them — or  at  least  to  Juliet 
— the  bulk  of  her  property  at  last  !  I  think, 
Mary,  that  it  is  always  better  for  us  to  take  sug- 
gestions from  the  conduct  of  our  relatives  with 
regard  to  the  conduct  which  we  ourselves  should 
observe  towards  them." 

"  It  may  be  so,  Ellen,"  replied  Mary  :  "  but 
look  how  I  am  situated  towards  this  uncle  of 
mine  !  He  is  the  only  relative  whom  I  know  on 
the  face  of  the  earth  ;  and  he  has  a  right  to  be 
acquainted  with  my  proceedings.  He  knew  that  I 
obtained  a  home  at  Eiver  House  :  but  now  that 
death  has  snatched  away  the  excellent  lady  who 
gave  me  that  asvlum,  am  I  not  bound  to  inform 


my    uncle    where   I   have   found   another   happy 

home  ?     He  is  my  natural  guardian Besides," 

ejaculated  Miss  Glentworth,  "  how  will  he  now 
know  where  he  is  to  transmit  me  my  income  as 
it  becomes  due  ?" 

'■'  Ah,  I  forgot  that !"  I  said,  struck  by  the  ob- 
servation  :  and  becoming  more  and  more  embar- 
rassed how  to  treat  the  subject,  I  affected  to  be 
busy  at  my  drawers  in  selecting  articles  for  my 
toilet. 

"Therefore  you  see,"  continued  Miss  Glent- 
worth, ingenuously,  "  it  is  absolutely  requisite 
for  more  reasons  than  one  that  I  should  endea- 
vour to  find  out  my  uncle  and  communicate  with 
him." 

"  "Will  you  leave  it  to  me,  dear  Mary,"  I  said, 
'■'to  think  over  the  subject— and  if  necessary,  to 
make  the  proper  inquiries?  There  is  no  hurry 
for  a  few  days." 

"  Ellen,  do  explain  yourself!"  cried  Mary,  ad- 
vancing towards  me  and  taking  my  hand,  while 
she  gaz9d  up  into  my  countenance  in  an  appeal- 
ing manner.  "  It  seems  to  me  as  if  there  were 
some  mystery  which  I  cannot  fathom — as  if  you 

knew  something  which  I  do  not 1  can  scarcely 

explain  myself— but  new  ideas  are  agitating  in 
my  brain " 

I  reflected  for  a  few  moments;  I  was  pained 
and  distressed  by  the  turn  which  the  coaversa* 
tion  had  taken.  I  did  not  wish  to  reveal  the 
mystery  of  Mary's  birth;  and  yet  I  did  not  see 
how  it  was  possible  to  hide  it  much  longer. 

"  Will  you  do  me  the  favour  I  have  asked  ?"  I 
at  length  said:  "will  you  be  patient  for  a  few 
days  ?" 

"Now  I  am  more  than  ever  convinced,"  ex- 
claimed Mary,  "  that  you  have  something  to  re- 
veal— that  there  are  circumstances  known  to  you, 
but  hitherto  undreamt  of  by  me  !  Yet  I  will  not 
press  you  farther,  Ellen.  I  love  you— I  know 
that  you  are  my  friend — and  I  am  convinced  that 
in  whatsoever  you  may  do,  you  are  acting  for  the 
best.  I  will  not,"  she  added,  in  a  mild  and  affec- 
tionately docile  manner,  "renew  the  subject  until 
you  yourself  may  think  fit  to  revive  it." 

So  soon  as  I  was  again  alone,  after  breakfast,  I 
seriously  reflected  on  the  discourse  which  had 
taken  place  between  myself  and  Mary  Glent- 
worth. When  I  had  first  proposed  that  the  Nor- 
mans' house  should  henceforth  be  her  home,  my 
mind  was  under  the  influence  of  the  feelings  pro- 
duced by  Mrs.  Oldcastle's  death,  and  I  had  not 
leisure  to  reflect  on  whatsoever  iuconveniences 
might  arise  from  the  circumstance  of  bringing 
Mary  to  London.  Besides,  how  was  it  possible  tc 
avoid  offering  a  home  to  the  amiable  girl  who  had 
no  home  elsewhere  to  fly  to  ?  Nevertheless,  a 
serious  embarrassment  was  now  arising.  It  would 
be  impossible  to  persuade  Miss  Glentworth  foi 
any  lengthened  period  that  she  must  not  seek  out 
her  supposed  uncle :  and  then  too,  in  the  chapter 
of  accidents,  it  was  inevitable  that  she  must  sooner 
or  later  meet  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh,  to  whom  she 
would  naturally  present  herself,  no  matter  who 
might  be  with  him  at  th"e  time.  But  how  could  I 
tell  Mary  the  whole  truth  ? — how  with  a  single 
word  destroy  the  sublime  faith  which  she  enter- 
tained in  the  purity  and  virtue  of  her  deceased 
mother's  character  ?— how  could  I  bring  myself 
to  make  the  announcement  which  should  shock 


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the  pure  and  susceptible  soul  of  my  yuungr  friead 
with  the  knowledge  that  she  was  illegitimate  P 
My  embarrassment  was  indeed  most  cruel :  but  as 
I  had  succeeded  in  stifling  the  subject  for  a  few 
days,  I  resolved  in  the  meantime  to  communicate 
with  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh  and  then  act  according 
to  circumstances. 

The  hour  for  the  appointment  with  Mr.  Parks 
drew  nigh  :  and  at  twenty  minutes  to  three  o'clock 
my  father  arrived  in  Hunter  Street  to  conduct  mo 
to  the  lawyer's  residence. 


CHAPTER  LVIII. 

THE      APPOINTMENT. 

We  proceeded  in  a  cab  to  the  West  End  Square 
in  which  Mr.  Parks  dwelt ;  and  during  the  drive 
thither,  my  father  informed  me  that  everything 
appeared  to  go  well — for  he  knew  that  the  lawyer 
had  not  fled  from  London.  Indeed  my  father  had 
seen  him  alight  from  bis  chaise  and  enter  his 
house  about  an  hour  previously.  It  was  there- 
fore with  a  fluttering  heart  that  I  found  myself 
being  borne  along  to  an  appointment  the  results 
of  which  might  prove  of  so  important  a  character. 

We  alighted  from  the  cab  as  it  stopped  at  the 
door  of  Mr.  Parks'  residence ;  and  when  the  foot- 
man in  the  gorgeous  livery  appeared  in  answer  to 
our  summons,  I  awaited  with  the  aeutest  suspense 
for  the  reply  that  would  be  given' to  the  question 
put  by  my  father — "Is  Mr.  Parks  at  home?" 

"  Yes,"  was  the  response.  "  Be  pleased  to  walk 
in." 

My  father  flung  upon  me  a  look  full  of  joyous 
congratulation  on  what  he  conceived  to  be  a  most 
favourable  augury ;  and  such  likewise  was  the  in- 
terpretation that  I  myself  put  upon  the  fact  of  the 
lawyer's  readiness  to  receive  us.  The  footman  con- 
ducted us  up  into  the  drawing-room,  where  we  re- 
mained alone  together  for  a  few  minutes — at  the 
expiration  of  which  the  door  opened  and  Mrs. 
Parks  made  her  appearance.  1  have  already  de- 
scribed her  as  a  little  mean-looking  woman,  with 
a  vixenish  expression  of  countenance,  but  who 
nevertheless  on  occasions  endeavoured  to  render 
herself  as  amiable  as  possible.  She  was  fashion- 
ably dressed :  but  her  features  had  a  mournful  ex- 
pression that  now  dominated  as  it  were  over  their 
malignity :  her  step  was  slow — her  looks  down- 
cast—her manner  hesitating  and  timid.  She 
bowed  to  my  father,  with  whom  she  was  previ- 
ously acquainted  ;  and  then  advancing  towards 
me,  she  said,  "  Ellen,  is  this  to  be  a  day  of  recon- 
ciliation and  forgiveness  ?" 

"  It  all  depends,  madam,"  I  answered,  some- 
what coldly  and  reservedly,  "  upon  the  proceed- 
ings which  your  husband  may  presently  be  pre- 
pared to  adopt.  I  have  sustained  more  than  one 
species  of  injury  at  your  hands :  but  heaven  knows 
that  I  am  not  vindictive  !— and  if  within  the  hour 
that  is  passing  there  be  really  an  atonement  made, 
I  pledge  myself  that  these  lips  of  mine  shall  pro- 
nounce the  fullest  forgiveness  for  all  the  past  I" 

"You  cannot  speak  more  fairly — you  cannot 
speak  more  kindly !"  responded  Mrs.  Parks  with 
an  eagerness  as  if  of  gratitude.  "Yes! — a  com- 
plete  atonement   \.ill  be   made— mv  husband  is 


prepared  to  do  you  that  act  of  justice  which  ac- 
cording to  your  promise  is  to  win  your  pardon  for 
the  past !  But  oven  though  it  be  nothing  more 
nor  less  than  an  act  of  justice,  Ellen— and  though 
you  have  the  right  to  play  the  part  of  a  punisher 
and  an  avenger— yet,  Oh !  be  merciful,  if  not  for 
the  sake  of  my  husband  and  myself,  at  least  for 
that  of  our  children  who  are  ignorant  of  their 
parents'  misdeeds !" 

"  Where  reparation  is  made  for  a  wrong  that 
has  been  done,  punishment  may  be  dispensed 
with  ;  and  as  for  revenge,  Mrs.  Parks,"  I  ex- 
claimed, "  I  am  incapable  of  it  \" 

"  Admirable  girl !"  she  cried,  seizing  my  hand 
and  wringing  it  with  a  force  which  appeared  to 
be  full  of  fervour  :  "  how  distressed  and  ashamed 
I  am  to  think  how  deeply  we  have  wronged  you !" 
"  You  are  contrite,  Mrs.  Parks,"  I  said,  for  a 
few  moments  abandoning  my  hand  to  her  pres- 
sure,— "you  are  contrite,  and  that  is  sufficient!" 

"  Oh,  yes — I  am  contrite !"  she  exclaimed. 
"  And  perhaps,  if  my  advice  had  prevailed  at  the 
time,  the  iniquity  never  would  have  been  accom- 
plished! But  I  was  overruled — my  mother-in- 
law  was  resolute — my  husband   was  unfortunately 

completely  under  her  influence " 

"Ah,  Mrs.  Parks!"  I  exclaimed,  now  commis- 
serating  the  woman  as  I  beheld  the  tears  trickle 
from  her  eyes ;  "  if  it  were  indeed  against  your 
inclination  that  you  became  an  accomplice  in  the 
fraud  which  for  seven  years  has  deprived  me  of 
the  fortune  that  was  justly  mine,  it  will  be  with 
all  the  greater  sincerity  that  I  can  forgive  you  !" 

"Your  kindness  overwhelms  me,  Ellen,"  she 
said,  applying  her  kerchief  to  her  eyes ;  "  and  if 
I  dared  ask  you  a  favour,  it  is  that  you  will  con- 
sent  to  settle  this  deplorable  afiair  in  a  manner 
which  shall  avert  from  my  family  the  possibility  of 
a  stigma  ever  falling  upon  it." 

"Eest  assured,"  I  answered,  "that  it  would 
afflict  me  infinitely  if  your  innocent  children  were 
to  incur  the  risk  of  being  ever  branded  on  account 
of  the  misdeeds  of  their  parents.  No  I  — that 
would  be  a  vengeance— and  I  have  already  assured 
you  that  I  seek  none  !" 

"  Nor  I,"  said  my  father,  who  had  hitherto  re- 
mained a  silent  witness  of  the  scene  betwixt  Mrs. 
Parks  and  myself.  "  But  in  what  sense,  madam," 
he  inquired,  "  do  you  mean  that  my  daughter  is  so 
to  settle  the  transaction  as  to  spare  your  family  and 
the  name  which  you  bear  from  the  possibility  of  a 
stigma?" 

"  My  husband  will  explain  all  this,"  replied 
Mrs.  Parks.  "  He  has  told  me  everything  that 
has  already  taken  place  between  yourselves  and 
him — he  is  prepared  to  make  restitution  of  your 
fortune,  Ellen — and  though  the  drain  upon  our 
own  resources  will  be  thereby  immense,  yet  thank 
heaven !  it  does  not  inflict  a  ruinous  blow — and 
the  prosperity  of  my  husband's  business  will  per- 
mit of  a  retrieval." 

At  this  moment  the  door  opened ;  and  the  foot- 
man entered,  saying,  "  If  you  please,  sir — and  you 
also,  Miss— Mr.  Parks  is  ready  to  receive  you  both 
in  his  private  office." 

"  I  rely  upon  your  kindness,  Ellen  !"  said  Mrs. 
Parks,  in  a  low  hurried  whisper,  as  she  caught  my 
hand  and  again  pressed  it  with  spasmodic  violence 
for  an  instant. 

I  issued  from  the  room,  my  father  following ; 


and  the  door  closed  behind  us.  The  footman  was 
already  leading  the  way  down  the  staircase ;  and 
upon  the  landing  my  father  awd  I  exchanged 
looks  of  mutual  congratulation  ;  for  the  scene  with 
Mrs.  Parks  had  completely  confirmed  the  impres- 
sion which  we  entertained  on  our  arrival,  that  all 
would  be  right.  We  hastened  down  the  stairs ; 
and  the  footman  threw  open  the  door  of  the  law- 
yer's private  office. 

We  entered— and  that  door  closed  behind  ua. 
Mr.  Parks  rose  from  big  desk  at  which  we  found 
him  seated ;  and  he  bowed  in  that  half-diffident, 
apprehensive  manner  which  a  person  conscious  of 
great  crimes  was  likely  to  adopt.  He  indicated 
chairs;  wo  took  them— and  he  resumed  his  own 
seat. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  said  Mr.  Parks,  speaking  in  a 
low,  serious,  business-like  tone,  and  with  the  air  of 
a  man  having  a  grave  transaction  in  hand,  "  I 
have  to  apologize  for  the  delay  which  occurred  in 
the  first  instance  in  fulfilling  my  pledge.  I  asked 
for  a  week  at  the  outset :  I  was  then  compelled  to 
ask  for  another.  So  large  a  sum  could  not  be 
realized  in  a  moment !  At  the  expiration  of  that 
second  week  I  was  fully  prepared :  and  then.  Miss 
Percy,  it  was  you  whose  absence  engendered  an- 
other  delay." 

"True,"  I  said:  " and  therefore,  Mr.  Parks,  I 
likewise  have  an  apology  to  make." 

"You  are  in  mourning,  F  perceive,"  he  said; 
"  and  your  father  informed  mo  that  the  death  of  a 
distant  relative  is  the  cause.  I  never  knew  that 
you  possessed  any  other  relatives  than  those  whose 
names  wore  familiar  to  you  from  your  infancy." 

"This  relative  whose  death  I  deplore,"  I  re- 
sponded, "  is  one  whom  I  only  recently  dis- 
covered." 

"  We  will  return  to  the  business  for  which  we 
have  assembled  here,"  said  Mr.  Parks,  turning 
over  some  papers  which  lay  bafore  him.  "  Your 
father  and  I,  Miss  Percy,  have  already  calculated 
the  amount  which  is  due  to  you.  The  original 
sum  was  exactly  3O,O0OZ. :  the  interest,  at  three 
per  cent,  for  seven  years,  is  6,300L ;  and  I  Lave  to 
express  my  gratitude  that  you  have  not  pressed 
matters  to  a  nicety  by  charging  me  compound  in- 
terest. Thus  the  actual  sum  which  according  to 
agreement  I  have  now  to  reimburse,  is  36,300?." 

"  My  father  has  already  explained  to  me  these 
calculations,"  I  said,  with  a  beating  heart ;  "  and 
I  am  perfectly  satisfied." 

"  I  have  drawn  a  cheque  for  that  amount,"  said 
Mr.  Parks.  "  You  will  be  pleased  to  satisfy  your- 
self that  it  is  in  all  respects  formal." 

Thus  speaking,  he  handed  the  cheque  to  my 
father, — who  examined  it  with  attention,  and 
then  passed  it  to  me,  saying,  "  It  is  perfectly  cor- 
rect." 

I  should  observe  that  the  draft  was  not  a  printed 
form  cut  from  a  banker's  book ;  but  it  was  written 
upon  a  slip  of  the  blue  paper  which  lawyers  are 
accustomed  to  use.  I  glanced  inquiringly  at  my 
father  ;  and  he,  immediately  comprehending  what 
was  passing  in  my  mind,  said  with  a  smile,  "  It  is 
perfectly  correct,  Ellen.  Written  or  printed,  the 
form  is  precisely  the  same." 

Satisfied  with  this  assurance,  I  laid  the  draft 
upon  the  desk :  for,  as  I  perceived  that  there  was 
yet  some  business  to  be  transacted  before  I  could 
legitimately  call    tho  draft    my   own,   1    did  not 


choose  to  take  immediate  possession  of  it.  My 
heart  was  still  beating  with  audible  pulsations  :  for, 
step  by  step,  the  business  appeared  to  be  progress- 
ing towards  a  favourable  issue— and  I  thought  to 
myself,  "  Within  the  hour  that  is  passing,  I  shall 
be  endowed  with  a  fortune  !" 

"  I  believe,"  said  the  lawyer,  resuming  the  dis- 
course, "  that  you  have  seen  Mrs.  Parks,  and  that 
she  has  made  an  appeal  to  you  on  behalf  of  the 
name  which  we  bear  and  the  young  family  which 
looks  up  to  our  countenance  and  support  ?" 

"  Yes,  I  have  seen  Mrs.  Parks,"  was  my  re- 
sponse to  the  speech  that  was  specially  addressed 
to  myself. 

"And  you  will  deal  mercifully  with  us.  Miss 
Percy  ?"  continued  the  lawyer  :  "  you  will  not,  on 
quitting  the  oflice,  leave  behind  you  the  chance 
that  exposure  may  sooner  or  later  ensue,  and  that 
such  exposure  may  brand  myself,  my  wife,  and  my 
children  with  indelible  infamy  ?" 

"  I  assuredly  am  not  vindictive,"  I  rejoined. 
"You  are  making  reparation — and  it  is  for  me  to 
show  mercy  :  you  are  restoring  me  my  fortune-— 
and  I  accept  the  deed  in  the  light  of  an  atone- 
ment." 

"Miss  Percy,  I  thank  youl"  answered  the 
lawyer,  apparently  speaking  with  deep  emotion. 
"  A  man  may  have  the  courage  to  do  a  bad  action ; 
and  yet  he  may  be  the  veriest  coward  in  contem- 
plating the  possibilty  of  its  exposure  to  the  world. 
Besides,  a  father  necessarily  trembles  at  the  bare 
idea  that  his  offspring  may  ever  be  doomed  to  ex- 
perience shame  on  account  of  their  parents  and 
the  name  which  they  bear." 

"The  truth  of  such  sentiments  can  be  readily 
admitted,"  I  observed.  "But  now,  Mr.  Parks, 
explain  what  you  would  have  me  do." 

"  Be  kind  enough  to  listen  attentively,"  resumed 
the  lawyer :  "  your  father  will  likewise  listen— and 
I  think  that  neither  of  you  will  object  to  tho  course 
which  I  am  about  to  suggest.  Your  grandfather. 
Miss  Percy,  left  behind  him  a  will  bequeathing  to 
you  the  sum  of  30,000?.,  together  with  his  house  at 
Leeds.  That  will  was  destroyed  by  my  mother, 
the  deceased  Mrs.  Parks;  and  a  forged  one  was 
substituted.  With  shame  and  grief  I  confess  that  I 
was  the  forger.  The  forged  will  was  prorcd  and  ad- 
ministered to  :  it  now  exists  in  Doctors'  Commons. 
But  I  am  about  to  restore  your  fortune,  Miss 
Percy:  I  am  likewise  about  to  make  over  to  you 
your  house  at  Leeds ; — and  thus  you  will  presently 
stand  precisely  in  the  same  light  as  if  your  grand- 
father's will  were  still  in  existence,  and  as  if  we 
were  now  acting  according  to  its  provisions.  Ah ! 
I  forgot  to  show  you  the  deed  transferring  the 
house  from  my  hands  into  your's.     Here  it  is." 

My  father  and  I  exchanged  rapid  glances,  ex- 
pressive of  our  agreeable  surprise  and  approval  in 
respect  to  the  lawyer's  conduct :  for  the  house  at 
Leeds  had  hitherto  been  lost  sight  of,  and  he  was 
li'.erally  restoring  it  of  his  own  accord.  My  father 
looked  over  the  deed  of  conveyance  ;  and  by  a  nod 
he  indicated  his  satisfaction  with  regard  to  its 
complete  accuracy  and  validity. 

"  You  see,  then,  Miss  Percy,"  continued  P.uks, 
"that  I  am  doing  you  ample  justice,  though  I 
confess  that  it  is  tardy.  You  have  your  house  and 
your  fortune.  Is  it  therefore  needful  to  brand  as 
a  forgery  the  will  which  has  been  proved  and  re- 
gistered  at  Doctors'   Commons  ?      Pray  reflect, 


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Miss  Percy — and  you  likewise,  sir,"  proceeded  the  j 
lawyer,  "  that  an   accident   might    some  day  en- 
gender a  whisper  in  reference  to  that  fact ;  and  if  I 
the  voice  of  accusation  were  to  be  raised  against 
me,    proclaiming  that   I  was   a  forger,  vain  and 
fruitless  were  it  for  me  to  hope  or  attempt  to  pre-  \ 
serve  my  character  from  opprobrium  by  replying,  | 
'  Yes— but  I  have  restored   the  fortune  and  the 
house !' " 

I  was  struck  by  the  truth  of  these  observations : 
and  glancing  at  my  father,  I  perceived  by  his 
countenance  that  he  likewise  admitted  their  force. 
'*  I  stand  in  the  light  of  a  criminal,"  continued 
Mr.  Parks,  "  who  has  been  compelled  to  disgorge 
his  plunder,  but  who  throws  himself  at  the  feet  of 
the  plundered  individuals,  imploring  that  they  will 
p^don  him — that  they  will  throw  a  veil  over  his 
crime — and  that  they  will  not  leave  a  chance  of  its 
transpiring  to  overwhelm  himself  and  his  family 
sooner  or  later  with  obloquy  and  disgrace  !" 

"  And  to  me,  Mr.  Parks,"  I  replied,  after  aa- 
other  glance  at  my  father,  "  you  shall  not  appeal 
in  vain  !  This  pledge  I  have  already  given  to 
your  wife  :  I  now  renew  it  unto  yourself." 

"  I  for  my  part,"  interjected  my  father,  "  echo 
the  sentiments  of  my  daughter :  but  yet  I  do  not 
see  how  we  are  to  aid  you.  The  forged  will  can- 
not be  reclaimed  from  Doctor's  Commons •" 

"  No  !"  ejaculated  Mr.  Parks :  "  but  it  need  not 
stand  the  chance  of  ever  being  branded  as  a  for- 
gery ! — that  stigma  may  be  wiped  away  from  it ! 
—the  character  of  validity  may  be  given  to  it; 
and  it  may  be  legalised  by  the  simplest  operation 
—by  the  simplest  act  on  your  part !" 

"But  what  if  my  daughter  and  myself,"  ex- 
claimed my  father,  "solemnly  pledge  ourselves 
never  to  breathe  a  syllable  to  the  effect  that  the 
will  is  a  forgery  ?  Indeed,  we  have  uo  tempta- 
tion so  to  do ;  for,  as  you  yourself  have  said,  my 
daughter  now  stands  in  the  same  light  as  if  no 
will  had  ever  been  forged  at  all,  and  as  if  the 
original  one  of  Mr.  Forsyth  remained  in  force." 

"  Ab,  but  look  you  !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Parks  : 
"  for  the  sake  of  my  dear  children  I  am  most 
painfully  apprehensive,  and  therefore  most  scrupu- 
lously cautious.  You,  sir— and  you  likewise,  Miss 
Percy,  may  pledge  yourselves  never  to  breathe  a 
syllable — and  you  may  faithfully  as  well  as  kinJly 
mean  to  fulfil  your  promise.  But  a  thousand  acci- 
dents may  happen  1  There  is  such  a  thing  as 
speaking  in  the  delirium  of  fever — or  talking  in 
one's  dreams— or  in  an  unguarded  moment  letting 

slip  a  word in  short,  it  is  a  risk  too  fearful  for 

me  to  incur! — and  though  I  am  not  in  a  position 
to  dictate,  nor  pretend  to  any  such  power,  yet  I 
earnestly  hope  and  entreat  that  the  favour  I  ask 
will  not  be  refused." 

"  Proceed  to  explain  yourself  still  farther,"  I 
said.  "You  have  informed  us  of  your  motives, 
and  I  confess  that  to  my  mind  they  are  strong 
enough :" — for  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  a 
mau  who  was  about  to  part  with  such  an  enor- 
mous sum  of  money,  notwithstanding  the  fraudu- 
lent means  by  which  his  mother  and  himself 
originally  obtained  it,  had  some  shadow  of  justi- 
fication in  stipulating  for  conditions  favourable 
towards  himself. 

"  I  understand  the  motive  of  Mr.  Parks,  as  w«ll 
as  1  comprehend  Lis  position,"  observed  my  father. 
"  You  wi»ib,  sir,  in  plain  terms  to  be  totally  with. 


out  fear  or  apprehension  in  respect  to  any  living 
soul  ?  You  wish  to  have  the  certainty  that  iu  no 
moment  of  caprice  or  spite  my  daughter  or  myself 
might  be  enabled  to  turn  round  upon  you  ?" 

"You  have  put  tho  thing  as  a  man  of  the 
world,"  exclaimed  Parks;  "and  that  is  the  plain 
English  of  it.  Now  look  you !  Suppose  I  had 
given  a  forged  bill  of  exchange,  which  fell  into 
your  hands— and  suppose  you  came  here  to  de- 
mand payment  of  it, — should  I  not  insist  upon 
having  such  bill  destroyed  before  my  eyes  the  in- 
stant that  I  paid  down  the  amount  ?  Well,  then, 
the  present  case  is  pretty  nearly  parallel.  We 
cannot  destroy  the  forged  will,  it  is  true  :  but  we 
may  give  to  the  whole  affair  a  complexion  which 
will  utterly  absolve  me  from  blame." 

"  Or  rather  you  would  say,  Mr.  Parks,  release 
you  from  the  responsibility  attached  to  the  mis- 
deed:"-—and  my  father  spoke  these  words 
seriously.  • 

"  Well,  phrase  it  us  you  will,"  rejoined  the 
lawyer  :  "  the  fact  exists  tho  same.  Now  I  tell 
you  what  I  propose  should  be  done.  Let  us  as* 
8ume  that  the  will— the  forged  will,  you  know— 
which  has  been  proved  at  Doctors'  Commons,  ia 
really  a  valid  one.  Let  us  suppose  that  it  was 
actually  the  legitimate  will  of  the  late  Mr.  Eor- 
syth.  Well,  this  will  cuts  you  off  altogether,  Miss 
Percy,  and  leaves  you  dependent  on  the  old  gentle- 
man's housekeeper,  to  whom  he  made  over  every, 
thing—— no  uncommon  occurrence,  by  the  bye, 
with  superannuated  old  gentlemen,  as  I  in  my 
capacity  of  a  lawyer  well  know.  You  and  youu 
friends  think  yourselves  aggrieved  by  this  will — 
and  natural  enough  !  You  threaten  me  with  legal 
proceedings  to  dispute  it — you  aro  going  to  throw 
the  whole  thing  into  Chancery — where,  if  you  do 
so,  it  will  remain  for  years  and  the  entire  amount 
will  be  devoured  by  costs.     All  this,  mind  you,  is  a 

supposition But  you  are  both  following  me  ?" 

My  father  inclined  bis  head  ia  token  of  assent ; 
and  I  said,  "  Yes,  Mr.  Parks,  I  am  following  you. 
Proceed." 

''  Well  then,"  resumed  tho  lawyer,  "  in  order  to 
avoid  this  terrific  embarrassment— in  order,  I  say, 
to  keep  out  of  a  Chancery  suit — let  us  go  on  sup- 
posing that  I  am  accessible  to  reason.  You  like- 
wise. Miss  Percy,  are  reasonablo ;  and  the  result  is 
that  we  agree  to  a  compromise.  I  have  got  hold 
of  the  fortune ;  and  possession  ia,  you  know,  nine 
points  of  the  law.  I  am  in  a  position  to  dictate 
my  terms  to  a  certain  extent :  you,  on  the  con- 
trary, having  but  slight  confidence  iu  what  may 
be  the  issue  of  law-proceedings,  aro  willing  to 
accept  almost  anything  so  long  as  you  get  some- 
thing. Well  then,  after  due  negotiations  you 
agree  to  accept  three  thousand  pounds  ;  and  I 
agree  to  give  that  sum  as  a  means  of  settling  the 
affair.  I  have  drawn  up  a  deed  to  this  effect :  you 
have  nothing  to  do  but  to  sign  it  in  the  presence 
of  one  of  my  clerks  as  a  witness— and  all  will  be 
over.  You  will  have  done  me  a  service  and  set 
my  mind  at  rest ;  while  on  the  other  hand  you 
have  done  yourself  no  harm — for  iu  reality  i/ou 
will  have  got  the  whole  of  the  fortune,  and  I  shall 
have  nothing  but  this  bit  of  parchment  to  console 
me." 

"You  say  that  you  have  already  prepared  a 
deed,"  observed  my  father :  "  will  you  permit  me 
to  look  at  it.^' 


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"  Ob,  certainly  !"  cried  Parks.  "  Never  sign 
anjthing  that  you  are  unacquainted  with !  Here 
is  the  document," 

Mr.  Parks  accordingly  handed  my  father  a 
parchment  deed ;  and  he  read  it  attentively.  He 
then  reflected  for  a  few  minutes  ;  and  he  said,  "  I 
see  no  harm  in  your  signing  this  document,  Ellen. 
I  will  explain  it  to  you.  It  sets  forth  that  inas- 
much as  a  will,  made  by  the  deceased  Mr.  For- 
syth of  Leeds,  in  favour  of  Mrs.  Parks,  now  also 
deceased,  has  given  displeasure  unto  yourself,  you 
have  threatened  law-proceedings  with  a  view  of 
setting  it  aside  on  the  score  of  the  mental  incapa- 
city of  the  testator  at  the  time  to  exercise  due  dis- 
crimination in  the  disposal  of  his  property.  You 
therefore  consent  and  agree  to  accept  the  sum  of 
three  thousand  pounds,  together  with  a  conveyance 
of  the  house  at  Leeds,  as  a  final  settlement  of  the 
matter  at  issue.  By  the  fact  of  signing  this  docu- 
ment, you  acknowledge  the  validity,  the  legality, 
and  the  integrity  of  the  will;  and  you  debar 
yourself  from  the  power  of  ever  again  making  it 
the  subject  of  any  unpleasant  disputation  between 
yourself  and  Mr.  Parks.  Such  is  the  purport  of 
the  document  which  I  hold  in  my  hand,"  added 
my  father  ;  "  and  it  is  now,  Ellen,  for  you  to  de- 
cide whether  you  will  affix  your  signature  or 
not," 

"  If  I  understand  the  proceeding  aright,"  I 
said,  "  it  is  a  mere  formality  so  far  as  I  am  con- 
cerned  " 

"  While  it  renders  me  free  from  all  apprehen- 
sion of  every  kind,"  responded  Parks.  "  "With 
such  a  document  in  my  possession,  I  could  at  any 
moment  defy  the  whisperings  of  scandal,  if  by  any 
possible  means  a  hint  should  get  abroad  to  the 
effect  that  the  will  at  Doctor's  Commons  is  not  a 
genuine  one." 

I  looked  at  my  father— I  beheld  in  his  counte- 
nance nothing  to  dissuade    me  from  taking   the 
proposed  step  ;  and  I  recollected  the  earnest  and 
contrite  manner  in  which  Mrs.  Parks  had  appealed 
to  me.     I  felt  convinced  that  the  lawyer  was  per- 
'orming  a  straightforward  part  in  respect  to  the 
restitution  of  my  fortune.     Before  me  upon  the 
writing-table  lay  the  cheque  for  36,300^.  :   there 
likewise  was  the  deed  conveying  to  me  the  house  j 
at  Leeds  ;  and  the  discharge  which  I  was  called  ; 
upon  to  sign  recapitulated  the  conveyance  of  that  | 
house.   Was  not  everything  straightforward  there-  j 
fore  ? — how  could  there  be  a  possibility  of  fraud  or  ' 
deception  on  the  lawyer's  part  ?  ! 

"  I  will  sign  that  deed,"  I  said,  after  a  few  ! 
moments  of  reflection.  "  Although  it  be  attach-  I 
ing  my  namo  to  something  which  is  not  strictly  I 
true " 

"  Pardon  me,  Miss  Percy,"  interrupted  Parks,  | 
"  there  is  really  no  untruth  involved  in  such  a 
proceeding  as  this :  the  most  fastidious  mind 
could  not  look  upon  it  in  any  such  sinister 
light.  You  do  not  thereby  acknowledge  your 
conviction  or  belief  that  the  will  never  was 
forged  :  you  merely  say  that  you  now  recognise 
its  validity  bo  far  as  you  yourself  are  concerned 
—which  simply  means  that  you  pledge  yourself 
never  to  dispute  it.  Then,  as  for  the  considera- 
tion of  three  thousand  pounds  in  hard  cash,  you 
have  got  twelve  times  that  amount ;  and  here 
again  you  commit  no  violation  of  the  truth  in 
sientiff  tbfl  denn." 


I  listened  with  the  utmost  attention  to  every- 
thing that  Mr.  Parks  was  saying ;  and  I  certainly 
was  compelled  to  admit  to  myself  that  it  would 
indeed  be  a  piece  of  most  unnecessary  fastidious- 
ness to  refuse  my  signature  to  the  document. 
Again  therefore  I  said,  "  Mr.  Parks,  I  will  sign 
it." 

He  bowed  in  acknowledgment  of  his  thanks ; 
and  he  said,  "  I  am  now  about  to  summon  my 
clerk  to  witness  the  signature  of  the  deeds.  May 
I  beg  of  you  both  to  adopt  a  demeanour  which 
may  prevent  the  young  man  from  suspecting  that 
anything  beyond  a  mere  business-transaction  has 
passed  between  us  ?" 

Having  thus  spoken,  Mr.  Parks  rang  a  bell; 
and  almost  immediately  afterwards  one  of  b\a 
clerks  entered  from  the  outer  office.  At  the  same 
instant  the  lawyer  turned  the  cheque  over  upon 
its  face,  60  that  the  clerk  might  not  notice  its 
amount. 

"Mr.  Moss,"  said  the  lawyer,  thus  addressing 
the  clerk,  "  you  will  have  the  kindness  to  witness 
these  two  deeds.  Here !  run  your  eye  over  the 
contents,  so  that  you  may  know  what  you  are 
attesting.  The  first — which  is  the  one  that  I  have 
to  sign — conveys  to  Miss  Percy  a  certain  house  at 
Leeds.  You  see  the  conveyance  is  in  the  usual 
strain.  This  other  deed — which  is  to  be  signed 
by  Miss  Percy — is  in  settlement  of  certain  dis- 
putes betwixt  this  lady  and  myself :  but  you  will 
soon  see  what  the  gist  of  it  is.  Look  !  Will  of 
the  deceased  Mr.  Forsyth  of  Leeds — bequeathing 
so  and  so— all  the  particulars  duly  set  out,  you 

see then  proviso  for  the  conveyance  of  that 

house  to  Miss  Percy,  together  with  the  payment 
of  three  thousand  pounds  ■!&  short,  it  is  an 
amicable  arrangement  to  prevent  a  ruinous  Chan- 
cery suit." 

"  I  perceive,  sir,"  said  the  clerk,  who  quickly 
made  himself  acquainted  with  the  purport  and 
tenour  of  both  documents. 

"  Now,  I  will  sign  first,"  said  Mr.  Parks.  "  Yea 
— it  is  all  right— the  deed  of  conveyance  !"  and  he 
signed  accordingly :  then  placing  his  finger  on  the 
seal,  he  added  with  the  usual  formality,  "  I  accept 
this  as  my  act  and  deed." 

"Now,  Ellen,"  said  my  father,  "it  is  for  you  to 
sign." 

"  This  is  your  document.  Miss  Percy,"  ex- 
claimed the  lawyer,  as  he  placed  it  before  me 
and  handed  me  a  pen,  "  Be  so  kind  as  to  sign 
here.  Your  Christian  name  on  one  side  of  the 
seal— your  surname  on  the  other.  G-ood!  And 
now  have  the  kindness  to  put  your  finger  upon 
that  other  seal,  and  repeat  the  little  formality 
which  you  heard  me  utter." 

I  did  as  I  was  desired,— saying,  "  I  accept  this 
as  my  act  and  deed." 

"  Is  that  all,  sir  ?"  inquired  the  clerk,  with  a 
bow. 

"Ah!  stop  a  moment!"  cried  Mr.  Parks,  "I 
had  well  nigh  forgotten  something — and  not  the 
least  important  feature  of  the  business !  I  must 
write  a  cheque  for  the  three  thousand  pounds." 

"  But  you  have  already,"  I  exclaimed 

"  Pray  suffer  me,  Miss  Percy,"  interrupted  Mr. 
Parks,  "  I  know  perfectly  well  what  I  am  about." 

I  could  not  understand  his  proceeding :  but  I 
supposed  that  he  did ;  and  as  my  father  likewise 
seemed  to  comnrehend  it,  I  held  my  peace.    Parks 


ELLEK  PEBCT  ;   OR,   THE   MEMOIBS   OF   AN   ACTRESS. 


tore  off  a  slip  of  paper  in  the  form  of  a  draft ;  and 
he  quickly  converted  it  into  a  cheque  for  three 
thousand  pounds. 

"  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  "  have  the  kindness  to 
put  jour  name  at  the  back  of  this  by  way  of  re- 
ceipting it — and  then  everything  is  finished,  ilr. 
Moss,  please  to  be  attentive,  sir  I" 

I  glanced  at  my  father,  who  nodded  his  head  as 
an  intimation  that  I  was  to  execute  this  last  for- 
mality ;  and  I  accordingly  wrote  my  name  at 
the  back  of  the  cheque  for  the  three  thousand 
pounds. 

"  It  is  all  finished,  Mr.  Moss,"  said  Parks :  and 
the  clerk  immediately  withdrew.  "You  do  not 
seem  to  understand  the  meaning  of  this  last  little 
arrangement.  Miss  Percy,"  continued  the  lawyer, 
when  the  door  had  closed  behind  Mr.  Moss :  "yet 
your  father  will  tell  you  that  it  is  all  perfectly 
right  and  straightforward.  Remember  that  my 
clerk  knows  nothing  of  that  large  cheque  which 
No.  43.— Ellen  Peect. 


belongs  to  you:  and  therefore  he  naturally  ex- 
pected to  see  me  pay  you  the  three  thousand  spe- 
cified in  the  deed  which  he  had  witnessed.  The 
writing  of  this  small  cheque  was  therefore  a  mere 
form  to  render  the  ceremony  complete  in  my 
clerk's  estimation.  Take  your  own  cheque.  Miss 
Percy — take  likewise  this  deed  of  conveyance— 
those  are  yow  papers.  This  document,  which 
you  have  signed,  belongs  to  me :  and  as  for  this 
little  cheque,"  he  added,  taking  it  up,  "  there  is 
no  further  use  for  it." 

As  he  thus  spoke,  he  crumpled  up  the  little 
cheque  and  tossed  it  negligently  into  the  fender. 

The  ceremony  was  over :  I  took  the  deed  of 
conveyance,  as  well  as  the  cheque  for  36,300Z.  j 
and  I  said  in  a  voice  full  of  emotion,  "  Mr.  Parks, 
you  have  now  fully  atoned  for  the  past  in  my  esti- 
mation !" 

"  And  in  mine,"  added  my  father,  solemnly. 

The  lawyer    bowed,    and  immediately    turned 


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ELXEN  PEECT;   OR,   THE   MEMOIKS   OF    AN   ACTEES8. 


aside,  as  if  to  conceal  some  strong  feelings  which 
were  agitating  him.  My  father  and  I  withdrew  ; 
and  the  next  moment  we  issued  from  the  lawyer's 
house. 


CHAPTEE    LIX. 

THE  CHEQUE. 

I  CAK  scarcely  describe  the  sensations  which  I  ex- 
perienced  at  the  termination  of  the  business  with 
Mr.  Parks  :  but  I  really  believe  that  I  was  more 
rejoiced  at  having  obtained  possession  of  the  house 
at  Leeds,  than  the  cheque  for  the  fortune  itself. 
That  house,  whore  so  many  years  of  my  life  had 
been  passed,  was  now  my  own ;  end  I  promised 
myself  the  satisfsctioa  of  proceeding  thither  to 
visit  it  with  the  least  possible  delay. 

"  What  o'clock  is  it  ?"  asked  my  father,  when 
we  were  at  a  short  distance  from  the  lawyer's 
house. 

"  It  is  ten  minute!  to  five,"  I  answered,  consult- 
ing my  watch. 

"And  the  cheque  is  drawn  upon  a  banking- 
house  in  the  City,"  observed  my  father.  "  We 
have  not  time  to  get  it  cashed  to-day — for  the 
banks  close  at  five." 

"That  is  of  no  consequence,"  I  said:  "to- 
morrow will  do  just  as  well.  I  suppose  you  have 
not  the  slightest  doubt  that  the  cheque  will  be 
paid  F" 

"  Not  the  slightest,"  rejoined  my  father.  "  I 
am  morally  certain  that  it  is  as  good  as  a  bank. 
note.  If  for  a  single  instant  the  faintest  shadow 
of  suspicion  had  arisen  in  my  mind,  I  should  have 
advised  you  not  to  conclude  the  business  until  Mr. 
Parks  produced  the  whole  sum  in  ready  money 
upon  his  desk.  But  everything  showed  that  he 
was  most  serious — most  earnest.  That  appeal 
made  to  you  in  the  first  instance  by  his  wife- 
then  the  well -planned  and  skilfully  devised 
arrangement  by  which  the  colour  of  validity  has 
been  given  to  the  forged  will — the  signatures  in 
the  presence  of  the  clerk — the  voluntary  cession  of 
the  house  at  Leeds — everything,  in  short,  proved 
that  Mr.  Parks  was  for  once  in  his  life  acting  a 
straightforward  part !" 

"  For  which,  however,"  I  interjected,  "  he  can 
take  little  credit  to  himself  if  ho  comes  to  reason 
with  his  own  conscience  j  for  the  whole  proceeding 
was  forced  upon  him." 

"  True  !"  said  my  father  :  "  but  you  have  for- 
given him  for  the  past— and  though  you  have 
acted  generously,  yet  you  could  scarcely  have  done 
otherwise  when  the  man's  conduct  assumed  the 
aspect  of  an  atonement,  Eeferring  to  the  cheque 
which  you  have  in  your  possession,  understand 
well  that  if  it  were  not  paid,  Mr.  Parks  could  im- 
mediately be  sued  for  the  amount ;  and  the  result 
would  bo  utter  ruin  if  he  were  really  without  the 
means  of  liquidating  the  debt.  Thus  it  is  not  for 
a  moment  probable  that  he  would  have  courted 
such  a  position  as  this.  All  these  considerations 
passed  through  my  mind  while  wo  were  in  the 
lawyer's  olBce  :  stop  by  step  I  carefully  watched 
the  progress  of  the  transaction  ;  and  I  firmly  be- 
lieve, my  dear  Ellen,  that  if  you  had  been  accom- 


panied by  the  astutest  legal  adviser,  tha  results 
would  have  been  juat  the  same." 

"Well,  my  dear  father,"  I  said,  after  a  few 
moments'  reflection,  "  I,  like  yourself,  entertain 
the  fullest  faith  in  the  value  of  this  cheque  :  but 
we  will  not  until  to-morrow  speak  a  syllable  in 
deliberation  on  the  manner  in  which  the  capital 
is  to  be  laid  out  when  it  comes  into  our  hands. 
Neither  shall  I  breathe  a  syllable  to  my  friends  in 
Hunter  Street  respecting  the  transactions  of  this 
day.  In  short,  we  will  wait  until  the  last  step 
shall  have  been  taken,  and  until  wo  shall  have  the 
proof  that  everything  has  progressed  favourably 
to  the  very  end." 

"Be  it  as  you  will,  my  dear  girl,"  said  my 
father  ;  "  and  therefore  I  will  reserve  until  to- 
morrow all  congratulationg,  in  the  same  way  that 
we  are  to  abstain  from  all  deliberations." 

"  Yes,"  I  said,  "  because  there  is  just  the  bara 
possibility  that  wa  may  have  been  deceived — and 
we  should  feel  supremely  ridiculous  if  we  had 
launched  out  into  extravagant  ideas  and  then 
found  that  they  were  all  based  upon  a  mockery 
and  a  delusion." 

"  At  half-past  ten  to-morrow  morning,"  said  my 
father,  "I  will  come  and  fetch  you  :  wo  will  pro- 
ceed together  into  the  City— and  by  eleven  o'clock 
all  doubt  will  be  thoroughly  cleared  up  in  one  way 
or  another.  Heaven  knows,  my  dear  child,  that 
after  all  my  sad  experiences  of  life  I  have  no 
reason  to  be  sanguine! — but  I  must  confess  that 
in  the  present  instance  I  can  scarcely  see  how  it  is 
possible  for  us  to  have  been  duped." 

My  father  and  I  now  separated ;  and  I  returned 
to  Hunter  Street.  I  so  composed  my  demeanour 
that  my  friends  should  not  be  enabled  to  suspect 
that  anything  extraordinary  had  taken  place,— 
though  I  resolved  that  if  the  cheque  were  paid  on 
the  morrow,  I  would  not  lose  a  moment  in  reveal- 
ing to  them  my  good  fortune.  And  though  I  was 
not  completely  sanguine  on  the  point,  yet  I  really 
could  not  see  how  it  was  possible  that  the  lawyer 
could  hope  to  steal  a  march  on  me  by  the  perpe- 
tration of  so  gross  a  fraud.  Thus  in  spite  of  my- 
self I  found  my  mind  revolving  certain  plans  to 
be  executed  if  I  should  become  possessed  of  my 
fortune.  I  would  assuredly  leave  the  stage  ;  and 
I  would  write  off  to  my  cousin  Harry  in  America, 
to  intimate  that  there  was  no  necessity  for  him  to 
toil  longer  than  he  thought  fit  in  money-making 
pursuits.  Ah !  a  thrill  of  pleasure  shot  through 
my  heart  as  this  reflection  swept  into  my  brain  ; 
for  I  loved  my  cousin — yes,  dearly  loved  him ! 

When  night  came  and  I  was  alono  in  my 
chamber,  I  could  not  help  continuing  my  medita- 
tions ;  and  they  kept  me  awake  for  some  con- 
siderable time.  Even  if  by  any  possibility  the 
cheque  should  not  be  paid,  it  was  nevertheless 
certain  beyond  the  possibility  of  doubt  or  dispute 
that  I  had  possession  of  the  house  at  Leeds.  The 
deed  of  conveyance  was  locked  up  in  my  desk, 
together  with  my  purse,  into  which  I  had  put  the 
cheque  for  the  36,300?.  In  respect  to  that  house 
I  might  therefore  in  safety  and  security  arrange 
my  plans.  If  it  wanted  reparation  I  would  re- 
pair it:  I  would  do  all  I  could  to  preserve  it,  in 
memory  of  my  deceased  grandfather,  who,  as  it 
proved  after  all,  had  really  left  me  his  heiress  and 
bequeathed  to  me  every  tittle  of  his  property,— mo* 
leaving  me  dependent  upon  his  old  housekeeper, 


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as  for  so  long  a  time  I  believed  he  had  done— buf, 
on  the  contrary,  actually  leaving  her  in  total  de- 
pendence upon  my  bounty.  In  the  midst  of  my 
meditations  I  sank  off  to  sleep ;  and  when  I  awoke 
in  the  morning,  I  could  not  immediately  convince 
myself  that  the  lapse  of  a  few  hours  would  prove 
whether  I  were  to  possess  riches,  or  whether  I  had 
been  the  dupe  of  a  fraud  and  a  delusion. 

Punctually  at  half-past  ten  o'clock  my  father 
came  to  fetch  me  j  and  I  was  in  readiness  to  issue 
forth  with  him.  We  engaged  a  cab,  and  took  our 
seats  therein.  My  father's  features  expressed  a 
serene  and  steady  confidence  in  the  issue  of  the 
transaction ;  so  that  I  began  to  chide  myself  for 
having  entertained  any  doubt  upon  the  point. 

"  You  have  the  cheque  with  you,  Ellen  ?"  said 
my  father,  som'e  little  time  after  we  had  taken 
our  seats  in  the  cab. 

"Yes,"  I  responded.  "I  put  it  into  my  purse 
yesterday,  the  moment  I  received  it  from  Mr, 
Parks ;  and  I  locked  it  up  in  my  desk  the  instant 
I  got  home.  I  did  not  touch  my  purse  again  until 
dressing  myself  ere  now  to  accompany  you.  I  was 
fearful  of  losing  the  draft !" 

"You  cannot  be  too  careful  in  such  matters, 
Ellen,"  observed  my  father. 

"1  will  give  you  the  cheque,"  I  said,  taking 
out  my  purse  from  my  pocket ;  "  and  you  can 
present  it.  There  is  no  necessity  for  me  to  enter 
the  bank." 

While  I  was  thus  speaking,  I  began  to  open  my 
purse;  and  I  drew  forth  the  draft  which  I  had  so 
cu-efully  folded  up  and  deposited  there.  I  handed 
it  to  my  father,  folded  as  it  was.  He  took  it— and 
in  a  leisurely  way  began  to  open  it  as  we  drew 
nearer  to  the  bank.  An  ejasulation  suddenly  peal- 
ing from  his  lips,  startled  mo  as  if  with  a  power- 
ful galvanic  shock,  I  glanced  at  the  paper  which 
he  held  in  his  hand,  and  I  exclaimed,  "  For 
heaven's  sake,  what  is  the  matter  P" 

"Do  you  not  see,  Ellen?"  gasped  forth  my 
father,  scarcely  able  to  speak.     "It  is  a  blank  !" 

"A  blank!"  I  echoed.  "But  turn  it  over! 
You  are  looking  on  the  wrong  side !" 

He  turned  it  over ;  and  the  other  side  of  the 
paper  was  likewise  a  blank. 

"  What  can  it  mean  ?"  I  asked,  in  consterna- 
tion and  dismay. 

"  Ah  !  what  does  it  mean  ?"  said  my  father,  in 
a  tone  of  fierce  bitterness. 

"  Mr.  Parks  must  have  given  me  a  blank  slip 
of  paper  by  mistake  !"  1  said. 

"  Ifo— nothing  of  the  sort,  Ellen !"  rejoined  my 
father,  who  was  deadly  pale  and  quivering  with 
excitement.  "I  told  you  yesterday  that  I  care- 
fully watched  every  stage  of  the  proceedings;  and 
I  never  lost  sight  of  the  cheque  from  the  first  in- 
stant that  it  was  placed  upon  the  desk.  I  did  not 
throw  a  single  chance  away ;  for  I  knew  that  we 
had  to  deal  with  a  villain.  And  now,"  added  my 
fntlier,  in  the  low  hoarse  voice  of  concentrated 
rage,  "  in  spite  of  all  my  precautions  ho  has  oror- 
reachcd  us  at  last!" 

"And  yet  I  do  not  see  how!"  I  said:  and  I 
also  was  much  excited,  "  If  it  were  the  real  and 
veritable  cheque  which  he  gave  me — the  cheque 
with  the  writing  upon  it — that  writing  which  said 
as  plain  as  writing  could  be,  '  Poy  to  Miss  JSllen 
T'ercy,  or  hearer,  the  sum  of  thirti/-six  thousand 
three  hundred  pounds,' — if  it  wore  that  cheque, 


father,  which  I  saw  with  my  own  eyes  and  read 
word  for  word  and  letter  for  letter— how  could  it 
possibly  have  become  a  blank  in  my  hands  ?" 

"  Pool,  fool  that  I  was  not  to  think  of  the  pos- 
sibility of  this  !"  ejaculated  my  father,  who  seemed 
as  if  he  were  heedless  of  the  rapidly  uttered  ques- 
tions  I  had  been  addressing  to  him.  "  Ah,  Ellen  !" 
he  continued,  "  you  know  not  half  tho  villany 
which  may  bo  perpetrated  in  this  world  !  Have 
you  never  heard  of  sympathetic  inks  ?" 

"Sympathetic  inksP"  I  ejaculated  in  astonish- 
ment.    "  No  !     What  do  you  mean  ?" 

"Inks,"  continued  my  father,  with  a  voice  and 
look  of  rage, — "inks  which  when  written  in  one 
colour,  will  turn  to  another  if  held  to  the  fire!^ 
inks  so  contrived  that  all  species  of  delusions  may 
be  accomplished  by  their  aid  for  the  amusenieut 
of  a  party  of  children  in  a  drawing-room — aye, 
and  for  the  deception  of  such  grown-up  persons 
as  consider  themselves  wiser  than  those  children  ! 
And  we,  Ellen,  are  now  the  dupes  of  one  of  these 
foul  frauds  !— for  there  is  a  sympathetic  ink  which 
may  be  read  plainly  upon  tho  paper  within  a 
certain  time  after  it  has  traced  its  marks  there, 
but  which  at  length  begins  gradually  to  disappear 
until  it  vanishes  entirely !" 

"Good  heavens!"  I  ejaculated,  shocked  and 
horrified  at  the  detestable  nature  of  the  fraud 
which  had  rendered  us  its  dupes. 

At  the  same  moment  the  cab  stopped  at  tho 
door  of  the  banking-house  in  Lombard  Street. 

"  We  have  no  business  here  now,"  said  my 
father,  in  a  tone  of  concentrated  bitterness :  then 
suddenly  thrusting  his  head  forth  from  tho  win- 
dow, he  exclaimed  to  the  driver.  "  We  have 
forgotten  something — we   have  made  a  mistake. 

Turn— and  take  us  at  once  to Square." 

The  vehicle  turned  accordingly;  and  we  were 
soon  retracing  our  way  through  the  crowded 
thoroughfares  of  the  City. 

"By  heaven!"  ejaculated  my  father,  "a  trick 
more  fiendishly  villanous  was  never  committed  ! 
Bat  the  scoundrel  shall  not  triumph  over  us !  We 
I  will  speed  to  him— and  unless  he  fulfils  his  bar- 
gain,  we  will  mercilessly  give  Lim  into  cus- 
tody !" 

"Perhaps,"  I  said,  with  a  tightening  sensation 
at  the  heart,  "tho  deed  of  conveyance  in  respect 
to  the  house  at  Leeds  is  likewise  by  this  tia:e  a 
blank  ?" 

"  Heaven  only  can  tell,"  exclaimed  my  father, 
who  was  growing  more  and  more  excited,  "  to 
what  extent  this  miscreant's  wickedness  may  havf 
reached !" 

"Pray  tranquil'isa  yourself!"  I  said,  bccomiuf 
alarmed  at  my  father's  looks:  "I  implore  you  tf 
compose  yourself !" 

"  Compose  myself,  Ellen  ?"  he  cried,  clenching 
his  fists  in  a  fury  of  rage  :  "compose  myself  wher 
I  have  seen  you  thus  cruelly  plundered  and  do 
frauded— and  when  I  could  curse  myself  for  iiaving 
sat  by  and  sanctioned  all  t!>e  proceedings  by  whict 
you  are  thus  robbed !     Yet  God  knows  how  inno 

cent  I  myself  have  been " 

"Yes,  yes,  my  dear  father!"  I  exclaimed;  "j 
know  it — I  feel  it  all !— and  therefore  for  heaven's 
sake  do  not  reproach  yourself  I  Perhaps  it  would 
be  better  for  us  to  defer  our  visit  to  this  vile  un- 
principled man  ?  perhaps  we  had  better  take  legal 
advice  ?" 


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ELLEN   PEECT;    OE,    THE  MEilOIfiS  OF   AN   ACXEESS. 


"  Or  perhaps  we  ought  to  take  a  constable  with 
us,"  ejaculated  my  father,  "and  give  him  into 
custody  for  forgery,  embezzlement,  robbery,  and 
fraud  of  every  infamous  description !" 

"Let  us  then  seek  the  advice  of  some  clever 
attorney,"  I  said.  "  For  God's  sake,  my  dear 
father,  do  nothing  rashly  !  Remember,"  I  added 
impressively,  "Parks  is  acquainted  with  the  ter- 
rible secret  of  your  life;  and  it  were  utter  mad- 
ness to  provoke  him  to  give  publicity  thereto,  if 
we  at  the  same  time  shall  be  doing  no  good  to 
ourselves  in  respect  to  this  money." 

"We  will  at  all  events  go  to  him  at  once, 
Ellen!"  cried  my  father,  who  was  so  maddened  by 
rage  as  to  be  scarcely  capable  of  listening  to  the 
voice  of  reason  or  the  suggestions  of  prudence. 
"We  will  confront  the  villain— we  will  hear  what 

he  has  to  say And  besides,"  added  my  father, 

clutching  at  a  straw  of  hope  even  iu  the  midst  of 
his  boiling  passion,  "it  is  just  possible,  Ellen — 
and  only  just  possible — that  he  may  have  by  acci- 
dent given  you  that  blank  slip  of  paper  instead  of 
the  cheque  which  he  had  drawn  out  ?" 

"  Yes,  yes — it  is  possible !"  I  said,  not  precisely 
catching  at  a  hope,  but  clutching  at  something 
which  might  serve  as  a  means  of  appeasing  my 
father's  almost  frenzied  anger. 

"  Well,  then,"  he  rejoined,  "  let  us  suspend  our 
judgment.  But,  Ah !  we  will  take  Hunter  Street 
in  our  way — you  shall  just  glance  at  the  deed  of 
conveyance  which  he  gave  you  in  respect  to  the 
house  at  Leeds — and  you  shall  see  whether  tJtat 
likewise  has  become  a  blank  or  not." 

"  And  if  not,  dear  father,"  I  hastened  to  reply, 
"  there  is  some  hope — tell  me,  is  there  not  some 
hope  that  it  may  after  all  prove  a  mistake  in  re- 
spect to  the  draft  ?" 

"  Yes,  yes !"  exclaimed  my  father  :  "  the  matter 
will  certainly  look  less  suspicious  !" 

He  gave  a  fresh  instruction  to  the  cabman ;  and 
we  proceeded  to  Hunter  Street.  There  he  waited 
in  the  cab  while  I  proceeded  up-stairs  to  my  cham- 
ber ;  and  it  was  with  nervously  trembling  hands 
that  I  unlocked  the  writing-desk.  A  thrill  of  joy 
swept  through  my  heart  as  I  opened  the  docu- 
ment: the  writing  upon  that  parchment  was  as 
black,  as  clear,  and  as  legible  as  it  was  at  the  first 
moment  when  my  eyes  glanced  over  it  at  the  law- 
yer's  office  on  the  preceding  day.  Restoring  the 
deed  to  the  desk — which  I  carefully  locked  again 
— I  sped  down  the  stairs;  and  the  moment  I  ap- 
proached the  cab,  my  father  read  in  my  counte- 
nance the  result  of  my  investigation.  I  took  my 
seat  in  the  vehicle  again;  and  it  drove  away  in  the 
direction  of  the  Square  at  the  West  End  where 
the  house  of  Mr.  Parks  was  situated. 

"  Then  there  is  indeed  hope !"  ejaculated  my 
father,  as  I  told  him  that  the  conveyance  deed  was 
precisely  in  the  same  state  as  when  first  delivered 
into  my  hands. 

"  With  this  impression,  therefore,"  I  observed, 
"  you  will  with  a  becoming  calmness  and  compo- 
sure seek  the  presence  of  Mr.  Parks  ?" 

"Yes,  yes  !"  replied  my  parent :  "  I  will  afford 
him  the  fullest  opportunity  of  rectifying  the  error 
—if  an  error  it  be.  And  truly  it  may  prove  so  !— 
I  may  have  been  too  quick  in  jumping  at  a  con- 
clusion !— for  now  that  I  recollect,  there  were  seve- 
ral slips  of  paper  lying  about  on  his  desk  ■  How- 
ever,  we  shall  soon  know  !" 


In  a  few  minutes  we  reached  the  lawyer's  resi- 
dence; and  both  of  us  glanced  forth  with  eager- 
ness at  the  windows,  to  see  if  there  were  any  signs 
of  a  flight  having  taken  place  during  the  past 
night.  But  the  footman  in  the  gorgeous  livery 
was  standing  at  the  front  door,  angrily  dismissing 
a  beggar  who  had  audaciously  (as  the  lacquey 
thought)  summoned  him  to  solicit  alms;  and  at 
the  sight  of  the  servant  my  heart  was  cheered. 
The  domestic  hastened  to  open  the  door  of  the  cab; 
and  my  father,  in  a  voice  of  forced  composure,  in- 
quired, "  Is  your  master  at  home  ?" 

"Yes,  sir,"  replied  the  lacquey;  "and  he  is 
disengaged  too.    Please  to  walk  in." 

At  home — and  not  denied  to  us— but  about  to 
receive  us  with  as  much  readiness  as  if  he  had  ex- 
pected our  visit  and  had  bidden  his  footman  admit 
us  instantly !  This  certainly  was  a  good  sign!  — 
and  my  father's  looks  showed  that  he  entertained 
a  similar  opinion.  The  lacquey  conducted  us  to 
his  master's  private  office,  where  the  business  of 
the  preceding  day  had  been  transacted;  and  there 
we  found  Mr.  Parks  seated  at  his  desk.  On  our 
names  being  announced,  he  rose— not  with  that 
diffident  and  abashed  air  with  which  he  had  met 
us  the  day  before,  but  with  the  ready  off-hand 
assurance  of  one  who  felt  as  if  he  had  put  himself 
entirely  right  with  regard  to  us. 

"Ah  !  how  do  you  do  ?"  he  exclaimed.  "Pray 
sit  down.  A  fine  day — isn't  it  ?  Beautiful  wea- 
ther, considering  that  we  are  now  in  the  first  week 
of  October  !  By  the  bye,  Miss  Percy,  may  I  ask 
when  you  are  to  appear  again  ?  for  I  have  some 
friends  coming  up  from  the  country  in  a  fetr  days, 
who  are  most  anxious  to  see  you." 

"  I  am  not  to  appear  again  for  a  fortnight,  Mr. 
Parks,"  I  replied,  in  a  courteous  tone ;  for  I  felt 
convinced  by  his  off-hand  unembarrassed  manner 
that  everything  was  right,  and  that  we  in  our 
suspicions  had  accused  him  of  a  crime  when  it 
might  only  be  an  accident  of  which  he  himself  was 
still  ignorant.  "  On  account  of  the  death  of  my 
relative,  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  I  consider  it  decent  and 
becoming  to  withdraw  from  the  theatre  for  a  brief 
period." 

"True  !"  ejaculated  Parks:  "  quite  proper  !  And 
now,  to  what  may  I  ascribe  the  unexpected  plea> 
sure  of  this  visit  P" 

"  A  little  mistake  has  occurred,"  said  my  father, 
now  acting  the  part  of  spokesman, — "  but  a  mis- 
take which  I  see  is  unknown  to  you." 

"  A  mistake  ?  Indeed  !"  ejaculated  Mr.  Parks, 
with  a  look  which  fully  coofirmed  my  idea  that 
be  was  innocent  of  the  detestable  fraud  which  we 
had  imputed  to  hioi.  '*'  What  sort  of  a  mis- 
take ?" 

"  One  that  you  can  rectify  in  a  few  moments," 
rejoined  my  father.  "  Only  think  of  what  a  fright 
we  have  been  in  !  Look  hero  !  Instead  of  giving 
us  the  cheque,  you  gave  us  this  slip  of  blank 
paper." 

"  The  deuce !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Porks,  with  a  look 
of  perfect  amazement,  as  he  took  the  paper  from 
my  father's  hand.  "  Well,  'pon  my  soul !  this  ia 
the  strangest  mistake  that  ever  was  made  !" — ant' 
he  laughed  heartily.  "  Blank  ?  So  it  is  !  blank 
on  both  sides !" — then  with  another  laugh  he  tore 
up  the  slip  and  tossed  it  into  his  waste-paper 
basket. 

"  Yes,  it  is  a  droll  mistake,"  said  my  father,  notr 


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luughiug  ia  his  turn.  "  But  as  I  observed,  you 
can  soon  rectify  it." 

"  To  be  sure  !"  cried  Parks,  taking  up  bis  pen. 
"But  stop  a  moment  !  Business  is  business,  jou 
know.  Don't  consider  yourselves  insulted  —  it's 
only  a  professional  precaution  tbat  I  am  just  going 
to  adopt  :" — and  he  rang  the  bell. 

The  clerk  who  had  witnessed  the  deeds  on  the 
preceding  day,  answered  the  summons. 

"  Mr.  Mosa,"  said  the  lawyer,  "  take  a  cab  at 
once,  and  be  ofif  to  the  bankers.  They  have  got 
my  pass-book.  Just  request  them  to  make  it  up 
to  the  latest  moment;  and  bring  it  along  with  you 
as  quick  as  ever  you  can." 

Mr.  Moss  bowed  and  retired. 

"  The  cheque  may  have  been  presented,  you 
know,"  continued  Mr.  Parks  when  the  clerk  had 
withdrawn  ;  "  and  we  must  just  see  that  the  affair 
is  all  right  and  straightforward.  I  am  sorry  that 
Mrs.  Parks  is  not  at  home  at  the  moment ;  but 
you  can  walk  up  into  the  drawing-room  and  wait 
till  Moss  returns.  I  will  let  you  know  the  instant 
he  comes  back." 

"  Mr.  Parks,"  I  said,  with  the  colour  mantling 
upon  my  cheek,  "  you  cannot  for  an  instant  sup- 
pose that  I  am  capable  of  obtaining  money  on 
one  cheque,  and  then  coming  to  defraud  you  of 
another  ?" 

"  Mr.  Parks  is  right,  my  dear  Ellen,  in  adopt- 
ing his  precautions,"  interjected  my  father  :  "  it 
is  all  consistent  with  business-habits  —  the  more 
especially  as  the  sum  is  a  large  one." 

"  I  beg  Mr.  Parks's  forgiveness,"  I  said,  in  a 
tone  of  renewed  courtesy,  "  if  my  observation  were 
offensive." 

"  Ob,  I  forgive  you,  Ellen  !"  he  exclaimed,  with 
a  cheerful  laugh  :  "  your  sex  understands  nothing 
of  business.  But  pray  go  to  the  drawing-room. 
You  will  have  about  an  hour  and  a  half  to  wait ; 
and  I  will  presently  send  you  up  luncheon." 

My  father  and  myself  accordingly  ascended  to 
the  drawing-room, — both  of  us  being  thoroughly 
convinced  that  the  circumstance  which  had  so 
alarmed  and  excited  us,  was  an  error  after  all, 
and  that  it  would  be  presently  rectified.  Nearly 
two  hours  elapsed, —  at  the  expiration  of  which 
period  we  heard  a  vehicle  stop  at  the  house  ;  and 
my  father,  hastening  to  the  window,  announced  that 
Mr.  Moss  bad  returned.  Two  or  three  minutes 
afterwards  Mr.  Parks  came  up  into  the  drawing- 
room,  with  his  banker's  book  open  in  his  hand. 

"  By  Jove,  this  is  serious  !"  he  exclaimed,  shut- 
ting the  door  behind  him.  "  The  cheque  has  been 
presented  and  paid.  Here  it  is,  you  see — the  very 
last  entry  !" 

"  Good  heavens  !"  I  exclaimed.  "  But  how  is 
this  possible  ?    I  declare  to  you,  Mr.  Parks " 

"  Ah  !  how  is  it  possible  ?"  ejaculated  the  law- 
yer :  and  methought  that  there  was  a  certain 
iron;  in  his  tone  as  well  as  a  suspicious  gleaming 
in  his  looVs.  "  Here  is  the  name  sure  enough  ! 
'  Ellen  Fercy' —  with  the  amount  duly  entered. 
And  by  the  bye,  Mr.  Moss  has  just  told  me  that 
one  of  the  clerks  at  the  bank  casually  mentioned 
to  him  that  this  last  cheque  was  presented  by  a 
lady  closely  veiled,  the  very  moment  the  doors 
of  the  bank  opened  this  morning." 

"  Some  terrible  fraud  has  been  perpetrated  !"  I 
exclaimed,  infinitely  excited  and  indignant. 

"  A  fraud  ?"   exclaimed   my  father  furiously  : 


"yes— and  of  a  most  mysterious  description  I 
Would  you  bo  kind  enough  to  let  me  look  at  the 
entry  in  your  book,  Mr.  Parks  ?" 

"  Certainly,"  answered  the  lawyer,  whose  man- 
ner was  now  to  all  appearance  cold  and  suspici- 
ous. 

"  Why,  what  is  this  P"  cried  my  father  in  asto- 
nishment, as  be  glanced  at  the  book  which  Mr. 
Parks  handed  him.  "The  entry  is,  ' Ellen  Ferei/ 
—3,000?.' " 

"Ah!"  I  ejaculated,  as  an  idea  of  treachery 
at  once  smote  me. 

"  Well,"  said  Parks,  with  the  most  remarkable 
coolness,  "and  pray  what  ought  the  entry  to 
be?" 

My  father  gazed  upon  him  for  nearly  a  minute 
in  mingled  astonishment  and  consternation,  as  if 
he  could  scarcely  satisfy  himself  that  the  scene  ho 
beheld  enacting  before  him  was  a  real  one— and  as 
if  be  were  equally  at  a  loss  to  comprehend  the 
attorney's  drift. 

"Well,"  said  Parks,  with  an  effrontery  which 
was  perfectly  astounding,  "  and  pray  what  the 
deuce  does  all  this  mean  ?" 

"  It  is  not,  sir,  of  the  cheque  for  3,000?.  that  I 
and  my  daughter  have  been  speaking :  for  this 
cheque  was  never  supposed  to  have  been  drawa 
for  presentation  at  all.  It  is  another  cheque, 
sir,"  added  my  father  emphatically,  — •  "  another 
cheque- ■    ■" 

"  Another  cheque  ?"  said  Parks,  as  if  smitten 
with  amazement.     "  I  don't  understand  you." 

"Good  God!"  cried  my  father:  "is  it  pos- 
sible  -" 

"Now  I  tell  you  what  it  is,  Mr-  Percy — Croft—. 
Forsyth — or  whatever  name  you  choose  to  call 
yourself  by,"  interjected  Parks,  with  an  insolent 
tone,  brow-beating  look,  and  blustering  manner, 
"  it  is  pretty  clear  you  have  come  to  play  off 
your  tricks  upon  me :  but  it  won't  do.  And  as 
for  you,  Ellen — I  am  ashamed  of  you!" 

"Mr.  Parks,"  I  said,  advancing  straight  up  to 
him.  while  the  blood  glowed  and  burnt  upon  my 
cheeks  and  I  felt  that  my  eyes  wore  flashing 
fire,  "you  are  a  villain  — and  in  your  heart  you 
know  it !" 

"  It's  lucky  for  you  that  you  are  a  woman  and 
not  a  man,"  said  the  lawyer,  turning  very  pale, 
and  retreating  a  pace  or  two,  as  if  he  really 
thought  that  I  should  attack  him.  "  But  you 
had  better  take  care  how  you  use  harsh  names." 

"Forger!"  I  ejaculated,  unable  to  restrain  my. 
self. 

"Daughter  of  a  forger!"  exclaimed  Parks,  but 
at  the  same  time  springing  behind  the  centre* 
table  of  the  drawing-room :  so  as  to  place  it  be- 
twixt himself  on  the  one  side  and  myself  and 
father  on  the  other. 

But  he  had  no  need  to  be  afraid  of  me  at  that 
instant ;  for  I  was  powerless  to  harm  him :  I  had 
been  stricken  a  sudden  blow — my  heart  was  smit> 
ten  with  the  direst  affliction.  I  felt  that  by  yield- 
ing to  a  paroxysm  of  rage,  I  had  evoked  the  taunt 
which  rebounded  so  terribly  upon  the  head  of  my 
parent. 

"  Father,"  I  said,  in  a  voice  that  was  low  and 
tremulous  with  a  sense  of  utter  humiliation  on  my 
own  account,  and  of  commiseration  on  his,  "  for- 
give me  !  It  is  my  fault  that  this  bad  man  should 
be  enabled  to  insult  you  !" 


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"  Grieve  not  for  me,  Ellen,"  he  replied — 
though  he  himself  had  been  horribly  wounded  in 
the  most  vulnerable  point  of  his  heart.  "  It  is 
one  of  the  punishments  due  to  my  past  errors; 
and  I  submit.  Mr.  Parks,"  he  continued,  turning 
towards  the  lawyer,  "  let  us  speak,  if  you  please, 
with  as  little  passion  as  possible — and  without  any 
abuse.  I  demand  from  you,  in  the  name  of  my 
daughter,  a  cheque  for  36,300?.;  and  if  you 
give  it  me  not,  you  must  take  the  conse- 
quences." 

"  You  have  said  well,"  replied  the  lawyer, 
"when  you  proposed  that  we  should  plead  our 
respective  causes  Vithout  passion.  There  seems 
to  be  a  misapprehension  on  one  side  or  another ; 
and  with  your  permission  I  will  adopt  the  means 
of  setting  it  at  rest.  I  beg  that  in  the  presence 
of  a  person  whom  I  am  about  to  summon  hither, 
no  harsh  word  may  be  thrown  out  agaiust  myself 
—or  I  shall  use  harsh  words  in  return.  I  also 
desire  that  no  accusation  be  made — or  I  shall  turn 
round  and  recriminate.  Let  us  hear  the  wit- 
Bess;  and  when  he  is  gone  we  will  discuss  the 
points." 

Without  waiting  for  a  reply,  the  lawyer  has- 
tily opened  the  door  and  went  forth  upon  the 
landing,  whence  he  shouted  out,  "  Mr.  Moss  !" 

In  a  few  moments  the  clerk  made  his  appear- 
ance ;  and  I  hastily  whispered  to  my  father,  "  For 
heaven's  sake  be  calm  !  I  entreat  you  to  remain 
altogether  silent  vhile  Mr.  Moss  is  present.  It 
would  be  terrible  to  have  an  exposure  before 
him!" 

"  I  will  obey  you,  my  dear  child,"  answered  my 
father,  likewise  speaking  in  a  whisper:— and  he 
eat  down. 

I  also  took  a  chair,  as  a  sort  of  tacit  assurance 
to  my  father  that  I  intended  to  treat  the  whole 
subject  with  calmness  and  deliberation :  but  Mr. 
Parks,  taking  his  station  on  the  hearth-rug,  leant 
bis  back  against  the  mantel — stuck  his  thumbs 
into  the  arm-holes  of  his  waistcoat,  and  said, 
"  Now,  Mr.  Moss,  have  the  kindness  to  answer  me 
a  few  words." 

The  clerk  bowed,  as  he  stood  at  the  centre 
table,  on  which  one  hand  rested. 

"  Mr.  Moss,"  proceeded  the  lawyer,  "  you  yes- 
terday witnessed  a  deed  which  Miss  Percy  signed 
in  your  presence  ?" 

"Yes,  sir— to  be  sure,  sir:" — and  the  clerk 
looked  with  a  sort  of  astonishment  at  me  as  if  he 
thought  I  had  been  denying  tny  signature  to  the 
deed. 

"  And  what  did  that  document  set  forth  P"  de- 
manded  Mr.  Parks. 

"  Ob,  sir,"  responded  Moss,  "  it  was  plain  and 
simple  enough,  to  the  effect  that  for  certain  con- 
siderations Miss  Percy  renounced  all  legal  pro- 
ceedings on  account  of  the  deceased  Mr.  Forsyth's 
will  —  that  she  recognised  its  validity  and  its 
legality — that  she  agreed,  so  far  as  she  was  con- 
cerned,  it  should  remain  in  full  force,  and  that  she 
abandoned  to  you,  sir,  all  the  rights  which  you 
already  enjoyed  by  virtue  of  that  will." 

"  And  what  were  the  considerations  for  which 
Miss  Percy  made  these  concessions  ?"  inquired  Mr. 
Parks. 

"  For  the  conveyance  of  the  house  at  Leeds, 
estimated  as  being  worth  1,500?,,  and  for  a  sum 
of  3,000?.  in  ready  money." 


"  Was  the  conveyance  of  the  house  made?' 

"  It  was,  sir." 

"  Was  the  sum  of  3,000Z,  paid  ?" 

"  It  was,  sir." 

"  How  was  it  paid  ?"  asked  Parks. 

"  By  a  cheque,  sir,  upon  your  bankers,"  replied 
Mr.  Moss.  . 

"  Did  Miss  Percy  place  her  name  at  the  back  of 
that  cheque  P" 

"  To  be  sure,  sir.     I  saw  her  thus  receipt  it." 

"  Have  you  positive  knowledge,"  asked  the  law- 
yer, "  that  the  cheque  has  been  presented  and 
paid  ?" 

"  I  have  the  positive  knowledge,  sir,"  rejoined 
the  clerk. 

"  That  will  do,  Mr.  Moss.  Thank  you.  You 
can  retire." 

The  clerk  bowed  and  withdrew  accordingly.  My 
father  and  I  had  sat  in  profound  silence  through- 
out  the  above  colloquy :  but  I  saw  by  my  parent's 
looks  that  he  gradually  comprehended,  as  well  as  I 
did,  the  diabolical  scheme  of  villany  by  which  Mr. 
Parks  had  put  himself  right  in  respect  to  the 
forged  will, — retaining  possession  of  the  immense 
bulk  of  my  fortune,  and  taking  a  stand  which 
enabled  him  to  set  us  at  defiance.  He  had  sacri- 
ficed the  house  at  Leeds  only  ;  this  comparatively 
worthless  property  he  had  made  over  to  me  in 
order  to  give  a  colour  to  the  transaction  between 
us  ;  and  as  for  the  cheque  for  3,000Z.,  it  had  doubt- 
less been  presented  by  his  wife  or  some  other 
female  accomplice,  who  on  receiving  the  money  at 
the  bankers',  at  once  restored  it  to  Mr.  Parks  him- 
self. Y"es— I  now  saw  it  all!— and  when  on  the 
preceding  day  he  had  crumpled  up  that  small 
cheque  and  tossed  it  into  the  fender,  it  was  with 
the  studied  intention  of  taking  it  forth  thence  and 
using  it  in  the  manner  described  ;  for  it  had  my 
name  at  the  back  of  it — and  thus  when  passed 
into  the  bankers'  hands,  would  have  the  effect  of 
a  receipt  for  the  sum  specified  in  the  deed. 

"  Well,"  said  Mr.  Parks,  when  the  clerk  had 
retired, — "and  now  how  does  the  business  look  P 
what  aspect  does  it  wear?" 

"  You  best  know,  sir,"  responded  my  father,  in 
a  low  deep  voice,  which  was  indicative  of  a  sense 
of  utter  discomfiture,  "  to  what  extent  you  have 
deceived  us." 

"  Oh !"  ejaculated  Parks,  "  since  you  mean  to 
revert  to  strong  language,  I  shall  adopt  the  same. 
Look  you !  If  I  did  but  raise  my  voice,  I  might 
summon  a  policeman  hither  to  take  you  both  into 
custody  for  endeavouring  to  defraud  me  out  of  a 
cheque  for  3,000? ,  when  the  one  you  received  has 
been  presented  and  cashed." 

"  Ob,  Mr.  Parks !"  I  cried,  "  how  can  you  speak 
thus  ?  You  know  that  we  never  received  that 
cheque— but  that  it  was  one  for  twelve  times  the 
amount  which  we  did  receive !" 

"  Stuff  and  nonsense !"  exclaimed  the  lawyer, 
who  now  had  the  effrontery  to  simulate  impatience 
and  indignation.  "You  are  mad!  For  what 
earthly  reason  should  I  have  given  you  such  a 
cheque?  The  transaction  was  all  bond  Jide — at 
least  on  my  part :  the  deeds  are  in  existence— and 
my  clerk  witnessed  everything." 

"Ellen,"  said  my  father,  in  a  hollow  voice,  "it 
is  useless  for  us  to  remain  here.  1  see  it  all. 
Your  generosity  has  been  imposed  upon ;  and  the 
forms  of  the  law  have  been  invoked  with  a  devilish 


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ingenuity  to  give  a  particular  complexion  to  the 
whole  business.  Everything  tells  against  us  for 
the  present — but  only  for  the  present!  No  I  — 
because,"  continued  my  father,  raising  his  voice 
to  a  menacing  tone,  "  heaven  will  not  suffer  a 
pure-minded,  generous-hearted,  and  virtuous  girl, 
as  you  are,  to  be  for  ever  debarred  of  your  just 
rights!  Come,  Ellen!  The  very  atmosphere  of 
this  house  is  contaminating," 

Mr.  Parks  was  perhaps  sufficiently  well  pleased 
with  the  iniquitous  success  which  he  had  consum- 
mated—and was  perhaps  likewise  too  cowardly  to 
throw  out  any  fresh  taunt  which  might  lash  up 
my  father's  and  my  own  spirit  into  a  fury  :  so  he 
uttered  not  another  syllable— but  lounged  with 
his  back  against  tho  mantel,  with  his  hands  diving 
down  deep  into  his  breeches- pockets,  at  the  same 
time  that  he  contemplated  his  patent  leather  boots 
in  a  nonchalant  style .  I  also  remained  silent;  for 
I  was  fearful  that  if  another  irritating  word  were 
spoken,  Mr.  Parks  might  turn  round  with  some 
terrible  recrimination  against  my  sire;  and  the 
heart  of  the  latter  had  been  already  sufficiently 
wounded  on  my  account. 

I  followed  my  father  from  the  room ;  and  as  we 
reached  the  front  door,  ho  said,  "  I  shake  off  the 
dust  from  my  feet  against  this  house  of  inicjuity 
and  crime !" 


CHAPTEE    LX. 

THE   CLIFF. 

We  walked  slowly  in  silence  through  the  Square, 
— both  of  us  absorbed  in  our  painful  reflections. 
At  length  my  father  suddenly  said,  "  It  is  a  vil- 
lany,  Ellen,  of  the  most  unheard-of  description  ! 
Nothing  remains  to  you,  my  poor  girl,  of  the 
fortune  which  is  justly  your's  but  the  old  houso  at 
Leeds  !" 

"  And  I  am  thankful  that  I  am  in  possession  of 
that  house  !"  was  my  response. 

"  Yes— it  is  a  stupendous  villany,"  continued 
my  parent.  "Do  you  see  bow  well  the  wretch 
has  combined  all  hia  plans — with  what  artistic  in- 
genuity ho  has  woven  the  tissue  of  his  turpitude, 
80  that  in  the  eye  of  the  law  he  is  no  longer  a 
forger  or  an  embezzler  ?  There  is  not  the  slightest 
ground  for  invoking  justice  to  compel  the  restitu- 
tion of  his  plunder  unfo  those  hands  from  which 
he  has  plundered  it— nor  to  smite  him  as  the  per- 
petrator of  frauds  and  villanies!  Ellen,  for  you, 
my  dear  girJ,  my  soul  is  exceedingly  sorrow- 
ful !" 

"  Let  it  not  be  so,  my  dear  father,"  I  inter- 
rupted him.  "  If  all  our  hopes  have  been  de- 
stroyed, I  am  still  where  I  was  before  ever  those 
hopes  were  entertained.  I  have  not  abandoned 
my  profession  ;  and  this  profession  produces  me  at 
the  rate  of  two  thousand  a-year." 

"  Heaven  be  thanked  that  it  is  so  !"  exclaimed 
my  father.  "You  must  some  day  go  to  Leeds 
and  take  possession  of  your  house         " 

"  I  have  a  proposition  to  make,"  I  interrupted 
him.  "  Will  you  accept  of  it?  will  jou  fix  your 
home  there  ?" 

"  No,  my  dear  child,"  replied  my  father  :  "  I 
could  not  endure  to  dwell  in  a  houso  which  would 


remind  me  of  the  period  when  you  yourself  were 
living  there,  ignorant  of  your  parent's  crimes,  and 
ho  in  banishment  the  while  in  a  far-off  land ! 
Besides,"  added  my  father  hastily,  as  he  perceived 
that  the  painful  topic  had  drawn  tears  from  my 
eyes,  "  I  would  not  be  so  far  removed  from  the 
sphere  in  which  you  aro  shining.  No,  Ellen  I  I 
have  now  nothing  more  to  do  in  London ;  and  I 
have  heard  of  a  little  cottage  at  Forest  Hill,  but  a 
few  miles  hence,  to  which  I  purpose  to  retire.  I 
shall  proceed  thither  to  morrow.  You  will  come 
and  see  me  occasionally  ;  and  I  shall  sometimes— 
though  more  rarely — call  in  Hunter  Street  to  visit 
you.  Grieved  am  I  to  exist  in  dependence  upon 
your  bounty        •" 

"  Hush  !  not  a  word,  my  dear  father,  on  that 
subject !"  I  ejaculated.  "The  thought  that  I  am 
enabled  to  minister  to  your  wants,  inspires  me 
when  pursuing  tho  avocations  of  my  profes- 
sion." 

After  some  little  further  conversation,  my 
father  and  I  separated ;  and  I  returned  to  Hunter 
Street.  To  say  that  I  was  not  grieved  at  the  loss 
of  my  fortune— a  loss  which  now  appeared  beyond 
all  redemption — would  be  to  assert  something  un- 
natural and  to  ask  the  reader  to  give  credence  to 
an  untruth.  But  I  bore  that  loss  with  philoso- 
phical resignation;  and  I  was  rejoiced  to  think 
that  I  had  not  spoken  of  my  hopes  to  any  of  my 
friends. 

A  fortnight  passed ;  and  I  re-appeared  upon  the 
stage— as  likewise  did  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman.  I 
was  most  enthusiastically  welcomed  by  a  crowded 
house ;  and  Mary  Glentworth  now  for  the  first 
time  beheld  me  in  pursuance  of  my  professional 
avocations.  When  the  performance  was  over  and 
we  were  again  at  home,  she  threw  herself  into  my 
arms,  weeping  with  the  various  emotions  which 
my  personification  of  one  of  my  favourite  cha- 
racters had  excited  within  her ;  and  she  exclaimed, 
"  Oh,  Ellen !  I  would  give  the  best  years  of  my 
life  for  one  single  hour  of  triumph  such  aa  you 
have  enjoyed  this  night !" 

I  smiled  at  her  enthusiasm :  but  the  incident 
made  a  somewhat  serious  impression  upon  my 
mind  :  for,  remembering  the  conversation  which 
had  taken  place  between  us  the  first  day  we  ever 
met — remembering  likewise  her  volume  of  Shak- 
sjiere,  with  the  pencilled  underlinings — I  could  not 
help  thinking  that  she  had  possibly  conceived  a 
passion  for  the  stage. 

On  the  following  day  the  Normans  and  I  had 
to  attend  rehearsal  at  the  hour  of  noon ;  and  as 
Mary  G-lentworth  wished  to  make  some  purchases 
at  the  West  End,  she  proceeded  in  the  carriage 
on  her  shopping  expedition.  My  presence  at  the 
theatre  was  only  needed  for  about  an  hour  :  but 
Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  had  to  remain  at  rehearsal 
for  some  time  longer.  It  was  therefore  arranged 
that  Mary  should  return  with  the  carriage  to 
fetch  mo  at  one  o'clock;  and  at  about  that  hour 
it  was  announced  to  me  that  the  equipage  was  in 
waiting.  I  accordingly  quitted  the  theatre,  and 
was  stepping  into  the  carriage,  when  I  was  struck 
by  the  joyous  enthusiasm  that  animated  Mary's 
countenance.  She  had  evidently  something  im- 
portant to  communicate ;  and  she  could  scarcely 
restrain  herself  while  the  footman  was  putting  up 
the  steps  and  closing  the  door.  At  length,  as  the 
equipago  began   to  move   on,   Mary    seized  my 


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hand ;  and  pressing  it,  with  efifueion,  exclaimed, 
'  Oh,  dearest  Ellen !  such  a  discovery  !" 

I  trembled :  for  I  knew  that  it  must  be  some- 
thing relative  to  her  supposed  uncle— her  real 
father,  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh.  But  veiling  my 
agitation,  I  said,  "  "What  is  it,  Mary  ?" 

"  My  uncle— I  have  seen  him  !"  she  cried,  half 
bewildered  with  joy. 

"  And  did  he  see  you  ?"    I  hastily  demanded. 

"No:  the  carriages  passed  so  rapidly.  But  I 
knew  him  in  a  moment!  Oh,  yes— I  knew  him  ! 
it  was  impossible  to  mistake  him !  And,  Oh  ! 
what  a  splendid  carriage  was  he  seated  in!  — 
armorial  blazonry  upon  the  panels — the  coachman 
on  the  box  and  the  two  footmen  behind  in 
gorgeous  liveries,  and  with  their  hair  powdered  ! 
Ah,  I  told  you  that  Mr.  Glentworth  must  be  a 
gentleman ;  but  I  had  not  an  idea  that  he  was  so 
rich  as  this  !" 

"And  he  did  not  see  you?"  I  said,  scarcely 
knowing  what  I  did  say ;  for  I  was  musing  in  a 
perplexed  and  painful  manner. 

"1^0— he  did  not  see  me,"  rejoined  Mary: 
"  he  was  seated  with  a  stout  red- faced  gentle- 
man  " 

"Mr.  Peaseblossom,"  I  mentally  ejaculated. 

"  And  he  had  something  in  his  hand — I  think 
it  must  have  been  a  violin— but  I  really  could  not 
tell.  Oh  !  now  I  am  resolved  to  take  some  mea- 
sures to  find  him  out — at  least  with  your  consent; 

for  of  course  I  would  not  do  anything  without 

And  you  must  remember,  dear  Ellen,  that  for  the 
last  fortnight  I  have  not  alluded  to  the  subject, 
although  you  promised  me  that  in  the  course  of 
a  few  days  yoa  would  tell  me  how  I  should  act  ?" 

"  Yes — and  I  have  been  th'nking  of  it,"  I  an- 
swered. "  Now  I  must  again  ask  you,  dearest 
Mary,  to  be  guided  by  my  advice  ?  Indeed,  I 
will  see  into  this  matter  at  once." 

"  Ah,  then  you  know  something  of  which  I  am 
ignorant  !"  exclaimed  Mary.  "  I  thought  so  :  I 
was  sure  of  it!  But  have  your  own  way.  I 
know  that  you  are  my  dearest  friend,  and  that 
whatever  you  do  is  for  my  good.  Only  keep  me 
not  in  suspense  longer  than  you  can  help,  I  con- 
jure you,  dear  Ellen !" 

"  No— I  will  not,"  I  responded,  deeply  afifected 
by  the  sweet  conBding  manner  in  which  the 
amiable  girl  addressed  me.  "  Do  not  speak  to  me 
again  on  this  subject  until  I  myself  renew  it,  and 
then  it  shall  be  to  tell  you  something  decisive." 

On  reaching  Hunter  Street,  I  repaired  to  my 
own  chamber  to  write  a  letter  to  the  Duke  of 
Ardleigh.  During  the  fortnight  which  had  elapsed 
since  Mary  Glentworth  first  broached  the  topic,  I 
had  postponed  from  day  to  day  the  disagreeable 
task  of  renewing  any  communication  with  that 
nobleman  :  but  now  I  was  determined  to  procras- 
tinate it  no  longer,  for  the  matter  was  becoming 
serious.  I  therefore  wrote  to  him  in  a  guarded 
strain,  for  fear  lest  the  letter  should  fall  into  the 
hands  of  others ;  and  I  sent  it  to  the  post.  All  the 
next  day  elapsed  without  bringing  any  answer; 
and  I  was  surprised  at  the  circumstance.  The 
next  day  likewise  passed  in  silence  so  far  as  th 
Duke  of  Ardleigh  was  concerned ;  and  I  dreaded 
lest  my  letter  should  have  been  intercepted  by  his 
imperious,  jealous  wife.  The  ensuing  morning's 
post,  however,  brought  me  the  anxiously  expected 
response.      It   was   dated  from  the   Ship    Hotel 


at  Dover,  where  it  appeared  the  Duke  and 
Duchess  were  temporarily  staying  with  their 
family,  previous  to  passing  over  to  the  Continent, 
as  they  were  going  to  spend  the  winter  in  Italy. 
The  Duke  informed  me  that  my  letter  relative  to 
Mary  had  given  him  great  pain,  and  that  he  was 
most  anxious  to  see  me,  if  only  for  a  few  minutes, 
previous  to  his  leaving  England.  He  said  that 
for  certain  reasons  (which  he  did  not  however  ex- 
plain) it  was  quite  impossible  for  him  to  come  up 
to  London ;  and  ho  entreated  me,  as  I  was  in  the 
secret  and  was  Mary's  friend,  to  run  down  to 
Dover  and  grant  him  an  interview.  He  intimated 
how  such  a  meeting  might  be  arranged;  and 
wound  up  by  a  renewed  entreaty  that  I  would 
grant  his  request. 

Now  it  happened  singularly  enough  that  almost 
at  the  same  time  that  I  received  this  letter,  a 
footman  from  the  Marquis  of  Campanella's  brought 
me  a  note  from  Beatrice  di  Garboni,  to  the  efi'eot 
that  she  was  going  to  Dover — that  the  Marquis 
and  Marchioness  were  unable  to  accompany  her 
— and  that  she  appealed  to  my  friendship  to  be 
her  companion  for  the  trip.  A  hint,  contained  in 
a  couple  of  lines,  gave  me  to  understand  that  it 
was  for  something  in  connexion  with  her  husband 
that  she  was  desirous  to  pay  a  fiying  visit  to 
Dover.  For  Mary  Glentworth's  sake  I  was  al- 
ready inclined  to  grant  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh 
his  request ;  and  the  opportunity  of  being  accom- 
panied  by  the  Countess  of  Carboni,  confirmed  me 
in  the  idea.  I  therefore  despatched  an  affirma- 
tive answer  to  Beatrice, — specifying  the  following 
day  as  the  one  on  which  I  should  be  enabled  to 
start  on  the  journey ;  for  circumstances  fortu- 
nately enabled  me  to  obtain  a  dispensation  from 
attendance  at  the  theatre  on  the  evening  of 
the  day  next  ensuing,  so  that  I  could  command 
four  clear  days  for  the  purpose.  To  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Norman,  as  well  as  to  Mary  Glentworth,  I 
merely  stated  that  I  was  going  to  accompany  the 
Countess  of  Carboni  (with  whom  they  knew  I 
was  well  acquainted)  on  a  flying  visit  to  Dover : 
but  I  of  course  promised  the  Normans  that  I 
should  call  at  Eiver  House  to  see  Lord  and  Lady 
Frederick  EavensclifiFe. 

In  the  morning  of  the  following  day  the  Coun- 
tess of  Carboni  called  for  me  in  the'  Marquis  of 
Campanella's  travelling-carriage ;  and  I  was  soon 
seated  by  her  side  in  the  vehicle.  I  should  ob< 
serve  that  I  did  not  take  Beda  with  me  on  the 
present  occasion. 

"  This  is  most  kind  of  you,  my  dear  Ellen  I" 
said  Beatrice :  "  for  I  should  not  have  liked  to 
travel  alone — which  would  have  been  the  case 
were  it  not  for  your  goodness  in  bearing  me  com- 
pany. My  sister  the  Marchioness  is  suffering,  as 
you  know,  with  a  very  severe  cold ;  and  the  Mar^ 
quis  has  important  business  which  retains  him  in 
London." 

"  And  it  is  your  husband,  my  dear  Beatrice," 
I  said,  "  whom  you  are  going  to  see  ?" 

"Yes,"  she  responded,  with  a  mournful  look: 
"and  you  can  easily  comprehend  that  I  dread  the 
interview.  You  were  kind  enough  to  inform  me 
the  other  day  how  it  had  come  to  your  knowledge 
that  he  had  settled  in  a  cottage  in  the  neighbour- 
hood of  Dover  ;  and  the  intelligence  proves  to  be 
strictly  correct.  He  desires  to  see  me  for  the  last 
time,    if  only    for   a  few  minutes.      The    letter 


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which  I  received  from  bim  the  day  before  yester- 
day,  was  written  in  a  tone  of  the  most  earnest 
entreaty ;  and  I  could  not  therefore  refuse  his  de- 
mand. It  is  now  upvrards  of  seven  months  since 
last  I  saw  him — I  never  expected  that  we  should 
meet  again — and  methinks  that  he  must  have 
some  strong  reason  for  desiring  this  interview." 

"You  cannot  therefore  surmise  what  this 
reason  may  be  ?"  I  said. 

"  No :  it  is  impossible,"  rejoined  Beatrice. 
"  The  Count  writes  in  a  very  mournful  and  de- 
sponding strain.  Perhaps  he  is  ill  ?  perhaps  he 
fears  that  the  hour  of  his  dissolution  is  not  far  off 
—and  he  may  have  some  parting  words  to  say  P 
At  all  events  I  have  the  consciousness  of  perform- 
ing my  duty  both  as  a  wife  and  a  Christian,  in 
complying  with  this  demand  for  a  last  brief  inter- 
view." 

It  is  needless  to  relate  any  more  of  the  con- 
versation which  took  place  between  the  Countess 
No.  44(.— Ellen  Peect. 


and  myself  during  our  journey.  We  travelled  as 
rapidly  as  post-horses  could  bear  us ;  and  in  the 
afternoon  we  came  in  sight  of  Eiver  House.  I 
pointed  it  out  to  Beatrice  as  the  residence  of  the 
Normans'  daughter,  now  Lady  Frederick  Eavens- 
cliffe;  and  as  we  passed  the  dwelling,  I  looked  to 
see  if  I  could  catch  a  glimpse  of  my  friend  Juliet. 
Yes!— she  and  Lord  Frederick  were  walking  to- 
gether in  the  grounds :  they  did  not  notice  the 
equipage  as  it  rolled  rapidly  along  :  but  from  the 
manner  in  which  Juliet  was  leaning  upon  her  hus- 
band's arm,  I  felt  assured  that  his  conduct  still 
continued  affectionate  towards  her. 

"  And  there,"  I  said  to  Beatrice,  "  is  the  cottage 
where  your  husband  dwells  !" 

She  glanced  forth  from  the  window  at  the  pic- 
turesque little  habitation ;  and  then  we  both  leant 
back  in  the  carriage,  as  we  did  not  wish  at  that 
moment  to  incur  the  chance  of  being  seen  by  the 
Count:  for  Beatrice    bad  decided    upon  driving 


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Btrniglit  into  Dover  in  the  first  instance,  and  then 
walking  out  in  a  private  manner  to  visit  her  hus- 
band. 

In  a  few  more  minutes  the  equipage  was  enter- 
ing the  streets  of  Dover ;  and  the  postilion  bad 
ah-eady  received  my  instructions  respecting  the 
hotel  to  which  he  was  to  take  us;  for  1  had  no 
inclination  to  put  up  at  the  establishment  where 
the  Ardleigh  family  was  staying.  It  was  at  about 
four  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  when  we  thus  reached 
our  destination ;  and  we  at  onee  ordered  dinner 
to  be  served  up ;  for  Beatrice  had  decided  upon 
availing  herself  of  the  dusk  to  pay  the  visit  to 
her  husband.  As  for  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh,  I 
could  do  aothing  until  the  following  day  in  re- 
spect  to  my  contemplated  interview  with  his 
Grace; 

Beatrice  asked  me  to  accompany  her  for  A  por- 
tion of  the  way  to  the  cottage  where  her  husband 
dwelt,— not  merely  because  she  vrai  ignorant  of 
the  rout©  which  led  to  it,  but  likewise  because 
from  motives  of  delicacy  she  did  not  like  to  leave 
the  hotel  by  herself  id  the  evpning.  I  readily 
consented ;  and  at  about  six  o'clock  we  walked 
forth  together.  As  we  S:eW  near  the  cottage, 
Beatrice  begged  me  to  Wait  for  her  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood,— assuring  me  that  the  interview  witb 
her  husband  eould  not  possibly  be  a  long  one. 
To  this  proposal  I  likewise  assented  ;  and  we  tem- 
porarily separated, — the  Countess  pursuing  ber 
way  towards  her  husband's  abode.  I  did  not 
think  it  expedient  to  repair  at  onee  to  Eiver 
Sduse  to  see  Juliet;  for  I  did  not  suppose  that 
Beatrice  would  be  altogether  more  than  half-an- 
hour  absent ;  and  thus  I  had  no  tiffle  to  pass  with 
Lady  Frederick  Eavenscliffe.  She  would  naturally 
have  thought  it  strange  if  I  merely  paid  her  a 
flying  visit  of  a  few  minutes,  without  giving  ex- 
planations to  account  for  ffiy  hurry  in  leaving 
her ;  and  those  explanations  I  Was  unable  to  give, 
inasmuch  as  they  would  necessarily  involve  the 
secrets  connected  with  my  friend  Beatrice  and  the 
secluded  dweller  at  the  little  cottage. 

I  walked  to  and  fro  in  the  road  :  but  I  bad  not 
been  many  minutes  alone,  when  Beatrice  re- 
turned. 

" The  Count  is  not  at  home,"  she  said ;  "and  it 
is  quite  uncertain  at  what  hour  ho  will  be  back. 
It  appears  that  he  is  accustomed  to  wander  upon 
the  cliffs — sometimes  till  a  late  hour;  and  an  old 
gardener  whom  I  have  just  met,  tells  me  that  if  I 
particularly  wish  to  see  the  Count  to-night,  I  am 
sure  to  find  him  on  those  heights  yonder :" — and 
Beatrice  pointed  in  the  direction  of  Shakspere's 
Cliff. 

"  What,  then,  have  you  done  ?  or  what  do  you 
purpose  to  do  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  I  simply  said  that  the  domestics  were  to  tell 
their  master  that  the  lady  whom  he  was  expecting 
had  called,  and  that  slje  would  seek  another  early 
opportunity  of  repeating  her  visit.  But  I  wish 
that  this  interview  was  over,  Ellen !"  continued 
Beatrice,  her  tone  having  accents  that  bordered 
on  anguish  :  "  for  you  cannot  be  surprised  if  I  tell 
you  that  I  look  upon  my  husband  with  a  feeling 
bordering  upon  abhorrence." 

"Do  you  think  it  useless,"  I  inquired,  "to 
wait  at  the  cottagu  a  little  while  for  him  ?" 

"It  seems  to  be  a  chance,"  responded  the 
Couutese,  "whether  he  will  return  before   nine 


or  ten  o'clock — and  he  may  be  even  later.  I 
would  give  anything  to  see  him  this  evening  !" 

I  comprehended  what  was  passing  in  the  mind 
of  Beatrice.  She  wished  to  seek  her  husband 
upon  the  cliffs;  but  she  was  afraid  to  proceed 
thither  alone— and  she  was  diffident  in  asking  me 
to  aceorcpany  her.  I  did  not  wonder  that  she 
should  be  anxious  to  accomplish  a  most  disagree- 
able task  with  the  least  possible  delay  ;  and  I 
commiserated  ray  poor  friend.  I  therefore  said, 
after  a  little  reflection,  "  If  you  be  desirous  of 
seeking  (he  Count  upon  the  cliffs,  I  will  show 
you  the  wa*  thither,  Beatrice.  The  shades  of 
evening  are  closing  in;  but  it  is  still  sufficiently 
light  to  enable  us  to  venture  in  all  safety  and 
security.  You  have  doubtless  heard  of  Shakspere's 
Cliff  ?  — and  it  is  thither  that  we  must  bend  our 
steps." 

"  A  thodnind  thanks,  my  dear  ElleU,  for  this 
offer  to  accompany  me !"  murmured  Beatrice, 
pressing  my  band  warmly  in  token  of  her  grati- 
tude.  "Yes — I  do  wish  to  seek  the  Count  this 
evening.  I  dread  the  interview!  The  bare 
thought   of  meeting  that  man    conjures    up  the 

ghastliest  images  irt  tny  mind you  know  what 

I  mean and  the  sooner  the  interview  is  over 

the  better." 

"I  will  go  with  you,  Beatrice,"  I  said.  "The 
instant  we  distinguish  the  Count  at  a  distance, 
you  caii  hasten  forward  to  meet  him— you  need 
not  tell  him,  unless  you  think  fit,  who  it  is  that 
has  accompanied  you— and  the  increasing  gloom 
of  the  evening  will  veil  me  from  his  recogni- 
tion." 

'\7e  walked  along  together:  and  as  all  that  re- 
gion was  tolerably  familiar  to  me— for  I  had  wan- 
dered there  when  staying  at  River  House— I  was 
enabled  to  conduct  Beatrice  by  the  shortest  route 
towards  the  spot  where  she  expected  to  meet  her 
husband.  In  about  a  quarter  of  an  hour  we  were 
entering  Upon  the  ascent,  which  for  a  space  rises 
gradually,  until  it  grows  into  the  steepness  which 
forms  the  summit  of  Shakspere's  Cliff.  The  cul- 
tivated land  stretches  to  the  point  where  this  steep- 
ness begins;  and  then  the  soil  is  covered  with 
grass.  The  shades  of  evening  were  deepening 
around  us ;  the  wind  began  to  blow  cold ;  dark 
clouds  were  piling  themselves  upon  the  arch  of 
heaven  :  but  still  it  was  suflSciently  light  to  show 
us  the  dark  ridges  of  the  clifis,  and  the  flagstaff' 
that  marks  the  precipitous  verge  of  the  height  to 
which  the  name  of  Shakspere  has  been  given. 

TTe  were  now  entering  upon  the  steep  summit 
of  the  cliff  itself:  we  proceeded  slowly,  stopping 
ever  and  anon  to  fling  our  looks  around  us  in  the 
hope  of  discerning  the  object  of  our  search.  I 
must  confess  that  I  began  to  experience  a  sensa- 
tion of  alarm— that  vague  species  of  apprehension 
which  may  be  well  understood  as  being  an  impres- 
sion produced  by  the  loneliness  of  the  spot  where 
I  was  thus  wandering  with  a  being  as  defenceless 
as  myself  in  the  presence  of  any  danger  that  might 
arise.  The  wind  had  a  mournful  sound  :  the  as- 
pect of  the  heavens  grew  more  and  more  threat- 
ening ;  and  I  could  not  help  thinking  that  if  wo 
were  to  encounter  any  evil-disposed  persons,  they 
might  plunder  or  maltreat  us  without  a  single 
chance  on  our  part  of  obtaining  succour.  Beatrice 
shared  my  own  apprehensions :  tor  she  presently 
said  to  me,  in  the  halt-hushed  voice  in  which  terror 


speaks,  "  This  is  a  dreadful  lonely  place,  Ellen ! 
1  am  almost  sorry  that  we  have  come  hither  1" 

At  that  moment  I  felt  ashamed  of  the  weakness 
to  which  I  had  been  yielding ;  and  assuming  a 
cheerful  tone,  I  exclaimed,  "  But  look,  Beatrice ! 
There,  upon  our  left  hand,  as  if  at  our  feet,  gleam 
the  lights  of  Dover, — and  a  few  minutes'  walk 
would  bring  us  into  its  streets  !" 

"True  !"  replied  the  Countess :  "but  still  we  are 
far  enough  off  to  prevent  our  loudest  cries  from 

bringing  succour  to  our  aid  in  case Ah  !"  she 

ejaculated,  thus  suddenly  interrupting  herself: 
"  there  is  some  one  !" 

I  glanced  in  the  direction  which  Beatrice  had 
thus  abruptly  indicated ;  and  there  I  beheld  a 
human  form,  evideutly  enveloped  in  a  cloak.  I 
had  little  doubt  that  it  was  the  restless,  conscience- 
stricken  wanderer,  the  Count  of  Carboni.  But  a 
sensation  bordering  on  superstitious  terror  seized 
upon  me,  when  it  struck  me  that  the  Count  ap- 
peared to  be  walking  along  the  very  edge  of  the 
precipice  itself.  Beatrice  and  I  had  stopped  short ; 
and  we  were  gazing  up  the  steep  ascent  on  the 
extreme  verge  of  which  the  object  of  our  attention 
seemed  to  be  slowly  pursuing  his  way.  Through 
the  gloom  of  the  evening  his  naturally  tall  form 
appeared  to  be  taller  still:  it  stood  out  in  the 
blackness  of  bold  relief  against  the  dark  back- 
ground of  the  sky. 

"Now  for  the  ordeal  which  I  so  much  dread,'' 
faltered  Beatrice  in  a  trembling  tone.  "  Remain 
you  here,  Ellen,  while  I  hasten  forward  to  accost 
my  husband.  Ah  i"  and  thus  again  did  a  sudden 
ejaculation  buret  forth  from  the  lips  of  the  Coun- 
tess. 

At  the  same  moment  I  distinguished  the  cause 
of  this  ejaculation.  Another  human  form  had  ap- 
peared upon  the  ridge  of  the  height, — seeming  as 
if  it  had  all  in  an  instant  sprung  up  from  the 
earth  itself— though  it  was  doubtless  its  sudden 
emerging  from  a  winding  path  in  the  vicinage 
which  produced  this  startling  idea.  And  that 
second  form  had  thus  iu  the  twinkling  of  an  eye 
revealed  itself  at  the  distance  of  but  a  few  yards 
behind  the  spot  where  the  Count  himself  was  at 
the  moment.  We  beheld  the  Count  stop  short 
and  turn  abruptly  round  as  if  he  had  been  startled 
by  hearing  ijotsteps  behind  him  —  or  else  as  if 
upon  his  ear  had  broken  a  voice  inaudible  to  us  at 
the  distance  whence  we  surveyed  this  sceoe. 

Beatrice  and  I  still  remained  riveted  as  it  were 
to  that  spot  where  in  the  first  instance  we  had 
stopped  short ;  and  wo  both  felt  as  if  we  were 
about  to  become  the  witnesses  of  some  scene  the 
anticipation  of  which  exercised  a  superstitious 
awe  upon  our  minds.  We  might  be  compared  to 
those  travellers  amidst  the  Hartz  mountains,  who 
are  suddenly  startled  and  terrified  by  beholding 
the  mirage-like  reflection  of  the  forms  which,  be- 
longing to  the  range  of  atmospherical  phenomena, 
constitute  tbe  Spectres  of  the  Brocken. 

"  Look  !"  suddenly  exclaimed  Beatrice,  while  a 
cry  of  terror  pealing  from  her  lips,  was  echoed  by 
a  similar  one  from  mine  own. 

And  no  wonder!— for  all  in  a  moment  we  be- 
held a  horrible  and  frightful  scene.  That  second 
form  which  had  appeared  upon  the  height,  rushed 
suddenly  at  the  Count  of  Carboni :  ejaculations 
of  rage,  borne  upon  the  wings  of  the  wind, 
reached  our  ears;  and,  O  heavens!  how  terrific 


were  our  sensations  1  In  the  twinkling  of  an 
eye  those  two  forms  had  closed  as  if  in  a  deadly 
struggle  upon  the  very  verge  of  the  cliff  —  a 
struggle  upon  an  eminence  abruptly  closing  on  a 
precipice,  at  the  foot  of  which,  far  below,  was  the 
beach  of  the  sea !  Words  have  no  power  to  describe 
the  glacial  horror  which  seized  upon  me, — a  horror 
which  as  fully  smoto  my  companion.  But  the 
hideous  scene  itself  was  as  transient  as  a  phantas- 
magorian  show.  There  was  the  struggle  —  the 
closing  of  those  two  men  in  the  deadly  strife — and 
then,  O  horror !  one  was  seen  reeling  back  over 
the  edge  of  the  yawning  abysm !  And  through 
the  dusky  air— through  the  gloom  of  that  October 
evening— came  the  appalling  cry  of  murder  borne 
upon  the  eastern  wind  1  It  was  the  Count  him- 
self who  had  thus  been  hurled  over  the  precipice; 
and  his  last  rending  agonizing  cry  mingled  in  that 
eastern  gale  with  the  wild  shrieks  that  rang  from 
the  lips  of  Beatrice  and  myself. 

The  Countess  sank  upon  her  knees — now  shriek- 
ing no  longer,  but  murmuring,  "  My  God  !  my 
God  !"  in  accents  of  indescribable  horror.  As  for 
myself,  a  dizziness  seized  upon  my  brain — a  dim- 
ness came  over  my  vision— it  quickly  deepened 
into  utter  darkness :  I  felt  as  if  stricken  blind. 
My  reason  was  reeling  on  its  throne.  Some  mi- 
nutes must  have  elapsed  before  I  began  to  recover 
from  these  awful  sensations  and  influences ;  and 
then,  as  the  darkness  passed  away  from  my  vision, 
as  though  a  veil  of  thickest  crape  were  withdrawn 
from  before  my  eyes,  I  flung  my  looks  around  to 
see  if  I  could  anywhere  discern  the  assassin.  But 
no  ! — he  was  not  to  be  seen.  All  objects  which  I 
behold  were  stationary  :  there  was  no  appearance 
of  the  murderer  fleeing  in  terror  through  the  con- 
genial gloom  of  the  evening. 

"  Beatrice,"  I  exclaimed,  in  almost  frenzied  ac- 
ceats,  and  my  whole  frame  quivering  with  a  con. 
vulsing  horror,  "  this  is  terrible !  This  is  appall- 
ing!" 

"  Oh,  then  it  is  indeed  a  frightful  reality  !  is  it 
not  a  dream  ?" — and  B2atrice  started  up  to  her 
feet,  as  if  suddenly  galvanized. 

"  Alas !  alas !  it  is  all  too  real !"  I  said ;  "  and 
wo  have  been  the  spectators  of  a  most  awful  tra- 
gedy !" 

"Awful !  awful !"  murmured  Beatrice,  who  now 
seemed  as  if  she  were  on  the  point  of  relapsing 
into  a  dream  like  state  of  consternation  once 
more. 

"  Arouse  yourself,  my  dear  friend  !"  I  said,  as 
my  own  self-possession  was  returning,  "Wo  must 
give  the  alarm  ! — a  tremendous  crioie  has  been 
committed  in  our  view " 

"  And  my  wretched  husband  ha*  met  hi4 
death  !"  cried  Beatrice  :  then,  hor  voico  suddenly 
sinking  into  an  awe-felt  solemnity  of  tone,  she 
added,  "  May  God  have  mercy  upon  his  soul !" 

"Amen!"  I  said  with  equal  solemnity:  nnd 
then  there  was  a  deep  silence  for  a  few  m)njcuts 
—  though  in  my  ears  still  seemed  to  ring  the  last 
agonizing  cries  of  the  murdered  Italian  nuble. 

"And  who,  think  you,  was  his  assnssin  ?"  asked 
Beatrice,  at  length  breaking  silence. 

"  Heaven  alone  knows  !"  1  shudderingly  ejacu- 
lated. 

"  But  it  may  be  permitted  to  an  earthly  being 
to  form  a  conjecture,"  said  Beatrice  solemnly : 
then,   after   a  few    moments'    pause,    she    added. 


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ELLEN  PERCY;    OH,   THE  MEM0IE8  OP   AN   ACTEESS. 


"  Eest  aeaured,  Ellen,  that  the  murderer  of  my 
husband  is— Luigi !" 

"Ah!"  I  exclaimed,  as  the  conviction  that 
Beatrice  bad  rightly  surmised,  fastened  itself  upon 
tay  mind. 

"Yes!"  continued  the  Countess:  "the  wretch 
who  was  so  horribly  vindictive  towards  myself, 
would  be  equally  vindictive  toivards  the  master 
whom  he  had  been  the  means  of  plunging  into 
the  most  appalling  crimes  I  There  is  but  one 
man  on  the  face  of  the  earth  who  could  have  thus 
as  a  bloodhound  tracked  the  wretched  Count  of 
Carboni  unto  bis  death  ■  '  and  that  man  is 
Luigi !" 

"  Yes— doubtless  it  is  Luigi!  But  come,  Bea- 
trice—come!" I  exclaimed:  "let  us  speed  away 
from  this  spot  where  the  very  wind  itself  seems 
laden  with  murder's  agonizing  cries!" 

We  hurried  along  towards  a  path  leading  into 
ttve  entrance  of  Dover:  but  during  the  few  minutes 
occupied  by  our  walk— or  rather  run  thither— we 
were  both  frightened  lest  we  should  suddenly  en- 
counter  the  assassin  whom  we  believed  to  be  none 
other  than  Luigi.  The  darkness  deepened — the 
wind  blew  with  greater  strength;  and  its  voice 
seemed  to  the  ears  of  us  both  to  be  laden  with 
wild  and  mournful  accents.  But  language  has  no 
power  to  describe  all  that  we  both  felt  on  this 
dreadful  evening ;  for  what  the  feelings  of  Beatrice 
were  I  could  not  only  judge  from  the  frequent 
ejaculations  to  which  her  lips  gave  utterance,  but 
when  on  a  subsequent  occasion  we  were  enabled 
with  greater  calmness  to  discourse  on  the  details 
of  the  tragedy,  she  explained  to  me  the  nature  of 
all  the  terrors  that  had  haunted  her. 

The  entrance  of  Dover  was  soon  reached ;  and 
we  stopped  short  for  a  few  moments  to  deliberate 
upon  the  course  which  we  should  adopt, — when  we 
beheld  two  sailors  approaching.  We  at  once  ac- 
costed them,  and  in  a  hurried  and  excited  manner 
informed  them  that  we  had  seen  a  man  hurled  off 
the  top  of  the  cliff  by  another.  The  sailors  ex- 
pressed their  willingness  to  speed  to  the  spot 
where  the  unfortunate  victim  of  the  crime  would 
no  doubt  be  found :  but  they  assured  us  that  there 
was  not  the  slightest  chance  of  finding  him  alive. 
They  recommended  that  we  should  lose  no  time  in 
communicating  the  horrible  transaction  to  the 
authorities,  so  that  measures  might  be  adopted  for 
the  discovery  and  capture  of  the  assassin,  if  pos- 
sible. We  mentioned  our  names  to  the  sailors, 
and  likewise  the  address  where  we  were  to  be 
found ;  and  they  sped  away  in  the  direction  of  the 
beach  beneath  the  cliffs. 

After  a  short  consultation  with  Beatrice,  we  de- 
termined to  hasten  back  to  the  hotel  and  inform 
the  landlord  of  what  we  had  seen,  so  that  he  might 
put  us  in  the  way  of  making  the  requisite  com- 
munication to  the  authorities.  Beatrice  asked  me 
if  I  thought  it  was  necessary  for  her  to  state  that 
she  knew  who  the  victim  was  and  proclaim  him 
to  be  her  husband  ?  I  assured  her  that  it  was 
absolutely  necessary,  and  that  she  must  moreover 
state  that  she  had  journeyed  from  the  metropolis 
in  order  to  have  an  interview  with  the  Count— for 
that  we  must  explain  the  circumstance  of  our  pre- 
sence in  the  vicinage  of  the  scene  of  crime  at  that 
hour. 

We  reached  the  hotel,  where  our  pale  faces  and 
excited  looks  at  once  showed  the  waiters  whom  we 


met  in  the  hall  and  on  the  staircase  that  some- 
thing terrible  had  occuwed.  We  desired  that  tho 
landlord  of  the  establishment  might  at  once  be 
sent  to  us ;  and  scarcely  had  we  reached  our  sit- 
ting room,  when  he  made  his  appearance.  Oar 
tale  was  soon  told;  for  we  did  not  deem  it  neces- 
sary to  enter  into  minute  explanations  with  him  : 
but  he  was  horrified  at  the  intelligence  which  fell 
upon  his  ears,  and  be  expressed  the  utmost  sym- 
pathy on  our  account  as  the  witnesses  of  the 
hideous  tragedy.  The  Mayor  of  the  town  resided 
at  no  great  distance  from  the  hotel ;  and  the  land- 
lord offered  to  conduct  us  to  that  official's  abode. 
But  I  saw  that  the  Countess  of  Carboni  was  so 
much  overcome  and  exhausted  by  the  terrific  ex- 
citement through  which  she  had  passed,  that  she 
was  not  equal  to  a  task  which  would  only  tend  to 
agitate  her  feelings  anew.  I  therefore  volunteered 
to  proceed  alone,  or  rather  in  the  landlord's  com- 
pany, to  the  residence  of  the  Mayor ;  and  Beatrice 
gratefully  accepted  the  offer.  I  saw  likewise  that 
it  was  all  the  more  advisable  I  should  take  this 
duty  entirely  on  myself,  because  it  would  be  ne- 
cessary  to  give  certain  explanations  to  the  Mayor 
in  respect  to  the  murdered  Count ;  and  the  feel- 
ings of  Beatrice  would  be  spared  by  her  remaining 
at  the  hotel. 

I  set  out  with  the  landlord;  and  in  a  few 
minutes  we  reached  the  Mayor's  residence.  That 
functionary  was  at  home ;  and  he  at  once  received 
us.  He  was  an  elderly  gentleman — very  polite 
and  affable  in  his  manners — and  still  more  cour- 
teous to  me  when  he  learnt  from  the  landlord  that 
I  was  Miss  Trafford  the  tragedian.  I  soon  entered 
upon  the  painful  nature  of  the  business  which  had 
brought  me  thither :  the  Mayor  was  shocked  and 
horrified;  and  he  asked  me  whether  I  could  give 
such  a  description  of  the  assassin  as  might  lead  to 
his  arrest  ? 

"  It  is  necessary  that  I  should  afford  your  wor- 
ship certain  particulars,"  I  answered.  "I  have 
already  told  you  that  I  have  positive  reason  for 
knowing  that  the  victim  of  this  crime  is  an  Italian 
nobleman,  the  Count  of  Carboni.  The  lady  who 
was  with  me,  is  the  Countess  of  Carboni — the 
wife,  or  rather  the  widow  of  the  deceased.  With- 
out entering  into  any  family  matters  of  a  private 
oharncter,  I  may  simply  remark  that  the  Count 
and  Countess  have  for  some  while  dwelt  separately, 
— though  in  justice  to  her  ladyship  I  must  add 
that  her  own  character  and  conduct  are  unim- 
peachable. A  very  short  time  back  the  Count, 
under  a  feigned  name,  took  that  picturesque  little 
cottage  on  the  Canterbury  Eoad,  which  is  at  no 
great  distance  from  Eiver  House " 

"  I  know  the  cottage  well,"  observed  the  Mayor : 
"  it  is  where  a  lady  of  the  name  of  Glentworth  re- 
cently died  very  suddenly  ?" 

"  The  same,"  I  answered.  "  I  must  now  pro- 
ceed to  inform  your  worship  that  the  Count  of 
Carboni  wrote  to  his  wife  in  London,  requesting  a 
last  interview,  if  only  for  a  few  minutes.  The 
Countess  complied  with  the  summons ;  and  I  as 
her  friend  accompanied  her.  We  proceeded  to  the 
cottage— his  lordship  was  not  at  home:  we  learnt 
from  the  gardener  that  he  had  gone  to  walk  upon 
the  cliffs— and  we  repaired  thither ;  for  the  Coun- 
tess was  most  anxious  to  learn  for  what  reason  her 
husband  desired  the  interview.  We  reached  the 
ascent  of  the  cliffs  in  time  to  behold  the  appalling 


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tragedy.  But  now  in  reference  to  the  murderer. 
Neither  the  Countess  nor  myself  beheld  him  with 
sufBcient  distinctness  to  enable  us  to  swear  to  bis 
identity  :  at  the  same  time  we  have  a  suspicion— 
though  hearen  knows  it  may  possibly  be  most  un- 
founded " 

"  Tell  me  your  reasons  for  this  suspicion,  Miss 
Trafford,"  said  the  Mayor. 

"  At  one  time  the  Count  of  Carboni  had  a  valet 
named  Luigi.  That  this  Luigi  was  of  unpria. 
cipled  character  and  vindictive  disposition,  we 
know  full  well.  His  misdeeds  caused  him  about 
eight  months  back  to  flee  from  the  service  of  his 
master " 

"  Describe  this  man,"  said  the  Mayor. 

I  accordingly  drew  the  most  accurate  portraiture 
of  Luigi  which  words  could  represent ;  and  the 
Mayor  said  that  he  would  at  once  issue  the  neces. 
sary  instructions  for  the  arrest  of  the  person  cor< 
responding  with  that  description,  if  he  should  be 
found  within  the  town  or  its  neighbourhood.  He 
accordingly  left  the  room  for  a  few  minutes ;  and 
on  his  return,  he  said,  "  I  have  given  my  orders 
to  the  bead  constable,  who  happened  to  be  in  my 
house  when  you  arrived.  But  both  he  and  I 
agree  that  it  would  be  better  for  the  ends  of 
justice  to  suffer  nothing  to  ooze  forth  to  the  pub- 
lic in  respect  to  the  individual  on  whom  suspicion 
fastens  itself.  The  next  step  for  you.  Miss  Traf- 
ford, to  take— or  it  would  be  better  for  your  friend 
the  Countess  of  Carboni  to  perform  this  painful 
duty — is  to  identify  the  corpse  of  the  murdered 
man ;  because  as  you  only  beheld  him  from  a  dis- 
tance, and  through  the  gloom  of  the  evening,  there 
is  the  possibility  of  an  error  in  reference  to  this 
victim  of  a  foul  crime." 

"  I  will  communicate  to  the  Countess  your 
worship's  desire,"  I  said ;  and  I  was  rising  to 
take  my  departure. 

"One  moment.  Miss  Trafford  !"  said  the  Mayor: 
"  there  is  yet  something  else  to  be  done.  Let  us 
suppose  the  identilicatiou  to  be  accomplished,  and 
the  fact  to  be  established  that  it  is  actually  the 
Count  of  Carboni  who  has  perished  thus  horribly. 
It  will  then  be  necessary  for  me  to  send  a  trust- 
worthy person  to  the  cottage " 

"Ah!"  I  ejaculated;  "and  if  there  be  any 
private  papers  belonging  to  the  unfortunate 
Count — papers  which  may  relate  to  family  mat- 
ters " 

"  The  Countess  shall  at  once  have  possession  of 
them,"  replied  the  Mayor.  "But  all  these  steps 
must  be  taken  this  evening — it  were  useless  for 
any  delay  to  arise." 

I  thanked  the  Mayor  for  his  courtesy  and  at- 
tention ;  and  I  took  my  departure  with  the  land- 
lord. I  returned  to  the  hotel,  where  I  found 
Beatrice  in  a  better  frame  of  mind  than  when  I 
had  left  her.  She  was  now  calmer  and  more  com- 
posed ;  and  I  explained  to  her  everything  which 
had  taken  place  between  the  Mayor  and  myself. 
She  expressed  her  deep  gratitude  for  the  delicate 
manner  in  which  I  had  glossed  over  those  painful 
family  incidents  to  which  it  had  been  necessary  to 
make  some  slight  allusion :  but  she  shrank  sbud- 
deringly  from  the  idea  of  gazing  upon  the  corpse 
in  order  to  identify  it.  I  however  represented 
that  this  was  really  a  duty  which  she  herself  must 
perform,  and  which  could  not  be  so  well  accom- 
plished by  any  other  person ;  for  that  it  was  most 


natural  for  a  wife,  in  such  painful  circumstances, 
to  identify  the  remains  of  a  husband. 

"Besides,  my  dear  Beatrice,"  I  gently  added, 
"  if  you  were  to  refuse  to  throw  one  last  look  upoa 
the  Count's  remains,  it  would  almost  seem  as  if 
you  cherished  a  vindictive  resentment  which  fol- 
lowed him  even  beyond  the  line  which  separates 
life  from  death !" 

Beatrice  yielded  to  my  representations ;  and  in 
a  few  minutes  the  landlord  again  entered  tho 
room.  He  came  this  time  to  inform  us  that  one 
of  the  sailors  to  whom  we  had  spoken,  bad  just 
called  to  state  that  he  and  his  comrade  had  picked 
up  the  body  on  the  beach  at  the  foot  of  the  cliff, 
and  that  it  had  been  taken  to  a  little  public-bouse 
at  that  extremity  of  Dover  which  was  nearest  to 
the  scene  of  the  tragedy.  I  saw  that  a  sickening 
sensation  seized  upon  the  Countess;  but  I  be- 
sought her  to  nerve  herself  with  the  fortitude  re- 
quisite for  the  accomplishment  of  the  task  which 
she  had  now  to  perform; — and  she  summoned  all 
her  courage  to  her  aid.  The  landlord  suggested 
that  the  Countess  might  proceed  in  a  chaise  to  the 
public-house  where  the  corpse  lay ;  and  this  pro- 
posal was  at  once  accepted.  I  offered  to  aocom- 
i  pany  Beatrice  to  her  mournful  destination ;  and 
again  did  she  pour  forth  her  gratitude  for  the 
kindness  I  was  demonstrating  towards  her. 

The  chaise  was  soon  in  readiness— we  entered 
it  —  and  it  drove  rapidly  through  the  streets, 
where,  by  the  aid  of  the  gas-lamps,  we  beheld 
many  persons  conversing  together  in  groups ;  so 
that  it  was  evident  the  report  of  the  murder  had 
already  spread  like  wildfire  throughout  the  town. 
When  we  reached  the  neighbourhood  of  the  pub- 
lic-house, we  found  a  considerable  crowd  collected 
about  the  door;  for  though  the  corpse  was 
stretched  in  a  room  and  therefore  hidden  froox 
their  view,  yet  were  they  under  the  influence  of 
that  morbid  curiosity  which  always  impels  persons, 
particularly  of  the  uneducated  class,  to  assemblo 
and  gaze  upon  the  spot  where  a  crime  has  been 
committed,  or  upon  the  bouse  where  its  victim  ia 
lying.  The  moment  the  chaise  stopped,  the  at- 
tention  of  the  crowd  was  concentrated  upon  it  to 
see  who  would  alight :  but  a  couple  of  police-con- 
stables quickly  compelled  the  assemblage  to  fall 
back  sufficiently  to  enable  the  chaise  to  draw 
up  close  to  the  door  of  the  little  public-house. 
Beatrice  then  alighted,  and  hastened  into  the 
place  ;  while  I  remained  inside  the  vehicle,  where 
I  lay  back  as  much  as  possible  to  avoid  being  the 
object  of  the  gaze  of  the  curious  crowd. 

I  may  here  give  in  a  narrative  form  the  brief 
details  of  the  Countess  of  Carboni's  visit  to  tho 
public-house,  instead  of  recording  them  in  the 
same  terms  as  she  subsequently  explained  them  to 
me.  On  crossing  the  threshold,  she  was  seized 
with  a  faintness  and  dizziness  as  if  consciousness 
were  about  to  abandon  her,  and  her  limbs  felt  as 
if  they  were  bending  beneath  her  :  but  she  again 
summoned  all  her  fortitude  to  her  aid,  and  men- 
tioned her  object  to  the  stout  burly  landlord  of  tho 
little  public-house.  It  was  an  establishment  of 
the  most  inferior  description;  so  that  its  dingy 
gloomy  aspect  was  but  little  calculated  to  diminish 
the  painful  impressions  under  which  the  mind  of 
Beatrice  was  already  labouring.  The  landlord  led 
the  way  along  a  narrow  passage  to  a  place  which 
from  Beatrice's  description  must  have  been  the 


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taproom :  the  tveo  sailors  who  had  picked  up  the 
body,  followed  the  Countess  and  landlord  thither ; 
and  the  moment  the  door  was  thrown  open,  an 
ominous  object  was  discerned  upon  the  table.  A 
lantern  dimly  lighted  the  room, — which  was  of 
small  dimensions,  as  well  as  of  poor  and  sordid  de- 
scription. The  corpse  was  covered  by  an  old  cloth 
which  had  been  thrown  over  it ;  and  as  one  of  the 
sailors  lifted  that  cloth,  he  at  the  same  time  raised 
the  lantern  in  such  a  manner  that  the  dim  flicker- 
ing light  was  thrown  upon  the  countenance  of  the 
murdered  man.  That  countenance  was  little  in- 
jured by  the  fall  from  the  cliff;  but  it  subsequently 
transpired,  from  the  surgical  evidence  given  at  the 
inquest,  that  the  body  and  limbs  were  horribly 
mutilated  and  injured.  One  glance  for  Beatrice 
was  sufficient!— she  recognised  her  husband — it 
was  indeed  the  Count  of  Carboni  who  had  perished 
the  victim  of  that  horrible  deed  of  assassination  ! 

Beatrice  turned  away  shuddering  from  the 
hideous  spectacle  ;  and  she  came  back  to  the 
chaise  in  which  I  was  waiting  for  her.  The  two 
sailors  were  close  at  her  heels ;  for  under  the  pre- 
tence of  conducting  her  to  the  vehicle,  they  evi- 
dently  sought  to  remind  us  that  they  were  the 
individuals  who  bad  performed  our  bidding  and 
Lad  picked  up  the  corpse.  Beatrice  was  too  much 
overcome  by  her  harrowed  feelings  to  compre- 
hend their  meaning  :  but  I  hastened  to  make 
them  a  present  of  five  guineas— and  the  chaise 
drove  off.  As  it  passed  by  the  Mayor's  residence, 
I  directed  the  driver  to  stop,  that  I  might  leave  a 
message  to  inform  his  worship  that  the  corpse  had 
been  identified ;  and  we  then  proceeded  to  the 
hotel.  It  was  now  late ;  and  thoroughly  ex- 
hausted both  in  mind  and  body,  Beatrice  at  once 
sought  her  couch.  I  remained  with  her  until 
slumber  stole  upon  her  eyes ;  and  then  I  repaired 
to  my  own  chamber. 

We  both  rose  at  an  early  hour  in  the  morning  ; 
and  we  were  seated  at  the  breakfast-table,  discuss- 
ing with  a  lingering  sense  of  horror  the  incidents 
of  the  preceding  evening,  when  a  waiter  entered 
and  delivered  a  sealed  packet  to  the  Countess,  ac- 
companied by  the  intimation  that  the  Mayor  had 
sent  it  with  his  respectful  compliments.  Beatrice 
hastened  to  opeii  the  packet  the  instant  the  waiter 
had  withdrawn  ;  and  she  found  that  it  contained 
several  private  papers  belonging  to  the  deceased 
Count,  but  amongst  which  was  a  sealed  letter  ad- 
dressed  to  herself.  This  address  was  in  the  hand- 
writing of  her  husband  ;  and  when  she  had 
perused  the  document  which  it  contained,  she 
handed  it  to  me.  As  nearly  as  I  can  now  recol- 
lect, the  contents  ran  in  the  following  strain  :  — 

"  The  events  which  have  separated  us  for  ever, 
Beatrice,  sit  so  heavily  upon  my  heart,  that  they 
seem  to  be  crushing  out  the  powers  of  life  and 
rapidly  arresting  the  vital  springs  of  existence.  I 
may  die  suddenly  by  the  breaking  of  this  heart  of 
mine— or  I  may  perish  in  the  blood  of  a  distracted 
suicide.  I  therefore  writa  t'lese  few  lines,  to  be 
delivered  to  you  after  my  death,  whensoever  and 
howsoever  it  may  happen.  There  are  moments 
when  I  feel  as  if  I  must  take  up  my  pen  to  write 
and  implore  that  wei  may  meet  once  again  in  this 
world,  so  that  I  may  hear  from  your  lips  the  repe- 
tition of  that  assurance  of  forgiveness  which  in  the 
month  of  March  last  you  vouchsafed  when   I  sank 


upon  my  knees  before  you  and  besought  your 
pardon.  But  whether  I  shall  ever  have  the 
courage  to  beseech  this  interview — or  whether  if  I 
implored  it,  you  would  grant  it,  I  know  not  1 
Therefore,  at  all  events,  I  pen  these  lines,  so  as  to 
assure  myself  that  I  shall  not  depart  from  this 
world  without  having  renewed  the  expression  of 
that  deep  affliction- that  illimitable  despair  which 
I  feel  on  account  of  all  my  horrible  and  diabolic 
conduct  towards  you ! 

"I  have  now  something  to  tell  you,  Beatrice. 
You  know  that  when  I  resigned  to  you  the  great 
bulk  of  my  fortune  and  estates  seven  or  eight 
months  back,  I  made  an  exception  in  reference  to 
the  domain  and  chateau  of  Carboni.  In  decreeing 
this  reservation  I  had  more  motives  than  one,  la 
the  first  place  I  conceived  that  it  would  be  not 
merely  a  flagrant  insult,  but  a  transcending  out- 
rage, to  oft'er  you  that  mansion  which  was  the 
scene  of  my  odious  cruelty  and  of  your  ineffable 
wretchedness.  In  the  second  place  I  looked  upon 
the  spot  as  one  that  was  accursed — a  spot  as  com- 
pletely under  heaven's  ban,  as  if  it  were  the  scene 
where  gibbets  are  erected  for  the  bleaching  bones 
of  murderers  to  swing  and  rattle  in  the  cold  night 
wind.  And  in  the  third  place  I  was  anxious  that 
this  spot  whereof  I  am  speaking  should  become 
the  scene  of  an  action  whereby  I  might  testify 
more  than  I  had  yet  done  the  loathing  sense  that 
I  entertain  of  my  past  iniquity.  Listen  therefore 
to  the  deed  which  I  have  accomplished  for  the 
furtherance  of  this  aim.  Upon  parting  from  you 
after  I  had  knelt  at  your  feet  and  implored  your 
forgiveness,  I  gave  to  a  solicitor  the  requisite  in- 
structions for  the  assignment  of  the  great  bulk  of 
my  property  into  your  hands ;  and  I  then  set  out 
for  Italy.  I  proceeded  to  the  chateau  of  Carboni: 
I  discharged  the  domestics  who  were  there— I  paid 
them  all  liberally — and  I  watched  until  the  last 
had  left  that  mansion  which  I  held  to  be  accursed. 
It  was  the  hour  of  sunset  when  I  found  myself 
alone  there— sunset  on  an  April  evening,  with  the 
fresh  breeze  whispering  around  me,  and  wafting 
the  perfume  of  the  flowers  that  were  folding  their 
leaves  !  Then  I  piled  up  quantities  of  dry  wood 
in  various  places — I  opened  many  of  the  doors  and 
windows  within  the  chateau  to  create  a  draught — 
and  I  set  fire  to  the  home  of  my  ancestors.  It 
was  not  with  a  fiendish  rage  nor  with  a  malignant 
gloating  that  I  did  this:  it  was  with  a  profound 
remorseful  sense  of  the  stupendous  crimes  which 
had  led  me  to  the  accomplishment  of  such  a  cat.is- 
trophe.  From  a  little  distance  I  watched  the 
conflagration.  The  farmers  and  peasants  on  the 
domain — the  gardeners,  the  park-keepers,  and  the 
foresters — all  hurried  to  the  spot  to  proffer  their 
assistance  :  but  I  sternly  bade  them  leave  the  cha- 
teau to  burn,  for  it  was  accursed !  They  gazed 
upon  me  with  astonishment— they  thought  that  I 
was  mad  :  but  I  cared  not.  The  mansion  ap- 
peared to  my  view  to  be  a  temple  of  infamy — the 
monument  of  a  horrible  crime;  and  I  resolved 
that  its  destruction  should  be  complete.  So  I 
allowed  not  a  single  hand  to  be  stretched  forth  to 
prevent  the  spread  of  the  conflagration :  but  as 
the  flames  roared  and  the  beams  cracked— as  all 
the  splendid  furniture  was  lapped  up  as  it  were  by 
those  lambent  tongues  of  flame — I  rejoiced ;  for  I 
said  within  myself,  'It  is  like  the  work  of  a  just 
retribution !' 


"  The  entire  chateau  was  destroyed.  But  not 
contented  with  having  accomplished  this  much, 
I  ordered  the  blackenea  remnants  to  be  removed 
elsewhere,  the  verj  foundatiuns  to  be  dug  up,  and 
every  brick  and  stone  to  he  carried  oiF.  I  likei^ise 
ordered  the  neighbouring  grovo  to  be  cut  down — 
the  walls  of  the  gardens  to  be  destroyed  —  the 
fences  of  the  park  and  pleasure-grouuds  to  be 
broken  up  and  burnt.  Then  1  commanded  the 
peasants  to  come  with  their  teams  and  tLeir 
ploughs,  80  that  everj  trace  of  where  a  mansion 
once  stood  should  be  obliterated.  And  I  tarried 
in  that  neighbourhood  while  the  work  was  being 
done:  with  my  own  eyes  did  I  assure  myself  that 
it  was  effectually  accomplished  — until  at  length  as 
I  stood  in  the  midst  of  that  spot  which  I  had  made 
a  desolation  and  a  waste,  I  ielt  as  if  I  had  done  a 
deed  which  was  calculated  to  tranquiliise  to  some 
little  extent  a  most  uneasy  conscience.  Then  I 
went  to  a  notary  ;  and  I  ordered  him  to  draw  up 
a  deed  by  virtue  of  which  I  bequeathed  the  chief 
portion  of  the  domain  of  Carboni  to  the  Convent 
of  St.  Catarina,  to  be  held  as  an  endowment  for 
the  dwelling  of  the  Holy  Sisters  on  condition  that 
the  three  hundred  acres  of  land  which  had  just 
been  ploughed  up,  should  for  ever  be  left  uncul- 
tivated, to  remain  a  desolation  and  a  waste,  or  to 
become  a  wilderness.  All  this  have  I  done,  Bea- 
trice !  The  chateau  of  Carboni  has  ceased  to  exist ; 
and  the  traveller  who  may  now  roam  through  that 
domain,  will  not  so  much  as  tread  upon  a  single 
stone  belonging  to  that  once  stately  pile. 

"  Oh !  would  that  I  had  the  courage  to  seek 
jou,  if  only  for  a  few  moments,  that  I  might  tell 
you  by  words  uttered  from  the  lip,  how  I  went 
step  by  step  through  all  the  details  which  1  have 
been  describing  on  this  paper  !  I  feel  that  I  could 
impart  to  a  verbal  description  an  energy  and  a 
power  which  into  the  mere  written  language  it  is 
impossible  to  infuse.  But  I  dare  not  present  mj- 
self  before  you  at  the  home  of  your  sister  and 
brother-in-law  ;  and  therefore  if  aoxtte  day,  obedient 
to  a  sudden  impulse,  I  shall  resolve  upon  making 
the  endeavour  to  see  you,  it  must  be  by  mean ^  of  an 
earnest  entreaty  that  you  will  come  to  me,  if  only 
for  a  few  minutes.  For  I  am  now  in  (bis  seeluded 
cottage 

"  Yet  how  foolish  and  absurd  for  me  to  con- 
tinue thus,  as  if  what  I  am  now  committing  to 
paper  were  to  be  read  by  you  to-day  or  to-morrow' 
and  as  if  it  were  not  intended  that  this  document 
is  to  be  read  by  you  only  after  my  death  !  Ob, 
Beatrice  !  there  are  times  when  I  feel  as  if  I  were 
going  mad  ! — times  when  toy  brain  is  aching  and 
throbbing  as  if  it  were  about  to  burst,  in  awful 
companionship  with  that  heart  which  seems  ready 
to  burst  likewise! 

"  Oh  !  may  you  be  happy  ! — may  Leaven  in  its 
mercy  mitigate  the  keen  sense  of  the  wrongs  you 
have  experienced  and  the  sufferings  you  have  en- 
dured !  You  are  still  young— still  beautiful;  and 
you  possess  great  riches.  I  shall  not  be  much 
longer  in  this  world.  To  think  of  living  years 
were  madness  ! — a  few  months  or  weeks,  or  per- 
haps days,  will  terminate  my  existence.  Then, 
Beatrice,  think  how  you  may  re-enter  upon  the 
path  of  happiness— study  to  turn  your  steps  into 
some  route  that  is  bordered  with  flowers— and  let 
not  the  recollection  of  the  past  embitter  the  pre- 
sent or  the  future.     If  one  so  criminal  as  I,  dared 


to  brearhe  blessings,  I  would  bless  thee  ;  —and  in 
my  heart  1  do  so,  though  I  dare  not  to  this  piper 
commit  those  solemn  and  sacred  invocations.  Yet 
believe  me,  Baatrice,  when  I  shall  have  gone  hence 
— when  I  shall  have  passed  from  the  limits  of  an 
earthl0  sphere  to  the  illimitable  range  of  a  celes- 
tial one,  —  if  there,  in  those  regions  which  lie 
beyond  the  grave,  my  spirit  shall  be  purified  and 
my  soul  lifted  into  the  mansions  of  the  Eternal,  I 
will  become  to  thee  in  another  world  your  good 
genius,— I  who  have  been  youf  evil  one  in  this!" 

Thus  terminated  the  strange  wild  document,  to 
which  neither  address  nor  date  nor  name  was  af- 
fixed. But  I  felt  assured  that  it  bad  not  been 
written  many  days  ;  for  only  three  weeks  had 
elapsed  since  the  unfortunate  Count  of  Carboni 
took  up  his  abode  at  the  cottage  ;  and  at  that 
cottage  the  paper  was  evidently  written.  1  men- 
tioned this  fact  to  Beatrice,  who  had  remained 
plunged  in  profound  and  mournful  thought  while 
I  was  perusing  the  document ;,  and  she  said  in  a 
low  tremulous  voice,  '•'  You  see,  my  dear  Ellen, 
that  his  heart  was  yearning  to  obtain  a  last  inter- 
view with  me;  and  would  to  G-jd  that  we  had 
met  !  —for  if  he  had  spoken  as  passionately  and  as 
feelingly  as  he  has  there  written,  I  should  have 
proclaimed  my  forgiveness  with  far  more  fervour 
and  sincerity  than  I  promised  it  on  the  occasion 
when  you  brought  him  to  kneel  at  my  feet  in 
London  1" 

"  And  now,  Beatrice,"  I  said,  "  1  must  remind 
you  of  a  duty  which  you  have  to  perform.  The 
corpse  will  remain  where  it  now  lies,  until  after 
the  Coroner  shall  have  holden  his  inquest — which 
will  doubtless  be  in  the  course  of  this  day " 

"  I  understand  you,  Ellen,"  interrupted  the 
Countess  of  Carboni :  "  it  is  for  me  to  superintend 
the  obsequies  of  the  deceased.  Y'es- 1  will  do  so ! 
But  now  let  us  at  once  despatch  a  courier  to  my 
sister  and  her  husband,  to  tell  them  all  that  has 
occurred.  And  I  will  enclose  this  document  ;  for 
after  the  perusal  of  it,  the  Marquis  of  Campanella 
may  not  perhaps  be  disinclined  to  pay  the  last  sad 
office  to  the  deceased  and  accompany  his  remains 
to  the  tomb." 

The  courier  was  despatched  accordingly  ;  and 
scarcely  was  this  duty  accomplished,  when  the 
Mavor  of  Dover  was  announced. 


CHAPIEE    LXI. 

THE      PISB-HEAB. 

Thb  Mayor  came  to  inform  ufl  that  not  the 
slightest  trace  had  been  obtained  of  Luigi ;  nor 
Could  it  be  ascertained  that  any  person  at  all  an- 
swering to  his  description  had  been  in  Dover.  A 
clever  officer  had  visited  all  the  hotels,  public- 
houses,  and  lodging-houses,  for  the  purpose  of  in- 
stituting inquiries:  but  nothing  could  be  learnt  of 
the  supposed  assassin.  The  Mayor  had  seen  the 
Coroner,  who  intended  to  hold  the  inquest  at  two 
o'clock  in  the  afternoon  of  that  same  day ;  and  his 
worship  signified  to  us  that  our  presence  as  wit- 
nesses would  be  required.  For  this  announcement 
we  were  fully  prepared  ;  and  we  promised  to  at- 
tend accordingly. 

When  the  Mayor  had  taken  his  departure— it 


being  now  about  eleven  in  the  forenoon — Beatrice 
intimated  her  intention  of  retiring  to  her  own 
chamber  for  an  hour  or  two,  that  ehe  might  be 
alone  with  her  thoughts,  and  that  she  might  have 
suitable  leisure  to  compose  and  collect  herself  for 
the  ordeal  of  an  examination  at  the  inquea^.  She 
retired  accordingly ;  and  I  was  now  the  mistress  of 
my  own  time  for  two  or  three  hours.  Much  as  I 
disliked  the  idea  of  attending  to  any  matter  of 
business  as  an  interlude  amidst  the  sad  circum- 
stances  which  had  arisen,  I  nevertheless  remem- 
bered the  necessity  of  keeping  Mary  Glentworth's 
interests  in  view  ;  and  I  could  not  delay  the  mea- 
sure which  had  brought  me  to  Dover.  My  time 
there  was  short— and  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh  might 
possibly  leave  more  speedily  than  be  had  antici- 
cipated  when  he  wrote  to  me,  for  I  felt  assured 
that  be  was  completely  subservient  to  the  good- 
will and  pleasure  of  his  haughty  Duchess. 

In  that  note  which  his  Grace  bad  written  to 
me,  he  had  intimated  his  intention  of  walking 
every  day  at  the  end  of  the  pier  from  eleven  till 
one  o'clock,  so  that  on  arriving  at  Dover  I  might 
know  how  and  where  to  find  him.  I  was  confi- 
dent that  be  would  be  upon  the  pier  on  this  parti- 
cular day ;  for  rumour  could  not  have  failed  to  waft 
to  his  ears  the  intelligence  of  the  murder  of  the 
Count  of  Carboni  and  the  fact  that  I  had  been  a 
witness  of  the  scene — consequently  that  I  was  in 
Dover.  I  now  dressed  myself  very  plainly,  put 
on  s  thick  veil,  and  issued  from  the  hotel.  I  was 
Boon  upon  the  pier ;  and  at  the  end  of  it  I  beheld 
the  Duke  of  Ardleigb,  looking  through  a  spy- glass, 
which  a  sailor  who  was  standing  by  had  lent  him. 
It  fortunately  happened  that  no  other  persons, 
beyond  another  lounging  sailor  or  two,  were  on 
the  pier-head  at  the  time  ;  and  I  prepared  to  ac- 
cost bis  Grace. 

"  Well,  my  good  man,"  he  was  saying  at  the 
mament,  "  you  tell  me  it  is  only  three-and-twenty 
miles  across  from  Dover  to  Calais :  but  I  insist 
that  it  is  thirty.  I  know  something  of  those 
matters,  I  flatter  myself ;  for  I  have  an  uncle  who 
is  one  of  the  Lords  of  the  Admiralty,  and  a  cousin 
who  is  a  Post  Captain.      Besides,  Feaseblossom 

——that  is  the  name  of  a  friend  of  mine has 

a  brother   who  is    lieutenant    of   a  coast-guard 

station 1  procured  him  the  appointment 

and  one  of  her  Grace's  lady's-maids  is  going  to  be 
married  to  the  mate  of  an  East  Indiaman.  So 
you  see,  my  good  fellow,  I  cannot  be  quite  so 
ignorant  of  nautical  matters  as  you  seem  to  sup- 
pose  Ah  !  is  it  possible  ?     Yes,  it  must  be ! 

Miss  Trafford,  how  do  you  do  ?  " 

The  old  weather-beaten  sailor  gave  a  grunt  and 
j  shrugged  his  shoulders  at  the  jargon  which  the 
Duke  of  Ardleigh  had  been  addressing  to  him  : 
but  the  high  rank  of  this  personage  was  evidently 
unknown  to  the  man  ;  for  as  he  turned  towards 
another  ancient  mariner  even  more  weatherbeaten 
than  himself,  I  overheard  him  say,  "  What  d'ye 
think,  Jack  ?  that  queer-looking  little  man  tells 
me  as  how  I  don't  know  bow  far  it  be  across  to 
Calais  harbour !" 

The  Duke  himself  did  not  however  catch  this 
observation  so  little  flattering  to  himself;  for  ha 
was  all  in  a  nervous  hurry  to  learn  what  I  had  to 
say  to  him. 

"Come  here.  Miss  Trafford!"  he  said;  "pray 
come  here !     We  can  look  over  the  pier  and  pre- 


tend  to  be   watching  those  sea-weeds,  while  we 

converse;  and  there  is  no  fear  of  interruption 

for  I  have  set  Peaseblossom  to  watch — and  if  the 
Duchess  should  take  it  into  her  head  to  walk  out 
and  come  this  way,  he   will  rush  off  and  let  us 

know unless  indeed  he  falls   asleep  or   gets 

playing  on  one  of  my  violins." 

"  And  if  the  Duchess  should  come  this  way,  my 
lord,"  I  said  coldly,  "  it  will  perhaps  be  all  the 
better ;  for  as  her  Grace  is  acquainted  with  the 
secret  of  your  poor  daughter's  birth,  she  might 
well  be  admitted  into  our  conference." 

"A  pretty  thing  indeed,"  exclaimed  the  Duke, 
gazing  around  him  in  consternation,  "  after  she 
has  insisted  that  I  should  never  allude  to  the  girl 
in  her  hearing,  and  that  Mary  shall  never  know 
her  real  parentage !  Ah,  her  Grace  led  me  a  ter- 
rible time  of  it,  I  can  tell  you,  after  that  scene  at 
the  cottage " 

"But  Mary  must  know  her  parentage,  my 
lord  !"  I  interjected :  "  the  secret  cannot  be  con- 
cealed from  her !  She  saw  your  Grace  the  other 
day  in  London " 

"  But  now  we  are  going  on  the  Continent  for 
the  winter — I  shall  be  several  months  absent — the 
secret  can  be  kept  during  that  time — and  a  thou- 
sand things  may  turn  up !  The  Duchess  might 
die — and  then  I  shall  be  my  own  master  :  she  may 
be  killed  by  banditti,  or  carried  ofif  by  the  malaria 
of  the  marshes  near  Rome.  Or  Mary  herself  may 
die " 

"  Good  heavens,  my  lord  !"  I  exclaimed,  shocked 
and  disgusted  at  the  ideas  to  which  he  was  giving 
utterance,  as  well  as  irritated  by  the  frivolity 
which  marked  the  whole  tenour  of  his  discourse; 
"  you  speculate  upon  the  deaths  of  your  wife  and 
your  daughter !" 

"  And  why  not  ?"  demanded  the  Duke :  "  they 
are  mortal— are  they  not?  Why,  if  it  wern't  for 
such  speculations,  how  should  we  ever  have  had 
tontines,  or  life-insurance  companies,  or  post-obit 
bonds,  or  many  of  the  other  blessings  of  civiliza- 
tion ?  Speculate  indeed !  Why  I  am  very  for- 
tunate in  speculation — particularly  when  it  is  at  a 
round  game  at  cards " 

"My  lord,"  I  said  severely  and  resolutely,  "I 
am  not  here  to  listen  to  these  triflings.  My  mind 
is  not  in  a  state " 

"  No— to  be  sure !  I  forgot !"  ejaculated  the 
Duke,  flying  ofi^  at  a  tangent  to  another  subject. 
"  You  saw  it  all  ?  Tell  me  what  it  looked  like. 
I  never  saw  but  one  murder — and  that  was  on  the 
stage— so  it  was  really  no  murder  at  all." 

"  My  lord,"  I  said,  again  speaking  with  severity, 
"  I  beg  that  you  will  at  once  return  to  the  busi- 
ness for  which  I  have  consented  to  meet  you  here. 
And  I  beg  your  Grace  to  observe  that  nothing  but 
the  deep  interest  which  I  experience  in  your 
amiable  and  innocent  daughter  Mary  Glentworth, 
could  have  induced  me  to  take  such  a  step." 

'•  Weil,  it  is  indeed  very  kind  of  you,"  said  the 
Duke :  "  but  really  I  am  at  a  loss  what  to  do. 
You  literally  push  me  into  a  corner  !  I  wish 
Peaseblossom  was  here !" 

"  Now  listen,  my  lord,"  I  said,  determined  to 
bring  the  nobleman  to  the  point.  "  Mary  knows 
you  only  by  the  name  of  Mr.  Glentworth — and 
she  looks  upon  you  as  her  uncle.  She  naturally 
believes  that  it  is  her  duty  to  call  upon  you  :  she 
is  anxious  to  discover  your  addr^s ;  and  since  sht 


ELLEN   PEECX;    OK,   THE    MEMOIES    OJ    AN ''ACXEBSS. 


353 


THE    DUCHESS   OF   ARDLEIGH. 


has  seen  you  in  your  carriage,  she  is  rejoiced  be- 
cause she  knows  you  to  be  very  rich.  If  you  will 
not  suffer  the  secret  of  her  birth  to  be  revealed  to 
her " 

"  Ah  !  we  are  lost  !  we  are  undone  !"  suddenly 
exclaimed  the  Duke.  "  That  precious  old  owl 
Peaseblossom  must  have  fallen  asleep — for  here  is 
the  Duchess  !" 

And  sure  enough,  there  was  the  Duchess  of 
Ardleigh,  accompanied  by  a  little  daughter — a  girl 
of  about  eleven  years  old — and  followed  at  a  short 
distance  by  the  governess,  who  had  charge  of  two 
of  their  Graces'  children,  who  were  still  younger 
than  the  one  walking  with  the  mother. 
No.  45.— Ellen  Pekct. 


Those  who  are  acquainted  with  the  pier-head  at 
Dover,  are  aware  that  in  the  middle  of  the  plat* 
form  stands  a  little  circular  house,  made  of  wood, 
about  a  dozen  feet  in  diameter,  and  surmounted 
by  a  signal-post.  The  instant  the  Duke  had  given 
vent  to  those  ejaculations,  he  rushed  towards  this 
little  house  so  as  to  place  it  betwixt  himself  and 
the  Duchess  ;  and  in  proportion  as  her  Grace  ad- 
vanced nearer  and  nearer  towards  the  extremity 
of  the  pier,  the  Duke  kept  working  his  way  round 
the  house  so  as  constantly  to  make  it  a  shield  be- 
tween himself  and  his  wife.  If  I  had  not  been 
low-spirited  and  harassed  by  the  teriiQc  ciircum- 
stances  of  the  preceding  evening,  as  well  as  dis- 


354 


ELLBN  PERCY;   OB,  THE   MEMOIRS  OP    AN   ACTBESS, 


tressed  on  Mary  Glentworth's  account,  and  like- 
wise annoyed  at  the  mingled  heartlessness  and 
frivolity  which  the  Duke  had  displayed,  I  could 
have  laughed  at  the  ludicrousness  of  this  scene. 
I  remained  where  I  was,  leaning  against  the  para- 
pet of  the  pier,  precisely  on  the  spot  where  the 
Duke  had  left  me ;  I  did  not  take  the  trouble  to 
utter  a  syllable  of  remonstrance  at  the  absurd 
•course  which  he  was  adopting — for  toy  mind  was 
now  fully  made  up  how  to  act. 

The  Duchess  was  speedily  withiii  a  few  yards 
of  me :  I  at  once  saw  by  her  looks  that  she  had 
noticed  her  husband,  and  that  she  was  of  course 
smitten  with  a  jealous  suspicion  on  finding  that  he 
had  been  talking  with  a  lady  from  whom  he  had 
suddenly  run  away  as  if  with  an  air  of  guilty  con- 
sciousness. My  veil  was  closely  folded  over  my 
countenance,  so  that  the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh 
could  not  immediately  recognise  me  :  but  I  drew 
it  up — saluted  her  with  a  mingled  courtesy  and 
respect— and  said,  "  His  Grace  has  only  this  in- 
stant left  me." 

The  Duchess  looked  astonished,  and  evidently 
knew  not  what  to  think  or  what  to  say.  But 
suddenly,  without  giving  utterance  to  a  word,  she 
passed  behind  the  little  house;  and  then  I  heard 
her  voice  exclaiming,  "  My  lord,  be  so  kind  as  to 
come  hither— I  wish  to  speak  to  you." 

The  Duchess  then  returned  towards  the  spot 
where  I  remained  standing  ;  and  her  little  daugh- 
ter exclaimed,  "  Mamma,  why  wos  papa  running 
away  ?" 

"  Oh,  my  dear,  it  was  only  your  papa's  joke," 
replied  the  Duchess,  evidently  not  choosing  to 
suffer  her  children  or  the  governess  to  eupect  that 
there  was  anything  amiss, 

"Ah,  iriydear!  is  that  you?"  said  the  Duke, 
now  coming  forward  from  behind  the  little  house, 
and  endeavouring  to  smile  as  it  with  cheerfulness. 
"  Well,  I  really  did  not  see  you  !  Why,  Miss 
Trafford  !  how  do  you  do  ?"— and  he  addressed  me 
as  if  we  were  just  meeting  for  the  first  time  on 
the  present  occasiori. 

"  Go  with  Mademoiselle  Durand,  rhy  dear," 
said  the  Duchess,  thus  speaking  to  her  little 
daughter,  and  alludin*  to  the  French  governess  : 
then,  so  soon  as  Mademoiselle  Durand  and  the 
children  were  beyond  ear- shot,  her  Grace  looked  at 
me  as-if  to  imply  that  she  was  awaiting  explana- 
tions. 

"  For  my  own  sake,  my  lord,"  I  said,  "  I  am 
compelled  to  take  this  step  :"— and  I  handed  the 
Duchess  the  letter  which  the  Duke  had  written  to 
me,  and  in  which  he  besought  me  to  come  to 
Dover  to  confer  with  him  privately  in  respect  to 
Mary  Glent worth. 

The  Duchess  took  the  letter,  and  began  to  read 
it.  At  the  very  moment  I  had  placed  it  in  her 
hands,  I  glanced  towards  the  Duke, — who  had  now 
got  just  behind  his  wife,  and  who  was  making  all 
Borts  of  faces  and  contortions  to  prevent  mo  from 
giving  her  Grace  the  document.  But  I  immedi- 
ately averted  my  looks,  and  waited  with  a  calm 
confideuce  until  the  Duchess  had  finished  its  pe- 
rusal. 

"  So  Miss  Glentworth  is  now  residing  with  you 
at  Mr.  Norman's  house.  Miss  Trafford  ?"  said  the 
Duchess;  and  she  spoke  to  me  with  as  much  afla- 
bility  as  the  natural  hauteur  of  her  disposition 
would  at  any  time  allow  her  to  adopt  f   for  the 


contents  of  the  letter  were  sufficient  to  show  the 
reason  for  which  the  Duke  and  myself  had  met  at 
the  end  of  the  pier. 

"  I  am  distressed,"  I  said,  "  to  find  myself  com- 
pelled to  violate  the  sanctity  of  correspondence  by 
placing  his  lordship's  letter  in  the  hands  of  your 
Grace :  but  for  my  own  sake  I  had  no  alternative. 
If  I  find  myself  dragged  by  circumstances  into 
these  unpleasant  affairs        -" 

"No  one  can  blame  you,  Miss  Trafford,"  inter- 
jected the  Duchess.  "This  letter  proves  every- 
thing, and  shows  that  you  in  the  first  instance 
haa  written  to  explain  to  the  Duke  how  unplea- 
santly he  might  some  day  find  himself  situated  in 
London  if  Mary  Glentworth  should  meet  him,  and 
regarding  him  as  her  uncle — plain  Mr.  Glentworth 
— should  address  him  as  such." 

"Your  Grace  can  easily  understand,"  I  said, 
"  that  Mary  is  anxious  to  visit  one  whom  she  be- 
lieves to  be  her  uncle———"- 

"Yes— it  is  all  intelligible  enough!"  exclaimed 
the  Duchess;  "and  you  have  a  difficult  part  to 
play.  But  I  have  sworn  that  if  ever  the  secret  of 
my  husband's  grosS  profligacy  should  transpire,  I 
will  separate  from  hina.  Such  an  exposure  to  the 
'world  would  be  terrible  for  our  children's  sake  !" 

"  Of  course  it  would,  my  dear,"  said  the  Duke, 
rubbing  his  hands  nervously :  "  and  there- 
fore  " 

"Silence,  my  lord!"  ejaculated  the  Duchess: 
then  turning  to  me,  she  said,  "  ti  it  really  your 
wish,  Miss  Trafford,  that  the  secret  of  Mary's 
birth  should  be  made  known  to  her  ?" 

"Heaven  forbid,  my  lady,  if  it  be  possible  to 
conceal  it !"  1  at  once  answered.  "  Miss  Glent- 
worth is  a  good,  artless,  and  innocent  girl :  she 
believes  that  her  mother  was  virliiotis — and  it 
would  shock  her  infinitely  if  she  were  compelled 
to  look  upon  that  patent  as  one  who  was  a  dis- 
honoured woman.  But  still  something  must  be 
done  to  set  her  mind  at  rest,  and  to  relieve  me 
from  the  embarrasstnent  of  listening  to  her  ques- 
tions and  entreaties:  for  already  she  suspecfs  that 
there  is  something  which  is  unknown  to  her,  but 
of  which  I  have  a  full  knowledge." 

"  For  your  sake.  Miss  Trafford,"  rejoined  the 
Duchess,  "  i  could  wish  that  something  might  be 
done  iii  this  matter :  but  I  am  bound  utterly  to 
igiiore  the  existence  of  any  such  person  as  Mary 
Glentworth  :— and  if  I  have  now  so  far  controlled 
my  feelings  as  to  speak  of  her  for  a  few  minutes, 
it  has  been  through  courtesy  towards  you.  Now 
let  the  subject  drop !  The  Duke  must  act  as  he 
thinks  fit  in  the  matter  :  but  I  swear  that  if  ever 
his  immoral  amour  with  the  late  Mrs.  Glentworth 
transpires " 

"  Hold,  my  lady  !"  I  interrupted  her :  "  I  be- 
seech  you  not  to  leave  me  in  this  cruel  embar- 
rassment— which  I  feel  all  the  more  acutely  on 
account  of  that  amiable  girl,  whom  I  shall  know 
not  how  to  answer  the  nest  time  she  questions 
me  relative  to  her  supposed  uncle !" 

"  I  am  sorry  for  you,  Miss  Trafford,"  responded 
the  Duchess,  kindly  but  firmly.  "  I  am  all  the 
more  sorry  too,"  she  continued,  in  a  still  gentler 
voice,  "because  I  know  how  much  your  feelings 
must  have  been  harrowed  by  the  terrible  incidents 
of  last  night.  But  I  have  a  duty  to  pertorm  as  a 
wife  and  as  a  mother :  I  have  my  own  pride  to 
consult In  short,  I  have  already  been  too  for- 


ELLEN   PEBCT;    OK,   THE    JTETrlOIES   OP   AN   ACTRESS, 


355 


beariog  in  the  face  of  the  discovery  of  my  hus- 
band's infidelity  and  wickedness.  You  will  excuse 
me.  Miss  TrafFord,  for  now  wishing  you  good 
morning.     You  will  come  with  me,  my  lord." 

Having  thus  spoken,  the  Duchess  bowed  with 
sufficient  graciousness;  and  she  was  turning  away, 
followed  by  her  miserable  coward  of  a  husband, 
when  a  sudden  thought  struck  mo 

"  One  word,  my  lady  I"  I  exclaimed, — "  and 
only  one  word  !  Permit  me  to  speak  apart  with 
your  Grace  for  a  few  moments." 

"•  Certainly,"  answered  the  Duchess :  and 
making  a  signal  for  her  husband  to  stand  aside, 
she  walked  with  me  to  a  short  distance. 

"  Your  G-race  may  perhaps  remember,"  I  said, 
"  that  about  a  twelvemonth  back,  when  I  had  an 
interview  with  you  in  respect  to  your  son  the 
Marquis  of  Dalrymple,  you  were  pleased  to  ex- 
press yourself  so  satisfied  with  ray  conduct  that 
you  bade  me  at  any  future  period  appeal  to  your 
friendship  with  the  certainty  of  obtaining  at  your 
bands  whatsoever  boon  I  might  ask.  You  more- 
over said  that  though  it  was  unlikely  I  should 
ever  be  in  a  position  to  make  such  an  appeal,  yet 
that  still  the  circumstanco  might  arise,  and  that 
you  should  hold  yourself  bound  to  fulfil  your 
pledge." 

"  All  that  you  have  stated.  Miss  Trafibrd,  is. 
perfectly  true,"  said  the  Duchess  :  "  you  have  me 
therefore  to  a  certain  extent  in  your  power :  but 
I  beseech  you  to  use  that  power  leniently." 

"Your  Grace  knows  what  my  request  is,"  I  an- 
swered, "  Let  something  be  done  to  set  Mary 
Glcntworth'a  mind  at  rest— I  care  not  what— in- 
deed I  scarcely  know   what  to    suggest but 

still  something  imist  be  done  I" 

"  Can  you  not  devise  some  excuse  to  curb  her 
impatience  for  a  few  months  ?"  asked  the  Duchess  ; 
"  and  on  my  return  to  England  from  the  Conti- 
nent, one  of  my  first  considerations  shall  be  bow 
this  unpleasant  afi'air  may  best  be  settled." 

"  I  myself  will  devise  no  excuses,"  I  responded. 
"  I  would  not  give  utterance  to  a  falsehood  for  my 
own  sake ;  and  therefore  it  were  unreasonable  to 
expect  that  I  should  become  a  deceiver  for  the 
sake  of  ot-hers." 

The  Duchess  bit  her  lip  :  her  proud  disposition 
was  eviiiently  chafed  bitterly  by  the  answer  I  had 
just  addressed  to  her  ;  and  I  felt  convinced  there 
was  a  moment  when  she  was  about  to  cut  our  in- 
terview short  in  some  haughty  and  indignant 
manner.  But  curbing  her  resentment,  she  said, 
"  "Will  you  leave  it  to  me,  Miss  TrafFord,  to 
manage  this  business?— and  I  pledge  myself  that 
it  shall  be  settled  in  such  a  vfay  as  to  relieve  you 
from  the  importunities  of  Miss  Glentwortb." 

"  And  likewise  in  such  a  way,"  I  added,  "  that 
whatsoever  step  your  ladyship  takes,   that  poor 

girl's  feelings " 

"  Tliey  shall  not  be  wounded — much  less  out- 
raged," interjected  the  Duchess.  "Tlie  course  I 
purpose  to  adopt  is  simply  to  set  her  mind  nt  rest 
during  the  period  that  I  shall  be  absent  with  my 
family  on  the  Continent;  and  when  we  return  to 
England,  I  will  again  give  the  subject  my  consi- 
deration." 

"  "With  this  understanding  I  am  satisfied,"  1 
answered. 

The  Duchess  then  again  bowed  and  Uft  me. 
She  was  rejoined  by  her  husband,  who  followed 


her  as  if  he  were  a  schoolboy  detected  in  the 
midst  of  some  mischief,  and  being  led  home  by  the 
schoolmistress  to  receive  the  dreaded  application 
of  the  birch. 

I  remained  for  a  little  while  longer  at  the  end 
of  the  pier,  until  the  ducal  party  wf  3  no  longer  in 
view  ;  and  I  then  returned  to  my  hotel,  I  can- 
not say  that  I  was  completely  satisfied  with  the 
issue  of  my  appeal  on  behalf  of  Mary  Glentwortb, 
— especially  as  I  was  more  or  less  in  the  dark  in 
reference  to  the  plan  which  the  Duchess  of  Avd- 
leigh  had  determined  to  pursue :  but  I  was  obliged 
to  console  myself  with  the  thought  that  I  had 
done  as  much  as  I  could — that  the  affair  was  of  a 
very  delicate  nature— that  there  were  the  feelings 
of  more  than  one  person  to  bo  consulted  in  the 
matter— and  that  therefore  I  could  not  expect  to 
wield  the  power  of  arbitrary  dictation. 

When  I  reached  the  hotel  and  ascended  to  the 
sitting-room,  I  found  that  Beatrice  was  still  in  her 
own  chamber ;  and  as  the  hour  was  approaching  at 
which  the  Coroner's  inquest  was  to  be  held,  I  was 
about  to  proceed  to  her  room  and  remind  her 
thereof,  when  she  made  her  appearance.  She  was 
now  calm  and  collected,  and  evidently  nerved  for 
the  ordeal.  The  landlord  had  already  ascertained 
that  the  Coroner  and  jury  were  to  sit  at  a 
superior  kind  of  tavern  in  the  neighbourhood  of 
the  little  public-house  where  the  corpse  lay, — an 
arrangement  which  was  doubtless  made  at  the 
suggestion  of  the  Mayor,  and  through  deference  to 
the  feeliuga  of  the  Countess  herself.  We  pro- 
ceeded in  a  chaise  to  the  tavern,  where  we  were  at 
once  conducted  to  a  private  room.  Beatrice  sus- 
tained her  fortitude ;  and  I  likewise  did  my  best 
to  conquer  my  repugnance  to  the  idea  of  becoming 
a  witness  in  such  a  case.  I  was  summoned  first  to 
the  apartment  where  the  Coroner  and  jury  satj 
and  I  understood  the  delicacy  of  this  proceeding. 
It  was  another  means  of  sparing  the  feelings  of 
the  Countess  as  much  as  possible,  by  eliciting  all 
the  main  particulars  from  my  lips,  and  thereby 
rendering  her  examination  as  brief  as  it  could  be 
made.  I  gave  the  Coroner  precisely  the  same  in- 
formation which  I  had  already  given  to  the 
Mayor  j  and  I  was  particularly  cautious  in  stating 
the  grounds  upon  which  Beatrice  and  myself  based 
our  suspicions  in  respect  to  Luigi.  ' 

"  If  any  gentleman  be  present,  taking  notes  for 
the  •ublic  press,"  said  the  Coroner,  "I  beg  to  ob- 
serve that  the  ends  of  justice  may  perhaps  be 
better  served  if  the  fact  be  altogether  suppressed 
that  suspicion  thus  attaches  itself  to  a  particular 
individual.  If  the  assassin  bo  really  this  Italian 
valfit  of  whom  the  witness  has  just  spoken,  he  will 
of  course  watch  the  newspapers  ;  and  he  will  either 
or  not  take  care  to  hide  himself  just  as  he  may 
see  how  circumstances  are  progressing.  A  de- 
scription of  his  person  has  already  been  privately 
sent  to  the  metropolis,  whence  it  will  be  forwarded 
to  the  heads  of  the  local  constabulary  throughout 
the  country." 

There  was  a  reporter  present  j  and  he  at  ones 
signified  his  readiness  to  comply  with  the  sugges- 
tions of  the  Curoner.  My  examination  being 
over,  I  withdrew  from  the  apartment  where  the 
inquisition  was  being  held  ;  and  returning  to  the 
roum  in  which  I  had  left  Beatrice,  I  infornjed  her 
that  her  presence  would  merely  be  needed  for  the 
corroboration  of  my  evidence,  and  that  eke  might 


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ELLEN   PEECr;    OE,   THE  ilEilOIES  03?   AN  ACIKESS. 


depose  to  the  identification  of  the  deceased  as  her 
husband.  Her  nerves  were  strengthened  by  this 
assurance ;  and  she  proceeded  to  the  inquest -room. 
There  she  was  not  detained  many  minutes,— the 
Coroner  and  the  jury  considerately  sparing  her 
feelings  as  much  as  possible.  It  was  nevertheless 
an  infinite  relief  to  her  when  the  ordeal  was  past 
and  we  returned  together  to  our  own  hotel.  The 
jury  returned  a  verdict  of  "  Wilful  Murder;"  and 
Beatrice  sent  for  an  undertaker,  to  whom  she  gave 
full  instructions  in  respect  to  the  funeral. 

I  again  left  her  at  the  hotel  for  two  or  three 
hours,  while  I  proceeded  to  call  at  Eiver  House. 
There  I  was  most  cordially  welcomed  by  my  friend 
Juliet ;  and  her  husband  received  me  with  an  air 
of  friendly  frankness,  as  if  he  felt  that  he  could 
now  look  me  in  the  face  with  confidence  as  he 
knew  that  he  was  performing  his  duty  towards  his 
wife,  and  that  Juliet  herself  would  tell  me  the 
same  when  we  should  be  alone  together.  They 
already  knew  that  I  must  be  at  Dover  from  the 
report  which  had  reached  their  ears  in  reference 
to  the  murder  ;  and  therefore  Juliet  had  been 
anxiously  expecting  my  presence.  I  gave  them 
the  full  particulars  of  the  horrible  occurrence ;  and 
both  expressed  much  sympathy  on  account  of  the 
agitation  and  excitement  which  I  must  have  ex- 
perienced. When  I  found  myself  alone  with  Lady 
Frederick  Eavenscliflfe,  she  assured  me  that  her 
husband  continued  to  treat  her  with  the  utmost 
kindness — that  he  manifested  no  impatience  at  the 
secluded  life  they  were  leading — but  on  the  con- 
trary, that  he  appeared  to  prefer  it.  He  had  re- 
ceived no  answer  from  his  parents,  the  Earl  and 
Countess  of  Carshalton,  to  the  letter  which  he  had 
written  informing  them  of  his  marriage ;  and  he 
therefore  supposed  that  it  would  be  a  work  of  time 
to  obtain  their  forgiveness  for  the  step  which  he 
had  taken.  Juliet  further  informed  me  that  the 
solicitor  whom  the  late  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  nomi- 
nated joint  executor  with  Mr.  Norman,  had  gone 
up  to  London  on  the  preceding  day,  to  put  the 
business  in  a  train  for  prompt  settlement,  and  that 
therefore  the  various  legacies  would  be  almost  im- 
mediately paid. 

Having  passed  about  three  hours  at  Eiver 
House,  I  took  leave  of  Lord  and  Lady  Frederick 
EavensclifFe,  and  returned  to  the  hotel  at  Dover. 
My  engagements  at  the  theatre  required  that  I 
should  leave  on  the  following  day :  but  I  could 
not  think  of  abandoning  the  Countess  of  Carboni 
at  a  time  when  her  nerves  had  been  so  painfully 
acted  upon.  She  however  assured  me  that  she 
had  no  doubt  the  Marquis  of  Campanella,  and 
perhaps  the  Marchioness  herself,  would  make  all 
haste  to  join  her  at  Dover  under  existing  circum- 
stances ;  and  she  besought  me  not  to  disturb  my 
own  arrangements  on  her  account,  I  said  in 
reply  that  we  would  see  what  the  morrow  brought 
forth;  and  that  I  would  shape  my  course  accord- 
ingly. Be  it  recollected  that  a  courier  had  been 
sent  off  in  the  morning  to  the  Marquis  of  Cam- 
panella  in  London;  and  that  messenger  might 
reach  the  metropolis  by  the  middle  of  the  day. 
And  he  did  so,  as  the  event  transpired;  for  at 
about  eleven  o'clock  at  night,  just  as  Beatrice  and 
I  were  separating  to  retire  to  our  respective  cham- 
bers, the  Marquis  and  Marchioness  of  Campanella 
arrived  at  the  hotel. 

I  was  therefore  enabled  to  leave  Dover  on  the 


following  morning;  and  in  the  afternoon  I  was 
once  again  in  Hunter  Street.  I  will  pass  over  all 
the  explanations  which  I  had  to  give  in  reference 
to  the  fearful  tragedy ;  and  I  will  proceed  to  re- 
late something  which  regarded  my  friend  Mary 
Grlentworth,  and  which  will  explain  the  plan  that 
the  Duchess  of  Ardleigh  had  decided  upon  adopt- 
ing in  order  to  tranquillize  Mary's  mind  for  a  few 
months,  until  the  return  of  her  Grace  from  the 
Continent  should  enable  her  to  give  the  matter  her 
further  consideration. 

When  Mary  and  I  had  an  opportunity  of 
being  alone  together,  she  said,  "  My  dear  Ellen, 
I  have  this  day  received  a  visit  from  my  uncle's 
solicitor." 

"  Indeed !"  I  ejaculated,  anxious  to  learn  what 
was  to  follow. 

"  Yes,"  continued  Mary  Grlentworth  ;  "  hero  is 
his  card — Mr.  Wilkinson,  of  Furnival's  Inn.  He 
told  me  that  my  uncle,  on  making  inquiries  con- 
cerning me,  learnt  that  I  had  left  Eiver  House  in 
consequence  of  the  death  of  Mrs.  Oldcastle,  and 
that  1  was  now  residing  here.  He  went  on  to  say 
that  my  uncle  was  suddenly  compelled  to  leave 
England  on  pressing  business,  which  might  detain 
him  for  some  months  abroad;  and  that  he  had 
therefore  sent  me  the  sum  of  two  hundred  guineas 
to  meet  my  expenses  during  his  absence.  But  I 
told  Mr.  Wilkinson  that  I  did  not  require  the 
money,  as  Mrs.  Oldcastle  had  left  me  a  legacy  of 
five  hundred  pounds,  which  I  should  very  shortly 
receive.  Mr.  Wilkinson  however  insisted  upon 
my  taking  the  money  which  he  offered  me  on  my 
uncle's  account ;  and  I  have  therefore  done  so.  I 
asked  the  lawyer  where  my  uncle's  house  was 
situated  P— but  he  told  me  that  Mr.  Grlentworth 
had  just  given  up  the  residence  which  he  had  oc- 
cupied somewhere  at  the  West  End  of  the  town, 
and  that  on  his  return  from  the  Continent  I 
should  be  made  acquainted  with  his  new  abode, 
wheresoever  he  might  fix  it.  As  for  the  money, 
I  begged  Mr.  iN^orman  to  take  care  of  it  for  me : 
but  he  bade  me  keep  it  until  your  return,  as  you 
would  advise  me  how  to  lay  it  out.  Oh !  I  am  so 
glad,  Ellen,  that  I  have  at  length  heard  something 
relative  to  my  uncle :  for  to  tell  you  the  truth,  I 
was  almost  convinced  in  my  own  mind  that  there 
was  a  mystery——" 

"And  now  your  mind  is  at  ease,  my  dear 
Mary,"  I  said:  but  I  thought  within  myself, 
"  Poor  girl !  you  must  sooner  or  later  learn  the 
actual  truth ;  and  your  sublime  confidence  in  the 
purity  of  your  deceased  mother  will  be  doomed  to 
sustain  a  fearful  shock !" 

However,  I  was  glad  that  the  evil  day  was 
postponed ;  and  I  could  not  help  admiring  the 
plan  which  the  Duchess  had  adopted  to  effect  this 
procrastination :  for  it  was  characterized  alike  by 
delicacy  and  generosity.  I  had  no  doubt  that  Mr. 
Wilkinson  was  the  solicitor  of  the  Ardleigh  family, 
and  that  he  had  received  explicit  instructions  hoir 
to  act  in  the  case. 

"  With  regard  to  that  money,  my  dear  Ellen," 
continued  Mary,  "  I  must  insist  upon  Mr.  Nor- 
man taking  it— I  cannot  live  here  as  a  mere 
guest " 

"  You  are  my  guest  for  the  present,  Mary,"  I 
said  :  "  and  the  friendship  which  subsists  between 
us,  must  impel  you  to  consider  yourself  so.  When 
you  receive  your  legacy,  you  will  have  seven  hun- 


ELLEK    PEBCT;    OH,    THE    MKM0IE3    OF  AX    ACTEE33. 


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dred  pounds  altogether ;  and  this  amount  will  be 
bought  into  the  funds  in  your  name,  to  be  avail- 
able for  any  future  requirement  that  you  may 
have.  So  no  more,  I  beseech  you,  upon  this  sub> 
ject !" 

The  Dover  solicitor,  acting  conjointly  with  Mr. 
Norman,  soon  terminated  the  business ;  and  the 
legacies  were  paid.  Mary  Glentworth's  money 
was  disposed  of  as  I  had  suggested ;  and  I  availed 
myself  of  my  own  legacy  of  three  thousand 
pounds  to  render  my  father  independent  of  peri- 
odical calls  upon  my  purse.  I  had  some  difficulty 
in  effecting  this  object,  inasmuch  as  for  a  long 
time  he  absolutely  refused  to  alter  his  pecuniary 
position  towards  me :  but  I  begged  and  entreated 
that  he  would  accept  the  amount,  and  therewith 
purchase  an  annuity,  so  that  he  might  secure  to 
himself  a  good  income.  Finally  the  matter  was 
thus  arranged;  and  I  was  rejoiced  at  my  ability 
to  place  my  sire  in  the  possession  of  a  comfortable 
independence. 


CHAPTER    LXir. 

AGAIN  AT  LEBDS! 

Two  months  passed  away  from  the  date  of  the 
incidents  which  I  have  been  relating :  it  was  now 
the  Christmas  season — and  the  year  1841  was 
drawing  towards  its  close. 

During  those  two  months  I  occasionally  saw 
Zarah— or  I  ought  rather  to  call  her  the  wife  of 
the  Eight  Honourable  Edwin  St.  Clair  ;  and  every 
time  she  informed  me  that  she  and  her  husband 
were  still  living  on  the  same  terms  as  at  first — 
maintaining  all  outward  appearances,  but  pri- 
vately keeping  up  as  it  were  a  constant  struggle 
with  each  other.  Yet  Zarah  was  happy— or  at 
least  contented  enough  with  her  lot :  she  was  sur- 
rounded by  adulations  and  fiatteries  on  the  part  of 
those  who  worshipped  her  husband's  ascending 
star  :  and  as  she  felt  confident  that  her  own  spirit 
would  never  be  broken  by  his  treatment,  she  hoped 
that  in  process  of  time  he  would  become  wearied 
of  waging  a  tacit  warfare  against  her. 

Lady  CeciliaUrban  bestowed  her  hand,  about  this 
time  upon  the  Earl  of  Belgrave— a  young  nobleman 
of  great  wealth,  of  unimpeachable  character,  and 
of  considerable  political  promise.  Her  ladyship  did 
not  forgot  me  in  the  distribution  of  the  bridal 
tokens;  and  an  affectionately  written  billet  gave 
me  the  assurance  that  she  should  always  remem- 
ber me  with  friendship  and  gratitude.  Melissa 
Harrison  had  altogether  withdrawn  from  the  stage, 
and  was  living  in  splendid  style  under  the  protec- 
tion of  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale, — a  piece  of  intel- 
ligence which  I  received  from  my  father.  In  has- 
tily summing  up  these  little  matters,  I  must  not 
forget  to  mention  that  I  frequently  saw  the  Mar- 
quis of  Dalrymple  in  his  private  box  at  the  the- 
atre :  for  this  young  nobleman  had  not  accompa- 
nied his  parents,  the  Duke  and  Duchess  of  Ard- 
leigh,  to  the  Continent. 

it  was  now,  as  I  have  said,  the  Christmas  sea- 
son; and  I  had  a  holiday  for  about  three  weeks. 
X  was  determined  to  avail  myself  of  the  leisure 
which  I  could  thus  command,  to  carry  out  my 
idea  of  making  all  requisite  reparations  to  the 
house  at  Leeds.     I  had  told  the  Normans   and 


Mary  Glentworth  that  Mr.  Parks  had  assigned 
this  property  to  me  :  but  I  did  not  enter  into  any 
further  particulars  with  respect  to  the  immense 
bulk  of  my  deceased  grandsire's  fortune  of  which 
I  had  been  so  grossly  defrauded.  My  father  had 
agreed  to  accompany  me  to  Leeds :  but  at  the 
very  time  when  the  commencement  of  the  Christ- 
mas vacation  afforded  me  the  opportunity  of  pro- 
ceeding thither,  he  met  with  an  accident,  which 
though  threatening  no  serious  consequences,  ne- 
vertheless prevented  him  from  leaving  his  resi- 
dence at  Forest  Hill.  This  was  a  violent  spraia 
of  the  ankle;  and  therefore  he  found  himself 
unable  to  accompany  me.  I  offered  to  postpone 
my  visit  to  the  north ;  but  as  I  had  previously 
set  my  mind  on  it,  he  insisted  that  I  should 
accomplish  it.  I  yielded  to  his  wish ;  and  made 
my  preparations  for  the  journey. 

Beda  only  was  to  accompany  me ;  and  we  set 
off.  It  was  late  at  night  when  we  reached  Leeds; 
and  we  took  up  our  quarters  at  the  best  hotel  in 
the  town.  -  When  alone  in  my  chamber,  I  could 
not  help  reflecting  with  much  emotion  upon  the 
difference  of  my  position  on  my  return  to  Leeds 
on  this  present  occasion,  from  what  it  was  when  I 
bad  left  it  exactly  seven  years  back.  Then  I  was 
utterly  dependent  on  the  housekeeper  of  my  de- 
ceased grandfather— uncertain  of  what  my  future 
would  be— and  very  far  from  foreseeing  that  I  was 
destined  to  rise  to  eminence  as  well  as  to  wealth 
in  the  pursuit  of  any  particular  avocation.  Yet 
so  it  was  !  At  the  age  of  twelve  and  a  half  I  had 
one  day  been  borne  away  from  Leeds  by  Mrs. 
Parks,  to  finish  my  education  in  the  metropolis  : 
and  now,  at  the  age  of  nineteen  and  a  half,  I  re- 
turned to  this  same  town  of  Leeds  with  an  esta- 
blished reputation  and  able  to  gain  two  thousand 
a  year  by  my  profession  !  Yet  my  career  upon 
the  stage  had  only  extended  over  a  period  of  about 
twenty  months ;  and  all  this  had  I  done  for  myself 
in  that  comparatively  short  interval  !  I  was  now 
again  at  Leeds;— and  everything  which  had  taken 
place  during  the  seven  years  of  my  absence  there- 
from, wore  the  aspect  of  a  wild  and  wondrous 
dream. 

After  breakfast  on  the  following  morning  I 
walked  out  alone  to  visit  the  house  in  which  all 
the  earliest  years  of  my  life  had  been  passed.  I 
did  not  take  Beda  with  me  ;  for  I  felt  assured 
that  when  crossing  the  threshold  of  that  edifice  I 
should  become  the  prey  of  many  emotions — and  I 
chose  not  that  any  one  should  witness  them.  la 
about  ten  minutes  I  reached  the  street  in  which 
the  house  was  situated.  But  besides  that  house 
and  all  its  associations,  there  was  something  else 
in  my  memory ;  and  this  was  the  image  of  Mrs. 
Kelly,  the  worthy  old  schoolmistress  who  had  beea 
so  kind  to  me  in  my  juvenile  days.  I  had  often 
thought  of  her: — on  several  occasions  I  had  made 
up  my  mind  to  write  from  London  and  ascertaia 
if  she  were  still  living — but  sjmething  had  always 
transpired  to  prevent  me  from  fulfilling  my  inten- 
tion. Now,  as  I  entered  the  street  where  the  old 
lady  had  dwelt,  I  was  smitten  by  a  feeling  which 
savoured  of  remorse;  for  it  struck  me  that  I  had 
been  ungrateful  and  neglectful  towards  one  who 
in  past  times  was  a  good  friend  to  me. 

"  I  will  inquire  after  her,"  I  said  to  myself, 
"before  I  proceed  to  the  houso  which  is  noir  my 
own." 


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It  was  with  a  palpitating  heart  and  with  a  son- 
Bation  of  rising  emotions  in  my  throat,  that  I  drew 
near  the  little  habitation  which  the  dame  had  oc- 
cupied, and  where  I  had  received  the  elements 
of  education.  As  I  approached  the  house,  it 
seemed  not  to  be  in  any  way  changed  from  what 
it  formerly  was  :  it  had  the  same  strange  admix- 
ture of  dinginess  and  neatness  in  its  appearance, 
— dinginess  with  regard  to  the  red- brick  frontage, 
and  neatness  in  respect  to  the  window  draperies. 

"  Perhaps  she  is  still  alive,"  I  said  to  myself, — 
"  still  residing  here— still  keeping  a  seminary  ?" 

At  that  moment  a  neatly-dressed  girl,  having 
the  air  of  a  tradesman's  daughter,  and  carrying  a 
school-bag  in  her  hand,  passed  me  hurriedly.  My 
heart  palpitated  still  more  forcibly,  as  with  my 
eyes  I  followed  her  to  watch  whither  she  was 
going.  Ah  !  she  stopped  at  the  door  of  the  little 
house  towards  which  I  also  was  bending  my  way 
—she  opened  that  door  and  entered.  It  was  a 
school,  then  !— but  did  Mrs.  Kelly  still  keep  it  ?  I 
advanced  to  the  door — I  knocked — and  in  a  few 
moments  it  was  opened  by  the  very  school  girl 
whom  I  had  first  seen  enter. 

"  Does  Mrs.  Kelly  reside  here  P"  I  inquired  ;  and 
my  voice  fell  in  tremulous  vibrations  upon  my  own 
ears. 

"  Yes,  ma'am,"  was  the  girl's  response.  "  Will 
you  please  to  walk  in." 

I  entered— I  advanced  into  the  school- room 
—and  the  look  which  I  at  once  threw  around, 
made  me  doubt  whether  I  had  not  been  dreaming 
of  the  lapse  of  years,  and  whether  I  were  not 
veritably  a  school-girl  still !  Nothing  seemed  al- 
tered in  that  room.  There  were  the  same  pictures 
(chiefly  prints  of  churches)  hanging  to  the  walls : 
there  was  the  array  of  forms,  accommodating  some 
dozen  of  neatly  dressed  girls :  there  was  a  great 
tortoise-shell  cat  lying  upon  the  rug  before  the 
fire ;  and  there  in  her  easy-chair,  at  the  little  table 
which  served  her  as  a  desk,  sat  the  dame  herself. 
She  was  apparelled  in  precisely  the  same  style 
which  I  had  ever  associated  with  her  image, — a 
black  silk  gown,  her  mittens,  and  the  widow's  cap 
that  sha  had  worn  ever  since  her  husband's  death 
long  years  ago.  But  her  hair,  which  was  only 
grey  when  last  I  had  seen  her,  was  now  quite 
white;  and  she  wore  spectacles.  Yes — there  was 
Mrs.  Keliy,  still  alive — still  evidently  in  comfort- 
able circumstances— and  still  pursuing  her  scho- 
lastic avocations ! 

She  doubtless  thought  that  I  was  some  one  who 
had  come  to  speak  to  her  on  professional  business; 
for  she  rose,  saluted  me  with  respectful  courtesy, 
and  begged  me  to  be  seated.  A  few  of  my  readers 
may  perhaps  think  that  I  was  very  foolish— but 
there  are  many  who  will  comprehend  the  feelings 
which  influenced  me,  when  I  turned  aside  from 
the  chair  which  the  dame  indicated  and  sat  down 
upon  the  front  form,  in  the  very  place  which  used 
to  be  mine  when  I  attended  that  setainarj  !  Then 
I  could  not  restrain  myself:  the  tears  were  trick- 
ling from  my  eyes— and  I  held  my  kerchief  to  my 
face. 

"  Oh,  I  know  you  nowj  my  dear  girl !  I  recol- 
lect you !"  exclaimed  Mrs.  Kelly,  hastening  for- 
ward. "  You  are  Ellen  Percy,  whom  I  always 
loved  and  of  whom  I  have  often  and  often 
thought!" 

The  nest  moment  I  was  folded  in  the  dame's 


arms,  and  was  weeping  upon  her  bosom.  Some 
minutes  elapsed  before  either  of  us  could  suffi- 
ciently conquer  our  feelings  to  give  utterance  to  a 
word.  Mrs.  Kelly  was  the  first  to  recover  her 
self  possession  ;  and  she  said,  '•'  Go  into  the  other 
room,  girls — and  amuse  yourselves  for  the  pre- 
sent." 

"  Or  rather,"  I  faltered  forth,  "  let  them  have 
a  holiday,  my  dear  Mrs.  Kelly — and  here  is  some- 
thing which  if  distributed  amongst  them,  will 
enable  them  to  enjoy  it.  They  will  then  remem- 
ber what  I  am  now  telling  them— that  Ellen  Percy 
was  once  a  pupil  of  your's,  and  that  she  never 
thinks  of  you  otherwise  than  with  love  and  grati- 
tude !" 

With  these  words  I  placed  a  sovereign  in  the 
hands  of  the  eldest  girl,  who  happened  to  be 
the  very  one  that  I  had  seen  arriving  late  at  the 
school,  and  who  had  afterwards  opened  the  front 
door  for  me.  The  joy  and  surprise  of  the  young 
folks  may  readily  be  imagined  at  this  proceeding 
on  my  part  ;  and  they  crowded  around  me  to  ex- 
press their  gratitude.  The  dame  at  once  assented 
to  my  request  that  they  should  have  a  whole  holi- 
day ;  and  the  school  room  was  speedily  cleared. 

"And  now,  my  dear  Ellen,"  said  Mrs.  Kelly,— 
"for  Ellen  you  must  permit  me  to  call  you— 
though  1  see  that  you  are  a  young  lady " 

"Yes— always  call  me  Ellen!"  I  exclaimed, 
once  more  embracing  her. 

"You  are  rich — you  are  evidently  well-to-do  in 
the  world — and  I  am  rejoiced  at  it  !"  she  con- 
tinued. "Perhaps,  then,  it  was  all  false  — that 
rumour  which  somehow  or  another  reached  my 
ears,  that  when  Mrs.  Parks  died  she  left  you 
nothing,  but  everything  to  her  son  ?" 

"  That  rumour  was  all  true,  my  dear  "friend,"  I 
responded  :  "  and  whatsoever  I  am  now  possessed 
of— with  the  single  exception  of  my  grandfather's 
house — I  have  acquired  by  my  own  industry." 

"  I  am  delighted  to  hear  it !"  cried  the  dame. 
"But  are  you  married,  Ellen?" 

"  No,"  I  rejoined,  blushing  for  a  moment :  then 
frankly  raising  my  countenance,  I  added,  "  From 
2/ou,  my  dear  friend,  I  aan  have  no  secrets.  I  am 
engaged  to  my  cousin  Harry  Wakefield— you  re- 
member him  perhaps " 

"  Yes,  I  remember  him— and  your  dear  aunt 
likewise,"  ejaculated  Mrs.  Kelly.  "  Ah !  I  was 
sadly  grieved  when  I  noticed  her  death  in  the 
newspaper.  As  well  as  possible  do  I  recollect- 
yes,  as  well  as  if  it  were  only  yesterday — and  yet 
it  must  be  nearly  ten  years  ago— and  you  yourself 
were  only  ten  at  the  time— your  aunt  called  with 
you— she  sat  in  that  very  chair — you  were  in  the 
window-recess- and  she  spoke  to  me  concerning 
you.     But  you  blusb,  Ellen?" 

"Yes,  my  dear  madam,"  I  answered,  "because 
I  recollect  the  incident  full  well ;  and  though  not 
intentionally  listening,  I  overheard  every  syllable 
you  said ;  for  in  your  affectioa  for  me  you  spoke 
flatteringly  !" 

"No— I  did  not  flatter  you,"  responded  the 
dame,  caressing  my  cheek  with  her  hand.  "  I 
spoke  of  you  with  sincerity— I  said  you  would 
grow  up  to  be  a  beautiful  girl :  and  you  are  beau- 
tiful, Ellen  !  But  more  than  beautiful !— you  are 
good  !  Ob,  I  know  that  you  are  good  !— there  is 
innocence  in  your  looks !  Oh  !  and  now  you  have 
that  same  sweetly  bashful  smile  which  was  wont 


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to  characterize  you  when  you  were  with  me  !  You 
saw  how  readily  I  recollected  you  the  instant  I 
obtained  a  full  view  of  your  countenance  when 
you  eat  down  upon  this  form ;  for  you  are  all  ia 
jiersonal  beauty  that  in  your  girlhood  I  prophe- 
sied you  would  become !  This  is  no  flattery,  my 
dear  child  ;  for  I  look  upon  you  with  a  maternal 
fondness." 

I  pressed  the  old  lady's  hand,  and  again  wiped 
away  the  tears  from  my  eyes. 

"  I  will  give  you  &  proof,  my  dear  girl,"  re- 
sumed Mrs.  Kelly,  "  that  I  bad  nofc  forgotten 
you." 

She  took  up  a  large  portfolio  as  she  thus  spoke  ; 
and  opening  it  upon  her  little  trfble,  she  turned 
over  a  number  of  drawings  made  by  her  Scholars, 
as  well  as  various  prints  and  pictures, — continuing 
to  speak  the  while  in  the  following  strain  :  — 

"It  was  about  six  months  ago  that  a  hawker 
of  cheap  publications,  lithographic  prints,  music, 
and  so  forth,  called  at  my  house.  On  looking  over 
his  collection,  I  beheld  a  portrait  which  at  once 
struck  me.  It  was  that  of  Miss  TrafiTord,  the 
eminent  tragic  actress." 

"Ah!"  was  the  involuntary  ejaculation  which 
fell  from  my  lips  :  but  the  dame  did  not  notice  it ; 
and  she  continued  her  discourse,  while  turning 
over  the  contents  of  the  portfolio. 

"I  purchased  that  portrait — for  it  seemed  to 
me,  Ellen,  to  be  a  speaking  likeness  of  what  I  pic- 


thau  a  tolerable  likeness — it  was  indeed  a  good 
one;  and  I  marvelled  not  that  the  worthy  dame 
should  coutinue  to  ejaculate,  "  Now,  is  not  the 
resemblance  singularly  striking  ?— is  it  not  life- 
like?— wouiil  not  anybody  fancy  it  had  been 
really  intended  for  yourself?  ' 

"  Yes,"  I  answered,  bending  my  countenance 
orer  the  picture  :  "  there  is  a  certain  resem- 
blance  " 

"  A  certain  resemblance  do  you  call  it  ?"  she  ex- 
claimed :  "  it  is  a  very  great  one !  I  shall  cover 
over  the  words  '  Hiss  Tmjford,'  and  shall  substi- 
tute tho  name  of  Ellen  Perct/.  It  is  to  me  a 
treasure!"— and  sho  replaced  the  portrait  in  her 
portfolio. 

"  And  now,  my  dear  friend,"  I  said,  hastening 
to  change  the  topic,  "  you  will  wonder  what  has 
brought  me  to  Leeds.  I  will  tell  you  a  tale  of 
villany.  My  grandfather  bequeathed  me  every- 
thing :  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  forged  the  will 
which  deprived  me  of  my  fortune ;  and  all  that  I 
have  obtained  of  the  deceased  Mr.  Forayth's  pro- 
perty is  the  old  house  in  this  same  street." 

"This  is  dreadful !"  ejaculated  Mrs.  Kelly.  "  My 
poor  child,  that  you  should  have  thus  been  plun- 
dered !  But  Mr.  Parks  is  living :  can  you  not 
invoke  the  aid  of  the  law " 

"It  is  too  long  now  to  tell  you,"  I  interrupted 
her,  "  how  grossly  I  have  been  defrauded  by  that 
man.     Suffice  it   to  say  that  he   has  so  cleverly 


tured  to  myself  that  you  must  have  grown  up  to  I  managed  matters  that  the  law  cannot  reach  him 


become.     And  it  is,  too  !      The   more  I  look  at 

you But  where  is  this  portrait  ?     I  shall  find 

it  in  a  moment !  You  yourself  will  then  recog- 
nise the  remarkable  resemblance and,  my  dear 

girl,  it  was  on  this  account  that  I  bouijht  it.  I 
of  course  knew  very  well  that  it  could  not  be 
really  meant  for  you.  In  the  first  place  the 
names  are  difi'erent;  and  then  too,  you  never 
showed  the  slightest  taste  in  that  direction  !  But 
sometimes,  when  alone,  I  have  looked  at  that  por- 
trait, and  I  have  thought  to  myself  that  if  by  any 
accident  my  dear  little  Ellen  Percy  should  have 
become  the  greatest  actress  of  the  day — if  for  any 
reason  you  had  taken  another  name— in  a  word, 
if  you  were  really  this  Miss  Trafibrd, — how  proud 
and  happy  should  I  be !  Yes— and  I  will  confess, 
my  dear  Ellen,  that  with  an  old  woman's  vanity 
— pardonable  though  foolish— I  should  never  have 
ceased  to  boast  to  my  neighbours  that  the  far- 
famed  tragedian  had  once  sat  upon  that  very  form 
where  you  are  now  seated,  and  had  received  the 
rudiments  of  education  from  me." 

The  old  dame  was  still  turning  over  the  con- 
tents of  her  portfolio,  so  that  she  did  not  perceive 
the  emotions  which  her  kind  and  aflfcetionate  words 
conjured  up  j  and  after  a  brief  pause  she  went  on 
as  follows: — 

"But  of  eoiirse  I  knew  very  well  that  these 
were  merely  dreams  and  visions  on  my  part  — and 
that  with  the  exception  of  the  resemblance  be- 
tween the  portrait  and  yourself,  there  was  nothing 
identical  in  respect  to  Mies  Trafford  and  Miss 
Percy.  Ah  !  here's  the  portrait !" — and  Mrs. 
Kelly  produced  it. 

I  had  never  before  seen  this  lithograph :  but 
then  there  had  been  many  portraits  of  me  pub- 
lished at  dilfcrent  times,  even  though  my  career 
upou  the  stage  had  been  so  short.  1  took  this 
one  in  my  hand  :  I  at  once  saw  that  it  was  more 


In  a  word,  I  have  nothing  but  the  house— and  I 
am  come  to  visit  it.  When  I  say  nothing,"  I 
hastily  added,  "  I  mean  nothing  of  my  late  grand- 
father's property.  But  now  enough  of  my  per- 
sonal  concerns !  All  that  I  have  been  telling  you, 
my  dear  Mrs.  Kelly,  you  had  better  keep  to  your- 
self. I  would  rather  that  these  afi'airs  should  not 
become  generally  known." 

"1  never  liked  that  Mrs.  Parks,"  said  the  dame : 
"no— I  never  liked  her,  even  before  all  those 
evil  reports  began  to  circulate  in  the  neighbour- 
hood  ■" 

"  What  evil  reports  do  you  mean,  my  dear 
friend  ?"  I  asked  quickly. 

"  Oh  !  perhaps  they  were  mere  idle  rumours," 
rejoined  Mrs.  Kelly, — "something  about  the 
treatment  which  your  poor  grandfather  expe- 
riuced  at  the  hands  of  the  old  woman.  But 
scandal,  you  know,  is  always  busy  with  the  cha- 
racters of  others and  perhaps  Mrs.  Parks,  bad 

though  she  were,  was  not  quite  so  infamous  as 
tho  world  would  make  her  out.  Yet,  as  I  was 
saying,  I  never  liked  her ;  and  as  for  her  son,  from 
what  little  I  ever  saw  of  him,  I  liked  him  even 
less.  But  these  are  such  unpleasant  topics,  for 
heaven's  sake  let  us  change  them :  and  now  tell 
me,  my  dear  Ellen— you  are  happy  and  prosperous 
— are  you  not?" 

"  Both  happy  and  prosperous,"  I  responded. 
"  But  tell  me  in  your  turn,  my  dear  Mrs.  Kelly, 
are  you  yourself  perfectly  happy  in  every  sense- 
comfortable— with  no  drawback  to  your  content- 
ment ?" 

"  My  dear  child,  we  all  have  our  troubles  in  this 
world,"  interjected  the  dame  :  and  methought  that 
she  heaved  a  sigh. 

"  Ah  !  I  feel   convinced,"   I  cried,    "  that 
have  some  source  of  ulBiction  !     Name  it." 

"  It  is   of  no   use,   Ellen,"   said   the    worth" 


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BLiiEsr  pbkct;  ok,  the  memoies  of  an  acteess. 


woman.  "  You  are  happy :  whj  should  I  trouble 
you  with  my  griefs  ?" 

"  Because  I  can  sympathise  with  you,"  I  an- 
swered, affectionately  pressing  her  hand. 

"  True !"  she  said :  "  and  the  sympathy  of  one 
whom  I  love  will  be  sweet !  Yet  perhaps  you  will 
think  that  what  I  regard  as  a  misfortune,  is  some- 
thing  very  trivial ;  and  you  will  be  surprised  at 
me  for  my  weakness  and  folly.  But  I  will  con- 
fess this  weakness,  if  such  it  be." 

"  Speak,  my  kind  friend,"  I  said,  painfully  inte- 
rested  in  her  discourse. 

"  For  more  than  twenty  years,  Ellen,  I  have 
lived  in  this  house ;  and  it  has  become  endeared 
to  me  for  a  thousand  reasons.  Those  who  were 
once  my  pupils  and  who  are  now  grown  up  women 
—many  of  them  married,  and  having  children  of 
their  own— come  to  me  at  times — greet  me  with 
affection— speak  of  past  years— and  melt  with 
emotion  when  sitting  down,  as  you  have  now  been 
doing,  in  the  places  which  they  occupied  in  their 
girlhood.  Well  then,  Ellen,  cannot  you  compre- 
hend how  this  place  is  endeared  to  me  ?  But  the 
owner  of  the  property  has  recently  died — the 
house  is  to  be  sold  by  his  executors — and  a  neigh- 
bour of  mine  is  already  bargaining  for  the  pur- 
chase that  he  may  open  a  shop  here  in  his  own 
trade.  It  is  true  I  have  some  little  means  and 
can  take  another  house :  but  the  idea  of  being 

ejected for  I  have  no  lease — and  indeed  I  have 

already  received  notice  that  next  quarter  I  may 
have  to  turn  out " 

"This  is  indeed  hard,  my  dear  friend!"  lex- 
claimed.     "  But " 

"  Ah,  Ellen  ["  interjected  the  dame,  "  with  all 
your  goodness  of  heart  I  knew  you  could  not  see 
the  matter  in  the  same  light  in  which  I  behold 
it.  However,  we  will  not  talk  any  longer  on 
this  subject." 

The  worthy  woman  at  once  turned  the  conver- 
sation to  other  topics :  but  I  soon  took  leave  of 
her — for  I  was  anxious  to  visit  the  house  which 
had  been  bequeathed  to  me  by  my  grandsire.  I 
affectionately  embraced  Mrs.  Kelly ;  and  she  be- 
sought me  to  call  upon  her  again,  if  I  had  time, 
before  I  left  Leeds. 

On  quitting  her  abode,  I  proceeded  along  the 
street,  every  inch  of  which  was  familiar  to  me, 
and  many  if  not  most  of  whose  shops  wore  pre- 
cisely the  same  aspect  as  when  I  last  saw  them 
seven  years  back.  At  length  I  reached  the  house 
which  was  my  own.  There  it  stood— its  dark  red 
brick  front  darker  and  more  dingy  than  ever ! 
Many  of  the  panes  in  the  numerous  small  windows 
were  broken :  it  had  a  gloomy,  miserable,  sombre 
appearance.  It  was  just  such  a  house  as  vulgar 
superstition  would  repute  to  be  haunted.  And 
many  years  back  this  was  its  reputation  j  for,  as  I 
have  said  in  the  opening  chapter  of  my  narrative, 
a  dreadful  murder  had  once  been  committed  there, 
and  on  account  of  its  ill-fame  Mr.  Forsyth  had 
purchased  it  at  so  cheap  a  rate.  I  had  learnt 
from  Mr.  Parks  on  the  day  when  he  handed 
me  over  the  deed  of  conveyance,  and  when  he  so 
cruelly  defrauded  me  by  means  of  the  cheque 
written  with  sympathetic  ink,  that  the  house  had 
been  shut  up  ever  since  Mrs.  Parks  left  it  in  com- 
pany with  me  seven  years  back;  but  that  the  key 
was  in  the  hands  of  the  house-agent  living  almost 
opposite.     Mr.  Parks  had  likewise  given  me  a 


letter  to  this  agent — to  the  effect  that  the  house 
was  now  mine,  and  that  he  was  to  hand  me  over 
the  key  when  I  required  it. 

Having  for  some  few  minutes  contemplated  the 
sombre  and  dilapidated  building,  I  bent  my  steps 
towards  the  agent's.  Mr.  Jacobs— for  such  was 
his  name — was  in  a  very  small  way  of  business ; 
or  at  all  events,  the  appearance  of  his  own  dwell- 
ing and  little  office  did  not  denote  very  flourishing 
circumstances.  Two  or  three  shabbily  dressed 
children  were  playing  on  the  doorstep;  and  when 
I  crossed  the  threshold,  my  nostrils  were  assailed 
by  odours  of  tobacco  and  onions,  blending  with  a 
most  nauseating  effect. 

"  Is  Mr.  Jacobs  at  home  P"  I  inquired  of  a 
little  dirty-looking  man  who  was  seated  on  a  high 
stool  at  a  desk. 

"  My  name  is  Jacobs,  ma'am,"  he  answered. 

I  should  observe  that  though  I  recollected  the 
agency-office  very  well,  I  did  not  remember  its 
present  occupant,  for  the  reason  that  will  pre- 
sently transpire. 

"  Have  the  kindness  to  read  this  note,"  I  said ; 
and  I  handed  him  the  letter  which  Mr.  Parks  had 
given  me,  and  which  was  addressed  to  Mr. 
Jacobs, 

He  accordingly  perused  it :  and  taking  off  his 
hat,  he  made  a  bow,  saying,  "  I  presume  you  are 
the  Miss  Ellen  Percy  mentioned  in  this  letter  ?" 

"  The  same,"  I  responded.  "  And  you  have 
the  key  of  the  house  opposite  ?" 

"  At  your  service,  ma'am,"  rejoined  Mr.  Jacobs. 
"There  will  be  a  little  something  to  pay  for 
agency  :  it  runs  over  a  matter  of  seven  years,"  he 
continued,  turning  the  dirty  dog's-eared  leaves  of 
his  account-book  :  "  for  I  bought  the  business  of 
Mr.  Holland " 

"  Ah !  to  be  sure  !"  I  said  :  "  I  recollect  that 
such  was  the  name  of  the  person  who  used  to  keep 

this  office.     But  proceed and  whatever  there 

is  to  pay  shall  be  promptly  liquidated." 

"  Seven  years'  agency,  and  trying  to  let  the 
house,"  continued  Mr.  Jacobs :  "  I  don't  suppose, 
Miss,  that  six  shillings  a  year  would  hurt  you ; 
and  so,  if  you  give  me  a  couple  of  guineas,  I  shall 
be  very  glad  to  cry  quits." 

"  Here  is  the  amount,"  I  said,  astonished  at  the 
insignificance  of  the  demand.  "  I  am  to  suppose, 
then,  that  there  have  been  no  repairs  effected — no 

cleansing  of  any  kind Indeed  I  have  only  to 

look  at  the  aspect  of  the  premises,"  I  added,  with 
a  sigh,  "  to  perceive  the  folly  of  my  question !" 

"  Why,  Miss,  to  speak  the  truth,"  responded 
Mr.  Jacobs,  "according  to  the  entry  which  I 
found  in  Mr.  Holland's  book  when  I  purchased 
the  business,  and  which  entry  you  can  read  here,  if 
you  please.  Miss——" 

"It  is  not  necessary,"  I  said:  "be  so  kind  as 
to  give  me  an  idea  of  the  sense  of  it." 

"It  is  to  say.  Miss,"  continued  Mr.  Jacobs, 
"  that  nothing  would  be  allowed  for  any  repairs 
or  cleansing  whatsoever — that  the  house  might 
either  be  let  at  a  low  rental  or  else  be  sold  out- 
right for  a  small  sum.  Here  it  is !  Eent,  251.  a- 
year,  to  be  taken  on  a  repairing  lease.  Price  for 
the  freehold,  500?." 

"  And  has  no  one  ever  applied  either  to  be- 
come a  tenant  or  a  purchaser  ?"  I  asked. 

"Yes,  Miss— several  persons,  on  seeing  the 
board  up  at  the  house  announcing  that  it  was  to 


be  let  or  sold,  have  come  to  make  inquiries :  but 
on  learning  the  terms  they  have  gone  away  again, 
without  ever  taking  the  trouble  to  look  over  the 
premises  at  all.  The  fact  is,  Miss,  begging  your 
pardon  for  saying  so— but  it  is  my  duty  to  tell 
you— the  truth  is  the  house  has  got  a  bad 
name " 

"  I  know  that  it  had  many,  many  years  ago 
when  my  grandfather  purchased  it.  There  is  a 
tradition  of  a  horrible  murder  having  been  com- 
mitted there:  but  surely  that  evil  repute  must 
have  worn  itself  out,  especially  as  my  grandfather 
subsequently  occupied  the  house  for  so  long  a 
period  ?" 

"  Well,  Miss,"  said  Mr.  Jacobs,  looking  at  me 
significantly,   "  I   suppose  you  wish    to   hear   the 

real  truth and  if  you  do,  I  am  the   man  to 

tell  it." 

"  Yes,  speak  candidly  !"  I  replied :  and  fancy- 
ing that  1  beheld  an  avaricious  twinkle  in  his 
No.  46.— EiLEN  Peect. 


eyes,  I  laid  down  another  sovereign  upon  Lis 
desk ;  for  I  bad  a  presentiment  that  the  man  bad 
something  to  unfold  which  it  was  my  duty  to 
hear. 

"  You  see.  Miss  Percy,"  he  continued,  "  the 
terms  upon  which  this  house  of  your's  has  hitherto 
been  either  to  let  or  sell,  are  low  and  trifling 
enough.  People  have  been  to  my  office  to  make 
inquiries,  as  I  have  already  informed  you.  When 
they  hear  the  terms,  they  think  that  there  must 
be  something  strange  that  they  are  so  low  ;  and 
instead  of  giving  themselves  the  trouble  to  look 
over  the  premises  at  once,  they  go  and  make  in- 
quiries  elsewhere.  And  then  what  do  they  hear  ? 
Very  bad  reports  connected  with  that  house.  Now, 
you  havo  enjoined  me  to  tell  you  the  whole  tru'ch 
—  and  I  shall  tell  it.  It  is  not  only,  then,  that 
many  years  ago  a  wife  was  murdered  by  her  hus- 
band under  the  most  horrible  circumstances— but 
likewise  that now  forgive  me  for  speaking  the 


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ELLEK  PEECT  ;    OE,   THE   ME3I0IES  OF   AN   ACIRE33. 


tmtli It  is  that  your  grandfather  himself  was 

murdered  by  his  old  housekeeper  !" 

"  Good  God  !"  I  ejaculated,  staggering  back 
against  the  wall,  and  with  a  sensatioa  of  the 
deadly  paleness  that  came  over  my  countenance. 
"  Is  it  possible  that  such  is  the  report  ?" 

"It  is  indeed,  Miss,"  replied  Mr.  Jacobs.    "It 

is  said  that  Mrs.  Parks  poisoned  the  old  man 

But  you  look  very  ill!     Let  me  offer  you  a  glass 
of  water  ?" 

"  Ifo,  no,  I  thank  you!— I  shall  bo  better  in 
a  moment !  And  such  is  the  rumour  1"  I  mur- 
mured, with  a  horrified  feeling,  as  I  now  com. 
prehended  those  dark  mysterious  allusions  which 
'  Mrs.  Kelly  had  made  to  the  character  of  the 
deceased  housekeeper, 

"I  am  sorry  that  I  should  have  told  you  any- 
thing to  give  you  so  much  pain,"  proceeded  Mr. 
Jacobs :  "  but  it  was  my  duty  to  explain  the 
whole  truth.  So  you  see.  Miss,  that  when  persons 
go  about  the  neighbourhood  making  inquiries  and 
learn  that  the  place  is  generally  known  as  the 
haunted  house,  it  is  no  wonder  they  never  come 
back  to  ask  for  the  key  to  inspect  the  premises." 

"  Ko  wonder,  indeed !"  I  murmured,  scarcely 
knowing  what  I  said  ;  for  my  mind  was  filled  with 
the  most  harrowing  and  torturing  reflections. 

Mr.  Jacobs  had  no  more  information  to  give 
me.  I  summoned  all  my  fortitude  to  my  aid — I 
nerved  myself  with  all  my  energy  to  8tru<,'e;le 
against  the  horrible  ideas — I  will  even  say  suspi- 
cions which  had  arisen  in  my  mind :  and  taking 
up  the  key  which  the  house-agent  had  laid  upon 
his  desk,  I  turned  to  leave  the  office, 

"  You  will  permit  mo  to  accompany  you, 
Miss  ?"  said  Mr.  Jacobs. 

"No,  I  thank  you,"  was  my  response:  then 
fancying  that  some  little  explanation  was  requisite 
for  this  refusal  of  the  man's  courtesy,  I  added, 
"You  may  easily  suppose  that  under  all  circum- 
stances my  feelings  aro  Tery  much  excited— and 
I  would  fain  be  alone." 

I  left  the  office  and  proceeded  to  the  house  op- 
posite. I  placed  the  key  in  the  lock ;  but  it  was 
only  with  the  greatest  difficulty  and  after  three  or 
four  attempts  that  I  could  turn  it.  At  length  the 
door  opened;  I  crossed  the  tbreshold-^tbe  ball 
looked  as  gloomy  as  if  it  were  the  entrance  to  a 
sepulchre— the  silence  which  prevailed  was  like 
that  of  death  —  while  the  atmosphere  seemed 
fraught  with  the  dampness  of  the  grave  itself.  1 
confess  that  I  shuddered,  and  hesitated  to  advance 
farther  into  that  house  of  evil  repute:  but  con- 
quering my  repugnance,  and  feeling  ashamed  of  my 
superstitious  terrors,  I  closed  the  door  behind  me. 

The  light  was  now  but  feebly  admitted  into  the 
hall  by  a  window  on  the  landing ;  for  the  panes 
of  this  window  were  all  grimed  with  collected  dust 
and  with  the  falling  soot  from  the  chimneys  of  ad- 
jacent factories.  My  feet  as  I  advanced  raised  a 
cloud  of  dust ;  and  now  that  the  front  door  was 
shut,  the  smell  of  the  air  was  mouldy  as  well  as 
damp.  To  enter  into  a  house  which  has  long  been 
shut  up,  always  tends  to  make  a  certain  disagree- 
able impression  upon  the  mind :  but  to  enter  a 
house  to  which  such  terrific  rumours  were  at- 
Inched  as  the  one  where  I  now  found  myself,  was 
only  too  well  calculated  to  inspire  tho  boldest 
heart  with  a  vague  superstitious  dread. 

Mustering   all    my   energies,    and  resolute  in 


triumphing  over  these  unpleasant  impressions,  I 
opened  the  door  of  the  parlour  which  was  wont  to 
b*  inhabited  during  my  grandfather's  lifetime.  I 
should  observe  that  the  house  was  empty, — all 
the  furniture  (such  as  it  was)  having  been  hur- 
riedly disposed  of  after  my  grandsire's  death,  when 
Mrs.  Parks  made  up  her  mind  to  leave  the  town. 
The  light  was  admitted  into  that  parlour  bv  the 
heart-shaped  air-holes  in  the  rickettyold  shutters: 
but  the  room  was  involved  in  semi-obscurity  ;  and 
as  I  glanced  around,  it  almost  seemed  to  me  as  if 
shadows  were  stealing  through  the  gloom  at  the 
farther  extremity.  I  thought  that  I  had  already 
seen  enough  of  this  dismal  dreary  house :  but  ou 
the  other  hand  there  was  a  feeling  in  my  mind 
that  I  ought  to  visit  the  room  where  my  poor 
grandfather  had  breathed  his  last— and  I  likewise 
had  a  yearning  to  ascend  to  the  little  chamber 
where  I  myself  used  to  sleep.  I  passed  into  that 
back  room  on  the  ground  floor  which  my  grand- 
father was  wont  to  call  his  office ;  and  this  was 
even  darker  than  the  front  parlour.  The  paper 
had  all  become  detached  from  the  walls  by  the 
damp;  and  it  hung  in  blackened  tatters  or  in 
masses,  like  time-worn  and  dilapidated  tapestry  in 
the  ruined  chambers  of  some  ancient  caatle.  I 
passed  on  into  the  little  room  which  my  grand- 
father had  occupied,  and  where  he  had  breathed 
his  last.  It  was  empty, like  the  other  rooms:  bat 
in  imagination  I  again  behold  the  wretched, 
ricketty,  dirty,  comfortless  bed  in  which  the  old 
man  died — the  drapery  hanging  from  the  beam — 
and  the  escritoire  to  which  he  had  pointed  when 
in  his  last  moments  indicating  to  Mrs.  Parks 
where  his  will  would  be  found.  Oh!  and  now 
how  vividly  in  my  mind  were  conjured  up  the  ter- 
rific words  which  I  had  heard  liim  spoak  on  tiiat 
occasion: — "And  if  you  do  not  fulfil  the  oath  yon 
have  taken —if  you,  fail  in  one  single  particular 
— may  the  cttrse  of  a  dying  man  cling  to  yitu  for 
the  remainder  of  your  existence  !  —  may  it  poison 
the  very  springs  of  that  existence  !  —  may  it  stifle 
your  last  prayer  in  your  throat  tvhcn  your  own 
time  shall  also  come-!— and  may  it  hurry  your 
soul  into  everlasting  perdition  .'" 

"  Oh,  my  God  !"  I  thought  to  myself,  "  if  that 
terrific  curse  could  have  had  its  full  eflTect !  and  if 
its  withering,  blighting  influence  can  have  fallen 
upon  the  vile  perjured  woman,  body  and  soul !" 

A  cold  shudder  crept  over  me ;  and  when  in 
imagination  I  depicted  the  last  appalling  scene  of 
my  grandfather's  life, — when,  with  my  inward 
vision,  I  beheld  that  chamber  furnished  and 
peopled  in  every  respect  as  I  had  then  seen  it— 
but  when,  with  my  outward  eyes,  I  saw  it  empty 
and  gazed  upon  vacancy, — there  was  something 
awful  and  appalling  in  the  very  contrast  betweea 
the  actual  fact  and  the  e2"ect  of  my  fancy  ! 

And  now  a  thousand  reminiscences  began  to 
crowd  in  upon  my  mind.  I  reviewed  all  the  cir- 
cumstances of  my  grandfather's  death:  in  short, 
I  was  at  that  moment  constituting  myself  as  it 
were  a  tribuna',  with  the  image  of  Mrs.  Parks  ar- 
raigned before  me,  accused  of  murder,  and  for  me 
to  pronounce  the  sentence  Yea  or  Nay- Guilty  or 
Not  Guilty  ! 

I  recollected  how  my  grandfather  was  first 
taken  ill,  without  any  visible  cause  for  his  indis- 
position—how  on  his  refusal  to  have  medical  ad- 
vice Mrs.  Parks  did  not  use  her  influence  to  over- 


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rule  his  meanness  and  send  for  a  surgeon  in  his 
despite — but  hov7  she  herself  administered  the 
medicines  that  she  purchased  at  the  chemist's. 
Then  I  recollected  how  Mrs.  Parks  insisted  upon 
™y  fjoing  to  school  instead  of  sufTering  me  to  re- 
main to  nurse  my  poor  eld  grandsire ;  and  I  re- 
membered likewise  bow  the  kind-hearted  Mrs. 
Kellj  purposely  gave  me  a  holiday  that  1  might 
bo  with  my  perishing  relative.  And  now  also  to 
my  mind  with  startling  vividness  came  back  a 
scene  which  has  been  duly  recorded  in  the  second 
chapter  of  my  narrative, — how  on  reaching  home 
on  that  occasion  when  the  holiday  was  given,  I 
found  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  seated  very  close 
together,  in  earnest  whispering  conversation  over 
the  fire,  and  how  my  unexpected  entrance  startled 
them  up,— .the  son  exiiibiting  the  greatest  confu- 
sion, and  the  old  woman  wearing  an  expression  of 
countenance  which  had  absolutely  frightened  me ! 
And  I  likewise  recollected  how  Mrs.  Parks  had 
begged  me  not  to  mention  to  my  grandfather  that 
her  son  was  there. 

All  these  circumstances  had  hitherto  struck  me 
as  suspicious  only  in  respect  to  the  forgery  of  the 
will,  since  I  had  known  of  that  forgery :  but  now, 
as  I  reviewed  them,  they  appeared  to  assume  a 
still  deeper  significancy  and  to  point  to  a  still 
darker  crime.  My  horrible  suspicions  in  respect 
to  that  crime  were  growing  sti*ongor  and  stronger 
as  I  continued  to  review  the  incidents  attending 
my  poor  grandfather's  death.  I  recollected  how 
he  got  better  and  worse— how  on  the  morning  of 
his  last  day  he  declared  that  he  was  well  enough 
to  get  up  and  that  i  might  go  to  Echool~how  on 
my  return  home  in  the  evening  to  tea,  I  felt  con- 
vinced he  was  sinking— but  how  at  ten  at  night 
he  rallied  and  proclaimed  himself  to  be  much 
better  again— and  how  within  a  couple  of  hours 
he  was  a  corpse  ! 

"  Poison !  poison !"  I  murmured  to  myself,  as 
the  whole  train  of  incidents  swept  like  a  ghastly 
phantasmagoria  before  my  mental  vision.  "  Every 
circtftnstance  corroborates  the  frightful  idea  !— and 
I  who  never  suspected  it  until  now  !  Yes,  thou 
wast  murdered,  my  poor  grandfather! — murdered 
by  the  wretch  who  had  so  long  eaten  of  thy  bread  ! 
—and  no  doubt  her  son  was  an  accomplice  in  the 
crime !" 

Again  did  I  shudder  to  the  uttermost  confines 
of  my  entire  being.  Oh!  no  wonder  that  the 
house  should  have  acquired  so  terrible  a  reputa- 
tion and  that  it  should  be  deemed  haunted!— for 
to  me  it  oven  appeared  to  be  accursed  !  I  moved 
towards  the  door  :  but  I  scarcely  know  how  it  was, 
I  there  seemed  to  be  some  species  of  horrible  fasci- 
nation keeping  me  there,  as  if  insensibly  binding 
me  to  the  contemplation  of  a  spot  which  I  had 
now  no  doubt  had  been  the  scene  of  a  foul  and 
fear.ul  crime.  At  length,  with  a  strong  exercise 
of  my  resolution,  I  left  the  chamber.  Again  I 
thought  1  had  seen  enough  of  that  house  which 
wore  the  aspect  of  murder's  own  abode  :  but  again 
was  I  inspired  by  the  wish  to  cast  ono  look  upon 
the  little  chamber  where  I  myself  had  been  wont 
to  sleep.  I  therefore  ascended  the  staircase, — 
my  footsteps  still  raising  clouds  of  dust,  and  every 
stair  creaking  beneath  me;  while  through  the 
semi-obscurity  that  prevailed  I  again  thought  that 
I  beheld  shadows  fleeting. 

In  a  few  moments  I  reached  the  room  which 


Mrs.  Parks  used  to  occupy.  I  passed  throuijh  it, 
with  a  cold  shudder  at  the  recollection  that  I  had 
slept  in  such  close  vicinage  with  such  a  woman ; 
and  I  entered  the  little  chamber  beyond.  It  was 
empty,  as  every  other  room  was  :  but  my  imagi- 
nation readily  depicted  it  as  it  was  wont  to  ba 
when  I  was  its  tenant;  and  again  I  thought  to 
myself  how  different  was  now  my  position  from 
what  I  could  ever  have  foreseen  in  the  girlhood 
that  was  associated  with  this  little  chamber !  And 
now  all  my  feelings,  hitherto  pent  up,  found  a 
vent— and  I  wept  copiously.  My  tears  relieved 
my  surcharged  heart  :  I  wiped  my  eyes — and  I 
was  retracing  my  way  through  the  room  which 
used  to  be  occupied  by  Mrs.  Parks,  when  I 
dropped  my  kerchief.  While  stooping  to  pick  it 
up,  it  seemed  to  me  that  the  board  on  which  my 
foot  rested  was  loose,  and  that  it  vibrated  in  its 
setting.  For  a  moment  I  was  inclined  to  attach 
no  particular  importance  to  a  circumstance  which 
might  well  arise  from  the  generally  dilapidated 
condition  of  the  house, — until  I  noticed  that  by 
the  fact  of  treading  upon  that  board  and  then 
withdrawing  my  foot,  it  had  so  glided  back  as  it 
were  out  of  its  setting  that  one  extremity  now 
revealed  a  little  opening.  While  contemplating 
that  aperture,  I  observed  that  whereas  all  the 
other  boards  ran  the  full  length  of  the  room,  each 
without  any  joining,  this  particular  board  had  the 
appearance  of  being  a  piece  let  in.  Could  such 
an  arrangement  be  for  any  particular  purpose  ? 
Such  was  the  question  I  asked  myself;  and  all 
cii'cuinstances,  even  the  most  trivial,  were  now 
fraught  with  a  degree  of  significancy  and  assumed 
an  importance  in  my  estimation.  Indeed,  the 
idea  struck  me  that  as  my  grandfather  was  a 
miser,  the  house  might  contain  hoarded  wealth 
hitherto  unknown  and  unsuspected ;  and  that 
such  a  contrivance  as  I  now  beheld  upon  the 
floor,  might  have  served  as  one  of  the  means 
for  concealing  the  treasured  gold,  if  any.  I 
did  not  pause  to  reflect  that  it  was  unlikely 
enough  he  would  have  chosen  his  housekeeper's 
room  for  tho  purpose  of  such  concealment: 
but  applying  my  foot  to  the  extremity  of  the 
board,  I  caused  it  to  glide  completely  back 
from  its  proper  place.  At  the  first  glance  I  be- 
held nothing  in  the  recess  thus  revealed,  —  until 
a  closer  inspection  showed  me  some  little  dark 
object  which  looked  like  a  folded  rag  or  paper 
packet  blackened  with  dust.  I  was  half  inclined 
to  leave  it  there :  indeed  I  was  already  turning 
away,  when  some  incomprehensible  feeling,  having 
the  sensation  of  a  vague  presentiment,  prompted 
me  to  push  my  curiosity  a  little  farther.  With- 
drawing my  glove,  I  took  up  the  dark  object,  and 
found  that  it  was  a  piece  of  rotting  linen  rag 
wrapped  about  some  small  hard  substance.  I 
took  off  the  rag;  and  I  discovered  this  hard  sub* 
stance  to  be  a  little  tin-bos,  about  as  large  as  the 
usual  gallipots  in  which  cold  cream  or  cerates  aro 
!  sold.  A  suspicion  flashed  to  my  mind  :  for  had  I 
I  not  on  a  former  occasion  beheld  certain  little  tin- 
boxes  resembling  this  one?  Yes!— and  the  box 
I  which  I  now  held  in  my  hand,  contained  things 
!  which  rattled  in  tho  metal  inclosure.  With  shud- 
dering form  and  with  quivering  fingers  I  opened 
j  the  lid  of  the  box ;  and  therein  I  beheld  half-a- 
I  dozen  small  lozenges,  about  the  size  of  coffee- 
beans,  and  of  a  similar  colour  ! 


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"My  God!"  I  murmured  to  myself;  "it  is  now 
but  too  apparent !  Yes,  my  poor  grandfather, 
thou  wast  poisoned !  —  and  that  same  species  of 
poison  which  took  thy  life  seven  years  back,  was 
six  months  ago  intended  to  take  mine  likewise !" 

I  placed  the  little  box  in  my  pocket,  and  I 
issued  from  the  room  where  I  had  made  a  dis- 
covery so  important  in  its  horrible  significancy. 
There  was  a  tremendous  consternation  resting 
upon  my  mind — an  awful  dismay  sitting  like  a 
nightmare  upon  my  soul. 

"  Oh,  of  how  many  crimes  am  I  to  become 
aware  in  this  world !"  1  thought  within  myself,— 
"  I  who  have  never  committed  any  !" 

I  issued  from  the  house,  locking  the  front  door 
and  taking  the  key  with  me.  I  saw  Mr.  Jacobs 
standing  on  the  threshold  of  his  office,  evidently 
waiting  to  see  whether  I  had  any  instructions  to 
give  him  in  reference  to  the  premises :  but  I  af- 
fected not  to  notice  him  and  hastened  along  the 
street,  for  my  mind  was  too  much  agitated  to 
allow  me  to  enter  into  immediate  discourse  with 
any  one.  Before  I  returned  to  the  hotel  I  walked 
about  Leeds  that  I  might  compose  my  feelings 
somewhat,  so  as  to  avoid  betraying  to  Beda  the 
extent  to  which  they  had  been  harrowed  and  hor- 
rifled.  At  length,  when  I  did  go  back  to  the 
hotel,  I  sent  out  Beda  to  make  certain  private 
inquiries ;  and  then  I  shut  myself  in  my  chamber, 
to  reflect  upon  everything  which  had  transpired 
on  this  memorable  morning. 


CHAPTEE   LXIII. 

MB8.   NOEMAN. 

That  my  unfortunate  grandfather  had  been 
poisoned  by  the  infamous  Mrs.  Parks,  I  had  not 
now  the  slightest  doubt ;  and  I  was  almost  equally 
certain  of  the  complicity  of  her  son  in  the  stupen- 
dous crime.  As  I  meditated  upon  the  awful  sub- 
ject, I  gradually  began  to  comprehend  the  motives 
which  the  Parks's  must  have  had  for  this  atrocity. 
My  grandfather  had  made  his  will  in  my  favour  ; 
and  no  doubt  Mrs.  Parks  had  by  some  means  or 
another  ascertained  that  it  was  in  the  house  and 
that  it  had  not  been  entrusted  to  the  care  of  a 
solicitor.  Thus,  if  my  grandfather  were  put  out 
of  the  way,  the  will  might  be  likewise  destroyed 
and  a  forged  one  substituted.  A  variety  of  cir- 
cumstances must  have  induced  Mrs.  Parks  and 
her  son  to  accelerate  by  a  crime  the  death  of  the 
old  man  for  whose  decease  in  the  natural  course  of 
things  they  deemed  it  not  prudent  to  wait.  There 
was  the  visit  of  my  aunt  Mrs.  Wakefield,  which 
visit  might  have  been  repeated,  and  my  grand- 
father might  have  entrusted  her  with  the  will  or 
acquainted  her  with  its  contents  and  have  left  me 
to  her  guardianship.  Then  there  was  the  sudden 
appearance  of  my  father  in  the  neighbourhood; 
and  Mrs.  Parks  could  not  tell  what  influence  he 
might  possibly  manage  sooner  or  later  to  obtain 
over  the  old  man.  I  myself  was  getting  of  an 
Dge  at  which  I  might  be  supposed  to  be  intelli- 
gent with  respect  to  whatsoever  was  passing 
around  me;  and  the  more  I  became  capable  of 
rendering  myself  useful  to  my  grandfather,  the 
more  would  the  influence  of  Mrs.  Parks  decline. 


And  then  too,  Mrs.  Parks  could  not  have  failed  to 
perceive  that  she  was  more  or  less  an  object  of 
suspicion  to  the  old  man,  though  ho  had  not  the 
moral  courage  to  dispense  with  her  further  ser- 
vices. Thus,  all  thing  considered,  there  were 
plenty  of  reasons  for  Mrs.  Parks  and  her  son  to 
apprehend  that  Mr.  Forsyth's  wealth  would  even- 
tually slip  out  of  their  hands  unless  they  perpe- 
trated a  crime,  promptly  and  boldly,  though  with 
diabolic  insidiousness,  to  secure  his  riches  for 
themselves. 

Yes — I  now  comprehended  it  all !  I  could  read 
the  past  as  lucidly  as  if  it  were  being  unfolded  to 
me  by  some  superior  genius  having  a  knowledge 
of  all  things.  And  then,  in  reference  to  the 
poison  by  which  the  crime  had  been  perpetrated, 
— there  were  the  lozenges  of  the  vei;y  same 
species  which  the  old  hag.  Dame  Betty,  Zarah's 
grandmother  had  given  to  Beda  with  instructions 
that  they  were  to  be  administered  to  me.  Mrs. 
Parks  had  probably  procured  those  envenomed 
lozenges  from  Dame  Betty  herself,  or  else  from 
some  wretch  of  the  same  gang  to  whom  the  secret 
of  the  horrible  compound  was  known;  and  in  the 
hurry  in  which  we  had  left  the  house  after  my 
grandfather's  death,  the  guilty  woman  had  for- 
gotten to  destroy  those  traces  of  her  crime.  I 
could  not  help  feeling,  with  a  sensation  of  solemn 
awe,  that  the  hand  of  providence  had  been  gra- 
dually guiding  me  on  towards  the  discovery  of  this 
tremendous  crime, — flrst  by  making  me  aware  at 
Birmingham  of  how  such  things  as  the  poisoned 
lozenges  were  in  existence, — then,  more  recently, 
enabling  me  to  obtain  from  Mr.  Parks  the  con- 
veyance of  the  old  house  at  Leeds,  in  order  that  I 
might  come  back  to  this  very  house  and  there  dis- 
cover the  concealed  evidence  of  the  iniquity  which 
had  been  accomplished. 

The  reader  may  well  suppose  that  my  reflections 
ranged  not  merely  over  the  past,  but  that  they 
applied  to  the  present  and  the  future,  and  that  I 
deliberated  with  myself  what  steps  I  should  take 
in  order  to  bring  Mr.  Parks  to  justice,  if  he  were 
really  an  accomplice  in  his  deceased  mother's  guilt. 
I  conceived  that  I  had  now  a  solemn  duty  to  per- 
form— namely,  to  punish  the  surviving  assassin  (if 
an  assassin  he  really  were)  of  my  unfortunate  old 
relative.  I  was  resolved  that  nothing  should  in- 
duce me  to  depart  from  this  duty — nothing  should 
compel  me  to  forego  it.  I  was  inspired  by  no  vin- 
dictive feeling  on  my  own  account  through  the  loss 
of  my  fortune  :  the  duty  which  I  had  to  perform 
I  regarded  in  the  sacred  light  of  something  high 
above  all  selfish  considerations.  But  what  course 
should  I  adopt  to  discover  first  of  all  whether  Mr. 
Parks  were  really  the  guilty  accomplice  of  his 
mother  ?— and  if  this  could  be  by  any  means 
proven,  how  was  I  to  bring  that  guilt  home  to 
him  ?  I  saw  that  my  position  was  altogether  a 
diflicult  one  in  these  respects :  but  still  I  was  re> 
solved  to  be  daunted  by  no  obstacles  and  to  be  de- 
terred by  no  considerations. 

I  had  sent  out  Beda  to  make  certain  private 
inquiries  connected  with  a  matter  very  different 
from  that  to  which  I  am  referring.  After  an  ab- 
sence of  upwards  of  an  hour  the  faithful  girl  re- 
turned ;  and  I  assumed  as  composed  a  demeanour 
as  possible— for  I  did  not  at  present  wish  to  enter 
into  any  explanations  with  regard  to  my  horrible 
discoveries   of  that  morning,    though   I    had   no 


doubt  that  on  a  future  occasion  I  should  tako 
Beda  into  my  confidence  on  the  point,  inasmuch 
as  her  assistanco  would  bo  needful  in  following  up 
the  clue  which  I  already  possessed. 

"  Have  you  succeeded,  Beda  ?"  I  inquired,  when 
the  young  girl  reappeared  at  the  hotel. 

"Yes,  Miss,"  she  responded.  "If  you  call 
upon  Mr.  Sawbridge,  an  attorney  who  lives  in 
this  very  same  street,  you  will  ascertain  every 
particular." 

"I  will  go  at  once,"  I  said:  and  in  a  fe<y 
minutes  I  entered  the  attorney's  office. 

Mr.  Sawbridge  was  there;  and  I  was  at  once 
admitted  into  his  presence.  I  introduced  myself 
to  him  as  Miss  Percy — which  name  indeed  I  was 
passing  under  at  the  hotel ;  so  that  he  had  no  idea 
I  was  the  well-known  Miss  Trafford. 

"I  believe,  Mr.  Sawbridge,"  I  said,  "you  are 
one  of  the  executors  of  the  late  Mr.  Bolton — to 
whom  belonged,  amongst  other  property,  the 
house  in  which  Mrs.  Kelly  the  schoolmistress  re- 
sides?" 

"It  is  as  you  have  been  informed.  Miss  Percy," 
replied  the  lawyer.  "  It  is  my  duty  as  an  executor 
to  make  the  most  of  the  property  of  the  deceased 
for  the  heirs  whom  he  has  left  behind ;  and  as 
these  are  three  in  number,  I  am  compelled  to 
realise  that  property  with  a  view  to  its  equal  dis- 
tribution. I  have  already  received  an  ofier  for 
the  house  to  which  you  allude :  but  I  have  not 
yet  found  time  to  progress  with  the  negotia- 
tion." 

"  What  is  the  value  of  the  house  ?"  I  in* 
quired. 

"The  offer  I  have  received  is  sis  hundred 
pounds,"  ypas  the  attorney's  response. 

"  It  would  be  a  hard  thing,"  I  said,  "  to  compel 
the  poor  old  lady  to  leave  a  house  which  she  has 
inhabited  so  long  and  in  a  neighbourhood  where 
she  has  formed  so  good  a  connexion  for  her  day- 
school.  Can  nothing  be  done  to  ensure  her  the 
occupation  of  the  house  for  the  remainder  of  her 
life  ?     She  has  not  many  years  to  live " 

"I  see  that  you  are  interested  in  her,"  said 
Mr.  Sawbridge ;  "  and  I  will  explain  to  you 
exactly  how  the  matter  stands.  The  deceased 
Mr.  Bolton's  heirs  instructed  me  to  offer  Mrs. 
Kelly  the  lease  of  the  house,  at  its  present  rental, 
for  the  remainder  of  her  natural  life,  if  she  would 
pay  a  bonus  of  a  hundred  and  fifty  pounds.  But 
this  she  has  declined  to  do." 

"  Because  doubtless,"  I  said,  "  her  means  cannot 
be  very  great.  But  I  presume  it  will  be  precisely 
the  same  thing  if  I  pay  that  sum  for  her?  — and 
you  will  give  her  the  lease  ?" 

"  Certainly,"  answered  Mr.  Sawbridge.  "  As  I 
have  already  told  you.  Miss  Percy,  it  is  my  object 
as  well  as  my  duty  to  make  the  property  produce 
as  much  as  possible  for  its  present  heirs.  Mrs. 
Kelly  pays  a  very  low  rent :  but  the  bonus  which 
I  have  named  would  be  considered  by  the  heirs  as 
a  just  equivalent  for  the  advantages  they  would 
otherwise  attain  by  the  immediate  sale  of  the 
house." 

"  Then  I  will  pay  that  money,"  I  said.  "  I  pre- 
sume you  will  take  my  cheque  on  my  London 
banker? — as  I  did  not  come  to  Leeds  prepared 
■with  any  such  amount." 

I  saw  that  the  lawyer  hesitated;  and  I  therefore 
added,  "Mr.    Jacobs,   the   house-agent   in  


Street,  can  satisfy  you  that  I  have  a  little  pro- 
perty in  this  town  which  is  worth  considerably 
more  than  the  sum  mentioned  becween  us.  But 
perhaps,  if  you  glance  at  this  card,  you  will  bo 
still  more  completely  satisfied  of  my  ability  to  pay 
the  8un>." 

Thus  speaking,  I  handed  Mr.  Sawbridge  the 
card  of  my  dramatic  name ;  and  on  looking  at  it, 
he  at  once  expressed  himself  completely  satisfied, 
and  spoke  of  the  honour  which  he  experienced  in 
thus  forming  my  acquaintance.  He  promised 
that  the  lease  should  be  drawn  up  that  very  day, 
and  that  it  should  be  in  readiness  for  my  disposal 
on  the  following  morning  at  ten  o'clock,  I  re- 
quested him  to  keep  the  matter  secret  from  Mrs. 
Kelly,  as  I  reserved  to  myself  the  pleasure  of 
affording  thai  excellent  lady  an  agreeable  sur- 
prise ;  and  I  took  my  departure  from  the  lawyer's 
office. 

In  the  course  of  the  day  I  reflected  that  after 
everything  which  had  transpired  in  respect  to  my 
late  grandfather's  house,  it  would  be  better  to 
leave  the  building  in  its  present  condition  for  a 
little  while,  until  I  should  have  ascertained  whether 
it  were  possible  to  bring  Mr.  Parks  to  justice  :  for 
I  thought  that  perhaps  it  might  be  needful  for  me 
to  show  where  I  had  discovered  the  poisoned 
lozenges.  I  therefore  called  upon  Mr.  Jacobs, 
and  informed  him  that  for  the  present  I  had 
arrived  at  no  decision  in  respect  to  what  I  would  do 
with  the  house,  further  than  that  I  did  not  choose 
to  let  it ;  and  that  therefore  the  board  fastened 
over  the  front  door  and  announcing  that  it  was 
either  to  be  let  or  sold,  might  be  taken  down. 

On  the  following  morning,  shortly  after  ten 
o'clock,  I  proceeded  to  the  lawyer's  office,  where  I 
found  that  the  lease  was  duly  prepared,  according 
to  his  promise.  I  gave  him  the  cheque  for  a  hun- 
dred and  fifty  pounds;  and  I  took  my  departure, 
in  possession  of  the  document.  I  bent  my  steps 
towards  the  residence  of  the  worthy  dame  to  whose 
interests  I  had  thus  been  devoting  my  attention  : 
I  found  her  in  the  schoolroom,  surrounded  by  her 
pupils ;  and  she  welcomed  me  with  affectionate 
joy.  I  requested  permission  to  speak  to  her  alone 
for  a  few  minutes;  and  we  retired  together  into 
her  parlour. 

"  I  am  now  come,  my  dear  Mrs.  Kelly,"  I  said 
"  to  reveal  to  you  a  secret  which  I  might  have 
confessed  yesterday :  but  I  really  had  not  the 
spirits  to  boast  rejoicefuUy  of  my  own  elevation 
in  the  world.  I  was  affected  by  my  meeting  with 
you— by  all  the  past  associations  which  that  meet- 
ing conjured  up— and  by  the  prospect  of  imme- 
diately afterwards  visiting  the  old  house  where 
my  childhood  was  spent.     I  had  scarcely  any  other 

motive   for   my   reserve    upon    the  point and 

thank  God,  no  shame  !" 

"  Ob,  my  dear  girl !  is  it  possible,"  exclaimed 
Mrs  Kelly,  whose  venerable  countenance  became 
radiant  as  she  suspected  the  truth, — "is  it  pos- 
sible  " 

"Ah!  and  remember,  my  good  friend,"  I  in- 
terrupted  her,  smiling,  "  that  you  assured  me  you 
should  at  once  tell  the  secret  to  all  your  neigh- 
bours !— and  as  I  came  to  Leeds  under  a  strict 
inecjnito,  for  mere  business  purposes " 

"  Oh  !  then,  after  all,"  cried  the  dame,  "  it  is 
your  portrait — and  you  are  Miss  Trafford  !" 

She  embraced  me,  the  tears  of  joy  flowing  from 


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her  eyes;  and  she  naurmured  with  much  emotion, 
"This  is  the  happiest  day  of  my  life!  To  think 
that  you  were  my  pupil!" 

And  then,  in  the  enthusiasm  of  her  delight,  she 
was  rushing  to  the  school-room  to  announce  the 
intelligence  to  her  scholars  :  but  I  caught  her  by 
the  arm,  saying,  "No,  my  dear  friend!— not  yet ! 
I  beseech  you  to  wait  until  I  am  gone." 

"  Well,  my  dear  Ellen,  it  shall  be  so.  But  you 
■will  pardon  an  old  woman's  pride " 

"  Oh  !  of  yoii,  I  never  can  think  otherwise  than 
with  the  most  grateful  affection!"  I  exclaimed ; 
"and  a  happy  moment  is  it  for  me  in  which  I  can 
testify  all  the  gratitude  of  my  heart.  In  my 
youthful  days  many  and  many  an  act  of  kindness 
did  I  receive  from  you ;  and  though  I  shall  ever 
remain  your  debtor,  yet  may  I  at  least  prove  that 
I  am  sensible  of  the  obligation.  You  shall  not 
leave  your  house,  my  dear  friend  ! — you  shall  con- 
tinue to  occupy  for  the  remainder  of  your  days  the 
dwelling  which  is  endeared  to  you  ! — and  may  you 
yet  live  long  to  enjoy  the  possession  of  it !" 

I  spread  out  the  lease  before  the  worthy  dame ; 
and  having  hurriedly  but  fervidly  embraced  her, 
I  sped  forth  from  the  habitation,  that  I  might 
avoid  the  expressions  of  gratitude  to  which  she 
was  beginning  to  give  utterance.  I  returned  to 
the  hotel ;  and  within  the  same  hour  Eeda  and  I 
were  on  our  way  back  to  London, 

It  was  past  ten  o'clock  when  we  reached  Hunter 
Street ;  and  the  moment  the  footman  opened  the 
front  door,  I  perceived  by  his  look  that  there  was 
something  wrong.  I  anxiously  and  hurriedly  in- 
quired if  Mr.  and  Mrs.  Norman  and  Miss  Grlent. 
worth  were  well?— and  then  the  domestic,  shaking 
his  bead  with  a  solemn  air,  said,  "  I  am  afraid 
Miss  Percy  that  you  have  very  bad  tidings  to  re- 
ceive !     My  poor  mistress " 

"  Good  heavens !"  I  cried :  and  without  waiting 
to  hear  any  more,  I  rushed  up  the  stairs. 

On  the  landing  I  met  Mr.  Norman,  who  was 
overwhelmed  with  grief  on  seeing  me ;  and 
taking  my  hand  he  pressed  it  nervously  and  con- 
vulsively in  his  own,  his  voice  being  lost  in  sobs. 
Some  minutes  elapsed  ere  he  could  give  utterance 
to  a  word  to  relievo  mo  from  the  agonizing  sus- 
pense which  I  experienced  :  and  then  he  said  in 
broken  accents,  "  My  poor  wife  !  I  fear  that  she 
is  on  her  death  bed !" 

I  burst  into  tears ;  and  without  waiting  to  hear 
any  more,  I  hastened  up  to  Mrs.  Norman's  cham- 
ber. She  was  lying  in  bed;  and  Mary  Glent- 
worth  was  seated  by  her  side.  The  poor  lady 
looked  very  pale :  her  eyes  were  sunken,  and  had 
blueish  circles  about  them.  She  smiled  when  she 
beheld  me ;  and  said  in  a  feeble  voice,  "  I  am  glad 
you  are  come,  dearest  Ellen,  that  I  may  see  you 
before  I  die !" 

I  threw  myself  upon  her  bosom  and  wept  bit- 
terly :  but  she  bade  me  console  myself — and  she 
spoke  in  the  sweet  mild  voice  of  placid  resignation. 
When  the  first  violence  of  my  affliction  was  some- 
what past,  I  turned  and  embraced  Mary  Glent- 
worth,  whose  cheeks  were  likewise  moistened  with 
tears.  Almost  immediately  afterwards  the  family 
physician  made  his  appearance ;  so  that  Mary  and 
I  withdrew. 

Mavy  accompanied  me  to  my  chamber,  where  I 
now  learnt  the  particulars  of  Mrs.  Norman's  ill- 
ness.    She  was  seated  at  luncheon,  at  about  one 


o'clock,  when  she  suddenly  sank  back  in  her  chair, 
and  pressing  her  hand  to  her  forehead,  ejaculated 
faintly,  "  Good  God  !  I  feel  very  ill !"  The  next 
instant  blood  streamed  forth  from  her  mouth.  The 
alarm  and  grief  of  Mr.  Norman  and  Mary  may  be 
conceived  :  the  physician  was  sent  for,  and  Mrs. 
Norman  was  at  once  conveyed  to  her  chamber. 
When  the  medical  attendant  arrived,  he  pro- 
nounced that  she  had  broken  a  blood-vessel  inter- 
nally. She  was  a  little  past  fifty  years  of  age — 
somewhat  stout  of  figure,  and  of  a  full  habit  of 
body.  She  had  not  been  accustomed  to  take  much 
exercise,  having  for  some  years  enjoyed  the  use  of 
her  own  carriage.  She  lived  well,  and  seldom  took 
medicine  j  for  she  had  a  prej  udice  against "  tamper- 
ing with  one's  constitution,"  as  she  called  it ; — 
and  thus,  all  things  considered,  it  was  not  difficult 
to  account  for  the  accident  which  had  befallen  her. 
The  physician  had  privately  informed  Mr.  Nor- 
man that  his  wife's  position  was  most  critical,  and 
that  little  short  of  a  miracle  would  save  her.  A 
messenger  had  therefore  been  sent  off  to  Juliet  at 
Dover ;  and  a  communication  would  likewise  have 
been  made  to  me  at  Leeds,  had  I  not  written  on 
the  previous  day  a  few  hasty  lines  to  the  effect 
that  I  had  arrived  there  safe  and  specifying  when 
I  might  be  expected  home  again.  Such  was  tho 
statement  which  I  received  from  the  lips  of  Mary 
Glentworth ;  and  now  that  I  was  made  acquainted 
with  the  cause  of  Mrs.  Norman's  illness,  I  per- 
ceived how  exceedingly  serious  it  was,  and  I 
dreaded  a  fatal  result.  For  two  years  I  had  re- 
sided with  her :  for  two  years  she  had  been  as  a 
mother  to  me ;  and  it  was  with  a  daughter's  affec- 
tion that  I  regarded  her — therefore  it  was  with  a 
daughter's  grief  that  I  thought  of  what  the  end 
might  be ! 

The  physician  gave  Mr.  Norman  scarcely  any 
hope.  This  medical  man  was  conscientious  as 
well  as  talented  ;  and  he  did  not  choose  to  belio 
by  his  words  that  knowledge  which  his  experience 
gave  him.  Poor  Mr.  Norman  suffered  acutely  : 
but  he  strove  to  conquer  his  emotions  when  in  his 
wife's  chamber,  because  she  was  tranquil  and  re- 
signed, and  he  struggled  hard  to  avoid  anything 
that  might  embitter  the  last  few  hours  that  she 
had  to  live.  As  I  had  travelled  nearly  the  whole 
day  and  was  much  fatigued,  Mary  Glentworth 
insisted  that  I  should  retire  to  rest,  and  that  she 
herself  should  sit  up  with  Mrs,  Norman  during 
the  night.  To  this  I  assented,  on  condition  that 
I  should  take  her  place  at  about  four  or  five 
o'clock  in  the  morning,  so  that  Mary  might  bo 
enabled  to  obtain  a  few  hours  of  repose.  I  bade 
Beda  call  me  at  the  time  specified ;  for  the  young 
girl  had  the  faculty  of  awakening  at  any  moment 
when  she  thought  fit, — this  power  being  the  spon- 
taneous exercise  of  the  volition  when  influenced  by 
a  preconceived  intention. 

Accordingly,  between  four  and  five  o'clock,  I 
took  my  place  by  the  side  of  Mrs.  Norman's 
couch ;  and  shortly  afterwards  I  heard  an  equipage 
stop  in  front  of  the  house.  Peeping  through  tho 
window  I  saw  that  it  was  a  post-chaise ;  and  I 
therefore  knew  that  Juliet  had  arrived.  I  was 
glad  that  she  had  come  ;  for  Mrs.  Norman  had 
been  labouring  under  the  painful  apprehension 
that  she  should  breathe  her  last  without  seeing 
her  daughter.  I  hastened  down  stairs  to  receive 
Juliet,  and  prepare  her  for  the  condition  in  which 


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ehe  might  expect  to  find  her  mother.  She  had 
arrived  alone, — Lord  Frederick  having  remained  at 
Eiver  House,  because,  as  Juliet  said,  he  feared 
that  bis  presence  might  be  an  embarrassment  in 
an  habitation  which  already  contained  so  many 
persons,  and  to  which  illness  had  introduced 
itself. 

Mr.  Iforman — who,  having  shared  Mary  Glent- 
worth's  vigil  during  the  earlier  part  of  the  night, 
bad  retired  to  lie  down  for  an  hour  or  two  in  com- 
pliance with  the  earnest  wishes  of  his  wife— rose 
on  hearing  the  equipage  stop ;  so  that  first  of  all 
there  was  an  affecting  meeting  between  the 
father  and  daughter,  before  a  still  mure  affecting 
meeting  took  place  between  the  mother  and 
daughter.  Juliet,  who  was  devotedly  attached  to 
both  her  parents,  was  well-nigh  overwhelmed  with 
grief  when  she  was  received  in  her  mother's  arms. 
Mrs.  Korman  asked  her  if  she  were  happy  with 
her  husband  Lord  Frederick — and  Juliet  declared, 
with  an  unmbtakable  sincerity,  that  she  was  far 
happier  than  at  the  outset  she  had  dared  hope  to 
be,  considering  all  antecedent  circumstances. 

"  Do  not  weep  for  me,  my  dearest  child  !"  said 
Mrs.  JTorman;  "nor  you,  my  dear  husband  ! — nor 
you,  my  sweet  Ellen  !  Sooner  or  later  death  must 
have  laid  his  hand  upon  me  :  it  is  the  lot  of  us  all : 
— we  are  in  the  world  condemned  to  die  from  our 
birth,  but  with  reprieves  of  a  greater  or  lesser 
length." 

There  is  something  most  profoundly  affecting  in 
the  soft  sweet  language  which  flows  from  the  lips 
of  the  dying  one  who  is  resigned :  it  is  imbued 
with  an  indescribable  pathos — and  the  tears  which 
it  calls  forth,  flow  softly  but  in  abundance.  So 
was  it  now  with  Mr.  Korman,  Juliet,  and  my- 
self. 

"  I  am  prepared  to  die  in  one  sense,"  said  Mrs. 
Norman,  '•'  though  I  have  not  the  gratification  of 
being  enabled  to  proclaim  that  my  religious  duties 
have  been  very  closely  attended  to.  But  still,  if  I 
have  never  done  much  good,  I  can  lay  xaj  hand 
upon  my  heart  and  declare  I  have  never  done 
any  harm." 

"  Ifot  done  much  good,  my  dearest  wife  ?"  said 
the  weeping  Mr.  !Norman.  "  Oh,  yes !  you  have 
done  good !  When  did  you  ever  hear  a  tale  of 
distress  without  dropping  a  tear  of  sympathy  and 
administering  succour  P  If  any  poor  actor  or 
actress  has  required  assistance,  you  have  been  one 
of  the  very  first  to  volunteer  your  aid.  You  have 
never  paused  to  reflect  whether  at  the  time  we 
could  afford  to  give — but  you  have  given  !  Be- 
lieve me,  my  dear  wife,  that  charity  such  as  you 
have  shown  is  more  than  an  equivalent  for  many 
prayers  omitted ;  and  good  deeds  will  avail  in  the 
merciful  consideration  of  the  Eternal !" 

"  Yes,"  said  Mrs.  Norman  ;  "  I  have  endea- 
Toured  to  do  my  duty.  Though  reared,  so  to 
speak,  by  my  parents  to  a  profession  which  the 
world  is  in  general  too  much  in  the  habit  of  decry- 
injr,  I  have  never  done  anything  that  now  renders 
my  conscience  uneasy.  When  young,  I  resisted 
all  temptations  to  go  astray  ;  and  during  the  long 
years  of  my  married  life  the  tongue  of  slander  has 
never  dared  breathe  a  syllable  against  my  name. 
It  is  thus  with  a  sense  o^  all  duties  fulfilled,  that 
I  am  tranquil  in  my  last  hours— and  I  shall  die  in 
peace,  surrounded  by  those  whom  1  love !" 

This  was  the  language  that  flowed  ia  so  inef- 


fably touching  a  strain  from  the  lips  of  Mrs.  Nor- 
man, and  which  called  forth  so  much  soft  abun- 
dant weeping  from  the  eyes  of  her  husband,  het 
daughter,  and  myself.  After  a  little  while  the  in- 
valid  slept  :  Mr.  Norman,  yielding  to  the  interces- 
sions of  Juliet  and  myself,  retired  to  his  chamber ; 
and  we  two  kept  watch  in  that  room. 

The  day  dawned — the  physician  came — and  it 
was  now  his  duty  to  declare  that  there  was  not 
the  slightest  hope.  His  patient,  he  said,  might 
linger  on  for  several  hours;  but  her  recovery  was 
impossible.  Those  to  whom  she  was  dear,  thus 
made  up  their  minds  to  lose  her  shortly  :  but  in 
spite  of  thus  knowing  the  worst,  we  all  felt  how 
sad  the  bereavement  would  be.  The  day  passed ; 
and  when  night  came  again,  Mary  Glentworth  in- 
sisted upon  watching  by  the  invalid's  couch  for 
the  first  few  hours.  Mr.  Norman,  Juliet,  and 
myself  would  fain  have  tarried  there  likewise  :  but 
Mrs.  Norman  besought  us  to  seek  some  repose. 
We  yielded  to  her  wishes, — Beda  however  being 
instructed  to  summon  us  at  four  in  the  morn- 
ing. 

We  were  called  according  to  that  mandate ;  and 
then  we  insisted  that  Mary  Glentworth  should  in 
her  turn  retire  to  her  chamber.  Not  long  had 
Mr.  Norman,  Juliet,  and  I  been  in  the  sick  room 
on  this  occasion,  when  the  sad  conviction  was 
forced  upon  us  that  our  mournful  duty  would  soon 
be  ended.  Mrs.  Norman  was  rapidly  sinking. 
The  physician  was  sent  for  ;  though,  alas  !  we  all 
knew  that  his  presence  there  would  be  vain  and 
futile.  It  was  a  sad,  sad  scene  !  Juliet,  with  her 
face  bent  downward,  and  her  long  tresses  flowing 
in  disorder,  was  weeping  bitterly  :  I  also  was 
weeping — as  was  likewise  Mr.  Norman.  The  last 
moment  of  the  departing  one  was  nearer  than  we 
had  even  anticipated.  We  had  sent,  as  I  have 
just  said,  for  the  physician  :  we  now  at  length 
sent  likewise  to  summon  Mary  Glentworth  ;  for 
we  knew  that  the  kind-hearted  girl  would  wish  to 
be  present  to  bid  a  last  adieu  to  her  whom  she 
had  already  watched  over  so  tenderly.  But  before 
either  the  medical  man  came  or  Mary  had  de- 
scended from  her  chamber,  all  was  over— Mrs. 
Norman  bad  breathed  her  last ! 

I  will  not  dwell  upon  the  affliction  which  this 
event  diffused  throughout  the  house  :  it  can  be 
better  imagined  than  described.  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe  was  summoned  from  Dover,  and  im- 
mediately on  his  arrival,  he  expressed  his  desire  to 
attend  the  funeral  of  his  mother-in-law.  AH  the 
leading  members  of  the  theatrical  profession,  in- 
cluding the  metropolitan  managers,  wrote  to  Mr. 
Norman  to  convey  their  condolence,  and  to  ascer- 
tain whether  it  would  gratify  him  that  by  follow- 
ing the  obsequies  they  might  testify  their  esteem 
for  the  memory  of  the  deceased.  But  Mrs.  Nor- 
man had  expressed  a  desire  that  the  funeral  should 
be  conducted  with  as  much  simplicity  as  possible  ; 
and  therefore  it  was  comparatively  a  private  one. 

When  some  days  had  elapsed  after  the  mourn- 
ful ceremony,  I  asked  Juliet  if  she  had  as  yet 
heard  anything  from  her  father's  lips  to  afford  her 
an  idea  uf  what  his  own  plans  might  now  be  ?  She 
spoke  to  him  on  the  subject ;  and  through  her 
medium  ho  conveyed  to  me  au  affectionate  and 
delicate  intimation  that  we  must  now  separate. 
He  said  that  it  went  to  his  very  soul  to  part  from 
me;  but   that  as  he  was  now  a  widower,  with  no 


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female  relative  to  take  charge  of  bis  household,  he 
could  not  any  longer  give  me  the  home  which  I  | 
could  consistently  accept.    Indeed,  the  necessity  I 
for  this  separation  I  had  foreseen.     I  was  no  rela- 1 
tion  to  Mr.  Norman  :  the  world  is  ever  too  prone  | 
to  be  scandalous  in  the  view  which  it  takes  of  j 
private  affairs,  and  particularly  in  those  which  re- 
late to  persons  of  our  profession.     In  short,  my  I 
reputation  required   that  I  should  now  seek  an-  j 
other  home.     As  for  Mr.  Norman  himself,   he  in-  i 
tended  to  break  up  bis  establishment  in  Hunter  | 
Street — to  sell  bis  carriage  and  the  greater  portion  j 
of  his  furniture— and    lo  repair  to  the  Continent 
for  awhile,  that  in  change  of  scene  he   might  suc- 
ceed in  mitigating  the  poignancy  of  his  affliction. 
He  might  have  found  a  home  at  Eiver  House  : 
but  he  preferred  to  be  altogether  alone,  and  to  re- 
main abroad  for  a  season. 

My  own  plan  was  therefore  now  speedily  settled. 
I  had  a  home  to  provide  for  myself  and  Mary 
Glentworth,  who  was  to  me  as  a  sister.  I  received 
the  kindest  letters  from  the  Marchioness  of  Cam- 
panella  and  the  Countess  of  Carboni,  begging  me 
to  reside  with  them ;  and  likewise  a  letter  from 
the  Countess  of  Belgrave  (better  known  as  Lady 
Cecilia  Urban)  offering  me  a  home  at  her  man- 
sion; but  these  proposals  I  gratefully  declined.  I 
took  a  moderate-sized  but  very  comfortable  house 
in  Great  Ormond  Street ;  and  I  purchased  all  the 
furniture  of  which  Mr.  Norman  thought  fit  to  dis- 
pose. The  remainder  of  his  furniture  he  consigned 
to  a  warehouse,  that  it  might  be  available  for  a 
small  suite  of  rooms  or  chambers  on  his  return  to 
England.  The  day  for  parting  came  :  it  was  an 
affecting  scene ;  and  I  will  not  dwell  upon  it.  Mr. 
Norman  accompanied  Lord  and  Lady  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe  on  their  way  to  Eiver  House,  where  he 
was  to  pass  a  day  or  two  previous  to  setting  out 
for  the  Continent ;  and  at  the  same  time  Mary 
Glentworth  and  I  took  possession  of  our  new 
abode. 

I  retained  in  my  own  service  three  of  the 
female  domestics  who  had  been  for  a  considerable 
period  in  the  service  of  the  Normans ;  and  I  need 
scarcely  add  that  my  faithful  Beda  remained  with 
me,  I  purchased  a  plain  carriage,  of  that  descrip- 
tion which  is  known  as  a  brougham,  to  be  drawn 
by  only  one  horse:  I  retained  Mr.  Norman's 
coachman,  whom  I  placed  on  board  wages — for  I 
did  not  purpose  to  have  any  man-servant  living  in 
the  house.  In  a  few  days  all  the  arrangements 
were  perfected,  and  I  thus  entered  as  it  were  upon 
a  new  mode  of  existence. 

I  had  proposed  to  my  father  to  take  up  his 
abode  with  me  altogether :  but  he  had  strenuously 
refused,  and  in  a  manner  which  prevented  me 
from  pressing  the  offer,  inasmuch  as  it  would  only 
have  driven  him  into  painful  and  humiliating  ex- 
planations. Although  he  was  pardoned  and  was 
therefore  a  free  man  once  more,  yet  he  never  lost 
sight  of  the  infamy  with  which  his  past  life  had 
branded  him;  and  though,  as  he  now  bore  the 
name  of  Forsyth,  he  might  have  passed  as  my 
uncle,  yet  he  did  not  choose  to  incur  the  risk  of 
being  some  day  discovered  and  proclaimed  to  be 
my  father.  He  was  most  delicately  apprehensive 
lest  my  interests  should  suffer  on  his  account,  and 
therefore  he  said  to  me,  "  No,  my  dear  child — I 
cannot  live  with  you:  but  I  shall  see  you  fre- 
quently," 


I  had  given  him  a  complete  description  of  all 
that  had  occurred  at  Leeds  :  but  it  was  not  until 
I  was  fully  settled  in  ray  new  home  that  we  deli- 
berated seriously  upon  the  course  that  ought  to  be 
adopted  in  order  to  bring  Mr.  Parks  to  justice— or 
rather,  I  should  say,  in  the  first  instance  to  dis- 
cover whether  he  really  had  been  the  accomplice 
of  his  mother's  heinous  crime.  We  revolved  seve- 
ral projects  :  but  one  only  seemed  to  present  any 
feasibility.  This  was  a  scheme  which  I  suggested 
should  be  undertaken  by  Beda  and  myself:  but  I 
postponed  it  for  a  brief  space  through  a  literal 
sense  of  want  of  energy  to  carry  it  out.  The 
death  of  Mrs.  Norman  had  made  a  very  powerful 
impression  upon  me,  and  had  dispirited  me  to  an 
extent  from  which  I  could  not  very  readily  re- 
cover. I  required  complete  tranquillity,  rest,  and 
seclusion  for  a  short  period;  and  my  father,  who 
was  apprehensive  lest  my  health  should  suffer  by 
any  immediate  cause  of  excitement,  supported  my 
view  in  postponing  for  a  little  while  the  enter- 
prise to  which  I  have  alluded. 

I  should  observe  that  I  first  of  all  thought  of 
communicating  to  Zarah — or,  as  I  ought  to  call 
her,  Mrs.  St.  Clair— the  grave  suspicion  which  I 
entertained  that  some  of  her  grandmother's 
poisoned  lozenges  had  a  few  years  back  found 
their  way  into  the  possession  of  a  certain  Mrs. 
Parks  at  Leeds :  but  I  knew  full  well  that  Zarah 
would  only  entreat  me  not  to  take  any  step  which 
might  threaten  to  compromise  her  grandmother, 
and  that  she  would  be  sure  to  withhold  any  assist- 
ance that  might  possibly  tend  to  that  result.  There- 
fore, on  second  consideration,  I  resolved  to  say 
nothing  to  Mrs.  St.  Clair  on  the  subject — but  to 
act  for  myself.  My  mind  had  been  made  up  to 
suffer  no  personal  considerations  of  any  kind  to 
prevent  me  from  avenging  the  foul  murder  of  my 
grandfather.  So  long  as  it  was  my  own  life 
or  security  which  had  at  any  time  been  jeopar- 
dized through  the  machinations  or  agency  of  old 
Dame  Betty,  I  was  free  to  act  as  I  thought  fit  in 
shielding  that  woman  for  Zarah's  sake:  but  now 
the  case  was  very  different.  It  was  the  life  of  an- 
other which  had  been  taken — and  that  other  a 
near  relative  of  my  own, — he  to  whom  I  was  in* 
debted  for  a  paternal  care  during  the  years  of  my 
infancy  and  childhood !  Therefore  was  I  resolute 
in  performing  the  duty  which  providence  itself  had 
seemed  by  a  variety  of  circumstances  to  have 
specially  confided  unto  me. 

Two  months  had  elapsed  since  the  death  of  Mrs. 
Norman  ;  during  the  latter  month  I  had  returned 
to  the  stage ;  and  my  health  was  now  completely 
restored  after  the  shock  it  had  sustained.  I  re- 
solved to  allow  yet  another  month  to  elapse  before 
taking  the  steps  which  I  had  arranged  in  my 
mind ;  for  at  the  expiration  of  that  interval  I 
knew  that  I  should  have  an  entire  week  to  dis- 
pose of  as  I  might  think  fit.  Mary  Glentworth 
always  accompanied  me  to  the  theatre,  and  occu- 
pied one  of  the  stage-boxes  during  the  perform- 
ance. She  was  however  generally  attended  by 
Beda,  who  was  almost  as  much  enraptured  with 
the  dramatic  proceedings  as  Mary  herself.  I  did 
not  altogether  like  giving  this  sort  of  encourage- 
ment to  what  I  more  than  half  suspected  to  be 
Mary  Glentworth's  increasing  taste  for  the  stage  : 
but  I  scarcely  knew  how  to  act  in  an  opposite 
sense.     She  was  of  my  own  ag«,  and  had  as  much 


ELLEN    FERCY;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES   OF   AN   ACTEES3. 


369 


FELICIA  GOWER, 


right  to  ba  her  own  mistress  as  I  had:  and 
though  she  certainly  looked  up  to  rae  as  if  I  had 
been  an  elder  sister,  yet  I  could  scarcely  avail  my. 
self  of  this  influence  which  I  exercised  for  any 
purpose  of  coercion.  As  for  gentle  suasion,  I 
could  of  course  essay  it  if  she  should  consult  me 
on  any  serious  project  that  she  might  form  in  re- 
ference to  the  stage ;  but  I  did  not  choose  to  initi- 
ate the  subject — for  that  would  have  been  only  to 
bring  to  an  immediate  issue  a  matter  which  she 
might  still  be  induced  to  keep  at  a  distance. 

One  day  Mary  (Jllentworth  went  out  shopping 
in  the  carriage,  I  being  compelled  to  attend  a  long 
rehearsal  at  the  theatre  at  the  time.  She  was  to 
return  and  fetch  me ;  but  she  was  half-an-hour 
later  than  the  appointment  that  she  had  made— 
although  this  mattered  little,  for  I  myself  was  de- 
No.  47.— Ellen  Pebct. 


tained  by  my  professional  avocations  longer  than  X 
had  anticipated)  A  message  was  sent  up  to  in- 
form rae  that  Mary  was  waiting ;  and  in  a  fev# 
minutes  I  joined  her.  Immediately  on  entering 
the  carriage,  it  struck  me  that  there  was  a  certain 
agitation  in  Mary's  manner — an  excitement  in  her 
looks — a  heightened  colour  of  the  countenance.  I 
at  once  asked  her  if  anything  had  occurred  ? — and 
she  exclaimed,  "  Oh,  my  dear  Ellen !  I  have  been 
so  insulted !  But  on  the  other  hand,  I  have  ex- 
perienced such  chivalrous  conduct  from  such  a 
nice  young  gentleman  !" 

"Insulted,  my  poor  Mary?"  I  ejaculated.  "And 
who  dared  to  insult  you  ?" 

"  I  will  tell  you  everything  that  has  happened," 
replied  Miss  Glentworth.  "  You  remember  I  told 
you  that  I  wanted  to  purchase  some  French  books; 


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EILEN   PERCY;    OK,   THE   MEMOIKS   OF    AN   ACTRESS. 


aud  you  bade  me  go  to  a  sbop  in  Eegent  Street. 
I  could  there  only  obtain  two  or  three  volumes  of 
the  half-dozen  different  works  that  I  required : 
but  the  shop-keeper  told  me  that  I  should  very 
likely  find  the  others  at  an  establishment  in  the 
Burlington  Arcade,  To  the  Burlington  Aveade  | 
accordingly  went ;  and  I  proceeded  to  the  skop.. 
There  however  I  failed  to  procure  the  books  :  but 
the  shopkeeper  promised  to  get  them  for  me  from 
Paris  in  the  course  of  the  week.  1  had  never  before 
been  to  the  Burlington  Arcade :  I  therefore  walked 
slowly  to  the  end,  looking  at  the  diffejjent  shops. 
"While  thus  engaged,  I  was  accosted  by  an  old  lady, 
who  was  very  handsomely  dressed,  though  with 
more  showiness  than  taste ;  and  she  asked  me  if  I 
could  tell  her  where  dwelt  some  countess  whom 
she  named— but  I  forget  what  name  it  was;  for 
I  quickly  assured  her  that  I  myself  was  almost  a 
stranger  in  London,  and  that  I  had  no  titled  ac- 
quaintances. She  seemed  anxious  to  engage  me 
in  conversation ;  and  as  she  was  very  kini  in  her 
manner,  and  seemed  very  lady-like,  %  could  uot 
hurry  off— though  I  had  borne  in  vapid  your  in- 
junction never  to  form  the  acquaintauc©  of  stjcoa- 
gers  in  the  street." 

"By  all  means,  Mary,"  I  esclaiaied,  "never 
forget  that  injunction!— for  you  do  not  know  hovj; 
many  designing  persons  there  are  in  London,  and 
what  false  hearts  are  concealed  under  fair  faces 
and  gaudy  vesture.  But  continue  your  nac- 
rative." 

"  This  old  lady,"  proceeded  Mary  Glentworth, 
"  began  to  inform  me  that  she  also  was  a  strangeii 
in  London— that  she  possessed  a  splendid  country 
seat  in  Yorkshire— that  she  had  come  up  to  town 
for  a  few  weeks — that  she  bad  taken  a  beautiful 
ready  furnished  house  —  and  that  she  was  now 
going  to  caH  upon  this  countssa  whota  she  had 
named.  She  added  that  the  countess  was  the 
widow  of  some  great  earl  and  a  very  intimate  friend 
of  hers.  She  said  that  she  had  given  bejj  coachman 
a  holiday,  and  that  this  was  the  reason  she  was 
on  foot  at  the  time,  and  thus  seeking  her  way  to 
her  noble  lady-friend's  mansion.  She  said  that 
she  should  be  delighted  to  sea  me  at  her  own 
house,  for  she  liked  my  looks  and  had  taken  a  great 
fancy  to  me." 

"  But  you  did  not  believe  her,  Mary  ?"  I  ex- 
claimed, convinced  that  it  was  some  vile  designing 
wretch  whom  my  unsophisticated  friend  had  en- 
countered. 

"Indeed  I  did!"  replied  Mary  iagenuously  : 
"for  her  look  was  so  composed  and  her  discourse 
so  natural,  that  I  set  her  down  to  be  a  lady  worth 
at  least  five  or  ten  thousand  a  year.  And  she  had 
nn  enormous  brooch,  all  studded  with  diamonds ; 
and  she  took  off  her  glove— and  her  fingers  were 
covered  with  rings,  likewise  set  with  such  beauti- 
ful diamonds " 

"  Pieces  of  glass,  Mary!"  I  ejaculated:  "gems 
as  false  as  her  own  seductive  language !  But  pray 
proceed." 

"I  must  confess  that  the  old  lady  produced 
such  an  impression  on  my  mind,"  continued  Miss 
Glentworth,  "  that  I  really  pitied  her  on  account 
uf  having  given  her  coachman  a  holiday,  and  being 
rondemned  to  walk  to  the  mansion  of  her  friend 
Iho  countess.  So  I  was  almost  inclined  to  offer 
her  a  seat  in  the  carriage,  when  she  suddenly 
ilirectcd  my   attention  to  an  elderly  gentleman 


who  was  looking  in  a  shop  window  at  a  Itlle  dis- 
tance :  and  she  said,  •  There !  that  is  the  Marquis 
of  Tynedale!'" 

"  Ah !"  I  ejaculated.  "I  have  seen  that  noble- 
man—  I  have  heard  likewise  of  his  charac- 
ter—r-r-" 

'*And  it  is  infamous,  is  it  not  .5^"  inquired 
Ma>rJ^ ;  "for  he  said  such  rude  things  to  mo " 

" luf^uious  ittdaed  !"  I  esclaimcd.  "But,  good 
heavens  i  how  indiscreet  you  must  have  been ! 
Tell  me  how  it  kaf pened  ?" 

"Praj  da  aot  blame  me,  Ellon,"  said  Mary, 
taking  my  h^iid  ^d  pressing  it;  "for  you  will 
see  that  it  wa/St  uot  my  fault.  The  Marquis  ac- 
costed the  old  lady,  to  whom  he  made  a  very 
familiar  bow;  and  then  I  turned  away.  A  few 
moments  afterwards  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  was 
by  my  side ;  and  ho  at  once  endeavoured  to  get 
into  conversation  with  me.  I  stopped  short  — 
looked  him  fuU  ia  the  foce — aud  told  him  that  I 
did  not  converse  with  strangers.  But  he  perso- 
yei;ad  in  addressiQg  me :  ks  began  speaking  of  uiy 
good   looks— told   me    that    bo    was   rich    and    a 

widower in  a  word,  5ilen,  he  said  such  things 

that  J  felt  my  cheeks  glowing  with  blushes;  and 
though  I  hurried  along  the  arcade  I  could  not  rid 
myself  of  him.  At  length  I  again  stopped  short, 
and  assured  him  that  i£  he  did  not  at  once  leave 
me  I  would  appeal  to  the  first  person  who  might 
approach.  At  that  very  instant  a  young  gentle- 
man was  issuing  from  the  very  bookseller's  shop 
where  I  had  recently  been ;  and  catching  the 
words  that  fell  from  my  lips,  he  approached  and 
asked  if  he  could  render  me  any  assistance?  — 
'  Oh,'  said  the  Maiquis  o£  Tyiiedale,  '  it  is  no- 
thing !  This  young  lady  and  I  understand  each 
other  very  well ;  aud  with  a  little  more  private 
conversation  we  shall  make  our  peace  together.' — 
The  young  genllemaa  evidently  comprehended 
that  I  was  being  insulted ;  and  he  said  in  a  firm 
voice,  '  The  young  lady  shall  decide  for  herself, 
whether  she  will  remain  with  you,  my  lord '  (for 
hfi  evidently  knew  the  Marquis),  '  or  whether  she 
will  permit  me  to  escort  her  out  of  the  arcade.' — 
'Ob,  a  thousand  thanks i'  I  exclaimed  :  '  I  wish  to 
be  rid  of  the  importunities  of  this  rude  noble- 
man!' —  Thereupon  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale 
turned  upon  his  heel,  and  moved  off,  muttering 
something,  I  said  a  few  hurried  words  of  thanks 
to  the  young  gentleman:  ho  bowed  courteously — i 
and  we  separated.  That,  dear  Ellen,  is  the  his- 
tory of  my  adventure." 

"Do  you  not  comprehend,  Mary,"  I  asked, 
"  that  the  female  whom  you  took  to  be  a  respect- 
able lady,  was  really  a  bad  character— and  that  it 
was  because  you  bad  remained  in  convcrsatioa 
with  her,  she  took  you  to  be  a  simple  country  girl, 
and  gave  the  Marquis  of  Tynedale  some  hurried 
hint  which  emboldened  him  to  persecute  you  as 
he  did  ?  It  was  fortunate  that  you  received  such 
chivalrous  succour  :  for  even  in  the  most  crowded 
thoroughfares  of  London,  and  in  the  broad  day- 
light,  young  females  are  sometimes  persecuted  and 
insulted  by  such  wretches  as  that  Marquis.  Por 
the  future  I  beseech  you  to  be  more  guarded  !" 

"I  will,  dearest  Ellen,"  replied  Mary:  "it  shall 
be  a  lesson  to  me.  But  that  young  gentleman 
who  acted  so  well  and  so  kindly — he  was  exceed- 
ingly handsome — his  manners  were  most  amiable 
—and  he  was  dressed  with  what  may  be  termed  the 


ELLEN   PET?CT;    OE,   THE   ME:M0I11S  01?  AH  ACTEESS. 


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most  elegant  simplicity.     I  think  I  have  seen  him 
in  a  box  at  the  theatre— but  I  am  not  certain," 

"  He  showed  the  delicacy  of  his  feelings,"  I  ob- 
served, "  by  leaving  you  the  instant  his  presence 
was  no  longer  required." 

The  incident  which  I  have  been  relating,  left  a 
somewhat  painful  impression  on  ray  mind  ;  for  it 
afforded  another  proof  of  Mary  Grlentworth's  art- 
lessness  and  inexperience ;  and  I  thought  to  my- 
self, "  She  requires  a  mother's  care  !" 

I  however  resolved  to  let  her  go  about  alono  as 
little  as  possible;  for  though  I  knew  her  to  be 
virtuous  and  well  principled,  yet  her  exceeding 
innocence  was  calculated  to  blind  her  eyes  to  the 
pitfalls  which  in  the  modern  Babylon  are  spread 
by  designing  persons  at  the  feet  of  the  unsuspect- 
ing. It  was  not  however  so  easy  for  me  to  ac- 
company her  continuously  whenever  she  went  out ; 
for  at  tiroes  when  my  presence  was  needed  at  re- 
hearsal, she  would  have  some  little  shopping  to  do 
— and  I  could  not  possibly  treat  her  so  completely 
as  a  child  as  to  request  her  to  remain  until  I  could 
go  with  her.  Thus,  at  the  expiration  of  a  week, 
she  again  went  alone  to  the  Burlington  Arcade, 
to  fetch  the  books  which  were  expected  from  Paris. 
Indeed,  on  several  occasions  within  the  next  two 
or  three  weeks  she  was  left  to  herself  for  an  hour 
)  or  two  at  a  time ;  and  all  that  I  could  do  was  to 
I  give  her  an  occasional  hint  upon  the  necessity  of 
being  most  cautious  in  her  conduct  towards 
strangers,  and  by  all  means  to  avoid  suffering  her- 
self to  bo  drawn  into  conversation  by  persons 
whom  she  might  accidentally  meet. 

It  now  wanted  a  week  to  the  termination  of  the 
third  month  since  Mrs.  Norman's  death ;  and  the 
time    was  approaching    when   I   was  resolved   to 
enter  upon  my  project  for  the  discovery  of  whether 
1    Mr.  Parks  had  been  an  accomplice  iu  his  mother's 
crime— at  least  if  it   were  possible   to  make  that 
discovery  at  all.     I  now  consulted  with  Beda  :  I 
admitted  the  faithful  girl  into  my  confidence  ;  and 
I    I  asked  her  advice  how    we  could  best  ascertain 
1    whether  Dame  Betty  was  then  at  her  cottage  on 
the  road  between  Birmingham  and  Embledon  ?  — 
for  I  did  not  wish  to  have   the  trouble  of  under- 
taking an  expedition  into  Warwickshire  for  no- 
thing. 

"  I  can  think  of  no  other  means,"  replied  Beda, 
"  than  that  I  myself  should  set  off  into  "Warwick- 
shire and  ascertain  the  point.  This  I  can  do  pri- 
vately, without  suffering  the  old  woman  to  have 
the  slightest  suspicion  that  I  am  even  in  lihe 
neighbourhood— much  less  that  I  am  instituting 
inquiries  concerning  her." 

"  You  are  a  good  girl,  Beda,"  I  said :  "  but  I 
do  not  like  the  idea  of  your  travelling  alone,  or  of 
exposing  yourself  to  tho  possible  malignity  of  that 
old  wretch." 

"  Ob,  my  dear  Miss !"  exclaimed  Beda,  "  you 
need  not  harbour  the  slightest  apprehension  on 
my  account.  As  for  travelling  alone,  no  one 
would  dare  insult  mo  ;  for  I  would  very  soon  con- 
vince tho  most  self-sufEcient  individual  that  be 
had  better  attend  to  his  own  business.  And  as 
for  the  old  dame  herself,  I  fear  her  not !" 

"  Well  then,  Beda,"  I  said,  "  you  shall  go :  and 
immediately  on  ascertaining  that  the  dame  is  at 
the  cottage,  you  can  write  to  me,  and  I  will  join 
you.  If  it  be  otherwise,  you  will  at  once  return 
to  London." 


"  But  suppose,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  said  Beda, 
"  that  Dame  Betty  should  not  bo  at  her  cottage  in 
Warwickshire,  and  that  I  should  obtain  a  clue  to 
her  whereabouts  in  any  other  district, — am  I  to 
follow  up  that  clue  ?" 

"  I  leave  the  entire  matter,  Beda,  to  your  own 
discretion,"  I  answered.  "  At  all  events  you  will 
write  to  me,  so  that  I  shall  not  experience  any 
uneasiness  on  your  account :— and  with  this  un- 
derstanding you  will  act  according  to  circum- 
stances." 

Beda's    preparations    for    the    journey    were 
promptly  made  ;    and  she  set  out    upon  her  ex- 
pedition.    I  bad  already  given  Mary  Glcntworth 
an  insight  into  tho  matter  which  was  thus  inte- 
resting me ;  so  that  she  was  not  sui-prised  to  find 
that  I  sent  off  my  young  attendant  on  this  jour- 
ney.    I  accompanied  Beda  to  the  railway-station, 
— Mary    having    remained    at    home    in    Great 
Ormon'd    Street  on  account  of  a  severe  headach. 
When  I  had  seen  Beda  depart,  I  repaired  in  my 
carriage  to  Portland  Place,  where  I  had  some  in- 
structions   to  give  to    my  milliner,   who    resided 
there.     I  remembered  to  have  read,  in  the  news- 
paper of  the  preceding  day,  of  some  very  curious 
scientific  invention  which  was  being  exhibited  at 
the  Polytechnic  Institution;  and  as  I  found  myself 
in  that  neighbourhood,  with  an  hour's  leisure  upon 
my  hands,  I  resolved  to  visit  the  place.     It  was  in 
the  afternoon ;  and  there   were  many  persons  as- 
sembled at  the  Institution, — several  of  them  being 
of  consequence,   as   the   carriages  waiting  at  the 
door   indicated.     As    I  was  walking  through  tho 
galleries,   stopping  almost  every  minute    to  con- 
template some  fresh  object  of  interest,  I  suddenly 
heard  ray  name   mentioned  ;    and   I  was   imme- 
diately accosted  by  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymplc.     I 
treated  the  young  nobleman  with  a  friendly  affa- 
bility :  for  be  it  recollected  that  the  overtures  he 
had  some  time  past  made  to  me  were  of  the  most 
honourable  description— and  he  had  rendered  mo 
a  signal  service  by  procuring  for  me  an  admission 
to  his  mother's  masked  ball  on  the  occasion  when 
I   was  so  anxious  to  warn   Lady  Cecilia  Urban 
agf.inst  an  alliance  with  Lord   Frederick  Ravens- 
cliffe.     A  considerable  period  had  elapsed  since  I 
had  last  seen  the  young  Marquis  otherwise  than 
at  the  theatre ;  and  it  now  occurred  to  me  that  ho 
was  not  looking  quite  so  well  as  formerly.     His 
countenance  was  pale ;  and  though  it  was  far  from 
having  a  haggard  look,  it  was  what  the  French 
would  term  an  expression  of  fatigue,  as  if  through 
the  lingering  effect  of  recent  illness  or  of  dissipa- 
tion:  but  I  could  not  for  a  moment  think  that  it 
was  the  latter. 

"  I  believe,  my  lord,"  I  said,  after  the  exchange 
of  a  few  observations,  "that  the  Duke  and  Duchess 
have  gone  upon  the  Continent.  I  had  the  honour 
of  seeing  their  G-races  at  Dover  some  few  months 

back " 

"  Yes,"  replied  tho  Marquis ;  "  they  are  in  Italy 

but  I  did  not  choose  to  accompany  thera.     To 

tell  you  the  truth,  my  father  is  intolerable,  with 
his  friend  Peaseblossom  and  his  cracked  violins ; 
and  my  mother  gets  more  domineering  every  day. 
Instead  of  allowing  me  greater  license  in  propor- 
tion as  I  gi'ew  older,  she  seems  to  think  it  all  the 
moro  necessary  to  keep  mo  in  leading-strings.  So 
at  tho  last  moment,  just  when  she  had  settled 
everything  for  our  departure  to  the  Continent,  I 


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EILEW  PEROT;    OB,   THB  MEMOIHS  OF  AN   ACTEES8. 


rebelled  against  her  mandates,  to  her  infinite  sur- 
prise !" 

"Your  lordship  did  not  wish  to  go  upon  the 
Continent  ?"  I  said,  somewhat  astonished  at  the 
strain  in  which  he  was  speaking. 

"  If  I  went,  it  should  be  alone,  or  at  least  with 
some  agreeable  companion  of  my  own  choosing," 
he  replied.  "But  to  be  constantly  annoyed  with 
my  father's  frivolities— and  to  find  myself  treated 
as  a  child  by  my  mother — jou  must  admit,  Miss 
Percy,  that  this  would  not  have  been  very  agree- 
able !  So  I  said  pointblank  I  would  not  go  upon 
the  Continent.  My  mother  flew  into  a  rage— but 
it  was  all  useless :  I  was  proof  against  reproaches, 
threats,  and  entreaties.  I  carried  my  point,  and 
remained  in  London  by  myself ;  while  all  the  rest  of 
the  family  have  been  passing  the  winter  in  Italy." 

"  I  thought  perhaps,"  I  said,  "  that  indisposi- 
tion might  have  kept  you  in  London  ?" 

"  Indisposition  ?"  exclaimed  the  Marquis :  "  no- 
thing of  the  kind  !  I  never  was  better  in  my  life  ! 
Bat  perhaps  you  think  I  look  ill  ?  Now,  the  truth 
is,  I  was  up  the  best  part  of  the  night,  with  half- 
a  dozen  gay  fellows,  at  the  Club.  We  had  a  din- 
n?r  there— and  I  am  afraid  we  kept  it  up  a  little 
more  than  was  strictly  consistent  with  prudence. 
Ah !  that  is  the  bell  for  the  lecture  which  is  about 
to  commence  !  It  is  a  very  slow  affair— and  there- 
fore I  shall  not  attend  it." 

"  In  that  case,  my  lord,  I  must  wish  you  good 
afternoon :  for  I  intend  to  hear  the  lecture." 

I  bowed,  and  passed  away  somewhat  hastily  ; 
for  I  was  not  altogether  pleased  with  the  manner 
and  discourse  of  the  young  Marquis  of  Dalrymple. 
It  seemed  to  me  that  he  had  lost  much  of  that 
ingenuous  frankness  and  amiability  of  manner 
which  used  to  characterize  him— that  he  was  being 
gradually  drawn  into  the  vortex  of  fashionable  dis- 
sipation—and that  he  was  even  already  much 
changed  and  partially  spoilt  by  the  incipient  con- 
tamination. He  had  spoken  contemptuously  of 
his  father  and  rebelliously  of  his  mother, — which  I 
felt  convinced  he  would  not  for  worlds  have  done 
a  twelvemonth  back.  I  had  now  little  doubt  that 
the  paleness  of  his  countenance  was  the  effect  of 
the  different  life  he  was  leading ;  and  though  his 
demeanour  had  been  replete  with  the  most  gentle- 
manly courtesy  towards  myself  during  this  brief 
interview,  I  felt  pained  and  even  distressed  at 
the  conviction  that  the  young  Marquis  had  ceased 
to  be  what  he  once  was.  I  had  always  regarded 
Lim  with  a  friendly  feeling  :  a  more  tender  senti- 
ment I  was  incapable  of  experiencing  towards 
him  :— but  I  had  felt  interested  in  his  welfare 
through  the  belief  that  his  character  was  most 
estimable  and  his  disposition  most  excellent.  I 
was  therefore  grieved  when  the  conviction  was 
now  forced  upon  my  mind  that  both  stood  a 
chance  of  being  impaired— perhaps  ruined — by  the 
new  course  of  life  on  which  he  was  entering. 

I  had  not  really  intended  to  be  present  at  the 
lecture  :  I  had  merely  seized  upon  the  pretext  as 
a  means  of  breaking  off  the  conversation  and  se- 
parating from  the  Marquis.  I  therefore  deemed 
it  expedient  to  repair  to  the  lecture-room  for  fear 
I  should  again  meet  him  anywhere  in  the  build- 
ing, in  which  case  he  might  be  led  to  fancy  that  I 
had  adopted  a  pretence  to  leave  him  abruptly  :  for 
though  my  opinion  of  him  was  changed,  yet  I  did 
not  wish  to  wound  his  feelings.    The  lecture-room 


was  already  crowded  when  I  entered  it :  but  room 
was  speedily  made  for  me — and  I  took  my  seat 
amongst  some  ladies  on  one  of  the  front  benches. 
Immediately  behind  us  there  were  three  or  four 
young  gentlemen  who  had  evidently  come  more 
for  the  sake  of  whiling  away  the  time  than  of  hear- 
ing the  lecture ;  for  they  conversed  amongst  them- 
selves  throughout  the  proceedings.  At  first  I 
found  myself  sufficiently  interested  in  the  lecture 
to  devote  my  entire  attention  to  it :  but  after  a 
little  while  this  attention  was  drawn  into  another 
channel,  as  I  could  not  help  overhearing  some  part 
of  the  conversation  that  was  taking  place  behind 
me. 

"What  was  that  you  were  saying,  Ormond  ?" 
inquired  one  of  the  young  gentlemen  to  whom  I 
am  alluding. 

"Ob,  I  was  only  observing  to  Trevelyan,"  re- 
plied the  one  who  was  addressed  by  the  name  of 
Ormond,  "  that  young  Dalrymple  has  come  out 
strong  since  his  parents  went  abroad." 

"  Well,  and  why  should  he  not  P"  ejaculated  the 
one  whose  name  appeared  to  be  Trevelyan.  "  Ho 
has  got  plenty  of  money  at  his  disposal :  he  would 
be  a  fool  not  to  enjoy  himself  and  make  the  most 
of  all  opportunities.  He  is  not  to  be  tied  to  the 
apron  strings  of  the  Duchess  all  his  life.  For  my 
part,  I  think  he  has  shown  his  spirit  in  severing 
those  bonds." 

"  Of  course  !"  said  the  gentleman,  who  had  first 
spoken  :  "  my  opinion  is  precisely  the  same  !  We 
all  know  that  the  Duchess  is  a  very  imperious, 
self-willed  woman  ;  and  for  a  long  time  past  she 
has  been  persecuting  Herbert  to  settle  in  mar- 
riage. But  he  seems  to  have  no  such  inclina- 
tion  " 

"  On  the  contrary,"  interjected  Ormond.  "  I 
think  he  is  like  us  all — rather  volatile  in  our 
tastes  and  our  amours.  At  all  events  'But 
mind !  the  affair  is  a  secret !  for  I  don't  want  to, 
spoil  any  friend's  game,  you  know " 

"'  Well,  what  is  it  ?"  inquired  Trevelyan. 

"  Ob,  only  the  other  day,"  proceeded  Ormond, 
"  I  saw  Dalrymple  walking  in  a  street  at  the 
West  End,  with  as  pretty  a  young  creature  as  you 
could  wish  to  set  eyes  upon.  I  could  tell  that  it 
was  a  stealthy  meeting — for  the  girl  looked 
frightened — she  kept  flinging  anxious  glances 
around,  as  if  she  feared  to  be  observed  by  some 
one  who  might  know  her " 

"  I  dare  say  it  was  all  a  trick  on  her  part,"  in- 
terjected Trevelyan,  "just  to  enhance  the  value  of 
the  favour  she  pretended  to  bo  showing  Dal- 
rymple." 

"  And  I  am  convinced  it  was  nothing  of  the 
sort,"  rejoined  Ormond j  "for  she  was  decidedly  a 
young  lady:  her  dress— her  manners— her  appear- 
ance, all  bespoke  it  !  Of  course  I  did  not  accost 
Dalrymple  while  he  was  so  pleasantly  engaged  : 
neither  did  he  observe  that  I  was  watching  hiin. 
Eest  assured  that  it  is  a  pretty  little  intrigue  he 
has  got  in  hand;  and  therefore  what  with  this 
love-affair,  and  the  way  in  which  he  drinks  his 
wine  like  any  one  of  us,  and  loses  his  money  like  a 
man  at  the  card- table,  it  is  quite  clear  that  he  is 
determined  to  make  up  for  lost  time." 

"  I  used  to  think  him  a  regular  milksop  some 
time  ago,"  observed  Trevelyan  :  "  but  of  late  he 
has  wonderfully  risen  in  my  estimation.  We  shall 
make  something  of  him  after  all." 


The  young  gentlemen  novr  changed  their  con- 
versatiou  to  some  other  subject ;  and  shortly  after* 
wards  the  lecture  terminated.  I  hastened  to  my 
carriage,  and  ordered  the  coachman  to  take  me 
home.  I  was  much  distressed  at  the  conQrmation 
I  had  received  of  mj  previously  awakened  sus- 
picions in  respect  to  the  altered  character  and  dis- 
position of  the  Marquis  of  Dalrymple.  It  was 
only  too  evident  that  he  was  entering  upon  that 
path  which  could  not  fail  to  lead  to  the  destruc- 
tion of  all  the  high  feelings,  magnanimous  notions, 
and  generous  sentiments  which  he  had  once  so 
eminently  possessed.  I  had  lenrnt  sufBcient  to 
show  that  he  was  already  dissipated  in  respect  to 
wine— an  incipient  gambler — and  I  feared  a  se- 
ducer. How  changed  from  what  he  was  when 
first  I  knew  him ! — when  he  made  mo  overtures  of 
marriage  with  unquestionably  the  most  honour- 
able intentions — when  he  had  taken  the  part  of 
myself  and  the  other  performers  on  the  night  that 
we  were  to  be  consigned  to  a  separate  and  inferior 
supper-table  at  Ardleigh  House — or,  subsequently, 
when  he  had  in  so  delicate  a  manner  farthered  my 
projects  by  procuring  my  admission  at  the  masked 
ball  !  No  wonder,  therefore,  that  I  grieved  to 
contemplate  the  prospect  of  a  young  man,  natu- 
rally endowed  with  such  excellent  qualities,  becom- 
ing tainted — contaminated — and  perhaps  ruined, 
by  the  infection  of  fashionable  vices  ! 

At  the  very  moment  I  was  alighting  froo;  the 
carriage  at  my  own  door  in  Great  Ormond  Street, 
I  beheld  a  gentleman  approaching,  whom  I  thought 
that  I  knew.  I  glanced  at  him  a  second  time  ;  and 
I  recognised  Mr.  Gower,  the  parent  of  the  young 
lady  to  whom  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliflfe  was 
paying  his  addresses  at  the  time  when  I  and  my 
father  adopted  such  strenuous  measures  to  compel 
him  to  do  an  act  of  justice  by  espousing  Juliet. 
I  was  surprised  to  find  Mr.  Gower  in  London  j 
for  when  I  had  seen  him  in  Stratton  Street,  nearly 
six  months  back,  he  had  informed  me  that  it  was 
his  intention  almost  immediately  to  leave  for  ever 
a  city  where  so  fearful  a  blight  had  fallen  upon 
his  child's  happiness.  And  now  as  I  thus  glanced 
at  him  a  second  time,  I  was  not  merely  struck 
but  even  shocked  by  the  change  which  had  taken 
place  in  his  appearance.  "When  I  had  seen  him 
in  Stratton  Street  he  was  a  portly,  fine-looking 
man,  with  a  florid  complexion  :  he  now  looked 
thin  in  comparison — pale  likewise — and  his  form 
was  bowed  as  if  with  grief.  He  walked  with  the 
air  of  one  who  had  the  deep  sense  of  much  afflic- 
tion. I  did  not  like  to  accost  him  ;  and  I  was 
just  turning  to  enter  the  house,  when  he  recog- 
nised me  and  gave  utterance  to  my  name, 

"  Ah  !  is  it  you.  Miss  Trafford  .''"  he  said  :  and 
he  contemplated  me  with  a  look  that  seemed  full 
of  mournful  reproach. 

"  Will  you  walk  in  and  rest  yourself?"  I  courte- 
ously asked  :  for  I  thought  that  ho  might  probably 
wish  to  speak  to  mc  of  his  daughter  Felicia. 

He  accepted  the  invitation  without  saying  a 
word ;  and  I  conducted  him  into  the  dining-room, 
where  Mary  Glentworth  was  never  in  the  habit  of 
sitting  in  the  afternoon  part  of  the  day,  and  where 
I  consequently  knew  that  we  should  be  alone  to- 
gether. Mr.  Gower  sat  down  with  the  air  of  a 
man  who  was  fatigued, — not  worn  out  with  much 
walking,  but  by  the  incessant  weight  of  care— that 
sense  of  fatigue  which  is  constantly  felt  when  the 


soul  has  a  heavier  burden  than  it  can  support.  I 
commiserated  him  profoundly :  I  likewise  expe- 
rienced an  illimitable  pity  for  his  daughter  :  but  I 
could  not  possibly  reproach  myself  for  having 
taken  the  step  which  compelled  Lord  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe  to  bestow  the  sacred  title  of  toife  upon 
my  friend  Juliet. 

"  Where  does  lie  now  reside?"  was  the  question 
which  Mr.  Gower  abruptly  put  :  and  a  sinister 
expression  at  the  same  seized  upon  his  altered, 
haggard  countenance. 

I  knew  full  well  that  he  alluded  to  Lord  Frede- 
rick  HavensclifiPe,  although  ho  mentioned  no  name; 
and  I  said,  "  His  lordship  resides  in  peaceful 
seclusion  with  his  wife,  at  a  house  which  they 
possess  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Dover." 

"  Ah  !  the  villain  has  done  well  to  leave  London, 
and  thus  shield  himself  from  my  vengeance !"  said 
Mr.  Gower,  in  a  deep  sombre  tone. 

"But  surely,  my  dear  sir,"  I  exclaimed,  terrified 
by  the  words,  and  even  still  more  by  the  look 
which  had  accompanied  them,  "  you  cannot  dream 
of  vengeance  when  so  long  an  interval  has  oc- 
curred  " 

"  My  daughter's  happiness  is  for  ever  ruined. 
Miss  Trafford,"  interjected  the  unhappy  father 
with  the  strongest  emphasis.  "  If  for  an  instant 
you  can  in  imagination  place  yourself  in  my  posi- 
tion  But  no!    the  idea   is    ridiculous!  —  of 

course  you  cannot !  Indeed,  I  must  tell  you  that 
there  have  even  been  times  when  in  my  despair  I 
have  included  your  name  amongst  those  of  my 
daughter's  enemies !" 

"  Your  daughter's  enemies,  Mr.  Gower  ?"  I 
ejaculated,  in  astonishment.  "  She  had  but  one 
enemy — and  that  was  the  man  whose  name  you 
have  mentioned." 

"  Perhaps,  if  I  were  reasonable,  I  should  admit 
that  you  are  right,"  said  the  unfortunate  father: 
"but  I  am  tiot  reasonable!"  —  and  methought 
that  as  he  thus  spoke  his  eyes  had  a  strange 
sinister  glare.  "  That  patrician  villain  was  my 
daughter's  enemy  !  Juliet  Worman  was  likewise 
her  enemy  for  having  taken  him  from  her  !  And 
you.  Miss  Trafford,"  he  added  vehemently,  "  were 
her  enemy  for  using  the  power  which  you  pos- 
sessed to  bring  about  that  catastrophe  i" 

"  Good  heavens,  Mr.  Gower  !"  I  exclaimed ; 
"you  cannot  possibly  be  serious!— or  at  least 
you  cannot  fancy  yourself  to  be  just  in  making 
these  sweeping  accusations  !  For  a  thousand 
reasons  you  are  wrong !  My  friend  Juliet  had  a 
prior  claim  upon  Lord  Frederick's  honour  and 
good  faith  :  I  was  obeying  the  dictates  of  friend- 
ship in  acting  as  I  did; — and  moreover,  when  that 
young  nobleman's  true  character  became  known 
to  you,  it  is  impossible  that  you  would  have  con- 
sented  to  bestow  your  daughter  upon  him.  Da 
not  therefore  blame  me  and  Juliet " 

"  Farewell,  Miss  Trafford!"  interrupted  the  un- 
happy father,  rising  from  his  seat.  "  I  told  you 
that  I  am  not  reasonable ;  and  it  were  bettor  there- 
fore that  the  question  should  not  be  argued  be- 
tween us  !" 

Having  thus  spoken,  Mr.  Gjwer  abruptly 
quitted  the  apartment;  and  the  next  instant  tho 
front  door  closed  violently  behind  him. 


3H 


ELLEW  PBHCT;    OE,   THE   MEMOIES   OF   AN   ACTEESS. 


CHAPTEE  LXrV. 


Ik  the  morning  of  tho  second  day  from  the  inci- 
denta  which  I  have  just  been  relating,  I  received 
two  letters.  The  first  was  from  Beda, — informing 
me  that  Dame  Betty  was  not  at  the  cottage  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Birmingham — that  for  the  pre- 
sent she  had  succeeded  in  obtaining  no  clue  rela- 
tive to  her  whereabouts— but  that  she  had  put 
matters  in  such  a  train  that  in  the  course  of  a  day 
or  two  she  hoped  to  receive  the  intelligence  which 
was  required.  The  other  letter  was  from  my  friend 
Juliet ;  and  its  contents  ran  as  follow  : — 

"  River  House,  Dover, 

"  March  24th,  1842. 

"My  dearest  Ellen,— Having  written  to  you  so 
very  lately,  I  do  not  know  that  I  should  have  so 
soon  taken  up  my  pen  again  for  tho  purpose  of 
addressing  you,  had  I  not  to  communicate  a  piece 
of  information  which  I  am  confident  will  give  you 
pleasure.  Frederick  has  every  chance  of  being 
reconciled  to  his  parents  and  his  elder  brother. 
Some  nnl-Hown  friend  is  at  work :  but  who  it  is 
he  cannot  possibly  surmise— and  I  of  course  am 
as  completely  unable  to  assist  him  with  a  con- 
jecture. Indeed,  the  whole  affair  is  involved  in  a 
strange  mystery— and  all  the  more  strange,  be- 
cause inasmuch  as  mysteries  are  for  the  most 
part  ominous,  this  one  seems  to  be  very  pro- 
pitious. I  will  tell  you  what  has  happened  ;  and 
you  will  see  how  singular  but  yet  how  promising 
the  occurrence  appears  to  be. 

"  This  morning's  post  brought  Frederick  a 
letter,  with  the  handwriting  of  which  he  is  com- 
pletely unacquainted.  This  letter  was  signed  '  An 
Unknown  Feiend.'  The  hand  is  a  masculine 
one :  the  style  of  tho  letter  is  frank,  honest,  and 
evidently  the  language  of  a  gentleman.  It  states 
that  the  writer  has  viewed  with  regret  the  aliena- 
tion of  Frederick  from  his  family  simply  on  the 
ground  that  he  has  contracted  an  alliance  accord- 
ing to  the  dictates  of  his  own  heart  and  to  the 
exclusion  of  those  selfish  considerations  which  too 
often  govern  matrimonial  unions.  The  writer  de- 
clares himself  to  be  an  old  friend  of  the  family, 
and  to  possess  influence  with  the  Earl  and  Coun- 
tess of  Carshalton,  as  well  as  with  Viscount 
Savenscliflfe,  Frederick's  elder  brother.  He  says 
that  he  has  been  working  in  Frederick's  interest, 
and  that  nothing  would  afford  him  greater  plea- 
sure than  to  be  enabled  to  bring  about  a  recon- 
ciliation. He  thinks  that  the  time  has  come  when 
this  is  to  be  accomplished :  but  he  insists  that 
Frederick  shall  in  all  things  follow  his  counsel  to 
the  very  letter.  Should  Frederick  refuse  to  be 
thus  docile  and  obedient — or  should  he  by  his  own 
headstrong  obstinacy  mar  the  scheme  which  is  set 
afoot  for  his  benefit — his  unknown  friend,  the 
writer  of  the  letter,  would  be  desirous  to  remain 
still  unknown ;  because,  in  such  an  eventuality, 
he  would  incur  the  risk  of  losing  many  friendships 
which  he  values  amongst  the  members  of  Frede- 
rick's family.  He  therefore  desires  that  Frederick 
will  go  up  to  London  to-morrow  ;  and  at  a  given 
hour  in  the  evening  he  is  to  be  at  King's  Cross  in 
the  New  Eoad.     There  he  will  learn  more. 


"  I  have  now  given  you  ah  outline,  dearest 
Ellen,  of  the  contents  of  this  strange  letter.  Can 
it  be  all  a  scandalous  and  disgraceful  trick  ?  ^Ye 
do  not  think  so.  Who  would  play  such  a  trick  ? 
Lord  Frederick's  friends  and  acquaintances  gene- 
rally, he  assures  me,  are  not  men  who  would  con. 
descend  to  a  jest  so  stupid  or  an  illusion  so  cruel. 
Besides,  it  is  so  little  known  where  he  is  re- 
siding that  it  can  really  be  only  some  one  who  is 
within  the  circle  of  his  father's  acquaintance  that 
could  have  written  such  a  letter.  We  therefore 
regard  it  alike  with  seriousness  and  with  hope. 
At  all  events  we  both  feel  that  no  very  great  harm 
can  arise  from  Frederick  putting  the  matter  to  the 
test ;  and  he  will  accordingly  repair  to  London 
to-morrow.  If  he  should  arrive  in  time,  he  will 
do  himself  the  pleasure  of  calling  upon  you  and 
our  dear  friend  Mary.  But  it  is  scarcely  probable 
that  you  will  see  him  until  the  following  day— 
when  he  will  be  enabled  to  report  to  you  the  issue 
of  his  appointment,  whether  real  or  fictitious,  at 
King's  Cross.  I  candidly  confess  that  for  my  part 
I  have  every  hope;  and  in  this  feeling  Frederick 
shares.  I  pray  to  God  that  it  may  be  realized  !— • 
for  you  know  how  well  Frederick  has  behaved  to 
me  since  our  marriage,  and  how  he  has  sought  to 
obliterate  from  my  mind  the  impression  of  all  his 
former  misdeeds. 

"I  received  yesterday  a  letter  from  my  dear 
father,  who  is  still  at  the  cottage  where  ho  has 
secluded  himself  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Brussels. 
He  assures  me  that  his  health  is  excellent  and  that 
his  spirits  are  improving:  he  adds  that  in  a  week 
or  two  he  intends  to  proceed  into  Germany ;  and 
his  present  intention  is  to  return  to  England  in 
the  middle  of  the  summer.  He  says  that  he  sliall 
again  write  to  you  shortly;  and  in  the  meantime 
he  desires  me  to  convey  everything  kind  on  his 
behalf  alike  to  yourself  and  our  dear  Mary. 

"  Believe  me  to  remain,  my  beloved  friend, 
"Tour's  ever  affectionately, 

"  Juliet  Eayensclipfb." 


"Then  it  is  to  day  that  Lord  Frederick  comes 
to  London,"  I  said  to  myself  when  I  had  con- 
cluded the  perusal  of  Juliet's  letter;  "and  it  is 
this  evening  that  he  is  to  hold  his  mysterious  ap- 
pointment at  King's  Cross — unless  indeed  it  be  all 
a  trick  and  a  delusion  1" 

I  must  confess  that  the  description  of  the  lei  tor 
signed  by  an  nnJcnown  friend  struck  me  as  being 
most  singular — indeed  even  suspicious.  It  was 
natural  enough  that  Lord  and  Lady  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe,  anxious  to  obtain  the  recognition  by 
the  Carshalton  family  of  their  marriage,  should 
clutch  with  avidity  at  the  first  straw  of  hope  which 
might  seem  to  float  towards  them.  But  I  was 
enabled  to  sarvey  the  matter  somewhat  more  dis- 
passionately ;  and  I  was  not  therefore  so  sanguine 
on  their  behalf  as  thoy  fnemselves  were.  For  a 
moment  my  thoughts  settled  upon  Melissa  Harri- 
son as  the  authoress  of  the  trick,  if  a  trick  it 
really  were  ;  because  I  knew  how  passionately 
Melissa  had  at  one  time  loved  Lord  Frederick, 
and  she  might  not  have  forgiven  him  for  having 
abandoned  her  when  the  explosion  in  respect  to 
the  Marquis  of  Tynedale's  cheque  took  place. 
ITeverthelsss,  after  a  little  reflection,  I  banished 
that  idea  :  for  I  felt  tolerably  well  assured  that 
Melissa  was  of  a  different  disposition.     Profligate 


and  depraved  she  might  have  become— but  vinr 
dictive  ebe  was  not :  and  as  for  dovoting  herself 
to  the  execution  of  any  such  absurd  trick  as  this, 
I  could  not  reconcile  mj  mind  to  that  belief.  Be- 
sides, even  if  she  were  acquainted  with  Iiord  Fror 
derick's  present  place  of  ab  )de,  how  bad  she  learnt 
that  be  was  not  reconciled  to  bis  parents,  but  had 
vainly  sought  for  that  reconciliation  ?  Thus,  all 
things  considered,  I  came  to  the  conclusion  that 
Melissa  had  nothing  to  do  with  the  matter ;  and 
I  sincerely  hoped  for  Juliet's  sake,  her  husband 
might  find  it  was  a  genuine  qnd  straightforward 
proceeding.  I  showed  the  letter  to  ilary  Glent. 
worth ;  and  she,  with  her  characteristic  artlessness, 
at  once  proclaimed  her  couyictioa  that  the  hope 
would  bo  realized. 

As  I  had  not  to  attend  the  tbeatre  tha,t  eveniag, 
I  kept  the  dinner  waiting  some  little  time  after 
the  usual  hour,  with  the  idea  that  Lord  Frederick 
might  possibly  join  us  at  the  table.  But  ha 
did  not  come  by  six  o'clock  ;  and  therefore  I  con- 
cluded that  we  should  see  nothing  of  him  until  the 
following  day.  Scarcely  was  the  dinner  ov^r— it 
being  then  a  quarter  to  seven — when  a  servant  en- 
tered to  inform  me  that  an  elderly  female  desired 
a  few  minutes' interview  on  very  pressing  business. 
She  had  been  shown  into  the  breakfast-parlour,  and 
thither  I  at  once  repaired.  I  found  myself  in  the 
presence  of  a  respectable  matron-looking  woman, 
having  the  air  of  a  tradesman's  wife,  or  else  a  supe- 
rior kind  of  housekeeper  in  a  genteel  family.  This 
latter  she  proved  to  be,  for  she  announced  heraelf 
as  housekeeper  to  Mr.  Gower.  I  saw  that  she 
was  labouring  under  some  grief;  and  I  spoke 
kindly  to  her,  desiring  her  to  be  seated  and  to  ex- 
plain the  object  of  her  visit. 

"  The  day  before  yesterday  Mr.  Gower  saw  you. 
Miss  Trafiford,"  said  the  matron  ;  "  he  told  me  that 
he  did— that  he  was  here  with  you — in  this  very 
bouse— and  he  fears  that  he  spoke  most  angrily  and 
mos^  unreasonably " 

"  I  can  make  every  allowance,"  I  said,  "  for  the 
wounded  feelings  of  a  father;  and  though  I  was 
hurt  by  the  charges  which  he  levelled  against  my- 
self and  my  friend  Lady  Frederick  Eavenscliffe,  yet 
I  was  inspired  by  no  anger  in  return— and  I  bear  no 
rancour  now." 

"  I  know  bow  amiable  is  your  disposition.  Miss 
Trafford,"  replied  the  matron  ;  "  and  Miss  Gower" 
—here  she  stopped  for  a  moment,  as  if  well  nigh 
choked  with  grief  at  the  mention  of  the  name  of 
her  young  mistress,—"  and  Miss  Gower,"  she  con- 
tinued, "  has  heard  so  much  good  said  of  you  that 
she  regrets  she  should  not  long  ago  have  made 
your  acquaintance." 

"I  should  be  delighted  to  know  Miss  Gower,"  I 
rejoined ;  "  and  if  by  the  effusion  of  the  sincerest 
sympathy  I  could  mitigate  her  afflictions " 

"  Oh,  it  is  this  sympathy  which  she  requires  !" 
exclaimed  the  housekeeper.  "  She  is  in  a  sad 
low  desponding  condition — at  times  she  is  nervous 
and  irritable  if  she  cannot  have  her  slightest  whim 
gratified — and  it  is  on  account  of  one  of  these 
humours  that  I  have  taken  the  liberty  of  intruding 
myself  upon  your  presence  now." 

"  Eest  assured,"  I  hastened  to  exclaim,  "  that  if 
I  can  in  any  way  afford  Miss  Gower  the  slightest 
relief  from  her  sufferings •" 

"You  can,  Miss  Trafford!"  ejaculated  the 
housekeeper.      "Ever  since  her  father  returned 


home  the  diy  before  yesterday  after  his  interview 
with  you,  she  has  been  expressing  her  regret  that 
he  did  not  invite  you  to  the  house.  And  it  has 
cut  my  poor  young  mistress  to  the  quick  to  think 
that  her  father  should  have  spoken  in  terms  so 
angry  and  uojust  towards  you! — you  who  only 
did  your  duty  to  your  friend  Mr.  Norman's 
daughter,  and  sought  not  wilfully  to  do  the 
slightest  injury  towards  Felicia  !" 

"  Oh,  no-;-never !"  I  esolaimed  emphatically. 
"  But  tell  pae,  what  can  I  now  do " 

"  I  scarcely  dare  ask  so  great  a  favour,"  re- 
sumed the  housekeeper :  "  but  poor  Felicia  begged 
that  I  would  come— — her  father  likewise  8 oat  his 
earnest  entreaties——" 

"  I  assent  to  whatsoever  you  have  to  demand,"  I 
siaid,  "  even  before  you  explain  yourself — for  I  am 
confident  that  neither  Mr.  Gower  nor  his  daughter 
would  ask  anything  with  which  I  may  not 
camply." 

"  It  is  simply  that  you  will  pay  Miss  Gower  a 
visit  without  further  delay,"  rejoined  the  matron. 
"She  is  fretting  to  make  your  acquaintance " 

"  Oh !  if  this  be  all,"  I  exclaimed,  "  it  is  a 
favour  easily  granted.  I  will  go  with  you, 
directly !  But  tell  me,"  I  suddenly  ejaculated,  as 
a  painful  idea  struck  me,  '•'  is  Miss  Gower  ill  .P— is 
she  in  any  danger  that  she  is  thus  anxious  to  sea 
me  so  abruptly  ?" 

"  Alas,  Miss  !"  replied  the  housekeeper,  "  the 
health  of  my  poor  young  mistress  is  very  feeble- 
she  keeps  her  own  chamber— there  is  indeed  dan- 
ger  and  to  be  candid  with  you,  she  has  aa 

idea  that  her  end  is  approaching,  and  that  if  she 
sees  you  not  this  evening  she  will  never  see 
you  !" 

"  Ob,  I  will  go  to  the  poor  young  lady  !"  I 
cried:  "I  will  order  my  carriage  immediately!" 

"  It  is  needless,  Miss,"  responded  the  house- 
keeper. "  I  have  a  cab  at  the  door,  if  you  will 
condescend  to  use  it." 

"  I  will  go  with  you  immediately  !"  I  said :  and 
I  hastened  from  the  room. 

I  sped  to  my  chamber — put  on  my  bonnet  and 
shawl — and  then  looked  into  the  drawing-room 
for  a  moment,  to  tell  Mary  Glentworth  that  I 
should  be  absent  for  an  hour  or  two.  I  rejoined 
the  housekeeper ;  and  we  entered  the  cab,  which 
immediately  drove  away. 

"  Does  Mr,  Gower  still  live  in  Stratton  Street  ?" 
I  as'ied :  "  has  he  been  all  the  time  in  London  .^— • 
or  has  he  only  recently  returned  from  his  country- 
seat  ?" 

"  He  has  recently  returned  from  his  country- 
seat,"  replied  the  matron ;  "  and  as  he  had  given 
up  the  house  in  Stratton  Street,  which  he  only 
occupied  temporarily,  he  is  now  residing  in  a  far 
more  secluded  neighbourhood  ;  for  he  wished  that 
his  daughter  should  be  removed  from  that  fashion- 
able sphere  in  the  midst  of  which  the  blight  of 
unhappiness  fell  upon  her." 

"  And  it  was  natural  enough,"  I  observedi 
"  Where  does  he  now  reside  F" 

"In  Pentonville,"  responded  the  housekeeper. 
"  We  have  not  very  far  to  go." 

In  a  short  time  the  cab  stopped  in  front  of  a 
moderate-sized  house  belonging  to  a  terrace  at  the 
farther  extremity  of  Penton  Street ;  and  we 
alighted.  The  front  door  was  opened  by  a  fsraale 
domestic,  nearly  as  old  as  the  one  whom  I  had 


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accompanied  thither.  She  said  not  a  word;  and 
the  housekeeper  led  me  up  a  narrow  staircase  to 
the  drawing-room.  This  apartment  was  only 
modestly  furnished  : — indeed,  as  much  as  I  had 
hitherto  seen  of  the  habitation  contrasted  strongly 
with  the  splendour  of  the  appointments  belonging 
to  the  house  in  Stratton  Street.  The  matron  re- 
tired ;  and  in  a  few  moments  Mr.  Gower  made 
his  appearance. 

The  first  glance  which  I  flung  upon  his  coun- 
tenance startled  and  even  a£frighted  me ;  for  his 
face  was  deadly  pale.  It  was  indeed  a  ghastly 
pallor  which  sat  upon  those  cheeks  that  once  were 
florid  with  robust  health  and  good  living.  It 
struck  me  too  that  there  was  a  strange  sinister 
light  shining  in  the  depth  of  his  eyes  ;  and  for  a 
moment  I  almost  fancied  that  I  must  have  been 
inveigled  into  some  snare.  But  that  apprehen- 
sion as  rapidly  passed  away,  when,  speaking  in  a 
low,  mild,  kind  voice,  Mr.  Gower  said,  "  This  is 
most  generous  of  you.  Miss  Trafford,  after  the 
rude,  unjust,  and  ungentlemanly  manner  in  which 
I  addressed  you  the  day  before  yesterday.  But 
doubtless  you  have  made  allowances " 

"  All  possible  allowances,  Mr.  Gower !"  I  ex- 
claimed. "This  assurance  I  have  already  given 
your  housekeeper — and  I  now  repeat  it  to  you. 
Besides,  the  best  proof  that  I  do  not  feel  offended 
by  what  you  said,  is  that  I  am  here  now.  Tell 
me,  Mr.  Gower — how  fares  it  with  your  daughter  ? 
— for  I  am  afraid  the  worthy  matron  whom  you 
sent  to  me  was  endeavouring  to  conceal  the  depth 
of  grief  that  was  agitating  her '" 

"Yes — no  wonder!"  interjected  Mr.  Gower; 
"for  she  has  loved  my  daughter  ! — loved  her  as  if 
Felicia  were  her  own  child !  But  come !  let  me 
conduct  you  to  Felicia's  chamber." 

I  rose  from  the  seat  which  I  had  taken ;  and  I 
followed  Mr.  Gower  from  the  apartment.  We 
ascended  another  flight  of  stairs ;  and  on  reaching 
a  door  which  evidently  belonged  to  a  back  room, 
be  paused  for  a  few  moments :  his  fingers  clutched 
the  handle  convulsively :  I  observed  that  he  stag- 
gered against  the  door-post — and  a  violent  agita- 
tion appeared  to  have  taken  possession  of  him. 
The  idea  struck  me  that  his  daughter  Felicia  must 
indeed  be  much  worse  than  the  housekeeper  had 
represented ,  and  again  did  I  experience  the  utmost 
commiseration  for  this  unhappy  father.  But  when 
I  glanced  at  his  countenance,  its  expression  struck 
me  as  so  singular— indeed,  I  will  again  use  the 
word  sinister— th&t  a  vague  terror  seized  upon 
me.  I  felt  frightened  as  if  smitten  with  a  presen- 
timent of  evil,  though  I  knew  not  of  what.  I  was 
about  to  address  Mr.  Gower,  to  say  something 
that  might  elicit  an  explanation — for  I  felt  as  if  L 
were  labouring  under  a  fear  of  which  I  sought  to 
be  relieved, — when  he  slowly  opened  the  door ;  and 
in  a  low  deep  voice  he  requested  me  to  pass  into 
the  chamber. 

I  crossed  the  threshold.  The  room  was  a  small 
one,  and  furnished  in  the  style  of  a  lodging-house. 
A  light  was  burning  dimly  there  :  it  was  a  mean 
candle-lamp  standing  upon  a  night-table  by  the 
side  of  the  bed ;  and  around  this  bed  all  the  cur- 
tains were  closed.  A  profound  silence  reigned  in 
the  room :  there  was  no  movement  behind  those 
curtains — no  hand  was  stretched  forth  to  draw 
them  back  in  order  that  the  occupant  of  the  couch 
might  see  who  was  entering ;  so  that  for  a  mo- 


ment I  thought  that  Felicia  slept — but  the  next 
instant  the  idea  seized  upon  my  mind  that  she 
was  dead. 

I  looked  round  towards  Mr.  Gower :  but  he  was 
outside  in  the  passage ;  and  at  the  very  moment  I 
thus  glanced'  behind  me,  he  was  opening  an  oppo- 
site door.  Again,  and  with  renewed  force,  re- 
turned the  idea  that  I  had  been  inveigled  into 
some  snare,  and  that  mischief  was  intended  me. 
Mr.  Gower's  sinister  looks  —  the  circumstances 
under  which  I  had  been  brought  to  this  house — 
the  appearance  of  the  house  itself,  so  inconsistent 
as  a  dwelling-place  with  that  gentleman's  known 
wealth — the  silent  chamber  in  the  midst  of  which 
I  stood — the  dim  light — and  the  closely  drawn 
curtains  of  that  couch— all  combined  to  strike  my 
soul  with  vague  apprehension  and  horror ! 

"Let  him  come  forth  now !"  said  Mr.  Gower,  as 
he  threw  open  the  door  facing  the  chamber  in 
which  I  found  myself. 

"  What  is  the  meaning  of  all  this  ?  I  insist 
upon  knowing!"  exclaimed  a  voice  from  within 
that  opposite  room : — and  this  was  the  voice  of 
Lord  Frederick  Ravenscliffe ! 

Then  was  I  convinced  that  some  dreadful  scene 
was  in  preparation;  for  to  my  memory  flashed  the 
vindictive  words  which  Felicia's  father  had  uttered 
when  at  my  house  the  day  but  one  previous— the 
mysterious  contents  of  the  letter  which  had  brought 
Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliflfe  to  London  —  and  his 
presence  there  in  that  habitation — everything  con- 
firmed in  a  moment  all  the  vague  terrors  and  pre- 
sentiments of  evil  which  I  had  previously  experi- 
enced. A  cry  of  alarm  rose  up  to  my  lips;  but 
there  it  was  stifled  before  it  found  utterance, — for 
an  awful  consternation  seized  upon  me  with  para- 
lysing efiect  as  I  glanced  towards  the  silent  cur- 
tained couch  on  the  one  hand,  and  then  beheld 
Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliflfe  issuing  from  the  op- 
posite room  on  the  other  hand.  Two  ill-looking 
men — coarsely  dressed,  and  having  the  air  of  the 
vilest  ruflSans  that  could  possibly  be  lured  away 
from  the  lowest  metropolitan  dens,  to  do  some 
dreadful  work  for  a  golden  bribe  —  had  him  in 
their  custody,  one  holding  him  forcibly  by  the 
right  arm,  and  the  other  by  the  left. 

"  Good  heavens,  Mr.  Gower  !"  I  exclaimed,  my 
tongue  being  now  loosened ;  "  what  would  you 
do?" 

"Ah,  Miss  Percy  !  is  it  you?"  cried  Lord  Fre- 
derick in  astonishment,  as  he  now  recognised  me. 
"  What  pitfall  have  we  tumbled  into  ?" 

"  Silence !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Gower,  in  a  stern 
commanding  voice ;  "  and  enter  this  chamber 
softly. — Unhand  him  !  but  remain  close  outside 
the  door— and  await  the  signal !" 

The  mandates  contained  in  the  latter  part  of 
the  speech  were  addressed  to  the  two  men  who  had 
the  young  nobleman  in  their  custody ;  and  they 
at  once  released  Lord  Frederick  from  their  grasp. 
For  a  moment,  on  thus  regaining  his  liberty,  he 
looked  quickly  around  him,  as  if  seeking  for  the 
means  of  escape:  but  Mr.  Gower  said,  "Beware 
how  you  attempt  anything  in  contravention  of 
my  wishes! — for  you  see  that  you  are  powerless 
here !" 

The  two  ruffian-looking  men  urged  Lord  Fre- 
derick into  the  chamber,  which  Mr.  Gower  like- 
wise entered ;  and  then  the  door  was  closed. 
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unable  to  give  utterance  to  a  word  — I  glanced 
in  terror  from  the  pale,  rigid,  sinister  features  of 
Mr.  Gower,  to  the  anxious  excited  countenance 
of  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe ;  and  then  I  shud- 
deringly  flung  my  regards  towards  the  bed  with 
the  closed  curtains.  Fearfully  ominous  was  the 
silence  which  still  reigned  behind  those  curtains; 
and  my  soul  had  the  inward  conviction  that  it 
was  nut  the  silence  of  sleep  on  the  part  of  any 
one  who  might  be  there  !  ^^ 

"  I  am  about  to  show  you  your  victim,"  said 
Mr.  Gower,  speaking  in  a  tone  which  was  terrible 
in  its  mingled  mournfulness  and  its  deep  vindic- 
tiveness.     "  Behold  her  !" 

He  advanced  towards  the  couch — he  drew  aside 
the  curtains— aud  the  feeble  light  of  the  lamp 
threw  its  sickly  rays  upon  the  marble  countenance 
of  Felicia.  There  she  lay,  a  corpse  !  But  her's 
was  not  the  only  countenance  on  which  fell  those 
pale  feeble  beams  :  they  showed  likewise  the  tiny 
No.  48.— Ellen  Pbecy. 


face  of  au  infant -also  a  corpse!     The  babe  lay 

by  Felicia's  side ;  and  with  a  moan  of  indescribable 

horror,  I  staggered  against  the  wall,   to  which  I 

leant  for  support. 

"  My  God  :"  murmured  Lord  Frederick  Eavens- 

cliffe  :  "  is  it  so  ?"— and  his  accents   were  full  of 

the  bitterest  anguish. 

But  what  a  revelation  was  this  to  me  !— for  I 

now  comprehended  it  all.  The  unfortunate  Fe- 
licia had  been  rendered  the  victim  of  a  far  deeper 
villany  on  Lord  Frederick's  part  than  I  had  ever 
suspected  or  dreamt  of.  Hence  this  seclusion  in 
which  she  had  died— hence  the  fearfully  altered 
appearance  of  her  father— hence  the  terribly  vin- 
dictive words  which  he  had  used  at  my  house— 
and  hence  the  appalling  scene  which  he  had  pre- 
pared for  myself  and  the  seducer  now  ! 

"  There  lies  my  Felicia  1"  he  said,  in  a  voice  that 
was  tremulous  with  anguish  ;  "  my  beloved  child 
—  murdered,  Lord  Frederick  Eavenscliffe,  by  your 


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unparalleled  villany  !  Does  not  such  a  deed  as  this 
demand  vengeance  P" 

"  Vengeance  P"  echoed  the  young  noblemen,  ter- 
ribly agitated  and  excited.  "  Beware  of  what  you 
are  doing,  Mr.  Gower  I  I  know  that  my  sin  is 
great  j  but  the  law  permits  not  you  to  avenge 
it!" 

"Talk  not  to  me  of  the  law  !"  said  the  bereaved 
father, — "  you  who  have  trampled  upon  every  law, 
moral,  religious,  and  divine  !" 

"  But  I  am  innocent  !"  I  exclaimed,  springing 
forward  to  throw  myself  at  Mr.  Gower's  feet :  "  you 
cannot  accuse  me  of  any  wilful  wrong  perpetrated 
towards  your  daughter  1  I  have  pitied  her— God 
/  knows  that  I  have  pitied  her !  And  now  I  could 
weep  for  her  fate  !  And,  O  Lord  Frederick  ! 
your's  has  indeed  been  a  terrible  sin— a  heinous 
crime  ! — and  I  loathe  you— I  hate  you  !  Monster 
cf  a  man  that  you  are  !— i^i^d  to  think  that  you 
should  bo  the  husband  of  my  fri«3nd  !" 

"Yes  — the  husband  of  yo.uy  friend,"  aai^  Mr. 
Gower  in  a  tone  of  the  bittcrost  reproach  ;  '^  and 
made  so  by  your  coercive  influences  !" 

"  I  will  not  rawain  here  1"  cried  Lord  Frederick, 
who  now  seemed  perfectly  wild  with  horror,  shauie, 
remorse,  and  Apprehension.  "  I  y/,i[\  go  !  1  insist 
that  this  doof  shall  bo  opened — ox  I  wiU  lueak  it 
down!" 

He  threw  himself  violei\tly  against  jt;  bwt  it 
withstood  the  shock.  The*  he  rushed  towards  the 
window,  exclaiming  frantically,  "  I  will  cry  fox  as- 
sistance !" 

"  Just  heavens  1"  I  murmurect,  **  what  »  scene 
for  a  chamber  of  death  I" 

"  Dure  not  open  your  Kps,  t<x  c|j  for  sixocour," 
ejaculated  Mr.  Gower  ;  '*  or  by  t^e  Jiving  God, 
1  will  stretch  you  d%«*4  U|pioa  th®  o*rpet  at  the 
foot  of  the  couch  oii  whii^h  lies  y<mir  yJotim !" 

"Oh,  this  is  fearfuU'^  j  ;»urmured,  tottering  to 
a  seat— for  my  brai^  yfSkS  Teeliog,  as  I  caught  sight 
of  a  braco  of  jk\stoi3  whiei^  Mr.  Gower  suddenly 
produced  and  wlxich  ha  ju'esfcnted  at  the  head  of 
the  young  nobleman. 

Lord  Frederick  was  appalled  and  stricken  with 
dismay  :  he  staggered  back  from  the  window  to 
which  he  had  rushed — no  sound  escaped  his  lips — 
he  evidently  felt  that  he  was  in  the  power  of  a  des- 
perate man  —  and  his  spirit  was  utterly  crushed 
within  hira. 

"  JSTow  listen  to  me,  both  of  you !"  said  Mr. 
Gower,  in  the  stern  voice  of  one  who  felt  that  he 
was  enacting  the  part  of  a  judge — self- constituted 
it  is  true,  but  for  the  time  ail-powerful— and  about 
to  pronounce  sentence.  "  I  do  not  seek  your 
lives — they  are  safe  !  Do  not  think  T  would  have 
your  blood  upon  my  head  I  Wo,  Frederick  lla- 
venscliffe — I  am  not  a  murderer  as  you  have  been! 
— 3/oit,  a  twofold  murderer! — the  murderer  of  her 
whom  you  maflo  your  victim  !  —  the  murderer  of 
your  child!  Yes  —  by  your  conduct  —  so  vilely 
treacherous,  so  unspeakably  diabolic  —  have  you 
committed  this  twofold  murder  !  Eeep  your  hor- 
rible reputation  !  God  knows  I  seek  not  to 
emulate  it  !" 

There  was  a  pause  :  it  was  an  awful  one.  That 
desperate  man  sought  not  our  lives  :  but  he  was 
evidently  prepared  to  wreak  some  deadly  ven- 
geance.    What  did  he  mean  to  do  ? 

"  First  ol'  all,"  he  continued,  "  I  will  address 
myself  to  you,  Miss  Percy — for  such  I  understand 


your  real  name  to  be.  You  compelled  this  man 
to  espouse  your  friend — you  therefore  alienated 
from  my  daughter  him  who  ought  to  have  become 
her  husband.  Perhaps  you  were  right  in  one  re- 
spect :  but  still  I  cannot  do  otherwise  than  hate 
you.  When  I  left  your  house  the  evening  before 
last,  I  returned  hither  to  find  that  all  was  over. 
My  daughter  had  perished  in  giving  birth  to  the 
ofTspriug  of  her  shame  !  Then  did  I  resolve  to 
be  avenged  ;  anil  within  the  same  hour  which 
crowned  all  my  affliction,  I  penned  the  letter  which 
I  knew  would  have  the  effect  of  bringing  this  guilty 
man  to  London.  On  hirn  a  severe  vengeance  must 
be  wreaked  !  With  regard  to  yourself.  Miss  Percy, 
my  revenge  is  appeased  in  ^■enderiug  yon  the  spec- 
tatress ot  all  that  is  now  passing.  Look,  then,  at 
that  couch  !  Behold  i^e  cold  reaaaius  of  her  who 
would  have  become  thia  w^a's  hiide,  bad  you  nut 
interfered !" 

"Oh,  Mr.  Gower!"  I  exclaimed,  bursting  into 
tears,  "this  is  most  uojjust  on  your  part !  When  I 
saw  you  in  Str^tton  Street,  you  ^■eproached  me 
not — you  acknowledged  that  I  had  acted  ri;jhtly — 
you  thanked  mo  for  the  sympathy  I  displayed — 
you  offered  to  introduce  me  to  your  daughter — 
and  you  assured  me  that  eyen  if  Lord  Frederick 
had  not  become  the  husbiud  of  another,  he  should 
not  have  led  your  daughter  to  ths  siltar.  Then 
why  upbraid  mo  now  ?" 

"  Qh,  because  everything  \%  sa  8ign^^lly  changed 
since  then  !"  exelaivued  Mr.  Gower  ;  "  for  I  knew 
not  at  the  time  the  extent  Qf  the  infernal  wick- 
edness which  thiik  n>aa  had  perpetrated   towards 

my  poor  child -I  knew  »al  that  ia  every  sense 

she  was  his  victio^  1" 

"  And  now,  in  the  pvnsei(>oe  of  the  remains  of 
your  daughter,"  I  hastily  ejaoulated, — "  through 
respect  for  her  memory,  I  ooinjure  you  not  to  dese- 
crate the  chamber  of  death •" 

"  Silence,  Miss  Percy  !  You  know  not  to  whom 
you  are  speaking  !  I  am  not  the  same  man  whom 
yon  saw  ia  Stratton  Street.  My  form  is  altered  by 
affliction  ;  and  a  fiend  has  taken  possession  of  my 
soul  !  I  have  sworn  what  to  do— and  I  will  do  it. 
The  moment  for  vengeance  is  come !" 

This  last  sentence  he  spoke  in  a  loud  voice  :  it 
was  evidently  the  signal  which  the  men  outside 
on  the  landing  had  to  obey.  The  door  was  opened; 
and  they  entered.  Lord  Frederick  Eiveiiscliff;} — 
no  doubt  agonized  by  the  horrible  uncertainty  as 
to  what  terrific  punishment  might  be  in  store  for 
him — rushed  towards  the  couch,  as  if  that  bed 
itself  on  which  reposed  the  remains  of  his  victim 
and  his  child,  would  afford  hira  the  protection  of 
a  sanctuary.  But  the  two  men  seized  upon  him: 
he  was  as  an  infant  in  their  powerful  grasp.  His 
hands  were  bound  behind  him— a  gag  was  thrust 
into  his  mouth — and  he  was  forced  to  sit  down  in 
a  chair.  All  this  was  but  the  work  of  a  few  mo- 
ments J — and  the  very  instant  that  the  young 
nobleman  was  thus  seized  upon,  Mr.  Gower  rang 
a  bell.  Then  there  was  a  pause— another  awful 
silence  —  which  was  broken  by  myself.  My  brain 
was  reeling  with  iudescribable  horror  and  vague 
affright;  so  that  I  have  not  now  a  clear  recollec- 
tion  of  what  I  said  to  Mr.  Gjwer;  but  I  think 
that  I  must  have  addressed  him  somewhat  in  the 
following  strain  : — 

"  For  God's  sake  reflect  on  what  you  are  about 
to  do !     I  do  not  know  what  it  is — but  I  feel  that 


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it  is  somethinfT  dreadful !  That  mau's  crime  has 
been  enormous :  but  neither  the  laws  of  heaven 
nor  earth  permit  you  to  take  the  task  of  vengeance 
into  your  own  hands  !  Your  deeply  injured 
daughter  is  now  an  angel  in  heaven;  and  in  the 
sphere  whence  she  is  looking  down  upon  us,  she 
deprecates  and  does  not  encourage  the  thought  of 
revenge.  Vengeance  will  not  restore  her  to  you ! 
Leave  this  sinful  man  to  his  own  conscience  !  Kest 
assured  that  he  will  from  that  source  receive  pun- 
isbraeut  severe  enough  !" 

''  Silence,  Miss  Percy  !"  interrupted  Mr.  G-ower, 
with  a  stern  implacable  voice  :  "it  is  not  for  you 
to  intercede — you  whom  I  regard  as  one  of  those 
who  have  helped  to  kill  my  daughter !" 

While  he  was  yet  speaking,  the  sounds  of  heavy 
footsteps  were  heard  rapidly  ascending  the  stairs  ; 
and  an  odour  of  something  burning  at  the  same 
time  reached  my  nostrils.  I  glanced  towards 
the  passage :  a  vivid  glare  was  thrown  upon  its 
walls  —  and  a  cloud  of  smoke  swept  into  the 
chamber.  The  next  instant  a  man — as  ruffian- 
looking  as  the  other  two — appeared  upon  the 
threshold  of  the  door,  which  was  standing  open ; 
and  he  carried  a  brazier,  in  which  charcoal  and 
coals  were  burning.  Grood  Grud  !  what  did  he 
mean  to  do?  or  what  was  to  be  done.''  I  again 
essayed  to  speak  — but  I  could  not:  my  tongue 
clave  to  the  roof  of  my  mouth — I  was  over- 
whelmed by  the  direst,  most  appalling  horror.  I 
threw  myself  at  Mr.  Gower's  feet:  he  heeded  rae 
not— and  1  sank  against  a  piece  of  furniture, 
clasping  my  bands — unable  to  rise — and  with  my 
looks  Used  in  hideous  fascination  upon  the  whole 
scene  that  was  passing  before  me. 

"  Wretch  !"  exclaimed  Mr.  Gower,  thus  ad- 
dressing the  young  nobleman,  who  was  held 
powerless  in  the  chair — bound  and  gagged  —  and 
quivering  visibly  from  head  to  foot, — "  wretch ! 
you  have  availed  yourself  of  the  personal  beauty 
which  God  has  given  you, — you  have  availed 
yourself  of  it,  I  say,  for  the  vilest  of  purposes  ! 
But  you  shall  do  so  no  more  :  for  that  beauty  of 
your's — I  will  mar  it !  Into  the  world  shall  you 
go  forth  as  another  Cain,  with  a  brand  upon  your 
brow.  Thus,  it  is  not  merely  a  vengeance  which 
I  wreak — but  it  is  a  safeguard  which  I  guarantee 
to  society.  If  Satan  takes  the  shape  of  an  angel, 
let  the  brand  be  placed  upon  the  brow  of  the 
illusive  form,  so  that  the  unwary  may  not  be  be- 
guiled!     And  now  let  the  work  be  done  !" 

I  can  scarcely  describe  the  state  in  which  I  lay 
upon  the  floor,  with  my  head  supported  by  the 
chest  of  drawers  against  which  I  had  sunk  down. 
I  longed  to  cry  out — to  send  shrieks  pealing  forth 
from  my  lips  :  but  I  could  not.  It  was  a  kind  of 
tctanos  which  had  possession  of  me — a  trance  in 
which  my  limbs  were  paralysed  and  my  tongue 
rendered  useless,  but  in  which  all  my  other  facul- 
ties still  retained  their  keenest  vitality.     I  could 

hear,   and    see,  and    understand Good  God! 

how    I   wished    that   completest    unconsciousness 
could  at  once  overwhelm  me  ! 

And  then  a  horrible  scene  took  place.  There 
sat  the  young  nobleman— gagged  and  pinioned — 
powerless,  yet  writhing  in  the  grasp  of  the  two 
ruffians  who  held  him,  one  by  the  shoulders,  the 
other  by  the  feet.  And  there  stood  the  dead  Fe- 
'icia's  father,  his  countenance  fierce  and  implacable 
like  that  of  an  avenging  fiend.    And  then  that  man 


who  had  brought  in  the  brazier,  drew  forth  from 
it  an  iron  the  extremity  of  which  was  in  a  state  of 
white  heat ;  and  the  ruffian,  clutching  with  his 
huge  fist  the  long  dark  curling  hair  of  the 
wretched  young  nobleman,  held  his  head  back 
over  the  chair.  Then  to  his  forehead  he  applied 
the  branding  instrument. 

Up  to  this  point  a  horrible  fascination  had  kept 
my  looks  riveted,  upon  the  appalling,  ghastly 
scene:  but  now,  with  a  dread  convulsing  shudder, 
I  closed  my  eyes,  and  a  hollow  moan  escaped  my 
lips:— but  to  no  louder  sound  could  I  give  utter- 
ance. Then  a  still  greater  faintness  came  over 
me — the  room  and  everything  it  contained  ap- 
peared to  be  turning  round — my  thoughts  fell  into 
confusion — I  lost  the  power  of  discrimination— 
and  yet  there  was  a  sense  of  stupendous  horror 
sitting  upon  my  soul  like  a  weight  of  lead.  From 
this  condition  I  was  suddenly  startled  up  by 
a  moan  of  the  most  rueful  anguish  that  ever 
came  from  the  lips  of  a  human  creature.  I 
opened  my  eyes,  and  then  I  beheld  a  scene  which 
was  indeed  a  terrible  sequence  to  all  the  preceding 
horrors.  Lord  Frederick's  hands  were  now  un- 
bound— the  gag  was  taken  from  his  mouth — he 
was  still  sitting  ia  the  chair — and  Mr.  Gower  was 
holding  a  small  looking-glass  before  him  in  such 
a  manner  that  the  wretched  young  nobleman 
might  contemplate  the  brand  which  had  been  in- 
delibly impressed  upon  his  brow.  The  features  of 
the  avenging  father  of  Felicia  expressed  a  diabo- 
lical malignity — the  triumphant  satisfaction  of  a 
fiend  who  has  succeeded  in  accomplishing  some 
wickedness  more  than  usually  diabolic.  And 
there  was  the  miserable  Ravenscliffe,  seated  in 
that  chair,  to  which  he  appeared  riveted  by  the 
thousand  fearful  sensations  which  were  crushing 
and  overwhelming  him ! — there  he  sat,  with  the 
terrible  mark  of  the  searing  iron  upon  his  brow— • 
the  looking-glass  reflecting  his  countenance  of 
marred  and  ruined  beauty  !  Notwithstanding  all 
his  crimes  I  felt  for  him  at  that  moment; — yes,  I 
felt  deeply  :  but  I  dared  not  sufier  myself  to  think 
of  what  Juliet's  anguish  and  horror  would  be  when 
she  sljould  behold  her  husband  returning  to  her  in 
such  an  awful  state  and  should  learn  the  reason 
for  which  a  terrific  vengeance  had  branded  him  as 
a  felon  ! 

"  Monster  !"  suddenly  ejaculated  Eavenscliffe, 
starting  up  from  the  chair,  and  levelling  the  word 
with  the  bitterest,  keenest  spite  at  Mr.  Gower. 

Then  the  young  nobleman  gave  vent  to  a  shriek 
in  which  there  were  alike  the  vibrations  of  physical 
and  mental  agony ;  and  throwing  himself  upon  his 
knees,  he  rested  his  countenance  upon  the  seat 
of  the  chair,  sobbing  and  weeping,  moaning  and 
lamenting  with  a  degree  of  anguish  that  was  ter- 
rible to  contemplate  and  terrible  now  to  think  of. 
Felicia's  father  was  indeed  horribly  avenged  1 

"  There  are  laws  in  England,  sir,"  exclaimed 
Havenscliffe,  suddenly  starting  up  from  the  kneel- 
ing posture  into  which  he  had  sunk  down;  "  and 
their  vengeance  shall  overtake  you,  merciless  mis- 
creant that  you  are?" 

"  Go  and  invoke  the  aid  of  those  laws,"  said 
Mr.  Gower  in  accents  of  scornful  defiance.  "You 
may  leave  this  house  at  any  moment  you  think 
fit.  Best  assured  that  I  shall  not  seek  in  flight  to 
evade  the  consequences  of  the  vengeance  which  I 
have  wreaked.    You  will  find  me  here  if  you  want 


380 


ELLEX  PESCY;    OE,   XHB    MKMOIE3   O?    JJX  ACTEE38. 


me.  Go  and  display  jour  brand  to  the  first 
policemaa  whom  tou  meet  ;  and  tell  him  who  has 
done  it !  But  remember  that  in  thi3  case  I  shall 
likewise  have  a  tale  to  tell, — a  tale  of  how  a  be- 
loved and  only  child  was  ruined  and  murdered  by 
him  who  deserved  to  be  thus  branded  for  his  black 
and  hideous  iniquity  !" 

Lord  Frederick  Eavenseliffe  had  reflected  in 
deep  anguish  for  a  few  minutes  while  Mr.  G-ower 
was  thus  speaking  ;  and  by  the  quivering  of  the 
young  nobleman's  ashy  white  lips,  by  the  work- 
ings of  his  features,  and  by  the  convulsive  clench- 
ings  of  his  two  hands,  it  was  easy  to  comprehend 
how  bitter,  how  fearful,  and  how  harrowing  were 
his  thoughts.  At  length  he  said,  fixing  a  ghastly 
look  upon  Mr.  Gower,  "Am  I  to  unierstand  that 
this  is  a  ven^eanco  which  is  to  be  proclaimed  to 
the  whole  world,  or  that  it  is  a  secret  to  be  con- 
fined to  the  four  walls  within  whose  compass  the 
tremendous  deed  has  been  accomplished  ?" 

"  It  is  for  you  to  decide,"  answered  Mr.  Gower. 
"  I  have  no  inclination  to  parade  before  the  world 
my  daughter's  degradation  and  disgrace  ; — and  as 
for  my  vengeance  in  respect  to  yourself,  it  is  now 


"Then  may  I  hope,"  cried  Eavensclifife,  clutch- 
ing at  the  idea  as  the  only  solace  which  remained 
for  his  horrible  position, — "  may  I  hope  that  the 
secret  will  be  kept,  and  that  any  tale  I  may  choose 
to  tell  to  account  for  this  " — and  he  shudderingly 
indicated  with  his  finger  the  burning  mark  upon 
his  brow — "  will  pass  uncontradicted  ?" 

"  You  may  rely  upon  it,"  answered  Mr.  Gower. 
"  In  the  first  instance  the  unfortunate  dead  can- 
not speak  :" — and  he  pointed  towards  the  couch 
where  reposed  the  remains  of  his  daughter  and  the 
offspring  of  her  shame.  "  In  the  second  place 
these  men" — and  he  now  glanced  round  upon  the 
three  ruffians — "  will  faithfully  fulfil  whatsoever 
mandate  I  give  them.  In  the  third  place,  there 
ia  Miss  Percy,  who  can  speak  for  herself." 

"Would  to  heaven,"  I  exclaimed,  almost  in  a 
frenzy  of  nervous  horror  at  what  had  taken  place, 
"that  I  could  from  my  memory  banish  the  whole 
hideous  spectacle  as  completely  as  if  it  had  never 
occurred  1" 

"Then  let  secrecy  be  maintained,"  said  Eavens- 
eliffe. "  It  is  the  only  consolation,  Mr.  Gower, 
which  your  horrible  vengeance  leaves  me  !  If  I 
have  wronged  you  much,  the  chastisement  you 
have  inflicted  ia  more  than  commensurate  with 
that  injury  !" 

"  Ah  !  since  you  speak  thus,"  said  Mr.  Gower, 
"  you  will  permit  me  to  deliver  my  own  senti- 
ments ere  we  part.  You  young  men  of  rank  and 
fashion  have  brought  your  vices  to  such  a  point 
that  you  look  upon  the  seduction  of  innocence  as  a 
pleasant  pastime,  scarcely  to  be  regarded  as  a 
fault,  and  too  insignificant  to  be  followed  by  re- 
morse. But  if  every  father  whose  daughter  is 
thus  outraged,  were  to  take  the  law  into  his  own 
hands  and  inflict  a  punishment  as  terrible  as  his 
imagination  can  suggest  or  as  his  power  can  accom- 
plish, the  cause  of  morality  would  be  benefited. 
The  punishment  I  have  inflicted  may  seem  hor- 
rible, barbarous,  savage,  and  ferocious,  simply  be- 
cause the  offence  which  provoked  it  has  unfor- 
tunately come  to  be  regarded  as  something  of  a 
very  venial  character.  I  have  taught  you  a  dif- 
ferent lesson  i  and  it  would  be  well  if  your  branded 


I  countenance  could  be  exposed  as  a  warning  to  all 
the  gay,  reckless,  dissipated  young  libertines  who 
go  prowling  about  like  wolves  to  devour  the  inno- 
cent and  the  unwary.  And  now,  my  lord,  de- 
part !  We  have  seen  enough  of  each  other 
and  heaven  grant  that  we  may  never  meet 
again  !" 

The  wretched  young  nobleman  reeled  forth  from 
the  chamber,  and  descended  to  the  drawing-room. 
Thither  I  mechanically  followed  him, — though  my 
own  feelings  were  so  stupified  by  horror,  so 
numbed  by  consternation  and  dismay,  that  I  had 
not  even  so  much  as  a  sentiment  of  curiosity  to 
ascertain  what  course  he  would  now  under  cir- 
cumstances adopt.  !N^o  one  else  accompanied  us  to 
that  room  :  we  were  alone  there  together. 

I  threw  myself  upon  a  seat,  whence  in  speech" 
less  stupefaction  I  surveyed  that  young  nobleman 
who  had  become  the  victim  of  his  own  misdeeds 
and  of  the  terrific  vengeance  which  he  had  drawn 
down  upon  his  head.  At  first  he  paced  to  and 
fro  in  an  agitation  that  was  so  violent  it  seemed 
beyond  the  reach  of  any  soothing  power.  Then 
he  advanced  towards  the  mirror :  but  he  recoiled 
with  the  ghastliest  horror  from  the  reflection 
of  the  vivid  red  deeply-seared  mark  which  had 
been  indelibly  imprinted  upon  his  brow. 

"My  God!  my  God!"  he  murmured,  wringing 
his  hands  in  despair,  as  he  threw  himself  upon  a 
seat :  then  he  rocked  himself  to  and  fro  for  some 
minutes,  moaning,  lamenting,  and  lowly  ejaculat- 
ing "  My  God  !  my  God !"  until  all  of  a  sudden 
he  started  up,  and  accosting  me,  demanded, 
"  Shall  you  tell  Juliet  everything  ?" 

"  You  are  her  husband,  my  lord,"  I  responded, 
"  and  I  am  only  her  friend.  You  therefore  have 
a  far  greater  right  than  I  to  dictate  how  Juliet  ia 
to  be  dealt  with  in  existing  circumstances.  Ter- 
rible as  your  crimes  have  been,  yet  God  knowa 
your  punishment  is  sufficient ;— and  if  punishment 
in  this  world  be  meant  as  an  atonement,  your  aia 
towards  Felicia  Gower  has  been  atoned  for  !" 

"  Then  you  will  say  nothing  to  Juliet  of  all 
this  ?"  continued  Eavenseliffe  ;  "  and  you  will 
suffer  me  to  tell  some  tale  which  may  account  for 
this  hideous  calamity  which  has  overtaken  me?" 

"  I  shall  do  nothing  that  can  interfere  with 
whatever  amount  of  happiness  Juliet  may  expe- 
rience from  her  marriage  with  you.  Of  this  rest 
assured,  my  lord,"  I  emphatically  added. 

He  turned  away  without  thanking  me.  I  could 
well  understand  that  his  was  now  a  state  of  mind 
which  made  him  look  upon  the  whole  world  with 
loathing,  and  that  no  pleasant  word  could  come 
from  his  lips.  He  took  off  his  black  silk  neck- 
cloth and  thence  tore  a  long  strip.  From  his 
white  cambric  kerchief  he  next  tore  a  smaller 
piece,  which  he  placed  upon  the  horrible  mark  ; 
and  I  saw  him  shudder  with  the  pain  of  the 
cambric  coming  in  contact  with  the  raw  seared 
flesh.  Then  around  his  head  he  fastened  the 
black  band  ;  and  again  he  glanced  at  the  mirror 
to  survey  his  present  aspect. 

"  ^ow  may  I  take  my  departure  from  this 
house  of  horror  and  abomination  !" — he  said  in 
accents  of  deepest  concentrated  bitterness  :  "  and 
may  all  the  most  terrible  curses  which  human  lipj 
can  invoke  from  heaven  or  from  hell  rest  upon 
it!" 

He  put  on  his  hat,  and  hastened  from  tl:e  room, 


without  taking  anj  farther  notice  of  me.  I  heard 
the  front  door  close  violently  ;  and  then  I  mjself 
thought  of  issuing  from  the  house;  for  now  that 
I  was  alone,  I  experienced  a  vague  terror  as  I 
thought  of  the  vindictive  father  of  Felicia,  the 
three  ruffians  whom  he  had  hired  to  do  his  fearful 
bidding,  and  the  horrible  apparatus  of  the  fur- 
nace and  the  searing  irons.  I  staggered  down  the 
staircase,  holding  by  the  banisters  to  support  my- 
self. My  tongue  was  parched:  I  endured  the 
agony  of  burning  thirst — my  throat  seemed  as  if 
I  had  been  swallowing  ashes :  I  should  have  paused 
to  solicit  a  glass  of  water,  only  that  I  was  afraid 
to  remain  any  longer  beneath  that  roof.  Great 
was  the  relief  I  experienced  when  issuing  forth 
into  the  fresh  air;  and  engaging  the  first  cab 
which  I  found  unoccupied,  I  proceeded  homeward. 
It  was  with  the  utmost  difficulty  that  I  could  so 
far  compose  my  countenance  and  subdue  my  horri- 
fied feelings,  when  again  finding  myself  with 
Mary  Glentworth,  as  to  avoid  exciting  her  sus- 
picion that  something  horrible  had  occurred ; 
and  when  I  was  alone  in  my  chamber,  I  gave 
Tent  to  my  emotions  in  a  long  fit  of  weeping. 


CHAPTEK    LXV. 

PSIEBSFIELD. 

Thbeb  days  afterwards  I  received  a  letter  from 
my  friend  Juliet ;  and  it  was  with  trembling  hand 
that  I  opened  it.     T|ie  contents  ran  as  follow :-~ 

«  Eiver  House,  Dover, 
«  March  28,  1842. 
"Mt  dearest  Ellen,— I  write  to  you  in  a 
perfect  agony  of  mind ;  and  I  wish  to  heaven  that 
you  were  here  to  offer  me  your  consolations,  as 
you  have  on  previous  occasions  done  with  a  true 
sisterly  affection  when  sorrows  and  afflictions  have 
overwhelmed  me.  It  was  all  a  vile  trick,  that 
letter  signed  by  an  unknown  friend,  and  which 
took  Frederick  up  to  London.  He  kept  the  ap- 
pointment at  King's  Cross  :  he  waited  and  waited, 
but  no  one  came.  He  was  returning  to  his  hotel 
in  the  deepest  despondency— no  longer  daring  to 
entertain  a  hope  that  there  was  any  sincerity  in 
the  letter  which  had  brought  him  to  London — 
when  be  was  destined  to  meet  with  an  accident 
that  might  have  proved  fatal.  So  deeply  was  he 
absorbed  in  his  painful  reflections  at  having  been 
made  the  dupe  of  so  cruel  a  trick,  that  he  paid  no 
attention  to  the  danger  of  walking  unguardedly 
through  the  crowded  thoroughfares  of  London. 
He  was  suddenly  knocked  down  by  some  passing 
vehicle ;  and  his  forehead  came  with  such  violent 
concussion  against  the  sharp  kerb-stone  that  it 
was  laid  completely  open.  He  was  lif'.ed  in  a 
Btate  of  unconsciousness,  and  conveyed  to  the 
nearest  surgeon's.  There  it  was  ascertained  that 
the  frontal  bones  wtfre  severely  injured ;  and  the 
scar  which  the  wound  must  leave  behind  it,  will 
prove  indelible.  Poor  Frederick  !— he  assures  me 
that  he  has  suffered  horribly.  He  returned  home 
yesterday  with  a  black  bandage  round  his  head, 
and  in  such  a  state  of  nervousness  and  mental 
agitation  that  I  almost  fear  bis  very  reason  has 
received  a  shock  from  which  he  will  perhaps  never 


completely  recover.  He  knows  that  his  good 
looks  are  for  ever  spoilt ;  and  though  I  have  said 
all  I  could  to  console  him,  yet  he  most  deeply 
feels  the  calamity.  He  talks  wildly  of  being  com- 
pelled to  wear  a  black  bandage  for  the  remainder 
of  his  life :  but  this  I  should  hope  and  think  will 
be  unnecessary — for  the  appearance  of  a  scar  must 
prove  less  unsightly  than  a  sable  ribbon  tied  ever- 
lastingly over  the  brow.  He  will  not  suffer  Mr. 
Singleton  the  surgeon  to  be  sent  for :  he  says  that 
he  consulted  an  eminent  London  physician,  who 
has  given  him  a  prescription  together  with  all  the 
necessary  instructions  for  the  treatment  of  his 
wound. 

"  I  cannot  help  thinking,  dear  Ellen,  that  I  am 
born  to  experience  calamity.  After  a  brief  in- 
terval of  happiness  in  my  marriage  state  I  am 
now  doomed  to  find  my  husband  writhing  under 
the  sense  of  a  sad  disfigurement.  I  should  bow- 
ever  tell  you  that  I  have  not  yet  seen  the  wound ; 
and  he  has  earnestly  entreated  that  I  will  not 
seek  to  look  upon  it,  nor  to  interfere  when  he 
would  fain  be  alone  in  his  dressing-room  to  treat 
it  according  to  the  instructions  of  the  London 
physician.  I  have  promised  to  comply  with  all 
his  wishes; — and  indeed  this  is  the  more  neces- 
sary as  I  cannot  conceal  from  myself  the  fact  that 
the  occurrence  has  made  a  very  strong  impression 
upon  his  mind.  At  his  age  and  with  his  remark- 
ably handsome  countenance  it  is  indeed  a  sad 
thing  to  be  so  disfigured ! 

"Yet  even  while  I  am  thus  writing,  the  idea  is 
gradually  stealing  into  my  mind  that  under  the 
wise  dispensations  of  heaven  those  occurrences 
which  we  look  upon  as  the  direst  calamities  'may 
often  turn  out  to  our  advantage.  Who  knows 
but  that  this  incident  may  have  the  effect  of  rivet- 
ing  the  bonds  which  attach  Frederick  to  the 
peaceful  seclusion  of  the  life  which  we  are  lead- 
ing P — who  knows  but  that  the  seeming  misfortune 
may  furnish  me  with  additional  opportunities  of 
proving  my  devotion  to  him?  Yes— there  is  no 
case  so  desperate  as  to  be  without  some  species  of 
hope ;  and  at  all  events  it  ia  our  duty  to  submit 
to  the  dispensations  from  above. 

"  Farewell  for  the  present,  my  dearest  Ellen ; 
and  believe  me  ever  your  sincerely  affectionate 
friend, 

"  Juliet  Eavensclifpb," 

I  was  by  no  means  surprised  to  find  that  the 
young  nobleman  had  concocted  such  a  tale  as  that 
which  was  now  communicated  to  me.  Indeed,  for 
Juliet's  sake,  I  was  glad  that  he  had  discovered 
some  means  of  concealing  from  her  the  terrible 
truth.  I  wrote  her  a  letter  in  reply,  condoling 
with  her  on  her  sorrows,  but  not  committing 
myself  to  such  an  extent  as  to  veil  my  knowledge 
of  their  actual  source  beneath  any  deliberate  false- 
hood. 

In  the  forenoon  of  that  same  day  on  which  I 
received  Juliet's  letter,  I  was  walking  at  no  great 
distance  from  my  own  house,  when  at  the  corner 
of  a  street  I  encountered  the  matron-looking  dame 
who  had  beguiled  me  to  Mr.  Gower'a  abode.  She 
endeavoured  to  pass  me  hurriedly,  as  if  she  did  not 
notice  my  presence :  but  I  stopped  her,  and  at  once 
said  in  a  reproachful  tone,  "  How  was  it  possible 
that  i/ou,  a  respectable  female,  and  with  looks 
which  are  very  far  from  denoting  a  cruel  disposi- 


tioD,  could  have  lent  yourself  to  that  savage  act  of 
vengeance  ?" 

"  Miss  Percy,"  responded  the  housekeeper,  "  I 
loved  poor  Felicia  as  much  as  if  she  were  my  own 
daughter ;  and  that  assurance  is  perhaps  sufficient 
to  explain  my  complicity  in  the  punishment  that 
was  inflicted  upon  a  villain.  Frankly  do  I  confess 
that  for  yourself  I  experienced  an  immense  sym- 
pathy :  but  my  master  was  resolute  in  rendering 
you  the  spectatress  of  that  scene— and  I  dared  not 
disobey  him.  I  however  exacted  from  his  lips  the 
most  solemn  pledge  that  no  injury  should  be  done 
unto  yourself  ;—aud  that  promise  was  fulfilled." 

"  But  do  you  not  think  it  was  very,  very  cruel  to 
become  an  accomplice  even  to  that  extent, — thereby 
rendering  me  the  witness  of  so  awful  a  spectacle  P 
Yet  doubtless  you  were  acting  under  the  coercive 
influence  of  Mr.  Gower,   who  is  evidently  a  man 

of  implacable  disposition " 

"  What,  Miss  Percy  ?"  exclaimed  the  woman ; 
"  would  you  vindicate  the  cause  of  the  villain 
Eavenscliffe  against  that  of  the  ruined  and 
perished  Felicia  ?" 

"  Heaven  forbid  !"  I  responded  :  "  but  though 
the  right  of  punishment  belongs  to  society  at 
large,  represented  by  its  Government,  the  right  of 
vecgeiince  belongs  to  no  individual.  We  will  not 
however  discuss  the  subject,  which  is  a  most  pain- 
ful one.  Do  you  happen  to  know  how  Lord  Fre- 
derick Eavensclifife  was  induced  to  proceed  to  Mr. 
Gower's  house  P" 

"  An  appointment  was  made  for  him  at  King's 
Cross,"  replied  the  matron;  "and  ho  kept  that 
appointment.  While  standing  there,  he  was  ac- 
costed by  my  husband,  who  is  Mr.  Gower's  butler, 
and  who,  as  well  as  myself,  was  in  the  whole  secret. 
My  husband   inquired  if   he  had  the  honour  of 

speaking  to  Lord  Frederick  EavenscliS"e " 

"Did  not  his  lordship  recognise  your  husband," 
I  asked ;  "  inasmuch  as  he  was  at  one  time  a  coU' 
slant  visitor  in  Stratton  Street?" 

"  Neither  my  husband  nor  mys.lf  were  ever  at 
Stratton  Street  :  we  remained  at  our  master's 
country-seat  while  he  and  poor  Miss  Felicia  came 
to  London  on  the  first  occasion," 

"  Then  it  is  really  true  that  your  master  and  his 
deceased  daughter  went  home  to  their  country- 
residence  after  the  unfortunate  destruction  of 
Felicia's  hopes  in  Stratton  Street  ?" 

"  Yes— they  went  home  to  their  country-resi- 
dence ;  and  there  it  was  that  Miss  Gower's  condi- 
tion was  discovered.  Ah  !  Miss  Percy  !  it  was  a 
terrible  scene  which  took  place  between  the  poor 
young  lady  and  her  father.  But  I  will  not  dwell 
upon  it.  Mr.  Gower  brought  his  daughter  up  to 
London  for  a  twofold  purpose,— in  the  first  place 
that  her  shame  might  be  concealed,  and  in  the 
second  place  that  he  himself  might  devise  a  means 
of  wreaking  a  bitter  vengeance  upon  her  seducer. 
For  some  time  Mr.  Gower  endeavoured  to  dis- 
cover where  Lord  Frederick  liavensclifFe  was  re- 
siding—but inefl'ectually.  Then  accident  threw 
Lim  in  your  way ;  and  from  your  lips  he  elicited 
that  his  lordship  dwelt  in  seclusion  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood of  Dover.  Mr.  Gower  already  knew 
that  the  Carshalton  family  had  refused  to  be  re- 
conciled to  Lord  Frederick ;  and  thus  he  was  at 
no  loss  how  to  prepare  a  letter  which  should  have 
the  effect  of  bringing  him  up  to  London.  With 
regard  to  the  mode  in  which  his  lordship  was  be- 


guiled to  the  house  in  Penton  Street,  I  was  just 
now  giving  you  explanations.  My  husband  met 
his  lordship  at  King's  Cross,  and  induced  him  to 
enter  a  cab,  to  be  conveyed  to  the  house  of  the  un- 
known friend  who  had  written  the  letter.  It  does 
not  appear  that  his  lordship  had  the  faintest  sus- 
picion of  any  sinister  intent,  until  entering  the 
house  he  found  himself  a  prisoner  in  the  hands  of 
those  men  whose  services  Mr.  Gower  had  procured 
for  the  effectual  accomplishment  of  the  business. 
And  now  you  kno^v  the  rest," 

"  And  do  you  think,"  I  asked,  "  that  the  day 
may  never  come  when  your  master  will  repent  of 
that  vengeance  so  fiendish  which  he  has  inflicted  ? 
All  barbarous  punishments  are  revolting  to  the 
mind  :  but  to  torture  the  body— to  mar  the  beauty 
of  the  human  countenance— Oh,  this  to  me  ap. 
pears  a  terrible  thing  to  do,  no  matter  how  great 
the  provocation !" 

The  woman  was  evidently  impressed  with  my 
words  :  a  shade  came  over  her  countenance,  and 
she  sighed  audibly.  I  passed  on  my  way,  think- 
to  myself  that  of  all  the  accomplices  in  the  tre- 
mendous deed  she  at  least  was  one  who  looked  not 
with  completest  satisfaction  upon  its  savage  bar- 
barism. 

On  the  following  morning  I  received  a  letter 
from  Beda.  She  wrote  from  Petersfield,  in  Hamp- 
shire, informing  me  that  she  had  succeeded  in 
tracing  Dame  Betty  thither,  or  rather  into  the 
neighbourhood  of  that  town,  where  the  old  gipsy 
was  now  residing.  I  therefore  made  up  my  mind 
to  depart  immediately  and  join  Beda  at  Peters- 
field.  Mary  Glentworth  was  already  acquainted 
with  the  projects  which  I  had  in  hand  ;  and  I 
asked  her  if  she  would  like  to  accoojpany  me  to 
Petersfield?  She  replied  that  if  I  particularly 
wished  her  to  go  with  me  she  would  of  course 
yield  to  my  desire :  but  I  saw  that  she  had  really 
a  disinclination  to  be  my  companion  in  the  jour- 
ney. 1  did  not  therefore  choose  to  press  her  : 
neither  did  I  by  word  or  look  convey  the  intima- 
tion that  I  regarded  her  conduct  as  somewhat  un. 
kind.  Yet  such  was  actually  the  sentiment  which 
I  did  entertain  upon  the  point  j  for  I  thought  that 
Mary  might  at  least  accompany  me  to  Petersfield, 
where  she  could  remain  at  the  hotel  while  I  was 
executing  my  plan  in  respect  to  the  old  gipsy. 

I  therefore  set  off  alone ;  and  in  the  afternoon 
I  reached  Petersfield.  I  proceeded  to  the  hotel 
from  which  Beda  had  dated  the  letter  ;  and  there 
I  found  the  faithful  girl  anxiously  awaiting  my 
presence.  She  speedily  gave  me  those  explana- 
tions which  were  too  long  to  be  committed  to  a 
hastily  written  letter. 

"  First  of  all,  as  you  know,  my  dear  Miss,"  she 
said,  "  I  went  to  Birmingham.  Thence  1  took  a 
vehicle  at  dusk,  and  proceeded  into  the  vicinity  of 
the  old  dame's  cottage  on  the  Embledon  road. 
Leaving  the  vehicle  at  a  short  distance,  I  alighted 
and  approached  the  cottage.  No  light  was  burn- 
ing there :  tho  plaee  seemed  entirely  shut,  up;  and 
a  labouring  man  who  lived  in  the  neighbourhood, 
told  me  that  Dame  Betty  had  been  absent  for 
some  weeks.  He  however  knew  not  whither  she 
was  gone,  I  returned  into  Birmingham,  delibe- 
rating with  myself  what  course  I  should  pursue  : 
but  I  could  not  resolve  upon  any  settled  plan.  On 
the  following  morning— as  I  was  walking  through 
the  streets  of  Birmingham,  in  that  kind  of  mood 


ELLEK    PEECT;    OE,    THE   MEMOIES    OF    AN   ACTEESS. 


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in  which  a  person  when  at  a  loss  trusts  to  tho 
chapter  of  accidents  to  turn  up  something  in 
favour  of  a  particular  design  to  be  carried  out — I 
saw  the  young  woman  who  succeeded  me  in  at- 
tending upon  Dame  Betty  when  I  entered  into 
your  service.  This  young  woman  belongs  to  the 
dame's  tribe,  and  is  much  attached  to  Zirah.  I 
learnt  that  she  had  ceased  to  attend  upon  Dame 
Betty,  whose  dreadful  epileptic  fits  had  so  horrified 
her  that  she  could  not  endure  her  position  any 
longer.  Having  put  a  few  questions  in  order 
to  ascertain  what  the  feeling  of  the  girl  might  be 
towards  myself,  I  discovered  that  it  was  altogether 
friendly,  and  that  she  had  never  been  made  ac- 
quainted with  Dame  Betty's  secrets  ;  so  that  she 
knew  not  how  I  had  been  entrusted  with  the  poi- 
soned lozenges,  nor  how  I  had  failed  to  become 
the  dame's  accomplice  in  the  horrible  crime.  But 
on  the  other  hand,  she  did  know  that  I  had  aided 
Ziirah  in  her  escape  from  the  lunatic  asylum  ;  and 
therefore  she  was  full  of  confidence  in  me.  I  then 
began  to  fabricate  a  talc  to  elicit  the  information 
which  I  required ;  for  I  found  that  the  young 
woman  was  totally  ignorant  of  the  dame's  present 
place  of  residence.  I  told  her  that  Zarah  was  un- 
easy relative  to  her  grandmother,  from  whom  she 
had  not  heard  for  some  time.  The  young  woman  at 
once  volunteered  to  procure  the  information  for 
me  if  possible.  There  were  some  gipsies  in  the 
neighbourhood ;  and  they,  she  said,  would  in  all 
probability  know  something  of  the  dame's  move- 
ments. I  begged  her  to  lose  no  time  in  making 
the  inquiries— but  to  conduct  them  cautiously 
without  explaining  her  motive  or  mentioning  my 
name  in  the  business  ;  and  I  invented  sufficient 
excuses  for  enjoining  this  secrecy.  In  the  course 
of  the  day  I  saw  the  young  woman  again  :  but  all 
she  could  tell  me  was  that  Dame  Betty  had  gone 
into  Hampshire  on  some  business  which  she  had 
kept  tolerably  close  to  herself.  It  however  ap- 
peared that  there  was  an  old  crone  near  Embledon 
who  might  possibly  be  in  Dame  Betty's  secrets.  I 
supplied  the  young  woman  with  money,  and  in- 
structed her  to  pursue  her  inquiries.  On  the  fol- 
lowing day  we  met  agiiu  ;  and  then  I  learnt  that 
Dame  Betty  had  set  off  for  Petersfield  :  but  wl\ere 
she  was  to  be  found  either  in  the  town  or  neigh- 
bourhood could  not  b3  ascertained." 

"And  then  you  set  off  for  Petersfield,  my  dear 
Beda,"  I  said,  —  "  trusting  to  your  own  ingenuity 
to  follow  up  the  clue  successfully  ?" 

"  Yes  :  and  on  arriving  here,  I  lost  no  time  in 
prosecuting  the  enterprise.  With  my  countenance 
concealed  by  a  thick  veil,  closely  folded,  I  wan- 
dered about  until  at  length  I  perceived  the  dame 
issuing  forth  from  a  small  chandler's  shop,  with  a 
few  packages  in  her  basket.  I  followed  her  at  a 
distance :  she  loft  the  town  by  one  of  the  main 
rone's  —  but  she  speedily  struck  into  a  bye-lane, 
■which  she  pursued  for  nearly  a  couple  of  miles, 
until  she  reached  a  lonely  cottage,  which  she  en- 
tered. I  had  followed  her  so  cautiously  that  I  am 
convinced  she  never  once  noticed  me.  Being  com- 
pelled to  keep  at  a  certain  distance,  I  could  not 
gee  whether  she  let  herself  into  the  cottage  by 
means  of  any  key  that  she  had  about  her,  or  whe- 
ther the  door  was  opened  by  some  other  person. 
Therefore,  knowing  how  important  it  was  to  ascer- 
tain whether  she  were  living  alone  there— and  if 
not,  who  her  companions  might  be  —  I   remained 


for  some  time  in  the  neighbourhood  to  keep  watch. 
I  had  perhaps  been  nearly  two  hours  thus  con- 
cealed,  when  the  door  of  the  cottage  opened;  and 
a  tall,  stout  gipsy-woman,  of  middle  age,  issued 
forth  to  draw  some  water  from  a  neighbouring 
stream.  I  remained  another  hour;  and  I  saw  no 
other  person  about  the  premises.  I  conclude  that 
there  is  no  man  there ■" 

"From  what  reason  do  you  make  this  dediic« 
tion  ?"  t  inquired. 

"  From  the  fact  that  as  the  bucket  was  largo 
and  heavy,"  replied  Beda,  "a  man  would  have 
gone  to  draw  the  water  if  there  had  been  one  on 
the  premises.  Besides,  knowing  Dame  Betty's 
habits,  I  imagine  that  she  is  living  alone  with 
that  woman,  who  is  attending  upon  her  in  her 
fits.  I  saw  no  one  of  whom  I  could  make  any 
inquiries  relative  toJthe  occupants  of  that  cottage; 
an  1  I  returned  into  Petersfield  to  write  to  you.  I 
should  have  gone  back  into  tho  neighbourhood 
this  morning  to  watch  the  cottage  again  :  but  I 
was  fearful  of  being  seen  there — and  such  a  dis- 
covery, you  know,  would  mar  all  our  projects." 

"  Are  there  no  other  habitations  in  the  neigh> 
bourhood  ?"  I  asked. 

"  There  is  a  half-ruined  farm-house,  with  out- 
buildings, at  a  little  distance,"- replied  Beda:  "but 
I  ascertained  that  the  place  was  untenanted.  And 
now,  my  dear  Miss,  I  have  done  all  that  lay  in 
my  power  to  further  your  views." 

"  You  have  acted  as  you  always  do,  Beda,"  I  re- 
joined,— "  with  prudence,  sagacity,  and  perseve- 
rance. You  are  a  good  and  faithful  girl— and 
your  devotion  to  me  merits  my  warmest  grati- 
tude. But  we  must  proceed  cautiously  :  for  after 
all,  my  dear  Beda,  it  is  not  quite  certain  that  there 
is  no  male  occupant  of  the  cottage;  and  this  is  a 
point  most  essential  for  ua  to  ascertain.  We  will 
deliberate  this  evening;  and  to-morrow  morning 
we  will  go  together  into  the  neighbourhood  of  the 
cottage.  We  will  institute  a  careful  watch;  and 
the  probability  is  that  to-morrow  evening  we  may 
be  enabled  to  execute  our  design." 

Beda  now  left  me,  for  the  purpose  of  unpacking 
my  box  and  arranging  my  toilet  necessaries  in  the 
chamber  which  was  provided  for  me  at  the  hotel. 
When  thus  left  alone  in  the  sitting-room,  I  ap- 
proached the  window  in  a  listless  mood,  and  looked 
through  the  panes  into  the  street.  In  a  few  mi- 
nutes I  beheld  a  very  handsome  equipage  pass 
along.  It  was  now  the  end  of  the  month  of  March 
— the  season  was  that  of  an  early  Spring— and  the 
weather  was  delightfully  mild.  The  carriage  to 
which  I  have  just  alluded,  was  an  open  one,  drawn 
by  two  beautiful  grey  horses,  which  in  every  re- 
spect were  a  perfect  match.  Tlie  liveries  of  the 
domestics  were  rich  and  elegant;  and  a  glimpse 
which  I  caught  of  a  coronet  upon  the  panel  showed 
me  that  the  equipage  belonged  to  some  titled  in- 
dividual. There  were  two  persons  seated  in  the 
carriage.  One  was  an  old  man,  whose  age  struck 
me,  so  far  as  I  could  judge  by  a  passing  glance,  to 
be  certainly  not  less  than  sixty-five — and  me- 
thought  that  he  might  even  be  older.  There  was 
something  distinguished  in  his  bearing,  despite 
the  decrepitude  associated  with  such  an  nge ;  and 
he  looked  with  mingled  pride  and  fondness  upon  a 
beautiful  woman  who  was  seated  by  his  side.  I 
naturally  conceived  that  this  lady  must  be  the  old 
man's  daughter ;  for  her  years  did  not  exceed  two 


or  three  and  twenty.  She  seemed  to  be  tall  and 
well  formed.  Her  profile,  of  which  I  obtained  a 
complete  view,  was  faultlessly  regular :  her  hair 
was  of  a  dark  brown,  somewhat  wavy,  shining 
with  a  rich  gloss,  and  falling  in  ringlets  beneath 
the  exquisite  bonnet,  so  as  to  enframe  as  it  were 
the  charming  countenance.  I  at  once  felt  inte- 
rested in  that  lady— not  so  much  on  account  of 
her  beauty,  as  because  her  looks  denoted  a  kind 
heart  and  generous  disposition.  It  was  evident 
that  whoever  these  personages  were,  they  were 
well  known  in  Petersfield;  for  the  five  or  six  indi- 
viduals whom  the  carriage  passed  in  the  street 
while  it  was  yet  within  my  view,  saluted  them 
with  the  profoundest  respect. 

Almost  immediately  after  this  equipage  had 
rolled  by,  the  waiter  entered  the  room  to  lay  the 
cloth  for  my  dinner.  Seeing  that  I  was  standing 
at  the  window,  he  said,  "Perhaps  you  noticed, 
ma'am,  the  handsome  carriage  which  has  just 
passed  ?" 

I  answered  in  the  affirmative, — adding  that  I 
presumed  it  belonged  to  some  nobleman  ? 

"Lord  Eelvedon,"  replied  the  waiter;  "  and 
that  was  his  lordship  himself  who  was  seated  in 
the  carriage." 

"  And  the  young  lady,"  I  said,  "  is  doubtless  hia 
daughter?" 

"  Xo,  ma'am,"  rejoined  the  waiter :  "  that  was 
Lady  Kelvedon,  his  lordship's  second  wife,  whom 
he  married  about  a  twelvemonth  back." 

"  Indeed  I"  I  exclaimed,  all  the  interest  which 
I  had  previously  experienced  in  the  young  lady, 
suddenly  turning  into  a  sentiment  of  commisera- 
tion at  the  idea  of  one  so  comparatively  youthful 
being  linked  to  so  aged  a  husband. 

"  Tes,  ma'am,"  continued  the  waiter,  who,  as 
waiters  generally  are,  was  disposed  to  be  commu- 
nicative ;  "  that  is  his  lordship's  second  wife.  He 
has  a  beautiful  estate  in  this  neighbourhood — you 
must  have  passed  it,  ma'am— about  six  miles  dis- 
tant-:  " 

"  A  very  large  mansion,  with  a  modern  front, 
standing  on  an  eminence  in  the  midst  of  a  spa- 
cious park  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  Tbe  same,  ma'am :  that  is  Kelvedon  Hall. 
The  old  lord  had  for  many  years  been  a  widower 
—no  one  ever  thought  he  would  marry  again — 
particularly  as  he  seemed  very  much  attached  to 
his  nephew,  ilr.  Collingwood  j  and  therefore  it 
was  to  the  surprise  of  everybody  that  we  one  day 
heard  his  lordship  had  proposed  to  iliss  "Wyvill, 
one  of  the  numerous  daughters  of  a  country  gen- 
tleman who  is  not  supposed  to  be  very  well  off. 
The  marriage  took  place;  and  I  believe  it  is  a 
happy  one.  Her  ladyship  is  very  kind-hearted 
and  very  charitable  :  everybody  speaks  well  of  her 
— the  poor  in  Petersfield  and  all  the  neighbourhood 
for  miles  round  have  reason  to  bless  her." 

"  And  is  there  any  heir  from  this  marriage  ?"  I 
inquired. 

"  No,  ma'am,"  responded  the  waiter.  "  It  would 
be  a  bad  thing  for  Mr.  Collingwood  if  there  were. 
He  had  long  considered  himself  the  heir  to  the 
title  and  estates ;  and  it  would  therefore  be  a  ter- 
rible disappointment.  At  the  same  time  he  is  on 
perfectly  friendly  terms  with  his  uncle,  and  pays 
the  utmost  respect  to  her  ladyship." 

"  Does  he  reside  at  Kelvedon  Hall  ?"  I  in- 
quired. 


"Oh,  no,  ma'am,"  answered  the  waiter:  ''he 
habitually  lives  ia  London.  But  he  has  always 
been  accustomed  to  pass  three  or  four  months 
every  year  at  the  Hall  when  his  lordship  is  there 
during  the  parliamentary  recess ;  and  it  appears 
as  if  this  custom  is  not  to  be  discontinued  on  ac- 
count of  his  uncle's  marriage :  for  Mr.  Colling' 
wood  was  at  the  Hall  for  a  couple  of  months  last 
autumn,  and  be  is  now  there  again  on  a  visit  of  a 
few  weeks.  His  lordship,  it  is  understood,  means 
to  live  at  the  Hall  altogether  for  the  future — and 
retiring  from  active  life,  pass  the  remainder  of  his 
years  in  the  enjoyment  of  domestic  happiness." 

The  waiter  now  left  the  room  to  fetch  up  the 
dinner;  and  I  was  again  looking  through  the 
window,  when  I  perceived  the  handsome  equipage 
return  along  the  street,  as  if  some  call  having  been 
made  or  some  shopping  accomplished,  the  noble 
party  were  now  proceeding  homeward.  Lady  Kel- 
vedon was  conversing  gaily  with  her  husband :  she 
was  laughing  —  and  I  caught  a  glimpse  of  her 
beautiful  teeth.  Scarcely  was  the  equipage  out  of 
sight,  when  the  waiter  re-appeared,  bearing  a  tu- 
reen of  soup;  and  I  sat  down  to  dinner.  After 
the  repast,  I  had  Beda  in  the  room  to  discuss  our 
plans  for  the  morrow ;  and  I  retired  to  rest  at  an 
early  hour,  so  that  I  might  rise  betimes  to  prose- 
cute the  enterprise  which  I  had  in  hand. 

Shortly  after  nine  o'clock  on  the  following 
morning,  I  set  out  with  Beda  in  the  direction  of 
the  cottage  inhabited  by  Dame  Betty.  We  pur- 
sued the  main  road  for  a  little  while,  and  thence 
we  turned  into  the  lane  of  which  Beda  had 
spoken.  We  kept  a  careful  look-out  so  as  not  to 
stand  the  chance  of  encountering  tbe  dame  her- 
self in  the  open  country  and  in  the  broad  day- 
light, at  a  time  or  place  when  it  would  be  inex- 
pedient to  have  recourse  to  those  measures  of 
intimidation  and  coercion  which  we  had  resolved 
to  adopt  at  a  proper  season,  but  which  might  now 
be  interrupted  by  the  sudden  appearance  of  any 
wayfarer.  A  little  circuit  which  we  made,  brought 
us  into  the  vicinage  of  tbe  ruined  farm-house 
concerning  which  Beda  had  spoken,  and  which 
she  had  ascertained  to  be  uninhabited.  The  in- 
terval between  this  dilapidated  place  and  the  cot- 
tage consisted  only  of  open  fields,  without  any 
impediment  to  bar  the  view  ;  and  I  had  already 
determined,  from  the  description  given  me  of  the 
locality  by  Beda,  to  watch  from  amidst  those 
ruins. 

"  We  will  pass  some  hours  here,  if  necessary," 
I  said  :  "  we  can  hence  discern  all  that  goes  on  ia 
the  neighbourhood  of  the  cottage — we  can  see 
everybody  who  passes  in  or  out— and  thus  we 
shall  be  enabled  to  assure  ourselves  whether  there 
be  any  male  members  of  the  gipsy  tribe  who  are 
either  living  at  that  cottage  or  who  are  in  com- 
munication with  the  dame." 

Tae  ruins  consisted  of  the  remnant  cf  a  large 
farm-house,  with  several  out-buildings,  which 
latter  were  in  a  better  state  of  repair  than  the 
former.  At  first  I  thought  that  a  fire  must  have 
ravaged  the  principal  edifice  :  but  distinguishing 
no  signs  thereof — no  blackening  of  the  crumbling 
walls,  nor  evidences  of  burnt  timber — I  came  to 
the  conclusion  that  a  part  of  the  house  had  fallen 
in,  either  through  its  antiquity  or  for  the  want  of 
timely  reparation.  We  wandered  amidst  the  ruins: 
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niigUt  install  ourselves  so  as  to  keep  watch  upon 
the  cottage  at  a  little  di-jtance.  Bedi  suggested 
the  inspection  of  an  outhouse  of  somewhat  con- 
siderable dimensions,  and  which  had  a  sort  of 
round  tower  built  of  red  brick,  with  a  pointed 
roof.  We  accordingly  repaired  to  the  entrance  of 
this  place  ;  and  we  found  that  the  door,  which 
was  originally  massive  in  its  construction,  had 
rotted  away  from  its  hinges.  On  entering  the 
building — the  paved  floor  of  which  was  broken  in 
several  places — we  observed  furnaces  at  the  ex- 
tremity of  a  room  of  tolerably  considerable  ex- 
tent. There  was  an  open  trapdoor  in  the  ceiling ; 
and  a  piece  of  rotting  rope  still  hung  through 
this  aperture  to  a  pulley  which  might  be  seen 
suspended  to  the  ceiling  of  the  room  overhead.  A 
ricketty  wooden  staircase  led  up  to  this  room,  on 
one  side  of  which  there  were  large  partitioned 
p  laces  exactly  above  the  furnaces  below. 

"  This  has   doubtless  been  an  oast,  or  place  for 
Ko.  iO.— Ellen  Pekct. 


drying' hopa,"  I 'said  to  Beda,  when  we  had  in 
spected  the  interior  of  the  building  with  some  de- 
gree of  interest.  "  There  are  the  open  ovens 
where  the  hops  are  dried  by  the  heat  from  the 
furnaces  below.  That  trapdoor,  with  the  pulley 
and  rope,  served  for  the  lowering  of  the  sacks— or 
pocl'ets,  as  I  believe  they  are  called.  But  many 
a  long  day  must  have  elapsed  since  the  oast  was 
last  used  !" 

"While  pursuing  our  researches,  we  entered  a 
somewhat  spacious  room  on  the  upper  floor  ;  and 
there  we  found  an  old  bedstead,  a  table,  and  two 
or  three  common  rush-bottomed  chairs.  There 
were  two  windows — and  these  were  barred  :  but 
one  of  them  commanded  a  perfect  view  of  the 
little  cottage  which  we  were  desirous  to  watch. 
At  that  window  we  accordingly  resolved  to  station 
ourselves — but  to  look  forth  in  so  guarded  a  man- 
ner as  to  avoid  being  observed  in  our  turn. 

"I  wonder  what  purpose  this  room  could  have 


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seryed  ?"  said  Beda.  "  It  is  the  only  one  where 
we  have  seen  the  least  remnant  of  furniture — and 
the  windows  are  barred." 

"You  might  have  noticed,"  I  replied,  "that  all 
the  windows  of  the  oast  are  thus  protected,  doubt- 
less for  the  purpose  of  preventing  the  hops,  when 
there  were  any  here,  from  being  illegitimately  dis- 
posed of.  It  may  likewise  be  that  some  person 
was  left  in  charge  of  the  premises  after  the  fall  of 
the  main  building  had  led  to  its  evacuation  by 
its  principal  tenants;  and  this  room  may  have 
served  as  the  lodging  of  the  individual  thus  left 
to  take  care  of  the  property  until  its  final  re- 
moval. It  is  strange  that  such  a  spacious  esta- 
blishment, possessing  so  many  conveniences  as  it 
evidently  did,  should  have  been  euflfered  to  fall 
into  80  ruinous  a  condition.  But  Ah  !"  I  added,  as 
a  thought  struck  me  ;  "  methinks  I  recognise  in  all 
this  the  baleful  influence  of  a  Chancery  Suit !" 

"A  Chancery  Suit,  Miss?"  said  Beda  inquir- 
ingly- 

"  Yes— a  lawsuit,"  I  continued,  "  the  object  of 
which  was  to  decide  to  whom  of  the  litigants  the 
property  belonged.  It  may  have  lasted  for  years 
— it  may  still  be  pending ;  and  thus  in  the  interval 
it  is  worth  no  one's  while  to  keep  the  farm  build- 
ings in  repair.  There  are  many  edifices  in  this 
country  in  a  similar  condition. — But  we  must  be 
careful,  Beda,  that  while  we  are  talking  we  do 
not  fail  to  keep  watch  upon  the  cottage  yonder." 

"  I  have  not  as  yet  taken  my  eyes  off  it  once," 
replied  the  faithful  girl.  "  If  you  wish  to  walk 
about,  Miss,  you  may  leave  me  here " 

"  Hush,  Beda !"  I  suddenly  ejaculated,  but  in  a 
subdued  tone.     "  Do  you  not  hear " 

"  Yes — the  sounds  of  a  horse's  hoofs  in  the  yard 
at  the  back,"  rejoined  Beda  in  a  whisper.  "  What 
if  we  were  found  here,  intruding — — " 

"  We  should  say  that  we  were  led  by  curiosity  to 
inspect  the  ruins,"  I  rejoined  :  "  we  should  apolo- 
gize if  we  bad  trespassed — and  it  would  be  suffi- 
cient. But  let  us  poep  and  see  who  it  is  that 
approaches." 

I  have  already  said  that  there  were  two  win- 
dows to  the  room  which  we  had  thus  entered, — 
one  window  looking  across  the  fields  towards  the 
cottage  at  a  little  distance— the  other  window 
looking  upon  the  back  part  of  the  premises. 
There  was  a  court-yard  communicating  with  a 
road  which  led  through  the  farm,  and  on  the  op- 
posite side  of  which  was  a  space  which  had  evi- 
dently once  been  the  straw-yard ;  for  there  was  a 
pond  in  the  corner,  and  it  was  bounded  on  three 
sides  by  the  farm-buildings.  When  Beda  and  I 
peeped  from  the  back  window,  we  beheld  a  gen- 
tleman on  horseback  advancing  up  thnt  road  which 
divided  the  two  yards.  He  was  about  thirty  years 
of  age — of  moderate  stature — slender  and  well- 
made — of  very  genteel  appearance — but  by  no 
means  good-looking  so  far  as  the  features  were 
concerned.  He  had  light  hair  and  bushy  red  whis- 
kers ;  and  his  countenance  seemed  pale.  He  was 
handsomely  dressed ;  and  so  far  as  his  social  position 
could  be  estimated,  1  thought  that  he  was  decidedly 
a  gentleman.  He  was  riding  &lowiy,  looking  about 
him  right  and  loft—but  more  as  if  he  expected 
to  behold  some  individual  whom  he  had  come  to 
meet,  than  ao  if  ho  were  taking  u  survey  of  the 
dilapidated  premises.  Alighting  irom  his  burst',  he 
fastened  the  reins  to  a  gate :  then  he  again  looked 


about  him ;  and  lighting  a  cigar,  he  strolled  to  and      ' 
fro  in  the  road,  near  the  spot  where  he  had  left  his 
horse. 

"  He  is  evidently  waiting  for  some  one,  Beda," 
I  said ;  "  and  I  know  not  which  course  to  adopt — 
whether  to  remain  here,  or  whether  to  issue  forth 
and  apologize,  if  need  be,  for  our  intrusion." 

"  The  door  of  the  building  opens  into  the  yard," 
replied  Beda ;  "  and  therefore  we  cannot  possibly 
leave  the  premises  without  being  observed  by  that 
gentleman." 

"  At  all  events,"  I  said,  "  let  us  retreat  from 
this  window  where  he  may  see  us;  and  we  will 
deliberate  how  to  act." 

We  accordingly  crossed  the  room  towards  the 
front  window  :  but  scarcely  had  we  reached  it, 
when  we  beheld  a  female  figure  approaching 
through  the  fields.  She  came  from  the  direction  of 
the  cottage :  she  was  an  old  woman,  as  we  could 
discern  by  her  figure  and  her  stoop :  she  wore  a 
cloak  of  dark  colour— and  she  had  a  high  stick, 
which  looked  like  a  crutch. 

"  It  is  Dame  Betty  !"  hastily  whispered  Beda, 
at  the  very  moment  that  I  myself  was  about  to 
make  the  same  announcement.  "  She  is  coming 
as  fast  as  she  can  walk,"  continued  my  youthful 
dependant :  "  she  is  advancing  in  this  direction  ! 
Perhaps  it  is  she  whom  the  gentleman  expects  to 
meet?" 

"Yes — nothing  can  be  more  probable,"  I  re- 
sponded ;  "  and  if  so,  there  is  Bome  mischief 
brewing.  A  gentleman  meeting  an  old  gipsy 
woman  in  this  stealthy  manner,  and  in  such  a 
place— it  all  tells  its  own  tale  1" 

"  And  now,  dear  Miss,  what  shall  we  do  P"  in- 
quired Beda. 

"  Remain  you  here  for  a  moment  and  watch  the 
old  woman,"  I  answered :  "  but  take  care  that  sho 
does  not  catch  a  glimpse  of  your  countenance." 

Having  thus  spoken,  I  glided  towards  the  back 
window  to  see  where  the  gentleman  now  was; 
and  I  beheld  him  sauntering  with  his  cigar  in  his 
mouth,  across  the  court-yard  towards  the  door  of 
the  oast.  In  a  few  moments  he  was  lost  to  my 
view ;  for  he  had  entered  the  building.  I  was  un- 
decided how  to  act.  That  mischief  was  in  embyro 
wherever  Dame  Betty  was  concerned,  I  felt  con- 
vinced; and  I  longed  to  ascertain  what  it  might 
be— not  merely  with  a  view  of  frustrating  it  if 
possible,  but  to  acquire  fresh  means  of  intimidat- 
ing that  vile  old  woman.  I  thought  therefore  of 
reniaiaing  concealed  in  the  oast,  and  risking  the 
chances  of  discovery  by  the  dame  and  by  the 
gentleman  whom  I  felt  certain  she  was  coming  to 
meet.  For,  I  said  to  myself,  that  if  even  the  pre- 
sence of  Beda  and  me  should  be  detected,  that 
gentleman  would  not  dare  attempt  to  do  us  a  mis- 
chief ;  while,  on  the  other  hano,  if  we  were  now  to 
issue  forth  we  must  encounter  him— he  would  be 
enabled  to  describe  our  persons  to  Dame  Betty— ^ 
she  would  recojjnise  the  portraiture,  and  thus  learn 
that  we  were  in  tho  neighbourhood,— a  result 
which  I  was  most  anxious  to  avoid  until  the 
proper  time  should  come  for  carrying  out  our  en- 
terprise. Therefore,  all  things  considered,  I  re- 
solved, after  a  few  moments  of  rapid  reflection,  to 
remain  concealed  with  Beda  so  long  as  circum- 
stances might  allow  our  presence  to  pass  unknown 
or  unsuspccfcd. 

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the  front  window  so  as  to  keep  an  eye  upon  Dame 
Betty's  movements,  I  tripped  as  lightly  as  possible 
out  of  that  large  »-oom,  and  entered  the  one  where 
the  heating-places  for  the  hops  were  arranged 
over  the  furnaces  below.  I  stole  towards  the  open 
trapdoor  for  the  purpose  of  listening  in  what  part 
of  the  lower  range  of  rooms  the  gentleman  might 
DOW  be.  Just  beneath  that  trapdoor  there  was  a 
sort  of  raised  platform  of  woodwork,  about  three 
feet  square,  and  a  couple  of  feet  in  height, — evi- 
dently intended  as  a  resting-placo  for  the  sacks  or 
pockets  of  hops  when  lowered,  so  that  they  might 
thence  be  all  the  more  conveniently  laid  on  the 
truck  or  barrow  by  which  they  were  conveyed  out 
to  the  waggon.  On  this  little  platform  the  gen- 
tleman was  seated.  It  was  fortunate  that  at  the 
very  moment  I  was  on  the  point  of  peeping  over 
the  edge  of  the  aperture,  my  nose  was  assailed 
with  the  odour  of  the  cigar  and  a  wreath  of  the 
smoke  was  curling  upward  :  otherwise  perhaps  I 
should  have  looked  too  far  over  at  first,  and  should 
have  been  perceived.  Immediately  on  catching  a 
glimpse  of  his  light  hair,  which  was  almost  pale 
and  curly  as  tow — for  he  had  taken  off  his  hat — I 
drew  back.  Then  I  remained  motionless ;  and 
standing  where  I  was,  I  was  enabled  through  the 
open  doorway  to  see  Beda  at  the  front  window  in 
the  next  room. 

Three  or  four  minutes  passed :  the  gentleman 
still  continued  to  occupy  his  place  in  the  room 
below,  and  still  continued  to  smoke  his  cigar.  At 
length  Beda  made  me  a  sign  to  the  effect  that 
Dame  Betty  was  entering  the  premises;  and  I  in 
my  turn  now  signalled  the  faithful  girl  to  join  me 
where  I  stood.  She  came  gliding  along,  with  her 
beautiful  delicately  shaped  feet,  as  lightly  as  if  she 
were  an  aerial  spirit ;  and  in  a  moment  she  was  by 
my  side.  I  placed  my  finger  upon  my  lip,  to  in- 
timate that  we  must  observe  the  strictest  silence  : 
I  then  pointed  downward  in  the  direction  of  the 
aperture,  to  make  her  comprehend  that  the  gen- 
tleman was  there  ;  and  her  large  dark  expressive 
eyes  gave  me  to  understand  that  she  fathomed  my 
purpose  in  listening  to  whatsoever  might  take 
place  between  this  gentleman  and  Dame  Betty. 

"We  waited  for  two  or  three  minutes  in  breath- 
less silence,  both  of  us  standing  as  motionless  as 
statues ;  while  the  vapour  of  the  cigar  continued 
to  wreathe  upward  through  the  opening  in  the 
floor.  The  gentleman  did  not  seem  to  be  in  any 
way  impatient;  for  he  occasionally  hummed  an 
opera  air  while  enjoying  his  cigar.  At  length  the 
words,  "Well,  old  dame,  so  you  have  come  at 
last  ?"  reached  our  ears. 

It  was  the  gentleman  who  spoke ;  and  his  voice 
had  an  agreeable  melodious  intonation. 

"  I  am  but  a  few  minutes  behind  the  time,"  re- 
sponded Dame  Betty;  and  we  heard  her  heavy 
shoes  stamping  as  well  as  her  crutch  tapping  upon 
the  paved  floor  below.  "  I  am  not  so  young  as  I 
once  was,  and  therefore  not  quite  so  active:  but  I 
have  not  taxed  your  patience  overmuch." 

"  Well,  have  you  brought  the  things  ?"  inquired 
the  gentleman. 

"Yes,"  answered  Dame  Betty.  "And  have 
you  brought  the  money  ?'' 

"  What  a  precious  polite  question  to  put  !" 
ejaculated  the  gentleman  half  angrily :  and  then 
bursting  out  into  a  laugh,  he  said,  "  But  you  are 
evidently  a  sharp  practitioner,  dame." 


"  I  like  to  be  paid  for  what  I  do,"  rejoined  the 
old  woman  :  "  and  you  will  excuse  me  for  sayiny 
that  as  I  know  you  to  be  head  over  ears  in  debt, 
and  not  particularly  burdened  with  money  at  pre- 
sent  " 

"  You  thought  there  was  some  chance  of  my 
endeavouring  to  bilk  you  ?"  cried  the  gentleman, 
with  another  gay  laugh.  "  But  who  the  deuco  told 
you  that  I  was  so  embarrassed  in  my  circum- 
stances?— though  heaven  knows  it  is  true  enough." 

"These  things  get  wind,"  answered  the  dame. 
"  Besides,  don't  you  know  it  is  my  business  to 
learn  everybody's  affairs  as  much  as  possible  ? 
However,  you  say  you  have  brought  the  money 
— and  that  is  sufficient." 

"  Here  it  is  —  all  in  good  yellow  gold,  as  you 
stipulated  that  it  should  be.  No  bank  notes  that 
one  of  your  class  might  find  a  difficulty  in  chang- 
ing !  Count  the  coin  :  you  will  find  fifty  good 
ringing  sovereigns  in  that  bag." 

"  I  will  take  your  word  for  it,"  replied  the 
dame,  after  a  brief  pause,  during  which  the  chink- 
ing of  the  precious  metal  had  reached  the  ears  of 
Beda  and  myself  as  we  stood  motionless  listeners 
to  this  colloquy.  "  Here  are  the  little  articles," 
continued  the  dame :  and  then  wo  heard  a  sound 
as  of  things  rattling  in  a  tin  box — so  that  Beda 
and  I  exchanged  looks  of  shuddering  horror,  for 
we  comprehended  full  well  what  those  little  arti- 
cles might  be. 

"  Ah,"  said  the  gentleman,  "  they  are  just  as 
you  described  them — little  brown  lozenges,  looking 
like  coffee-berries:"— and  this  observation  again 
mado  me  and  Beda  exchange  shuddering  glances. 

"  Well,"  said  the  dame,  chuckling,  "  there  is 
an  art  in  compounding  those  precious  lozenges,  I 
can  tell  you  !  Three  whole  weeks  has  it  taken 
me " 

"  But  I  hope  you  do  not  tell  your  secret  to  the 
woman  who  lives  with  you  ?"  interjected  the  gen- 
tleman hastily,  and  evidently  with  some  degree  of 
anxiety. 

"  Heaven  forbid  !"  cried  the  dame.  "  I  so 
manage  matters  that  she  never  knows  what  I  am 
doing  when  at  work  with  my  compounds.  Rest 
assured  that  I  am  cautious  enough  for  my  own 
sake  as  well  as  for  your's  and  any  other  person, 
gentleman  or  lady,  who  may  honour  mo  with 
their  patronage." 

"  'Tis  well,"  replied  the  light-haired  individual 
who  was  her  patron  in  the  present  instance  ;  "  for 
if  these  tremendous  secrets  once  got  abroad,  there 
would  very  soon  be  an  end  alike  of  yourself, 
your  drugs,  and  your  patrons.  But  now  have  the 
goodness  to  repeat  in  the  shape  of  instructions  the 
assurances  which  on  a  former  occasion  you  gave 
me  in  respect  to  these  precious  lozenges  of 
your's." 

"  Listen  attentively,"  replied  the  old  dame. 
"  Y'ou  already  know  that  these  lozenges  contain  a 
slow  poison,  inevitable  in  its  effects " 

"  But  producing  no  outward  symptom,"  ex- 
claimed the  gentleman,  "  that  can  lead  a  medical 
man  to  suspect  that  such  a  poison  has  been  ad- 
ministered ?" 

"  I  were  the  veriest  fool  in  my  art,"  replied 
Dame  Betty,  "  if  I  could  not  in  this  respect  out- 
wit all  the  doctors  in  the  world." 

"  Well,  true  !"  said  the  gentleman,  flippantly  ; 
"you  have  grown  old  and  grey  in  your  iniquities 


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—and  from  jour  experience  you  doubtless  ought  to 
be  proficient." 

"And  if  jou  did  not  know  that  I  am,"  rejoined 
the  dame,  somewhat  testily,  "  you  would  not  be 
purchasing  my  lozenges  now.  These  lozenges," 
she  continued,  "  will  dissolve  the  very  moment 
they  are  dropped  into  coffee,  or  soup,  or  into  any 
made  dish  where  there  is  a  rich  gravy " 

"  Without  imparting  the  slightest  taste  to  the 
food  itself  ?"  said  the  gentleman  inquiringly. 

"  Exactly  so,"  rejoined  Dame  Betty.  '■'  There 
ore  ninety  lozenges  in  this  little  box.  That  is  a 
supply  for  three  months,  reckoning  one  a  day.  If 
you  want  to  kill  your  victim  in  two  months,  ad- 
minister one  a  day  for  the  first  month  and  two  a 
day  for  the  second  month.  But  by  all  means 
be  cautious  in  commencing  slowly,  so  that  the 
wasting  and  pining  away  may  be  at  first  scarcely 
perceptible,  and  all  along  gradual.  If  by  some 
accident  you  miss  a  day,  administer  two  on  the 
following— or  else  the  constitution  will  recover 
materially  from  the  first  effects.  You  know  that 
it  is  the  continuous  dropping  of  the  water  which 
hollows  the  rock  :  so  it  is  with  these  lozenges,  the 
regular  and  continuous  administration  of  which 
eats  into  the  vitals." 

"  And  you  are  certain,"  asked  the  gentleman- 
heaven  knows  how  abhorrent  it  is  to  me  to  use 
the  word  gentleman  in  reference  to  such  a  mis- 
creant, but  at  this  stage  of  my  narrative  I  cannot 
call  him  by  his  name,  and  therefore  must  use  that 
term  for  distinction's  sake, — "  you  are  sure,"  he 
said,  "  that  when  the  evidences  of  pining  and 
fading  away  first  develop  themselves— when  the  in- 
tended victim  begins  to  feel  that  he  or  she  is  sink- 
ing slowly  out  of  existence,  just  as  a  tide  that  is 
ebbing  sinks  away  from  its  shore, — you  are  sure 
that  the  suspicion  of  poison  will  not  arise  in  the 
mind  of  the  medical  attendant  ?" 

"  If  the  suspicion  arise,"  answered  the  dame, 
"  I  will  defy  the  medical  attendant  to  prove  it  by 
any  test,  or  to  counteract  the  operation  of  the 
poison  so  long  as  it  is  administered.  The  antidote 
is  known  only  unto  myself.  If  you  will  find  the 
means  of  continuously  administering  the  poison,  I 
will  answer  for  the  results;— and  even  if  after 
death  there  be  an  examination  of  the  corpse  by  all 
the  cleverest  surgeons  and  chemists  in  England, 
no  proof  of  poison  shall  be  discovered.  Whether, 
therefore,  you  can  go  on  admiuisteriDg  the  poison, 
is  your  affair,  not  mine  :  I  only  undertake  to 
supply  you  with  it.  And  now,  to  proceed  a  step 
farther,  I  must  give  you  the  assurance  that  I  do 
not  for  a  moment  anticipate  the  presence  of  the 
poison  will  be  suspected  by  any  medical  attendant. 
The  patient  will  at  first  become  slightly  indis- 
posed— then  gradually  more  languid — with  an  in- 
creasing loss  of  appetite,  an  indisposition  for  ex- 
ercise, and  a  gradient  falling  away,  so  that  attenu- 
ation will  merge  into  emaciation.  The  doctor 
will  at  first  think  lightly  of  it,  and  will  administer 
simple  medicines :  then,  as  the  malady  increases, 
he  will  talk  of  nervous  affections,  the  liver,  the 
heart,  and  heaven  knows  what;  but  rest  assured 
that  for  his  own  sake  he  will  not  confess  absolute 
ignorance  of  the  disease  itself.  In  the  end  he  will 
shake  his  head,  look  sorrowfully  wise,  and  talk  of 
atrophy.  Now,  sir,  have  I  said  enough  ? — or  do 
you  require  any  more  instructions,  assurances,  or 
predictions." 


"  I  am  satisfied,"  answered  the  villanous  patron 
of  this  infamous  woman. 

"Then  farewell,  sir,"  she  rejoined;  "and  may 
you  succeed  in  all  your  aims." 

"  Good  bye,"  he  responded :  and  then  Beda  and 
myself  heard  the  treading  of  the  heavy  shoes  and 
the  tapping  of  the  crutch  gradually  retreat  from 
the  room  below,  until  those  sounds  were  lost  in 
the  court-yard. 

Shortly  afterwards  the  gentleman  himself  took 
his  departure  from  the  oast ;  and  remounting  his 
horse,  he  rode  away  from  the  vicinage  of  the 
ruined  farm-buildings. 


CHAPTEE   LXVI. 

THB  COTTAGE. 

The  feelings  with  which  Beda  and  myself  had 
listened  to  the  discourse  of  Dame  Betty  and  the 
fair-haired  stranger,  may  be  more  easily  conceived 
than  described.  Mischief  was  at  its  dreadful  work 
again, — that  mischief  which  wrought  itself  out  by 
means  of  a  slow  insidious  poison !  With  all  the 
deliberate  coolness  of  a  toxicoological  lecturer  ex- 
patiating upon  poisoDS,  had  the  infamous  old 
woman  given  her  description  to  that  gentleman 
who  had  evidently  become  her  patron ;  and  it  was 
no  wonder  that  Beda  and  I  exchanged  shuddering 
glances  when  we  thought  that  in  a  short  time  the 
slow  venom  might  be  at  work,  leading  towards  a 
fatal  result,  unless  we  should  be  enabled  to  frus- 
trate the  hideous  treachery ! 

It  was  not  however  until  the  gentleman  had  re- 
mounted his  horse  and  taken  his  departure,  that 
silence  was  broken  by  either  Beda  or  myself ;  and 
then  I  was  the  first  to  speak. 

"  It  was  providence  that  placed  us  here,"  I  said, 
"  in  order  that  we  should  obtain  a  clue  to  the  new 
crime  that  is  to  be  perpetrated ;  and  it  will  be  for 
us  to  exert  ourselves  to  prevent  its  consummation. 
We  have  now  something  more  than  we  at  first 
anticipated  to  extort  from  the  lips  of  that  infa> 
mous  old  woman  I" 

"Oh,  if  Zarah  knew  that  her  grandmother  is 
thus  pursuing  the  path  of  crime,"  exclaimed 
Beda,  "  she  would  not  seek  to  protect  her !  No 
—it  is  impossible !  I  am  sure  that  Zarah  is  not 
of  such  a  wickedness  as  this !" 

"  And  were  there  ten  thousand  Zarahs,  Beda," 
I  emphatically  cried,  "  they  should  not  prevent 
me  from  dealing  with  this  infamous  hag  as  she 
ought  to  be  dealt  with  !  Let  us  first  obtain  from  | 
her  the  intelligence  which  is  so  important  in  more 
ways  than  one;  and  then  justice  must  take  its 
course.  It  would  be  a  sin  to  leave  the  wretch  any 
longer  at  large  in  the  world  to  continue  her 
hideous  traffic.  But  how  can  we  wonder  that 
there  should  be  such  traffickers  in  the  means  of 
dealing  death  itself,  when  we  find  that  there  are 
such  patrons  as  that  stranger  who  has  just  pur- 
chased the  hag's  fatal  wares  at  ten  times  their 
weight  in  gold  ?" 

Beda  and  I  now  again  returned  to  the  front 
window,  whence  for  the  nest  two  or  three  hours 
we  kept  our  eyes  fixed  upon  the  cottage  at  a  little 
distance :  but  we  beheld  no  one  moving  about  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  premiBea  with  the  exception 


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of  the  gipsy-woman  who  was  ia  attendance  upon 
Dame  Betty.  At  length,  tolerably  well  satisfied 
that  these  two  females  were  alone  in  that  cottage 
together,  I  said  to  Beda,  "  Wo  shall  be  two  against 
two:  but  then  one  is  a  dccrepid  old  woman  and 
can  be  speedily  overpowered.  It  is  her  attendant 
whom  we  have  chiefly  to  dread." 

"  I  fear  not  as  to  the  result,"  answered  Beda, 
her  large  dark  eyes  flashing  fire.  "  I  feel  as  if  I 
could  fly  at  tbem  both  like  a  tigress !  But  if,  my 
dear  Miss,  we  adopt  the  plan  which  you  last  night 
suggested,  and  keep  watch  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  the  cottage  after  dusk " 

"  Yes,  Beda,"  I  said ;  "  that  is  the  course  which 
we  must  pursue.  Our  plans,  as  last  night 
shadowed  out,  need  be  in  no  respect  changed." 

We  now  issued  from  amidst  the  ruins  of  the 
farm-buildings ;  and  we  retraced  our  way  into 
Petersfield.  During  the  walk  we  continued  to 
discourse  upon  everything  we  had  overheard  at 
the  oast,  as  well  as  upon  the  projects  which  wo 
had  to  carry  out.  I  saw  that  Beda  was  most  re- 
solute in  respect  to  the  part  which  she  herself 
should  have  to  play;  and  I  was  equally  deter- 
mined to  prosecute  the  enterprise  with  all  requi- 
site daring  and  vigour. 

Having  partaken  of  dinner,  I  ascended  at  about 
sis  o'clock  to  my  chamber;  and  there  I  deposited 
in  my  trunk  my  watch,  my  jewellery,  and  the 
greater  portion  of  the  money  which  I  had  about 
me ;  so  that  in  case  of  any  accident  I  should  not 
have  upon  my  person  a  very  large  booty  for  the 
satisfaction  of  a  plunderer.  Beda  and  I  now  set  out 
upon  an  enterprise  which  may  seem  to  the  reader 
to  be  somewhat  of  a  chivalrously  romantic  de- 
scription :  but  it  was  nevertheless  the  only  means 
that  I  could  devise  of  bringing  to  a  crisis  those 
matters  on  which  I  sought  such  important  infor. 
motion.  The  evening  was  very  dark :  but  in  this 
respect  it  all  the  better  suited  our  purpose.  We 
proceeded  along  the  road — we  turned  into  the  bye- 
lane — we  soon  drew  near  the  dilapidated  farm- 
buildings  ;  and  then,  branching  ofl'  to  the  left,  we 
bent  our  way  towards  the  cottage.  A  light  was 
burning  in  a  room  on  the  ground-floor,  as  we 
could  distinguish  by  the  rays  which  glimmered 
through  a  hole  in  a  rude  shutter  closing  on  the 
outside :  but  that  shutter  prevented  us  from  ob- 
taining a  glimpse  into  the  room  itself.  There  was 
a  little  shed  in  which  firewood  was  kept,  a  few 
yards  distant  from  the  cottage  ;  and  in  that  shed 
we  placed  ourselves  in  a  kind  of  ambush. 

"  If  no  one  comes  forth,  Miss,  within  a  short 
time,"  whispered  Beda,  "  had  we  not  better  knock 
at  the  door,  and  at  once  seize  upon  the  person  who 
opens  it?" 

"  That,  you  know,"  I  replied,  "  is  to  be  our  last 
resource.  Let  us  have  a  little  patience.  It  is 
almost  certain  that  the  woman  will  presently  come 
out  for  something — either  water  from  the  stream, 
or  wood  from  this  shed " 

But  here  I  stopped  suddenly  short ;  for  the  door 
of  the  cottage  was  at  the  instant  opening.  A 
light  was  burning  inside  the  passage;  and  it  threw 
forth  into  strong  relief  the  tall  form  of  the  woman 
whom  Beda  had  described  as  the  attendant  upon 
Dame  Betty.  She  left  the  door  open  ;  and  from 
our  hiding-place  wo  could  perceive  that  she  had 
placed  the  candlestick  upon  the  stairs.  The  other 
light  was  still  burning  in  the  ground-floor  roomj— 


which  we  therefore  concluded  to  be  occupied  by 
Dame  Betty.  The  interior  of  the  cottage,  so  far 
as  we  could  thus  judge  of  it,  seemed  to  bo  some- 
what better  appointed  than  its  exterior  led  us  to 
suppose.  The  passage  was  lofty,  and  it  was  & 
good  staircase  :  so  that  I  fancied  the  cottage  must 
have  once  been  tenanted  by  some  superior  depen- 
dant belonging  to  the  farm  itself— such,  for  in- 
stance, as  a  bailiiF. 

Tho  woman  came  out  of  the  habitation;  and 
she  approached  the  shed  where  Beda  and  I  were 
lying  in  ambush.  She  was  evidently  coming  for 
firewood.  We  both  remained  motionless  as 
statues  until  the  very  instant  that  she  was  at  the 
entrance  of  the  shed  ;  and  then  we  seized  upon 
her.  It  was  with  an  indescribable  energy— with  a 
power  that  seemed  to  borrow  its  force  from  a  con- 
centrated rage,  although  it  was  not  really  so— that 
my  faithful  Beda  literally  flew  at  the  woman.  I 
had  grasped  her  with  all  ray  strength,  but  in  tho 
twinkling  of  an  eye  she  was  prostrate  at  my  feet 
—and  Beda  was  upon  her.  I  could  see  nothing, 
for  the  place  was  involved  in  pitchy  darkness ;  but 
I  could  full  well  judge  that  Beda  had  clutched  her 
by  the  throat ;  for  the  intrepid  girl  said  in  a  low 
but  terribly  resolute  voice,  "  Dare  to  resist  or  to 
seek  to  cry  out,  and  I  will  throttle  you  !  There 
are  half-a-dozen  of  us  altogether  in  tho  busi- 
ness !" 

There  was  a  moment's  pause :  and  then  tho 
woman  in  gasping  accents  faltered  out,  "  Pray  do 
not  kill  me  !  Tell  me  who  you  are  and  what  you 
want— and  I  will  do  whatsoever  you  desire  !" 

"  Beware  then  how  you  speak  too  loud,"  re- 
turned Beda,  "  or  how  you  move  so  much  as  a 
muscle  of  your  frame  !  And  now  answer  me — who 
is  in  the  cottage  with  Dame  Betty  ?" 

"  Ho  one,"  replied  the  woman. 

"But  how  soon  is  any  one  expected?"  de- 
manded Beda.  "Do  not  attempt  to  deceive  me— • 
or  rest  assured  it  will  be  the  worse  for  you  in  the 
long  run!" 

"  I  am  not  deceiving  you— I  will  not  deceive 
you  !"  rejoined  the  woman.  "  No  one  is  expected. 
Pray,  for  mercy's  sake,  take  your  fingers  from  my 
throat,"  sho  added,  gasping  with  a  great  eflbrt. 

"  Do  not  injure  her,"  I  said,  "  if  you  think  that 
she  has  told  you  the  truth  :  but  let  us  proceed  to 
bind  her  fast — and  she  may  rest  assured  that  this 
is  the  extreme  of  violence  with  which  she  will  be 
treated." 

We  bad  brought  a  cord  in  anticipation  of  some 
such  scene  as  this ;  and  we  both  proceeded  to  bind 
the  woman  hand  and  foot.  Slie  was  evidently 
almost  overwhelmed  with  terror  ;  for  she  sobbed, 
gasped,  and  faltered  out  entreaties  that  we  would 
not  do  her  a  mischief.  And  well  might  she  be  thus 
under  the  influence  of  an  almost  crushing  appre- 
hension ;  for  the  whol3  scene  was  taking  place  in 
the  darkness — she  could  form  no  earthly  idea  of 
who  we  were — and  the  assurance  which  Beda  had 
thrown  out  to  the  eflect  that  we  were  half-a-dozen 
in  all,  must  have  made  her  fancy  that  there  were 
other  persons  close  at  hand,  but  preserving  a 
solemn  silence  as  if  waiting  until  called  upon  to 
act.  We  bound  the  woman ;  and  by  dint  of 
groping  about  we  quickly  discovered  how  wo 
might  fasten  the  ends  of  the  cords  round  one  of 
the  upright  posts  which  supported  the  she  I,  which 
was  merely  a  rude   contrivance,  the  sides  being 


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ElLEIf    PERCY;    OE,    THE   MEM0IE8   OP    AH   ACTEES8. 


formed  of  the  small  wood  used   for  making  fag- 
gots, 

"  Now,"  said  Bada,  wlien  this  task  was  accom- 
plished and  we  knew  that  our  prisoner  was  entirely 
safe,  "  you  will  do  well  to  remain  quiet :  for  there 
are    others   just    outside     to    keep   watch    over 

you " 

"Pray  don't  do  me  a  mischief!"  interrupted 
the  woman,  in  on  agony  of  entreaty ;  "  and  no 
sound  shall  escape  my  lips." 

"It  will  ba  better  for  you,"  answered  Beda, 
menacinely,  "if  you  keep  your  promise." 

The  faithful  girl  and  I  now  hastened  towards 
the  cottage;  and  we  entered  the  passage  on  tip- 
toe. We  listened  at  the  door  of  the  room  in 
which  the  light  was  burning — and  all  was  still. 
In  a  moment  we  threw  open  that  door;  and  we 
rushed  in  upon  Dame  Betty,  whom  we  found 
seated  alone  in  that  room.  The  hag  started  up 
from  a  doze  before  the  fire;  and  an  expression  of 
mingled  consternation  and  rage  settled  upon  her 
countenance,  appearing  to  congeal  upon  that 
wrinkled  face  like  the  frost  upon  a  window-pane. 

"Yile  woman!"  I  exclaimed,  grasping  her 
forcibly  by  the  shoulder,  while  Beda  wresting  her 
crutch  from  her  hand,  threw  it  to  a  distance  upon 
the  floor,  so  that  she  might  not  assail  us  there- 
with ;  "  the  moment  is  arrived  for  you  to  confess 
your  iniquities,  to  most  of  which  I  already  possess 
a  clue  1" 

The  dame  stared  upon  us  in  vacant  bewilder- 
ment; and  her  powers  of  speech  were  evidently 
paralysed. 

"  I  am  here,"  I  said,  "  to  wring  from  your  lips 
the  avowal  of  your  crimes;  and  your  punishment 
will  be  mitigated  only  in  proportion  as  you  frankly 
confess  the  truth." 

"Little  traitress!"  cried  the  hag,  thus  sud- 
denly hurling  her  vindictive  spite  at  Beda  as  a 
toad  according  to  the  fable  spits  forth  its  venom. 

"The  calling  of  hard  names  will  do  you  no 
good,  Dame  Betty,"  responded  Beda;  "and 
coming  from  such  lips,  they  will  assuredly  do  me 
no  injury.  You  are  in  our  power — your  com- 
panion is  bound  hand  and  foot  in  the  shed,  and 
cannot  come  to  your  assistance." 

At  this  intelligence  Dame  Betty's  countenance 
fell;  and  she  flung  glances  of  terror  upon  both 
of  us. 

""Woman!"  I  said,  throwing  into  my  voice  as 
much  sternness  as  possible,  "you  are  well  stricken 
in  years— and  you  may  perhaps  have  flattered 
yourself  that  having  so  long  practised  your  hor- 
rible crimes  with  impunity,  you  would  thus  go  on 
until  the  end.  But  heaven  has  decreed  that  late 
though  it  be,  you  are  now  to  be  stopped  in  your 
career.  I  know  how  you  sought  to  take  my  life  : 
but  this  faithful  girl  was  incapable  of  lending  her- 
self to  your  iniquitous  designs.  Detestable  poi- 
soner !  vendor  of  deadly  drugs  !  even  this  very  day 
were  you  pursuing  your  abominable  traffic :  but 
little  did  you  think  that  while  driving  your  bar- 
gain with  your  scarcely  less  execrable  patron,  there 
were  listeners  in  the  room  above !" 

"  Ah  !"  murmured  the  hag :  and  she  trembled 
all  over  as  if  smitten  with  the  palsy. 

"  Yes,"  I  continued,  hastening  to  follow  up  the 
effect  of  the  blow  just  dealt;  "Beda  and  I  were 
present— and  we  heard  all !" 

"  Oh,   Miss   Percy,   spare    a   poor  old  woman ! 


spare  me,  I  beseech  you!"  faltered  forth  the  hag, 
quivering  and  shaking  more  and  more.  "  It  will 
do  you  no  good  to  send  me  to  the  scaffold !  I 
have  not  long  to  live  ! — spare  me,  I  entreat  you  ! 
I  know  that  you  are  not  malignant— and  Beda 
cannot  wish  to  do  me  a  mischief!" 

"  Will  you  confess  everything?"  I  demanded; 
"  will  you  endeavour  to  make  as  much  atonement 
aa  possible  for  the  past?     Eest  assured  that  it 

will  better  serve  your  interest  to  do  this " 

"  Speak,  Miss  Percy— speak !"  said  the  old  hag: 
"  what  do  you  want  me  to  say  ?  If  I  have  been 
wicked,  there  are  others  who  are  more  wicked 
still ;  and  if  there  must  be  a  crash,  it  will  prove 
an  awful  one — for  there  is  more  than  one  high 
name  which  will  have  to  be  mentioned  if  ever  the 
worst  happens  to  me !" 

"  And  the  time  is  now  come,"  I  said,  with 
mingled  sternness  and  solemnity,  "  for  the  men- 
tion of  those  names !  Answer  me,  woman !  for  I 
have  several  questions  to  put — and  let  there  be  no 
delay !  In  the  first  place,  that  gentleman  whom 
you  met  to-day — what  is  his  name  ?  who  is  he  ?" 

Dame  Betty  looked  at  me  with  a  ghastly  ex- 
pression for  a  few  moments ;  and  then  she  cried 
querulously  and  excitedly,   "If  I  tell  you,   Miss 
I  Percy,  you  will  send  me  to  prison  all  the  same ! 

j  What  advantage  am  I  to  gain " 

i      "  In  a  few   words  I   will  show  you  your  true 
I  position,"  was  my  quick  response.     "  If  you  shut 
yourself  up  in  an  obstinate  silence,  you  will  be 
arrested   and  tried  as  a  principal  in  many  crimes 
,  —justice  will  investigate  them — you  will  be  found 
!  guilty  and  condemed  to  death.     The  attempt  you 
sought  to  make  on  mi/  life  will  alone  be  sulEciont 
I  to  ensure  your  condemnation:  for  Beda  will  stand 
'  forward  ns  a  witness  against  you.     But  if  on  the 
;  other  hand  you  consent  to  confess  everything,  you 
!  may    doubtless  be    admitted   as   evidence  for  the 
!  Crown  against  those  who  have  been  your  accom- 
plices, your  instigators,  and  your  patrons ;  and  I 
pledge  myself  to  put  a  seal  upon  my  lips  in  refer- 
ence to  the  attempt  sought  to  be  made  against  my 
own  life.     In  this  latter  ease  you  may  reckon  that 
your  life  will  be  spared,   and    the  rest   of    your 
miserable  existence  will  be  left  to  its  own  natural 
course.     Now,  woman,  you  understand  your  posi- 
tion ;  and  you  may  begin  by  confessing  the  name 
of  that  individual  to  whom  you  sold  your  poisoned 
lozenges  to-day." 

The  wretched  woman's  countenance  expressed 
all  the  conflicting  feelings  which  this  address  on 
my  part  was  naturally  calculated  to  inspire.  There 
was  a  ghastly  horror  and  a,  strong  convulsive 
shuddering  as  I  put  to  her  the  more  terrible  alter- 
native ;  and  then  a  gleam  of  hope  appeared  upon 
her  features — but  yet  of  that  dubious  sickly  kind 
which  denoted  that  it  arose  from  the  otherwise 
utter  desperation  of  the  circumstances  in  which 
she  was  placed.  It  was  evident  that  her  soul, 
conscious  of  countless  crimes — cold  and  implacable 
like  iron  itself  when  entertaining  no  apprehension, 
was  now  malleable  and  impressible  when  heated  by 
the  burning  fever  of  alarm.  Indeed,  it  was  plain 
that  she  was  about  to  confess  everything, — when 
suddenly  the  sounds  of  voices  and  of  heavy  foot- 
steps just  outside  the  front  door  reached  our  ears; 
and  at  the  very  instant  that  the  hag's  looks  un- 
derwent a  sudden  change,  becoming  animated 
with  hope  and  malignant  triumph,    Beda  and  I 


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exchanged  rapid  glances  of  disappointiaent,  af- 
fright, and  dismaj.  Two  men,  evidently  of  the 
gip3y  tribe,  rushed  into  the  room  :  Beda  and  rny- 
Bslf  were  seized  upon  ;  and  Danie  Bettj,  stooping 
to  pick  up  her  crutch,  pointed  with  fiendish  tri- 
umph to  us  both,  shrieking  forth,  "  Seize  them  ! 
hold  them !— the  wretches  !  It  is  my  tura  now  to 
threaten !" 

Siiarcely  had  she  thus  spoken,  when  the  woman 
whom  we  had  left  bound  in  the  shed,  made  her 
appearance  ;  and  rushing  towards  me,  she  thrust 
her  clenched  fist  info  my  face,  crying,  "Ah!  you 
dare  bind  me  hand  and  foot,  do  you  ?  I  have  a 
great  mind  to  spoil  your  beauty  for  you,  and 
knock  those  white  teeth  of  your's  down  your 
throat — or  tear  out  those  large  dark  eyes!" 

"  Eeep  off,  tigress !"  I  exclaimed,  as  I  was 
struggling  desperately  in  the  grasp  of  the  ruffian 
who  had  hold  upon  me;  while  Seda  was  doing  the 
same  in  respect  to  the  other  individual. 

But  our  resistance  was  useless  :  we  were  both 
overpowered — and  our  hands  were  bound  behind 
our  back..  As  I  glanced  at  Beda,  I  saw  that 
though  she  was  thus  rendered  a  captive,  her  spirit 
was  far  from  broken ;  for  her  large  luminous  eyes 
darted  fierce  lightnings  around  upon  our  enemies. 

"  Then  there  are  no  others  after  all !"  ejaculated 
the  woman  who  served  as  Dame  Betty's  atten- 
dant :  "  and  it  was  all  a  falsehood  about  there 
being  half-a-dozen  of  them  !" 

"  You  see,  my  pretty  dears,"  said  Dame  Betty, 
thus  addressing  Beda  and  myself  in  a  taunting 
tone,  "you  have  found  your  way  into  the  den  of 
the  lioness.  But  you  must  now  bo  taught  a 
lesson  I" 

"  Well,  it  seems,  dame,"  said  one  of  the  men, 
"  that  it  was  rather  fortunate  me  and  Black  Ned 
should  have  come  to  see  you  this  evening.  I 
couldn't  think  what  the  deuce  it  was  when  I  heard 
a  Voice  calling  to  us  from  the  shed         " 

"  Ah !  I  wasn't  to  remain  long  a  prisoner 
there,"  exclaimed  the  tall  woman,  again  clenching 
ber  fist  and  holding  it  near  my  face  in  a  menacing 
manner  ;  but  she  did  not  touch  me — on  the  con- 
trary, she  actually  seemed  overawed  by  the  looks 
of  scorn  and  defiance  which  I  bent  upon  her. 

"Don't  be  alarmed.  Miss  Percy,"  said  Beda, 
in  a  resolute  tone  and  with  an  intrepid  look : 
"  these  wretches  dare  not  murder  us :  for  as  the 
people  of  the  hotel  know  where  wo  have  come 
they  will  soon  be  seeking  after  us  when  they  find 
that  wo  do  not  return " 

"If  you  can  invent  no  better  tale  than  this  to 
frighten  us  with,  my  little  bantam,"  ejaculated 
the  old  gipsy  crone,  with  derisive  accents  and  a 
mocking  laugh,  "you  had  better  hold  your  tongue. 
I  can  see  us  far  into  things  as  anybody — I  know 
very  well  that  you  did  not  tell  the  people  of  the 
inn  where  you  were  coming  —  for  if  you  had 
thought  of  taking  anybody  into  your  confidence, 
you  would  not  have  come  alone — but  you  would 
have  brought  assistance— a  constable  perhaps,  or 
what  not  P  So  you  see,  my  dear,  you  can't  frighten 
me." 

"  And  you  dare  not  take  our  lives,  Dame 
Betty !"  exclaimed  the  intrepid  girl  :  "  for  even 
if  it  be  all  as  you  say  —  and  even  if  you  are 
right  in  your  conjecture  that  we  came  here 
unknown  to  anybody — yet  would  the  vuico  of 
our  blood   cry  up  from  the  ground  against  you. 


and  you  woull  go  to  the  sjaffolJ  !  All  this  you 
know,  Daaio  Betty:  and  wicked  though  you  are, 
yet  you  are  fi'ightenod-^— yes,  even  now  you  are 
frightened  !  and  you  dare  not  injure  a  hair  of  our 
hei^ds !" 

The  old  crone  as  well  as  the  tall  female  dcpea- 
dant  were  evidently  struck  for  a  few  moments,  if 
not  actually  overawed,  by  the  language  which  thus 
flowed  from  Beda's  lips;  and  Dame  Bitty  seemed 
to  be  pondering  what  she  should  do. 

"  Well,"  exclaimed  the  individual  who  bore  the 
appellation  of  Black  Ned,  "  what  are  we  to  do  with 
these  young  birds  ? — because  I  for  one  am  not 
frightened  by  any  of  their  silly  threats." 

"  Nor  me  either,"  ejaculated  the  fellow's  ruffian- 
companion.  "You  know  best.  Dame  Betty,  to 
what  extent  they  can  harm  you,  and  therefore 
what  ought  to  be  done  with  them  ;  because  so  far 
as  me  and  Black  Ned  are  concerned,  it  is  still  a 
mystery  why  they  are  here  at  all,  or  what  they 
wanted  to  do." 

"  We  must  keep  them  safe  somewhere,"  said 
Dame  Betty ;  "  because  there's  a  person  I  must 
consult  in  this  business.  Where  can  we  put 
them  ?" 

"  Why  not  in  the  overseer's  room  at  the  oast  .3" 
suggested  Black  Ned.  "  I  was  up  there  smoking 
my  pipe  three  or  four  days  ago;  and  just  for 
curiosity's  sake  I  looked  at  them  iron  bars        ■" 

"  And  they  are  secure  ?"  inquired  the  old  crone 
eagerly. 

"Never  trust  me  again,"  replied  Black  Ned, 
"  if  I  speak  false  when  I  say  that  the  oast  will 
make  as  safe  a  little  cage  as  possible  for  thoso  two 
pretty  birds." 

"Then  away  with  them!"  cried  Dame  Betty; 
"  and  do  you  remain  at  the  oast.  Black  Ned,  to 
make  them  keep  quiet.  But  you  must  come  back 
to  me,  John,"  she  added,  turning  to  the  other 
ruffian ;  "  for  I  shall  have  to  send  you  with  a  mes- 
sage." 

I  saw  that  it  was  utterly  useless  to  use  either 
entreaties  or  threats;  and  I  could  not  proffer  any 
pledges  of  secrecy  or  forbearance  for  the  future, 
as  a  means  of  regaining  liberty  for  myself  and 
Beda.  Perceiving  therefore  that  there  was  no 
alternative  but  to  submit  to  the  captivity  that  was 
in  store  for  us,  and  trust  to  heaven  for  our  de- 
liverance, I  said  in  a  calm  quiet  tone,  "  You  need 
not  use  any  violence— for  we  will  accompany  you 
without  the  slightest  offer  of  resistance." 

"  So  much  the  better,  my  pretty  bird,"  replied 
Black  Ned ;  "  you  will  save  us  a  deal  of  trouble 
in  carrying  you  in  our  arms  if  you  really  mean  to 
walk  quietly.  But  now  just  observe!  Me  and 
my  comrade  Jack  are  not  fellows  to  be  trifled 
with ;  and  if  during  our  walk  to  the  oast  wo  hap- 
pen to  meet  anybody,  and  either  of  you  two 
should  take  it  into  your  head  to  shriek  out,  we  will 
knock  you  down  on  the  spot.     Now,  mind  !" 

Beda  and  I  issued  forth  from  the  cottage,  with 
our  hands  still  bound  behind  our  backs,— Black 
Ned  having  a  grasp  upon  my  arm,  and  his  rufliaa 
comrade  holding  Beda  in  a  similar  manner. 
Through  the  darkness  of  the  night  we  went ;  and 
not  a  single  syllable  was  spoken  until  we  reached 
the  ruined  farm-buildings.  Then  Black  Ned  said 
to  his  comrade,  "  Look  sharp,  .Jack,  and  strike  a 
light;  so  that  wo  may  see  our  way— for  it  is  as 
black  inside  as  at  the  end  of  a  cavern." 


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A  lantern,  which  had  been  brought  by  the  man 
thus  addressed,  was  quickly  lighted ;  and  we  were 
conducted  up  to  that  room  which  has  already  been 
more  than  once  alluded  to  as  having  some  little 
furniture  in  it,  with  two  barred  windows— one 
looking  towards  the  cottage,  and  the  other  upon 
the  back  part  of  the  premises. 

"  Take  the  cord  off  the  hands  of  your  young 
bird,"  said  Black  Ned  to  his  companion,  while  he 
himself  began  to  unfasten  the  rope  from  my 
wrists :  "  we  shall  want  these  bits  of  cordage  to 
make  the  door  fast— for  there's  no  such  thing  as 
bolt  or  key." 

Beda  and  I  were  freed  so  far  as  our  arms  were 
concerned ;  and  Black  Ned,  bending  upon  us  both 
a  fierce  look,  said,  "  Now,  I  should  just  advise  you 
to  keep  as  quiet  as  possible.  You  heard  what 
Dame  Betty  bade  me  do  j  and  I  intend  to  do  it. 
I  shall  stay  here  in  the  oast  all  night;  and  if 
there's  any  squealing  or  shrieking  out  of  the  win- 
dows, I  shall  just  see  what  a  good  stout  cudgel 
will  do  towards  silencing  you.  Come  along,  Jask  : 
they  won't  take  no  harm  by  being  left  in  the 
dark." 

"  One  word !"  I  exclaimed,  as  a  hope  inspired 
me — but  I  must  confess  that  it  was  a  faint  one, 
for  I  knew  how  faithfully  the  members  of  the 
gipsy  tribe  are  wont  to  fulfil  the  mandates  of  any 
one  having  authority  over  them,  as  Dame  Betty 
evidently  had.  "  I  will  give  you  each  fifty  guineas 
as  the  purchase  of  our  liberation.  I  have  not  the 
money  here — but  I  will  give  you  a  cheque  upon 
my  banker  in  London;  and  I  will  pledge  myself 
by  the  most  solemn  of  oaths  not  to  revoke  it  nor 
to  set  any  snare  to  entrap  you." 

"It  won't  do,  Miss,"  answered  Black  Ned. 
"  The  offer  is  tempting — but  we  don't  know  what 
mischief  you  might  do  to  Dame  Betty  if  you  was 
set  free:  and  perhaps  the  bribe  would  become 
blood-money  in  our  hands.    And  now  good  night." 

The  fellow  retired  from  the  room,  followed  by 
his  companion  who  carried  the  lantern ;  so  that 
Beda  and  I  were  left  in  utter  darkness,  in  cap- 
tivity, and  in  the  intense  cold  of  that  March 
evening.  We  listened  for  a  few  moments  in 
breathless  silence,  as  if  both  of  us  with  one  accord 
were  endeavouring  to  ascertain  by  what  means 
the  door  was  to  be  fastened  upon  us.  "VYe  heard 
Black  Ned  say,  "Look  about  for  a  stout  stick  or 
bit  of  wood.  Jack — long  enough  to  place  against 
the  framework  of  this  door :  then  we  can  tie  the 
cord  to  the  latch,  and  I'll  defy  the  girls  to  get  it 
open.  Besides,  I  shall  keep  watch  about  the  pre- 
mises while  you  go  and  see  what  Dame  Betty 
wants  you  to  do  nex.t," 

"  Here's  a  bit  of  wood  that  will  just  answer 
the  purpose,"  said  the  other  gipsy-man,  after  a 
brief  silence :  "  and  now  make  haste  and  fasten 
up  the  door." 

This  work  was  soon  accomplished ;  and  then  we 
heard  the  heavy  tread  of  both  the  men  retreating 
from  the  door  which  was  thus  secured  upon  us. 

"  My  poor  Beda,"  I  said,  in  a  low  whispering 
voice  as  I  caught  my  faithful  dependant  in  my 
arras,  "  into  what  perils  have  I  brought  you !" 

"  Do  not  think  of  me  only,  dearest  Miss  !"  re- 
plied Beda  :  "there  is  a  happiness— or  at  least  a 
consolation  for  me  in  sharing  the  dangers  which 
have  overtaken  yourself." 

"  Oh,  you  are  a  good  kind  girl !"  I  ejaculated,  j 


though  in  a  subdued  tone :  "  but  still  I  cannot 
help  blaming  myself  for  everything  that  has  hap- 
pened !  I  now  see  the  rashness  of  the  enterprise  ! 
Yes,  now  that  it  is  too  late " 

"And  being  too  late,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,"  in- 
terjected Beda,  "it  is  useless  to  deplore  it.  Dame 
Betty  is  going  to  send  off  one  of  these  men  with 
a  message  somewhere ;  she  said  that  she  had  a 
person  to  consult " 

"That  must  be  the  gentleman  whom  we  saw  in 
the  morning,"  I  responded.  "  She  will  tell  him 
that  everything  is  known  to  us— and  he  is  evi- 
dently a  man  of  the  most  unscrupulous  character, 
capable  of  any  villany.  Oh,  my  poor  Beda !  I  now 
tremble  for  our  lives  ?" 

"Be  not  cast  down,  my  dear  Miss,"  said  the  in- 
trepid girl :  "  it  is  not  the  first  time  that  you  have 
sustained  dangers  at  the  hands  of  Dame  Betty ; 
and  heaven  has  hitherto  protected  you.  That 
same  heaven  will  protect  you  still !" 

"God  grant  that  it  may  be  so!"  I  solemnly 
added :  "  but  I  declare  to  you,  my  faithful  girl, 
that  I  am  now  infinitely  more  concerned  on  your 
account  than  on  my  own." 

Beda  said  everything  reassuring  :  she  spoke 
hopefully  and  cheerfully;  and  thus  I  had  another 
proof,  not  merely  of  the  intrepidity  of  her  charac- 
ter, but  likewise  of  her  devotion  tov/ards  myself. 
She  implored  me  not  to  express  any  farther  grief 
on  her  special  account — but  to  regard  the  calamity 
as  one  which  had  inevitably  overtaken  both  of  us 
without  there  being  any  fault  to  be  more  attached 
to  the  one  than  to  the  other. 

I  have  already  said  that  the  night  was  very 
cold,  for  it  was  the  last  day  of  the  month  of 
March  ;  the  wind  was  blowing  keenly,  and  seve- 
ral panes  in  both  windows  were  broken ;  so  that 
there  was  a  complete  draught  through  the  room, 
Beda  and  I  drew  a  couple  of  the  crazy  rotting 
chairs  into  a  corner,  in  order  to  escape  from  the 
current  of  air;  and  huddling  close  together,  wo 
endeavoured  to  keep  ourselves  warm.  We  heard 
Black  Ned  occasionally  moving  about  in  the  adja- 
cent premises ;  and  the  strong  odour  of  tobacco 
was  wafted  into  tho  room  where  Beda  and  I  were 
captive.  In  low  whispering  tones  we  discussed  the 
possibility  of  escaping.  We  glided  to  tho  win- 
dows and  felt  the  massive  bars  :  but  we  were  soon 
convinced  that  Black  Ned  had  only  spoken  too 
truly  when  he  declared  that  those  iron  defences 
could  be  relied  upon  to  keep  us  secure  in  our 
cage.  The  door  was  strongly  fastened;  and  wo 
were  at  length  compelled  to  admit  to  each  other 
that  there  was  in  reality  no  chance  of  escape  by 
any  of  those  avenues.  Then  we  returned  to  our 
corner;  and  folded  in  each  other's  arms,  we  en- 
deavoured to  keep  off  the  cold. 

Not  one  wink  did  either  of  us  sleep  throughout 
that  night.  I  cannot  tell  how  wearily,  how 
heavily,  how  coldly,  and  how  miserably  the  hours 
dragged  themselves  along.  What  would  be 
thought  at  the  hotel  of  our  absence,  was  among 
the  painful  subjects  for  reflection  :  but  this  was 
indeed  trivial  in  comparison  with  the  utter  uncer- 
tainty as  to  what  fate  might  be  in  store  for  us. 
Yet  Beda  never  once  lost  her  intrepidity  nor 
spoke  despondingly  ;  and  I  felt  that  I  admired 
and  loved  the  faithful  girl  more  than  ever,  if  pos- 
sible, for  the  conduct  which  she  displayed  through- 
out this  wretched,  memorable  night. 


The  cold  faiufc  beams  of  movning  at  leugth 
began  to  glimmer  in  at  the  windows  j  and  now 
Beda  and  mjself  were  suffering  so  intensely  from 
the  chill  that  we  could  not  keep  our  teeth  from 
chattering.  As  it  grew  somewhat  lighter,  we 
locked  through  the  windows :  no  one  was  to  be 
seen  in  the  back  part  of  the  premises — but  from 
the  front  window  Dame  Betty's  tall  female  depen- 
dant was  observed  to  be  approaching  at  a  rapid 
pace.  She  had  a  basket  on  her  arm,  which  was 
only  half-covered  by  her  somewhat  scanty  cloak. 

"  She  is  bringing  us  provisions,  I  verily  be- 
lieve!"  said  Beda:  but  I  saw  by  the  girl's  looks 
what  was  passing  in  her  mind. 

"  Yes,"  I  observed,  in  a  low  tone :  "  we  must 

indeed  be  cautiou?,  Beda;  for  we  are  dealing  with 

ruthless  people — with  fiends  in  human  shape!  — 

and  that  vile  hag  Damo  Betty  is  but  too  fcarluUy 

No.  50. — Ellen  Peect. 


skilful  in  the  dreadful  art  of  poison-compound- 
ing!' 

The  woman,  with  tho  basket  on  her  arm,  en- 
tered the  oast;  and  soon  afterwards  we  heard  foot- 
steps approaching  our  door.  The  fastening  was 
removed  from  the  outside — Black  Ned  first  of  all 
made  his  appearance — and  then  came  the  tall 
gipsy-woman  with  the  basket. 

"  Here,"  she  said,  in  a  rough  brutal  tone,  and 
flinging  on  us  malignant  looks, — "  here  is  food  for 
you  ;  and  it  is  more  than  you  deserve  after  all  you 
have  done.  You  may  expect  to  see  some  one  pre- 
sently—  and  then  you  will  know  your  fate." 

"  I  must  do  the  birds  tho  justice  to  say,"  ex- 
claimed Black  Ned,  "  that  they  have  been  very 
quiet  during  tho  night,  and  have  not  chirruped 
out  of  the  wii-.dow." 

"Then  do  jou  take  care,"  returned  the  woman, 


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"  that  they  continue  quiet :  for  now  that  it  is  day- 
light, you  know  " — and  she  bent  a  significant  look 
upon  the  man,  as  much  as  to  imply  that  in  the 
daytime  there  were  greater  ohancea  of  strangers 
passing  near  the  premises. 

"  Don't  be  afraid,"  said  Black  Ned,  with  a  de- 
termined look;  "they  know  what  will  happen  if 
they  dare  attempt  to  screech  out :" — and  he  me- 
nacingly shook  a  huge  bludgeon  which  he  carried 
in  his  hand.  "  Besides,"  he  added,  "  there  is 
something  I  can  do  which  will  add  to  their  com- 
forts; for  it  will  keep  out  the  draught." 

Thus  speaking,  he  brought  from  the  adjoining 
room  the  trapdoor  which  was  wont  to  be  fitted 
over  the  opening  through  which  the  sacks  were 
lowered  down  into  the  place  below  ;  and  this  trap- 
door  exactly  suited  the  size  of  the  front  window- 
frame.  There  he  accordingly  fixed  it,  so  that  it 
might  serve  as  a  shutter  to  prevent  us  from  ob- 
serving when  any  stranger  might  happen  to  be 
passing  along  in  the  front  part  of  the  premises. 

"  There  now  I"  he  said,  with  a  sly  leer  ;  "  you 
are  protected  from  the  draught." 

He  and  the  woman  then  retired  ;  and  the  door 
was  again  fastened  upon  us.  Beda  opened  the 
basket,  in  which  we  found  a  loaf  of  bread  and  a 
bottle  of  milk.  The  milk  was  warm  ;  and  though 
both  Beda  and  myself  longed  to  partake  of  it,  yet 
we  dared  not,  for  we  were  afraid  lest  it  might 
contain  poison ! 

"  I  brought  the  box  of  pink  lozenges  with  me 
to  Petersfield,"  I  said ;  "  for  ever  since  they  fell 
into  my  hands  at  Birmingham,  I  have  invariably 
travelled  with  them.  If  we  now  had  them  here, 
Beda,  we  might  fearlessly  drink  that  milk  :  for 
we  have  positive  proof  that  the  pink  lozenges  are 
an  antidote  to  all  the  vile  hag's  poisoaa." 

"Do  you  not  think.  Miss,"  inquired  Beda, 
"  that  we  might  in  all  safety  eat  the  bread  ?— for 
I  confess  that  I  am  very,  very  hungry." 

"  Ob,  for  heaven's  sake  do  not,  Beda,  I  conjure 
you!"  I  exclaimed.  "  Better  to  remain  in  a  half- 
famishing  condition,  than  to  run  so  fearful  a 
risk !" 

"  Yes,  yes— you  are  right,  my  dear  Miss 
Percy  !"  cried  Beda  ;  "  we  will  not !  Away  with 
the  temptation  !" — and  through  the  bars  of  the 
back  window  she  thrust  the  contents  of  the 
basket,  the  bottle  smashing  on  the  ground  be- 
low. 

"  B.allo !"  cried  Black  Ned,  stepping  forth  from 
the  oast  and  looking  up  at  the  window  :  "  so  you 
are  quarrelling  with  your  food — are  you  ?  Well, 
I  suppose  it  is  not  good  enough  for  you ;  and  your 
appetites  are  somewhat  of  the  daintiest.  Well,  if 
you  stay  here  to  dinner— as  perhaps  you  will — I 
must  tell  Dame  Betty  to  provide  you  with  some- 
thing nice unless  you  would  like  a  repast  sent 

down  from  your  hotel  ?" 

With  a  chuckling  laugh  at  what  the  ruffian 
conceived  to  be  a  good  joke,  he  lighted  his  pipe 
and  began  to  walk  rapidly  up  and  down  the 
court-yard,  moving  his  arms  about  and  striking 
them  crosswise  to  Murm  himself. 

"  We  are  soon  to  expect  some  one,  Beda,"  I 
said  ;  "  and  then  we  shall  know  our  fate  !  It 
was  thus  that  the  woman  spoke.  Who  can  that 
tome  one  be  if  not  the  stranger  whom  we  saw  here 
yesterday  ?" 

Scarcely  had   these   words  gone  forth  from  my 


lips,  when  the  sounds  of  a  horse's  hoofs  ad- 
vancing at  a  rapid  rate,  reached  our  ears  •  and 
looking  through  the  back  window,  we  beheld  that 
fair-haired  gentleman  approaching  along  the  lane  j 
which  divided  the  two  yards  belonging  to  the  I 
farm-premises.  Black  Ned  hastened  forward  to 
hold  the  gentleman's  horse  ;  and  a  few  observa- 
tions were  rapidly  exchanged  between  them — but 
what  they  were  we  could  not  overhear.  Then  the 
gentleman  entered  the  oast ;  and  we  heard  his 
footsteps  ascending  the  ladder-like  staircase.  The 
fastenings  of  the  door  were  undone;  and  the 
gentleman  made  his  appearance.  I  have  already 
said  that  he  was  about  thirty  years  of  age— of  me- 
dium height— genteel,  but  far  from  good-looking 
— with  very  light  hair,  red  bushy  whiskers,  and 
pale  countenance.  His  face  was  now  absolutely 
colourless,  uotwithstaudiug  the  excitement  of 
riding  :  he  seemed  as  if  labouring  uuder  a  bewil- 
dering affright  and  consternation.  His  whole 
manner  was  deeply  agitated ;  and  his  glances  wan- 
dered excitedly  from  my  countenance  to  that  of 
Beda.  As  for  ourselves,  we  both  maintained  a 
calm  intrepid  demeanour,  as  we  stood  together  in 
the  middle  of  the  room  where  he  thus  appeared  in 
our  presence. 


CHAPTEE   LXVII. 

THE  ATTACK. 

It  was  evident  that  though  the  gentleman  had 
come  intent  upon  the  particular  business  which 
seemed  do  vitally  to  concern  him,  ho  knew  not 
how  to  open  the  topic :  he  was  exceedingly  em- 
barrassed and  confused— and  indeed  his  counte- 
nance displayed  an  agitation  which  I  had  not 
expected  to  find  on  the  part  of  a  man  who  the  day 
before  had  appeared  flippantly  reckless  and  full  of 
a  callous  levity  when  dealing  with  the  old  hag  for 
the  means  of  committing  a  stupendous  crime.  At 
length  settling  his  wandering  regards  upon  me,  he 
said,  "  I  know  who  you  are.  Miss  Percy :  you  are 
otherwise  known  as  Miss  Trafford,  the  celebrated 
tragedian.  I  have  seen  you  upon  the  stage — and 
I  have  admired  you." 

"  If,  sir,"  I  replied,  coldly  but  resolutely,  "  you 
have  the  power  to  grant  freedom  to  myself  and  to 
my  faithful  dependant,  I  desire  that  you  at  once 
sufler  us  to  pass  hence." 

"Respecting  your  liberty.  Miss  Percy,"  he  re- 
sponded, evidently  gaining  courage  and  self-pos- 
session now  that  the  ice  was  once  broken  and  that 
the  discourse  was  commenced,  "  much  if  not  every- 
thing depends  upon  yourself.  It  seems  that  you 
overheard  something  which  took  place  between  me 
and  the  old  gipsy-woman " 

"  It  is  true — I  do  not  attempt  to  deny  it,"  I 
said;  "and  that  which  I  did  overhear  was  of  a 
very  frightful  character !" 

"Without  for  a  moment  admitting  the  inter- 
pretation which  you  yourself  may  choose  to  put 
upon  it,"  resumed  the  stranger,  now  speaking 
with  the  utmost  hardihood  alike  of  mien  and  tone, 
"I  will  take  it  for  granted  that  the  impression 
left  upon  your  mind  was  tho  correct  one.  This 
therefore  is  to  serve  as  a  premise  for  the  conver- 
sation that  we  must  now  have   together :" — and 


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as  he  spoke  he  leant  his  back  against  the  door- 
post, folding  his  arms  with  firm  and  resolute  bear- 
ing across  his  chest. 

"  Proceed,  sir,"  I  said :  and  it  was  with  a  strong 
sense  of  loathing  that  I  looked  upon  this  man 
whom  I  knew  to  be  capable  of  the  most  enor- 
mous turpitude. 

"  It  will  perhaps  help  us  on  the  way  towards  a 
complete  understanding,"  he  continued,  "if  you 
will  condescend  to  answer  me  a  question.  I  have 
heard  much  of  jour  character,  Miss  Percy — and 
I  know  that  nothing  but  the  truth  can  come  from 
your  lips " 

"  Put  your  question,  sir,"  I  said ;  "  and  if  it 
be  answered  at  all,  rest  assured  that  the  response 
will  be  given  with  sincerity  and  truthfulness." 

"I  would  simply  inquire,  Miss  Percy,  if  you 
know  who  I  am  ?" 

"  No,  sir  :  I  know  you  not." 

"And  yet,"  he  immediately  proceeded,  as  if 
musing  audibly,  "  it  really  matters  but  little 
whether  or  not  you  know  who  I  am :  for  you 
could  speedily  find  out  if  it  suited  your  purpose 
—that  is  to  say,  supposing  the  issue  of  our  present 
diecourse  should  be  an  arrangement  by  which  you 
may  obtain  your  liberty.  But  perhaps,  Miss 
Percy,"  he  ejaculated,  as  an  idea  seemed  to  strike 
him,  "you  will  permit  me  to  put  another  ques- 
tion ; — and  again  I  rely  in  confidence  upon  your 
sincerity.  Tell  me,  therefore,  as  if  you  were  speak- 
ing on  your  oath,  what  course  you  would  adopt  in 
reference  to  myself — in  reference,  I  mean,  to  any. 
thing  which  you  heard  pass  between  me  and  the 
old  gipsy-woman, — what  course  you  would  adopt, 
I  inquire,  if  you  were  this  moment  restored  to 
liberty  ?" 

"Not  for  a  single  instant  can  I  recognise  your 
right  thus  to  question  me,"  1  responded.  "Tou 
are  now  adding  other  offences  to  those  which  you 
may  have  already  contemplated  or  perpetrated : 
you  stand  here  as  an  accomplice  in  the  offence  of 
those  who  are  detaining  myself  and  my  young 
attendant  prisoners." 

The  gentleman  bit  his  lip  for  a  moment  with 
evident  vexation  at  the  firmness  with  which  I  met 
him  :  but  rapidly  regaining  his  self-possession,  he 
said  in  a  determined  manner,  "  Then,  if  I  must 
speak  out  harshly,  plainly,  and  sternly,  be  it  so ! — 
and  the  sooner  the  better  !" 

He  paused  for  a  few  moments,  expecting  per- 
haps that  I  would  give  some  reply  ;  but  1  made 
none ;  and  he  continued  in  the  following  man- 
ner:— 

"  I  bare  already  said  it  shall  be  taken  for 
granted  that  the  interpretation  which  I  know 
you  have  put  upon  the  scene  of  yesterday,  is  the 
correct  one.  If  so,  it  is  evident  I  stand  in  your 
presence  as  a  man  driven  fo  desperation :  for  you 
have  it  in  your  power  to  ruin  me  !  It  is  therefore 
tantamount  to  a  death-struggle  which  must  take 
place  between  you  two  on  one  side  and  myself  on 
the  other.  In  plain  terms,  to  secure  my  own 
safety  I  must  get  rid  of  you  both.  This  I  am 
prepared  to  do,  as  well  as  resolved  to  do!" 

"Wretched  man!"  I  exclaimed,  "dare  you 
stand  thus  in  our  presence  and  speak  in  cold  blood 
of  committing  a  double  murder?  Oh!  but  we 
will  resist ! — rest  assured  that  we  will  sell  our  lives 
dearly  !" 

"Resistance    would  be  vain,"  interrupted  the 


stranger,  with  a  look  of  such  fearless  wickedness 
that  it  reminded  me  of  that  look  which  in  times 
past  I  had  so  often  observed  upon  the  features  of 
Edwin  St.  Clair.  "  Behold  !"— and  he  drew  forth 
a  double-barrelled  pistol. 

I  instinctively  recoiled  two  or  three  paces  at 
the  sight  of  the  weapon ;  and  clutching  Beda  by 
the  arm,  I  likewise  drew  her  back. 

"  Think  not,"  continued  that  ruffian  who  wore 
the  outward  semblance  of  gentility,  "  that  I  shall 
be  afraid  to  use  this  weapon  :  for  I  have  already 
told  you  that  you  are  to  regard  me  as  one  stand- 
ing in  a  desperate  position.  Hear  me,  then,  while 
I  swear  that  if  you  do  not  enter  into  the  compact 
which  I  shall  presently  propose  to  you,  I  will  level 
you  both  dead  at  my  feet !  I  will  then  set  fire  to 
the  building— and  in  a  short  time  not  a  trace  of 
the  deed  will  be  left!  Look!  behold  !  there  are 
quantities  of  timber  in  this  building — the  confla- 
gration would  spread  rapidly " 

"  My  God !  is  it  possible,"  I  exclaimed,  "  that 
any  being  in  mortal  shape  can  give  utterance  to 
such  horrible  menaces  ?" 

"  Yes — here  stands  the  being  !"  responded  the 
stranger  ;  "  and  rest  assured  that  he  is  a  man  en- 
dowed with  desperate  energies !  Will  you  hear 
the  compact  which  I  have  to  propose?  I  have 
already  told  you.  Miss  Percy,  that  I  have  full 
faith  in  your  honour  and  integrity ;  and  I  know 
that  if  you  swear  to  keep  a  given  pledge  your  vow 
will  be  sacred.  Swear,  then,  that  never  during 
my  lifetime  will  you  breathe  to  a  living  soul  one 
single  tittle  or  particular  of  the  discourse  you  yes- 
terday heard  pass  betwixt  me  and  the  old  gipsy 
crone  I  Swear  that  if  you  hereafter  find  out  who 
I  am,  you  will  keep  the  seal  of  silence  upon  your 
lips  !  Swear  that  you  will  do  nothing  which  shall 
I  in  any  way  compromise  my  safety !  That  girl 
who  is  with  you  must  likewise  swear  in  the  same 
sense  and  to  a  similar  effect.  You  yourself,  Miss 
Percy,  will  take  the  oath  on  her  account  as  well  as 
on  your  own ;  for  I  must  have  every  possible 
guarantee  on  the  one  hand,  if  I  consent  to  aban- 
don the  alternative  of  utter  desperation  on  the 
other  hand." 

I  shuddered  from  bead  to  foot  as  the  wretch 
was  thus  addressing  me ;  and  by  this  time  I  had 
seen  sufficient  of  his  character  to  be  only  too  well 
aware  that  he  was  thoroughly  capable  of  carrying 
out  his  murderous  design  if  the  compact  which  he 
proposed  should  be  refused.  The  farm-building 
was  in  a  lonely  place — there  stood  that  desperate 
villain,  with  a  doublebarelled  pistol  at  a  distance 
of  about  a  dozen  paces  from  Beda  and  myself— 
the  only  other  person  within  earshot  was  Black 
Ned,  holding  the  horse,  and  he  was  not  to  be  ap- 
pealed to  for  succour  in  this  terrible  strait ! 

"  You  see.  Miss  Percy,"  continued  the  stranger, 
"  I  am  content  to  place  my  life  upon  an  oath 
from  your  lips.  It  is  the  highest  compliment 
which  could  possibly  be  paid  to  your  character  for 
truthfulness.  I  do  frankly  confess  that  I  enter- 
tain so  elevated  an  opinion  of  you " 

"  Do  not  be  moved  by  what  he  says.  Miss !" 
ejaculated  the  intrepid  Beda  :  "  he  dares  not  ac- 
complish this  tremendous  crime !" 

"  And  what  if  the  scaffold  or  transportation 
were  looming  before  my  eyes  ?"  said  the  stranger, 
"  think  you  not  that  I  should  adopt  any  course 
no  matter  how  desperate  in  order  to  place  myself 


in  security  ?  On  my  soul,  it  is  no  vain  threat  on 
my  part!  Such  a  joke  would  be  insensate  to  a 
degree  !  Decide  quickly— time  is  passing  !— and 
a  decision  must  be  arrived  at !     As  there   is  a 

Leaven  above  us " 

"And  a  hell  yawning  at  your  feet,  miserable 
man  !"  I  said  with  solemn  emphasis 

"We  will  risk  all  that,"  he  rejoined,  with  a 
mingled  hardihood  and  levity  which  served  as  an 
additional  corroboration,  if  any  were  required,  of 
the  idea  I  had  already  formed  of  his  desperate 
character.  "Now  then,  decide!"  he  ejaculated  : 
and  bis  pale  countenance  displayed  a  horrible 
firmness.  "This  is  no  child's  play  ! — you  both 
stand  upon  the  threshold  of  a  terrible  tragedy- 
murder   and  conflagration By    heaven,  it   is 

true !  and  your  minutes  are  numbered  unless  you 
kneel  and  invoke  God  to  attest  the  oath  which 
you  are  to  take  to  my  dictation  !" 

"  Oh,  my  poor  Beda!"  I  cried,  bursting  into 
tears  :  "in  what  horrible  dangers  have  I  involved 
you!— to  what  a  frightful  precipice  have  I  in  my 
madness  brought  you !" 

"Do  not  weep  for  me,  dearest  mistress  ! — kind 
and  excellent  friend!"  exclaimed  Beda,  throwing 
herself  into  my  arms.    "I  care  not  for  myself! 

But  your  life  is  so  precious " 

"  Oh  !  were  it  but  my  life  alone,  dear  girl,"  I 
murmured,  as  I  strained  her  to  my  bosom,  "  no- 
thing should  induce  me  to  save  it  on  such  condi- 
tions !      But  you  whom  I  have  brought   to  the 

verge  of  this  fearful  peril " 

"  Decide  quick  !"  exclaimed  the  stranger :  "  for 
I  am  impatient!" — and  the  sharp  click  of  the 
pistol,  as  it  was  being  cocked,  fell  upon  our 
ears. 

At  that  instant  an  idea  struck  me :  my  mind, 
rapid  as  a  lightning  flash,  glanced  over  the  details 
of  the  oath  which  the  villain  had  dictated ;  and  still 
straining  Beda  in  my  arms,  I  hastily  whispered 
to  her,  "  We  will  purchase  our  lives  on  his  condi- 
tions!— our  deaths  would  leave  him  only  the  more 
free  to  prosecute  his  iniquities  in  other  quarters !" 
"  Do  as  you  will,  dear  Miss,"  replied  Beda, 
also  in  a  whisper  :  "  it  is  for  you  to  decide  in  this 
as  in  everything !" 

Disengaging  myself  from  the  faithful  girl's 
embrace,  I  turned  towards  the  gentleman-rufiian, 
and  said,  "Two  helpless  females  cannot  contend 
against  one  who  is  armed  with  the  two-fold  wea- 
pons of  a  pistol  and  a  murderous  intent  !  We 
accept  your  proposition." 

"  'Tis  well !"  answered  the  stranger.  "  You 
know  the  oath  which  I  dictated  ?  Eepeafc  it— let 
the  girl  likewise  repeat  it — and  then  your  lives 
shall  be  spared !" 

"  I  swear,"  I  said,  and  I  made  a  tign  for  Beda 
to  repeat  the  words  which  were  issuing  from  my 
lips, — "  I  swear  that  I  will  not  during  your  life- 
time breathe  to  a  living  soul  aught  which  I  yes- 
terday heard  pass  between  yourself  and  the  old 
gipsy  woman  !  I  swear  that  I  will  say  nothing 
wlaich  shall  compromise  your  safety — and  that  if  I 
should  herealter  discover  who  you  are,  I  will  not 
say  to  any  one  that  I  am  acquainted  with  aught 
to  your  prejudice  !" 

"  To  all  this  you  swear  ?"  said  the  stranger : 
"  and  you  call  heaven  to  attest  the  validity  of  your 
oath  ?" 

"  I  swear,"  I  answered. 


"And  I  likewise  swear  to  the  same  effect," 
added  Beda  firmly. 

"You  also  swear,"  continued  the  stranger,  still 
holding  the  pistol  in  a  menacing  manner,  "  that 
you  will  not  at  any  time  hereafter,  so  long  as  I 
live,  violate  this  oath  on  the  ground  that  it  was 
extorted  from  you  by  threats  of  death  ?  You  will 
not  seek  to  put  this  salve  upon  your  conscience, 
and  either  consider  or  affect  to  consider  that  your 
duty  to  society  constrains  the  violation  of  such  an 
oath  P  In  short,  on  no  plea  and  under  no  pretext 
is  your  vow  to  be  broken :  and  to  this  you  likewise 
swear  ?" 

"  To  all  this  I  likewise  swear,'*  I  said,  in  a  firm 
tone. 

"  And  I  also,"  added  Beda. 
The  stranger  reflected  for  a  few  moments ;  and 
then  he  said,  "  I  do  not  think  that  I  have  af- 
forded you  any  loophole  to  escape  from  the  bind- 
ing solemnity  of  this  oath.  You  are  honourable. 
Miss  Percy — and  I  am  assured  likewise  that  your 
youthful  dependant,  taking  you  as  an  example,  is 
high-minded  and  sincere  ;  and  therefore  it  is  not 
only  the  exact  text,  but  hkewise  the  spirit  of  the 
oath  that  must  be  adhered  to," 

"  The  vow,"  I  replied,  "  as  dictated  by  yourself, 
is  so  special  in  its  terms — so  precise  and  unmis- 
takable—that its  entire  spirit  is  contained  in  its 
language." 

"  Thank  you  for  this  candour,  Miss  Percy,"  re- 
joined the  stranger.  "  I  am  now  about  to  leave 
you;  and  I  on  my  part  swear  that  so  far  as  I  my- 
self am  concerned,  neither  of  you  need  apprehend 
any  farther  molestation  nor  hindrance.  1  believe 
however  that  the  gipsies  will  exact  a  vow  having 
the  effect  of  impunity  for  themselves  ;  and  then 
you  will  both  be  restored  to  freedom." 

Having  thus  spoken,  the  stranger  hastily  re- 
treated from  the  room  ;  and  he  instantaneously 
replaced  the  wooden  bar  outside. 

"  We  are  still  prisoners,  my  dear  Beda !"  I  said, 
in  some  degree  of  consternation  at  the  closing 
incident  of  the  scene.  "  I  thought  that  we  were 
to  be  restored  to  immediate  freedom — and  I  ought 
to  have  stipulated  for  it  before  we  took  the 
oath !" 

"  Is  the  oath  really  binding  ?"  inquired  Beda, 
"Alas,  yes!"  I  responded:  "  to  all  intents  and 
purposes  it  is  binding!  But  listen.  We  did  not 
pledge  ourselves  to  abstain  from  adopting  any 
course  to  frustrate  the  iniquitous  designs  of  that 
man,  if  by  accident  we  should  be  enabled  to  dis- 
cover a  clue  to  them.  It  was  this  point  which 
struck  me  as  I  rapidly  reviewed  the  terms  of  the 
oath  which  he  dictated.  We  shall  find  out  who 
he  is — we  will  institute  the  minutest  inquiries  into 
his  circumstances  and  affairs ;  and  perhaps  we 
shall  thereby  ascertain  who  the  individual  may  be 
that  stands  inconveniently  in  his  path  and  whom  it 
would  suit  his  purposes  to  remove  by  means  of 
poison.  Then,  without  any  violation  of  our  oath, 
we  may  find  the  means  of  administering  the  anti- 
dote—which thank  heaven  we  have  in  our  posses- 
sion !" 

"  And  now,"  said  Beda,  "  what  course  will  you 
pursue.  Miss,  in  reference  to  these  vile  people 
who  still  keep  us  in  custody  ?  See !  the  stranger 
is  taking  his  departure  :  and  now  he  is  whispering 
to  that  man  who  has  been  holding  his  horse  !" 
On  glanciug  through  the  back  window,  I  per- 


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ceived  that  it  was  as  Beda  bad  just  stated ;  and 
now  the  gentleman  rode  away. 

"He  must  live  somewhere  in  this  neighbour- 
hood," I  said ;  "  and  if  we  gain  our  freedom,  we 
shall  have  no  dif&culty  in  discovering  who  he  is. 
But  in  the  past  hour,  Beda,"  I  added  solemnly, 
"  we  have  escaped  a  frightful  danger  ;  and  though 
we  have  still  an  unscrupulous  wretch  in  the  shape 
of  the  old  gipsy-woman  to  deal  with,  yet  we  must 
not  despair !" 

"  You  understood,  Miss,  what  the  stranger  said  ? 
It  is  purposed  to  extort  from  us  a  similar 
oath " 

"  Hush !"  I  said :  "  some  one  is  approaching  !" 

In  a  few  moments  the  door  was  opened ;  and 
Black  Ned  made  his  appearance,  armed  with  his 
stout  bludgeon,  as  if  ho  thought  that  it  was  expe- 
dient to  assume  a  menacing  aspect  and  to  endea- 
vour to  overawe  us  as  much  as  possible. 

"  So  you've  come  to  an  understanding  with  that 
gentleman,  my  pretty  birds,"  said  Black  Ned, 
with  a  gay  familiar  smile.  "  Well,  so  much  the 
better ! — there  is  nothing  like  settling  business  in  a 
comfortable  way !  I  think  I  can  now  promise 
that  in  a  few  hours  you  will  be  ecabled  to  take 
your  departure;  for  Dame  Betty  will  call  upon 
you  in  the  evening ;  and  you've  only  got  to  go 
through  the  same  ceremony  with  her  as  you  did 
with  that  gentleman.  She  is  obliged  to  go  into 
Petersfield  on  a  little  business,  which  may  detain 
her  till  the  after-part  of  the  day ;  and  so  you  must 
have  patience." 

Elick  Ned  paused;  and  as  neither  Beda  nor 
myself  spoke  a  syllable  of  either  comment  or 
reply,  he  went  on  to  say,  "  I  told  the  gentleman 
as  how  you  had  pitched  your  food  out  of  the 
window — at  which  he  was  very  much  concerned ; 
for  he  said  your  conduct  was  very  lady-like,  and 
he  didn't  wish  you  to  be  persecuted.  So  ho  has 
just  ridden  round  to  the  cottage  to  give  orders 
that  the  best  dinner  possible  shall  be  presently 
served  up  to  you.  I  hope,  therefore,  you  will  be 
able  to  make  yourselves  comfortable  until  the 
evening,  when  you  can  very  soon  settle  your  little 
business  with  Dame  Betty — and  then  you  will  be 
free." 

Having  thus  spoken,  Black  Ned  retired  from 
the  room ;  and  again  was  the  wooden  bar  fastened 
outside  the  door. 

"  If  we  take  this  oath,"  I  said  to  Beda,  "  fare- 
well to  all  the  projects  which  brought  us  down 
into  this  part  of  the  world  !— and  never  from 
Dame  Betty's  lips  may  I  succeed  in  extorting  the 
information  it  so  much  behoves  me  to  acquire  !" 

"Then  what  will  you  do,  MissP"  asked  Beda. 
"  Be  not  influenced  on  my  account — think  only  of 
that  which  best  suits  your  own  interests " 

"We  will  be  guided  by  circumstances,"  I  re- 
sponded :  then,  after  a  few  moments'  reflection,  I 
said,  "  This  man  alone  is  left  to  guard  us " 

"  Ah  !"  ejaculated  Beda,  with  lightning  rapidity 
fathoming  the  idea  which  had  sprung  up  in  my 
mind:  "the  same  thought  for  a  moment  struck 
me  !  While  Black  Ned  was  in  the  room,  I  glanced 
towards  you :  if  at  the  instant  your  eye  had  met 
mine,  and  you  had  compi-ehended  the  significancy 
of  my  look,  the  attempt  should  have  been  made  ! 
But  I  dared  not  act  unless  in  prompt  accord  with 

yourself:  otherwise " 

"  Well,  my  dear  Beda,"    I  said,  "  we  will  give 


the  subject  our  most  serious  consideration.  The 
man  will  return  presently  to  bring  us  tho  pro- 
mised food  ;  and  we  may  then  adopt  a  decisive 
course." 

I  continued  to  discuss  with  my  faithful  depen  - 
dant  the  plan  which  had  suggested  itself ;  and  wo 
agreed  that  if  circumstances  permitted,  we  would 
put  it  into  execution.  Preparatory  to  that  pro- 
ceeding, we  broke  up  ono  of  the  crazy  old  chairs, 
so  as  to  supply  ourselves  with  a  couple  of  stout 
staves — which  we  concealed  on  the  bed,  beneath 
our  shawls.  As  for  tho  residue  of  the  broken 
chair,  we  put  all  those  fragments  completely  out 
of  sight  under  the  bed.  Wo  now  examined  the 
trap-door  which  Black  Ned  had  put  up  to  the 
front  window  as  a  shutter ;  and  finding  that  there 
was  a  chink  in  the  pieces  of  deal  boards  which 
formed  it,  we  took  turns  to  keep  watch  in  tho 
direction  of  the  cottage. 

The  time  passed  away ;  and  as  near  as  we  could 
judge  (for  I  had  left  my  watch  at  the  hotel)  it 
was  between  four  and  five  o'clock  in  the  afternoon 
when  Beda,  who  was  peeping  through  a  chink  at 
the  time,  announced  that  tho  tall  gipsy  female  was 
approaching  with  a  large  basket,  which  she  car- 
ried upon  her  head,  like  market-women  in  Covent 
Garden.  Beda  and  1  hastily  recapitulated  the  de- 
tails of  the  project  which  we  had  determined  to 
adopt :  and  then  we  awaited  the  moment  for  car- 
rying our  design  into  execution — always  sup- 
posing that  circumstances  would  permit.  I  should 
observe  that  Black  Ned  had  been  for  the  most 
part  stationed  in  the  adjoining  room,  smoking  his 
pipe, — no  doubt  keeping  watch  there  that  he 
might  be  ready  to  rush  in  upon  us  in  case  any 
stranger  should  come  that  way  and  the  slightest 
sound  should  be  overheard  of  the  trap-door  shutter 
being  taken  down  in  our  prison-apartment.  All 
of  a  sudden  we  heard  Black  Ned  exclaiming, 
"  There's  a  delicious  smell !  If  this  don't  tempt 
the  young  birds  in  the  next  room  to  keep  their 
food  instead  of  pitching  it  out  of  the  window,  I'm 
sure  I  don't  know  what  will!  What  is  it  you 
have  got  f" 

Then  we  heard  the  woman  reply,  "  A  nice  roast 
fowl — a  bit  of  bacon — a  dish  of  greens  and  pota- 
toes." 

"  Capital  1"  cried  Black  Ned:  "it  makes  my 
mouth  water  !  But  when  they  have  done  I  shall 
have  a  rare  feast  on  what  they  leave  behind." 

"  Come,  help  me  down  with  this  basket,"  said 
the  woman  in  a  surly  tone.  "Don't  you  think 
it's  heavy  enough  ?" 

"  Here  you  are !"  said  Black  Ned,  "  it's  done  in 
the  twinkling  of  an  eye  !  The  tray — a  lily  white 
napkin — everything  suitable!  Well,  never  were 
prisoners  so  nicely  regaled  before  !" 

"  There  I"  ejaculated  the  woman  in  a  tone  of 
vexation,  "  if  I  haven't  gone  and  forgotten  the 
bread !" 

"  Then  run  back  to  the  cottage  as  quick  as  ever 
you  can  and  fetch  it,"  said  Black  Ned.  "  I'll 
arrange  all  these  things  neat  and  tidy  on  the  tray 
while  you're  gone.  You  won't  be  many  mi- 
nutes." 

"  What  a  deal  of  trouble  it  all  is !"  growled  the 
woman  ;  and  then  wo  heard  her  descending  the 
ladder-like  stairs. 

"  Everything  is  favourable,"  I  whispered  to 
Beda,  with  n  sense  of  exultation  at   the  heart: 


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ELLEN   PEECT;   OE,  THB  MBMOIRS  OB'  AH  ACTEES9. 


"  we    shall   only    have   one    at   a   time   to    deal 
with !" 

For  the  next  two  or  three  tninufcea  we  heard 
Black  Nod  arranging  the  dishes  and  bottles  upon 
the  tray ;  and  then  he  began  to  remove  the 
wooden  bar  from  the  door.  He  opened  the  door 
— he  lifted  up  the  tray  from  the  floor,  where  he 
had  been  arranging  it — and  he  entered  the  room. 
"With  a  countenance  expressive  of  good  humour — 
doubtless  in  anticipation  of  the  remnant  of  the 
feast  on  which  he  had  calculated — Black  Ned  ex- 
claimed with  a  smile,  "  Here,  my  birds,  is  some- 
thing to  cheer  your  captivity  !  But  that  won't 
be  very  long  if  you  are  wise— as  I  have  no  doubt 
you  intend  to  be." 

While  he  was  yet  speaking,  a  rapid  exchange 
of  glances  passed  betwixt  Beda  and  myself  :  and 
then  the  next  moment  wo  precipitated  ourselves 
upon  the  gipsy-man.  Down  fell  the  tray,  every- 
thing upon  it  tumbling  with  a  crash  ;  and  the 
floor  was  bespread  with  the  viands  and  the  con- 
tents of  the  bottles.  Beda  had  said  at  the  out- 
set of  our  enterprise  that  she  had  the  energy  to 
spring  like  a  tigress  at  any  one  of  the  foes  whom 
we  might  have  to  encounter;  and  iu  good  sooth 
she  fulfilled  her  promise  now.  From  beneath 
the  shawls  upon  the  bed  did  she  snatch  the 
bludgeons  which  we  had  provided  and  which  the 
broken  chair  had  furnished ;  and  just  at  the  mo- 
ment when  with  a  cry  of  rage  Black  Ned  was 
about  to  spring  up  from  the  floor,  Beda  bestowed 
upon  him  a  merciless  blow.  It  struck  him  upon 
the  head  ;  and  he  sank  back  heavily.  For  an  in- 
stant I  feared  that  the  wretch  was  slain  :  but  we 
quickly  discovered  that  he  was  only  stunned ; — 
and  that  he  was  thus  rendered  insensible  was  a 
fortunate  circumstance,  inasmuch  as  it  enabled 
us  to  complete  our  work  without  further  trouble. 
With  the  cordage  which  had  been  used  for  fasten- 
ing the  bar  outside  the  door,  we  bound  his  arms 
and  legs :  we  then  cut  away  the  rope  which  was 
hanging  from  the  pulley  over  the  trapdoor  in  the 
.'adjacent  room;  and  with  a  portion  of  this  fresh 
cord  we  attached  him  in  such  a  way  to  one  of  the 
iron  bars  of  the  windows  that  it  was  utterly  im- 
possible for  him  either  to  free  himself  from  his 
bonds  or  to  remove  from  the  spot  where  we  left 
him  lying. 

Thus  far  we  had  succeeded  ;  and  we  exchanged 
looks  of  triumph.  We  then  gathered  up  the  re- 
mainder of  the  cord,  which  we  required  for  an- 
other purpose;  and  we  peeped  through  the  chink 
in  the  shutter  of  the  front  window  to  see  whether 
the  tall  gipsy-woman  was  yet  returning.  Yes — 
sure  enough,  she  was  hastening  across  the  field, 
with  something  which  proved  to  be  the  loaf  of 
bread,  enveloped  in  a  white  napkin.  Beda  and  I 
hastily  descended  the  ladder-like  steps;  and  we 
concealed  ourselves  on  each  side  of  the  door  in  the 
manner  most  convenient  for  pouncing  upon  the 
woman.  In  a  few  minutes  she  came  tripping  in : 
but  in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye  she  was  hurled 
down,  thrown  upon  her  back,  and  overpowered. 
For  a  moment  she  struggled  :  but  Beda,  brandish- 
ing the  bludgeon  before  her  countenance,  vowed 
that  she  would  mercilessly  strike  if  the  woman  did 
not  keep  still.  A  diabolical  expression  of  rage 
appeared  upon  her  features :  but  she  off'ered  no 
further  resistance.  We  bound  her  with  the  cord 
—  but   leaving  a  suflicient  length   for    the   pur- 1 


•  pose  of  her  further  restraint ;  and  we  likewise 
used  the  napkin  which  enveloped  the  bread,  to 
fasten  around  her  limbs.  We  then  by  main  force 
dragged  her  up  the  ladder  into  the  room  where 
we  had  left  Black  Ned ;  and  wo  attached  the  ex- 
tremity of  the  cord  which  hold  her  powerless,  to 
one  of  the  bars  of  the  other  window.  She  spoke 
not  a  syllable :  but  a  look  of  almost  wild  surprise 
seized  upon  her  coutitenanca  as  she  caught  the 
first  glimpse  of  Black  Ned's  prostrate  form.  He 
was  now  just  beginning  to  recover  :  broken  impre- 
cations were  issuing  from  his  lips ;  but  Beda  and 
I,  hurrying  from  the  room,  closed  the  door. 

"  They  are  safely  bound,"  I  said :  "  but  still  we 
will  make  doubly  sure  I" 

We  now  looked  about  for  something  wherewith 
to  fasten  up  the  wooden  bar  which  had  hitherto 
been  used  to  keep  the  door  secure  against  our- 
selves ;  and  in  a  corner  I  luckily  found  a  long 
stout  piece  of  rope.  This  we  used  in  the  same 
manner  as  the  gipsies  had  used  the  cordage  which 
originally  bound  the  hands  of  Beda  and  myself: 
namely,  by  fastening  it  to  the  strong  latch  and 
then  around  the  bar  itself. 

I  need  hardly  add  that  we  had  taketi  care  to 
bring  out  our  bonnets  and  shawls  from  the  room 
which  had  served  as  our  prison  ;  and  now  hastily 
putting  them  on,  we  quitted  the  farm-buildings. 
It  was  our  intention  to  speed  back  to  Petersfield 
with  the  least  possible  delay, — when  all  of  a  sud- 
den Beda  exclaimed,  "There  is  the  old  woman  !" 

And  sure  enough,  there  she  was  within  fifty 
yards  of  the  cottage,  towards  which  she  was 
hobbling.  The  idea  struck  me  that  it  would  be 
an  admirable  sequence  to  the  feat  which  wo  had 
just  performed,  if  we  could  turn  the  tables  com- 
pletely on  Dame  Betty  by  compelling  her  to  enter 
upon  the  confession  which  had  been  so  abruptly 
nipped  at  the  outset  on  the  preceding  evening : 
but  I  was  loath  to  compel  my  faithful  Beda  to 
run  any  additional  risk.  She  however  divined 
what  was  passing  in  my  imagination,  as  I  stopped 
short  and  gazed  wistfully  in  the  direction  where 
Dame  Betty's  form  was  still  visible ;  and  she  at 
once  said,  "  Come,  my  dear  Ivliss,  our  path  does 
not  lie  back  to  Petersfield : — it  is  yonder  !" 

"  No,  Beda,"  I  said ;  "  much  though  I   myself 

might  be  inclined " 

"  And  are  not  my  interests  identical  with 
your's  ?"  ejaculated  the  intrepid  girl.  "  Oh !  it 
would  be  leaving  our  work  only  half  done! — and 
remember,  my  dear  Miss  Percy,  that  never  again 
may  you  perhaps  find  such  an  opportunity  !  Be- 
sides, I  am  convinced  you  must  feel  inspired  with 

all  possible  courage " 

"  Well  then,  ray  dear  Beda,  since  you  insist 
upon  it,  we  will  go  !     Yet  remember,  there  is  still 

that  man  whom  they  call  John " 

"  He  does  not  appear  to  have  been  anywhere 
about  the  neighbourhood  to-day,"  replied  Beda; 
"  and  it  is  at  all  events  something  that  we  must 
risk.  Come,  Miss !  —  ten  to  one  we  shall  catch 
the  vile  old  dame  alone ;  and  if  so,  we  will  wring 
the  needful  confession  from  her  lips." 

During  the  latter  part  of  this  conversation 
Dame  Betty  had  disappeared  from  our  view, — 
she  having  entered  her  cottage.  It  was  now 
growing  dusk ;  and  we  sped  in  the  direction  of 
that  habitation.  We  however  made  something  of 
a  circuit,  so  as  to  avoid  being  seen  from  the  back 


windows;  and  we  thus  reached  the  side  of  the 
cottage,  iu  which  there  was  no  window  at  all. 
Then  we  glided  round  towards  the  front  door ;  and 
we  saw  a  light  shining  through  the  window  of  the 
same  room  where  the  adventure  of  the  preceding 
evening  had  taken  place.  The  shutter  was  not 
now  closed,  so  that  we  could  peep  into  that  room; 
and  we  beheld  Dame  £otty  just  iu  the  act  of 
bringing  forth  a  bottle  and  a  mug  from  the  cup- 
board. There  was  already  a  pewter  flagon — no 
doubt  filled  with  water — on  tho  table;  so  that  it 
was  evident  the  dame  was  about  to  enjoy  her- 
self. 

"  I  am  afraid  we  shall  interrupt  her  pleasure," 
whispered  Beda,  "  and  in  a  manner  that  will  prove 
somewhat  astonishing.  She  is  probably  intent  on 
fortifying  herself  with  some  strong  waters  previ- 
ous to  the  interview  which  she  of  course  expects 
she  is  presently  to  have  with  us  up  at  the  farm- 
buildings." 

"  Now  for  the  final  campaign,  my  dear  girl !"  I 
said,  whispering  to  Beda ;  and  we  stepped  up  to 
the  front-door. 

We  found  that  it  opened  by  means  of  a  com- 
mon handle  :  we  entered — and  then  wo  opened 
the  door  leading  into  the  room  where  Dame 
Betty  had  just  seated  herself.  The  very  instant 
we  opened  the  door,  she  querulously  cried  forth, 
"  Where  have  you  been  all  this  time  ?" — evidently 
fancying  that  it  was  the  attendant  who  had  re- 
turned. 

But  a  sudden  cry  of  rago  and  astonishment 
burst  from  her  lips  on  beholding  us ;  and  the  next 
instant  she  was  in  our  power. 

"  Now,  vile  woman,"  I  cried,  "  everything  has 
turned  against  you ! — but  still  will  I  give  you  the 
same  chance  that  last  evening  I  afforded.  Down 
upon  your  knees — confess  your  iniquitiea  —and 
you  may  reckon  upon  saving  your  life  !" 

"  Miss  Percy,"  said  the  old  hag,  "  this  is  too 
bad  of  you  when  I  was  just  coming  up  to  set  you 
free  of  my  own  accord  !  But  how  did  it  happen  ? 
who  was  it  that         " 

"  We  emancipated  ourselves,"  I  interrupted 
her ;  "  and  it  will  be  well  if  you  presently  go  to 
our  recent  prison-house  to  release  your  accom- 
plices: otherwise,  in  the  condition  we  have  left 
them,  powerless  and  motionless  as  they  are,  they 
may  perhaps  perish  with  the  night's  cold." 

"  Ob,  you  are  a  wonderful  young  lady,  and  no 
one  can  contend  against  you!"  exclaimed  the 
harridan,  who  was  now  endeavouring  to  adopt  a 
fawning,  cajoling  air. 

"  Cease  this  useless  verbiage,"  I  said  j  "  and 
confess  your  iniquities !" 

"Yes,  yes— 1  will  confess — I  will  tell  you 
everything,"  said  the  hag,  in  a  tremulous  tone : 
"  but  pray  have  mercy  upon  me!" — and  she  sank 
upon  her  knees. 

"  First  and  foremost,"  I  exclaimed,  "  answer 
me  this  question — and  by  your  reply  bball  I  be 
enabled  to  judge  whether  you  mean  truthfully  to 
unbosom  yourself  of  your  many  deeds  of  turpi- 
tude. Say  then — how  happened  it  that  some 
seven  or  eight  years  ago — I  kuow  not  exactly  how 
many— periiups  more  than  I  have  said,— how  hap- 
pened it,  I  <xtk,  that  certain  of  your  enveuouied 
lozenges  fell  into  the  hands  of  a  person  bearing 
the  name  of  Parks  P" 

Ii<  was  almost  a  shriek  of  mingled  surprise  and 


affright  which  the  infamous  woman  sent  forth 
from  her  lips  as  I  mentioned  that  name.  I  was 
therefore  at  once  convinced  that  my  conjecture 
was  correct,  and  that  her  iniquitous  hands  had 
proved  the  source  of  the  poison  which  had  de- 
prived my  grandfather  of  his  life ! 

"  Ah,  there  is  guilt  in  your  accents  !  guilt 
stamped  upon  your  countenance  !"  I  exclaimed, 
my  soul  terribly  excited  at  the  thought  that  the 
wretch  before  me  had  been,  so  to  speak,  tho  mur- 
deress  of  my  grandfather.  "  Say  !  to  whom  did 
you  sell  your  drugs  ?  Was  it  to  Mrs.  Parks — or 
to  her  son— or  to  both  P  Speak  quick ! — tho  truth 
shall  be  extorted  from  you  !  Confess — or  we  will 
at  once  drag  you  off  to  Potersfield  and  consign 
you  into  the  hands  of  justice!" 

"  Yes — speak,  infamous  woman  !"  cried  Beda, 
also  adopting  an  air  of  menace  towards  the  bag, 
who  was  now  kneeling  before  us. 

"Miss  Percy,  I  mean  to  confess  everything — I 
mean  to  tell  you  everything !"  said  Dame  Betty, 
her  voice  all  quivering,  as  well  as  her  frame,  with 
the  violent  emotions  that  shook  her.  "  But  for 
heaven's  sake  spare  me !  do  not  send  an  old 
woman  like  me  to  the  scaffold !     I  will  tell  you 

Let  me  reflect  P     It  is  now  the  year  1812 

Well,   then,  as  near  as  I  can  remember,  it 

must  have  been  as  mucti  as  eight  or  nine  years 

back  that  I  happened  to  be  at  York " 

"  Ah !"  I  ejaculated,  "  where  Thomas  Parks 
lived  at  the  time  !" 

"  Yes,  yes — he  was  a  lawyer's  clerk,"  continued 
Dame  Betty.  "  I  remember  him  well — he  had 
red  hair — his  face  was  all  covered  with  freckles — 

his  eyelashes  were  white — he  wore  spectacles ■ 

is  that  the  man  you  speak  of?" 

"The  very  same,"  I  answered.  "  But  be  quick!" 
— for  I  saw  that  the  dame,  even  while  she  knelt, 
was  glancing  either  furtively  or  abstractedly 
around — and  I  did  not  altogether  like  her  look. 

"Well  then,"  she  continued,  "I  fell  in  with 
that  man But,  Ah!  Miss  Percy,"  she  sud- 
denly interrupted  herself,  "  what  if  I  could  give 
you  proofs  of  the  tale  I  am  about  to  tell?  — 
what    if    I    could    show    you    letters    that    had 

passed " 

"If  you  could  do  this,"  I  eagerly  interjected, 
— "if  you  could  show  me  how  the  guilt  is  to  bo 
incontrovertibly  brought  home  to  Thomas  Parks, 
I   would  spare  you  to  the   utmost  extent  of  my 

power:  for  you  know  not  the  importance " 

"  Well,  Miss  Percy,"  said  the  harridan,  slowly 
rising  from  her  kneeling  posture,  "  I  am  in  your 
power — I  must  do  all  that  I  can — and  as  it  is  now 

a  matter  of  saving  myself " 

"It  is.  But  be  quick!  be  quick!— for  time 
presses !" 

"  A  few  moments  will  settle  the  business,"  an- 
swered the  dame.  "  That  cupboard"— aud  a'.io 
pointed  to  one  which  stood  in  a  recess — "  contains 
all  the  documentary  evidence  which  you  may  re- 
quire." 

Thus  speaking.  Dame  Betty  took  up  the  candle 
from  the  table,  and  began  hobbling  towards  the 
cupboard. 

"  Beware  of  treachery,  dearest  Miss !"  hastily 

whispered  Beda.     "She  may  have  pistols " 

"One  word,  dame!"  I  ejaculated,  clutching  the 
old  woman  by  the  arm.  "  You  will  perhaps  suffer 
me  to  look  into  the  cupboard  for  you— aud  you 


4C'U 


miEJf   PEKCr;    OB,   THE    JIEIIOIES   OF    AN    ACXEESS. 


caa  tell  ine  where  I  may  lay  my  hand  upon  the 
documents," 

"  There  is  a  secret  spring,  Miss,"  responded 
Dame  Betty  :  "  you  could  not  open  it." 

"  Perhaps  not,"  I  said  :  "  but  at  all  events  you 
and  I  will  go  to  the  cupboard  together." 

"  Oh,  to  be  sure!  I  would  much  rather  indeed  ! 
—for  i  know  you  have  every  reason  to  mistrust 
me.  But  now  I  am  behaving  fairly  towards 
you " 

"  Then  let  me  at  onco  have  the  proof  of  it,"  I 
exclaimed. 

I  kept  close  by  the  side  of  Dame  Betty ;  and 
Beda  was  immediately  behind  us.  Oa  reaching 
the  cupboard  door,  the  dame  opened  it ;  and  she 
at  ouce  placed  the  candle  upon  one  of  the  shelves. 
The  cupboard  contained  a  miscellaneous  quantity 
of  articles— Guch  as  clothes,  jars,  bottles,  provi- 
sions, candles,  and  so  forth, 

"The  secret  spring  is  here,"  said  Dame  Betty, 
thrusting  both  her  hands  into  the  midst  of  the 
articles  of  raiment. 

I  was  so  close  to  her  that  our  forms  touched  :  I 
held  my  own  hands  in  readiness  to  seize  upon  her 
in  case  she  should  draw  forth  a  weapon  from 
amongst  those  garments ;  and  Beda  was  close  be- 
hind, also  prepared  to  spring  upon  her. 

"Ah!  there  is  somebody  coming!"  suddenly 
ejaculated  the  dame,  as  if  in  a  tone  of  exulta- 
tion. 

I  glanced  towards  the  door  of  the  room — Beda 
sprang  to  the  table  and  caught  up  a  knife  which 
lay  there :  but  at  that  very  instant  the  treacherous 
old  hag  thrust  something  into  my  face— and  con- 
sciousness abandoned  me  as  if  lightning  had 
stricken  ray  brain. 


CHAPTER   LXVIII. 

THE   STErGGLE. 

I  HAD  better  here  describe  in  the  form  of  consecu- 
tive recital  what  then  took  place  in  the  cottage,  as 
it  was  subsequently  explained  to  me  from  the  lips 
of  Beda. 

The  ejaculation  of  the  treacherous  old  woman, 
to  the  effect  that  somebody  was  coming,  had  sent 
Beda  bounding  towards  the  table  to  snatch  up  the 
knife :  for  the  intrepid  girl  was  resolved  that  if 
fresh  dangers  menaced  us,  we  should  not  be  again 
overpowered  without  a  desperate  resistance.  But 
scarcely  bad  Beda  thus  caught  hold  of  the  weapon, 
when  she  heard  something  fall  heavily  ;  and 
glancing  back,  she  had  just  time  to  perceive  that 
I  was  lying  motionless  on  the  floor — and  then 
Dame  Betty  aimed  at  the  young  girl  a  terrific 
blow  with  her  crutch.  Beda  instinctively  raised 
her  arm  to  ward  it  off:  but  the  crutch  struck  her 
with  such  violence  that  the  knife  was  jerked  from 
her  hand,  and  her  arm  fell  to  her  side,  powerless 
as  if  brol^cn.  A  savage  yell  of  triumph  burst 
from  the  lips  of  Dame  Betty  :  she  aimed  another 
despe/ate  blow  at  Beda  — but  the  young  girl 
started  back,  thereby  avoiding  tbis  second  as- 
sault, which  would  perhaps  have  proved  fatal. 
But  she  tripped  over  something  and  fell  upon  the 
floor.  Another  cry  of  fiendish  exultation  burst 
from  the  lips  of  the  old  hag  ;  and  with  the  fury  of 


a  demoness  did  she  precipitate  herself  upon  Eeda's 
prostrate  form.  Tbo  knife  was  within  the  ha  ''s 
reach:  she  snatched  it  up— and  in  the  twinkling 
of  an  eye  it  would  have  been  all  over  with  my 
faithful  dependant,  when  suddenly  the  rustling  of 
a  dress  was  heard  at  the  door,  and  the  words, 
"  Forbear,  I  command  you !"  reverberated  through 
the  room. 

Dame  Betty  looked  up;  and  in  the  twinkling  of 
an  eye  her  wrist  was  caught  by  the  entering 
female — the  knife  was  snatched  from  her  hand 
and  hurled  into  a  corner  of  the  apartment. 

"  Zarah  !"  ejaculated  the  hag. 

"  Zarah  I  dear  Zarah  !  you  have  saved  my  life  !" 
exclaimed  Beda,  now  hurling  the  harridan  off  her 
and  springing  up  to  her  feet. 

"  Good  heavens,  Ellen !"  cried  Zarah,  now  ca'ch- 
ing  eight  of  me  as  I  lay  senseless  upon  the  floor  : 
and  she  bounded  towards  me.  "  Vile  wicked 
woman !"  she  exclaimed,  darting  a  fierce  look  of 
anger,  loathing,  and  abhorrence  at  her  grand- 
mother, "is  this  the  way  you  keep  the  solemn 
pledges  you  made  me  ?" 

"  Por  heaven's  sake  save  my  dear  mistress ! 
save  her  if  you  can,  Zarah !"  cried  Beda,  full  of 
terror  and  anguish  ;  lor  my  countenance  was  pale 
as  death,  and  I  indeed  looked  like  one  dead. 

But  in  the  meanwhile  Zarah  had  not  been  idle. 
She  had  taken  from  about  her  person  a  small 
smelling-bottle  containing  some  powerful  scent ; 
and  she  had  applied  it  to  my  nostrils.  I  slowly 
began  to  recover — but  very  slowly  in.  eedj  so  that 
when  my  eyes  opened  I  had  but  a  dim  conscious- 
ness of  whose  countenance  it  was  that  was  bend- 
ing over  mine  as  Zarah  sustained  me  in  her  arms. 

"  Hold  your  mistress  thus,  Beda,  for  a  few 
minutes,"  snid  Z.irah :  and  she  consigned  me  to 
the  care  of  the  faithful  girl. 

I  should  observe  that  Beda  had  by  this  time 
recovered  the  use  of  the  arm  which  had  been 
smitten  with  the  crutch  ;  it  was  not  broken,  nor 
indeed  seriously  injured,  though  for  many  days 
afterwards  it  rctrdued  the  marks  of  the  blow  that 
had  been  inflicted. 

"  Come  with  mo,"  said  Zarah,  speaking  in  an 
imperious  tone  to  the  old  woman. 

Tbe  hag  obeyed  her ;  for  she  evidently  stood 
much  in  fear  of  her  granddaughter.  They  went 
forth  together  into  the  passage,  where  they  stood 
upon  the  threshold  of  the  front  door,  conversing 
in  a  low  tone.  Beda — though  keeping  her  eyes 
anxiously  and  affectionately  riveted  on  my  coun- 
tenance-listened with  suspended  breath  to  catch, 
if  possible,  anything  of  what  was  taking  place 
between  Mrs,  St,  Clair  and  her  grandmother. 
She  could  not  hear  a  syllable  which  was  spoken 
by  the  old  woman :  but  tbe  following  broken 
sentences,  forming  part  of  what  Zarah  was  saying, 
were  overheard  by  Beda:  — 

"  You  pledged  yourself  never  again  to  harm 
her — you  have  violated  your  promises— wretched 
woman — must  end  by  driving  her  to  invoke  the 
aid  of  the  taw — scaffold  —  ignominious  death! 
Why  pursue  these  nefarious  ways— offered  you  a 
competency — your  stupid  gipsy  prejudices  —  re- 
fused to  take  anything  from  my  hand — prefer  ac- 
quiring money— all  kinds  of  tortuous  means— 
ovej'  involved  in  plots  and  intrigues  —  my  firm 
resoluiion — yes,  do  not  misunderstand  me— there 
shall  bo  an  end — on  the  Continent  for  lit'e." 


LADY     KELVBDON 


Thi8  was  all  Beda  could  catch:  but  st.U  those 
broker,  sentences  conveyed  sufficient  to  render  the 
faithful  girl  fully  aware  that  Zarah  was  altogether 
our  friend,  and  that  she  not  merely  deprecated  the 
Tile  proceedings  of  her  grandmother,  but  was  re- 
lolved  to  put  an  end  to  them.  S'^V^V  aftr 
W  returned  into  the  room ;  and  Zarah  after 
castin.^  a  glance  upon  my  countenance  and  per- 
ce  V ini  th  "t  I  was  in  a  fair  way  towards  recovery 
again  turned  her  fierce  angry  looks  upon  the  old 
woman,  exclaiming,  "And  now  begone  1 
No.  61.— Ellen  Pekct. 


"No!  no!"  cried  Beda:  "let  her  not  depart! 
She  will  bring  hither  others——" 

"  She  will  not  dare  do  so,"  interrupted  Zarah 
emphatically.  "Trust  everything  to  me,  Beda: 
you  and  your  dear  mistress  are  sale!  Begone, 
grandmother  !-and  remember  what  I  have  told 

^°The  old  dame,  mumbling  something  that  was 
inaudible-looking  half  savage  and  half  discom- 
fited-was  moving  towards  the  cupboard,  whea 
Zirah  clutched  her  forcibly  by   the  arm,  exclaim- 


402 


ELLEN    PilSCT;    OB,    THE    MEMOIRS   OV    AH   ACTRESS. 


ing,  "  Xo  !  you  shall  take  nothing  thence ! — you 
require  nothing!  Depart,  I  insist ! — or  by  every- 
thing sacred  I  swear  that  I  will  not  protect  you 
from  Eilen  Percy's  righteous  vengeance— and  if 
jou  tarry  long  enough  to  afford  her  time  to  breathe 
a  wish  that  you  be  given  into  custody,  X  will  not 
speak  a  syllable  nor  stretch  forth  a  hand  to  save 

you!"  ,.,      , 

Dame  Betty  flung  a  look  of  mingled  defiance 
and  deprecating  entreaty  upon  her  granddaughter : 
but  Zarah  was  evidently  resolute — and  she  felt 
that  ehe  had  the  power  to  dictate  and  to  com- 
mand with  the  certainty  of  being  obeyed.  The 
hag  muttered  something  between  her  lips — drew 
the  hood  of  her  cloak  over  her  head — and  hobbled 
out  of  the  room. 

"  Now,  dear  Beda,"  said  Zarah,  '•'  we  must  get 
your  mistress  away  :  my  carriage  is  waiting  at  no 
very  great  distance " 

"Zarah,  dear  Zarah,"  I  murmured — for  the 
faculty  of  speech  was  now  slowly  returning,  and 
my  ideas  were  recovering  from  bewilderment  and 
confusion — "  is  it  to  you  that  I  am  indebted  for 
my  life  r" 

"Yes— it  is  Zarah  who  has  saved  you,  my  be- 
loved mistress  ?"  exclaimed  Beda,  affectionately 
kissing  me  on  both  cheeks,  as  she  still  sustained 
me  in  her  arms. 

"  Vile  old  woman  !"  muttered  Zarah,  in  accents 
that  were  just  audible  :  and  stooping  down,  she 
picked  up  from  the  floor  a  dingy  crumpled  artifi- 
cial white  rose. 

Ah !  that  white  rose  !  — it  was  the  weapon  with 
which  Dame  Betty  had  so  treacherously  worked ! 
i— the  weapon  with  which  she  had  sought  to  take 
my  life !  Zarah  threw  it  into  the  fire,  with  every 
evidence  of  horror,  disgust,  and  loathing  :  and  then 
she  ransacked  the  cupboard  to  glance  at  its  con* 
tents.  Three  or  four  bottles  as  well  as  little  boxes 
did  she  take  thence  ;  and  all  these  she  threw  into 
the  fire  likewise. 

"  I  know  not  what  they  contain,"  she  said,  as 
she  heaped  more  wood  upon  the  grate  :  "  but  this 
at  least  is  the  safest  way  to  deal  with  them.  And 
now,  dear  Ellen,  do  you  feel  yourself  well  enough 
to  walk  ?" 

"  Yes,"  I  said,  rising  from  Beda's  arms,  and  at 
first  resting  my  hand  upon  her  shoulder  :  "  the 
dizziness  is  passing  away  from  me." 

"  Inhale  that  scent  once  more,  and  you  will  be 
quite  well,"  said  Zarah. 

I  applied  to  my  nostrils  the  little  smelling- 
bottle  which  she  handed  me  ;  and  the  salutary 
effects  were  speedily  felt. 

"  Xow  come  quick,"  said  Zarah :  "  my  carriage 
is  at  no  great  distance — and  we  will  repair  to 
Petersfield." 

"We  issued  forth  from  the  cottage  ;  and  the  fresh 
air  completed  my  restoration.  For  a  few  minutes 
I  experienced  a  slight  headach :  but  by  the  time 
we  reached  the  carriage,  which  was  only  a  quarter 
«f  a  mile  distant,  I  was  as  well  as  if  nothing  had 
occurred.  Zarah's  travelling-equipage  was  in 
waiting :  the  coachman  was  on  the  box — the  foot- 
man opened  the  door— we  all  three  entered,  and 
the  carriage  drove  away. 

"It  happens,"  observed  Zarah,  "that  I  have 
taken  up  my  quarters  at  the  same  hotel  where 
you  have  been  stopping,  I  have  learnt  from 
that     wicked    woman    whom    with   shame    and 


sorrow  I  am  compelled  to  acknowledge  as  my 
relative,  everything  that  has  happened.  You 
have  been  detained  prisoners  since  yesterday  even- 
ing ;  and  your  absence  from  the  hotel  must 
therefore  be  accounted  for.  This  is  not  diffi- 
cult. You  will  say  that  you  walked  a  little 
way  out  of  the  town  last  evening  to  see  a  friend— 
and  that  being  taken  Ul,  you  remained  there  to 
sleep.  It  can  be  further  stated  that  I  accidentally 
called  at  the  same  house  ;  and  finding  you  there, 
brought  you  back  in  my  carriage,  as  we  are  inti- 
mate friends.  The  discretion  of  my  servants  can 
be  relied  upon  ;  and  they  will  say  nothing  to  con- 
tradict the  tale." 

"■  And  how  did  you  know,  Ziirah,"  I  inquired, 
"  that  we  had  been  to  Petersfield  and  had  taken 
up  our  quarters  at  that  hotel  ?" 

"  I  must  give  you  a  few  explanations,  my  dear 
Ellen,"  answered  Zarah.  "  Since  my  marriage 
with  St.  Clair  I  have  kept  spies  to  watch  the  pro- 
ceedings of  my  grandmother;  and  I  received  a 
letter  from  Birmingham,  to  the  effect  that  Beda 
had  been  there  making  secret  inquiries  concern- 
ing the  old  woman.  I  thought  that  there  must  be 
something  wrong ;  and  I  went  to  your  house  in 
i&reat  Ormond  Street.  There  I  saw  your  friend 
Miss  Glen^worth;  and  without  seeming  to  have 
any  special  object  in  view,  I  so  questioned  her 
that  I  learnt  you  had  come  down  to  Petersfield. 
Knowing  that  my  grandmother  was  in  this  neigh- 
bourhooo,  I  felt  convinced  that  your  visit  hither, 
following  so  closely  upon  the  inquiries  instituted 
by  Beda  at  Embledon  and  Birmingham,  must  have 
some  reference  to  the  old  woman.  I  grew 
alarmed— especially  as  you  had  kept  me  altogether 
in  the  dark  concerning  the  business,  whatsoever  it 
might  be.  X  at  once  set  off,  and  I  arrived  at 
Petersfield  about  an  hour  ago.  The  first  inquiry 
I  made  at  the  hotel,  elicited  the  fact  that  you  had 
put  up  there,  but  that  you  bad  been  absent 
with  your  dependant  since  yesterday  evening  ;  so 
that  some  little  alarm  was  entertained  on  your 
account,  though  still  it  was  more  than  half  be- 
lieved that  you  must  have  gone  to  visit  some 
friend  who  detained  you.  And  now  you  under- 
stand, my  dear  Eilen,  how  it  was  that  I  made  my 
appearance  at  the  cottage  some  half-hour  back." 

"  And  doubtless,  Zarah,"  I  said  in  a  serious 
tone,  "  your  grandmother  informed  you  of  my 
object " 

"  Alas,  yes  1"  responded  Mrs.  St.  Clair,  heaving 
a  profound  sigh.  "'  You  sought  information  rela- 
tive to  some  iniquitous  transaction  which  she  had 
with  a  person  ot  the  name  of  Parks  a  few  years 
ago  ?  You  will  believe  me  when  I  assure  you 
that  of  this  transaction  I  myself  was  utterly 
ignorant  until  within  the  hour  that  is  now  pass- 
ing. But  rest  assured,  Ellen,  that  I  will  help  you 
in  your  designs  relative  to  Mr.  Parks — though  you 
will  not  blame  me  for  having  ere  now  adopted  a 
measure  to  save  my  grandmother  from  your  ven- 
geance, most  righteous  though  that  vengeance 
would  be  :  nor  will  you  be  astonished  if  I  add  that 
whatsoever  may  be  the  course  which  we  shall 
adopt  in  reference  to  Mr.  Parks,  I  shall  to  the 
extent  of  my  power  continue  to  screen  my  grand- 
mother." 

"  I  feel,  Zarah,"  I  said,  "  that  my  position  to- 
wards you  is  most  embarrassing  and  unpleasant. 
This  evening  you  have  saved  my  life ;  and  while  oa 


ELLEN  PEECT;    OE,   THE   ME3I0IE3   OF   AN  ACTEES3. 


4-03 


the  one  hand  I  am  bound  to  testify  my  gratitude 
to  the  very  utmost,  yet  on  the  other  hand  the 
welfare  of  society  seems  to  demand  that  I  should 
(!hrow  aside  every  consideration  and  proclaim  to 
the  authorities  the  true  character  of  your  grand- 
mother." 

"  Banish  the  subject  from  your  memory  until 
to-morrow  morning,  if  possible — and  then  I  will 
tell  you  something.  You  will  do  me  this  favour, 
Ellen — will  you  not?" 

"  Impossible  were  it  for  me,"  I  rejoined,  "  to 
banish  from  my  memory  the  recollection  of  your 
grandmother's  many  iniquities  towards  me :  but 
this  much  will  I  faithfully  promise — that  I  will  take 
no  step  with  regard  to  her  until  you  shall  have  to- 
morrow made  your  promised  communication.  But 
answer  me  one  thing,  Zarah  :" — and  1  shuddered 
as  I  thought  of  the  topic  on  which  I  was  about  to 
touch.  "  It  was  a  white  rose,"  I  continued, 
speaking  significantly,  "  which  plunged  me  into 
that  stupor — would  it  not  have  been  the  stupor  of 
death  but  for  the  essence  which  you  made  me  i 
inhale  P" 

"  Alas !  truth  compels  me  to  admit  that  it  might  | 
have  been,"  rejoined   Zarah ;  "  though  there  are 
some  constitutions  which  resist  the  strength  of  the  I 
subtle  poison — and  the  poison  itself  loses  its  eflPect,  ' 
or  rather  its  extreme  potency  after  a  while."  j 

"  I  thought  so,"  I  said ;  for  vividly  to  my  mind 
was  conjured  up  the  circumstance  of  Lady  Lilla  I 
Essendine's  murderous  intention  towards  me,  up- 
wards of  a  year  back,  at  Mr.  Norman's  house  in  ' 
Hunter  Street.  i 

"  Oh,  you  may  be  assured,  Ellen,"  exclaimed  j 
Zirah,  in  a  tone  expressive  of  the  strongest  feel- 
ings, "  that  it  is  most  horribly  painful  for  me  to  : 
think  or  speak  of  the  iniquities  of  that  vile  old  I 
woman  whom  I  am  compelled  to  call  my  grand-  i 
mother  !"  | 

"Yes,  yes — it  must  bo  so!"  I  said:  "and  | 
therefore  for  the  present  let  us  banish  the  topic."    | 

The  hotel  was  now  reached  ;  and  on  alighting,  I 
saw  that  it  was  with  satisfaction  the  domestics  be-  > 
held   the  return  of  myself  and  Beda.     The   tale  j 
which  had  been  agreed  upon  was  told  to  account  I 
for  our   absence ;   and  it  was   evidently  received  [ 
without  the   slightest  suspicion  of  its  being  un-  i 
truthful.     Indeed,  Mrs,  St.  Clair,  as  the  wife  of  a  ! 
Right  Honourable  and  a  Cabinet  Minister,   was 
treated  with  the  highest  distinction  ,-  and   the  few  i 
words  which  she  threw  in  to  corroborate  the  state- 
ment, produced  the  fullest  effect.     In  about  half- 
an-hour  Zarah  and  I  were  seated  at  the  dinner- 
table  ;  and  I  took  good  care  that  Beda  should  have 
an  excellent  repast  served  up  in  her  own  room ;  [ 
for  neither  she  nor  I  had  tasted  a  morsel  of  food  | 
since  the  preceding  day.     The  excitement  of  all 
we  had  passed  through   had  however  sustained  us 
for  so   many  long   hours,   in  a    condition    which 
otherwise   would   have  experienced   the  eflfects  of 


sermi  famine.  I  slept  well  that  night :  for  I  was 
thoroughly  exhausted  both  in  mind  and  body  — 
and  I  did  not  awake  until  a  late  hour  in  the 
morning. 

1  should  here  incidentally  observe  that  Zarah 
had  not  spoken  a  single  syllable  in  allusion  to  the 
business  which  had  brought  Dame  Betty  to  the 
cottage  in  that  neighbourhood — I  mean  her  ini- 
quitous transaction  with  the  fair-haired  stranger. 
I  therefore  concluded  that  the   old  hag   had  re- 


1  mained  utterly  silent  upon  the  subject  when  con- 
versing with  her  grand-daughter  on  the  preceding 
I  evening.  I  myself  had  retained  a  seal  upon  my 
lips  in  reference  to  that  affair:  for  I  was  mindful 
of  the  oath  which  I  had  taken — I  considered  it  to 
be  solemnly  binding — and  I  was  consequently 
careful  to  abstain  from  its  violation. 

After  breakfast  Zarah  said  to  me,  "  I  last  oveU' 
ing  promised  you  a  certain  communication.  It 
can  be  conveyed  in  a  few  words.  My  grand- 
mother is  leaving  England,  under  the  solemn 
pledge  that  it  shall  be  for  ever.     Pardon  me— do 

not  reproach   me   for  subterfuge  or  trickery 

but  by  this  time  she  is  altogether  beyond  your 
reach ;  and  therefore  whatsoever  notion  you  might 
have  entertained  in  reference  to  the  duty  which 
you  owe  to  society,  is  completely  set  at  rest." 

For  an  instant  I  was  on  the  point  of  reproach- 
ing Zarah  for  what  struck  me  to  be  a  little 
piece  of  treachery  on  her  part  :  but  I  checked 
myself — for  I  remembered  that  she  had  saved  my 
life — I  was  under  numerous  obligations  to  her  — 
and  moreover  I  made  allowances  for  her  peculiar 
position.  I  thought  of  all  the  infamy  and  dis- 
grace which  would  become  attached  to  herself  if  it 
were  proclaimed  to  the  world  that  she  was  s) 
nearly  connected  with  a  wretch  of  the  description 
of  Dame  Betty,  I  therefore  contented  myself 
by  observing,  "  I  do  not  blame  you,  Zarah.  All 
persons  in  the  world  have  a  right  to  consult  their 
individual  interests.  And  now  let  the  subject 
drop  between  us.  But  in  reference  to  Mr. 
Parks " 

"  Listen,  my  dear  Ellen,"  interrupted  Zarah. 
"  You  have  just  passed  through  four-and-twenty 
hours  of  the  greatest  excitement  j  and  your  mind 
must  have  leisure  to  regain  its  full  equilibrium  to 
recover  from  its  agitation.  In  two  or  three  days 
you  shall  tell  me  everything  which  relates  to  this 
Mr.  Parks  :  for  as  yet  I  know  scarcely  anything 
upon  the  subject.  Then,  when  fully  enlightened, 
I  will  advise  with  you — we  will  take  counsel  to- 
gether— and  I  will  see  how  I  can  best  assist  you." 

"  Be  it  so,  Zirah,"  I  observed  :  for  I  indeed  had 
no  inclination  to  enter  immediately  upon  matters 
which  could  not  fail  to  be  fraught  with  a  certain 
degree  of  renewed  excitement.  "  Ah  !"  I  ejacu- 
lated, as  we  were  standing  together  at  the  win- 
dow :  "  behold  that  beautiful  lady  in  the  carriage 
that  is  passing  by  !" 

"  She  is  indeed  beautiful,"  said  Zarah.  "  And 
that  old  gentleman " 

"  That  is  Lord  Kelvedon,"  I  replied  :  "  and  he, 
as  you  may  observe,  is  between  sixty  and  seventy 
years  of  age.  That  young  lady — who  certainly  is 
not  more  than  three-and-twenty — is  his  wife." 

"  Indeed  !"  ejaculated  Zarah  :  "  this  is  a  veri- 
table illustration  of  an  alliance  between  December 
and  May  !" 

"  Lord  and  Lady  Kelvedon  are  going  up  to 
London,"  said  the  waiter,  who  had  just  entered 
the  room.  "  But  I  don't  suppose  it  will  be  for 
long,  as  his  lordship  has  retired  from  active  life, 
and  has  declared  his  intention  of  passing  the  rest 
of  his  existence  for  the  most  part  at  the  Hall. 
One  of  the  footmen  was  telling  me  last  evening 
that  my  lord  and  her  ladyship  were  going  to  Lon- 
don to-day." 

"  And  where  is  their  town-mansion  P"  inquired 
Zarah. 


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"  In  Eaton  Square,  I  believe,  ma'am,"  answered 
the  waiter. 

"  Talking  of  going  to  London,"  said  Mrs.  St. 
Clair,  "  reminds  me,  my  dear  Ellen,  that  we  have 
as  yet  made  no  arrangement  in  respect  to  our  own 
proceedings.     You  and  Beda  will  of  course  avail 

yourselves  of  my  travelling-carriage " 

"  I  thought  of  remaining  in  Fetersfield  until 
tomorrow,"  I  said  :  though  I  did  not  reveal  the 
object  for  which  I  desired  to  linger  in  that  town- 
fa  ut  the  reader  will  doubtless  comprehend  that  it 
was  for  the  purpose  of  ascertaining,  if  possible, 
who  was  the  fair-haired  stranger  that  was  so  inti- 
mately connected  with  the  incidents  at  the  ruined 
farm-buildings. 

"  My  time  shall  be  your's,"  said  Zarah  :  and 
then,  as  the  waiter  still  lingered  in  the  room— for 
he  was  clearing  away  the  breakfast  things — she 
added  in  a  low  tone,  "I  understand  you,  my  dear 
Ellen  :  you  require  at  least  a  day's  repose  before 
you  set  out  on  your  return  to  the  metropolis  P" 

"  Yes— I  think  I  should  perhaps  be  better  for 
a  day's  rest.     Sut  do  not  let  me  detain  you,  my 

dear  Zarah " 

"  If  you  have  really  do  private  business  to 
transact,  Ellen  —  and  if  I  shall  not  be  in  your 

way " 

'■  My  dear  Zarah,  how  can  you  think  of  such  a 
thing  ?" 

"  Well  then,"  she  said,  "  I  will  remain  with 
you." 

"  And  your  husband  ?"  I  suggested,  still  speak- 
ing  in  a  low  whisper  ;  for  the  waiter  was  yet  in 
the  room. 

"  Ob,  we  do  not  interfere  with  each  other  !" 
rejoined  Zarah— and  a  scornful  smile  wreathed 
her  lip.  "We  still  carry  on  a  species  of  tacit 
warfare  —  still    observe    appearances    before   the 

world " 

"  There  is  a  beautiful  horse  !"  I  ejaculated,  as  I 
gave  a  sudden  start  :  for  it  was  not  really  the 
handsome  appearance  of  the  animal  which  had 
thus  struck  me— but  the  exclamation  served  as  a 
cloak  for  the  effect  which  the  person  of  the  rider 
himself  produced  upon  me. 

"  That  gentleman,  ma'am,"  said  the  waiter, 
glancing  from  the  window,  "  is  Lord  iCelvedon's 
nephew — Mr.  CoUingwood." 

"  Ah  !  that  is  Mr.  CoUingwood  !"  I  murmured, 
as  a  sinking  sensation  seized  upon  me  ;  for  at  the 
same  moment  I  comprehended  everything. 

"  Yes,  ma'am— that  is  Mr.  CoUingwood,"  added 
the  waiter  :  "  and  he  likewise,  I  believe,  goes  up 
to  London  to-day." 

The  waiter  left  the  room  ;  and  presently  I  said 
to  Zarah,  "  AU  things  considered,  my  dear  friend 
— though   perhaps  you  will  fancy  me  very  fickle 

• but  I  repeat,  all  things   considered,  I  would 

rather  return  to  London  to-day  :  for  the  distance 
is  not  great — and  one  rides  so  easy  in  your  car- 
riage  '" 

"  Be  it  so,  Ellen,  by  all  means  1"  exclaimed  Mrs. 
St.  Clair,  who  evidently  entertained  not  the  slightest 
suspicion  of  any  particular  motive  on  my  part  for 
thus  altering  the  plan  of  my  proceedings  "  We 
will  at  once  give  the  requisite  instructions." 

The  orders  were  accordingly  issued — the  bill 
was  settled — Zarah's  handsome  equipage  was  soon 
in  readiness  —  and  we  set  off  on  our  return  to 
London. 


CHAPTER  LXrX. 


HEEMIONE. 


It  was  about  six  o'clock  on  that  evening  when 
Beda  and  I  alighted  from  Mrs.  St.  Clair's  travel- 
ling-carriage at  the  door  of  my  house  in  Great 
Ormond  Street.  I  expected  to  be  welcomed  by 
Mary  Glentworth :  but  she  was  not  seen  gliding 
towards  me  as  on  any  former  occasion  of  my 
return  from  a  temporary  absence.  I  however 
thought  that  she  might  be  in  her  chamber,  and 
that  she  had  not  heard  the  carriage  stop  in  tke 
street:  but  the  maid-servant  who  opened  the  door, 
said,  "  Miss  Glentworth  has  gone  to  dine  with  Mr. 
Wilkinson  the  lawyer." 

"  Indeed  !"  I  ejaculated ;  for  I  was  stricken 
with  surprise,  wondering  why  Mr.  Wilkinson 
could  have  shown  Mary  this  civility,  and  whether 
the  Duke  of  Ardleigh  might  have  returned  to 
London  earlier  than  he  had  expected,  and  had 
thought  fit  to  make  some  immediate  communica- 
tion to  his  natural  daughter. 

"Oh,  yes,  Miss!"  replied  the  servant-maid; 
"  and  Miss  Glentworth  was  yesterday  for  some 
hours  at  Mr.  WUkinson's  office  in  Furnival's  Inn." 
"  But  he  does  not  live  at  Furnival's  Inn  ?"  I 
said,  more  inquiringly  than  positively ;  for  I  was 
really  ignorant  upon  the  subject. 

"His  offices  are  there,  I  believe.  Miss,"  an- 
swered the  maid :  "  but  from  what  Miss  Glent- 
worth said  to  me,  I  fancy  that  his  private  resi- 
dence is  up  at  Highbury." 

I  ascended  to  my  own  chamber,  feeling  glad 
that  the  Duke  of  Ardleigh's  lawyer  was  taking 
this  notice  of  Mary  Glentworth— but  wondering 
for  what  purpose  it  could  be.  Having  changed 
my  toilet,  I  descended  to  the  dining-room,  where 
dinner  was  soon  served  up ;  and  when  the  repast 
was  over,  I  gave  way  to  my  reflections  on  the  in- 
cidents which  had  occurred  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  Petersfield. 

A  little  after  nine  o'clock  a  cab  stopped  at  the 
door ;  and  Mary  Glentworth's  voice  was  soon 
heard  in  the  ball.  She  was  receiving  the  intel- 
ligence that  I  had  returned  home— ejaculations 
of  joy  were  bursting  from  her  lips — she  sped  up 
to  the  drawing-room — and  we  were  clasped  in 
each  other's  arms. 

"  Ob,  if  I  had  expected  you  back  so  soon,  my 
dear  Ellen,"  exclaimed  Mary,  as  she  turned  to- 
wards the  sofa,  on  which  she  threw  her  bonnet, 
scarf,  and  gloves,  "  I  would  not  have  gone  out  to 
dinner.  You  see  I  did  not  dress  myself  in  full 
evening  costume  ;  for  Mr.  Wilkinson  told  me  that 
there  were  only  to  be  himself,  his  wife,  and  daugh- 
ters." 

"  But   I   am    glad   that   you    went,    my   dear 

Mary,"  I  said.     "  I  hope  it  is  a  good  sign " 

"  Oh  !  I  have  absolutely  learnt  nothing  more 
relative  to  my  uncle's  movements  than  I  knew 
before !"  exclaimed  Mary;  and  stiU  she  was  busied 
in  arranging  her  things  upon  the  sofa,  so  that  her 
back  was  towards  me. 

"  Ah  !  her  uncle  ?  She  stiU  calls  him  her 
uncle  !"  I  said  to  myself ;  "  and  therefore  she 
yet  remains  ignorant  of  everything  connected  wiih 
this  momentous  secret  in  respect  to  her  parent- 
age." 


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"  But  tell  me,"  ahe  continued,  no«r  hastening  to 
ring  the  bell  for  the  servant  to  take  her  bonnet 
and  scarf  up  to  her  chamber, — "  tell  me  how  you 
haTe  fared  at  Petersfield  ?" 

"  Beda  and  myself  have  experienced  many  ad* 
ventures,"  I  responded  ;  "  and  I  will  narrate  them 
all  presently :  suffice  it  to  say  for  the  present  that 
I  hare  been  so  far  successful  as  to  ascertain  that 
it  was  really  the  villain  !Mr.  Parks  who  purchased 
the  poison  of  the  old  gipsy  woman.  Bat  nothing 
can  be  done  in  that  matter  for  the  moment.  And 
now  tell  me,  Mary,  why  did  Mr.  Wilkinson  seek 
you? — for  it  was  with  pleasure  I  learnt  you  were 
yesterday  for  some  hours  at  his  office." 

"  Oh  !  he  did  not  seek  me,"  answered  Mary 
Glentworth  —  and  I  perceived  that  the  colour 
mounted  to  her  cheeks  :  "  it  was  I  who  sought 
him.  But  I  am  afraid  you  will  be  angry  that  I 
thus  took  any  step  in  «  matter  wherein  perhaps 
I  ought  to  have  waited " 

"  I  cannot  be  angry  with  you,  Mary  :  I  have 
no  right  to  be  angry  !  These  are  your  own  per- 
sonal concerns  —  and  you  are  fully  justified  in 
obeying  the  suggestions  of  your  own  mind.  But 
tell  me  —^" 

"  Well,  my  dear  Ellen,"  continued  Mary  Glent- 
worth, still  with  a  certain  confusion  and  embarrass- 
ment, so  that  I  feared  lest  she  fancied  I  was 
somewhat  annoyed  at  her  proceeding  ;  "  I  thought 
I  should  like  to  know  when  there  was  a  chance 
of  my  uncle  returning  to  England— I  feared  that 
perhaps  I  might  have  been  forgotten — so  I  went 
to  Mr.  Wilkinson.  I  had  to  wait  a  long,  long 
time  before  I  could  see  him — he  was  so  busily  en- 
gaged—and then,  on  being  admitted  into  his  pri- 
vate office,  I  found  him  so  kind,  and  he  treated 
me  with  so  much  politeness,  I  remained  an  hour 
in  conversation  with  him.  Then  —  then"— and 
still    Mary  Glentworth  seemed  to  hesitate — "  he 

asked  me   to  dine  at  his   house    to-day so  I 

went.     That  is  all !     And  now  tell  me  your  own 
adventures." 

"  Eeally,  my  dear  Mary,"  I  said,  "  you  speak, 
and  look,  and  act" — for  she  had  a  nervous  restless- 
ness about  her  which  grieved  me — "just  as  if  you 
thought  I  was  going  to  express  myself  in  very 
strong  and  angry  terms  in  respect  to  your  pro- 
ceedings towards  Mr.  Wilkinson.  If  you  regard 
me  as  a  sister  or  as  a  very  dear  friend,  pray  do 
not  look  upon  me  as  one  who  could  domineer  over 
you  or  assume  a  right  to  be  angry,  as  if  you  were 
a  child  and  I  were  a  very  sedate  old  woman. 
Eemember,  my  dear  Mary,"  I  added,  smiling, 
"  there  is  not  such  a  vsrj/  great  difference  be- 
tween your  age  and  mine  ;  for  I  am  not  yet 
quite  twenty,  and  you  are  precisely  two  months 
younger  !" 

Mary  now  laughed  gaily ;  and  embracing  me, 
she  said,  "  Pray  do  tell  me  your  adventures, 
Ellen  !" 

I  related  them  partially  to  her,  but  leaving  out 
everything  which  regarded  Mr.  CoUingwood  ;  for 
I  was  resolved  to  respect  the  solemn  oath   which  j 
I  had  taken ;  and  I  knew  that  Beda  would  do  the  | 
same.     I    retired    early    to    rest— for  I  was  very  ] 
much  fatigued  ;  and   when  I  awoke  in  the  morn- 
ing,  I  said    to  myself,    "  Now,   ere  this  day  be  , 
passed,  I  must  by  some  means  or  another  obtain 
an  interview  with  Lady  Eelvedon." 

But   how   waa  this   to  be  accomplished  ?     On 


what  pretence  could  I  seek  her  ladyship? — and 
even  if  obtaining  access  to  her,  how  could  I  carry 
out  the  project  which  I  had  in  view  and  still 
respect  the  oath  I  had  taken  to  Mr.  CoUingwood  ? 
The  matter  was  a  difficult  one ;  and  I  had  not 
made  up  my  mind  to  any  particular  course  when 
I  descended  to  the  breakfast-table.  The  morn- 
ing's letters  were  soon  afterwards  delivered;  and 
amongst  them  was  one  written  in  a  beautiful  hand 
and  coming  from  Lady  Selvedon  herself.  It  had 
been  penned  on  the  previous  evening ;  and  its 
contents  ran  as  follow  :— 

"Eaton  Square,  April  2, 1812. 

"Lady  Kelvedon  presents  her  compliments  to 
Miss  Trafford,  and  requests  the  favour  of  a  call  at 
Miss  Trafford's  leisure  upon  some  little  business  of 
a  professional  nature.  Lady  Kelvedon  would 
prefer  receiving  Miss  Trafford  between  the  hours 
of  four  and  five  in  the  afternoon  on  any  early 
day." 

I  was  much  struck  by  the  singularity  of  this 
coincidence :  it  seemed  as  if  heaven  itself  had 
ordained  it  to  occur.  The  very  lady  whom  but  a 
few  minutes  back  I  had  been  so  much  wishing  to 
have  an  opportunity  of  seeing,  but  to  whom  I  had 
known  not  on  what  plea  to  present  myself,  had 
written  to  invite  me  to  visit  her.  But  that  allu- 
sion to  professional  business — was  it  a  colour  and 
a  pretext  on  her  part  ?  had  anything  transpired 
in  respect  to  my  meeting  with  Mr.  CoUingwood  to 
induce  her  ladyship  thus  to  send  for  me  ?— or  was 
it  really  some  affair  utterly  unconnected  there- 
with? I  knew  not  what  to  think  :  but  I  was  de- 
termined to  ascertain  very  speedily ;  for  inasmuch 
as  her  ladyship  had  appointed  no  particular  day, 
I  thought  that  I  oould  not  do  better  than  pro- 
ceed to  Eaton  Square  in  the  afternoon.  I  did 
not  ask  Mary  Glentworth  to  accompany  me  :  but 
I  went  alone  in  my  carriage,  having  about  my 
person  the  tin  box  of  pink  lozenges  which  Beda, 
had  received  from  Dame  Betty  some  time  back, 
and  which  I  had  ever  since  carefully  preserved. 

I  arrived  at  Eaton  Square  shortly  after  four 
o'clock  in  the  afternoon ;  and  the  carriage  stopped 
at  Lord  Kelvedon's  handsome  residence.  Imme- 
diately on  announcing  my  name,  I  was  conducted 
by  a  footman  to  a  splendidly  furnished  drawing- 
room,  where  I  found  her  ladyship  seated  upon  a 
sofa  with  a  book  in  her  hand.  She  immedietely  laid 
down  the  book — rose — and  received  me  with  the 
kindest  affability.  I  have  already  described  her 
as  being  exceedingly  good-looking,  even  when  seen 
from  a  distance:  but  the  idea  thus  formed  of  her 
beauty  was  by  uo  means  disenchanted  on  a  closer 
view.  She  was  dressed  for  dinner:  she  wore  an 
elegant  eveniog  costume,  the  low  dress  displaying 
the  admirable  formation  of  the  bust;  and  her 
beautifully  modelled  arms  were  bare  almost  to  the 
shoulders.  Her  brown  hair  was  arranged  ia 
bands,  set  off  by  an  exquisite  French  cap  of  the 
finest  lace.  A  magnificent  spaniel  was  reposing 
upon  a  footstool  near  her  feet.  When  I  had 
seen  her  in  the  carriage,  I  had  fancied  that  she 
was  tall;  but  I  now  found  that  she  was  not  above 
the  medium  stature, — though  the  blended  dignity 
and  elegance  of  her  bearing,  the  statuesque  car- 
riage  of  the  head,  and  the  length  of  the  snowy 
nec'c,  with  the  graceful  slope  of  the  shoulders, 
made  her  seem  taller  than  she  really  was. 


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EtiEir  PEECT;   on,  the   memoirs   op   an  ACTETJ88. 


Haviflff  requeste'1  me  to  be  seated,  and  having 
resumed  her  own  place  upon  the  sofa,  Lady  Kelve- 
don  said,  "  I  knosr  not,  Miss  Trafford,  whether 
you  can  help  me  in  the  matter  on  which  I  am 
about  to  speak :  but  at  all  events  you  can  per- 
haps assist  me  with  your  advice — and  I  must  offer 
my  apologies  for  having  given  you  the  trouble  to 
call  upon  me." 

I  now  felt  tolerably  well  assured  that  it  was 
really  a  professional  matter  concerning  which  Lady 
Kelvedon  had  desired  an  interview, — though  I 
was  not  absolutely  certain. 

"  You  must  grant  me  your  patience,  Miss  Traf- 
ford," continued  her  ladyship,  "  while  I  give  you 
a  few  particulars  which  will  serve  as  a  preface  to 
farther  explanations.  I  must  tell  you  that  at  the 
same  boarding-school  where  I  was  educated  at 
Brighton,  there  was  a  young  French  lady  to  whom 
I  became  greatly  attached.  She  was  an  orphan  : 
she  had  an  uncle  who  was  at  the  time  a  merchant 
in  London ;  and  as  he  was  her  only  relative,  it 
was  for  this  reason  that  she  lived  in  Eogland  and 
had  been  placed  at  the  seminary  at  Brighton.  In- 
deed her  parents  died  when  she  was  very  young; 
so  that  ever  since  the  age  of  five  or  six  she  has 
dwelt  in  this  country.  She  consequently  speaks 
the  English  language  without  the  slightest  foreign 
accent;  and  she  is  highly  accomplished.  About  a 
tw?lvemonth  back  her  uncle  died  suddenly ;  and  it 
was  then  found  that  so  far  from  being  in  a  state 
of  affluence,  as  was  generally  supposed,  he  was 
utterly  insolvent.  His  creditors  seized  upon 
whatsoever  there  was  to  take ;  and  the  poor  young 
lady  was  left  almost  destitute  and  almost  friend- 
less in  the  world." 

"  Tet  not  altogether  friendless,"  I  interjected : 
"  since  Lady  Kelvedon  has  evidently  taken  so  kind 
an  interest  in  her  unfortunate  position!" 

"  Yes,"  continued  her  ladyship  :  "  for  at  school 
we  were  bosom  friends— and  that  friendship  has 
proved  something  more  than  the  evanescent 
likings  of  girlhood.  My  father  and  mother,  at  my 
intercession,  offered  her  a  home,  which  circum* 
stances  constrained  her  to  accept.  But  I  am  not 
too  proud  to  confess  to  you.  Miss  Trafford,  that 
my  family  is  not  a  rich  one.  Aline  Marcy  knows 
it ;  and  she  naturally  feels  unhappy  at  being  a 
burden  upon  their  resources,  though  that  burden  is 
so  light  a  one  I  Then  too  she  has  her  little  pride ; 
and  this  prevents  her  from  accepting  anything 
from  my  purse — though  heaven  knows  she  should 
be  freely  welcome  !  You  might  ask  me  wherefore 
I  do  not  give  her  a  home  beneath  my  own  roof, 
under  some  such  delicate  pretext  that  I  require 
the  society  of  a  friend  and  companion.  But  Lord 
Kelvedon,  though  kind  and  good,  has  his  own  pe- 
culiar  ways  and    notions and  in  short,   ihat 

plan  is  impossible.  And  now  I  come.  Miss  Traf- 
ford, to  those  explanations  to  which  this  long  pre- 
face was  intended  to  lead." 

Her  ladyship  paused  for  a  few  moments,  and 
then  continued  in  the  following  manner  :  — 

"Aline  Marcy  has  taken  a  fancy  to  the  stage. 
She  is  utterly  deficient  in  vanity  ;  and  therefore  I 
believe  that  it  is  the  veritable  impulse  of  her 
genius  which  prompts  her.  Several  friends  enter- 
tain the  most  favourable  opinion  upon  the  point. 
She  possesses  a  beautiful  person,  as  I  have  already 
told  you  ;  and  her  voice  is  powerful  and  melodious. 
It  is  her  desire  to   embrace  the  dramatic  profes- 


sion. To  tell  you  the  truth.  Miss  Trafford,  she 
was  in  London  a  few  months  ago,  with  Mr.  and 
Mrs.  Wyvill,  my  parents,  and  she  saw  you  twice 
— once  in  the  character  of  Lady  Macbeth,  the 
second  time  in  that  of  Juliet.  Ever  since  she  has 
been  studying  Shakspere— she  has  devoured  the 
dramatic  criticisms  in  newspapers— she  has  become 
convinced  that  she  could  at  least  earn  her  bread 
by  the  profession  which  she  longs  to  adopt.  She 
has  conceived  an  enthusiastic  admiration  for  your- 
self; and  she  earnestly  hopes  that  you  will  either 
consent  to  become  her  tutoress  in  preparing  her 
for  the  stage,  or  that  at  all  events  you  will  be  kind 
enough  to  assist  her  with  your  counsel  how  she  is 
to  proceed.  I  know  not  in  what  terms  to  shape 
something  which  I  have  yet  to  say,"  continued 
Lady  Kelvedon  ;  "  but  perhaps  you  will  under- 
stand me.  Miss  Trafford,  when  I  observe  my  purse 
shall  become  the  source  of  a  liberal  reward  for 
whatsoever  effective  instructions  may  be  bestowed 
upon  this  young  lady  in  whom  I  am  so  deeply  in- 
terested." 

"  "Where  is  Mademoiselle  Marcy  now  P"  I  in- 
quired :  for  I  wished  to  see  the  young  lady  before 
1  gave  any  positive  answer. 

'•  She  is  staying  with  me  for  the  present,"  re- 
plied her  ladyship.  "  When  I  said  just  now  that 
it  was  out  of  my  power  to  offer  her  a  home  be- 
neath this  roof,  I  meant  a  permanent  one :  but 
she  is  oa  a  temporary  visit  here— and  if  you  will 
permit  me  to  introduce  her,  I  shall  have  the 
greatest  pleasure." 

'•■  I  should  certainly  desire  to  see  Mademoiselle 
Marcy,"  I  rejoined  ;  "  so  that  I  may  on  some 
points  form  my  judgment ;  and  then  I  will  speak 
more  particularly  to  your  ladyship," 

Lady  Kelvedon  rang  the  bell,  and  desired  the 
footman  who  answered  the  summons  to  request 
Mademoiselle  Marcy's  presence  in  the  drawing- 
room.  The  domestic  retired ;  and  in  a  few 
minutes  Aline  made  her  appearance.  I  beheld 
before  me  a  beautiful  young  woman  of  about  nine- 
teen or  twenty,  with  one  of  those  French  faces  in 
which  delicacy  of  features  is  blended  with  an  ex- 
pression of  naivete  and  amiability,  with  the  ani- 
mation of  intelligence  over  all.  Her  figure  was 
proportioned  to  the  exactest  symmetry  :  her  bear- 
ing and  her  attitudes  were  characterized  by 
elegance  and  grace.  A  modest  blush  mantled 
upon  her  countenance  :  but  her  eyes  sparkled  with 
mingled  hope  and  admiration  as  she  recognised 
me.  Lady  Kelvedon  introduced  us;  and  then 
making  Mademoiselle  Marcy  sit  down  by  her  side, 
she  said,  '•  My  dear  Aline,  I  have  been  speaking  to 
Miss  Trafford  concerning  yourself." 

'"Hermione,"  said  the  young  French  lady,  in  a 
low  voice,  which  was  full  of  emotion,  "you  are  ex- 
ceedingly kind  to  me  ;  and  if  through  your  inter- 
vention Miss  Trafford  would  only  interest  herself 
on  my  behalf,  I  should  indeed  be  rejoiced  !" 

Aline's  voice  was  full  of  music  :  it  was  flute- 
like and  strong,  but  capable  of  being  modulated  to 
all  the  various  cadences  suited  for  the  stage. 
This  was  a  great  advantage  ;  while  the  beauty  of 
her  person  and  the  elegance  of  her  manners  could 
not  fail  to  prove  additional  elements  of  success. 
I  felt  interested  in  her  :  and  perhaps  for  that  very 
reason  I  might  have  conscientiously  endeavoured 
to  dissuade  her  from  embarking  in  a  sphere 
fraught  with  so  many  temptations :  but  by  all  I 


ELIEX    PEECT;   OK,    THE    MEilOIES   OP  AN   ACIEES3. 


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had  learnt  from  Lady  Kelvedon's  lips,  I  felt  as- 
sured that  Aline's  miad  was  made  up;  and  there- 
fore I  said  to  mjself,  "  If  she  be  resolved  to  go 
upon  the  stage,  I  will  at  least  give  her  the  benefit 
of  my  experiences,  and  will  do  all  I  can  to  shield 
her  from  harm." 

I  saw  that  the  utmost  affectioa  subsisted  be- 
tween Aline  and  Hermioue  (for  such  was  the 
Christian  name  of  the  beautiful  Lady  Kelvedon) ; 
and  as  I  was  likewise  interested  in  the  latter,  I  had 
every  inclination  to  take  a  step  which  would  be 
pleasing  to  them  both.  I  therefore  said,  "  It  will 
afford  me  much  delight.  Mademoiselle  Marcy,  to 
give  you  those  instructions  which  may  fit  you  for 
the  profession  that  you  desire  to  embrace.  At  the 
same  time  let  me  at  once  frankly  and  unmistak- 
ably observe  that  I  am  about  to  become  your 
tutoress  as  a  friend — and  on  no  other  considera* 
tion." 

"  Oh,  Miss  Trafford,  this  is  most  generous  on 
your  part  ?"  exclaimed  Aline,  taking  my  hand  and 
pressing  it  with  the  most  grateful  fervour. 

We  then  discoursed  upon  future  arrangements ; 
and  it  was  settled  that  Mademoiselle  Marcy 
should  visit  me  daily  at  my  own  house  for  an  hour 
or  two,  that  she  might  receive  the  benefit  of  the 
dramatic  tuition  which  I  volunteered.  When 
everything  was  thus  far  disposed  of,  I  intimated 
that  I  desired  to  speak  to  Lady  Xelvedon  alone  ; 
and  the  beautiful  Aline  at  once  retired. 

"  Your  ladyship  is  resolved,"  I  said,  "  that 
Mademoiselle  Marcy  shall  embrace  the  profession 
of  the  stage,  as  her  inclination  impels  r" 

"  Circumstances  appear.  Miss  Trafford,  to 
render  this  course  absolutely  requisite,"  was 
Hermione's  answer. 

"And  you.  Lady  Eelvedon,  as  her  friend,"  I 
continued,  "  will  not  regret  sooner  or  later  the 
step  to  which  you  are  thus  giving  your  assent  ?" 

"If  by  any  chance  she  should  some  day  be- 
come as  famous  as  yourself.  Miss  Trafford,"  re- 
sponded Lady  Eelvedon,  with  an  amiable  smile, 
"  I  should  indeed  be  proud  of  her !  And  yet," 
she  immediately  added,  as  a  slight  shade  came 
over  her  countenance,  "  there  is  one  thing  which 

is  perhaps  to  be  regretted And  yet  no  !  it  is 

sot  always  the  case !" — and  here  she  gazed  steadily 
upon  my  countenance. 

"  What  does  your  ladyship  mean  ?"  I  inquired. 

"  Did  you  observe.  Miss  Trafford,  what  a  beau- 
tiful complexion  Aline  Marcy  possesses  F  Would 
it  not  therefore  be  a  pity  if  by  means  of  rouge, 
cosmetics,  and  those  appliances  which  are  used  by 
persons  appearing  on  the  stage,  that  delicate  bloom 
on  her  cheeks  should  be  destroyed  P  Yet  pardon 
me  for  what  I  am  about  to  say — but  when  I  look 
at  your  complexion.  Miss  Trafford,  I  take  courage 
on  my  dear  friend  Aline's  part :  for  no  one  would 

ever  think again  I  must  ask  your  pardon  for 

the   rudeness   of  my  observations but  no  one 

would  ever  think  that  rouge  or  cosmetic,  powder 
or  tint  of  any  kind  had  touched  yotir  cheeks  !" 

A  sudden  idea  struck  me ;  and  looking  with 
mysterious  significancy  in  Lady  Eelvedon's  face,  I 
said,  "  That  circumstance  which  you  have  just 
mentioned  involves  a  secret  known  but  to  two  or 
three  persons  in  this  country,  but  which  when  the 
time  comes  I  shall  have  no  objection  to  impart  to 
your  friend  Mademoiselle  Marcy." 

"  A  secret,   Miss  Trafford  t"   exclaimed  Lady 


Eelvedon,  whose  curiosity  was  evidently  piqued, 
"  Will  it  be  any  indiscretion  on  my  part  to  in- 
quire what  you  mean  ?" 

I  pretended  to  reflect  for  a  few  moments;  and 
then  I  said,  "  After  what  I  have  suffered  to  fall 
from  my  lips,  I  cannot  suddenly  stop  short  and 
maintain  an  air  of  mystery  towards  your  ladyship. 
But  before  I  enter  upon  any  explanation,  I  must 
stipulate  for  an  inviolable  secrecy — a  secrecy  which 
will  extend  even  to  your  husband — to  your  lady's- 
maid  especially— and  to  Mademoiselle  Marcy  her- 
self for  the  present." 

"  Oh  !  faithfully  I  promise  you.  Miss  Trafford," 
cried  Lady  Eelvedon,  "  that  I  will  observe  the 
strictest  secrecy  in  respect  to  whatsoever  you  may 
be  about  to  impart !" 

"  There  is  an  eminent  French  chemist,"  I  con- 
tinued, "  whose  ambition  it  is  to  devise  many  use- 
ful compounds,  but  whose  eccentricity  prompts 
him  to  maintain  them  a  comparative  secret  and  to 
confide  the  knowledge  thereof  to  a  very  limited 
circle.  This  is  his  mania,  if  so  it  may  be  termed ; 
and  I  must  leave  others  to  account  for  it.  I  am 
now  dealing  simply  with  the  fact." 

"  Proceed,  Miss  Trafford,"  said  Lady  Eelvedon. 
"  I  am  already  deeply  interested." 

"  This  French  chemist,"  I  continued,  "  has  com- 
pounded certain  drugs,  which,  when  taken  into 
the  system,  act  upon  the  surface  of  the  skin  and 
protect  it  against  all  those  influences  which  usually 
mar  and  injure  its  beauty.  Thus,  with  persons  of 
my  profession,  it  is  not  merely  the  little  tint  of 
rouge  which  is  placed  upon  the  cheeks — but  it  is 
likewise  the  heated  atmosphere,  the  glare  of  light, 
the  late  hours,  the  excitement— in  a  word,  a 
variety  of  influences,  which  give  a  premature  look 
of  age  to  those  who  are  still  youthful.  Now  your 
ladyship  may  perhaps  smile  when  I  tell  you  that 
this  French  chemist's  drugs  are  a  sovereign 
remedy  against  all  these  deleterious  effects :  they 
strengthen  the  texture  of  the  skin — they  impart 
to  it  a  healthy  tone  :  in  a  word " 

"  You  need  say  no  more.  Miss  Trafford !"  ex- 
claimed Lady  Eelvedon,  in  mingled  admiration 
and  surprise :  "  for  you  yourself  are  a  living  evi- 
dence of  the  truth  of  the  tale  !     Your  complexion 

is  truly  beautiful again  you  must  pardon  me 

for  my  seeming  rudeness " 

"Jfo  apology  is  necessary,"  I  interrupted  her, 
inwardly  rejoiced  that  I  had  succeeded  ia  thus 
gradually  leading  the  credulous  Hermione  on  unto 
the  point  to  which  I  sought  to  bring  her.  "  The 
tale  might  seem  extraordinary  in  your  ladyship's 
estimation,  were  it  not  supported  by  some  kind  of 
evidence ;  and  I  am  therefore  glad  that  you  are 
convinced  by  those  proofs  which  my  own  personal 
appearance  affords.  And  now  let  me  add  that 
if  I  have  told  you  this  tale,  and  in  some  sense 
violated  the  conditions  on  which  the  old  French 
chemist  entrusted  me  with  his  secret,  it  was  merely 
to  set  your  mind  at  rest  in  respect  to  the  beautiful 
complexion  of  your  friend  Ahne  Marcy." 

"  Ob,  I  have  indeed  no  longer  any  fears  on  that 
point !"  said  Lady  Eelvedon  ;  "  and  I  renew  my 
promise  that  the  secret  shall  be  faithfully  kept. 
But  do  you  know.  Miss  Trafford,  that  this  secret 
is  a  most  important  one :  for  1  believe" — nnd  hero 
she  hesitated — "  we  are  all  interested  in  the  pre- 
servation of  our  complexion :  heaven  knows  how 
much  ladies  spend  on  cosmetics,  lotions,  and  com- 


408 


BLXEIf   PERCY;    OE,   THE    MEMOIRS   OF    AN    ACTEESS. 


pounds  for  preserving  and  beautifying  the  skin  !  — 
and— and"— here  she  again  hesitated  and  blushed 
— "  I  must  frankly  admit  that  I  have  my  little 
vanity  on  the  same  point.  Indeed,  I  have  often 
thought  that  a  heated  room,  or  a  bleak  wind,  or 

exposure  to  the  sun " 

"Ko  doubt,"  I  interjected,  "these  influences 
are  ruinous  to  the  complexion :  nor  am  I  free  from 
the  vanity  of  our  sex.  To  be  candid,  Lady  Kelve. 
don,  I  study  to  the  utmost  to  preserve  my  com- 
plexion; and  every  day  when  I  take  one  of  the 
French  chemist's  skilfully  compounded  lozenges  I 
consider  myself  fortunate  in  having  received  so 
great  a  boon  from  bis  hands." 

"  Do  you  think.  Miss  Trafford,"  inquired  her 
ladyship,  speaking  with  hesitation  and  diffidence, 
"  that   money  could  procure   from  this  French 

chemist " 

"  The  revelation  of  the  secret  ?"  I  ejaculated, 
with  an  air  of  astonishment.  "  Oh  no !  assuredly 
not  !  He  is  already  rich,  and  singularly  eccentric. 
He  uses  his  scientific  knowledge  as  a  means  of 
bestowing  gifts  of  real  value  and  importance  as 
proofs  of  his  friendship  where  he  happens  to  take 
a  fancy." 

"  I  am  almost  sorry  that  you  have  told  me  of 
this  wonderful  preservative,"  said  Lady  Kelvedon ; 

"  for  now  I  long But  no.  Miss  TrafiFord !     The 

remark  I  was  about  to  make  would  be  most  un- 
generous, unladylike,  and  improper.  I  thank  you 
for  your  exceeding  kindness  :  I  beg  that  this  day 
may  initiate  not  merely  an  acquaintance  but  a 
friendship  between  us;  and  I  shall  always  be  de- 
lighted  to  see  you." 

"  Lady  Kelvedon,"  I  said,  "  you  have  spoken 
so  kindly  to  me  that  I  feel  as  if  had  some  duty  to 
perform — or  at  least  as  if  I  ought  to  seek  for  some 
means  of  testifying  my  gratitude  :  and  what  better 
means  can  I  adopt  than  by  putting  you  in  posses- 
sion of  the  preservative  which  I  see  you  desire  ? 
Ah !"  I  ejaculated,  "  it  happens  singularly  enough 
that  I  have  a  box  of  these  precious  lozenges  about 
my  person  at  this  present  moment !" 

I  produced  the  tin  box  :  I  opened  it,  and  dis- 
placed the  piak  lozenges  to  Lady  Kelvedon,  who 
gazed  on  them  with  as  much  mingled  joy  and 
reverential  admiration  as  if  it  were  the  elixir  of 
life  fresh  from  the  laboratory  of  the  alchemist, 
which  I  was  presenting  to  her  view. 

"  This  box  is  your's,"  I  said ;  "  your  ladyship  is 
welcome  to  it :  I  have  several  others  at  home. 
But  I  charge  you  not  to  let  any  one  see  it  ! — I 
charge  you  likewise  to  maintain  the  secret  invio* 
lable !" 

"  On  my  honour,  as  a  lady  and  a  peeress,"  ex- 
claimed the  delighted  Hermione,  "  your  injunc- 
tions. Miss  Traflford,  shall  be  implicitly  obeyed  ! 
Ob,  you  must  think  me  childish— but  I  am  really 
rejoiced  at  the  possession  of  this  preservative  ! 
But  how  are  the  lozenges  to  be  used  ?" 

"  What  does  your  ladyship  habitually  take  for 
breakfast,"  1  inquired, — "  tea,  coffee,  or  choco- 
late ?" 

"  Invariably  coffee,"  answered  Lady  Kelvedon. 
"  It  is  the  favourite  beverage  of  both  his  lordship 
and  myself." 

"  And  can  your  ladyship  contrive,"  I  asked,  "  to 
drop  one  of  these  lozenges  every  morning  into  the 
coffee  pot  ?" 

"  Ob,  yes  —  easily   enough  !"   she  exclaimed  ; 


"  because  hia  lordship  is  invariably  engrossed 
with  the  newspaper  at  the  breakt'aat-table.  But 
will  not  the  lozenges  give  a  taste  to  the  coffee  ?" 

"  "Not  the  slightest,"  I  answered  :  "  they  will 
alter  not  its  taste  or  its  colour.  And  they  are 
perfectly  harmless  on  the  one  hand — while  on  the 
other  they  are  productive  of  the  utmost  benefit, 
as  I  have  already  described  to  your  ladyship. 
See  !"  I  added  ;  "  and  be  convinced  that  they  are 
innocuous." 

Thus  speaking,  I  took  one  of  the  lozenges  from 
the  box  and  placed  it  in  my  mouth. 

"  And  how  often,"  inquired  Lady  Kelvedon, 
"  should  the  lozenges  be  mixed  with  the  coffee  ?" 

"  Every  day,"  I  answered.  "  You  have  a  con- 
siderable quantity  here  ;  and  when  the  box  is  ex- 
hausted, I  shall  have  much  pleasure  in  furnishing 
another  supply.  Your  ladyship  must  commence 
to-morrow ;  and  in  a  short  time  your  mirror  will 
convince  you  that  I  have  in  no  way  exaggerated 
the  sovereign  efficacy  of  this  singular  compound. 
Ah  !"  I  ejaculated,  "  some  one  is  hastily  ascending 
the  stairs  !     For  heaven's  sake  hide  the  box  !" 

Lady  Kelvedon  lost  not  a  moment  in  depositing 
the  lozenges  in  an  elegant  workbox  which  stood 
upon  the  table,  and  which  she  immediately  locked, 
— taking  out  the  key  and  placing  it  in  her  bosom. 
Scarcely  was  this  done,  when  the  door  opened  and 
Mr.  CoUingwood  made  his  appearance. 

Ho  started  and  stopped  short  on  beholding  me. 
I  very  well  understood  the  cause  of  his  emotion  : 
but  Lady  Kelvedon  naturally  attributed  it  to  his 
surprise  on  beholding  in  that  room  a  visitress 
whom  he  might  possibly  recognise  as  Miss  Traf- 
ford the  tragedian.  Her  ladyship  therefore  has- 
tened to  say,  "  Mr,  CoUingwood,  allow  me  to  in- 
troduce you  to  Miss  Trafford,  whom  I  know  that 
you  have  seen  and  admired,  but  with  whom  I 
believe  you  were  hitherto  unacquainted." 

Mr.  CoUingwood  bowed  with  every  appearance 
of  the  most  courteous  politeness  :  but  he  darted  a 
quick  look,  half  anxious,  half  menacing,  upon  me, 
— a  look  which  I  however  met  with  a  calm,  steady, 
and  unruffled  demeanour. 

"  I  am  proud,"  he  said,  "  to  have  the  honour  of 
meeting  Miss  Trafford  :"— and  there  was  a  slight 
vibration  in  his  tone,  but  still  too  feeble  to  attract 
the  notice  of  any  one  who  had  not  some  reason  to 
be  struck  by  such  slight  details. 

"  You  know,  Mr.  Collingwoo'^,"  resumed  Lady 
Kelvedon,  "  that  my  friend  Aline  Marcy  has  ex- 
pressed a  desire  to  go  upon  the  stage " 

"  Yes— I  think  I  have  heard  your  ladyship  say 
so,"  remarked  CoUingwood,  now  with  an  air  of 
complete  composure — though  whether  it  was 
forced  or  not,  I  could  not  determine ;  "  and  there- 
fore you  have  sent  for  Miss  Trafford and  Miss 

Trafford,"  he  added  in  the  most  courteous  tone, 
"  has  been  kind  enough  to  come  hither." 

"  And  what  is  more,"  said  Hermione,  "  Miss 
Trafford  has  generously  volunteered  her  services  in 
the  most  handsome  and  friendly  manner." 

"  I  am  by  no  means  surprised  to  receive  this 
announcement  from  your  ladyship's  lips  :  for  every 
one  who  has  heard  of  Miss  Trafford — and  who  has 
not  heard  of  her  ? — must  be  aware  that  her  dispo- 
sition is  as  noble  as  her  talents  are  great,  and  that 
she  is  the  very  embodiment  of  the  lofciest  feelings, 
associated  with  the  sublimest  genius.  I  am  cun- 
vinced  that  whatsoever  promue  Miss  Trafford  may 


EILEN    PKECT;    OR,    THE    MRMOIRS   r.p    AN    ACTUESS. 


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have  made,  will  be  scrupulously  fulfilled  to  the 
very  letter :" — and  Mr.  Collingwood  bent  a  signifi- 
cant look  upon  mj  countenance,  as  he  accentuated 
the  last  words  of  his  speech. 

I  had  not  been  nearly  an  hour  in  Lady  Xel> 
vedon's  society,  without  discovering  that  she  had 
her  little  foibles,  and  that  though  perfectly  good- 
tempered  and  kind-hearted,  she  had  her  feminine 
pride  and  vanity.  Therefore,  she  herself  being 
fond  of  flattery,  evidently  expected  that  I  myself 
should  bo  pleased  by  the  string  of  compliments 
which  had  just  been  addressed  to  me,  and  of 
which  she  did  not  fathom  the  full  meaning. 
Something  like  a  shade  of  disappointment  and 
surprise  appeared  upon  her  countenance,  when 
with  a  slight  inclination  of  the  head  towards  Mr. 
Collingwood,  I  said  in  a  cold  tone,  "  You  are 
right,  sir  ;  whatsoever  promise  I  make,  no  matter 
under  what  circumstances,  I  faithfully  adhere 
to  it." 

No.  52,—Ei,LE»  Peecy.      • 


I  then  bade  Lady  Kelvedon  farewell :  she  prof- 
fered me  her  hand  at  parting  ;  and  with  another 
very  distant  bow  to  Mr.  Collingwood,  I  issued 
from  the  room. 

The  reader  has  seen  that  by  my  deportment 
and  my  words  I  gave  this  individual  to  under- 
stand that  his  secret  was  safe  with  me,  and  that  I 
respected  the  oath  which  I  had  taken,  even 
though  it  was  extorted  from  my  lips,  in  the  ruined 
farm -buildings  near  Petersfield.  I  might  have 
left  him  in  suspense  upon  the  point,  so  that  this 
suspense  itself  might  have  served  as  a  punish- 
ment :  but  I  had  two  motives  in  pursuing  a  dif- 
ferent course.  In  the  first  place  I  had  received 
sufficient  proof  to  convince  me  that  he  was  a  man 
of  desperate  character ;  and  I  was  therefore  fearful 
of  exciting  his  hostility  anew  against  me; — and  ia 
the  second  place  I  did  not  wish  to  leave  him  in  a 
state  of  uncertainty  on  the  point  which  so  vitally 
concerned  him,  for  fear  lest  ha  should  after  my 


410 


ELIiElf   PEECT;    OB,   THE   MEMOIES   OP   ABT  ACTBES8. 


departure  question  and  cross-question  Lady  Kel- 
vedon  in  a  manner  to  excite  her  suspicion  that  he 
and  I  had  met  before.  For  I  saw  that  she  was 
Bomewhat  weak-minded,  easy  to  be  led  and  facile 
of  persuasion ;  and  I  was  apprehensive  lest  Col- 
lingwood  should  worm  out  of  her  the  incidents 
which  had  taken  place  between  us  in  respect  to 
the  bos  of  lozenges.  But  by  at  once  relieving 
Collingwood's  mind  from  all  suspense,  I  had  ren- 
dered it  unnecessary  for  him  to  turn  the  discourse, 
when  alone  with  Hertnione,  into  any  channel  that 
stood  the  least  chance  of  developing  the  matter 
which  I  so  much  desired  should  be  concealed. 

As  for  the  project  which  I  had  adopted  to  in- 
duce  Lady  Kelvedon  to  administer  the  lozenges 
not  merely  to  herself  but  to  her  husband,  the 
reader  must  admit  that  the  fictions  which  I  had 
conjured  up  for  the  purpose  were  not  merely  the 
most  venial,  but  likewise  the  most  justifiable  un- 
truths  ever  uttered.  I  had  gone  to  that  mansion 
trusting  entirely  to  the  chapter  of  accidents  to 
develop  some  circumstance  favourable  to  my  de- 
eign ;  for  I  had  all  along  been  resolved  that  be- 
neath a  roof  where  poison  might  be  administered, 
there  also  should  be  the  antidote.  That  Mr.  Col- 
lingwood  had  obtained  the  venomed  loeenges  from 
Dame  Betty  for  the  purpose  of  removing  from  his 
path  all  obstacles  to  his  eventual  succession  to  the 
title  and  estates  of  Kelvedon,  I  was  firmly  con- 
vinced ;  but  whether  he  intended  to  practice  his 
diabolical  iniquity  towards  his  old  uncle  or  that 
uncle's  young  wife,  or  against  both,  it  was  not 
equally  easy  to  conjecture.  Therefore  I  had  every 
reason  to  felicitate  myself  on  having  been  fur- 
nished by  providential  circumstances  with  the 
means  of  administering  the  antidote  alike  to  the 
old  nobleman  and  the  young  wife. 


CHAPTEE  LXX. 

THE   biack;    eibbok. 

It  was  between  seven  and  eight  o'clock  in  the 
evening — and  I  was  seated  in  the  drawing-room 
■with  Mary  G-lent worth,  to  whom  I  was  speaking 
of  Aline  Marcy — when  a  double  knock  at  the 
front  door  resounded  through  the  house.  In  a 
few  moments  a  servant  entered  the  drawing-room, 
to  say  that  a  gentleman  desired  to  opeak  to  me  on 
the  part  of  Lady  Kelvedon.  I  immediately  de- 
scended to  the  parlour,  into  which  the  visitor  had 
been  shown :  I  was  wondering  who  he  could  be, 
and  whether  any  change  had  occurred  in  her  lady- 
ship's plans  with  regard  to  Aline  Marcy— when, 
on  entering  that  room,  I  to  my  astonishment 
found  myself  face  to  face  with  Mr.  Collingwood. 

"Pardon  me.  Miss  Percy,  for  this  intrusion," 
he  immediately  said  :  "  but  after  very  mature 
consideration,  I  deemed  it  requisite  to  have  a  few 
■words  with  you;  and  I  am  sure  that  considering 
all  things,  you  will  not  refuse  me  this  favour," 

"  I  must  candidly  confess,  sir,"  I  answered, 
very  distantly  and  coldly,  "  that  I  am  surprised 
you  should  seek  my  presence " 

"  I  beseech  you  to  hear  me.  Miss  Percy  1"  in- 
terrupted Collingwood :  "  for  what  I  have  to  say 
is  serious  and  important.     You  cannot  for  a  mo- 


ment think  that  I  am  capable  of  insult  or  outrage 
under  existing  circumstances " 

"  And  you  cannot  think,  sir,  that  I  am  afraid 
of  either  beneath  this  roof,  with  succour  near  at 
hand  ?" — and  as  I  thus  coldly  spoke,  I  pointed 
significantly  towards  the  bell-pull. 

"Miss  Percy,"  continued  Collingwoo:^,  "your 
behaviour  of  this  afternoon  in  Eaton  Square  has 
justified  the  high  opinion  which  I  entertain  of 
you " 

"  Enough,  sir  !"  I  ejaculated.  "  Let  mc  bog  of 
you  to  understand  that  compliments  coming  from 
yotir  lips  are  most  repugnant  to  my  feelings  !" 

"  I  merely  meant  to  convey  my  sense  of  grati- 
tude," said  CoUingwoocI,  humbly,  "for  the  man- 
ner in  which  you  kept  the  solemn  oath  you  had 
taken -" 

"And  now  therefore  I  presume  you  have  no 
farther  business  with  me  ?" 

"  Pardon  me.  Miss  Percy,"  interjected  Colling- 
wood :  "Ihave  something  very  serious  to  say — 
something  to  propose.  Permit  me  to  observe  in 
preparatory  terms,  that  the  interests  of  an  indivi- 
dual  in  this  world  may  by  the  sudden  aspect  of 
circumstances  be  so  modelled  as  to  suggest  a 
blending  with  the  interests  of  another.  You  do 
not  understand  me  P  I  will  endeavour  to  speak 
more  plainly.  I  occupy  a  certain  position  in 
society — I  move  in  the  highest  sphere — to  that 
same  sphere  could  I  introduce  the  lady  who  be- 
comes my  wife——" 

"  What  !"  I  ejaculated  :  and  I  felt  my  cheeks 
crimsoning  and  my  eyes  flashing  with  indigna- 
tion. "  Begone,  sir  !" — and  I  pointed  towards 
the  door. 

"  You  have  understood  my  proposal.  Miss 
Percy,"  said  Mr.  Collingwood,  "  bef.'te  I  had  fully 
explained  it — and  I  beseech  you  to  give  it  your 
consideration.  It  is  by  no  means  likely  that  there 
will  be  issue  from  the  marriage  of  my  old  uncle 
with  a  young  woman  ;  and  therefore  there  is 
every  chance  that  upon  the  brow  of  the  btiJo 
whom  I  may  lead  to  the  altar  I  shall  shortly  be 
enabled  to  place  a  coronet.  It  is  a  coronet  in 
prospective  that  I  offer  you.  Miss  Percy  !  Per- 
haps you  hate  me — perhaps  you  are  bitterly  vin- 
dictive  against  me ;  but  still  if  you  consult  your 
own  interests " 

"  And  is  it  possible,"  I  exclaimed,  "  that  you 
pretended  to  know  the  real  character  of  Ellea 
Percy  ?  Oh,  you  have  greatly  misunderstood  her 
if  you  fancy  that  for  the  sake  of  a  coronet  she 
would  forget  every  good  feeling — every  sense  of 
duty  !  — that  she  would  trample  aa  it  were  under 
foot  all  those  sentiments  which,  rest  assured,  she 
cherishes  far  beyond  rank,  fortune,  honours,  and 
titles  !  You  did  not  know  my  character  before : 
but  now  you  know,  it ! — and  dare  not  remain  an- 
other instant  to  insult  me  with  your  presence !" 

Collingwood  looked  completely  discomfited :  he 
had  evidently  been  far  from  expecting  such  a  re- 
suit.  He  stood  uncertain  how  to  act, — not  know- 
ing  whether  to  beat  an  immediate  retreat,  or  to 
return  once  more  to  the  charge.  I  grew  excited 
with  the  strong  indignation  that  filled  my  bosom  : 
I  stamped  my  foot  upon  the  carpet ;  and  I  ex- 
claimed, "Depart,  sir,  at  once  !— or  I  will  ring  this 
bell  to  summon  assistance  for  the  ejectment  of  an 
intruder  whose  presence  is  hateful  to  me!" 

"  I  go,  Misa  Percy,"  he  eaid,  evidently  with  a 


ELLEN   PEECT;    OB,  THE   MEMOIRS   OP   AN  ACTRESS. 


411 


sense  of  deepest  humiliation;  "and  I  grieve  that 
I  should  have  offended  jou.  I  beseech  that  we 
may  stand  on  precisely  the  same  ground  towards 
each  other  as  before  I  paid  this  unfortunate  visit." 

"  Begone,  sir  !" — and  now  I  rang  the  bell, 

Mr.  Collingwood  bowed  :  bis  face  was  very 
palo,  but  the  expression  of  his  countenance  was 
that  of  mortification  and  disappointment,  and  had 
nothing  menacing  in  it.  The  door  closed  behind 
him ;  and  in  a  few  moments  I  heard  a  carriage 
drive  away  from  the  front  of  the  house.  I  re- 
mained for  a  few  minutes  in  the  parlour,  after 
Collingwood  was  gone,  to  compose  my  looks  before 
I  returned  to  Mary  Glentworth ;  for  I  did  not 
wish  to  be  questioned  by  her,  nor  to  bo  drawn  into 
any  explanations  in  respect  to  that  man.  The 
burning  blush  of  indignation  was  still  upon  my 
countenance;  and  as  I  threw  a  glance  into  the 
mirror  to  see  whether  my  looks  were  much  raffled, 
I  found  that  my  eyes  were  still  flashing  fire.  I  sat 
down  and  meditated  upon  all  that  had  occurred. 

"  Methinks,"  I  said  to  myself,  "  I  now  begin  to 
obtain  an  insight  into  this  villain's  crafty  policy. 
He  is  aware  that  I  am  acquainted  with  the  fact 
of  Lis  possessing  the  poisoned  lozenges ;  and  he 
dares  not  use  them — for  if  death  should  occur 
suspiciously  in  the  Kelvedon  family,  he  knows 
not  how  I  may  deem  it  my  duty  to  step  forward 
^in  spite  of  my  oath  and  give  that  assistance  to  the 
investigations  of  justice  which  I  should  be  so  well 
able  to  afiford  !  He  therefore  finds  himself  placed 
in  a  cruel  embarrassment :  for  if  there  should  be 
an  heir  born  to  his  uncle  from  this  marriage,  fare- 
well to  all  the  hopes  and  prospects  of  the  nephew  ! 
Ail  this  he  sees;  and  he  has  taken  counsel  with 
himself.  The  idea  has  struck  him  that  if  he  could 
succeed  in  winning  me  as  his  wife,  Lo  might  either 
secure  me  as  an  accomplice  in  his  diabolical  plans, 
or  at  all  events  place  a  seal  upon  my  lips  when  he 
should  have  carried  them  out.  Ah !  he  was  in- 
deed ignorant  of  my  true  character :  but  now  he 
knows  it !  What  will  he  do  next  ?  His  position 
seems  desperate :  for  at  each  successive  turn  he 
finds  himself  baffled.  Yet  he  is  not  the  man  to 
abandon  everything  without  some  bold  struggle; 
and  therefore  perchance  he  may  still  fall  back  on 
the  poisoned  lozenges.  But,  thank  heaven  !  there 
is  the  antidote — it  is  sure  to  be  taken — and  by  my 
introduction  to  Lady  Celvedon  I  am  fortunately 
placed  in  a  position  to  watch  the  progress  of 
events!" 

Such  was  the  strain  of  my  meditations  for  some 
few  minutes  after  Collingwood  had  taken  his  de- 
parture; and  when  I  had  sufficiently  composed 
my  looks,  I  rejoined  Mary  Glentworth  in  the 
drawing-room.  I  easily  accounted  for  the  visit 
which  1  had  just  received  from  a  gentleman  on 
the  part  of  Lady  Kelvedon ;  and  Mary  asked  me 
no  questions. 

On  the  following  day  Aline  Marcy  came  to  re- 
ceive her  first  lesson  in  her  studies  for  the  stage. 
Mary  Glentworth  asked  to  be  present;  and  to  this 
there  was  no  objection.  Aline  recited  some  pas- 
sages from  Shakspere ;  and  I  was  much  struck  by 
her  excellent  appreciation  of  the  characters  whom 
she  was  thus  personifying.  I  soon  found  that  she 
possessed  a  veritable  taste  for  the  stage,  and  a  real 
genius  in  that  particular  sphere.  Indeed  I  fore- 
saw that  she  would  shine  in  the  dramatic  world  ; 
and  as  I  possessed  not  the  least  jealousy  nor  the 


slightest  dread  of  rivalry,  I  took  pleasure  in  cul- 
tivating her  talent— and  I  felt  that  I  should  have 
every  reason  to  be  proud  of  my  pupil. 

A  fortnight  passed,  during  which  Madsmoisella 
Marcy  came  daily  ;  and  she  profited  with  wondrous 
rapidity  by  the  instructions  I  gave  her.  Some- 
times  methought  that  I  beheld  a  glow  of  enthu- 
siasm on  Mary  Glentworth's  countenance  when 
she  was  present  at  these  lessons,  as  if  she  herself 
felt  an  inclination  to  embrace  the  stage  as  a  pro- 
fession :  but  when  once  the  lessons  were  over,  and 
Aline  had  departed,  Mary  seemed  to  think  no 
more  of  the  impression  temporarily  made  upon 
her.  I  now  noticed  likewise  that  she  had  occa- 
sional fits  of  abstraction  :  she  sometimes  seemed 
pensive — she  did  not  immediately  answer  when  I 
spoke— and  on  repeating  my  observation,  what- 
ever it  were,  she  would  start  as  if  suddenly 
aroused  from  a  deep  reverie.  Two  or  three  times 
I  inquired  if  she  bad  anything  upon  her  mind 
and  if  she  were  unhappy;  but  then  her  counte- 
nance would  brighten  up— she  would  become  her- 
self again — and  she  would  give  me  the  assurance 
that  she  had  every  reason  to  be  perfectly  happy. 
I  could  not  altogether  understand  it :  there  was 
a  vagUQ  uneasiness  floating  in  my  mind  ;  but  I 
feared  to  question  Mary  too  closely,  lest  her 
thoughts  should  be  painfully  connected  with  her 
deceased  mother,  and  that  anything  I  might  say 
would  only  tend  to  render  them  more  poignant. 
It  struck  me  that  Mr.  Wilkinson  might  have  in- 
advertently dropped  some  hint  which  had  excited 
the  poor  girl's  suspicion  relative  to  the  legitimacy 
of  her  birth ;  and  this  was  a  topic  which  I  would 
not  for  worlds  unnecessarily  approach. 

But  leaving  Mary  Glentworth  for  the  present 
and  passing  away  from  this  topic,  I  must  proceed 
to  observe  that  the  more  I  saw  of  Aline  Marcy, 
the  more  I  liked  her.  I  found  her  to  be  unaf- 
fected, amiable,  generous- hearted,  and  grateful,— 
endowed  with  that  lofty  spirit  which  aspired  to 
eat  the  bread  of  independence— confident  of  suc- 
cess in  the  profession  which  she  purposed  to  em- 
brace— but  utterly  without  pride,  vanity,  or  con- 
ceit. I  learnt  that  Mr.  Collingwood  did  not 
live  with  his  uncle  in  Eaton  Square,  but  that  he 
was  a  frequent  visitor  at  the  house.  I  likewise 
gleaned  from  Mademoiselle  Marcy's  discourse  that 
the  demeanour  of  Mr.  Collingwood  towards  his 
youthful  aunt  was  always  characterised  by  the 
utmost  respect,  and  that  he  addressed  her  only  as 
"  Lady  Kelvedon"  or  "  your  ladyship."  At  the 
expiration  of  that  fortnight  which  had  now  elapsed 
since  I  first  became  acquainted  with  Aline,  I  paid 
a  second  visit  to  Eaton  Square,  and  found  myself 
alone  with  Lady  Kelvedon.  She  soon  began  to 
speak  of  the  lozenges  which  I  had  given  her :  she 
assured  me  that  she  had  not  missed  a  single 
morning  in  stealthily  dropping  one  into  the  coffee ; 
and  I  saw  that  she  courted  a  compliment  on  ac- 
count of  her  good  looks.  I  therefore  said  with 
becoming  seriousness,  "  It  is  quite  evident,  my 
dear  Lady  Kelvedon,  that  you  already  experience 
the  beneficial  effects  of  the  French  chemist's  nos- 
trum." 

"  Do  you  really  think  so  ?"  she  exclaimed,  with 
a  tone  and  look  which  proved  that  she  herseK 
was  of  precisely  the  same  opinion,  and  that  J(er 
mirror  had  full  often  been  consulted  for  the  pur* 
pose. 


413 


EILEN  PEECT;   OE,   THE   MEM0IE3  OP    AN   ACrEESS. 


Now,  it  happened  that  her  ladyship  was  indeed 
looking  remarkably  well;  but  whether  it  were 
the  result  of  anything  which  the  lozenges  might 
contain,  or  whether  a  change  of  air  had  benefited 
her,  I  could  not  determine.  Certain  however  it 
was  that  her  complexion  had  a  remarkable  clear- 
negg — the  rose-tint  of  health  was  upon  her  cheeks 
—and  I  was  thus  enabled  most  truthfully  to  com- 
pliment her  upon  her  appearance.  I  departed, 
much  satisfied  with  this  interview  ;  for  I  was  con- 
vinced that  if  Mr.  Collingwood  were  by  any 
means  administering  the  subtle  poison,  the  anti- 
dote was  doing  its  work  effectually  :  and  thus  I 
felt  that  I  might  set  my  conscience  completely  at 
rest  on  the  score  of  keeping  an  oath  in  a  case 
where  my  duty  in  another  sense  might  have  re- 
quired that  it  should  be  broken. 

Two  or  three  days  after  this  visit  to  Lady 
Kolvedon,  I  received  a  letter  from  Juliet  inform- 
ing mo  that  she  had  a  new  source  of  trouble ;  for 
that  her  husband  had  been  thrown  from  his  horse 
and  had  seriously  injured  himself,  though  no  bones 
were  broken.  She  said  that  she  felt  very  un- 
happy; and  she  entreated  me  to  run  down  and 
see  her  if  it  were  only  for  a  single  day.  I  could 
not  resist  this  appeal  from  that  dear  friend  whom 
I  loved  with  true  sisterly  affection;  and  I  wrote 
to  say  that  I  would  be  with  her  on  the  ensuing 
Saturday,  as  my  engagements  would  permit  me  to 
remain  with  her  until  the  Tuesday.  I  accordingly 
informed  Aline  that  there  would  be  a  suspension 
of  her  studies  for  two  or  three  days  ;  but  she  as- 
sured me  that  in  the  interval  she  should  practice 
her  readings  by  herself.  I  did  not  wish  either 
Mary  Glentworth  or  Beda  to  accompany  me  ;  for 
all  the  circumstances  recently  connected  with  Lord 
Frederick  were  of  too  painful  a  character  to  ren- 
der me  willing  to  excite  their  curiosity  on  the 
point ;  and  moreover  I  saw  by  the  tenour  of 
Juliet's  letter  that  she  wished  me  to  come  alone. 

I  set  ofif  early  on  the  Saturday  morning,  tra- 
velling in  a  postchaise  ;  and  I  reached  Eiver 
House  between  two  and  three  o'clock  in  the 
afternoon.  Juliet  hastened  forth  to  welcome  me  ; 
and  I  was  grieved  to  observe  that  she  had  a 
pale,  careworn  and  unquiet  look,  despite  the 
animation  of  joy  which  appeared  upon  her 
countenance  as  we  embraced  each  other.  Lord 
Frederick  was  sleeping  at  the  time  ;  and  Juliet 
led  me  up  to  the  chamber  which  had  been 
prepared  for  my  reception  and  which  was  the 
same  that  I  had  been  wont  to  occupy  on  former 
occasions  when  at  Eiver  House.  I  should  here 
observe  that  it  was  now  upwards  of  three  weeks 
since  Lord  Frederick  llavcnsclifie  underwent  the 
fearful  process  of  branding  :  he  still  wore  a  sable- 
ribbon  fastened  round  his  head  so  as  to  cover  his 
seared  brow — and  Juliet  remained  ignorant  of  the 
real  cause  for  which  that  bandage  was  worn.  She 
still  believed  the  tale  which  he  had  told  her  of 
being  knocked  down  by  a  vehicle  in  the  crowded 
streets  of  London,  and  of  having  fearfully  dis- 
fiured  his  forehead  by  a  violent  concussion  against 
the  sharp  kerbstone  of  the  pavement. 

"  And  how  occurred  this  fresh  accident  ?"  I 
inquired,  alluding  to  the  fall  from  the  horse. 

"  The  animal  which  Frederick  is  accustomed  to 
ride,"  answered  Juliet,  in  a  mournful  tone,  "  is  a 
spirited  one ;  but  still  neither  he  nor  I  suspected 
that  it  had  any  vice.  I  have  encouraged  Frederick 


to  take  plenty  of  exercise  since  his  unfortunate 
visit  to  Loudon  three  weeks  b.ick ;  for  ns  I  have 
told  you  in  my  letters,  bis  mind  has  been  much 
distressed  at  the  thought  of  his  countenance  being 
so  disfigured,  and  at  the  necessity  of  wearing  a 
black  ribbon  everlastingly  upon  his  head.  Ah ! 
you  shudder,  dear  Ellen " 

"  Forgive  me,  dearest  Juliet !"  I  exclaimed, 
vehemently    embracing    her.      "Not    for    worlds 

would  I  add  to  your  affliction Oh,  no !  not  for 

worlds!" 

"  Oh,  I  know  it!"  she  cried:  "but  you  sym- 
pathize with  me !  Alas,  and  I  need  all  possible 
sympathy  !  You  know  not  how  altered  Frederick 
has  become.  He  is  still  as  kind  as  ever  towards 
me — perhaps  even  kinder :  but  a  terrific  blight 
has  fallen  upon  his  happiness,  and  I  fear  that  he 
will  never  get  over  it.  At  night  he  is  restless- 
he  tosses  his  arms  about — he  starts  up  in  hia 
sleep — he  shrieks  out  with  a  perfect  yell  of  agony 
— he  gives  utterance  to  wild  and  plaintive  cries. 
It  seems  as  if  that  terrific  accident  the  efi'ects  of 
which  he  feels  so  bitterly,  was  being  re-enacted  in 
his  dreams.  During  the  day  time,  when  we  are 
together,  he  sometimes  remains  plunged  in  a  f'.eep 
reverie  :  or  else  he  paces  the  room  with  agl'^ated 
steps; — and  as  I  watch  him  with  painful  anxiety, 
I  observe  that  his  hands  clench  and  he  is  fihaken 
throughout  his  entire  form  with  strong  convulsing 
spasms.  Oh,  my  dear  Ellen  !  there  is  something 
dreadful  in  all  this;  and  I  know  not  how  to  act! 
I  am  afraid  to  breathe  words  of  consolation  and 
sympathy,  because  by  so  doing  it  shows  that  I 
notice  how  profoundly  he  is  agitated  :  but  yet  when 
he  is  in  these  deeply  desponding  or  terrifically  ex- 
cited moods,  it  seems  cruel  not  to  do  my  beat  to 
console  him — thnngh  there  is  really  no  consola- 
tion I" 

Juliet  paused ;  and  for  a  few  minutes  she  was 
overwhelmed  by  her  emotions.  I  was  horrified, 
shocked,  and  pained  by  what  I  heard;  for  I 
thought  to  myself  that  all  this  could  not  last,  and 
that  the  moment  would  sooner  or  later  come  when 
Juliet  would  discover  the  whole  tremendous  truth. 

"  The  scar  left  behind  by  the  accident  in  Lon- 
don," continued  Lady  Frederick  Ravensclifie,  after 
that  long  pause,  and  now  speaking  in  a  half-hushed 
voice  and  in  broken  accents,  "  must  be  very  fright- 
ful, because  you  know  not  how  sensitive  poor  Fre- 
derick is  upon  the  point !  We  used  invariably  to 
have  a  light  burning  in  our  chamber  at  night:  but 
now  he  chooses  that  the  room  shall  be  enveloped 
in  total  darkness.  Oh  !  he  is  dreadfully  fright- 
ened  lest  by  any  accident  I  should  obtain  a  glimpse 
of  his  brow !  In  terms  as  delicate  as  possible  I 
have  assured  him  that  my  curiosity  on  the  point 
could  not  override  my  duty  or  my  affection.  At 
the  same  time,  too,  1  have  earnestly  entreated  him 
to  believe  that  no  disfigurement  which  he  may 
have  sustained  would  alter  my  feelings  towards 
him.  But,  oh,  Ellen  !  I  fear  that  he  scarcely 
credits  me — he  has  not  sufficient  faith  in  woman's 
devotedness ! — or  else  why  should  he  regard  with 
such  horrible  apprehension  the  idea  of  accident  be- 
traying to  my  view  the  result  of  the  injury  which 
he  has  sustained  ?" 

Juliet  was  again  powerfully  agitated :  the  tears 
ran  down  her  cheeks  —  her  lips  quivered— her 
bosom  rose  and  fell  with  quick  troubled  heavings. 
It  pained  me  infinitely  to  behold  this  spectacle  of 


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my  beloved  friend's  poignant  anguish  ;  but  what 
could  I  saj  to  console  her  ?  what  words  could  I 
breathe  in  her  ear  except  the  earnest  entreaty  that 
she  would  gather  all  her  tirmness  to  her  aid  and 
meet  courageously  whatsoever  aiHictiona  heaven 
might  choose  to  pour  upon  her  head  ? 

"  Ob,  have  I  not  endured  many,  many  calamities 
during  the  two  past  years,  Ellen?"  she  exclaimed 
bitterly.  "  ^Yhen  will  heaven  be  wearied  of  afflict- 
ing me  ? — what  have  I  done  to  be  thus  severely 
tried  ?  AYas  not  my  life  pure  and  chaste  until  I 
knew  him  who  is  now  my  husband  P — and  if  for  a 
time  I  sank  under  the  cloud  of  dishonour,  it  was 
through  no  willing  frailty  on  my  own  part!" 

"  For  God's  sake,  Juliet,  summon  your  forti- 
tude to  your  aid!"  I  said.  "Ah!  by  the  bye, 
you  have  not  yet  told  me  how  this  last  accident 
befel  Lord  Frederick  :— but  I  fear  from  this  an- 
guish of  your's  that  it  is  more  serious  than  your 
letter  seemed  to  intimate  ?" 

"  I  was  telling  you,  Ellen,"  returned  Juliet, 
"  that  I  had  advised  poor  Frederick  to  take  as 
much  exercise  as  possible  ;  for  I  was  in  hopes  that 
the  excitement  of  riding  and  being  out  in  the  open 
air  would  cheer  his  spirits.  His  horse  is  full  of 
mettle ;  but  he  did  not  believe  that  the  animal 
possessed  any  vice.  It  however  appears  that  the 
horse  suddenly  refused  to  take  a  leap  which  Fre- 
derick was  desirous  of  accomplishing — the  animal 
was  obstinate — Frederick  was  resolute— the  horse 
reared  completely  up,  and  fell  over  with  Frederick 
under  him." 

"  Good  heavens !  this  is  indeed  serious !"  I  ex- 
claimed. 

"  Frederick  did  not  lose  his  senses— and  it  was 
with  some  difficulty  that  he  disengaged  himself 
from  beneath  the  fallen  steed :  but  when  he  had 
done  so,  he  fortunately  found  that  his  limbs  were 
not  broken.  He  returned  home,  dragging  himself 
painfully  along,  and  leading  the  horse." 

"  Of  course  a  medical  man  was  at  once  sent 
for  P"  I  said. 

"  No,"  rejoined  Juliet :  "  Frederick  was  sternly 
resolute  in  his  resolve  not  to  see  Mr.  Singleton.  I 
begged  and  entreated  that  he  would  alter  his  deci- 
sion :  but  all  my  prayers  were  vain.  I  gently  and 
delicately  represented  to  him  that  Mr.  Singleton 
need  be  informed  of  nothing  relative  to  the  acci- 
dent in  London  :  but  Frederick  would  not  yield  to 
my  intercessions.  I  have  not  since  dared  to  re- 
new the  entreaty ;  for  to  tell  you  the  truth,  Ellen, 
poor  Frederick  appears  to  writhe  in  torture  if  I 
mention  the  name  of  a  medical  man.  There  is 
something  very  strange  in  all  this !"  said  Juliet, 
speaking  slowly  and  in  a  deep  reflecting  mood. 
"  God  grant  that  there  is  no  mystery  hidden  from 
my  view  ! — that  there  is  not  something  more  than 
I  have  been  led  to  understand  !" 

I  could  not  help  shuddering  as  Lady  Frederick 
Eavenscliffe  thus  spoke ;  for  more  than  ever  did  I 
feel  convinced  that  the  time  could  not  be  far  dis- 
tant when  the  whole  tremendous  truth  must  inevi- 
tably be  discovered  by  her. 

"  Yes,"  she  continued,  still  speaking  in  a  low 
voice  and  with  a  deliberate  tone,  but  with  a 
certain  preoccupied  air,  "  I  have  had  strange 
and  horrible  fancies  flitting  through  my  mind. 
Would  you  believe  it,  Ellen— but  it  seems 
to  mc  as  if  every  time  the  slightest  allusion  is 
made  to  that  black  ribbon   which   encircles   my 


husband's  brow,  he  wiitlies— he  shudders- he  can- 
tracts  as  it  were  within  himself,  as  if  enduring 
poignant  agonies.  It  is  the  same,  Ellen,  as  pre- 
senting  water  to  one  who  has  been  bitten  by  a 
rabid  dog  and  who  is  suflering  the  horrors  of  hy- 
drophobia !" 

"  Good  heavens,  Juliet !"  I  involuntarily  ejacu* 
lated,  shocked  and  appalled  by  the  hideousness  of 
the  simile  which  at  once  struck  my  comprehension 
as  being  fraught  with  a  horrible  accuracy. 

"  Oh,  yes  !  it  is  indeed  frightful,"  said  my  poor 
friend,  "  to  be  compelled  thus  to  speak :  but  I 
have  observed  it  all — I  have  watched  him — I  have 
even  been  led  as  it  were  to  identify  my  own  feel- 
ings with  those  that  he  endures :  so  that  I  have 
shuddered  and  writhed  in  very  sympathy  with 
him  !  And  now  tell  me,  Ellen,  is  not  this  fright- 
ful ?" 

"He  will  get  better,  Juliet,"  I  answered, 
scarcely  knowing  what  I  was  saying ;  "  and  your 
own  feelings  will  grow  more  composed.  Does  he 
know  that  you  expect  me  here  ?" 

"  Yes— I  told  him  that  I  had  written  to  you,  and 
that  I  had  besought  you  to  come  and  pass  a  day  or 
two  with  me.  Sut  to  be  candid  with  you,  dear 
Ellen,  I  saw  that  I  had  done  something  wrong- 
Frederick's  whole  manner  changed — I  burst  into 
tears— and  then  he  said  everything  he  could  ta 
tranquillize  me." 

"  And  if  my  presence  should  be  disagreeable," 
I  said,  "  I  should  be  very  sorry,  Juliet " 

"  Enough,  dear  Ellen !  Frederick  knows  that 
you  were  to  come  to-day  j  and  when  I  told  him 
that  I  had  received  a  letter  from  you  in  answer  to 
my  own,  be  expressed  his  satisfaction  that  I  should 
soon  have  my  dearest  friend  with  me.  But  even 
then,  Ellen,  I  saw  that  he  was  seized  with  one  of 
those  horrible  convulsions  which  at  times  sweep 
like  a  strong  galvanic  spasm  through  his  frame  ; 
and,  Oh!  I  understood  but  too  well  the  cause 
thereof.  It  is  to  him  a  source  of  the  bitterest 
anguish  to  meet  any  one  whom  ho  knew  at  the 
time  when  the  beauty  of  his  countenance  was 
unmarred ;  and  therefore,  dearest  Ellen,  you  will 
not  by  word  or  look " 

"  Good  heavens,  no  !  not  for  the  world  !"  I  ex- 
claimed. "I  understand  what  you  mean,  Juliet; 
and  you  know  that  rather  than  add  to  your  af- 
fliction, I  would  do  all  in  my  power  to  mitigate 
it." 

Juliet  pressed  my  hand— and  then  said,  "  I  will 
now  go  and  see  if  he  be  awake.  I  left  him  sleep- 
ing on  the  sofa  in  the  drawing-room;  for  slumbar 
had    stolen    unconsciously    upon    him.       Do   you 

know,  Ellen "  and  Juliet  hesitated, — "do  you 

know,  my  sweet  friend,  that  while  he  thus  slept — 
I  am  ashamed  to  make  the  confession — and  yet  I 
dare  keep  no  secret  from  you — I  confess  therefore 
that  while  he  thus  slept,  I  experienced  an  inclina- 
tion—I  can  scarcely  call  it  a  curiosity— for  the 
word  curiosity  implies  a  mean  and  paltry  feel- 
ing  " 

"  Oh,  Juliet !"  I  exclaimed,  starting  with  af- 
fright as  I  suddenly  comprehended  what  it  was  she 
was  about  to  confess.  "  You  surely  would  not  do 
this,  after  having  so  faithfully  promised  your  hus- 
band   " 

"Xo— I  would  not  do  it,  Ellen,  so  long  as  I  re- 
main the  mistress  of  my  own  actions,"  rejoined 
Juliet,  »itb  solemn  earuestuesa :  "but  there  are 


4,U 


EltES  PEECT;   OB,  THE  MEMOIES  OF  AH  ACTEBSS. 


moments  when  my  brain  reels— when  reason  ap-  prayed:— and  that  is  to  be  guarded  from  the 
pears  to  be  abandoning  its  throne — and  when  losing  |  temptation  of  violating  my  pledge — to  be  shielded 
all  control  over  myself,  I  feel  as  if  I  can  obey  |  against  the  inclination  of  lifting  that  sable  fillet 
naught  but    the  impulse  of   my  morbid,  feverish,    from  my  husband's  brow  !" 

frenzied  inclinations.  Oh  !  there  was  a  moment  j  Again  I  almost  shrieked  forth  at  the  baro  idea 
just  before  your  arrival,  Ellen,  when  my  eyes  were  i  that  such  a  deed  on  her  part  was  possible:  but 
riveted  upon  that  broad  black  ribbon— horrible  with  a  great  effort  subduing  my  emotions,  I  said 
thoughts  were  trooping  through  my  brain — I  can-  impressively,  "  Juliet,  you  are  incapable  of  this  !" 
not  possibly  define  them — I  know  not  whence  they  '•  Oh  !"  she  cried,  becoming  wildly  excited 
came  or  to  what  impulse  they  owed  their  origin—  '  again ;    "  how  can  we  frail  mortals  always  resist 

but  it  seemed  as  if Ob,  my  God  !  how  can  I    our  inclinations?      Satan  himself  is  sometimes  at 

tell  you  what  I  thought  at  that  moment "  our  elbow  to  fill  our  hearts  with  dreadful  impulses! 

"  Do  not  tell   me,  Juliet! — do  not !"   I  ejacu-  i  How  is  it  that  the  individual  who  has  no  reason 


lated,  shuddering  from  head  to  foot. 

"Yes,  yes — I  must!"  cried  my  anguished  friend: 
"  there  is  some  unknown  power  which  impels  me 
thus  completely  to  unbosom  myself  unto  you. 
Listen,  dear  Ellen  ! — for  though  I  afilict  you  like- 
wise, yet  must  I  speak  !  I  was  saying,  therefore, 
that  I  thought  while  I  sat  there  by  Frederick's 
side,  as  he  lay  slumbering  on  the  sofa,  and  as  my 
eyes  were  riveted  upon  that  broad  black  band — 
yes,  riveted,  Ellen,  with  a  horrible  fascination,  as 
if  my  gaze  were  charmed  by  the  hideous  spell-like 
glare  of  an  envenomed  snake  — — " 

"  Juliet  !  Juliet !"  I  murmured  ;  "  for  God's 
sake  spare  yourself  ! — spare  me  !" 

"  One  word,  and  I  have   done  !"  she  answered : 


for  suicide  and  dreams  not  of  it,  feels  when  stand- 
ing on  the  brink  of  a  precipice,  an  irresistible  de- 
sire to  plunge  headlong  into  the  abysm  below  ? 
And,  Ob,  Ellen  !  but  a  few  minutes  before  your 
arrival,  I  was  as  it  were  standing  on  that  precipice 

my  hand  was  stretched  forth  to  touch  the 

black  ribbon — to  lift  it  gently  from  my  husband's 
brow — and  to  see  that  dread  mark  which  he  con- 
ceal?, so  to  speak,  beneath  a  black  portentous  mys- 
tery !" 

'•'  Again  I  say,  Juliet,  you  would  not  do  such  a 
thing  !"  I  exclaimed  emphatically. 

"  God  grant  that  I  may  not !"  she  responded, 
with  a  sudden  solemnity  alike  of  voice  and  look. 
"  I  will  now  go  and  see  if  he  be  awake ;  and  if  so. 


and  there  seemed  to  be  a  subdued  frenzy  in  her  you  shall  at  once  be  summoned  to  the  drawing- 
looks.      "  I  thought,  Ellen,  as  I  thus  gazed  upon  I  room." 

my  sleeping  husband,  that  something  frightful  Juliet  left  me, — left  mo  a  prey  to  feelings  so 
must  have  happened  to  him — that  tho  whole  truth  harrowed  that  I  cannot  possibly  describe  them.  I 
had  been  concealed  from  me — that  for  some  hideous  j  loTcd  her  dearly  :  I  saw  that  her  happiness  was 
crime  the  finger  of  heavea  itself  had  impressed  the  i  already  wrecking — and  I  trembled  lest  that  wreck 
brand  of  Cain  upon  his  brow  !"  I  should  become  complete.      I  was  prepared  by  her 

"Juliet!  Juliet  !"  I  again  murmured  ;  "  this  is  i  letter  to  find  her  much  afflicted:  but  I  expected 
dreadful  !  For  heaven's  sake  speak  not  thus  !"—  not  to  find  her  half  wild,  half  frenzied  as  she 
and  I  felt  as  if  I  must  literally  groan  with  horror.    I  proved  to  be. 

"Pardon  me,  dearest  Ellen— pardon  me,  I  en-  '  In  a  few  minutes  she  returned  to  my  chamber: 
treat  you!"  said  Lady  Frederick  Ravenscliffe;  "for  her  looks  were  now  completely  calm— but  I  saw 
I  know  that  I  am  afliicting  you  cruelly.  But  Oh !  that  there  was  a  deep  agitation  beneath  the  sur- 
it  seems  to  me  as  if  no  words  but  those  of  horror  :  face,  and  that  it  was  only  a  forced  composure  as. 
or  of  anguish  may  issue  from  my  lips — and  as  if  it  sumed  for  the  purpose  of  maintaining  appearances 
would  be  something  unnatural  if  others  were  to  when  in  her  husband's  presence;  for  he  was  now 
speak  to  me  in  different  terms  and  voices !"  I  awake.     I  accompanied  her  to  the  drawing-room. 

"  Juliet,"  I  said,  now  taking  her  hand  and  gazing  My  mind  was  already  made  up  how  to  act  towards 
with  earnest  entreaty  upon  her  face,  "you  must  I  Lord  Frederick.  Infinite  though  my  horror  of 
not  continue  in  this  strain — or  else  I  shall  fear  that  !  his  character  was— immense  as  the  loathing  and 


my  presence  has  excited  you,  and  I  shall  be  sorry 
that  I  have  come." 

"  No,  no,  Ellen  !  you  must  not  be  sorry  !"  re- 
plied Juliet  vehemently.  "Why  is  it  that  I  thus 
speak  to  you  ?  It  is  because  all  I  have  thought 
and  felt  has  for  three  weeks  past  been  pent  up  in 
my  own  bosom — I  have  had  no  one  to  whom  I 
could  confide  anything — I  have  felt  as  if  completely 
alone  on  the  face  of  the  earth !  And  now  that  you 
are  here,  it  is  a  species  of  painful  satisfaction — I 
know  not  how  to  describe  it " 

"  Well  then,  Juliet,"  I  said,  "  you  shall  confide 
all  your  thoughts  and  feelings  to  me,  my  sweet 
friend!— but  you  must  not  close  the  avenues  of 
your  heart  against  the  sympathy  and  the  salace 
which  I  endeavour  to  proffer  you.  Pray  to  heaven 
for  strength,  Juliet " 

"  1 7irtue  prayed,  Ellen,"  she  interrupted  mo — 
and  it  was  with  a  kind  of  bitterness,  as  if  to  imply 
that  the  more  she  prayed  the  more  she  found  her- 
self afflicted.  "  And,  Oh !"  she  cried  :  "  there  is 
ouo  point  on  which  I  have  indeed   strenuously 


abhorrence  necessarily  were  which  I  entertained 
on  account  of  his  conduct  to  the  unfortunate 
Felicia  Gower — yet  for  Juliet's  sake  had  I  deter- 
mined to  assume  a  friendly  demeanour  towards 
her  husband.  I  could  not  help  thinking  likewise 
that  in  all  the  misery  which  he  himself  was  en- 
during, with  that  brand  burning  like  a  Cain-curse 
upon  his  brow,  there  was  at  least  an  adequate 
chastisement,  if  not  a  complete  atonement,  for  the 
enormous  crimes  of  which  he  had  been  guilty. 

On  accompanying  Juliet  to  the  drawing-room, 
I  found  Lord  Frederick  pacing  to  and  fro.  He 
wore  a  dressing-gown ;  and  around  his  head  was 
bound  the  bro.id  black  ribbon — an  inch  and  a 
half  in  depth,  tightly  tied,  and  giving  a  sinister 
expression  to  his  countenance.  In  my  estimation 
perhaps  it  was  even  more  sinister  than  it  would 
otherwise  have  been ;  because  I  was  acquainted 
with  the  terrible  reason  for  which  that  sable  fillet 
was  worn — I  knew  the  precise  nature  of  the  mark 
which  it  was  there  to  conceal .' 

The  moment  the  door  opened.  Lord  Frederick 


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flung  a  quick  shuddering  glanoo  towards  me ;  and 
pale  though  hia  cheeks  already  were,  a  still  more 
ghastly  pallor  came  upon  them. 

■'  Lord  Frederick,"  I  hastily  said,  extending  my 
Land,  "  I  am  exceedingly  sorry  to  learn  that  you 
have  experienced  this  accident  with  your  horse." 

The  wretched  young  noblemaa  made  no  reply 
—but  pressed  my  hand  with  so  strong  a  convul- 
sive violence  that  it  hurt  me  :  then  abruptly  turn- 
ing towards  his  wife,  he  said,  "  My  dear  Juliet,  I 
hare  still  that  thirst  upon  me.  G-o  and  make  me 
some  lemonade.  Be  sure  you  make  it  yourself, 
my  dear  girl! — for  no  one  caa  so  nicely  com- 
pound it  to  my  taste." 

Juliet  hastened  away  from  the  room ;  and  I 
full  well  comprehended  that  this  was  a  mere  pre- 
text on  Eavenscliffe's  part  to  get  rid  of  her  for  a 
few  minutes  that  he  might  be  alone  with  me.  The 
instant  the  door  closed  behind  her,  he  again  seized 
my  hand  and  wrung  it  vehemently,  murmuring, 
"  You  have  kept  my  secret.  Miss  Percy! — and  I 
thank  you  I  God  knows  how  sincerely  I  thank 
you!" 

"  1  assured  you  in  London,  my  lord,"  I  replied, 
"  that  I  would  do  nothing  which  should  inter- 
fere with  my  beloved  friend  Juliet's  happiness." 

"  And  it  is  for  her  sake  only  that  you  have 
given  me  your  hand  !"  he  exclaimed  with  bitter- 
ness :  "  for  you  regard  me  as  a  monster and  a 

monster  indeed  I  am !  Yes— a  monster  of  ini- 
quity, and  a  monster  now  in  personal  appearance ! 
The  searing  iron—" 

"  Hush,  my  lord ! — hush  !"  I  said,  glancing  with 
affright  towards  the  door.  "Juliet  may  return  at 
any  moment !" 

"  Ob,  my  God  I"  he  cried,  wringing  his  hands  in 
the  excruciating  poisnancy  f^f  i>io  mental  anguish, 
"  how  long  am  I  to  live  thus? — how  long  can  this 
horrible  secret  be  kept  from  poor  Juliet's  know- 
ledge ?  The  curse  of  Cain  is  on  my  brow  !  Never 
more  may  I  look  the  world  in  the  face  !  Ah,  Miss 
Percy  !  if  my  misdeeds  have  been  great,  believe  me 
my  punishment  is  horrible !  My  thoughts  are 
like  fiery  serpents  twisting  and  coiling  and  agitating 

in  my  brain " 

"Hush,  my  lord!"  I  again  said.     "Juliet  may 

return !     At  least  have  pity  upon  her " 

"Pity  upon  her?"  he  exclaimed,  in  a  tone  of 
deep  feeling.  "  I  would  do  anything  to  serve  her  ! 
I  love  her,  Miss  Percy— she  is  the  noblest  and  the 
best  of  women— and  not  the  least  of  my  many 
crimes  was  my  diabolical  conduct  towards  Juliet 
before  she  became  my  wife.  Ah  I  perhaps  you 
will  ask  me  wherefore  I  do  not  throw  myself  at  her 
feet,  confess  everything,  bare  my  brow,  and  display 
the  brand  of  Cain  upon  it?  She  would  not  reproach 
me— I  know  she  would  not!— she  would  offer  me 
her  sympathy :  but  the  sight  would  kill  her  !  Be- 
sides, to  confess  that  I  had  been  thus  branded — to 
reveal  myself  as  it  were  in  the  light  of  a  felon- 
viler  than  the  vilest  galley-slave  of  France,  who 
has  a  brand  only  upon  his  shoulder  and  not  upon 
his  brow, — no,  no!  I  could  not  do  it!— all  this  is 
impossible  !  But,  my  God  !  what  is  to  become  of 
me  ?     I  cannot  live  on  thus :— and  what  mode  of 

suicide  is  there " 

"My   lord,"   I  ejaculated,  "add  not  to  your 
other  misdeeds  the  crime  of  self-destruction — no, 
nor  even  the  crime  of  harbouring  an  idea  of  it !" 
"  Listen,  Miss  Percy  !"  exclaimed  the  wretched 


young  nobleman.     "  I   must  speak — and  you  must 
hear   me !     What   mode  of  suicide,    I  ask,  cau  I 

have  recourse  to -" 

"  My  lord !  my  lord  ?"  I  ontreatingly  ejacu- 
lated. 

"  What  mode  of  suicide  ?"  he  continued,  heed- 
less of  the  interruption.  "  Oh !  I  have  asked  my- 
self that  question  a  thousand  times— I  have  sought 
for  a  means  of  self-destruction  which  may  render  it 
impossible  that  the  brand  upon  my  brow  shall  be 
discovered !  If  I  seek  the  heights  overlooking 
the  sea  a  couple  of  miles  hence,  and  plunge  head- 
long into  the  deep  water,  the  waves  may  throw  up 
my  corse  on  the  shore  beforo  the  fish  shall  have 
time  to  eat  away  the  flash  from  this  brow  of  mine  ! 
Again,  if  I  hurl  myself  from  the  cliffs  on  the  beach 

below " 

"  For  heaven's  sake  cease,  my  lord !"  I  mur- 
mured,   in    an    agony    of  terror.     "Juliet    will 

come " 

He  paused — listened— and  then  exclaimed,  "  "No, 
she  comes  not  yet !  If  I  hurl  myself  from  a 
towering  height  on  the  rugged  beach  below,  my 
limbs  may  be  mangled — but  my  countenance  may 
escape  all  injury  !  Oh,  you  know  not  what  hor- 
ribly fantastic  ideas  have  at  times  taken  possession 
of  my  brain !  What  if  I  were  to  journey  to 
Naples  or  to  Sicily,  and  plunge  headlong  into  the 
crater  of  Vesuvius  or  of  Etna?  Or  what  if  I 
were  to  dip  my  head  into  a  bath  of  burning 
vitriol  ?" 

"  Cease,  my  lord !  cease !"  I  cried,  now  overcome 
with  the  feelings  of  intensest  horror  which  this 
frightful  discourse  was  but  too  woll  oaloulatod  to 
conjure  up.  "  I  insist  upon  your  silence,  or  upon 
a  change  of  topic  !  I  will  hear  no  more  of  these 
mad,  these  hideous  ravings  !" 

"  Mad  !"  muttered  the  miserable  Lord  Frederick : 
"yes,  I  am  indeed  mad  !— and  it  is  no  wonder 
that  instead  of  rational  discourse,  my  tongue  should 
give  vent  to  these  wild  excited  ravings  !  But  is 
not  my  existence  a  curse  unto  myself — a  curse  to 
Ju'iet  ?  Oh,  my  God !  you  know  not  my  sufferings, 
Ellen !" 

He  flung  himself  upon  the  sofa,  sobbing  and 
weeping  violently.  I  besought  him  to  be  calm  : 
for  I  feared  lest  Juliet  should  suddenly  make  her 
appearance,  and  she  might  fancy  that  I  had  said 
something  thus  wildly  to  excite  him. 

"  I  have  thought  too,"  he  exclaimed,  suddenly 
starting  up,  his  dark  eyes  flashing  fierce  fires  below 
the  sable  fillet  which  bound  his  head, — "  I  have 
thought  of  sallying  forth  in  quest  of  that  miscreant 
who  planted  his  curse  upon  my  brow  !  I  have 
said  to  myself,  '  If  I  can  find  him,  what  hideous 
cruelties  can  I  practice  upon   him  P' — and   then  I 

have  thought " 

"  Now  listen  to  me,  Lord  Frederick!"  I  said,  in 
a  firm  and  decisive  tone.  "  Tou  wish  me  to  keep 
your  secret — and  I  am  keeping  it !  But  if  by 
your  own  madness  you  every  moment  threaten  to 
betray  it,  I  shall  feel  it  to  be  my  duty  to  prepare 
Juliet  at  once,  so  that  it  may  not  burst  with  over- 
whelming suddenness  upon  her.      I  will  gradually 

lead  her  on  to  the  knowledge  of  everything " 

"  No,  no.  Miss  Percy !  you  will  not  do  this  !" 
ejaculated  the  young  nobleman,  his  countenance 
expressing  the  direst,  most  anguished  terror. 

I  was  rejoiced  that  I  had  thus  been  enabled  to 
find  a  means  of  touching  him  ;  and  still  retaining 


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a  firm  decisive  look,  I  said,  "  Rest  assured,  my 
lord,  that  I  will  not  betray  you  unless  I  see  that 
you  are  resolved  to  betray  yourself.  Then,  in  that 
case,  for  Juliet's  sake— indeed  for  all  the  reasons 
which  I  have  enunciated — I  shall  deem  it  my  duty 
to  take  a  decisive  step.  AFith  the  deepest  pain 
and  sorrow  should  I  adopt  such  a  course  :  but  be- 
lieve me,  my  lord,  it  is  no  idle  threat  on  my 
part !" 

"  Miss  Percy,"  he  said,  now  suddenly  becoming 
calm,  "I  implore  and  entreat Oh,  I  conjure 


you  not  to  do  this !  Pardon  me  for  my  ravings- 
forgive  me,  Miss  Percy " 

"  Hush  !  Juliet  comes  !"  I  said.  "  Be  com- 
posed ! — be  tranquil !" 

"  Tranquil !"  murmured  the  wretched  Ravens- 
clifie,  throwing  himself  upon  the  sofa,  aa  an 
anguished  expression  swept  over  bis  countenance. 

But  he  said  no  more;  and  the  next  instant 
Juliet  made  her  appearance,  bearing  a  crystal 
jug  containing  the  lemonade  which  she  really  fan- 
cied her  unfortunate  husband  had  desired. 


x:;d  cf  tolitjie  i.